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Following the trend of the Lazarus Pit being part of Ghost Zone or ectoplasm-adjacent, what if the Pit Madness was just a connection to the Ghost King?
As in, whatever the voices and the intent in the pits are just a leftover of the king’s emotions. So long as the king was Pariah Dark and he stayed that way in stasis, the waters remained in anger and madness.
So when the ruler changes, suddenly the madness is gone and instead it’s Danny’s feelings in Jason’s head like some sort of soulmate au (except only one of them is in on it).
Maybe general intent:
Danny feeling happy and content and loving his sister (and all those feelings are sent through the Force)
Jason: ‘Positive feelings? Positive feelings in my Pit Madness? It’s more likely than I thought apparently?’
Jason suddenly wondering why he likes the stars so much when he can’t even see them in Gotham. He responds to this by reading about the myths.
He knows he loves his sisters but suddenly he feels an acute appreciation for them.
Weirdly strong feelings about clones that make him wonder if he has clone, or is one himself, and he’s only known about it subconsciously and recently.
The occasional badgers-suck-and-fruitloops-too sentiment
If voices are a thing:
Jason is chilling on a rooftop at four am and out of nowhere:
‘Is green cheese made out of ghost milk?’ ‘Would that be considered vegan because the cow is already dead?’ ‘No, wait, that’s not right...’ ’do ghosts dream of electrical sheep?’
Danny being sleep deprived, accessing the ghostly radio satellite and Jason asking himself Why, Mulaney style, Why is this Tim-like monologue plaguing my Pit Madness?
Plus? (on the topic of radio?)
Free mental podcast w/ our host Danny and his audience of one: Jason (who maybe figures out how to make calls live; it’s not like it broadcasts anywhere else, right?)
(cue a certain demographic of the ghost zone, as well as select members of the League of Shadows, tuning in to this soap-opera)
Alternative to this: Danny uses this as a help-line for the ones affected by the pit and heckles them until they agree to get treatment.
“It’s the one place you can’t escape.”
Potential for angst though:
It had been a while since the Pit changed and Jason had gotten used to it sometimes being cranky/irritated/annoyed and happy/mischievous/light and so on in the wheel of emotions
So he is worried about the increasing feelings of hope/trust/love mixed with paranoia/wariness/anxiety coming in the last few weeks
The crawling dread and nervousness seeping through that starts mid morning and rises steadily, like anticipation or pulling teeth slowly
But suddenly fear spikes and it is PANIC and DESPERATION, BREAKING DOWN---
H E L P
#dp x dc#we all know what that last one is#we all know what it is#this got long#and i got sidetracked but that's alright
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I had another idea in regards to Percy or Percabeth. So, in House of Hades, we see Percy literally control a goddesses tears & poison to pretty much kill her before she can kill him & Annabeth; the only reason he doesn’t kill her is because Annabeth doesn’t want either of them to endure the potential consequences of what killing a goddess could entail— some people have said she was scared of Percy, but others said she was more scared for Percy. Either way, imagine if Percy did something like this again, but to one of the reader’s (gender neutral or male, and I’m thinking child of Apollo or Aphrodite, something like that) friends or siblings or something, and Annabeth doesn’t stop him; maybe the reader tried to break up with them, or just did something that made Percabeth feel the reader needed to be taught a lesson. Obviously this would be dark/yandere Percabeth again as opposed to normal cause y’know, they’d never do something like that unless they were crazy. Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read this and write my different requests & ideas; have a great day :)
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Misery the Truest Way of Love
A/n hope you enjoy, it’s been a while since I’ve read house of hades so I hope most of this is right, if not it’s the magic of this fic. No problem, I’m working on the other one, I just haven’t had much time to watch tv as of late. Also reader has hair.
Warnings: Death, Yandere behaviors, Anxiety, Choking, murder as a use of punishment
Anon - 🪑
All Characters are aged up to 18 plus
Yandere Percabeth x Gender neutral! Reader
The choking noises of Sorian as she chocked on her own blood. Y/n dropped to the ground as their body quivered. Percy’s eyes burned with a furry Y/n had never seen before. Annabeth moved to Y/n’s side and griped their shoulders tightly.
“Per…..Percy sto-p…” Y/n’s voice comes out hoarse and rough. Annabeth keeps a strong grip on Y/n as she watches Percy. Percy doesn’t stop as Sorian claws at her throat her treat pouring out of her sullen eyes. Y/n tried to shrug Annabeth off themself but she held tightly. Y/n looked up at Annabeth, their eyes filled with fear. Sorian dropped as blood pooled from her mouth. Y/n tried to get out of Annabeths iron grip but to no avail.
“Please! Stop it! She hasn’t done anything!”
Percy let out a noise of disappointment and shock his head softly. His hair bounced softly as he sent his charming boyish smile. Annabeth hummed softly petting Y/n’s hair. Sorian gurgled as she began to go red.
“Hasn’t done anything? Come on Sunshine.” Percy paused her playful tone turning sinister. “Wasn’t little miss Sorian trying to convince you to break up with us?”
Y/n froze as Annabeth’s hands dug into their scalp. Y/n whispered in pain as Annabeth tugged onto their hair.
“You wouldn’t have listened to her? Would you?” Annabeth taunted softly. Percy shot a quick look to Annabeth and she quickly released her grip on Y/n’s hair. Percy didn’t want to hurt Y/n, their little sunshine just needed to learn to be good. That’s all, and if the lesson could be learned by getting rid of Sorian, then that would be the lesson.
“N-no, I wouldn’t have listened! Please, Perc…. Annie… please stop!” Y/n pleaded with her lovers. Sorian’s skin went purple and Y/n tried to claw Annabeth off her. Annabeth and Percy shared a smile and the Sorian stopped moving. She stopped choking. Sorian just stopped.
Annabeth let go of Y/n and allowed them to crawled over to their dead sister. Y/n’s tears cloudier her eyes as she held tightly onto their older sister.
“Don’t cry baby, Sorian was trying to keep you away from us.” Annabeth comforted softly and she kissed Percy’s cheek. Percy leaned down kissing under Y/n’s chin, he licked at their salty tears with a smirk.
“Sunshine, don’t you understand. You’re ours, and nothing will keep you from us.”
With Percy’s words Y/n could only think misery is the truest form of love.
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Ibi I always want your papa HCs. I live for them.
Tell me about IKNBS Copia... What was he like as a Cardinal? 👀
Sending love, I hope your anxiety pisses off and you have a wonderful evening. 💕
Sorry this took me so long to get to!!! And thank you for asking about him ♡
If you remember, 'strella mentioned that she and Copia had a significant encounter before he became Papa (during his Cardinal days) and they briefly talked about it a few chapters ago. However, you will actually all soon get to see this encounter and learn more about it, so I cannot spoil anything about that!
I feel like I have to briefly dip into my idea of some of the clergy mechanics so this reply is... long. We know Copia was Papa Nihil's assistent prior to becoming the face of the Ghost project and he was the Secretary of the Treasury. I like to think that Copia returned to the Clergy headquarters as he was appointed Cardinal and worked his way into this position (second most employee of the month awards!!). More under the cut...
Before this time Copia climbed the ranks like most everyone else who strives for a higher position within the clergy where lots of travelling through different chapters/branches is involved to become familiar with the clergy's operations. I personally HC the Papal headquarters to be in Sweden (very loosely though, my personal idea about the abbey is inspired by German architecture of medieval monasteries and so my descriptions are all vaguely Central European). However, while the Papal and administrative headquarters are there (a region well famous for the popularity of metal) I imagine that the educational headquarters are in Italy where the presence of the clergy is also very strong (as a counterweight to the Catholic Church).
The European branches are the oldest ones and are deeply rooted in their respective regions (in my head of course, this is all personal HCs and not rooted in real life sources, I deviate a bit for the sake of creating the Clergy as an actual entity). I like to think that in Europe worshippers of Lucifer established a presence as a counterweight to the dogmatic Catholic Church early on and that these individual organisations and groups later all fell under the roof of our clergy.
Copia therefore grew up in Italy and received most of his education there, especially in Rome where he studied. He also specifically spent a lot of time in Florence as a young bishop as I mentioned in the Postcard chapters. While he climbed ranks he also spent significant time in other European countries as well as the US (where the clergy has also established a pretty big presence somewhat recently, talking about the past century as they brought the Ghost project there while young Nihil was the face of it, plus we can assume Copia was conceived there, in my head Sister goes back to Europe after Nihil fucks up though). The Ministry's branch there is still very involved as it's located conveniently for work in the music industry.
Now, Copia was always very studious, hard-working and resilient, so he climbed the ranks somewhat fast. After Copia became a Cardinal he returned to the HQs as I already mentioned and spent many years working hard in the treasury department. I like to think that he took his clerical duties very seriously as well as the work with the congregation itself, so he was/is quite popular as a spiritual guide/advisor. Despite all this I imagine he was pretty lonely. Even though Sister had always been a somewhat permanent figure in his life he was uprooted many times throughout the years. While he reunited with his brothers that he had spent some time with over the years whenever stationed at the same branch (their relation is never confirmed by Nihil but... you know, they figured it out) and grew closer with them it was still hard for him to fully settle which is one of the reasons he worked so hard.
