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I was inspired by the knights x male reader post so I was wondering what some of the more Conservative male killers would feel if they realised they had a crush on male suviver *cough* the trapper *cough*
Okay I genuinely enjoyed that ask so here it is if anyone is interested~
This is gonna be a really rough ride, so make sure to keep the warnings in mind!
Warnings: Homophobia of Varying degrees, Homophobic Slurs, Repressed Sexualities, Canon Typical Violence and Death, Forced Feminization, Non-Con/Rape, Medical Abuse, Attempted Conversion Therapy, Drugging, General Warning for Disturbing Content
Evan Macmillan/The Trapper
He's probably one of the first killers that comes to mind when this question is asked.
It's impossible to overstate how terrible his unbridled fury is upon witnessing you for the first time.
The attraction he felt was instant and it was disabling. Unfortunately for you, the only way he was disabled was due to the fact he was completely blinded by rage.
Confusion, anger, disgust and longing are the emotions that he feels the strongest when you are around him.
The Trapper reacts with overwhelming violence whenever it comes to you. It brings him cardinal pleasure unlike anything else in the world, especially when he had you pinned down underneath him.
Hurting you was the only way the Trapper knew how to relieve the pain that he felt. He didn't want to see you as an individual and certainly not as an equal. You were just an object, a thing that he could abuse and certainly not something that he felt any amount of attraction towards.
Maybe he could find a way to make you appear more... appealing to him. To him? Or to his father?
The dress was ugly and you couldn't apply any makeup properly on yourself due to how badly your hands always shook from fear and from pain. It didn't matter. If it wasn't smeared due to your trembling hands, it would be from your tears and from the Trapper shoving your face into the mattress as he takes you from behind yet again...
Evan was never accepted by his father. He never would be. He was a disgrace... Disgusting...
He would make you a disgrace, too.
Herman Carter/The Doctor
Homosexuality has been classified as a mental disorder since before the first edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) in 1952. It is something that Herman Carter believed since before he was in medical school and it was something he continued to believe even as 'the Doctor'.
The Doctor is interesting in that he is a sadomasochist, enjoying to experience the same pain, the same 'treatments' that he was subjecting his 'patients' to.
He is delusional in thinking that he was trying to 'cure' you of your chronic illness while refusing to introspect in any way, ensuring that he remains willfully ignorant of the very same aspect of himself that he shares with you.
Electroshock therapy would be performed onto you over and over again, until the damage is too much for your body to bear and you are ferried back to the survivor's camp via the Entity. All manner of 'reconditioning' will be attempted, all will fail, almost as if they were designed to do as such.
"I can't change this... You can't change this... Please... I-I'm not sick-"
The Doctor wishes to understand why you enjoy homosexual sex. He wishes to understand the same about himself, though it is masked in a twisted sense of medical, scientific curiosity.
How can he 'help' you if he doesn't understand why you indulge in the perverse?
The Doctor believes that, should you experience sexual trauma, it would 'assist' you in developing an aversion to homosexuality. It doesn't matter whether or not you have experienced some aspects of sexual trauma, deep down, the Doctor only wished to experience the euphoria of sodomizing you forcibly.
Your screams and cries are like music to his ears...
He will continue to find ways to push your limits. Will you renounce your identity? Will you accept that fact that you are a sick, perverted little man? Or will he have to continue to break you until you do?
Jeffery Hawk/The Clown
He is one that kids himself the least when it comes to the fact that he's a sick, twisted, perverted fuck.
The Clown will never admit to ever having sexual encounters with men in any capacity. Exactly who the fuck do you think he is?! He'll kill anyone that would dare to insinuate such a thing while in the same night drugging an unsuspecting passerby and not only cutting off a favourite finger, but having his way with his either fully or partially unconscious body.
He was never picky when it came to the gender or age of his victims. Women, men, the elderly, children... The Clown only had an eye for hands, for fingers, and if he saw a beautiful digit, he simply had to have it.
It's unusual for him for keep a victim of his alive for a prolonged period of time, both before and during his time in the Fog. Perhaps he was craving more brutality, maybe he was thinking about his father a little too much in recent times... The Clown decides that a one off encounter wouldn't be enough for him.
Unluckily for you, you were the one he had his eyes set on for the longest time, and it was you that would face the absolute worst of his wrath.
The Clown dislikes working for his fun. Drugging you is his method of domination, in contrast to many of the other killers that use brute force and indiscriminate violence to exert his will over your own.
Humiliation serves just as much of a source of pleasure as his cheirophilia does. To see another person appear so small underneath him, to cower before him and to beg for mercy in spite of its futility... It's arousing for him.
Kenneth Chase learned nearly all of his worst traits from his father. 'He learned from the best', as he always said. If he didn't hate him so much, it could have been a source of pride for him.
What would dear old dad think of him now that he has some 'faggot' in a dress taking his cock up his ass every night?
You looked totally pathetic day in and day out. Maybe it was for that reason why he wouldn't kill you. Not yet, anyway. It's as entertaining for him as it is sexually gratifying. The Clown could keep you around for an untold amount of time, as drugged as he keeps you.
He makes sure to keep you docile, too weak to fight back or run away but only just aware enough so that you understood to a degree what was happening to you in the moments where your consciousness was fleeting.
Kazan Yamaoka has his own ask in this very vein so he'll be addressed in another ask!
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#dead by daylight#dbd#ask response#dbd the trapper#dbd the doctor#dbd the clown#male!reader#please mind content warnings
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What if I told you that RoobrickMarine went and wrote an entire novella starring my 16th century dog couple? It's very canon-adjacent, well researched and thoughtfully put together, has inspired me a ton during these past months and it's now publicly available at AO3. I highly recommend it.
⊠Separation âŠ
#content warnings for sex violence self harm and general angst#six chapters 41K words#people who have asked for longer stories of these two please give this one a look#I've watched this unfold since late may? early july? and it's been an exciting experience#I'm not a writer I think it's better than what I could've come up with#honestly though the way he managed to get inside Machete's and Vasco's heads was uncanny their mannerisms and thought processes are spot on#some of the events aren't canon but they might as well be#and most of the background details and backstory tidbits are accurate believe me he's very well versed on their lore#big history nerd so the worldbuilding is intense#you get to meet the dog pope#there's saint sebastian#roommate hijinks#it gets kind of bleak at times though so be mindful of that#it's not all fluff and good feelings#Separation#Heinaven#RoobrickMarine#own characters#own art#artists on tumblr#CanisAlbus#Vasco#Machete#anthro#sighthound#dogs#canine#animals#if you end up reading the whole thing it would be really sweet if you left a little comment as a thanks for his hard work
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Reasons to play In Stars and Time: Canon Pronoun Warfare.
#in stars and time#ISAT#Siffrin#Loop#Context: early on you meet a character who tries to get you to use the royal We pronoun for them and you shut them down. It's great.#The gender swag and non-binary rep in this game is lovely.#I sketched this out when I was in Act 2 - and as of posting this I have not yet finished the game so *please* no spoilers.#It is rare for me to get into something spoiler free and I have been getting my shit rocked by this game in the best way.#Yes I *am* taking another detour to talk about a video game I love again. I will have some fun crossovers. Trust the process.#I will also do my best to pitch this game as spoiler free as possible. Because you *should* play this game:#ISAT is a very lovingly crafted RPG with very fun and emotional writing.#The characters are great and the mysteries you slowly uncover are intriguing!#The way the gameplay ties into the player's own emotional state is nearly always in sync with the protagonist. You *will* feel things.#And it is not afraid to let those things be hard emotions! Do mind the content warnings and know your limits though.#As someone who sucks at video games I also appreciate that it is so generous with your time and keeps things fun.#Not to mention it is honestly underpriced for the amount of content in it. Buy this game. I need to spread the brainworms.
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Currently working on a photo set for @cordeliawhohung âs Touch Me Till I Vomit, aka the Pet!AU. More explanation about the piece is below the cut!
HEED THE TAGS AND IMAGE ID, MDNI
[ID] Soap stands behind Bonnie, his hand tightly holding her face/neck. Bonnie is very obviously in distress, crying, with bruises marking her shoulders and chest. Though not on screen, Soapâs gun shot wound is implicated with blood running down his face and dripping onto Bonnieâs shoulders.
[TAGS] If you donât like Pet!AU you are not going to like this art. Keep scrolling, themes of abuse, blood, bruises, bite marks, collars, crying, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT
Iâve been a horror fan for a while now, and especially psychological horror. Coreâs AU has really tickled a brain worm for me, this fic has literally kept me awake at night after I first read it. I cannot express how infatuated I am with the horror element, if this was a movie I would be in the theater opening night. It gives me the same thrill movies like The Black Phone and Silence of the Lambs has. I just⊠god. Yeah. You donât get a lot of fic writers who are willing to completely delve into the horror side and who are steadfast in their goal and who donât bend when people are trying to push and pull them to make it more romantic. I love this, and I adore Core.
There are some things that I really tried to incorporate into the piece. I know typically if a mouth is overly detailed or teeth are shown individually it can induce a feeling of discomfort. I also wanted to really highlight the idea of Soap being a dog in this fic, hence the exaggerated canines and the bite mark. I know the color of the collars arenât accurate to the fic, but in order to make them stand out with the deep red color pallet I opted to make the black more blue leaning than red/brown as one might see in a typical leather collar. I knew, especially after the most recent chapter, that I had to include Soapâs GSW somehow as thatâs a key element as to how he also became a victim. Iâll probably do a more expansive breakdown of the art and its meaning later, but rn I need to get to work lol. Please share thoughts on this piece if youâre willing, negative and positive! Iâm always looking to improve!
#tmtiv#pet au#cordelliaâs beautiful writing#COD#horror#horror inspired art#heed the tags above#Dead Dove: Do Not Eat#when it comes to triggering content like this please tell me if Iâm doing something wrong with my warnings#Iâm desperately trying to be mindful but Iâm not perfect and very new to tumblr#so please help a newbie out!
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You are a martyr.
MEDITERRANEA INFERNO (2023) ⣠dev. Eyeguys
#indiegamesource#gamingedit#dailygaming#gamingnetwork#gameplaydaily#videogamesdaily#dailyvideogames#gaminggifs#mediterranea inferno#eyeguys#lorenzo redaelli#santa ragione#puppet makes gifs#i've played two lorenzo redaelli games already this year and hoo boy this dude's mind lol#looooooove his visual style to pieces#please note content warnings for the game if you want to play it but give it a shot!!! it's really good :3#flashing tw
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5X03: THE FIRST TO DIE
After months of radio silence, Vecna finally starts to show his hand. Passions ignite, secrets are exposed, and Will makes a decision that could put everything at risk. Dead dogs tell no tales⊠or do they?
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#script sunday#the end is here#surprise!! itâs the time skip episode :)#mind the warnings on this one Please#there is like . the Barest Hint of mature content#i tried to make it as tame as possible and itâs not even w/ byler but i know some people are Touchy#anyway . shout out to the part of this that i wrote at [redacted] hotel room w/ thea & bats & abby :)#while thea was snoring directly in my ear :)#if u made it this far in the tags . hi!#hope everyone enjoys <3
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"Player, Champagne, Showtime"
CHAPTER 2
Tomura & Dabi x Female Reader
word count: 23,400+
part 1 * part 2 * part 3 * ...
