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What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.
What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it youâre lent.
By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.
Sheâs whatâs tethering him do you see⌠And heâs the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.
Theyâre both so out of it đ Itâs the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? Theyâre each otherâs weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though sheâs also the guard attack hound keeping him safe⌠And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. Theyâre both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They canât perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked. We both havenât lived for ourselves in a very long time, havenât we.
They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it itâs ok heâs not all alone in the end đđ He reached out for Marcilleâs hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, itâs okay Iâm okay
Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.
Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because theyâre h-u-n-g-r-y đđđ
I bet heâs only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him theyâre tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 ThistlesâŚ... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?
"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you canât suppress her in the way that matters. You canât soothe him in the way that matters. Itâs doomed. Youâre doomed. Itâs all doomed. Save me.
#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Thistle#falin touden#thistlin#OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME#I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon#Iâm seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy#Fumi rambles#Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that itâs gonna get you killed#Itâs good for the character arc#Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3#This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter#Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing#about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc heâs bad with monsters confirmed#Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT ITâS WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS#With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasnât socialized in a long#time and he wouldnât if it wasnât a tool he needed to interact with BUT itâs still socialization and itâs getting him in touch with his#surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless#Howâs that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi#Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe#Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable#Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY theyâre so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy#The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile#Tfw we both need to feel needed
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this is a controversial take but i donât really think sexual wincest dynamic would be the same as the dynamics they have with girls. mostly because this interpretation tends to ignore canonical nuances that define sam and deanâs relationship, which includes deanâs extreme possessiveness, samâs willing submissiveness with dean (especially when it comes to physical touch), the fact that dean is the only one with whom sam is able to be physically vulnerable in a way he canât with anybody else, the fact that dean genuinely loves taking care of his little brother. itâs an essential part of their relationship, and it just makes sense for it to be part of their sexual dynamic too
#iâm not trying to say itâs definite canon bc we all have our own interpretations#but i do find it a bit weird that the fandom uses their scenes with girls as proof that dean is sub bottom or that sam is domtop#because samdean is way more complicated than sxual relationships they have with random girls like itâs not just about fucking#dean loves taking care of sam and he also needs to know that sam belongs to him at all times and sam loves being taken care of by dean#itâs something they need from each other and they donât/canât have that with anyone else#plus theyâre canonically each otherâs exceptions. dean might be subby with everyone except for his brother#and sam might be toppy with everyone except dean#also if you wanna compare ruby to dean then you gotta admit that sam let her softdom him <3#wincest#spn
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"Suddenly the world was gray and dull and my heart was so heavy I felt like I couldnât move, let alone make it back to Treasure Town. But because of Echoâs last wish⌠I was able to keep living.â
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SORA : (Partner)
Abilities: Justified / Inner Focus
Nature: Gentle / Hardy
Moveset: Aura Sphere / Metal Claw / Poison Jab / Dragon Pulse
#It's my baby girl!! My sweetiepie!! Sora the light of my life my bestest girlie#Her own character sheet to go along with Echo's since I had so much fun making that one and obvs Sora needed to be given as much love too#Sora learned Poison Jab as a riolu back when she was mistrustful towards Grovyle and wanted to thrash him around#nowadays she feels bad about knowing the move when her intentions for learning it were to get an upper hand against him in battle#but she also refuses to unlearn it and keeps it as a reminder that sometimes your own expectations about others are wrong in the end#plus the idea of someone as sweet as Sora knowing a poison-type move just makes me go crazy. did you expect a fairy type move or something?#Cause no. She'll literally stab you to death with literal poison because she can if you upset her or Echo.#And to anyone wondering about the large scar on her tail... yes it is literally a hand-print courtesy of Dusknoir#insert the universally traumatic âYOU TWO ARE COMING WITH MEâ classic Dusknoir villain-arc moment#(he then proceeds to grab Sora by the tail and drag her into the dimensional portal but she struggles and he loses patience)#(so he unleashes a point blank will-o-wisp that causes so much pain she is too busy recoiling and screaming to make an escape)#Hey Dusknoir it was kinda f'ed up to permanently scar a kid like that ngl not your best decision I hope it doesn't haunt you forever#Echo still hates him for it and I'm not sure she'll ever let that particular event go even after they reconcile#also I gave Sora the ability Justified because of the implications that her partner is a dark-type and she also has darkrai-related trauma#the idea of her attack stat raising if Echo accidentally hits her with a move??? like Sora is so scared her stats literally go haywire#that's my idea of angst and it keeps me awake at night#sora/lucario#Team Wish my beloved...#pmd ocs#pmd eos#pmd2#explorers of sky#my art#click for better quality tumblr compressed it like garbage D:
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thinking about toji's big and strong thighs all spread out when you ride him on the couch...
