isaac rambles
im tired of everything but mostly tired of twitter bc #/hommeenceint (pregnant man in french) is trending and i don't wanna hear from ppl who think i don't exist, so, uh, here i am
i read a cool fic!!!! it was a steven meeks/charlie dalton (dps) one, and no i've got no shame bc it was really great
steven was trans and his experiences are so close to mine it warms my heart <33333
im gonna move soon to go to college and it kinda stresses me out but im so excited to make new friends and decorate my room and not be misgendered every single day when i get home :D
tbh i think i've gotta let ppl in more. like not just tell them abt my traumas, my anxiety and other undiagnosed shit, bc it's easy for me, but like let them... know what i want? ik this is weird, but this has always been an issue for me and idk why
im also v afraid of the unknown and that's why i never let myself date in middle-school (when i could have and wanted to, even though i always told myself i didn't) and i wanna work on that bc if ppl want me in college im gonna have to get out of myself for once (i have no idea what im saying but like, u get it)
im just tired in general. god
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So, I got fat. Not in the 'aww, got some cute chub', but in the 'hey my knees hurt, I can't run, I tire easily, I'm approaching health hazard levels of excess weight' etc kind of way. Been like that for years now, and I can't exactly blame my past issues with depression and ongoing ADHD issues on that. Did that to myself.
So, I decided to sloooowly start exercising again and oh boy.
Basic stretches hurt. I can do weight exercises with my arms no problem, since I'm a physical worker and most of my previous jobs involved lifting. No problems there.
My legs are jello, though. I don't have the range of motion I used to have. I miss knowing I can run for a bit and not be feeling out of breath.
Even basic arm and back stretches hurt. I did a few squats and my thighs burned.
Makes me feel pretty awful, but also makes me feel motivated to keep doing those little stretches, slowly building up to some minimal level of fitness that will let me exercise more and more. I used to do martial arts as a little kid, and I miss that. Used to want to learn parkour/freerunning, to learn to skateboard, and I feel that my own choices regarding my health (obesity, smoking, etc) are stealing my dreams from me.
The clock is ticking, and I don't want my dreams to remain dreams.
I'm nearing thirty. Past certain age getting back in shape and fixing the ills I caused by mismanagement of my own body will be irreversible.
I just want to feel alright.
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☆ MASTERPOST // INTRO !!!
[ ALL THE BLOGZ I RUN:
@killersanz (killer sans askblog)
@killzbitezz (non-utmv sideblog)
@utmv-callouts (utmv-calloutz) ]
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HII !! im killer, but my friendz + mootz call me killz !! welcome to my blog ^_^
i luvv my prtnerz !! @mewobrute @sharkk-fin @glitchy-skull <3
(more stuff under the cut!!)
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✩ ABOUT ME !!! >_<
FIRST OFF, HERE ARE SOME OF MY FLAGZ !!! :3 ↓↓↓
my main prnz are he/it/bite, but i alzo use vamp/fang/bone/skull/blood/gore/knife ! (plz dont refer 2 me w they/them)
my special interest is undertale + utmv ! (if that waznt obv enough..)
i love love LOVE horror gamez .. some of my favz rn are kinitopet, imscared, house, ddlc, rental, and bonnie's bakery :]
I HAVE A PERSONA ! u can find itz ref sheet here :] i uzually draw myself as either him or juzt killer sans !!
I LOOOVE MY MOOTZ, FRIENDZ, AND PARTNERZ <333
some of my current hyperfixationz are fionna & cake, smg4, regretevator, atsv, invader zim, adventure time & dialtown !
i have a guestbook !! leave a little note for me to read if u want :3
some of my fav bandz/artistz are talking heads, misfits, bad brains, rio romeo, lemon demon, will wood, pixies, melanie martinez, alex g, 6arelyhuman, goreshit, sex pistols, potsu, the living tombstone, etc. !
some of my fav songz are alien blues, vampire culture, laplace's angel, dr sunshine is dead, seriously?, genius of love, at the movies, charlie's inferno, etc. !
✩ my tagz !
#killz art - my art !! :3
#killz rb - reblogz
#killz yapz - my yap sessionz
#killz answerz - answerz to my askz
#vent kinda - my (kinda) ventz
#tag/ask game - self-explanatory
#killersanz - stuff related to my killer sans ask blog !
#killz fingie doodlez - stuff i drew w my finger :3
#killz srb - self reblogz
✩ dni
basic dni criteria
istz + phobez
epiciller, /r + /sx errorink, etc.
pro/dark/comship (or whatever you call your weirdo selvez..)
irl doublez (unless i knew u beforehand!!) (im irlz of killer, reaper, & epic.)
minorz who post nsfw cuz ion wanna see that shit man go do ur homework
slander of my interestz/special interestz + hyperfixationz like stfu
mockery of me and/or my traitz (i.e my typing quirkz)
unwanted criticism, especially if i didnt ask for it. stfu part 2
anyone i've had drama with + my exez (fuck you)
HOMESTUCK. and hazbin hotel + helluva boss (tbh i dont rlly care if you like these mediaz and interact with me, just dont talk abt it in front of me yknow)
✩ byi + boundariez
i have autism + adhd, BPD, & typing quirkz !! tone indicatorz are optional when talking to me, but i appreciate them.
i'm an irl + fictkin ! i have a few c-linkz as well.
im not a roleplay account btw /srs
my art requestz are alwayz open ! can't promise i'll alwayz do them, but they help me out with inspiration though :3
DO NOT REPOST MY ART. i will find you
if you use my art, credit me. you dont alwayz gotta ask me before usin my art, but i appreciate it if you do !!
my askbox + dmz are alwayz open !! i love meetin new people n gettin to know em :] im fine w tagz, commentz, & spam-likez/reblogz too !
i might accidentally spam-like (i get too excited).
just because i make suggestive jokez and im hypersexual doez not mean i'm not sex-replused from time to time.
im a DID system and use i/me pronounz. i don't talk about my DID often becauze i see it as unimportant to other ppl.
i'm nonhuman !! plz do not refer to me as human. i prefer skeleton termz over everything else. im ur favorite homozexual cryptid-skeleton :3
i tend to ramble, say thingz that are out-of-pocket, have trouble with volume control/typing in all capz, make inappropriate jokez, flirt with & tease my close friendz, etc. if u ever find any of this bothering, plz inform me and i will stop.
i love drama + gossip, i will argue with strangerz on the internet just to spite them bc i find it funny ^_^ (only if theyre in the wrong and deserve it.)
i have strong opinionz and will shit-talk you if you're a weirdo who deservez it.
my blog, my rulez <3
★ last updated: 6/23/24
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don't tag for my safety. rb if u see this
if u reblogged the other post(s) plz reblog this too
the other posts aren't gaining or keeping traction i don't know what to do. i'm going to try to keep this short but i'm freaking the fuck out
i started a kofi goal
we've been warned about the lot rent going unpaid
our internet is over a month behind
and they're threatening to shut off our gas
i cant get a job to help keep our heads above water while my health is declining and i've been having more neurological problems lately (had another seizure today. i'm in a lot og pain :'D) i'm fuckin begging..
there's not much coming in right now please if anyone can afford to help at all it would be so appreciated. if 100 people sent 10 dollars it would put us past our goal & even help with food
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