During the time ‘strella shows up, Terzo was just appointed Papa (if you remember she was hired to paint his portrait). By then Copia had been there for a while, was an established figure there, and while new faces were not a rarity, she immediately stood out to him simply because the nature of their encounter was very memorable. However, she very obviously avoided him after officially joining as a Sister of Sin and even after he became the head of the Ghost project. He was very busy though, so while he worked on music and continued his clerical work, their paths only crossed rarely. Those who have read the story actually know the rest already or will come to know soon. But yes, this is how I imagine his path :)
#iknbs#HAVE SOME LORE#TECHNICALLY IKNBS isn't even set in my real idea of the lore i'm drafting#but i am using the same mechanics mostly???#I am chaotic okay#thank you bee i never typed this all out this might be subject to changes but very useful haha#asks
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matsukawa uses cheap basic black pens. the ones that you always have to test before using and sometimes leave little gaps when writing but they’re smooth and easy so that’s all that really matters makki says “they match ur personality” mtsk drawls “thaaanks”. he keeps them in his front pockets and they break all the time and leak out so almost all of his pants have ink stains on the front somewhere but at this point he’s accepted it as part of his aesthetic. bc of this he doesn’t Always have a pen he can use so his backup is basic wooden pencils he finds on the ground or left on a desk somewhere almost always sharpened down super small with no eraser left so his paper are always covered with scribbles and scratched out kanji mistakes are never erased.
hanamaki primarily uses basic mechanical pencils. he likes the sharper point so he can fit more scribbles in the margins and he buys the cheapest ones he can find and claims they’re “more cost efficient” bc you can just refill the led but he always loses them before they need more. he just throws them in his bag or leaves them in books when he shuts them or tucks them behind his ear or slides them into the spiral of his notebooks wherever he puts them they’re not secure. he also has a habit of pushing the led out a little too far and breaking off chunks with his finger or on his paper whenever he starts writing then he flicks said broken pieces off his desk at unsuspecting victims (and issei). he steals cute little puzzle erasers from his sister but always loses pieces so they never go back together all the way and he doesn’t really use them to erase bc they always smudge the paper really bad he just thinks they’re fun and teachers frown upon them so it’s a win-win
iwaizumi uses exclusively basic wooden pencils. they come in big packs they have good erasers they last for a long time and they’re strong enough to withstand how hard he presses into the paper. also they’re easy enough to break for dramatic effect (he’d never admit this one). hajime NEVER experiences pencil sharpener anxiety he gets up he sharpens he sits back down. no hesitation whatsoever. plus if he’s mad he just goes up and sharpenssharpensssharpsens until his pencil is a nub but whatever he feels better now. oikawa calls him “boring” and “lame” he breaks pencils shreds them up and leaves the shards in oikawa’s bag. tooru bitches about it later he truly has “No Idea where these Splinters are coming from they’re ruining my nails!!!” iwa (smug) doesn’t plan to tell him any time soon.
oikawa uses Nice pens to take notes and fancy mechanical pencils to do work that might need erasing. he doesn’t bother with fun colors or anything just basic black but they’re expensive and write really nicely and he has highlighters for organization. he keeps them all in a little pouch with a keychain iwa gave him when they were kids attached to the zipper very cute very sweet hajime (pretends) not to notice. his work is always neat and deliberate but not obsessively so like it’s obvious he cares about school but isn’t passionate about it. there are often little scribbles off to the side that he shows to people bc he is above passing notes and talking in class but sometimes a man’s just gotta share his thoughts!!! but yeah fancy writing stuff his sister sends them in from the big city he gets them as gifts etc etc
#obsessed with pen stain issei he’s like ‘i’m running out of pants’ hiro’s like ‘idk it makes u look cool’ issei ‘i’ll go stain the rest’#iwa tooru hiro handwriting: good/decent issei handwriting: god awful like doctor scribble chicken scratch#iwa presses down so hard he pokes holes in his paper his pencils leave debris whenever he writes oikawa side eyes him with concern#hiro kept a panda puzzle eraser for a whole week w/o losing it but then threw it as hard as he could at a window on a dare and it Cracked#he ran away as fast as he could he never got caught issei nearly busts a lung laughing every time he tells the story#seijoh 4#matsukawa issei#hanamaki takahiro#matsuhana#iwaizumi hajime#oikawa tooru#iwaoi#haikyuu
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Things that happen at home:
So, my youngest sibling got their first tattoo today, a week after their 18th birthday and a month after getting their GED.
First and foremost, I’m so freaking proud of this kid, they deal with a lot of anxiety/panic attacks, but they still managed to get through it into adulthood.
So, basically the story with the tattoo is that 4 years ago, when I married my now husband, I asked both of my younger sisters (now sister and sibling) to be bridesmaids, and offered a “matching” tattoo as their present from me for saying yes. M was 14 at the time and I knew for a fact that Mom was not about to sign a waiver, but I had the money specifically set aside to get me and Middle Sister done before the wedding. The idea was that we would both be there for M when they were old enough. It didn’t exactly work out that way, (middle couldn’t be there and honestly this last year has been a financial nightmare for me plus I wasn’t expecting youngest to go on a two week trip out of state) BUT! We got it done today!
The artist was fantastic, super chill dude who was calm and informative and was wearing a “tattoos are stupid” T-shirt, hilarious in a dry humor way. He took us in and did great work with only a day’s notice.
The shop had a stuffed unicorn plushy that they called The Tough Guy Cuddle Buddy and my sibling said, immediately upon being offered it, “YES, I want that!” And made grabby hands.
So, youngest is pretty touch adverse? Like they allow me specifically to sit in closer proximity to them than others, but it’s kind of a mutual thing where they understand that my physical boundaries with family are practically non existent and I acknowledge that their bubble is about double a normal person’s, so we compromise with sitting on the couch several feet apart BUT I’m allowed to be touching them in some way. Usually I just tuck my toes under their thigh while we both scroll. There has to be a layer of fabric between us, because I have “scratchy feet” but otherwise that’s the norm.
Today was definitely different though.
My youngest sibling hasn’t let me full on comfort cuddle them since this kid was like, 8 years old. (To be fair, I moved out of state around that time, and by the time we were back in the same city I chose to do “sister dates” where I’d pick them up from from school on half days and we’d just go to our favorite restaurant that was right up the street from our favorite ice cream shop, so all public spaces and zero cuddles)
I FINALLY GOT TO COMFORT CUDDLE! The kid I used to wake up for in the middle of the night when they were having a nightmare and wanting to be cuddled, the kid I told to scream at anything or anyone that made them think of monsters (kiddo oddly spent like a solid month going up to random bushes, sticking their face as deep in as they could go, and full on Viking Battle Screaming into The Void) LET ME HOLD THEM IN A FULL ON CUDDLE FOR THE ENTIRETY OF THEIR FIRST TATTOO.
This is one of those moments where I’m genuinely in awe of the fact that we still have such a strong relationship (nothing bad has happened, but time either heals all wounds or leaves a lot of nerve damage) But I seriously thought, over the last 18 months or so, my sibling is growing up and won’t need me as much, if at all, anymore. I have never been more happy to be proven wrong.
Kiddo straight up said that this is probably the only tattoo they will ever get, but also, I really fucking hope not because they are an absolute cuddle bug when they’re in pain and need affection, and as selfish as it is to say, I hope they get a million more and that I’m just as worthy of being invited to the latest as I was to the first.
#things that happen at home#youngest sibling#youngest finally turned 18 and got their first tattoo#giant cuddle bug#i love my family#i love them to death#y’know that feeling when you’re so well supported that you would literally March into hell to keep the rest of them safe#that feeling
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Love Trope February! Marriage for Convinance: Aether x Reader
Basically Aether has wanted kits since he was young, he’s known he has wanted to be a father and mate ever since he had helped his mother with his younger siblings. So when his friend (Y/N) confessed they had a similar dream. They both were good friends for many years, even back in the Pit, (Y/N) was Multi that happened to have a strong Quintessence affinity, along with Water and Earth, and they had both had slight feelings for one another, but didn’t know how to tell the other. Now while the proposal Aether had come up with was slightly for his benefit, he also figured it was a way both of them could live happily
Hailo, sorry for the late update! I was invited over to a friend's apartment who I haven't seen in a few months and while I worked on it a little, my phone died and so I lost my hot spot (she don't got the wifi) plus I had 2 English assignments due today as well
Anyways, I know this one is a little weird for the trope, I had the idea of Copia or Terzo getting with Reader as their Prime Mover to get Seestor off their ass but I've seen that done a lot and I was in a Big Boy mood, I also realized I didn't have many Aether stories anyone and only 1 Aether x Reader as of yet. So here we are
I'm sorry it's so short, I tried to make it longer but it felt like too much.
Aether and (Y/N) were sitting in (Y/N)’s room, talking about anything and everything, but the topic had soon turned to kits and mating. Aether has also wanted kits since he was a young adolescent himself, he’s known he has wanted to be a father and have a mate ever since he had started helping his mother with his younger siblings. He loved doting on the little ones, and he had dreamed of having kits of his owns the moment his little sister was handed to him minutes after being born. The soft, downy fur and hair; the little claws, tail, and pointed ears; the way they solely communicated with speaks, merps, chitters, trills, and other associated ghoulish noises until they grew big enough to be taught to talk. Aether loved it all. Even with the hardships his mother had gone through with her later pregnancies and the difficulties that always came with raising kits, he wanted it.
“Yeah, I used to take care of my little cousins and siblings all the time, they really made me realize how hard it will be, but I truly do wanna have some little shits of my own one day. too” (Y/N) says, fiddling with their tail absent-mindedly. The Quintessence ghoul had just finished his own speel of how he wanted his own kits, and his Multi friend had added on, it was no secret the pair had feelings for each other except for the other. So when (Y/N) had admitted to wanting kits of their own, it set forth a plan in his mind that was slightly for his benefit, he also figured it was a way both of them could live happily.
