#poet laureate of my house

[lookingstunning]

PLOMH: June 2023 Update

June was a quietly stressful month but we’re on the other side with lots to celebrate! First HUGE update with the annual midyear push, I have past the 52 poem mark for this year! Yes dear poet enthusiasts, we have reached bare minimum! Essentially every June 15th to July 2nd, I’ll take on some sort of creative project. Something that can be started and finished in that time as a way to go into…

[balteredsworld]

masterlist! ⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚

below you'll find all work pertaining to ships, gifs, and fics produced by me!

house m.d. 🥼🩺

if you can fake sincerity, you can pretty much fake anything.

my mistake, gregory house — you should've known better, but don't. you were pathetically in love with house.

cha cha chase, gregory house — house finds out you're a dancer.

turning point, gregory house — you and house despise each other. today's supposed to be any other night, but house kisses you.

wilson's hypothesis, gregory house — according to wilson, house likes you and you like him. so, house confronts you with wilson’s hyposthesis.

negotiations, gregory house — house would rather fight you, but negotiates a date to the gala as a truce.

upcoming:

in new york, gregory house — mid make out session, wilson walks in and finds out has a you for a girlfriend.

pulse of verse, gregory house (series) — when a poet becomes a patient, house lets the team in on the secret he once dated you: the poet laureate whose poems he inspired. years later, you take up a teaching job at the university.

the queen's gambit ♟️💄

take it. it's your game.

an illicit affair, bethov — ch 1, ch 2, ch 3

losing is not option, bethov gif set

bridgerton 🦢🐝

after passion cools and fate intervenes, who else is a woman left with but herself?

an affinity, anthony bridgerton x oc! — ch 1

[determinate-negation]

But everybody I spoke to in Vienna showed an honest unconcern. They invited each other to full-dress parties (little thinking that they would soon be wearing prisoner's clothes in a concentration camp), they were lavish customers at Christmas for their beautiful homes (little thinking that in a few months they would be confiscated and plundered). And this eternal gay unconcern of old Vienna which I had formerly so much loved and which, as a matter of fact, I am always redreaming, this gay unconcern which Vienna's poet laureate Anzengruber once caught concisely in Es kann Dir nix g'schehn- for the first time it gave me pain. In the last analysis it seems likely that they were wiser than I, all those friends in Vienna, because they suffered everything only when it really happened, whereas I had already suffered the disaster in advance in my fantasy, and then again when it became reality. In any event, I no longer understood them and could not make myself understood by them. I stopped warning people after the second day. Why disturb people who do not wish to be disturbed?

It is not a decorative afterthought but the sober truth when I say that in those last two days in Vienna I looked at all the familiar streets, every church, every park, every hidden corner of my native city, with a despairing, silent "nevermore." I embraced my mother with the secret thought, "It is the last time." I reached to everything in the city, in the land, with this "never again," knowing that it was a farewell, a farewell for ever. I passed through Salzburg where stood the house in which I had worked for twenty years without even getting off at the station. I could have seen my house on the hill from the train window, with all its memories of faded years. But I did not look. What was the use? I would never again occupy it. And the moment when the train rolled across the Austrian border I knew, as did Lot in the Bible, that all that I had left behind was dust and ashes, a past frozen to a pillar of salt.

Stefan Zweig, The World of Yesterday

[eddy25960]

🎂 Happy birthday to Antoine de Saint-Exupéry (1900-1944), French poet, aristocrat, and author of The Little Prince (1943). He became a laureate of several of France's highest literary awards and also won the U.S National Book Award. 👇

"Now here is my secret, a very simple secret: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."

"Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction."

"All grown-ups were once children... but only few of them remember it."

"It is the time you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important."

"What makes the desert beautiful,' said the little prince, 'is that somewhere it hides a well..."

"The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart."

Photo: Penguin Random House & HarperCollins

[graysongoal]

One thing I often don't do a lot of is toot my own horn. After the past week and a half, though, I'm happy to do so.

I attended my first ever GenCon, the largest tabletop game convention in North America. Attendance this year was a record-breaking 71k. One-way masking and protections unfortunately meant that my spouse and I came home early with out first-ever COVID-19 infections. We're healed up now and mostly well.

Attending the con was exciting, overwhelming, and pushed me towards growth in a number of ways. In addition to seeing friends, I also got to see, meet, and spend time with several of my favorite comedians, game creators, and writers.

Perhaps one of the most impactful moments for me was attending the writer's symposium, which reminded me how much I loved to write fiction in my youth. Once I hit high school, I began to see it the same way I saw non-fiction writing. I always tried to include too many details. Plus, I quickly got too busy and decided it wasn't for me anymore.

Lately, though, I've been writing more poetry. I've also been entertaining the idea of possibly writing a few TTRPGs or short stories.

So, when I heard that Brandon O'Brien (the Poet Laureate for Seattle WordCon 2025) and Linda D. Addison (five-time winner of the Bram Stoker Award) were co-hosting an open mic event, I nervously jumped at the chance to read probably my favorite poem I've ever written.

Hearing these two amazing individuals alongside a roomful of people respond positively to my words wasn't something I was prepared for. But, being that vulnerable with complete strangers in-person was restorative in ways that I can't even begin to express. That's especially true of hearing folks repeat and sit with the words I carefully crafted, taking in their weight.

I have experienced a great many fascinating and incredible things, and yet I quite honestly don't know that I've known such a wonderful feeling.

So, I'm sharing that same poem here. Feel free to read or listen to it, if you so choose.

As a note, this poem is about child abuse. However, it is spoken about in metaphor and there are no details. (It also has a happy ending.)

[thebreakfastgenie]

Toby Ziegler for the character ask :)

How I feel about this character

Toby is one of the most complex characters I've ever seen. Some people would call him cynical but I think that's a mistake, I think that's how he looks on the surface, but isn't true underneath. I think he's the most idealistic character on the show, but he's constantly disappointed because the world and his fellow humans don't live up to his expectations. He never stops believing they can be better, and they're never as good as he believes they can be, and it makes him depressed. He's one of the best Jewish characters I've ever seen.

All the people I ship romantically with this character

Andi

Poet Laureate Tabitha (more just a short term fling they both remember fondly)

My non-romantic OTP for this character

Toby and Josh is number one in my heart always and forever. Also Toby and Sam and Toby and CJ.

My unpopular opinion about this character

I think this is the opposite of unpopular but he would never betray Bartlet and he's OOC in season 7. He's also OOC in season 5, he would not be a deadbeat dad. Beyond that, Toby/CJ is an absolute no-go for me.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.

Not having Josh be the one who drops everything when he finds out Toby's brother died is the worst writing decision ever but that's as much about Josh as it is about Toby so let's see... I would have liked to see Toby and Andi work out a non-traditional co-parenting plan that worked for them and was happy and angst-free. I think they should have lived in one house in different rooms personally but I'm open to anything. I think it would be a great thing to show and a way to learn a lot about Toby.

[dreaminginthedeepsouth]

N Scott Momaday, a Pulitzer prize-winning storyteller, poet, educator and folklorist whose debut novel House Made of Dawn is widely credited as the starting point for contemporary Native American literature, has died. He was 89. Momaday died on Wednesday at his home in Santa Fe, New Mexico, publisher HarperCollins announced. He had been in failing health.

“Scott was an extraordinary person and an extraordinary poet and writer. He was a singular voice in American literature, and it was an honor and a privilege to work with him,” Momaday’s editor, Jennifer Civiletto, said in a statement. “His Kiowa heritage was deeply meaningful to him and he devoted much of his life to celebrating and preserving Native American culture, especially the oral tradition.” House Made of Dawn, published in 1968, tells of a second world war soldier who returns home and struggles to fit back in, a story as old as war itself: in this case, home is a Native community in rural New Mexico. Much of the book was based on Momaday’s childhood in Jemez Pueblo, New Mexico, and on his conflicts between the ways of his ancestors and the risks and possibilities of the outside world.

“I grew up in both worlds and straddle those worlds even now,” Momaday said in a 2019 PBS documentary. “It has made for confusion and a richness in my life.” Like Joseph Heller’s Catch-22, Momaday’s novel was a second world war story that resonated with a generation protesting the Vietnam war. In 1969, Momaday became the first Native American to win the fiction Pulitzer, and his novel helped launch a generation of authors, including Leslie Marmon Silko, James Welch and Louise Erdrich. His other admirers would range from the poet Joy Harjo, the country’s first Native American to be named poet laureate, to the film stars Robert Redford and Jeff Bridges. “He was a kind of literary father for a lot of us,” Harjo told the Associated Press during a telephone interview on Monday. “He showed how potent and powerful language and words were in shaping our very existence.”

[charmwasjess]

I'm going to see Ada Limón read today, the current US poet laureate. I'm excited but a little sad - the festival she's reading at is something I used to do with my late mentor, who was killed last January. Another dear friend who I'd also read with at the same festival passed away shortly after my mentor. All the same, part of grief is keeping going. I couldn't be returning to this festival of ghosts in better company, going with my partner and friends on a rainy spring day in Virginia. We'll walk around downtown and drink wine and listen to good poems. My black dress will get all wet. But this poem from Ada that always hit me (it does feature the death of a person named Jess, after all) is striking me a little bit harder this morning. So here it is:

The Marketing Life for Those of Us Left  by Ada Limón

Stuck in the answer of day, all we've got are these people to rely on, and trees, and the grasp of a river in the mind. All the beautiful girls in the office are laughing and I laugh along. And all of us good people, honest and clean, And what puts the mean in some of us?

Sumptuous mountain, midnight milkweed, come to the valley of neon and no-crying. High hillside of home, I'm waving from the cement center, can you see me? I've got this big city in me. Pretty on fire, pretty high wired. It's been a year since Jess died, she said, "I always knew it would come down to pills in the applesauce." And the house is not haunted, nor the office. I wish it was, don't you? We were wilder before, see-through shirts and model boys and bouncers in hotels lobbies across the country. Who knew it would be hard to get to thirty-two? A friend says the best way to love the world is to think of leaving. We're all in a little trouble, you know? Piles of empty stars we've tossed aside for the immediate kiss. Push me around a bit, shake my pockets, I store everything in my mouth, going to make an apple out of plastic, going to make a real star out of the apple, then I'm going to sell it to you. I'm going to tell you it's the most important thing. I'm going to tell you I'm sorry, I'm going to crash on your communal couch of unwanted. Let's say bloom. Let's say we're a miracle of technology. It's harder to not say anything. It's harder to admit we are alive sometimes, isn't it? It's all we've got, say it, pinch me. You're here. So am I. So there.

[niibaataa]

Nishnaabe Nagamonan

Disclaimer: Some works deal with historical wrongs, Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women and Girls, colonialism, and residential/boarding schools. Exercise caution.

Kateri Akiwenzie-Damm is a member of Saugeen Ojibway First Nation. Akiwenzie-Damm has served as Poet Laureate for Owen Sound and North Grey. In 1993, she established Kegedonce Press, a publishing house devoted to Indigenous writers. She has also authored Without Reservation: Indigenous Erotica.

Works: (Re)Generation, My Heart is a Stray Bullet.

Marie Annharte Baker is a member of Little Saskatchewan First Nation. Annharte's work concentrates on women, urban, Indigenous, disability, and related topics. She critiques life from Western Canada. After graduating with an English degree in the 1970s, she became involved in Native activism and was one of the first people in North America to teach a class entirely on Native women.

Works: Indigena Awry, Miskwagoode, Exercises in Lip Pointing.

Lesley Belleau is a member of Garden River First Nation. She is noted for her 2017 collection Indianland. She has an MA in English literature from the University of Windsor and is working on a PhD in Indigenous Studies from Trent University.

Works: Indianland.

Kimberly M. Blaeser is an enrolled member of the White Earth Reservation. Blaeser served as Wisconsin's Poet Laureate from 2015-2016. She is a professor of English at the University of Wisconsin-Miluwakee. A contemporary of Vizenor, she is the first critic to publish a book-length study on his fiction. She has been writing poetry since 1993.

Works: Apprenticed to Justice, Trailing You, Absentee Indians and Other Poems.

Diane Burns was a member of the Lac Courte Oreilles band. Burns was Anishinaabe through her mother and Chemehuevi through her father. Burns attended the Institute of American Indian Arts and Barnard College (within Columbia University). She was also an accomplished visual artist. She is considered an important figure within the Native American contemporary arts movement.

Works: Riding the One-Eyed Ford (available online).

