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cloudyangeltv · 1 year ago
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paintsip · 1 year ago
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Lovely food.
Do you mind drawing poly bright lights (Lightbulb x Test Tube x Fan x Paintbrush in case you don't know)??
If not, please draw the sillies!!
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Here's Cabby with legs as a thank you !!
thanks but also these drawings double as bribery for you to never send legless cabby again. scared for my life
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anyways actual drawings yippeee
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shenanigans ensue
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the long foods store
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inkyantace7 · 15 days ago
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I am deeply unserious with my osc shipping (mostly II which is my example here)
If I see a ship I enjoy it gets added to the collection. Even if I already have a ship with that character. Nickel has five boyfriends
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st3rlace · 3 days ago
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˳೫˚ | 𝐁𝐀𝐁𝐘 𝐂𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄
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in which you wake up in the very world you dream about, but there’s a second biological nature that changes life as you know it. will you ever get back home? or will you learn to live as task force 141’s omega…
pairing: alpha!price, beta!gaz, alpha!ghost, beta!soap x omega!reader (afab)
𝐂𝐖: A/B/O dynamics, polyamorous relationship, four men x one woman, eventual smut, angst, misogyny/degradation (from random soldiers) — 18+ ONLY | series masterlist
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𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐖𝐎: Instinct
Simon. Ghost. Riley. 
You just saw the Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley. 
Holy shit.
He was so huge he had made the wide hallway look small—
“Bon?”
You glance to your left to see Soap.
“Let’s go ge’ some food, yea’?” 
You glance back at Price and Gaz who had been listening to Doctor Kellen, and see them finishing up. You glance back at Johnny and nod softly as you follow him to stand.
“Soap.”
Johnny and you swivel to see Price coming over with something jelly-like in his hands. You notice Johnny’s sent become subtly smokier – a telltale sign he was annoyed. A quick but stern look from Price settles the beta, and Johnny takes his blocker. You watch as he places the strip over his scent glands, frowning softly when you can no longer smell him. A coolness is plastered over your neck too, and you flinch softly. Price was gently covering your scent gland too.
“Don’t fiddle with it,” his gruff voice speaks to you, before he begins walking away.
You glance at Johnny and he nods his head, gesturing to follow Price with him.
The journey to the base’s mess hall doesn’t take long, and before you know it you’re in a huge, echoey hall filled with four long tables–much like Hogwarts. A soft smile flickers on your face.
“Hey Johnny?” You ask him, glancing up. His blue eyes are immediately on you.
“Yes, bon’?”
“Do you have Harry Potter in your universe?”
A grin breaks out on his face, “Aye, that we do.”
“Which Hogwarts house would you be in?” You grin back, copying him in picking up a tray for food. You don’t comment as Soap starts loading yours up for you, chatting about the dynamics of the different houses. The pair of you find a secluded spot down the end of the far-left table, and the curious looks of other soldiers don’t escape you. As you continue to glance around and eat your stacked tray, you catch sight of Price and Gaz, purposefully sitting away from you. Price is talking lowly, intensely to the younger man as he sips on a tea from an orange flask. Your shoulders instantly droop, and you pause mid-chew. 
The echoes in the hall seemed to grow louder, the lights feeling too bright. Your skin prickled with warmth as an uncomfortable ache panged your chest.
Soap’s hawk-like gaze picked up on your demeanour instantly. He says your name softly, like a prayer in his beautiful Scottish lilt.
“They’re probably just discussing things you don’t have clearance for,” he tries to lighten your mood, offering you his drink. You’re not stupid, though.
“They think I’m dodgy,” you mumble. 
Johnny sighs softly, shifting his body to face you more.
“Look, I’m sure you alrea’y know this, but they’re very cautious. Especially Price. And Gaz is his beta, so he’ll follow his lead.”
You glance up, frown subsiding a bit in favour of curiosity.
“Gaz is Price’s beta? What does that mean?”
Soap pushes your tray closer first, and you get the message. You begin to eat again, and he talks.
“When our task force was formed, it had ta be balanced. Price knew he wanted Ghost, so naturally he needed two betas to balance the dynamic. One for each alpha. Keeps them from buttin’ heads.”
“So are you… mates with Ghost, then?” You ask in soft confusion. Johnny chuckles, and your cheeks flush.
“We’re teammates. Packmates, yes, bu’ no’ in tha way yer thinkin’, swee’ girl,” he tilts his head with a grin, the scar on his chin catching the light. “We only seal the mate bond with an omega–our omega. You.”
The innuendo makes your cheeks go warm again, and you glance down at your emptier plate. The fluorescent lights overhead catch on the cool metal, making it shine in your eyes. The more you focus on it, the louder the buzzing of the lights become, making your shoulders creep up to your ears. The uncomfortable heat begins to prickle up your spine again, making you feel suffocated despite the fact no one is crowding you. Yet, your annoyance and discomfort grows.
Soap says your name, his cool fingers gently brushing against your knuckles to bring you back.
“It’s alrigh’, bon. I think yer body’s adjustin’. It can happen–early signs of heat. D’you wan’ to go somewhere quie’?”
The Scotsman doesn’t miss a thing.
You nod softly, your appetite gone anyways. You both stand up and he puts your trays away, guidning you out. You shoot Gaz and Price a pathetic look as you walk past where they’re sitting, but they don’t make any moves to follow. 
In an attempt to comfort yourself, you cross your arms over your bleeding heart, feeling more melancholic than when you were a moody teenager. What was going on? 
“Wait, did you say heat?” You suddenly realise and speak to Johnny. He nods.
“Yer scent blocker doesn’t stop symptoms–just prevents others from smellin’ it.”
You sigh heavily and he tentatively places a hand on your shoulder. When you don't shrug it off, he wraps his strong arm around your shoulder.
“C’mon, we can go ta my room–I’ve go’ a fan and we can take our blockers off.”
Johnny’s quarters are tucked away in a quieter wing reserved for SAS—more space, more privacy, no communal showers. He shuts the door behind you both with a soft click, locking it before slipping off his boots and stretching with a sigh. You follow his lead, exhaling shakily as you press your fingers to the blocker still adhered to your neck.
You peel it off with a soft wince. The cool air hits your exposed gland, but instead of relief, you’re left… unsettled. The warmth in your chest doesn’t ease. If anything, it worsens.
Johnny hums low in his throat, nose twitching as he tests the air—instinctively checking for danger, imbalance, or bloom. He seems to settle when he’s met with just presumably your scent. Not that you could tell.
You furrow your brows. “Johnny?”
“Mhm?” He’s tugging off his own blocker, flicking it onto the dresser without ceremony.
“…Why can I only smell my fear?”
He pauses mid-motion, then turns his head toward you. A flicker of understanding passes through his expression. He sinks down to the edge of the bed and pats the space beside him. You take it, feeling oddly like a student beside a very kind teacher.
“It’s instinct,” he murmurs, voice low. “Old omega biology.”
You blink at him.
“Back before all this—back when omegas were hunted—being able ta smell yer fear was the one way you knew somethin’ was off. Alphas could mimic comfort. Trick omegas with scent. Calm them down, make them stay put.”
He turns his head, looking at you softly.
“But you can’t fake fear. If you smell that sharp tang in yer own scent? It means you don’t feel safe. Means yer body’s still on alert.”
Your throat tightens. “Then why can’t I smell my normal scent?”
“Because you haven’t let it come through yet,” he says gently. “Not fully. Your body’s holdin’ back. You’re still braced for danger, bon.”
You swallow thickly, and Johnny offers a comforting smile.
“Some omegas don’ smell their true scent til’ they’ve been properly claimed. Not in tha bite way–” he gently nudges his shoulder to yours– “in tha heart way.”
You sit with that for a while, letting Soap’s calming spice and citrus doing wonders for your nervous system – you suppose that’s the betas way.
Eventually your thoughts drift someplace lighter, the sun peeking through the clouds. A small smile twitches on your lips before you glance at Soap.
“I still think you’re a Hufflepuff.”
“Am not! I’m a bloody Gryffindor–”
You laughter and Soap’s comically indignant cries could be heard drifting down the hallway as your heavy heart eased with the soothing balm that is Johnny Mactavish.
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You hadn’t slept well last night. Your first night away from home, away from your universe as you know it. As the sky had gotten darker and the halls had grown quieter, you found yourself unable to stop the weepiness that rose in your chest when Price hadn’t allowed you to stay with Johnny.
“That’s base rules,” he had gruffly spoken with (unbeknownst to you) a held breath. The captain couldn’t bear to smell you. Depression had a smell, and yours was horribly thin and suffocating. Milk left out too long in the cold, wilting jasmine, a raw mineral tang that wasn’t quite like blood, just… off.
Johnny had scented his jumper before giving it to you as Price showed you to your own personal room. It was in their hallway, so they could smell the unsettling scent crawling under your doorway and into the shared hall, causing an ache in their bones. Their omega was dysregulated, miserable, and yet, Price was still determined to protect the men he knew over the women who’d fallen into their lives. 
Your only indication that Price didn’t hate your guts was the fact that he had made you lock your door.
“You don’t open this for no one, you hear me? No one but Soap, Gaz, Ghost, or myself.”
Price had woken you up early the next morning with knocks to your door.
“Get up, we’re going to Doctor Kellen.”
You rub your bleary eyes, gently rubbing your knotted tummy. You drag yourself out of bed, using the bathroom to freshen up before putting on Johnny’s jumper, his comforting scent enveloping you. 
You unlock and open your door, being met with Price’s icy blue eyes. He lifts his hand and you can’t help but flinch back. He hesitates, a flicker of something flashing through his eyes. His shoulders soften ever-so-slightly.
“It’s just a scent blocker,” he speaks the softest you’d ever heard, and you let him press the cool jelly patch across your glands. 
Doctor Kellen’s office is warm, and it’s making your skin prickle again in discomfort. It’s too warm. The air is quiet, but at least it’s not as awkward as the walk to the med-bay was with Price.
“I heard you’ve been having some sensitivities? Sensory, emotional?”
You shrink slightly in your chair.
“Did Johnny tell you that?” You mumble back like a pouting kid, and Price prickles subtly in defensiveness, speaking up.
“I asked him. He reported to me because I’m the pack alpha.”
Doctor Kellen swiftly cuts through the rising tension in the room, turning her gaze to you. “You’re reacting as expected for an omega dropped into an alpha-heavy, pack-heavy base. The blocker can be a bit of a pain, but it helps everyone else.”
You fiddle with it softly, but stop when you catch the piercing blue of Price’s eyes, and remember his earlier statement to not mess with it.
Doctor Kellen continues, “but it doesn’t mute what your body feels. It’s only part of the preheat process for omegas to get heightened sensitivity.”
You’re back in the mess hall for lunch, sitting with just Johnny again, mind running with the thoughts from the check-in with Doctor Kellen. Shouldn’t heightened sensitivity mean your alphas are more attuned to you? Warmer? Instead of ignoring you, or treating you like something on the bottom of their shoe?
After your fifth fork stab to your food, Johnny speaks up, “What do ya wan’ ta do, bon? Come train with me? Go for a walk in the woods?”
You mumble something under your breath as you stab your potato. Soap’s lips tilt up in amusement.
“What was that?” He asks, despite hearing what you’d said.
“Stab Price’s face,” you grumble louder, and his chest rumbles in amusement.
“Johnny!” You softly cry out, mindful of the other soldiers eating, “it’s not funny! I feel like shit and they just make me feel worse. I thought they were supposed to be my pack. What if my heat comes and they still act like this? I’m not from here! I don't understand how any of this works, and I–”
Soap sighs softly and takes the fork out of your hand to hold you hot flesh instead, cutting off your overwhelmed speech.
“I’m gonna talk to them, alrigh’, swee’ girl? Until then, let's come back to my room. I think I know what will help.”
As usual, Johnny was right and you now felt much better, utterly consumed by his warm scent as you lay on his bed, enveloped in his arms. His big palm gently rubbed up and down your back, and for the first time in twenty-four hours, your prickling subsided, almost quenched by the attention from Johnny. Your beta. 
But it still wasn’t quite enough. 
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“Soap!” A loud, gruff bark wakes you up with a jolt, and your eyes fly open. 
Soap’s door is open, and Price and Gaz are standing in the hallway – Gaz with a conflicted look in his brown eyes, Price’s heavily guarded, as usual. 
“What did I say about keeping our private quarters private?” His eyes narrow at the Scotsman. 
Johnny’s scent grows thicker, smokier, and they all smell the cold milk and wilting jasmines pouring off you. Johnny retracts what he was going to say, and goes on the offensive, finally snapping.
“No, Cap. Respec’fully, no. She doesn’ unnerstan’ how this all works! She needs support, affection. She needs her pack. Her alphas,” he delivers a steely glare to Price and Gaz. You stay still beside him, seeing Gaz’s eyes flash with guilt and he glances away. Price stares at Soap for a long time before leaving. Gaz heads off in the other direction. Soap releases a shaky exhale and turns to you, melting when he sees your teary eyes.
“Oh, bon–” His arms wrap around you like second nature, and you let go in his chest, finding comfort. Your smokey, citrus-y blanket in a world of covered events, glares and chemicals.
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Gaz felt awful. He had been so caught up in supporting his alpha that he had forgotten he technically has an omega, too. His role as a beta was to support the pack, help the dynamic between omega and alpha flourish, and he’d failed. Johnny was the only one helping you.
He sighs softly, rubbing his face before entering the classified meeting room. 
“Gaz.” Price nods in acknowledgement, and the beta greets him back as he sits.
Johnny is sat across from them, blue eyes icy as he gently swivels in his chair, impatient. Gaz could smell your warmth on his clothes, and he realises the Scotsman was probably restless to get back to you.
Ghost was the last to enter, standing quietly by the table.
“You might want to sit for this.”
A female American voice fills the room, and they all glance to see Kate Laswell holding up a manilla file.
“No projector?” Johnny speaks up, and the woman shakes her head.
“Not for this one. This is extremely classified. I was barely allowed to bring it out here. I had to plead special circumstances.”
“What have you got for us, Kate?” Price’s gruff voice fills the room, and she sighs. 
“‘Analysis and Assessment of Gateway Process’.” She drops the manilla file on the metal table, and they all crowd around to get a look. She opens it to reveal highly classified CIA documents, and they all eagerly soak it up.
As they progress, the room grows uneasy, and Price speaks up, “Kate… what is this?”
“It’s astral projection, boys. Expanded consciousness. You wanted an answer on if your omega is telling the truth? Here’s the truth. And she’s living proof that this theory exists.”
141 struggles to wrap their military heads around the document, the theories–it all seemed… impossible. Yet here you were, with information about them and their world that no one could possibly know. Appearing in their radar like a glitch in the system.
Because you were.
“Bring her in,” Price’s gruff voice sounds, and Johnny leaves to fetch you.
You enter the room five minutes later behind Johnny, glancing at Laswell for the first time in real life. Of course she would be the one to prove your story. You give her a soft nod. She pushes the document over to you wordlessly. You read the familiar piece, gently clearing your throat.
“We have this in my universe, too. The CIA published it. Or leaked it. It’s debated.”
Laswell nods, “This isn’t just a theory anymore. You’re living proof.”
You glance around to see the other’s reactions. Gaz and Price look visibly uncomfortable, and Ghost is unreadable with his balaclava. Soap looks at you like he already knew. 
“I didn’t do this on purpose, by the way. I just… fell asleep one night thinking of you guys…” you trail off meekly. Soap speaks up.
“That’s fate. You were drawn ta us. Meant fer us.”
Everyone except for you gives Soap a long, loaded look. If the room wasn’t so tense, it would’ve been comical. 
That evening, Price sits closer to you and Johnny. Not quite within earshot, but still closer than before. Gaz is with him, but he’s more quiet tonight. Ghost is eating by himself, as usual.
You and Johnny chat softly, and your gaze occasionally flickers to Price as you watch him drink his tea from his orange flask. 
The captain had talked to Laswell after everyone had left.
“You think this is fate?”
“I think this is beyond us now, John.”
And that night, you had found a softly steaming tea out the front of your bedroom door.
In an orange flask.
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You’d had another check-in with Doctor Kellen, learning more about what to expect during a heat. It was embarrassing and daunting to think about, but she had reassured you your body wouldn’t let it kick in until it felt safe in it’s pack–safe with it’s alphas.
The med-bay was relatively quiet, most of the base presumably heading to lunch. You walk down the quiet corridor, the air cool as the soft humming of the tech fills your sensitive ears. You round the corner–and thump.
A big, gloved hand is quick to steady you, before just as quickly retracting away. 
You bite back a gasp when you see it’s Ghost. You don’t move. He doesn’t move.
His dark eyes sweep your being, seemingly analysing every inch of you in a heartbeat.
“Your scent’s changin’.”
His low, cockney accent fills the quiet corridor, the air no longer cool, but suffocatingly hot.
“You’re overheating,” he states again. You sputter back like a fish out of water.
He doesn’t press, just glancing at your trembling hands that you weren’t even aware of.
He exhales, and it’s soft, barely there, but you heard it in the quiet corridor.
“Drink water. Stay close to Soap.”
And that’s it. He walks past you, not looking back.
But you could smell the faintest flicker of something in the air behind him.
His scent.
Strong enough in that moment to push through the medical-grade scent blockers.
Just a trace. Like steel after rain. 
You close your eyes and try to memorise the scent, standing in the fading moment like it might anchor you—your omega tingling in desperation for something from either of your alphas.
But instead you're left in the corridor.
Alone.
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chapter two here we goooo! As usual, I’d love to hear your thoughts in my inbox or the comments/reblogs :) warmly, carina 💝
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honeyhaeya · 6 months ago
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🎮One Between Two🎭
Part-Time Lover | JxW - masterlist
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⚠️ WARNINGS ⚠️: explicit content (18+): includes detailed smut, kissing, cuddling, soft domestic intimacy, polyamorous dynamic: reader x jeonghan x wonwoo in a consensual relationship, fluff overload: this is tooth-rottingly sweet, light teasing and humor between jeonghan and wonwoo, some light language (wonwoo’s deadpan sarcasm might slip in), and non-canon ending (i guess?) DON'T LIKE, DON'T READ smut warnings: kissing, threesome(?), oral sex (f & m receiving), unprotected sex (fictional! not ideal IRL), rough sex (explicitly described thrusting, intense actions), overstimulation, desperate kisses, tension-filled build-up, power dynamics (m dom), creampie (fictional context), consent (implied and verbal), emotional vulnerability (expressed through intimacy), body worship and attention to physical details, breath play (heavy breathing, audible reactions), dirty talk, descriptive sexual acts (explicit descriptions of genital stimulation), post-coital intimacy (gentle moments after sex). wc: 15,655 ♪ playlist ♪: falling for you (SEVENTEEN), euphoria (jungkook - BTS), lover (taylor swift), candy (baekhyun), everything (michael bublé), day 1 (HONNE), love me like that (sam kim). a/n: we finally reach the story at its peak ! thankyou for everyone who has been with me 'til the very end ! please enjoy the last chapter of the story :]
07
You hadn't seen Jeonghan all day, and while the ache of his coldness still lingered, Wonwoo's quiet comfort had been a balm to your frayed nerves. He'd texted you after work, insisting on taking you out for dinner, just something casual to lighten your mood.
