#post-copero

[chaoticstrata]

Copero Stronghold

So this is a bit of the outside, entryway, and foray of my Copero Stronghold.

I'll post more of the stronghold later if people are interested.

[arcann]

anyway that post came from swtor going "yeah in a series where obi wan and anakin were praised by their deeds as a team, where every jedi master treats their padawans like their own children, we decided that the decimated jedi order would separate a student from their teacher because they had become too close." in the silly copero stronghold battle pass missions

[fischglas]

Group photo of this very nice chiss family (they're not related) meeting at Copero, I hope nothing happens to them!

From left to right: Azansa (Aristocra of Sabosen family), Zirelin (Inrokini military captain), Sanaa (CEDF cadet moved to Imperial Intelligence), and young Sivval (the guy from last post)

[dirthara-dalen]

Enzo my beautiful blue boy. Same context as my post about my boy Lee. Prob gonna be in multiple parts as well and will link to each post as well. Info below the cut. Like Lee there is canon divergences in his backstory as well.

Enzo was born on Copero 9 years before the Phantom Menace. His mother, Inrokini'na'kivu (Nina), was a descendant of Vilkas & Vector Hyllus through her mother and Ryn & Solaris Xeno/Vera through her mother. Thanks to Vilkas she inherited his joiner mutation as did her son (This will be explained in Vilkas posts that are coming up). She willingly gave her son up to the order upon meeting Sifo-Dyas and young Lee when she met them one day. Enzo was about three at the time. She knew Enzo's father, a one Mitth'raw'nurodo, would highly disapprove of Enzo's force sensitivity. Ezno does not know who his father is for a long time.

Enzo struggled greatly as a youngling in the temple. He is very skilled in the usage of telekinetic and mind reading abilities but the mutation he inherited actually interfered with this. For him the song he was hearing from nest Oroboro was 'too loud'. In truth he was amplifying it unintentionally. He was made Lee's padawan as several masters believed Lee and his unorthodox methods could help the young boy.

They were right. Lee brought Ezno back home to Alderaan and straight to nest Oroboro. The nest actually lived on Starwing lands and had been ever since once of the dawn heralds made a deal with one of his ancestors. In exchange for access to land and protection the nest would not turn a single Starwing family member into a joiner. For at least two thousand years the two coexisted in harmony, that is until recently.

Alixs Starwing, Lee's uncle who is the youngest of his mothers siblings, recently became the nests dawn herald. This occurred after the last dawn herald suddenly died and said herald had been Alixs's partner. In his grief Alixs volunteered to replace his love. Due to Alixs now being the dawn herald Lee knew he could entrust Ezno to him to help the young chiss with understanding his mutation.

By the time events on Naboo had concluded, Enzo finally had the ability to control his mutations and was finally able to truly focus on being Lee's padawan. The two stayed on Alderaan for his training until Lee felt he was ready to train elsewhere. When Ezno turned ten his chiss biology kicked in hard. Lee was shocked with how fast Enzo was growing in such a short period of time. Ezno went from about 4" to almost 6" in less than a year. This is when both learnt that as a chiss Enzo matured way faster than other species. It became quite evident to Lee by the time Enzo reached 14 that he was more mature than most of the masters he knew at the temple and that was saying something considering their age.

During his time as Lee's padawan, Ezno became a very skilled duelist and discovered he was a tech savant. Lee also noticed over time how Enzo did not enjoy close quarters combat. As a surprise he gifted Enzo Vilkas's blaster rifle which had been entrusted to their family by the chiss. As he suspected Enzo was a natural marksmen. He then began to teach the young chiss everything he could about working in intelligence which would later lead Enzo to semi officially join the SIS during the war.

To be contiuned

[sullustangin]

Fluffy February Day 16: Glow

Fandom: SWTOR

Time:  25 ATC/26 ATC (early days of their post-nathema marriage)

Pairing:  Theron Shan/Smuggler

Rating:  T+....it’s a little spicy

Words: 872

~~

The tingles of euphoria were still flowing through her as Eva got out of bed.  Her bare feet didn’t take her far.  She grabbed the taper off the table and extended up to the nearest lamp. Eva tossed her loose hair over her shoulder to get it out of the way.  She heard a pleased hum from the bed she’d just left.  

Once the taper had kindled, she used it to light fresh incense, keeping the heady atmosphere going.  In the dark, the gentle glow of the festival lamps and fireflies barely lit the balcony, but it was enough.  Eva looked over at Theron, sprawled out.  “You look utterly debauched.”

“Says the one wearing a dancing girl’s belt.”  Theron stretched his arms over his head and then flexed for her.  “And only that.”

A well-timed clinking from the belt as Eva finished her task made both of them laugh.  She felt the heat of his gaze on her as her body moved.  Eva dunked the taper in a flask of water, set purposefully there for the task.  “Still more than you.  Shouldn’t you be suffering from some sort of spy panic about being… so exposed?” she teased him.

“If half of what you’ve said tonight is true, then they’re not looking at my face,” Theron shot back, sharp and sweet in the same breath.  Eva giggled.  He smirked as he continued, “Let’s just say the Chiss Ascendancy got some rather nice counter-surveillance equipment in exchange for my silence and confidence on a number of matters.  I still owe them… but they really owe me.”  He ran a hand through hair, the shots of silver in it catching the light.  “And I’ve made sure we’ll be... undisturbed this evening.” 

Eva made a stop at the low table that was laden with foodstuff and alcohol.  “Told you that Copero wasn’t a bad idea.”

“Didn’t pay much attention to the scenery or culture the first time through,” Theron admitted, briskly. “But… yeah, this little weekend away from Odessen is nice.  And we are getting work done.  Otherwise, I’d be a real killjoy.”

Eva turned to give him a chiding look, and he responded with that lopsided smile of his.  “Breath of Heaven?” she asked as she held up the bottle.

“Fits the occasion. And the company,” Theron replied lightly as he sat up.  

When Eva approached the edge of the bed and extended her arm to offer a cup to Theron, he took an inordinately long time to ogle her before taking his cup from her.  Then his free fingers reached to trace the skin just below the pretty belt about her waist.  “You’re certainly something beyond what this mortal deserves.”

By the time their cups were empty, the still-burning incense had made a cloud about their balcony, the glow of lanterns casting unworldly shadows across them.  The fireflies lazily bobbed around the perimeter.  “Copero has redeemed itself, I think,” Eva said as she put her cup to the side and laid back in bed.  

Theron’s lips curved upward. “Is this the start of some redemptive tour of the galaxy?  Every awful place we’ve visited, we ‘do over’?”

“Well, some place are objectively just awful – “

Then in unison, “Tatooine,” and they laughed, low in the night.

“Taris,” she said.

“Balmorra.”

“Ord Mantell, no matter what Corso says.”

“Umbara,” he added, then he wore some wounded expression at his own mention of it.

“Ziost” was whispered. “But…other places would have been beautiful or at least fun if… we weren’t fighting a war across them.”

“Like Katalla.  You should get that casino win you deserve out there.”

“And then you can ravish me in the conservatory.  Rishi – I technically still own it.”

“Manaan.  I haven’t run the swoop track there in years.”

A long pause.

“I’d… like to take you to Corellia,” Theron finally said.  “I grew up there.  Or at least, I made the transition from Jedi to … me.”  Then he added, “They’ve been rebuilding – going there to support the reconstruction wouldn’t be the worst way to spend credits.”