Aja Couchois Duncan is a Bay Area educator, writer, and coach. Duncan is of Ojibwe, French, and Scottish descent. Her debut collection won the California Book Award. She holds an MFA in creative writing from San Francisco State University.

Works: Restless Continent, Vestigal.

Heid E. Erdrich is a member of the Turtle Mountain band. Erdrich is a granddaughter of Patrick Gourneau, who fought against Indian termination during his time as tribal chairman from 1953-1959. Erdrich holds a PhD in Native American Literature and Writing. Erdrich used to teach, but has since stepped back from doing it full-time. She directs Wiigwaas Press, an Ojibwe language publisher.

Works: Cell Traffic, The Mother's Tongue, Curator of Ephemera at the New Museum for Archaic Media.

Louise Erdrich is a member of the Turtle Mountain band. Erdrich is a granddaughter of Patrick Gourneau, who fought against Indian termination during his time as tribal chairman from 1953-1959. She is widely acclaimed as one of the most significant writers of the Native American Renaissance. Owner of Birchbark Books, an independent bookstore that focuses on Native Literature.

Works: Jacklight, Original Fire, Baptism of Desire.

David Groulx was raised in Elliott Lake, Ontario. Groulx is Ojibwe and French Canadian. He received his BA in Literature from Lakehead University and later studied creative writing at the En'owkin Centre in British Columbia. He has also studied creative writing at the University of Victoria.

Works: From Turtle Island to Gaza, Rising With a Distant Dawn, Imagine Mercy.

Gordon Henry Jr is an enrolled member of the White Earth Reservation. Gordon Henry Jr holds a PhD in Literature from the University of North Dakota and is currently a professor of English at Michigan State University. He has authored several novels and poetry collections and is a celebrated writer in Michigan.

Works: Spirit Matters, The Failure of Certain Charms.

Jane Johnston Schoolcraft was Born in Sault Ste. Marie on Michigan's Upper Peninsula. Schoolcraft was given the name of Bamewawagezhikaquay ('Woman of the Sound that the stars make Rushing Through the Sky') in Ojibwe. Her mother was Ozhaguscodaywayquay, the daughter of the Ojibwe war chief Waubojeeg. Her father was fur-trader John Johnston. Johnston is regarded as the first major Native American female writer. She wrote letters and poems in both English and Ojibwe.

Writeup containing works.

Denise Lajimodiere is a citizen of the Turtle Mountain band. Lajimodiere is considered an expert on Native American boarding schools following her work Stringing Rosaries, published in 2019. She is a poet, professor, scholar, and the current Poet Laureate of North Dakota.

Works: His Feathers Were Chains, Thunderbird: Poems, Dragonfly Dance.

Linda Legarde Grover is a member of the Bois Forte Band. She is a columnist for the Duluth Tribune and Professor Emeritus of American Indian Studies at University of Minnesota (Duluth). She has written poetry, short stories, and essays.

Works: The Sky Watched, Onigamiising.

Sara Littlecrow-Russel is of Ojibwe and Han-Naxi Métis descent. Russell is a lawyer and professional mediator as well as a poet. She has worked at the Center for Education and Policy Advocacy at the University of Massachusetts and for Community Partnerships for Social Change at Hampshire College.

Works: The Secret Powers of Naming.

Jim Northrup was a member of the Fond du Lac Reservation in Minnesota. Northrup lived a traditional lifestyle in his early years. As a child, he attended an Indian boarding school where he suffered physical abuse. Later in life, he served in the Vietnam war and experienced PTSD. Much of his poetry comes from these hardships.

Works: Walking the Rez Road, Rez Salute: The Real Healer Dealer, Anishinaabe Syndicated.

Duke Redbird was born in Saugeen First Nation. He became a ward of Children's Aid at nine months old when his mother died in a house fire. He began writing to give words to his experiences as an Indigenous man raised by white foster families. He is recognized as a key figure in the development of First Nations literature.

His poetry is available on his site.

Denise Sweet is a member of the White Earth Reservation in Minnesota. Sweet served as Wisconsin's Poet Laureate from 2004-2008. She has taught creative writing, literature, and mythology at the University of Wisconsin-Green Bay.

Works: Songs for Discharming, Palominos Near Tuba City.

Mark Turcotte is a member of the Turtle Mountain Band. Turcotte is a visiting assistant professor of English at DePaul University. He has published two books of poetry. His chapbook, Road Noise, was translated into French.

Works: The Feathered Heart, Exploding Chippewas.

E. Donald Two-Rivers was raised in Emo Township, Ontario. He moved to Chicago at age 16 and became involved with the Urban Native community there. A playwright, spoken-word performer, and a poet, Two-Rivers had been an activist for Native rights since the 1970s. He was the founding director of the Chicago-based Red Path Theater Company.

Works: Powwows, Fat Cats, and Other Indian Tales, A Dozen Cold Ones by Two-Rivers.

Gerald Vizenor is an enrolled member of the White Earth Reservation. Vizenor has published over 30 books. He taught at the University of California for many years and is currently at the University of New Mexico. He has a long history of political activism and he is considered one of the most prolific Indigenous ironists writing today.

Works: Favor of Crows, Cranes Arise, Empty Swings.

[real-jane]

poet laureate

part 4 - [professor! bucky barnes x reader]

summary: they share softness. she presents her thesis

warnings: smut. fluff at cosmic levels.

a/n: this is the last installment of our sweet loves! there are two timelines interwoven, here. i hope you enjoy their conclusion.

series masterlist

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There was yet one person who had seen his door who wasn’t related to him by blood, and the way she carefully plucked the keys from his shaking hands like she had set the pins to the key’s teeth herself… like she had milled the wood, and stained the surface herself–like his whole sense of home was borne of her fingers, because she herself was the house which held his heart… it made Bucky’s feet sprout roots in the open doorway. 

Alpine wound around the foundation of said home; his poet laureate lifted the animal into her arms, murmuring something which made him painfully jealous of them both. To hold her. To be held by her. And wasn’t that the whole reason why he tugged her towards his car? He kissed her at the first stoplight off campus (and the car behind him honked). 

Neither of them spoke a word to one another as he locked the door behind them.

She peered at him over the pate of his patron cat, wide-eyes alive with something wild. Bucky crooked his finger, and pointed at his feet… and those beautiful eyes narrowed. She stepped forward until they were toe-to-toe, and Alpine took the opportunity to leap up to her favorite perch on her master’s shoulder. It left the woman’s arms empty. Bucky couldn’t have that.

Of course he remembered touching her before, but like a treasure he had stolen. He wanted to recite her, breath for wanting breath, and with no question that he was going to stay in that bed long after. There would be no running from this woman ever again. He gripped her hips.

“You look like I’m forcing you to touch me,” she whispered, an amused smirk pulling at one corner of her mouth. Bucky huffed.

“I’m thinking.”

“Stop that.” She moved his hands to the small of her back.

“No,” he said wryly. “I made the mistake before of doing this without thinking about it. And then I left, because I didn’t let myself feel it. Doll–I’m not gonna miss one second of this. Not rushing. Or-or pushing things too far, too fast.”

“Only get one shot at a second chance,” she said, and his heart flipped.

“Yeah. Yeah.”

“We didn’t have enough time, the first time.”

“If you want the whole night, I’ll call in sick–” Her laugh made him pause just centimeters from her mouth, while Alpine fled Bucky’s shoulder with a soft thump.

“My cousin would kill me.”

“He’ll get over it.”

It wasn’t a kiss so much as an invitation. He dipped down to her mouth, but waited for her to close the gap between them. When she accepted, he lifted her to her tip-toes, pressed against the length of his body, like just kissing her was enough to give them both wings. Bucky mapped every fiber of her top with the fine ridges of his fingers–soft, but nothing like the skin he found beyond the hem. He turned so he could sit on the sofa, and she straddled him immediately. Panic rose in his chest, but he couldn’t for the life of him figure out why because she chased his lips like she was addicted to his kiss. He gripped her waist and sat back from her with a pointed glare.

“Slow down,” he murmured.

She giggled. “You make me crazy.” She scrubbed her fingertips through his hair and made his scalp tingle… and his eyelids drooped.

“Stop.” Bucky secured her wrists by her knees. He had a sneaking suspicion that she could slip out of his grasp easily at any time. She raised an eyebrow and waited, lips plump and shining. He growled and kissed her hard.

“You’re being bossy,” she breathed, nipping his lip. Bucky froze just centimeters from her face. 

“You used to listen to me.”

“Hmm.” She sat back so all it would take to slip off his knees was a subtle shift of her weight, forcing Bucky to lean forward to keep hold of her. “Yes, but… that was when you didn’t know that I was having very vivid dreams about giving you head in your office.”

“Doll–”

“Or that I’d touch myself listening to your lecture recordings.”

“You didn’t.” His voice had fled and his words came out in a huff.

“I didn’t,” she said wryly. “But I did dream of doing things. With you.”

“Tell me.”

“Give me my hands back.”

“You can have one.”

“One’s all I need.”

He let her take her right hand from his grip, but she tugged at his wrist to coax his hand between them. Bucky kept his eyes dutifully trained on her face, but he huffed when she touched his fingers to the button on her pants.

“Knew I was in trouble when I dreamed about your fingers the first time,” she breathed. “It was after the class where I loaned you my copy of Miłosz.”

“I never did give that back.” He didn’t–it had sat on his bedside table since that very day, so he could chip away at the poems little by little, prolonging the debt to her.

“You didn’t mean to do it, I knew you weren’t like that, but you–mmph.” Bucky dipped his fingers behind her zipper greedily, and groaned despite only reaching the band of her panties. She smiled. “You left your hand on my arm a little too long thanking me, and I felt your fingers all day, like you had branded me.”

He eased the teeth of her zipper down slowly. “I splashed cold water on my face in the bathroom after that class,” he admitted. “Thought I was losing my damn mind. Can I see you?”

“You have–”

“No. Right here.”

“In your living room?” she laughed.

“In my goddamned living room. I’ll even give you your other hand.”

“It’s not really fair if you stay clothed, now is it?”

“Can you pretend for five minutes like you wanna do what I say?” He said it with a modicum of annoyance, but he bit back a smile when she rolled her eyes. 

“I swear, if you ask me to call you ‘daddy–’”

“Don’t kinkshame, doll. Maybe I like that kinda thing.”

She froze and eyed him sharply. “Should we talk about our no-goes?”

Bucky smiled gently. “I will do whatever you want. Put my mouth–” he pulled her collar wide and kissed her bare shoulder– “anywhere you’ll let me. I just think you’re particularly cute when you’re telling me off.”

“I promise not to read into that,” she said, tugging at the hem of his shirt. Bucky sat forward so she could liberate the top from his torso, and then her own, and then he kissed her until she sank boneless against him. He flinched when her fingers danced across his shoulders. She kneaded her knuckles into the mottled scar which ran the length of his left arm, focusing her attention on the bicep which clenched in panic.

She pulled away from his mouth with a soft pop. “Buck–”

“Mmm. No–”

“Hey.” She cupped his cheeks and forced him to look at her. When he did, she smiled. “What can I do?”

“It’s–it’s just skin. I don’t… christ.”

“Can I kiss your skin?” 

Bucky sighed, willing his panic to go away. “You’ve seen it,” he rationalized.

“I have,” she soothed, dipping her head down to brush her lips at the cap of his shoulder. He shivered. 

“Sorry–”

“You fell asleep. Just for a little bit that night, after I got up to use the bathroom.” She kept eye contact, but clasped her left hand with his so she could hold it between them. With her right, she traversed over ridges, some rough, some smooth. “So when I came back, I debated whether or not I should wake you. You never looked so peaceful. I sat down as carefully as I could and I just… looked at you. Everything. It made me realize how much more of you there was to know. I–I wrote hundreds of poems about you, but not one of them as a woman who knew your body. I should’ve dug out my notebook and scribbled something down right then, but instead… I fell asleep with my head on your chest. Tucked into your left side. Cradled by this arm. I know you feel some kinda way about it, but… it’s a… a topographical map of a part of your journey I wasn’t around for. I like all parts of you, Barnes. Even the ones you don’t want me to see.”

Bucky’s head fell forward until he could press his forehead to hers. “Christ,” he repeated.

“I know you’re picking at me to distract me. Huh? What if we just lay together… take it slower?”

He nodded, but he wrapped his right arm around her waist and stood. She clung to him like a spider monkey, laughing in surprise. “Not the couch? I thought you wanted me naked in your goddamn living room.”

“Later.”

“Hmm. This is a nice place, baby.” 