“Hey, I just thought of something, and feel free to call me a perv or a weirdo, but hear me out.” Aether asks nervously, (Y/N) turns to look at him, “I could never think of you as a perv, dumbass. What is it?” they ask with a short laugh. Taking a breath, “So we both know we want to be parents, and being mated obviously helps when it comes to the pregnancy,” he says, the mating bond makes it so they can feel each other’s pain and detect each other’s emotions better than not, “We don’t have to renew it after the birth, but what if we have a kit together…” he says, tail wrapped tightly around his wrist as his anxiety picks up, the Multi ghoul is staring at him with a shocked look on their face, “but he..hey, it’s one way to have kits and feel free to tell me to fuck off. I care about you and i..it’s not like we haven’t done stuff before.” Aether finishes, shutting his eyes tightly as he anticipates the inevitable rejection.
The Multi stares at him for a minute, “Sure, that seems like a solid plan.” they say. Aether’s eyes fly open and gape at them; he had expected them to call them a dumbass and perv at least or smack him and cuss him out at worst, “Re..really?!” he asks, a dopey grin erupting onto his face as he grabs their hands tightly in his excitedly, returning the smile, “Yeah, I mean I know you’d be a great dad, and I mean we both benefit. Plus you’re right, it’s not like we haven’t fucked before and my heat is supposed to start soon.” they say with a teasing flick of their tail. “Well then, let’s get started.” Aether says with an aroused smirk on his face.
(Y/N) grins as they crawl onto his lap and straddle those thick thighs, wrapping their arms around his neck, pressing a teasing kiss to the larger ghoul's lips as they grind down slightly, “I’d like that Starlight,” they whisper against his lips, “Put a kit in my belly.. Aether growls as his hands come up to grip their hips, “Fuck, you don’t know what you do to me, don’t you, my star shine.” he mumbles, biting down on their lip, eliciting a gasp and giving him the opportunity to shove his forked tongue into their mouth, tongues battling for dominance as hands explore each other, (Y/N) unbuttoning Aether’s shirt as he tugs their shirt over their head, briefly separating before meeting again. Soon breaking away from the kiss, (Y/N) begins to kiss down the other ghoul’s neck, nipping and sucking to leave light marks as they grind down harder on the now large tent in his pants.
Aether lets out a groan as he leans his head back, allowing them more access to his throat, trailing his claws up their sides before gripping their chest through their bra, quickly undoing the clasp and tossing it across the room. (Y/N) whines as they bite down slightly harder when Aether suddenly pinches a nipple, rolling the nub in his fingers, “Such a pretty noise, as nice as this is, I think I want to move things along a little more.” Aether teases as he flips them so (Y/N) is now on their back with the Quintessence ghoul hovering above them.
Pressing kisses down their belly as he makes his way to his target, sucking a hickie just above their pants, Aether yanks down the offending material along with their panties before tossing them in the same direction as their bra. He takes a moment to admire the Multi’s soft skin, running his claws up their thighs as he gazes at them. With a smirk, he trails a finger up their slit, gathering the wetness that has already collected there, “Oh sweet thing, already so wet for me. It’s like you’re body is craving for me to shove my knot inside you and fill you with my kits~” he purrs, (Y/N) whimpers at the filthy words, hips bucking slightly in desperation, “Pl..please Aeth, need you!” they whine out, not able to ever say no to the sweet Multi, he dives in between their thighs.
Licking and slurping, he eats them out like he had been starved for days, tongue fucking them as he stares up at their face as melt from the immense pleasure the ghoul’s talented tongue brings them. Their fingers had twisted into his hair, along with moans of his name and “my, perfect, sweet boy, such a good boy” make the Quintessence ghoul groan, eyes rolling back slightly at the praise and the taste of their slick, Aether decides to focus more on the sensitive nub as he slips two fingers into their dripping hole, stretching and fingering them open, earning a keen from the Multi above him, their fingers tugging at his hair even more now.
“Fu..fuck, Gonna cum if you keep going like that, Starlight.” (Y/N) warns, hips bucking up slightly as the knot gets tighter in their belly. This information just spurs Aether into sucking their clit into his mouth and twirling his tongue around it, crooking his fingers up and dragging them along their g-spot. (Y/N)’s back arcs as they cum with a loud moan, hips going crazy as Aether keeps going, holding them down with his unoccupied arm as best he can as he adds a third finger in and continues his ministrations with his mouth, “T..too much, too much!” they cry, tears falling from their eyes as the other ghoul continues to overstimulate their body.
Aether decides to relent just as he feels them clench down harder on his fingers, trailing kisses up their trembling, slick thighs. (Y/N) whines, weakly tugging him up by their grip on his hair to meet him in a filthy kiss, moaning at the taste of themselves on his tongue. Their fingers expertly unbuckled his belt and undone the button on his pants as their tongues swirl around each other, pulling back for a moment and brushing their nose against the males, “Get that fucking knot in me, Big Boy, gimme your fucking kits.” they growl. This snaps the last bit of control Aether had been desperately clinging to, he practically rips his pants off before grabbing their legs and slipping them over his shoulders and lining up with their hole, pressing his entire length in with one fluid thrust. (Y/N) mewls at the sudden stretch, Aether may not be the longest of the ghouls, but he is the thickest, his girth stretching their pussy wide as he sinks into them.
Pressing their mouths together once more as he struggles to let them adjust, though it is more so just panting into each other than a kiss, “Mo..move, I’m good.” (Y/N) mumbles, arms coming up to drape around the ghoul’s broad shoulders. With a shuttering breath, Aether slowly draws out of their tight heat before snapping his hips back, setting a steady rhythm of powerful, quick thrusts. Each slam into their hole leaves both of them breathless, (Y/N) swears they can feel him pressed against their cervix as he folds them in half into a mating press. Aether snarls and buries his face into the crook of their neck, leaving a trail of hickies and love bites as he rails them into the mattress. Angling his hips slightly, (Y/N) lets out a loud scream as Aether is now slamming directly into their g-spot, they can feel the knot in their belly tightening, as well as his swelling knot pressing against their already stretched hole.
“Un..unholy fuck, yo..you feel so fucking good, Starlight, gonna mark you as you cum on my cock, feel you getting close, gonna make you cum on my knot and fill you up with my litter. Pump you so full there’s no way you don’t fucking catch.” Aether snarls, pace slowing slightly as his own end is hurtling towards him, but his thrusts are no less powerful as he moans into their neck, the way their clenching around him will be his downfall. “Cu..cum in me baby, make me cum on that fat knot, mark me as you’re own. Please, my Moon, I wanna be yours, please make me yours!, I love you so mu..much” (Y/N) cries, claws raking down the other ghoul’s back.
Impatiently, Aether slips a hand in between them and with a few quick circles to their clit, (Y/N)’s eyes roll back as they cum, clenching down hard as there is a gush of their hot cum onto the Quintessence ghoul's pistoning cock. This sends Aether falling off the edge after them, it takes a few thrusts but his large knot pops past their rim with a slick pop, cumming deep inside the Multi with a loud cry of their name, sinking his fangs into their throat in a mating claim. The overwhelming of the knot and the claim make (Y/N) cum once more, body twitching frantically around the intrusive knot inside them, earning a whimper from Aether as they sink their own fangs into him for their own bite.
Breathing hard, the two take a few moments to release their fangs, lapping at the pooling blood of their mate as they begin to calm from the frenzy they had just been in slowly. “I..sorry if that hurt, love, I can grab the first aid kit in a few.” Aether mumbles as he slumps atop them. (Y/N) groans, “You’re okay sweet boy, just please, can you put my legs down and roll over? You’re kinda crushing me.” they chuckle weakly. This catches the sleepy ghoul's attention, “Oh, sorry.” he says, gently slipping their legs off his shoulders as he rolls them to the side, cradling them to him, all while trying not to jostle them or pull at where they're locked together too much. With a few pained hisses and whimpers, they’re now cuddled together, (Y/N)’s face pressed into Aether’s chest as he buries his nose in their hair, both inhaling the intoxicating scent of the other.
“Hey..(Y/N)..?” Aether mumbles, they were absent-mindedly drawing shapes on the skin of his chest, he earns a sleepy hum of acknowledgment, “You..said you loved me…did you mean that?” he asks hesitantly. He feels them freeze, “I…you heard that, huh?” they joke, flustered, before they sigh, “Yeah…I did…I’ve kinda loved you for…I don’t know, forever ago?” they say, leaning back as far as they can due to the pair still being tied together and running their claws through their hair, an anxious quirk of theirs. The confession makes Aether smiles; leaning forward, he presses his lips to theirs, earning a squeak from the smaller ghoul, “Good, because I love you too, my Starlight, since we met down in the Pit all those years ago.” he says, purple eyes twinkling with unspoken affection and love.
(Y/N) stares back at him for a moment before their signature smile erupts back on their face, smashing their lips together in a kiss that feels like it lasts forever. Eventually, the knot deflates, and Aether helps them into their bathroom, cleaning the cum from their thighs before pushing the leaking fluid back into their cunt, “Can’t let this escape if we wanna go through with our plan.” he purrs, pressing a kiss to their shoulder. “Round 2 in the shower?” (Y/N) teases, tail trailing up their mate's thigh, the predatory grin that Aether gives them answers their question.
Epilogue
The new mates basically fuck like rabbits for days, all through (Y/N)’s heat and a little after when suddenly they begin to feel sick. Going to the infirmary at the request of a worried Aether, the mates learn that they were expecting a litter of kits, with 3 little specs on the screen. The pair excitedly go through the rest of the appointment as fast as possible before booking it back to the den, “What’s gotten into you two, besides each other?” Swiss cackles, earning a smack to the head from Mountain, “Be nice” his mate growls at him before turning to the mates, “How did the appointment go?” the Earth ghoul asks, ignoring the now pouting Swiss that crawls into his lap. (Y/N) looks at the Quintessence ghoul, “Should I tell them or you?” they ask, Aether smiles, “Together?” he suggests.
