#pls give me your underrated fics

[trans-ivorycello]

hello does anyone have lifesteal fic recs . Please

[lizthewriter]

i'm right here / billy loomis

PAIRING  fem!reader x billy loomis

SUMMARY  you and billy had been dating for quite a while now. you had always been so dependent on him, so clingy, so needy, and you were starting to realize that maybe he didn't like you nearly as much as you thought he did. when you stop calling him and ignore him completely, he's not just angry, but he comes to the realization that he doesn't know who he'd be without you. he's lonely and he needs you just as much, if not more, than you need him.

TAGS  fem!reader x billy loomis, angst, fluff, if you squint, sexual tension, smut, only on the clothes stuff, billy wouldn't dare break my underwear rule, teasing, making out,, desperate men >>>, deranged men >>>>>, billy is a lil' toxic, just a lil' bit, cursing, slight stalking (come on, we're talking about ghostface here, get with the program)

QUOTE  "i'm calling you, pick up your phone . . . well i don't give a fuck about your friends, / i'm right here, here / well baby talk a look around, / i'm the only one that hasn't walked out, / i'm right here," - right here by chase atlantic

WORD COUNT  2.1K

WRITTEN  10.25.2023

A/N this is my first smut 😭😭😭😭 also i watched scream for the first time and if billy and stu weren't murderers ... omg 😭😭😭 anyways, i will get up another fic on sunday and one next wednesday ... PLS SEND REQUESTS FOR BILLY AND STU 😭😭😭😭

You once again hung up the phone in a huff - Billy has tried calling you for the fourth time that evening. You would have let the phone ring if the sound of it didn't set you off.

You tossed the clunky phone back onto the other end of the couch and settled onto the cushions with a relieved sigh. Finally, some time for yourself - you had been swamped with so much work recently, it was nice to finally take a moment to relax. You flicked on the television, channel surfing before the phone went off again. You groaned and picked up the phone, pressing the decline button before setting it back down. You let out an incredulous laugh at the irony of the situation. You were ignoring Billy because he barely spent any of his time with you and didn't seem to be putting anywhere near as much effort into your relationship as you were. You were so tired of being taken advantage of and eventually being walked out on by friends and family that you finally, for once, walked out on someone else first. But now, now that you've broken things up with him, he seemed interested in you.

"Asshat," you mumbled under your breath, finally settling on a channel playing some mildly entertaining thriller that was gripping enough to keep you interested, but not so much so that you were discerning and questioning every detail. You laid back down on the couch, head lolling to the side as you space out and got lost in your own thoughts. The one thing that startled you from your own head was the sound of the phone ringing once again.

More than irritated, you grabbed the phone and finally answered, shoving the clunk of plastic next to your ear. "Listen here Billy, I told you once and I don't want to say it again, I'm. Done -"

The voice at the end of the line spoke only your name in greeting, but it soundly oddly gruff and robotic. Not Billy's voice, which made you pause in hesitation. "Yes, that's me . . . what do you want?"

"I always thought The Sixth Sense was a sort of underrated masterpiece."

You launched up from the couch, fear settling into your gut as you glanced out the back patio doors outside. "What kind of prank is this? Stu, are you fucking with me again? Because I swear -"

"It's not Stu, sweetheart. Guess again."

You paused. It was a long shot. But why would he change his voice? You decided to play a little game of your own. "You know what I'm watching, so you must be somewhere outside, in the backyard, right?" You got up from the couch and stared out at the backyard, but no one was there. "Who is this? Randy? Bobby? Which ass decided to piss me off today -"

"I did." The voice, unexpectedly, came from behind you. You jumped at the sound and turned around to face Billy, who was holding up a portable phone. He hung up, tucking away whatever kind of voice modulator he'd been using, and took a step towards you. In return, you took a step back, placing your house phone on a nearby surface.

"What are you doing in my house, Billy? I'm having friends over soon, you can't be here."

"I came over to apologize."

"You?" You asked him incredulously. "Apologize? That's rich. I didn't know the word 'apologize' was even in your vocabulary."

Billy offered you a grimaced smile and took another step forward. "I really mean it this time, all right?"

"Oh sure, yeah, and I'm the Queen of England," you retorted with a roll of your eyes. You glanced at the clock and decided it would be best to prepare snacks now, before your friends got here. You began to walk past him, in the direction of the kitchen. "Go home, Billy, I'm done with you and your indifference."

Before you even took another step away from him, he grabbed your wrist and pulled you into his chest. He stared down at you, hunger, desperation, adoration in his eyes. You couldn't help but soften as you stared up at his face - even if you were doing this for yourself, you couldn't help but miss him. And fuck, was he the most beautiful bastard you've ever seen.

He ran his index finger along your cheek, his head bowed as his eyes trailed all across your face. "I didn't appreciate you like I should have . . . I realize that now. I guess it's true. You don't know how good something is until it leaves." He bowed his head closer and closer to you, and you couldn't help but feel yourself weaken. As though you hsd fallen prey to his seduction spell. You had to admit, it was easier to ignore his calls then to ignore his prescene, that sultry voice and those beckoning lips, the brown strands that you wanted to tug on oh so badly. "Give me one more chance. I'll prove it to you that I can be better . . . " And he said the one word you've never heard leave his mouth ever. His voice came out as soft as a whisper, as hot as the fiery gates of hell on your mouth. "Please. I need you."

Your breathes came out hot and heavy - you wanted him bad, so bad. But you knew you shouldn't. You always followed the same toxic, hurtful patterns. You needed to let go of the people that hurt you, but God you couldn't let him go. You tried to find an excuse.

"Billy, my friends are going to be here in ten minutes." Your voice came out much weaker, less assured then intended.

"I could give a flying fuck about your friends. They don't treat you right, no better than I did. Yet here you sit, cleaning the house, buying food and renting movies, all for people who could care less. If you're going to give someone a second chance, let it be me." He held up your hand, pressing gently kisses along the edge of it. His eyes met yours again, dark and lustful, filled with meaning. You just couldn't help yourself - you knew you'd regret this, but honestly . . . you didn't care anymore.

You finally grabbed the back of his head and pushed him down to meet your lips, hands tangling in those chocolate locks of his. His mouth tasted like pennies and cigarettes, apricot and clove. He was far from being shy, he equally reciprocated your actions if not overcompensated and pressed back into you hungrily. He was slightly rough with you, never enough to hurt you, only rile you up. He pushed you back towards the couch, your knees buckling as they met the cushions, forcing you to sit yourself down on the couch. His eyes roamed your body and he gestured towards your shirt.

You leaned up, grabbing him by the collar of his shirt and pulling him down to your level. "No. I'm tired of initiating. If you want me, come get me." You released his shirt, sitting back on the couch with crossed arms and watching his next movements.

His eyes widened in slight shock. You had never been one to take the lead and boss him around, but now that you had, he found it incredibly arousing. And he also felt he owed it to you to give you whatever you wanted. After all, he'd been a terrible boyfriend and if he was truly being honest, you deserved better. But that selfish, possessive side to him couldn't let you go, craved you like a starved man.

