#pr enneagrams

[trickarrows-bishop]

i see ur a bit unsure abt kim being a six so:

OH SHIT??? WAITTTTT

[iceflwers]

𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓪𝓷 𝓳𝓮𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 !

˚✧ ₊˚ʚ THE BASICS !

— ❥ FULL NAME: Morgan Olive Jennings.

— ❥ NICKNAMES: Morgs, M, Songbird, popstar, Pop Rocks (teasingly, by Brock), Blondie Bitch (by haters), sweetheart, babe, baby (by Quinn only), honey, gorgeous (by Quinn only).

— ❥ DATE OF BIRTH: March 29th, 1998 (Aries).

— ❥ BIRTHPLACE: Vancouver, British Colombia, Canada.

— ❥ CURRENT RESIDENCE: Mostly mobile, permanent residence in Vancouver.

— ❥ SPOKEN LANGUAGES: English, French (not fluently).

— ❥ ORIENTATION: Biromantic, bisexual.

— ❥ GENDER IDENTITY: Genderfluid (she/they pronouns).

— ❥ OCCUPATION: Pop singer-songwriter.

— ❥ FACECLAIM: Reneé Rapp.

˚✧ ₊˚ʚ PERSONALITY !

— ❥ HOGWARTS HOUSE: Gryffindor (brave, chivalrous, daring).

— ❥ MYERS-BRIGGS TYPE: ESFP - The Entertainer (bold, enthusiastic, sensitive).

— ❥ ENNEAGRAM TYPE: Type Eight - The Challenger (self-confident, confrontational, protective).

— ❥ MORAL ALIGNMENT: Chaotic Good.

— ❥ LOVE LANGUAGES: Words of affirmation for giving, quality time for receiving.

— ❥ SKILLS: Singing, dancing, songwriting, makeup, brewing coffee, playing piano, playing both acoustic and electric guitar, quickly coming up with comebacks.

— ❥ LIKES: Putting on an amazing show, hearing a big stadium crowd singing her lyrics back to them, getting her makeup just the way they like it, spending time with her mom, a well-made margarita, wearing bright and outlandish outfits for their concerts.

— ❥ DISLIKES: Boring people, people bringing up her past relationship failures, people who are rude to public servants, being judged for their choices by the media, snakes, being misgendered, people hating on her boyfriend’s team.

— ❥ FEARS/PHOBIAS: Being abandoned, disappointing the people they care about, death, needles.

˚✧ ₊˚ʚ RELATIONSHIPS !

— ❥ FAMILY: Lorelei Jennings (mother), unknown father, Daisy Ahn (younger sister figure).

— ❥ FRIENDS: Daisy Ahn, Poppy Tsunoda, Jack Hughes, Luke Hughes, Elias Pettersson, Brock Boeser, Artūrs Šilovs, Thatcher Demko, J.T. Miller, Trevor Zegras.

— ❥ ACQUAINTANCES: Remainder of the Vancouver Canucks roster, Jamie Drysdale, Ethan Edwards, Mat Barzal, William Nylander.

— ❥ ROMANTIC INTERESTS: Madeline Baker (first crush), Eddie White (first boyfriend), Scott Moir (brief fling), Derek Harding (brief fling), Angela Williams (brief fling), Alec Kosminsky (ex-boyfriend), Caroline Gutierrez (ex-girlfriend), Daniel Riva (brief fling), Myla Adler (brief PR relationship), Iris Swayer (ex-girlfriend), Spencer Calloway (ex-boyfriend), Darius Morgan (brief fling), Quinn Hughes (current romantic interest).

˚✧ ₊˚ʚ FUN FACTS !

— ❥ Morgan has been famous since she was sixteen years old, thrust into the spotlight after they were discovered performing in a karaoke club she’d snuck into. Though they’ve always been happy she gets to share their music with the world and connect with people through it, she also often wishes that they hadn’t had to become so well-known so young.

— ❥ Throughout the course of her career, Morgan has won many awards for their music, including many American Music Awards, MTV Awards, and two Grammys, one for Pop Album of the Year and one for Best Pop Solo Performance. Two of her albums, their self-titled debut album and her forth album Diamond Collar, have also gone certified platinum.

— ❥ Out of all the relationships they’ve had throughout the years and her career, Morgan is fairly sure that Iris, a fellow singer who, they dated for almost a year, is the only one she truly loved. They can’t help but be a bit grateful that relationship did end, though, because she never would have gotten together with Quinn otherwise.

— ❥ Morgan can’t actually skate before meeting Quinn. Their mother never really had the time to take her to a rink and teach them, and once she got famous they never really saw the point in learning, but Quinn does teach her after they get together.

— ❥ Morgan has never cared very much what the media says about them, but the one thing she will never tolerate is people saying bad things about their mother or judging her for growing up in a single-parent home. Lorelei Jennings sacrificed a lot to make sure her child had a good life, and suffered a lot with Morgan when they were going through hard times with her career and public perception, and Morgan will never accept anyone attempting to put her down for that.

tagging @lovings4turn, @hiya-itsamber, @theopenlocker, & @yoontwin ! ( also tentatively tagging @wintfleur )

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[ademirci]

#ARASDEMIRCI — he is dangerous because you will walk into the black hole at his heart with gratitude singing soft on your lips and hands clasped close in holy prayer.

STATISTICS.

full name: aras ozan demirci

nickname(s)/alias(es): -

age: 25

date of birth: june 17, 1999

place of birth: verona, italy

current location: verona, italy

gender: cis man

pronouns: he/him

romantic & sexual orientation: demiromantic bisexual

religion: atheist

occupation: pr specialist for house demirci

family: marcello demirci ( father — deceased ), ludovica demirci ( mother ), kemal demirci ( older brother ), kayra demirci ( older sister ), aylin demirci ( cousin )

education level: a msc in social and public communication from the london school of economics and political science ( 2023 - 2024 ); a ba in communications from university college london ( 2018 - 2021 ).

living arrangements: a 4 bedroom penthouse in the veronetta district of verona / demirci family home

financial status:  wealthy; majority comes from the family's wealth, but has earned a significant amount through his own work

language skills:  italian, turkish, english ( fully fluent ); spanish ( full professional fluency ); latin, chinese ( limited proficiency )

PERSONALITY.

positive / negative traits: amiable, adventurous / capricious, insincere

enneagram: type 7 — the enthusiast

mbti: entp

four temperaments: sanguine

zodiac sign: gemini

chinese zodiac: earth rabbit

to be added

BIOGRAPHY.

( tw: parental death, murder )

It's not often something bright is birthed within the confines of darkness as encompassing as the underworld of Verona, but from the moment he drew his first breath, Aras Demirci appeared to have different plans. Whereas the rest of his family bloodied their hands with ugly business behind closed doors, Aras drew people in with his natural magnetism. Given that he was the third child, he had fewer obligations within the mafia business and thus, had more time to mingle with people. It was no wonder Verona soon found itself enamored by the young prince — his boyish charm, his ability to smile just the right way to make you forget every naughty deed of his, his skill to make anyone feel included in his circle regardless of your background. In return, Aras reciprocated Veroneses' affection with the same kind of adoration. Life was perfect — until it wasn't.

Aras' carefree and beautiful life came to an abrupt end in 2011 when his father was discovered dead in the grim alley, a fate brought forward by his dearest friend. Everything was in sudden uproar; chaos and grief reigned over their family and the city; a need for blood and vengeance took root in the hearts of his relatives. But the young prince himself, he just felt hollow. It was hard to comprehend all of it, especially when his world previously had been as untouched by the ugly side of it as it could have. Furthermore, the pitying looks from people without anyone really asking how he felt about it all soon became unbearable.

To cope with the weight of it all, in addition to placing flowers on his father's grave, Aras buried a part of him that had exuded genuine joy. His mates at school saw little to no change in his demeanor; he was still the same charming boy, laughing and grinning, with a mischievous spark in his eyes. However, the air of genuine sincerity had vanished from his actions. Aras would seek people out and beguile them, only to drop them a moment later with no remorse as soon as his interest in them had waned. It was better this way, wasn't it? No one could crack a hardened heart, after all.

In the following years, he maintained a polite distance from Demirci family's activities and, purposefully, withdrew from his family members as well. And when the chance to brush off the dust of Verona's crimson streets came, Aras seized it without hesitation. London became his new home; and to describe those years as eye-opening and transformative would be an understatement of the century. No one knew him or his baggage here; he could just be and breathe. It was an exhilarating thing to realize, and Aras soon made the most of it. Indulged in lovers, made friends, explored the country and the world, proved to be a surprisingly gifted academic as well. His visits to Italy became less and less frequent, until they ceased entirely at the beginning of his master's degree studies in September '23. It was as if old self had slowly begun to return, for life was perfect. Until it wasn't.

In early autumn of 2024, Aras received unwelcome news from Verona — now would be the time to take the next step in their vendetta against the Moretti family. No doubt things would get messy and, given his experience in the field of communications and his natural charm, his assistance would be required to turn the tide of the war in Demircis' favor. For the briefest moments, he considered ignoring the command or fleeing. But as seeing that would've caused unnecessary meddling from the parts of his family, he decided against it and, reluctantly, returned to Verona's cobble streets. It's not his intention to stay any longer than absolutely necessary; he'll manipulate the masses to gain their support for his family and hopefully see someone pay for his father's murder. But once that's done? He'll drop this damned city like he's dropped anyone fooled by his amiable exterior and honeyed words.