Eva shifted slightly to let her skin touch his.  “Your father did extend an invitation out to Alderaan.  And … I had a decent enough time there the first time, with Lenn and learning to dance… and falling out of a tree with Bowie.”   She paused.  “Your call though.”

“…we can make it work.” His fingers found her dark hair. “Have you ever been to Tython? Like, really been to Tython?  Not just a drop off-or a flyover?”

“Is there something other than a bunch of little kids going on their class trips these days?” Eva asked honestly.

Theron chuckled.  “It’s… not as busy as it used to be,” he conceded. “But I think a lot of the things worth seeing are still there, if you’re not afraid of a few nights of camping – no light pollution out there.”  

Eva made a face. “…are you going to get… uptight? Because it’s Tython?”  She tried to phrase her question as diplomatically as possible.

Theron’s expression turned mischievous, and then he muttered into her neck as he pressed up against her, “I thought that would be a selling point for you – because it’s Tython.”

Then they both laughed, as fingers got to tickling and teasing, and the conversation was discontinued entirely.

The lanterns burned out eventually, but the fireflies danced til dawn.

~~

@fluffyfebruary @ayresis @starlightcleric @ermingarden @bluephoenix1347

[alakirist]

I know this is not how this ask is supposed to work but I couldn’t help but go ahead and answer all of those, it was really helpful with character development. Those ones are for my Sith Warrior, Casd’elaos’Oattashu/Dealoso(Given Chiss name), and later Cassian Narok(chosen name).

70% dark side, 30% light side, overall ruthless but pragmatic

Empire

He wasn’t born into it, but he fits quite well with the Sith order as it allowed him to study the force freely and without the prejudices of the Chiss Ascendancy

Copero

Dromund Kaas before KOTFE, Odessen after KOTFE, Alderaan after leaving the Alliance

Chiss

Yes, but without fanaticism

Doesn’t hate them but learned to see them as their enemies, sees Jedi as weak and dogmatic 

He is interested by the force and everything it can bring to the table, he’s proud to call himself a Sith

Sith Juggernaut(Warrior backstory), just something that fits his combat style

Usually uses red

A few

Don’t have many screenshots, sorry haha

Vette, she was his first close friend since Cassian left Copero and this bond never weakened 

He has a good relationship with all of his class companions as he got to spend a lot of time and bond with all of them. However, if he had to choose one, it would be Malavai Quinn because of the betrayal 

Reading texts related to the force and dark side specifically, sparring, traveling to different planets 

His parents were from a wealthy Chiss family and he has a broken relationship with them. His father despised the fact that Cassian was force sensitive and didn’t want to hide his talent, while his mother sided with the father as she believed that hiding the force would be the only way for Cassian to integrate into Chiss society.

Vette, who also had a crush on him but he turned her down, nevertheless, they still remained friends.

Jacques Elias, my Jedi knight character

During vanilla, Darth Lachris, a romance with a tragic end, post Echoes of Oblivion Vaylin(only in my fics so far, but one day it will happen in canon when they bring back Syl mark my words)

Didn’t think much about children during his fighting days, but ended up adopting two after retirement 

Heterosexual 

He idolized the Sith for a long time, but eventually began to see flaws in their ideology

He could be a knight of Zakuul or horizon guard if not the carbonate freezing 

He never really got over his parents’ mistreatment of him and all of his actions were in part driven subconsciously by his desire to surpass his father who believed him to be a failure and prove him wrong at every turn.

Wrath and sometimes selfishness 

Not being there with Lachris when she had her last stand and using Vaylin’s conditioning 

Does grieving over Vaylin’s death more than that of any alliance member at the end of battle of Odessen count xD?

He likes a lot of the Chiss cuisine, though he sometimes feels the need to ‘dunk’ on it in public along with other aspects of Chiss culture.

Knows how to dance, but doesn’t do it in front of large groups of people 

He is quite confident and sometimes arrogant, but he has skills in both force and lightsaber dueling to back that up. Cassian is very brave and never shies away from the fight, disapproving of cowardly tactics used by the Sith. A good leader when he tries, but usually doesn’t care enough. Doesn’t have many friends, but he’s very protective of them and will sooner die before allowing any of them get killed.

Exceptional lightsaber dueling 

Lord Scourge, the two Wraths will have a lot to talk about

He’s more susceptible to emotions and sentiment than he’ll ever admit

Absolutely despises Valkorion for what he did on Ziost and his manipulations, resists him at every turn 

No, Cassian refused in the most spiteful way possible 

Told them to flee, wanted them to be safe

Ram Marr’s ship, no hesitation 

Let it blow, wasn’t in the mood to help people who imprisoned him, besides, it was far too risky

In disbelief and very anxious about how much has changed, specifically in regards to his friends, but holds himself together

Not applicable, but it’s fun to imagine how Lachris would’ve reacted had she lived this long. She’d definitely be by Lana’s side when she rescued Cassian.

Cassian believes he’s in control of his own destiny

Not thrilled at all, he couldn’t care less about ruling the galaxy, revenge against Valkorion is all he cares about 

Balance and sacrifice 

See 41

Not in KOTFE, no. Kaliyo and Jorgan weren’t perfect but both of them are skilled and loyal, Cassian would consider it wasteful to kill them. Koth betrayed him due to browning the spire, and he was dead set on killing him at first but Jacques convinced him to spare Koth’s life when it came to it. Cassian settled for cutting some of Koth’s fingers and permanently exiling him from Odessen.

No…

“Why did we trust that scheming thing in the first place, again?”

Shot them down, he doesn’t take kindly to betrayal, especially when it concerned such a dangerous enemy.

(A lot of swearing)

Not in game but in headcanon various other companions and characters did the Star Fortresses, everyone had a planet they were responsible for.

Choose to kill Arcann but not because of any loyalty to Valkorion. Cassian wanted to remove the threat while the opportunity presented itself and he trusted neither Senya’s words nor shady Voss magic.

He was suspicious, but they ended up becoming allies

“And that’s exactly what you deserve”

Cassian knew Valk was a horrible father and was quick to call him out on this conditioning, but during chapter 6, Cassian was too focused on defeating Vaylin to consider or doubt the use of conditioning. After visiting Nathema and seeing what Vaylin has gone through, however, this became one of the biggest regrets of his life

Something more elegant would be preferable 

No, he never even considered allowing the killer machine to escape 

After he defeated Arcann, Cassian was willing to imprison him, but Arcann chose death and got executed. Cassian doesn’t regret this choice, but he accepted since that there were more similarities between him and Arcann than he liked to admit

This was one of the most horrible experiences of his life, the void got him on a very deep level. Seeing what Vaylin has gone through and some of those experiments reminding him of what his own father did to snuff out the force from him made him sympathize and desperately want to help Vaylin. His behavior during the battle of Odessen made Lana and Theron raise eyebrows, to say the least.

Yes, only due to how Nathema affected him, he didn’t think logically or pragmatically at this moment and simp,y wished to grant him peace.

Vette, an incredibly easy choice. He finds Torian respectable but compared to Vette, he’s nobody to Cassian.

Well, the future love interest was present…I have an alternative version of the final fight with Vaylin in my headcanon. First of all, Theron wasn’t present cause let’s be real, he would get annihilated. Instead it’s Cassian, Jacques the JK and Lana. Cassian is very reluctant to strike Vaylin down and wants to reach out to her, and it’s Jac that deals the final blow(her spirit still gets absorbed by Valkorion and therefore Cassian).

