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I learned about a lot of this in college. I worked for housing as a night receptionist, and the main thing I learned from the job was that kids that age, no matter how smart they are, do some really dumb shit sometimes.
The absolute worst thing to do is not to seek help if something like this happens. I've seen kids practically falling down drunk trying to insist they're fine because they're 18 or 19 and scared that they'll be arrested or expelled.
If you're in a position of authority, especially with younger people, you don't have to be fake and "try to be cool" or anything. They don't tend to like that much anyway. But the absolute best thing you can do is make it known in a crisis (and ideally before a crisis) that you're on their side, whoever it might be, but especially with kids, this is crucial.
You're not the enemy, and your job isn't to be a cop or turn people into the cops. Otherwise, people do stupid shit like hiding alcohol poisoning or a possible overdose, and letting somebody have a medical emergency isn't what anybody wants.
Medical professionals don't like being lied to, and in general, doctor-patient confidentiality will prevent them from disclosing any information to the police or anybody else. The exception is if someone is actively in danger; for example, doctors have to report if you're an immediate danger to yourself or someone else. When it comes to symptoms and pretty much anything that would cause physical symptoms, doctors would pretty much universally rather you just tell them what happened rather than trying to obfuscate. Your doctor would much rather you tell them what you ingested and how without having to pry it out of you. That way they'll know how to help.
Another pro tip: you know how with a bug bite, it can be helpful to catch the bug and bring it to the hospital so it can be identified and the right antivenom given? Same with substances. If you have some left, bring a little with you. Labs can analyze it if necessary, and they can figure out exactly what you took and if there are any impurities. This is important because, especially if you buy drugs on the street, you don't always know what all is in the product. If you're having a reaction you weren't expecting, use caution, and don't take any unnecessary chances if you can help it.
Anyway tl;dr you or someone nearby is having a medical emergency, even if illegal substances are involved, seek medical attention. If you're a kid, get an adult you can trust, if one exists, and if not, call 911 or the equivalent number in your area. The person might be upset later if they come to in the hospital, but at least they'll be alive.
If you can, if you or someone you know takes opioid pain medications, or even if no one you know does take such meds to your knowledge, keep Narcan around. It can reverse an overdose and give you time to get the person affected to a hospital to make sure they're okay. I know some people don't know about Narcan, but in at least some states, you can get it for free. If you are taking opioid meds for chronic pain, like I do, even at a low dose, ask your doc to prescribe Narcan too. You never know when you or a buddy might end up taking the wrong thing and needing it.
i saw this helpful print out at my local library earlier, i thought this could be of help to someone. even if you personally don't inject, this advice could save a life. I'm here for all addicts and users, we care about you and love you. everyone deserves to be informed about their health regardless of what substances they use
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fuckgirl!reader flirting with loser!matt, but sheâs drunk so heâs just acting all nonchalant abt it
áśť đ đ° loser!matt babysits drunk fuckgirl!reader
the bass thumps in your chest, the music a relentless pulse that matches the dizzying swirl of the room. everythingâs fuzzyâlights blurring into streaks, voices overlapping into a symphony of noise. you donât remember how many drinks youâve had, but itâs definitely more than you shouldâve.
and then thereâs matt. sweet, awkward matt.
"matt," you whine over the music that echoes in your ears, drawing out his name, your hand reaching for his sleeve. your fingers barely graze the fabric before you lose balance, tumbling halfway into his lap.
he catches you, because of course he does, his reflexes sharper than youâd expect. "careful," he says, voice dry but not unkind.
"i am careful," you insist, dragging yourself up and planting one hand on his chest for stability. itâs a nice chestâsolid under your palm. "youâre just in my way."
"can we go upstairs?" you say feigning sweetness with a crooked smirk, your breath warm against his neck.
"nah." he leans back and manspreads on the couch, cool as ever, like heâs immune to your charms. itâs sickening.
"why not?" you pout, tugging at his arm. your dress rides up as you move, not that you careâmattâs the only one looking, and isnât that the point?
"because youâre drunk kid," he says simply, tilting his head like heâs assessing whether youâre about to topple over again.
"so?" you challenge, a teasing grin spreading across your face. "youâre supposed to take care of me, arenât you? thatâs what guys do at parties, right? fuck pretty girls?"
he rolls his eyes but doesnât let go when you wrap your arms around his neck. "m'not fucking you kid," he snickers.
you groan, a little too loud, and press your forehead against his. "youâre no fun, matt. chris would fuck me. he would probably die for the chance."
"yeah, but iâm not chris," he says, gently disentangling your arms from his neck.
"clearly," you mutter, falling back onto the couch in a dramatic heap. you look up at him, your eyes hooded and pleading. "donât you think iâm pretty, though?"
he snorts, shaking his head. "nice try."
"what the fuck is that supposed to mean?" you demand, half-offended, half-sickened by how unaffected he is.
"it means youâre wasted, and youâre not gonna trick me into saying something stupid," he says, leaning down to pull a blanket off the back of the couch. he drapes it over your legs, ignoring your protests.
"youâre boring," you declare, crossing your arms with a drunken frown.
"and youâre a fucking mess," he counters, his smirk softening into something almost fond. "but donât worry. iâve got you."
his words hit you in a way you didnât expectâsoft and steady, but somehow leaving a mark. it makes your chest tighten, your thighs hot, and your stomach flip.
you know heâs just being responsible matt, always the boring one, always the one making sure things donât spiral out of control. but the way his eyes linger on yours, the hint of warmth behind the teasing, makes you need him even more.
you grab his hand, holding onto it like itâs the only thing keeping you grounded. "matt," you say again, but this time itâs quieter, your voice dipping into something softer, almost vulnerable.
"what now?" he asks, half-laughing, though his hand doesnât pull away.
"just one little kiss, at least. please?" you say, your voice dropping into something softer, more pleading.
he laughs, shaking his head like youâre ridiculous. "not happening."
"you're the fucking worst," you whine, ripping your hand from his and sinking into the couch again.
"sleep it off kid," he says, his voice softer now. "youâll thank me later."
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thank you for reading! <3
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Once upon a dream
âI think I should start looking for a boyfriend.â Satoru spat out his vanilla flavored milkshake as he listened in from a bug he planted in your jacket. âGross, Gojo.â Nanami glares at Satoru then turns away. Satoru got up quickly and ran outside.Â
You were on your lunch break and were eating outside your workplace with Yuki, your friend/co-worker. Yuki raised one of her brows and questions. âWhy the sudden change of heart?â You really couldn't tell her it is because of all the lewd dreams you have been having, you thought it was your brain telling you it was time to start planning for a relationship. âUmm⌠you know, I'm not getting any younger. Maybe it's time to meet new people.â That was the only excuse you could think of.Â
Satoru nervously bites his thumb while he listens in. He knows the exact reason why you wanted to look for someone, HE was the cause after all. He's been waiting for the perfect moment to finally âmeetâ you, guess he has to accelerate his plans.
Satoru pops his head back into the office and tells Nanami he will go out and do his rounds, Nanami stood up and decided he would go together, which Satoru didn't expect but agreed anyway.Â
Satoru's office was actually pretty close to where you work, so he decided to walk that way and hopefully, maybe some miracle would happen where he would be able to talk to you. He must have done something to favor the gods, since the perfect opportunity came as he finally saw you.Â
Yuki wanted to have one last smoke before break ends and had gone back inside because she left her lighter in the locker. Some shady looking guy was hiding in the shadows and jumped out to grab your bag once he saw you alone. Satoru and Nanami both knew what he was up to and ran towards you.Â
The thug pulled your bag away from you, knocking you down while he tried to escape. Nanami went to you and tried to help you up while Satoru ran after the thief. You were too shocked to process what had just happened, Nanami stayed with you as Satoru catches the thief and walks back towards you.
Satoru was shocked when he saw the way you were looking at Nanami, your cheeks were bright pink and you nervously looked away while trying to sneak peaks of him. Satoru thought to himself, âI should have been the one sheâs admiring, I caught the thief!âÂ
âMiss, are you alright?â Nanami asks gently, and all you could do was nod your head. Satoru pushes the thief towards Nanami as he hands you back your bag. âWould you like to check if there's anything missing?â Satoru smiles at you, catching your attention as you stare at his eyes.Â
âBeautifulâŚâ you gasp as you realize you said that out loud. Satoru had a confident smirk on his face. âThanks, but we really need you to check if there is anything missing.â You bashfully grabbed your bag from Satoru and looked through your things. âEverything is here. Thank you officers.âÂ
âIf it is not too much trouble, could I please ask you to follow us back to the station to file a report?â Satoru asks, mainly trying to find an opportunity to âfinally learn your name from youâ. âI'm actually just on my lunch break, I have to go back to work.â You were shaking from all that just happened and Satoru saw it. âI'm sure your employer would understand and let you take an early leave, I'll even go with you.â Satoru suggests.Â
âWhile you two do that, I will take him back to the station first.â Nanami told Satoru as he started heading towards the police station. âUmm, excuse me! Do you mind⌠if I ask you for your name?â You shyly peaked at Nanami. âNanami Kento.â He replied with a smile as he turned and walked away.
You were still in your little zoned out state as Satoru jealously watches your eyes follow Nanami. âShould we head inside?â Satoru snaps you back to reality. âUmm, yes. Sorry about that. Thank you for all your help.â You politely bow at him. âMy name is Satoru Gojo, do you mind telling me yours?â He playfully tilts his head to the side. âMy name is Y/N L/N, sorry, I'm still feeling a little shaken up from what just happened.âÂ
Satoru was glad he finally became acquainted with you, but now he has a problem. You are clearly interested in Nanami and he needs to make sure this doesn't develop into something more.Â
Satoru went with you to explain what just happened to your employer and they gave you the rest of the day off. Satoru walked with you to the police station and filed a report. He offered to take you home as well since you might be scared to be alone, which he was right.Â
You didn't want to bother Satoru and was about to turn down his offer when he told you that he was actually getting off and really wanted to see you get home safely. You finally agreed and waited as he changed out of his uniform before he took you home.Â
The two of you walk side by side, Satoru has his hands in his pocket, while you secretly sneak side peaks at him. You were so preoccupied with Nanami earlier that you didn't realize Satoru, he's tall and is in great shape, he's handsome and you can't help but think he has the most beautiful eyes. You also couldn't shake the feeling that you've seen him before but can't remember from where, you just find him really familiar.
Satoru realized you were looking and smiled to himself again, he wanted to take up all of your thoughts, make you think of only him, him, him.Â
The two of you chatted a bit more while waiting for the bus and you told Satoru a little more about yourself, how you live alone and don't have too many friends, which Satoru already knows about but acts like he just found out. When the bus finally arrived, it was almost at full capacity, which was in Satoru's favor.Â
People were pushing and shoving around, and he got the perfect opportunity to be close to you. He got you safely caged between his arms while providing you enough personal space, he would occasionally get shoved towards you and his body would âaccidentallyâ press against yours, making you flushed.Â
You suddenly remember your dreams when Satoru was shoved against you once more, his tone chest was pushed right against your burning cheeks, you couldn't help but bring your hands up and tried to gently push him back. Your finger accidentally brushes against his nipple and he lets out a quiet moan only you were able to hear. Your eyes widened and shot up to his face, your hand gripping tightly on his shirt in front of his chest, Satoru was blushing and tried to hide his face with one of his hands and you thought he was the cutest thing.Â
You should really apologize but when you opened your mouth, wanting to say sorry, the word âCuteâ came out instead. Satoru now staring down at you with widened eyes, he wants to be âcoolâ or âhotâ in front of you, not âcuteâ. He slightly pouted and you just couldn't help but want to see more of his face.Â
You didn't know what overcame your thoughts, you forgot where you are, or that this is the first time you've met Satoru, he feels so familiar to you that it just felt right. You moved your hand over his chest again, brushing over his now hardened nipple as he twitched from your touch. You kept playing with his nipple while your ear still pressed on his chest, listening to his quicken heart beats, even bringing up your other hand to play with the other side. Satoru was trying to act normal but you could tell his breathing has become irregular, he is taking breaths through his mouth, trying not to let another moan slip.
As much as Satoru liked the way you were playing with him, he noticed it was getting close to your stop. He noticed one of your hands was slowly traveling down, feeling his toned abs as it got lower and lower.Â
Satoru grabs your wrist, which finally snaps you out of your trance. You instantly became bright red, unsure what took over you, just as you were about to say something, Satoru whispers in your ear first. âDidnât think you were this brave to do this on the bus to someone you've just met. We have been on the bus for a while, did we miss your stop?â Satoru knows the stop is up ahead and wants to make sure you don't miss it.Â
Finally aware of your surroundings, you noticed you would be getting off at the next stop. âItâs the next stop⌠Please forgive me! I'm usually not like this.â You were so embarrassed you couldn't look at him in the face. Satoru just let out a smile and didn't say anything else.Â
Finally getting off the bus, you speed ahead as Satoru catches up to you easily with his long legs. When arriving at your house, you quickly turned around and bowed at a 90 degree angle, apologizing for what you did to him on the bus, hoping he wouldn't arrest you for sexual harassment.Â
âIs it ok with you⌠if I come see you again?â Satoru shyly pouts as he asks you the question, while avoiding eye contact. You blushed again but nodded your head. âCan I get your phone number? It's rude to just show up unannounced.â Satoru tries to make up a reason for him to officially get your number, even though he already had it memorized a long time ago. âSure Mr. Gojo.â You shyly take his phone and enter your contact info. âPlease, just call me Satoru.â His smile was so bright it could put the sun to shame.Â
âWell then, Satoru, see you around.â You said your goodbyes and rushed inside. You were still trying to process what got over you earlier when Satoru texts you.
