#polishphotographer

[hekkoto]

I woke up from my eternal sleep >XD damn, that heat wave makes me sleep sooo long haha yo pumpkins, lemme come with lil updates ;p so, I drew and printed Patreon print for August, I gonna post photo of it today, cause Im posting it so late this print will be aviable for everyone who gonna be my Patron before middle of September [which means you gonna get both August and September one ;p] I also hope to send June + July prints and traditional originals next week! I had blood test 2 days ago and thankfully I fixed my sugar level! Damn, I was quite close to getting diabetes >.> but I fixed my eating habits so it got better + Im finally losing weight ^^ Im awful picky eater ;p I still dont have proper relationship with food, I almost dont have issues with bulimia anymore but now Im kind starving myself >.> I just dont feel like eating almost at all My mental health improved a lot, my physical health got a bit better too! Its still not perfect but Im super happy Im making progress <3 I also had first therapy appointment, if that lady will have free spots [I told her I can take ANY hour and day >XD] I gonna start it soon <3 Im super excited cause I picked one which is suggested for people with personality disorders, its also online which is cool cause Im not always able to leave home ;p Damn, I feel like my life slowly gets better >XD I didnt expected its even possible ;D like, I can think about my life, plans and goals and I have hope things can get better instead seeing endless void of pain and misfortune. Its nice to not see death as only way >XD wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

[asiawalecka]

Leon PL 23

[thenurseontheright]

Evening over Krakow, Poland Photography by: Przcmek Czaia

Embrace the beauty of an enchanting evening over Krakow, Poland captured perfectly by Przcmek Czaia's lens.

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Fot. Pamela Paula Trzaska

https://www.facebook.com/PamelaPaulaTrzaskaPhotos

[wikis5503]

Polish woman need every help, please share info about what is going on in Poland ⚡⚡⚡⚡

[inhophetaminex]

Miałam bardzo mieszane uczucia, co do tego zdjęcia. Zostało wykonane po obfitym deszczu, na boisku przed pracownią fotograficzną, do której chodzę co czwartek. Cała powierzchnia była zalana, a obok wisiała nieświadoma niczego siatka do, I guess, tenisa ziemnego. No i urodziła mi się w głowie taka kompozycja. Spojrzałam na ekranik, stwierdziłam "jest git" i zapomniałam o zdjęciu na parę dni. Gdy wróciłam do niego z nieco świeższą głową nie podobało mi się już tak bardzo, jak wcześniej-bynajmniej nie ze względu na nieustraszoną modelkę, a na sposób, w jaki wykadrowałam całą postać. No i zdjęcie kisło sobie przez tydzień/dwa, aż wczoraj poczułam mały przypływ weny. Nawet nie wiedziałam, że mogłam trochę zatęsknić za fotomanipulacją. Pozowała oczywiście @valkrah <3 #inhoart #fotografwrocław #wrocław #wrocławphoto #polishphotographer #nudeart #darksideofart #darkart #darkphotography #photomanipulation #photoediting #photoedit #siren #nudephotography #blackandwhitephotography #photoshop #obrobkazdjecia #przerobkazdjecia #fotoedit #syrenka (w: Wroclaw, Poland) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRiu5A5ljc-/?utm_medium=tumblr

[milenasoporowska]

HANDMADE SPIRITISMUS / 2019-2021 / ONGOING [excerpt]

project carried out during Sputnik Photos Mentoring Programme 2019-2020

Tutor: Agnieszka Rayss

A hand signifies the causative powers. It is also involved in making contact – with people, with the environment. When we make something with our own hands, it always has an added value. 

In the tarot, the hands hold the four symbols of the elements that structure our reality.

A spiritual séance begins with creating a circle by touching each other's hands.

The casts of the spirits' hands created during the séances served as evidence, testimony to the presence of such spirits.

According to chiromancy, our life is written on the palm of our hand.

Finally, various rituals require manual actions. Thanks to the involvement of the body, abstract thought is combined with matter.

During the pandemic, the hand became an ominous refrain – a source of infection, disease.

From then on, I started thinking about it even more often.

My aim was to document homemade “rituals” and at the same time to examine modern forms of DIY home esotericism. I wanted to document people's search for structure and meaning in astrology, tarot, spiritualism, numerology and runes. My starting point were the 19th century spiritualistic séances organised in private homes, without a clergyman as an official mediator.

The contact-restricting pandemic inadvertently turned my attention to myself, inwards. I began to follow the subtle signs of esoteric interests that I have developed from my childhood years until now. My handmade spiritual knitting is created using materials from my childhood, an assortment of stationery and five-and-dime shops, nail art items, souvenirs. The project is a record of the beginning of this journey and at the same time a prelude to presenting the stories of others like me. 

Related links:

2021 Sputnik Photos Mentoring Programme graduates group exhibition / Social Center of Photography / Warsaw

2021 “NO.9” book presenting projects by Sputnik Mentoring Programme graduates 2019/2020

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[voycieszek]

Jak zawsze pod wielkim wrażeniem wychowanek @anja_day w @balletdance_annadzienkowska 😍 na zdjęciu @ninkabalerina 📷 zrobione jeszcze w tamtym roku, jak by ktoś pytał. ____________ #ballet #ballerina #ogrody #palacwwilanowie #classic #paczka #points #balletphoto #polishphotographer #fotografgwiazd (w: Pałac w Wilanowie) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_EwsUbHVTR/?igshid=2dx2544e86yv

[hekkoto]