Yes, and the fact that the game implies the Outlander didn’t makes them seem really stupid. Of course Valkorion would try something like this. I guess Cassian hoped the Holocron would pacify him.

Emperor, because he was done with people’s shit, though he soon realized he didn’t care to actually rule.

Swtor OC ask meme - pick a number, any number!

What is their alignment?

Empire or Republic?

Do they fit in with their faction or were they sort of born into it?

What is their homeworld?

What planet do they now call home? Either where their stronghold is or where you headcanon they live at.

What race are they?

Are they loyal to their faction? 

How do they feel about the opposite faction?

How do they feel about the Force and the orders that use it?

What is their specialization class? Was there a reason they picked that discipline?

Do they have a favorite color crystal they like to use? What color?

Be honest, how many outfit tabs do they have?

Let’s see those outfits!

Who is/are their favorite companion(s)?

Who is/are their least favorite companion(s)?

What do they do in their spare time?

Do they have family? Silbings, parents, children?

Who is their BFF? 

Who is their rival? 

Do they have a love interest? Who?

Would they continue their legacy by having children? Adopt? Get an apprentice?

What is their sexual orientation?

Do they like their role in their current situation? ei: if they are a Sith do they like being in the Sith order?

If they could be part of another group, what would it be? You can choice from Old Republic, Expanded Universe, or Cinematic Universe.

Do they have any deep dark secrets?

Do they have any vices?

Do they have any regrets?

Have they done anything embarrassing?

What’s their favorite food? 

Do they like to boogie? Do they dance to that good old cantina band?

Describe their personality. Are they snarky, noble, insane, etc?

Do they have any special skills?

In KotFE which companion(s) from another class are you most looking forward to them recruiting?

Any major flaws?

In KotFE what is their relationship with Valkorion?

[storyknitter]

The Old Guard (7/7)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6

Hey, look everybody! It’s finally done! \o/ Many thanks again to @andveryginger for making sure that it doesn’t suck (any glaring mistakes are mine, because I can’t leave well enough alone and keep poking at paragraphs that I don’t like).

“Theron, thank you for arriving so quickly.” Lana glanced up at him as he entered the War Room.

“You said it was important,” the spy shrugged, “and Beywan didn’t mind tabling our discussion. What’s up?”

“You’re to report to the Commander immediately, in your quarters.” The Sith stood stiffly at rest, hands clasped behind her back.

“Did she say what this was about?” Theron asked, somehow managing to keep his expression and voice neutral, even as his mind raced through what felt like hundreds of different possibilities. His stomach flopped and his heart stuttered as both anxiety and hope settled into his chest.

“I informed Vassanna that you wished to speak with her.”

“Wait, what? Lana, why the hells would you do that?” Theron hissed and ran a hand roughly through his hair as he scowled at the blonde. She confused him by answering with a small, sad smile.

“Because it’s true. And because you two need to sit down and talk to each other, like the mature adults that you both pretend to be.” Shrugging slightly, Lana continued, “And this is all that I can do to help you: force your hand and make you actually sit in the same room together with nowhere else to be until your discussion is finished. The rest is up to you.”

Theron stared incredulously at the Sith for a moment, her words taking time to sink in.

“Well, go on. ‘Time and tide’ and all that,” she said, waving him off with a hint of a smirk.

Sanna sat stiffly on the couch with her hands folded together in her lap, Jedi Mask firmly in place, and waited until the door closed behind Theron to speak.

“Lana said you wanted to talk to me.” Her voice was flat and distant; the optimism he’d felt upon entering the room began to fade, though he pressed on.

“I do.” He sat on the opposite couch, taking a deep breath. “I want-- no, I need to explain.”

“You’ve already explained,” she said tersely, standing to leave and smoothing the front of her shirt to cover the shaking of her hands. “On more than one occasion, in fact. I don’t have time to hear the same story again.”

“That’s funny -- Lana mentioned that your schedule’s clear,” Theron said with a raised eyebrow and a wry twist to his lips. Vassanna glared at him as she took a step towards the door. “No, wait,” he pleaded as he stood and grasped her elbow, meeting her hard gaze with a sigh. “Hear me out, just this once.”

She tugged out of his grip, bristling as she stabbed her finger at him. “How can you expect me to listen to anything you have to say to me?”

Theron caught her hand and pulled her towards him, knocking her off balance in more ways than one, and rested her palm flat on his chest. He covered her bare hand with his, holding it in place over his heart. “Please, Sanna...” Closing his eyes, he lowered the mental shields he had been trained since childhood to keep around himself. “Believe me.”

Vassanna wrenched her hand from beneath his, recoiling as though his touch had seared her skin. Squeezing her eyes shut, she tried to block out the distorted emotions she could sense from him, but it was near impossible: regret, sorrow, fear, frustration... and love. So much love.

She shook her head in an attempt to clear it and tried to ignore his feelings -- and her own.

“It doesn’t work like that, Theron. The Force, the bond we--” The Jedi’s lips pursed as she cut herself off, taking a deep breath. “They’re not lie detectors,” she huffed.

Resting her fisted hands on her hips, Sanna shook her head and muttered, “I should have known better; you’re a kriffing spy. How stupid am I for believing you, for thinking you’d be honest with me?”

“Sanna--”

“Where did the lies stop, Theron?” she interrupted, pacing as every pent-up question she’d had since that day on Umbara tried to claw its way out of her throat at once. “Oh stars, where did they start? Was everything you said to me a lie?”

“No, I swear. I--”

“What did I do?” She was shaking and shouting at him, her Jedi control all but gone. “You said that you didn’t expect me to understand. Well, why not? Make me understand! Why did you do this? And why couldn’t you trust me?” Theron’s brows knitted together in confusion: he hadn’t expected Sanna to take issue with the amount of faith he had placed in her.

“Of course I trust you, Sanna; I have since I recruited you for the attack on Korriban. Not to mention that I’ve trusted you with my life since Manaan.” Taking a leap of faith, he said, “I love you.”

His confession wasn’t appreciated by the Mirialan -- she looked offended rather than moved by his declaration, arms crossed and a frown on her face.

“Oh, so you’ll trust me with your heart, but not with kriffing intel, not with this op? You should have brought me in on this sooner; why didn’t you?”

Memories assaulted him: the pity in Marcus’s eyes after Theron discovered that Marr’s fleet had been destroyed, Lorman’s ill-disguised glee over the wreck of Acina’s shuttle, the dozens of other close calls that he and Sanna had over their time together. Finally, a vision of what the Order of Zildrog had planned for her flashed before his eyes and he snapped.

“I was trying to protect you, dammit!”

“I didn’t need your protection, Theron, I needed you. And in case you've forgotten, I was a kriffing Jedi Battlemaster at one point; I can defend myself,” she snarled and he sighed, deflated.

“I know you can, but--”

“No, don’t you dare give me that line again about watching my back -- you can’t watch my back when you’re not here,” she countered with narrowed eyes, anger and contempt dripping from her words. “And leaving me in the dark? Tell me, how does that help me or protect me? How am I supposed to be an effective leader and keep my people safe without all the relevant information? This is hard enough as it is without you making me look like a fool!”

Theron’s hands went to his hips and he frowned, exasperated, and took a small amount of satisfaction in the surprise that flitted across her features with his next words.