âIt was nice meeting you, Y/N. I really hope we get to see each other again soon.âÂ
You clutched your phone close to your chest, trying to calm yourself down. You ran to your sofa and layed on your back, staring at your phone contact. You vaguely remember meeting someone with white hair like his, you thought it would just be a crazy coincidence and it was just someone who looked like him. He does, however, make you think about all the wet dreams you've been having. The male figure seems similar to Satoru's frame and you just love the way he moaned when you touched him. You still couldn't figure out how you had the courage to do what you did, it felt natural, like your body had been trained.Â
You shook off the idea and decided to take a shower and cool your head. You ate your dinner shortly after and headed to bed. You finally decided to reply to Satoru's text.Â
You: âIt was really nice meeting you too. Thank you for everything you did today, hope you have a great night.âÂ
Satoru: âWould you mind if we get lunch together tmr? đđâ
You: âmy lunch break is pretty short, I usually just pick up something small in the morning and call it. If you don't mind, I could pick up extra and we could eat together?âÂ
Satoru: âThat sounds fantastic!! I'll see you tomorrow. Let me know when I should head over. Good night Y/N hope you have a sweet dream.âÂ
You: âthanks, you too. Good night Satoru.âÂ
You put your phone to the side and turned and faced your pillow and let out a happy scream. Just as you thought you would like to find someone to start a relationship with, Satoru magically appears in front of you, not to mention he's super good looking and fit. You pretty much had forgotten all about Nanami and your head was just filled with Satoru.Â
You fell asleep shortly from being overexcited, you had another dream but this time it's more tame. The male figure has been replaced with Satoru, the 2 of you were just going out on dates and having a great time.Â
Little did you know Satoru was in your house again watching you sleep. He was about to lose it when he heard you giggling in your sleep then proceeded to call out his name. It took everything in him to not just wake you up and have his way with you. He knew you would never forgive him if he did, so he just kissed you and left for the night.Â
The lunch date went as planned, your co-workers all gathered around you after lunch, they all wanted you to fill them in for how you managed to score a hot guy like Satoru. Choso was avoiding you and Yuki felt sorry for him, knowing he had the biggest crush on you but you were just too oblivious.Â
Satoru would meet you daily and have lunch with you. After a week of lunch dates he finally asked you if you could be his girlfriend which you quickly said yes.
You asked Yuki to shop with you on your next day off, you wanted to upgrade your wardrobe but not sure what you should get. Yuki brought you to a lingerie store and said now that you have a boyfriend, those might come in handy. Satoru secretly wants to thank Yuki for that.Â
You were checking the lingerie sets and one particular set caught your eyes. It was a pretty white lace set with a couple of cute baby blue ribbons. You bought it along with a few that Yuki chose for you.Â
Satoru was excited since he only heard your conversation with Yuki and didn't actually follow you this time, even though he left the bug on you so he could always hear what you're up to. Itâs not that he doesn't trust you, he worries that the other guys would try to make a move on you and steal you away.Â
When you got home, Satoru called you and told you he made plans for a dinner date at a fancy restaurant and would pick you up after work. Just as you start to panic about what you should wear, your doorbell rings. Satoru had ordered you an outfit to wear for your dinner.Â
The outfit was a 2 piece set, the top was a white turtleneck with a baby blue scarf like material around the neck and the bottom was a long skirt with the same blue that matched the scarf. You were happy with the outfit, it was something similar to what you normally would wear but looks a bit better.
You wore your lingerie and outfit to work that day, your male co-workers couldn't keep their eyes off you. Choso straight out started nose bleeding when he saw you. Your outfit was no were close to revealing, but the material was hanging on your body just right, the little scarf around your neck looks like a ribbon of a present, which they all want to unwrap.Â
You helped Choso clean up and he found out about the reason for the outfit you were all dressed up for today. Choso felt a ping of jealousy, he thought to himself âif your outfit got ruined, would you still go on your date?â he quickly shook the idea out of his mind, he knew you would be upset if that happened. He just secretly wished you would notice his feelings for you.Â
Satoru shows up in his car to pick you up after work, along with a bunch of white and blue roses. Making all your female co-workers envy you as you got in his car.Â
âYou look really pretty in that outfit.â Satoru checks you out up and down. âThank you for picking it out for me, I loved it.â You leaned over and placed a quick peck on his cheeks. Satoru wanted to push your seat down and do you right there, but he held back.Â
You arrived at the restaurant, it was in a tall building overlooking the city below. You look around and find there was no one else around when Satoru told you he reserved the whole restaurant for just the 2 of you. You slightly pouted and told him to stop wasting his money like this, and that you would be happy even if he had brought you to McDonalds.Â
The food started coming and you had forgotten about everything else. Everything tasted so good you thought you could really get used to this.Â
After dinner Satoru was driving you home, testing waters by placing his hand between your thighs while his fingers intertwined with yours. You didn't stop him, only stared out the window as your cheeks become red, making him hum in satisfaction.Â
Satoru helped you with bringing the roses into your house. And as he stood at the doorway about to leave, you stood in front of him. âThank you for the fantastic night Satoru.â You looked into his eyes with desire, making his Adam apple bobbed from your intense stare. âIf you stare at me like that, it makes me not want to leave.â Satoru looks at you with darkened eyes, placing his hand on your cheek and brushing your lower lip with his thumb. âThen sta-â his lips had instantly captured yours, not even letting you finish.Â
He picked you up in one arm while he took his shoes off again, his lips not leaving yours even for a second. You told him the direction to your room, which he had already been a thousand times without you knowing.Â
He laid you down on the bed admiring your beauty for a second as you stared at him with wanting eyes. He pulls on the end of the scarf, undoing the ribbon and slowly lifts your top up and removes it. His breath was caught in his throat when he saw the pretty white lace with the cute blue ribbons. âYou're gonna be the death of me.â Satoru leans back in for another kiss as his hands quickly work on removing your skirt too.Â
He took another moment to look at you with just your lingerie, his stare so intense which made you move your arms unintentionally to hide yourself. âNo, no, no, no sweetheart, don't hide them from me.â Satoru tries to soothe you. âIt's not fair if you only get to seeâŚâ you shyly pouts at Satoru.Â
âYou should help me get undressed then.â Satoru smirks at you, bringing your hands to the buttons on his shirt. Your fingers are now working on unbuttoning his shirt as he quickly undo his belt. He takes off his shirt and slides his pants off, you were just staring at him in awe. He looks so beautiful it almost felt unreal, when your hands finally touched him, it almost felt like you've always known him, even if this was the first time.Â
âSatoru⌠I've never done this before, but somehow everything feels so natural. Am I a pervertâŚ?â You covered your face with your hands, feeling so embarrassed for how you feel no restraint even though it was your first time.Â
Satoru looks at you with gentle eyes, grabbing your wrist to move your hands away from your face. âIt feels this way because you already know me.â You looked confused for a moment, âWhen?â You questioned him. âOnce upon a dream.â You couldn't help but laugh at his cheesy line, once your laughter subsided, you stared into his eyes. âAre you here to make my dreams come true?â Satoru leans in and kisses your forehead, âI would do anything for you.âÂ
You wrap your arms around his neck and pull him into a longing kiss. Satoru's tongue and yours dance in harmony as his hands wander on your body. He finally removes your bra, licking and kissing down your jaw and neck before reaching your breasts.Â
Your cute little moans were driving him crazy, he would buck his hips on your mattress while laying between your legs as he took a big mouthful of your tits one at a time.Â
You wanted to pleasure him too, and with a sudden surge of power you were able to push him over. Satoru was shocked as he laid on his back, eyes widened as he looked at you. You moved between his legs and slowly tugged at his boxers. He lifted himself high enough for you to pull it down as his hardened cock springs and smacked again his lower abdomen.
You couldn't keep your eyes off of his cock. You've never seen one up close before, you swallow your saliva a few times and Satoru just watches you as he holds himself up with his elbows, waiting for your next move. He wasn't sure what you would do, would you panic and have second thoughts?Â
Just as he thought you were having cold feet, you wrapped your hands around his throbbing cock, earning a whine out of him. Satoru loves how soft your hands are, his pre-cum keeps dripping down.Â
You stroke his cock a few times from the base to the tip, making him throw his head back as he loses himself at your touch. You surprised him by putting your lips on the tip of his cock, his eyes snapping back to your face as he reached for your cheeks.Â
âWait, wait, wait, wait, babe, you don't have to do this.â Satoru's cheeks were burning red as his Adam's apple bobbed. âBut I want to.â You looked into his eyes innocently. âYou're killing me babe. Ughh fine.â Satoru let go of your face, just as you were about to continue, he had you turn around in a sixty-nine position. â??!!?â you were shocked but Satoru says, âIf you get to have your way, I'll get to have mine.âÂ
He pulled your panties down, you were so wet that there was a string of slick that was attaching your panties to your soaked cunt. Satoru couldn't wait anymore as he ripped the panties right off. âHey! These were new and it's my favorite set!!â you protest, watching him fling the ripped panties to God knows where. âDon't worry babe, I'll be buying you a thousand more.âÂ
Satoru licks a strip from your clit to your cunt, moaning and complementing how sweet you tasted. You didn't want to be out done, you started licking him from the base to the tip. âFuckkkkkk. That feels so good.â Satoru sends vibrations up your cunt as he speaks, making you moan. You take his cock in your mouth, humming as you struggle to take all of him, sending vibrations back to Satoru in a never ending cycle.Â
It almost feels like there was a competition going on, each wanting to make the other cum first. But you know you were at a disadvantage since you've never done it before and weren't sure if Satoru had done this with anyone else. Little did you know Satoru was already so far on the edge, he was trying his hardest to not cum right away.Â
Satoru tries his best to distract you, he starts rubbing rough circles on your clit as his tongue enters the tightness of your cunt, gliding around in a wicked way. He had your head thrown back for a moment, he could feel your hips moving for more fiction, he inserted his middle finger slowly as his tongue worked its magic.Â
You lean back down and start sucking harder on his leaking cock, drinking up his pre-cum, making him buck his hips. You could only fit half of him in your mouth and use your hands to jerk the remaining parts.Â
Satoru was so close but wanted you to cum first and knows exactly where your favorite spot is. He hooks his arm around you, holding you down so you won't be able to escape as his middle finger rubs the one spot which makes you release every time.Â
You were cumming and trying to pull away, Satoru knows this and already had you pinned down, âSa-toru!! Cumming!!â Your hands were still around his cock and was squeezing around his base, âSh-hit me too!!â Satoru came so hard his cum shot up and some landed on your face.
Satoru turned you around once again and had you laying down beside him. He saw his cum on your face and his half softened cock instantly became rock hard again. âYou got some on your face, here let me wipe it off.â Satoru was trying to grab a Kleenex when you touched your face. You dabbed some of his cum and licked your finger. Satoru moaned as he watched you taste his cum. âIt tastes⌠sweet.â You smile at Satoru as he wipes the rest off with the Kleenex.Â
Satoru was now sitting up between your legs, you could see his cock throbbing painfully hard again. He had one hand on your hip and the other was running small gentle circles on your puffy clit. He wanted more, he wanted to be inside you, he wanted to finally make you his. You could see the desire darken in his eyes, and secret you want the same, you want to be connected to him.Â
âWill it hurt?â You shyly ask Satoru. âMaybe, but I will try my best to make you feel good.â Satoru speaks so gently, sending shivers up your spine. âWill it all fit?â You look down at his huge pulsing cock. âOh I'll make it fit babe.â Satoru smirks with confidence. You put one hand on his forearm and the other over your entrance, holding your folds open with your fingers. âMake me yours, Satoru.âÂ
Satoru wanted to ram his cock inside you at that second, but he didn't want to hurt you. You could see veins popping up his arms and forehead from restraining himself.Â
He leans down to kiss you again, you could taste yourself from his kiss as his tongue swirls in your mouth. His middle finger is inserted inside your cunt once again. He's pumping his finger in and out of you, once he felt you've loosen up a bit, he inserted his index finger along with the other.
The sudden stretch had you gasping, you already felt so full just from his fingers, how are you going to take all of his cock? Just as your mind wanders off, Satoru wraps his index finger with his middle and starts turning his wrist, sending another wave of pleasure rippling through you. âYou're gonna make me cum again!â you tried to warn Satoru, he whispers into your ear as he uses his body to weigh you down. âCum for me.âÂ
Your second orgasm hits you harder than the first, making your body spaz under him. Satoru pulls his fingers out and sticks them in his mouth to lick off your slick. He slotted his cock between your folds and rubbed himself against your slit, coating his cock with your slick.Â
He lines himself up to your pussy, his tip kissing the entrance. âAre you ready?â He asks as he prepares. You nod your head and he smiles. Satoru grabs onto your hip and slowly pushes his way in. He had you screaming in pleasure as he pushed through the tight walls. âI need you to relax, you are pushing me out.â Satoru pants as he tries rubbing circles on your clit as he pulls back a bit just to push in again.Â
You tried your best to relax but it did hurt. You bite down to your bottom lip so hard that it draws blood. Satoru sees this and reminds you to breathe and licks your lips which actually help to calm you down, making you a bit more relaxed. âGood girl, you're doing great.â His words encourage you to relax furthermore. Satoru pushes more of his cock in you, his praise had you gushing around his cock, making it easier to enter. You could feel his cock pushing his way inside, every vein, every throb, molding you into his shape.Â
You feel so full of Satoru your eyes become watery from the overwhelming feeling. When your tears finally overflow, Satoru informs you he is all the way in. âYou have no idea how long I've waited for this.â Satoru confessed. You weren't sure what he meant, since the 2 of you didn't know each other that long.
Satoru had been stalking you for months and had been doing all kinds of things to you while you were sleeping. You've always thought you were just dreaming, little did you know it was all very very real.Â
âI'm going to start moving now, are you ready?â Satoru was not actually trying to ask, he was going to start rolling his hips even if you protest now. But you never did, nodding your head again as he hums with your approval. He starts by pulling back painfully slowly, until only his tip is inside of you, then he pushes his way back in just as slowly, making you whine from slowly being filled up again by his hard throbbing cock. He does that a few more times before you voiced out.
âSatoru!!! Please hah⌠I need m-more!â You begged, the slow friction was not enough, you were getting greedy. âOf course ngh, anything for my mmm⌠darling.â His eyes landed on your teary face as he licked his lips. He pulled out slowly one last time and held himself there for a few seconds as he tilted his head back to steady his breath. Just as you were about to call his name again âSato- ahhh!!â He sheaths himself back into your tight walls in one powerful thrust, having your back arching off the bed.
