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The Quest Continues...
(part 1- part 2)
#Fourfold Soul#<- That's the title of the project I've been working on!#I am very excited to finally show off the cowboy (gender redacted) I've been cooking in a slow boil!!! Yeehaw!#Yes this is the game project. YES I am commited to the bit of having the main character go through a long running pronoun-quest.#This character does not have a name so I cannot formally tag them...#(Okay. Technically they have an internal name for coding/scripting reasons...and I have a nickname for them.#But the important part of making a video game character you get to eventually name is that the name must come from *you*!)#The girl here is a npc so she has a temporary name. So I also cannot tag her. Hmm...#I have several FFS comics thumbnailed out. This one got made first because it's the funniest without context. Lore wise it's weak.#I would love to post the sexy clown but you have to wait just a few more comics.#Fun artist woes moment to share: This is the first time I've had to colour these characters traditionally. *That* was NOT fun.#Going from a specific digital colour palette to being at the whims of my limited colour choices in markers? Hell! On! Earth!#I might also be extra frustrated because this sure is 3x the length of what I usually do for comics! I spent a Whole Day on this.#Past me thought it was soooo funny and needed all the extra panels for pacing. I hate past me. That guy needs to be exploded.
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now presenting albino goth lovely to the stage
Chat I'm nervous to post this one idk about this
I might genuinely delete this idk chat just admire my art thank you
Taglist:
@achios
@ashertickler
@astrodude-87
@aurorialwolf
@dukecollinsbf
@infinitelovewiithoutfulfilmentt
@moronkyne
@pandoraroid
@plaqying
@porters-fangs
@professionallyyappinabtangst
@puffin-smoke
@sereh624
@skunkox
@starlogician
@sunsickcrab (I haven't talked to you in a bit I'm noticing.)
@themeridian (I haven't chatted with you either what's going awn)
@tunacatfishes
@vind3miat0r
@www-dot-why-are-you-here-dot-com
@zimix-whispers
#idk why I don't like this#they're cute#I Like THÉ ART#I dont Like the fact that I made it lovely#if that makes sense#idk if it's me genuinely not liking or thinking other people aren't going to like it#UHHH IDK CHAT IM NOT FEELING THIS ONE#I almost DIDNT post it 😁#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted asmr#redacted lovely#redacted fanart#lucid is Picasso#for now#lucid is not feeling confident that they are Picasso#I told you mfers i cant draw#/&;!2&/& IF I STARE AT IT long enough it's gonna get deleted
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1.15 || 4.03
Was it after you drank Karen's fake poison for me? Earlier.
#Nancy Drew#Ndcw#nancydrewedit#naceedit#Nace#Nancy x Ace#ace [redacted]#Nancy drew spoilers#V watches Nancy Drew#V posts things#I was wondering why they had Nancy bring up the poison incident bc it feels like that wasn't a realization moment for Ace but for Nancy#(that boy was realizing nothing he was already all in)#But I was rewatching 115 and it hit me that it foreshadows Ace in 403 perfectly#He trusts Nancy to the moon and back#When it was him on the line he downed that vial like a shot no hesitation#And he was ready to risk the curse when it was just his life#But no matter how much he trusts Nancy he just can't see her in danger#Hah remember back even earlier in S1 when she called out the poisoner to come after her and he just had to stand there and watch her do it#No wonder he got so relentless about making sure she had backup for the rest of that escapade#And then elects himself to watch out for her always because well she's not going to do it#(Hm that last thought is giving me Peter and Olivia vibes. I'll think on that)
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✨PART 3✨ of things my husband does that are so violently Asher Coded, I had to compile a written list and turn them into headcanons:
~ quotes edition ~
part 1 • part 2
- “I would sell my body on the streets for a single shirley temple"
- “We need more rubber bands… we’re gonna have to get so much asparagus”
- “Sometimes you just have to bottom your way to the top”
- “So what was the point of knighting Paul McCartney and Elton John if they’re not even going to joust?”
- “Happy Mother’s Day to Milo Greer’s tits, and Milo Greer’s tits alone”
- “Baby, I’m your manic pixie nightmare”
- “Riddle me why the HELL all the groomsmen have such mad cake?”
- “That’s the name of my frat house: Kappa Cum Fuck”
- “I’d preserve you in resin and put you on my wall so I could study you every day. My little specimen <3”
- “So you mean to tell me that a ginger bred this man?”
- “Oh wow… Iceland is not where I expected”
- “I don’t fuck with micro-organisms”
- “And I’d throw it back for you if I didn’t just slip a disc last week”
- “Kiss that ghastly creature from the underworld like a real man smh my head. With tongue. Respectfully.” (about Brachium)
- “What day is $5 sushi Wednesday on again?”
