#pressive

[a-fix-of-muses]

Currently Listening To: "The Void, Vol.2" by Pressive

[knightelf]

face og a boy pissed that he had to wait a few more hours for dinner 🥺 genuinely hes right to be mad im sorry baby boy

[chelemlem]

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[epitomees]

~ Zenkichi Hasegawa’s Tags ~ 

More will be added as needed. 

[karasimpno]

kinda srs question...do y’all ever worry that you have like an addiction to fandom? like it’s the first thing I turn to (whether it be tiktok, tumblr, fics, etc.) when I’m stressed with school or need to escape panicky feelings....idk I worry it takes up too much of my life idk idk

[gaylonelydyke]

sick of seeing perfectly pristine digital artut there! every time i see dirty and messy traditional stuff my brain goes wild!

[danikamariewrites]

Could you please do a rhysand and azriel ddlg where there in a thropel and with reader and what there relationship would look like and how they would be with reader who struggles with mental health and is having a bad episode and has self image issues and is triggered by pressived abandment

I love rhysand and azriel and would love if you could one with just them I’ve seen so many with az and cass or poly bat boys but would live too see more rhys and az

Love your fics by the way and your ddlg series’s

helping you through a bad mental health episode hc

Rhyzriel x reader

A/n: thank you anon! I’ll def do another hc with these 2 and reader :)

Warnings: ddlg, mental health topics such as depression, anxiety, self image issues, and abandonment issues

Your relationship with Rhys and Az is the best thing that ever happened to you

They’re such sweet caring boyfriends in different ways

You’re spoiled by them in attention and gifts

Best of all they just want to take care of you. When they agreed to a ddlg relationship you were so happy, it felt like something inside you was already fixed

“We love you darling, and we want to do whatever makes you happy.” “But will this be something that makes the two of you happy?” You look up at them, you lower lip wobbling as you scan their faces. Azriel pulls you onto his lap, tucking your head under his chin. “It would make us very happy y/n. If we didn’t want this Rhys and I never would’ve brought it up.” That night they held you extra tight in bed making you feel extra loved.

Usually you’re a happy person

Azriel and Rhys always made sure you were happy, healthy, and comfortable

But you had your down days just like them and they were always by your side when they happened

Mental health was something you have dealt with since your teenage years

Depression, self-image issues, anxiety-it’s all been something you’ve fought in your mind

Abandonment issues were also something you dealt with. Your parents never helped when you had depressive episodes. They just left you alone to lay in your dark bedroom

It was hard but you figured out how to help yourself. You made sure to do the things that made you happy and not shut yourself in. Sometimes it was hard to get out of bed so you would sleep in. Sometimes you’d spend days in bed

It’s did make you view yourself as a burden or worthless for sitting around doing nothing. Whenever Rhys heard your thoughts he would immediately calming your fears mind to mind, “Now, none of that darling. You are not a burden. You are working through your depression in the best way you know how. You’re amazing darling, never forget that.”

When you ask for help Rhys and Az are always so proud of you for coming to them

They know it’s hard to talk about these things and they’re very gentle with you

You emerged from the bedroom late in the day. Definitely well past noon and still in your PJs

Rhys and Az know that you need to eat so they always make you breakfast since it’s your favorite

You want to be near them so the 3 of you hang out in Rhys’s office. You and Az on the couch with him reading to you while Rhys sits in his arm chair looking over paper work

Days like these where you have them both by your side make you feel instantly better

You swear their presence alone heals you

You hate when Az has to go away or when Rhys just goes to the Hewn City, especially if you’re going through a depressive episode

During one of your worse episodes Az had to go on a mission and he hated leaving you. Rhys hated sending him away too. You would get attached to Azriel during your depressive episodes and Rhys never wanted to be the bad guy but this was important

Azriel fought him on it, begging him to wait a few more days. But the message Rhys got was urgent especially since Amren was delivering it

Az left right away. Rhys didn’t realize Az left without saying goodbye to you, something he always did

When he leaves Az gives kiss you a hug and a kiss and says, “bye princess, I’ll be back before you know it.” Even if you’re asleep. Rhys would show you the memory in the morning

When you wake up you reached out for Az. He promised to stay with you since you felt your depression getting bad, but all you felt were cold empty sheets

You jolted up with a confused look on your face. Rhys entered the room, feeling when your emotions spiked. “Hi darling, how are you feeling?” “Where’s daddy, Rhysie?”

