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anyone from imp int that appears semi regularly in the agent story (watcher two/shara jenn, keeper, etc?) mayhaps?
They're both characters I find really interesting. I'd say it's surprising they haven't put any fic appearances (other than Keeper informing Kyrian over holo that he's being arrested for treason), except that I haven't done that much with Kyrian's career when he's not out in the field actively coloring outside the lines.
Well, I do have a couple of Keeper mini-fics. LIke I said, interesting character. He's not a character type you often get on the "bad" side, being more of an "M" or...what's his name on Stargate SG1...Hammond than the sort of leader you normally see in the Empire. He clearly cares about the people who work under him, even if he's able to send them into deadly danger, exile them to Shadow Town, or worse...when necessary. He's a very effective combination of "good authority figure" and "did what I had to do/made the hard (but necessary) decisions."
If I do go back and fill in more of Kyrian's career, or write any Pheodra fics, he's likely to put in more appearances. Getting a little insight into why he ignored concerns about Kyrian for as long as he did (besides that Kyrian tended to succeed where it really mattered) could be fun. The game writing suggests that Keeper sees something of himself in a light side agent, and I've carried that over to ficverse. Of course, Keeper remained loyal to the Empire, despite its flaws, and gained the hardness and big picture thinking that Kyrian...did not.
Watcher Two is...hm, how to phrase it... She's more unquestioningly Imperial than Keeper, but that's unsurprising considering she was literally designed by the Empire. That she still came out a decent coworker/boss is more surprising. Her soft spots are different from Keeper's, and somewhat more personal, but she lacks his experience (I'm pretty sure he was Imperial military before his Imp Int career. Or is that just my headcanon?) and she rises in the ranks at nearly the worst possible time, given how quickly the Sith wreck everything.
Hm, actually I think the most interesting stuff with her, as far as the game story goes, comes later. Which means that if she were to appear in fic beyond giving mission info or taking a post-mission briefing, it'd probably be if I fic stuff with Pheodra. (Who, to her irritation, inherits Kyrian's designation and mission. She is cypher agent material; it was clear in training that he would never be.)
Then again, Watcher Two is so much more what a member of Imperial Intelligence should be than Kyrian, it could be interesting to give them a chance to interact around that. Especially as it's clear Kyrian did trust her (and Keeper) more than was wise. That means some discussion of methods is possible, or other concerns. Hell, she's observant enough--and close enough to being a coworker, rather than a superior--that she might pick up on his doubts about whether he is cypher agent material. (Okay, he knows he's not, he's just trying to do the job anyway. And dreading the eventual training he's certain he'll fail.)
Which raises the question of what Keeper (and Watcher Two, for that matter) thought of their skilled but squeamish field agent who'd been promoted way too soon. Did Keeper think that field experience would eventually file off his soft edges and make him cypher material? Are there aspects of cypher training that would make his flaws irrelevant? Was Keeper going to quietly demote him back to normal field agent once the crisis was over? Let him continue indefinitely as an untrained, field promoted cypher agent? (I mean, obviously, he had field agent training. But that's not the same thing.)
Was part of Watcher Two's job deciding what would be best to do with Kyrian once the crisis was over?
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Do you have any recommendations for good Dream/reader fics? I can’t find any….its so cold out here………./j
i wish i did! but unfortunately he's so hard to find /reader fics for (that aren't nsfw one-shots) that i don't have any (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)
most of the dream/reader content that i have are old art/attacks or rps 😔
#i've pondered turning the mafia rp into a fic before but i've never done a long fic#and it also doesn't have a solid plot line tbf#but maybe one day#it's hard bc it's two stories intertwined#but anyway#gotta draw more dream/reader stuff sometime#answered
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How often do you think Obi-Wan borrows a friend's cloak and the loses it?? And then has to do the walk of shame that he lost their cloak?
#Like how often does Bant Quinlan Luminara Anakin have to pack a couple extra cloaks because by the end of the mission they are -3 cloaks#I'd love to see a fic where Obes loses on of his borrowed cloaks (Anakin's) and so now is sitting in his room pondering his mistake#Bc he can't go to his bf bc his bf is sick of him loosing his shit and having to pick up after him#he cant go to his kids bc he lost one of his kid's stuff and between the two of them he's going to be teased to the point of harassment#star wars#cloaks#obi wan#anakin skywalker#codywan#obi wan kenobi#commander cody#bant eerin#quinlan vos#luminara unduli
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if you don’t like a fic, just click out of it. leaving hateful comments is so unnecessary and demotivating.