(After your fateful encounter with Tomura and Dabi, the trio of unfortunates youâve found yourself a part of decides to try your luck at committing a high-risk robbery on some people from Dabiâs past. The payout will be huge, if things go according to plan. But, of course, nothing ever goes according to plan, so, by the end of the night, you all just hope you can make it out alive, and if you do, well, you might just have to start considering yourself a pretty good team.)
disclaimer/content warning: 18+ content! minors dni! quirkless au, pretty plot heavy this chapter (no smut, but trust me, there will be plenty later down the line), violence and descriptions of gore, drugs, mentions of human trafficking, threats of sexual assault, reader gets hurt on purpose, once again the title is taken from the lyrics of â365 Freshâ by Triple H which this fic is based upon.
*ao3 mirror*
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The following morning, youâd woken early, carefully slipping from Tomuraâs warm, protective grasp on the couch and tiptoeing toward where you thought you might be able to find some water. Though, when you turned the corner, expecting to find the little cubicle room empty, you came face to face with the tattooed man who was becoming less of a stranger and more of a reluctant acquaintance with every passing hour.
And, the following morning, youâd finally learned his name.
âThey call me Dabi,â he remarked after youâd pressed him about the matter in the makeshift kitchen. He leaned against the barely functioning mini fridge and studied you for a moment then, his crystal clear blues scrutinizing, as if testing you in some way.
âThey?â you lightly scoffed. âAnd who are they?â
Dabi chuckled to himself, a hum of amusement accompanied by a grin that mightâve actually been genuine and soft, if such words were allowed to be used to describe someone like him. Then he pushed off from the fridge, causing the appliance to wobble on its uneven base for a couple shallow sways before migrating closer to you. âTheyâŠâ he emphasized, leaning down to be right at your eye level, so close you could see your reflection shimmering in all that bright sapphire. âTheyâre the ones who weâre gonna make pay.â
You gaped at him, looking into a malicious vortex of cruel cerulean, cold yet burning with such an intense revenge it was startling. But then, just before the stretch of silence between the two of you could become suffocating, Tomura popped his head around the corner and asked, âWhatâs for breakfast?â
Dabi shot him a scathing glare, as if offended by the sound of his voice alone, and straightened back to his full height, replying with an irritated drone as he strolled past, hands shoved deep into his pockets, âHelp yourself to whateverâs in the fridge. Though, I canât promise any of itâs still edibleâŠâ
âWhere are you going?â you asked, sauntering over to stand next to Tomura, who scratched absentmindedly at a red patch on the side of his neck. For now, you resisted the urge to reach over and clasp your hand with his to get him to stop, but later you knew youâd be applying some of the cheap lotion you kept at the bottom of your bag to it while he hissed at the sting of the salve soaking into his irritated flesh.
Dabi smirked and pulled a plastic baggie full of little white pills from his pocket, pinching it between his fingers and dangling it before him as if trying to entice you with it. âJust some extracurricular activities. Why?â He quirked an inky eyebrow, faking innocence for only a moment before that smug expression returned. âWanna join me?â
You rolled your eyes, leaned back against Tomura, whose hands quickly found purchase on you for support. âYou wish,â you scoffed. âJust donât get so high you forget your way back. We wonât be coming to look for you.â
Dabi coughed out one loud, sardonic, âHa!â, his mouth stretching into a too wide smile before dropping back to the general disinterest he usually carried about him, turning on his heel and stalking the rest of the way to the heavy metal door that led to the hallway painted with the glowing blue inferno. The only indicator you had to know heâd really left was the slam as the door closed behind him, leaving you and Tomura in the warehouse alone.
âWell, I guess we should see what he has in the fridgeâŠâ you muttered, spinning away from Tomuraâs grasp and swinging open the rickety door of the minifridge, clicking your tongue in annoyance when you saw there were only three things in thereâ half a dozen eggs that were who knew how old, a six pack of some cheap beer, and half a gallon of milk that was nearly empty, likely drank straight from the jug.
You opened the crumpled cardboard carton of eggs, feeling a little optimistic when they still looked to be in pretty good shape, then peered over your shoulder at Tomura, who was rummaging through a plastic bin that served as Dabiâs pantry.
âFind anything?â you asked, coming over to check things out for yourself.
Tomura held out a half-full bag of some stale cereal hastily rolled at the opening in a failed attempt to preserve it longer. âOther than flaminâ hot cheetos and wasabi peasâŠâ he muttered, sounding slightly defeated, ânot muchâŠâ
âWasabi peas?â you repeated, nearly laughing.
Tomura plucked up the plastic container of the little green and white morsels and gave it a playful shake, like a maraca, and then cracked a crooked, puzzled smirk. âGuyâs got some fuckinâ weird taste.â
You took the bag of cereal from him, unrolled it and reached in to see if the little niblets were too far gone or if a splash of some back-washed milk on the verge of expiration could save them. After an indecisive taste test, you handed the bag back to Tomura and said with a sigh, âAlright. Iâll see if I can find a frying pan. See if you can find any kind of bread anywhere, yâknow, so long as itâs not moldy. Maybe we can make some egg sandwiches.â
âAnd the cereal?â he asked, reaching in to toss a handful of the sugary grahams into his mouth and seeming a little more satisfied with them than you were.
âIf youâre willing to risk ingesting whatever state whatâs left of the milk in there is inâŠâ you shrugged, setting the eggs on top of the fridge while you began scavenging for anything you could use to cook over the rusted old hotplate, âthen the cereal is all yours.â
Unable to find a bowl, Tomura settled for pouring the cereal straight into the milk jug and taking crunchy swigs, chewing before swallowing it down. He sort of winced a little upon the first gulp, but didnât further elaborate on whether the milk had gone sour or not, almost like he himself couldnât even quite figure it out, then proceeded to finish what was left, so you figured it couldnât be that bad. Meanwhile, he also searched the other bins and tubs that held an unorganized array of varying food items until he managed to find half a loaf of bread, only three pieces left that werenât infected with furry green spores.
âAh! Found it!â you happily announced as you pulled a tiny, scratched up teflon pan from beneath a pile of dishes in the sink. It looked like it had been scratched to hell and back with the end of a metal fork, but you figured it would still do the job just fine.
âStill want eggs?â you asked, finagling with the faulty dial on the hotplateâs temperature gauge before finally getting it to turn on. Tomura nodded, taking a seat at the tiny table, only one folding chair topped with a thin, frayed cushion available, the other seat consisting of a couple empty wooden crates stacked atop each other, though it wasnât much of a surprise to you that Dabi didnât make a habit of keeping company.
Especially after what heâd said earlier.
Theyâre the ones who weâre gonna make pay.
By the sound of it, he had far more enemies than he did friends. In fact, you were starting to wonder if you and Tomura were the only people currently on semi-decent terms with him, and even considering it that was generousâŠ
âHey,â Tomura spoke, pulling you from your Dabi curiosities. Your gaze darted to meet his and he gave a cursory glance down at the eggs in the pan. âIâm no expert, but I think they might be burningâŠâ
You turned your attention back to breakfast and swore under your breath as you quickly flipped them to the other side, a thin veil of smoke wafting up from the pan accompanied by a satisfying sizzle.
Luckily, the eggs had been saved in time thanks to Tomuraâs warning, all six successfully scrambledâ three for you and three for him, courtesy of Dabiâs current obligations to his drugs. Using two of the three slices of bread, you fashioned yourself a sandwich which, despite being a little soggy once the eggs soaked into the untoasted bread, wasnât half bad, while Tomura tried his best to eat his opened-faced on the last slice on account of already having finished all the cereal.
You hadnât even realized how hungry youâd been until youâd wolfed the whole thing down, suddenly craving more. âYou said you found cheetos earlier?â you inquired with Tomura, whose eggs had fallen into a mushy mess on his plate, carefully picking up what he could with his fingers so that none of it would go to waste.
He paused mid-bite and his eyes widened a fraction as he spoke from one corner of his full mouth, âYeahâŠ?â
You cracked a mischievous grin, licking a couple of your fingers before saying, âGo get âem,â prompting Tomura to rise from his seat and retrieve the entire snack bin, dragging it across the dirty concrete floor to sit beside the cramped table.
As you dug out the flaminâ hot cheetos, along with some crumbling chocolate chip cookies, laying an array of other snacks across the table for you and Tomura to choose from, you rhetorically asked, âThink heâll mind?â
Tomura scoffed, unable to hide the crooked smirk that pulled up one corner of his chapped lips as he tore open a bag of salt and vinegar chips. âHis fault for telling us to help ourselves anyway.â
And so the two of you feasted on a smorgasbord of all things salty and sweet, fattening and processed, all the while trading flirty banter and off-handed comments about everything else that had led you two to end up sitting at the uneven little table in this repurposed warehouse.
When there was a lull in conversation, both of you drifting off into the full-bellied aftermath of an oncoming food coma, you asked Tomura, âDo you believe in fate?â
He seemed to take a moment to think about that, all the while staring at you, tracing the features of your face with his eyes as if trying to commit you to memory, to resurface any shred of a glimpse he may have caught of you in a hypothetical previous life. âNo,â he finally answered, paired with a minute shaking of his head. âNo, I think fate is a bunch of bullshit. I think we make our own destinies. At least, Iâd like to think that.â
âSo you think the good things that happen to us are because we worked for it and the bad things that happen to us are because we deserve it?â
âNot necessarily,â he elaborated. âI just think that nothing is predetermined. One decision leads to an outcome and so on and so forth. Itâs as simple as that.â
You lazily rested your cheek in your palm, slouching over the tabletop a little more, considering him with a teasing look. âSounds like you got life all figured out, huh?â
Tomura flashed a nervous smile, beginning to scratch at the irritated spot on his neck again, his skin becoming more inflamed there with every passing hour. âI just think, if there is a God, heâs got a cruel sense of humor.â
âBet heâs laughing at us right now,â you remarked, low, almost under your breath, wearing a sad smile as you lowered your head to rest atop your arms on the table. Then, glancing up at Tomura through your lashes, you concluded with, âThough, if itâs a show he wantsâŠâ You nudged Tomuraâs foot under the table with your own, entwining your ankles, bare feet turned cool from the chill creeping up through the concrete. Tomura watched you carefully, as if trying to anticipate your next move and beat you to it first. But as your foot traveled up his leg until it was just barely brushing against his inner thigh, his expression darkened into the intense hunterâs stare of a predator about to capture its prey, hungry and confident.
âYeah?â he tempted, replying to the unspoken request your actions were currently insinuating.
You nodded, returning your foot back to your side of the table, standing and offering him your hand. âYeah,â you confirmed, and as Tomura swallowed your hand within his own, he was once again reminded of that hazy, haloed image heâd seen of you the very first night youâd met on those dark city streets.
Heâd asked if you were an angel back then, but as you guided him towards the beat up old couch, straddling his lap the moment he was seated and beginning to kiss him like you couldnât breathe without his air filling your lungs, he knew you must be something way beyond that, the feeling of your body pressed against his transcending heavenly.
âThink heâll mind?â you playfully asked through a quiet, breathy chuckle, your lips hovering just above Tomuraâs, letting him taste your words on his tongue.
He smirked, shifting you to lay on your back as he crawled over you, kissing you again, deeper, harder, enough to have you gasping for air by the end of it. âFuck what he thinks,â he remarked, a raw edge to his raspy voice.
And if Dabi couldâve seen you two like that, shamelessly fucking on his couch, he probably wouldâve killed you both.
But he was too busy making his own slow, sweet sentiment to his beloved painkillers on some rooftop halfway across town, sulking under a greying sky with a half-smoked cigarette caught between two lazily curled fingers, staring at his tattoos until the high made the inked images bend and sway.