He pulled off his shirt, revealing the chiseled chest beneath. He wasn't paticularly buff, but he was certainly well built and plenty aesthetically pleasing. He bent down, latching his lips back onto yours. He allowed your hands to roam over his bare torso, smirking slightly at the groan that left your lips. His hands gradually slipped under your shirt, pulling it overhead and revealing the lacy bra beneath. As strong as he was, he was easily able to shift your position so you were laying along the length of the couch. He crawled on top of you, one hand laying atop your breast, the other being used as a crutch to keep him balanced. His lips returned to yours, wet and burning with passion, running along yours smoothly. His other hand slipped down to your waist, tightening around it as his tounge poked through your lips and into your mouth. You couldn't help the soft moan that left your mouth, hips rolling up to meet his. You jolted as you were met with something hardened, a shiver running down your spine.

"Billy . . ." You whined, eyes pleading with him to stop being so painstakingly slow. You wanted him and you wanted him now. "Please. I missed you . . . need you."

"S'okay baby," he responded, lips now meeting the skin of your neck. You missed the feeling of his nose brushing against your skin with every kiss, his roaming hands exploring every inch of your body, those glances from.his darkened eyes that almost unsettled you. "I'll take care of it, I promise."

He rolled his hips up into yours, causing a moan to spill out of your mouth. You had wrapped your arms around his back, hands digging into his shoulder blades. "Missed your pretty little moans, baby." He lifted his head away from your neck, hand running through your hair as he looked down at you. "Promise I'll be better, hm? You'd like that?"

He rolled his hips up again with a smirk and you shut your eyes tight, only able to respond with a high-pitched "mhm!"

"You're - such a tease," you gasped, opening your eyes again, a faint blush spreading over your cheeks.

"I thought you liked when I teased you, pretty girl." You hated the smug smirk painted across his cheeks, but the thing you hated the most was that he was right. You loved the teasing, the degradation, the humiliation, the praise. He knew just how to get you hot and bothered, so much so that you couldn't help but snap at him. You know he did those kinds of things on purpose just you'd give him an attitude and he'd get to punish you. But if you were being honest . . . it turned you on.

"Just - please."

"Please what?" He asked with innocent eyes, rolling his hips up harder but keeping the bulge in his jeans pressed against you this time.

You groaned loudly, clawing at his back. "Not - not fair."

"What's not fair? This?" He rolled his hips upwards against, drawing another moan from your lips.

"N-no, stop -"

He let out a mock sigh of disappointment and began to draw away. "All right, I'll stop, if that's what you really want."

"No!" You exclaimed loudly, grabbing his hand and pulling him back towards you. "Don't leave . . . please."

You wanted to smack that stupid little grin off of his face, but then he dropped his knee between your thighs and the words you had wanted to speak suddenly left your lips. He glanced down at your pajama pants, toying with the waistband teasingly.

"Say the words then."

"What?" You responded with furrowed brows.

"Say, 'Billy, I want you to fuck me.'" His eyes bore into yours - the sweet chocolate now turned to charcoal black. He loved the effect he had on you, he loved messing around with you. Especially when you got all flustered and embaressed like this. "Come on, say it. I know you can, sweetheart."

You paused. "Billy, I -"

The doorbell rang, followed by the sounds of giggles. Your friends all shouted your name and dissolved into another bought of laughter. You glanced back towards Billy, torn about what to do.

He pulled away with a gentle sigh, planting a final kiss to your forehead. "We'll pick this up another time, yeah?" Desperate sex with Billy was always good, at least, you thought.

You held onto his hand for a few more seconss before it slipped away as he walked backwards towards the stairs. He must have crawled inside your bedroom window like he usually does. "Okay. I'll call you in the morning?"

He grinned. "Sounds good, sweetheart. I'll pick you up, too."

The doorbell rang thrice more, your friends yeling at you to come answer the door. Billy grinned and departed up the stairs, but not before grabbing his shirt on the way out. You picked up your own shirt from where it had been discarded on the floor and pulled it on as you approached the front door.

Your friends greeted you enthusiastically as they entered your house and while they were all excitedly chattering about the movies you selected, you could only think of Billy, stupid, seductive Billy.

[tacobacoyeet]

your mike ross x lawyer whos at his level was FIREEEEEEEE. i cant belive this is your first suits fic holy shit it was awesome. whenever youre ready pls give us a pt 2 or like a quasi-fluffy/flirty power couple fic bc they way you wrote the banter and the back and forth was SO FUCKING GOOD HOLY SHIT

file room folly | mike ross x reader

a/n: thank you thank you thank you!!!!! silly little blurb!!!!! yay i love writing for suits this is so fun

warnings: SMUT 18+, profanity, this is supposed to be a mike fic but unfortunately i am a harvey girl and the ending of this is slightly self indulgent, written on my phone in about 10 minutes so not proofread!

It starts like any other Tuesday at Pearson Specter Litt—caffeine-fueled chaos, egos in tailored suits, and a constant hum of tension that’s either professional or sexual, depending on where you’re standing. You’re seated in the bullpen, eyes scanning through a brief, when a shadow crosses your desk.

Mike Ross.

Your cubicles face each other like adversaries in court—close enough to trade smirks and post-it notes, but far enough that no one can really prove anything. Not that they haven’t tried.

Officially, you’re both associates. Unofficially? You’re the firm’s worst-kept secret—the power couple who never quite got caught. Yet. There are whispers. Glances. A suspicious amount of “joint projects.”

Mike sets a file down on your desk with all the innocence of a man who wasn’t definitely rearranging your insides in his apartment just two nights ago.

“Need a second pair of eyes on this deposition summary,” he says casually, but there’s a flicker in his eyes—mischievous, warm, and deeply distracting.

You don’t look up right away. You’re better than that. But you do let your heel slide out of its pump and trail the toe of your stockinged foot up his calf under the desk.

Mike clears his throat. Loudly.

You grin. “Sure, Ross. I’ve got ten minutes. Make it worth it.”

The file is just a cover. You both know it. But the charade is part of the fun. Harvey’s in a meeting, Donna’s upstairs with Jessica, and Louis hasn’t emerged from his office in hours. The bullpen is quiet—eerily so.

Mike leans closer under the guise of pointing something out in the document. His lips brush your ear. “File room?”

You glance sideways, pretending to read. “Five minutes. I’ll go first.”

It’s always the file room. Tucked behind the records department. Quiet. Underrated. Dangerous.

You slip in unnoticed, your heart pounding like you’re seventeen and skipping class. The cold air hits your skin as you lean against the metal shelves, counting the seconds.

And then he’s there. Closing the door behind him. Lock clicking. Tie already loose.

“You’re late,” you murmur.

Mike crowds you instantly, one hand braced beside your head, the other already trailing down your side. “You love it when I make an entrance.”

You grab his tie, yanking him closer. "Prove it."

His mouth is on yours before the words leave your lips.

The kiss is all teeth and heat, his hand sliding up under your blouse like he’s been counting the hours since the last time he touched you—which, knowing him, he has. You hum against his lips, fingers working at the buttons of his shirt like you’re defusing a bomb.

“You’re wearing that pencil skirt,” he says, breaking the kiss just long enough to glance down. His pupils dilate. “You know what that does to me.”

“I’m aware,” you say sweetly, reaching for his belt. “I was counting on it.”

Mike groans softly as your hand grazes over him. “You’re such a menace.”