#i need to sleep but . ugh#thinking about how he likes plus sized girls..... how easily he can hold them..... groping their soft curves as they bounce on his lap...#someone take me out ..#perce.txt
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My poor baby probably didnât get an ounce of sleep that night. Bro was being dragged to prison and the only thing he was worried about was whether she was breathing or not đ˘. I need a man this in love with me.
#thomas brodie sangster x reader#the hunger games#the artful dodger#lady belle fox#jack dawkins#maze runner#maia mitchell#david thewlis#disney plus#norbert fagin#oliver twist#the maze runner#baby girl#bbg#heâs my babygirl#Iâm totally normal about him#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I NEED HIM#i wanna bite him so bad#I JUST NEED A LOYAL MAN#IM HOPING NO ONE SAYS ANYTHING ABOUT THE TAGS OR JUST DOESNT SEE THEM đ¤
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varian would love cheesy romance novels
#plus hes so romance novel protag coded#just a small town girl livin in a lonely woooooorld she took the midnight train goikg anywhere#no but for real small town farmerâs kid with no friends#he sneaks off into the woods to read his little books and hopes for his bella swan moment#i have such a bad migraine right now which means i need to just say shit about my little guy#varian
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big question!! dude can we please see a scene in the AU where castys has his tongue cut off and he has to deal with that? like man, the shock and the pain and the fuckin grief? and neteri just being herself ofc
anyway the latest erebus chapter was heartbreaking youâre so good at being awful to these lads (i canât stop reading)
Thank you I try,,,,,
Okay strap in fellas I think this is banger as hell I had a great time and let me know if you have any other requests for the AU!
Castys & Terror AU Masterlist - Castys Masterlist - Nextâ
Ingredients: shockingly, tongue gets cut off! some suffocation as well
Castys wasnât great at sitting in chairs normally, something his parents had always reprimanded him for, but, hey, theyâd never taken it as far as to fucking tie him to one, and Castys was grateful. This shit was uncomfortable. Like, yeah, the rough ropes around his wrists and ankles were tight and itchy, but also the position just sucked. Not that heâd rather be standing or something-
âYou must be Castys!â The door had swung open, and now this little lady with a white coat on was walking up to him.Â
âYes, Iâm Castys,â he said flatly as she scurried behind him before coming back without her bag. And then she justâŚstared at him. Castys wasnât sure what she was looking at, since there really wasnât much to see, just, like, him. Eventually her eyes wandered up to his, and she jumped in place a bit.
âOh, right, Iâm Neteri.â She stuck her hand out like she expected him to shake it.
âYou know Iâm tied up, right?â
âAh. Yeah.â Her skin was dark enough that it wasnât immediately obvious that she was blushing, but Castys was pretty sure she was. She ended up awkwardly grabbing his right hand and shaking it a bit. âI, um, Iâll be preparing you for this afternoon. Sorry, Iâm just a bit nervous.â
âWell, youâre not tied to a chair so I think youâll be okay.â
She laughed. âYouâre right, youâre right, but Iâm justâŚI think Iâm going to do something Iâm not supposed to do.â
Castys raised an eyebrow. âLet me go because Iâm funny?â
Neteri rolled her eyes, but she was smiling, so clearly she did think he was funny. âNo, youâre staying put, sorry bud. But I think Iâm going to keep you. Youâre kind of perfect.â She tried to cup his cheek in her hand, but Castys leaned away, staring at her with wide eyes.
âWhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?â His mouth was really dry all of a sudden, he wasnât perfect, he was a fuck-up, a useless heir, that had been his goal, he wasnât good at anything he was supposed to be good at, he wasnât well-mannered or polite, he had a huge fucking scar on his face and a lopsided smile because of it, he was filthy and vulgar and didnât have any interest in getting married he was absolutely anything but perfect. So why the hell did she want him?
âItâs not important right now. Youâve got a big day ahead of you!â She clapped her hands, dismissing the subject entirely. He wanted to press her further, but after seeing the lovely object she pulled out of her pocket, everything else was forgotten.