***
Low thunder grumbled from far in the distance, the vibrations purring in Dabiâs chest as he watched the storm rolling in over the shiny high-rise buildings of the cityâs center, soon to soak the gleaming metropolis down to the bone.
The wind was always stronger from up here. In the humid summer months, it felt good. In the winter, it was almost unbearable. And during a stormâŠ
During a storm it felt electric, as if he could breathe in the invisible sparks bouncing through the air, tiny firecrackers lacing through his blood and making him feel invincible.
The painkillers helped dull the sharp, barbed edges that always seemed to splinter back to life inside his brain, temporarily alleviating the tension that corded through his muscles and wove its way through his lanky, wraithish frame, chasing the worries away, if only for a little while. The nicotine got his wheels turning again, the ritualistic practice of inhaling the smoke and holding it in his lungs for as long as he could before breathing it out acting as a countdown until his next notion of how to strike.
Sometimes he came up here without his addictions tagging along, even if just to stare at that shimmering oasis of a city spiking up in the distance, the skyline like an irregular heartbeat on an EKG, and remind himself why he still wanted to burn it all to the ground.
He was also reminded why he was so afraid to go back.
But what Dabi found himself pondering over on this particular afternoon was a rather unexpected development in his most recent schemes. Because, of all the details heâd overlooked or ignored in previous, criminally-inclined, chaotic plans, the last thing heâd thought heâd have to worry about was catching feelings for someone like you.
Heâd never admit to it out loud, but Dabi was well aware why his stomach twisted every time he saw you and Tomura too close to each other, why he had to force himself to look away when you two stared into each otherâs eyes like you were actually in love and not just two fucked up slum rats just like him, only way more chemically attratched to each other than a murderer and a suicidal had a right to be.
He was the odd man out. The third wheel. The silent reject. And for what?
All because heâd gone and kicked you both out of that stolen car, practically delivered his current predicament to your doorstep and wished you well as he sped off down the desolate midnight streets with only an ear grating tire screech to remember him by.
âSo stupid,â he muttered to himself, leaning back against the roof, staring into the blotchy void of the greyscale sky, stormy winds causing the clouds to race across the view overhead. He cupped a palm to the back of his neck, closing his eyes as he took a final drag of his cigarette, flicking the remains down onto the street below, bringing his other hand to join the one that was already cushioning the back of his skull. Then, again, through a forlorn, tired sigh, âSo fucking stupidâŠâ
He wondered how he always seemed to sabotage himself in hindsight, whether by getting hooked on the little white pills that heâd sworn âwould only be for a little bit, just until I get out of here and put this city far behind meâ, only to get roped up in a couple gangs gone wrong and end up losing every last penny heâd scrounged up in order to escape the hellhole of the slums. Or the time heâd been a homeless teen skulking around the streets, trusting all the wrong people despite his intuition warning against it just because theyâd offered him some food and a corner shielded from the rain to sleep in.
And now there was you, perhaps the only girl in the entire prefecture he had a chance with, and what had he done?
Heâd gone and said all the wrong things, done all the wrong things, and fucked it all up.
But then, as the charcoal clouds covering the city center began to drift closer to his part of town, little sparkling flashes of lightning laced throughout the mass of black and grey, a new perspective occured to Dabi. Because, yes, while his own choices had led him to become a hopeless, orphaned addict, heâd still found a way to survive.
Through all his hardship and loss and misfortune, heâd learned how to still come out on top in the end, even if he was bruised and battered and barely standing.
So why couldnât he apply the same rules to winning you over?
Doing something to remove Tomura from the picture was the obvious answer, but with how quickly the two of you had become attached, it would also be obvious who was at fault if the scrawny, silver-haired boy went missing or turned up dead somewhere, even if he had tried to kill himself during your original meeting.
No, simple problems required simple solutions, so going to all the trouble to lure Tomura out and dispose of him would just end up being too much work. Dabi would have to get you alone with him, make some attempt to get to know you better, get to know your secrets, your weaknesses, convince you that you were better off with him, that he had more to offer you than Tomura.
As the first fat droplets of rain speckled the rooftop, darkening the concrete of the street below with watery freckles until the steady drizzle morphed into a full on downpour, drenching everything in sight, Dabi rose from the roof, climbed down the fire escape, and navigated the maze of alleys back to his hideout, several different schemes now cooking in the back of his mind.
He definitely had more to offer you. Or at least he liked to think he did. But, truth be told, none of you really had anything to offer each other at the moment except some twisted form of solidarity between rejected members of society. But you had the most to lose. Because Dabi did know one of your secrets. He knew you were a murderer, and, while heâd figured the guy had probably deserved it, that didnât change the fact that the cops would likely see it otherwise.
You knew Dabi was already trying to lay low from law enforcement from how heâd acted in the diner that day andâ well, there was also the fact that he stole and pawned off a car.
And Tomura, well, other than trying to commit suicide and drag others unwillingly into it, Dabi didnât know what else he was guilty of, though the fact that he knew someone like Spinnerïżœïżœ a man who could procure all sorts of illegal and nefarious goodsâ said it was probably worse than heâd let on.
So, the first step for any of you to have a chance at making it out of this place, whether it was all together or just you and Dabi, if he got his way, was finding a way to make some money.
The rain beat down hard on anything not hidden beneath cover, Dabi included by the time he had to make a run for the last stretch of his journey back to the warehouse. But the adrenaline was aiding his brain in working double time, skin prickling with needles of cold and heart racing until he swung open the door and found himself in the comfort of his painted hallway, the blue flames glowing through the dark after a few seconds and welcoming their artist home.
And it was then, in the vortex of the cerulean inferno, as cold water droplets raced down his neck and chest and stirred a shiver in his bones, that the final piece of the puzzle clicked into place.
Dabi smirked to himself, a malicious, mean smile that made him look a little crazy as the blue light cast dimly over his face.
There was no way it could be that easy. There was just no way.
But, itâs like people always saidâŠ
Better the devil you know than the devil you donât.
***
A camera flash bathed the crime scene in blinding white light, there one instant and then gone the next like a ghost.
Just like the perpetrator, Keigo thought to himself, peering over the photographerâs shoulder and scribbling down some theories on his notepad, pen scritching across the page quietly as he listened in on the testimony of one of the establishmentâs employees, his back facing her as he pretended not to eavesdrop.
ââstill canât get in contact with her,â a young woman explained, sounding distressed. She was one of a few hairdressers at the rundown barber shop. Besides her, there was only one employee left that the police hadnât yet spoken to about the ownerâs sudden and rather gruesome deathâÂ
You.
âCould you give us her number?â the other officer asked, in the middle of taking his own notes.
The girl shrugged, pulling her phone out from her bag. âYeah, I mean, sure, itâs justâŠâ She pulled up your contact info, turning the screen around to show it to the cop. âShe rarely ever picks up, even if she does know the caller. I doubt youâll be able to reach her, but if you do, please let me know. Weâre worried about herâŠâ
The officer thanked the woman for her cooperation after jotting down the phone number, heading off to exchange notes with another investigator, which is when Keigo swooped in to do what he was best atâŠ
Charming the rest of the truth out of someone who might know a little more than they were letting on.
âExcuse me, miss⊠Mind if I ask you a few more questions?â he inquired politely. At first, your co-worker looked annoyed, finally about to be able to go home after over an hourâs worth of questioning, her back turned to the new detective. But when she turned around and saw those lovely umber eyes and all that wavy, golden hair, she reconsidered rushing off.
âSure,â she smiled, dropping her phone back into her bag and readjusting the purse strap over her shoulder. âBut then I really do have to get going. I promised my sister Iâd pick up her kid from daycare since sheâs working a double today.â
âItâll only take a moment, I promise,â Keigo assured her through a carefree chuckle, knowing full well heâd snagged her hook, line, and sinker the moment she blushed and began playing with her hair.
âSo, this co-worker of yours⊠The one you canât seem to get in contact withâŠâ he began. âWhenâs the last time any of you actually saw her?â
The woman took a moment to recall that information, then nodded to herself and answered, âWe were working together the morning before the murââ She caught herself about to use a word that mightâve been perceived as harsh, even if she, as well as everyone else who worked at that barber shop, couldnât care less if your awful boss had been gutted and bled dry like the pig he was and left to rot in the alley, then cleared her throat and quickly amended with a slightly more sensitive, âThe morning before the incident⊠I left a couple hours before closing to head to my other job, and she said sheâd close up by herself so I wasnât lateâ Iâm kind of already in trouble with my other boss for cutting it too close too oftenâŠâ She gave a nervous chuckle and kept twirling a ringletted strand of hair around her manicured finger, sneaking coy glances at Keigo through her false lashes.
âSo she was the only one in the shop when the murder took place?â Keigo asked, though it was more to himself than to your flirty co-worker. Then, after quickly scribbling something down among his patchwork web of notes, he muttered in a low, almost menacing growl, âInterestingâŠâ
âI think one of the other girls called her yesterday morning. We all got a call. Yâknow, after poor Himari walked in to open and found all that blood and the body andâŠâ She chewed at her bottom lip, worrying the thick gloss away with an incisor, clearly still bothered by the image of such a massacre even if it was of someone she hated.
âI seeâŠâ Keigo continued, circling your name among the list of employees, condemning you as the most likely suspect in black ink. âDo you happen to know where she lives?â he asked next, then rephrased the question as, âOr rather, have any of you been by her place since this happened? You know,â he cracked a sympathetic smile, giving a flash of perfect white teeth, âjust to make sure sheâs ok.â
âRen said that, when she called her, she said she wasnât feeling very well and had the rest of her appointments canceled or something like thatâŠâ your co-worker recalled. âI donât think anyone went over to check on her though.â
Just for good measure, Keigo asked if she would mind giving him your address. And, while all of you usually knew better than to give out each otherâs personal information to anyone who asked for it, no matter how handsome said anyone may be, she figured nothing bad could come of sharing it with a kind detective just trying to do his job.
Plus, itâs not like she thought you had been the one to finally do that horrible man in.
Unfortunately for you though, while she could cut and style hair like a master of the craft, sheâd never been the brightest among the group of you that worked together when it came to common sense.
So, after obtaining your apartmentâs address, Keigo wished the girl a good day, reminding her heâd be in touch if he needed any information reconfirmed or followed up on.
âJust gimme a call if you need anything,â she said, giving him a wink over her shoulder. âYou know where to find me.â After that, she was gone, leaving only Keigo, the forensic photographer, and two officers lingering at the scene.
After exchanging some last minute details, they decided to call it a day and head back to the precinct. The others seemed to think this was going to be a troublesome investigation, more so because there had been no witnesses and it was in the part of town none of them really wanted to make a habit of traveling to if they could help it, not really seeming to care that a man had been killed using a straight razor.
Theyâd say things on the ride back like, âStuff like this happens all the time in this part of town. I donât get why the Chief insists on us going down there unless one of them comes to our part of the city to stir up trouble first,â and âSome old guy got slashed. So what? Itâs only interesting if itâs a pretty young girl or something. Canât believe we have to do overtime to solve a case that doesnât even have the concern of any next of kin,â but Keigo knew that, if his hunch was rightâ and, letâs face it, it usually wasâ then this case was going to end up being more than any of them originally bargained for.
Maybe, if he was lucky, it might just turn out to be entertaining in the meantime too.
But first thing was first.
He had to find you.
Because youâ little miss missing in action, the ghost of closingâ were the first key to finding where this case led.
Actually, fuck the key. You were the whole damn door, lock and all.