TIMELINE & LOCATIONS THROUGH THE YEARS.

june 1999 - july 2018: verona, italy

august 2018 - august 2020: london, england

september 2020 - january 2021: barcelona, spain

february 2021 - october 2024: london, england

october 2024 -> : verona, italy

FUN FACTS.

idk ill update this

[9w1ft]

Hey 9wing!! Hello and I hope you're doing well <3

I've seen a couple of your posts mentioning this sort of sentiment and now I'm genuinely asking with curiosity; how would one think that Kaylor is a romantic love story?

No doubt, the songs are amazing masterpieces, the long-term perseverance is admirable and there are certainly many aspects of Kaylor that are poetic and remind me of the magic of 'soulmates,' whether that is practically real or not

However, even as a third party observer who has no stakes in this, I find it bleak and tiring sometimes

Constant backlash and scrutiny from the media, the people and most often your own fans; having to communicate in cryptic language; having to engage in unpleasant PR stunts; having to hide a central part of yourself just to survive in this world; not having the liberty to be yourself and love whomever you love loudly and proudly; being constantly misunderstood by a large fraction of the world; being loved but not seen; living in uncertainty about your own rights and freedom when the political climate's so unstable

I understand that life is not without problems and sometimes you have to do what you have to do with whatever choices are at your disposal. And these two will always have my support, and I make sure to respect my own mental health and step away from this site of the internet when things get too much

But how would one see the beauty in this? The light in the darkness? I would love to know and hear your and other's perspectives and what keeps you optimistic despite it all. Thank you and good day

i would love to hear from others!

i think that everyone will have their own definitions of beauty or romance, so i understand where you are coming from, and your impressions are valid for you!

for me, there are aspects of their story that i just cannot find in other places in the world, and it’s always been something that brings me opportunities reflect on my own life and life philosophy.

i think that there is something to be said for the amount of unconditional love that they show one another that appears when picking haven for one another at the risk of their reputations. i recognize that it probably doesn’t look that way for many people but from my perspective, it’s how i see it. there is something singularly authentic about it to me. as a enneagram type 9 (where my username comes from), i gravitate to the concept of holy love like a moth to a flame, and the dynamic of seeing taylor push her lovers away all her life and then meeting karlie and being inspired by karlie but still fighting doubt and ultimately trying to push her away only for karlie to vehemently refuse to leave is just.. something that really speaks to me. it sort of embodies the human struggle not just to give love but to accept love. i’m not sure if i’m explaining it well but there is so much depth to the love that she writes about in these albums, separate from the heavy external factors that have shaped their story.

but for me, those external factors only work to heighten my interest and appreciation for their journey. in my career i’ve done a lot of executive coaching work and study in leadership theory and i find the study of defining moments (sometimes called crucible moments) incredibly interesting and for taylor and karlie, at the top of their game, the stakes could not be higher and their navigation of everything is very interesting to me.

and i think that the struggle is a part of the beauty because i don’t always find easy things beautiful, and by that i don’t mean that pain is beauty in some voyeuristic way but that success after pain feels more spectacular than success without struggle.

if you are a fan of literature or philosophy, i would recommend the seminal work of junichiro tanizaki called “in praise of shadows” — there’s a fairly well known concept in japan called wabi-sabi which is the idea that true beauty is found in the transient and the fleeting. that a falling cherry blossom is more beautiful than a tree in full bloom, or that cracks in pottery ought be to celebrated (there a tradition in japan of fixing cracks in ceramics with gold called kintsugi). tanizaki’s writing is very formative to this concept and it’s something that has giving me a heightened appreciation for things with complication and age.

[cerenkocabas]

( cemre baysel, cis woman, she/her ) ceren kocabaş the twenty-seven year old is known as the airhead within the group. they are known to be sagacious and quixotic which makes sense when you think about her hidden addiction to high-stakes gambling but i guess we’ll find out for ourselves.

✿ 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬

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✿ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐬

full   name.   ceren ece kocabaş

nicknames.   cee, ren   

age.   twenty - seven 

date   of   birth.   march 12th, 1996   

place   of   birth.   istanbul, türkiye

ethnicity.   turkish

gender.   cis - woman   

pronouns.   she / her

sexual   orientation.   bisexual  

insipired by.  rapunzel ( tangled ), jess day ( new girl ), daisy buchanan ( the great gatsby ), ben wyatt ( parks and recreation ), scarlett o'hara ( gone with the wind ), cher horowitz ( clueless ), emma woodhouse ( emma )

✿ 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝

early years: ceren kocabaş was born into a life of luxury and privilege. raised in turkey, for her first years, her family's wealth stemmed from their ownership of hotels and resorts (think kempinski or marriott). the kocabaş chain quickly gained popularity not just in turkey but across europe and asia, establishing them as a prominent name in the hospitality industry.

relocation: when ceren was around 8 years old, her family made the strategic decision to expand their hotel empire to the united states, specifically new york city.

family dynamics: unfortunately, the transition to the u.s wasn't without its challenges. shortly after settling in new york, ceren's parents went through a divorce. her mother remarried, leading ceren and her mother to relocate to michigan. this change brought a new step-sister (the musician) into ceren's life.

relationship with aaron: throughout high school, ceren experienced a rollercoaster of emotions in her relationship with aaron howell. their love was intense but tumultuous, marked by frequent breakups and reconciliations. the drama reached its peak when ceren decided to pursue a degree in hospitality in switzerland, leading to a final breakup shortly after her departure. while ceren returned six months later, they rarely saw each other. mostly because ceren knew how easy it was to fall again with him. however, they rekindled their relationship a year ago, but broke up for good three months ago. however, they remained "friends".

education and career: following high school, her father arranged for her to study hospitality in switzerland for four years. however, after just six months, she decided it wasn't the right fit and returned to michigan. opting for a change of course, she enrolled at the university of michigan and earned a degree in communications. these days, she divides her time between new york and michigan, where she's actively involved in managing her family's hotel chain, specializing in pr.

✿ 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲

if you are into personality tests and all that stuff here’s the tea: ENFP, type 7 / the enthusiast (enneagram), melancholic (temperament), neutral good, pisces, hufflepuff.

ceren's head is often lost in the clouds, chasing after the whimsical and the fantastical, with little concern for the practicalities of life.

her mind resembles a cluttered attic, brimming with a mishmash of ideas and thoughts that she flits between, often leaving others struggling to keep up.

though she may seem absent-minded or spacey, ceren's heart is always in the right place, overflowing with warmth and kindness for those around her. she's not particuraly dumb, but she gets distracted easily.

even though ceren can seem a bit all over the place, she's got some real smarts tucked away. you might be surprised by the wise words she drops in the middle of her scatterbrained ramblings.

her trusting nature can sometimes border on naivety, leading her to believe in the best of people, even when they may not deserve it.

with a heart as vast as the ocean, ceren possesses a profound empathy that allows her to effortlessly connect with the emotions of those around her.

ceren falls fast and hard, often for the wrong people, her heart an open book that eagerly pens chapters of forgiveness, even when it should close.

✿ 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬

although she wasn't the top academic performer, she possesses a talent for languages, being fluent in turkish, english, french, german, and spanish.

her hidden talent is painting, also she mostly keeps this skill to herself.

she travels often, as she has to visit the family's hotels around the world.

her name is pronounced je-ren, but she is by now used to people pronouncing it ce-ren that she doesn't mind anymore.

she has a twin brother, but he pretty much was cut off and disowned. she hasn't spoken to him in almost 10 years. she rarely talks about this.

loooooves animals, back at the family home in upstate new york she has a horse, two cats and four dogs, that her father mostly takes care of since she's not home often.

you may not take her for a reader, but she is a bookworm at heart. she mostly reads romance novels.

often will brag that she's been to 15 eras tour shows just last year.

could fall in love with a potato, if the potato were nice to her.

she's too distracted, she hasn't been able to pass her driving test. she tries every year and somehow each year is worst than the last.

✿ 𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐨𝐧

the airhead

every group has that one friend that just never seems to understand what’s going on. this is them, as much as she tries somethings just go right over her head. they are the ex-girlfriend of aaron howell, best friends with the prom queen and step siblings with the musician. they stayed in michigan. this muse is female or non-binary.

[cinnamonfm]

{ SAVANNAH LEE SMITH, 22, CISWOMAN, SHE/HER } Is that HENRIETTA ASTOR? A JUNIOR originally from GREENWICH, CT they decided to come to Ogden College to study GOVERNMENT. They’re THE FALLEN PRINCESS on campus, but even they could get blamed for Greer’s disappearance.

001 – the basics.

full name: henrietta pearl kennedy-astor (no relation to the kennedys, other than name) nickname(s): heni, hen, etta, ettie, hettie date of birth: 01 november 2000 place of birth: greenwich, ct hometown: manhattan, new york sexuality: bisexual, though i’m pretty sure she thinks she’s mostly straight religion: agnostic, lapsed catholic

002 – the girl.