#pom ponders#writing stuff#fanfic#got a hateful comment on my latest update#if you don’t like the fic okay fair the premise doesn't appeal to everyone#or the way I'm using images or graphics#i get that#but leaving that comment wasn't necessary#i work hard for like 3 people to read this thing#just leave me alone
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man if i had an actual plot structure to use as scaffolding (because i can’t really do slice of life or things like it) i could write so many N and Uzi words that are just the actual practicalities and obstacles (varying in size and some seen, some unforeseen) of an interspecies relationship
#banana.txt#murder drones#esp for the no solver stuff i tend to work with on my way early pilot era fics#like the diet is an obvious one but there’s also other physical needs. behavior. mindset. culture (esp since copper drones actually have-#-the opportunity to develop a culture outside of the oppressive influence of human society’s treatment of them as a whole)#communication in general which can fall under body language but also plain just. DD vocalization an an range outside of WD auditory-#-processor range. and just senses in general#ITS A LOT TO PONDER#for gods sake DDs think movement wise in three dimensions naturally#as opposed to WDs (and humans) as terrestrial entities spatial map/field of movement being laterally compressed
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I'm not really a "shipper" per se but I will admit that the utter lack of gansheik stuff anywhere is a real surprise to me. You can't hardly even find platonic stuff of them having a dynamic despite all the fuel that the manga gives for tension and potential interactions.
#gansheik#clinging hard to the few AUs that have them regularly interact. thank u secret identity Sheik artists... mwah#a trusted associate and friend of mine called it 'the most obvious ship ever' and like. Yes. where the heck is it#tfw a friend piques your interest in something and you only find out afterwards it's OBSCURE! got me good lol#literally demonic supervillain + angsty henchman secretly plotting to kill him like HELLO?#normal zelgan is also a lot less popular than I thought but it has *some* content#maybe I should just stop having expectations for the LoZ fandom even though it's had like 30+ years to make this stuff#think I'll work on that ranked fic list after all lol. give me an excuse to read and ponder them all
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I dont have nearly as many unique stormlight thoughts like I used to, these days my brain is just two dogs with kaladin and moash written on the collars chasing each other in circles
#i think about stormlight daily and constantly but just not in a way that makes good tumblr posts lmao#ive been doing way more writing as of late though#moadolin fic is coming along fine and i have a fluff kalmoash fic that just needs the smut scene written and then its done#also been doing lots of fun stormlight oc stuff with friends#there is no point to me saying all this just pondering how the fixation hasnt died down in the slightest its just shifted#my-storming-posts
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me most of this week w/ mclennison fic plotting
#thoughts#working w/ three people's dynamics and how to integrate them in a way that makes sense is a lot harder than i thought#i've been going bonkers trying to thread how they feel about each other#and how that inevitably shows up in the fic#i spent a good 5 minutes at work pondering it and writing stuff down#i've rewritten the plot twice#this is the second fic now where i've gone crazy plotting stuff#but it's worth it i think
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I have posted the first snippet of this OC fic on my neocities; I'm just kind of vibing with the page colors right now, but in the top corner there's a button you can click to make it plain black on white if that's easier to read!
#N posts stuff#i'm thinking i'm probably going to wind up just posting these as one-shots to ao3#but i'm pondering that a little while longer so in the meantime: neocities fic#i don't have any kind of mechanisms for commenting on that webpage but the askbox here is open if you are inclined to#say something before i get this up on ao3 <3#i like you too#also don't worry! the page is mobile responsive so it should be legible on all screens#edit: if you saw this post before i figured out the color switching it took me less time than i anticipated to figure that one out#many blessings to w3schools you are my rock <3
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"#Also rip to the pages that fueled my sskk unrequited love agenda for one years " Oh you're finally done ? Even after you saw the confirmation it was requited I still saw you clinging to it so I'm surprised
Okay I elaborated plenty on my thoughts on unrequited sskk in the last ask but “oh you're finally done with your sskk unrequited love agenda” may as well be the funniest thing anyone has ever said to me. Long story short the anime may have deleted its potential canon basis and the manga may have disproven it in the meantime anyway but I'm taking my unrequited sskk agenda with me to the grave by sheer power of not caring about what canon says
#I feel like people perceive me as a strong unrequited sskk supporter because.#Well I guess it's not that common to ship something but also believe it's unrequited (???)#But jokes aside realistically it's not like I like unrequited sskk more than requited sskk.#I've probably made as much Atsushi loves Akutagawa posts as I did regarding unrequited sskk#I just think. It's a funny concept to explore!!#And I also think reading Atsushi and Akutagawa as if they got together in like chapter 36 is diminishing their complex and multilayered–#relationship and overall just missing out on a lot of fun#But my favorite fics are still domestic sskk happily loving each other in the end it's not that deep ahah#I just have fun pondering over one concept and then the other isn't this what enjoying media is all about#people asks me stuff#On a different note made a typo on a sentence that was later quoted 12 death 62 injured
