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thestarlightforge · 2 months ago

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So important to me that Glinda was talking about Elphie and their Shiz friend-group, here.

Timeline-wise, “For Good” has just happened. All truths have been revealed (except for Elphie’s faked death). She’s promised their love has changed her forever. She’s consoling herself, desperately, and singing to Elphie’s memory. “The truth we all believe” is that which she, Fiyero, Boq, Elphaba and Nessa knew. The “lie” and “wicked workings of you-know-who” were those she, the Wizard, and Madame Morrible peddled. The truth will prevail for her and Elphie…

Until here: Having to set Elphaba’s effigy ablaze in a horrible symbol of all she had done, where she crashes out. Her life is lonely. She’s left on her own, to die alone, because she’s wicked—it’s all her fault; she’s reaping what she sowed.

And Elphie didn’t deserve to die alone.

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sinners-respite · 3 months ago

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got inspired by that one days of love hair in the beta. Hatsune Miku in Sky when

#sky cotl #hatsune miku #skyblr #thatskygame #sky children of the light #hi guys I’m new I don’t know how to tag for this fandom 🧍#played this game years ago and just got back to it. I dunno what I’m doing #rlly proud of the cape rgl #praying for an off the shoulder cape eventually it rocks so hard #my art

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captain-flint · 1 year ago

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Ed and Stede + kisses

#our flag means death #ofmd #ofmdedit #ofmd s2 spoilers #blackbonnet #blackbonnetedit #gentlebeard #gentlebeardedit #edward teach #blackbeard #stede bonnet #taika waititi #rhys darby #CAN YOU BELIEVE WE HAVE KISSES /PLURAL/????!!!!!!!!!!#before s2 started i was praying for at least one new kiss #WE GOT FIVE???!!!!#/AND/ THE PHOTOS!!!#WE WON SO HARD 😭😭#my stuff

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brown-little-robin · 2 months ago

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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.

#Robin processes emotions on main #I WANT to get good at socializing #I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present #now I'm always shutting down and running away #literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room #I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How #I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself #also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good #ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her #so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with #—how to deal with it #BIG SIGH #I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever #but it's so hard bro #and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity #and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents #how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out #in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just #send me encouraging words #that would help #<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn

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notetaeker · 5 months ago

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October 11th, 2024 - Friday

In a half-moved state of being lol half my belongings are in one place and the other half in another place. I’m trying to live a new life while also trying to continue my old life at full force. It’s exhausting yet exciting, foreign yet familiar, terrifying yet comforting. I am a living juxtaposition. All I can do is spread my old comforter onto a new bed and make new plans in an old planner (and read sometimes to escape 📚 )

#girlies I got married 🤝 and started a new internship 🤝 within a week of each other #@_@#dua answers hit too hard I have whiplash #also this is the dunya so 🥲 just cuz I made dua for it doesn’t mean it’s free of difficulties #was making dua for a spouse and a job not realizing i was praying for DRASTIC CHANGE in my life #then I’m acting shocked *pikachu meme’ when change is hard lmao #say mashaallah tho pls 🙏🏽 😭#May Allah accept from us #and give us the tawfiq to handle the answers to our duas 😅#notes

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puppppppppy · 10 months ago

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whenever someone asks me for help or advice i want to beam all my lived experience and advice that helped me through it directly into their mind to try and spare them as much pain and stress as possible, but because i cant actually do that what ends up happening is i dump everything i know related to that topic hoping something helps them like

#and yes. i am the older sibling i am quite literally the guinea pig by birthright #its hardwired into me to make thing as painless as possible for my little brother that it ends up becoming a huge part of my personality #but i also have adhd so my version of advice is 'blurt out everything that might be even a little related to the situation #and pray that something sticks with them'#also like its hard to describe but sometimes you wont really get what someone means because its just the wrong person or wrong time #when i was a kid my dad would explain how to solve a math problem and i wouldnt get it until someone else explained it to me #and something *clicked*. and then when id tell my dad i learned smth new he'd say i LITERALLY said the same thing you just #werent listening or smth. but its not that at all.. i cant really know what its like for smth to click until it happens #i used to think i wasnt ace bc everything i saw talking abt asexuality didnt ring any bells until i found someone talking abt #something that i DID resonate with and then i went from there. so i guess what im trying to say its one thing to share what i learned #and another thing for someone to go through something or hear it from someone else to really get what i mean. shrugs #yapping

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beebundt · 4 months ago

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i love making new college friends but by god does it seem to always be a gamble if they're secretly racist, sexist, or homophobic when you're living in the south

#ive had several instances of hitting it off really well and then finding out oh what do you mean you don't support lgbt ppl......#and why are so happily flexing that towards me...... <- me an openly bi woman #had another one we hit it off rlly well up until the point they made a Very Concerningly xenophobic comment.#i literally just walked out i was so pissed off. now everytime i meet new seemingly cool ppl i think im just growing more anxious 😭#bee buzzes #maybe this is just me but damn. its sometimes hard here bro #i met a very gorgeous woman at a party 2 nights ago & we planned a meet later.... please pray for me bc she seems so cool and nice 😭😭#I JUST WANT MORE NICE FRIENDS .......

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what-even-is-thiss · 11 months ago

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#bad news that brings your whole week down kinda day #the kind of bad news you can’t bring up or else it’ll ruin everyone else’s mood kinda news #but I feel like I need to tell someone or it’s gonna tear me apart #my grandma is in the hospital and we don’t know how serious it is yet #it could be an easy fix or it could be bad we just don’t know #the waiting is the worst part when someone’s in the hospital #it always floors me #makes it hard to do anything #I’m praying it’s a fixable problem but we just don’t know yet #and I’m half a continent away so I can’t do anything #I just have to wait and I hate the waiting #I haven’t told any of my friends or classmates yet because I don’t wanna bring the whole room down #but it’s hard waiting for answers #it’s really hard #anyways sorry for rambling at you guys about my personal problems #I just needed to tell someone

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pastelaspirations · 4 months ago

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Heeey... Hi... How's it been going, hahah... Me? Oh, yeah, I've been fine, just uh. Functionally dead and uh. Not having a g r e a t time-

Why?? Well. Let's make this as short as possible.