+ intelligent, loyal, resourceful, quick-witted, eloquent, cunning, astute, observant - fault-finding, rigid, insincere, scheming, unyielding, vindictive enneagram: 3w4 mbti: esfj temperament: choleric-melancholic

character inspiration(s): blair waldorf (gossip girl), cordelia chase (buffy the vampire slayer), paris geller (gilmore girls), quinn fabray (glee), summer roberts (the o.c), heather ratner (chuck), claire standish (the breakfast club), heather duke (heathers), regina george (mean girls), mini mcguinness (skins), lucille bluth (arrested development), alex russo (wizards of waverly place), amber mariens (clueless), sharpay evans (high school musical)

primary trope: the fallen princess secondary tropes: lovable alpha bitch, always second best, manipulative bitch, deadpan snarker, death glare, defrosting ice queen, good all along, bitch in sheep’s clothing, anti-hero, moral myopia, stepford snarker, jerk with a heart of gold, inferiority complex

how they embody their trope:

(brief neglect mention tw) Facades, facades, facades. In hindsight, it’s a wonder her first words as a toddler hadn’t been scripted for her and pre-approved by the Astor PR team. She’s the only child of two lawyers - with her mother serving her second term as New York’s attorney general and her father ensuring that multi-million dollar corporations were able to skirt around their social, environmental and fiscal obligations. They’re not American royalty, not by any means, but the Astor name carries a certain weight, and her parents would sooner give up all their worldly possessions than let her forget it. It wasn’t her parents who brought her up, so much as their expectations. Perfect grades, perfectly behaved, perfectly aligned with their wants and needs. The Astors hadn’t really wanted a child. What they’d been in the market for was a trophy. Henrietta, by virtue of her upbringing, is a perfectionist. Nothing she ever did as a child was good enough for her parents (not that they’d ever say that, but she could sense it), and nothing she ever does as a young adult is enough to meet her own impossible standards. She’s spent considerable time and effort constructing a vision of herself that she feels comfortable portraying to others, a thin veneer to keep herself hidden from onlookers - a never-ending performance. And part of that was being Greer’s best friend. After all, you’re only as good as the company you keep. She’s yet to take an actual tumble, but with Greer missing, the paint job on the facade that is Henrietta is slowly starting to crack. It’s only a matter of time before it starts chipping, too. 

general personality: 

Were I to use one word to describe Henrietta, it would have to be sharp. It’s her defining characteristic - she’s all edges, all the time. Sharp wit, sharper tongue. At least that’s the curated version of her. The one you’d get to see. Beneath the high school mean-girl persona, behind the rolling eyes and raised brows, she’s genuine and vulnerable and has the capacity for care. But she’s been raised to believe that kindness is a weakness, something for others to exploit, and so she’s extinguished that flamed. Stubbed the embers into the ground with her foot. Because it’s easier to keep people at a comfortable distance this way. This way, they won’t get too close. They won’t be able to see her for the lonely, insecure person she’s tried so desperately to keep under wraps.

003 – greer.

If there is such a thing as a universal truth, it is that teenage girls exercise cruelty rarely seen outside of cartoony depictions of hell. And if the Manolo-toting schemers of gossip girl were anything to go by, Manhattan girls were the absolute worst. Henrietta had thrown an uncharacteristic fit when her parents had broached the subject of moving (in the middle of the school year, no less) - tears wiped on the back of cashmere sleeves, voice choked with adolescent desperation. Were they trying to ostracise her from her peers? Ensure she’d stand out like a sore thumb? How did they expect her to find friends, when social hierarchies and cliques had already fully solidified by now? The answer to the latter was, unsurprisingly, Greer. Henrietta had hardly set foot on the grounds of her new alma mater, before Greer had linked elbows with her, flashed her a bright smile, and announced to anyone who’d listen that this, this was her best friend now. Maybe, she’d told herself as she returned home from that first day, moving hadn’t been such a bad idea after all. Ever since that first meeting, the two of them had been practically joined at the hip. If Greer was there, you could place a pretty safe bet that Henrietta was there. Joint birthday parties in their early teens, trips abroad over the summer holiday, secrets shared behind walk-in-closet doors. They were inseparable. It was the sort of friendship others looked at through either a lens of envy or aspiration. Or both. Perhaps that’s why Henrietta feels so guilty over how restricted she’d felt since traipsing in Greer’s footsteps all the way to Ogden. It wasn’t that she didn’t still love Greer in that platonic way a best friend does, because she really, really did, but college had just highlighted just how much her existence had been fashioned as an extension of Greer. It wasn’t like the power dynamic had ever been even, not even back in New York, but something about the new backdrop to their relationship had lit up its flaws like a starry night sky. Getting to bask in Greer’s light also meant existing in her shadow. It was always Greer, and then Henrietta, half a step behind. It was hard not to feel like an afterthought. An asterisk at the end of a lengthy paragraph.  004 – family.

(see here) To say that Henrietta’s relationship with her family teethers on being strained, would be an understatement. Everything she does is with the express intent of getting their approval, and yet, she’s never so much as gotten a nod in recognition. Everything she achieves, her brother (four years her senior) has already done. And better at that. During her formative years, they were too concerned with getting Evangeline elected as attorney general to let their children be children. And now they’re too concerned with getting her re-elected to see the damage that did to them. 

005 – brief summary of events. 

coming soon.

006 - wanted connections.

exes (derogatory) - these two used to date, and now they can barely stand to be in the same room as each other. can they even remember why? who knows, but that doesn't stop them from bickering all the same.

what could have been - what's worse than almost being something, but never quite getting there? these two never had the timing thing figured out

academic rival - the nelly yuki to her blair waldorf. someone heni feels like she has to outperform, all the time. could even be one-sided.

the project - no idle rich girl is complete without someone to take under her wing.

behind closed doors - someone heni gets on with, and likes spending time with, but for social reasons (and because she's the worst) she doesn't want to be seen with publicly

the light feminine to her dark feminine - she's always been a pack animal, and now that greer's off somewhere? being her counterpart is up for grabs.

[puella-1n-somn10]

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Name: Reem / Dystopia

Current Age: 24

Date of Birth: February 17th

Sexuality: Questioning Aro

Pronouns: Depends (am probably genderfluid), but usually go with They/Them

Nationality:  🇯🇴  + Partially Palestinian from my father’s side

ND?: Yes. Autism at the second stage, OCD, and ADD. Professionally diagnosed.

MBTI: INFP-T

Enneagram: Balanced 4-wings; closer to 4w5

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Blog Rating: 17+ (suggestive jokes present, look at the trigger list below)

Fandoms:

-Pokemon

-Stardew Valley

-Team Fortress 2

-Puella Magi Madoka Magica and its spinoffs

-The Magnus Archives

-Homestuck (w/o the epilogues)

-hopefully the Half-Life series

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Common Triggering Themes Present:

-Gore

-Body Horror (lots of it!)

-Cosmic Horror

-Venting (tagged as Recycle Bin)

-Dystopian Horror

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DNI:

-General Bigotry

-Tr//sc//m

-T//rfs

-Pr//sh//ppers

-Z//on//sts

-Ant//sem//tes

-P3d0s // Z00s

-Natdexers

[maliaalonto]

❛❛ 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐀 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐄𝐍 , and the walls were very high. She was a mixture of beauty and rage , vulnerability and strength , grace and fire. She was a beautiful storm , not the kind you run from , but the kind you chase ––––––––––––

FULL NAME. Malia Gisela Alonto

NICKNAMES. Mimi by family and close friends only

GENDER & PRONOUNS. Cisfemale + she/her

AGE. Thirty 1

RESIDENTIAL AREA. Downtown Westport

OCCUPATION. Publicist for Alonto & Co.

LENGTH OF TIME IN WESTPORT. 7 months

ABOUT | CONNECTIONS |  PINTEREST

STATS ━

BIRTHDAY. December 20, 1993

ZODIAC SIGN. Sagittarius

PLACE OF BIRTH. Manhattan, New York

SEXUAL ORIENTATION. Bisexual

ROMANTIC ORIENTATION. Heterosexual

RELATIONSHIP STATUS. Single

FAMILY ━

MOTHER’S NAME. Yori Alonto

FATHER’S NAME. Kastor Alonto

BROTHER’S ALIAS. Gabriel Alonto

GRANDPARENTS. Lorenzo and Corazon Alonto

COUSINS. tba

PERSONALITY TRAITS ━

MBTI. tba

MORAL ALIGNMENT. tba

ENNEAGRAM. tba

BIOGRAPHY ━

Malia Alonto grew up amidst the opulence of her family’s sprawling estate in the heart of New York city, where luxury was a constant, and appearances were everything. The Alonto name was synonymous with power, prestige, and success — at least on the surface. Malia’s parents, Kastor and Yori Alonto, were prominent figures in the world of high society, their wealth derived from a string of successful business ventures in finance and real estate. Yet, behind the polished exterior of their public lives, a labyrinth of secrets twisted beneath the surface.

From an early age, Malia was groomed to take her place in this gilded world. Her father, a formidable businessman with a reputation for being cold and calculating, pushed her to excel in everything she did. Her mother, a former beauty queen turned socialite, taught her the importance of perfecting the art of charm, of knowing how to play the game in a world where nothing could ever be quite as it seemed. But as Malia grew older, the weight of their expectations, combined with the undercurrent of unease that ran through her family, began to take a toll on her.

Malia’s early life was marked by privilege but also by subtle tension. The Alonto family’s wealth and influence were built on more than just savvy business practices — there were murmurings of questionable deals, hushed conversations about alliances with dangerous individuals, and whispers of family betrayals. Though her parents worked hard to shield her from the darker aspects of their world, Malia could sense the cracks in the foundation of their seemingly perfect life. It was during her teenage years that she first began to uncover fragments of her family’s hidden history: a mysterious death, a scandalous affair, and more than one betrayal that would have ruined the family name had the public ever found out.