You tilt your head, lips brushing his jaw. “And you’re stalling, Counselor.”

That’s all the encouragement he needs. His hands grip your thighs, lifting you onto the filing cabinet with practiced ease. You gasp as the cold metal meets the backs of your legs, but the warmth of him—his hands, his mouth—makes you forget everything else.

“You gonna be quiet this time?” he teases, fingers slipping under your skirt, pushing the fabric higher.

“Only if you give me something to be quiet about,” you whisper, your breath hot against his ear.

His laugh is low and dangerous. “Challenge accepted.”

He sinks to his knees like it’s instinct. Like worship. Like he was made for this.

You feel the warm press of his mouth against your inner thigh, the teasing scrape of teeth that makes your hips jolt. He murmurs something into your skin that sounds suspiciously like a compliment, and then—

His tongue.

It starts soft—just a flick, like a secret. Then deeper, firmer, more demanding, as if he’s hungry for every sound you’re trying not to make. Your thighs tremble, his hands spreading you open with gentle insistence.

Your back arches. One hand fists his hair, the other presses over your own mouth to stifle a moan as his tongue strokes slow, perfect patterns against your most sensitive spot. He moans into you like he can’t help it—like this is his favorite way to spend a Tuesday.

“Mike,” you breathe, your voice breaking. "Fuck, Mike—don’t stop—"

He doesn’t. If anything, he doubles down, dragging his tongue in slow, devastating circles, then sucking just right until your thighs are shaking, hips twitching under his firm grip. You’re seconds from coming undone...

When the doorknob rattles.

You freeze. Mike freezes.

He pulls back just fast enough to avoid catastrophe, your hands yanking your skirt down with trembling urgency as he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, eyes wide.

The door creaks open. Slowly.

Standing there, arms crossed, is Harvey Specter.

He blinks once. Twice. Takes in the scene—your flushed cheeks, your skirt not quite right, Mike on his feet looking like he just got caught sneaking out of prom.

Harvey sighs. "Jesus Christ, you two." His voice is unimpressed, but the grin on his face suggests that he's closer to amused than angry.

Mike scrambles to stand up straighter, hand halfway to his tie. "Harvey, we were—"

"—Trying to break privilege in a very creative way?" Harvey cuts in, walking in like he owns the place. Because he pretty much does.

He plucks a file off the shelf like it’s just another Tuesday. Which, apparently, it still is.

"Next time," Harvey says, pausing at the door, "either find a room with a working lock, or at least have the decency to finish what you start."

Mike looks like he might actually combust. You have to bite your cheek to stop from laughing.

Harvey opens the door, then tosses one last look over his shoulder. "Oh, and Mike?"

Mike winces. "Yeah?"

Harvey smirks. "I don't think that engagement letter I asked you to find an hour ago is under Y/N's skirt."

The door clicks shut.

You and Mike stand there in stunned silence.

Then you burst into laughter.

“My place after work to finish this?” Mike asks.

You hop down from the cabinet, smoothing your skirt, hiding your grin as you look down. “Only if you're gonna do a Harvey impression.”

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tagging: @glennussy @artstennisracket

[kamii-2]

hii so as yk i wanted to make an requesttt. i wanna know if you can do ice brady hc (maybe a lil spicy iykyk)

i chose ice brady because i honestly because she’s literally so underrated i see no fics abt her and i feel like i need some(desperately)

its ok if u cant do it know js take ur time mll💋💋

love u smm have a amazing day ❤️❤️

hi lovelyyy, i love this request and i agree, ice is super underrated (she’s so fine omfg)

warning(s): cussing, smut

genre: fluff & smut

pairing(s): ice brady x reader

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always making dirty jokes

like that one live where kk, paige, snd ice were talking about height and kk says that her and nika were face to face and ice goes “mouth to mouth.” 😭😭

big and little spoon, depends on the day

you guys barely ever get into arguments so when you do it’s bad

shes the type to say stuff that purposely makes you mad

a bully 😭

definitely scream sings dirty songs ALL THE TIME

like she will be in the kitchen and youll be in the bedroom and all you hear is her screaming the lyrics to all i need by lloyd

calls you names all the time

“okay little ugly.” “you tell me the opposite every day.”

records you eating and posts it with the big back audio

now every time you eat you hide from her 💀

lowkey (highkey) slow as hell

loves to facetime you when you can’t come over and play roblox

falls asleep on the phone every time you guys call

LOVES taking showers with you (in cute ways and in dirty ways)

dramatic as fuck

my blurb about ice being sick is a great example of her being dramatic 😭😭

tells you that she loves you before bed every night

loves kisses and hugs

“one more kiss?” “i just gave you like 3.” “well it’s an uneven number so-“

kk and paige are always with you guys

they’ll all come to your dorm, go to your room, then go live 😭

ice is the type of person to say “do you wanna fight” every chance she gets

“no.” “do you wanna fight?” “let’s go then.” and you stand up and she starts screaming before your even do anything

takes absolutely nothing seriously

sends you tiktoks all day long

you guys make tiktoks together all the time

lazy and only does stuff if you give her things in return

“can you do the dishes?” “not unless i get something in return.” “like what?” “head.” “ice.”

posts you on her instagram story all the time

smut hcs

i don’t see her degrading you in bed, like making fun of you as a joke yea but never calling you a slut

she loves giving praises

telling you how good you’re doing and stuff like that

absolute clown

if you wear glasses and they fall off while you guys are fucking she will play around and put them on

same thing goes for lashes 😭 like if they fall off she jsut puts them on your body some where

and if you wear wigs and it comes off, guess what … she wears it

ice is definitely a switch

shower sex is 😩

she doesn’t really care for toys

you guys have a strap and vibrator but use them every once and a while

loves edging you and getting edged

def has a sex playlist

dirtiest of dirty talkers

like nobody has talked to you the way she does

takes pictures of you guys fucking and has an album in her phone full of them

fucking everywhere but the bedroom

car, bathroom, restaurant, anywhere

ice is always horny 😭 especially at night

sends dirty messages all day long

she also sends those red thoughts tiktok videos (pls tell me yk what im talking about)

she loves when you eat her out

her moans are actually angelic

thinks scissoring is too much work so she never does it 😭😭

when she uses the strap she doesn’t hold back

tells you have much she loves you as she fucks you

loves to make you squirt

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i hope you enjoyed, anyway i hope you have a good day/night, love you 💋💋

[cakejerry]

Pls drop more fic recs

okayyy. the long awaited sequel to the wildly popular rec pt1 and rec pt1.5

mostly recent and underrated stuff. I have beef with 99% of jikook writers and high standards so this will not be your typical wattpad lite slop. enjoy

36k vacation romance oh my godddd I don't even usually like slice of life stuff but this was so readable and enjoyable, maybe drags on a bit at places but this is the perfect plotless fluff you need for a rainy day

24k gym/yoga trainers ok we get it author, you're australian 😑🙄🙄🙄. nah just kidding lol, despite this fic falling into some tropes I don't like such as 'womanly intuition' jimin etc and the prose being just a hair shy of self masturbatory, it struck a perfect balance all the way through and I enjoyed both of their povs and the way their relationship progressed.