My October was completely full of school assignments and I was drowning

During fall break, my mom's cousin came over to our house and knocked a 48 inch hole in my bedroom wall in search of a water leak that didn't exist. It's a long story-

I discovered a professor that my brother was close to passed away. It hit me kinda hard and I haven't been feeling great

My car started having lots of issues. Shuddering, check engine light turning on, the whole works. Got it repaired, cost $1000

I'm stressed about the holiday season coming up 'cus I haven't shopped for anyone at all and I have to entertain family members that I might rather n o t (This is all without mentioning finals coming up)

So. U h. Yeah. Haven't been having the best time. B u t. It's fine, it's great. I'm actually getting therapy soon. :D And not occupational therapy, or physical therapy, since I GOT TO DO THOSE TOO-

N a h. It's the "getting a phone call at 9 in the freaking morning to confirm an appointment for behavioral health." W h o o p e e.

A h e m. Sorry. Anyway. I'm good. I'm fine. Have a picture of the Beast that I should have freaking done for chapter 38, but was too lazy and didn't get around to it. So, how have you guys been doing. Participated in Inktobertale and having a good time, I hope-

#undertale au #perseverance!au #reference sheet #Don't look at me like that #Yes; this may be my subtle way at announcing that I uploaded the next chapter #Because I am physically unable to make a post just solely announcing that #Fun fact; I drew this ref sheet when I could barely focus on anything after my covid shots #My emotions are an erratic pendulum alright; you don't understand #One moment; I'm great. Cracking jokes; being the maddest lad you've ever seen #The next I'm freaking dissociating; staring at my ceiling for 40 minutes straight #I also have not been sleeping much. If at all #But what else is new #Insomnia be like-#If I sound unenthusiastic about therapy it's because I am #I'm f i n e #The last therapist I had was basically just telling me “to pray about it” or actively ignored my invisible disabilities #Acted like I was just not trying hard enough or something #So to say I'm suspicious would be a fair assumption

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rat-rosemary · 10 days ago

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I'm not a mirror of my father, but my mistakes have the same tempo as his

#c!wilbur #god of the wild #the way he tried so hard to pull away from Phil's ''destiny'' bullshit #to tell the kids he took under their wings that they were free #but he still failed. he is haunted by his destiny both in he shape of his spiral and his dad #and he failed the kids. he told them to be free but also gave them new bullshit rules #and he is not free. he still lives like he has a script he needs to play out #and if it was not for the god he prayed to then Phil would have tried to drag him out of the death he choose #dsmp au #the dog barks #the footnotes

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worstloki · 10 months ago

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negative connotations to Arabic phrase ‘God is Great’ incorrect. average praying Muslim does takbir (says Allahu Akbar) a minimum 95 times a day and should have been counted.

#minimum #like MIMIMUM.#each day #like that’s just for the 5 prayers #only the obligatory ones it doesn’t include the additional voluntary ones most people also tend to do at some point #it doesn’t include regular use of the phrase in conversation #the phrase is literally used as an exclamation #like if you say ‘Allahu akbar my shift is over! I can go home alhumdulilah!’#like I don’t know what to tell you #western news-media connotations are so weird #you literally yell takbir to celebrate as well #saw a thing where everyone did takbir every time someone donated a huge amount to charity like brooooooooo #people be laughing so hard and getting Allahuakbar Allahuakbar out while wheezing #you score a goal? Allahu akbar alhumdulilah #this is very normal culturally transmitted info #Christian Arabs use the phrase as well like it's Arabic come on western media you’re not even trying #it’s such a joke #95 doesn't even include the 2 calls to prayer #it doesn't count people who do the extra allahu akbar (x33) after each prayer #doesn't include anything recited before bed #like. these are not uncommon things people choose to do. like...... BRO???#if you've ever seen Muslims praying in a group the person leading the prayer does the takbir out loud. that's literally how it's done #there are like 7 or 5 'Allahu akbar's in each round of prayer #you can't NOT say that part out loud it's literally THE part that has to be said out loud in each prayer #this information is very available online #you can say it before doing anything idk why it became a big deal in the west especially #it's some strange xenophobic Islamophobic normalise killings in those regions of the world mix #I’ve been getting recommended so many Arabic anime edits idk what to tell you #call everyone habibi it’s good for you #one of the most popular world languages fr

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ambersky0319 · 5 days ago

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my professor: *sends text to everyone reminding about attendance policies, mentioning 3 or more unexcused absences could be an administrative drop*

me, at 3 unexcused absences: ...

me: im gonna send an explanation

#fr though i have only missed asl this many times cause i would wake up at 6 still fuckin exhausted #yknow whats hard to do when youre exhausted?#remember how to communicate in another language #esp when youd be reviewing NEW vocab in class #i still have an A in the class so. hopefully im all good still? although prof said EITHER 3+ absences or 65% or lower grade #hence why i texted him #bc. i do still do my work on time. yesterday and last night was just brutal for me mentally #and it tends to be i feel like utter shit when i decide to skip asl #soooo #we'll see the outcome ig and pray i dont get dropped #amber's shit you can ignore

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thebirdandhersong · 1 year ago

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Okay y'all it is over it is done the conversation has been had he knows I love him we are still friends I have cried my eyes out properly I have laughed again my heart will keep on hurting for a while but it is FINISHED