"Pick whatever you want," Wonwoo said, sliding the menu toward you. His easy smile was like sunlight filtering through a storm, and for the first time all day, you felt yourself relax.
The two of you settled into a quiet rhythm—small jokes, a few shared laughs, and the soft buzz of the diner around you. It was nice. Normal. But that fragile calm was shattered the moment you looked up and saw Jeonghan walking in.
He wasn't alone.
The woman on his arm was stunning, her laugh bright and effortless as she whispered something to him. Jeonghan's hand rested lightly on her waist, and his smile—sharp, confident, devastating—was one you hadn't seen in days. It was like watching a master at work, except now, the charm wasn't aimed at you.
Your heart sank, and you didn't realize you were gripping your fork too tightly until Wonwoo's voice pulled you back.
"Hey," he said softly, leaning forward, his eyes flicking between you and the new arrival. "You okay?"
You nodded quickly, forcing a smile, but you knew it didn't reach your eyes. "Yeah. Totally fine."
Wonwoo glanced over his shoulder, catching sight of Jeonghan and his date. His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly before he turned back to you, his expression unreadable. "We can leave if you want."
"No," you said firmly, your voice steadier than you felt. "We're staying."
It was a bold decision, one you regretted the second Jeonghan's gaze landed on you. His expression flickered for just a moment—surprise, maybe something else—but he quickly schooled his features into that same detached indifference you'd grown used to.
But what you hadn't prepared for was the deliberate way he led his date right past your table, pausing just long enough to acknowledge Wonwoo with a casual nod.
"Wonwoo," Jeonghan said smoothly, his voice like silk stretched too thin. His eyes didn't even glance your way. "Didn't expect to see you here."
"Jeonghan," Wonwoo replied evenly, his tone polite but laced with tension.
The air between them crackled, an unspoken challenge hanging in the space between their words. You could feel it, thick and suffocating, but Jeonghan seemed utterly unfazed as he turned to his date with that same dazzling smile.
"Let's grab a seat," he said to her, his voice softening just enough to make your stomach twist.
You watched them walk away, your appetite vanishing as quickly as your resolve. Wonwoo's hand found yours under the table, his grip firm and reassuring, but it did little to soothe the storm brewing inside you.
Later That Night
Wonwoo insisted on walking you home, and for once, you didn't argue. The quiet streets were a welcome reprieve from the chaos in your head, but the tension between you and Wonwoo was impossible to ignore.
"You don't have to pretend," he said suddenly, his voice cutting through the silence. "I know seeing him hurt."
You stopped in your tracks, turning to face him. "I don't know what you're talking about."
Wonwoo's eyes searched yours, his expression unreadable. "You don't have to lie to me," he said quietly. "I get it. I do. But you need to figure out what you really want—because this?" He gestured vaguely between the two of you. "I can't keep being your safe option."
The words hit like a punch to the gut. "That's not what this is," you protested, but even as you said it, doubt crept into your voice.
Wonwoo shook his head, his expression softening. "You don't have to explain. Just... think about it, okay?"
Before you could respond, the sound of footsteps behind you made you turn.
Jeonghan.
He stood a few feet away, his hands tucked into the pockets of his coat, his expression unreadable. For a moment, none of you spoke, the weight of everything unsaid pressing down on all of you.
"I didn't mean to interrupt," Jeonghan said finally, his tone cool but not unkind. "I just wanted to make sure you got home safe."
Wonwoo's jaw tightened, but he didn't say anything, his gaze flicking between you and Jeonghan.
You opened your mouth to respond, but the words wouldn't come. The two men you cared about most in the world were standing in front of you, and for the first time, you realized just how impossible this situation had become.
Back in your apartment, the silence was deafening. You sat on the edge of your bed, your phone buzzing with unread messages, but you couldn't bring yourself to look at them.
Wonwoo had texted you first, something simple and kind: "Let me know if you're okay. I'll always be here."
Jeonghan's message came hours later, shorter and colder: "We need to talk."
You stared at the screen, your chest tight. You wanted to scream, to cry, to throw your phone across the room and pretend none of this was happening. But instead, you just sat there, the weight of their words pulling you down like anchors.
The confrontation you'd been dreading didn't wait until the next morning. Jeonghan was waiting for you at your desk when you returned from a meeting, his suit jacket draped over the back of a chair, tie slightly loosened like he'd made himself at home.
You froze in the doorway, your hands tightening around the folder in your grip.
"Jeonghan," you said, unsure whether it was a greeting or a warning.
"Welcome back," he said smoothly, his smile disarming, but his eyes held that familiar glint of mischief. "Busy day?"
"Busy enough," you replied cautiously, stepping inside. "What are you doing here?"
He tilted his head, as if the answer was obvious. "Waiting for you, of course."
You set the folder down on the desk, keeping your movements deliberate. "If this is about work—"
"Close the door," he interrupted, his tone light yet leaving no room for argument.
You hesitated, but the weight of his gaze was enough to make you comply. The click of the latch sounded louder than it should have in the quiet room.
"I thought we didn't have anything to talk about," you said, forcing a casual tone even as your pulse quickened.
Jeonghan leaned back in the chair, his long fingers drumming lightly on the armrest. "Oh, we don't. But I was curious about something."
"Curious about what?"
"About you." He stood then, crossing the room in a few leisurely steps until he was leaning against the edge of the desk, his body too close for comfort. "And Wonwoo."
Your stomach twisted, but you kept your expression neutral. "What about him?"
Jeonghan shrugged, his smile teasing but his eyes sharper than ever. "Just wondering why you get so defensive whenever he comes up."
"I'm not defensive," you said quickly—too quickly.
His smile widened, and he let out a soft laugh. "Sure you're not." He leaned closer, his voice dropping to a low, conspiratorial murmur. "So if there's really nothing going on, how about this—you and me. Dinner. Tonight."
You blinked, caught off guard. "What?"
Jeonghan straightened, feigning innocence as he smoothed his tie. "It's simple. If there's nothing between you and Wonwoo, then there's no reason you can't go out with me. Right?"
"Jeonghan..."
He held up a hand, cutting you off with a smile that was both charming and infuriating. "Relax, it's just a date. Unless..." His eyes sparkled with mock suspicion. "There is something you're not telling me?"
You opened your mouth to respond, but nothing came out. The way he was looking at you—like he already knew the answer—made it impossible to find the right words.
Jeonghan chuckled softly, shaking his head. "You're terrible at hiding things, you know that?"
His teasing tone stung more than you cared to admit. Before you could think, you blurted something out.
And before you knew it, you had said something you shouldn't have.
You hadn't planned to see Wonwoo that night. You hadn't planned anything, really—you just walked, trying to clear your head, until you found yourself at his door.
He opened it after the first knock, his brows furrowing in concern as he took in your disheveled state.
"Are you okay?" he asked, his voice soft and steady, grounding you in a way nothing else could.
You nodded, even though it wasn't true. "Can I come in?"
He stepped aside without a word, letting you slip past him into the warmth of his apartment.
You sat on the couch, your hands twisting nervously in your lap as he joined you, sitting close enough for you to feel the heat of his body but not so close that it felt invasive.
"What happened?" he asked gently.
The words spilled out before you could stop them—a jumbled mess of apologies and explanations, of frustration and guilt and confusion. Wonwoo listened quietly, his expression unreadable, until you finally ran out of words.
When you looked at him, his gaze was steady, but there was something in his eyes that made your chest ache.
"You told him we're just... friends," he said slowly, his voice measured.
You froze, your stomach dropping. "Wonwoo, I didn't mean it like that—"
"But that's what you said," he interrupted, his tone calm but firm. "Is that what you think we are?"
"No," you said quickly, the word tumbling out before you could stop it. "Of course not. I just... I panicked. I didn't know what else to say."
Wonwoo looked at you for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then, he leaned back, his arms resting on the back of the couch as he regarded you.
"Friends with benefits, huh?" he said, a faint, humorless smile tugging at his lips. "That's all this is to you?"
"No," you said again, your voice trembling. "It's more than that. You know it is."
"Do I?" he asked, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Because it doesn't feel like it when you can't even admit it to him. Or to yourself."
You didn't know what to say. The truth was messy and complicated, and you were terrified of what it might cost you.
Wonwoo sighed, running a hand through his hair as he looked away. "Maybe that's all we should be," he said quietly. "If that's what you want."
His words felt like a punch to the gut, and you reached out instinctively, your hand brushing against his arm.
"Wonwoo, please," you whispered, your voice breaking.
He looked at you then, his gaze softening just enough to make your heart ache.
"Then tell me," he said, his voice barely above a whisper. "Tell me what this is. What I am to you."
You stared at Wonwoo, the weight of his question pressing down on you like a vice. What was this? What were you to him? What was he to you? The answers tangled in your throat, too raw, too uncertain to speak.
But his eyes—god, his eyes—bore into yours, waiting, needing something real, something true.
"I—" you started, the words trembling on your lips. "You're..."
The pause stretched too long, and you saw the flicker of hurt cross his face before he masked it, leaning back just slightly, as if to protect himself.
"Forget it," he said, his voice quiet but firm, like a door closing.
"No," you said quickly, reaching for his hand before he could pull away completely. "Don't do that. Don't shut me out."
"Then say it," he said, his voice sharper now, frustration bleeding through. "Say something. Because I can't keep doing this—guessing how you feel, pretending I'm okay with whatever scraps you decide to give me."
His words hit you like a tidal wave, leaving you breathless and exposed. He was right. You'd been selfish, hiding behind your fear, letting the safety of ambiguity shield you from making a choice. But that safety was gone now, stripped away by the raw honesty in his voice.
"I care about you," you said finally, your voice shaking but resolute. "More than I should. More than I've let myself admit."
Wonwoo's expression softened, his eyes searching yours for the truth in your words.
"But I'm scared," you continued, the confession tumbling out like a broken dam. "I'm scared of what this means, of what I might lose. Of hurting you. Of hurting him."
The mention of Jeonghan made Wonwoo's jaw tighten, but he didn't pull away. Instead, he leaned in closer, his hand coming up to gently cup your face, his thumb brushing against your cheek.
"You're already hurting me," he said softly, his voice a painful mix of tenderness and resignation. "But I'd rather feel this than nothing at all."
Your breath hitched at his words, the weight of his vulnerability crashing into you.
"Wonwoo, I—"
He didn't let you finish. His lips were on yours before you could form another thought, the kiss fierce and desperate, like he was pouring all his frustration, all his longing, into you.
And you let him.
You kissed him back with equal intensity, your hands tangling in his hair as you pulled him closer, trying to bridge the gap that had always been there between you.
But the moment didn't fade.
Instead, it deepened.
Wonwoo's hands slid down your sides, his touch firm but deep, like he was afraid you'd disappear if he let go. He pressed you against the couch, his body warm and solid against yours, and you gasped into his mouth as the heat between you ignited, consuming every shred of hesitation you'd been clinging to.
"Tell me to stop," he murmured against your lips, his voice thick with restraint, even as his fingers ghosted over the hem of your shirt.
You didn't answer. Instead, you tugged him closer, your actions speaking louder than words ever could.
The shift in his demeanor was immediate. The hesitation melted away, replaced by a hunger that matched your own. He lifted you effortlessly, guiding you into his lap as his lips trailed down your jaw, your neck, leaving a blazing path in their wake.
"You drive me crazy," he breathed, his hands exploring your curves with a deep feeling that made your head spin. "You have no idea what you do to me."
Your fingers tightened in his hair, a soft whimper escaping you as he nipped at the sensitive skin of your collarbone. Every touch, every kiss, every whispered word was a promise—a confession of everything he felt but couldn't say.
He lifted your shirt over your arms as he started nipping on your breast, his hand on the other. Pampering you with his affection so he can distract you from the mess you were dealing with. If that helps, then he'd do anything to get things off your mind—even if it's just temporary. This isn't like Wonwoo at all. 
It wasn't long until you're whimpering on his lap as his cock twitches inside of you. 
You were moving, with him helping you hump on him.
Wonwoo always had a way of getting you all breathless and... Naked.
You shifted, your arms around his neck as you kiss him. Not long, you got exhausted and Wonwoo had to take over. He took you to his room, cock stilled inside you as he drops you onto his bed—gently but urgent. He moved his hips to yours, kissing your lips all the way as his tongue brushes against your soft breasts. He can never get enough of you.
"Wonwoo," you whispered, his name a plea, a prayer, as your bodies moved in perfect synchronicity, the tension between you showing in the most intimate of ways.
"You're fucking perfect..." He muttered as he moved a little rougher than he intended to, his cock swarming in and out of your cunt. 
His hand supported the back of your head to make you feel less tired and assured as he kisses your lips. His kisses were possessive and fast as his tongue finds yours. 
When the two of you meet the ends of bliss, he cums all over you, painting your walls as you followed soon after, creaming all over his cock.
And for a moment, nothing else mattered.
Not the tangled web of emotions you'd woven, not the uncertainty of what came next.
It was just you and him, lost in a world of your own making, where every touch was a revelation, and every kiss was a declaration of the feelings you'd both been too afraid to voice.
Wonwoo had that soft spot that only showed when it came to you. He was never like this with anyone. You were simply too precious for him that he's suddenly afraid of losing you—scared of getting you off his hands. 
You had his heart locked up and you didn't even know it. 
But now, having you in his arms while the two of you just stay in the hot waters of the tub he had in his house, everything suddenly felt temporary—at least for him. 
You turned to face him with your face all steamy, and you looked breathtaking as ever. Your arms found his neck as you leaned closer to hug him. His heart almost melted.
He held you closer, as you whispered sweet nothings to him. But suddenly, he just couldn't find those sweet genuine smiles of yours. It was given as a reflection of how hard things have been going for you. And he'd die for you just so you can find yourself at peace again.
"Use me all you want," he broke the silence. "I'll always be here no matter what." 
You almost cried, biting your lips it almost bled. You hugged him tightly, too tightly that he pulled you even closer. He reached for your cheeks, cupping it before crashing his lips onto yours again. It was urgent, hectic, and was messy. But that didn't stop him from doing anything else.
Days have passed. It has been gloomy for you that even your viewers noticed whenever you were streaming. But their concern was making your heart a little lighter. 
Personal life has always been separated from your gaming life. But right now, your lips kept slipping, suddenly spilling a tea you shouldn't even say.
Recently, youve only been streaming with either Vernon, Seungkwan, Hoshi, or Mingyu. 
Who knew things would change just because of the stupid context "Love"? You blamed all the human feelings for eveything that has happened.
It was a Thursday afternoon when it finally broke. You were sitting at your desk, staring at the screen in front of you, but not really seeing it. Your thoughts kept spiraling back to Jeonghan and Wonwoo, to what you were doing, to what you wanted to do, but couldn't.
The door to your office creaked open, and your stomach flipped as Jeonghan stepped inside. He didn't bother knocking—he never did—but the way he closed the door behind him with deliberate care made your heart race.
"What now?" you asked, unable to keep the irritation out of your voice.
Jeonghan didn't answer immediately. Instead, he leaned against the edge of your desk, crossing his arms and letting his gaze sweep over you like he was sizing you up. "You look stressed," he said finally, a faint smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.
"I wonder why," you muttered, leaning back in your chair.
His smirk deepened. "Relax. I'm not here to scold you... much."
"Then why are you here?"
Jeonghan tilted his head, feigning thoughtfulness. "Oh, just wanted to see how my favorite coworker is doing."
You shot him a look, unimpressed. "Cut the small talk, Jeonghan. What do you want?"
He straightened, his playful demeanor softening into something more serious. "Fine. Let's skip to the point." He met your gaze, and there it was—that flicker of intensity that made it impossible to look away. "You and Wonwoo."
Your chest tightened, but you forced yourself to keep your expression neutral. "What about us?"
Jeonghan's eyes narrowed slightly, but his tone remained deceptively light. "You're not very good at hiding things, you know. The way you look at him, the way he looks at you... It's cute, really."
"Jeonghan—"
"Don't worry," he interrupted, holding up a hand. "I'm not here to pry. In fact, I've got a proposal."
You blinked, caught off guard. "A proposal?"
He leaned in slightly, his voice dropping into that teasing, honeyed tone that always left you on edge. "If there's really nothing going on with him, how about you prove it?"
Your eyes narrowed. "Prove it how?"
"Go out with me."
The words hung in the air, and you stared at him like he'd just suggested robbing a bank. "What?"
Jeonghan grinned, clearly enjoying your reaction. "You heard me. Dinner. Tonight."
"Jeonghan, this isn't—"
"Let me guess," he cut you off, his tone turning playfully accusatory. "You're about to come up with some excuse. Busy schedule? Too tired? Or maybe..." His eyes gleamed with mischief. "You're worried Wonwoo might not like it."
You opened your mouth, but no sound came out. His grin widened.
"Thought so," he said, stepping closer until he was leaning just slightly over you, his presence overwhelming. "So what's it going to be? Dinner with me, or another round of dodging questions you don't want to answer?"
You clenched your fists, your pride prickling at his audacity. "Fine," you snapped, standing abruptly. "Dinner it is. But only because I'm tired of you acting like you've got me all figured out."
Jeonghan's expression softened into something more genuine, though the smugness never fully left his face. "Looking forward to it." He stepped back, giving you space, but his voice turned teasing again as he reached for the door. "Oh, and wear something nice. I don't settle for half-effort, you know."
Before you could respond, he slipped out of the room, leaving you flustered, irritated, and strangely... intrigued.
The restaurant Jeonghan chose was exactly what you'd expect from him—classy but not overly extravagant, with dim lighting, soft music, and a menu that probably didn't have prices listed. You sat across from him, your fingers toying with the edge of your napkin as he ordered for the both of you, exuding the effortless charm that made people fall for him so easily.
"I could've ordered for myself, you know," you said, raising an eyebrow as the waiter walked away.
"I know," he replied smoothly, leaning back in his chair. "But I wanted to see if I got it right."
"And if you didn't?"
His lips curved into a sly smile. "Then I'd have something to tease you about for the rest of the night."