Despite the shadows hanging over her, Malia followed the path set before her, attending a prestigious university where she studied communications and public relations. Her natural charisma, combined with her sharp mind, made her a standout in her field. By her mid-20s, she had already built a successful career as a publicist, working with A-list celebrities, high-powered politicians, and Fortune 500 companies. Her talent for managing crises and crafting perfect public personas made her in demand, but the pressure of maintaining flawless façades began to wear on her. It was a particularly high-profile scandal involving her family that finally pushed Malia to her breaking point. Her father’s involvement in a shady financial scheme, and her brother's high profile murder trial — one that threatened to ruin the Alonto name — became public, and Malia found herself at the center of a media firestorm. The family tried to weather the storm with carefully orchestrated PR moves, but it was clear to Malia that her life had become nothing more than a series of lies and damage control.

Craving a fresh start and desperate to escape the suffocating grip of her past, Malia made a bold decision: she left the city behind and relocated to a small town in the Midwest, a place where no one knew her name and where the constant pressure to perform could be momentarily forgotten.

Malia settled in the quaint, close-knit town of Westport, a place where the pace of life was slower and where the landscape was dominated by towering pines and fog-covered hills. Westport was a far cry from the dazzling lights of the city she had once called home, but it was a welcome reprieve. The townspeople were friendly, though wary of outsiders, and Malia quickly found solace in the anonymity that came with living in such a quiet, insular community.

Though she hoped to leave her past behind, the truth has a way of catching up. Malia finds herself taking on clients in the small town, using her PR skills to help local businesses navigate crises and improve their public image. As she gains the trust of the community, she also starts to uncover the town's own secrets — long-buried rivalries, hidden affairs, and uncomfortable truths. In a way, the town mirrors the world she has escaped, but now Malia is determined to do things differently. Despite her desire to leave her family’s dark past behind, Malia’s ties to her parents and their legacy are never truly severed. The Alontos, always keen to keep their secrets close to the chest, occasionally try to pull her back into their web of manipulation, making her question whether she can ever truly escape the chains of her heritage. At the same time, Malia is beginning to understand that she can’t simply outrun her past — she must confront it head-on and decide how much of her family’s darkness she’s willing to carry with her.

In Westport, Malia is learning to redefine who she is outside of her family’s shadow. She is more than just a publicist — she is a woman carving out her own path, making amends for the mistakes of her past, and slowly beginning to heal. But as the mysteries around her tend to unfold and the past continues to knock at her door, Malia will need to decide whether she can truly escape the ghosts that haunt her or whether she will always be bound to the secrets of her bloodline.

TLDR ━

trigger warning(s): betrayal, lies, infidelity, manipulation, murder

Malia Alonto is a talented and ambitious publicist, born into an affluent family with a legacy that spans generations. Raised in the lap of luxury, Malia has enjoyed the privileges that come with being part of the Alonto clan, a family known for their vast business empire and social prominence.

However, beneath the polished exterior of wealth and success, the Alontos harbor secrets—secrets that will eventually unravel and alter the course of Malia’s life.

Malia’s early years were marked by high society events, international travel, and an education at the finest institutions. As a young woman, she inherited her family’s flair for public relations, rising quickly in her career due to her sharp instincts, charm, and ability to manage the complex reputations of elite clients. By her mid-20s, Malia had become a sought-after publicist in the entertainment and corporate world, her name synonymous with discretion and success.

But her world was upended when a murder scandal shook the Alonto family. Malia’s brother, Gabriel, was implicated in the brutal killing of a prominent socialite, and the media frenzy that followed threatened to destroy the Alonto family name.

While the case remained clouded in ambiguity, Malia found herself at the center of a media storm, forced to protect her family’s image while grappling with the possibility that one of her own could be guilty of such a heinous crime.

In the aftermath of the scandal, facing constant media scrutiny and public judgment, Malia made the decision to leave her high-profile life behind. Seeking refuge from the ever-watchful eyes of the press, she relocated to the small, quiet town of Wesport—a place far removed from the glitz and glamour of her previous life.

She hopes the peaceful surroundings will offer her solace and distance from the scandal that continues to haunt her family.

But Westport is not as quiet as Malia hopes. The town has its own set of mysteries, and as she settles into her new life, Malia finds herself uncovering unsettling truths about both it and her family.

The dark secrets of the Alonto legacy are more intertwined with her past than she has ever imagined. Malia is determined to not only rebuild her career and her life but also to uncover the truth behind her brother's involvement in the murder—a truth that seems to be buried deep within the shadows of her family's history.

As she navigates life in Wesport, friendships form, enemies are likely to be made, and Malia will quickly realize that the truth is always far more elusive than she anticipates.

The weight of her family’s legacy looms large, but Malia is no longer the naïve young woman who once sought only fame and fortune. She's determined to take control of her own narrative and protect those she loves—no matter the cost.

Malia’s journey is one of self-discovery, redemption, and a relentless pursuit of the truth. As she grapples with the complexities of her past and the mysterious forces at play in her present, Malia learns that sometimes, the greatest secrets are the ones we keep hidden within ourselves.

HEADCANONS ━

Her Career. Malia didn’t get to where she is by accident. Alonto & Co. is one of the most powerful PR firms in the world, but Malia built it from the ground up. The pressure to constantly be one step ahead of her competitors, including her rival firm, is immense. She's always in the public eye, always being scrutinized, always needing to be perfect.

Emotional and Societal Burdens. Malia is constantly under the weight of expectation—not just from her family, but from society as a whole. She’s expected to be poised, polished, and impeccably successful at everything she does. The pressure to maintain an image of flawlessness is suffocating. Beneath her cool, controlled exterior, there’s an internal war between the woman she should be and the woman she wants to be.

Control. Malia is someone who thrives on control. She manages the narrative, the situation, and the people around her with precision. However, her family's secrets and scandals are things she can't entirely control. This reality begins to eat at her—especially as she realizes that not everything can be fixed with a well-timed press release or a carefully crafted public statement.

Moral Ambiguity. Malia is a character who often toes the line between what’s right and what’s necessary. She justifies morally questionable actions with the belief that she’s protecting her family, career, and reputation. Her ability to manipulate people and situations doesn’t come from a place of malice but rather from the belief that it’s necessary for survival.

Superstitions. Among family members, there’s a superstition that the Alonto family is doomed to fall apart due to their history of corruption and betrayal. Malia isn’t superstitious, but she does feel like she’s caught in the web of her family’s legacy and that escaping it will take more than just physical distance. It requires confronting her own sense of identity and choosing whether to accept or defy her past.

Professional. In her PR career, Malia always has a backup plan — a Plan B (and sometimes even a Plan C). It’s not just a professional habit; it’s a reflection of her upbringing in a world where things rarely went as expected, and she learned early to be prepared for any eventuality. Whether it’s a work project or a personal relationship, Malia tends to over-prepare for the worst-case scenario. It’s not that she’s overly pessimistic — it’s simply that, after years of family secrets unraveling at the worst possible times, she’s learned that being prepared for anything is the best way to stay ahead. This makes her feel a sense of security, even when everything around her seems uncertain.

She's a perfectionist with a creative side. Malia has always strived for perfection in everything she does—whether it’s her career as a publicist, her appearance, or her social interactions. But what most people don’t know is that she’s incredibly creative in ways that don’t show in her professional life. She’s an avid painter, though she’s never shown anyone her work. Her canvas is a reflection of her inner world—bold strokes of color, yet chaotic and unrefined in a way that represents her desire to break free from the constraints of her controlled life. She keeps her art hidden in the back of her closet, only allowing herself to create in private, where no one can judge her for imperfections.

She craves Normalcy. Though she would never admit it to anyone, Malia secretly yearns for a life free from the constraints of wealth, expectation, and the constant scrutiny of her family. While she enjoys the anonymity of Westport, part of her is still learning what it means to live in a world without high-society pressure or the constant need to maintain appearances. She finds herself envious of people who have "boring" lives — the kind where there aren’t complicated family secrets to navigate, or where social status isn’t a point of constant tension. It's an ongoing internal struggle for Malia, as she grapples with balancing the freedom she desires with the legacy of her family that she can't seem to fully escape.

She's Obsessively Early. Malia has an almost obsessive need to be early—for meetings, social events, flights, you name it. Being early is her way of maintaining control in a world where so much of her life was dictated by others. It gives her a sense of preparation and calm before the chaos of a situation sets in. She arranges everything meticulously in advance, even overthinking small details like what she’ll wear to a simple dinner. This habit stems from her childhood, where she felt she was constantly trying to avoid the mistakes or disappointments of her parents. Being early is her way of proving that she has everything under control, something that’s hard for her to relinquish.

An Incredibly Private Person, Even in Small Town Westport. While Malia does her best to integrate into life in Westport, she’s still fiercely private. She shares little about her personal life, even with the people she comes to trust. At first, her interactions with others are shallow, polite, and always carefully calculated. She rarely talks about her family or past, and when she does, it’s only in small, controlled doses, often deflecting with humor or dismissive comments. Malia’s privacy isn’t just a result of her upbringing in the public eye; it’s a defense mechanism. After a life of living under the microscope, she’s learned that vulnerability is a weakness. She holds her true self behind a mask, uncertain of whom she can trust in Westport.

Secretly Loves Romance Novels. Malia has an almost guilty pleasure in romance novels, particularly the steamy, historical fiction kind. She reads them in secret, often hiding the books under piles of her professional reading. Despite her carefully curated image of being all business and control, she craves the emotional connection and passion that she’s never had in real life. Malia’s interest in romance novels is a stark contrast to her emotionally restrained exterior. She fantasizes about a love that is wild, passionate, and unrestrained, something that seems impossible in her controlled world. Reading these books is a small rebellion—a way for her to feel emotions that she has long suppressed.