42k miscomm angst pining YASSSS wet rag friendless loser jungkook yasss men who dont speak yasss men who cry and are pathetic and chad jimin has to step up and fix him >>>. But in a lighthearted ot7 nerd shenanigans way.

83k etl offline rival-journalist-coworkers online friends. Idk guysss I don't be reading long fics like this usually but this one really gripped me. jimin lowkey toxic and problematic but they communicate and make up and surprisingly the characterization and plot both feel actually mature and not wattpad-y.

***72k fae jm alpha jk. OH MY GODDDDD OH MY GOD THIS ONE. THIS IS THE ONE. Literally brilliant amazing showstopping if you read any fic from this list read this one. Literally cannot find a single fault with it, read every word with immense joy and stood up and clapped at the end.

12k meet cute through cloud storage. Guys idk, this rec list is making me realize I like this type of writing way more than I let on. artsy fartsy heightened romanticism "can you feel it? between us? even without saying?" ass prose rlly hits the spot occasionally idk....

12k youtubers travel vloggers au. which is cringe in and of itself but not the way it was done here. I liked it idk

32k. this fic's title is literally just 'unrequited love' and there's nothing more to say. unhappy ending. (jk is the one pining). I freaking love this shittt folksss

18k kinda cute sweet rival lawyers to lovers. aka jimin thinks they're rivals because jk flirts like a kindergartner.

41k kinda interesting take on heats and a/b/o dynamics but not really. sexless sex. it's giving "do I have your consent to touch your hair" hairdresser. still makes jimin a whore and a victim of misogyny but in a halfway woke feminist way.

19k canon post-ms. not gonna lie guys I dont really remember this one but I never bookmark canon fics so this one was probably deserving of the praise

32k traditional a/b/o. YALLL yall know I don't fw this trope like that but this was truly so good. ajk ojm but it didn't piss me off once (huge deal). jm helping jk and not the other way around>>>>

*5k fae jm alpha jk. AGAIN. but this one is conceptually different (etl) and honestly might be one of my fave jikoo fics ever GUYSSSS the banterrrr. The brevityy.

26k magical. Realizing that I read this trope way more than I thought. usually I tell people I hate magical aus 💀. But this one was tew good and actually had very interesting lore that wasn't exclusively a backdrop to jkks relationship but also wasn't too distracting. UGGH I NEED TO REREAD

12k gcf japan pt2 teas

17k quite possibly nothing more cringe in this world than christians and their shitty ass christian guilt """art""" + the concept of jungkook being god is simply laughable + this writer is a dead dove writer (L) however it's a good fic officer. I do recommend it.

[the-sparkling-diamond-satine]

IT'S MY MOULIN ROUGE-IVERSARY!!!!!!

one year ago today, i posted my first ever mr! fic!!! in the past year i posted EIGHTY FICS with a total of 296,495 WORDS!!!! insane. unhinged. i need to be stopped. or perhaps i deserve to be celebrated!!! therefore i wanted to make a post celebrating MY favorite things i've written in the past year!! obviously there are the fan favorites and i love those endlessly, but setting those aside for the moment, i wanted to highlight my faves that i feel were underrated! this rouge-iversary day, it would mean a lot to me if you (re)read my fics and left a comment or three on your favorites!! enjoy my list, may it be a trip down memory lane for you as well!!

darling, dearest, dead: Reflections on loving and being loved, on losing and being lost, on words spoken and words left unspoken, on shared experiences and differing experiences.

without a doubt one of my fave things i have ever written. i love this fic so much. i am proud of how this turned out and that isn't going to change, but tbh i had expected it to get more attention than it did. that could be said about most of the fics on this list so i'm not gonna say it again haha

countdown: On December 31st, as the rest of the world prepares to ring in the New Year, Christian sits with his wife in her final moments.

wept openly while i wrote this one. another absolute fave. i love this universe FOREVER!!! give it a read if u feel like crying

understudy: Nini knows the part. Canon-divergent AU in which Satine succumbs to her illness backstage, before what was to be her last performance begins.

y'all. Y'ALL. read this one. i'm begging. i still think about it on a weekly basis. i upset myself with this one. cried as i wrote it. wtf. i know it's angsty unrequited satine/nini but there's background c/s if that is a requirement for u

out of the darkness, into the spotlight (everyone's waiting in the place where you belong): Baby Doll gets ready for her first performance at the Moulin Rouge. Months later, everyone gets ready for the second performance of Bohemian Rhapsody. Well, almost everyone. There's one notable absence.

i know platonic pairings may not be your thing but i love this one so much. we have baby doll x satine. we have nini x baby doll. we have baby doll getting to say "mama satine"!!! i am never forgiving broadway script for cutting that. i missed boston bd and satine so much I WROTE THEM MYSELF. pls enjoy

broken mirror: The Duke gives Satine a present. She uses it for a purpose other than the intended one.

self-harm satine. fucked up and angsty but i love how beautiful it turned out

rotten: Two best friends, a walk home from school, and an ever-growing chasm of secrets between them.

check the trigger warnings on this one. exploration of modern satine's childhood trauma. i love her forever, my tragic girl

trial triptych: An incidence of being assaulted by an ex, as told through excerpts of documents from the resulting trial.

one thing about me is i love trying new formats

entanglement: Christian wants more than what they have currently for both himself and Satine.

a glimpse into a high school cs affair

yet to be born you're already dead (follow it through to the obvious end): Christian's thoughts while in the Duke's apartment.

trans!christian ANGST

thank you for being a fan of mine (especially if you read all of these words haha) and i look forward to continuing to share this fandom with each of you!!!

[tiajk]

Little Miss Hamilton(I think i’m actually hilarious)

Masterlist

Warnings: reader is seen as the Hamilton of the crew, reader is implied to have powers but not have eaten devil fruit, Poc reader implied (brown skin, curly hair ), It’s a platonic mostly (hint of zosan x reader not a hint it’s plain a day), Cursing, pre time skip im mind, Best friends Nami & Ussop (such an underrated duo), Mostly the Anime in mind when writing this, no use of name or y/n, grammar errors (i js know there are)

A/n: Told you guys another fic would be out today (I love Hamilton) (if you watch Hamilton what’s your favorite song(s) mines are satisfied & Non-stop), you guys i wrote this with the worst stomach pain im gonna fucking die