âNo. Absolutely not.â
âAw, what are you gonna do about it, Castys? I thought you were tied to a chair!â Great, now it was his turn to feel his face grow hot, because, yeah, what the fuck was he gonna do?
Normally, he doubted heâd immediately recognize it for what it was, but today, right now, after just being told this lady wanted to keep him, it was instantly clear. And Neteri was right, he was only able to squirm uselessly and lean away as she wrapped the collar around his neck without much trouble. His first swallow after sheâd sealed it shut felt horrible, and he absolutely did not want to get used to it.
âSee, itâs not so bad. It looks cute on you!â She ruffled his hair, which only made Castys more uncomfortable.
âI donât want to be cute. Iâm not a fucking dog.â He wasnât sure whether the collar was part of Neteriâs weird desires or just to humiliate him, but either way he hated it.
âNo, youâre not, but youâre also not a prince anymore, and youâre the property of the Xernan Empire, and this is a good reminder of that,â Neteri said as she walked around behind him, probably to her bag. Castys rolled his eyes. He didnât need to be reminded that he wasnât a prince, since it was his favorite new development in all of this. UnlessâŚunless it wasnât just a reminder for him, but for everyone else, tooâŚHe really, really hoped there wasnât going to be some sort of public display, but given how Neteriâd said he had a âbig dayâ aheadâŚfuck, that was probably the case, huh?
âNow, Iâm going toâŚoh, I might get in so much trouble for this,â Neteri muttered as she stared at the floor, standing in front of him once again. She had leather gloves on, which would have been nice earlier when she was touching him, and she was holdingâŚa pair of shears? He didnât think sheâd put on gloves if she was just going to cut his hair, and given that she thought she might get in trouble for it, it seemed like she was going toâŚmaim him somehow. Castys curled his hands into fists as Neteri slapped her cheeks with her palms, still talking to herself. âNo, Iâm going to do this. I deserve it. Itâs not that far off from what the emperor wants. Okay,â she held the shears up and gave Castys a concerningly bright smile. âAny last words?â
For once, Castys didnât take the opportunity to speak.
Instead, he locked his jaw shut tight, teeth clenched so hard it hurt, lips pressed together, walls of protection around his tongue.Â
Thatâs what she wanted, wasnât it?
Neteri cocked her head, watching him. âNothing to say all of a sudden? No jokes?â Her smile disappeared as her eyes narrowed. âYou figured it out, didnât you, Castys? What Iâm going to do to you.â
He didnât bother nodding.
Neteri stepped up to him, her knee on the chair in between his legs, leaning over him, her face right above his as he craned back to avoid her. âYouâre going to have to get used to obeying me, Castys.â The cold metal of the shears rested on his cheek. âSo open your mouth.â
If thereâs one thing Castys was good at, it was disobeying orders.
After a few moments of neither of them moving, Neteri pinched Castysâs nose shut with her free hand, not saying a word. Fine, he could play that game. Hold on as the pressure in his chest built, as his head started to spin, as his vision started to darken, every fiber of his being screaming at him to just give in to the inevitable and take a breath. He could do it quick, a little gasp, fast enough that she wouldnât be able to do anything. Okay, three, twoâŚ
The exhale was shaky, but it was fine, just a quick inhale as he snapped his mouth shut-
His teeth scraped against metal, the sensation sending shivers down his spine.
Neteri stared at him with a detached coldness as she rotated the shears, forcing his jaw open wide, wide enough for her to stick her hand in and grab his tongue, pulling it out despite his attempts to pull it back, turning the shears to the side now, opening them up, the cold blades-
Snip.
Castysâs mouth was hot it was burning he was choking the smell of blood was so strong he was suffocating on it her hand was still in his mouth her fingers pressed against his wound magic piercing through his jaw heâd scream if he had the air and then that was it her hand was gone he lurched forward coughing and spitting blood and saliva all down the front of the threadbare shirt heâd been given and once he saw the discarded little piece of pink flesh on the floor he couldnât look at anything else he couldnât believe that was it it was gone it wasnât in his mouth his mouth was empty there was only the blood still dripping out and when Neteri laid a hand on his back he wanted to growl at her not to touch him but he couldnât he couldnât say anything anymore he was quiet nothing to say no thoughts or opinions of his own just how his parents had wanted him-
âItâs alright, Castys, just breathe. It was a little more difficult than it needed to be, but you did it.â And why did it need to be at all? âJust two more things left today and then you can rest. And then hopefullyâŚâ Her hand slid up, resting on the back of his neck, on that awful collar, and Castys wanted to scream. He never, ever wanted to belong to her.