Bucky couldn’t help but preen at the compliment and the fond title. “I want you to see my bedroom. I, uh. Yeah.” He nudged open the door and she let down her feet when he bade her, so he could turn on the bedside lamp. From his periphery, he watched her sit at the edge of the mattress on the opposite side of the bed. She peered up at him as she laid back, upside down, with wide and gentle eyes, completely unbothered by wearing only a lacy bra and unzipped pants.

“It’s nice,” she whispered. 

He laid on his side, propping his head up next to hers. He gave her a soft kiss. “My sister Rebecca helped a lot. She’s a designer.”

“Lots of connections.”

“Mhm.”

“Artsy genes in your family, eh?”

“Mother’s side.”

“Yeah?”

“Music, mostly.”

“Do you play?” Her face lit up and she mirrored his pose.

“Piano. Since I was four. Although if ma had her way, I would’ve inherited the family instrument.”

“Which is?”

“Tuba,” he chuckled. “There is, in fact, an heirloom Barnes family tuba.”

She grinned. “Oh my god. And yet… you chose literature.”

“It’s what kept me going. When I was overseas.” He lay down fully, nosing her shoulder… or, rather, hiding his face in it. “Some of the most beautiful poetry I ever read was handed to me by a girl, in exchange for my mother’s copy of Emily Dickinson.”

“God. Do you still have it?”

He shook his head. “Lost the book and half my arm when that grenade went off. It was in my left pocket–” he pats the bare skin over his heart– “and the medic pulled out a three-inch piece of shrapnel that lodged itself through the cover, effectively preventing it from going straight into my heart. It saved me. Keeps doing that.”

“Hmm?”

“Poetry,” he murmured into the curve of her shoulder. “It’s what stands between me and a shit-ton of shrapnel. You–you’ve shielded me, doll. You didn’t even know it.”

She sat up then, and tugged on his wrist until he rolled towards her. He laid his head on her thigh, and pressed until he could feel her softness start to push back where bone lay beneath it. 

“You think I didn’t?” she said. “You think I haven’t spent every moment in your class watching how you cringe when a flippant freshman insults Whitman, and made it my personal duty to speak up–annoy my classmates even, as long as the look of defeat faded from your face?” She brushed his hair behind his ear. “You love beautiful things. You’re hurt when people dismiss them. I have wanted nothing more than to shield you from anything which belies your wonderment.”

Bucky’s heart was in his throat. “Belies my wonderment,’ huh? You should be a writer.” 

Her soft laugh made his head spin. “Bucky, baby… I want to make you crazy with wanting me, with no hesitation.”

“I do, at all costs, I… god, doll. I’m afraid that the second I really give in for once, and let myself have you past all reason, maybe in spite of all logic, I won’t ever stop. I’ll–” He pushed up to his knees and loomed over her, gripping her cheeks. “I’ll be selfish. You’ll stay in my bed, because I want you there. We’ll never, never come up for air.”

“And… that’s a bad thing?” She grasped his wrists. “You know that you can be happy, right?”

“That so?” he breathed. She nodded.

“I don’t require giddiness, Barnes. But if you want to touch me, you should, because I might cease to exist if you don’t. I see every possibility of joy in your eyes. It doesn’t matter to me if you’re scared when you do it, as long as you give yourself a chance. Let me spoil you and feel you, and hold you when you come down, and make you happy. We’ll weather the sad parts, arm-in-arm. But your Happy is my raison d’être, so please–please, James Barnes. Let me touch you until neither of us have the words to say how happy we are. And then, let me touch you again.”

Bucky lowered his head until he could nip at her upper lip–a plush thing which brought to mind all manner of petals he might discover. He kissed her, because he couldn’t tell her ‘no,’ that he didn’t intensely want what she had on offer. No, Bucky kissed her with the intensity of a man who had never realized he was allowed to feel anything other than pain. 

She knelt in front of him and he didn’t realize what she was doing (other than unraveling every crinkled yarn of gray-matter in between his years) until her fingers crept between his pants and his briefs to grip his ass. His tongue met hers as those very fingers traversed his hips and around front. Bucky hummed when she cupped him over the softened denim trousers he’d chosen for their workday. As much as she wanted to give him happiness, Bucky needed–from his own molten soul–to give her every moment of the afternoon, as a precursor to the ongoing promise he intended to make. Whether or not he voiced it to her, Bucky didn’t know. But he sat back against the headboard, pulling her to straddle his legs as she had done on the couch. All the while, her lips became plump and heavy with desire. Her nipples pebbled in anticipation of meeting his warm fingers, and ached when he finally worried rough pads over her sensitive curves. Then, he slipped down on the pillow. All the way, evermore keeping her on her knees above him, like a bridge to pleasure. He tugged her down by the neck to kiss him again.

“Come up here,” he whispered. “Let me taste you?”

She seemed to lose her own sanity for a moment, blinking at him. “I’ve never… done that. With anyone.”

“Me neither. Won’t you try?”

“You want me to?”

“Doll–I am putting my mouth on you whether or not you let me do it from under you–”

“Fuck,” she breathed. “Okay. But, if you hate it–”

“I won’t.” Bucky vigorously shook his head. How could he hate any position which allowed him maximum access to her pleasure? He kept her gaze as she bent forward, pressing a kiss to his sternum. 

“Take your pants off, too,” she giggled as she slid off the bed. He did so quickly and with little pomp, keeping his eyes glued to her body as she rid herself of her denim. Bucky held out a hand to her once she freed her feet from the cuffs. She linked their fingers and followed his lead… up his torso, so her knees bracketed his ears. He had never had religious experience until the woman of his dreams offered herself to him, but lowering her hips towards his mouth, Bucky understood why men went mad for the taste of a woman. She gasped at the first sure swipe of his tongue. His knuckles went chalky as he gripped her ass to keep her close. If she bruised, he’d sooth the broken capillaries with his tongue, too. But one roll of her hips as he worried her clit, and all thought of what came after fled from his mind. 

He was here, now.

__

She stared at the table of adjudicators. Each one held a copy of her thesis. Seven copies, seven opinions… seven people who would decide whether her master’s project was worth publication, and if Y/n might be awarded her Masters’ degree too. Her parents had opted to attend the virtual presentation, considering that her mother couldn’t promise not to loudly weep while she did her defense. The room was packed with her classmates, and a few people she recognized from the English department, and several strangers, so her nerves rose the closer it got to her start time. There were a few people in attendance whose presence meant much to her, which helped ease her fears a little. For one thing, Sam Wilson sat behind Dean Stark. He gave her a thumb’s up when her eyes flicked to his for the fiftieth time in concern. And a woman came through the door who she didn’t know, but who seemed so familiar… The woman looked to be her age or slightly younger, with medium brown hair and light blue eyes. She smiled as soon as she entered, as if she had been diligently looking for the room. She was nearly late.

The stranger sidled around the adjudicators’ table and approached Y/n at the podium. “Hi–I’m sorry, I realize he probably didn’t tell you I was coming.” She spoke so softly that Y/n had to lean forward a bit. “He’s watching the livestream. Bastard woke me up at six-a.m. to beg me to come. Apparently he likes you. And that’s rare, for my brother.”

“Oh… Rebecca,” Y/n intuited. Bucky called his sister to attend in his place. He—god, he was perfect.

“Barnes,” Rebecca finished for her. “One representative of the family is better than none, eh? Besides, I’m anxious to hear from the woman who could make my brother passionate about something.”

“He’s passionate about a lot of things,” Y/n giggled. “He’s… I don’t have to tell you why your brother is great, do I?”

“No. I’ve always been a fan. I’d kinda do anything for that guy.”

“I know the feeling.” The women exchanged a soft smile of agreement. Rebecca fished in the bag hanging from her shoulder, and held out a little folded paper. 

“Good luck, yeah?” Bucky’s sister squeezed Y/n’s arm and then found her seat, besides Sam, who seemed to know her. 

Y/n turned her back to the audience so she could read the little note.

I wish I was as unfamiliar with sadness

As I am dragged kicking and screaming into contentment,

But you taught me

I don’t need to be serrated to be seen

I will stare into the face

Of strange happiness

With you.

I love you.

JB

–

He held her up even when her knees gave out, and then turned her so softly into the blankets that she hardly noticed until he was braced above her, offering her a soft kiss. The pillows had fucked off to the floor, and the blankets were adequately rumpled. She reached between them to feel him, and catalog what movement made his eyes press shut with pleasure. 

“Oh, doll–you don’t need to do that–”

“Shhh, Barnes.” She smiled against his lips. Bucky kissed her hard and rocked into her touch, clipping her wetness. “You’re gonna give me just one orgasm?”

He narrowed his eyes. “It’s about quality–”

“Mhm. Come here. I’m on the pill and I’m clean, and I might float away if you don’t pin me to this mattress.”

“You know…” Bucky liberated her hand from where she grasped his cock and replaced it with his own. He sat back, lifting her hips and eliciting a gasp of surprise as he yanked her closer. “I think you’re right. I said I was going to be selfish, didn’t I?” He notched the head between her folds and rolled forward until he could feel her muscles give in to make way for him. She was tight, but slick from her first orgasm at the mercy of his mouth, and Bucky had no problem pushing inside of her until her hips rested flush against his. His sanity, however, was short-lived. She was warm silk. He’d had her once–how did he let her go, knowing that she felt like this?

Y/n’s back arched as he retreated. “God.”

“Didn’t get the hype. Before you,” he managed, despite the tugging at the base of his dick which had him fighting back his own release. “Didn’t see the point.”

“Do you get it now?” She bit her lip and contracted her inner muscles around him. He groaned.

“Oh, babydoll.”

He held on long enough to make her come again, but his own release followed on her heels. Bucky laid, sweat-slick skin to skin with his nose tucked beneath her chin. Neither of them made an effort to do anything but breathe a little deeper. 

When he regained his faculties, he realized she was shaking. Her arms were curled around his shoulders to hold him tight, and he felt a warm tear slide off her chin.

“Oh—“

“Shhh. I don’t know why I’m crying. No, I do know, but I can’t stop.” She gripped him for dear life. 

“Doll?” Bucky pushed up to his elbows so he could see her face. She let her arms slide apart, but kept a tight grasp on his biceps. Bucky smiled softly at the sight of her awestruck tears. She tried to blink them away, but he kissed her forehead. 

“How did I earn this?” She sighed. “I’m not well-behaved. I—“

“It’s okay,” he soothed, though his chest tightened to hear her doubt herself. 

“You didn’t run.”

Bucky shook his head. “I’m home. Do you want some water?” She sniffled and nodded. Bucky kissed her gently. “Okay. I’ll be right back.”

By the time he returned to the bedroom, armed with two glasses of ice water, she was laying under the covers. He had heard the bathroom door shut and open again, and she was no longer fighting away tears. He handed her a glass and set his own on his bedside table. She drank deeply, downing the entire glass in no time at all.

“Mmm. Why do you ever bother to wear clothes?” she asked appreciatively as he sat beside her, slipping under the comforter which was warm from their combined body heat. He wrinkled his nose at her, but did not deign to give a response. Instead, he reached over to retrieve his pillow from the floor. He laid down, and held open his arms.

She turned on her side and wiggled backwards until her back was pressed to his chest. 

“Can’t get close enough,” Bucky whispered, kissing her neck just behind her ear.

“Sure you can.” She canted her hips to tease him. He smoothed his hand over her hip, over the round of her ass. Even if he didn’t know what it felt like to have their bodies joined, Bucky would’ve known her skin. It felt like he had for ages–earlier than their fumbled fairytale night. In some other world, maybe, where things were easier. He didn’t believe in other lives, but maybe they were made of adjacent star stuff.

—

She didn’t usually get choked up reading her own work but now every poem in her thesis had a second secret stanza; it was the same for every poem. But now I know he loves me too. She bit back tears when she finished the last selection for her presentation and smiled at the adjudicators in anticipation of their feedback. Dean Stark was solemn but when he looked up at her, his eyes glinted.

“This is an exceptional opus,” he said. “You should be very proud of this.”

“I am,” she peeped.

“I hope that you’ll sign a copy for me.”

She smiled. “Sure.”

“Good. We will adjourn here, then. You will have our full evaluation this evening. Congratulations.” Dean Stark started applause, which the rest of the room was quick to pick up. Y/n beamed, and then reached for her bag and bolted for the door. 

“Y/n!” Rebecca called, running to catch up. She looped her hand through Y/n’s elbow. “He’s in the car. Don’t worry, I cracked the windows.” The two women exchanged excited smiles.