Dividers from ; @y-yushin & @anitalenia

—It almost felt like a reward every single piece of it. Starting with the fact you were apart of the straw hat pirate crew. Luffy claimed that you were all the best including you. most of the time dismissing him with a smile and a small “thank you!!” Then going back to your books and writings. thinking back to the fights you’ve been though you were grateful for having your powers what was more important was knowledge knowing every single piece of information that you found valuable was important to you and you would do anything to obtain it. Even if that included staying up late at night sleeping all during the day which at first no one thought was odd just assuming you were like Zoro. At night was when you did your true calling the most knowledge obtained from the Stars making charts, maps, and hypothesis’s about the moon and why does it change every single night. Mind running through thousands of ideas on how. Most of the time you would ire yourself out so much that you would fall asleep on deck but someone would always awake in the night to check most of the time it was Sanji and Zoro. Whenever Zoro found you he would grumble stings of curses out of his mouth when he saw you. He didn’t understand why you would leave yourself out in the open just to get more information about the stars but he would rather die then let you sit out in the cold. Sanji was the same way he would find you most of the time after Luffy tries to sneak into the fridge and he can’t go back to sleep. Tonight is no different from the rest your slumped on the deck your book is closed secure so the wind wont open it with little bits of pages sticking out of it your notebook stacked on top as well. Sanji & Zoro both cant sleep tonight instead of arguing with each other the just drink and get to know each other better. Surprisingly there laughing together playfully bantering each other when Sanji’s expression changes and goes outside Zoro doesn’t know what he’s doing at first but then it clicks in his head you were probably asleep on the deck again. He follows Sanji out the kitchen door seeing Sanji picking you up bridal style already you look peaceful its like your boy knows that Sanji’s got you and that your safe. While he’s climbing up the stars when he passes zoro he stops “Can you get her books I would usually would get them but your here to help me this time”. He wants to roll his eyes but he can’t and for once he just listen maybe it’s the alcohol flowing through his system or maybe he knows how important your books are to you it’s your dream. During the day most of the time nami watched over you she would distract from your books claiming how you both needed a break. Dragging Ussop(he wanted to go) as you guys al go shopping and play a little dress up. By you guys its mostly nami and ussop finding clothes to give you and you to try on while they give you there opinions (Ussop has good fashion taste cant change my mind (u prob could but pls don’t). Nami Had this beautiful Long body con dress the base of the dress was a peachy pink with coral all over it the coral being in all different shapes the colors being blue, purple and ifferent shades of pink as well. “Go try it on it’s gorgeous and goes perfect with your skin tone ” taking the fabric from her hands you go to the dresseing room sort of excited to try it on. when you finished putting you examined your self in the mirror in the dressing room it was the perfect length on the floor but not enough to drag on your feet to annoy you but it hugged everywhere and it just felt perfect you didn’t really care if you have to go into debt for nami to buy this dress it would be worth it. While opening the door holding your hair in a low pony with no ponytail holder some curly staying in the front. Nami and Ussop mouth dropped to the floor when they saw you “What is it bad” you confidence going down slowly but it accelerates when nami says “It’s perfect on you we have to buy it it was literally made for you” you smile at her thanking her for the compliment “I agree it’s an amazing dress for you”.

—When going back in the dressing room as you put your other clothes on thinking what would Zoro and Sanji think about the dress you shiver at the thought of the reaction and shake it from your mind. When you guys head back to the ship it’s not loud and that worries you automatically as you speed up your pace to the going merry. Going to the kitchen is ur first stop and it was correct. You see Luffy, Sanji and Zoro all cooped up around something but you don’t know what “HMH” clearing your throat to get their attention. The all look in shock not expecting you to be there. Luffy hides the object behind his back “We thought you guys were still shopping?” “Well we're back now” You look at all three of the they seem nervous. Luffy is sweating hard “What do you have behind your back Luffy?” “Nothing” You don’t believe him so you place the shopping back on the counter and sit at the table with them “What’s the problem guys you seem nervous did i do something wrong?” They all looked at each other silently communicating “No we just don’t want you to get mad at us” it was really confusing why would you get mad? “I won’t promise” Luffy looks at you one more time just to make sure he brings the object in front of him and on the table it’s your book your book with everything in it. Part of you wants to get mad but you don’t “where did you find this?” “It was on the table fore you left I saw it and wondered what it was about didn’t know it was yours” Zoro states with his harms crossed looking at you “It’s okay but are any of the pages missing” you say examining every page that you could get your hands on slightly worried that some valuable information could be missing “No I made sure that nothing happened to it” Sanji blows the smoke out of his mouth “What happened?” Nami ask as she enters the room “Nothing just my books” Ussop comes behind you one of your books was open and he’s peeking at it over your shoulder “woah you wrote all of this?” you honestly didn’t think that it was a lot not enough knowledge so it wasn’t a lot. Nami comes and looks as well “Wow it really is a lot is that why your always up at night writing?” You start to feel a little bit on the spot which it doesn’t really matter that its you its just the subject “Yea but I could write more i dont feel like it’s enough” Zoro thinks to himself ‘what will be enough for her’ “Why it’s it not enough you write like your running out of time”…………

Part 2 coming soon ( i couldn’t finish my stomach hurts and it feels like i have the throw up)(update i threw up and i’m sick ass hell)

[leahsgf]

pls Please PLEASE!! give me more of our girl Shauna, she's so precious I swear🥹, I am going crazy over the fact that there's not enough Shauna fics over here, I love our brown sad doe-eyed girlfriend🥺

tied me to you

pairings. shauna shipman x reader

being childhood best friends to lovers with shauna is something so personal to me!

she’s so underrated when it comes to fics it hurts…i haven’t proof read this yet so sorry if there’s any mistakes!

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you met shauna through your parents. they had all known each other since they were teenagers and just so happened to have children at the same time as one another, meaning that you’d been having play dates and gatherings with the shipman family for as long as you could remember.

the pair of you were both incredibly shy children around anyone else but each other. together, you were both completely comfortable and more outgoing. you even had a secret language that only you two knew, and you would talk in it for hours.

you had grown up doing absolutely everything together and were basically attached at the hip, growing another extension when mrs taylor started dropping jackie off to join you for play dates too.

shauna had always been far too nervous to do certain things on her own, so you always went along with her, or did it for her without hesitation. it was just natural to you, and as you got older it was the other way around.

you joined soccer together at the age of six, and were always eachother’s biggest supporters in games. you’d practically tackle eachother to the ground in hugs whenever either of you scored or did something good.

even in your teenage years, your dynamic barely altered, and your parents would always joke and say you’d be cute as a couple at their dinner parties, earning embarrassed groans and blushes from the two of you (who were in complete denial) before you stressed that you were just best friends.

your parents knew long before both of you did.

you went through it all together, whether you were laughing together in the best of times or crying together in absolute worst, she was your rock, and you, hers.

even though you both were insistent that you were just friends, you were constantly mistaken for a couple. even by jackie, who had grown up with you both, and most of the team had assumed that you were together when they met you both.

despite the constant clarifying that you weren’t together, as you both grew up and got bigger, so did your feelings for her, and you couldn’t help but think about all of the ‘what if’s’

casual displays of affection were suddenly not so casual anymore.

sharing a bed together when you were out of state for games, because “you’d always done it that way” suddenly made your heart beat ten times faster.

friendly looks turning into longing ones over time.

and before you knew it you started seeing her in a completely different light.

you kept quiet about your growing feelings for her because you were terrified that they were one sided, and that you didn’t want to ruin the lifelong bond that you shared. after all, you would rather be silently miserable than deal with the potential rejection that loomed.

whenever you said “i love you” to eachother, something you’d previously said a million times, your heart ached - because you knew she meant ‘just as a friend’

little did you know however, shauna felt the exact same way about you, and had for even longer than you did. she had always had a crush on you, a part of her always knew that, but she was far too nervous to ever tell you, just like you were.

she missed you (more than best friends probably should) whenever you weren’t around, even if it was simply just a class that you didn’t have together and she had literally seen you less than an hour ago.

she started to hold onto you for longer in hugs, squeezing you tighter, not wanting to let you go.