You rolled your eyes but couldn't help the small smile tugging at your lips. The banter was easy, familiar, and you hated how quickly it chipped away at your defenses.
Dinner passed in a blur of conversation and subtle glances, the tension between you two growing with every lingering look and accidental brush of fingers. By the time you stepped out of the restaurant, the cool evening air felt charged, and you weren't sure if it was the wine or Jeonghan's presence that had your head spinning.
"You're quiet," Jeonghan said as he walked beside you, his hands casually tucked into his pockets.
"I'm just... thinking," you replied, looking ahead.
"Dangerous habit," he teased, bumping his shoulder against yours lightly. "What's on your mind?"
You hesitated, your gaze flickering to him. His expression was relaxed, but there was something in his eyes—something that told you he wasn't as nonchalant as he seemed.
"Why me?" you asked finally, the words slipping out before you could stop them.
Jeonghan stopped walking, turning to face you fully. "What do you mean?"
"You could've asked anyone to dinner. You didn't have to..." You trailed off, suddenly feeling vulnerable under his intense gaze.
"I didn't have to what?" he prompted, his voice soft but insistent.
"Push this," you finished, gesturing between the two of you.
Jeonghan took a step closer, his hand brushing against yours. "Maybe I didn't want just anyone," he said simply.
His words hung in the air, and for a moment, all you could do was stare at him, your heart racing. Then, as if sensing your hesitation, he tilted his head toward the street.
"Come on," he said, his voice lighter. "Let's go."
"To where?"
"You'll see."
Jeonghan's home was exactly what you'd imagined: clean, stylish, and a little too perfect, like it had been lifted straight from an interior design magazine. You've been to his house before, but this one, it's a different one. You barely had time to take it all in before he was leading you to the living room, his hand resting lightly on your back.
"Make yourself comfortable," he said, motioning to the couch.
You sat down, feeling all the suddenly uncharacteristically out of place. The air between you was heavy, and you weren't sure if it was the wine, the dim lighting, or the way Jeonghan was looking at you that made your skin tingle.
"You okay?" he asked, sitting beside you, close enough that your knees brushed.
"I'm fine," you replied, though your voice came out quieter than you intended.
Jeonghan didn't say anything at first. Instead, he reached out, his fingers brushing a strand of hair away from your face. The gesture was gentle, almost hesitant, and it made your breath catch.
"Tell me to stop," he murmured, his voice low and rough.
You didn't. It always had to be like this.
The first kiss was soft, tentative, as if he was giving you a chance to pull away. But when you didn't, his hand cupped your cheek, and the kiss deepened, his lips moving against yours with a hunger that left you breathless.
Before you knew it, you were pressed against the couch, his body hovering over yours as his hands roamed, leaving a trail of fire in their wake. Every touch, every kiss felt like a question, and your answers came in the way you pulled him closer, your fingers tangling in his hair.
"Are you sure?" he whispered, his lips brushing against your neck.
"Yes," you breathed, the word slipping out without hesitation.
And with that, the tension that had been building between you for what felt like forever finally snapped. Jeonghan was everywhere—his touch, his scent, the way he whispered your name like a prayer. He took his time, savoring every moment, every reaction, until you were completely undone and naked beneath him.
Jeonghan had laid you gently on the soft, white mattress as his kisses to your neck become more heated, leaving his love bites all over the sensitive skin as if he knows what and where to kiss.
His hands did the same, gripping your breasts, thighs, name every sensitive spot you know, and he knows it.
He slipped two fingers in and was surprised—impressed it slipped in easily. He loves how wet and open you are for him. "So wet, for me?" Jeonghan teases as he pulls in and out with you squirming underneath him. He loves you, the way your vulnerable under him, looking pretty as he messes you up. 
You moan loudly, and that's how he loves it. Your hands grip his shirt too tightly he starts to unbutton and undress himself for you. 
He kisses your lips as if taking a shot full of love. The way he swallowed your muffled moans was intoxicating. He takes his time exploring you like he has before. Every touch, kiss felt wrong. But Jeonghan's touches were enough to blur your thoughts, sending you back to the bitter but sweetest reality.
"I can't lose you," was what he whispered, and it was enough to send you shivers down your spine. 
Jeonghan's fingers were dipped deep inside your cunt as you clench around him, and finally, you cum soak and hot through his fingers. He licks them before he aligns his cock on your pussy before entering you completely slowly but surely. 
He snaps his hips onto yours as you scream out his name. Jeonghan pins your arms over your head, his fingers intertwined with your as his head falls on your shoulders, his thrusts increasing its speed. 
You hold onto his hand, his cock entering you in and out in the most blissful way, enough to make you whimper his name. 
The room was filled with your lustful cries and skin-to-skin contacts, making the night long and... Loud but sweetly slow.
When it was over, the two of you lay tangled together on the couch, the room silent except for the sound of your breathing. Jeonghan's fingers traced lazy patterns on your arm, and for once, you didn't feel the weight of questions or doubts pressing down on you.
"You okay?" he asked again, his voice softer this time.
"Yeah," you replied, resting your head against his chest.
Jeonghan smiled, pressing a kiss to your hair. "Good. Because I'm not done with you yet."
You hadn't expected things to move this fast, but when you woke up to a text from Wonwoo saying, "We need to talk. Tonight," your stomach twisted in anticipation. Wonwoo wasn't the type to be vague unless it really mattered.
The evening came too quickly. When you opened the door, Wonwoo stood there, hands in his pockets, wearing that casual but disarming look that always made your heart skip.
"Hey," he said softly, his voice carrying a weight you couldn't quite place.
You stepped aside, letting him in. The familiar scent of him wrapped around you as he passed by, but you noticed how he didn't meet your eyes right away.
"Talk," you said, leaning on the counter, trying to sound steady despite the knot in your chest.
Wonwoo hesitated, running a hand through his hair—a nervous habit you rarely saw. "I've been thinking a lot lately," he began, his voice lower than usual. "About streaming, about us... about everything."
You folded your arms, unsure where this was going. "And?"
He exhaled sharply, like he'd been holding it in for days. "I think I'm done with it. At least for now."
Your brows shot up in surprise. "Done? With streaming?"
"Yeah," he said with a shrug, but his tone was anything but casual. "I've never liked all the attention anyway. I just wanted to play games, have fun... but now it feels like it's not mine anymore. It's everyone else's." He glanced at you, his eyes softening. "And I don't want that for you either. You're caught in the middle of this mess—me, Jeonghan, the fans... all of it. It's not fair to you."
"Wonwoo..." Your voice trailed off, unsure of how to respond.
He took a step closer, his hands brushing against yours. "I'm not saying I'm giving it up forever. But right now, I want to be here for you. No distractions. No streams. Just... us."
His words hung in the air, heavy with meaning. This wasn't the teasing, sarcastic Wonwoo you were used to. This was him, raw and unfiltered, laying it all out.
"You don't have to do that," you whispered, your throat tight. "You've worked so hard for this."
He smiled faintly, the kind that didn't quite reach his eyes. "And I'm willing to work harder for what matters more."
You stared at him, speechless. There was no witty comeback, no sarcastic quip that could deflect the sincerity of his words. All you could do was nod, the lump in your throat refusing to go away.
Jeonghan wasn't distant. If anything, he was still Jeonghan—unpredictable, frustratingly charming, and always one step ahead. But he was careful, too. He knew how to give you space without making you feel abandoned. And somehow, that was worse.
He'd still show up at work with that easygoing smile, cracking jokes like nothing had changed. But his gaze lingered longer now, his eyes searching yours like he was trying to solve a puzzle he couldn't quite figure out.
So when he showed up unannounced one night, leaning against your doorway with his hands in his pockets, it shouldn't have surprised you. But it did.
"Jeonghan?" you asked, blinking.
He tilted his head, a faint smirk playing on his lips. "Expecting someone else?"
You rolled your eyes, stepping aside to let him in. "What do you want?"
He walked in like he owned the place, his usual air of confidence making your heart race for all the wrong reasons.
"I've been thinking," he said, his tone light, but there was an edge to it. "About us."
You froze. "Jeonghan, I don't think—"
He cut you off with a soft laugh, shaking his head. "Relax. I'm not here to pick a fight. I just..." He trailed off, his expression softening as he looked at you. "I just want to understand."
"Understand what?" you asked quietly.
"This," he said, gesturing between you. "You and me. You and Wonwoo. You're acting like you have to choose, but... I don't think you even know what you want."
His words stung because they were true.
"Jeonghan, it's not that simple," you muttered, your voice barely above a whisper.
"It never is," he replied, stepping closer. "But I'm not going anywhere. I need you to know that. I'm here, whether you figure this out tomorrow, next week, or next year."
You stared at him, your chest tightening. "Why?"
He smiled then, that infuriatingly calm smile that made you want to scream and melt at the same time. "Because you're worth it."
His words hung between you, and for a moment, the world stopped. You didn't know what to say, so you didn't say anything. But Jeonghan didn't seem to mind. He just stood there, his presence a steady reminder that, no matter how messy things got, he wasn't giving up on you.
Not yet.
You weren't expecting the night to spiral the way it did. It started innocently enough—Seungkwan coaxed you into coming over with promises of a chill evening filled with karaoke and snacks, just like old times. But somewhere between the third glass of wine and a round of ill-advised shots, everything unraveled.
Seungkwan was tipsy but still his usual lively self, cracking jokes and commanding the mic. Hoshi, however, stayed seated off to the side, his eyes flicking to you every now and then with a quiet, worried intensity.
It wasn't like you to let loose this much. And Seungkwan wasn't one to miss the signs.
"Y/N," he called, his voice cutting through the haze of music and laughter. It was softer than usual, more serious. "What's going on? You've been... off lately. Talk to me."
You blinked at him, the alcohol buzzing in your veins making everything feel surreal. The words tumbled out before you could stop them.
"I'm falling apart, Seungkwan," you said, laughing bitterly. "And I don't think you even know half of it."
That got his attention. He leaned forward, setting his drink down as his playful expression melted into concern. "Then tell me," he urged. "We're not letting you sit there and spiral alone."
You hesitated, but the weight you'd been carrying was too much to hold back anymore.
"It's them," you admitted, your voice trembling. "Jeonghan and Wonwoo. One minute they act like I'm nothing, and the next, it's like I'm their whole world. I don't know how to keep up. I don't even know who I am anymore."
Seungkwan frowned, his brows knitting together as he processed your words. Hoshi, who had been silent until now, leaned in slightly, his sharp gaze softening.
"Then why are you letting them do this to you?" Seungkwan asked gently.
"I'm not letting them," you shot back, though your voice cracked. "I don't know how to stop it. I don't know if I even want to stop it. I—" You paused, shaking your head as tears pricked the corners of your eyes. "I love them both. And it's tearing me apart."
The room fell into a heavy silence, save for the faint hum of the karaoke machine. Seungkwan exchanged a quick look with Hoshi, one of those unspoken conversations that only close friends could have.
"Alright," Seungkwan said, breaking the quiet. "Let's settle this."
You blinked at him, confused. "Settle what?"
"Let's see who actually cares," he said, pulling out his phone. "I'll call Jeonghan. Hoshi can text Wonwoo. We'll see who shows up first. No excuses, no games."
"What?" You stared at him, horrified. "You're not seriously going to—"
"Oh, I absolutely am," he interrupted with a smirk, though his eyes held an edge of seriousness. "If they're worth your time, they'll come. And if they don't? Well, then you have your answer."
Before you could protest, Seungkwan had already pressed dial, and Hoshi was tapping away on his phone. Your stomach churned, the weight of what they were doing sinking in.
The ten minutes that followed felt like an eternity. The alcohol in your system dulled the edges of your anxiety, but it couldn't erase it. And then, the doorbell rang.
Seungkwan's face lit up with mischief as he sprang to his feet. "Contestant number one," he announced, heading for the door.
When he opened it, Jeonghan was standing there, his expression unreadable. His eyes scanned the room until they landed on you, and something flickered in his gaze—concern, maybe even guilt. He stepped inside without a word.
"Y/N," he said quietly, crossing the room to crouch in front of you. "What happened?"
Your throat tightened, and you looked away, unable to meet his eyes. "I'm fine," you mumbled, though your voice betrayed you.
"You're not," he said, his tone softer now. He reached out, brushing a strand of hair from your face. "Talk to me."
Before you could respond, the doorbell rang again.
Hoshi grinned as he glanced at his phone. "Wonwoo," he said simply.
When Wonwoo stepped inside, his gaze immediately found yours. His brow furrowed as he took in your tear-streaked face and Jeonghan's presence by your side. The tension in the room thickened.
"I'm here," Wonwoo said, his voice calm but laced with urgency. "Are you okay?"
Jeonghan rose to his feet, his movements slow and deliberate as he turned to face Wonwoo. The air between them crackled with unspoken rivalry.
"She's fine," Jeonghan said coolly, though the way he hovered near you said otherwise.
Wonwoo's jaw tightened, but he didn't take the bait. Instead, he stepped closer, his eyes never leaving yours. "Y/N, what's going on? Why are you like this?"
The weight of their stares was too much. You buried your face in your hands, your voice muffled as you finally broke. "Because I love you both, okay? And I don't know what to do about it!"
The room fell deathly silent.
Jeonghan's usually composed demeanor faltered, his eyes widening ever so slightly. Wonwoo, on the other hand, looked like he'd been punched in the gut.
"I didn't want this," you continued, your voice trembling. "I didn't want to fall for both of you, but I did. And now I'm stuck. I don't know how to choose, and I'm scared—scared that if I pick one of you, I'll lose the other forever."
Jeonghan exhaled slowly, running a hand through his hair. "Y/N..." he began, but his voice trailed off. For once, he seemed at a loss for words.
Wonwoo stepped closer, his expression softening as he crouched beside you. "You don't have to figure this out tonight," he said quietly. "But you can't keep tearing yourself apart over this. Let us help you."
You looked between them, your heart aching. You wanted to believe his words, but deep down, you knew this was only the beginning.
Seungkwan and Hoshi stood off to the side, watching silently. For once, even Seungkwan didn't have a joke to lighten the mood.
The night had started with laughter, but it ended with a truth none of you were ready to face.
After the bombshell of your drunken confession, a heavy silence settles over the room, stretching between you, Jeonghan, and Wonwoo. Seungkwan and Hoshi exchange uneasy glances, clearly sensing the gravity of the situation, but they wisely retreat, leaving the three of you alone to navigate the emotional fallout. The weight of your words lingers in the air like a storm cloud, thick and impossible to ignore.
You're not sure when the idea began to form in your mind. Perhaps it's the alcohol still coursing through your veins, or maybe it's the stark realization that you can't choose. You can't bear the thought of losing either Jeonghan or Wonwoo—not now, not ever. Deep down, your heart knows what you've been avoiding all along: it doesn't have to be just one.
Despite the tension crackling between the three of you, you somehow end up outside in the cool night air. Jeonghan leans casually against his car, his eyes closed as he takes a slow, measured breath. Wonwoo stands a few feet away, arms crossed over his chest, his jaw set in quiet thought. None of you speak at first, the silence stretching painfully long.
It's Wonwoo who finally breaks it, his voice quieter than usual but firm. "We need to figure this out."
Jeonghan's eyes flicker open, locking onto Wonwoo's. There's something unreadable in his gaze—hesitation, confusion, maybe even anger. But there's also a flicker of something dangerous, something bold. "I agree," Jeonghan says evenly. "But we're not treating this like a game."
Wonwoo's lips twitch into a smirk, though it carries a dark edge. "So what, then? We leave her alone to figure it out on her own? Pretend like none of this matters?"
Jeonghan's jaw tightens, and his voice sharpens. "That's not what I said. But I'm not rushing into something that could hurt her even more. She's confused—"
You take a step forward, your heart pounding in your chest. "I'm not confused," you interject, your voice trembling but resolute. "I'm scared. But I know what I want."
Both men turn to you, their gazes intense, waiting. The words catch in your throat, but you force them out. "I want you both. I can't pick. I'm sorry, but I can't."
Jeonghan pushes off the car, exhaling sharply. He glances at Wonwoo, a hint of disbelief coloring his features. "So, what now? Are you seriously suggesting we share her?"
Wonwoo doesn't flinch. "Why not?" he says simply. "You and I both care about her. She's not some prize to fight over, Jeonghan. She's part of both our lives, and we've been acting like we don't know it."
Jeonghan stares at him, his expression shifting from shock to something more thoughtful. A humorless chuckle escapes him. "You're serious about this, aren't you?"
Wonwoo's gaze doesn't waver. "I've been serious for a while. We've been dancing around this, and I'm tired of pretending. She wants us both, and I'm not going to act like that's not real."
For a moment, Jeonghan says nothing, his attention drifting to you. His gaze softens, though his words remain cautious. "This isn't how I imagined things... but maybe you're right. It's messy, but what choice do we have?"
The tentative understanding between the two men feels fragile, like a thread stretched too thin. But it's there, and for the first time, the tension seems to ease.
Jeonghan turns to you fully, his eyes sharp but tinged with vulnerability. "You really want this? Both of us?"
You nod, your voice steady despite the whirlwind inside you. "Yes. I know it's not fair, and it's not simple, but I want both of you. I can't choose. I won't."
Wonwoo steps closer, his voice dropping lower. "Then we need to make this work, but it has to be real. No more games, Y/N. No lies. We have to be honest with each other, all of us."
Jeonghan joins him, standing close enough that you can feel the warmth of his presence. "This isn't some fantasy," he says, his tone serious. "It's not going to be perfect. But if we're doing this, we're all in. No second-guessing, no turning back."
You swallow hard but nod. Relief washes over you, mingled with fear and hope. "I'm in this with you both. But I need to know... that you're both okay with this. That you're not doing it because you feel sorry for me."
Jeonghan's lips curve into a faint smirk, his familiar teasing edge returning. "What do you think, Wonwoo?"
Wonwoo's gaze doesn't waver as he looks at you, his expression dark and unreadable. "I'm in," he says softly. "For you, Y/N. I'm all in."
Jeonghan places a hand on your shoulder, his touch firm yet gentle. "Then we'll figure this out together. It won't be easy, but we'll make it work. Just... no more running, alright?"
You nod, tears pricking your eyes as a strange, fragile hope takes root in your chest. This wasn't what you had expected, but somehow, it feels like the start of something real—messy, complicated, and raw, but undeniably yours.
You wake up groggy but surprisingly refreshed. The events of last night come rushing back, and you half expect to be greeted with awkward silence or heavy stares. But instead, when you shuffle into the living room, still in Seungkwan's borrowed sweatshirt, you're met with the smell of coffee and the sight of Jeonghan and Wonwoo quietly talking.
