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Chapter 2: Preemptive Worries
Narrated by no one.
Narrator: Ancient Cloud Empire, Year 2 of the Qianzhao Era, New Year's Eve.
Narrator: It snowed the previous night, leaving a thin sheet of white on the Capital drill grounds.
Narrator: Even though it's the New Year, the soldiers are still busy training in an orderly fashion.
Narrator: A lady in red robes rides in, the horse kicking up snow with its hooves. She sends a hail of arrows flying, eliciting loud cheers.
Narrator: The new secretary passes by, yawning, and stops in surprise at the sight of the general's bright red robe.
Secretary: Insane! A series of perfect hits! Why have I never seen her before?
Narrator: The official walking beside him whacks him on the head.
Official: Wake up! Are you blind? That's Empress Mingyi!
Narrator: The secretary takes one more look. Sitting on her horse in her flaming robes, firing arrows, is the majestic Empress Mingyi.
Narrator: Pulling back her bowstring to form the shape of a full moon, she sends another arrow flying with a loud twang.
Secretary: Fantastic! Magical! Hit the target even against the wind!
Official: That's nothing new. Empress Mingyi was a general to begin with and had been guarding the borders since she was a child.
Official: And she's just warming up! You're such a nerd... you should see her slay enemies on the battlefield one of these days!
Secretary: I've heard about her heroic past. She defeated ill-omened beasts with her phoenix in Cloudcrest. It must have been a magnificent sight!
Narrator: On the other side of the battlefield, the old commander arrives and takes the reins. Mingyi dismounts and pats her horse's mane.
Old Commander: I'm truly impressed, general.
Middle-Aged General: It's Empress now, not general!
Mingyi: You can call me whatever you want. Anyway, It's been a while! I'm here to visit you guys and meet the new recruits.
Old Commander: Her Majesty has been buried in paperwork ever since she ascended to the throne. It's rare to see her ride and shoot like this.
Head Maid: The Emperor, too, is busy working at court all day. I liked it better when he was a white-robed, flute-loving hermit.
Narrator: Mingyi sighs at this and redirects her gaze to the southeast, where Ningzhou lies.
Mingyi: They all say marching in the army is hard, but ruling a country is not at all easier.
Narrator: After visiting the new soldiers, Mingyi returns to the palace. A few shrill cries rip through the skies when she's halfway.
Narrator: The crimson phoenix swoops down, circling around Mingyi's head, then her whole body.
Narrator: Mingyi raises her left arm, yet the bird doesn't perch on it and instead rubs its head against its master's cheek.
Mingyi: Hey, hey, stop it, dear, or you're gonna scare the horse.
Narrator: The phoenix finally lands on Mingyi's shoulder, cocks its head to the side, and reveals a letter tied on its foot.
Maid: It's a phoenix letter! The Emperor must have sent a message from Ningzhou.
Narrator: Half a year ago, a flood swept through Ningzhou and officials were helpless. The neighboring states took the chance to attack.
Narrator: Not wanting conflict to break out again, the Emperor had arrived in Ningzhou two months ago to settle things down.
Narrator: The phoenix was unwilling to part with the Emperor, so Mingyi let it go with him. They could send letters that way, too.
Mingyi: The official report from the Ningzhou officials got here yesterday, and it says that things were going well. This message must bring good news, too.
Female Official: That's good! Once the flood is stopped and the neighboring states are dealt with, the Emperor will be able to come back home!
Mingyi: The Ningzhou civilians will finally be able to live in peace. That's the most important part!
Narrator: As soon as Mingyi opens the letter, her smile fades away and is replaced by a deep scowl.
Female Official: Your Majesty... is it not good news?
Mingyi: It's been pouring for days in Ningzhou, and part of the dam currently being built has been swept away.
Mingyi: What's worse, the carts carrying resources sent from the Capital all crashed or got robbed on the way. Not much was left.
Female Official: Huh? Why is this message completely different from the official report we received yesterday?
Mingyi: Surely, the Ningzhou officials wouldn't dare lie with the Emperor watching over them. The reason for the discrepancy must be...
Narrator: Mingyi glances at the phoenix on her shoulder. It's snoozing, little head bowed.
Mingyi: It takes but one day for the phoenix to get here from Ningzhou, but the official report takes at least two weeks.
Mingyi: The roads in Cloud Empire are in dire need of repairs. It's inconvenient to deliver messages and resources via them.
Mingyi: With the roads out of use and the borders unpatrolled, it's no wonder that so many bandits are harassing travelers.
Narrator: Mingyi closes her eyes. When she reopens them, her gaze is steady once again.
Mingyi: This is a national emergency. We must work on solving the problem immediately!
Narrator: With a quick crack of the whip, Mingyi's horse neighs and starts galloping towards the Capital.