#it’s that time again#you guys crack me up whenever I post these#and it makes me chuckle that people seem to enjoy these so much#it’s not like I’m ever going to run out of source material either#The things I put up with#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted asher#redacted headcanons#redactedverse#redacted quotes
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just to clarify the reading of 「凡夫」
while common translation for 夫 by itself can be ‘husband’ (read as おっと / otto), the 夫 in 「凡夫」 is read as そ, giving the meaning of ‘that person.’
「凡夫」 meaning ‘that ordinary person.’
apologies if my English is not correct. I want to help with translation Japanese. :)
Yes, you are 100% correct. No one would ever think to read Bonpu as “mediocre husband” and that’s my point. Sukuna’s wordplay banks on you breaking the rules a little to see the hidden secondary meaning.
Take for example Sukuna's Shrine or 御厨子 (mizushi).
When analyzing the kanji, the person in this post says this:
"A “厨子/zushi”, ignoring the “mi”, is a small Buddhist shrine used for storage."
"Also - the “厨/zu” kanji is most directly translated as “kitchen” iirc."
By isolating the kanji, the poster was able to explain why the Mizushi was translated as Kitchen or Shrine. They also concluded that both meanings were probably to be taken at the same time. That makes sense—it is quite literally a shrine in his Domain, but because we know Sukuna loves food and the rest of his Curse Technique (CT) is cooking prep themed, the kitchen reading is just as valid.
I linked another example in the Bonpu post...but the account that explained Enchain=Megumi Activities got nuked (screw you fElon Musk). I did take screenshots though!
So we have the translation of Enchain from 契闊 (keikatsu) which might be better localized as Separation.
契(kei)闊(katsu) can be written as 恵(kei)活(katsu). 恵 can be read as kei or...Megumi. (It's the literal kanji used for his name.) 活 is where you get "activities" from, which leads us to Enchain=Megumi Activities.
Sukuna is also referencing a poem about lovers. (Here's a link to the full poem and context of it.)
In summary, it’s about a soldier who is on the brink of death, having lost nearly everything after being abandoned by those in power, lamenting the happiest days of his life with his love are ones he can never get back. (Hey that sounds just like what Sukuna did to Yuji!)
Sukuna here is not only straight up telling Yuji he's going to steal Megumi's body, he's also mocking how the two will be separated by the act. (And he appears to be acknowledging the love between them is more like a couple's than it is friendship.)
But as you can see, the reading of “Megumi Activities” is not something the character hearing this or person reading the kanji would think of first. In hindsight we recognize that Sukuna was most certainly using that hidden secondary meaning.
With all this in mind, let's go back to Bonpu.
There are other kanji you can use for ordinary and unenlightened. There's also the fight being framed as a date and Gojo showing up to it dressed as a groom. That's why the kanji 夫 for husband is so sus. Perhaps Sukuna really did mean it that way too. (It doesn’t help that Sukuna hesitates slightly before he says Bonpu in an isolated bubble. This framing draws attention to it in a way I can’t ignore.)
Hopefully this explanation makes sense?
Completely unrelated...
I'm choosing to ignore that 契 (kei) in Keikatsu/Enchain is also the kanji used for sexual intercourse, especially between husband and wife, since it might mean there's a 3rd layer to Sukuna's Keikatsu wordplay of 契(chigi, spousal sex)活(katsu, activities). Hang on maybe I need to update Sukuna's Negative Rizz again.