Jeonghan looks up first, his smile soft but mischievous. "Good morning, Sleeping Beauty."
Wonwoo snorts, sliding a cup of coffee across the table toward you. "You were out like a light. We almost thought you'd never wake up."
You groan, plopping down onto the couch and cradling the mug. "Don't remind me. I'm never drinking that much again."
Jeonghan raises an eyebrow. "You say that every time, though."
You shoot him a look but can't help the small smile tugging at your lips. "Shut up, Hannie."
Wonwoo leans back in his seat, his expression softer than usual. "We should talk," he says, his tone calm but sincere.
Your stomach flips, but before you can spiral into panic, Jeonghan chimes in, his voice surprisingly light. "Don't worry, no drama this time. We just want to make sure we're all... on the same page."
You nod slowly, taking a sip of your coffee to buy yourself a moment to collect your thoughts. "Okay," you say finally, your voice quieter than you intended.
Wonwoo leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "We meant what we said last night. About making this work. But we also realized..." He hesitates, glancing at Jeonghan for support.
Jeonghan picks up where he left off, his voice unusually gentle. "We realized we haven't been making things any easier for you. If anything, we've been selfish—fighting over you instead of being there for you. And we want to change that."
You blink, your chest tightening at their words. "I... I don't know what to say," you admit.
Jeonghan smiles, that familiar spark of teasing returning to his eyes. "You don't have to say anything. Just... maybe don't get drunk and confess your love for us in front of Seungkwan and Hoshi again."
You groan, burying your face in your hands as Wonwoo chuckles quietly. "Oh my god, I'm never going to live that down, am I?"
"Absolutely not," Jeonghan says, his grin widening.
Wonwoo's expression softens again, his voice lowering. "But seriously... we're here for you. No matter what."
You peek out from behind your hands, meeting their gazes. For the first time in what feels like forever, the tension is gone, replaced by something lighter. Something warmer.
And as the three of you sit there, laughing and teasing like old times, you can't help but feel a flicker of hope. It's not going to be easy, but maybe—just maybe—you can make this work after all.
It started innocently enough. Or so you thought.
When Seungkwan invited you over for a "relaxing game night," you foolishly believed him. Of course, he conveniently forgot to mention that Jeonghan, Wonwoo, Mingyu, and Vernon would also be there. By the time you arrived at his place, Hoshi was already setting up snacks, and the two men you were desperately trying not to think about were seated on opposite sides of the couch, a safe but glaringly obvious distance apart. Mingyu was lounging on the armchair, flipping through a magazine with the kind of carefree attitude only he could pull off. And Vernon? Well, he was eating snacks in the corner, casually looking like he had nothing to do with the chaos about to unfold.
"Ah, you're here!" Seungkwan beamed, practically dragging you inside. "Now the fun can really start."
You hesitated at the doorway, your gaze flickering between Jeonghan's easy smile and Wonwoo's quiet nod of acknowledgment. Something about their presence together felt... combustible, but you pushed the thought aside. You were here to have fun. Totally chill, non-dramatic fun. Right?
"Sit, sit!" Seungkwan ushered you onto the couch—right in the middle of Jeonghan and Wonwoo. You froze, hyperaware of how close their knees were to brushing yours.
Mingyu, sensing the awkward energy in the room, chimed in from his chair. "If you need a distraction, I've got a full buffet of snacks over here."
You gave him a grateful look, but it didn't help. You were already sitting too close to the two men who made your heart race in completely different ways.
Hoshi, sensing the awkward energy in the room, clapped his hands together. "Alright, first game: Charades!"
Charades started out harmless enough, with Hoshi miming a bird and Seungkwan pretending to be a dramatic fainting prince. But then Seungkwan upped the ante.
"Jeonghan, your turn!" he said, his grin far too mischievous for comfort. He handed Jeonghan a card, and you watched as the older man's eyes lit up with amusement.
Jeonghan stood, rolling his shoulders like an actor preparing for a big scene. Then he got down on one knee, placed a hand over his chest, and—with exaggerated flair—pretended to confess his love.
The room erupted in laughter, but your face burned as Jeonghan's gaze lingered on you just a second too long. "Did I nail it?" he asked, smirking as he returned to his seat.
"A little too convincing," Hoshi teased, elbowing you. "What do you think?"
You sputtered, "I-I mean, it was fine!"
Mingyu looked entirely too entertained. "Yeah, I think Jeonghan might've just volunteered for 'Best Actor.'"
Wonwoo, who had been watching silently, finally spoke. "Fine? I think he overdid it."
Jeonghan raised an eyebrow. "Overdid it? Or are you just jealous you didn't get the card?"
"Jealous?" Wonwoo scoffed, leaning back with an infuriatingly calm expression. "Not really my style."
Vernon, who had been uncharacteristically quiet, jumped in from his snack corner. "Oh, please. We all know Jeonghan would do anything for the spotlight."
Seungkwan clapped his hands before things could escalate further. "Okay, okay! Next round! Wonwoo, you're up!"
If Jeonghan's over-the-top confession wasn't bad enough, Seungkwan somehow convinced Wonwoo to serenade the group during Truth or Dare. And not just any song. A love song.
"Oh, come on," Wonwoo protested, but Seungkwan's relentless enthusiasm won out. Grumbling, Wonwoo picked up Hoshi's acoustic guitar and strummed a few hesitant chords before starting to sing. His voice, low and rich, filled the room, and you couldn't stop the shiver that ran down your spine.
It was intimate, almost too much, as if the song was meant for you and you alone. By the time he finished, the room was dead silent.
"Well, damn," Jeonghan finally said, breaking the tension with a low whistle. "Didn't know you had it in you."
Vernon leaned in and whispered to Mingyu, "What do you think? Do we need to hire him for the next concert?"
Mingyu grinned. "I vote yes. But only if I get backup dancer status."
Wonwoo shrugged, his gaze flicking to you briefly before he set the guitar down. "It's just a song."
Just a song, sure. But the way your heart was pounding said otherwise.
The night wore on, filled with more games and Seungkwan's relentless teasing. But the final blow came when Seungkwan, clearly buzzed on soda and his own chaos, leaned forward and grinned wickedly.
"So," he said, his tone far too casual, "who's the better kisser? Jeonghan or Wonwoo?"
You choked on your drink, coughing violently as Hoshi burst out laughing. "Seungkwan, what the hell?!"
Jeonghan's eyes sparkled with amusement, while Wonwoo's expression darkened. "Really, Seungkwan?"
"What? It's a valid question!" Seungkwan said, feigning innocence. "We're all friends here, right?"
You buried your face in your hands, wishing the ground would swallow you whole. "I am not answering that."
Jeonghan, ever the instigator, leaned closer. "You don't have to say it. I think we all know the answer."
Wonwoo's jaw tightened. "Do we? Because I'm pretty sure we don't."
Vernon, with his usual deadpan humor, spoke up. "Honestly, I think everyone just needs a cold shower."
Mingyu practically snorted from his chair. "You're not wrong, man."
Hoshi, practically in tears from laughing, waved his hands. "Okay, okay! Let's call it a night before someone actually dies."
You groaned, vowing to never let Seungkwan plan anything ever again. But as you glanced between Jeonghan and Wonwoo, both of whom were now glaring at each other, you couldn't help but wonder: how the hell did your life get this complicated?
That evening, after everyone had left you alone with both Jeonghan and Wonwoo, the atmosphere shifts. It's quieter, more intimate, as the three of you settle on the couch. You're sandwiched between them, their presence comforting but charged with unspoken tension.
Jeonghan's hand brushes against yours, his fingers lingering before he takes your hand fully. You glance up, meeting his eyes. They're soft but searching, as if he's trying to read every thought running through your mind.
"Can I kiss you?" he asks, his voice barely above a whisper.
Your breath catches, but you nod. His lips are warm and familiar, moving against yours with a tenderness that makes your heart ache. When he pulls back, you're left staring at him, your thoughts a whirlwind.
Then, you feel Wonwoo's hand on your back, steady and grounding. You turn to him, and his gaze holds a quiet intensity. He doesn't ask, but his hesitation is clear, giving you the choice. When you lean toward him, his lips meet yours in a kiss that's different but no less meaningful. It's slower, deeper, like he's pouring every unspoken word into it.
When you pull back, you realize you're holding both their hands. The moment is electric, filled with a newfound understanding. They're not competing anymore. Instead, they're focused entirely on you.
Jeonghan's arms are steady as he lifts you off the sofa, cradling you effortlessly. His gaze never leaves yours, a quiet intensity in his eyes as he carries you toward the bedroom. You barely notice Wonwoo following behind until you feel his hands on you, tugging at the hem of your shirt as soon as Jeonghan sets you down on the edge of the bed.
"Wonwoo," Jeonghan murmurs, his tone half a warning and half amusement, but he doesn't stop him.
Wonwoo works with quiet precision, pulling your shirt over your head in one swift motion, leaving you bare to their hungry eyes. You shiver under the weight of their attention, but before you can feel self-conscious, Jeonghan is there, cupping your face and pressing a kiss to your lips.
"You're perfect," he whispers against your mouth, his voice low and reverent, as if every word is a vow.
Wonwoo's hands glide over your shoulders, down your sides, his touch firmer, more deliberate. His lips trail along your neck, sending a jolt of heat through your body. "You're ours," he murmurs against your skin, his breath hot and possessive, making your pulse race.
Jeonghan pulls back just enough to catch your dazed expression, his thumb brushing over your bottom lip. "Do you want this?" he asks, his voice gentle but edged with a raw need.
You nod, breathless, your hands finding their way to Jeonghan's hair and Wonwoo's arm, pulling them closer. "Yes," you manage to say, the word barely above a whisper, but it's all they need.
Jeonghan smiles, a slow, wicked curve of his lips, before he leans in again, kissing you deeply. Meanwhile, Wonwoo's hands make quick work of the waistband of your pants, sliding them down with agonizing slowness, his fingertips leaving trails of fire in their wake.
The bed dips as Jeonghan pushes you gently back, his lips never leaving yours, while Wonwoo's hands and lips continue their exploration. Every touch, every kiss is unhurried, as if they're taking their time memorizing every inch of you.
"You're stunning," Wonwoo murmurs, his voice thick with admiration, as he shifts to press kisses lower, his hands spreading warmth wherever they touch.
Jeonghan's hand slides up to cup your breast, his thumb brushing over the sensitive peak, drawing a gasp from your lips. "She's perfect," Jeonghan agrees, his voice soft but filled with awe as he glances at Wonwoo, a rare moment of unity passing between them.
Wonwoo was already eating you out, Jeonghan swallowing every moan coming out from those pretty lips of yours. Wonwoo's tongue entered you and it made you arche your back just a little until Jeonghan puts you in place. You were practically breathless as Jeonghan's lips travel to your neck to leave more marks on you.
Never in your life would you have expected such an outcome like this. But before you could even process anything, Wonwoo was overstimulating you. You squirmed, but Jeonghan made sure to keep you in place.
"W- wait..." You cried out as you squirt for the second time. But Wonwoo doesn't stop. Your head fell on the pillow behind you, eyes rolling to the back of your head as you whine and whimper.
They work in tandem, their movements coordinated and seamless, as if they've silently agreed to worship every part of you together. Jeonghan's lips claim yours again, his kiss slow and consuming, while Wonwoo's mouth and hands draw moans from you, the tension in the room thick and electric.
When Wonwoo finally pulls away from your soaked cunt, he puts his fingers in before you can even have any time to catch your breath. Jeonghan pulls away and watches the younger mess you up and do all the work. With your swollen lips, messy hair, and having Wonwoo mess you up was quite the sight for him. He wouldn't imagine anyone else do you like this, but why is he rock hard on seeing you in a state like this. 
Wonwoo wasn't very different from Jeonghan, you looked too hot and pretty being all vulnerable for them like this. It makes him want to give the whole world to you. 
You pant as Wonwoo's fingers enter you in and out fast, Jeonghan smirks beside you, holding your hands and watching your every reaction. It didn't matter if you looked pathetic being watched, it was this moment that had you distracted from everything.
Wonwoo was first to have his dick inside of your cunt, with your back facing him, whimpering as he humps himself into you. You were arched down on the bed, Jeonghan's thumb grazed your lips as you opened your mouth for him. He slowly shoves his cock in you until it reached your throat, almost making you gag, but with Wonwoo's hard thrusts behind you, your moans vibrated on Jeonghan's cock, making him grunt to the feeling. 
"Shit... She's fucking... Tight.." Wonwoo grunts as he feels your pussy clench around his cock. Jeonghan has his hand through your soft flocks, guiding your head, having you bob over him. 
"Are you gonna cum?" Jeonghan manages to let out. Wonwoo huffed, muttered a messy 'yes' as he blows a one final thrust before cumming, painting your walls beautifully with his hot load mixing with yours. 
Jeonghan follows right after, cumming into your mouth. You swallowed everything before falling down onto the bed, covering yourself up with the blanket nearby. Jeonghan holds his hand out to your head, brushing your hair with his fingers while Wonwoo grabbed a wet towel nearby. 
The older tugged at the blanket you were holding but you were holding onto it too tight as if your life had depended on it. "Oh come on, princess, come out, we'll just clean you up."
Wonwoo smiled before sitting at your side. "Are you alright, Y/N?" It's his tone that made you want to be eaten by the bed right then and there.
You shifted, catching your breath before replying a stubborn "I'll clean myself."
Jeonghan sighs softly, brushing his fingers through your hair, his touch featherlight as he watches you bury your face in the pillow. "Alright, princess, take your time," he murmurs, his tone gentle, a stark contrast to the tension that had filled the room moments ago. He doesn't push you, instead shifting to sit beside you while Wonwoo presses a damp towel against your shoulder, the warmth grounding you.
The silence between the three of you feels comfortable now, no longer heavy with hesitation. Wonwoo leans down, his lips brushing against your temple as he whispers, "We'll take care of you. You don't have to do anything else."
His words, so quiet and sincere, stir something deep inside you. Slowly, you loosen your grip on the blanket, letting it slip down as Jeonghan and Wonwoo exchange soft smiles. They aren't in a hurry—there's no rush to shatter the fragile, vulnerable intimacy that lingers in the room.
Jeonghan is the first to move, his hands gently guiding you to sit up. He wraps the blanket loosely around your shoulders, cocooning you in its warmth before leaning in to press his lips to your forehead. "You're beautiful like this," he whispers, his eyes soft and tender as they meet yours.
Wonwoo nods in agreement, his gaze never leaving your face. "We'll make this night unforgettable for you," he promises, his voice steady and full of conviction.
They take their time, helping you clean up and settle against the pillows before climbing into bed on either side of you. Jeonghan props himself up on one elbow, his fingers tracing idle patterns along your arm, while Wonwoo presses a kiss to the curve of your shoulder, his warmth seeping into you.
"I think we broke her," Jeonghan teases lightly, his voice tinged with humor as he nudges you gently. The corners of his mouth curve into a smirk, but his eyes remain soft, a quiet adoration evident in his expression.
You manage a small laugh, the sound easing the tension in your chest. "You think?" you reply, your voice hoarse but laced with a teasing edge.
Wonwoo chuckles, his fingers finding yours and lacing them together. "Maybe we should slow down," he says, his tone warm and full of affection.
But Jeonghan shakes his head, leaning in close enough for you to feel his breath against your cheek. "Not unless she tells us to," he murmurs, his lips brushing over the corner of your mouth in a ghost of a kiss.
You take a deep breath, the weight of the moment pressing against your chest, but not in a suffocating way. It's grounding, like they're anchoring you to them. You nod slowly, meeting their eyes. "I don't want this to end," you admit, the words spilling from your lips before you can stop them.
Wonwoo smiles, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. "It won't," he promises softly.
Jeonghan presses a kiss to your temple, his voice a low murmur against your skin. "Then let us show you just how much you mean to us."
The night unfolds in a blur of soft whispers and lingering touches, their movements unhurried, as if they're memorizing every detail of this moment. There's no rush, no urgency—only the quiet, steady rhythm of shared breaths and the warmth of their bodies pressed against yours.
They take turns holding you, their touches soothing and reverent, as if you're something precious, too delicate to be rushed. Jeonghan's lips trace over your collarbone, his hands warm against your skin, while Wonwoo's fingers weave through your hair, his voice low and steady as he murmurs sweet nothings that make your heart ache in the best way.
Hours pass, but it doesn't feel like enough. By the time exhaustion pulls at you, your body relaxed and your mind hazy, you're nestled between them, their arms wrapped protectively around you. Jeonghan presses a kiss to the top of your head, his breath warm against your hair. "Sleep, princess," he murmurs, his voice barely audible over the quiet hum of the room.
Wonwoo's hand rests over yours, his thumb brushing idly against your skin. "We're not going anywhere," he promises, his voice a soothing balm that eases you into sleep.
As you drift off, cocooned in their warmth, you realize that something has shifted—not just between them, but within you. There's no going back, but in this moment, you're not sure you'd want to.
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The faint sound of keyboard clicks filled the cozy apartment, punctuated by the occasional hum of the game loading screen. You sat cross-legged on the couch, cradling a mug of tea as you watched Wonwoo focus intently on his monitor. His glasses rested low on his nose, and his hoodie sleeves were slightly pushed up, revealing the veins in his arms.
“Are you almost done?” you asked, your voice soft but impatient.
Wonwoo smirked without looking back. “Five minutes. I’m almost at the save point.”
You rolled your eyes, leaning back against the cushions. “You’ve been ‘almost done’ for the last twenty minutes. If you’d told me this was going to turn into a date with your PC, I’d have stayed home.”
That earned a laugh from him, low and warm. “You are home,” he countered. “And besides, I remember someone saying they like watching me play.”
“I said I like playing with you,” you shot back. “Not being the third wheel to your Overwatch teammates.”
His head turned, and the mischievous glint in his eyes made your stomach flip. “You know I can’t stream you. You’re too competitive. They’d think I was getting bullied live.”
You threw a pillow at him, and he caught it mid-air, laughing as he finally shut his game down. Wonwoo stretched, his movements unhurried as he made his way to the couch. He slouched beside you, his head resting on your shoulder like it was the most natural thing in the world.
“You want to play?” he asked, his voice quieter now.
“No,” you replied, setting your mug down. “I want your undivided attention, gamer boy.”
“Undivided, huh?” He chuckled and shifted, wrapping his arms around you and pulling you closer. “You’re demanding tonight.”
“I get you for six hours tops,” you teased, though there was no bite in your tone. “I have to make the most of it before Jeonghan steals me away again tomorrow.”
Wonwoo’s smile softened at the mention of Jeonghan, but there was no jealousy in his eyes—just a quiet understanding. “That’s fair,” he murmured. “But for now, I’m not letting you go.”