“You’re right, okay? You’re right, I should have talked to you. I didn't tell you because-- because I was afraid,” he said, shoulders slumping. “If the Order knew that you were aware of what was going on, they would have moved forward with their plans. If they'd done that before I could stop them or undermine them, then the galaxy would have burned: Coruscant, Dromund Kaas, Zakuul -- all of it.”

Theron’s answer seemed to placate her slightly; Sanna crossed her arms and raised an eyebrow, waiting for him to continue. He sighed and despite his best efforts, despair seeped into his next words.

"I know you, Sanna," he continued. He gave her a small, but infinitely sad smile. "You'd have willingly walked into -- you would have sacrificed your --" He broke off, swallowing hard, unable to even utter the words and he ran his hand along his jaw. "I would have lost you. Again. I... can't do that. Couldn't do that. So I couldn't let you talk me out of it."

“Well, you’re damned right that I’d have tried to talk you out of it. Going off alone was a bad idea, and dangerous as hells. You could have died!” Vassanna shouted, hands fisted at her sides and blinking back tears.

“If I hadn’t gone, you would have.” Heartbreak was clear on Theron's face and in his voice, but she was having none of it.

“How dare you,” she hissed, eyes flashing. “How dare you decide that your life was worth tossing away in exchange for mine. That’s not how this was supposed to work -- we were supposed to be a team.” Both were painfully aware that this was far from the first time they’d had this argument, though it was usually in reverse. Staring each other down for a long moment, Sanna turned away first, her head bowed.

“You said such horrible things to me.” Her sad, defeated tone shattered the remaining shards of his heart.

“I know,” he said in the soft voice he only used with her, “and I’m so sorry.” Theron reached for Vassanna’s hand, but she pulled back from him yet again. Disappointment filled his chest and he pushed it away. She’s still here and we’re actually talking, so maybe things between us are still salvageable after all, he mused, and the thought heartened him.

“Please, please understand, Sanna. The Order was embedded in the Alliance far deeper than any of us thought at the beginning -- they had people everywhere, and for a long time.

“I tried to leave you as many breadcrumbs as I could, as many hints as possible without tipping them off... even after you’d commed me. What I still can't figure out is how the hells you not only found, but sliced my new comm frequency from across the galaxy. That was incredible,” he said, admiration clear in his tone.

Sanna looked down at his words, lips pursed as her tears finally overflowed and she dashed them away angrily. It took every bit of restraint that Theron had to keep from reaching out to comfort her; she had made it abundantly clear that she didn’t want any physical contact with him.

“They were observing me then, during our call,” Theron said quietly. “I had to do something to get you off the comm, to make the Order think that I wasn’t compromised. If it looked like I was, well... no one keeps a compromised agent around for long, Sanna. I had to lie to you make them think that I was truly done with the Alliance, with you... and hells, it hurt.”

Vassanna’s head snapped up and she stared at him, incredulous, lip curling into a sneer, twisting her face. “It hurt you? How can you even-- What do you think I--” The sob she was trying so hard to contain attempted to break free with a deep gasp. “You told me that my worst nightmares were real, Theron! You broke--” Vassanna's mouth snapped shut and she crossed her arms over her chest again. His stomach sank as anger and grief transformed her face into a bitter caricature of the gentle woman he’d known for years.

If Theron had believed that his intuition was nudging and prodding at him before, then every instinct he had was screaming at him now. Frustration swept through him; something was very wrong and on the tip of his tongue, but he still couldn’t name it.

His mind dragged him back to Copero, standing in the shuttle next to Valss and prepping to leave; after she'd made that terrible train pun, Sanna had tried to reach out to him through their connection. He'd had to shut her out quickly -- it was so very tempting to just run back to her, to hold her in his arms again -- but her voice in his head had sounded distant, fuzzy, as though the reception was bad. At the time, he’d assumed it was her doing, that she’d muted or dampened their link somehow, but--

The vague, cold unease Theron had felt since he’d left Umbara snaked itself around his chest, lodging itself in his heart. As understanding settled in, his eyes grew wide and he stared at her in disbelief, wishing and hoping that he was wrong.

“What did I break?” Sanna’s gaze slid off to the side, avoiding him, and Theron fought down the urge to be sick. He grabbed her shoulders, trying to meet her eyes.

“Vassanna, please tell me -- what’s broken?” he begged, voice raspy with dread. She looked through him, that blasted Jedi Mask securely back in place.

“Our bond.” Even though Theron had known in his heart what her answer would be, it still felt as though all the air in the room disappeared and the world tipped under his feet at her mumbled words. His hands fell away from her arms and he took a step backward, dazed. She swallowed hard and stared at the floor, tucking the edges of her cardigan tightly around herself, as she’d done so many times with his jacket.

“What have I done?” he murmured, sinking to the edge of the couch, head buried in his hands. He hadn't meant to say it aloud and she offered no answer.

Time stretched out between them, blanketing the room in a heavy silence.

“Does it hurt?” Theron asked softly, looking up at Sanna with shining eyes. Any Force-sensitive being -- bonded or not -- could undoubtedly feel the remorse and self-loathing that rolled off of him, as well as the concern for her well-being. She shook her head, still avoiding his gaze.

“Not anymore. Now it’s just... numb.” She appeared to be intrigued by a loose thread on the cuff of her sleeve and he hung his head, pinching the bridge of his nose between his fingers. After another long silence, Theron heaved a resigned sigh and took his datapad out of his coat pocket. With a few taps and swipes of his fingers, he did what needed to be done, what she deserved: he gave her space to heal and what little peace he could. It may have been at the cost of his own heart, but he felt it a worthy exchange, all things considered.

Before he came back to the Alliance, Theron had believed that he was prepared for Sanna to reject him; he’d done and said so many terrible things, after all, even if he hadn’t meant them and they were uttered to keep her safe. That hadn't stopped him from foolishly hoping that he could make it up to her, but... not now. He’d done too much damage; no amount of “I'm sorry, but I only did this to save you,” could justify the devastation he’d caused.

Theron had always known that this was a possibility -- he just hadn’t expected it to hurt so damned much.

He cleared his throat and swallowed, but the lump there was immovable; his voice came out sounding strangled, despite the effort he put into speaking. “I've arranged to be moved to my own quarters. Change of billets for senior staff still need your approval, though.”

There was no acknowledgment of his statement from Vassanna; she simply stood there, curled into herself, blank features unreadable.

Theron stood and tenderly pulled her arms out from around herself, gingerly placing the datapad into her hands, its blinking cursor happily awaiting her authorization code. He barely checked himself in time to keep from dropping a kiss on the top of her head.

The heartbroken spy turned and trudged up the stairs to the armoire, clenching his hands into fists to still their trembling. Fuck, this hurts. Just breathe, you can do this, he told himself as he heard her fingers tapping across the keypad. Swinging the door panel open, Theron pulled out the duffle he’d so recently emptied and unzipped it, reaching blindly for the handles of a drawer.

Packing his bag, Theron felt as displaced and adrift as he had at thirteen, tossed out of the Jedi enclave and utterly on his own. The future he’d spent his entire childhood envisioning had disappeared in a puff of smoke with a few simple sentences. Daydreams of the future he’d wanted to share with Sanna threatened to do the same and he scrambled to hide them away, not quite ready to let go of this dream.

His implants pinged with a notification regarding the status of his housing request and Theron blinked it away, archiving the message before he could see the confirmation of the end, of their end. You’ve gotta keep it together, Shan, just a bit longer, he thought.