But what he wanted didnât matter anymore.
Castys was dragged out and whipped and branded and left out on display, brought back and patched up by Neteri and given soup that he couldnât taste, and when the door slammed shut behind her, he finally allowed himself to cry.
His back and chest hurt, of course, the wounds aggravated no matter how he moved or what position he laid in, but he could deal with it. It was nothing compared to what heâd lost, the little pocket of empty space inside his mouth.
Words were all heâd ever have to really fight back, complaining when he was forced to do things he didnât want to, scaring off all the suitors his parents picked out, jokes keeping him calm when he was scared or upset, even when he couldnât do anything he could still say something, make sure everyone knew how he felt, and now he was more helpless than ever before and he couldnât say a single fucking thing.Â
He didnât even know where he was going to end up, either sold off to some asshole or left in Neteriâs clutches, and no matter what, he wasnât going to be treated like a person. The collar made it pretty clear. He was less than human now, a pet, a lab rat, property, something that didnât need to have thoughts or opinions anymore.Â
Heâd rather be a prince after all.
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@hearse-songâ @muddy-swamp-bitch @whumpasaurus101 @yet-another-heathenââ @galaxywhumpÂ
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@painsandconfusion @i-can-even-burn-salad @befuddled-calico-whumpâ @whumpinggroundsâ @whump-queenâ
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#i wrote something#whump-in-the-closet#thanks troy this was super fun!#castys & terror au#castys#neteri#whump#tongue whump#the best part about writing this was i just copy pasted some of neteri's dialogue and actions from e&t ch2 lmao#i missed writing her tho fuck :(#i know it's my own fault but still (âŹâŹďšâŹâŹ) my girl#and then castys is easy as fuck to write yippee#by the time wick asked me about him getting his hair cut i had already written the beginning of this#and i didnt really know how to work it in đ so just know that if he had longer hair and it got cut it would have made him very happy#and probably lulled him into a bit of a false sense of security#castys deserves a collar at all times tbh he is a feral animal and i need to pull him around by the neck#plus he looks soooo good with one on especially if it's red (it's black here tho đ)#god neteri being threatening to him is so sexy#and then no more tongue HAH HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT MISTER STUPID COMEBACKS#NOBODY WANTS TO LISTEN TO YOU#just be a good little test subject from now on (he won't)
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@pup-pee I know you have notifications on now but like hands you Magical girl Kyle!!!! He's done!! :D!!!
Magical Girl Guy can be found here!
(Transparent version under the cut because I like using that feature!!)
#fanart#dc#my art#fanartist#dc fanart#art#kyle rayner#green lantern corps#green lantern#Madi's Art :>#shocking that I didn't draw one of the batfam for once!!! a miracle truly!!#okay so now that my formal tags are out of the way time to infodump here about my plans#so like I plan on making him a charm#if not to sale to at least have for my own because it's silly!! very silly!! either that or I'm gonna make him as stickers so Kyle can just#be everywhere he can be applied anywhere#I also plan on doing this with all the other GLs a.k.a making them magical girls cause while Kyle is magical girl coded I just wanna do it#plus the idea of Guy Gardner in a skirt is very fun#DC Kyle Rayner#honestly the first photo could be a lock screen like that could be highly silly#anywho hope you Kyle Rayner fans get fed I hear the fandom is kinda dead from Jay#also that being said before I even sell charms and stuff I need to figure out store stuff so like if I ever do that I'll let Tumblr know ig#now time to put my laptop away cause it is almost 1 am oops
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actually thinking very hard about gerome/yarne specifically virion!yarne because hes my favorite but also what if when we were kids i was your only friend and confidant in a country where everyone despised your family on account of your traitor father and you were looked down upon due to your taguel lineage and then your parents died and oh fuck so did mine and you were left with nothing but a dead culture and rule over people that hate you but i stayed by your side through it all not only as your knight and guardian but also as your friend and also we were both boys. what if we had to flee our home after it fell to risen and i watched as you succumbed to your anxiety over being the last taguel and sole heir to your house but i was powerless to comfort you in my own grief and then i lose sight of you for years as we travel back into the past and when we finally reunite things are can never be how they were before but i dont need them to be i just need you to be okay now. and we were both boys. my vision do you see it