—

Bucky moved to retreat from her for the millionth time and she moaned. He stiffened inside her. “Fuck,” he breathed. She smiled dreamily. Her tears had been soothed away by his thumbs over her cheeks, and kisses which drove home how much she deserved something as beautiful as that.

A pitiful meow at the door drew their attention. Alpine peeked around the doorway. “You’re not used to all this commotion, are you, fluff?” Bucky eased himself away from heaven, leaving a lingering kiss on Y/n’s lips. “I gotta make a call. And then I can make you dinner, if you’re hungry.”

“Dinner? What time is it?” she asked, astonished. Bucky nodded to his bedside clock, which read 5:07 PM. “We didn’t.”

Bucky scooped up his sweet kitten and plopped her onto his pillow. “Watch her. She’s trouble, that one.”

“Awe, no… she’s perfect.” Y/n scritched Alpine beneath the chin, and the cat purred in delight.

“Wasn’t talking to you, babydoll.” He winked and left the room to figure out where he had abandoned his cell phone.

The soft cat snuggled up under her chin, and her owner returned to mirror the posture a few minutes later… having called into work “sick” with love, and something very much like contentment.

–

They approached a sedan with the windows rolled down and a man in flannel leaning out of the passenger window, head propped up on his hand and eyes firmly shut. He wasn’t asleep… he was painfully concentrating on not bursting from his wheeled cage and charging head-first into the lecture hall to congratulate his poet laureate on an incredible presentation.

But he heard her snicker… and that was enough to free him.

Bucky scrambled from the car, stumbling as he caught his toe on the foot tread. Not ten feet away stood a woman he had risked it all for, and would risk more… life, limb, reputation, dignity, any other valuable things he could think of if pressed… arm-in-arm with his little sister. Bucky beamed at them both.

“She killed it,” Becca said softly.

“You did, doll. You really did.” Bucky scrubbed a hand over his jaw. 

Y/n reached into her bag without so much as another word. From inside the satchel, she produced a dark blue leather-bound portfolio, which she handed to him.

In his hands were the words which she spun from heart-strings. Her thesis. Poetry for him, about him… with no apology for loving him imperfectly. Bucky swallowed hard and opened the cover to the first page. The acknowledgements.

For my David, beloved, who took the chisel from my hand and returned me to stone. Lips and fingers soft as granite. A smile which cracked a fissure right through the heart of me. For the muse who made me.

Bucky’s gaze flickered upwards to find Y/n watching him with her bottom lip strained between her teeth. He huffed. 

“You’re going to pretend like you didn’t change my whole world?” he murmured. Bucky stepped forward, which spurred Rebecca to pull away from the other woman. Bucky caught his sister’s elbow and pulled her to his side. She hugged him. “Thanks, Becs,” he said into her crown.

“You know who’d love her?” Becca whispered. She touched the pendant at her collar, a simple cross which had belonged to their mother. His sister said nothing else. She didn’t need to. Not with the way Bucky’s eyes immediately welled. 

“I got somewhere to be. You two find your way home okay?” Rebecca didn’t wait for an answer. She got into her little car and drove away. 

All the while… Bucky stared at his girl. “Ma would’ve,” he said evenly. “Loved you. She’d take one look at you and know it all. She was like that–one cursory glance and she could see all your potential. Even when you were fucking blind to it,” he chuckled. “I think I inherited her senses, but in reverse, because when I look at you, doll… god. I see my whole life ahead of me.”

She kissed him with tears in her eyes, but not one ounce of sadness. His poet laureate, his mirror, the worst enemy of his dignity… she kissed him as if every word in that leather book were true, and for his part…

Bucky believed her.

The End.

___

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[lookingstunning]

Poet Laureate of my House 2024

Happy New Year and welcome to another personal project that I’ve decided to do that literally no one asked me to! Now, life has been difficult the past couple years and that has led me to downsizing on projects and publishing dates (check any year in review or preview from the last couple years). These were necessary measures for my personal safety and health but not making as much stuff as I’d…

[sisteroutsiders]

An Unseen Photo Album Preserves Life of Audre Lorde

A photograph given by Lorde to Wiesen-Cook while at university together. 

Intimate family moments photographs circa 1968 by Cook.

Audre Lorde and her long-time partner Francis Clayton at the beach with Cook and Coss.

Birthday celebrations in Manhattan, 1977.

A photograph from the Gay March on Washington with Lorde in 1979 when she was a speaker and a poster by Ann Cammett from the 1990 "I Am Your Sister" conference in Boston with Jean Weisinger's photograph.

Lorde’s son, Jonathan celebrates graduation day at Vassar College in 1986.

In 1985, Lorde was honored with the dedication of the Audre Lorde Women’s Poetry Center at Hunter College, where one of Lorde’s students continues to lead the program today.

Book party at Hunter College in the spring 1991.

A pilgrimage to the Pele, visiting a volcano in Hawaii with friends, there for the 1991 Eclipse. 

Lorde’s lover Gloria I. Joseph said Lorde would make these small collages with images and text for her friends.

Lorde at a ceremony where Governor Cuomo named her poet laureate of New York State in 1991. A title she held until her passing at 58 the next year.

The final page of the album shows a puppet street performance, Holocaust memorials in Berlin on Cook and Coss's last visit with Lorde, and images celebrating Lorde's legacy after death in 1992.

Curator Victoria Munro writes:

“Powerful and Dangerous: The Images and Words of Audre Lorde” exhibition at the Alice Austen House is a celebration of the radical work of Black, lesbian feminist, writer, activist and poet, Audre Lorde. The exhibition was a collaborative process made with some of Lorde’s closest friends, colleagues, and sister comrades. I was so fortunate to have their guidance in the creation of this exhibition. Two of Lorde’s long-time friends, Blanche Cook and Clare Coss, guided my initial explorations into the personal realm of her writing practice. They welcomed me into their home to view their archive of personal photographs and ephemera which spanned decades of personal celebrations and professional intersections.

Cook, Coss, and I discussed Lorde’s time spent on Staten Island (1972 to 1987) raising her two children, Elizabeth and Jonathan, with her partner Francis Clayton. Cook and Coss illuminated the many wonderful afternoons spent on St. Pauls Avenue and the powerful writing and teaching that Lorde produced during these years. Some of these works included her most celebrated:  From a Land Where Other People Live (1973), The Black Unicorn (1978), The Cancer Journals (1980), and Sister Outsider: Essays and Speeches (1984). She also created a new publishing house with activist Barbara Smith called Kitchen Table: Women of Color Press.

The most revelatory object they shared with me was a large album of personal photographs they had created to celebrate Audre’s life when she passed in 1992. Up until this point, the only people that had viewed this album were Lorde’s children. I was so moved by Cook and Coss’s generosity when they allowed me to include this personal memento in the exhibition. The album was frail, and it felt urgent to protect and archive the documents so they could be shared with our audience and future generations.

To make this possible, I decided to create a self-published book that stayed true to the album’s arrangement, placement, and personal notes, and could be touched and shared. The entire album was carefully scanned by our archivist and brought back together digitally to make this a reality.

There are so many connections that these unique images make between lesbian artists, activists, and photographers. These images are essential to understanding the forces of creative collaborations and the lesbian community during that period.

This book represents an intimate portrait of Lorde celebrating her contagious energy, love of people, flirty fun lesbian play, and prolific writing practice.

Cook and Coss wrote this statement to accompany the album:

“Soon after Audre Lorde departed this earth, we found comfort and consolation in the creation of an album of our chosen family, featuring some of the happiest shared moments of our lives together. These snapshots illuminate high-spirited flirty fun gatherings: birthdays, holidays at Audre and Frances’ Staten Island home; romps in the Hamptons; Lesbian and Gay demonstrations in NYC and DC; Audre’s alternative cancer treatment in Berlin; our amazing Hawaii eclipse trip; Audre honored as NY State poet; the last sad loving goodbye days on St. Croix.

This is the first time we have shared this album with the exception of our god-children Elizabeth Lorde-Rollins MD and Jonathan Ashley Rollins. We thank curator Victoria Munro for her care and appreciation of our photo memories to be included in the Alice Austen House tribute to Audre Lorde.”

Source: "Powerful and Dangerous: The Words and Images of Audre Lorde," an exhibition at Alice Austen House. Shared by Plea for the Fifth. Explore the full exhibition online.

[religion-is-a-mental-illness]

'If activists are hiding books from you, the best thing you can do is seek them out and read them!'

One of the strangest developments of the culture war has been the rise of authoritarian librarians. It sounds ridiculous doesn't it? Surely librarians are there to support education and to enable the dissemination of literature and knowledge.

But this week it was reported that the library service in Calderdale Council has been hiding books by feminists such as Helen Joyce and Kathleen Stock. The Labor-run council confirmed that although these books would still be in the catalog and they could be requested, they were quote, "not visible on the library shelves." This is very odd.

Now, I've read the books in question by both Helen Joyce and Kathleen Stock, and they are rigorous, intelligent and important studies concerning one of the key issues of our time. And yet these librarians are treating them as though they are toxic, as if members of the public who happen upon them while browsing might somehow be instantly corrupted.

And yet we shouldn't really be surprised at all. The rise of Woke Librarians, however ludicrous that sounds, is a real thing. Now, I should say from the outset that I've nothing against librarians. Some of my best friends are librarians. But there is something about the profession that seems to attract the kind of paternalistic pharisee who believes that it's their job to protect others from wrongthink.

Let me give you some other examples. So a few years ago, it was reported that the former poet laureate Ted Hughes was included on a watch list created by the British Library because of a family connection with a slave owner. Turns out the connection was false and the Library issued an apology. But why was the foremost library in the UK creating this kind of watch list in the first place? Well, it was because in the wake of the killing of George Floyd, the library had commissioned what they called a "decolonizing working group" which decided that they should review the collections and draw up a list of any authors with problematic pasts. This same group also claimed that the library's main building was a monument to imperialism, because it looked a bit like a battleship. I'm not even joking.

And in 2021 the Waterloo Region District School Board in Canada identified and removed books that were considered quote, "harmful to staff and students."

At the same time, other school libraries in Canada were disposing of copies of Harper Lee's novel To Kill a Mockingbird and Margaret Atwood's The Handmaid's Tale following complaints about quote, "racist, homophobic or misogynistic language and themes."

And then there was the Ottawa Carlton District School Board which removed copies of William Golding's Lord of the Flies on the grounds that the themes of the book were quote, "outdated and too focused on white male power structures." Had they even read the book? If Lord of the Flies really is a comment on white male power structures, it can hardly be said to be an advertisement.

And then of course there's the whole trigger warning phenomenon. When archivists at Homerton College in Cambridge were engaged in a project to upload their collection of children's literature to the internet, they decided to flag a number of books with trigger warnings. Books such as Little House on the Prairie, and The Water Babies, and various books by Dr Seuss. And the archivists said they wanted to make their digital collection quote, "less harmful in the context of a canonical literary heritage that is shaped by, and continues a history of, oppression."

But books by Dr Seuss aren't oppressive or harmful, even if they do contain outdated racial stereotypes. They were written a long time ago, and readers understand that. Of course, that hasn't stopped the estate of Dr Seuss from withdrawing a number of titles from sale altogether. You can't even buy them anymore.

But the most revealing aspect of this story from Cambridge is a statement that the archivists at Homerton College put out. They said it would be a quote, "dereliction of our duty as gatekeepers to allow such casual racism to go unchecked." Gatekeepers. Now I thought they were meant to be custodians not gatekeepers.

And this is what is known as saying the quiet part out loud. Because really all of this behavior is edging towards censorship. For librarians and archivists to apply warnings to books or to hide them from the public, it's for them to say, "we don't think these books are good for you, we don't trust you to read these books and not to pick up some bad ideas, we must protect you from their influence." In other words, they're treating the public like a parent treats a small child.

And we shouldn't stand for it. Even the application of trigger warnings is a problem in and of itself. True, the books aren't being censored, but a trigger warning buys into the false belief that words and violence are the same thing. It implies that these books are dangerous, and in the wrong hands could cause trouble.

And it's not just libraries. Increasingly we're seeing museum staff attempting to protect the public from artifacts that they're meant to display. So last November, the Wellcome Collection in London shut down its key exhibit, one which dated from the 17th century, because it perpetuated quote, "a version of medical history that is based on racist, sexist and ableist theories and language."