“Denied.” It was a subdued, broken whisper and Theron froze, unable to breathe for a moment, the duffle slipping from his fingers to the floor.

“What?” he asked. He could barely move, let alone turn to look at her. Hope stubbornly blossomed in his chest again and he stomped it out, afraid that he was hearing things.

“Your request is denied, Agent Shan,” she said in a wavering voice, holding the datapad out to him. “You need to work on any issues with your roommate on your own. Moving out won’t help anything.”

Theron stared at her, agape, before managing to croak out, “Of course, Commander.” He made his way slowly to the edge of the raised bedroom, crouching before dropping down and crossing the room. He couldn't seem to take his eyes off of the Jedi, as though she might disappear if he looked away. Pausing within arm’s reach, Theron took the datapad, fingers brushing hers, and tossed it on the sofa as he cleared his throat.

“There’s still a problem,” he said. Sanna’s eyelids fluttered closed and her jaw set in defeat at his words. “I want to make things right with her, Commander, but I don’t know how. Even if I knew how to fix it, I don’t know that I could; there’s a lot that’s broken.” Theron caught himself reaching for her and drew his hands back to himself. “And I’m worried that my roommate might not want things between us to be fixed. I hurt her -- badly.”

Opening her eyes, she glanced past him at the mostly-empty duffle lying on the floor. Fighting back more tears, Sanna met his gaze.

“Stay. I--” Her voice was barely a whisper. “Stay, Theron.”

“Are you sure, Sanna?” She nodded, lip caught between her teeth, and his heart soared. “Yeah?” She nodded again and stepped closer to him with a gasping sob, taking his hand in hers and twining their fingers together.

“I don’t know how to do this, either, but we used to make a good team,” she said, sniffling, and swiped at the tears glistening on her cheeks. “We can figure this out together, don’t you think?”

“Yeah. Yeah, I do,” Theron said, haltingly reaching out to cradle her cheek in his hand and brushing away a tear with his thumb. “I like that idea, very much.”

“Me, too,” Sanna said, struggling to find the right thing to say, to do. She settled for resting her hand on top of his, eyes drifting shut while she basked in the warmth of his skin for the first time in so very long. “I love you,” she whispered.

Theron couldn’t repress an odd combination of a sob and a laugh; it drew a concerned glance from Vassanna, and he let out a relieved huff.

“I was pretty damn sure I’d never hear you say that to me again,” Theron said, blinking away the tears that sprang up, unbidden. He hesitated for the briefest of moments before pressing his lips to her forehead, closing his eyes and willing this moment to be real and not a dream.

“I certainly tried not to love you after... after everything, but I couldn’t,” Sanna sniffled. “I failed spectacularly, in fact.”

“Is it wrong that I’m glad you failed?” Theron’s flippant question was met by a long pause. His anxiety spiked as he thought that perhaps, after all this, he’d undone everything with a careless remark.

“No,” she answered quietly, voice thick with tears. “I’m glad, too.” With a small smile tugging at his lips, Theron reached up to brush a stray wisp of hair out of her face.

“Oh stars, I’m such a hypocrite.” she choked out, turning away, hand pressed to her mouth. “I'm so sorry. I didn't tell you the whole story earlier.” Sanna glanced back with wild eyes to see the confusion on Theron’s features and rushed to explain. “I wanted to hurt you like you’d hurt me -- what is wrong with me? I’m so sorry, I’m sorry, I’m--” A whimper and hiccup broke off her rambling and Theron took a step closer, tenderly holding her face in the palms of his hands and pressing a kiss to her forehead again as his thumbs brushed her cheeks.

“No, sweetheart, you’re okay,” he said soothingly and tried not to worry about what had her so upset. “Shh, there’s nothing wrong with you, it’s alright. You can tell me now, whatever it is -- if you want to, of course.”

Sniffling, Vassanna turned away and began to pace, fingers twisted together in front of her. Theron stood as patiently as he could while she worked out whatever was running through her mind and did his best to ignore the urge to kiss the frown from her features, the way he used to when she was worried. That won’t help anything, he scolded himself.

Sanna stopped abruptly in front of Theron, as though surprised by her own inability to stand still. Her mouth opened and closed a number of times as she struggled to find the right words.

“It’s still there,” the Mirialan blurted out, gesturing to the two of them and wiping away more tears. “The connection between us, I mean. It’s in pieces, but... from the minute you walked back into my life, the Force started repairing it, stitching it back together.” Panic flashed across her features and her hand subconsciously covered her heart as she met Theron's eyes again.

“It scared me, and I-- it hurt so much and I couldn't do that again,” she whispered, shaking her head, “so I kept you at a distance, as best I could. I’m so sorry, I should have told you--”

Vassanna's hands clamped over her mouth to smother a harsh, heart-wrenching cry she could no longer contain. Without a thought, Theron stepped forward to close the gap between them and wrapped his arms around her shaking shoulders, holding her tight. He fully expected her to pull away again and was elated to be wrong; instead, she burrowed her head in his chest and her arms wound around him, fingers grasping and clutching at the back of his shirt, as though unable to hold him close enough.

Cradling her head to his chest, Theron ran his other hand up and down and her spine, filled with both guilt and relief. Dropping a kiss on the top of her head, he murmured calming words and reassurances into her hair between sniffles of his own: how she had every right to feel the way she felt, to be angry and upset about what he’d done; there was nothing to be sorry for but he’d forgive her anything; that everything was going to be okay; that he loved her, oh he loved her so damned much; and how very, very sorry he was for everything he'd done to her and how badly he wanted to make things right.

As they stood clinging to the other, time ceased to exist and they both felt as though they were home at long last.

“Stop apologizing, Theron,” Sanna said softly, breaking the silence and leaning back slightly. She reached up and placed her cool hand on his cheek, scratchy with stubble. “I forgive you.”

Theron huffed out another laugh-sob of disbelief and tucked a loose tendril of hair behind her ear before kissing the crown of her head.

“Hells, I love you, Sanna,” he said, resting his forehead on hers, noses nuzzling.

“I love you too. I can’t promise--” She paused and took a deep, calming breath before meeting his amber eyes.

“This might not be easy for me sometimes, Theron. I spent so much time questioning everything and I'm having a hard time letting go of the hurt, the anger. I know that I should, I know that I need to, and I’m trying, I am, but...” The Jedi bit her lip as her words trailed off and he nodded, his thumb tracing her jaw.

“I understand. I won’t ask you to --”

Before Theron could finish his sentence, Sanna had twined her arms around the back of his neck and tilted her face up, tugging him to her and capturing his lips with her own, effectively stopping his words and any thoughts of taking things slowly.

Across the base, a notification popped up on Lana’s datapad:

Change of housing request: Shan, Theron From: Aurek-0001 To: Cresh-0312 Authorized by: T. Shan Pending Command approval...

The blonde Sith sat with bated breath, frowning at the blinking cursor with no small amount of concern -- and hope -- for her two friends.

“Oh, don’t you two dare be stubborn idiots about this,” she muttered. “Just talk to each other, for Force’s sake. Work this out.”

A small, hissed “yes” escaped the Sith as she saw the request had been rejected. With a pleased smirk, she cleared both Theron and Sanna’s schedules for the next day.

[merry-chissmas]

A feast for the Thrycers among us by @velvetsunset, and a ‘gee, I hope there’s more of this’ story. Eleven out of twenty-five prompts hit!