#ann plays awakening#GEROYARNE NATION IF YOURE OUT THEREâŚ#im calling for an army that never existed. alas#im thinking about them very hard now oh yes i amâŚ#also. like. sorry. but gerome is 100% a monsterfucker like sorry but im right heâd be so into taguel yarne#sooooooo off point of the post but like i think im right.#i also dont think cherche would ever force gerome to work under house virion#i dont think sheâd ever suggest it at all actually#but#i still think as one of the few people in rosanne that does not completely hate virion and understands WHY he did what he did#sheâd be around to help out and thus gerome would get to know yarne during that time#obviously goes for any virion kid but i think yarnes anxiety with the taguel stuff adds to it too#plus also i think yarne and minerva could be best friends once yarne gets over the fact that minerva could eat him#these are all just very loosely connected thoughts i have about them please bear with me i need time to organize my thoughts#-> girl who has never had a single coherent post about any ship she likes ever#sorry i j needed to be cringe about them for a second im actually very normal and attractive
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"Lestat would get woken up by the macarena" "No he'd get waken up by dubstep" "No he'd get waken up by Call Me Maybe" You fool's. You absolute fools. Lestat is buried/out in the dump of New Orleans, a city that's 60 percent black. He's getting woken up by Back That Azz Up by Juvenile
#go listen to back that azz up if you havent heard it its such a banger#also how have you not heard it (i know how but still)#like we can speculate on lestat and pop music but hes a musician living in NOLA with a black partner#lestat explicitly told louis he was a chocolate chaser and you think ms. jepsen gon get him out the ground get real#he hears those first strings and âcash money records taking over for the 99 and the 2000â and shot up out that coffin like superman#like i think people speculating about what wakes him up is so interesting cus i think it becomes contextless like#hes in new orleans. the blackest city in america where he used to play black music with black artists what is the white girl gon do?#and i think the rush to say lestat would surround himself with white music in this explicitly black space comes both from ms rice's love of#whiteness. both ontologically and physically. i think it also speaks to how white the fandom is#plus the thing that woke lestat up in the 80s was how innovative the electric guitar sounded (which if he wanted innovative he shouldve-#been woken up by johnnie guitar watson but thats neither here nor there#back that azz up is an extremely innovative and iconic song from new orleans like thats what lestat âi told my black partner i was chocolat#chasing before i tried to wife himâ de lioncourt#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#iwtv 2022#like hes getting woken up by three six mafia or project pat#he need something with some bass rattling the windows
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The fact Legendâs literal dream girl is noted to âresemble [his] Princess Zeldaâ is frankly way under utilized.
#marin#lu legend#lu fable#He sees the reflection of the person he loves in this dream girl#more evidence for#legend/fable#while also being#legend/marin#Marin is the Windfishâs creation but was tailored to Legendâs needs#or at least thatâs my theory#plus can you imagine him taking a blow to the head an confusing Fable for Marin?! good angst!#I wonder if this means Fable has been a redhead this whole time
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I love millymeryl and I love vashwood I just wish yâall let the four of them actually hang out and be important to each other instead of segregating them into couples who occasionally reference the other pairs existence
#finding fanfic is so hard#itâs like hereâs vashwood but they say the girls names once so u know theyâre off screen friends!#Iâm fine with platonic polygun I just need it to be polygun#i feel like ppl want the portion of Trimax where the boys travel without the girls to be the entirety of Trigun#like the girls being there and being equally important to Vash waters down the significance of vashwood#but vashâs relationship with all three of them are equally vital to him learning how to let himself be around humans like this#like he wouldnât be able to date wolfwood if it werenât for him building relationships with the girls#idk just whatever Trigun ships you have I think if u donât get how important The Four of Them are all at once ur misunderstanding a bit#plus itâs just a little iffy in general to sideline the female characters for a mlm ship but I shouldnât even have to say that part out loud#had to complain bc the four fanfic I read that donât have this problem havenât updated in MONTHS pls help me
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I would actually be really interested in seeing mitch at center for a little bit (obviously not forever, he's such a good winger). I mean they've tried willy a bunch and it's never worked out and mitch had experience with the knights I'm pretty sure so it's not like that could go any worse (though i truly believe you could put that man in any positon on the ice and he'd do at the very least decently at it). The team is getting pretty patchwork right now so they might as well. What are your thoughts?