Nature is masterpiece in every bit of it <3 Ye, the other side of my arts – photos of flowers >XD there is nothing in between ;D I feel like I start better understanding myself. And more important, I accept that who I am is normal and I shouldnt try to fit in at any cost. I might be different but that isnt wrong, I will just have different life than majority of people. Its good that I found people who wanna keep me company on that path. My poor health and disability doesnt mean I must suffer my whole lifetime. I will have more limitations but I can work around it :> btw, I didnt knew that half of my personality are autistic traits >XD thats one of things I wanna get diagnosed cause Im sure I have it ;p good side of being diagnosed is that you know what you should accept, how to overcome some things and sometimes you might need meds or therapy Its funny to see how unrealistic expectations people had for me, no surprise that I wasnt able to met them as my disability or bad health were never treated seriously >XD bruh, I would never be good enough cause nobody cared about how I felt and if Im able to do it. If I would have needed help and if people would show me empathy stuff could go sooo different. But that doesnt matter, maybe my childhood was Hell at least now I can do things to make things better ^^ Im quite tired of pretending my whole life. Now when I think about it only next to few people Im able to be myself instead being actress in this depressing movie called my life >XD like most of people get this version of me that trying to be strong and happy and look almost perfect when it comes to how I behave and talk with them. But in reality Im different, I have a lot of pain inside me and I dont allow people to see my true face anymore ;-; Im slowly working on stuff ^^ I need few doctors appointments, there are small meet ups in Warsaw on Friday and Saturday but I hope to spam you with art soon ;p wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

[thisispaper]

Selected works by Bartek Wieczorek https://thisispaper.com/Selected-works-by-Bartek-Wieczorek

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Fot. Pamela Paula Trzaska

Modelka: Patrycja Trzaska

Fotografie wykonałam wraz z siostrą w 2016 roku, gdzieś druga technikum. Ja uczyłam się jako fotograf a Patrycja uczyła się być moją fotomodelką. Początki Patrycji były trudne ale obiecujące. Pamiętam, że w tym dniu Patrycja rozwaliła swoje ulubione koturny. 

[ewkaphoto]

My sanctuary 😌 . . . ————————————————— #laskabacki #kabaty #forestlove #summerdays #justbreathe #summerintheforest #summerwalk #warmdays #poland #warsaw #summertime #mazowsze #mazowieckie #polandisbeautiful #bestofpoland #nowawarszawa #mytinyatlas #zyjebysiewloczyc #weroampoland #polishphotographer #polishphotocommunity #artystycznapodroz #explorepoland🇵🇱 (w: Las Kabacki) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1s34akIZgW/?igshid=1cmc9g44gb1lm

[inhophetaminex]

Ej no, muszę się podzielić z Wami swoją radością. Po 7 latach zmieniłam aparat 🙈 I to od razu z grubej rury, bo stwierdziłam, że nowy obiektyw też się przyda. A idąc za ciosem, zamówiłam też pilot do zdalnego wywoływania migawki i adapter do obiektywu z analogowego Zenita... :D I to wszystko na pełnym spontanie! Moim planem na ten rok było rozbudowanie rękawa, ale tatuatorzy tak bardzo mnie wkurwili (sorry, ale nie mam lepszego słowa na sytuacje, które się odwalały przez ostatnie pół roku), że stwierdziłam "ok, wyrąbane, przeznaczę te pieniądze na coś przyjemniejszego". Dużo osób dziwiło się: "7 lat?! Toż ja po roku mam potrzebę zmienić sprzęt!". Mi w międzyczasie bardzo zmieniały się priorytety. Dochodziłam do momentu w którym nie wiedziałam, czy w ogóle będę fotografować. Odłożenie odpowiedniej kwoty na "nowy" sprzęt okazało się być możliwe dopiero w zeszłym roku, gdy zaczęłam zarabiać cokolwiek powyżej najniższej krajowej. A i tak kupiłam używkę, bo model body i obiektywu, na który się zdecydowałam, oscyluje w granicach 8k. Ale cieszę się jak dziecko i gdy zrobiłam pierwsze próbne zdjęcie, autentycznie popłakałam się, patrząc na skok jakości. To kto na zdjęcia? :) #inho #inhophetaminex #redhead #ginger #red_haired_girls #redhead_girls_of_instagram #tattooed_girls_of_instagram #inked_girls_of_instagram #happiness #photographer #polishphotographer #szczemściemomcno (w: Wroclaw, Poland) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJn3RfTlvMm/?igshid=9pkbs6q1bbim

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[hekkoto]

Friend! :D would you like to pet this lil bby? ^^ I definetelly do [poor insects and animals I find, Im always petting them >XD even if its some spider, moth or frog ;D] Hi darklings, here I come with another update! Sorry you had to wait, I wanted to manage to do everything before saying more ;p so, I got my meds for ADHD! I hope it will help me focus more on arts and such ^^ honestly just after one pill I can say its better! I have lowest dose right now as Im just starting but I have appointment in like 2 or 3 weeks and we will talk if Im feeling fine and if its enough for me. I guess I will be getting higher dose and I really hope it can change my life. Honestly, for now I can say it will – I have 0 side effects and even this small dose help me think more clearly. Maybe I will be able to finally do stuff? ;p there is some issue with aviablity of this med but when I will be taking them regularly I will be able to plan how I gonna get it [huge thanks to my husband's friend help who bought it cause only pharmacy which had it was on the other side of Warsaw >XD] Oh btw, Im getting a lot of financial support from my parents so I can go on therapy also my fridge isnt empty ;p Im super grateful for how supportive they are, they are really trying help me as much as possible <3 its really making things easier as I dont need to worry so much for surviving ;D hopefully I will be able to be more chill thanks to it, financial struggles were really fucking up my head I plan to go back to regular posting stuff, both arts and videos; first I gonna finish everything commissions and Patreon print/mail related so just a few days and I will finish this all ^^ I really much catch up on stuff! Im feeling really good, its such nice feeling to not feel like shit ;p wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3