[visionmarred-archive]

how does raz feel about home (and whatever her interpretation of that might be) 🤔

The change is immediate; Razeia had never been particularly good at hiding her emotions, and the previously relaxed expression shifts into something of discomfort. “Home, huh?”

It’s a concept she tries not to think about. She prefers to not remember afternoons spent by the water with her father, herself shrieking with laughter when he’d pick her up and jump in with her. Her parent softly singing lullabies in Cheunh when she had a fever as a little girl. The guilt sitting heavily in her guts when she tried to make things easier for them and ended up making things worse. She prefers to not remember how there’s no way she can see Copero again, not until she has the credits to make things right.

After a moment, an easy grin finds its way to her face again, and she lifts up her glass to take a sip. “Hope you don’t mind me waxin’ poetic for a moment, but I’m at home among the stars, sweetie.” Her thumb circles the edge of the glass, and one could almost believe that the previous sour expression on her face hadn’t been there at all. “My ship? The finest home you could ask for. Can glide through an asteroid field on half-power, take me anywhere and everywhere I need to go. Gotta ask yourself - is there anything better?”

[detritusvortex]

the Wildly Unimpressed brigade has bad day, seems kinda annoyed about it.

some attention for my BH since i only learned to take proper screenshots long after his campaign and foray into the expansions.

[andveryginger]

A Road Not Taken, Pt. 5

“Speechless”

Summary: For months, she has wondered how to tell him. Now that the moment is here, she still has no idea. (IA x NPC//Adela x Saganu)

Note: Many thanks to @storyknitter for the quick review. Posted with minimal editing, so any mistakes you see are definitely my own.

Also posted over on AO3.

They walked the corridor to their joint quarters in silence, neither trusting themselves to speak. The tension between them was fraught: Fingers intertwined, her knuckles paled as she tightened her grip; shoulders creeping higher as they progressed; jaw twitching in time as she clenched her teeth. She slowed the pace as they approached their rooms, the distance between them dwindling. Finally, pausing before their door, her free hand came to rest against his elbow and he looked up. The blue eyes he knew so well were glassy, swirling with a storm of emotions he couldn’t entirely parse. There was affection and relief, certainly, as well as joy and hope. But it was the spark of fear amidst it all -- something rarely seen from his Red Flame -- that had him worried.

He offered a smile, reaching up to cradle her cheek. “Are you alright, beloved?”

“I --” Adela hesitated, drawing a deep breath. A smile flickered across her lips, warm but wavering, her fingers tightening with his once again. Her voice was low, rough, and unsteady as she stepped before him. Her free hand came to rest against his, eyes fluttering closed for a beat. “I have missed you, my darling Aristocra.”

“As I have missed you,” he replied, glancing left and right. The corridor was deserted around them. He eased forward, brushing his lips gently across hers. He spoke quietly, reverently: “My beloved wife.”

Her expression warmed, but the smile that flickered across her features could only be described as anxious. His apprehension grew. “We should step inside,” she whispered. Her gaze darted toward the security camera to her left, at the apex of the bulkhead and upper deck. “No need to provide any more entertainment than necessary.”

Saganu said nothing as she reached behind them and keyed entry. The door slid aside with the usual rumble, closing with a hiss. They had stepped in to what was nominally her side of the suite, the standard chair replaced with one slightly overstuffed and infinitely more comfortable, and the bed piled with two extra pillows -- his, pulled from his room, the bed they rarely used. Datapads were stacked on her desk, two and three high, and a cup of caf waited nearby, vacuum canister beside it. As always, the temperature had been lowered considerably, accommodating his preference after years of service on first Csilla, then Hoth.

He tugged gently on their joined hands and she stepped closer. Releasing their connection, he brought his hands to rest on her hips as hers came to rest against his chest. She did not close the gap, he noted, even when she slid her palms up to his shoulders. A rueful gleam touched at her eyes even as he opened his mouth to speak. “Will you tell me what’s wrong, beloved?”

She looked up at him, drawing a deep breath and swallowing heavily. Again, he noted the odd mix of emotions, the tension in her shoulders. “Wrong is perhaps not the correct word, but things have become more… complicated in your absence,” she said. “Shortly after Tabarin recalled you, I...” She stopped, inhaling and shaking her head. A nervous laugh escaped her. “For months I have wondered how to tell you. And now that moment is here, and I still have no idea.”

His brow furrowed. “Adela, what --?”

“I --” She exhaled sharply. “I’m expecting.”

Her words struck him and his breath escaped him in a rush, eyes widening with the shock. “Expecting?” he echoed in a whisper. Surely she didn’t mean… Confusion creased his brow as his mind struggled to catch up. “A child?”

Adela nodded. “Yes, darling. Our child.”

They had discussed the possibility of children, of course. At the time, both agreed that, while they might wish for it, the prospect carried enormous personal and political risk; Adela believed the potential cost -- his family, his position, and his standing -- to be too great. Such desires would have to wait. Following Copero, he had all but resigned himself to the fact they would never bear children; that, by the time they regained the good graces of the Ascendancy and House Nuruodo, his beloved consort would be unable to do so. It seemed the galaxy itself now demanded they take that risk.

Confusion slowly gave way to surprise, chased quickly by delight and awe. He felt her hand close over his, gently guiding it over her abdomen. She placed it against a small swell, hidden beneath the loose fit of her tunic and duster. Warmth infused him and his eyes stung. Was this what it was like to cry, he wondered. He didn’t remember; he had been permitted such a show of emotion only as a small boy. As he stood before her now, their hands joined over the first physical evidence of their child, however, there were simply too many emotions to contain. The chaotic jumble overwhelmed him.

“Beloved…” His voice emerged rough, his throat tight as he struggled to find words.There were none. Shaking his head, he slipped his arm around her and drew her close, sealing his mouth over hers. As with so many other things in their relationship, he would simply have to show her.

Afternoon sun filtered through the transom windows at the back of the room, broad beams of yellow light sprawling across the opposite wall as Saganu stirred, the familiar warmth of his consort curled into his side. He revelled in the welcome weight of her head on his shoulder, the wisps of hair tickling his chest, and caress of her skin as her leg slid over his. Three months, he thought, and it might well have been an eternity. Functional and capable, but not operating at full capacity; he had become so accustomed to working with her that working without her seemed as alien as sleeping alone. A rueful smile curved his wide mouth. Before her temporary assignment to Hoth, it had been as many months between their Zeltronian rendezvous. How his life had changed…

And was about to change again, he mused. His brave, cunning, beautiful consort was pregnant. He smoothed his hand over her left arm and dropped a kiss to her silver hair. Their child. It still felt surreal -- as much a dream as laying here with her curled around him. Their lives forever merged in one tiny little being. Would they favor him, the dark blue skin and distinctive red eyes of his people? Or take after their mother, fair skin and blue eyes? Could the child fall somewhere in between?

He was, of course, getting ahead of himself. Any child favoring him should be taken and raised “in shadow” -- out of circulation, and instructed from a young age to take on the responsibilities of Aristocra, a standard policy he knew his consort will disagree with. A child favoring her, on the other hand, would be raised out of circulation for entirely different reasons… not the least of which might be passing on her Force-sensitive heritage. While he, himself, reserved few superstitions regarding the use, he was an outlier among his people: Any Force-sensitive child they had would have to suppress or hide their ability to pass in the Ascendancy, lest they become an outcast. Such was a burden he did not wish on his child. If it came down to it, he supposed, he would prefer the child remain with the Alliance or in the Republic. At least there, they could be trained, respected, and free.