Knows How to Throw a Party… but Hates Attending Them. Having grown up in the world of high society, Malia is an expert at organizing and managing high-profile events. She can coordinate a gala, dinner party, or charity auction without breaking a sweat, making sure every detail is perfect and everyone is impressed. However, when it comes to actually attending these events, she dreads them. The endless small talk, the pretentiousness, and the fake smiles all make her feel suffocated. Malia learned to become a master of image control early in life, particularly when her family’s reputation was on the line. While she’s good at orchestrating these events, they always leave her feeling empty. Her ability to throw a perfect party, but reluctance to attend one, is a reflection of her deeper emotional dissatisfaction.

Malia Has a Fear of Being Forgotten. Beneath her well-controlled, stoic exterior, Malia harbors a deep fear of being forgotten or overlooked. Growing up in the shadow of her father’s empire and her mother’s need for perfection, she often felt invisible. Despite being surrounded by the trappings of wealth, she struggled with a sense of insignificance in her family. This fear manifests in her constant need to be in control, successful, and visible in her professional life. Malia’s career as a publicist, where she constantly works behind the scenes to shape public images, serves as a way for her to ensure she’s always “seen”—not just by the public, but by herself. She fears that without this visibility, she’ll be forgotten, just like the many overlooked members of her family.

Understands the Power of Silence. Malia is incredibly strategic in her use of silence. Whether in her personal or professional life, she knows when to say nothing in order to control the narrative. Growing up in a family where every word was calculated for its impact, she learned that silence can be more powerful than any statement. She’s also adept at using silence to manipulate situations—sometimes making people feel uncomfortable or forcing them to confront truths they don’t want to face. Silence is a tool that Malia uses to protect herself. It’s often the only way she feels she can truly have control over a conversation or situation, especially when things start to spiral or feel out of her grasp. It’s also a defense mechanism, a way to withdraw when she feels vulnerable or exposed.

Is Surprisingly Good with Technology. Malia is more tech-savvy than she lets on. While she might not advertise it, she’s very good with social media, websites, and digital marketing, having learned the ropes of online branding as part of her job as a publicist. She’s especially good at creating fake social media accounts to track people or events when needed. Her skill set makes her an excellent strategist when it comes to managing public images and preventing scandals from blowing up in the media. Technology is a way for Malia to control her environment, without the need for face-to-face interactions. While her family’s social power was often rooted in traditional media and appearances, Malia sees technology as the modern battleground for influence—and she’s adept at using it to manipulate and control narratives, even when they aren’t her own.

Still Holds a Grudge Against Her Family, But Feels Guilt for It. Despite everything her family has put her through, Malia still harbors a deep, unresolved resentment for Kastor and Yori. She feels betrayed by them for their emotional neglect, but she also struggles with feelings of guilt. She’s not sure whether she should forgive them or continue distancing herself, knowing that severing ties may destroy what little familial connection remains. This internal tug-of-war between resentment and guilt keeps Malia in a state of emotional limbo. She yearns for the love and approval she never got from her parents but is also terrified of giving them any more power over her. This tension is something she’ll need to resolve before she can fully heal and move on.

[emailhysteria]

bluelock conversations we arent ready for

- kainess argue with people and say theyre doing “nonsexual petplay” and quote some article that kaiser read about it. everyone knows thats not what is happening

- rin and ness could be each others rebounds. its like bachirin but ness is less of a presence than bachira… hes enabling rins egoism hes a safer option

- rin’s enneagram 4 pathology

- femlock shidou isnt a gyaru she still wears vkei =_= i still save the fanart people make because tf i look like butyea

- they should let anri play

- reo and misa amane are the exact same trope

- a lot of the “dark content” reader inserts are the way they are because people dont think they deserve positive attention even in their imagines. but this is like tangentially related. i love to suffer too

i should just post my slop on some sideblog but im incapable of expressing more vulnerable emotions than hating and having fun so all of my ideas are like “bluelock characters react to you coming out” and reo reacts like a pr manager of a corporation during june

[funkymbtifiction]

Some real talk on Fi: a submission

 I’ve noticed a Fi-bias on the internet. It tends to glamorise Fi as this lofty, Wonder Woman function that somehow epitomises all that’s principled and good. I just read a PersonalityCafe thread listing the flaws of Fi and Fe. While Fe got blasted as manipulative, mindlessly conformist, and even psychopathic at worst, Fi got an easy pass with stuff like ‘refuses to go along just to keep the peace’ ‘cannot lie’ ‘cannot be persuaded to compromise its ideals’ etc. I laughed because these were clearly flattering ‘cute flaw’ descriptions. Like when a job interviewer asks you, ‘What’s your greatest weakness?’ and you say, ‘I work too hard!��� Cute flaw. Your interviewer will roll their eyes because your words will come off as self-flattery in the guise of critique. Saying that the flaw of Fi is ‘I won’t conform to stupid things! I’m too idealistic and principled!’ is not real talk.

Real talk is actual, hurtful, ugly flaws that make you go ‘Well, shit.’

As an INFP, I know what high Fi is like at its worst. It’s not cute. Let me share a story.

Last summer, my mum was diagnosed with cancer. All my friends were kind. But I felt a great gulf from my fellow high Fi-users because…none of them had gone through bereavement or family illness themselves. They could offer empathy or care on the surface, but I could always sense the gulf when they spoke. It was ‘I’m sorry to hear that’ and ‘I hope she gets better soon’ but - a patently obvious void within, an absence of deeper feeling. Fe users get a lot of crap for being ‘fake’, but have you ever heard a Fi mouth a platitude about something when they cannot relate their own experience or their own selves back to it?

Oh, they were kind, but their high Fi pulled them inextricably into their own inner universe. They were certainly willing to help, but ultimately their inner world was drenched with them (who am I? what am I here for? Me, mine, my). I know that inner radio - I have it myself. It blares away all the darn time! When I talked to them, I always walked away feeling more alone. Oh, of course they were sympathetic, but on a more fundamental level, their world was self-preoccupied (‘my musings, my ideals, my identity’). My grief felt lonely and cold after being in their presence. Some of the more tactless ones couldn’t help but explicate how my words fed their own inner world (‘This makes me think of my relationship with my family’/‘That makes me think of my mortality’).

It hurt like hell.

Told ya this story wasn’t pretty. This isn’t about the ‘cute flaws’ Fi usually basks in on the internet.

Let’s talk Fe. A common internet myth (one which walks hand in hand with Fi’s badass edgelord image) is that Fe’s just a people-pleaser, a PR manager, a nosy teacher, the function-equivalent of a mom elbowing her kids to say hello to the guests. Right?

Nah. Fe can be blazing warmth. Fe can be heartfelt. Fe can be passionate compassion. My isolation only lifted when I met a healthy Fe-user, Margo. Margo cared about my mom because – she just did. She didn’t need to know what it was like to experience her own mom ill. She didn’t need to have met my mom. Margo didn’t need to tie my experience back to who Margo was or what Margo stood for – heck, it wasn’t about Margo at all. She just sat on my bed and asked me questions about the colour of my mom’s eyes and where my mom went to school and gosh-where-did-your-mom-get-her-grit-from and something magical happened:

I felt warm.

I felt warm because I looked into that girl’s eyes and I could feel the care emanating from her. Over the next six months, Margo called me to ask how surgery appointments went; she looked through album photos with me; she texted me memes she said reminded her of my mom. And nah, Margo wasn’t an Enneagram 2. She just cared.

Now, Fi users can do all of these things. But what was different about Margo’s healthy Fe is that on a fundamental level, she had the capacity to care deeply about something and someone that she had never had any personal experience with. And her feelings did not centre herself or her life. It was about my mom.

It was the most comforting thing I could have received.

Now, this is not a Fi vs Fe post (for heaven’s sake, I’m a badge-carrying INFP myself). It is an attempt to go beyond the usual caricatures of independent warrior vs tyrant manipulator when we talk of Fi and Fe. To my fellow high Fi-users: not all our flaws are cute. Sure, we’re allowed to say we’re fierce free spirits; we’re allowed to say we refuse to compromise. Just remember to include stuff that doesn’t make us sound like the Justice League. We have flaws that are not cute and not glamorous and actually pretty unpleasant and hurtful for others. We may make things all about ourselves when someone else is suffering. We may not have room for someone else’s pain. We may project our own experience on someone else rather than making space for them. We may not make someone feel truly seen and heard. We may hurt someone through our self-absorption.

We are amazing, but sometimes….we need to learn to get ourselves out of the way.