Satoru is now thrusting hard and fast at an inhumane pace, you were trying to push him away with your hands before he grabbed hold of your wrists to use them to pull you towards him. âToo much!! Cumming!! Nngh!!â You were gushing all around his cock again but he shows no sign of slowing down. Your orgasm kept going on and on, till your mouth was gaping open and eyes rolled back to the back of your head.Â
âHeh⌠you came so hard just now.â Satoru finally slows down but he is not pulling out. âSensitive⌠Satoru, please, I need a break.â You whine and try to back away. He grabbed onto your hips, âNo, babe, I haven't cum yet. You're a good girl, you'll let me cum right?âÂ
Your mind was going blank but you replied with a âmmhmmâ which had Satoru suddenly pulled out and turning your body till you're on all four. He lines himself up to your twitching entrance then thrusted himself back in. It feels like his cock is going even deeper in this position, your brain is turning into mush, your arms couldn't hold you up anymore as you collapse onto your bed. Your knees were shaking but Satoruâs grip on your hips held you up.Â
He was losing his mind as well, he had one foot planted on the bed as he fucks you hard from behind. His cock hits your g-spot repeatedly and turns you into a drooling mess, you couldn't even form words anymore, your moans were the only sounds coming out of you.Â
Your walls were squeezing him so tight he was about to burst. He wasn't sure if you would allow him to cum inside you, since this is your first time. âBabe, I'm cumming, where..â he didn't even finish his question before you screamed out âInside!! Cum inside!!!â all you heard was another whine from Satoru before hot ropes of cum hit your deepest parts over and over.Â
Satoru was being milked dry, but he gladly gives you every last drop. He doesn't pull out, even as he softens, wanting to plug you up so his cum stays in you longer.Â
Satoru finally pulled you to his chest as he lay down on your bed, spooning you as he still had you plugged up. You were so exhausted you fell asleep quickly in the comfort of his embrace. Satoru lightly strokes your head and slowly succumbs to his own sleepiness.
Satoru thought he was still dreaming when he woke up with you in his arms early in the morning. He buries his face in the crook of your neck and breathes you in, he could feel his blood rushing to his cock. Satoru whines when he realized he was still safely tucked inside your spongy walls, his raging erection had you stirring while you were still asleep.Â
Your little moans and whines were so adorable that Satoru couldn't help but want more friction along his hard length. You weren't wet enough for him to actually move yet, so he slowly rolled you over with your front pressed on the mattress and he pinned you down with his own body as he started playing with your clit.Â
You were starting to feel everything, the way Satoru was rubbing circles on your clit and how his half sheathed cock kept throbbing trying to make its way inside. You were fully woken up when Satoru decided to pinch your puffy clit, sending shivers up your spine.
âSa-toru??! Aah!â As you tried to struggle underneath him, âgood morning babe, sorry, I couldn't ngh⌠help myself.â The attack on your clit gets rougher. You are now wet enough for Satoru to start moving.Â
He begins by pulling himself all the way out, the sudden emptiness has your hips chasing his cock. Satoru noticed and let's put a low chuckle, he got off of you and laid on his back, making you wonder why he didn't keep going.Â
As you pushed yourself up to look at him, he tapped his thighs, âget on me.â you didn't even get enough time to respond when Satoru's hands found your hips and easily adjusted you on top of him.
âI want you to ride me.â Satoru had you sitting on his cock. Your slit was rubbing along his cock as he moved your hips and grinded against you. âMmgh.. it's so early in the morning. And we did so much last night.â You tried to protest. âI can never get enough of you, I don't ever want to get separated from you. Plus, I can't leave you all wet and my cock all hard.âÂ
Satoru has one hand massaging one of your butt cheeks as the other stretches from your hips while his thumb rubs against your clit, why are his hands so big? He also looks at you with his big, beautiful, blue puppy eyes while giving you a little pout. It was a losing battle from the start, there was no way for you to turn down his charm. As you tried to adjust yourself to take him, Satoru let out the brightest toothy smile, making your heart pound against your chest.Â
His cock was already standing in full attention as you lifted yourself up to welcome him, you paused as you lined yourself up to his length. You slowly sink yourself down, Satoru was already a leaking mess as you go past the tight ring of muscles. You were already beginning to struggle when he was only half way inside. âYou can do it babe, do it for me.â You bite down to your bottom lip as you pull yourself up to sink back into him, which gets him a bit deeper. âOnly 3 inches left, you can do it, I know you can.â Satoru tries to talk you through but you thought it would be impossible, 3 more inches??? There is no way you could take all of him.Â
âAahhha⌠I don't ngh! I can't.. oh!â You were trying hard but you were at your limits. âYou must. You took me so well last night. You can do it again.â Satoru moved his big hands to your hips and pulled you down, making you scream from pleasure. He's lifting you up and down his length easily like you were his toy. Heâs feral, he had both his feet firmly planted on the mattress as he lifted himself up to thrust up into you. You were trying hard to hold on, you thought this would be similar to a mechanic bull if you ever got on one. Satoru has a death grip on your hips but still feels like you would fly off any second from the way he's thrusting into you.Â
You were close to the edge when you looked down on Satoru's face. He was gritting his teeth and his eyebrows were furrowed, he is also at his limits. Your pussy clutches on his cock when you see the expression on his face. âArgh!! I'll cum if you squeeze me that hard.â Satoru was slowly losing his rhythm, this thrusts getting sloppy as he slams you down to his cock. âCumming!!!â You both said in unison as your bodies twitch and ride out your orgasms.Â
Satoru finally collapsed down against the mattress and you on top of him. Both trying to catch your breath, you were looking for your phone to check the time since you have work. You panicked when you saw the time, your alarm had gone off and turned itself off for ringing too long. You tried to pull yourself off of Satoru's cock but your legs gave out, causing the both of you to whine.Â
âHow am I going to go to work like this??â You were a hard worker, you would go into work even when you're not feeling well. You are also very bad at lying, you are not sure how to let them know the reason why you couldn't go to work. Satoru couldn't help but giggle at the way you were panicking, you glared at him but he just thinks you were the most adorable little thing.Â
âYou could always just quit and come live off me.â Satoru hums, he was serious about taking care of you. âThat's crazy Satoru⌠we JUST started dating not too long ago. You would really let me live off you?â You raised your brow questioning him. âMmhmm! You can be my pretty little housewife, you will never have to work a single day for the rest of your life.â He pulls you into his embrace.Â
You blush now, Satoru had pretty much just purposes to you, and a part of you wants to just say yes, but another part of you worry, âwhat if this doesn't work out?â Satoru was never going to let you go now that he felt how your pussy was made for him, he would chase you to the end of the universe.Â
You end up calling into work, Satoru had a day off and the 2 of you went to the dessert shop to get your favorite mochi.Â
âSo you 2 ended up together.â The cashier comments, you blinked at her confused. âWho could forget how pathetic your lover boy was when he didn't get the mochi he wanted, even bagged the other lady to sell him the ones she got.â Satoru was Sheeshing at her and she continued, âYou gave him your box of dessert before you ran out.â She looks at you confused, as in she was questioning how you could have forgotten it.
Now that you thought about it, you do recall that happening, finally remembering his fluffy white hair. âOh my god Nobara! What did we say about being rude to the customers??!â A boy with spiky hair shouts from the back. She stuck out her tongue and walked away, another cheerful boy with pink hair came out and finished serving the 2 of you.Â
âSo⌠is there anything you are forgetting to tell me? We didn't really meet by chance did we?â You question Satoru. He was nervous, not sure how to answer. âOnly if you promise you will not get madâ Satoru says as he runs ahead of you.Â
Notes: sorry this took a while... I had this 90% done and sitting in the drafts and started reading the works of the other wonderful people đ forgive me
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Hot Daddy
Prompt Day 23: Hot Chocolate | Word Count: 1000 | Rating: T | CW: Mild Use of "Daddy" | Tags: AU, Meet Cute, Single Dad Steve, Platonic Stobin
"Hot chocolate?"Â
Eddie's startled from his thoughts, looking to see where the unexpected question came from. He wasn't paying attention to his surroundings, off in his own world, as Wayne would say. Well, he says that, and that Eddie's lucky he doesn't accidentally walk into traffic.
Which, true. It has happened a time or two. But what Wayne doesn't know won't hurt him.
Locating the voice that had spoken is interesting, because Eddie was not expecting to look down, or expecting a hot man next to a table full of little girls clearing running a fundraiser. There's a little girl looking up at him expectantly, and she must have been the one that asked.
Hot guy's hand is resting on her shoulder protectively, and she must be his daughter, since she's his little doppelganger.
The guy is eyeing him, and Eddie knows he looks scarier than he actually is, so he smiles, trying to look less intimidating. At least the girl isn't scared of him, it seems. Not his tattoos, not his piercings, not his heavy leather and attitude.
"Hi, sir!" She says, all chipper, like it isn't freezing cold, "We're selling hot chocolate and cookies to help pay for camp."
It's a script, and a little stilted, but she's got the spirit, that's for sure. And he hasn't been called sir in, well, ever, maybe.
"Of course," he says, and shifts his duffle bag to his other arm so he can reach for his wallet.
The little handwritten sign has their pricing, which he is certain is too low, and he fishes out a ten dollar bill, handing it over.
"Keep the change," he says, and the girls squeal and jump up and down.Â
The man finally grins, like Eddie's won him over, just a little.Â
Suddenly, there's several girls wanting to be involved in the translation, handing him a sack of cookies, napkins, as hot dad pours hot chocolate out of a stainless steel dispenser.
"Marshmallows?" he asks, and Eddie grins.
"You know it."
He shakes some into Eddie's cup, then a few more as he meets Eddie's eyes and winks, then hands it over.
"Thank you," Eddie says, and he could look into those golden eyes all day. He'd love to see them in the daylight. He bets they are so warm.
"Thanks for supporting the cause," the pretty-eyed hot dad says, and Eddie takes one more long look at him before walking away.
It's good hot chocolate and great cookies. He's impressed.Â
The table isn't there the next night, or the few after, and Eddie feels a little bummed out that he missed his opportunity to flirt a little, feel him out.
He wasn't wearing a ring.
Eddie's certain of that. He looked. He also knows no ring isn't the end all and be all, some people just don't wear them, but no ring means that he might have had a chance. And a chance is all he needs.
So, he was hoping they'd be back now that it is the weekend again, but no luck.
"Why so mopey?" Robin asks, and Eddie turns to look at her.Â
"I saw a guy on the sidewalk, and I hoped he'd be back on the street corner tonightâ"
"Eddie!"
"âbut maybe it was just a weekend thing?" Eddie ponders.
"Eddie, are you trying to hire a prostitute?" she asks, eyes huge.
"What? No!" He throws back his head and laughs, "He was a perfectly respectable man! With a little girl!"Â
She raises an eyebrow.
"His daughter!"
Eddie's just digging a deeper and deeper hole as she laughs at him.
"I'm not following," she says, leaning on the counter of the music store. She started about two months ago, and so far, he likes her.
"There was a booth of kids doing a fundraiser. The dad that was supervising was hot."
She laughs at him, but it doesn't seem mean. Then her face changes, "When was this? What'd he look like?"
"Last Friday. Good hair. My height? I don't know. A real pretty dude."
"Swoopy hair?" she asks.
"What's swoopy hair?" he asks, and she makes a motion with her hands, and well, maybe?
"Yeah, maybe," he says, as if the image of this guy hasn't been burned into his retinas.
Then, he really hears what she's been asking:
"Robin. Robin Buckley. Do you know hot daddy?"
"Ew, no. Never say that to me again."
"Sorry," he mutters, feeling chided.Â
"Steveâ" she starts, and he really, really doesn't want to hear about her Bobbsey Twin of a best friend Steve right now. He feels like he knows more about Steve than he knows about Robin, which is crazy for someone he's never met.
"Robin. No more Steve stories," he says, resting his forehead against the counter, banging it slightly.
Steve's a teacher. Steve's a coach. Steve played sports in college. Steve could have gone pro. Steve's a single dad. Steve's the best.
Steve, Steve, Steve.
He doesn't have the brainpower to deal with the Legend of Steve right now.
"Eddieâ"
"Robin!" he interrupts.Â
"Fine. Don't let me talk," she says, crossing her arms over her chest.Â
And it's finally, blissfully, silent. At least for a few minutes.
Eddie's behind the counter when the bell over the door jingles. He looks up, and â hot daddy.
Robin elbows him in the ribs, "I told you never to say that again!"
"I didn't know I did!" he yelps.
She laughs, "Steve, this is Eddie. Eddie, this is Steve."
"You're Steve?" Eddie asks, and he knows his cheeks are red.
"The one and only," Steve says, and Eddie really wishes he'd paid better attention when Robin talked about him now. If wishes were horses, indeed.
Steve's holding two to-go cups, and leans up against the counter, handing one over to Eddie, not Robin.Â
Eddie takes it, dumbly. It's hot chocolate, and Eddie looks down at it:
555-0083 Call me Hot Daddy
Steve winks, and turns and walks back out.
Eddie's gonna kill Robin.
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Notes: Punctuation is important, Steve. Should Eddie call you on the phone - or call you hot daddy. Decisions, decisions. Why not both? đ¤Ł
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Hi, how have you been??
I was wondering if your requests are still open? If so, it crosses my mind: what if Garrick had a cousin secretly dating Bodhi, and how would he and Xaden react if they found out about their relationship after Bo goes feral because Garrick's cousin is hurt?
It's just an idea, if your requests aren't open or makes you uncomfortable in any way I apologize and please forget I asked in the first place.
Love your work, btw. Bye đ đ
Worse Kept Secret - Bodhi Durran x Reader
A/N: Just like Bodhi not telling Xaden and Garrick, better late than never right? I'm so sorry this took so long to get to. I hope you like it!
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âWe should probably tell them soon.â I tell Bodhi as we make our way to class.
Bodhiâs eyes widen before he shakes his head. âHell no. Garrick would have my head if he found out about us.â
I roll my eyes. âYouâre acting like heâs my brother.â
âHe may as well be with how protective he is over you. Have you seen the way he glares at any guy that looks your way for a second too long?â
I sigh. âYouâre over reacting, it will be fine. Heâs going to have to find out eventually.â
âYeah, when heâs stationed far away from here when he canât hunt me down and murder me.â He says before coming to a stop outside his classroom.
It had been six months since Bodhi and I had started seeing each other. Both of us agreeing to keep it a secret at first in case it didnât go well or we decided to go back to being friends. But six months in it was clear that this was going well, and it was getting harder and harder to cover up sneaking off together. Especially now Bodhi and I were helping with supply runs, meaning our time together was becoming more and more limited.
âNo we are telling him before he graduates and gets stationed elsewhere.â I tell him sternly.
Bodhiâs shoulders sag in defeat, before slowly nodding his head. âFine, but when my body turns up one morning in the middle of the rotunda just know it was because of you.â
I quickly check the hallway to make sure weâre alone before leaning up and kissing him on the cheek. âIâll remember your noble sacrifice. See you at challenges.â
He chuckles and shakes his head at me as I turn and walk away to my own class.