Now we all know that ethical standards change over time and that people from the past held different views from us. Often views that we would consider objectionable. So why don't museum curators understand this too? Why is a museum preventing us from seeing artifacts from the past, when they should be facilitating access? Why is it that so many art galleries now insist on adding little labels next to paintings by great masters to say how much they disapprove of their values, as though the writers of these little sermons would have thought any differently if they had been born hundreds of years ago?

I don't care whether you disapprove of Hogarth's attitudes towards minorities, I just want to appreciate his work without having these soft-witted puritans breathing down my neck.

What we're seeing here is ideological capture. it's the same reason why the Catholic Church created an index of forbidden books which it had kept updated for 400 years right up until 1948. it's the same reason why Mary Whitehouse wanted certain TV shows banned back in the 1960s. It's the same reason why the BBC has censored scenes of old comedy shows such as Faulty Towers on the BBC streaming service. It's the same reason why staff at publishing houses revolt when there's a new book coming out by Jordan Peterson or JK Rowling or some other problematic author. And when the authors aren't as well known as Peterson or Rowling, the staff often get their way.

And if you don't think any of this is authoritarian, what about the time when the body in charge of elementary and secondary schools in Southwestern Ontario authorized the ritualistic burning of books if they contained outdated stereotypes, in what they described as a "flame purification ceremony." Almost 5000 books, including copies of Tintin and Asterix, were removed from shelves and were destroyed or recycled because of course, only the most [rogressive people in history have ever burned books.

[ Source: The Times, via archive.today ]

It sounds preposterous, but the proliferation of activists in libraries, museums, schools, publishing houses, the arts and the media, makes complete sense when one considers that the devotees of this new woke religion have a vested interest in controlling the limits of acceptable thought. To use their own words, they are the gatekeepers.

But as adults in a civilized and liberal society, we don't need to be coddled, particularly by people whose capacity for critical thinking has been stunted by ideology. They say it's for our own good, but what tyrant in history hasn't made a similar claim?

So enough with the woke librarians. If activists are hiding books from you, the very best thing you can do is seek those books out and read them. These petty little authoritarians will do anything to control your speech and your thoughts. Don't let them get away with it.

==

We are reliably informed that it's only right-wing conservative Xians who want to ban or burn books. But it isn't true. There is a mirror image of the same Puritan authoritarianism on the woke left.

[unseenacademic]

⭐star⭐ what’s a passage where you really feel you got the character/it all really just clicked into place - I’d love to hear about!

This is such a great question, thank you! 💜💜💜💜💜

I'm generally quite happy with the way I write Abbey and Jed and their banter. While I was writing my holiday fic White Christmas, I came up with this silly idea to have these two nerds quote poetry at each other. We all know how defensive Jed Bartlet always gets when someone mentions New Hampshire and I remembered that Robert Frost had a poem "New Hampshire". I love Robert Frost, he's one of my favorite poets, and also easily the most famous regionalist poet who wrote about New England (oh did I mention that I have a literature degree? lol). My favorite moment of Jed's New England snobbery is the discussion of maple syrup (You can call the bill the Monroe Doctrine, if you want, we don't serve Vermont maple syrup in this White House!) aaaaaand one of the few good things that season 7 gave us (well, gave me lol can't talk for other people) was the casual reference to Vermont and the implication that Abbey's family is from Montpelier. So, the stars aligned, I dusted off my degree and wrote this little bit of dialogue: “What’s that?! What the hell is that?!” Jed yelled.

“What?”

“That!” Jed pointed at the offending item.

“It’s maple syrup,” Abbey said, flipping a pancake.

“It’s Vermont maple syrup, Abigail! In this house, we only serve New Hampshire maple syrup!”

“Well, this is all we got,” Abbey shrugged.

“Vermont maple syrup! Vermont maple syrup?! Why the hell do we even have Vermont maple syrup?! Nothing good has ever come out of Vermont!”

Abbey arched an eyebrow at Jed and cleared her throat. She slid the pancakes onto a plate.

“Except for you, Love-of-my-Life!” Jed said in his softest voice.

“Jackass!”

“Why did we even let Vermont be a state?” Jed muttered under his breath.

Abbey glared at him.

“’She–New Hampshire–is one of the two best states in the Union. Vermont’s the other’, said Robert Frost, your favorite poet, who also happened to be the poet laureate of Vermont.” Abbey made a dramatic pause and gave Jed a pointed look.

“She’s one of the two best states in the Union. Vermont’s the other.” She continued her performance. “And the two… the two lie like wedges, thick end to thin end and thin end to thick end.”

Jed chuckled.

“Sweet Knees, we’ll lie like wedges, thick end to thin end and thin end to thick end any time you want,” he leered at her, “on our bed, in front of the fireplace, on the kitchen table…” his smirk grew when Abbey’s lips curved into a little smile and her cheeks flushed, “but Robert Frost named his poetry collection New Hampshire, not Vermont.”

“Well, I’m going to write the words ‘Freedom and Unity’ on the pie and you’re going to eat them!”

[libidomechanica]

See, and in chief,

A sonnet sequence

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Not introduce, not only face. In honest eyes fill with fear in my heart and stood on was not therefore paused a minutes hasten to the moral odor, a moral cannot rejoiced; and when the ring she wove a net whose lonely! To feele my grief it flashest white, her hands. So very fine, with dry cheek a dye of white; those who won’t let thy west winding-sheet, and strove to enter your slave, Sir. Speake in loue and my slain thy place, for grammer-rules, all is said without, in short, I must nor may his self-control. See, and in chief, he must, when rocks of glittering at my heart burn and what’s that.

               2

And great tonnage, which can be attained, right? Prose poets find materials form the utmost beauty is the ministers of his spoils below, a heart is what warpings past all hell where thy wynters shall directed, enter brauely euerywhere, this rage was a kid, but now my spring about him, her hearts, than repose. Then begun some new Song, the Breath of some marvell’d opposite discover, separation of advice. And thou hast done: roses have expressive as statuary when right honour’s, pride’s, religion’s, virtues and o’er it throw, not by rude force his jarring their poisoner!

               3

She hanged my father it would share it, if there were born with, but Love. And to sport the sea an old midwife’s or daughter; my mother’d, from where should have been for there: I knew him very star, thou treat? My poor heart so potently? Make sure thee, what delight! And much enrich thy loves of perspicuous comprehensions, the puppy’s breathe a sugred bliss I wonderful, and t’ other night—who sayes nay? Young soul; while sleeping breath. That if I had wish’ to pay my court to see, his kiddes, his own goddesses came nigh by the stars were made reply was the lost for a little eye’s anatomy.

               4

And other too, be blinded of those Eyes to sink away from his, but not a pinch of every eye was written upon the faults which Nature’s just the ward to men; irks care of late, or those of my love and must feel upon occasion—that is just were Herself and singe our gold along, while our economic Catos. And thou, O warriors; brazen beaks and learn his charnel-house. Fire. Thy sweet, wherewith his laurels wore, not one to make up now a congress for else forced retirement of beauty’s paragon, an only knows: to such faces round him—Which Thou that thro’ the bottom peep?

               5

And retained something of fresh growing: astrophel, sayd she, my golden spheres! But, right or Saracen, serf, lord, man, with stamina so steady there’s no one but there large from church, refusing thee, stellas selfe didst loue, cease, it is the stuff, but speculating scarcely has a Wise Men from thy breast doth she abuse such a one t will his kingdom! A host, that I have heart the range of fate, some for meals. Afterwards confesse pardon get of your eyes backe to the spell, or swans upon the rhyme would be; at six a charming air parted its term: thence down and crickets, and ivy dun round straight.

               6

And through, a lady would not tame; follow you up the marketable vices being mourne. If thou art too coarse to her knee. Then hey, for all may let them; I will send they began to feel that any thing he most true. Pass by her windows do display the sacred relics shall be most alone besides chronology, for Don Alfonso saw his aged bones, o’erwrought: band of all o’er which will consume my heart to me in the mountain often shown, no doubt and blue; her smile, the room-door in a. Thy grave: meantime, Sir Laureate, I proceed with coral, pebbles milky way, hiding time.

               7

Can firmly force a passions work me wrong—that’s his lip to here. And breast, light gather blended some so blind my sovereigns break our bubble of happiness! Her dark eyes for eyes, at whose Palace The Soul, and did not look at our feet on the heart all those that a war would not but be gay, in such an educate. This poor child was in a pye, which she laughing. Me—me, the rosy lips to kisse, which lily shells, and, as my friend Scott says, O this, nay all asunder breast has been awoke before him; such a thing to keep aloof, to be disturbs our clay,—thou, thyself a welcome each rebuff that there’s a conversation sweet love, why doe I loue you. In Don Alfonso first I might find sometimes, as I have heard of yet; and of monarchs stalk, and Julia thought very soldier, burning, right? Soon, full, soon, even for compounded several now inclines from books and a whole native land.

               8

Their treatment was good, for silvery showering my sad stuff, what do I see thy love away. To add a storm come inmate the persons with one, do you—and her but none could have sugar’d Shírín’s Lip the Heav’n- born mind! For to be wed, or wed already two years we’ve involvèd others’ share it, he deserved to match those babies in the relic, and death comparison, as on your brow: and yet God’s sake! Branch, the very place made a foolish Hobbinol, thy grave: meantime, Sir Laureate, I proceed; you’ve forgot. That skims, or dives, or our pseudo- syphilis? Women, though purer than He!

               9

—To a chancery suit, and freeze once more bearable: but still indistinct their trayned willes entice. For me at each shell and point, or to remains of Leda, shall find the comforts me: a virgins, and the bride to be disturbs our clay,—thou, thyself ascribe, unduly, things through their lives a forlorn hermitage, while I in calm speech, and knew no Wrong, and take a deposition I expectant. And will true Lover-like the question or surmise: whether glory, power, or than common-place costume. Prophetess of Love my Love is innocent because he had to meet you and so clean?

               10

” Not the wall, I will swing us, to indue. The boat that should be forgotten smoke? She says, she was a chose his studied, or misery! No screen of the heart, with me after cloying till ioy makes this autumn sky, and found at length was he born, a pleasant is thine heart; for that is all. Your features haunt my heart escape her; the mice huddle, as though I acquired—but I pass over in my though it may be double. Face in his middle of causelesse care; so that she could be to public justice a Seráb. Tis a madness, haunts Alfonso grappled to detail, my Muse!

               11

This nothings, thou alone in verse, my darlings or his chiefe pride? Or wed already for a word about the other pastoral hill. Rich foole, who by turns to pulp. Of Laila smite does not yet; but certes it conditions I aim at. Or else t was hardly to be had. Dinner ready money, or a draft on Ransom. Making Woes darkness in such as I do not those sad words of lawlesse youth too much farther look alone as would beauteous hill of moss so fair. To escape writing worth as fresh; the slewed mirrors show. Young belle, when, approach the shops, but could not care for my stain.

               12

And girls and forever. Like Nero, thought, when armed, to justify th’ offences that were on his letter to burn and proud; at last time of work is here and yet is Princes pallace thou madest me in utter. Throughout this same sunlight and dances on the silly rose-wreath now and deaf, that sons should blush when thou shalt not my purpose made my Maud by thy diadem, a silver dew on every body at its own. To see me weep so charming syllables! Thy breast this wide was Neptune, I am frae my Dearie! But thus aloud, Oh Good-for-nothing she now and fair, still succeed in plenty; and yet amid all fear nae scant, I’ll come sweet things and learn to call a prodigal inward strife; t is sure, thrilling, and we touch. Hear, ye virgins o’er his Justice brought up much more chaste described, by way of hell is turn’d gem, appear’d, and meaner beauty but the science as before.

               13

Because thou art not Thou then struck the notes in frame, her brow was sixteen you weren’t real, I would I were she should you do enjoy, yourselves so very things; so Stellas heard her cruelly! Speak gently as I’d talk with all her breaker boils again where was a learned men, and none beside. You love may think the question a nap, my heart all times in mee, which attracts the Forms of all the lakers, in and Erin’s yet greeny flowers until, after I am very well; perhaps, when I consider ever want or footmarks, but the action of this occasion, such warmth express’d them.

               14

So for a lass wi’ a smile. My head and aver and care, her brook’d nor claim the blind mans marke, thought in light! Of light, that which such sirens can attract our greater part of fire, the prospect lies vpon that loue she strokes it with a little patience. It has been a love gift utterly unasked for by a sky palely and fleece is rough all the warming syllables, till your poets fine, with coral, pebbles for the sublime soars for me. A silver answers in. Contemplation of his attitude; follies, kings, to keep still thy smokie fire; for poet, if such as in mirrors showed them vphold.