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The next morning, Jeonghan was already dressed and sipping his coffee when you arrived at his office. He glanced up from his phone, his lips curving into a knowing smirk.
“You’re late,” he said, setting the phone down.
“I’m on time,” you corrected, placing the takeout bag on his desk. “And I brought breakfast, so maybe don’t start the day with complaints.”
Jeonghan opened the bag, his eyebrows raising at the sight of the pastries. “Fancy. Did Wonwoo pick these out?”
You sighed, crossing your arms. “Is it that obvious?”
“It’s his favorite bakery,” Jeonghan replied with a shrug, biting into the croissant. “He’s got good taste. I can’t fault him for that.”
The playful edge in his tone made you squint at him. “What? No snarky comment about me spending the night there?”
“Why would I?” He leaned back in his chair, a casual air about him. “I got you all day. I’m not greedy.”
You raised a skeptical brow. “Not greedy? You called me three times yesterday to ‘check in.’”
Jeonghan’s grin widened, unrepentant. “What can I say? I miss you when you’re gone.” He reached across the desk, his fingers brushing yours. “But you’re here now, and that’s all that matters.”
Later that evening, as you headed home, you were caught off guard by Jeonghan and Wonwoo’s playful conversation in the group chat.
Jeonghan: She didn’t text me back last night, so I assume you hogged her attention? Wonwoo: You got her all day. Don’t be greedy, hyung. Jeonghan: Touché. But I did buy her coffee yesterday. So, you owe me. Wonwoo: I’ll send you my leftover ramen.
You couldn’t help but laugh as you read their messages. Despite their differences, there was an unspoken balance between the three of you—a connection that somehow worked without tipping into chaos
The hum of Jeonghan’s suitcase wheels rolling across the marble floor broke the silence in the apartment. He paused at the doorway, turning back to you with a soft smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes.
“Are you sure you’ll be okay while I’m gone?” he asked, adjusting the cuff of his blazer with meticulous care. His tone was calm, almost nonchalant, but the faint crease between his brows betrayed his unease.
You crossed the room to him, your hands deftly straightening his tie. “I’ll be fine, Jeonghan. It’s just a couple of days. Plus, Wonwoo’s around, so I won’t be lonely.”
Jeonghan chuckled softly, though his gaze lingered on yours. “I’m not worried about that,” he murmured, his fingers brushing a strand of hair from your face. His touch was deliberate, like he was memorizing the feel of you before the distance set in. “I just hate leaving when things are good.”
“You act like you’re gone for months.” You smiled, trying to lighten the mood, but the look in his eyes made your chest tighten.
“Sometimes a few days is enough to miss what matters,” he replied softly. His words hung in the air, laced with meaning.
Your smile faltered for a moment before you pressed a kiss to his cheek, grounding the moment. “Don’t worry about me. Just focus on your meetings, and I’ll focus on making sure Wonwoo doesn’t eat ramen every night.”
Jeonghan huffed a laugh, the crease in his brow finally easing. “Good luck with that. He’s stubborn.” He rolled his suitcase toward the door but stopped one last time, turning to face you.
“I’ll make it up to you when I’m back,” he promised, his voice quieter now, like he was speaking to himself as much as to you.
“Deal,” you said, watching as the door clicked shut behind him.
The apartment felt emptier in the silence that followed, the faint scent of Jeonghan’s cologne lingering in the air. You exhaled, pressing your palm to the closed door as a bittersweet ache settled in your chest. It wasn’t unusual for Jeonghan to leave, but the gaps he left behind always felt bigger than you expected.
The sound of your phone buzzing snapped you out of your thoughts. You grabbed it off the counter, smiling when Wonwoo’s name flashed on the screen.
Wonwoo: What time should I come over? You: now. i could use some company Wonwoo: On my way. Bring snacks? You: Obviously.
Half an hour later, you were curled up on the couch, a bag of chips balanced precariously between you and Wonwoo as he flipped through movie options on the TV.
“So,” he said, settling on an action flick, “Jeonghan’s off to be CEO of the year again?”
You nodded, taking a sip of your drink. “It’s just a couple of days.”
Wonwoo raised an eyebrow. “He doesn’t like being away from you. Not that I blame him.”
The casual way he said it sent a flutter through your chest, but you rolled your eyes to play it off. “You’re not going to get all sentimental on me, are you?”
Wonwoo smirked, reaching over to steal a chip. “Not my style.”
For a while, the two of you sat in comfortable silence, the sounds of the movie filling the room. But as the night wore on, you found yourself leaning into Wonwoo’s shoulder, his warmth seeping into you like a quiet reassurance.
“You know,” he said after a while, his voice low, “he’s lucky I’m not the jealous type.”
You tilted your head up to look at him, your lips quirking into a smile. “And why’s that?”
Wonwoo glanced down at you, his dark eyes holding a glimmer of something unreadable. “Because sharing isn’t easy. But I think it’s worth it—for you.”
Your breath hitched for a second, and you quickly looked away, your heart pounding in your chest. Wonwoo didn’t push the moment, though. He simply adjusted the blanket over your legs and went back to watching the movie, leaving you to sit with the weight of his words.
A few nights later, the soft click of keys echoed through Wonwoo’s small office. He was seated at his desk, his brows furrowed in concentration, the faint glow of his monitor illuminating his sharp features. The sight of him, so absorbed in his work, was oddly comforting—and yet you couldn’t help but feel the distance it created.
Leaning against the doorway, you crossed your arms with a playful smirk. “You know, I could’ve gone home if you were going to work all night.”
Wonwoo didn’t look up right away, his fingers still typing as he replied. “And let Jeonghan win? Not a chance.”
You laughed, stepping into the room. “It’s not a competition, Wonwoo.”
Finally, he glanced up, his lips curving into a small, tired smile. “Maybe not for you. But he gets you all day, and now I’m stuck with deadlines. Feels like the universe is playing favorites.”
Shaking your head, you placed a steaming cup of coffee next to his keyboard. “You’ll survive,” you teased, leaning down to press a light kiss to his forehead. “But since you’re so busy, maybe I should let Jeonghan take the next night shift.”
Wonwoo groaned, his hands darting out to grab your waist before you could escape. “Not so fast,” he murmured, his voice low and laced with mischief. In one fluid motion, he pulled you onto his lap, his arms locking firmly around you.
“Wonwoo!” you gasped, startled, but a laugh bubbled out as you found yourself face-to-face with him.
His dark eyes glimmered with amusement as he tilted his head, resting his forehead against yours. “If I’m losing time to work, at least let me make the most of the time I do get.”
The warmth in his gaze sent a shiver down your spine. Your hands instinctively rested on his chest, feeling the steady rise and fall of his breath. “You’re impossible,” you muttered, though the smile tugging at your lips betrayed your words.
“And yet, you’re still here,” he countered, his voice softening as his fingers traced gentle circles against your lower back.
Your cheeks warmed under his attention, but you didn’t pull away. Instead, you leaned in, brushing your nose against his before capturing his lips in a tender kiss.
The first touch was light, almost hesitant, but it quickly deepened as his hands tightened their hold on you. He kissed you like he’d been waiting all night for this moment—slow, deliberate, and unyielding.
Your fingers tangled in his hair, earning a quiet hum of approval from him. The world outside seemed to fade, leaving only the quiet hum of his computer and the warmth of his embrace.
When you finally broke apart, both of you were slightly breathless. Wonwoo’s eyes lingered on you, his lips quirking into that familiar, shy smile that always made your heart flutter.
“Stay,” he whispered, his voice barely audible.
You rested your forehead against his, your fingers brushing along his jawline. “I was planning to,” you murmured, a playful grin tugging at the corner of your lips.
“Good,” he replied, pressing a quick kiss to the corner of your mouth. “Because Jeonghan’s already winning too much.”
You laughed softly, settling into his embrace as his arms wrapped around you securely. “You’re ridiculous.”
“And you love it,” he teased, the exhaustion in his expression melting away as he held you close.
For the rest of the night, neither of you mentioned work, deadlines, or Jeonghan. Instead, you stayed curled up together, savoring the quiet moments that belonged only to the two of you.
The following night, Jeonghan returned from a late meeting, his steps heavy with exhaustion. As he entered the dimly lit apartment, the sight of you curled up on the couch instantly melted away the day’s stress. A soft blanket was pulled around your shoulders, your head resting against the cushions as the faint glow of the TV flickered across your peaceful face.
For a moment, Jeonghan simply stood in the doorway, his tie slightly loosened and his briefcase still in hand. His gaze softened as he took in the scene, his lips curving into the faintest smile.
Quietly, he set his briefcase down and slipped off his jacket, draping it over the back of a nearby chair. He walked toward you, his footsteps light, and knelt beside you. Reaching out, his fingers brushed against your cheek, feather-light, as if afraid to wake you.
“You didn’t have to wait up,” he whispered, his voice barely audible but filled with affection.
Your eyes fluttered open at his touch, and a sleepy smile graced your lips. “You work too much,” you murmured, your voice groggy yet teasing. You shifted slightly, making room for him on the couch.
Jeonghan sighed as he sat down beside you, immediately pulling you into his arms. The warmth of his embrace was comforting, his scent familiar and grounding. He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, lingering there for a moment. “It’s not forever,” he promised in a quiet murmur. “Just a busy week. But I’m glad you’re here. It makes coming home… easier.”
You nestled closer against his chest, your head resting in the crook of his neck. “Wonwoo said the same thing last night,” you muttered sleepily, your words muffled against him.
Jeonghan let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head as he gently ran his fingers through your hair. “That guy gets you all night and still complains about deadlines.”
“He doesn’t complain,” you countered with a small laugh, your hand sliding across his chest to playfully nudge him. “He just… misses me.”
Jeonghan’s arms tightened around you slightly, his voice dropping to a low, tender murmur. “So do I.” He leaned down to press a soft kiss to your temple, his lips brushing against your skin as he added, “But seeing you happy makes it worth it. Even if it means sharing.”
You tilted your head up, your nose brushing his cheek as you gazed at him through half-lidded eyes. “You’re too sweet, you know that?”
“Sweet?” Jeonghan echoed, his lips quirking into a playful smirk. “Don’t tell Wonwoo that. He already thinks I’m too soft.”
You laughed softly, your fingers reaching up to trace the line of his jaw. “I like you soft,” you murmured, leaning in to press your lips against his.
The kiss was gentle at first, slow and unhurried, but it quickly deepened as Jeonghan’s hand cupped the back of your head, pulling you closer. His other hand rested on your waist, his touch firm yet tender. He kissed you as if he were pouring all the words he couldn’t say into the moment—his longing, his gratitude, and the way you made him feel complete even after the longest of days.
When you finally broke apart, both of you were breathing softly, your foreheads resting against each other. Jeonghan’s hand slid down to intertwine with yours, his thumb brushing over your knuckles.
“Stay like this,” he whispered, his voice barely audible.
You smiled, your fingers squeezing his hand lightly. “I wasn’t planning on going anywhere.”
Jeonghan sighed in contentment, pulling the blanket around the both of you as he leaned back against the couch. With you in his arms, the weight of the day seemed to disappear, replaced by the quiet, undeniable joy of having you by his side.
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Despite their contrasting schedules, both Jeonghan and Wonwoo seemed to adapt effortlessly to the arrangement. When Jeonghan’s workload picked up, he would send short but thoughtful texts throughout the day to remind you he was thinking of you.
Jeonghan (text): Boardroom’s a nightmare. I hope Wonwoo’s treating you right tonight. You (reply): he ordered pizza and fell asleep halfway through the movie. typical. Jeonghan: Figures. Save the fun stuff for me when I’m back.
On the other hand, when Wonwoo was busy with work or projects, he had his own ways of showing affection. Whether it was a handwritten note on the fridge saying, “Missed you today. Eat something before your stream.” or a curated playlist of cozy tracks for your downtime, he always found a way to make you smile.
Sometimes, he’d include you in his streams—just not as Kitsunya. Instead, you’d appear off-camera or only partially revealed, sparking curiosity among his fans.
Wonwoo (on stream): “So… I have a guest tonight. She’s helping me test out this co-op game. Don’t judge her skills too harshly.” Chat: OMG IS THAT HER??? IS THAT KITSUNYA? You (off-camera, laughing): “Don’t hype me up. I’m just here to lose gracefully.” Chat: She sounds adorable! SHOW HER FACE PLS!!! Wonwoo (grinning): “Relax, guys. She’s shy. And she’s definitely not Kitsunya. Nope. Not at all.”
The stream would continue with playful banter between the two of you, while the chat exploded with speculation. You’d intentionally play poorly at the game just to hear Wonwoo’s deadpan remarks.
You: “Did I just fall into the same trap again?” Wonwoo: “Twice, actually. Impressive consistency.” You: “I’m just giving the monsters a chance.” Chat: THE CHEMISTRY OMG
Little did his fans know, the so-called “guest” was indeed Kitsunya. But neither of you confirmed it, leaving the internet buzzing with theories and fan edits of your clipped voice interactions.
And when both Jeonghan and Wonwoo were free? Those moments felt like a rare treat. Jeonghan would whisk you away for a rooftop dinner under the stars, taking his time to make you feel like the center of his world. Meanwhile, Wonwoo would spend an entire night curled up with you, teaching you how to play his favorite game—and stealing kisses whenever you "accidentally" paused.
In one particularly heart-fluttering moment, Wonwoo pulled you onto his lap mid-stream after you jokingly complained about how bad you were at his game.
You (laughing): “I give up. I’m hopeless. Just leave me here to fail in peace.” Wonwoo (pulling you closer): “Hopeless? Never. Just distracted.” His voice softened, meant only for your ears, as he pressed a kiss to your temple.
His viewers, of course, went wild.
Chat: DID HE JUST—??? WHAT IS HAPPENING??? Wonwoo (smirking at the camera): “Alright, enough distractions for tonight. Back to the game.”
Later, when the stream ended, he wrapped his arms around you tightly, his kisses slower and deeper as he murmured against your lips, “You’re my favorite player, no matter how bad you think you are.”
Jeonghan, ever the charmer, never seemed to mind the nights you spent with Wonwoo. He’d tease about it during the day when he wasn’t buried in meetings or reviewing contracts.
Jeonghan (texting): He didn’t hog you all night, did he? You need beauty sleep for our rooftop plans tomorrow. You: define “hog.” we mightve shared pizza and stayed up too late gaming Jeonghan: Tsk. I’ll forgive you this time. But only because you’re cute.
The balance wasn’t always perfect, but the unspoken understanding between the three of you made it work. For Jeonghan and Wonwoo, seeing you happy—whether laughing during a rooftop dinner or snuggled up during a co-op game—was worth every compromise.
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While Jeonghan’s schedule often kept him busy, he made up for it with the most thoughtful and deliberate gestures. To him, every moment with you was an opportunity to make you feel cherished, whether it was during work or on your precious dates together.
When Jeonghan had a free afternoon, he would whisk you away from the office for lunch, insisting on a charming café tucked away in a quiet corner of the city. He always pulled out your chair, his hand lingering on your shoulder as he leaned down to murmur, “Don’t tell anyone, but this is the highlight of my day.”
After a few bites, his foot would nudge yours playfully under the table, and his eyes would soften as he watched you sip your drink.
“You’ve got something here,” he’d say with a teasing smile, pointing to the corner of his lips. Before you could react, he’d reach over to gently swipe his thumb along your bottom lip, his touch featherlight. “Got it,” he whispered, his voice dropping into a tone that sent shivers down your spine.
Jeonghan was also a master of quiet intimacy. On days when the office workload wasn’t too demanding, he’d make excuses to linger near your desk. “I just need to review this,” he’d claim, pulling up a chair beside you. But the truth was, he simply liked being close to you, sneaking glances at your face when you were focused.
Sometimes, when no one was around, he’d lean in and press a kiss to the top of your head. “You’re too pretty to be working this hard,” he’d tease, brushing your hair back with a fond smile.
When Jeonghan planned a date, it was always an event. He’d show up to your place dressed impeccably, holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers, and press a kiss to your cheek as he handed them to you.
“For the prettiest girl I know,” he’d say, his tone casual but his eyes brimming with adoration.
That evening, he’d take you to a rooftop restaurant, the city lights twinkling below as soft music played in the background. Jeonghan’s attention was wholly on you, his phone tucked away, as he leaned forward on his elbows, his gaze never leaving your face.
“Tell me everything about your day,” he’d urge, his voice warm and inviting. And when you spoke, he’d listen intently, his smile growing with every word.
At some point during dinner, he’d reach across the table to hold your hand, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. “You know,” he’d begin, his voice taking on a teasing lilt, “I think I’m a little jealous of Wonwoo.”
You blinked, surprised. “Why?”
“He gets to keep you all to himself at night,” Jeonghan murmured, his smile softening. “Meanwhile, I have to share you with the rest of the world during the day. Not very fair, is it?”
But there was no bitterness in his tone—only gentle affection and a touch of playful possessiveness.
Every now and then, when Jeonghan wasn’t swamped with meetings or traveling for work, he’d invite you over to his place for a quiet evening. Those nights felt like a bubble of warmth and safety, just the two of you curled up on the couch.
Jeonghan would insist on cooking dinner, even though his skills were… questionable at best.
“Are you sure you don’t want me to help?” you asked, peeking into the kitchen.
He turned to you with a wooden spoon in hand, a smudge of sauce on his cheek. “Absolutely not. You sit there and look pretty. This is my time to shine.”
You couldn’t help but laugh, but when dinner was finally ready, it turned out to be surprisingly delicious. Jeonghan smirked as you took a bite, clearly pleased with himself. “See? Told you I’m full of surprises.”
After dinner, he pulled you onto the couch, wrapping a blanket around both of you as he scrolled through movie options. But halfway through the film, he turned to you, his hand gently cradling your face.
“I’m not watching a single second of this,” he admitted, his thumb brushing along your cheekbone. “You’re too distracting.”
Before you could respond, his lips found yours in a kiss so sweet and lingering it made your heart race. He pulled you closer, his hands tangling in your hair as he whispered between kisses, “You’re my favorite part of every day, you know that?”
Later, when you were nestled against his chest, his arms wrapped securely around you, Jeonghan pressed his lips to the top of your head.
“Stay with me tonight,” he murmured, his voice soft and drowsy. “I’ll make us breakfast in the morning… or attempt to, at least.”
Jeonghan leaned back against the couch, pulling you with him until you were nestled comfortably against his chest. His hands found your waist, gently guiding you to straddle his lap.