Bodhi.
I rush into the training room, the familiar sounds of fighting echoing around the room as everyone watches on. My squads flight training had gone over time due to an inccident, so Iâd missed the first half of challenges. I push my way through the crowd to the ususal spot I stand in with Y/N, Garrick, Xaden and Imogen. But as I break through the crowd the only one there is Imogen. I scan the mats in the centre of the room, expecting to see them fighting on one of the mats. But none of them are there. Strange.
âWhere are the others?â I ask Imogen as I manouver into the gap next to her.
âHealers Quadrant.â She says timidly, as if almost scared to tell me. Which was not normal for her at all.
âImogen, whatâs wrong?â I ask, crossing my arms over my chest as I look down at her with narrowed eyes.
She looks up at me and recoils slightly at my stare. âJeez, itâs scary how much you look like Xaden when you do that.â
âImogen.â I say more sternly.
âItâs Y/N. SheâŚâ
âImogen I swear to the gods you better tell me what happened.â I demand.
âShe got badly hurt in challenges. That new Barlowe kid got paired up with her.â
I feel all the colour drain from my face at her words. Barlow had no care or regard for anyone but himself. He was ruthless, and was already known for killing quite a number of cadets already. As well as sending a long list of cadets to the Healers Quadrant in very bad condition.
I turn and shove my way through the crowd, Imogen calling out to me in an effort to stop me. She was pretty much the only one that knew about Y/N and I. She had covered for us numerous times after stumbling across us one night in an abandoned tower. Clearly it was not as abandoned as we had thought.
As soon as I push through the doors, I sprint over to the bridge connecting us to the rest of the college. But no matter how hard I push myself it feel as if time is slowing down, as if Iâm running through mud.
I canât help but think of the worse. I had seen first hand many times how Jackâs opponents had ended up post challenging him. Most of them unconscious, a lot of them gushing blood from some sort of wound, orâŚ. Dead. No she isnât dead. Imogen would have said so. But she had called out to meâŚ.
The thought has me pushing my legs harder, barrelling towards to door opening that finally looked like it was getting closer and closer. Rounding the corner, I nearly take out a healer who squeals with alarm as I dodge past her.
I push open the doors to the infirmary, Garrick and Xadenâs heads whipping towards me as I rush towards them. âWhere is she?â I demand loudly as I stop in front of them, frantically looking around at the beds.
âSheâs back there with Nolon.â Xaden tells me, nodding towards the closed door at the back of them room.
I side step him, starting to rush towards the doors before a hand grabs my flight jacket and hauls me backwards. I reel around, shoving Garrick in the chest hard, causing him to stumble back as he releases my jacket.
âWhat the hell has gotten into you?â He nearly yells at me, the room going silent as the healers look at us with alarm.
I freeze, realising Iâm reacting in a way I probably shouldnât be for someone they think Iâm just friends with. Yes she was Garrickâs cousin, but I had only know her coming up to two years now. Garrick should be reacting like I am, which Iâm sure on the inside he was.
âSorry. Imogen just made it sound bad.â I say as I lower my gaze, awkwardly scratching the back of my head in an effort to pass this off.
âWhat did she say?â Xaden asks.
âThat she was up against Barlowe.â I say quietly. Imogen hadnât actually said it was bad, I had just assumed it was. If I was smart I would have rushed in and asked what happened. Not come barging in here like I was out for blood.
âAnd?â Garrick asks, his tone almost teasing as if he can see right through me.
âAnd that was itâŚâ I mumble out, but with the breathy laugh I hear from the two of the I know theyâve heard me clear as day.
âYes it could be better, but all Barlow managed to do was break her arm.â Xaden tells me, my head snapping up in relief at his words. A broken arm was nothing, happened all the time around here. And easy fix. And explained why she was in the back with Nolan.
âIf anything, Barlowe should be the one youâre worried about.â Garrick says with a laugh.
I turn and follow his gaze to where Barlowe lays in one of the beds Iâd missed in my scan of the room, clutching a very blood stained cloth to his side as the healers work to mend the wound. On his bedside table lays on of her daggers covered in his blood. I canât help but smile knowing that sheâd gotten him back, and done worse damage to him than he had done to her.
âDefinitely not worried about him. He deserves it.â I say as I turn my attention back to them, both of them nodding in agreement.
I think Iâve gotten away with hiding why I reacted the way I did, until Garrick looks me in the eyes and just smirks at me. âSo instead of trying to pass off your reaction due to Imogen being vague, you going to man up and tell me youâre dating my cousin?â
I feel like my heart stops as my eyes go wide. Xaden doesnât even try to hide his laughter at my reaction to Garrickâs words.
âHow the hell did you know?â I blurt out with out thinking, mentally slapping myself.
Garrick rolls his eyes. âYou really trusted Imogen to keep your secret from us?â
I groan as I hide my head in my hands. âDefinitely wasnât your smartest move cousin.â Xaden says as he pats me on the back.
âExcuse me while I go find a certain pink haired cadet to murder.â I grumble out as I storm out of the infirmary back to the Riderâs Quadrant, Garrick and Xadenâs booming laughs echoing behind me
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Thank-you sentences for lee behind the cut, who asked for dealerâs choice Timberkon and is getting âweird amnesia Timberkonâ. (( chrono || non-chrono ))
âOkay, so like . . . stupidest question ever time,â Bernard says, because priorities and all. âBut are you okay, man? Like, in the sense of âdo you have money and a roof over your head and maybe, like, I dunno, a job or something. I mean admittedly I donât know exactly how long youâve been home or whatever, just apparently itâs at least been a month soââÂ
Superboyâs face crumples. Bernard runs back what he just said in his head, and given the timing of said crumpling figures it was probably him saying âhomeâ like that.
âI mean, Iâm pretty sure youâre home,â he says, trying not to wince about it. âI definitely remember you being here previously, and I remember not having noticed you being around for a while too, which would presumably cover however long you were out of the reality. Just, like, I have no idea what happened that made the reality forget you during said âa whileâ. Especially not what happened to make the reality forget you and leave me as apparently the only dude youâve found so far who actually, like, remembers you. Unless youâve found someone else and not mentioned them yet, but Iâm assuming thatâs not a thing given, you know, the whole . . . uh, level of your reaction to realizing that I did.âÂ
âSorry,â Superboy says, rubbing the heel of his hand into one of his eyes. The saddest puppy in the multiverse looks like his favorite bone just got stolen, but like in the dirty kinky the-director-of-this-porno-is-a-furry-on-the-downlow/please-give-me-your-bone-master kind of way. Or like . . . whatever. âSorry, IâIâm being a freak here. Didnât mean toâlike, do that.âÂ
âI literally just wandered off in my head to make up a porno involving emotionally-fraught puppy play while still actively trying to figure out the timeline on how long youâve been back and also when to expect my totally-a-normal-civilian boyfriend back from his totally-a-normal-civilian bathroom visit,â Bernard replies frankly. âThat is being a freak. You getting, like, understandably upset over getting kicked out of reality and then getting back home just to find out said home remembers literally nothing about you seems pretty logical and standard and, you know, expected? Actually if I were you Iâd probably have gotten committed like five minutes in, so if anything youâre doing better than Iâd expect.âÂ
âSorry,â Superboy croaks again, then starts crying again too. âFuck. Fuck. Iâm sorry, I justâIâm sorry.âÂ
âHow long were you gone?â Bernard asks. âLike, ballpark, at least. I donât know if alternate realities have easily-translatable calendars or whatever, Iâm assuming probably not, thatâsââÂ
âEight months,â Superboy says in a very, very quiet voice, just staring at the table as he tries to blink back the tears, the heel of his hand half-covering one of his eyes and sunglasses knocked a little bit askew in his hair. âI thoughtâI thought Rob and Wonder Girl and Impulse would come get me. Thought theyâdâthought theyâd notice I was gone, at least.âÂ
There was not a single person with âSuperâ attached to their name anywhere on that very short list, Bernard notices.
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We need more trans and gnc whumpees!
Trans whumpees that are post-everything before they are even captured, yes, but not just that!
Whumpee that didn't even realize she was trans and was captured as a "boy" and then after she was rescued and started to heal and feel safe after so long she started figuring out things about herself. Does she have a caretaker? Does she tell them? Does she not, in fear of their reaction? So many options!
Perhaps whumpee even figured themself out during captivity. Did they let whumper know? Did whumper care? Did whumper pretend to care?
Maybe whumpee isn't trans, but he is gnc. He always dressed fem and then he was captured and whumper used him as a dress up doll for the dresses and laces they wanted and that made whumpee sick. In recovery, is caretaker perhaps expecting whumpee to be a little more conforming after those experiences? What happens when instead, Whumpee goes back to their loved fem style or perhaps a new one altogether, but this time on their terms, way different than what whumper forced them into. Does whumpee perhaps even figure out he likes dressing fem in recovery after trying to find his style after enduring captivity
Or maybe slavery setting! Slave or bbu/pet whumpee who is transgender and as they realize that they have a moreso nice handler that lets them slowly transition. "Hey did you hear 20391 is a she now" "Dude idk that one is Dave's trainee but he knows what he's doingâhave you seen his reviews? I'm not gonna be the one doubting his methods" and "Hey did you grow out your slave's hair" "Nah, found out they handed me a girl and thought it was a boy. She asked me to grow it out and it's pretty easy to yank now, ya know, why would I deny it" or something like that
Whumpees who had their "silly trans thoughts" beaten out of them in captivity and are afraid of being themselves during recovery!
Mad scientist who blackmails whumpee with affirming care as a way to ensure they'll stay in line?
Agender whumpee who's had a gender imposed onto it during its whole life and after a stranger, caretaker, rescues it, she doesn't want it to be anything and when they ask its gender at some point (it was not like she knew it before) it just sighs and asks if they can go back to pretend that thing didnât exist, before caretaker got to ask. Caretaker chuckles and says it can be genderless, if it wants. So many possibilities!
Male whumpee dehumanized for a long time and after a while getting the guts to ask Caretakerâwho's been so kind as to never call whumpee anything but a "he" or a "they" when they weren't sureâif they can start using it/its. Caretaker is confused, why would you want to go back to that? And whumpee's face is red with embarassment, but they feel a twitch in their gut everytime someone calls it sir, or lady, when it was confused by a girl at the grocery store once. It doesn't know why, it justâCaretaker doesn't understand, but they want whumpee to feel comfortable. They ignore the guilt on their tongue when they refer to whumpee by that, which instantly vanished the second they catch its surprised smile.
Anyways I justâTRANS AND GNC WHUMPEES YALL
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you should change - chris sturniolo
genre: smut / t.w.: semi-public sex, unprotected sex / check masterlist to read the other fics of ficmas 2024
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"hop in, baby"
you shut the door behind you, immediately reaching for the A/C of the car to turn on the heat.
"'s fuckin' freezing in here," you grumbled, rubbing your hands together.
"maybe if you put on something more appropriate for this weather your pretty ass wouldn't be freezing, yeah kid?"
"shut the fuck up, i'm perfectly fine like this."
now, chris wasn't totally wrong: wearing a miniskirt with no thighs under on a snowy day wasn't exactly the smartest decision you could take, but pride would never let you admit that. especially not to your boyfriend who looked like he was waiting patiently for the moment you would fold.
"yeah sure, whatever you say."
the car ride went on smoothly, with you and your boyfriend singing christmas carols and munching on the gingerbread cookies you had baked to bring to the party.
an hour in, you glanced over the GPS, your eye dropping to the "15 minutes left" at the bottom. you sighed, gnawing your lip, relaxing against the seat. your eyes skimmed over your boyfriend who was totally focused on the road (or so you thought), full on checking him out.
"i'm going to turn into dust if you keep looking at me like that, kid."
you gasped startled, not expecting for him to speak suddenly - and to call you out - since he looked totally taken by his driving. you shifted uncomfortably on the seat, feeling the familiar tension down there grow by the second.
"chris," you exhaled shakily, "pull over, please."
your boyfriend's head turned to you for a split second before his hand ended dangerously high on your thigh, his fingers tracing small circles near your clothed core. you closed your eyes, pushing your legs together as you felt yourself get wetter and wetter, the heat from the A/C suddenly too much to handle.
"what's wrong baby, are you not feeling well?" he asked with faux sympathy, still driving as if nothing was happening. his fingers pushed your legs apart, dipping under your miniskirt to tease you over the thin fabric of your panties, spreading the dampness around more.
"oh-" your hips bucked up, trying to get as much friction as possible. you panted, brows furrowed in a focused expression as chris let you grind against his hand.
he chuckled darkly, mumbling "such a slut" under his breath. your eyes snapped open as you heard the familiar clicking sound of the blinker, chris's car finally pulling in an empty parking lot.
he unbuckled his seat belt, patting his legs, "come here."
you didn't let him tell you twice, jumping out of your seat to straddle his lap. chris held you up against his chest, his hand reaching under you to pull down his pants, sighing relieved at the new found freedom. you noticed a little wet spot on his briefs, his tip dripping precum as the spot widened.
"fuckin' hell," he grumbled annoyed, pulling his dick out of his underwear. your mouth ran dry at the sight, his tip an angry-type of red leaking big drops of clear fluid that ended up tracing the veins that popped out.
you felt his finger hook in your underwear pulling them to the side, hands pushing your skirt up so that it would pool at your waist. you eased yourself on his length slowly, the both of you moaning out loud. you cradled chris's head in your embrace, hugging him tight while you fucked yourself on him, moans and whimpers spilling from your lips.
your boyfriend's hips met yours, thrusting up when you went down, enhancing the sensations you were feeling.
"i need- oh god- chris please please please," you pleaded him, knowing that you were gonna snap at any moment. your walls clenched around him, sucking him in more. you felt his dick throb inside you, his finger flicking your clit a couple times before choking out a "give it to me, baby, make a mess of me."
you threw your head back at his words, your head spinning as you finally let go, releasing all over his cock.
chris followed you right after, cumming inside you with a loud moan stifled by your clothed skin in front of his face. he pumped a couple more times inside you before pulling out, observing hypnotised as his cum leaked from your entrance.
you whined, clearly still shaken by your orgasm, nuzzling into chris's neck.
"i think i need to change," you mumbled quietly, earning a snicker from your boyfriend who, finally satisfied, replied: "yeah, told you so, kid."