***
âI told you to help yourself to whatever was in the fridge,â Dabi growled as he surveyed the damage to his secret snack stash, colorful wrappers and torn, metallic plastic packaging littering the kitchen table leaving blatant evidence of you and Tomuraâs raid. Then, under his breath he complained, âGod⊠Now Iâm gonna have to start robbing the local Seven Eleven again⊠And I know they got me on CCTV last timeâŠâ
All the while, amidst Dabiâs rambled tirade of passive-aggressive complaints, you and Tomura were sitting atop the uneven counter, watching the inky-haired member of your hodge-podge trio with gaping stares and furrowed brows as if heâd left the warehouse with one head and returned with two.
Then, finally, after swiping the shredded remains into an already half full trash can (one that was likely stolen, as the logo for a local cafe was stamped on the front in white spray paint), Dabi whirled around to face you two, looking more than miffed as he snapped out a short-tempered, âAnd get the fuck off my counter!â
You jumped down, tiptoeing a few short steps towards him, Tomura sliding ungracefully off the counter a few seconds after. âDabiâŠâ you began, cautious, as if trying to talk someone off the ledge. Then you asked, as if this was the most distressing factor of the current equation, âWhy are you soaking wet?â
Just seeming to register this to himself now, Dabiâs tense shoulders sagged, weighed down by heavy, soggy clothes, raven spikes matted flat to his head (you thought you saw a few droplets of diluted black race down his face but figured it could just be a trick of the light) and let out a defeated sigh.
ââCause itâs fucking pouring outside,â he said, adding on as his eyes squinted into a slight glare, âMaybe if you two wouldnât have been crunching on all my shit then you wouldâve heard it beating down on the roof.â
âLook, man, weâre sorry, itâs justââ Tomura began to apologize, actually sounding sort of heartfelt, but was cut off when Dabi shot him a scathing look.
Before things could begin to escalate between the two of them, as they so often tended to do, you stepped in, drawing closer to Dabi, and in a tone far too caring and soft for someone like him, you sighed and said, âWhere do you keep your towels? Youâre going to catch a cold if you stay wet like thatâŠâ
Dabi glanced from you, to Tomura, then back to you, his expression melting from hostile into something much more tired. And how he wanted to take you by the hand and lead you to his makeshift bathroom, give you one of his raggedy old towels that was frayed at the edges and eaten through with tiny holes and tears, sit on the edge of the grimy old tub and just let you work the fabric over his head, drying his hair and his face before peeling off his drenched clothes and letting you pat the water from the rest of him, if youâd be so kind.
But that kind of intimacyâ that kind of careâ was so foreign to Dabi, so long forgotten, that the thought of the emotions that might follow terrified him more than the need to be taken care of enticed him.
âI can do it myself,â he scoffed, all those sharp edges and harsh lines etching their way back into his voice and features. Then, right before rounding the corner of the kitchen cubicle, he peered back over his shoulder and said, âOh, and, meeting in the living room in ten minutesâŠâ The smirk that curled on his lips then caused a spark of fear and excitement to flare in your chest. It was the kind of smile only the totally insane or arrogant could wear. It was a smile that said, âI know something you donât,â and, in this case, you hoped that something would play in your favor.
âMeeting?â Tomura asked, leaning back against the counter and crossing his arms, not looking too thrilled at the vague order. âMeeting about what?â
Dabi turned around the rest of the way, leaned against what served as the cubicleâs doorway, and simply stated, âI think I have an idea. And it just might be crazy enough to work.â
***
Your apartment had been easy to find. Even easier to break into, since Keigo was well versed in picking the old, cheap locks used to provide a false sense of safety to anyone living in the rundown old buildings this far from the cityâs sparkling center.
Because, despite the fact that the agencyâs newest golden boy looked, sounded, and acted like heâd been raised in the privileged lap of the cityâs luxury, Keigo was and always would be, to some degree, just another kid raised among the rats of the slums.
Sure, he hadnât called the maze of narrow alleys and crumbling architecture home in over a decade nowâ he had the foster family whoâd taken him in at thirteen and decided to keep him once he proved to hold some form of talent and intelligence to thank for thatâ but he could still remember what it felt like to navigate the dark tunnels and cramped spaces woven throughout the downtown area.
The only thing that had really changed, Keigo had thought to himself as heâd struggled to squeeze through a tiny opening on his journey through the cluttered side streets, was him. No longer was he the malnourished, spindly little kid with scraped knees and dirt-smudged cheeks who could slip through any opening, steal what food and supplies were needed to survive, and slither out in a flash, sprinting back to his little tarp-tent covering spread out at the end of an adjacent alley like a cobweb hanging loosely in the corner of an attic.
Now he was bigger, stronger, still lean and lithe but in a way that spoke more to health than starvation. But, most importantly, he was smarter, more cunning, blessed with the carefully studied and learned ability to talk his way into or out of any situation the job called for.
Heâd already had a whole spiel rehearsed on the off chance he knocked on your door and you actually were dumb enough to answer. Though, of course, as was the more likely scenario from the start, you were nowhere to be found, your residency left vacant and in slight disarray. Aside from your unmade bed and a couple dishes scattered in the sink though, not much seemed out of the ordinary at first glance.
But any detective worth his salt knew that first glance meant near to nothing.
It was the digging further, the unearthing of unseen evidence, that really told you anything worthwhile about who or what a person was. And, at first, he wasnât even entirely sure what he was looking for, but after rifling through your cabinets and drawers, flipping through your little calendar book that youâd used to keep track of things like your scheduled appointments for work or jotted down notes about items to pick up at the grocery store next payday, Keigo made his way into the bathroom and discovered the golden egg of the scene.
Balled up and tossed into the bathtub was a heap of clothingâ your clothingâ and, with hands gloved as to not leave any fingerprints or evidence of his own behind, he carefully tugged one article free from the pile. It was a shirtâ your shirtâ and it was covered in what was unmistakably recognized as the dark, dried remains of human blood.
Too much to be your own, Keigo figured instantly, and upon taking a closer look at the skirt that had been tangled with a tanktop, he could tell that, whatever had happened, it had been a rather messy affair.
It all added upâ you disappearing right after your boss turned up dead, the blood on your clothes belonging to the man youâd most likely killed with one of the razors found around the barbershopâ but yet, Keigo got the sense that there was far more to this than currently presented itself.
He wasnât so much troubled by the likelihood of youâ a young, attractive girl whoâd been unfortunate to end up in the darker parts of townâ killing your bossâ a man whose lost life hadnât been mourned much if the way his next of kin had sounded when theyâd received the news over a phone call the morning the body was discovered. In fact, Keigo didnât even really care why youâd done it. Again, he was familiar with the kinds of people who crawled between the cracks in this section of the city. He had a pretty good idea.
It was more so this feeling, this unrelenting intuition that, whatever youâd gotten yourself roped up in, it was far from done.
His phone buzzed in his back pocket then, interrupting his chain of thought for a moment as he peeled off a glove and clicked the answer button, one of his co-workers back at the precinct on the other line.
âHey, so I know itâs technically your day offââ he began, and Keigo already knew where this was headed, preemptively rolling his eyes. âBut we just got some new evidence on that other case you were working on and before we go any further the chief is insisting you take a look at itâŠâ Keigo held the phone between his shoulder and his cheek, slipping the other glove back on before kneeling down to shift through whatever you had under your bathroom sink but finding nothing of particular interest. âSo do you think it would be possible to just stop by at some point today? All the other guys are gettinâ pretty restless with the whole thing. Plus, you know they look up to you, Hawksââ
Keigo bristled slightly at the nickname as his co-worker continued to ramble on. He closed the cabinet, pulled the shower curtain three quarters of the way across just the way heâd found it, and strolled back into the main area of the studio, standing between your bed and the partially sectioned off kitchen area.
He checked his watch. 12:45 PM. Heâd really wanted to drop by the new noodle place that had just opened up around the block from his own apartment in the city center, maybe catch a late afternoon showing of one of the 80âs action movies they were currently rerunning at the theatre, then have a nice, relaxing night before the whirlwind of work resumed the following morning.
This time though, his guilty conscience got the better of him, so he cut in before the guy on the other end of the call exhausted himself from trying to convince him and said, âAlright. I can be there in half an hour,â before getting a much relieved thank you in response. He hung up the call, just about to leave before remembering what heâd been about to do right before his phone rang.
Pulling the shower curtain back open to reveal the bloody clothes in the tub, Keigo snapped a few photos on his personal phone before returning everything to its previous, hastily yet lazily hidden state, then slipped back out of the apartment, making sure to relock the door, tossing the gloves in a rusted dumpster down the block from the building.
Even as he worked on sorting out and discussing the newly discovered details from the case heâd been called in about, a piece of his mind was still turning its wheels about you. So much still seemedâ feltâ uncertain.
But he was onto you.
All he had to do now was figure out where you went.
***
Black water sloshed against the edge of the docks, night turning it dark and oil-slick as is caught shimmering reflections of the hooked moon hanging overhead, salty air corroding away at rotting boards that creaked underfoot with the threat of breaking every time someone was brave enough to tread over them.
Located on the very edge of the city, there were only two types of people who ventured out this farâ people looking for a place to hide or people who already had something to hide.
But, in this case, that was going to work in your favor. Because, like most crimes committed beyond the formally recognized city limits, if there was a case of breaking and entering, theft, or even murder, most times it wasnât taken seriously, if even investigated at all.Â
As Tomura and Dabi approached the chain link fence that tried and failed to deter trespassers, they were careful to stay out of sight and keep their heads down as they navigated the dark, debris strewn courtyard. It was littered with anything and everything from cigarette butts and playing cards and coins to the remains of clothing that had probably belonged to former enemies, now decaying bodies sunk to the bottom of the bay courtesy of some zipties and cinderblocks, scattered among wooden crates and broken glass.
Because even though this territory was technically owned by the city, it had been long claimed and occupied by some of the slumâs most notorious gangs, vultures landing to pick at the abandoned corpse left to rot on the desolate outskirts.
Dabi was far more suited to traversing this kind of terrain, footsteps quick and light as he ran from one cover to the next, clearly more familiar with the territory than Tomura, who more so scuttled and jumped clumsily a few generous strides behind his reluctant confidant, just barely avoiding being discovered by whoever had been put on watch that night.
But now, with their backs pressed to the wall and awaiting their signal in uncomfortable silence, the two boys tried not to instigate any unresolved issues with each other, which was to say, Dabi tried not to instigate any unresolved issues.
âDamn, whatâs takinâ âer so longâŠâ Dabi eventually grumbled under his breath, leg beginning to bounce and wishing he at least had a cigarette to pass the time with right now. Then, with unbridled sarcasm, âItâs not like she has the easiest part of the plan or anythingâŠâ
âRelax,â Tomura shot back through a hiss, growing tired with Dabiâs constant nagging, especially in an already high-tension environment. âJust give her time. Plus, she has to come all the way from the other side of the docks.â
Dabi felt his whole body coiling with the urge to jump into defense mode. To shoot back with some hurtful, low blow remark or, if he really had it his way, do something to trip the guy up and leave him in the dust the next time they had to move further into the nest of nemeses. It would hardly be his fault if Tomura got shot because he couldnât run fast enough. Youâd be distraught and the plan would go to shit, sure, but at least Dabi would still earn the reward of being able to pick up your devastated pieces after the fact.
But, once he took a second to apply some logic to that scenario, Dabi realized that jeopardizing the chance to nab one hundred-thousand dollars, even for a chance at winning you over, was a fucking dumb thing to risk. Well, really only about thirty-three thousand once it was split three ways between you.