#cactus yaps?#This happens in Umineko which is why it makes me want to strangle Sukuna.#Ah yes instead of telling this person I love them I will engage in extreme violence and hope they understand the symbolism.#And if Mx. [redacted] is doing this because of trauma. Sukuna is too.#Geto also did this with declaring war on Dec 24th.#Flirting is when you tell someone you're going to kill them and all their loved ones.#Girlfailures Sukuna and Geto both fumble Gojo because they refuse to communicate their love to him directly.#Yuji and Megumi? They’re breaking this toxic doomed yaoi cycle by being honest with their feelings.#But that’s its own post I am currently working on.#ryomen sukuna#sukugo#jujutsu kaisen#jjk spoilers
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me when time moves forward at a steady pace: how the fuck is it more than halfway through july already. this fuckers rapidly sprinting when im not looking huh
#i have so many things i need to do#before the semester starts again this fall#i need to work on comms. i need to work on a project due the end of the month. i want to do artfight. i want to make art for myself. i want#to do art studies. i want to start an alt drawing more suggestive stuff. i mean what who said that mustve been the wind#and thats just the things related to drawing.#i need to organize my room. i need to learn [redacted]. i want to cook more. i want to socialize more. i want to play games. i want to-#watch and read and listen to so many things#yet i have a finite amount of time to do everything#and half of a day is consumed by me just snoozing#and when i do work on something i feel like im Not Efficient Enough.#i cant just chill in vcs i need to be productive and draw too. and if i dont make significant progress then I Have Failed.#i cant just watch New Season of Show. thats Time Focused on One Singular Activity. gotta do multiple things at once or ill feel bad after#because i know that once the semester starts back up then im gonna be 90% less online#back to the depths of graphic design hell making infographics and powerpoints and brand identities#not having the time to draw anything furry or for myself for several months#anywho its 5am#i should go to sleep#sorry for the ramble im just. only now realizing how little time i have#when i wake up i have to really lock in on drawing and stuff#ive wasted so much time playing a game this past week#if i hadnt played it idve made so much more progress by now and im kicking myself so bad mentally now that im like mostly done w the game#gahhh#anywho yeah sorry for the ramble ill post more soon#sho.scramblin
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for the record, this is a ✨nagisa safe space✨
~~please dni if you dislike nagisa and/or nghy~~
#please block me if you don’t like nagisa btw~ given the chance i could go on about him for ages#don’t force yourself to look at things you don’t like yk~~~~? that’s why i have like 250 lhy/yhy shippers blocked on twt alone#anyway live laugh love nghy let’s watch them become happy together~~~~~~#we stan a failgirl gf and her failgirl bf#though. while we’re here… a little thing i liked about the chorus was how the lyrics drifted onto the screen#it kinda reminded me of seaweed for some reason. y’know. just wriggling its way into view…#even the animated lyrics were adorable. i seriously can’t get enough of this mv#as much as i want to make a post about the shsl cope going on in [redacted ship] twt i’d rather not think about too many negatives for now#i mean!!!!!!!! the long-awaited kimikawaii mv finally came out!!!!!!!!! i wanna bask in this happiness for a while longer…#i love nghy sm i just wish i could see this cute nghy when i look for it instead of the en.st*rs pair#dont get me wrong; those dudes are cute too in their own way. i just!!! have a one true nghy in my heart and it’s the adorable beach couple!#the dude from gamushara
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Okay but for real if just seeing the tags on a fic triggers you and leaves you in a state of distress so bad that it ruins your day and you end up thinking about it for several days, then you should seriously consider searching for a therapist and looking into trauma therapy. Ruminating (instead of using a healthy coping mechanism to calm down and manage your emotions) is incredibly unhealthy and maladaptive.
#mine#proship#profic#redacted audio#redacted asmr#yeah ill put it in the redacted tags even though this has been in the drafts since january#some people are going to make fics that squick you out or arent your thing thats normal we all have tastes#or even make fics that would trigger you if you read them#but if seeing the word ‘rape’ in the tags of a fic leaves you extremely distressed thats abnormal#dont even get me started on the maladaptive behavior thats been normalized in antiship spaces.#you just cant live a healthy life like this.#i have a therapist stamp of approval for this post by the way so nobody try it
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haven’t been posting because my back too busy getting blown out by gavin
#in all seriousness#i’m not doing the best mentally#so i don’t go on tumblr as much anymore BUT ill try to be on more often#also#uhg#i’ve been getting into sherlock holmes recently. so i guess that’s another thing making me not post since i have two main fixations now#which sucks#but anyways um idk#hi chat#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted gavin#// nickola rants
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genuinely cant wait for art school to be over for the year so i can focus on my art
#making this a tumblr post bc the ridiculousness of the situation is not lost on me#the amount of paperwork in fashion is evil and very clearly not necessary outside of industry#at least i have [redacted] and [super redacted] to work on so i dont go insane
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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so, overall i think kaos is a pretty solid idea. i just think it sorta failed to stick the landing by opting to veer away from the less acceptable within the mainstream kinds of weird strange disturbing shit (zeus turning into an animal to bang people. the mpreg of it all. the increasingly more batshit things hera did to the women zeus assaulted bc i’m gonna be so serious her just turning them all into bees is objectively less funny than the actual myths) and replaced it with things that honestly feel more like if you combined real housewives esque drama with the inner mechanisms of an edgy 12 year old and their edgy original characters do not steal (trademark).