By now, all of the ghouls in the common room have their attention focused on the pair, taking a deep breath, “We’re gonna have kits!” they say together, (Y/N) placing a hand on their abdomen. There is a moment of silence before the den erupts into whoops and screams of excitement, the ghoulettes damn near shove Aether out of the way as they fuss over (Y/N), who giggles and relishes in the attention from their favorite girls. “Oh my Satan, how many!” Cumulus squeals, gently pressing her hands onto (Y/N)’s belly and smiling at her friend. “The doctor said 3 in the ultrasound we did!” (Y/N) says excitedly. Aether is getting slaps on the back from Sodo and Mountain while Swiss and Rain jokingly glare him down and threaten to make him eat his dick if he ever hurts their Multi friend, the other Multi and Water ghouls being quite close to his mate. He agrees with a sheepish smile before arms wrap around his waist from behind, “I guess our kits are definitely going to be spoiled by a huge pack.” (Y/N) teases, pressing a kiss to the larger ghoul’s back. Placing his hands atop theirs, Aether erupts into a loud purr, “Yeah, yeah, they are.”
#aether x reader#nameless ghoul x reader#ghost band x reader#ghost bc x reader#aether ghoul#love trope febraury#marriage for convinance#please help me be more responsible#whiskey's burbling barrel
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Character notes for a crossover fic i’m working on
Time:
Majora’s mask and Ocarina of time
Physical age of 35.
Left handed
Married to Malon
Has the facial markings on his right side and the scar
Wields the biggron sword
Is a bit of a jokester
Strict and scary to Sora so far
Stoic and very quick to make decisions
Has a story for that lesson
Twilight:
Twilight Princess
Age of 25
ambidextrous
Pining for Midna hard
Mentored Wild as Wolfie
Comforts everyone as Wolfie
Takes place before the secret was out
Big brother to almost everyone
A very strong person. Strongest in the group
Very mature
2nd in charge
Time’s descendant
Animal whisperer
Warriors:
Hyrule warriors
23
Right handed
The strategist of the group
3rd in charge
Hes a little confused about where his relationship falls with Time. who looks up to who here
Loves to argue with Legend
Cares about how he looks. Up early every morning to prep
Doesn’t trust easily. Wary of Sora
Mentored Wind
Sky:
Skyward sword
20 years old
Right handed
Best swordsman out of all of them
Big on physical touch. Very clingy in his sleep will often cuddle those closest to him
So hard to wake up
The master sword is important to him. He is friends with the very soul of the sword
Loves his zelda with all his heart
The one to find Sora
Four:
Four swords, Four sword adventures, Minish cap
19 years old
Left handed? Maybe ambidextrous
Smallest
Skilled blacksmith
Eyes change color on which emotion is most present
Very upset no one knows Vaati
Shad is in his shadow because i say so and i love my feral catlike boy
Very interested in Sora’s weapons
Who Sora tells about Roxas when he remembers him
Legend:
A Link to the Past, Link’s Awakening, Oracle of Seasons, Oracle of Ages, A Link Between Worlds,
19 too
Left handed
Closest to Hyrule
Enjoys bickering with Warriors
Tries to pretend he isn’t bothered by his adventures
Has nightmares often
Magic powers
He has an item for that
Had a counterpart named Ravio
Little bit of a hoarder
Most experienced
Chooses not to lead
Scars all over
Can turn into a pink rabbit
One adventure is upin the air about it being real
Wild:
Breath of the wild and tears of the kingdom
17
ambidextrous
Survivalist
Knows what plants can be made into medicine.
Great at cooking,
Gets hurt often
Does stupid ideas
Insecure because he ‘failed’ his mission
He used to be a knight, but lost his memories. He still gets them back every now and then
Views past him as a seperate person almost
I really want a bonding moment with him and Ven over this
Wolfie mentored him
He had a bag and the shekah slate
Will smack anyone who touches the slate
Hyrule:
The Legend of Zelda, Zelda II: Adventures of Link
16
Left handed
Doesn’t speak often. And when he does he is quiet(mumble, whisper, murmur, hiss, croon,croak, purr, breathed out, bleat, coo)
Mans has anxiety and overthinks things a lot
Not used to having friends
Doesn’t see himself as a warrior like the others
Has magic with no need for items
Looks up to legend like a big brother. Plus he’s legends sucessor
Loves exploring, drags Wild and Sora off often
Grew up in a cave
World is desolate and dangerous
Monsters in his world want to use his blood to resurrect Ganon
Never used the Master Sword
Has the entire Triforce
Wind:
Game: Wind Waker, Phantom Hourglass, Spirit Tracks
13
Left handed
A pirate!
The youngest of the group
Very expressive. Use emotion terms! Dont use said use exclaimed. Keep him animated!
Has lots of fun
Big prankster
Has a little sister
Others are protective to him because he’s so young and he hates it
FORCED the gods to choose him, he wasn’t born a chosen hero he shaped his destiny through assembling the triforce
Can control the wind.
Sora:
16
Has amnesia
Right handed
After using the power of waking too much he wakes up in hyrule with no memories
Can’t summon his keyblade for the first while?
Has never seen a horse before
Often talks to Wolfie about these ‘feelings’ he has. He knows he has to be doing something
Keeps mistaking Link for two people
Gets his keyblade back during either a heartless or unversed tide idk which yet
Riku:
17
Was about to confess to Sora after the keyblade war
Is now desperately leading the search for his best friend
Hasn’t been taking good care of himself in his desperate search
In the times he isn’t actively in the field searching for Sora he is sparring to keep his skills sharp to be able to actually save Sora
Thanks to being part dream eater he keeps getting flashes from Sora. can sometimes see through his eyes?
Every now and then he feels Sora’s emotions. This is all one way
Kairi:
16
Currently in training with Aqua
Very frustrated she can’t be a bigger part in finding Sora
Also was about to confess
A very capable keyblade wielder, though most of what she started with was from mirroring Sora
Mainly a cause from spending time in his heart
Currently planning to help Riku save Sora and locate any new princesses of heart
#Kingdom Hearts#Kingdom hearts fanfic#Kingdom hearts crossover#Lu#Linked universe crossover#Linked universe fanfic#KH x LU#Sora#Kh Sora#Kingdom hearts Sora#KH Riku#Riku#Kingdom hearts Riku#Kairi#kingdom hearts kairi#KH Kairi#Lu Time#Time#Linked universe Time#Lu Twilight#Linked universe Twilight#Twilight#LU wars#Lu warriors#Linked universe wars#linked universe warriors#Using both cus i use both names#wars#warriors#lu sky
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Incorrect quotes with my rottmnt ocs and the turtles
Ocs : sunny, Marcy, Skye and Angie
part 2 electric boogaloo
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Donnie : What if the 'g' in 'gif' is silent?
Marcy, sleeping over at the lair for the night and is cuddled up half awake next to him : Donnie, I’m begging you. Please get some sleep
Donnie : What gif I don't want to?
Marcy : Fuck You
Mikey: Hey, random question, what are your favorite flowers?
Angie : pink mums, why?
Mikey:
Angie : Were you going to get me flowers?
Mikey:
Angie :
Mikey: ᶦᵗ’ˢ ᵃ ᵖᵒˢˢᶦᵇᶦˡᶦᵗʸ
*it’s the Middle of winter and the turtles are in brumation*
Angie, who came over to cheer him up : Mikey, time for breakfast! Want some pancakes?
Mikey clinging onto Angie like a koala : no
Angie : Mikey, it’s time for lunch! I made some Homemade pizza and breadsticks!
Mikey huddled up under electric blankets trying to tug Angie in for cuddles : nooo
Angie : Mikey, it’s ten at night time for bed-
Mikey, wide awake and instantly dragging Angie into the blanket pile for snuggles and a movie marathon : NOOOO-
Meat-sweats after the turtles defeat him once again while Angie and her sisters witness it, looking right at Mikey : may your marinara sauce never cling to your pasta!
Mikey and Angie who both love cooking nearly trying to claw his face off : EXCUSE YOU!?!? COME UP HERE AND SAY THAT TO OUR FACES MOTHERFU-
Mikey : Angie the kitchen is on fire!
Angie who is half asleep, still has her sleep mask on and it’s almost 3am after a cooking show marathon she and him watched : babe, like…how big is the fucking fire?
Mikey : big
Angie, crawling out of bed : alright-
Leonardo : My hands are cold.
Skye : Here, let me hold them.
Leonardo : My lips are cold too.
Skye : *covers Leonardos mouth with her hand*
Raphael , throwing their head into Sunny's lap: Tell me I'm pretty!
Sunny, lovingly petting his head : Prince Charming from shrek could never compare
Raphael , sweating: Sunny, there’s something I need to ask you-
Sunny: Finally! You’re proposing!
Raphael : How’d you know?
Sunny: Raphael , you’ve dropped the ring five times during dinner.
Sunny: I even picked it up once.
Raphael : Okay, I’m going to get the wedding cake.
Sunny: Perfect, while you do that I’ll check on the ring bear.
Raphael : ...
Raphael : You mean ring bearER, right?
Sunny: ...
Raphael : Look me in the eyes and tell me you are not going to bring a dangerous wild animal to our wedding.
Side note - sunny loves this big sweetheart with all her heart. Likes to give raph shell scritches because she knows it helps his anxiety, doesn’t even mind the happy stink he emits.
Marcy: *seductively takes off glasses*
Marcy: Wow...
Donnie : *blushes* Haha... what?
Marcy: You're really fucking blurry.
Marcy: I owe you one.
Donnie : That’s ok. You can just date me and we’ll call it even.
Donnie : Valentine’s day is just a consumerist holiday that holds no real value other than drive people insane buying heart shaped chocolates for their significant others and pos-
Marcy: I wrote you a poem.
Donnie , already crying: You did?
Donnie : My future partner must be brave, strong, intelligent, successful and organized.