Pale fingers trailed over his abdomen and he heard her chuckle. “You’re thinking too loud, Aristocra,” she said, her voice heavy with sleep. “Credit for them?”

A soft smile tugged at his lips. “Marvelling at how our lives have changed,” he rumbled, “and imagining what our child will be like.” He swallowed back the knot that threatened, even now, as the words ‘our child’ fell from his lips. “It still feels very much like a dream.”

“Reality,” Adela began, raising her head to look at him, “will settle in soon enough, I’m sure.” Concern radiated from her blue eyes, even as her hand came to rest against his heart. “As soon as they come looking for us.”

Saganu nodded, his hand covering hers. “I am, as yet, unsure if we should speak with Tabarin,” he said. “My cousin has extended himself more than I could ever ask, from Zeltros to Copero. I’m afraid this might be a step too far.”

“That was my concern, as well. Few here beyond my family and Lieutenant Temple would understand the significance of my pregnancy.” A rueful grin curved her lips. “But Tabarin is becoming a somewhat regular visitor. I’ll only be able to conceal things for so long before my condition becomes very apparent.”

Looking down at her, he furrowed his brow. “Lieutenant Temple knows.”

Adela nodded. “As a Force sensitive, it was… more readily apparent to her.”

“Then our child -- ?”

Again she nodded, lips drawn taut. “For now, he isn’t very strong,” she said, “just a bond with me, and a bit of flutter for familiar people like Raina and my sister.” Her gaze darted briefly to their joined hands before returning to his. “I want very much for you to have an heir -- someone to inherit all your hard work. But if this is a sign of things to come, then I pray he looks like me.”

Drawing in a deep breath, Saganu released it slowly. Even in this, it seemed they were of similar minds. He shifted focus, wonder and confusion lighting his features as he regarded her. “He? You can tell already?”

“Not at first,” Adela replied. “But now, a few months on? Yes.” Her expression softened. “It’s so strange: he’s felt how anxious I’ve been about this, been concerned about telling you. But he can sense you -- knows instinctively you’re his father. It’s... “ She gave a soft chuckle as her eyes grew misty. “He’s happy to see you.”

His hand caressed down her arm, along her ribs, settling onto her abdomen, more accessible as she shifted onto her back. Warmth radiated from her, his fingers curved ever-so-slightly over the taut muscle and skin. Such a small change, he thought, and yet so apparent now -- especially to someone who knew her curves and contours as intimately as his own. “How” -- he broke off, his voice unexpectedly rough -- “how long before I’ll be able to…?”

“Another month, perhaps a bit more?” She offered him an apologetic smile. “The doctor suggested it might take longer, since this is our first.”

He nodded, then looked back to her. “Then I hope our son knows how pleased I am to see you both.” Leaning down, he pressed a gentle kiss to her lower abdomen, at the crest of the swell. His consort. His child. He held them dear -- cherished them enough to risk or even choose exile for them, to be a part of their lives, to be a father and a husband. Such choices were not made in a vacuum, however, and he already knew the stance his wife held. But they were also his family now and, as such, deserved as much of his duty and devotion as ever. It was as he lifted his head and opened his mouth to broach the subject that the communications console sounded an alert.

“Open communication,” Adela called into the room, “voice only.”

“Agent Emrys; Lieutenant Kal,” the petite voice of Raina Temple said, “my apologies for any interruption, but we are on our way to the cantina, and Aristocra Tabarin wondered if you might join us for dinner?”

It was his turn to offer a rueful grin. “Of course, Lieutenant,” he replied. “Agent Emrys and I can finish our debrief at a later time.”

“I’m sure he’ll be pleased to hear that.” There was a hint of humor audible, even over the comm. “We’re estimating approximately twenty minutes.”

Adela spoke up. “We’ll meet you in the cantina, then.”

“I take it all went well?”

Saganu looked to his consort and his gaze softened. “The report was a touch… overwhelming, but the end result is quite promising,” he replied. “I was thrilled Agent Emrys had such good news to share.”

“I’m so glad, sir,” Temple replied. Her relief was audible, prompting a shared smile between the two. “I’ll look forward to seeing you soon. Dev out.”

The channel closed and they sat for a long moment in silence. He laid his head on her chest and Adela raked her nails through the thick mop of hair atop his head. Closing his eyes, he offered a sigh. “We should tell him,” she said at length. “He deserves that much.”

Saganu nodded slowly, then opened his eyes and shifted to look back up at her. “He does. And, if other actions are required, it will at least prepare him.”

His consort regarded him with an arched brow. “‘Other actions’?”

“Yes, beloved: Other actions.” He grimaced. “Given the current political climate, we should face the very real possibility of my… departure... from the Ascendancy.”

Adela heaved a sigh, her own lips thinning as her brow furrowed and blue eyes clouded. “Darling, we’ve discussed this. I refuse to be the reason for your exile -- voluntary or otherwise.”

“And I still maintain that you -- and now our son -- are equally as deserving of my duty and devotion,” he replied. He placed his hand flat against her heart. “You both are my family as much as my mother or Tabarin; even the rest of House Miurani. We are partners, you and I, and nothing has punctuated that reality more than the last three months we have spent apart.”

Her eyes were glassy, tears welling against her lower lashes as she looked down at him. “Saganu, I --”

He shook his head, before continuing quietly. “This time on Csilla has also shown me exactly how much I have changed -- how different I am, compared to my colleagues and kin. The rules and the double-speak; no one ever saying exactly what they mean.” A knot formed in his own throat, and he felt his vocal cords constrict as he struggled to speak. “It’s stifling, beloved, and without you -- both of you, it will never be worth it.”

Nodding, Adela sighed, tears flowing freely down her cheeks. “Oh, Hells,” she whispered, swiping at them roughly. She gave a forced laugh. “Bloody hormones.”

He shifted up, leaning down and nuzzling her nose with his own, a smile curving his lips. His heart swelled with warmth and affection for this beautiful woman before him -- his friend, his partner, his consort. “It’s all right, beloved,” he murmured. He kissed her gently.

She directed her gaze at him as he drew back. There was determination mingling with the softer emotions in her eyes. “Promise me that you won’t… go looking for it? Exile should be the last resort.”

“I can’t promise, Adela,” he replied, shaking his head. His fingers tucked a stray lock of silver hair behind her ear. “I will be there for you and for our son. That means I will do whatever is necessary, even if that means voluntary exile.”

There was a long pause. He watched the muscle in her jaw ticking, her eyes as her gaze swept over his features, reading his expression and the deeper connection they shared. Finally she nodded. “I’ve trusted you as I’ve trusted no one else,” she said. A soft smile twitched across her lips. “I’ll simply have to continue to do so.”

Saganu swallowed, giving his own nod. “Thank you, beloved.”

Her fingers combed through his hair. “Always.”

“With that settled,” he began, “perhaps we should prepare to meet the entourage?”

“Mmm.” A chuckle rumbled through her. “I’d prefer to stay here with you. But, to keep up a few appearances, perhaps we should get cleaned up.” Her eyes twinkled as she regarded him. “If you’ll start the water...?”

A lopsided grin curved across his lips. “I doubt that will save us time.”