i was fond of the dionysus depiction. the furies were dykes on bikes so literally nothing they did could be wrong to me (i also just think that the depiction of them was neat). i sort of liked the hades/persephone depiction but i don’t like that they just entirely erased the narrative behind them because if you’re going to dark comedy greek mythology then you’re a coward for not making the hades/pers dynamic more of a. fucked up ‘well i’m stuck with this so fine whatever ig’ dynamic than. whatever that was. i saw the ariadne twist from a mile off though that didn’t make it BAD i actually thought it was funny (don’t like that they called the minotaur glaucus though because glaucus is an entirely different brother of ariadne). honestly think if they were real they would not have had hera cheat with poseidon and instead had zeus cheat with poseidon.
i’m mad about the caeneus power nerf and i. don’t know that i’m all that fond of the fact that the amazons are depicted as terfs but that could be a personal bias because i’m quite fond of the amazon warriors. i also think it was a bit cowardly (though admittedly probably due to concerns of cgi costs) that they simply didn’t have have mythological creatures really show up, at all. weak. i want harpies. and i want them now. i will say i was absolutely delighted by the cerberus dogs and any complaints i would have taken were overruled by the dogs.
i will say that i’m aware it wasn’t STRIVING to be accurate so much as to be weird au fanfic, which is technically fine, i just think it would have been improved on if it had included the more fucked up aspects (big asterisk i can get why they’d skip over the never ending sexual assault if only bc it would be really poor taste to try make jokes about THAT) because a lot of it felt like pretty standard faire shock value immorality.
#kaos netflix#kaos#this is the only post i’m going to make about this show i swear#i might respond to other peoples takes idk#the fact that [REDACTED] died immediately dropped its rating to me#bc i felt like that was. just for shock value#i get the symbolism of it or whatever ig#i just don’t think the symbolism was strong enough to justify it
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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase#'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that#[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week#and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me#but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it#and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me#i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no#but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like#300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3#ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good#'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them
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@blue-lollipops-and-ice-clouds
Ok, 1) I am so sorry haha, to be fair I could hear the Alkaline laugh with my 30$ skull candies (that I recommend!! They sound pretty freaking good for their price ok)
2). YES YES YES, exactly. He’s sleeping.
#I have…. stopped being like ‘THERES LORE’ and have been more like ‘THERES THEMES’#there is no lore and I am free.#anyway. he’s sleeping. vessel sleep and *redacted* are one in the same as in holy trinity. he can’t sleep.#please fucking let him get to sleep.#he’s sleeping please let him sleep holy FUCK.#vessel is a weapon but he was meant for love.#uhhhh… I am rambling and now of this is making since so sorry#I’m gonna post this and run now actually.#sleep token#I’m so sorry main tag. main tag please. ignore me main tag#Noah I am sorry for rambling at you 😔#I am…. finally gonna go through and take not of every song that has a line that can be taken as Vessel comparing himself to a bug.#it’s gonna be painful but ya know. he does it. at least three times.#and on that note: the backing vocals in Dark Signs are so freaking gorgeous. I want them tattooed on my brain.#(it’s playing now)#(ok I’m actually done now sorry)
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i was supposed to get chores done this evening and instead i entered some sort of fugue state involving writing several hundred words of character-identity-porn so suffice it to say things are getting weird
#i don't write fic!! and yet. no idea what this show is going to do to me#absolutely cannot post it because it's [redacted]#anyway the least incriminating and not [redacted] part of all that#was contemplating the fact that the scene with the tattoo chair almost certainly takes place while kant is still lying to bison#about who he is and his reasons for dating him. makes you think!#b
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transmisogyny-exempt trans people are fabricating scenarios in the "transandrophobia" tag and across social media platforms as if churning out reactionary propaganda campaigns against transfems is their fucking job.
i'm sorry that transfems talking to each other in some micro trans community discord servers about the structural reality of transmisogyny and sharing memes about transfemininity apparently makes you feel so insecure about yourself but you are drowning in conspiracy theory sewage water right now and you need to wake up because nothing that you're saying has any basis in truth and it is threatening the safety of our trans sisters in the real world for you to carry on thinking like this.
you are part of the problem. "there's so much infighting in the trans community" and you are the one making it happen. you are the one literally manufacturing a term—in direct reaction to transmisogyny-affected people explaining the dynamics of privilege and power that they are affected by—for something that not only is not an example of structural oppression ("androphobia" and "misandry") but does not exist in reality. you know, because we live under patriarchy. please get a grip.
#i genuinely go through that tag and see the misguided shit other tme trans people are posting and feel so disgusting#like god... you seriously do not know how the world works... nothing you're insisting is rooted in reality it just makes me sad#and the fucking tiktoks don't get me started on the tiktoks#my heart breaks for the transfems in these peoples' lives and the transfems they may encounter who have to put up with them wtf#i have to agree with my friend [redacted]: this is trans community's qanon
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