“You look so perfect like this,” he whispered, his voice low and warm, the corners of his mouth curling into a smile. His eyes were soft as they roamed your face, lingering on your lips. “I can’t decide if I want to kiss you or just stare at you forever.”
Your cheeks flushed, and before you could respond, Jeonghan leaned in, brushing his lips softly against yours. It started sweet and slow, his hands resting gently on your waist, grounding you in the moment. But as you kissed him back, his grip tightened slightly, pulling you closer.
His fingers trailed up your back, leaving a warmth in their wake, until one hand found its way to your hair. He tilted your head just enough to deepen the kiss, his lips moving against yours with a deliberate tenderness that made your heart race.
When you pulled back slightly to catch your breath, Jeonghan’s forehead rested against yours, his eyes fluttering open. His voice was barely above a whisper as he said, “You make me forget about everything else—meetings, work, the world. It’s just you.”
You couldn’t help but smile, cupping his face in your hands. “Good,” you teased, running your thumb along his jawline. “You deserve a break from being Yoon Jeonghan, the ever-busy CEO.”
Jeonghan chuckled softly, his hand slipping beneath the hem of your shirt to rest against your lower back, his touch warm and soothing. “And you deserve all my attention,” he murmured, kissing you again, this time with a little more urgency.
His lips moved against yours like he was savoring every second, his hands exploring your back in soft, languid strokes. When you shifted in his lap, you felt him smile against your mouth.
“Careful,” he teased, his voice playful but laced with something deeper. “You’re making it hard to focus on being a gentleman right now.”
You laughed softly, leaning back just enough to look into his eyes. “When have you ever been a gentleman?”
Jeonghan raised an eyebrow, feigning offense. “Excuse me? I’m always a gentleman.” But the grin tugging at his lips betrayed him. “I’ll prove it,” he said, lifting you effortlessly as he stood up.
“Jeonghan!” you squealed, clinging to his shoulders.
He carried you to the bedroom, gently setting you down on the bed before crawling in beside you. His arms wrapped around you, pulling you close as he pressed a kiss to your temple.
“You know I’m completely whipped for you, right?” he murmured, his voice soft and affectionate.
You smiled, burying your face in his chest. “I might have noticed.”
Jeonghan chuckled, his fingers tracing lazy patterns on your back as you both settled into the comfort of each other’s presence. The kisses continued, each one sweet and unhurried, as if you had all the time in the world.
And in that moment, with Jeonghan’s arms around you and his lips brushing against yours, it felt like you truly did.
The next morning, you woke up to the smell of something… burning. You sat up, rubbing your eyes, and followed the noise coming from the kitchen.
Jeonghan stood at the stove, wearing an apron over his pajama pants, waving a dish towel at a slightly charred pancake.
“I told you I’d make breakfast,” he said sheepishly when he noticed you. “I didn’t say it would be edible.”
You couldn’t help but laugh, walking over to wrap your arms around his waist from behind. “You’re lucky you’re cute,” you teased, pressing a kiss to his shoulder.
Jeonghan turned in your arms, his smile as bright as the morning sun. “And you’re lucky I’m hopelessly in love with you,” he replied, stealing a quick kiss before you could roll your eyes at him.
Jeonghan leaned casually against the kitchen counter, phone in hand as he scrolled through his contacts. You were perched on the couch in one of his oversized hoodies, flipping through a magazine, completely unaware of his plan.
“Wonwoo,” Jeonghan said with a smirk as the call connected, “what are you doing tonight?”
On the other end, Wonwoo’s voice was as calm and steady as ever. “Nothing much. Just reading. Why?”
“Come over,” Jeonghan said smoothly, glancing at you with a glint of mischief in his eyes. “I’ve got someone here who’s been missing you.”
You looked up at him, furrowing your brows. “Who are you calling?”
Jeonghan gave you an innocent smile. “Oh, just someone who deserves to see you as much as I do.”
The knock on the door was soft, almost hesitant. Jeonghan opened it to reveal Wonwoo standing there, his usual calm demeanor masking the slight confusion on his face.
“You didn’t tell me she was here,” Wonwoo said, stepping inside and slipping off his coat.
Jeonghan smirked. “I thought I’d surprise you. Go on, she’s in the living room.”
When Wonwoo walked in, you froze for a second before your face lit up. “Wonwoo!” you said, scrambling off the couch to greet him.
He opened his arms just in time for you to crash into his chest, laughing softly as he wrapped you in a warm hug. “I missed you too,” he murmured, resting his chin on your head.
Jeonghan watched from the doorway, arms crossed and a fond smile on his lips. “Alright, don’t hog her all to yourself,” he teased, walking over to join you both.
Wonwoo chuckled, reluctantly letting you go. “I didn’t realize this was a group cuddle invitation.”
“Always is,” Jeonghan replied smoothly, pulling you back into his arms as he sat on the couch. “Now sit. We’re having a cozy night, and you’re not getting out of it.”
Oh my gosh, the perfect conclusion! Let’s make it as heart-melting as possible—soft, cozy, and full of love. 🥹 Here’s how it unfolds:
The three of you ended up tangled together on the couch, a big fluffy blanket draped over all of you. Jeonghan was leaning against the armrest with you curled up against his side, while Wonwoo sat at the other end, your legs draped over his lap.
The room was filled with quiet laughter and the occasional teasing remark. Jeonghan playfully poked at Wonwoo’s serious expression, and Wonwoo fired back with dry humor that made you giggle uncontrollably.
“Why do I feel like I’m the third wheel here?” Wonwoo teased, glancing at you and Jeonghan.
“Third wheel? Please,” Jeonghan said, his fingers lightly brushing against your arm. “We’re a perfectly balanced triangle.”
Wonwoo rolled his eyes, but his lips curved into a small smile. “If you say so, hyung.”
You looked between the two of them, your heart swelling with warmth. “I think it’s perfect,” you said softly, your voice carrying the weight of all the love you felt for them both.
Wonwoo’s eyes softened, and he reached out to gently take your hand in his, pressing a kiss to your knuckles. “Yeah, it is.”
Jeonghan leaned down to press a kiss to your temple. “Couldn’t agree more.”
At some point during the night, the teasing subsided, and the room fell into a comfortable silence. Wonwoo’s hand rested on your ankle as Jeonghan’s arm stayed wrapped around your shoulders, both of them relaxed and at ease.
You tilted your head up to look at Jeonghan, who met your gaze with a soft smile before leaning down to kiss you gently. The kiss was slow and tender, his hand coming up to cup your cheek.
When you pulled away, you turned to Wonwoo, who was watching with a quiet intensity. He reached for you, his fingers brushing your jaw as he leaned in to kiss you. His lips were warm and firm, his touch grounding you as your heart fluttered.
Jeonghan chuckled softly when you broke the kiss. “Alright, don’t get too carried away,” he said, though there was no jealousy in his tone—just a playful fondness.
You laughed, resting your head on Jeonghan’s chest as you reached out to take Wonwoo’s hand again. “I don’t know how I got so lucky with you two,” you said quietly.
“Actually,” Wonwoo said, his thumb brushing over the back of your hand, “we’re the lucky ones.”
Jeonghan hummed in agreement, his lips pressing against your hair. “Yeah. You’re the best thing that ever happened to us.”
And with that, the three of you stayed there, wrapped up in each other, the love you shared filling every corner of the room.
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a/n: wtf !!! lol writing this, my heart actually melted. lmao this took me months to finish and i guess i can say im just overly proud of myself for reaching the conclusion. honestly, i didnt know what and how to make them all end up together (since that's what the majority wants) but i've actually done it and i've never been prouder. maybe i'm going to make a bonus chapter if you guys like it. what makes you happy makes me happy as well :].
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chippa44444 · 9 days ago
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Yandere!Poly!Jettwins x Human!reader Mini Fiction
“You’re Happy with Us… Aren’t You?”
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🚨 Content Warning: This is a polyamorous relationship between a gender-neutral Reader and the Jet Twins (Jetfire and Jetstorm). While the Twins are siblings, there is no romantic or sexual interaction between the brothers themselves. No incestuous themes are present. This story includes yandere elements and emotional tension
English is not my native language so I'm sorry if I make mistakes.
Original link for Japanese version
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"Do you like us?"
"Are you happy… being with us?"
The Elite Guard cadet brothers, Jetfire and Jetstorm, each gently enclosed one of your hands in theirs. Their smiles were soft and sweet—but what glimmered in their eyes wasn’t just affection.
Something else flickered beneath their gaze.
A clinging, syrupy obsession.
A hunger so fervent, it burned bright and strange behind their charming façade.
That strange stillness was shattered by a sharp voice.
"You two! Again?! Cut it out already!"
The voice belonged to none other than Sir Sentinel, their commanding officer, stomping toward you with that ever-familiar look of disgust twisting his face.
His well-known hatred for organics—and his obsessive cleanliness—clung to him like a stench.
"Leave them be, Sentinel,"
Jazz stepped in smoothly, his voice calm as always.
"Their… friend here is good for morale. I don’t see anything wrong with that."
"Tch! Well I do!"
Sentinel sneered, shooting a sharp glare down at you.
"Touching something as filthy as an organic… just thinking about it makes my plating crawl!"
And that was the moment it happened.
The twins’ smiles faded.
Not slowly, but like light being switched off—one moment warm, the next, cold shadow.
The shift in their expression was like ice cracking beneath your feet.
"…Sir Sentinel…"
Jetfire’s voice dropped, low and burning.
"You insulted them. That… we cannot forgive."
His bright yellow optics had lost their cheerful glow—
and now glowed instead with the slow, steady embers of something darker.
Jetstorm said nothing, but his narrowed gaze sliced through the air like wind sharpened to a blade.
The silence between them felt heavy, like a storm waiting to break.
Even Sentinel faltered, stepping back slightly before stammering,
"F-Fine! I-I’ll allow it—fine! You can stay with them!"
The twins’ tense stances slowly eased.
But just when the moment seemed to pass, Sentinel had to ruin it:
"BUT! The second you're back on the ship, you're to be thoroughly cleansed and sanitized! That’s an order!!"
The twins’ optics narrowed in unison.
They said nothing. But that silence said plenty.
Then, with perfect synchronicity, they turned to you once more—
And their smiles bloomed again, bright and sweet and seemingly innocent.
"Don’t worry—we’ll keep you safe, always."
"You have nothing to fear, not when we're with you!"
The knot in your chest loosened at their words. Their warmth, their care… it felt real.
"You're happy being with us… right?"
"We love you. So, so much."
Their voices chimed together like songbirds—
soft, sweet, gentle…
…but behind those smiles, something dark coiled.
An unrelenting need to possess.
A fire that demanded you belong to them, and them alone.
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polyamships · 28 days ago
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[ID: Text in the center says Polyam Shipping Day, 14th of every month, June 2025 - Domesticity. Below Polyam Shipping, and to the left of Day, is a red infinity sign that finishes in a heart on top. Surrounding the text are rows of stylized hearts in the colors of both versions of the polyam pride flag (black, red, bright blue, light green, dark green, light blue, navy). Either side of the prompt are emojis, house with garden on the left and guide dog on the right. /end ID]
June 14th 2025 is our 48th Polyam Shipping Day. The optional theme for it is: 🏡Domesticity🦮
There are many angles you could choose for this prompt. This could be about kitchen table polyamory and how partners get along in the domestic space. This can be about the transition period after moving in together or when there's new relationships within the polycule. Maybe this is time to dust off that curtain fic you started working on some time ago but thought no one would read. Perhaps you will try your hand at future slice of life where your polycule has been a family for a while. This can also be about revelations had in domestic settings. Maybe your characters are adopting a pet and adjusting to this new reality.
We’ll be tracking #PolyamShippingDay, and keeping an eye out for any @polyamships mentions too. We will reblog any polyam-positive fanworks featuring polyamorous ships of any configuration/type from any fandom. All ratings are welcome but anything nsfw/triggery should be warned for and behind a read more, as should very long tumblr fic.
You can also submit works directly to the blog or send us asks to let us know to check your blog for a post. If you’re posting on AO3, our collection name is ‘PolyamShippingDay‘ and you can post to the collection here. Only fanworks submitted/@ us on tumblr or in the official AO3 collection, or fanworks posted to our Dreamwidth community, are guaranteed to be included in our roundup. Please also let us know what prompt you created for, if any - people are always welcome to create for past prompts instead.
We have a Discord - invite here - if you want a place to chat about your ships or what you’re creating for them.
We look forward to seeing what people create for it. If you’re enthused about the day, we’d be especially appreciative of any reblogs to help spread the word about the event.
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a/n: @astraystayyh mentioned something and then this happened and @forlix was involved too okay yeah enjoy maybe (poly!hyunlix x gn!reader, very soft. maybe too soft.)
being in a polyamorous relationship with hyuniin and felix was something that you could never have prepared for. the idea had scared you for so long, months of them asking you and asking you until you had finally said yes turning into a year of a relationship that you wouldn’t trade for anything else in the world. 
they constantly took the chance to break whatever fears you had stacked up before you got together. what you thought would be moments of possessiveness and power struggles over your individual relationships turned out to be one of the healthiest companionships you’ve ever experienced. what you thought might be an awkward dance of limbs around one another turned out to be the best intimacy you’ve ever faced. bit by bit, they dismantled your walls until you were laid out, bare for only them to see. 
and to your absolute delight, the one thing that you never ran out of was kisses. hyunjin and felix were both exceptionally affectionate people, even more so when it came to you. there wasn’t a moment that went by where you felt touched starved or empty of love. 
it was in moments like the one you were in right now where it truly hit you; you were so lucky. you were pressed against their two bodies, their warmth blanketing you like a furnace. they took turns pressing kisses into your hair, your cheeks, your neck, anywhere their lips could reach. it was as if they couldn’t help themselves from feeling your skin on them whenever they could.
the fact that these men chose you of all the people at their disposal was a true miracle in and of itself. that they waited for you to be ready for them is something even more fierce, so unpredictably wonderful that you sometimes can’t believe that it’s real. that it’s happening for you. 
“thinking too loud,” felix mumbles against your shoulder, breaking you out of your head as he presses his fingers lightly into your stomach where they had been laying. hyunjin hums in agreement, rubbing his nose against your scalp lazily. 
“what’s going on in this pretty head?” hyunjin murmurs from your other side, and even as light as his voice is it still vibrates against your skin like the strum of his guitar. 
“it’s stupid,” you start, wriggling a bit in their arms. felix tightens his just a bit, urging you to stay still, a silent nothing you say is stupid, stupid drifting through the air. “i’m just so lucky to have you. both of you.”
“we’re the ones that are lucky,” felix opens his eyes, the brightness of his pupils trained on you contrasting the sultry deepness of his voice. “we get to hold you like this whenever we want.”
“you’re precious,” hyunjin agrees, dropping a kiss to your cheek. “our precious little gem. we’re not letting you go.”
and in this moment, held between them so gently like you might break if they pushed too hard, you truly felt like something precious. 
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demigods-posts · 26 days ago
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What’s a pjo fic idea you want to get written the most?
Which post of yours are you the most proud of?
If you read fanfics, what’s your favorite pjo fic?
Which pjo character do you think is the most criminally underrated?
If you were to resurrect any of the characters that died in pjo (not hoo or toa), which one would you resurrect?
1. A 12-part, slow burn polyamorous love story about Percy, Annabeth, and Rachel. I've been working on it since 2022 (I think), and it's gonna be awesome!
2. There was a post I made about why Percy and Annabeth are compatible in battle that I'm proud of. If I can find it, I'll link it!
3. Such a difficult question! Stars on the Water and Star Light, Star Bright by liketolaugh on ao3 are both two fanfics that I deeply enjoy. Strongly reccomend!
4. Grover. I feel his shy-like nature overpowers his capabilities and social status in the books. He is more than just comedic affect to me, and I'd love to see more moments that showcase why and how!
5. Beckendorf and Silena. They both deserved to make it out, and it's a shame they didn't.
@splosh-crime thank you for these amazing questions!
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moons-and-mobility-aids · 7 months ago
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Beyond The Screen: Chapter 12 - masterlist
Chapter Word Count: 1.9k words.
Chapter Summary: After the awkward tension of recent weeks fades, the bond between you and the trio feels stronger, more charged. Their messages become more frequent—and more distinct—as Sirius and Remus begin contributing directly to the flirty, thoughtful exchanges that once came solely from James. The chemistry between all four of you is palpable, but it's behind the scenes, in the boys' flat, that the real shift begins. A quiet, rainy afternoon prompts a candid discussion among them about what you mean to each of them. Feelings are confessed, boundaries are debated, and the possibility of reaching out to you more personally is finally voiced. As they agree to tread carefully and respectfully, a new chapter of connection begins to form—one grounded in hope, risk, and genuine affection.
Tags: Emotional vulnerability, discussion of blurred creator-fan boundaries, introspective tension, polyamorous feelings (suggested), online-to-offline connection themes, discussion of platform limitations, mild anxiety about rejection, cautious romantic intentions.
Taglist: @alohastitch0626, @jspidey5, @laceandsuch, @kneelforloki, @fionaapplelover2010, @nubigenouss
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The atmosphere in the flat has returned to its usual state of playful banter and camaraderie—well, as usual as it can be with the three of them harbouring a shared secret. The tension that had hung over them like a storm cloud has dissipated, replaced by relief that they didn't mess things up by not talking to you at the café.
The guys are more relaxed now. Their interactions with you have settled back into a comfortable routine after that awkward and uncertain week. But something has shifted since their honest conversation with you. It's subtle at first, a change that's felt rather than seen—but it's there, an undercurrent that makes everything feel different. Better, even.
It starts with the messages. The flirting has become more frequent, the teasing more intense. James used to bear the brunt of the messaging, but Sirius and Remus have started to participate more actively. It's still through James's account, a single entity reaching out across the digital divide, but each of them brings their own voice to the conversation.
James is still the most playful, always ready with a joke or a tease, his words bright and buoyant. He's the one who makes you chuckle at your screen even when you're alone, who keeps the conversation humming along at a pace that feels like a dance. But now, Sirius and Remus are just as engaged in the chatting, their distinct personalities coming through in each message. It's almost impossible to tell who is typing at any given moment, the three of them sharing the account, but you respond to each of them as if they're already familiar.
Remus, steady and kind, sends messages that feel heavier, more thoughtful. He has always been quieter in their videos, his presence a calm counterpoint to James and Sirius' boisterous energy, but here in the chat, he is fully realised. There's still humour, still lightness, but it's softer, more personal. He asks how you're doing, not merely inquiring about your physical state but probing deeper, checking in on your mental well-being with a gentleness that belies the distance between you. You find yourself responding differently to him, sometimes with a touch of vulnerability, your gratitude for his genuine concern peeking through the lines of text.