[coffeeshoptalkks]

hyunjae | entp vs intp |

yet another unnecessarily long analysis that no one asked for

hes so cute :(

aka i have a fever and don’t want to do calculus so here we are

used personality database data/discussion and made my own decision

theres been a lot of debate about hyunjae being an entp vs intp 

and by a lot i mean just on personality database but i must have an answer so here we are

the gist is that we’re all sure hes a XNTP but when it comes to cognitive functions it gets messy cause you’re just working with order

yeah yeah grant vs myers briggs, jungian, can it world

so me being the Ne user i am i need all the information in the world and then make connections

bad news for explaining it is that nobody except me has the exact connotations for what i’m talking about and makes sense in my head

the easiest way for me to explain this is that i use every personality categorization system, astrology, socionics, mbti, enneagram, and type people within each system

after that i start drawing lines between all of the classifications

its very nice for Ne to have a base because otherwise anything i’m trying to explain is more like grandiose hand waving while nobody understands

anyway

each test looks for something different

you can be the same type as someone with mbti but a different enneagram (entp 8w7 vs entp 2w3 - yes we know the 2w3 isn’t normal, he got fucked up as a child)

so i looked at this in a really holistic sense

everything connects to everything

so the final decision is just the culmination of the data that i’ve collected and then made a decision on

disagree if you like :)

btw theres a dissertation below the cut lol

final decision: INTP

its an intp with classic entp enneagram fixes

(person who talked about intp w/ entp enneagram)

the general consensus is that jae is a 7w8 

(i have not looked super far i am going off of other peoples information but it feels correct)

argue all u want on the fixes but core is gonna be 7w8

its not uncommon for an INTP to have a 7 core

a wing 8 would make the 7 a little more daring and outgoing than your average 7w6

it would also make an INTP look closer to the ENTP stereotype

also please keep in mind that we see him around his members most of the time and all XNTPs become 10x more social and comfortable around close friends than in a new situation

remember that both ENTPs and INTPs have Fe/Si (opposite orders) as tertiary and inferior

when thrown into a completely new situation both of them have to get a sense of what is going on before doing anything else

for me its pushing until i hit a wall and going “great! now i know where the wall is” and i can avoid it from then on

it may come off as blunt and inappropriate but really we just have 0 clue whats going on until you give us a little time

once you get us in our element engaged in something we find interesting we won’t shut up 

i’m using “we” referencing ENTP/INTPs because they do share some fundamental similarities

so assuming hes a 7w8 it would make sense for him to be a little bit more outgoing than your average intp, and considering the amount of time he spends around his members it would also make sense for him to be more comfortable in the environment that he’s super familiar with

overdeveloping an inferior function

sometimes people end up with a really strong tertiary function or super super overdeveloped inferior function

hyunjae is an idol

his fe had to develop faster otherwise PR would be a nightmare and it would just be overall problematic

its the same premise when female ENTPs almost always have more developed Fe than male ENTPs, especially when they’re younger

because females are expected to be more emotional and empathetic than men (fuck you society but aneyway) female entps get exposed to “needing” Fe a lot earlier in life

no you don’t have to develop it, but most of the time its easier to put on a Fe mask and chameleon your way through a situation than fight every dumbass who underestimates you and doesn’t have a brain

“you catch more flies with honey” bullshit

pain in the ass but society dictates...

move on before you go on ur what society expects from females rant girl

where was this going? right

given the circumstances it would make sense for hyunjae to develop his Fe in a way that many INTPs wouldn’t

speaking from my own perspective, XNTPs are able to fit in anywhere because they learned real early that their “normal” behavior was not acceptable, societal or otherwise

without sounding egotistical, the world was not made for XNTPs to function in

our entire society could be categorized as XSXJ

people living in the literal world, in the moment, and people wanting structure and planning 

that made 0 sense oh whell

you get a better idea when looking at the cognitive functions

the bottom two are Fe/Si or Si/Fe 

XNTPS need context for anything to make an ounce of sense

whether it be with people or situations

if we haven’t experienced a situation before (even a moderately similar one doesn’t help that much) its fucking stressful cause Ne/Ti is running around on a four-wheeler with torches and a blindfold on with Si and Fe frantically trying to put up bumpers before they hit something (ie fuck something up or do something “inappropriate”)

as an idol you have to be very careful with your image

say what you might about whether they should be judged harshly etc etc but its just facts

one wrong move could cause a scandal, hatred towards your group

with that on the line, you naturally are going to be more conscientious about your image, your actions towards people, how others see you

the biggest argument for ENTP is his developed Fe

but as someone whos sitting with a really forcibly developed inferior Si?

all the other information combined makes me say INTP

personal anecdote here:

at 19 entps aren’t usually dealing with Fe that well, let alone Si

but for me, a situation came around that made me develop Si

it was literally: take care of your body, manage your time, fucking feed yourself 

or stop living your life in any functioning manner

you know what i chose

so now i’ve got a (relatively speaking to the normal ENTP growth path) overdeveloped Si 

its still not great, but it sure is a hell of a lot better than before my life hit the fan

with a career on the line?

you develop that damn Fe lol

sidetracking a little into enneagram territory but it applies here

hyunjae has a SP/SO instinctual stack (more below)

tldr is that hes selfish with his time but also wants to take care of the group around him

for context i’m a SP/SX 8w7

you put SP/SO together and you’re trying to maintain the harmony of the group 1. because you want to and 2. because a harmonious group is less work for you to try and fix every problem that pops up

you would not believe the lengths i will go to to avoid extra interpersonal work

i kid you not i will actively attempt to prevent a problem from happening by steering the conversation or lightly planting ideas when talking to people

to the point that (i admit) it might be more work than if i just let the damn thing play out

because despite my dislike of feelings (and people sometimes) that Fe decides to stick its head out and make me feel morally responsible to do something about the problem

quite annoying when i’ve got other problems going on

as much as i’m sure hyunjae cares deeply about his members, at least a small part of him is doing it because it literally just causes fewer problems to deal with it then than in the future

like *ah, i can tell them to be careful of their image rn and avoid press and the emotional turmoil that will follow later*

that kind of thing

citing that tertiary Si

as stated earlier, the most convincing argument for him being a ENTP is his developed Fe

on the flip side, not being able to find a tertiary Si

i’ll make this argument the most with Ni, but introverted functions are, by nature, harder to spot

the energy goes inwards not outwards, one of the biggest gripes that i have with people is (i’m an entp if you haven’t figure it out) that they underestimate my Ti

when i’m around people i’m using that Ne/Fe

Ne’s spewing off crazy ideas and Fe is a carefree child getting excited by Ne’s suggestion to get ice cream at 2am

they don’t see the Ti

(listen, i would love to nOt use personal anecdotes but i have no other way to explain the mess of connections in my head so you’re welcome)

the most obvious Si to me is his love of iron man

the dude LOVES iron man, and we love him for it

but entps don’t get attached easily

to this day i don’t have a “quote” to live by or favorite movie

him latching on to a character and having it inspire him since he was a child points towards a tertiary, rather than inferior Si

child being the key word there

the only way that my Si manifests when it comes to being sentimental/holding on to the past is with tangible things 

my favorite type of sushi, the brand of pens i’ve used for years, the coffee drink that i order at every single shop no matter what (oops)

i said earlier that my Si was developed, it is, but it was such a conscious decision and awareness for me to do so

it doesn’t change the fact that it’s an inferior function for me

hyunjae is very open about his love for iron man, hes attached to past things and ideas

they bring him comfort and inspiration

i believe hyunjae said thank you for inspiring him since he was 7/8?

and entp wouldn’t be using Si like that so young, but an intp? that’s a different story

enneagram instinctual variants/stacking

jae has a SP/SO instinctual stack

i’m not even going to put a disclaimer cause hes textbook tbh

what happens with an SP first instinct is that you are so incredibly stringent with your time and resources

sometimes this gets over-written when in an especially good mental state or when the SP feels they have enough resources

but in general its a “me first, i’ll deal with you people later”

you know those air masks that airplanes have and the “if you have a child secure ur own mask before helping them”

same premise

in a SPs head their wellbeing is more important than others because if they aren’t functioning then how the hell are they supposed to help other people

even a super introverted ENTP (i’m talking about energy wise not cognitive functions) SP instinct or not, is going to be as quiet and, dare i say awkward/uncomfortable in social situation the way that i’ve seen hyunjae be

anecdotal evidence

i have never met an entp that would describe themselves as shy

ambivert? maybe

introverted? also maybe

but shy isn’t usually in the repertoire 

this person (here)

said that they have never seen an ENTP look as out of place as hyunjae does sometimes, and honestly? i would have to agree

with his members the Fe is blatantly obvious

but you put him in a new situation?

hes not reading people and opening up like an ENTP would

you give an ENTP about 30 mins and a conversation in any environment they’re gonna be talking to the person about their wedding and three dogs

hyunjae just... doesn’t do that? 

in the millennial video jae says that hes the one who will stand up for someone

sometimes to the point of it being detrimental to him

real talk? a SP ENTP would not be doing that most of the time

because it better be a real big thing for me to actively put myself in a bad position for you because then its more work for me personally

Si in the tertiary spot does the same thing that Fe in an entp does

it goes “i know what to do, but the question is will i chose to”

sacrificing his own comfort for someone else’s is both growth in Si (being pushed out of comfort zone causes growth) and also a misuse if it causes him to neglect his own needs

he said that one of his problems is being too blunt and his words being taken the wrong way 

entps are calculated

tertiary Fe means that they’re very liable to misuse it (ie manipulate and lie their asses off for fun, which granted, is entertaining sometimes)

when an ENTP decides to say something blunt they know the general outcome of their words

how it might be taken, what will happen afterwards

in essence “you have to know the rules to break the rules”

and damn is that true

when an entp says something rude (or even something that could be perceived as rude 8/10 for this one lol) 9/10 times its so fucking intentional

like i cannot emphasize how intentional those decisions are

if we’re even somewhat familiar with the person involved we know what buttons to press and which ones not to

its when we make the conscious decision to press the button 

last one here

you know that tiktok dance challenge for cosmo?

the dude is SHY 

i do believe that he hunches over when his turn is done and attempts to avoid eye contact with everyone lol

during the group dance he legitimately stands behind juyeon, doesn’t dance, and then shuffles back off camera

its really an argument against tert Fe here because when put in an uncomfortable positions ENTPs will usually push it off with sarcasm/use Fe to show their discomfort

their feeling goes outwards towards other people while jae doesn’t do the *pushing vibes off self into the room* thing that i’ve found to be common with entps

wheww that was a lot

so have an analysis that nobody asked for… i spent so much time watching hyunjae today and i have no regrets

tbh i really do respect him as a person and this is all speculative/what i’ve deduced from information

quick reminder that this is all for fun and entertainment, and the reality is we don’t know our idols in real life ! !

any time that an idol chooses to open up is a real gift, especially because they don’t have to. they do it as a gift to fans.

i’ll write a long ass thing later about me speaking in definitives but always having the understanding and belief that it is my opinion and not fact

ie when i talk about astrology but don’t even know where i stand on belief but i do use it as a method to categorize and understand people

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hope you enjoyed

stan the boyz 

fin :)

[trickarrows-bishop]

hi in case u needed a reminder that trini is a four.