Marcy: *accidentally drops her new beta fish and proceeds to drop to their knees and sob while apologizing profusely*
Donnie : That one. I want that one.
Side note - Marcy loves fish, so her accidentally injuring or killing one literally is her worst nightmare, but not to worry! she and Donnie had a arcade date and some comfort snacks to cheer her up (plus he stole a new beta fish for her)
Marcy: Thank you for not saying "I told you so."
Donnie : When you’re as right as I am, you don’t have to say it.
Marcy: Did you have to stab them?
Donnie: You weren’t there. You didn’t hear what they said to me.
Marcy: What did they say?
Donnie: "What are you going to do, stab me?"
Marcy: That’s fair.
Skye : You are an absolute fucking dork.
Leonardo, singing: Yeah, but I'm your dork!
Skye : *smooches him on the forehead* Yeah, you're my dork.
Leonardo: *is throwing stones at Skye’s window*
Skye : You have a phone for a reason, Leonardo!
*THUD*
Skye : DID YOU JUST THROW YOUR PHONE AT MY WINDOW?!
Leonardo: You’re giving me a sticker?
Skye : Not just a sticker. That is a sticker of a kitty saying “me-wow!”
Leonardo: I’m not a preschooler.
Skye : Fine, I’ll take it back-
Leonardo: I earned this, back off!
Skye : My toxic trait is that I truly believe I could win a fight against anybody if I was mad enough. You might have the strength and size, but I have the pure, unfiltered rage.
Leonardo: The universe is cold and unfeeling. The only constant is chaos.
Skye : Was that place out of chocolate-chip pancakes again?
Spoiler alert - she came back with the pancakes an hour later, skateboarded halfway across New York and back to get them for him
Skye : I don't need to go to bed. I'm not tired, I'll be fine.
Leonardo: But, Mi amor, I'll be so lonely without you. Come curl up in my arms so I can feel whole again.
Skye : wait….Are you trying to seduce me into healthy sleeping patterns??
Leonardo: Is it working?
Leonardo: I'm sorry. Please talk to me.
Skye :
Leonardo: Hello? World's most amazing person?? Sweet pea? Mi amor? Precious cinnamon roll that's too good for this world, too pure?
Skye : 'Sorry' doesn't bring back my fucking M&M’s
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#rottmnt ocs#oc : sunny#oc : marcy#oc : Skye#oc : Angie#rottmnt oc#rottmnt raph#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt incorrect quotes#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#oc x canon#canon x oc#random writing
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some of the things we know about Posy from the book, and some that I added/extrapolated going canon divergent:
-she's not blonde or petite like her mother and sister, and her mother bullied her for being such a disappointment, as well as using her as her 'whipping boy' once Sophie left because she needed someone to put down, which led Posy to gain a bit more weight. Since I cannot find a proper faceclaim (either actresses are skinny or plus-sized, and I do NOT want a woman of color which would make Sophie's evil stepmother also a woman of color, and no thank you, I already write my Janey as having an evil mother who is black, I don't want to make it a thing) I can personally only see her as Hera Himlar
which looks, you know, like a normal girl and anyway since she gained weight due to abuse in her case it's nice to think she didn't need comfort food anymore.
-often described as sweet and not strong enough to stand up for herself, Sophie gives the vibe that she doesn't see her as the smartest person ever, but since she acts so weird and she 'slips up and says too much' (like that she saw Sophie in town) BUT she also ended up prying in her mother's documents and calling her out for hiding Sophie's inheritance/dowry at the right time, I'm gonna say she has some TERRIBLE ANXIETY due to her constant mistreatment and that, sometimes can make her look less intelligent than she is (I know I've been there)
-dramatic. When she finally stands up to her mother she could just say that she stole the shoe clips, instead she screams to put her in jail
-Violet Bridg.erton saves her by telling her to come and live with them ??? In Kent, away from her mother
so yeah, anxiety, having no idea of what a healthy family dynamic is like, always been a second thought, barely a part of society, wished she could have protected Sophie and feels guilty over it, has learned to fight back somehow
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Can I have a bg3 male matchup plz
Gender: cis female
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: heterosexual ally
Zodiac: Capricorn
Appearance: 5’2 African American hourglass body (although I’m more top heavy if you know what i mean) black curly wavy hair blackish brown eyes chubby cheeks wears glasses sometimes (im far sighted so it’s usually when driving in class or at the theater)
Mbti: infj
Enneagram: 2w1
Personality: kind smart funny motherly responsible empathetic anxious emotional moody perfectionist helpful people pleaser caring compassionate nerdy curious protective polite respectful indecisive fearful nervous introvert shy awkward clumsy low self esteem low confidence (more pertaining to my talents or personality then my looks) sassy sarcastic (I’m mainly these things with people i feel comfortable with like friends or family) soft spoken cute (my friends think im cute because i can be pretty innocent plus I’m small physically)
Likes: animals books reading writing fantasy magic sci fi anime music video games friends alone time learning personality quizzes sweets and bread helping being a part of something bigger than myself
Dislikes: spiders loud sounds people people i care about not caring for themselves (im a hypocrite on this i take care of everyone else but not me) not being listened to weird holes and patterns math and tests (I’m being tested for a math disability and i have test anxiety)
Love language:
Giving: acts of service gift giving and physical affection (if they’re ok with it)
Receiving: words of affirmation and physical affection (although i can be shy about it)
Extra: i pace a lot i sing when im alone i talk to myself im a picky eater (mainly with textures) i have a cat i have minor ehlers danalos (a hyper mobility disorder) but it doesn’t hurt me like it does my sisters i get abdominal migraines which is basically like a migraine but instead of headaches it’s nausea
Thank you
Heyya of course you can hun~! Thanks so much for taking the time to send one in - I think I've narrowed down who would treasure you - it'd have to be...
If you’re looking for someone to give you the love you deserve, look no further than the blade of frontiers himself!
Wyll is a good soul - a man who goes out of his way to protect others even at the cost of his own safety, and has a firm belief that good can come from the world and its people even when faced with the darkest of days. Compassion and empathy seem to be in short supply in this world unless you go out of your way to look for it; and yet you seem to have it in abundance, expressing it to those around you in your own ways. Small actions here, an offer to help there, and your respect towards others are all valuable traits that should be respected; even with your shy demeanor these little acts of kindness don't go unnoticed like you might believe, and it certainly makes the man eager to get to know you more.
Whilst your kindness may be what draws him to you initially, it’s easy to see that the more he learns about you, the more the guy falls for you just a little more. Behind that shyness is an intelligent wit - only made more endearing by that hint of sass within soft spoken words that come forth the more comfortable the company. Wyll would catch himself replaying these little glimpses into who you are even when you’re not around, having to pull himself from the reverie more than once (surprise lads this is when he finally realizes that it’s more than just respect he feels for you)
Being emotional isn’t a bad thing to be! It takes courage to express what you’re feeling - to allow strong emotions to show above the surface of a carefully protected heart. And he will tell you as much whenever you find yourself feeling an emotion too strongly; whether it’s as calloused thumbs brush tears from your cheeks, or as mismatched eyes soften committing your smiles to memory.
If you’re the kind of clumsy who ends up taking the occasional tumble or getting the occasional bump or bruise you can bet that Wyll be there to patch you up. He may not have the healing magic the others have but he’s got practiced hands when it comes to caring for you, touch far more careful than he’s probably ever been when taking care of his own wounds. I’ll die on the hill that Wyll is a cheesy romantic so you can bet those bumps and bruises are getting a quick kiss once he’s finished. He waxes poetic about kisses making them feel better, but the serious expression on his face cracks into a grin when you realize he simply loves to kiss you - being able to help you forget all about that little injury is a welcome bonus, of course.
He simply can’t just stand by seeing you have such little confidence in your talents or personality. He knows it will take more than just words for you to believe him, knows that kind words alone can’t solve the deeply rooted perceptions you have of yourself. Yet he wants you to know that there’s nothing but sincerity as he regales you with examples of each and every amazing feat that you’ve accomplished; everything you’ve done with your talents and how phenomenal he finds every single one of them to be. You may worry about your talents and abilities, but Wyll will be the pillar to remind you of why you do the things that you do, of what makes you love them so whenever the doubt begins to creep in.
He loves stealing quiet moments away with you. It’s no secret that his traveling companions are…less than quiet, and it’s rare to go even an evening without some form of chaos breaking out amongst the others. So any kind of moment where it can be just the two of you is welcome. His favorite thing to do when you’re out and it’s getting late is to find a quiet spot with you to unwind. You can bring your favorite books or a notebook to write with or any other entertainment you may want and Wyll will bring the treats that he knows best summon your sweet tooth, and the two of you can simply enjoy one another's company away from prying eyes and the latest trouble of the day. He’ll lean up against your side or let you lean against his chest (if you’re comfortable of course!), rubbing soothing circles along your arm as he sneaks peeks at what you’re reading or writing at the time. You can distract him from this pesky habit with some well timed kisses if you’re ever feeling bold enough though, but he’ll respect your privacy if you prefer it - what matters most is that he gets this time with you. That being said your cat, Scratch and the Owlbear cub are welcome too of course; they’re the only ones allowed to intrude on these little moments since you love them being around.
Also as a side please do a personality quiz with Wyll. He’ll joke that you’re twisting his arm but he will absolutely get invested in whatever results he ends up with, you can’t miss it.
The people that he’s helped over the years have tried giving him gifts to express their gratitude, and he’s always been gracious about it. But receiving something from you? Especially knowing that your love language is giving gifts and understanding the significance? It’s different, special, and Wyll is touched beyond measure. He will get a little flustered if you go overboard with the gift giving, insistent on repaying you for each little kindness you gift him with these presents so expect more than a few gifts in return.
