#porchtime

[killercookie213]

I am still angry at you. I want to say thing that hurt you. Thats what finally made me want to stop being your friend. You made me feel like a bad person. You convinced me I was a bad person. Everytime I thought about talking to you all the words I wanted to say were vengeful and cruel. I wanted so desperately for you to understand, to feel my pain. I still do. I don't want to think that way. Yet silence is still a lie, silence is why I hate you. I am not sure if all the ways I feel hurt by you are true, you made sure of that, but what I do know is true is that the person I call my best friend loves me. I am so thankful she is not you. I am not her therapist, I am her friend. It is not a one way relationship. I feel genuinely safe to express my feeling with her. "Calling is stressful, could you just text?" You blatantly ignored me for 2 months. In those two months I had to tell my family how I was molested as a child while his girlfriend lived in my room. "Well I figured if it was important you would call." Why would I call? Last time I called I sobbed while telling you that I feel insecure in our relationship. Then was told I was emotionally manipulative. Fuuck those two months were more painful than reliving 10 year old trauma.

She has never stepping too far into my romantic relationship. She likes the love of my life. No "like" is the wrong word. She adores them. She doesn't put up with them; she treats them more like one of her siblings than a friend. She has never made me feel incompetent. Maybe that’s why I don't feel insecure in our relationship? She tells me when I have done something wrong. She forgives me when I apologize. We talked about how to fix/prevent problems. And the best fucking part is she apologize when she does something wrong. Part of me still finds it amazing that I can tell her she did something wrong. She put in as much effort in our relationship as I do. God-fucking-damn does it feel good. She is someone I want to spend the rest of my life with. Doing what we do now sitting on a porch smoking, drinking whisky out of tea cups, laughing, crying, and talking shit on you and her lost childhood friend. You and I never could have had that. You would have said that I was a morally bad person for smoking and drinking, yet you think Ben Shapiro makes good points. The difference between you and her is like night and day. When I was at my lowest you and I could barely spend a week around each other. Her and I live together and through the good, the bad, and the ugly we still woken up everyday excited to see our best friend. My sister doesn't tell me in private that she is a sad and toxic person. My best friend has a lot of the same problems as you do. Clinical depression, clinical anxiety, a shitty relationship with her mother, Sexual trauma, childhood trauma as well as different problems, but she still supports, loves and treats me like a person who has problems of my own. She still talks to me when she has a boyfriend, I am not dropped as soon as some broken dog with a sob story shows up to take over filling your emotionally void.

CAN YOU STOP LIVING IN MY BRAIN RENT FREE?? I have tried to systematically remove you from my life. Thank god I had only a few photos of you. I want to tell you all this so fucking bad but the idea of see you again scares the living hell out of me. I don't want to know how you would twist this all on me. How fucking unfair. It not my fault. I took responsibility for my part, as much as I could anyway. You never did tell me what exactly I did wrong. But I did get to spend two months trying to figure it out. I made sure I sent the last text. I wanted to make sure you couldn't convince me that I didn't try

[blue-skies-chattanooga]

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#porchtime

[lichen-thr0pe]

[laurabetancourtatx]

Austin,Texas 2020

[olive-and-rye]

Yesterday humom decided to clean up the sunroom so we could enjoy some time in the sun 🌞 it was as perfect a day as one could ask for right now. Today is back to being super cold but we are determined to still enjoy some porch time... with a space heater and blanket this time 😹😅 #makingthebestofit #quarantinecats #porchtime . . . #oliveandryevids #catvideo #cute #cats #snapcat #funnycat #funnycatvideo #buzzfeedanimals #cute #oliveryefig #thedodo #weeklyfluff #catsofinstagram #9gag #meowed https://www.instagram.com/p/B-CcIA2Dq_t/?igshid=1xde3z7oo3reh

[whitni]

some post-walk sweetness ☀️ #porchtime #prairiepup (at Wichita, Kansas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-n3EOlBjfuGhGYSxM3EeKGjycEqNgqHnX_zAM0/?igshid=1mcsbferr8vg2

[trekkiemage]

He helps. . #lordauditormiles #catsofinstagram #weaving #porchtime https://www.instagram.com/gnearing/p/BxV5FE_JZKy/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=olj22au9lnme

[bethkipps]