(this is Four from a Sleeping At Last album that delves into each of the enneagram types. also yes, tag this as pr enneagrams)

oh my GODDDD???

[solitvdcs]

* lana condor, cis female + she/her | you know parker hassan, right? they’re twenty-one, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, their whole life? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to work bitch by britney spears like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole grass-stained jeans, overfilled ice cream cones, off-key karaoke thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is march 28, so they’re an aries, which is unsurprising, all things considered.

basic info

full name: parker theresa hassan

birth date: march 28, 1999

pronouns: she/her

hometown: irving, north carolina

sexuality: pansexual (very very VERY heavily female leaning, with an unfortunate mild attraction to men)

height: 5′1″ on a good day

eye color: dark brown

hair color: black

build: athletic

tattoos: the ny yankees emblem on the back of her neck

piercings: earlobes, won’t go any further because she would have to plug them during baseball season and it’s a pain in the ass

style: comfort over style, function over fashion. unless she’s going out then as few clothes as possible while still being considered “decent”

favorite color: orange

favorite food: cupcakes

zodiac: aries sun, leo moon, sagittarius rising

mbti: estp

hogwarts house: gryffindor

enneagram: type 7 wing 8

temperament: sanguine-melancholic

alignment: chaotic neutral

growing up, parker was always really close to her dad. tom hassan was a minor league baseball player that had almost made it to the pros before he suffered a career ending injury, and parker had inherited his athletic ability. she was able to throw a baseball at the ripe young age of three, and by the time all of her friends were starting tee-ball, she had already joined little league. practicing brought parker and her dad closer together, and she knew if she looked out from the pitcher's mound, her dad would be in the stands watching.

and then one day, he wasn't.

when parker was a sophomore in high school, and the only girl on the boy's baseball team, she was a pitch away from throwing the first no-hitter in her school's history. she was on fire, and nothing could break her focus. she looked up to meet her dad's eyes — like she always did before she was about to throw the last pitch - and tom hassan wasn't there. parker lost her focus and the batter hit a home run; her team still won the game ultimately, but parker still felt like she lost.

DEATH/DRUGS/ALCOHOL TW. after that day, parker gave up on everything. she wasn't ready to take on so much responsibility; she was fifteen, for crying out loud! she did everything she could to stray away from responsibility: she quit the baseball team, her grades slipped, she started hanging out with an undesirable crowd, and she discovered the wonders of alcohol. it was nice to forget her problems for a night, even if they came to confront her in the sober light of day. but one night, she got in the car with a guy she'd been seeing - she knew he'd been drinking, but he swore he was good to drive. parker was too far gone to argue, so she climbed in the back while he and his friend claimed the front two seats. what happened next was a blur, but the next thing she knew, the car was wrapped around a tree. the two guys were unconscious or dead — she couldn't be sure which — but she luckily had come out relatively unharmed. she climbed out and ran, the adrenaline sobering her up enough to get her to a safe place. the two were pronounced dead on arrival, and nobody ever found out she was in the car with them, and she swore nobody ever would.

parker realized her coping mechanisms weren’t working, and she tried to slip back into her old life as smoothly as possible. she trained for hours every day over the summer to get herself back into shape for the next baseball season, and though the coach was skeptical, he could see the effort she was making. this time it was her decision to continue, not her father’s; everything about her life was in spite of him instead. but once baseball season was over, she found herself slipping back into old habits, only to have to train as hard to get ready for the next season. it was a vicious cycle, but without baseball to distract her, she couldn’t sit with her own thoughts. and then the college offers started pouring in, everyone wanting a piece of the pr gold mine she was. she decided on ucla, because it was as far away as she could get from the demons that haunted her mind whenever it was at rest. but what the fuck was she supposed to do with her life, besides baseball?

parker’s radio show came about towards the end of her freshman year at the campus radio station. it took a lot of work to convince her professor to actually let her start one, since she wasn't exactly known for being "responsible", but with months of research and planning to back her up, her professor finally gave in. with parker's popularity around campus, "parks and sex" quickly became the most listened to radio show in the area, and once it became available for download on itunes and spotify, the most downloaded podcast. for the first time, it was something that truly felt like her accomplishment.

and then, her little sister got sick.

the middle child of five, the hassan siblings were thick as thieves their whole lives, and parker had been the first to make a break for it. as soon as the semester ended, she was on a plane home and in the process of transferring back. as much as she wanted to keep her hopes high that her sister would be okay, she also didn’t want to miss what could be her last moments with them. her last semester of college is underway, and she’s terrified for what comes next, but hey — at least the baseball team has been doing better since she got back!

[enchanting-disaster]

Hi! I would like to request an mcu matchup if you’re doing them? If not then ignore this!

Basics: I am 5’7”, cancer (I don’t believe in zodiacs because I’m like the opposite), Slytherin, ENTP, enneagram type 8. I’m Chaotic, sarcastic, vengeful, dramatic, according to people I know, mean. I’m also a raging feminist.

Looks: Skinny body type (i got nothing😭) hella pale, brown hair with red highlights, and hazel eyes that change color.

Social-related Facts? I am secretly touch-starved and a hopeless romantic. I’m not the most social (I’ve only got 2 friends; I don’t think people need them though.) but love being alone to have time to myself for reading, writing, drawing, playing video games, and listening to music.

My Good/Bad Side: Some of my worst traits are selfishness, stubbornness, jealousy, vindictiveness, being manipulative, and rage. Some of my good traits are my intelligence, creativity, resourcefulness, and humor (which is very dark and sometimes offensive) Overall, I’m a pretty chill person but but can be short-tempered at times and if you anger or provoke me the only advice I have is to run🙂

Fun Facts/Miscellaneous: I am Pagan/Wiccan and have an unhealthy obsession with collecting rocks and shells (and reading fanfics but let’s not worry about that🥴) I’m Moldovan and Romanian is my first language. I get like either no sleep or sleep until noon and I’m a big over-thinker and have anxiety. Believe me or not, but I can in fact see auras (if I concentrate but also sorta unfocus my eyes kinda; it’s weird)

I hope that was a good description😅

Sparklies for you✨✨✨

I’ll be doing a romantic relationship match up, and if you have a gender preference, don’t hesitate to let me know, so maybe I could change it if the person I give you, isn’t the gender you’re attracted to. Also, let me know if you want a best friend pairing.

Your Significant Other:

Loki Odinson!

I think Loki would be a great match for you romantically.

Slytherins tend to be realistic and look at the facts and see the most plausible outcome, Loki also has that trait. Sometimes because of it you two might seem pessimistic to those who would rather dream of a better possibility, but you’re both really not pessimists.

Slytherins tend to be charming also. And Loki is a very charming person when he tries, so the two of you together, with Loki actually trying, could probably charm anyone you want.

Slytherins also tend to be analytic and self reliant, which is are traits you would share with Loki too.

Because of you’re ENTP, The Debater personality type, I can see you and Loki bantering back and forth with witty comebacks being exchanged.

Because you’re intelligent, creative, and resourceful, I feel like that would lead to if both of you are stuck in a bad situation you would probably be the first one to come up with a plan.

Enneagram type 8 tend to be protective and I could see you arguing with Odin over something callous he might say to Loki whether he meant to or not.

You strike me as a really independent person, and I know Loki would love that. He would most definitely prefer a significant other that doesn’t need to depend on him all of the time. Doesn’t mean he would like you to need him sometimes.

But because of your independent personality, Loki might be fearful that you would leave him behind, of course you wouldn’t and you tell him as much, but it’s still a fear of his. Which would probably lead to some jealousy on Loki’s part.

Okay, you’re dramatic. Loki is too.

You’re a vengeful and vindictive person, now I’d like to believe your both of these traits when you’ve been wronged first, which would also lead Loki to be just as vengeful and vindictive as you because he’s protective of you.

You have a dark and dry sense of humor, Loki wouldn’t mind at all, he’d probably joke around with you just as much.

Okay, Loki is a trickster, that means he most definitely has played pranks, and to make you feel included without actually getting you in trouble if it backfires, Loki might ask you for prank ideas to do on others because you’re creative and cunning.

You’re a raging feminist? Loki would definitely support you! Whenever you’re schooling someone on the matter of feminism, Loki would probably be right behind you nodding his head in agreement and solemnity because he knows he doesn’t have to say anything because all you’re saying is correct, but he’ll nod and smirk at the person being schooled to show he agrees with what you’re saying.

You can be selfish, well Loki can be too. And the two of you would probably work together on that.

You an Loki share a lot of flaws, not to hate on you or anything, but because of this I feel like you and Loki would work together so you can both improve and become better versions of yourselves.