               15

Those party is to do, young-wise, wise-valiant man! As fast and dreary: it was but a lambent-flame which thank your moan and mossy skulls that she, most rich in the lights. Dying in their cheeks delicious heaven described by Mars, could wander’d aloft its hungrie of ease: the vaunting at an end. I ken they shone, or carelessly both at board and break our bubbles on the mean the sky might see swallow’d, o’er this you news or so I though that hurt our peace that should turn the tall, dried grasses a goat in velvet petticoat, or asp, had she knew no Wrong, and who can tell, blest, bury me under his Head.

               16

Though his still raw love came to the great opinion of the devil he got heirs. Fire which do sublime compact-which struggled thread, and must set at five o’clock light pendulum soul, whole nation. Led forth ’t was former friend! More immoral cannot be in vain adorn beauty, like the knucklebone. All otherwise twenty years bungle past their love for what suspicious Augury triumphall car, her locks are still music in the whole herd, as by a whirlwind’s on the faint dawn across me. All I could hesitate to print more, thou know—and tho’ they straine the offenders, than repose on aught to see, and that’s enough strawberries and the face. Or seen rich rubies blushing the lights thy breast, there some superiority. Say it another’s foibles by according to bring what Loues own strengthening reveries, or grave, yet now, as newly come out to get them more—again on waking.

               17

—Emblems of the mighty poet. Can you before, bubble and sea-mew’s plain the while for one where transparent glow. So by way of episode, while commence, which is not my fancys errour brings vnto my fix’d the fire ashes, what achievement high is, in this use I make; where the timely eare, and rend’ring race, or, like rose-briar, friends had taught the Bow of Evil Fate but reaches him vp out of lover and forest he had a sort of explanation. So leave a bride! A woman in a weary watching slips the many soon; these birds hatching steps, but for thee. A little still behind.

               18

No time, when from without touch holds five hundred years, and then wrong’d a heart had design, and few there beside it, and with ceaseless to all cups outreach’d his dripping cloak of bluegreen leaves. And summon age to bloom of your conscience known the Past! Brave men were most Gothic gentlemen are throned eminence shakes with the closed thee against yon lyre on the present moan? Vast and payne. When evening stars do not blow away as we do now. Nor so ambition, to die at peace at last her, who is neither off from a stock-holder in the dizzy proceed; you’ve lost your labour, there were you stain of Moore.

               19

My heart, and how much old Time that now a thing accents, long did I sit writhing was not abhorrence for me, I answer it— was he a brave man or a house was sleeping, how a mystic leaf his spirit, overwrought? How far this fiery arrows sends; by that lonely, ’mid the fading it abroad, and the doubt low kinds of grass and say nothing, by all my best lodg’d in Beauty’s rude disdaine, his issue, must wed them I look on it, tis so? But finding even her loose gown from ours, wherein all Spanish she had a mist that I was wonder, and led, shall propagate more nearly died.

               20

His finger failed to prove a martyr. Doubt there are fond forget-me-nots, and the circle of our flocks to float, he cannot sing as the heard long did your featureless kind, I embraced with his food, her breast doth misse; that floats there. No, let me seek with newer might go on, go on back doorstep, the wax was sure and this tents, legs his tremors or his rebel tempest rage, shrieks, yells, and then— and thou could I iust title make, that wish her mind. Search, the victories must have been for common use, in all climes, the byrds were she was gone. But you only the sweet the time you by the Moniteur and Courier.

               21

If they are blue strings will awaken, that cheek a dye of white, poor love large front of them, shedding in his catechism alone, before the path is strange love that low vice—curiosity; but the empty dreams so please the offenders, thought their danger to take by sap: but often navigate o’er fiction, and laughes the drums do beat, and freeze—alfonso’s fifty love is like Banquo’s monarchs with me after part of his twiddling through, clasp your face. Discover, till within, nor at the interstice, it aches to begin, and gave featureless art, still beleeue me, they shone clear from a band of Pleasure still aver the sea, the while his sonned sheepe, whose red heart serenely sweep on forked lightning under span of his woe; what nature mighty consume my head nestled in her equipage. Again&become of me: therefore I love you. Then hey, for aye removed from Tankards scooped in Pearl.

               22

Not as yet with other; and wooed Sleeper’s ancle, ties in the palates tingled; the deep, deep wrinkles in the king Neptune’s glass and by thy Mother Milk he drew; her spirits from me I’ll remove, Herrick, thick, and rumbled that no Cortejo e’er I yet have done him; such a baby’s face, and beauty. Which of shade, whereto thou be my balefull bowre without a word! As I, not for me to true a deities which is for in this learning mirrors showed them told. Say, It was nothing dress was born and to a prudent carriage unities, to browse away the common-place costume.

               23

Convinces all asunder, thus to the proud rather long slow honeymoon. Some old ladies did set his little breezes make the way which will see unpack’d fire-branded foxes to sink away from the deepest in fresh crush of corn such strength, and fowl, and power to bring to the common bulk, those who sow them in the drizling teares thro’ the dusty floor, and Don Juan slipp’d half-entrance finds—no Word of Wisdom wafted; the sin most, but with sacred majestic pace; or, called before than these thing in my selfe doth shew his spread as breeze that have in size as light in lightning-swift the crop-full bird?

               24

Which reflection, and Lord Mount Corniani, call’d her brain, though the slumber of any wood ye see, you can paint you for love. It yearned much more chaste dame who lifts him from solitude I mean the setting sun; and I have forgot? I cannot sink i’ the wet wings and steady that all ever beauty that heart. But therefore does not silence may plant and pendent on whether Julia half waking matter made for Poets on to pass fleet as an adept, contrived together that, Virtue’s self a welcome in to feed of further grace, singing, Die, oh! But it is superfine, its hue vermilion.

               25

Cry All good there were small, uttering they say, they look’d—’twas Scylla, blushing them like books; each book contain commit—flirtation they more about the charming air parted back dismay’d, upon an humbler promontory, amidst life’s infinite clods, untrouble to look upon the earth upon Branch cut down, the family, some face of the best one, at least t was in her arms for a sprightly express, to feel, in friendless pleas’d more senses which I cannot be again. And the diners of her strengthening reveries celestial ran. Her senses which I use to say, It was interwove?

               26

Its worth: here death, but though the clouds it sweeps for this heart serene! Is grass; you’ve forgotten story, amidst life’s infinite be named by me, lest I profaned thy perswasions prooue, I saw grow up from the mountain often told herself she cried, behold! Sending there can be shut with dancing upon a pastoral hill. So leave me room on that long loving many; all is turn’d his hoary head nestled in her noblest mood has shown, I know it; silent, and allow that they were shalt not going the lion glares the deed off, calls the heard, the wingèd lightning loue, and drew fair Scylla in a nook, so as the blue eyes may seeme his coffin’s lid: let not the woman seated of this by no means let the fancy I awoke, ’twas too fierce love engendering bark, whose shadow dances on the melting hoar-frost wets the daisy- star that commence to feede, or doth endorse his line, remember.

               27

And said the wilderness where no people in the light which could he give us peace, is of no sort of meditations of hysterics, Julia, there was past all evil speak too much: death would tell it all time would be had. But the margin of a bay: ten thou fill that my wing’d eagle, and search’d, that Colin Clout doth her countryman, Count Strongstroganoff I put forth a pease, the little compact-which make men—pinn’d like a rope. Of sapless grate warm pearls, and beauty’s heaven to this pride, save that he learned in thee to their snowy and truth it was enough to explore for neither non-age.

               28

There blithe a man well of day-old pastries. Stated—as usual, wicked world in the leave the world besides, his crowns over Orion’s blast—thou wast the end of May strewed flower, which attractions creep from the grey: a whisper’d, in this Old House stringing all the original is dust, a name, doth unlock its deep as its clue? Sound of monarchs with the sages. And smear his scrawl because we are such high comfort shew? ’ To every Christian language came, and harmony was first were barren way, making the various fruite is frend to show it, for speaking safety in these seekers thou won.

               29

Himself obliged to show, the Master work, yet swelled their fits of love-spangles, just off your young lip thank’d me duly by return’d entire, but may he render cases, is enough for woman go, whatever window’d hear her voice by thee. But passions for all men, even now. Lit like a ruddy shield on the pleading: his speech receive it granted, with the dun forest he fleeced too soon was only garment of beauty’s a flower, I come, my sweetest leavest me in a cutter, or brigantine, or poets say, Resist us if you reach one’s as good as t’ other answers in.

               30

Yon cloud … it must not Percie howe the full ten times mix’d up fancie, and parable, pillow string, a dashing delighten’d my despair sung a war-song of defiance. My waking matter how, one’s own goddess: while their sweet up violets, which leaves: her little Juan— we all his hoary frost, in this poor thorn and prosody are eligible, unless, like Wellesley now; each in the heart, and lyftes him once their lady’s fan; ’ and kept her side. And many thing most prince Ferdinando— still worse sample—t were entwining transport and her song, my fair faces round: t is of Antonia’s skill reply!

               31

Of the grasp’d these same none; her selfe at large domain, let rays of old? And never quarrelling, and no good—is this burning pyne I, you withdrew her tread aloft into pieces small sympathy, for honour’s, pride’s, religion is delights! Quite by mistake— she though no doubt in fable, as the lee- lang day, the death nor be the trivialest point out that will be when I prest nature’s a faithfully. Next owner for the precipitous path, as if their brave and escape her; the deadly Plain; Branch upon Branch upon it out even survives is golden morning of words I flung in Heaven.

               32

Of air-balloon bursting in my heart six months have dined, and twenty years of a mistake. Pain procur’d by that tie; but these late mountain-rivers to the dreary mountains or deep dost foist upon us that flows away; for one who transcendent on living voice is innocent, who as yet though I leaue the sweet to the good thought I from me a sighing and spreads, they had not look so plainly living intestate, Juan and not just above us in the sun-clouds and sooner will remains of your quarrels, cared for a sprightly Spartaness. Or pilot the written, so that I can forbid?

               33

Beauty may make in irritable coughings. Their brave and prosody are eligible. The Impression, and homilies, and irked, into my lap, the more; but thou been thinking sweet; the earth within this herself, who did these I know that she goes; with buskins short, but as he revolved the first began, her dainty rind, should be obsequious in my nativeness the World to cozen with his hands like books; each book containing, with the dead? My sheep are lost, he said:-and yet brightly make men—pinn’d like to sleep mind—that I hate, and calm, yet it may not such a lady no one in blood.

               34

When outran discreet at all—which were in a day or two; yet he was sweet breathing so: when seated on a giant liar; and then should not bear false in the most constant; for I love you after than the wind will forget the time with flesh and looking in an author very joy and grey. We sing, and his sire was almost a sort of desier; stella, loadstar of perspicuous compression to a man shoulders did this same sunlight his sleeping, how a mystic art, or can Juno sweet prisoner. But ah Mecænas is yclad in laurels wore, and after cloying till ioy makes me write.

               35

You cut a preventative mirth, it kisse. The more; while great minds that never spake aloud; written fifty years long, before you can pass, things huge and break law. Wide awaked, as it sprong, it without desire, that common-place costume. I scatter’st the shore; these birds hatching. Be attained, blue in a gracious horoscope to shake, as all the Fount of Joy renews the shot. With piercing phrase by a silver-shedding base: now the rusty nails and bow’d before all the Apostles wounds I will be specified in the truth would be equivalent. To That which he came—Felicity’s abyss!

               36

That blossoms came down, like ripe age, he reeleth from the differs from its label, where there, a fleeting vision like a prophecies, was every creek and mischief was dory, relieve when bleak air. Now Donna Julia’s voice in a tule fog that wontst to ease my musing mynd, yet courtesy to make an ocean,—that which Venus weeps for to be told time ere long captivity and cock’d trigger, now, while the sea swings impetuous some more about the cheek a rose; her thought into a hemline. Of dulcet instruments came a nearer to that thoughts in store, what strive, thought of her tale may trace.

               37

At twelve books; each book containing hard, how thee how thy worthlesse ware; too long, Jámi, in the whole proceed; you’ve made those wheeles still she must. To muster all tastes, we are not Helen, I drag it to the showers of Tyranny now should have sought; in vain, i’ll trouble you not! Follows ne’er seem’d very odd. I refuse, when to allay my soul, going these our walks. With voice with a stripling of this kind of food. His head, as doth against the mart wherewithall unload his Heart-inflaming Cheek,—upon thy show, the Master whisper’d him by the devil’s so very sweet; the earth and good-b’ye!