“I don’t care.” Adela allowed her own grin. “I’ve missed you.”

He dropped a kiss to the tip of her nose, then gave his own deep chuckle. “I’ll start the water.”

[erichan-legacy]

Copero | A Traitor Among the Chiss

[juravern]

Copero.

Ignore the parts where some of those trees look distinctly tropical (big red flowers! When there’s ice and snow ready to ruin them! And those broad leaves!), and this is a really, really beautiful place. Look at that sky. I am also a sucker for the majestic ruins they like to do.

(But laser deathtraps tend to take your mind off photography.)

Also, I like this Flashpoint, okay? It’s not quite Colicoid War Game level of complexity, but you don’t just kill trash mobs in a straight line to the boss, and I admit that I liked how well they got across the feeling of the town, narrow winding streets you could almost get lost in. 

(I didn’t get lost, but given that I tend to zoom out my camera by a lot when running FPs and Ops, the transitions between open courtyards and narrow corridors kept screwing over my view XD.)

We’re not going to talk about Theron XD. I realise a lot of people have strong feelings on the subject, and frankly I’m not interested in more drama. 

(Also, I like Theron, but I’m not that invested in him nor in the nuances of the story to begin with, so I’m just sitting back and content to see where they take the story for now.)

[the-empires-weapon]

Weapon in Copero Pt. 2

Theron.

Chiss. Chiss...Valss of House Inrokini.

Altar. Ancient technology.

Bomb.

My mind barely perceives anything outside of the hologlass across my eyes, and the targets they jump across. My limbs feel sore, sore from running and climbing, and if my mind had even the slightest chance of processing anything apart from each moment I’m in, I’d know where I was and why. But all of that is behind me, blank and blind in the mind of the weapon I’d been built to be.

They’re talking, and Theron has the bomb in his hand. He’s placing it on the technology they stand across from. And they start turning to me- cut off and stalled by the sudden hum of my lightsabers.

“Stop right there.”

Theron’s eyes go wide. “Holy shi-”

“So,” the Chiss - Valss - says, stepping before Theron and closer to me. “You’re the Commander of the Alliance. Theron said you might come for us, but I’m not sure we anticipated finding you here so soon.”

Leaped from shuttle - sensed - “I’m taking Theron back. Your house has made dire mistakes, Valss. And you’ll pay for them.”

“Valss-” Theron grabs him by the shoulder and pulls him back. “You can’t beat them. Not now. You’d never win, not when they’re in this state.”

I feel my lips twist into a snarl. “Don’t make this harder than it has to be, Theron.”

“You’re the one destined for victory, Shan. Not me.” Valss shakes him off and steps closer. He pulls out his own lightsaber - my target locks onto it as he activates it, a cooler yellow than my own.

Force Sensitive - mentally strong - physically strong.

Untrained.

Dead.

“You’re going to give Theron back,” I hiss, and I fling myself at him with a scream.

[rainofaugustsith]

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It's from my Ao3 account name which was made first. August - I actually don't remember why. Rain - well, I like the rain and I could not think of anything else. For Tumblr I added Sith at the end because my main is an Old Republic Sith (not to be confused with a post-Darth Bane Sith) and because 'rainofaugust' was actually taken.

Any sideblogs?

I have Rain Plays SWTOR, which is a player guide to the Star Wars: The Old Republic game I played for years. I wanted to make a guide that would explain some of the things I found confusing when I first played, give some helpful tips, and break down content to make it more playable for people. I especially liked concentrating on parts of the game that were considered group content and showing solo players how to get through it.

I stopped playing SWTOR when 7.0 hit, although to be honest I'd been, overall, unhappy with the story since the end of KOTFE. Having said that I've left the sideblog up because a lot of what I wrote might still help those playing the game.

How long have you been on tumblr?

Since 2017.

Why did you originally start your blog?

I started it because I noticed there were a lot of sapphic/wlw fans of Star Wars here, and one doesn't really find that elsewhere too much.

Why did you choose your icon?

It's artwork that was made by the wonderful of my main, Viri. It's such a lovely picture of her, and I thought it was perfect for an icon.

Why did you choose your header?

It's from my favorite part of my favorite flashpoint in SWTOR - A Traitor Among the Chiss. It's a little too long, and when it was released it was far too tedious, but aside from that I feel that the Copero flashpoint represents everything SWTOR could have been. It's got absolutely beautiful, detailed design that you could spend hours exploring - a city with little alleys you can explore; stunning scenery; a flashpoint that includes puzzles and not just 'destroy it all' gameplay; really good decorations and armor as drops; and even a transition from day to night. This scene is toward the end, where the PC ascends a staircase in some ancient ruins at twilight. It's such a beautiful backdrop that I always stopped to admire it during the flashpoint.

What is your post with the most notes?

There's one with like 10K notes, and it's about Diana Serra Cary, who was the last surviving silent film star. I wrote it few days after she died. That one still shows up in my reblogs now and then. There's another where I was talking about cultural appropriation of Jewish ritual items and the Hebrew alphabet in various media that has a few thousand reblogs.

How many mutuals do you have?

I actually don't know.

How many followers do you have?

Right now 329 I think?

How many blogs do you follow?

211.

Have you ever made a shitpost?

Not intentionally.

How many times do you use tumblr a day?

I more or less have it open in the background for messages and such, even if I'm not actively on the site.

Have you ever fought another blog?

Not really. A few of the fandom sheriffs and Lana Hate Club sorts have tried to start drama with me in the past, and in general my policy has been to block and add their names to my Tumblr filters immediately without engaging, or with a general warning. I don't owe them a debate, it's not really worth my time and attention to respond, and I'm not interested in the drama. I also am pretty proactive about blocking if I see someone being hateful on someone else's posts/relogs/comments because I don't need that nonsense here. If you want to act like a clown do it on your own time, not mine.

How do you feel about “need to reblog” posts?

It's a surefire way to get me not to reblog it. I'm not a fan of that sort of manipulation.

Do you like tag games?

I do, although I'm always anxious about tagging others. Like, is someone going to feel left out or not want the tag or…yeah.

Do you like ask games?

Yes, with the same caveat as above.

Which of your mutuals do you think are tumblr famous?

See this is one of those questions that I feel like I can't answer because again, will someone feel left out or not want to be mentioned, or what. I have some artists and writers on my mutuals list who are scary talented at what they do, and some have more recognition/followers than others - but for all of them, I really love it when their work pops up on my dash.

Do you have a crush on a mutual?

I'm demisexual. Crushes aren't really a thing. I've met some awesome friends here, though.

[lavampira]

thinking about the traitor arc since I’m replaying it with kai soon, and I’m still not entirely sure how I’m adjusting the plot so it isn’t utterly ridiculous because I still loathe how disjointed iokath feels, everything about the machine gods, and how the zildrog plot falls flat in execution anyway, but as far as tweaking some details goes, I’m pretty sure thaston will be just as involved in it as theron behind the scenes, and since theron was thaston’s SIS handler post-vanilla in my canon, they’d be able to get the ‘we’re being spied on’ message across (something similar to that scene in fmab of riza telling mustang about salim bradley) in their own form of code and copero would make much more sense with thaston involved rather than theron nosing his way into chiss house politics to get an in on the superweapon map or whatever. and the two of them planning this out with theron going behind kai’s back for secrecy is painful, but it would put thaston’s whole issue about theron ‘compromising what needs to be done’ because of his relationship with the commander behind them.