His heart broke at the look on your face. Your eyes big and glassy. “Oh” you said quietly. You pulled the blanket up over your head and laid back down, facing away from Rhys

He rushed over to the bed sitting next to you rubbing your back, “It’ll be ok darling. I’m still here and I’ll spend every second with you.” You just let out a little groan

You knew Az didn’t say goodbye either which hurt even more

You were quite for days just waiting for Az. You floated around the house like a ghost

Rhys tries everything but you’re just so quiet. All you wanted to do was stay with Rhys

The days without Az you just cling to Rhys, sitting in his lap while he works

The day before Az came home you finally spoke, “Daddy?” You mumbled. Rhys perked up from his office chair. “Yes darling?” He looked hopeful as you crossed the room to sit in his lap

“I’m sorry if I’ve been ignoring you. I just didn’t know how to deal with Azzy being gone.” Tears escaped your eyes and Rhys hugged you to his chest. “Oh sweetheart it’s ok.” He places a kiss on your head softly rocking you in his lap, “hey guess who’s almost home?” He murmurs into your hair

A gasp leaves your lips and you smile at him for the first time in days, “daddy!”

The front door opens and you jump from Rhys’s lap, rushing down the stairs and launching yourself into Azriel’s waiting arms

He lifts you off your feet and holds you tight to his chest

“Oh princess I missed you.” “I missed you too daddy.” You say through a small sob. “I’m sorry I wasn’t here and didn’t say bye. Did daddy stay with you everyday.”

You nod against him. “Rhys told me you were quiet. Let’s go upstairs, you can take a bath with me that’ll make you feel better.”

[icarus-does-fall]

I drew a thing (actually I redrew all the major arcana cards as things I like but this one seems tumbler appropriate with Hannibal trending again lmao)

(I also got pressively lazier while drawing them)

(Only like.... 5 out of 22 are coloured)

[leo-illustrations]

HEYYY IRL LEON AGAIN!!

soooo life update, i was kicked out of my group last minute and now i need to make an entire feasibility study on my own :DD the survey i posted a while ago was for the group that kicked me out :DD so, here's a new survey for my (fictional) T-Shirt printing business! https://forms.gle/ZNHh1GK63v1RhNth8 https://forms.gle/ZNHh1GK63v1RhNth8 https://forms.gle/ZNHh1GK63v1RhNth8 it's called X-pressive styles co. :>

[qinarde]

11/29/23 People always thought I'm an ex-pressive... But I can be impressive..! Look!

[hansrickheit]

Drawings just accumulate around me. Although I've sold most of the originals, you can still get yourself a nice print to hang on your walls. Special print-on-demand "ex•Pressive Print and Promotion", who've been kind enough to print many of my "adult" materials at discounted rates! they really do quality work and have proven themselves time and again to be reliable and quick! Order one or two today! https://www.etsy.com/shop/ChromeFetusComix?ref=profile_header&section_id=48445985

[writingmaidenwarrior]

Happy STS, Wynne!

I’m in a weird mood, so have a weird and devious ask:

Describe your WIP using one word for each letter of your URL.

~ @tabswrites

Fucking hell, @tabswrites, you wanna kill me? Happy STS to you, too. That is indeed a devious request. You little devil.

Of course, this is for Rebellious Souls

W eird R ebellious I ntriguing T emperamental I ntertwined N ightmare N evermore M ature A mbitious I llegal D evotion E motional N efarious W ants A lternatives R ealization R ivals I nvestigation O pressive R omantic

Damn, this took me longer than I like to admit.

[johncho]

I need to contact my former supervisors so they could send out references for this specific job I’m interested in but I left on really bad terms with them…. (Went through a horrible d*pressive episode while working with them throughout the year) :( I feel so restless and ashamed and embarrassed right now

[fabiansteinhauer]

Rückschlag

I am your father, Aby!

I am your law, Aby!

I love you, Aby!

Nooooooooooooo!

1.

Soviel os hört und sieht man selten, wie in Luke Skywalkers noooooo. Die Negation schlägt zurück, sie vermisst und verfehlt etwas. Welche Diagnosen sind da zu haben?

Diagnosen sind immer leicht und schnell zu haben, man muss nur sagen, was einem fehlt. Aby Warburg bekam erst die Diagnose, schizoid zu sein, da fehlte ihm die Vernetzung. Dann bekam er die Diagnose, manisch-depressiv zu sein, da fehlte ihm die Welt im Rücken, ihre Drehung. Die Diagnose war leicht zu haben, dauerte trotzdem etwas.