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me planning on writing fic of my current hyperfixation: 😃
me realizing I have to write it in first person: 😰
#pom ponders#writing stuff#fanfic#am i going to write fic of cheating ex? hell yeah#but the book is in first person and that's the only way i can hear the characters#i must make content...but at what cost??#(no offense to people who like fic in first person i just usually do not)#real first world problems over here lmaoooooo
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oh thaaaat ask... yeah i recall now hehehe i'm weirdly honored that i have a brand.. also i think i sent u an ask or two that i didn't sign off cause i was worried you'd get tired of me shshfbf so i honestly have no idea what i've sent u... anyways i can't stop thinking of brutal mean brat tamer hao suddenly switching it up one day when you brat at him and he goes "oh, i'm not tying you up because i trust you to be well behaved ^_^ you're so good, baby, i love you so much ^_^" and it surprises u so much that you actually do behave ... and maybe also slip into subspace 💤
SCREAMS OH MY GOD... switch!hao but instead of switching roles or positions it's him switching from hard dom to soft dom. like the contrast is so stark from how he is normally that even though it could be the most vanilla missionary in the world, it feels just as intense as the nights where he's got you tied to the bed with a vibrator and nipple clamps on you. they're both extremes but they're so different from each other that they're both equally pleasurable. extremes in a good way yk 🫠 and both times you just get to sit there and let him take care of you, whether it's punishment for being a brat or praise for being oh so well behaved for him
#[💌] — asks#💤 anon#[📮] — hard thots#[💟] — minghao#i will never ever get tired of interaction of any kind hehe u can fill my inbox all day and night if u want i love it 🫶#if i dont answer it immediately it probably means im gonna write it so if u dont hear from me then dw im just Pondering it hehe#i havent really written subspace explicitly before?? but i think it would be fun to really delve deep into#its vaguely implied in a lot of my fics just bc i have experience w it personally so ig it subconsciously comes out in my writing#sometimes i feel like all my fics are exactly the same aksjgdfs theyre pretty much the same handful of kinks reused in different ways#the stuff i like is Very obvious in my writing 😶🌫️#ANYWAY im off on a tangent again. i WILL be writing that other ask and i WILL make it crazy#and u are welcome in my inbox anytime u want beloved <33
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hguh <- considering making a sideblog for a one piece bending au i have 1) come up with today, 2) want to share art/fic for that i haven't even made yet, 3) keep making more and more notes for to the point my hand is having the very rare yet very annoying occurrence of Cramps, 4) been assailed with so many domestic and gag ideas and a handful of really unoriginal fight scenes, and 5) as i'm typing this i'm realizing none of these are reasons not to make a sideblog and yet i am still paralyzed by the very likely fact that i will not want to bother with this whole idea tomorrow when the coffee has finally filtered fully out of my system and will have to do the proverbial walk of shame that is deleting the sideblog i made less than 24 hours prior
#its not that deep but it IS that deep yknow what i mean#ill probably just make the blog anyway tbh and just slap some random doodles there once in a while#oh i could make it an ask blog even#hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm#thoughts. thinking. pondering even#the problem is. i wanna focus on my main guy. my beloved lil blorbo. but my brain keeps drifting to canon events#and What Would Change In This AU#and its like no!!! i like doing that with other stuff but not this one!!!#just lemme focus on the funnies and the domesticity and the character dynamics!!!#im gonna lose that battle if i keep the blog long enough. i know that. its inevitable.#definitely going to be fighting it as long as possible though bc it'll just make my brain hurt thinking about it too much.#okay if the blog lasts over 24 hours (or maybe a week?? a week is probably better) and i'm not bored with it#i'll reblog this with the name of the blog#yeah. ill do that. and im not gonna force it. if it doesnt vibe i'll just leave it be. drifting in obscurity.#perfect okay#also yeah this is 100% the fault of High Tide by kurgaya; that fic gave me so many brainworms
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How goes the time travel fic?
On hold while I may or may not have covid (probably from the holidays) and also half a gallon of epoxy resin to use before it goes bad (definitely from the holidays), but I'll put some words to paper right now just for you 🥂
Today, I made a mushroom pyramid :)
#Resin's expensive man#Once I use up this gallon (which was like $60 after a half-off coupon) I'm not getting more#I got it to preserve my bouquet from my friend's wedding which turned out great but man. Didn't expect these costs#No wonder stuff like my pyramid would be like $50 on Etsy#Anyway once I get back to writing it'll still be a little slow since I'm simultaneously writing three documents:#the fic the outline and the timeline#Later on when the timeline spreadsheet and the outline are done it'll hopefully be quicker#Thank you for thinking of my work <3#It's pretty magical to remember I can press some buttons and strangers the world over think it worthwhile enough to ponder#Not my art#inquiry#anonymous#Take the Long Way Home#Also the maybe covid thing: I am definitely sick. My test was negative.#My whole family is sick. They all came back negative EXCEPT my dad. However he gets out the least??#Surely me flying through the Atlanta airport in holiday rush should've done it. Or my brother traveling home on the train#Or my mom going to way too many pub Christmas shows. Any of us. But my work-from-home dad??#I dunno. Maybe some test was wrong but I'm on the upswing and don't have anywhere to be so not too important WHAT it is now
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🕸️ trick or treat!! 🕸️
Sorry, it took so long to answer! Happy Halloween!