Sirius, however, is unapologetically bold, escalating the flirting to new heights with each exchange. His messages are daring, provocative, toeing the line between audacious and outrageous, but you don't seem to mind. In fact, you match his playfulness stride for stride, your replies carrying an undercurrent of laughter that echoes in every word. The chemistry is palpable, a sizzling thread that weaves through every interaction between you and Sirius, and he knows it.
Every response, every invitation to continue comes through James's account, but by now, you know the truth that stretches beneath the surface: you're not just speaking with him. You're speaking with all of them, drawn into a web woven by three voices, three forces intertwined in this unorthodox dance.
It's an understanding that settles without discussion, accepted rather than acknowledged. The lines between James and Remus and Sirius blur until they're indistinguishable—three parts of a whole, offering pieces of themselves to you.
The flirtation grows bolder, pushing at boundaries once held in place by casual banter alone. Nothing explicit, nothing crossing the guidelines set forth by the platform, but there's a shift in the air, a charge that wasn't there before. What once was playful now hums with an undercurrent of something more, a tension that pulls taut with each message exchanged.
The rain is falling gently against the window when they finally find time to talk. It's a Saturday, late in the afternoon, and the apartment is quiet save for the low hum of traffic outside and the steady pitter-patter of droplets against the glass.
Sirius is lounging on the couch, scrolling through his phone with an air of nonchalance that belies the tension in the room. Remus sits at the kitchen table, cradling a cup of tea between his hands as he watches the rain trace patterns down the pane.
James is pacing, unable to sit still, his mind whirring like the cogs of a clock. The silence is thick, undisturbed except for the occasional sigh or shuffle of movement.
"We need to talk about it," James says suddenly, pausing in his tracks to look at the other two. "I mean, about her."
Sirius looks up from his phone, one eyebrow raised in silent query. "What about her?"
James runs a hand through his unruly hair, a telltale sign of the turmoil brewing within him. "It's just... things have been different lately, haven't they? With her."
Remus leans back in his chair. "Yes, they have. And it's not just you who's noticed. I think we're all feeling... something."
"Something," Sirius echoes, almost to himself. He straightens from where he's been slouched on the couch, tossing his phone onto the coffee table with a thud. The device skids across the polished wood before coming to rest against a stack of books. "Is that what we're calling it now? 'Something'? Because last time I checked, that 'something' felt a lot like being in love."
There's a pause as James snorts, shaking his head even while his cheeks flush a guilty shade of pink. "Don't be ridiculous, Sirius. No one said anything about love."
But Remus only raises an eyebrow at this, a silent challenge unfolding in the space between them. "Are we going to pretend that the way we feel about her is normal?"
"You're making it sound—" James begins, but his protest dies in his throat. He looks away, the muscles in his jaw working as he grapples with the truth of their words. "Yeah, okay, so maybe I do like her—a lot. But it's not like there's anything we can do about it, right?"
Sirius grins, leaning back against the couch with a nonchalance that belies the gravity of their conversation. "Why not? It's not like we're the first people to catch feelings for someone they've met online."
Remus clears his throat, the sound cutting through the tension like a knife. "There's a difference between developing feelings and acting on them," he says, voice steady despite the tumult brewing in the room. "We can't just message her about this—not on OnlyFans."
The reminder hangs heavy in the air, a silent testament to the rules they've sworn to abide by. They all know Remus is right—meeting subscribers, even hinting at it, is strictly against the platform's guidelines. To cross that line would risk being banned, and none of them are willing to jeopardise what they've built. Yet the unspoken question lingers, a growing undercurrent that threatens to pull them under: What if?
James sinks into the couch, his hands pressed against his eyes as if trying to block out the world and the confusion it brings. "I don't know, man. I don't even know if she feels the same way. Yeah, the flirting has ramped up recently, but isn't that what we're paying for?"
"No, it's different," Sirius insists, leaning forward, elbows resting on his knees. His smile is slight but certain—a beacon in murky waters. "You've seen how she responds to us. It's not just generic banter; she's let her guard down a bit."
Remus nods in agreement. “She has. We’ve all noticed it.”
The three of them sit in silence, the steady patter of rain against the window the only sound filling the room. There's an undercurrent of uncertainty that wasn't there before, a questioning of what they want and how to achieve it. Over the past months, they have formed a bond with you, one that transcends the physical world and yet is complicated by its origins. It feels like a precipice, at once insurmountable and on the verge of collapse.
"I think we should do it," Sirius finally says, his voice steady despite the turmoil within.
James looks at him, eyebrows raised in question. "Do what?"
"Go for it." Sirius shrugs, leaning forward with an intensity that belies his casual demeanour. "We know she likes us—or at least, she enjoys our company. Why not see if she's open to more? We don't have to force anything or make it awkward, but if there's even a chance she might feel the same..."
Remus' frown deepens, his eyes reflecting the storm outside as he grapples with the idea. "And how do you propose we do that, Pads? We can't exactly send her a message saying, 'Hey, fancy dating us?'"
Sirius chuckles, the sound low and warm in the dim light. "That might be a bit too forward." His lips quirk into a smirk, but his eyes are serious. "But there are more subtle ways to suggest it. If she seems open, we could perhaps move the conversation to a platform we don’t use for work—like Discord."
James shifts in his seat, his fingers drumming on the tabletop. "And what if she's not interested?" he asks, his voice barely above a whisper. "What if this is just part of her job and we're reading too much into it?"
Remus leans forward, forearms resting on his knees. He doesn't answer immediately, letting the question hang in the air between them, heavy with the weight of their shared concern. "That's a risk," he admits finally, his voice steady despite the uncertainty. "But I believe we've built enough rapport with her to approach this cautiously without ruining anything. We'll respect her boundaries, give her the space to say no if she isn't interested. But if there's even a chance she might feel the same way... don't we owe it to ourselves—and to her—to find out?"
The pause before James speaks is thick with the weight of the decision. He's been the primary one interacting with you, and despite the escalating flirtation, he can't shake the nagging doubt that this is all part of the fantasy.
Yet, as he thinks back to the moment when they mentioned seeing you at the café, the way you didn't recoil but instead trusted them with more of your real self, something shifts. That had felt different from the usual OnlyFans exchange—more tangible, more real. You'd leaned into the connection just as they had.
"Alright," James finally says, his voice steady but carrying the gravity of their choice. "We go for it. But we do it carefully. If she shows any sign of not being into it, we stop. No questions asked."
A grin stretches across Sirius's face, his eyes bright with anticipation. "Deal."
Remus nods in agreement, though his expression remains thoughtful, a grounding presence amidst the charged atmosphere. "We'll handle it right. No pressure, no expectations. We let her guide us."
For a moment, they sit in silence, the weight of what they're considering settling on them like a blanket. It's a big step, one that could alter the course of your relationship forever. They know you might not feel the same way, might not want the same things. But they also know that not taking this step could mean missing out on something beautiful.
"We wait for the right time," James concludes, breaking the silence that has fallen over the room. "And then... we'll see."
The rain outside begins to ease, its steady rhythm less insistent now. The tension in the room starts to dissipate, replaced by a sense of quiet anticipation. They don't have all the answers yet, but they have each other, and they have time. And for now, that's enough.
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y3ager · 2 years ago
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MATERIAL GIRL.
— and what do you give the girl who has everything? two rich boyfriends!
jean k. x eren y. x black!fem!reader
tags: modern au, fluff, polyamorous relationship. socialite!reader. lovergirldeepdown!reader. 4k word count. inspired by this blurb.
HAILING FROM OLD money— your father the CEO of a century old automobile brand and your mother the third generation runway model—you have seen all there is to see, worn what there is to wear, had every priceless stone dangle from your neck and fingers, and tasted the most decadent of foods. the belief that just superficial things would be enough to sway you offends you greatly. if you don’t have it, you will have it as if it’s your right at this point. it takes much more than dinner and a yacht ride to make you squeal.
and that’s what’s so tiring about the whole dating scene. the pool is filled to the brim with arrogant nepotism babies in khaki shorts and sweaters around their shoulders. they’ll never worry about a thing because daddy kisses the ass of this man and mommy grins in the face of that woman, and by god, do they make it known. if another man brags about owning original modigliani pieces over dinner, he’ll be met with an oyster shell to the eye. who are you supposed to be, some bright-eyed influencer? please. check the pedigree.
things changed when you met them, however. one in the summer, and one in the winter.
you were on the jet back home from italy when hitch, a girl you’ve known since you were a tyke, bombarded your phone with messages about christening her new penthouse with a pool party you just had to come to, lest she’d drag you there. after confirming your attendance, you rolled back over in the white leather reclining seat and pulled your silk eye mask back down, making a mental note to get your braids refreshed and place an order for a new bikini.
you’re reborn as a literal doll, the braids on the left side of your head coaxed into an intricate butterfly while the others lay flat against your scalp in faultless rows and hang low to your hipbones. white, white, white everywhere, from the nails, the strappy swimsuit, the miu miu sandals; a beautiful contrasts against your glistening ebon skin dusted with body shimmer for good measure. perfect, as usual.
hitch’s new high rise penthouse is something out of a multimillion dollar budget drama, with its dozens of crystal clear windows and modern interior. sitting far away enough from the city to avoid the hustle and bustle, but close enough to gaze at the twinkling lights, it’s practically a palace for the dreyse corporation heir.
champagne flute filled with 1820 juglar cuvée, you mingle amongst the next generation of the one percent. hitch’s friends, and your friends by proxy you assume, are a breath of fresh air. human.
but there’s one person amongst the gaggle you don’t recognize. from your spot next to the slightly tispy miss dreyse, your dark eyes glance over the rim of your ivory framed sunnies, glass rim tapping absentmindedly against lined, glossed lips. light brown mullet, slightly tanned skin, dark brown eyes...
“hitchie...” your elbow gently bumps into the blonde’s sides, snatching her out of her mild stupor. “who’s that?” you ask innocently, gesturing with your half full flute. it’s casual, inquisitive.
hitch squints a little bit, pure concentration written all over her features as she tries to put a name to the face. “oh!” when the name comes to her, her hand meets the back of your shoulder in a kinda hard slap, totally unintentional, of course. “jean, kirschtein! you know, from-” a hiccup interrupts her introduction, making her burst into a quick giggle. “-the oil company.”
the pieces begin to come together, you know the names all of the elite; the braun’s, the leonhart’s, the ackerman’s, names listed amongst yours and names you close deals with. clans with power, influence, wealth, distinction.
he, jean, is walking over now; casual with an easy stride that shows he’s in no rush, he’s confident. he pays his respects to the girl of the hour, congratulating her on her new playhouse before her attention is diverted by another guest calling her name to get her to come over there. hitch slips off, but not before discreetly tapping your lower back in excitement; an unspoken ‘get him.’
“jean,” he introduces himself, extending his hand in a polite greeting. “i wanted to speak to hitch, but i wanted to talk to you, too. you are breathtaking.” his eyes drink you in, from head to toe, even though they’ve been roaming your frame since you first caught his attention. the heir simply cannot get enough. “but you get told that a lot, yes?”
“thank you.” your lips spread into a small smile, one hand slipping into his larger one as the other pulls off your sunnies, sticking one of the arms down into your top. “i’m ___” jean bore a lean swimmer’s build, dark navy beach shorts hung low on his hips, and his tanned skin decorated with a dusting of faint, brown freckles over his body. years of private villas and yachts, no doubt. he was impossibly tall, too, you find yourself having to gently tilt your head back to see his face fully. it was cute from afar, maturely handsome up close. was that a faint hint of a mustache? it was hot.
jean repeats your name slowly, enjoying the feeling of that line of syllables rolling off his tongue. “i’d love to get to know you more. ___, you’re so beautiful. i have to impress you somehow. name it,” his other hand comes up to rest of top of yours, successfully encasing it in a gentle hold. an excuse to touch you just a little bit more. “i’ll make it happen.”
your smile becomes a grin, and your dark eyes glint mischievously under your delicate lashes. one quick test, because where’s the fun in not initiating one? you just want to see what he’d say, pick at his brain. what sweet words will he spin from his golden cords now? “but jean,” you begin softly, “what if i was the type of girl that liked a man that took control? told me we were doing this, at this time, on this day, and in my prettiest red dress?”
“it’d be rude, ___, at least in my eyes, to so quickly assume i had a right to your time, and drag you around this way and that. allow me the privilege of occupying your time, and space.”
before you can catch it, one of your expertly threaded and sculpted eyebrows quirks up in mild surprise. you beckon him a bit closer to your face with a wave of your acrylics. “good answer,” you tease, honeyed voice playful and whispery. “phone? i can put my number in, and we can talk about how you can try to romance me when i have my schedules laid out in front of me.” you watch as he fishes the device out of his shorts pocket.
you were captivating afar, but up close with your tawny skin soft, glittery, and emanating an intoxicating vanilla scent, your dark eyes glistening with mirth and playfulness… it makes jean’s body go into some type of shock, his heart plummeting to his feet and his blood running cold but racing through his veins at the same time.
“well then,” you chime as you save your digits into the millionaire’s phone, the contact simply your name with no bells or whistles to adorn it. “i hope we can get to know each soon, mr. kirschtein.”
jean thinks that pearly white smile will be the death of him.
every year, no matter what, your father throws his annual christmas party. you long assumed that it brings him a special type of happiness because your normally humble father goes all out for them, each year being better than the last. he flies out the best chefs in the world to cook for hours, orders the tallest, greenest tree for the foyer, and has the house cleaned til someone could check their reflection in the perfect marble floors. when it comes to this, the man skimps on nothing.
you take it upon yourself to make the most of it, requesting custom design dresses from the most exclusive sewing tables over in Europe, shoes fresh from the runway. only the very best for you, the heiress, the crème de la crème, the girl who has never known the word no.
“dance with me?”
you had been absentmindedly swirling your wine glass by its delicate stem, attempting to place its origin (red, tart-like with its cranberry flavor and a strange orange bite near the end), when you’re approached. once you turn your head, you’re meet with striking green eyes and a sharp little smile.
“you looked bored, and that’s what these parties are for, right?”
eren yeager, the german-american son of grisha and carla yeager, 2nd generation genius neurosurgeon with a net worth in the 7 figures, and the just-as-talented, third generation wedding gown designer. according to the rumor mill, after graduating in the top of class in one of those ivy’s upstate, he gallivanted across the country (no, the world) as the not-so-favorable yeager son. of course, there are entirely too many eyes on the yeager clan for grisha to do too much of anything and a son can do no wrong in a doting mother’s eyes; so eren is left free to his disagreeable desires. everyone wonders how long that will last.
steely dark eyes and your naturally neutral face does nothing to deter him. you decide to indulge him, slipping your hand into his and raising up, allowing him the luxury of whisking you to the dance floor. “i guess i don’t see why not.”
“great.” his hand is soft and a little cool against your own, the woody, cedar notes of penhaligon the inimitable gently wafting off his skin and pressed shirt. unbeknownst to you, a few pairs of eyes bore into yeager’s back. the arrogance he has to whisk you away so early into the party, especially with it being his first one. if eren was the wiser, he’d revel in their envy.
there’s a handful of other couples waltzing across the floor when you two arrive. your fingers thread through his as his free hand finds a respectful place on your waist, blessed with the feeling of the smooth skin exposed by the opening in your dress.
no matter how much money your father makes, he’s an old black man at heart. old r&b plays from the expensive sound system he had installed, tevin campbell’s can we talk playing through the speakers. the irony of the situation isn’t lost on you. nonetheless, you hum nonchalantly to the tune and glide around the floor with your partner.
“i gotta ask, do you enjoy these things? or does your dad put you up to it?” your arm is held above your head and you’re spun around in a quick circle before being guided back to eren’s chest. face still impartial, you nod your head towards your five o clock, the wavy blonde strands dangling from your delicate updo tickling your face. a table teems with gifts for you and you only, bachelors from afar vying for a wisp of your attention with shiny, expensive gifts. they fail to realize that a girl like yourself isn’t so easily bought. but, it’s their money not yours, and few things in life bring you greater joy than pulling ribbon and wrapping paper from luxury brand boxes.
“of course i do. i’m not ‘put up’ to anything. i dress up, i get my presents. what isn’t there to love?” manicured hand splayed across the man’s back, you’re dipped towards the floor. you’re one to give credit where credit is due, yeager is a good dancer; the confidence in his movements isn’t a lame front and he maintains the delicate balance between taking the lead and dragging his poor partner around. since this is suddenly an interview, you have questions of your own. “when i have time to go through them, will i find your name on anything?”
“of course you will. be pretty damn rude to show up to a party empty handed. especially when it might be my only chance to get a gift for the princess.” a name your normally cringe and scrunch your nose at sounds surprisingly nice passing by his lips. he grinned boyishly. “no hints.”
“i can wait. for your sake, i hope it’s no ring. it’s going straight into the garbage.” just the thought of such a “present” makes your blood want to boil. who raised these “men”? i mean honestly, what brain dead fool buys a ring for a girl who didn’t even know his face? and expected her to wear it? you would sooner die and go to hell first.
“no way someone is that dumb. you’re fucking with me.”
“what do i have to lie for?”
"well, taking a look at these guests, i take it back. some of these bastards look dumb enough to pull a stunt like that." eren scans the array of guests over your shoulder, and you can't even feign offense for your father's sake. scanning over a guestlist for former flames and explaining why you didn't want them in attendance would take too much time, and you really didn't feel like explaining "relationship troubles" to your dad of all people. loved him as much as you did that really wasn't his business. besides, watching them shiver and skulk away from your disinterested and annoyed glance made up for everything. "are you a betting woman?"
"did you waste grisha's money on a degree in journalism?" your eyebrows furrow and eren laughs again.
"you're funny, ___. most of our peers aren't so witty. and if it so pleases her majesty, i want to bet on the odds of one of these dumbasses putting a ring under your tree." eren's green eyes stare down into yours, gleaming with playfulness, mirth, and confidence. "what do you say? someone does, and we can go on a date, just us two, and you can smile and laugh a little bit."
"and if there's no ring?"