But still. That was a hell of a lot more money than any of you had ever had your hands onâ ever imagined having your hands onâ and all in cash at that.
But the best part of it allâ yâknow, besides the life changing wealthâ was the fact that Dabi was finally going to be able to score some revenge against those who had wronged him. Or, at least, a small portion of those who had wronged him. If he was being honest, heâd sort of lost count when it came to the tally. But these guys had been the most recent offense, which was good enough for him.
They were the ones whoâd left him beaten and bloody in the alley the night heâd met you. The night heâd stolen from them, only to have them steal it right back, and caused Dabi to suffer the beginning stages of withdrawal from his beloved white pills.
Tonight he felt sharp though. Tonight he felt good. Tonight, he felt ready for anything that could come at him. Thereâs no reward without a little risk, he reminded himself, trying to keep calm while he and Tomura waited, pretty much out in the open, vulnerable and defenseless. On a similar note, Tomuraâs line of reasoning had been that winning big prizes required playing difficult games.
You just hoped you made it out alive at the end of it all, one hundred-thousand dollars richer or not.
And so, running like your life depended on it, tears streaming down your face, knees skinned and wrists bruised, looking like youâd narrowly escaped a specific kind of hell, you called out, voice shredded and broken as you begged for help, cries echoing across the water and hopefully reaching its intended audience.
Something in Tomuraâs chest ached at that sound, body instinctively pulled in your direction as if you actually needed saving. He stopped himself, reminded that it was all just an act, but even when he felt a nudge at his shoulder, Dabi dragging his attention back to the task at hand, the look Tomura wore was almost traumatized. Let me go to her, his eyes pleaded as carmine clashed with cobalt. Please, just let me go to her.
âCâmon,â Dabi beckoned, ignoring Tomuraâs pained expression, already having swiftly picked the rickety old padlock securing a thick chain around the back door of the warehouse on the edge of the water, dropping the linked metals to the concrete slow and quiet. âWe only get one shot at this. Donât fuck it up.â
***
Three days ago, the trio of you had been huddled in the living room for Dabiâs impromptu âmeetingâ. You and Tomura sat side by side on the couch, thighs pressed together, while Dabi paced restlessly back and forth on the other side of the scuffed up coffee table that had most likely been salvaged from someoneâs curbside or stolen from a junkyard. He still had a towel slung around his shoulders, darker stains smudged against the navy blue material from where heâd roughly rustled his hair dry, now wearing a clean white t-shirt and fresh pair of jeans.
âAnd thatâs why theyâll never see it coming!â Dabi explained fervently, still trying to get his excited madness to rub off on you and Tomura. âThey wonât even be able to trace it back to meâ back to usâ because you two practically donât even exist to them!â
âButâŠâ you began, hesitant to poke holes in his master plan lest he completely lose his cool. âDidnât they see us the other day when we were running from them in the alley?â
Dabi dismissively waved away your concern, frowning for a moment as he quickly brushed over the fact that those were, âCompletely different guys. I mean, thereâs a chance they might know the guys weâre targeting, but they hole up on the other side of town. Donât do much business together except for once in a while.â
âOh, great!â you commented, faking pleasantry and relief before your expression and tone dropped back into unamused ridicule, âSo you have friends in all the darkest corners thenâŠâ
âDonât forget that the cops are probably still looking for you because you stole a car,â Tomura butt in, to which Dabi just narrowed his eyes and hissed back at him, âNot helping.â
âWhatâs the plan, Dabi?â you asked, point blank. With an exasperated shrug of your shoulders and a look of incredulity you said, âI mean, what? We break into where they keep the drugs or the money or whatever and then what? We just grab as much as we can carry and make a run for it? Theyâll catch us in an instantâ Theyâll follow us right back here and then weâll be even more fucked because weâll have nowhere else to hide!â
âNeed I remind you I have sevââ
âSeveral hideouts in every corner of the outskirts,â you completed his sentence, rendering him silent for just a little longer. âYeah, I know. You told us. But if you think the three of us stand a chance against however many of them there are, then youâre delusional.â
Dabi ceased his pacing, facing you with arms crossed over his chest, tattoos on the most display youâd seen them yet with his usual jacket absent from his form, currently hung to dry over the side of one of the cubicle dividers, and asked bitterly, âOh and whatâs your plan then, princess? Gonna waltz in there and woo them with your feminine charms?â
A scornful response was on the tip of your tongue, just about to be spit right back at him when all of a sudden, something in your mind clicked.
âActually,â you said, âthatâs probably the smartest thing youâve suggested so far.â
Dabi raked his hands over his face, though you could still see the way he rolled his eyes from between the cracks in his fingers, and muttered something indistinct under his breath that was muffled by his dramatic display of disbelief.
âButâ Hey, listenââ you went on, forcing Dabi to pay attention. âSure, itâs not like Iâm gonna go in there and get them to hand over the goods with the power of seduction or whatever, but I do know something else that might work that only I can do.â
âAnd whatâs that?â
You smirked, the idea just sick enough that it might actually succeed. âI can make myself worth something. A bounty or a runaway orââ
âHuman trafficking,â Dabi interrupted, and while he looked like what heâd just suggested was as common as a cloud drifting across the sky, you and Tomura both stared at him like heâd just uttered the most offensive thing either of you had ever heard. âYeahâŠâ he nodded to himself, silently working over the details in his head. âYeah, they mark those girls so, if they run away, they can always be returned, yâknow, so long as the fucker runninâ the show can pay up.â
âHello? Hypothetical human trafficking victim sitting right hereâŠâ You waved your hand, causing Dabiâs electric blue gaze to snap back to meet yours. âWanna ask me how I feel about this? âCause itâs definitely not good.â
âWell how else do you propose you make yourself worth something, genius?â
âWell good luck making this plan work without me you snarky piece ofââ
âGuys!â Tomura shouted over you and Dabiâs argument, his raspy voice sounding raw and jagged, like there were tiny shards of broken glass stuck in his throat. Once you and Dabi were looking at him, he cleared his throat and addressed you by name, saying, âLetâs just hear him out.â Tomura put his arm around you, tugging you slightly closer into his side as if trying to comfort you. âAnd Dabiââ His eyes narrowed with contempt at the man in question, warning him with his gaze. âWhy donât you explain it in a way thatâs a little lessâŠâ He let the sentence trail off, searching for the right word, then settled on, âA little less like, yâknow. Like sheâs not actually in the room with us.â
Again, Dabi thought to himself that, if you werenât around to act as Tomuraâs shield, heâd have beaten this guyâs ass up, down, and all the way around town for the audacity he had of which to speak to him with. And in Dabiâs house, no less.
But, as all of you were coming to realizeâ some more begrudgingly than othersâ this was a plan that needed three. Not two. Not one. Three.
It was the magic number and, if nothing else, it was the only thing the group of you really had going for you.
So while you and Dabi brainstormed, cooking up a plot that your targets just might buy, Tomura took to mapping it all out, having Dabi help fill in the blanks in the shoddy blueprint of the waterside warehouse, as heâd seen the territory firsthand before, and giving you all a better visual of your positions and movements throughout the entire plan, given it went accordingly.
Though, as all of you knew but none of you dared to point out, nothing ever really went according to plan, no matter how much choreography went into it.
âBut how are we really gonna sell itâŠ?â Dabi murmured, glancing from the crudely drawn map to you back and forth a few times before holding on your face, your figure, trying to decipher if your acting abilities would be enough or if these guysâ pieces of shit whoâd likely dealt with real human trafficking victims beforeâ would smell the inauthenticity from a mile away.
âWellâŠâ You began, hesitant as you forced yourself to meet his eyes, his face only inches from yours as the three of you sat smushed together on the floor on one side of the coffee table, you nestled between the two boys. You sighed out a regretful breath, knowing if you didnât force the words out now, theyâd remain lodged in your throat.Â
You stood from the huddle, hands on your hips as you rounded to the other side of the table. You looked from Dabi to Tomura then back to Dabi again, both of them looking at you caught in suspenseful confusion.
Then you shrugged and said, âI guess one of you is gonna have to hurt me.â
***
Dabi and Tomura had been met with a narrow hall dotted evenly with pools of cool light casted down from the flickering fluorescence after clipping the chain that had been secured around the back door.
The coast looked clear, until Dabi heard something and quickly pulled Tomura into a tiny crook in the hall as the sound of footsteps echoed in warning taps around the corner.
The two of them stood there, practically pressed chest to chest and trying to avoid eye contact, until the sound faded. The moment they were in the clear, Dabi shrugged out of the small space, nudging Tomura in the ribs amidst his haste.
âJust how many of them are there?â Tomura asked, keeping an ear out for any more unexpected visitors.
âWell, we saw at least five guarding the front,â Dabi recalled, continuing further down the dimly lit hallway, checking every corner before he turned it. Puddles of greenish-blue light pooled evenly along the floors, leaving small spaces of darkness that Dabi couldnât help but picture someone lying in wait and ready to strike within. For a moment, he even thought he could make out a familiar face within the shadowsâ someone who heâd tried so hard to leave behind, who heâd escaped the moment he left home and set out on these crooked streets, yet still haunted him like a specter no matter how far he ranâ his own personal, paternal monster.
âHey,â Tomura whispered, pulling Dabi from his trance. âAre we gonna get going or what?â
Dabi glanced down the opposite hall, looked back to where heâd seen the wavy, mist-like image of his fatherâs face like an omen through a fog, then started down the other way. âItâs this way,â he directed, waving Tomura along after him to follow. âStay close and donât let your guard down.â
***
When the time came, youâd asked Tomura to do it. You had a feeling Dabi would take things too far, end up actually breaking your wrist after getting a preview of his grip strength from the time heâd hauled you up onto the roof along with him while youâd been running from your pursuers in the alley.
And Tomura hadnât wanted to do it. Didnât even like the thought of hurting you, despite how well acquainted he personally was with pain. But it hadnât been up to him. You were the one that was going to have to suffer, so you got to choose who inflicted the suffering.
âOkâŠâ You winced, preparing yourself for what you knew was going to be an unpleasant experience. Tomura held your wrists in his grip, loose for now, but about to become a whole lot tighter. âIâm ready. Just do itââ
A high-pitched yelp escaped your throat upon the sudden pain, Tomura gritting his teeth as he dug his fingers into your tender skin as hard as he could without crushing the bone. You bit your tongue, a sob hitching in your chest and your feet stomping on the ground as you tried to distract yourself with anything that would help you outlast the pain.
âMore?â Tomura asked, sounding distressed. âOr stop?â
For a second, you couldnât answer, just hissed a sharp breath in and then panted a shaky exhale out. âJust⊠Okâ Ok, stop!â His grip released in an instant, you pulling your throbbing wrists into your chest, your pin-prickling hands taking turns rubbing the places where the imprint of Tomuraâs fingers were already beginning to blotch in navy and violet from under your skin, dark bruises blooming bright and brutal over your flesh.
âFuckâŠâ you hissed, the pain subsiding a lot slower than youâd originally anticipated.
âSorryâŠâ Tomura huffed out, the word a wisp of air exhaled under his breath, his carmine gaze tracking you and hoping that when you next looked up at him it wouldnât be with fear or contempt.
Just then, Dabi reentered the room with three cans of beer and an ice pack, setting the items on the coffee table and casting a somewhat nervous grimace towards your blossoming welts. âDid it work?â he asked, not sounding so thrilled about the current state of your plan now.