I associate you more with the OG HG trilogy, so here's an excerpt from a fic of mine, Ave Atque Vale. The excerpt concentrates on Tigris contemplating being a stylist (and also kind of using Cinna to berate herself):
She'd been a stylist in the Games once, complicit in the horror even as she tried to help. Every year, those twenty-four children were raw materials that the stylists used to get their message out there, advance their careers.
It was a coin flip whether one managed to see their tribute as a human or whether they remained a subject��� an object. The stylists' little dolls.
There's a violence in art.
Even when you're just trying to share something with the world, a story or an idea. Sometimes, you get lost in the craft, tweaking certain aspects to focus the eye better or getting rid of certain details to make points clearer. Do that enough and you'll find that you started with the truth and ended up with a lie.
That's why she'd always made sure to talk to her tributes. To turn her art into a collaboration. She wanted her girls to shine. She wanted the Capitol to see these poor kids as she did, individual and unique and of course, deserving of life.
She didn't care where Coriolanus stuck her. She talked to the tributes from Four, Ten, and when she'd almost completely fallen out of favor, Eleven.
She tried to understand them. She wasn't always successful every year, but Cinna had been a natural. She'd been a mentor to him, but from her perspective, she had not had much to teach him.
She stressed the importance of getting to know your tribute, and she believes that he must have taken her to heart.
He'd captured Katniss Everdeen's essence, exaggerated the best of her, but kept her herself.
Talking to him before the 75th Games made Tigris feel guilty for her slips into that artist's myopia: the art, the object, the message.
'But Cinna,' Tigris reminds herself almost everyday, 'only had to style one tribute.'
He never had to watch dozens of other tributes die before Katniss. Instead, he is the one who is dead.
#unfortunately i had nothing odesta for you :( this is the most og trilogy thing i have i think#i was talking to lynn/winnie about this segment a few days ago bc i think the double edged sword of art/artist(stylist) has on the tributes#applies to cinna too even if tigris is very charitable to him here. much to ponder. much to think imo. anyway hope you like it!#i occupy such a small niche corner i do really struggle what to get people for these trick or treats#abyssal stuff#tigris snow#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the hunger games trilogy#ask response#thg trick or treat 2024#the hunger games#fic: ave atque vale#cinna thg#solar-halos
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brennan trend of characters who view their bodies not necessarily as themselves but as a Tool they can use to earn favor from / a place with other people (often as an Apology for who they are) has me thinking about Zelda's Ending of All Things vision again
#N posts stuff#eg: Sean who is most at peace Explicitly when he allows other people to order him around -> tool for others to use#or Nikhil who includes himself in the worldview of 'every living thing is Inherently selfish and cruel' and so uses his body for Sex#bc that's an act that can bring him some pleasure while also getting him Favors from other people bc he doesn't think anyone#would be willing to help him / be decent to him otherwise -> bargaining chip to earn favor#or Hob who views himself - as his superiors say - as a 'blunt instrument' wielded best by other people who are smarter than him#his entire self-perception is cornerstoned by his ability to follow orders regardless of what he wants -> tool for others to use#following this thread we have Zelda - whose Vision is defined only by a concert where she is just Tearing Through iterations of herself#we know she struggles w/ self-image and self-deprecation -> pondering the potential that Zelda ALSO sees her body as#something of a Tool she can use to gain favor / friendship bc she doesn't feel capable of offering any Social benefit to others#her body as a Shield she can put in front of her friends and a Weapon she can wield to defend them - regardless of the damage#she risks posing to herself -> Zelda tearing bloodily through her own body w/ no regard to the consequences bc What Else Does She#Have To Offer? ; so she can't stop Attacking and also can't stop Taking The Hits -> this building into the scene the maidens glimpse#Zelda who kills / dies for her friends bc she isn't worth anything outside of that -> bargaining chip to earn favor#interesting though how Zelda does not necessarily seem to Confront this as much as she Flees from it; due to the nature of#the gameplay focusing primarily on the Player Characters as opposed to Zelda as an NPC#the others find some degree of Peace w/ their vision but Zelda leaves snarling 'i Super don't like it here' as she flees from it#anyway i Will write a fic about this one day but first we have to Ponder it more lol
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