Wyll is more than happy to lavish you in words of affirmation and love even before learning just how much you enjoy them; in fact, you’d be hard pressed to get him to not to simply because there is so much about you to love and he makes no attempts to hide his appreciation for every single aspect. He would kiss each pad of your finger and mutter sweet words of how your very touch brightens the world around you if you’d allow him the chance.Wyll will remind you each and every chance that he gets how lucky he is to be at your side, appreciating the things that you do to show your love and reciprocate it in kind till he’s sure you know that you’re loved and appreciated.
He’ll give you space when you’re pacing, knowing that you prefer some alone time now and again to recuperate. However if you’re up for it he’ll gently interject in your pacing, offering to go on a walk together and get some fresh air - if you’re pacing because you’re trying to clear your head this is an excellent way to do so, and Wyll himself is a calming presence to have around if you feel like things are too much and you need someone to just exist with for a time.
Admittedly he has likely walked in on you singing a couple of times, and has quickly made himself scarce given that you prefer to do it alone without an audience and he wants to respect that private moment. However Wyll finds himself entranced by how content you are when you sing, a feeling that makes his heart feel warmer just remembering; perhaps one day you’ll allow him the chance to hear a performance in person - he’d love nothing more, honestly.
#baldurs gate 3 x reader#bg3 x reader#bg3#baldurs gate 3#wyll x reader#bg3 wyll#wyll ravengard#wyll ravenguard x reader#bg3 match up#baldurs gate match up#juno art#i hope you like it!#also forgive the shoddy attempt at lil rapiers on the heart letter my hands went not today
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Hihi heres my info for the trade thx for trading for me
Persona 5 male matchup plz
Gender: cis female
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: heterosexual ally
Zodiac: Capricorn
Appearance: 5’2 African American hourglass body (although I’m more top heavy if you know what i mean) black curly wavy hair blackish brown eyes chubby cheeks wears glasses sometimes (im far sighted so it’s usually when driving in class or at the theater)
Mbti: infj
Enneagram: 2w1
Personality: kind smart funny motherly responsible empathetic anxious emotional moody perfectionist helpful people pleaser caring compassionate nerdy curious protective polite respectful indecisive fearful nervous introvert shy awkward clumsy low self esteem low confidence (more pertaining to my talents or personality then my looks) sassy sarcastic (I’m mainly these things with people i feel comfortable with like friends or family) soft spoken cute (my friends think im cute because i can be pretty innocent plus I’m small physically)
Likes: animals books reading writing fantasy magic sci fi anime music video games friends alone time learning personality quizzes sweets and bread helping being a part of something bigger than myself
Dislikes: spiders loud sounds people who harm others people who don’t take others into consideration (like make insensitive jokes or don’t consider the comfort of others or are mean just cause they can) people i care about not caring for themselves (im a hypocrite on this i take care of everyone else but not me) not being listened to weird holes and patterns math and tests (I’m being tested for a math disability and i have test anxiety)
Love language:
Giving: acts of service gift giving and physical affection (if they’re ok with it)
Receiving: words of affirmation and physical affection (although i can be shy about it)
Extra: i pace a lot i sing when im alone i talk to myself im a picky eater (mainly with textures) i have a cat i have minor ehlers danalos (a hyper mobility disorder) but it doesn’t hurt me like it does my sisters i get abdominal migraines which is basically like a migraine but instead of headaches it’s nausea
Thankie thankie
I match you with...
AKIRA
You two compliment each other so well!! On one hand, you're similar. On the other, you're balanced. I imagine you to be a driven person with a strong sense of justice - a quality the two of you share. It draws you together, and together there's nothing you can't accomplish. Both of you take care of each other when you forget to take care of yourselves and have a great support system in one another. While you can be a little scattered emotionally, Akira is more... stable I guess, if you're not offended by the term. He's your rock when things get too much, and you help him learn to express himself! Overall you're the scariest power couple out there tbh.
HEADCANONS
● Words of affirmation you say?? Akiras got you covered. He's quiet until you're alone, but he loves to smother you with compliments the second you are. Between making you blush and trying to boost your self esteem (he just wants you to see you the way he does) Akira never stops saying nice things to and about you.
● Phantom thief extraordinare, Akira WILL keep quiet and pretend not to be home when you are just to hear you sing. He loves hearing you habe fun. He also likes how flustered you get when you realize he's been there the whole time.
● Akira is normally really chill, but he turns into the most doting worry wart when you get an abdominal migraine! He's got water, the BRAT diet, buckets, meds, comfy blankets and pillows... he really goes over the top to make you even a little more comfortable. Basically turns into your personal servant tbh
● Don't like math tests? Akira's got you. He's very proficient with book learning and he's more than willing to put in a little extra work to help you. By which I DEFINITELY mean helping you cheat. He could tutor you, and would if you wanted, but why not get rid of the anxiety completely by just having Morgana signal the answers to you through the window?
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Thess vs TLOVM Reviews
The other day, I decided I’d go looking at the reviews for Legend of Vox Machina S2. Just ‘cos. I mean, I knew I liked it, but it’s nice to see what other people think, because I won’t say it’s perfect and it’s sometimes interesting to look at what other people think works (or doesn’t work, depending).
I gleefully noted that 97% of the reviews given in the UK were 5-stars. Lots of good commentary, both from people who’d watched the campaign and those who hadn’t. I also noted, with some interest, the five or so that gave it 1- or 2-star reviews. So I thought I’d have a look and see what they were saying.
I mean, first thing I noticed was that the things were very short and badly spelled with zero grammar and couldn’t even be bothered with capitalising the beginning of sentences. I mean, okay, if that’s how you write, go ahead, but I’m going to side-eye you a little if you’re offering critique that way. And then I read them. Obviously it did not take long.
My sheer disbelief over what I saw, however, engendered a lot of thinking of the angry, “Why do people review shit when they obviously did not actually watch the damn thing?” variety. So now I’m putting my thoughts on virtual paper.
The one that came up a lot was, “No plot”. Um. Okay, there’s a two-pronged answer to that one. I mean, S1 was “Oh fuck dragon infiltration” plus “vampire and necromancer infiltration and oh yeah they murdered one character’s entire fucking family“ plus “And now we have to deal with the demon said character allowed into his soul when he was clawing for survival and revenge after barely escaping with his life”. And when we get to S2, we get, “Oh fuck dragon infiltration was the step in a larger plan!” plus “We need serious weapons to deal with this” plus “What I Will Do To Save My Sister’s Life: A Compendium” plus “When people tell you that your sword is being an asshole, maybe LISTEN” plus “Let’s touch on the pain and tragedy of everyone’s backstory for giggles” with a topping of, “Could strange bedfellows not roofie our known allies, please? I mean-- wait; BBEG is doing what?!?” All of this sounds like plot to me, both of the personal development variety and of the “completing a mission” variety. Soooooo ... not sure where that one came from but at least four people said it. Also apparently focused more on the “sex-starved gnome” (ignoring Scanlan’s character development entirely) and “the alpha male beard guy” (and never mind that Grog has never been the dominant figure in the group and spent a whole lot of S2 showing his soft side and weaknesses - ‘alpha male’ my entire ass; it doesn’t just mean ‘big strong muscular person’ even to the assholes who believe in the term).
And then there was, “They always win; the things that they need always just appear and there’s never any feeling that they might lose”. Which is the point where I start asking, “What the fuck show did you watch?” Focusing entirely on S2 for a moment, we have:
Ep 1: Vox Machina and the entire city of Emon get their collective ass handed to them by the Chroma Conclave; Vox Machina specifically barely escape with their lives twice - once from the city itself, once from the Keep into Whitestone.
Ep 2: Mighty heroes go to Vasselheim for help, basically get told to go fuck themselves, eventually manage to get a tiny shred of information to go on after having their asses handed to them on the emotional level by a couple of spiritual know-alls.
Ep 3: Vex. Fucking. Dies. And that’s leaving out nearly getting drowned by fish people.
Ep 4: Vex is revived through her brother throwing himself into an open-ended deal with a death god, and then they all more or less get their asses handed to them on one level or another; only get out because Vax took self-sacrifice to its greatest heights.
Ep 5: “I AM VERY FLAMMABLE!” That one only gets resolved when Keyleth finally lets go of her anxieties (and if we’re talking about ‘the things we need just appearing’, if she’d figured that out when it was needed, a lot of things would have been a lot easier over the last season or so).
Ep 6: Vox Machina get their asses handed to them again, this time by sphinx. Saved again by character development and someone finally realising that not all wounds are physical ... only to get their asses handed to them yet again by black dragon asshole who takes everything they managed to earn in that entire fight - ally and Vestige. Oh, yeah, and buddy-on-buddy stabbing because of fucking evil sword, and splitting the party.
Ep 7: Both halves of the team end up crippled - Team Gnome And Goliath because weapon (and the shit Grog goes through trying to shake the curse ... and it doesn’t even really work), Team Half-Elf And Know-All because half the party ends up tripping balls. The latter has the worst of it because the two guys get their asses largely kicked by Jell-O.
Ep 8: If people got what they needed exactly when they needed it, Vex would have had even the tiniest bit of support when she was soloing an archfey - one with a fucking Vestige, no less. (The twins have shit luck and worse resistance when it comes to powerful beings making passes at them, I swear.)
Ep 9: Team Gnome and Goliath have to more or less resort to sneaking, gain some allies ... kind of, but since most of them are terrified, that’s not really a lot of help. Beyond that, the only reason they don’t get their asses kicked is because they know they’re going to get their asses kicked. ...And then Grog goes anyway because fuck that, apparently.
Ep 10: What some might call ‘convenient’ breaking of curse is honestly about the only self-reflection someone with an INT of 6 and no real WIS modifier is going to get without flash cards. Then Vox Machina throws everything they have at the enemy and it still isn’t enough. Grog had to more or less kill himself to win that one, so shut up with your “It never feels like they’ll lose”.