Warburg musste nur erzählen (das geht schnell), dass er passioniert zurückschlagt. Er musste nur erzählen, dass er passioniert gegen andere, aber auch gegen sich selbst zurückschlägt. Solche Diagnosen sind irritierend schnell zu haben, auch heute braucht man bei einem belieben Arzt in Frankfurt keine 7 Minuten, um so eine Diagnose zu erhalten, wenn man es schafft, in 7 Minuten zu erzählen, dass man passioniert zurückschlägt.

Weil das so schnell gehen kann, sollte einen das nicht dazu verleiten, die Diagnose nicht ernst zu nehmen, ohne gleichzeitig das Hoffnunglose darin zu sehen. Die Lage ist hoffnungslos, aber nicht ernst. Sie ist hoffnungsfrei, von dort aus gibt und nimmt sie Hoffnung. Ist das gut? Ja, aber umgekehrt würde ich sagen (Ino Augsberg). Man soll die Diagnose ernst nehmen und ihren Witz erkennen, das ist die Diagnose eines limitierten Zustandes. Geht es einem mit der Diagnose gut? Fantastisch, aber nur- weise und wegweisend. Geht es einem mit der Diagnose furchtbar? Ja sicher, aber nur-weise und wegweisend. Es kann sein, dass man das Falsche erhofft hat, dann ist Hoffnungslosigkeit das beste, was noch passieren kann. Es kann sein, dass man das Beste erhofft hat, dann geht es nach dem ersehnten Eintritt des Besten eben bergab.

2.

Wer nicht zurückschlagen kann und nicht erzählen kann, dass er zurückschlägt, der bekommt keine Diagnose, dass er bipolar sei. Wer nicht zurückschlägt und das auch erzählt oder aber vom Rückschlag nichts erzählt, der kann nur die Diagnose bekommen, zu polarisieren, aber nicht diejenige, bipolar zu sein. Polarität machen alle mit, die einen einseitig, die anderen zweiseitig und zweiseitig ist vierseitig, zwei auf der Innenseite, zwei auf der Aussenseite.

Manche haben Väter, schlagen dauernd ihr Väter: Luke seinen Darth Vader auch. Der Darth habe nix verstanden, der sei alt und weiß und überhaupt ein Mann. Der liebe nicht, was zu lieben sei und hasse nicht, was zu hassen sei. Wer so den Vater zurückschlägt und dann in sich selbst zurückschlägt - den Vater damit also eines Tages liebt, eines Tages hasst, eines Tages liebt, eines Tages hasst, der kann schnell die Diagnose bekommen, bipolar oder manisch-depressiv zu sein. Man kann das besser manisch-pressiv nennen, Energie ist immer da, Druck und Passionen auch.

Schlägt der Vater nicht zurück, bekommt der Vater die Diagnose der Bipolarität nicht. Muss er auch nicht. Er kann sich auch so darüber wundern, warum die Leute immer auf ihn einschlagen, wenn er es mal wieder gut mit ihnen meint. Die Welt dreht sich sowieso, alle Objekt verdreht sie, auch die minoren Objekte, auch die diplomatischen Polobjekte. An den Drehungen haftet man ohnehin.Die Gabe des melancholischen Talentes, des polaren Charakters liegt in der Wendigkeit, das ist nicht viel. Aber auch nicht wenig.

3.

Aby Warburg hat die Diagnose bekommen, er hat sich nicht darauf ausgeruht. Diagnosen sind keine Ausreden. Die sind Helferlein, die helfen können, Umgang mit dem Rückschlag so zu üben, dass alle damit umgehen können, der polare Charakter und diejenigen in seiner Umwelt. Der polare Charakter haftet, für alles, was durch ihn und in ihm und mit ihm zurückschlägt. Er kann ein Graus sein, sich und anderen. Die Übung, so wäre eine stoische Hoffnung, das mitamchende Übung, die Sortierung von Pathosformeln, also Passionsformularen, soll aus der Mäßigung den Druck nehmen.

[feeling-grubby]

I want to ramble so I'm gonna ramble about my characters typing quirks and then some quirk ideas I had but not really attached to any characters I plan to make. Just kind of thought of them is all and will probably never use them.

Hollies-> she replaced M's with 3+ in order to match the sign she has. Some people didn't get that at first until I explained it to them. I am told it's annoying typing quirks to deal with

Zynier-> he combines the last letter of a word with the same letter at the start of a new word. For example "standstill = stand still." It's supposed to be kind of slurred together speech as he is secretly very lazy and often eepy.