her journal became off limits to you, which it never had been before. she filled it with all of her feelings for you that she couldn’t quite say out loud, and she spent more time than ever writing in it.

shauna often found herself staring at you in awe, admiring your beauty - tracing over each of your details in her mind, whilst you thought she had just zoned out, which happened a lot also.

she was always nervous when you complimented her, scratching her neck and avoiding eye contact as her cheeks burned - something she had thought was normal having growing up feeling it, only realising when she received compliments from literally anybody else that it wasn’t.

she also found herself easily jealous over people who she knew you were just friends with.

you were both head over heels in love with eachother, and yet had no idea in the slightest that the other felt exactly the same.

after what felt like an eternity of stolen glances and pep talks with jackie, lottie and tai, who were sick of your shared obliviousness after this many years, shauna finally confessed to you in the year before you both moved to college (together, of course)

she had been so anxious, but both her mother and your own had assured her that she had nothing to worry about.

her confession was one of the most romantic things you’d ever experienced. she’d set up a picnic in her backyard, and had gifted you a stack of her journal pages, dating back years, and revealing all of the feelings she’d ever had for you.

“i have loved you all my life”

“it’s always been you”

she shyly spoke with a gentle smile adorning her face and pure love shining in her big brown eyes, wider than ever.

you just pressed your lips to hers, letting your actions do the talking as tears slipped down your cheeks.

after you started dating, you found out that both of your families AND the team had made several big bets about how long it would take for you to get together.

her mother won. deb shipman was never wrong.

you literally knew each other inside and out, and finally being able to show each other all of the love you had hidden away brought you even closer together, something you had never imagined.

you were so much happier and more free together.

she remembered everything little detail about you, even things from when you were kids. all the ways you like to be comforted, your favourite foods and the exact way you like them cooked, how you like to be held, and what you were thinking just by looking at you.

you once said that you loved flowers, when you were thirteen. it had always been a dream of yours to have someone give you them.

she now always buys you flowers, and keeps on top of when they need a refresh.

you eventually got the journal pages that she’d confessed to you with framed. she continued to write about you, and even for you. short little pieces, and even poems.

“i think something has always tied me to you”

[killerplink]

ive always liked roy but after reading your fic damn…i think you converted me into full roy harperism god bless your pinterest tbh 🙏

by the way this is ‘psssh its whatever’ fake idgafer dick grayson fic wanter anon and i just wanted to say u did so well i giggled so hard i nearly rolled off the bed 😭😭😭 so much love!!

also wanted to ask!!! what stuff ur working on bc i might send in a req that other people are asking for and i dont want to flood ur inbox omg (or if u want to keep them a surprise im totally chill with that no worries) 😭🥹 anw!!! YOU SLAYED AND AYE AS ALWAYSSSSSS YEASSSS MISS MAAM!!!!! Have a beautiful day mwah 🫶

BESTIE I'M WHEEZING 😭😭😭 thank you for this delicious unhinged burst of joy in my inbox, I'm so happy you liked Roy!!! he's criminally underrated and also criminally hot so like... the math was mathing. Roy Harperism supremacy 🔥

thank you for the love, you're feeding my soul 😭🖤

ALSO YESSS you can absolutely send that req in!! don't even worry about flooding my inbox bc bestie... it's already flooded. I'm floating. I'm dog paddling through horny requests and living my best life 😌

BUT since you asked (and I love you), I'm currently working on:

✨ Jason trying to get intel while reader is a chaotic little gremlin giving him head under the desk (he's struggling. badly)

✨ Dick Grayson being way too loud during spicy time at the manor and just... zero shame. absolutely none.

so yes, pls send in your req, I wanna see it, I wanna eat it. and THANK YOU AGAIN. I hope your day is just as amazing as you are. MWAH 💋💋💋

[magpiefngrl]

Hi! Happy to help distract ☺️. Which of the drarry fics you've written is YOUR personal favorite, and/or, what's one that you feel is underrated?

Also...do you have any in the works?

Hello, sweetie! Oh man, I owe you one, I'm going crazy checking my phone every two minutes.

Excellent questions both. Let's see:

Personal favourite. It's always hard to name a favourite out of all my fics, and when I do it, I feel I slight my other stories. I imagine them arms crossed, frowning at me, grumpy and all "why wasn't I chosen??"

True, I love this one's premise, that one's humour, the other one's prose or voice. But, overall, the fic that captures my feelings of drarry after several years in the fandom and is a great example of my prose and my writing as a whole is 9 ½ Days. A close second is dirtynumbangelboy.

Underrated. There are several fics that I look at and think "I wish more people read you!" All authors have those, I suppose, and it's entirely subjective. It's also a matter of content, as, for instance, I think my last drarry fic, you to love me, is a particularly well-crafted piece. However, it's also a Dead Dove dark fic with a ton of warnings, so I didn't actually expect anyone to read it.

One fic I adore that I wish got more widely read is The Glass Hearts, which is about the Black sisters. It's not drarry, which is one reason for the lack of attention. I get a fair few readers daily but no one that seems to be willing to click on this, which is a shame, imo, because it's one of the best things I've written.

As far as drarry is concerned, then the fic that gives me this feeling is The Boy Who Died. I don't know why, but every comment or kudos on that fic makes me far happier than kudos on other fics. It's been years since it was posted and I'm still like this.

And, unfortunately, no: no plans for a new drarry at the moment. Of course, never say never, I wasn't planning on writing the Dead Dove last month but it happened. But my plans currently involve a few other WIPs, mostly original fiction.

Thanks again!

Distract me pls!

[baltsurn]

cattonquick fic recs

personal tracker turned rec list! will be continuously updating as there are many others i haven’t looked into yet.

these authors have other saltburn fics too (do check them out), however listed are only the ones i’ve read/i’m reading (i intend to exhaust their other stuff after, of course). teen/mature/explicit.

★ short and filthy:

quick bump to get your day started iykwim. they’re delicious. i loved them all.

- bring your hunger by sandpapersnowman

- why don’t you figure my heart out by quickcatton

- come into my bedroom by hellotte

- the way you use your body by enaidmora

- you get me so high by queerxqueen

★ masterful multi-chapters/also my current reads*:

- any fic from mordancy (rated T, M) + consider the hairpin turn* by rodentsofdisbelief

sly, artsy, disquieting. A24-coded stuff. movie-accurate characterization by these two authors, in my opinion.

- none tell us not by follieaune

if this isn’t one of the greatest GOT!verse fics then idk what is.

- you’re almost home/you’re home* by leiflitter

the go-to. my feel-good fic. this is required reading for bachelor of arts in cattonquick.

- enter night* by rhaegang

incubus oliver? INCUBUS OLIVER. tags made me jump in right away.

- what is past is prologue by justalilguyoops

horrific in the best way (positive). this is everything i initially looked for. gives me palpitations.

★ collections:

- oxford days by theythinktheyknow (rated M, E)

quaint and charming. underrated.