Love me some Haint Blue…now for warmer weather do I can actually enjoy it. #porchtime #south #cottagelife #blue (at The Bramblewood Cottage) https://www.instagram.com/p/CciFh3JrALI/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[realtorrachelindy]

Almost 2 years here and still in love with our home 🏡 here pictured is some of my favorite spots 🤗. Reminds me daily that we're living the dream, and I'm loving every moment. It's also why I chose to be a Realtor, so I can help others live the dream in their own home 🏡. Then they can go and make sappy social media post too 😂🤣😜. Seriously if you or someone you know is looking to buy or sell let me help you. #letmehelpyou #livingthedream #lovemyhome❤️ #porchtime #soaktime #entertainingathome https://www.instagram.com/p/CSzWiKDr-03/?utm_medium=tumblr

[twinkletoeslow]

They’ve got me surrounded. #furbabies #porchtime #homeworkontheporch #mybestgirls #lovethefurbabies #distracted

[hbbrennan]

What a way to start a long weekend! Thanks @tcover62 for the extra day! . . #holidayweekend #memorialdayweekend #sassafrasriver #riverlife #relaxing #may #porchtime #waterview #views #kentcountymd #maryland #labradorretriever #yellowlab (at Kent County, Maryland) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPa4fvatTvZ/?utm_medium=tumblr

[maryalicek]

We love our porch and each other!! #mainecoon #catsofinstagram #cats #mainecoonstagram #mainecoonsofinstagram #love #screenedporch #porch #porchtime #monday

[sprocketscoffee]

Definitely feel this way some days as I watch daily events. So generally i would rather just chill on the front porch drinking coffee. . #sprocketscoffee #coffeeholic #porchtime #quiet #daily #events #caffeine https://www.instagram.com/p/CF-FMGGJ73N/?igshid=1qu66dp2yibi5

[scratchmasterus]

Personal Porch Time..... ah. #porchtime #afterwork #beertime (at Foster-Powell) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFtAof4BCNo/?igshid=1pqmqkgq5iyfx

[fashcommute]

#summertime is here! #fashionableFrozè #pinkdrinks #porchtime #toodarnhot #whattodowithcraprosè #yum https://www.instagram.com/p/CCz0z7-hge2/?igshid=1pkf1nyt17a8s

[oilylagniappe]

Back Porch Sittin' Diffuser Blend | July Daily Diffuser Blends | Sunday, July 12, 2020 . 3 drops Peppermint 3 drops Purification 3 drops Citronella . "Sitting on the summer-night porch was so good, so easy and so reassuring that it could never be done away with. These were rituals that were right and lasting; the lighting of pipes, the pale hands that moved knitting needles in the dimness, the eating of foil-wrapped, chilled Eskimo Pies, the coming and going of all the people….Oh, the luxury of lying in the fern night and the grass night and the night of susurrant, slumbrous voices weaving the dark together.” . – Ray Bradbury, Dandelion Wine . I've always loved having a front porch. One of the 1st things my husband & I did when we bought our 1st home was hang a wooden swing on the porch. When we moved to our 2nd home, initially we placed rocking chairs on the porch. But with rain and humidity, they didn't hold up being in contact with the slab. Nothing like a good ole wooden swing. I love to sit outside both during the daytime to talk on the phone, read, watch the butterflies in my garden, during a summer rain to smell the fresh smell of everything washed anew (bye bye pollen 🤣) and to watch the moon & stars before going to sleep at night. . With our "new normal," porches have become even more beneficial than we ever realized before. I know my neighbors and I have left treats or ingredients needed for recipes on one another's porches. My daughter has picked up orders from people who are self employed from home & left the item for her on their porch. Depending on how close your houses are or designed, you may be able to sit on your porch & talk to your neighbor face to face safely from a distance. . Do you know why most Louisiana front porch ceilings are painted blue? . https://trippalukastyle.com/southern-style-haint-blue-porch-ceilings-new-orleans-northshore/ . Visit our our Facebook page for more #diffuserblends facebook.com/OilyLagniappe. Grab the essential oils for this blend here -> bit.ly/theglenns. #SwingingOnThePorch #SocialDistancingFromYourPorch #PorchTime #QualityTime #Home #YLEOS #YoungLiving #OilyLagniappe https://www.instagram.com/p/CCj4TjOjax1/?igshid=15r2te8qyh2oh