Tikvah-> she adds the prefix and suffix that are supposed to look like her sign. This is what the two look like with no words between "Ɛ>][<3". She also speaks in 'code'. This code is how middle schoolers use to type in numbers in a calculator and turn it upside down to spell boobs the number sequence being 58008. There are a little over 100 'code words' she uses. An example is "hello = Ɛ>]0.7734[<3" it's probably awful to read through but hey I thought it was neat.

Angora-> his typing quirk is where he upper case every value. To show him stressing and emphasizing vowels to show a pitch change giving him a loud and animated voice. Atleast that was my intent. An example of his quirk in use is "thE qUIck brOwn fOx JUmps Over thE lAzy dOg." He also has the most emoticons to help push the idea even more he is animated and very pressive.

⦕⦿w⦿⦖ - 0_0

⦕-w-⦖ - -_-

⦕^w^⦖ - ^u^

⦕°^°⦖ - *^*

⦕×w×⦖ - x_x

⦕⁰x⁰⦖ - 0x0

⦕TwT⦖ - TwT

⦕OwO⦖ - 0w0

⦕ÔwÕ⦖ - ‘,:/

⦕Ò  ᳕Ó⦖ - >:3

Rakker-> his typing quirk makes as many letters as possible have smile-y faces. I don't really have a reason for this other than I thought it fit a clown character. Here's the example. "The qüic:k br:o)wn f:o)x jümps :o):>er the lazy :D:o)g" If you are having a hard time finding all the faces here.

ü = u

:o) = o

C: = c

 :>  = v

:D = d/D

Maebel-> her quirk is straight forward. She is associated heavily with death so her t's become these weird crosses to resemble cross grave markers. "✣he quick brown fox jumps over ✣he lazy dog."

Piapot-> They doesn't have any but if anyone has suggestions for basically a possum reincarnated into a troll I am happy to hear them. They are precious little non-binary trash baby.

Nvidia-> she has prefix and suffix to resemble computer code, plus whenever replaces e's with 3 hinting at her mutations. I am thinking of changing it soon to be instead three i's to replace the e.

Ex. 1 without change

"<p>th3 quick brown fox jumps ov3r th3 lazy dog:</p>"

Ex. 2 with change

" <p>thiii quick brown fox jumps oviiir thiii lazy dog:</p>"

N/a-> Troll opens up dialogue screaming and ends with screaming the resulting message looking something like this "AAA<hello friend>AAA". More a's are added or taken away depending on the importance of the message, or the intensity of the ton. Also a's with switch between upper case to lower case to help trolls figure out the tone of the message. This man is panicking outwardly 24/7.

N/a-> this one is for a specifically a highblood. Basically they assume people intelligence level and add definitions in parentheses when talking. Making it into a long winded rant suppose to be as annoying as kankri (possibly more annoying even.)

Ex.

"You do not have any significance (meaning; the quality of being worthy of attention/importance) to me. Your existence is null (having or associated with the value zero). There is a dearth (meaning; a scarcity or lack of something) any good qualities within thyself. Your personality makes me discomfit (meaning; cause to lose ones composure) because of the scarcity (meaning; very little of) good qualities(meaning; a distinctive attribute or characteristic possessed by someone or something.) you have. The only reason I have brought myself to stay was your adulation (meaning; excessive flattery or praise) towards me. The rest of your attributes( a quality or feature regarded as a characteristic or inherent part of someone or something) are crude (meaning; in a natural or raw state) and decorum (meaning;behavior that is well-mannered) . I am sorry if you find this as a diatribe (meaning; abusive and bitter attack through speech or writing) towards you but it needed to be said and I need to say this to teach you a much needed and warranted lesson."

The words that he gives definitions for will vary based on who he is talking to. The lower the blood caste the lower the reading level he will assume. If he is talking to a burgundy he will straight up provide definitions for words like "big". When talking to a highblood that is still below him the reading difficulty he assume goes to a college level words. If the highblood is higher than him he is not risking making assumptions and will drop the definitions.

If I ever think of more I will reblog this, and add more. But yeah those are my dumb typing quirks I have thought of.

[ordenza]

been going through the worst d*pressive episode of my life this summer, post uni and all but today I managed to finally make a new CV, deep clean my room and now I’m going to the gym until my bf finishes his class then go get dinner together 😣🫶