#portable ops

[axelandvixen]

portable ops ocelot,,

[noelshourai]

Dated October 2022, probably.

If you're wondering, I drew some of these Metal Gear comics in response to othatsraspberry's Metal Gear streams. Don't forget to check out her comics, they're funny and cute.

[mastamillaopenforcommissions]

Young Roy Campbell met Big Boss

[shimshilla]

when for one person disappearance of another meant darkness in life

and reunion spark the lights again

[boyquiet]

how did i not know about portable ops ocelot until recently what the hell. hes so. oughhhhhggh. can we get this man covered in blood stat

[devileaterjaek]

[quaddmgd]

[majocelot]

I wonder how Ocelot thinks of The Boss sometimes. Surely, he later learns that's his mother. Obviously, he never knew before she died (well, I guess "assumedly" is better).

... As someone who grew up without my mother for most of my life, I think I project my own experience.

Apathy, unchecked bitterness, avoidance. Trauma, especially of the absence of parents, is hard to describe.

Ocelot's upbringing is intentionally convoluted, though I more so believe the idea The Philosophers kept a hold on him for the majority of his childhood/adolescence. Did he have an assigned guardian, was he brought up in a Philosopher run orphanage? It's all untouched by canon, as is similar with MOST childhoods of MGS characters.

Growing up without guardianship, however, feels most relevant to his personality. Cool, controlled, calculated. Raising yourself, being both father/mother, you cannot afford to be a child. Especially being puppeted around by an unseen group.

... I could imagine his growing disgust. To be alone in the world, a blank slate, only to be immediately and eagerly consumed by an omnipresence looming over you.

He's defection makes sense, a form of rebellion to leave the nest where he nurtured himself all alone. Like a juvenile bird, he began to sore. It was less of dedication to a nation, in fact it was about the disinterest in any nation. Double agent, flying from tree-to-tree.

He lived wrecklessly. Uncaring. No support, no strings... trying to find purpose.

Now, I love bosselot. I do believe Ocelot felt deeply for Big Boss... but I think that was only a part of his own philosophy to disengage from the world.

Ocelot learning of his mother would have been such an interesting character arc, that of course wouldn't properly be touched on given MGS's storytelling style in regards to emotion (show, don't tell). It must have been the true turning point, but it could have also taken years to digest.

Being forced through the stages of grief, perhaps even prolonged given the scenario of him meeting her and being unaware until after she was gone.

Hate, bitterness, disgust, pain.

In more civilian scenarios, a son would likely partake in wreckless behaviors such as drinking, driving, and drugs. I believe it would have been similar for Ocelot, but factoring in that his world was and had always been tailored, planned, and omnipresent.

The gap between Portable Ops and MGSV, I think that would have been his digestion period upon realizing. Given how calculated he had been, believing to be above all his superiors, beyond nations... to realize he was still just a pawn in the end, a pawn that was born to become a pawn, it must have over took him.

I theorize it was a very ugly period for himself. Chaotic, manic and so forth. Very out of style for the MGS story style, thus unbrushed (i mean of course, probably wasnt even considered. but still fun to imagine).

Ocelot letting his world go in those years, fighting and trying to figure out who the hell he was and what he wanted to be. How to become his own... I want that to be played with more in fanon for my own catharsis. LOL.

[metalgearinformer]

The PSP that came with the Metal Gear Solid Portable Ops KonamiStyle Premium Pack

[cosmophobicpi]

I have this headcanon for Jon that his grandfather was involved in an armed uprising that took place within the San Hirenymo Penisula. He never knew him as a child because he was eventually killed in action. 

[sporkberries]

Metal Gear Lore

[sillyfriendssharingablog]

Happy international women's day mgs women! ^^

I'm sorry kojima wrote most of you so badly, but you gals are still in my heart <3

[scieel]

Oh to be bigbo and have a blonde harem 😮‍💨

[shimshilla]

❗️❗️❗️a graphic description of the murder + an image of blood❗️❗️❗️

❗️disclaimer: author HATES EVA/Tatyana❗️

headcanon portable ops

... She looks at me with fear and a little awe. She definitely didn't expect her pathetic slut life to end today. And it will end by my hand.

I tighten my grip on the knife handle and look straight into her eyes. How I hate her eyes! With those eyes, she looked at my colonel as he heroically fell defending our honor and idea.

I'm going to gouge out her fucking eyes! I'll pull them out one at a time and crush them with my boot, listening to her piggy screams.

She thinks she's beautiful. I'll prove to her that she was wrong by slashing her face with deep, unhealed scars.

I hate her body! I stick a knife into it, listening to the squelching and wheezing, each time catching a thrill from these sounds and a sense of my own victory.

Oh, what a wonderful dream...

Сны — это всё, что осталось у меня. Осталось во мне...

[dailaz]

What if Aigis is sent by Mitsuru to investigate Shadow activity in Shibuya, and ends up joining with the Phantom Thieves?

[devileaterjaek]