âI think soâŠâ you muttered, Tomura lightly pressing the ice pack to one of your injuries, holding your wrist in his palm like it was made of the most delicate glass. âItâs just⊠I hate to say it, but itâs gonna take a hell of a lot more than this to be convincing.â
When you met Tomuraâs eyes, he was already wearing a look of pleading worry, all that wide, bright red begging you not to make him go any further than what heâd just regretfully done, even if it had been with your consent.
âTomuraâŠâ you whispered, only loud enough for him to hear. âItâs ok. Itâs not your fault. Itâsââ
He snapped his gaze away from you, jaw clenching and looking like he was wrestling with about a dozen emotions at once, a sea of memories flooding him. He opened his mouth to speak only to close it again. But you gave him time to collect his thoughts, and once heâd finally picked out the words he wished to say, he told you, âDoes it really have to be you? Is there anyway it could be me instead. I meanââ
âTomuraâŠâ Lightly, with your free hand, you reached over to cradle his cheek, trying not to flinch when you bent your wrist a little too far under its current state. In that moment, it felt like it was just the two of you in that room, Dabi torn on whether to stay and express his disgust with your openly displayed affections or leave again and give you the room.
âItâs ok. Besides, this is the only way this works. Once we have the money we can go anywhere, right? We can go anywhereâŠâ The thought of getting out of the cityâs gutter had felt like such a far off dream to you for so long. Now, faced with the possibility of leaving the entire country behind if thatâs what you so chose, wellâŠ
It was damn near impossible to imagine.
âAlright, well, if you two love birds are done making googly eyes at each otherâŠâ Dabi droned, breaking the delicate silence of the atmosphere with the sharp crack and sizzle of opening his beer, slurping the first sip noisily and making sure to swallow extra loud just out of spite, âI think we have a plan to get back to. This is time sensitive, remember? Tick tock, tick tock.â
Tomura shot Dabi a scathing glare, an unsightly sneer to match, but before another argument could ensue, you stood from the couch and said, âHeâs right. We only have four more hours until we either do this or die tryingâŠâ You wandered over to an open space of scuffed concrete off to the side of what defined the perimeters of the living room, brushing away some dirt and debris with the side of your shoe. âThat should be enough time for these bruises to darken.â
You looked back at the boys, both watching you with varying levels of confusion and intrigue, and then you locked eyes with Dabi, giving a short, beckoning nod of your head. âIâm not fucking around this time. Dabi. Get over here and push me.â
Dabi quirked up an inky eyebrow, beer can still raised to his lips. He finished his sip then placed the drink off to the side, resting his elbows on his spread knees. âUh⊠Come again?â
âYou heard me,â you taunted, shifting on your feet. âI mean, Iâve been beaten and abused by all kinds of people, right? Thatâs why I had to run away? So get over here and make it real. I canât do it on my own.â
Dabi then looked to Tomura, who offered no assurance but also no protest, before sighing to himself and pushing up from the couch, lazily strolling over. Youâd been afraid of him before, still felt some sense of nervousness in his unpredictable presence, but now, looking up at him, his shadow casting over you as he looked down at you right back, those cerulean eyes damn near glowing in the dark, you felt something you couldnât place.
It wasnât quite fear, but the way your heart skipped a beat in your chest told you to be wary still.
âTurn around,â Dabi muttered, voice low, the three syllables not so much an order as they were a suggestion.
You abided by his request, slowly turning so that your back faced him, already bracing your hands in front of you to catch you when you went down. âJustâ Just count down from three or something,â you stuttered, suddenly wondering whether you were going to regret choosing him to do this or not.
Now standing from the couch, Tomura said your name, an anxious upturn to the end of it like he was warning you of something you already knew was coming.
âI mean, I donât know if it would be better if I saw it coming⊠But I only wanna do this once soââ
âOneâŠâ Dabi began, drawing out the number as if that would buy you more time before you were subjected to even more pain.
âBut not too hardâ!â you warned through a startled gasp, preemptively flinching. âNone of this will work if I break anything. And alsoââ
âTwoâŠâ
âWait! Maybe I do wanna do it myself! I mean, maybe thereâs a way toââ
You didnât even hear Dabi say three, but the moment both his hands made quick, hard contact to your shoulder blades and you felt yourself surging forward, the rest of your protest was cut off with a gasp.
You stumbled to the ground and skid a little, yelping as electric bolts of pain shot through your knees and elbows as they collided with concrete, numbness ricocheting through your bones. You didnât even register your skinned shins and nicked palms until you felt something wet dripping down your calf and touched it, fingers coming back with the bright redness of blood.
âAre you ok?â Tomura asked, coming to your side and taking a closer look at the latest injury. Dabi stood back, not necessarily admiring his violence butâ ok, maybe he was a little bit.
âIâm fineâŠâ you assured him, voice a little strained with discomfort as you staggered to stand, Tomura helping you back to your feet on wobbly legs. âI donât think I wanna go further than this thoughâŠâ You looked to Dabi, his gaze taking a moment to move from your bleeding knees to meet your beseeching eyes. âPlease tell me this is enough?â
âSomething around your throat might help,â he commented, and when Tomura gave him a look of disgust that very much translated to âdude, what the fuckâ Dabi just shrugged and replied defensively, âIâm just sayinâ! These guys are pieces of shit! If you think they draw the line at choking a girlââ
âAlright, enough!â you cut in, starting to feel a little nauseous. âIf we need to take things that farâ Fuck, I donât know, Iâll have to steal some eyeshadow from the drug store and do it that way. Iâm not letting either of you do that to me.â
He considered you, looking you up and down a few times before nodding to himself in contemplation. Then he said, âI think if we add some fake needle tracks and really fuck up your hair and makeup, put you in something a little lessâŠâ He vaguely gestured to the oversized outfit you were currently wearing, which consisted of a pair of Dabiâs boxer shorts (youâd been extremely adamant that he lend you clean ones) and an old black t-shirt adorned with the logo of some underground metal band. You cast him a look in response that agreed. Enough said.
âAlright, well, that settles it then. You two are gonna have to get me some things. And youâre gonna have to do it fast. Makeup takes a while.â Dabi asked you what you meant, though Tomura already seemed to have caught on, even if just partially. âWell, I canât risk showing my face around you two on the off chance of one of them seeing us together before the job. Itâll blow our entire cover. So, you two are gonna have to go steal me some drug store makeup and a skirt or a dress or whatever you can get your hands on.â
After listing off some more specific items you thought you would need, more so in the realm of makeup than clothes, you sent the boys off to do some shoplifting. In the meantime, you navigated your way into the bathroom and searched around the disorganized cabinets until you found a nearly empty bottle of disinfectant, setting yourself up on the couch for a little pre-plan contemplation session while you carefully cleaned your open wounds, each sizzling sting of the peroxide on your skin making you wonder just many times you could ask yourself if you were going to be able to live to regret another decision you made.
***
The cheap slip dress was a size too big and the chunky costume jewelry earrings kept smacking you in the face with every bounding stride you took sprinting across the field, your feet bare and cold, adrenaline helping you forget your staged injuries for the time being. Clumpy streaks of mascara ran down your cheeks in pairs, biting the inside of your cheek, your lip, at one point even your own bruised wrist, just to force more tears to come.
Around your neck was Tomuraâs handprint branded in dark violets faded around the edges with navyâ eyeshadow, that is. Youâd brushed it onto his hand before having him place his palm to your throat and apply just enough pressure to leave the residue on your skin. Youâd spruced up the fine details yourself to make it appear as convincing as you could, even adding a few scratch tracks, some of which had been done with your own nails.
âEvery little bit helps, I guessâŠâ Dabi had said, almost sounding a little disturbed as heâd watched you mutilate yourself from the bathroom doorway.
âYeah, well, it fucking better,â youâd said bitterly under your breath as you applied lipstick and then smudged it across the corner of your mouth with a tissue. You thought you looked the part. Now the only question was if they would believe it too.
With every nerve in your body screaming for you to stop, to turn around, to run away from the men pointing guns at you and not towards them, you forced yourself to press on. You just had to have faith in the fact that Dabi and Tomuraâ or, in the very least, Tomuraâ wouldnât just abandon you to the wolves.
Or, who knows. Maybe they would. Youâd only known them for five days, give or take.
âThe fuckâŠ?â one of the guys muttered, gazing over the barrel of his pistol at the silhouette frantically approaching, your distressed cries ringing out loud enough for the sound to reach them, though the words were still indistinguishable.
âDunnoâŠâ another shrugged, lowering his gun, which caused some of the others to do the same. âStay here though. Iâll go check it out.â
You came skidding to a halt right up against the chain link fence that caged the entrance, clutching the criss-crossed steel wire in shaking hands, sobbing as you babbled incoherently, more tears streaming down your face as you shook your head back and forth, rattling the fence in a desperate attempt to get in.
âPlease!â you shrieked, making sure to anxiously glance behind you a few times for good measure. You were being chased after all. Pursued. Hunted down. âPlease! Please, you have to help me! Theyâre after me! Iâ I canât go back there!â
The man whoâd volunteered to approach you stopped halfway between his colleagues and the fence, looking over his shoulder at them with slight confusion as if asking for some guidance, but when offered none, simply shuffled a few steps closer, finger still resting on the trigger, and asked, âWhoâs after you?â
âThe last thing you need to be is logical,â Dabi had instructed you on the drive over, having hot-wired the nearest vehicle he could find unattended after smashing the driverâs side window with a screwdriver, making quick work with getting the engine started and sneaking glances at you through the rearview mirror as you adjusted the cheap dress to stay up on your chest. âThe less sense you make, the more time youâll buy us.â
âOh, god! Oh god, oh god, oh god, oh godâ!â You were practically hyperventilating at this point, making yourself lightheaded in the process but hoping that only added to your acting. âPlease! Please just let me in! Iâ Iâll do anything! I just canât go back there! Heâllâ Heâll kill me! Please! Please, please, please, please, please!â
You clutched the gaps in the fence above your head, leaned forward so your forehead could press against the wire, sobbing yourself to a point of near faintness, and feeling an odd sense of pride when you felt the beam of their flashlights shining on your form. Starting at your hands and making their way all the way down to your feet before tracing back up again, their hesitation and silence spoke to the fact that they knew exactly the kind of person youâd escaped from.
Or, at least, the kind of person you wanted them to believe youâd escaped from.
âShe one of Chisakiâs girls?â you heard one of them mutter, lifting your head to show off more of your smeared makeup and watery, bloodshot eyes.
âWeâd have to check âer for the brand,â you heard another answer, and that made your stomach drop. Of all the effects youâd appliedâ both special and practicalâ a brand hadnât been one of them.
âWell should we let âer in or just call âim?â
âFuck if I know, man. I mean, unless thereâs a reward for returninâ âer, why not just keep âer for ourselves?â The three of you had agreed not to kill anyone unless absolutely necessaryâ more so because that would take too long and only complicate thingsâ but that comment made you wish youâd voted in Dabiâs favor for taking as many of these assholes out as possible.
âJust let âer in. Take âer to the boss. He can decide what to do with âer.â He looked you up and down again, eyes landing on your fake needle tracks for a while until he said, âAnd if she is Chisakiâs⊠WellâŠâ If you werenât so terrified then, you mightâve been able to pick up on the fear in the manâs own voice, horrified yet curious as to what kind of monster this Chisaki person must be to scare these guys so much without even showing his face. âJust donât let anyone put their hands on her until we confirm.â
And then, the gate was being unchained and swung open. You almost forgot to keep up the act, jumping from your temporarily dazed state back into the panicked pleading and rambled thank yous of a poor drug-addicted, abused, hostage-escapee of a girl who thought she was finally being saved.