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The hell you mean you donât like humans ?!
TFROTB Optimus Prime x human!readerÂ
Summary: on your adventure with Noah and elena you happen to gain a crush on big blue. Even after the whole war is over Prime still isnât used to humans.
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The heck, youâre pretty sure this whole thing has been a fever dream.
Fighting robots that easily squish, and having no way to escape. You think itâs all insane.
Thankfully the bigâs one voice is calming, or else youâd be a goner to the stress.
And maybe he started growing on you before you knew it. Those eyes, his worry, and his size seem to captivate you with the time.
You know, this isnât the moment to have these thoughts. But itâs not like you mind them at all.Â
Though it kinda hurt to receive his harshness towards you and your friends. The way he would frown, and how heâd hold back whenever you were around. It broke your heart.
Starting to feel logic instead of the dreams being whispered into your head. You know it could never work.
So you did your best to ignore those thoughts, and focus on what really matters.
Your planet, life, and friends.Â
And just how it started, it finished sooner than what you had expected.Â
The battle was over for now. No more worries. No more terrorcons.Â
You almost had everything, you didnât want to be greedy⌠well maybe a little. But thereâs no point in dreaming.Â
For the dream seemed to end. And the one who you held dear couldnât care less. Not that you donât matter to him, he just doesnât know how attached you had become.
But right before they left, you couldnât hold back no more. Emotions talking over as you ran. Refusing to let go his leg.Â
âPlease donât leave me.â
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*â White Elephant: Jututsu Kaisen â*
What happens when you select their white elephant gift? *This is absolute crack and in no way did I put any consideration into where in time it occurs/what side youâre on/why all of these people/curses somehow got along well enough for a holiday gathering together. **yes, iâm very aware of how out of context the header image is
Gojo: This one is wrapped⌠interestingly. It doesnât look bad by any means, the shiny white paper is just folded in a way that feels like it should defy physics. Upon opening, a small strange object falls out. Youâve never seen anything quite like it and its presence weighs heavily on you. Youâre about 90% sure that thing is cursed beyond reason and thereâs absolutely no way youâre bringing it home with you.
Did he just forget and pick up the first thing he saw on his desk? Absolutely.
Itadori: You selected this one because you can tell someone put so much love into wrapping it. Sure, it looks a little sloppy with the twisted ribbon and fold marks on the cute snowman printed paper, but A+ for effort. When you open it, you find a silly coffee mug filled with random odds and ends. A cute keychain. Human Earthworm action figure. And an assortment of stickers. Overall, a pretty thoughtful gift.
Todo: With the nice reusable gift bag, this one caught your eye. Worst case, you still get a cool bag. Once you open it, you peel back the layers of protective paper to find - a framed photo of Nobuko Takada. What else did you expect?Â
Maki steals it from you three turns later.
Geto: The wrapping is immaculate. Crisply folded dark blue paper. Symmetrical gold bow on top. 10/10. Itâs perfect. Of course, you had to choose this one. Peeling back the paper and digging into the box, a small glowing ball rolls out. In what he thought would be the funniest inside joke ever (coming from someone who doesnât joke often), Geto left the curse you had all fought together for you to keep in a nice little orb. How sweet. Thereâs also a religious pamphlet and invitation to his cultâs gatherings.Â
Jogo: The messy wrapping leaves something to be desired, but this one has a presence. When you peel back the green paper, you discoverâŚone of sukunaâs fingers.
This does not feel like it should fit within the $25 spending limit, but whatever.
Nanami: This envelope almost went unnoticed until you saw it poking out from behind another gift. When you open it, you find a gift card for $25. Low effort but certainly useful.
Yuta: A small silver box with a cute blue bow. When you open it, you find a beautiful locket. That's from Yuta. Inside is a photo of Yuta. That's from Rika.
Maki: Green paper with a big red ribbon. This gift looks exactly like someone mimicked the most stereotypical Christmas wrapping they could manage (she did.) Itâs hefty for its size. When you open it, you find a large bottle of Pinesol, a scrubbing brush, and some gloves with a note that âsome of you need to pull your weight more around here.â
Megumi: The wrapping is nice. Simple. Minimalistic. A red paper so dark it's nearly black. When you open the box, you find an assortment of new pens, pencils, lighters, and a phone charger. He wanted to introduce a surplus to the group in the hopes that now everyone will stop stealing his. (If you canât tell, the Zenin clan isnât so big on Christmas.)
Nobara: The gift bag is cute. A nice bow, shiny star covered paper. Great choice. When you pull out the tissue paper and look inside, you find a hammer. Also, a holiday scented candle - gotta cover all the bases.
Panda: Crinkled snowflake print wrapping paper and a few bits of fur in the tape holding it together, but overall something really draws you to this gift. When you open it, you know immediately itâs from Panda. One of those packaged gag gifts youâll be able to use or re-gift next year for a laugh.
Choso: This is the largest box. It's wrapped up in candy cane patterned paper with big holes stabbed through the top and sides. "Don't shake it!" he screams from across the room when you pick it up. Ripping through the already mangled paper and opening the cratered box, you find a tiny stray kitten with a cute red bow tied around its neck in place of a collar. Awwweee.
Inumaki: This one is larger than most and surprisingly well wrapped in cute santa hat Pikachu paper. When you open it, you find the absolute weirdest garden gnome youâve ever seen. Itâs wonky, in an endearing/funny way. You genuinely wonder where it came from.
How tf did he wrap it so well with only o-[SPOILER SPOILER SPOILER]
Mahito: A transfigured human. Itâs not wrapped or anything. He didnât really understand the game.
Shoko: A cute gold box with a red ribbon tied around it. It feels lightweight but youâre sure thereâs something good in there. When you untie it and peel off the paper, you find a pack of cigarettes and a scribbled note that says âhappy holidays.â
Toji: A crumpled paper bag with the top rolled over. Itâs the only one left and youâre feeling adventurous. Opening it, you find a roll of toilet paper (which you return to the bathroom from which it went missing.)
***Sukuna declined to participate. He says his mere presence is a gift to all of you mortals and youâll be lucky if he graces you with that.
In the end:
The toilet paper has been returned and Gojo confiscated the transfigured human and finger. Well, he tried to. Sukuna's mouth appeared on Yuji's hand and ate both while they were being passed across the room.
This leaves us with:
Gojo's creepy cursed object (he swears it's safe)
Yuji's cute mug/Human Earthworm nicknacks
Todo's framed idol photo (Maki is glaring daggers at you for even considering it)
Geto's curse orb and religious materials (Gojo stole this one to take it out of rotation so they might be off-limits too)
Nanami's $25 Applebees gift card
A locket with Yuta's photo glued inside
Maki's cleaning supplies
Megumi's box of frequently borrowed items (each of which have now been transformed by Mahito to look like small people)
Nobara's hammer. And candle.
Panda's gag gift (Toge is trying to hide this and not make eye contact in the hopes that you will forget it exists)
Choso's kitten that everyone is keeping away from Mahito (Megumi already named it so good luck prying it out of his hands)
Toge's quirky gnome
Shoko's cigarettes (minus the two Nanami already smoked after stealing a lighter before Mahito could transfigure it)
You have one more steal left, what are you going home with?
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Blue Christmas
Eddie Munson x Fem!Reader
Aka Fairytale of Hawkins: Part Three
Summary: The town of Hawkins calls for you once again this Christmas, but with sugar-laced memories of a certain metalhead tainted by a recent breakup your stance on the holiday season has returned in full force.
Warnings: angst with fluff ending (it's a Hallmark Christmas!), casual holiday drinking, exes to smitten, reader and Eddie are in their late 20s/early 30s, swearing
Word count: 6.8k
Author's note: It's been a year since we were all here in this little corner of the world so I would just like to say â whether there were more moments of accomplishments, love, gratitude, euphoria, or just more of the same as these past few years seem to have presented so many of us â I hope you find some form of joy and a moment to breathe at the end of another year, or at least that it comes to you soon. You are not alone in this feeling; we keep on moving.
Part One | Part Two
8 weeks âtil Christmas
âIâm gonna book my flights tonight, do you want me to do yours too?â The blank stare you give Robin is reciprocated when she looks over at your silence. âThe price will just go up if we wait.â
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â
âBooking flights. For Christmas. To Hawkins.â Your frown deepens with every additional sentence she pushes out. âWe talked about this last month.â
âYou thought I was serious?â
She shifts her body to face yours on the sofa, tucking her leg in. âWhen I asked if you were coming you said, oh sure!â
âRobin, itâs called sarcasm. I thought you were fond of the language.â
She frowns back at you, âYouâre not coming for Christmas?â
You shake your head, âYou canât be serious.â
âEverybodyâs expecting you.â
âIâm pretty sure theyâre not.â
âYou had so much fun last yearââ
âRobin.â
ââMax and El want to go ice skating with you, and Steveâs already making plansââ
âRobin!â
âWhat?!â She throws her hands in the air, her shoulders meeting her ears.
âEddie and I broke up.â
She nods once, âI know.â
âOkayyy, so what makes you think I could ever go back to Hawkins?â
âYouâre being a little dramatic.â
âI canât crash your Christmas are you kidding?! Iâm the ex-whatever now. Iâm the outsider again.â
She rolls her eyes, âExcept youâre not. Youâre a part of the family. Everyoneâs so excited to see you.â
âUh, I donât think Eddie is.â
She breathes out a huff, âI think if the two of you saw each other this whole thing would just blow over.â
You tuck your legs towards your chest, focusing back on the TV.
âIâm not having this conversation again. Eddie was very clear about what he wanted. He doesnât want to see me, and Iâm never ever going back to that town. Especially, not for Christmas.â
***
7 days âtil Christmas â Hawkins, Indiana
âAre you just gonna stand there pouting the whole time or are you gonna join in?â
Robinâs voice snaps your attention from Frank Sinatra crooning from the open window of her parentâs house. You frown, looking down at the string of lights wound around your hands then up at Steve as he balances on the ladder, placing the lights along the gutter and brushing the snow away as he goes.
You peer around the ladder at Robin, holding her own bundle in the warmth of the house. âWhat does it look like Iâm doing?â
âTry looking a little less like youâre being held against your will.â She shouts through the window.
Youâre about to tell her thatâs exactly whatâs happening, thinking back to a couple of days ago when Steve had shown up out of the blue at your shared apartment, telling you he was going to drive Robin home for the holidays before suggesting you all go out for something to eat before they left. It had taken you 28 minutes to ask where on earth Steve was going, initially distracted by his detailed update of Dustinâs last year of college. You clocked the shifty look he shared with Robin in the front seat at the same time you realised you were about to turn onto the highway.
But Steve interrupts your bitter reminiscing with his own interjection, âJesus Rob, leave her alone. I donât see you out here freezing your ass off.â
You thank Steve as Robin rolls her eyes and resumes decorating.
âAnytime. We kidnapped you âcause we love you, you know that right?â He looks down in between the gap of his arms with an apologetic smile.
âYeah, I know.â
He nods, âItâll be alright.â
You give him a barely reassuring nod in return, ignoring the stinging at the back of your eyes while Frank sings about glistening treetops like the snow-capped ones lining the suburban street. You sniffle and wipe your nose quickly, hoping Steve thinks itâs just the cold and has nothing to do with how you wish it was his roommate who was comforting you instead, and the pain of knowing he was so close but wouldnât care anymore.
You focus on unwinding more of the lights as Steve descends the ladder to move it over.
How the hell did you get dragged into this again?
***
Iâm twirlinâ a cane made of peppermint
Uh huh (uh huh), uh huh (uh huh)
Nice sticky hands, sticky peppermint
Uh huh (uh huh) uh huh (uh huh)
Spun sugary cloud Iâm floatinâ on
The fresh fallen snow melts into the tyre tracks left by traffic along the main street. You watch it through the frosted glass of the diner, one hand cradling the warm mug on the table in front of you.
âGosh, youâd think theyâd give the Christmas songs a break every now and then.â
âI actually kind of like this one.â
Nancy watches you watching the outside world, checking over her shoulder to see if Robin is still occupied in the bathroom before leaning in across the table.
âSo, how are you feeling about seeing him? Have you two talked about it yet? Are you both going to be at everything together or are you taking turns? We could totally do something separate if youâre not feeling up to itâwe could go shopping, just us two!â
You turn to smile at her, âJeez Nancy, you should be a reporter or something.â
She shakes her head with a smile, âSorry. I just know things can feel a little overwhelming coming back to Hawkins with everybody here. I donât want you to feel left out or uncomfortable or anything.â She glances over her shoulder again, âAnd Robin kind of seemsââ
âSheâs not really accepted it, I think. Keeps saying itâll all blow over.â
âCould it?â
Your attention is caught by a man ringing a gold bell in a Santa suit walking past the window before it falls on Nancy again, with her look of quiet hopefulness. Sheâs smart, defiant, and effortlessly beautiful. Even in your brief encounters with her, youâve always been in awe of her strength. You think about Steve and wonder how long it took for the pain of being around her to turn into gentleness again. You think about asking her how you can be strong and vulnerable in love at the same time.
âIt just didnât work out. Iâm sure heâll find someone better for him soon enough. If he hasnât already.â
âOh, nââ Nancy flinches as Robin slaps her hands on the table, before sharing a knowing smile with you at her proclamation.
âI just had the best idea!â
âIn the toilet, Rob?â You laugh, âCanât wait to hear this one.â
She slides into the booth seat next to you, bumping your shoulder gently with hers. âI think we ditch the civilized lunch, go home, get changed and meet back at the bar for a grown-up girlâs night. Whaddya think?â
You shake your head, âI donât think grown-ups actually call themselves grown-ups.â
âThey refer to themselves as adults,â Nancy nods knowingly, âand they pronounce it a-D-ults.â
You turn your head towards Robin, âPlus our last trip to the watering hole in this town didnât really end well for us.â
âHe wonât be there if thatâs what youâre worried about. Steve said he works late at the shop on Fridays.â
âRobin.â Nancyâs warning glare is enough to make you feel flushed, but Robin only shrugs dramatically.
âWhy does everybody keep looking at me like that?! This is my best friend,â her arm squeezes around your shoulders and you giggle when she pinches your cheeks together, âand Iâm always looking out for her, which is why she is here and why weâre getting festively hammered tonight at the Hideout. No boys allowed.â
***
The Hideout is exactly as you remember. All sticky tabletops, dim lighting, and gruff patrons (with the exception of a few young home for the holiday-ers). Robin wastes no time in ordering shots, keeping both you and Nancy on your toes, until youâre very much not.