i'm certainly not opposed at all with the lack of center depth and lack of info about auston. the biggest issue imo is still kind of who gets matchups against other teams top lines bc idk if you want just jt up there without a player like mitch on his wing but i also don't know if you want mitch marner learning a new position up there either. but short term i think this won't matter too much. it's really telling about what mitch marner can do though, lol, and it's just yet another thing they might have to come to rely on him for. he has all the strengths a typical center does in terms of defense and puck distribution and endurance. also his faceoff percentage isn't terrible iirc but he doesn't take them that often so i'm sure it'd need some work. we really are lacking at c, and from the sounds of it, i don't think they're gonna try mitch there immediately either so idk. i don't think he played c in london for any long stretches of time right? like i have no doubts about his ability, but ultimately i think this team is looking for a 3c more than they are converting a top 6 player into center in the long run so. i'm actually also very excited to see minten get some games with us based on what i've seen ppl say about him in the ahl.
#easks#like. rn with the team in shambles.. WHY NOT#i dont realistically think theyll try to trransition him to that full time. plus i think its smth extremely hard to do this late ina caree#hence why no one does it lol#and why mitch at c hasnt been a serious consideration for a long time#i love tht ppl think theyrre catching onto smth that coaching staff havent like it sends meee fkldjkf 'i suggested this' like girl.#we literally have am34 and jt when we'rre healthy and mitch will be out there getting top 6 minutes no matter what so hes not rlly the 3c#answer... and i think well trry to keep jt so i dont see a need for a 2c replacement any time soon but. IN A PINCH. mitch at c would be fun#hes invaluable fr
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anyway ive been going through my repressed sexual abuse arc
#this is tmi#but i think the honesty is on brand#plus i feel like its kind of obvious#and its killing me inside#people usually msg me after posts like this because they think i need emotional support#and i do#but a lot of the time they do it to make themselves feel better about the shock of sering someone in a traumatic situation because#thats the correct and empathetic response#or they want to take advantage of you#ie all the weird older men in my dms#some of which arent scammers but im willing to bet most are#i dont trust people anymore#and all i do is cry#i wake up every morning waiting for the day to end#measuring the shadows that i carved out of my hands#my saviours in a bottle and he keeps my edges soft#his sympathy's relentless while i let my insides rot#thats a flowerface lyric#flower face#girl prometheus#trauma#trauma dump#tmi#shitpost#philosophy#memes#thoughts#writing#sadg#sadgirl
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who else thinks bear is possibly the most traumatised character in sweet tooth
#Iâm sorry Iâm listening to girl in red and emo music I canât not think of her that would be illegal#Also just saw a#sweet tooth netflix#Post so#like 1 the whole shiver me fingers virus ( thatâs what me and my friend call it) 2 her parents died while she was in the house and honestly#Saw it happen as well as loose her sister#From the looks of it lived by her self for a while before she made the animal army#Got betrayed by he âbest friendâ cough girlfriend cough#When she was starting to trust big man lost them#Once she got tiger back she died straight away#Her sister didnât know her#Her adoptive brother got shot in the back and was unconscious for like a week plus#Not to mention she was six when all of this started#Like girl needs some#Therepy#She has the trauma of the sick#loosing her parents and sster#Having to survive as a literal child by herself during the end of the world#Got stabbed in the back by her girlfriend#Basically lost everyone she loved for a while#Got her Pookie back only for her to die#The one there post she met basically went yeah just do better and take of like 20 kids for me and then u wonât be useless
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AU where Karmaâs a secret DOA member because he deserved more and i need to see him with Sigma and Nikolai đđđ
#he joins a literal terrorist group w/ a three year old a shitty politician a vampire a clown and a rat and its still better than where he#was before so like what can he do about it đ#ALRIGHT LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN. Karmaâs been in constant terror of Ace using his ability on him. so he has a reason to get rid of abilities.#Aceâs thing was casinos so heâll be good with Sigma. heâs a child so people wonât suspect him. he can be like their mascot or some shit#he looks older than Grenade Necklace Girl so maybe Fyodor wouldnt blow him up#plus yokohama needs its Official Redhead Showdown#bsd#bungo stray dogs#decay of angels#bsd karma#bsd ace#fyodor dostoevsky#bsd sigma#fukuchi ouchi#nikolai gogol#bram stoker
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