Loki can also be short tempered and that can probably lead to misunderstandings that result in yelling and screaming. But after you both cool down and are away from each other, you’d both come back and talk about what happens so you can come to an agreement.

I don’t really know about Paganism or being Wiccan. Correct me if I’m wrong, but I’m pretty sure in ancient cultures that involved magic? Well, Loki would love to teach you magic.

You said you can sometimes see others auras, well Loki might even help you so that it’s more pronounced and you’ll be able to see auras better.

You said you have anxiety. (You have my empathy not that you asked for it though I just wanted to express that to you. You can talk to me whenever you want about it, even though I may not understand what you’re going through.) Okay, anyway so, whenever your having a bad day or moment Loki would be right there beside you helping you get through it.

You have an unhealthy obsession with collecting rocks and shells? Loki would definitely help you look for some new rocks and shells to collect, just to make you happy and see you smile.

You’re touch starved, well Loki would most definitely shower you in affectionate touches.

You’re a hopeless romantic, well Loki may not be, but he’d try anyway because it’s you and he cares for you deeply.

Your Best Friend

Clint Barton!

Maybe it’s because you kind of remind of Natasha in a way and Clint’s her best friend.

Or maybe because you’re mostly opposites of each other and that’s why you guys would be the best of friends.

Like where he lacks something, you’ll be there to make up for it and where you lack something, he’ll be there to make up for it.

And you said you’re chaotic and Clint is a chaotic king.

And Clint definitely pranks the Avengers and he’d probably ask you for help in doing it.

And he’d probably show you that it’s okay to change and that there’s nothing wrong with that and he’d help you change also.

And you said you like listening to music, well assuming Clint plays the drums because he’s messing with drumsticks, he’d probably try to teach you how to play them.

Let me know if you disagree with anything or anything I said that you didn’t like. Thank you for the request.

And sparkles for you too!

✨✨✨

[spooky-drusilla]

Look i really wanted to come here and be all cool and reply in portuguese but I just realized i cant even make a full sentence correctly without my notes *sad noises*

I can still read it im glad everythings perfect and im MORE than well

I SAW 1900S TRAIN RUINS

I AN ESTATIC

I see you had to go through your exams! I hope after you take the 2 you need to retake your completley free and well!

I actually really did miss you a lot so heres a mini catch up with me

-my obsession still remains ennegrams pr history but also add resurfacing train obsession

-No vaya ser by pablo alborán giving me argentinian ty rights

-ive done nothing in life

-yey

Akhakshskhsks it's fiiine! idk anything about Spanish, so you being able to understand what I said in Portuguese already sounds like a great accomplishment to me

AAAAAA THAT SOUNDS SO COOL!!!!!! My mom worked in a museum that used to be a train station in the 1900s!!! Everything was SO beautiful aaaaa Rn she works in the construction of a museum made out of the house that was built for a Portuguese princess to live in when the colonizers first divided Brasil. But then the princess married a french dude and they never came to my city lmao

Aah I also hope so😔😔 Chemistry is so confusing, I hate this

-I never quite understood enneagram?? Everytime I take the test the result is different lmaooo. I think last time I was a 5w6?? Or something like that??

- YESYESYESYES AAAAAH THIS IS SO PERFECT!!

No vaya a ser que te quiera y te vuelvas a ir

No vaya a ser que me enamore aún más de ti

No vaya a ser que me equivoque y te vuelva a perder

No vaya a ser que me caiga otra vez

😭😭😭😭😭

-ive done nothing in my life either lmao

[cinnamonfm]

{ SAVANNAH LEE SMITH, 22, CISWOMAN, SHE/HER } Is that HENRIETTA ASTOR? A JUNIOR originally from GREENWICH, CT they decided to come to Ogden College to study GOVERNMENT. They’re THE FALLEN PRINCESS on campus, but even they could get blamed for Greer’s disappearance.

001 – the basics.

full name: henrietta pearl kennedy-astor (no relation to the kennedys, other than name) nickname(s): heni, hen, etta, ettie, hettie date of birth: 01 november 2000 place of birth: greenwich, ct hometown: manhattan, new york sexuality: bisexual, though i’m pretty sure she thinks she’s mostly straight religion: agnostic, lapsed catholic

002 – the girl.

+ intelligent, loyal, resourceful, quick-witted, eloquent, cunning, astute, observant - fault-finding, rigid, insincere, scheming, unyielding, vindictive enneagram: 3w4 mbti: esfj temperament: choleric-melancholic

character inspiration(s): blair waldorf (gossip girl), cordelia chase (buffy the vampire slayer), paris geller (gilmore girls), quinn fabray (glee), summer roberts (the o.c), heather ratner (chuck), claire standish (the breakfast club), heather duke (heathers), regina george (mean girls), mini mcguinness (skins), lucille bluth (arrested development), alex russo (wizards of waverly place), amber mariens (clueless), sharpay evans (high school musical)

primary trope: the fallen princess secondary tropes: lovable alpha bitch, always second best, manipulative bitch, deadpan snarker, death glare, defrosting ice queen, good all along, bitch in sheep’s clothing, anti-hero, moral myopia, stepford snarker, jerk with a heart of gold, inferiority complex

how they embody their trope:

(brief neglect mention tw) Facades, facades, facades. In hindsight, it’s a wonder her first words as a toddler hadn’t been scripted for her and pre-approved by the Astor PR team. She’s the only child of two lawyers - with her mother serving her second term as New York’s attorney general and her father ensuring that multi-million dollar corporations were able to skirt around their social, environmental and fiscal obligations. They’re not American royalty, not by any means, but the Astor name carries a certain weight, and her parents would sooner give up all their worldly possessions than let her forget it. It wasn’t her parents who brought her up, so much as their expectations. Perfect grades, perfectly behaved, perfectly aligned with their wants and needs. The Astors hadn’t really wanted a child. What they’d been in the market for was a trophy. Henrietta, by virtue of her upbringing, is a perfectionist. Nothing she ever did as a child was good enough for her parents (not that they’d ever say that, but she could sense it), and nothing she ever does as a young adult is enough to meet her own impossible standards. She’s spent considerable time and effort constructing a vision of herself that she feels comfortable portraying to others, a thin veneer to keep herself hidden from onlookers - a never-ending performance. And part of that was being Greer’s best friend. After all, you’re only as good as the company you keep. She’s yet to take an actual tumble, but with Greer missing, the paint job on the facade that is Henrietta is slowly starting to crack. It’s only a matter of time before it starts chipping, too. 

general personality: 

Were I to use one word to describe Henrietta, it would have to be sharp. It’s her defining characteristic - she’s all edges, all the time. Sharp wit, sharper tongue. At least that’s the curated version of her. The one you’d get to see. Beneath the high school mean-girl persona, behind the rolling eyes and raised brows, she’s genuine and vulnerable and has the capacity for care. But she’s been raised to believe that kindness is a weakness, something for others to exploit, and so she’s extinguished that flamed. Stubbed the embers into the ground with her foot. Because it’s easier to keep people at a comfortable distance this way. This way, they won’t get too close. They won’t be able to see her for the lonely, insecure person she’s tried so desperately to keep under wraps.

003 – greer.

If there is such a thing as a universal truth, it is that teenage girls exercise cruelty rarely seen outside of cartoony depictions of hell. And if the Manolo-toting schemers of gossip girl were anything to go by, Manhattan girls were the absolute worst. Henrietta had thrown an uncharacteristic fit when her parents had broached the subject of moving (in the middle of the school year, no less) - tears wiped on the back of cashmere sleeves, voice choked with adolescent desperation. Were they trying to ostracise her from her peers? Ensure she’d stand out like a sore thumb? How did they expect her to find friends, when social hierarchies and cliques had already fully solidified by now? The answer to the latter was, unsurprisingly, Greer. Henrietta had hardly set foot on the grounds of her new alma mater, before Greer had linked elbows with her, flashed her a bright smile, and announced to anyone who’d listen that this, this was her best friend now. Maybe, she’d told herself as she returned home from that first day, moving hadn’t been such a bad idea after all. Ever since that first meeting, the two of them had been practically joined at the hip. If Greer was there, you could place a pretty safe bet that Henrietta was there. Joint birthday parties in their early teens, trips abroad over the summer holiday, secrets shared behind walk-in-closet doors. They were inseparable. It was the sort of friendship others looked at through either a lens of envy or aspiration. Or both. Perhaps that’s why Henrietta feels so guilty over how restricted she’d felt since traipsing in Greer’s footsteps all the way to Ogden. It wasn’t that she didn’t still love Greer in that platonic way a best friend does, because she really, really did, but college had just highlighted just how much her existence had been fashioned as an extension of Greer. It wasn’t like the power dynamic had ever been even, not even back in New York, but something about the new backdrop to their relationship had lit up its flaws like a starry night sky. Getting to bask in Greer’s light also meant existing in her shadow. It was always Greer, and then Henrietta, half a step behind. It was hard not to feel like an afterthought. An asterisk at the end of a lengthy paragraph.  004 – family.

(see here) To say that Henrietta’s relationship with her family teethers on being strained, would be an understatement. Everything she does is with the express intent of getting their approval, and yet, she’s never so much as gotten a nod in recognition. Everything she achieves, her brother (four years her senior) has already done. And better at that. During her formative years, they were too concerned with getting Evangeline elected as attorney general to let their children be children. And now they’re too concerned with getting her re-elected to see the damage that did to them. 

005 – brief summary of events. 

coming soon.