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Chapter 5
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I do hope we get to see a bit of this dynamic in the movie, while I love a sad wet pathetic dad I also love a semi confident scheming dad
#nimona#I’ll be happy either way I don’t expect it to be a perfect adaptation mainly because the comics tone would be really tough to capture#frankly I’m more worried about people preemptively deciding the movie is going to be terrible just because it’s a bit different
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besties im gonna be so honest im past the point where all the waiting and speculating is fun now im just stressed 😭
#partly bc we don’t know fs what it is but also it’s like preemptive stress over the thought of a tour and getting tickets etc#which Ik is silly to be worrying abt already but 🤡 here I am#d&p#dan and phil#phan#wordvom.txt
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Oh… :(
#he really doesn’t do anything if Morgana isn’t there.#Guy with extreme emotional dependence on his cat except it’s no longer funny#he’s legitimately so worried about him#he’s reacting like someone preemptively grieving. seeing where he was everywhere in his room. augh#storyrambles#story plays persona 5#p5r#random thoughts
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just wanted to say i'm genuinely psyched to get your commentary throughout the season. you have great/funny takes which actually prompted me to re-read and re-watch GoT w/ a more analytical and observant mindset.
that being said tho i think about that anon that said aemond was farming hair extensions from aegon's bastards like.... weekly 🫶
that’s so sweet of you to say! I am very excited to get to gather with my friends and yell at my television and try really hard not to explain the things were different in the books 87 times and then post every thought i have in my head about it once more. 
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GUESS WHAT I HIT.
69K.
NICE.
#I did briefly go 'maybe I should write another 700 words and just get to 70k'#and then was like. shut up go to sleep leave it at 69. for the lulz.#but GOD okay this is happening it's going I am GETTING THERE.#LIKE A SCENE AND A HALF UNTIL SHIT HITS THE FAN AND HONESTLY THIS IS THE 'GETTING WEIRD' PART#IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN.#I am preemptively worrying that the ending is not gonna be satisfying but IT DOESN'T MATTER RN. SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP#it has to be written to edit it has to be written to edit#actually I was listening to the recent episode of print run podcast (recommend for anyone interested in the publishing industry)#and it was very funny cuz one of them is a writer#and he is also catholic. and they were arguing over 'you can't edit a blank page'#and he was like 'no no. you haven't sinned when there's nothing yet. if i sit perfectly still no one will smite me.'#I'm still laughing about it. what a mood lmfao#anyway I am not taking it to heart but it was funny as hell. personally attacked with that one. anyway#megs is writing
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GOD DAMMIT LARIAN YOU COULDN'T HAVE GIVEN ME LIKE TWO MORE DAYS TO FINISH MY HONOR RUN AND ASTARION ORIGIN??
prayer circle that my mods don't break with the new patch and that i can finish my shit before i uninstall them 🙏🙏🙏
#personal grumblings#i won't even get to play tonight this is gonna have to be a tomorrow thing#last patch didn't affect them at all and i haven't added any new ones since. except script extender.#and that's the one i'm worried abt since that's how you enable achievements with mods#and if i get cheated out of my golden dice? you'll see me on the goddamn news.#but i DID see that script extender did its own update just the other day...so maybe that was a preemptive thing to ensure its stability?#hopefully??
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Beta Announcement + Short Break
Hello everyone! After some weeks of activity, the beta tester applications are officially closed for this round! I have gotten in contact with everyone who was accepted (check your discord friend requests if you haven’t already!), and to everyone who applied, shared, or interacted, accepted or not, I thank you so much for helping participate with this round! I am always overwhelmed with the talent and enthusiasm from the applications, and as always if you didn’t get in this round, I encourage trying again the next time beta applications come around!
As a smaller announcement, due to some separate personal matters and plans, for the rest of March I’ll be putting the blog on hiatus. No worries though! Going to still be working on the story in between things and I’ll still read messages and asks, but all ask responses will be pushed until the end of this month or the beginning of next month. Thanks for your patience, as always! ❤️
#S&S: beta applications#mini update#the amount of things happening this week alone. whoof#but exciting things to come!#keep an eye out 👀👀#if you see me break this break btw don’t worry about it lol#this is more a preemptive standard I’m trying to give myself#the applications get better each round! y’all are so lovely#thanks again
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No longer constipated on the beach vacation, I am now anxious about running out of insulin on the beach vacation
#Like I went to visit friends for a few days a couple weeks ago and didn't bring enough insulin#So I had to get a whole new box of pens which my insurance didn't cover so my dad had to send me like $250 to pay for it#But this time I was good!#I lookee and saw that my current pen was low and grabbed an extra one#But now that I've started the new pen and started to do the actual math I'm worried that'll run out again#I'm not worried about not having access to insulin more like my parents are gonna make me feel like a burden and an idiot if I run out#So I am preemptively making myself feel like a burden and an idiot
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I know there’s lots of posts about like “don’t trust your feelings after 10pm” and “don’t trust your feelings during Winter Seasonal Depression Time” but I need a a reminder “don’t trust your feelings around the winter holidays when you’re about to stay with your family”
#shhh sharkie#having a lot of mirror rants about arguments that will never actually happen#there’s a reason I tried to plan my holidays with a very specific schedule this year#very purposefully going back to the city with my partner christmas day and very specifically not going to the family dinner on the 26th#but like idk i’m just.#it’s very important to me to come home for the christmas eve party#and it’s very important to me that my partner is coming with me#and that they’re going to be able to stay over and do christmas day with the family#but also i’m preemptively stressed out and tired and upset and im trying not to be c#cause i don’t want this to go like my sisters wedding and i don’t want this to go like christmas last year#and i’m stressed about gifts and travel and money and potential conversations and arguments#and i just don’t want any of it.#i want to sleep for a month and not have to worry about anything.