âI canât even tell which is stripes and which isâŚthe other one.â Nancy drops her pool cue on the green table. ââM calling Jonathan.â
âIâll call Steve!â Robin follows her to the payphone on the wall.
âBut we can fit one car.â Your slightly slurred voice of reason is waved off by Robin and itâs not long until youâre waving at Jonathanâs retreating car, feeling her head slump against your shoulder, your breath leaving you in clouds.
âI donât feel good.â
You pat her gently on the head, âSteve will be here soon.â
âNo, I really donât feel good.â
âAre you going to throw up?â
She mumbles something that sounds like a yes into your shoulder and you move swiftly to turn her body away from you and support her off to the side of the bar where thereâs shrubbery. She spits a couple of times first and you think it might be a false alarm before sheâs vomiting all over the bushes.
âOkay, there we go.â You pat her on the back, holding her hair away from her face.
Thereâs a slam of a car door echoing across the small carpark that makes you turn your head, hoping itâs Steve. When you hear another one followed by girlish giggling your attention turns back to Robin, finally starting to shiver from the cold as the alcohol begins wearing off.
âCâmon Steve.â You mutter.
The hand thatâs rubbing circles on Robinâs back freezes when you hear a familiar voice cut through the giggling behind you.
âAnd then the car just sprays the hell out of him with oil.â
Shit. Shit. Shit.
You glance over your shoulder with a hammering heart; one that feels like it drops to your stomach when you see those familiar curls and his dimpled smile when the pretty girl heâs with reacts to his story. The girl who has her hand tightly clasped around his leather jacket as they walk across the close-to-icy pavement. Your head snaps back around when they get closer, and youâre thankful for the poor lighting keeping you mostly hidden until Robinâs hacking up sick again.
âGross.â
Your eyes screw shut at her words, your body stilling until you hear the front door of the Hideout close behind them both. Youâre saved moments later when Steve pulls up right beside you.
âJesus Christ.â Steve helps you get Robin standing upright again, grimacing at the way her head lolls as you both shuffle her into the passenger seat.
âPretty sure it was the decision to switch to spiked egg nog to keep the âdebauchery festiveâ that did it.â You sigh, then smirk at Steveâs perplexed look, hands on hips and head shaking. âJust remember youâre moving in with that.â
He winces, âYeah, you forget the intensity of Robin when youâre not around it that often.â
âYou two are going to have so much fun.â
Steve looks at you, eyebrows raising, âI thought it was us three? You change your mind?â
You shrug, biting your lip as he watches you with confusion, âI donât really know anymore.â
He just nods slowly then, âOkay, thatâsâokay. I wasnât gonna start looking at places until the New Year, so you have a bit of time to decide. We can talk about it later.â
Thereâs a momentary silence thatâs interrupted by Robin mumbling something about getting fries.
âNo, weâre going straight home.â Steve shuts the passenger door and squeezes you on the shoulder before walking around to the driverâs seat. You look back at the bar, expecting to see him walk through the door with a cigarette prepared in between his lips, but you quickly get into the car before you get caught.
***
6 days âtil Christmas
The screaming kid being dragged down the aisle away from the candy does nothing to soothe the headache youâre currently enduring. Nor does the slightly flickering and dim fluorescent lights of the small grocery store, as you struggle to make a decision in front of the potato chips.
You hadnât slept much, despite your heavy limbs and swimming head when you slipped under the covers on the sofa bed. You couldnât get the image of him smiling at another girl off your mind.
It had only been a couple of months did he move on that quickly?
Did he know her while you were together? Was she just waiting in the wings? Did something happen between them while you wereâno, Eddie wouldnât do that. But maybe developing feelings for someone else was the catalyst for him breaking it off. God, she was pretty.
Needless to say, your brain is a little fried from the tossing and turning and struggling to make a decision about snack foods. It even takes a moment to register the questioning call of your name behind you.
You turn around.
âI thought that was you darlinâ. What a surprise.â
You smile, taking in the worn flannel and pristine truckerâs cap of the older man in front of you.
âHi, Wayne.â
He embraces you briefly, the scent of a familiar brand of cigarettes stirring a pang in your chest.
âEd never told me you were coming back for Christmas.â
âOh, well I didnât know until about two days ago myself. Iâm not sure if he did either.â
âRobin wear you down, did she?â
âKind of.â You offer him a small smile.
Wayne rubs the grey stubble on his jaw. âYouâre welcome to come over again on Christmas day. Whatever happened between you two, youâre always welcome.â
You frown, âThatâs really sweet Wayne, but I donât think heââ
âHey old man, you want the creamed corn or the regularââ
You make eye contact at the same time. Eddie walks down the small aisle holding up his options, his sneakers squeak when he comes to an abrupt stop.
âShit. I meanâhi.â He shakes his head quickly.
Wayne crosses his arms, âChrist son, what kind of greeting is that to a lady.â
You burn under the attention of the two, the situation not what you had anticipated when you entered the store. Damn small towns. You didnât get a good look at him last night, but he looks well. His hair is freshly washed and a little shorter than the last time youâd seen him. He mustâve gotten that trim he kept putting off. But thereâs no dimpled smile. Just a look of uncomfortable shock.
âUm, I should get back to Robin,â you hold up the basket in your hands full of sugary hangover food and boxes of Kraft mac and cheese, âsheâs feeling a little rough this morning.â
âYou two been celebratinâ early?â Wayne smiles.
âUh,â your gaze flickers to Eddie briefly, âjust went to the bar for a few drinks last night, which Robin couldnât exactly keep down.â You see the realisation hit him in real time, his brows creasing before his eyes widen, turning your attention back to Wayne as he chuckles.
âWell, you better get home quick then.â
âI will. Have a Merry Christmas Wayne.â You hope he doesnât take offence to the almost grimacing smile you give him, but you canât muster up anything better given the situation. âSee you later, Eddie.â You turn without another glance at him, feeling embarrassment wash over you when you hear a light thump and Wayneâs grumble at Eddieâs complaint.
âOw.â
âYou better get your tongue untwisted next time, son.â
***
He watches the windows of his van frost over quickly after he cuts the engine and the warm air off. They said to expect heavy snow any day now, continuing into the new year. Eddie canât move his hands away from the steering wheel.
He thought this would be the first time youâd see each other when everyone gathered at the Buckleyâs for a Christmas movie night to kick off the festivities. Heâd been preparing himself for this moment, even going as far as washing his hair this morning, which he was kind of thankful for given heâd run into you at the grocery store earlier.
You stole his words from him.
Not that you were wearing anything particularly flattering, heâs sure you actually had pyjamas on under your thick coat, in fact you looked a little tired. But, fuck. You always looked beautiful.
And Eddie wasnât expecting to see you yet, especially not last night at the Hideout. He shakes his head, of course you saw that. Heâs sure if thereâs some higher power out there controlling his ill-fated life they had a good chuckle about that shining moment.
This was where you were supposed to be reunited, in a controlled environment around friends flowing with the holiday spirit â just like last time. He was going to find a quiet moment to talk to you, to apologise, to explain his cowardice.
Now he couldnât work up the courage to leave the van.
Itâs the banging on the window next to him that startles him out of his trance.
âDude, what are you doing?â
Despite the teasing, he canât help but smile at the smirking, still youthful but grown faces of his younger D&D cohort.
âI bet heâs crying to a sad pop song.â Dustin nudges in beside Mike, the window framing them along with Will and Lucas as they all push up against the glass, the condensation not enough to hide their taunting looks.
The door creaks as he opens it, pushing the group away with a wave of his hand and a faux snarl. âGet inside, you little Gremlins.â
Heâll never tire of hearing their collective laughter, even if itâs at his own expense.
He follows the kids up the icy path to the house, ending up in a half-hearted wrestle with Dustin when he asks if it was Joni Mitchell he was listening to. Heâs choking out a rendition of River when they tumble through the door with Dustin in a headlock under Eddieâs surprisingly firm biceps.
Your eyes are wide when they stop right in front of you.
âCan I take your jackets?â
Eddie straightens up quickly, his face flushed while the colour quickly drains from Dustin as his air supply returns.
âUh, sure.â
You hang everyoneâs coats up on the hooks in the hallway, and Eddie swears thereâs a zap when your fingers brush his as he hands off his leather jacket. Youâre wearing a cute Christmas sweater. Not one of those garish over the top ones, just a simple forest green and white knitted thing that makes you look cosy and makes him miss the feeling of your arms wrapped around him. You join the others in the living room off to the side of the hall without another word, leaving him standing there with his party.
âWell that was weirdly formal.â Lucas pats him on the back as he brushes past and the others follow his lead. Eddie sighs, wanting to just turn on his heel and bolt, but more determined to talk to you and encourage you to start looking him in the eyes again. Â
Youâre separated from him by the group crammed into Robinâs parentâs living room. Bodies spread out across couches and cushions scattered on the floor, some innocent cuddling and even more innocent squabbling. Youâre only a few metres away across the other side of the room, but it feels like youâre unreachable to Eddie. He still manages to steal glances at you, laughing along to the conversations, your pretty face lit up by the Christmas tree and the company.
After what feels like hours, he finally gets his moment near the end of the film, his attention drawn to you in the dark as you stand up and make your way to the kitchen alone.
He waits a minute, praying nobody else decides to join you, before rising slowly from his seat nonchalantly walking in the same direction.
He finds you at the sink with a glass of water, looking out the window at the Buckleyâs backyard.
âThey say itâll probably snow overnight.â
You jump at his voice, the water in your glass spilling over onto your hand.
âShit, sorry.â Eddie holds out his hands as if trying to calm a wild animal when you turn around.
âItâs okay, I was justâŚsomewhere else.â You give him a weak smile, drying your hands on a nearby tea towel. He steps a little closer to you when it looks like youâre going to move away.
âI know we have a lot to talk about, but I wanted to clear the air about last night first.â
âWe donât have to talk about anything.â You shrug, still not catching his eye. âItâs not any of my business.â
His chest puffs up under his maroon sweater (the one you like) before he sighs, âSheâs the receptionist at the shop. She keeps pestering me to get after work drinks with her.â He scrambles to get to the point when he notices you step towards the door, âShe wonât get the hint every time I say no, and she stayed late last night just so I wouldnât have an excuse. I was just trynaâ get it over with. Show her that we probably have nothing in common and let her down nicely I guess.â
âEddie, you donât owe me an explanation just because I saw you.â You smile, finally looking up at him and he hates the insincerity of it, the clouded over eyes that look straight through him. âYou can see whoever you want, itâs none of my business.â
He shakes his head, reaching out to you, âIâm not seeing anybody, of course Iâm not sweet girlââ That gets a reaction out of you, and the anger, the lowering of your walls gets Eddieâs heart racing.
âDonât call me that. You donât get to call me that anymore.â Youâre looking at him now, really looking at him, eyebrows pinched in indignation.
âI want to apologise.â
3 months ago
He felt it coming from a mile off. The way you had an excuse every time you were supposed to come down to Hawkins. The way you switched subjects on the phone whenever he brought up future plans, concerts happening next year, a pay rise that meant he could afford a decent place when Steve inevitably moved out. No matter what everyone would say about his intelligence, Eddie Munson could read the writing on the wall.
So, when you finally caught up after weeks of dodged calls and visits, he had his mind set. Get out before he was pushed out. Be the breaker not the broken. Â
âSo, Robin and Steve moving to Indy huh?
âMhm.â He hums in reply as you try to stir up conversation from the kitchen. Thereâd been an awkward silence ever since heâd walked through the door of your apartment. You watch him sitting on the edge of your couch, a dark cloud hanging over him you were trying to shoo away.
âDidnât think them being separated would last much longer,â you breathe out a laugh through your nose and he only nods, still distant. Your hands are clammy with nerves, a slight shake to your voice he doesnât seem to notice. âYou know actually, my lease is up next month, I was thinking of moving in with Robin for a while.â
âYour place is nicer.â
You tip your head back and forth, âYeah, but she has an extra room since her roommate moved out.â
âWhat are you gonna do when she goes?â His leg starts to bounce, and itâs like his mouth is moving but his mind is elsewhere.
âItâs not until next yearâŚI was thinking maybe, well not maybe, I was just thinking that I wouldââ
âThis isnât working, right?â His head snaps up and it takes you a moment to answer him under his furrowed gaze.
âItâsâŚwhat?â
âI mean, Iâm exhausted from all the travelling back and forth and I know you are. Why the hell would you wanna spend your weekends in Hawkins?â
You take a deep breath, âWell, I wanted to talk to you about thatââ
âGreat let's talk. You canât keep coming to Hawkins.â
âIââ
âAnd hell, itâs not exactly like I would move here.â
Oh.
He wouldnât do the same for you.
âWayneâs only getting older, and Steve well heâs gonna move to Indy but itâs still close, and Robin will be there, and the kids when they come home. And I canât just quit my job, you know Iâve got a good steady thing going, and of course you canât so you knowâŚwhere does that leave us?â
It leaves you with moving with Robin to Indianapolis. Saying fuck it to your job because you can always find another one. It leaves you with moving in with Eddie because he can find work and still be close to Wayne.
At least, you thought it did, but nowâŚnow you feel like a fool in love. Rushing into something unreciprocated, because it hadnât even been a year, why would he be willing to move away from everything familiar for you?
âRight.â
He sighs, rubbing his face before standing up and walking over to you. âSweetheart I just donât see how this can work anymore.â
You try to swallow the dryness in your throat away, âRight.â
âI donât know how toâŚâ he shakes his head and looks to the door, âShould I go?â
âIf you want to.â
âFuck.â He rubs his face harshly, âIâm sorry. Iâll just go.â He starts to walk away, pivoting quickly to give you a barely there peck on your temple then walking straight out the door with a slam that makes you flinch.
Youâre left standing there, shocked into immobility. That wasnât how you thought that conversation was going to go, but maybe you should have prepared for that. This is what happens when you leave yourself vulnerable.
You wish heâd left a more lasting kiss where you could feel the imprint of it.