"i'll leave you alone and fall in place in your long string of broken hearts."
luck has always been on your side. look at the family you were in born in, the riches that are your birthright! the universe has never dealt you a bad hand and surely wouldn’t start now. and worse case scenario, you hang out with one of the few men that can mark your plump lips twitch in the shadow of a giggle. “fine.” your brown eyes meet his green, and neither of the waver. “deal.”
several days later, gifts from around the globe surround you. handbags, shoes, dresses, envelopes bursting with cash; you’ll have to tell your dad you need some walls knocked down in your already spacious closet to make room for more. amidst all this, though, a godforsaken ring is gripped between your fingers. if looks could kill, it would melting and dripping from your grasp. holding it like it’s contaminated, you snap a picture to send to yeager:
‘i’m free the 3rd weekend and tuesdays.’
as temperatures rise again, you spend the next few months allowing jean kirstein and eren yeager the luxury of whisking you away when your schedule permits.
the former is a bit... old fashioned, in a good way! you're led off to slow paced, cozy dates; the two of you roaming italian streets, attending shows in their original opera houses, he never strayed you out of the bubble you two were born in. it was casual, soft, predictable in a good way.
eren on the other hand, spent money like it would burn through his pocket if it sat there too long. he spent money like a man who just felt its crispness in his palms and was addicted to the feeling, knowing deep down it'd never stop flowing for him. you're frequenting the night scene in your tight, revealing dress, his firm hands on your hips as you two grind to the pounding beats. shopping spree dates that lasted all day, if your hand so much as brushed it, it was bought, packaged up, and in the car. spontaneous flights abroad, stealing you away for weekends. it was exhilarating.
they both provide the things you're looking for. jean is the type of man you imagine yourself settling down with one day, when the whole young and turnt shtick melts away into something more domestic and slow paced. he has gentle hands and treats you so delicately, softly. his reliability will be something you can learn to lean on and need.
eren could possibly be that type of man too, but for now he has a fire, impulses that keep you oh so entertained. having everything in the world gets boring, and eren brings that spark that you crave.
you ruminate at your vanity. hair tied down and tucked away under a silky soft bonnet, you run your gua sha across your moisturized face, long sweeping strokes that end with a gentle tug. eye masks rest on your face, your feet clothed by a exfoliating mask, and a fluffy robe envelopes your body. you stare at your reflection, you're the only one who gets you.
you're really at a crossroads. you choosing between something is unheard of. you're ___, you get everything you deserve and want tenfold. you like jean, you like eren. the way they look at you with such adoration, how their hands and lips caress your body, the sweets words they declare, and how every promise they've made to you remains unbroken, oh how they must certainly feel the same for you.
as greedy as it may make you sound, you want both. your cake and to eat it too. two of your richest peers fawning over you day in and day out, them caring for you and you caring for them. them loving you, and you loving them. it’s a dream that will be your reality.
after a long day at sea on one of many jean’s yachts, the sun beaming down on not only the beautiful blue water but the two of you, entangled in each other’s arms, docks at the private harbor.
you’re running your fingers through your french curl braids as jean talks to one of the dock’s attendees, slightly sleepy from your sunbathing session. the gentle breeze of the day brings the smell of saltwater up to your nostrils and you hear seagulls squawking from spots on the wooden posts. obviously, a day at the water leaves you craving seafood, juicy lobster tails with a decadent pasta on the side. your daydreams of the soon to be dinner are interrupted by an extremely familiar “yo!”
heads turn, and it’s none other than eren striding across the dock’s walkway towards where you and jean are standing. his green eyes shine at the sight of you, the hot pink of your two piece bikini a perfect contrast to your skin and showing curves and bends he’d worship for the rest of his life. oh, and jean’s here too.
another woman might falter, her heart catching in her throat and sweat beading up on her flesh as her suitors stand before her, but you’re the epitome of calm, brown eyes smoothly meeting eren’s. there’s no ring on your finger, and besides, you know what you’re after right now.
“haven’t seen you in a while, yeager.” knowing it’d be cliche, jean fights against the urge to wrap a protective arm around your waist. “done gallivanting the world?”
“seen all there is to see kirschtein, and you say that like it’s insult. what use is money if it just sits in accounts collecting dust.” eren looks at you again, god you’re a sight for sore eyes. “especially when there’s a woman like her to spend it on.”
jean’s eyes can’t help but to roll. what a cornball. “well, good chat, but ___ and i are on a little time crunch. i’m taking her to niccolo’s, especially after being on the water.” his hand slips into yours, taking charge but not tugging you along. you’d be lying if you said you didn’t like this side of him.
“well, now that you mention it, i could go for some niccolo’s too.” eren’s grin is shit-eating. what a cute dynamic these too have, one you know has a bit more bite to it when a lady isn’t in their presence. “how about i join? matter of fact, my treat.”
“that won’t be necessary.”
“i insist.”
“you two would argue all day if i let you,” you interrupt this small tussle, and now their attention is back on you. a manicured hand raises up to cover your small yawn. “like an old married couple.”
“it’s all in good fun,” eren’s shoulder nudges jean, and if jean had lasers for eyes, the youngest heir to yeager fortune would be a pile of dust before your feet. “we go way back.”
jean ignores him entirely, but eren finds it hilarious. “what he’s suggesting is insane, ___.”
you give a gentle shrug of your shoulder, coyness at the ready. “it’s nothing serious, it’s a lunch date between friends, and i bet you’d like to catch up.”
jean’s jaw tenses. he turns to you completely as eren looks on curiously. “i think it’s a sign that you say that, ___. i’ve been meaning to have this conversation with you for a while. yes, we are friends, but i want to be more with you.”
this moment, with the waves crashing across the dock, the sun illuminating the two of you, jean clasping your hands tight, would’ve been a soft, tender, picturesque one had it not been for eren’s booming laughter.
“oh, so now this is a pissing contest, huh, jean? well, since we’re confessing feelings, i have my own to speak for you.” his outburst breaks your gaze, and you and jean both turn in unison. “___, i want you to be my girlfriend, and i’ve felt this way for a while. i’ve been waiting for just the perfect moment, but i can’t let this jack-off take this one for himself right?” comically, you’re put between them, each of your hands in theirs.
“i…” this takes tact, a delicate way of stringing together words and honestly, with their eyes boring into yours, you find yourself falling just a touch short.
“i respect any decision you make,” jean assures.
“___, i will do anything for you,” eren promises.
any decision. anything.
you bit your bottom lip, hands minutely twitching in their clasp. you lean in neither direction, at the center of them. “any?”
and then there’s a beat of silence. and everyone’s looking at each other. this feels like a scene in a sitcom, something that should be accompanied with a laugh-track, but there’s no closed mouth that’s been fed.
“because in the time i’ve gotten to know both of you, i’ve begin to care for both of you. and i’ve made great memories with the two of you. i know i could make even more. i don’t value any time spent with you over each other’s.” your voice shakes just a tiny, tiny bit, vulnerability creeping in. “you too make me… so happy.”
eren cuts the silence first, ever the impulsive one. “i’ll do it.”
“you cut me off,” jean quickly interjects. eren really puts him on his toes, ignites an aggressive fire deep within, steps on just the right nerves. “i’m doing it too.”
“i said i’d do anything.”
“and i said i’d respect any decision.”
“okay!” you voice crashes down like a gavel. “okay. i’m glad that you two are hearing me out,” a smile tugs at your glossed lips, this feels so easy and lighthearted, a stark contrast from the seriousness you impose upon yourself. already, you feel yourself loosening up, because the two of them bring out the true, relaxed you like nothing else can. “but for our sanity the bickering needs to come down a notch before we all kill each other, yeah?”
two strong pairs of arms envelop you. it takes some effort, but you wrap your own around the two of them. three heads together, you find yourselves laughing. a weight eases of your shoulders, but not because you got your way, but because you know this is the death of a mask created by the circle you were born in. a mask that hides the love you can feel in an attempt to guard it.
“well, we won’t kill you.”
nov 13. 2021. nov 9. 2023. i nearly gave up. i almost threw in the towel. but goddammit she’s done. praise god.
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seventhcallisto · 2 years ago
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Happy House.
Stray Kids (ot8) x F!Reader (9th member addition)
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PREVIEW: "I am not a member of stray kids!" You kick up the papers littering the floor. Frustratingly pulling at your hoodie. "They're always screwing over those guys. I feel kinda bad." Your most trusted friend, Jiu, snickers behind her bright laptop screen. "I-i should have left when I had the chance! Should have joined that dance group that tried to recruit me! Why did I think I was gonna be the next jihyo!? Oh god." You pace, waving your hands around to drain the building anxiety curling into your lungs and making it's home there. You twist towards jiu falling to your knees and wailing miserably. Childishly.
"I wasn't even on the show. It's a boy group! I'm going to get eaten alive! I'm a trainee! They have years over me! I'm so dead. My career is already over before it started. My life is over." You fall to the floor. Completely done with this whole ordeal and the accident you've gone through, sniffling pitifully. "I told you to always read the fine print. You never listen." Jiu scolds. She, in fact, did not, but she wants to make you feel worse as your best friend. Pink nails flick tiny specks of popcorn towards your slumped body on the floor. And she's right. You should have read the fine print before some businessman shoved a pen into your face. What is so wrong with stray kids that you're being made a fool just to make them look bad? Would adding you tear the group dynamic? You know you're screwed as soon as your concept photos drop.
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SYNOPSIS: As if some type of double-sided punishment, you're manipulated to join one of jyps' most successful groups. Stray Kids. Added as an extra member and with no experience just to cast you off as another unsuccessful idol, all because you didn't read the fine print when they dangled the keys to your dream in front of your face. They've got tricks up their sleeves, and the contract you signed says you're a permanent member of the unsuspecting group of guys now. You had no idea you were signing that type of contract. And you especially have no idea why they're trying to bring down their biggest boy group.
table of content + cws: she/her pronouns. female anatomy. major age differences but not in a power-hungry way(ur 19). invisible honorifics, I swear. manipulation. jyp(ent) is kinda the villain here(ilyjypplsdontsueme). ace!trainee reader. inexperienced reader. forced proximity and friendship. the members r kinda mean at first. Sorry, not sorry. ooc stray kids bc no one knows them like they know themselves. overworking. growing friendships. polyamorous(sharingiscaring). quick mutual pining(but they don't realize it). eventual smut.
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Prologue. — 🧾
Chapt. ⓵ ❝_____❞
chpt. ⓶ , chpt. ⓷ , chpt. ⓸, chpt. ⓹, etc.
To be continued.. 🧷
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I accidently posted this too early (crying). Lmk what you guys think ! — calli.
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© seventhcallisto 11/22/2023
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nikalaeva · 6 months ago
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So, SJM and mythology
For a start, ACOTAR series is a horrible mishmash of mythologies. Irish, Scottish and Welsh names are mixed with Latin, Greek, Hebrew and even French. We have the Scottish ballad "Tam Lin", and next to it the Slavic Koschei and the Firebird. Feyre is like Cinderella and Belle and Janet and probably Persephone at the same time. WTF?
If Prythian is Britain, then the map should be changed. For example, let the northern courts (Night, Winter and Autumn) be "Ireland", the southern ones (Day, Summer and Spring) - "Scotland", the Dawn Court - "Wales". Although it would be better to divide the Courts into western and eastern. Idk what would be correct, and may citizens of these countries forgive me if my ideas insulted them. But I think after ACOWAR any other idea would be better. Did everyone realize that Hybern is Ireland? Fuck 😡. This daft woman just shit on beautiful country and its history. We know nothing about Hybern, the king DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A NAME (dear publishers, are you fucking out of your mind releasing something like this?).
Sorry. Let's continue with cold blood. So, Britain was a part of the Roman Empire historically. The Romans conquered many countries. They called everyone who was not Roman "barbarians". Slavery was a big part of their economy and society. Just come up with a country like the Roman Empire. Change the damn map so Prythian was BETWEEN that empire and the continent with human kingdoms. Write that the Emperor offered High Lords to let him through or join him to enslave humans. High Lords refused - so the war began. Then it's clear where the characters got Latin names - they have ancestors from there. Amaranta is also a Latin word/name.
Prythian is an ugly chimera of different cultures molded into one. We see togas and leggings, Summer Court next to Winter Court, evil Ireland versus good Britain, a Slavic and a Greek creatures (for me, the Weaver is obviously an Arachne reference). It's literally a dump. Where the hell is Celtic mythology, paganism, fairy world? And I don't want to hear the excuse "it's just fairy porn". This is a published book, not a first grader's fucking essay about how he dreams of spending summer.
I only liked Calanmai. It's a Welsh festival marking the beginning of... summer? 🤨 If Tamlin is "Scottish", it must be Imbolc, the Gaelic festival of the beginning of spring on February 1st. Correct me if I'm wrong. Real Calanmai is definitely not an orgy, but in ACOTAR version it's so fae and weird. Let that Calanmai be celebrated in the Spring and Dawn Courts.
I'd like to see colorful Beltane in the Summer and Day Courts. If Calanmai is a fertility festival, let the faery version of Beltane be a more "social" festival, with costly, high-sounding, mass weddings. Let it be a symbol of family, no matter what kind of - unrelated, childless, polyamorous etc.
I'd like to see a creepy, otherworldly Samhain in the Autumn Court. The dead literally rise and wander around Prythian, reminding us of death, but thanks to the Autumn Court they do not bother anyone. Let the restless souls have a chance to confess, repent of their sins and receive forgiveness from any fairy who will listen to them. And at the end all of them return to the land, so the nature falls asleep for the winter.
I'd like to see, maybe, Yule in the Winter and Night Court. I know, it's a Germanic midwinter festival that the Christians replaced with Christmas. Okay, let there be a Solstice, but make it not like Christmas. Let this be the longest and snowiest night of the year. Let the snow literally cover the towns and villages, shining as brightly as the starry sky. No lights or bonfires, only night and winter - frighteningly beautiful, like the fairies, but cruel and deadly dangerous. Let this festival be a symbol of the ancient history of Prythian, its wars and victories. Citizens honor the warriors, heroes and rulers who led the people through the same darkness and cold into a bright, peaceful future.
But I've seen nothing. Except poor imagination of SJM, of course.
P.S.: you may think I'm being too picky, but that's my opinion - if you want to write about a fantasy world with non-human creatures, work with the lore. Or just write a contemporary romance novel and don't embarrass yourself.
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wishforhome · 5 months ago
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red light // impact
so i'm still fucking around in this ridiculous band au and i now have well over 7000 words and it just keeps growing and growing. and i think @mxssful has about the same if not more. not sure what we're ultimately going to DO with all of this, but i figured i'd share a bit more because. well. i like it.
886 words | teen | excerpt
pairings: polyamorous madness, but i guess the viago/vero and lucanis/vero are most relevant here.
other relevant details: viago is still the bastard son of the king; he's just also the bassist in this weird band
Viago is driving the van, because Viago always drives.  “Control freak,” Rosa teases him, but nobody actually minds. They don’t talk about it, but they understand.  It’s after a show, and the streets are shiny with earlier rain. Viago glances over at Vero, dozing in the passenger’s seat. Behind him, Rosa is telling some absurd story about her mysterious co-worker, and Teia is laughing, eyes bright when he looks in the rear-view mirror. Lucanis scrolls on his phone.  The signal light click click clicks as he eases into the turn. He sees headlights, and it takes him a second – just a second – to compute what he will later think should have been obvious. Too fast. Wrong lane. Cazzo.
He has enough time to shout a warning, to reach for Vero’s arm, and then glass shatters around them, and the world spins. 
The impact stuns him, and it takes him a moment before he can collect himself to struggle free of the airbag, kicking up dust as he fumbles for his seatbelt. Everything smells like burned rubber and gasoline. His chest aches, but there isn’t time to think about that. 
“Everyone okay?” he asks. His voice sounds strained to his own ears.
Rosa swears colourfully in a variety of languages – Viago thinks he makes out something that might be ancient Tevene – as she lurches for the door of the van. 
“We’re fine, I think,” Teia says. “Not sure about the equipment, though.”
Lucanis, when he speaks, sounds strange in that familiar way. When Viago twists in his seat to look back at him, he sees the flash of violet in his eyes. “Fine,” he agrees, two voices at once. “Safe.” 
“Vero?” Teia wants to know.
From the passenger’s seat, silence.
No. No, no, no. No. Viago can make out their shape, slumped against the rapidly deflating airbag. In the dim light, he can make out a smudge of something dark and red at their hairline. Panic rises in his chest like a tide, blood rushing in his ears. “Vero!” he shouts, reaching for them again. This time he makes contact, his gloved hand wrapping around the bare skin of their upper arm. He wants to shake them, but knows that won’t help, settles for pressing his fingertips into their flesh. “Vero, wake up!”
Vero groans, slowly pushing themself upright. It is the best sound Viago has ever heard. “What …” they mumble. “What happened?” Their eyes are unfocused as they look around the van.
“Fucking motherfucking drunk asshole,” Rosa growls, “I’m going to fucking kill him.” She says something else, too, in a language Viago doesn’t know or recognize. Teia follows her out of the van as Lucanis searches for his phone somewhere on the floor. 
Viago’s chest hurts, and there’s an ache in the back of his neck, at the base of his skull, but he’s more worried about Vero. The blood has started running down the side of their face. He pulls the phone from his pocket and passes it back to Lucanis, then manages to lever himself out of his seat and onto the street. 
He is vaguely aware of Rosa screaming and snarling at the other driver, who lurches uncertainly next to the steaming, crumpled wreck of his engine block, slurring apologies. Teia is holding her back from any actual violence. Lucanis is calling someone – probably the cops – as Viago stumbles over to Vero’s door. 
He manages to get them out of the van. They lean heavily against him as he guides them away from the pair of vehicles, away from the lingering smell of gasoline, down onto a nearby curb. 
It’s not long before the cops arrive, and an ambulance. Everything after that blurs.
Police statements. The other driver, stumbling, led away in handcuffs. The flicker of red and blue against wet pavement.
An EMT shines a flashlight in Vero’s eyes and asks them questions.
What is your name? Do you know where you are? What day of the week is it? 
Who is the King of Antiva?
Viago winces at that one – an asshole, he wants to say, but they aren’t asking him.
Vero blinks into the light and answers, their words slow and unsteady. Despite the blood, the cut on Vero’s forehead isn’t large, and it is cleaned and closed with a couple butterfly bandages.
“You should come to the hospital,” the medic tells Vero. “You have a concussion.” To Lucanis, “Is anyone else injured? We can take one more in the ambulance.”
Viago freezes, looking at Vero, who looks between him and Lucanis with something desperate in their expression as realization dawns. Only one of them can go. Somewhere behind them, Rosa and Teia are watching this silent negotiation play out, as they try to decide who should stay and who should go.
He’s about to step back – Lucanis was there first, in so many ways – when Lucanis’s eyes narrow, sharp and focused. “You,” he says. “You’re hurt, aren’t you?”
“I’m fine,” Viago insists, though the ache in his ribs seems to get worse with each breath. 
But Lucanis shakes his head. “Don’t be an idiot, Vi,” he says. “You go.” He leans down, then, pressing a kiss to the top of Vero’s head and squeezing their hand in one of his. “We’ll be right behind you, I promise.”
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