★ to-read (pls. reco to include):

- topographia oxonia by orestes

- mutuality, a series by rhaegang

- dead doesn’t mean gone by island_in_the_shadows

- miserable by bonechocolate

- maneater by nythak

- carpe diem by counnt

- lovedumb by moonieangel

[lotusbxtch]

From the fanfic end of the year asks: 1, 11, 30

And maybe one of your stories we should read before the year ends and one story from someone else that we should read before the year ends? 😘😘😘

Olive @oliveksmoked! Thank you for asking! :)

1) favorite fic you wrote this year - that definitely has to go to SCNC. It's got a really special place in my heart, and I love getting to explore the subtle differences and intricacies between Joel, Frankie, and Reader. I'm finishing up part 3 and hope to have it up before Christmas!

11) fandom you enjoyed writing for the most this year - it's so hard to choose between the Pedro and Oscar fandoms, but it's going to go to the Pedro fandom. The breadth of characters he's played means that there's so much to explore and expand upon!

30) favorite fandom to read fic from this year - obviously it's going to be the Joel Miller (TLOU) fandom lol. But I've also greatly enjoyed reading Dave York fics (The Equalizer 2). Dave is such an underrated character, and I love seeing the different versions that people create. Dave girlies stand up! @yxtkiwiyxt heehee

one of my stories to read: if you haven't yet, I'd love for you to read my SoCal to NorCal fic. If you're not into Santiago (he's scoffing at you and offended but that's okay), you can read the intro to Ch 1 to get backstory on the main three, skip the rest, and then move on to Ch 2 for Joel/Frankie/Reader goodness. BUT... Santi has a way of seducing even the most diehard Pedro girlies. Just ask @mountainsandmayhem , heehee.

someone else's story to read: i adore @arcanefox207's The Wolf You Feed series, and highly recommend it. It's an ongoing series. Gruff neighbor Joel? Yes pls & give me seconds (and thirds..... and fourths... heck, give me the whole dish.)

Want to ask me some questions? Click here to check out the list and drop some numbers in my inbox!

[tojiscrack]

i’ve become so obsessed with your liar liar fic that i’ve started to gatekeep it and i get jealous when i see other readers also enjoying it HAHAHA. is that a bad thing? I WANT IT TO BLOW UP BECAUSE IT DESERVES TO BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WANNA KEEP IT TO MYSELFFFFFF.

it’s literally so underrated & so funny and well written. the way u write the characters is so funny to me, i love it because they’re canon compliant but also canon divergent at the same time? they basically have the same exact personality except if they were good (i.e. toji being selfish asl but not to the point where he’d kill people, or gojo and toji’s rivalry but it isn’t to the point where they’d kill each other, ougi being a strict ‘bad’ father but a not-so-evil version of that?). this is gege’s worst nightmare and after everything that’s happened in the manga, it’s my comfort fic.

I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO FIND IT BUT AT THE SAME TIME I DOOO. as an og reader, i wanna keep this gem to myself. I HAVENT EVEN TOLD ANY OF MY IRL FRIENDS ABT THIS FIC AND IM DYING TO.

i’m sorry for the late response, i still have multiple exams i’m studying for and school life’s just been extremely hectic so i didn’t get a chance to sit down and write up a response, but i read this a day after you sent it and i’ve got the time to reply!

the gatekeeping aspect… as the author-part of me that wants more people to read it, i’m like, well that’s effective for the growth 😭, but as the author-part of me that gets excited with comments like this, i understand the appreciation you must have for this story if you felt the need to GATE-KEEP It 😭❤️❤️ PLS IDK WHETHER TO CRY OR LAUGH HAHAHA ILY

the whole canon compliancy + divergency thing is exactly what i was going for, and i’m ECSTATIC that you’ve noticed it 🥹 i was trying to go for this completely new universe, like a parallel to the canon-verse where everyone’s just happy and dandy and we get a family vibe, yk? best way to do that was to take ogi, completely strip him of his evil-ness, or take toji and give him his wife so he won’t go on a killing spree, or to grab geto and slap some sense into him about why g*nocide is wrong, etc etc, and turn them into (at least) half decent human beings 😭

SOMEONE FROM AO3 ALSO SAID IT’S GEGE’S WORST NIGHTMARE AND I CAN’T HELP BUT AGREE 😭 you wait till i make a whole verse on GOJO’S friends and school life. he’ll hate me for sure by then.

now i feel incredibly guilty seeing as it’s now ur comfort fic and my updates are slow. nonetheless, it makes me so happy (knowing that i’ve made something that you can look at and genuinely feel comforted by it).

trying to squeeze out another chapter, but i have to put my studies first and my levi fic first (just this once), and then chapter 4 will be out right after. give me about two months to get things done (possibly less, tbh).

[thisiswhereikeepdcthings]

"I’m very normal about it so I’m shoving it in front of everyone so y’all see it too" IS SUCH A BIG MOOD WHEN IT COMES TO COME MY FAV FICS. mind if i share some of my own? just two!! https://archiveofourown.org/works/42327630 (batfam oneshot with dick and jason focus, the humour, the vibes, everything is top notch, the way this author writes oozes poetry istg. this fic gives me emotions no matter how many times i read it) and https://archiveofourown.org/works/43274352 (de-ageing fic with batfam but a focus on dick and jason again lol. its by the same author and i want them to be more seen because theyre underrated AF) thats all pls gave a good day 💞

Yes please share your faves! I read them both and then read like six more by the same author haha.

[the-sparkling-diamond-satine]

Hiii! Not an ask but just wanted to say thanks for all the amazing moulin rouge fics, I read your very first moulin rouge fic a week after it was published and have read every one of the 296,495 words you’ve written about the mr! Universe since. I’m kinda awful with writing insightful or useful comments or anything, so sorry if this kinda out of the normal or anything- but i just wanted to say thanks for all your writing, and you’re definitely my favourite ao3 author ever.

I’ve been rereading your fics again and again throughout the year, (atp I think I know some of them off by heart) and I just think it’s really amazing how clear your characters are, you’ve built a really amazing world from the ground up, like with every new work it feels like another piece of the story just sorta slots in there? Especially in a pretty small fandom you are making such an awesome impact and I hope you know that your writing is so cool and I appreciate it a lot.Sorry if this is weird or anything but I just wanted you to know that you are crazy underrated and that your writing is so deeply meaningful and never fails to impress.  thanks for the last year <3 

(Hope you enjoy the next one) 

HIIIIIII!!!!!! i'm sorry i take such an abnormally long time to answer whenever i get an ask as nice as this one, it's because i spend a week or two getting most of the excited screaming out so i can answer somewhat coherently!!!!! it's not you i promise i thought about this ask every day since i got it and there was all of the happiness and sdjkfnjksdg (positive)!!!!! aaaahhhh you incredibly kind human!!

omg you have been here FROM THE VERY BEGINNING OF MY ROUGE JOURNEY. HI. THAT IS SO EXCITING!!! not sure how i feel about some of my earliest stuff tbh but i'm glad you stuck around!!! also pls never apologize for how you reach out, every time i post a fic i've worked very hard on it and it feels like putting a little bit of my soul on the internet so positive feedback is welcome from readers in any format or medium and ALWAYS appreciated and read over and over and over again when the impostor syndrome takes hold haha! all that to say any kind comment is useful and i'm gonna respectfully disagree that you aren't insightful! [not that you asked but i used to have horrible anxiety about leaving comments and never knew what to say so where i started was just trying to tell the author either 1) a favorite (moment, line, piece of dialogue, plot twist, chapter, etc.) or 2) how the chapter made me feel (did i laugh, cry, am i still thinking about it days after reading?) if comments are something you'd like to try leaving i hope that gives you a place to start! and as a writer i can say we LOVE this kind of feedback and there is no comment too short or too uninsightful so long as you're kind!! i love hearing from my readers about what they enjoy and what works and it def affects my future chapters/works once i know what you all want to read more of!! the relationship is reciprocal like that haha :) ]

favorite ao3 author is a HIGH ACHIEVEMENT omg. i am gonna scream about that for 87 years (in the best way)!!!!!! thank you for taking the time and the courage to let me know!!!!!