Ep 11: Fancy trap? Nope. Get literally inside the dragon and pin it in place from the inside? Nope. Umbrasyl kicks their entire collective ass, even with Herd of Storms and three fucking Vestiges on side.
Ep 12: I found how this one ended interesting because it’s almost a callback to how they beat Brimscythe - distract by clearly being unable to fight, then hit with whatever you’ve got left. The only reason Vox Machina defeated Umbrasyl is because most of the team got their asses kicked so hard that they bowed to what they saw as the inevitable and Scanlan used Umbrasyl’s very draconic gloating (seriously - black dragons get off on people’s pain and misery) to ... let’s think how this would work because we couldn’t see it: get close to Umbrasyl while the dragon’s distracted, climb Umbrasyl’s right front leg, undo the straps tying Mythcarver to Umbrasyl without dropping Mythcarver, take up Mythcarver so it ended up more gnome-sized, get off Umbrasyl without him noticing, climb a bit of rock debris without making enough noise to wake the dead for the sheer momentum he’d need to pull that off, and then get Umbrasyl’s attention enough so that his strike would hit the weakest point on Umbrasyl - the eye, because he had no idea if Mythcarver would cut dragon hide without a lot of weight behind it and Scanlan is a fucking gnome and thus does not have that kind of weight.
I have seen the campaign - in fact, campaign 1 is the only one I’ve seen in full. I knew they were going to come out okay up to this point. But I was still on the edge of my fucking seat on these. So anyone who’s all about “They get what they need when they need it and they never lose” ... really has not been watching this show. Vox Machina has got its collective ass kicked so many times - Brimscythe, the Briarwoods on multiple occasions, Raishan, Vorugal, half the Feywild, the Herd of Storms, Umbrasyl at least three times... They win out eventually, but honestly that makes as much sense as anything else. It’s that “It’s always in the last place you look” thing - once you’ve found it, you stop looking so it’s obviously in the ‘last’ place you look. They fight until they win or everybody’s dead. If everybody died, that is the end of the damn show. The fact that they keep repeatedly fucking up until something works is actually pretty true to life. Sometimes you need to think more; sometimes you need to think less and act on instinct. They just do the thing until something works. But that’s not instantly “getting exactly what you need when you need it”. That’s trial and error.
Honestly, the main reason everybody loves Vox Machina so much is because they remind us of ... well, ourselves. We, too, are just flailing around the place until something works. Fine, we don’t have physical dragons to deal with, but our problems feel just as big and terrifying. It’s comforting to know that if you keep at it, reaching for help wherever you can find it at a price you’re willing to pay and just never giving up, you’ll survive this.
Oh, and don’t even get me started on the ones who call Vox Machina “horrible role models” and complain about the “debauchery and crude behaviour”. It’s rated minimum 15 and maximum 18 for a fucking reason. Your kids should not be watching this, and if you’re offended by a few four-letter words and some carousing? You probably shouldn’t be watching it either. You were warned. There were warnings out the ass. Just because it’s animation doesn’t mean it’s for kids, doesn’t mean it’s going to be everyone shiny and happy and wholesome at the end talking about the power of friendship or how knowing is half the battle. We left that behind in the 80s, when cartoons were half morality play, half toy commercial. Respect the art of animation ... or at least please check the parental guidance on these things. This is like giving your kids Neon Genesis Evangelion to watch because that’s animation.
It would have been nice if the bad reviews were even remotely worthwhile? But this is ... this is just “people who didn’t actually watch the show but hate it when people have nice things”. It has to be. That or people with the situational awareness of a whelk.
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Ooh, are we sharing TMNT OCs? Mine is a fluffy Ragamuffin cat mutant with white fur, pink curly hair and blue eyes. She's a bit tall, plus-sized and is an anxious cinnamon roll. At her best she's a lot like Pinkie Pie from MLP: Friendship is magic, but she also deals a lot with anxiety, depression and some PTSD..
She eventually acquires a mystic item called The Heart of Healing, which heals wounds, cures poison and illnesses, and places a force field around a wounded comrade to protect them while healing in combat.
Over time she learns basic self-defense and takes fencing lessons from Senior Hueso. She has a long way to go as far as being allowed to be in combat, but she's getting at least to the point where the boys and April aren't quite as worried.
She loves drawing, singing, writing, dancing in the kitchen, swimming, watching nature documentaries, reading, cosplay, collecting stuffed animals and anime figurines, taking "cat-naps", video games and cuddling.
She's very physically affectionate and comforting, and loves giving and receiving physical touch and words of affirmation. She gets incredibly flustered when people flirt with her, but she loves exchanging cheesy puns and dad jokes. She sometimes makes art for her friends and likes to cook simple meals for them.
She's much smarter and better educated than she lets on, and will info-dump about her passions if she's not careful. She also really enjoys it when people get excited to talk about projects with her!
She was human before, but engages in some feline behaviors (rubbing her cheeks unintentionally on someone or something to "mark" them, purring, tacking carpet pieces to her wall for her to scratch, being chased by dogs/Gus the demon dog, curling up for naps almost anywhere, and needing to obsessively be clean/brushed/smelling nice).
She does not have a raspy tongue, thank goodness, and she blunts her claws to keep from accidentally hurting herself or others. Otherwise most of her body looks surprisingly human.
She has a younger sister (based on my own sister!) who was mutated into a mystic spider girl and temporarily taken under Big Mama's wing, until a team effort convinced her to leave and find her own place in the city. I ship said spider sis with Cassandra "Casey" Jones.
I'm kind of struggling on who I want to ship her with out of the boys. I'm actually writing a fan fiction with her and to be honest, I love all the boys so much. ❤💙💜💛 Any suggestions would be so appreciated!
I have a strong feeling she and Mikey would at least be besties for resties.
Sorry if this is a lot! I have a bit of art for her too.
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Michan, the Ragamuffin cat girl mutant, is the one with the pink hair and blue dress on the right. Her friend Rumiko is the fox girl on the left.
as an older sister the urge to add your siblings into the mix is so real i always add mine in somehow lol
ok i know you said she keeps her claws dulled but, for your consideration
boom. claw caps.
anyways
does she do that thing where cats go up to someone to help them stretch and they raise their arms up in the air? i feel like raph would really get a kick out of that
she sounds like such a cutie, and i love that she’s a healer which is a totally underrated role for characters to play imo
#and your art style is so freaking cute!!! i wish i could draw i would take all of these ocs yall submit and draw us all tg#moon.txt#asks#oc sharing circle#tmnt ocs
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True Beauty; Thoughts + Su-ho appreciation post
Before I start - I knew Su-ho's Leo hihii ^^
There's so many things happening in True Beauty. I was not expecting it to take such weird turns after the school trip. It's a wild ride with this one. Ju-kyung definitely losing a bestie, Soo-jin completely cracking under the pressure, Seo-jun managing his anger and showing us his true face, finally. I mean, so far, this series gave me a huge portion of laughter, but that much sadness and tears, too. It's a bitter-sweet drama.
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I'd lie if I'd say there wasn't a part of me that saw the possibility of Soo-jin turning against Ju-kyung from the very beginning when they first met, but I'd hate to bash her, she is a teenager. People usually take their anger out on those who make them feel safe, where they feel comfortable being seen. Hurting Ju-kyung sooner or later was inevitable because that's what her father has been doing to her. Just have in mind that she's been going through severe abuse all alone, her parents are emotionally distant and unsupportive snobs.
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As much as I'd like to write her off and not mention her, she is the key character in this story and I have to say something because her life is such a textbook example. But again, writers should have made her a better character. (blue is for feeling blue)
I'm not defending her. I'm not justifying her actions at all. I'm simply pointing out how broken she truly is, how much she's hurting and what her childhood trauma lead her to. And when you think about it, she can't even function normally. She isn't capable of studying efficiently, even though she's already doing her best, pushing it way more than any other student. She can't fight the brain-fog. She seems like she has everything but her life is very much filled with fear, anxiety and depression. Also, hurting others isn't possible without hurting yourself. Since I'm writing this part before the finale that's all I have about her. Moving on to Seo-jun.
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Seo-jun isn't my favourite, but still I like him way more than that ex-bestie who backstabbed Ju-kyung in her previous school. His moral compass is admirable, even though his strong feelings keep playing with his own mind. He makes me wish I had a friend like him irl.
He made me question my judgment, to be completely honest. I didn't want to give in to liking him after his change of heart, and I tried staying as rational as possible. He is a good guy, true. Impulsive, arty boy. And all that is fine, but there's a but. It's his persistency to win Ju-kyung's heart that brothered me throughout the whole series.
I've never liked people who did that. Why chasing someone who already belongs with someone else. Isn't that just plain mean?
Besides, even their friendship feels superficial. He is genuinely interested in someone who is kind-hearted and altruistic, but that's where it all ends. There doesn't seem to be as much depth to it, at least not in this series. Writers made this parallel between two possible relationships and Su-ho takes all the points every single time.
Plus, if someone told me I'm just like their little sister, I'd take the hint and die od embarrassment probably. That's exactly what Ju-kyung told him, that he reminds her of her little brother. She pointed it out more than once.
All in all, I have to give him a credit for being a loyal friend in the end and a wonderful brother. It was nice seeing such realistic character development.
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He's like a ray of sunshine. A very bright ray of sunshine that makes your eyes hurt a bit. A lot. But you're still happy the sun is shining.
And those who I started liking a lot, I have to at least call them out once. Those wonderful, too sweet, supporting characters like Ju-kyung's older sister Hee-kyung (absolute queen), Ju-kyung's younger brother Ju-young, Seo-jun's younger sister Go-woon, the homeroom teacher Joon-woo.