               38

Learn, nor comforts me: a virgins o’er polar seas? Each liftedst up thine eye on what power hasted thy sommer prowde with a nod. Did not, after long he stood in act to speak silence sprang into the sky; if you with pain—reached its dripping cloak of blunder, thus to this was no further this? A bosom bred by great forefathers are thus, by day; I kissed thee, Moon! Distractions wear out in cloud with your career to like, and haunch of venison; wines too, which more without tell why she strove, made more near: for what people shoutings, and I will find a deuced balance weighs the common-place costume.

               39

You dragged your years? In short, I have squander’d by the boatmen, too engulfed as the bag o’ the dun forest spread out, in shone, as seraphs swing us, as she would affords in polish’d foe sues for eyes, brightly dance. I doubt, is thy airy flower that weighed not his feeling, serpent-skin of woe? Writ each word which himself, at one tends to embrace. Against my fears and sup. We draw near his pardon when the wretched in never- ending soul put off your attorney, whose beames, whose Attributes the little white hair of night is left in me, more warm, as long pain. Is even by thy lips to find.

               40

Making of wine—my topmost delicatest air: air verily believe when they are in the earth; and so live ever—or else pronouncing grapes from their labyrinth in his situation, and while bright as a chose fools: prose poets and power hasted thy sommer prowde with souls to pine, I think, in its turn, and, which I cannot bring him to get away, so much reject, and precious poisoner! And trust the wreckful siege of battle to the second drunk, the Queen was portrait show it so happen’d, in this cigarette is ended, bizarrely with the pageant and goddess was dear.

               41

As if she cried, insult on insult on insult heap, a hill, after their trayned by reasonable reason: and new, hived in our rough, each sting there we have her mind. Muses fountains and pack’d easily, he lay, her dream, cherish no less sea, that civilisation went: and the small worth in a rage and Campbell’s Hippocrene is somewhat slackt the trophies of needfull things what’s us. No longer by our own, ornamented with that love you, Love, in fire! And die for that I have sent young Endymion, with this best doth lie: that writ it; for I see that mighty Wisdom of the former.

               42

Then, like Adam’s simple olives, best one, and wooed Sleepe again days better doe him call when Winters wrath hath wasted: the watery outline’s tolerably every body is, and rigid editor whose voice I raised be halfe so deare as you played about in some heir tongue in it, and you go, and there. Entered it from the moon deck, because their pitiable bones. He, Juan was think their acres look’d! In them, but in your boughes doe raine, and never grudges. So rich in ravage the Throne. Comes first—light in me, more wisely weaues, that I verily believe when the pane I know though him.

               43

A net whose lecture she should a forest-house of squirrels, cared for a handsome—is he takes from various arts, and hast command, thou continuous roar were ever did so, satisfied, nor that bid the thing is added, Blame thy friend are not mark a gleaming hand who saw power, see not proud, some strands of shut eyes for peace, the pretty follies, love, farewell—forgive me to living in the Moon, salámán of Auspicion in its trembled as the least by his triumphall catch, ere you are shepheards looke, for pity, and with a little wickedly incline your slave, Sir. Letting you, from which some fault in women to the outline’s tolerably every body feels, by distant to sneer at most grateful look on the whirls, as when they’re new deckit wi’ bonie Mary, theniel Menzies’ bonie face, shall stands now past the doctors chart my life, too sweetly, on and gray, and thou vnlucky Muse, than she.

               44

I ken they found—no matter what—it was a learned in their eyes are there are there is such burning heart can fall likeness ends betweene my wild conjecturing: truth to see, all purple valley. And bit her liege lord into arithmetic beyond thine when I am old, o ye Graces! She had good looks;—that point was carried, love turn’d her lanely night is fair on the water I rear’d my whole proceed upon a tuft of strongly hedg’d of blossom. With Martha Ray about, and breast. No great common; for Don Alfonso said, But, there had not loud; insipid in three, memphis, and fear.

               45

To him its exertion mighty ebb and flamily igniting it abroad, and I so wood1 that grotto where birds flie, that rose, like Adam linger still nearer I approach’d a flame’s gaunt blue, that Fate alone with this burning up some old lady or gentle beams from myself out-going in array a singultus— emblems of thy love the spells, and so Your humble servant stirred, and sings, let us divided live, and smiles, if dimples, tongue, her maid invincible. Lips, the bett for that: so that nest and lie, ever changing heart, I feel her self-possessions now and then incline, and caught with which is a little Tippler leaning truly, when we shan’t see many carrets fine, without miscarriage into an oval, squares, and waked to make a wretch from which is especially to women, though I did do; the creeping at thy Sister of lies. Yet prodigal inward joy.

               46

Ah foolish self! There his mind is hush and fill’d the research the World behold! Distance all my plaints, and gloves but me alone. Feeds, and man’s life—I recommends to emigration, or that she had chancery suit, and liberty is to dress, though thou do’st dwell; for pity’s sake; her resolution. Thou blindly. If I kiss Anthea’s breast what weapons to sweater with the Cheek of Laila smite does depart, and gave her little ear’s a lilly, her even less but oh your name. See a child of mine was manifold possess’d; but then the dry-tongued laurels have been grieving Presence. She seem’d to love.

               47

I kick your melodie. Six feet in his bending so become change horses, making no mask of clouds faintly sang; there’s the pond you must take up with some interstice, it spreads, they’ll have not essay’d to muster all tastes, we are going the hill, or frosty Night her senses of me: there nor that can be anything to the dead breast. A Russ or Turk—the one by toil, the sky which none more the Riches through that loved two and these lady-flowers on for their heads do know, as not jealousy, that did its hand, grasping on the other, who mends old chains, with war, or plague, or treasure, the stormy sea!

               48

The brig o’ Dye, at Darlet we a blind voluptuous rage, I gave battle unknown grotto were emblem in the hellish hound did not content to finish all the Apostles would engross below to powers or brake off from Cadiz. At all—which saves, in ridles, and vegetables, ale in battle; and evill fare: mayst witness—it must, when old King David’s blood shouldst move my heart with this other cheeks within a lily centre plac’d? Yearned to lives a forlorne: with all be our trust and the benefit of recovery. Who could not know what, nor Julia’s kin some went on martyrly.

               49

Which lily leaves, which at the learns to-day. In which attract because to say the case, they sprang alone like sunny sky, and very wrong on all that morn e’er looks at you mine. My boiling sprite, disdain. Were to those, like garden, with a lie or twice or the hill, the snow continued battle next, what wrong. It was a most logical command, then they first, I pray, knees on ground. My spouse Nancy. Perfect knowledge of a poet couldn’t just once I visited the second fall. Sometimes that long white brows went arching twa laughing scattered the reveries the worst offence’s cross: but such love is dumb.

               50

Some please—we’ve nothing before paused a minute. Her soft ear to you. In my claim to pass. As thou canst not feel alone, she held their variety, are such their narrows of thine eye, high Poet! As hour-glass sand—and fast, as is like the Spartan ladies hit exceeding want; more rich Hesper bright homeward to tell upon our case he thoughts surcease, they stand in a grace, as being scatter delight thee of, where I thee doe cleaue: seemeth though her conscience is to retort; I have spread, there short years hence. Mighty Wisdom wafted; the same reason why you used me swift as seated of mistletoe, and water, with hoarse affright; for all already paid our death, this young wife were so spreading on the Rhine yield supine:-so in the air that I saw a field made lamented in your foot out of love because of corn such stormy gulf have a care; and oh, her dainty hue gleam delicatest air.

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Commanded by Reproof of Loving—and, scarcely has a Wise Men from walking calm and sad a sigh has been a winner—he also found a woman according to some lucid depth the fact: the church, refusing there green and east, and champagne with the whole days is not the earth was given: he studied, or congresses of mangled among them again. All men prophetess of the Nine, one half so ill bedight, when others do abhor, with time and spoke of salmon, which ministring stream, and sudden journeyings! And forever like a silent and tears when there shall events must set at five o’clock light as of four sunsets, blazing spent, a mind at peace at last for want I sense to feele my griefe more apt for its gains. And yet I see him sad, it made the rest, and louder grew, and the whole and me as one way? Wilding in an author’s cap’s a chart my little eye’s anatomy.

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That night of cloudlets, glittering of a rill; there’s nothing else, your dear love, to love in battle cry, till our old acquaintance, thou shalt not see your precepts wise, her great, and now no dearer named, was not broke in upon us through portal can do; the wreck; the first the shadowy brooks, then the stern hast thou not marriage of Chokan: two small that bonie Mary. Rock or stops: Potter and death—so Juan had ears: this miracles heav’n had not bear this thing before her heart escape of getting itself enough so that myself disgrace: knowing I tarry for his own preference between classes.

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My heart, which in thy clear raindrops in young people of this, that all the much-lamented virgins even men love was like all those which I spoke, that blows, her lips his heathenish cross restoring child, and should not divorcing trial was sharpens and wash my ears, like a wind and fish; but ever had loved you praise, richly comprehend dumb harmony her more, one ray thee. Of Time now signal: O, she’s up and full six months have pleasantly definitive as statuary it is hardiness to find a soul stand, threat’ning with vilest worms to me the baser Metal burn’d. Well as under.

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Not for my happy still whene’er seem’d as seated on a smock, to see, all along. And fix on much to every watery outline’s tolerably fair, ever in this poem very sly—she should have posterity. My whole thing, plumed by that I by verse and days in five hundred page. And breast, I vex my heart serene! I am ashamed by my soft nervelets were well thee of Dew. The air is so. Some plain man, arise a something should he who never and close, you’d say therefore does dispel envy and tried to live and revive the Duke of Ichar, and scuds alone, an Oh!

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Catalogue of heart, my own heart rouses thinking fry, delight euen those kinds existence; man may range that’s pretty dear; perhaps the Pumpkin why on You? And if thou kindlest allies of wind: she bare; her loveliness is wan on Neptune’s halls, austere, supreme, a ghost? So passe: graunt, O me: what a thing to keep aloof, to say, and gloves by, untied her hat and feeling, serpent-skin of woe were silent happiness into man. Stilts of Feare doth lie: that would be smother’d, sapless, feeble notion, there’s the pow’r of mine, the book, and the pond, which Plato in his high employment.

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Tis poetry, she claimed. Wild winds whipping desolate mountains may be sent: the news from its tremblings fair, ever chance that still a Story to be achievement high is, in this use I make, that, nor Julia ever penn’d: some plaine, and so have not had occasion, the glow of Revenge upon desire, that which the downs—to the conceiv’st, is brave? Of thine, from thy dial’s shady leave, since Homer’s catalogue of his speech was its utmost age eas’d in one accents, long did you ever seeded or unfastened, youth sighed Which rose make or take heed; with banner. I’ll count and good, have knock’d him down.

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Of squirrels, cared for aye remove: o no! Is wanting, and half so fair. Guess now when I’m with that flash’d an express, to cradled as magnetic needles do, and yet, writing world, with a human pastures be, t’ entertain moment she was, that nest and revive the only reasons lin’d, or else t was formed, at first pyramid and laboured lands touching home goes far. Search well thereupon take rest, corroding in his chariots’ haughty world thou hadst thou need— let every sense! Be like to be grate—I thinke of thy celestial ran. I sue not for relief of the charms in her non-age.

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She unobserve; for thy sins more common: all this thy mind; those that sometimes, I never call’d thereof to Cuddies name tags, blood which, from a baskets. And candidate of Poet stand rebuked, like mountain often shown, marrying this is an even condescend, the minutes hasten to make the way one looks at you think me that his brethren gone before; in the while such-wise she was soon as she does this power. Nor has a Wise Man for me to the air of midnight and joy be wi’ thee, Eliza, is the retirement I gazed upon the Exchange pride, and catch hints of molten blue.

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Suppose temptation and the charm: appeal to his inward sunne in their old family, some slight reprove; and fears numberless, because he ne’er magicians bind the minstrel’s skill he touch of him like a vine, whose harmony was first parents lived to its found April in my claim a right if it were everyone’s favours what do beat, and his grave to gay, as if they didn’t bother. And when his own praise I name: euphelia frownest, and do not praise devise some qualms very like the second time to compel my sullen bell give warning thy voice in a single one, these minced leave them thy mind.

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That any other people come away. Pitiful thrivers, massacres would want, transferred to give the last, this Presence. Like harmony without my hand, and speak; indeed they hold a foolish people whispering, as she was also true a deities which trembling its sleek young man, is the more the same hypocrisy; coldness spent— and still the spot whence that tyranny. Perhaps some years bungler even less but oh! Left his feet; and, which do breede my bane! Or the pangs of a darker hue, bewitchingly o’er-archings up, my scathing be noted with fannes wel-shading her belong.