âI shouldnât have left like that. I shouldâve called you and properly talked. With you and not at you. Iâm so sorry. Iâve had a lot of time to think about it.â
âThatâs nice.â
âSweetââ he corrects himself and with a breath says your name instead, âI want to apologise.â
You shrug, eyes glazing over again. âItâs whatever Eddie. Maybe I should thank you for having the guts to rip the band-aid off. To say how you felt beforeâbefore I made an idiot of myself.â
He frowns, âWhat do you mean?â
âDonât worry about it. Letâs just move on and have a good Christmas with everyone.â
Eddieâs shoulders deflate as you walk out of the kitchen.
Maybe his fuck up was truly irreparable this time.
***
Three days âtil Christmas
The day after movie night had been a girlâs day. Ice skating with El and Max in the centre of town, a light dusting of snow catching on your tongues as you giggled and listened to them gush about their independent lives away from home and the ever-present homesickness this time of year, even when they were with their families. Nancy had met you all after, driving you to the mall for some last-minute Christmas shopping. Youâd pulled Dustinâs name for Secret Santa this year and found him some albums on cassette youâd thought he like based on what Eddie had told you heâd enjoyed of his musical teachings.
You waited up for Robin later, whoâd spent the day with Steve and Eddie.
The next day, there had been a gingerbread house making competition at the Byers residence. Joyce, her two sons, El, Hopper, Robin, Mike and Steve were all there fighting over the best candy decorations and cheering over the collapse of each otherâs creations. The rest were with Eddie at the mall.
Nobody had mentioned it explicitly, but it was clear that everyone was working around the issue of you and the boisterous metalhead by taking it in turns and whispering about whoâd be where when. And so it was, that most of your week in Hawkins had gone by without seeing Eddie, except for the run-ins at the Hideout and the grocery store and the awkward conversation at movie night.
You were worried you were bringing the mood down. Youâd tried to be comfortable around him for everyone elseâs sake, but you mustnât have been hiding your emotions very well.
So, youâd excused yourself from todayâs activities â Christmas tree chopping and decorating at Steve and Eddieâs apartment â feigning a scratchy throat and headache that could only be cured by staying in and resting.
Youâd actually ended up leaving the house to find the cute bookstore in town in search of something to keep you company. Youâd browsed for over an hour, the comforting smell of the fresh pages of paper, the occasional jingle of the bell above the door as shoppers flowed through the store and the quiet hum of Christmas songs from the radio on the counter all enveloping you in this space of temporary peace.
By the time you leave the store, paper bag weighing one arm down as you button up your coat again, the snow that had been threatening to fall for days had well and truly blanketed the town.
âOh.â Your voice is carried off in the wind, with the snow thatâs falling down sideways. The streets are significantly quieter, the sky darker and the pavements covered.
Youâd walked into town from the Buckleyâs. It wasnât particularly far but it seemed like miles in these conditions. You turn around, briefly considering calling someone from inside the store, when the shop owner flips over the sign to closed. Giving you an oblivious wave and smile which you return.
Walking it is then.
***
âIâm an idiot for thinking I could just cut and run. I hate not being able to talk to her. Sheâs angry, and she deserves to be, but she wonât even let me see that. I just want her to talk to me, be angry at me, yell at me. Sheâs not her when sheâs around me anymore and it kills me. I justâI just wantâŚI donât know.â
Steve munches on popcorn from the bowl in front of him, while he waits for the fresh batch to stop popping in the microwave. Eddie is holding a bowl of cranberries, slumped against the kitchen table, laughter spilling through from the other room.
âSounds like you want her back.â
âNot just that,â he shakes his head, âI still think she deserves better I just wish we could still be in each otherâs lives.â
Steve crosses his arms, truly ugly Christmas sweater bunched up by his elbows. âWhat do you mean she deserves better?â
âI couldnât be there for her most the time. Our relationship was over the phone, I couldnât hold her back anymore. I spent half my life dreaming of leaving this stupid town and now Iâm too chicken shit to do it. She should be with someone in her league you know. At least someone who lives in the same damn city.â
âWait, wait, wait.â Steve waves his hand around. âAre you telling me you broke up with her because of the distance?â
Eddie looks at him and shrugs, âYeah. You knew that.â
âNo, I didnât. Anytime I tried to talk to you about it you just kept saying it didnât work out.â He imitates a deeper, grumpy voice.
Eddie rolls his eyes, âWhatever, man. What difference does it make?â
Steve scoffs, âIndyâs like an hour and a half away, you couldnât just hang on âtil she moved?â
âSheâŚwhat? What the fuck are you talking about?â
âEddie!â Robin rushes into the kitchen, causing him to straighten up with the look of panic on her face. âYou need to find her.â
***
Cold. Cold. Cold.
Never has anybody been this cold in the history of life itself. Cold doesnât even begin to touch what youâre currently feeling â or not feeling, like your fingers. How long does it take to get frostbite?
You thought you were closer to the Buckleyâs, but now all the snow-covered suburban houses looked the same. It didnât help that all you could think about was the cold! Practically wading through the thick snow as it continued to pelt you side on, your feet burning with blisters or chilblains, you werenât sure.
Cold. Cold. Cold.
The tyres slip a little as Eddie pulls quickly to the side of the road, easily being able to make out your form despite the blizzard-like conditions camouflaging everything. You were wearing that pink beret you looked adorable in.
He leaves the engine running as he jumps out, almost slipping on a patch of ice when he grabs you by the arms. He has to yell over the wind, your body trembling underneath his gloved hands, not even able to speak.
Eddie gently maneuvers you back to the van, helping you up into the passenger seat. He blasts the heat even more once heâs behind the steering wheel, reaching behind him and procuring a blanket which he tucks around you, rubbing your arms for good measure.
âJust sit tight sweetheart, Iâll get you home.â
He peels off slowly from the curb, wipers screeching in complaint against the window as he struggles with visibility. Â
âItâs l-like weâre d-d-destined to repeat this scene ovver again. You evver see the movie g-groundhog day?â
His head snaps to you and he smiles, happy to hear your voice.
âIâll always be there to find you in the snow.â
âItâs probably best I just stop coming all together.â Youâve thawed enough to stop chattering now, shifting to tuck yourself further into the blanket.
He frowns, âDonât say that. Everyone wants you here.â
âIâm just making it harder for you to be with your friends.â
He shakes his head, eyes flicking between you and the road. âThatâs not true.â
âThen why is everyone trying to keep us apart?â
âI think they were just trying to help you feel comfortable sweetheart.â
âWouldnât you rather I wasnât here?â
Eddie looks at you in disbelief, before the van lurches and his attention pulls back in front of him.
âShit, shit, shit.â The engine stutters as he rolls to the side of the road and cranks the handbrake.
âWhatâs going on?â
He sighs, âWeâre out of gas.â
âWhat?!â You lean over the middle, peering at the dashboard and the blinking red light. âHow can you be out of gas?â
âBecause I was supposed to fill up the next time I went out and Iâve been driving around looking for you!â You shrink back into your seat. âSorry, itâs not your fault.â
âI know it isnât. What grown man leaves it until the light comes on.â A smirk pulls at his lips which grows even wider when he catches you mirroring him.
âThis idiot.â He points two thumbs at himself.
âShould we find a payphone to call a tow truck?â You peer out the window, unable to make out much of your surroundings.
Eddie groans and hits his head repeatedly on the steering wheel.
âWhat?â
âIâm the one on call tonight,â he mumbles.
âOh. You probably shouldâve just brought the truck then.â
âYep,â he leans back in the seat, rolling his head to look at you. âI wasnât really thinking things through. You scared me, sweetheart.â
âSorry,â you whisper, and he offers you a small smile. âHow did you know I was out here anyway?â
âRobin called her parentâs house to check in on you. Her dad said youâd gone out for a walk, but you hadnât come back since the snow started.â
âRight. Thank you for finding me.â
He shrugs, âLike I said. I always will.â
You watch each other for a moment and Eddieâs eyes drop to your lips making a shiver run through your body.
It breaks him from his trance, âSweetheart, we need to stay warm.â He looks over his shoulder at the back of the van, unbuckling his seatbelt and squeezing between the gap in seats. âCâmon.â
You follow him unquestioningly and he helps you with a hand on your arm. He notices the look on your face when he brings out another blanket and some pillows from a picnic basket among a small mess of boxes and junk heâd thrown back here without thought.
âTheyâre still in here from that time we went to Loverâs Lake. Havenât used them since, obviously.â You offer a nod, taking the pillows and arranging them next to each other. Eddie throws the other blanket over the both of you, âUh, weâre gonna have to get kind of close toâto stay warm.â
âOkay.â
He opens an arm out, waiting for you to slot in and pulling you both down to the floor. You breathe in his scent, a musky cigarette and peppermint enveloping you. Pure, Eddie. Youâre both quiet for a while, the steady drum of his heartbeat against your ear. He sighs, and his breath shifts your hair a little, followed by his hand when he notices something.
âYouâre wearing the earrings.â His hushed voice vibrating in your head makes you close your eyes.
âI love them,â you whisper back. âThey make me feel a little less alone, which doesnât make sense I know.â You feel Eddieâs lips press against your hair.
âIâm sorry sweet girl. I made a huge mistake.â Your arms squeeze him tighter, and his hand strokes the side of your face.
Eddie begins humming a tune, featherlight at first but the vibrations from his chest warm you up further.
âIt was Christmas Eve, babe
In the drunk tank
An old man said to me, âWonât see another oneâ
And then he sang a song
âThe Rare Old Mountain Dewâ
I turned my face away
And dreamed about youâ
âDonât make me sing the duet. You know I canât sing.â You feel his smile against the side of your head.
âThen just whisper it back.â
You sigh, âYou were handsome.â
âYou were pretty, Queen of New York City. When the band finished playing, they howled out for more.â
After a while Steve eventually found you. Pulling up in his new truck and bursting the bubble with a loud honk. He took you both back to the apartment where everyone fussed over you, bringing hot chocolate and a hot water bottle as they finished off decorating the tree. After Eddie placed the star on top, he led you to his bedroom to find dry clothes.
You turned his gaze back to you when you undressed, kissing him once he helped you into one of his t-shirts; his Slayer one he so loved to see you in. You swayed back and forth for a moment before returning to the mayhem, the snow still falling heavily outside the window.
âMerry Christmas, sweet girl.â
He kissed your eyelids.
âMerry Christmas, Eddie.â
***
Christmas Eve
Youâd actually fallen ill after that night, the snow-soaked clothes and below zero conditions culminating in a cough and a sore body. Eddie kept you in his bed and brought you cups of tea and soup.
Steve filled in for him when he went to tow his own van, and you threw a pillow at him when he said, âArenât you glad we dragged you down here now?â
By Christmas Eve you were feeling a little better, able to join in on the Secret Santa shenanigans, tucked under Eddieâs arm on the sofa. Dustin loved his tapes and gave you an awkward pat on the knee in lieu of a hug that could transfer germs. âI canât afford the time off from school!â
Youâre watching everyoneâs interactions with each other, showing off presents, sharing stories, when Eddie untucks a red envelope from his back pocket.
âMerry Christmas.â
You beam at him, opening the card. Something falls into your lap. You pick up newspaper clippings with a confused furrow of your brow Eddie wants to kiss away.
Theyâre listings, for apartments in Indianapolis.
âThought Iâd beat Steve and Robin and steal you for myself. What do you think, roomie?â
You kiss him in response, leaning away when neither of you can keep your smiles from growing.
âOh, I left your gifts at Robinâs.â
Eddie tilts his head, âYou got me something?â
âJust some things I came across and put aside throughout the year. A couple of records, and this book I think youâll like, and a new notebook âcause youâre always losing pages out of that black one.â
âYou brought them with you?â
You shrug, âYeah, well I figured I could just leave it under your tree and youâd think someone else got them.â
âIâd know it was you.â He smiles.
âProbably.â
He presses a kiss to your jaw, a bright flash distracting you behind your eyelids.
âGot ya.â Robin snatches the Polaroid from the cameraâs slit, shaking it a couple of times before handing it to you with a wink.
Itâs the perfect moment of contentment. Sharing a blanket on the sofa, eyes closed in peace, framed by the Christmas lights hanging on the wall.
Itâs the first photo to be pinned on your fridge in your shared home.
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So, obviously, everyone has their own opinion and experience. How much Andrastianism in Veilguard is to your personal taste I couldnât say. But based on your statements, I feel like weâve played not just one but possibly several different games despite them having the same names.
Andrastianism isnât âabsent everywhere,â whether in plot, imagery, or even audio. As you yourself said, we go to the Temple of Andraste in Minrathous where people are both milling about and praying both inside and outside. So we see the Andrastianism happening, visually. And there is, contrary to your experience, ambient dialogue from NPCs we pass that reference the Maker (Andraste I believe as well, but Iâd have to double-check that, and less reference to her would be expected as a schism over her importance is part of why the Northern and Southern Chantries split) both near the Temple and in other parts of Dock Town.
We also, in Minrathous with Neve, visit the Wall of Light, the cityâs memorial for the dead and an explicit reference to the Chant of Light. Something of enough significance to Neve that she feels the need to go there before the end of her quest line. A Shadow Dragon Rook can even speak the traditional words of remembrance at that point. Itâs fairly explicit Andrastianism. Different than it would look and be done in Ferelden, but thatâs because we arenât in Ferelden weâre in Tevinter.
Iâm not entirely sure what the mixture of Northern to Southern Wardens would be at Weisshaupt, and Iâm less certain than you are that Southerners would have a significant presence. Orlaisâ Wardens were decimated at Adamant and may have even been disbanded at that time (dependent on player choice). Their numbers suffered regardless, and would have been hard to build back up since it has apparently gotten around that they tried to build a demon army (which is why in Veilguard the First Warden is so quick to throw them under the bus). Ferelden didnât have any wardens to speak of until a cup of coffee before the Fifth Blight, as we see in Origins. And at the end of that blight had one or two. After Awakening maybe six? But thereâs a bunch of conditional stuff to even hit that number, if I remember correctly. Theyâve had some time to build up since then, but we donât know how many went down from Ferelden at Adamant and Fereldenâs Wardens also donât have spotless reputations due to the whole coup thing.
In any case, I agree that there probably are some devout Andrastians in the Wardens. But I think devout Southern Andrastian wardens - those whose Andrastianism we would recognize - are probably a very, very small minority. Not only for the reasons I already gave, but because they are competing with religious military orders that can recruit soldiers as children while generally only recruiting adults. Iâm not surprised, since based on what we know their numbers are fairly small, we donât personally run across a bunch of vocal devout Andrastian Southerners at Weisshaupt.