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Reminding myself that I resolved not to delete any fics that have a bookmark on them😭
#there's this one frostmaster fic that must be TERRIBLE cos it fails on any metric but for some reason people bookmarked it#though the visible ones seem to be mostly people who bookmark literally everything they read so...#it has one (1) comment and like a thousand hits :|#i think it's not a bad fic! but apparently i am wrong about that :'(#BUT if there's one person out there who silently loves it i don't want to take it from them#i have invented a silent yet adoring audience in my head for fics that “don't do numbers”. between this and the “reason other than quality”#that i preemptively invent for any fic to flop i am left perhaps overly confident in my skillz but also a bit less worried about stats.#btw 'fair alfrida' didn't go too well either but i had fun writing it so fuck it i don't care (...much)#more positively: the frigga gen did v well and the sylki-on-sakaar one i fretted about for months does not actually repel readers!#and this year i feel like i'm doing fairly well despite posting a few quite niche fics :D#tbh some of my own fics are things i probably wouldn't click on cos they wouldn't seem like my jam from the summary/tags#and i beat myself up less about only writing short oneshots now that i've posted a couple of longer works as well#the sylki arranged marriage fic is on-track to be my second-longest fic ever (the bar was low but shhhh)#...as you can see i still put too much importance on length of fic even though i prefer reading shorter works meself :|#ANYWAY STATS BACK OFF NOW I THINK
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I've reached a point in my hyperfixation where I want to like,, become my favorite character. I do not know how to describe that in a better way or in a way that sounds less crazy, that is essentially where my brain is at.
I know I can't become said character. It's a fictional highschool dude from an anime with superpowers. I am a disabled college student with an incompatible gender identity living in the real world. But I can't stop thinking about it, and it's gotten to the point where it's a constant itch in my brain to be more like him.
Thankfully it's not a bad character to have as a role model. So far all this means is that I dyed my hair, study more often and with more interest, clean more, and exercise more. All of those things are good for me. But. If I learned anything from my Harry Potter hyperfixation in elementary/middle school the thing that comes next is quoting, clothing changes, and diet changes. All of which is significantly harder to hide/not draw attention to.
#autism#adhd#also#istg if someone tells me to just stop I will actually lose it#even if I completely ignored this it would stay in the back of my brain until the hyperfix ends on it's own#and I don't even notice when I do some of this stuff#I dyed my hair green without thinking much about why I'd been wanting to go green for months#and completely ignoring the fact that I don't even *like* green#I'm stuck between being preemptively embarrassed and just letting myself give in#I really should just give in tbh#it'd make me happy and I need to stop worrying about what other people think when I'm enjoying myself#anyway#ramble over#sorry to anyone who has to read this lmao
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heartstopper rewatch done, I'm fully prepared for tomorrow. or not. we'll see.
#also I just found out that we'll only get the first 3 episodes tomorrow???#and I'm like nooooo#but also I'm preemptively worried about episode 4 and I guess netflix didn't want to traumatize us with leaving us hanging after that#jesus I'm not prepared#heartstopper#It's me hi I'm the problem
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My chosen example word is "dizi" -- a type of Chinese flute. In English, the obvious pronunciation is "dee-zee." In Chinese, it's something like "dee-z'h," the second "i" muted in a sound English speakers don't typically make. Which is better: to be accurate, despite the English words on either side? Or be inaccurate, but potentially smoother to the ear?
#podfic#fanfiction#and because the relevant fandom is pretty obvious:#mdzs#this is sort of a hypothetical preemptive concern of mine for AFTER I finish Becoming Eden#but i think about it a lot#I think I'm decent at Mandarin pronunciation!#but a) I'm sure it's not perfect and b) I worry it would sound Weird to suddenly switch phonetics mid sentence for a single word#on principle I want to be accurate but maybe that's not the thing to do here#polls
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don't want to shave my legs but i want to wear shorts out and can't deal with people staring but i also should stop giving a fuck but
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rereading green witch arc (im too excited!! ;uuu;) and i genuinely forgot how hilarious the intro to these two were. like i wonder who readers pictured 'master sullivan' being from the loud shouting and the boots and the short fair hair until they got to the reveal on the last page
#yana: wolfram is a prop and the first thing you see of him is his boots#me: i feel like you're trying to tell me something covertly here#yana: don't worry about it *wallops me in the action chapters*#god.......JUST TWO MORE SLEEPS UNTIL MAYBE WE FIND OUT#i realized today how grande it would be if the ending played on the last episode. and then. surprising us all.#they show one of those 'next episode' cards and it reads 'that butler. on board. coming soon'#LIKE I WOULD LOSE MY SHIT#anyways universe i don't ask for much but if you can hear me out there CONFIRMATION FOR GREEN WITCH ARC ANIME!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!#preemptively making a tag for all of this cuz i can see myself shouting a lot in the future#save me green witch arc anime
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