But that had been the easy part.
Now you had to clear a path for Tomura and Dabi to grab the goods, grab you, and get the hell outta dodge.
***Â
The place was bigger on the inside than it looked and, also equally as troublesome, a complete fucking maze.
This gang had enough guys to cover their main entrance and the goods they kept inside, but not enough to have every inch of this place on lock. Besides, back when Dabi ran with them, it had been his job to hangout and watch for stragglers who might try and sneak up on whatever shithole they were calling base for the week in hopes of finding a stray window or door unattended. Since his departure, heâd been willing to bet they hadnât bothered finding a replacement.
They hadnât had a reason to. Theyâd never been infiltrated.
At least, not until tonight.
But even so, as they navigated the crumbling concrete halls like every corner they turned could be their last, Dabi was kicking himself for not bringing a gun. Too bad he didnât even own one. Though, maybe tonight heâd get lucky enough to change that.
âClear,â Tomura whispered, him and his inky-haired accomplice dashing down another long stretch until they finally grew closer to the heart of this place, distant voices now registering from off in the distance.
âNot far now,â Dabi said, also careful to keep his voice low. âWhen we get there weâll just have to hang tight till we get her signal.â
It shouldnât be long now, he figured. If things went according to plan, the guards would take the bait and let you inside. Someone would inform their leader and draw a bulk of the attention surrounding the goods elsewhere. From there, Tomura would cause an additional distraction while Dabi swooped in and grabbed the duffle bag or whatever sorry excuse for a hiding place the cash was stored in. He knew it would be in whatever room they kept the most heavily occupied. These guys mightâve had more than him, but not by much. They wouldnât risk letting their guard down in fear of losing what theyâd scored.
They might as well have lit up a blinking neon sign that flashed âIâM HERE! IâM HERE!â with an arrow pointing straight to where they stashed the money. Thatâs how confident Dabi was feeling about this plan. Besides, he kept reminding himself, he used to run with this crew. He knew they talked big and acted tough, but at the end of the day they were just as desperate and greedy as any other slum rat trying to survive was, himself included.
ââŠShouldâa seen the look on âis face, man!â one boasted as Tomura and Dabi came upon their main hangout, crouching low beneath the windows cut out in the half-finished construction job, the glass never installed before the place had been left to be scavenged by the downtown dogs. âHe was all like, âPlease, I have a family! I have kids! You donât have to do this!ââ The man let out a dark chuckle, the sadistic sound making Dabi clench his jaw. âAnd I was all like, âWell I guess you shouldâa thought about that before you took out a loan you couldnât repay.ââ
âAnd then what?â a second guy asked, sounding high off his ass with the way his words slurred and sloshed together like water threatening to spill over the edge of a glass.
âWell then I fuckinâ slit his throat, obviously,â the leader, a man Dabi knew was called Jiro, shrugged, as if killing a man in cold blood was the most uninteresting topic in the world. Dabi took the risk of slowly peeking over the edge of his cover, trying to get a count on just how many guys they might have to deal withâ or outrunâ if things went south.
But, from the looks of it, there was just Jiro, one guy half asleep from whatever he was high on, and a third who slouched forward from his seat on the couch occasionally to tap the ashes of a dwindling cigarette into a chipped tray on the table, his leg bouncing anxiously while his gaze darted around as if expecting a threat to pop up any moment now. But, most importantly of all, Dabi noticed, was the gun secured at his belt. Now if only he could figure out an easy way to steal itâŠ
âWhat we got?â Tomura asked, growing a little restless as Dabi sunk back below cover, filling him in on what heâd seen. Then, nodding to himself, Tomura said, âSo if we get rid of the leader somehow, we could just take the other two out ourselvesâŠâ
âYeah, but only if the paranoid one doesnât get all trigger happy on us, which, trust me, one look at that guy and I can tell, given the chance, he will. So hereâs what Iâm thinkingâŠâ
As Dabi laid out the next phase, Tomura was only half listening. Truthfully, he was still too antsy wondering what was going to happenâ or maybe already currently happeningâ to you to be able to fully focus on the task at hand.
âBut first thingâs first,â Dabi decided, looking a little more conflicted than confident now. âWe gotta figure out exactly where in there theyâre keeping it. Once we locate the cash, weâll have a better chance at actually getting out of here with it alive.â
That was something they both could agree on, at least, and Tomura suggested they split up to try and cover more ground. From where they were currently crouched, the view inside the shoddy lounge contained plenty of blind spots. Plenty of places for a duffle bag holding dozens of wads of bundled bills to hide. So, with Dabi venturing further around the right side and Tomura beginning to creep towards the left corner, the two of them attempted to better map out the area without being spotted, the tops of their heads bobbing up and down through the vacant window cutouts for only a few seconds at a time. But the closer they came to completing the circle, the more worried Dabi became.
Because he didnât see anything worth much of anything anywhere.
âShitâŠâ he swore under his breath as he sunk back below cover, defeat already looming over him like a shadow. With his back pressed to the wall, the chill seeping through the concrete soaking through his clothes, Dabi was almost ready to call it off. To just slip out before there was time for even more losses to pile up and regroup back at the warehouse.
But thatâs when he heard it.
A scream.
High and loud and splintered with terror.
He flinched at the sound of it, the blood-curdling cry pulling the attention of the other men in the room, their conversation suddenly going quiet except for one muttered, âThe fuckâŠ?â from High Guy.
Dabi lifted his gaze over his cover, locked eyes with Tomura across the way, even from this far able to tell how his crimson stare widened with pleading.
Let me go to her, let me go to her, let me go to her.
But Dabi shook his head, slow and warning, the gesture advising him to stay put for now.
âWell?â Jiro snapped, causing both the other men in the vicinity to wince. âGet the fuck up and go check it out!â
There was the sound of frantic, shuffling feet rushing out of the room, Dabiâs gun escaping as the man with it secured to his belt drew it and prepared his finger on the trigger as he and his more sluggish colleague disappeared off into a deeper part of the building, nearly spotting Tomura who pressed himself as hard and flat as he could against the wall he was hiding behind, waiting until he saw the darkness swallow them completely until he dared shift his position to meet back up with Dabi.
But Dabi didnât move.
Not yet.
Jiroâs back was to him now, not a care in the world as he reclined and rested his arms across the top of the sofa, rolling his neck and groaning as a few joints popped, the red scorpion tattooed there shifting as the tendons moved beneath his skin, the crackling echoing faintly throughout the high-ceilinged space.
The way he saw it, Dabi had a choice to make. And it was now or never.
He leapt through the window opening with more cat-like grace than most people wouldâve assumed him capable of, rubber-soled boots laced tight and landing soft and soundless against the dusty floor.Â
Tomura popped up to try and see where his accomplice was currently at, but felt his stomach sink with dread when he saw Dabi sneaking up on Jiro, a length of stray rope that had been discarded amidst the other odds and ends of debris scattered across the floor held firm and taut between his hands.
What the fuck are you doing, he wouldâve called out if it wouldnât have meant sudden death. So instead, Tomura decided to double back and pursue his own mission, now that everyone seemed to be going rogue.Â
But the thing was, Dabi was still technically doing things according to plan, just with a little improvisation tossed in at the last minute. Because heâd seen something Tomura hadnât, and while things most certainly wouldnât be going as smoothly as you all originally had hoped, you wouldnât be leaving empty handed if he managed to actually pull it off.
Because placed on top of the coffee table and currency serving as Jiroâs foot rest was a metal box with a turn dial on the sideâ an item Dabi hadnât been able to tell prior was actually a safe.
Here goes nothing, he thought to himself right before he slipped the rope over Jiroâs head and pulled it tight across the manâs throat. When the struggle started to look like it wasnât going to turn out in Dabiâs favor, he growled out a desperate, âTomura! A little help!â but was met with nothing except Jiroâs continued grunting, choking sounds and a fist colliding with his cheek.
Dabi went to just put the man into a headlock but Jiro threw his head back and cracked Dabi in the nose, blood gushing and temporarily spotting his vision with white. Dabi loosened his grip, giving Jiro just enough space and time to throw his assailant off of him and swivel around to look him in the face with wild, wrathful eyes.
âYouâ!â Jiro began to accuse, reaching for something inside his jacket, but Dabi was faster, barreling towards him and tackling him, both of them crashing through the coffee table before they hit the ground, the safe sliding across the floor until it went under one of the gaps of the wooden shipping crates stacked atop each other off to the side.
âFuckâ!â Dabi yelped, feeling his elbow crack down on the concrete with a sickening crunch, pain lancing through his bones like a lightning strike before his arm went numb from elbow to fingertips, which was probably for the best right now.
Because he didnât have time for wincing and whining. Not when Jiro was already halfway to standing and wearing an expression of blind rage and bloodlust.
And then, reaching back into his coat, instead of pulling out a pistol like Dabi had originally anticipated, instead Jiro drew out a blade. An eighteen inch machete that gleamed in the dull, yellow light, freshly sharpened and hungry for its next victim.
And Jiroâ Jiro was laughing.
He was laughing like a man who already knew heâd won.
âGotta hand it to ya, kidâŠâ he taunted, voice gravelly and strained from where the rope had bit into his throat, a rough, red mark rubbed raw across his skin. Dabi went to stand, but Jiro kicked him in the ribs hard, knocking the wind from his lungs. Then he pressed a grimy boot to Dabiâs chest, effectively pinning him in place, and concluding with a sinisterly amused, âYou sure donât know when to quit.â
Suddenly, Dabi was sixteen years old again, scrappy and weak and all alone. His hair was still snow white and his pale skin was unmarked, not even having gotten his first tattoo yet. He was hungry and desperate and all he had to his name was a black t-shirt, a pair of jeans, some combat boots, and a pocket knife.
Heâd chosen the wrong guys to steal from loads of times during that first year, been beaten within an inch of his life too many times to count, and that had begun even before heâd fled to the streets, so what was one more time, right?
Only, this time, with the blade resting under his chin, Jiro intent on taking his sweet time making Dabi squirm before he made him bleed, Dabi had a feeling he wasnât coming out of it alive.
So close, he thought with regret, both hands gripping Jiroâs ankle in his fists and attempting to lift some of the pressure from his bruised chest, but all that seemed to do was make the man stomp down harder. I was so fuckinâ closeâŠ
And that wasnât just about the money.
âNow, hereâs whatâs gonna happenâŠâ Jiro said, voice lowered to a ruthless hush. âIâm gonna handcuff youââ he gestured with the machete, âto that refrigerator over there. Then, Iâm gonna go get the other guys âcause Iâm sure theyâd be just fuckinâ elated to see you againââ Dabi tried to twist free with one quick, harsh jostle, but to no avail. What Dabi had in height, Jiro had double of in strength. He knew he didnât stand a chance. âAnd after that,â Jiro continued, ignoring Dabiâs growing despair like he was nothing more than a fly slowly buzzing about the room, the threat level only warrenting a light swat, âweâre all gonna take turns teaching you what happens when you keep tryâna bite the hand that fuckinâ feedsâŠâ
Dabi remembered his days serving as one of Jiroâs yes-men cronies, seventeen years old and halfway to a full sleeve of ink etched into his right arm, hair a fading blueish-black. He remembered the grueling hours, the shit jobs left especially for him because he was the newbie, yeah, let Dabi do all the things no one else wants to. He remembered the way his ribs began to show stark through the t-shirt he was outgrowing, could still feel the sour pang of starvation twisting just below his sternum. The headaches. The disorientation from going five days with nothing but a heel of stale bread and half a can of some other guyâs beer. Always left to beg and scavenge through the meager scraps of the packsâ provisions like the outcast runt of the litter.