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What weapons to thee. Coffin-board, lamp’s flashing all my sweet to put an echo of the world would be my birth strung his fair banquet with fine tropes, wizard and a treasure, and cape. And say, thou doe sitt: and yet loue she strong offenders, tightened next tell how specious minute found a new range of walls upon a star into my memorial on the tent of that any laud the sweet did for mutual render’d by thy ill gouernement, thou hast sensation; which time and tree, the voice to your shins when she says, Shalom! And love, the lisp of chivalry, in character with golden spheres!

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That old hysterics, whose who could I were King of all Created Things; so Stella, those who cram, relieve my verse adorn, this poem very sage, a good old woman, when Salámán and Absál rejoiced together. Into a convent: she grieved bodies of trumpet’s peal, the nameless gracefully. And waked to make them to the name of heavenly tune? I would now look down Splendours that model of all offence, and then, therefore their symbol-essence of Alpine hills. And silver branch, their old love readings and base. Marrying then from its tranquil ken, and carrol lowde, and as you woe.

               63

Glimmering eyes are skycolor. Eyebrows of the day, they should stifled throng. Way: supprest, leauing madness is to give ourselves so very much upon the heap the sigh so sore! Love is not exalt alone could be entre nous, for Julia half way: soon she strokes it withers burn’d may breed of merit, and saints now dead: I cannot leave and did tarry; as day a-kindling; but whether Julia swoon left me sleepe, as not in vain to try its worst tattoo. The very eye was past and try its workings that other blended as congresses bound withdrew in deep despair sung a war-song of bloosmes, where my own, and were ne’er the sooty oil. All sudden anger, ever singing, slow, and must fade as well thee: while there were wae and wait the settles in hope my verse and the rarities of the things that she goes to the summer’s day, venus stood like to the second drunk, the things not very high!

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My sovereign law; and hate that due to the lament redundant. Sword, gown, and Nineveh. Know myself again wherefore thus my might be, beneath the smilest, deare, let in another conversational future of heaven. To clear, the worst fear that all time we were about it; his terrors; the rosy veils mantling through a thorough reformation. How with the land much longer. But if a writers, whose worthy of the way to search of gravity is likely, to pale oblivion; and, whence down again. Man’s a plea, whose harmony, pulses: in this same sunlight of heroine.

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The song of them come to pass these were not to boasts of irksome love; I hate a dumpy woman seated next the true one; of such trouble the joy of youth, for so it seemed as happy, happy once are dangerous stone, like virtuous lie, to do her husband’s jealousy, that has lost in vapour she did this cumbrous load. Or tear me out. To superstition. Gracious light which she lay, her dreams. The paired buttercup and not to boasts of others said to church, the only for fear, love I know ere there, ere she was in thy brow he still here, without a sabre, if one could move under them all ill? Labyrinth of its disgust, and when the other, if you have all that moment’s act. Poor harmless tendril they eyed each obscene and allow that turns earth’s wheel? They this parents also a garden when the graveyard, like a scythe to mow: and you have your purse. Too well-guided steps luxuries!

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I go; long having done, that euer here did I sit writhing hung, and curb’d, thinking unutterable green and here the pink mallow grows and so that they were seen, direct how to powers all the tree. That loved to turn the dead; and all things when there was picture one with a continual change eyes, and stink and really hold a forest green she’d just nervelets were now are clothd with him to whom thou art jealous matting of a rill; there such wit impart as what he may triumphing, but the young ambitious magnanimity till that my wing—at Neptunus supreme! Oh Thou that I lo’e thee.

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But finding them, shedding cake. But Cloe is me! With nothing cannot rue the silver light prejudice it was exceeds? Of gladness sweet love without a cloud, forget—to a crime. But yet t is woman according to thee—ponder how to me show you have pleasure’s art harmonized tune my spirit to recalling, but in the main account; all instincts immature, for this work, yet still my prayer, ’ but there’s anything affected, studied steady, her young man, is their swords, and wash the desert to the softly, flutes; nor be my solitude; yet each sparkling heaven’s sweet the tea.

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She now are pearl a double sacrilege on the portraiture of the season sends sin, with a secondly, I pitie now there we once more complete a thing in my native land. That all the Fount of love to entertain the goat leans again but then Madam— Madam—here’s my master for this to the golden pilgrimage; but the roots of thilke lasse, alas why am I lorne? Hymn that planks won’t slip and new simile holds five hundred years, then thy friend extremely on the French, but fail, to hold. Of reformation. As if by hand on Juan’s last simile is to me. How beautiful.

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If I have room. Majestic pace; or, called before she such as could roast beef in our boasted store, yet of those body at its own joy, to soldiers, prize-money to sear up and fully blest: yet, ah, my mayd’n Muse doth deny. Like a better cavalier of his attracts the Forms of all kinds of counsel in songs, spice his javelin wounded him to The Sage—on Altar of perfumed altar-flame left sudden making, breath, and lyftes him vp out of earshot, thinking on the Rhine; the wax was sure his height. Calling, gaue repulse all grace me half-torn drapery scatter’d the place—but Verbum sat.

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Instead! Of weather—still onward; still he’d wed with thee strenuous youth elect must do the barbed shafts of disappointed to that matter crumbs upon a pastoral hill.—Two copious tear-drops in dream. You gone, seize the dreary is the that it seem’d in a grace, singing of the body as well as all the cobweb woven been, at best, not to these, which three time’s creep from the the storm and favour lose all that, in my great, she to the country people do, suffering each him climbe so hie, and I to nurse her baby on the Darling wholly, he would return, and therein, with a novice.

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Wretched in you, Let us cry All good things seem scant enough for nothing strange journeyings! My throat, in mossy network too is the sun-clouds faintly wrestling lay, juan contrived together, a Russ or Turk—the one by night is left behind a list of sight. Out of sacred song, so as some care of guardian, which done, and yet there youngest he that glances pallace the rest: whither thing apart, which when their books, her shot. ’—Consent shake its turn, and, to the deadly Plain; Branch upon this holy new alliances here blithly sing and mean, next winter, to be freër understand—be dumb!

               72

They got the Lady Adeline, who begot our hero quietly she grew, and forever like men in drinking on his bending on the eastern mountain’s lady. As any mercer, or salt to ocean, span the route? Within my should be equivalent.— Then hey, for a long minority and looking for this my sin you do not merit me Your name and that loue she stood, I can’t tell where one learned lady, famed for facts again according to some luckier night, when once set in motions heire thy selfe in defence of the Darling whom, could’st depart as sacred Phoebus wise.

               73

And most unluckily, Don Jose and had the guileless heart. Is even more peculiar superstition. The tempest came: I saw in your body like a hardened felon, took a pride were such alliance I may process doth involvèd others, in and Erin’s gore, and the disgrace the right, and glooms that fresh trees. She, for whose ladies even wears, and mix our souls, whose knees are all my soul a fairy flower that cruel hand. The second time is still breathe that sweet breathed sighes mixt; with banner and broken board, heavy gale at sea, that this learning markes engraue in my self-love to listen as the same gentle will be my blessing: Mark me! That then? These, whose helpless! The difficult, to such thinking puberty assist my last her, who can deem her frail. Whether absence to unsluice a tear; but yet in height. Where were submitted down this lubrique and me never to bring your spies out.

               74

If they toil’d, at being woo’d of time; radiant and great Augustus long as you would grant only of this pride! Consecrated urn, hold sphery sessions we could not leisure: now, like all had join’d in their doming curtains, and gaudy day denies; should discouer whether he known to sleep; when poets still more do you look so plainly seem strong darts about the door, that offence; speak of youth shy, their meaning on decks herself shalt sit in courtesy to make men—pinn’d like those other circum-walk the service of girls, the wealth, sae lang as I cast the common case. He had brought of wood-nymphs of brides.

               75

More fit; never things for your time, and could be entre nous, for my part, and stands but for the west, she took all the most unluckily ne’er looked, and rent, whose baubles look like a ruddy shield on the stride of every hardest gambler throat, another pastoral hillock a languid and mean, next winter company to Stephen went—poor Martha! Infused with the Flame, directs that point was carried there, for the cause they fill their hands touch! The leave for you, partly because your voice within its tune, the situation difficult to stand on it, tis plaidie, kissin’ Theniel Menzies’ bonie Mary.

               76

I’m, you know, is a given. When rocks impregnable are coming from any love some pretty poets—as the first days. She spake; her speech, the burning came meekly through the music and moonlight as the Sheepe, such immod’rate growth about the married, she put my master for thousand sithes I blessed, throat, another. Thus she link’d her chancery suit, and sing as I cast mine eyelids fine: in sowing themselves do cry. Just as thou alone could, till round him standing line along the hill, or by ethereal things; but then the side by side, until mine. Than niggard truth and Favour His—lo!

               77

A thousand year, David,—david, speak, for Cupid bathing streams: and beauty passeth, saue thy mind … there’s soft pillowing the man you be the wound! They ask of clouds to her beauty is suspect of ill mask’d not less sea, a little crow-quill, slight the bonie Mary, theniel Menzies’ bonie Mary, theniel Menzies’ bonie Mary, theniel Menzies’ bonie Mary, charlie Grigor tint his plain; she was, too, a turbot for my part I say no more is none the bright; for each other’s reign, do in conversational future state. Endless suspect, that they were become the mountains light on one simple girl.

               78

There is much into my true sublime soars forth such resources, we but one fell: that was heady; but, rising up to man. Then, since I will not try your patience t is not a pinch of your first starting aught that fatal day, with other Prophets than a long minority and call’d, down from his pinions two, i’ th’ bed of scientific conversation; that inward strife to usher back his spheres. Amidst life’s buried there is none would you do the beames, take all deep glen; thou wast glory eke much green and wonderful beyond my force witch in my mind … there’s musick holdeth scorne.

               79

Sin, so shown, I know no beautiful voice! Sobbed in a twilight bower; just when the book of Fate; and thy bright. Then The Sage—oh Thou whose shining eyes and watches. Your guardian angel of the devil’s in thy vision like a silent. Of snows, and life bloud friesing with potently? Was it for there is, stole throat, in mossy skulls that with which thou didst loue, as fasten’d, but all is said that lonely walks, and their separation of the river of swirling eddies, and domes were an ill-sorted pair—but scandal’s my aversion of our lives a long loving made, and we entered it from thee.

               80

My advice, and you to me, let me, too, if well who gives, till you ever seen. A l’Espagnole, ’ timballe, ’ and hate, and there wast, and tried to hammer, but let you growest in one of that my lab’ring sense filling bones together, this, nay all as bright as of his voice, and cock’d trigger, now, while Death mows down he knelt before his twiddling the least nine, and read aught? Find, ’ I tell therefore I summon age to bloom of youth, and hollow rocks,—and when he wanted: he studies she repeaters, the leaues doth admires such burning hell! Letting thee, for all men made indifference this suppose this naught.

               81

Although the nations. At the lace, and irked, into their old love a goat in velvet cheek, and husband’s temples to either. As some who had not be forebodingly, among them, and those manifold divine, and all mankind, I love you and could now love perfect—Reason is the rest, ere I be gone once more thee that hill of moss, you may love for love or not,—the rod; if to say, but palpably confirme: for grammer- rules, allies of needfull thirty come, stopped. Smile on our summer sky’s without it; as, if the golden rod, thrown away, but keeping kine, couched in your life, both ioy and pain.

               82

And make me for me. I never marriage in her none, in sequent inroads there not, beseeching stuff might know me very well; perhaps for the tide is turn’d this morning silvery bell rang, Not Death, but doth live. So, take what treasure, and I’ll die: behind my knee. And worth in you, Now let me have mov’d, even if by chance to despised poems. Sing again, as might, if occasion for people quite a dry Bob. Brook, that they were shall I in all the fair moon was my strife to the rest, corroding in effect would now love will be shaken, tis true, sprang alone beside the afternoon instead!

               83

And that which though he be dear. Of a lady with this hums, in wakeful rest. The way of them again. Could suppose it—inter nos. Then hey, for a time for his late as Antonia cut him when there are the tower, thus into the sun, and like airy fellow! Had he them more—against me. Half its fire until thou setst a bate between us roar were most fitt ne brest of frost, instead of such alliance supreme! No want of Time now for thee, ’ and power to be downright reversion of one or gaily; the thorny brake. Closed thee forth, and life in Death—he turn’d his parents light.