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I'm all intrigued by the background love story between the older sister and her grapefruit. What an adorable nickname. They are so goofy and their unconventional dynamics is honestly satisfying to watch, besides being comic. Imagine a spin off comedy about these two. Put Ju-young and Go-woon in there too. That would be a total win.
And next is our sweet Su-ho. The golden retriever boy. Angel energy. Huge heart. Creative mindset. He was nothing but a sweetheart to Ju-kyung. I can't seem to blame him for leaving to the States. He even let her live her life in peace. I'll explain that a bit later.
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I can't wait to finally say this - everyone can bash the actor as much as they want, I've met people who behave in the same manner Su-ho behaves. There's nothing weird about it at all, that's just how this character is. I feel like the actor played him pretty well. The only actor I know of who performed perfectly from very young age is Leonardo DiCaprio. His roles were sooo difficult and honestly, such superb talent is close to impossible to find.
As mentioned above, Su-ho is in fact this socially awkward guy. Fine, his confidence is high, but that doesn't mean he can't be awkward. This is a character who grew up without his mom and basically all alone, since his father wasn't involved in his life. He's been traumatised ever since his early childhood. When he needed emotional support, he had none. So he turned to sports, books, school and managed it all by himself. Oh and with a little help of his childhood friend.
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How adorable is this childhood besties to adult relationship plotline, seriously.
He is popular because of his looks and excellent grades, but he doesn't have many real friends. People don't know anything about him, other than that his dad is famous. And Su-ho is so much more than this pretty outer shell everybody sees when they look at him. Being friends with Seo-jun for so long, it almost seems impossible that their friendship took such bad turn, especially since they've spent so much time together. Seo-jun must have known about his family issues.
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Even though when I think about it, that might not be the case, I don't know if sharing such private matters is common in Korean culture or not.
We all knew the truth about make-up transformation would come out sooner or later, ever since Ju-kyung bestie went evil-mode. Su-ho's part in all of this is unbelievable, if I'm being honest. All he is doing constantly is care for his gf, supports her, bends over backwards, doesn't let things take this horrible turn, he's there for her all the way. It doesn't end. Even after he returns from the States.
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I mean, that exists only in the imaginary world of k-drama, right?
Also, being a constant support to someone can be quite exhausting. Lifting someone up non-stop, being the bigger person, being the strongest one, putting them first, even ahead of yourself, that can be extremely draining but also extremely rewarding if done for the right person. (also, it's toxic to expect that from anyone). I was guessing his character would break at least a little bit in those last three episodes, but it never happened, not even when he had to break up with Ju-kyung. It's a good thing Ju-kyung evolved a lot since that make-up fiasco in her new school, and we see her progress as she turns into a lovely young lady.
And I haven't addressed why that break up is a good thing. He was still a kid back then and firstly, it was very mature of him to end the relationship. Even though they've made it quite sloppy all together, it's still better than all of my breakups put together. Can't complain. Secondly, the possibility of losing his dad, no matter how bad of a parent he was, must have been horrifying for him, and again, he had to go through it all alone, in a foreign world. But it was the best outcome for Ju-kyung. She was still this fragile girl and it's better to have a heartache over a breakup than to suffer because of feelings of helplessness, frustration and being so far from the one you want to give the whole world to. That might have made them drift apart for good. Life gives us unexpected challenges all too often, and things simply happen. Sometimes it's smarter to let go when given a chance.
Su-ho's dad's miracle recovery is probably the best thing creators pulled off in this whole mess. Just turn it into a fairytale and don't break our hearts while wraping it up, thank you!
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All in all, I'm happy with how the series ended. It was sloppy, nothing we didn't expect, but hey, at least our girlie finally found her happiness. I don't know about you, but that's all I wanted from this ending.
Oh I binged this one and I was so not supposed to! I'm a bit mad at myself but alright, it will happen again. Not until I clear my schedule of all the important obligations at least. If you made it till here, which I doubt - congratulations! There is no prize but feel free to send me asks or comment your thoughts, opinions, disagreements, I'd gladly read them. Also, kdrama recommendations are welcome. That's all from me, Pluto is signing out. (◠‿◕)
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hiiiiiiiiii. update time yayayay you know the drill
im on winter break!!!! yippee!!!! the first snow of the year where i live was yesterday :) and it stuck to the ground too, which is pretty uncommon for where i live (very populous american city).... so that was nice!!! i gave my closest (still not very close though) irl friends some gifts on the last day of school before break, which was also yesterday, and i got some in return and that was very cool :)
ummm. school has been pretty stressful, hence my absence.... theres a lotttt of missing work that im constantly catching up on, plus my semester-length classes are trying squeeze in final projects or other major assignments.... so yeah ive been fairly overwhelmed with all that 😅
oh yeah, robotics has been going pretty well!!!! im making decent progress on the things i need to get done.... a lot of what i do depends on other people though, so my work is pretty stagnant for the most part....
a few college updates: ive heard back from 3 out of the 7 that ive applied to so far!!! i got accepted by two schools with significant merit scholarships 🥳 buuuuut i got denied from my early decision school yesterday 🥲 honestly i dont feel too bad about it just because i always knew it was a massive reach since its sooooo very selective (less than 10% acceptance).... plus my anxiety already did a ton of overthinking on the outcome of each potential response (accept, deny, or defer) so genuinely i feel fine about it, promise!!!
uhhh. physical health has been... not great. i got (and still have) a very bothersome cold from my biological sister around two weeks ago, and i do have a pretty standard immune system without noticeable issues, but this cold has been beating my ass 😭 ive had much more headaches than usual AND i got my period the day after the cold symptoms started which was So Bad!!!!!
mental and emotional health havent been too good either ngl.... my depersonalization and memory loss are both still rampant and much worse than usual. i feel numb and depressed pretty much every day, i dont feel real for most of it, and i dont remember any of it the next day. which sucks!!!! and i dont like it!!!! but its better than feeling Really Horrible all the time so i.... suppose i cant complain. eating has been alright though 🤷
no updates on diagnoses or legal/medical transition though 😔 shit takes time, sadly....
arcane hyperfix is still going strong 💪 im so normal, sooooo very normal.... i rewatched s1 recently, just to get a refresher on some plot points that i kind of blanked on while watching s2.... look at these losers ⬇️
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ummm in terms of the future....!!!! im on winter break until january 7th so hopefully ill be able to reblog things in real time instead of holding them in my drafts until i get the motivation to type a life update.... which is in fact what is happening right now 😅 but yeah i shouldnt be too busy until school picks back up. i still have overdue work, and i gotta submit two more college applications, but theres not much else for me over break other than holidays. the rest of january will probably be pretty stressful though, since the semester ends at the end of january and like i said, a lot of my semester-length classes are gonna be piling on major assignments. thats also when im REALLY gonna have to lock in for robotics, since our first competition is in early february. and ummm. thats pretty much it!!!
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Hello!
May i ask ✨ 🧺 🌙 for the emoji ask game? Thank you, I hope you have a good day!
Thank you for the ask!
✨: what scents do you have strong memories/associations with?
I have quite a few, but I'll narrow it down to the 2 scents that hit me the strongest.
The first is a particular perfume. Its actually quite an old scent called Wind Song. It has a very bright, clean, but distinct scent. My granny use to wear it and it was so strong that her entire house would just fill up with it. Smelling that scent always brings me back to young childhood for me. Sunny days running through the hanging laundry on the line in the yard. Hot Summer mornings spent in the pool at her house. Snuggling on her bed after getting out of the pool and watching tv together as she ran her fingernails through my hair to untangle the knots. When I smell that scent it gives me such a feeling of safety and comfort. Occasionally it will cause me to hurt as well though, as my granny has been gone for more than 20 years.
The second one is the smell of Earth... almost decaying and the turning of seasons. The deep smell of moist leaves and crisp air in Autumn. It is my favorite time of the year and has been since I was a kid. It makes makes me think of chilly, rainy days where I would sit in my bedroom with the window open as I watched the rain cover my backyard. My dad making my sister an I hot chocolate to drink by the fireplace. Carving pumpkins, warm sunny days with a cool breeze to play in. And it always meant that my birthday was close, lol. When I smell that scent it reminds me of home. I am always the happiest in the fall.
🧺: describe your perfect picnic, or why you don’t like them if you don’t?
Picnics in the fall are the best! As I stated above, that is my favorite season. Plus I think its the best season for avoiding bugs at a picnic (I am not a fan of creepy crawly things.) To make it perfect, it would have to be on a sunny day, where is isn't too warm and there is a nice occasional breeze. A comfy blanket set out on a grassy spot overlooking the woods, so that we can hear the leaves rustling and falling in the wind, and that we can take a walk in the woods when were done.
I am not too picky or particular with the food. Something light and easy to clean up. A basic charcuterie board type spread would be the best. With extra sweets added...cookies...brownies...donuts...muffins (I love sweet things!) Laying on the blanket and cloud watching or reading a book and light conversation would make the day absolutely divine.
🌙: what’s your least favourite thing to do in your least favourite season?
My least favorite season is Winter. Its only saving grace is that it has Christmas, as that's my favorite holiday. But other than that I am usually pretty miserable. My least favorite thing in Winter would be honestly anything outside. I do not like the cold or snow. I will go out for the sake of my kiddos to do all of our yearly holiday traditions, but other than that I try to stay inside.
I do not do well in the cold (I have chronic pain and autoimmune issues that get worse in the cold.) So I spend most of that season in a lot of pain. It might sound silly, but I am a person who lives by the sun and moon, and during that time of year both are rarely seen. I need that sun to energize my day and make me feel warm. And even at night I feel like the clouds that cover the sky and moon by default, take something away as well. I usually struggle with my anxiety and depression the most that time of year as well.
Sorry that this got so long. Thank you again for the ask!
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