"I just think it’s really amazing how clear your characters are, you’ve built a really amazing world from the ground up, like with every new work it feels like another piece of the story just sorta slots in there? Especially in a pretty small fandom you are making such an awesome impact and I hope you know that your writing is so cool and I appreciate it a lot." <- INSIGHTFUL. INSIGHTFUL AF. ALSO LOVELY AND KIND AND SO WONDERFUL AND KNOWING YOU FEEL THIS WAY MAKES ME SO HAPPY I COULD CRY. this is the kind of feedback i wanna save forever when the impostor syndrome tries to keep me from posting. thank u a million billion times over!!!!! happy to know you will likely be reading whatever i post next haha!!! that's always so encouraging :)

[dramallamas]

The (unserious) notes of Beyond Evil, Episode 2!

Previous Episode || Next Episode

bro this body really dragged everyone out there. all our side characters are here.

"there's mud everywhere" my guy youre in a field what do you expect

"could it be a pervert obsessed with feet?" that doesnt narrow down the list that much in this day and age...

Lee Dongsik was sexy in his 20s 30s and 40s not every man can pull that off. Lee Dongsik the man you are

oh and he's here too (Juwon)

Dongsik is also a little shit and i love him for that.

“Do you like me that much?” Houston I’m deceased.

HE DIDNT SAY NO

Man we get flirting in Episode Two damn we get fed well as a community.

“Isnt she your sister, Lee Yuyeon?” LIARRRR

“The recording room isn’t your bedroom.” As in both of theirs? Because I have read the fics 👀

How warm is the recording room is my question. Because if its like my bedroom then shits freezing

I have said this once and will say it again lee Dongsik is a sexy mf

“I got lured?” Juwons face pls he is so confused.

THE SCORE AND SOUNDS GOD PROPS TO THE MUSIC PPL

Juwons disgust is so amusing.

Bro it must suck to be talked about when you are right here.

Part of me is curious as to how Dongsik went from Lee Dohyun Dongsik to Shin Hakyun Dongsik. Like we get hints in flashbacks but not much more.

We act like Juwon had this sudden shift in how he reacts to Dongsik after his Busan trip but it was there the whole time just a lot more subtle.

Juwon looking at dirt is me looking at Jinmuk. Fricken gross.

“Touch it (my phone) again and your fingers will…” shit man

Also unpopular opinion incoming: not the biggest fan of minjeong. Shes tragic and interesting enough but she is also the type of person I would avoid being friends with

We dont give Jeongje enough credit for him standing up to his mother passive aggressively.

THE FIRST RAIN SCENE ITS HERE

All good things happen in the rain in this show and I stand by that.

This one melts my heart (and Juwon’s too)

He just stares at Dongsik smiling… perhaps he cant be all that bad hey Juwon.

HAN KIHWAN GTF OUT OF HERE

Also juwon can I have that jumper pls? At least tell me where u got it (that blue one he wore with the stripes on his arm).

Juwon in casual clothing is smth we dont see enough of especially at the start of the show

Juwon proving he is just as insane as Dongsik in this scene but also just as driven about solving what really happened. Two sides of the same coin.

Also we do not give the camera ppl enough credit either the way they shoot the scenes is incredible and rlly captures both the character and their thoughts/feelings as well as their situation and vibes of the scene.

“I don’t like solving riddles” juwon aint that ur job…?

Tiny hc: jeongje learnt some english words and slips them into his conversations to add fuel to his lie of ‘studying in america’

“There isnt a single cop in the country wjk would prioritise such a case.” Jeongje says to Juwon, who is prioritising such a case.

Juwon nearly losing his cool is so interesting and important to me.

Juwon doesnt fuck with people telling him to stay quiet thats for sure.

Ok so Dongsiks mum sees Dongsiks dad frozen to death and calls him 동식(이?) 아버지 (Dongsiks dad). like imagine u mother calls ur dad "(your name)'s dad!" is this a thing in korea or a script choice?

Tfw you hear the tragic backstory of ur suspect/future bf

part of me thinks dongsiks limp/leg injury might be psychosomatic, at least a little bit.

jihwas contact name for dongsik being 똥식 is so funny. (동 is how its supposed to be 똥, pronounced only slightly differently means shit/poop)

Underrated friendship Jaeyi and Jihoon moment.

God I hate clubs sm (I have been and ended up stressed depressed and just on the verge of tears by the end of it and I was dead sober)

Dongsik is in protective dad mode and he stands for womens rights (and probably womens wrongs) and i love that.

I am aware that this episode 2 notes is mostly just me loving Dongsik.

Everyone beind done with minjeon is also me.

"Dongsik I wasnt cheating on you..." girl youre giving Juwon the wrong ideas. also dongsik would deserve better than you anyway

Juwon rn "this girl is insane... idk what i expected because this is manyang but she rlly is and I am not dealing with it"

Juwon not being a physical touch person and valuing personal space a lot and Dongsik being an exception is everything to me.

also underrated duo moment of Juwon and Jihoon

Honestly Juwon Jaeyi Jihoon friendship trio should be a thing in fics

Actually Dongsik isnt that much shorter than Juwon... huh...

The shot where they are both looking down... I should use that as my laptop wallpaper tbh

Minjeongs death sequence gives me the chills every time.

Them talking about the death body and Jinmuk being in the shade in the background with Jaeyi... means smth but im not smart enough yet.

Dongsiks case wall for Yuyeon in his basement genuinely makes me cry knowing the truth about it

'hey bitch 😏' is the energy we have rn

Bro cannot control his emotions well around Dongsik

“Let me give you a thorough tour of our jurisdiction” is Dongsik code for, ‘follow me I need to show you something’

I remember this scene being the netflix preview (the one where juwon states that he wants to move to manyang) for beyond evil and I remember thinking… what a shit scene to preview to convince ppl to watch the show. However… I think otherwise because…

“Just what about me interests you so much? I don’t think it’s that I’m a cop. Perhaps that I’m a suspect?”

“Let me ask you. Just what about me interests you so much? You obviously seem to be dying to know what I was up to at Foreign Affairs.”

THAT PART IS CONVINCING ASF HELLO

And then… pain.

Juwon hesitating and genuinely looking torn deciding what to do. Does he call it in or… what? Comfort Dongsik? Probably considered how he reacts upon hearing Dongsik start to cry before realising why. His entire face screams “I’m so sorry…”

And Dongsik oh my god. Even though we know he put them there I think this is the first time he properly grieved it, even if only a little.

He probably did it to bust the case back open again so he and the vicitims can get justice.

And fin. See you next ep!