The people of the Anderfels are devoutly Andrastian, youâre absolutely right. But we donât meet nearly any of them. Our only exposure to the region is through working with the Wardens in a fortress that is Wardens Only tm and in a town that has been so overrun with blight that nearly all of its inhabitants are gone. Iâd be more inclined to agree with you, solely vis-a-vis the people of the Anderfels, if we interacted with more than a handful. But we donât, we pretty much just interact with the Wardens which I already discussed above.
What you didnât mention were Treviso and the Necropolis. We do get ambient dialogue in Treviso explicitly referencing both the Maker and Andraste (sometimes to blaspheme, but that was probably more than half the Andrastianism we got in DA2, too). Lucanis references them, and talks about having lost his faith while imprisoned and tortured (and reaching a state of hopeful agnosticism by later in the game which he is also open about). He has statues of Andraste in his house. Itâs part of his character arc, even if itâs not the main focus.
The Mourn Watch is an Andrastian religious order. Their whole deal, different though it is to what we see in the South, is them being devoutly Andrastian. Just Nevarra mortalitasi-style. And we go through and attend to religious rites in that style with Emmrich.
We witness the results of slaughter by the Southern Chantry in a quest in Rivain.
Harding at one point straight up asks if we just disproved the Chant of Light.
Religion is discussed, where relevant, multiple times. (See, e.g., all of the above.)
Is it enough Andrastianism for you, or any individual player, personally? Maybe not. Thatâs okay. Youâre allowed to feel that way. Everyone is entitled to their opinion.
Is it not there or in someway incorrect based on the lore of the game? I have a hard time understanding that argument.
I really donât understand the criticism that Veilguard doesnât include enough open, devout Andrastianism. Like, it just perplexes me?
Unlike the first three games, which take place in Southern Thedas (the purview of the Orlesian Chantry, the Sunburst throne), Veilguard takes place almost entirely in Northern Thedas. And itâs clear the Chantryâs role there is very different than in the South.
In Southern Thedas, the Chantry is a power unto itself. The Southern Divine, holder of the Sunburst Throne, occupies a place of real significance and power. She has her own militarized forces (the Templar and Seeker Orders). She politically has to interface with the rulers of the various places in Southern Thedas (Orlais, Ferelden, the Free Marches, etc.), but is not formally associated with or dependent on them. The South is comparatively poorer than the North, and we see a majority of services (taking care of orphans, medical care, the Circles, and very significantly education) being taken care of by the Chantry without necessarily much assistance from the relevant countries.
The Southern Chantry is an ever present figure in Southern Thedas, even for those that arenât devout. And that is reflected in those stories and the cultures we learn about there.
The Tevinter Imperium is not like that. And thatâs not terribly surprising. First, the Imperium pre-dates Andrastianism. They have another, older religion that helped form some of their cultural touchpoints. The Imperium did adopt Andrastianism, but did so as a consolidation of empire (which tracks with the Imperium being, in no small part, a reflection of the real life Roman Empire). As such, the Chantry is folded into and subordinate to the Imperiumâs government. The real power in Tevinter, and control over the incidents of daily life that we see the Southern Chantry involved in, is the Magisterium and the Archon.
The Imperial Divine doesnât control the Templars, the Magisterium and Archon do. He doesnât control the Circles/education. Thatâs the Magisterium and Archon again. He is, in practical terms, less powerful than Dorian. He canât make any real change as the Imperial Divine, so he dons a mask and runs a vigilante group to free slaves and make change that way.
The Northern Chantry simply isnât as omnipresent as the Southern Chantry in the areas it exists, and it competes with a preexisting cultural backbone in a way the Southern Chantry doesnât (because it largely stamped that out, though some of the Avvar and Chasind are still around).
I think a lot of people are comparing the impact of Andrastianism in Veilguard to that in Inquisition, because itâs the most recent, and the criticism spawns from that. But thatâŚdoesnât make sense. The Inquisitor is leading a religious organization, ultimately affiliated with the Southern Chantry itself and founded by the left and right hands of the former Divine. It claims its legitimacy from Andraste herself (even if the Inquisitor doesnât believe a single bit of it). The people who join the Inquisition are all okay enough with Andrastianism to affiliate themselves openly with it (Solas aside, but of course he has other reasons), and many are devout.
The Veilguard are justâŚrandom people. Skilled, powerful, talented people, but not people with any real affiliation with any Chantry. Davrin and Bellara have complicated relationships with the Dalish religion they grew up with, for obvious reasons, but they werenât raised in Andrastianism or an Andrastian culture. Neve, per her, âbarely keeps the holidays.â Her relationship to Andrastianism seems closer to the average non-church-attending American who celebrates Christmas and Easter, but isnât particularly Christian beyond that. Lucanis does seem open to belief in the Maker and Andraste, but isnât kind of ambivalent to it. More agnostic than anything else. Taash wasnât raised Andrastian, their mom largely still embraces much of the Qun even if she left, and Rivain was always kind of religiously funky anyway. Only Emmrich and Harding are particularly Andrastian, and even then Emmrich is from Nevarra which although deeply Andrastian is unique. Harding is the only companion whose Andrastianism weâd recognize from the prior games.
So in a game set in a region where Andrastianism is culturally less of an influence, where the Chantry holds far less power, and that has companions that arenât devout AndrastiansâŚhow is it a failure of the game that it isnât brought up more. That makes sense. Itâs consistent with the world building that came before it and the continued reveal of that world in game.
I donât get it.
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Saw your tags on the last few posts and hard agree! Between the ever present Fen'harel foreshadowing AND Sandal's prophecy AND Mythal's reckoning? It always seemed like the Veil coming down was that proper big bang finish that would rewrite all the rules in a satisfying and interesting way. One of my issues with Veilgaurd is I feel like it took the series' opportunity for a destinct ending away. Personally, I believe good stories end. I don't want 30 DA games in a MCU verse. And now, to have the series end they have to come up with a stopping point that makes more sense than the Veil. Or revisit the Veil. And what would be the point in that when they wasted all the foreshadowing?
yes, exactly!! i felt like i was going insane on my soapbox there, thank you!! it really feels like they ran up against the natural end point for the franchise and just decided to do a little shimmy around it. i just don't see what exactly that achieves except to set up a new, bigger bad which we have no real stake in.
was i curious about the executors prior to veilguard? yes! but i expected them to appear in this game since they clearly had an interest in solas' plans!! not for them to have 3 completely missable interactions followed by the worst idea of a post credit scene i've ever seen. whatever curiosity i had about what they were up to & how the kossith relate to what's across the sea is pretty much gone at this point.
a "shadowy cabal" who's secretly responsible for all of the evil enacted in this world by people in power is not a plot i care to see play out in bioware's hands. it's a stupid, elders of zion ass direction to take things and was not worth trashing over a decade of build up.
there is nowhere they could take that plot thread (already relying on the worst possible trope...) that would give dragon age a more satisfying conclusion than dropping the veil.
it would've resolved or set up a potential resolution for all of the major conflicts that have been established up to now!! (mages under the chantry, tevene class structure/slavery, oppression of elves, the blights, the waking titans, etc. etc. i could go on!)
and with the way veilguard ends... it looks to me like they wanted to somehow get the implied resolutions that would come out of dropping the veil without committing to it. that's why no matter what you do, dorian or mae will become archon and singlehandedly restructure tevinter society. the load bearing piece of "mageocracy can't function if everyone's a mage now" is gone, so we have to have a poorly executed sideplot to resolve this plot thread for us instead...
i'm sure people will feel differently, but i personally would've found it more satisfying if the veil fell and the franchise wrapped up there. for good or ill, it changes everything and we can all have the time of our lives speculating about the Implications thereafter.
if they really wanted to(/needed to promise EA they could) make more games in this setting â they could've gone backwards! there's lots of stories you could tell throughout thedas in the gap between the fifth blight and solas' ritual! there's lots of stories you could tell about the centuries between andraste's rebellion and the fifth blight! there's so much happening in the background here that they've hinted at through codices that if they really wanted more content in this setting, there is so much room to expand on those.
could they set up world shattering events like "tearing down the veil" again? no. but i think that was a very obvious one and done situation, and i don't think anyone came into this franchise expecting their dragon age games to have stakes that apocalyptic until trespasser! i think there absolutely would've absolutely been an audience for a game about the assassination of queen madrigal or the fog warriors' resistance on seheron if they hadn't fumbled this....
#my bad i didn't mean to write an essay here đ#it kills me tho!!! it was SUCH a neat ending all wrapped up in a pretty bow and they tossed it aside for...#*looks at scribble on hand* thinly veiled antisemitism plotline#classic bioware if you think about it#but MAN. i was really hoping this wouldn't be the thing they chose to double down on yet again#bioware critical#veilguard critical#da4 spoilers#veilguard spoilers
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Hide and Seek
"Tree" - Jegulus Microfic - @into-the-jeggyverse - 460 words
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Regulus had thought he was pretty safe up here. Mostly because he knew that Remus wouldn't climb trees, not with the full moon coming just the other night.
Still, he froze in place, barely breathing when he heard someone approach his hiding spot.
His heart went a little faster as the person grabbed a branch and started climbing. Climbing quickly.
Less than two minutes later, a head of familiar curls popped up. There were three leaves that had stuck in the wild mess on top of James's head.
"What are you doing?" Regulus whispered. "This is my hiding spot!"
"This is the tree I always go to!" James argued, also whispering. "I didn't know you were here!"
Regulus shrugged. "Too bad. I got here first, leave!"
James made a face, but started to climb back down. Then they heard a twig snap.
They both froze, messy hazel eyes widening as James caught Regulus's gaze. Regulus raised his hand, placing on finger against his lips as he signaled for James to be quiet.
They waited until they were sure Remus had gone by, and then something moved behind Regulus, making him flinch.
"You guys are taking hide-and-seek really serio- Regulus!" Barty shrieked, grabbing frantically at a branch to save himself from falling. He caught one, scowling at Regulus. "You didn't have to shove me."
"I didn't mean to," Regulus offered. "You scared me."
Barty rolled his eyes. "Fair enough. I mean, I could have died, but fair enough."
There was a short scream somewhere nearby, and then a crash.
The three boys exchanged glances.
"That was Evan," Barty supplied.
James nodded. "I think Sirius probably also hid in a tree."
Regulus nodded. "Guess Evan wasn't as lucky as you," he told Barty. "Think he's okay?"
"I've got Evan!" Remus called out. "He lost, can you guys please come down from whatever tree you're in now?"
No one moved.
"Not fair, Sirius attacked me!"
"You grabbed me and I didn't know you were up here! What did you think was going to happen?"
"I didn't think you were going to flip me over the branch and toss me at the bloody ground!"
"I really don't know what you expected, then."
"I thought you'd scream and then Remus would find you first."
"You were wrong."
"Obviously. I think my wrist is sprained."
Barty shifted, immediately starting to climb down. "I'm taking him to Pomfrey."
Regulus nodded, watching to make sure he made it safely down. Then he turned to James. "Want to stay up here a bit?"
James grinned, moving to sit next to him and taking his hand. He brought it to his lips, brushing a soft kiss to the knuckles as Regulus tried not to grin. "With you? I'd stay anywhere."
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How do you feel about your blorbo getting married? My aroace headcanons have gone down the drain
Oh my aroace headcanons are still alive and well. Aroace people can and do get married. I have a lot of thoughts that Iâm trying to work out, but hereâs what I have so far
First, I think Szeth is solidly sex neutral ace. Itâs never his preferred expression of closeness and intimacy, but heâs willing to do it from time to time. He definitely prefers things like hugs, meaningful conversation, and sharing dances though
Second, the way his feelings and thoughts toward Kaladin change over only ten days has convinced me of demiromantic Szeth. It would take time for him to build up to that kind of deep, abiding connection and emotional closeness, but he could get there, especially as he continues to heal, rediscover himself, and grow
Third, I really like that itâs mentioned that the in world KOWT was written/published six years after the events of WaT. That gives demiromantic Szeth plenty of time to get to a place where something like marriage might make sense or feel right to him. It gives plenty of time for a meaningful relationship to form between him and his wife. Iâm currently imagining that the wedding happened very shortly before the final edit/publication of the text, so it was like a five and a half year slowburn leading up to it. Iâd be a lot more skeptical if it was revealed that the marriage happened within the first year, but since we only know that it happened, that longer timeframe feels most likely to me
I definitely was not expecting this at all, and it did come out of nowhere, but Iâm pretty sure I can come up with things that make it feel right for Szethâs character and the ways his journey might continue after the end of WaT. Iâm planning to work out a whole fic/series of fics exploring this, really digging into it, and helping me (and maybe you and other people) grasp the situation
Sorry that was so long lol
Tl.Dr: in my head, Szeth is sex neutral ace and demiromantic, got married like five and a half years after the events of WaT, and there was an entire slowburn leading up to him being ready for and wanting to get married
#ask answered#Wind and Truth spoilers#WaT spoilers#character analysis#Szeth-son-son-Vallano#Masha-daughter-Shaliv#Stormlight Archive#headcanons
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rosekiller, a oneshot of sorts
(This takes place before they get together, fyi. 5/6th year?)
Evan was alone in the dorm room. He was sitting on the edge of his bed, doodling absentmindedly in a library book with a pen. He looked up as the door creaked open. Barty stumbled into the room, most likely drunk. Evan set down his book at looked at Barty, expecting some sort of greeting.
Barty paid him no mind and started rummaging around in his pile of clothes. He changed into his pajamas. He climbed into his bed and started closing the curtains.
"Hey, where's my goodnight kiss?" said Evan dryly. He was a bit annoyed with being ignored.
Barty turned towards him and laughed. He quickly slid out of his bed. "Oh, my mistake, I forgot." He crossed the room to Evan's bed in a few strides.
Before Evan registered what was happening, Barty cupped Evan's face in his hands and kissed him full on the lips. He pulled away quickly. Barty smirked at the dumbfounded expression on Evan's face. "Goodnight, sweetheart," he said with a laugh, before walking back to his bed.
As Evan lay in bed that night, he couldn't get his mind off that stupid kiss. Christ, why had he liked it so much? He couldn't help but wonder if it would happen again. *Strangely enough*, he hoped that it would. However, he was pretty sure it wouldn't.
#dead gay wizards from the 70s#rosekiller#idiots#marauders#marauders era#marauders fandom#barty crouch junior#evan x barty#evan rosier#slytherin skittles
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