Holding a scream back behind clenched teeth as he felt the pressure on his chest feel like it was soon to splinter ribs, Dabi spit, âWhen did you ever even try to feed me, motherfuckerââ which in turn only earned him more agony. But if he was going to die tonight, he might as well hold nothing back.
And for what, Dabi wondered, eying the safe which taunted him from just a few short yards away under the crate, Just for a fuckinâ chance at a life out of the gutterâŠ
All heâd have to do would be to reach under there and grab it.
Pathetic.
âEnough chit-chat. Just be a good boy,â Jiro teased, pressing the bladeâs edge harder against Dabiâs craning neck as he reached into his back pocket and produced the set of steel cuffs that clinked and clacked against each other as they were dangled before him, âand donât make this any harder than it needs to be.â
***
They took you into the building, caged you in the center of their tight formation, guns still held at the ready, and led you to a room in the back filled with more dangerous looking men.
You felt your stomach flood with dread the moment all their heads turned in unison to the opening door, four new sets of eyes landing on your disheveled, abused, and terrified state with varying degrees of confusion and eagerness.Â
âThat donât look like pizza,â one man huffed with sarcasm, his lips splitting into a smirk and causing the scar that ran through one side of his mouth to pull awkwardly. Then, turning back to his buddies, all of them holding playing cards close to their chests, occasionally darting their glances down to a growing pile of money wagered at the center of the table they were gathered around, he asked, âAny of you order an appetizer beforehand without tellinâ me about it?â
They all laughed, their mockery of you and your situationâ or rather, the situation you were pretending to be in, which still made you just as sick knowing real victims were probably passed through their hands as regularly as a slice of pepperoni and cheese, by the sounds of itâ causing you to begin shaking with fear, your entire body trembling like a rabbit surrounded by pack of salivating wolves.
âWe found her by the front fence,â one of the men whoâd led you through the building explained, and while he sounded a little more sympathetic than the new group you were faced with, if things began to escalate you doubted heâd do anything to stop it. And then, leaning in to speak quieter to the man with the scar, he said, âShe might be oneâa Chisakiâs girlsâŠâ
The man with the scar set his cards facedown on the edge of the table, pushing up from his seat with a sigh and strolling over to take a closer look at you. He leaned down to be on your level, his face only inches from yours as he studied your smeared lipstick and running mascara. He asked you, voice lowered to a quiet growl, âYou oneâa Chisakiâs girls? And donât lie to me now, because, yâknow that if you are, we donât really have a choice here, right?â
He noticed you were shaking, your stare still spread wide with trauma and your jaw clenched shut as you felt tears begin to well in your eyes. You werenât acting anymore. You didnât have to. Not when every bit of this suddenly felt all too real.
âShitâŠâ he exhaled, seeming to come to his own conclusion as he straightened back to his full height, running his gaze up and down your bruised body. He seemed to be considering something, the room filling with an eerie, anticipatory silence, until he nodded to himself and said to the group that had guided you in, âDid you check for the brand?â
You felt your blood run cold.
Slowly backing away, as if intending to make a getaway and escape from eight armed men, your tears spilled over the edge, a few sparkling droplets racing down your cheeks in pairs as your back met something solid behind you.
His hands took hold of your shoulders before youâd even finished turning around to look at him, and you gasped when you looked back in front of you, the scarred man having closed the gap that had grown between you in barely a second.
âWeâre really gonna need ya to cooperate, sweetheart,â he said, gravelly, condescending tone laced with a heavily implied command. âOr else weâre gonna haveâta hurt ya. And I donât really think you would like that, would you?â
âPleaseââ you breathed, trying to twist free of your captorâs strong hold. You swallowed hard and then attempted to speak louder, fear crackling through your voice as you frantically stammered, âIâ I donât have a brand! Iâm not one of Chisakiâs girls! Please, justâ Just let me go. I swear Iâllââ
âLet you go?â the scarman repeated, clicking his tongue and flashing you a look of sarcastic concern as if to say âitâs so cute that you think thatâ. His friends were flanking him now, a wall of them stretching out before you with the others guarding the exit behind. He said, âNah, sorry, hon, but thatâs not how this worksâŠâ Before you could even get out one more syllable of a bargain or a plea, he nodded towards you and instructed his friends with two simple, condemning words. âCheck âer.â
The hold on you vised tighter, another one of them coming to assist as your struggle increased, holding you in place as you thrashed and kicked and tried to get away. Your foot made contact with one of their thighs and you heard a growl of impatience right before a hand wrapped around your throat, squeezing just enough to scare you at first, then hard enough to choke you until you settled down.
âSo thatâs how you want it to be then?â Scar sighed, sounded disappointed with you. All activity to âsearch youâ ceased for the moment as the others awaited his approval to continue. He reclaimed his original seat, looking rather bored with the whole ordeal now, slouching back and crossing one ankle over his knee. Then he snapped at the others, âWell the fuck are you waiting for? Hurry up and see if she has the brand!â Then, more so to himself, âIf not, I call first dibs.â
You were crying. You were begging. You were writhing as several more sets of hands joined in the effort to try and rid your clothing from your body in search of Chisakiâs brandâ the identical mark he had burned into all his whores to make sure no one else could try and claim them for their own. And while you had no idea who this Chisaki man was, just knowing he was notorious for such things made you feel like you were trapped in a vicious nightmare.
Before they could get your dress past your waist though, you let out an ear-piercing shriek, a kind of razor-sharp wail, stunning the men around you for a second before one of them went to clap a hand to your mouth, but he miscalculated slightly and allowed you the perfect opportunity to sink your teeth deep into the space between his pointer finger and thumb, clamping down until you felt a burst of bitter copper hit your tongue, coating your mouth in nauseating warmth.
You didnât hear the man yelp over the pounding of your own panicked heart, though werenât able to hold on for long as a thick, sharp-knuckled fist collided with your temple, causing you to fall slack for a moment as your head spun with vertigo and pain.
âFuckinâ bitchâ!â you heard someone swear through the muffled ringing that ran between your ears. You coughed out a pathetic sounding groan as your head lolled slightly to the side, your eyes fluttering and rolling as reality sloshed inside your vision like a fishbowl rocking back and forth on the edge of a shelf, just about ready to tip. âGodâ Bit me fuckinâ hard!â
âOh shut up and finish it already!â the scarman barked, but when the others hesitated, too distracted with watching the blood well and spill down their friendâs wrist in fat red rivulets, a few drops already dripping down onto the floor and staining the dirty concrete, he pushed up from his seat and marched over, roughly hiking your dress up the rest of the way and quickly scanning for the telltale mark. Unable to find it on the front or back of you, he yanked the thin fabric back down to cover your body, completely uninterested in whatever ideas he had for you prior, and then decided, âYâknow what, fuck this. Bring her to the boss and have him decide what to do. She ainât worth the trouble.âÂ
You were just sort of coming back to, though tried to stay as silent and still as possible for now, hoping it might buy you some time. You heard someone say, âCâmon man, wouldnât be the first time we had a biterââ but was cut off by a distant crash-and-shatter sound that drew their collective hivemind attention in the direction that it came.
âWhat the fuck now?â Scar grumbled, and then, âYâknow whatâ Ok, you four, go back to guarding the front. If the boss finds out we left this place unattended heâll have all our heads. You two, go see what that was all about, and youââ gesturing to the one youâd bitten, âfuckinâ tie her up or some shit until all this chaos is resolved and Jiro can decided what to do with âer.â
âAnd what about you?â one of them asked.
âIâm goinâ out for a smoke. And I swear, if any of you fuckers so much as even think about peekinâ at my cards, Iâll shoot you in the face myself. Reconvene in an hourââ A chuckle, the sound almost playful, teasing. âAnd donât think I intend on lettinâ any of you off easy. Iâm still gonna rob you blind at the end of the night.â
Some of them laughed. Some of them scoffed. All of them then went off to do as theyâd been told, leaving you alone with Bitten-Hand, who kept mumbling passive-aggressive complaints under his breath about how he was always left cleaning up everyone elseâs mess.
You let him drag your limp body to another corner of the room, fought the urge to jump up and run right then and there. But it wasnât until you heard him shuffle a few feet away from you, cracking your view open to see him struggling with some zipties, that something inside you said, loud and bright, now.
You sprung up and dashed for the door, nearly stumbling over your own feet but surged with adrenaline again, which helped with the pain that was currently reduced to a faint throbbing behind your eyes and, well, almost everywhere else on your body at this point too.
You heard Bitten-Hand call out a more-desperate-than-angry, âHey, wait!â just before you threw yourself against the door and came barreling back out into the hall. You didnât look behind you to see if he was following. You knew he was. The sound of his boots hitting the concrete further down the long stretch of hallway behind you told you as much. But you didnât stop running. Didnât slow down.
You felt your eyes welling with tears again, your chest heaving with ragged, panting breaths as you neared the next corner. Maybe you could lose him, find some vacant room to slip into or some bit of cover to dive behind. But the moment you rounded the turn, you felt yourself getting yanked off to the side, a new palm covering your mouth as the other arm wrapped around your waist, submerging you both into the thick black darkness once again.
***
It hadnât been easy, but Jiro had, in the end, gotten Dabi handcuffed to the busted old refrigerator. And no matter how hard he tried to yank against the pull handle the cuffs were liked around, the damn things wouldnât give.
The room was empty, Jiro gone off to fetch his cronies, and the safe lay still as a stone where it had slid from the broken coffee table to underneath the wooden shipping crates. Dabi tried to force himself free once more, but it was no use. Plus, he was exhausted from everything that had led up to this too. He pressed his forehead to the cold steel of the stolen fridge and just breathed out a wobbly, defeated, âFuckâŠâ
He didnât even have it in him to be pissed off at his own shitty life decisions for landing him here right now. What he was really angry about was how heâd roped you into all of this. Sure, the original plan had benefited from the part you had to play in it, but right from the start Dabi knew he shouldâve just done this himself. It mightâve been riskier, taken him longer, but he was willing to bet he wouldâve at least come out of it with something in the end. Either way, all it wouldâve taken was one fuck up, but at least it wouldâve just been his consequences to suffer.
Tomura was probably already shot dead and bleeding out in a hallway somewhere, he figured. That didnât really bother him that much, given the fact that, because of Tomuraâs abandonment, Dabi was, regretfully and beyond irritatingly, handcuffed to a fucking refrigerator and basically waiting to get the shit beat out of him before he was murdered as the grand finale.Â
But youâŠ
God, heâd never forgive himself for that.
So be it, he thought. Let them kill me. I fucking deserve it at this point anyway.
And so he waited.
Dabi stood there and waited to die.
***
The grip around you flexed slightly as you began to struggle, though, unlike your last encounter with people who wished to do you harm, the more of a fight you put up, the looser the hold on you became.
It wasnât until you whirled around and let out a terrified sob that you caught a glimpse of silver amidst the shadows and a quick flash of those crimson eyes.
âT-TomuraâŠ?â you squeaked, entire being beginning to shake with relief rather than horror now.
âJesusâ Are you ok?â he whispered, hands cautiously hovering about you like he was afraid even a single touch would make it worse. âYouâre allââ
âWaitââ you cut in, pushing him back against the wall of the small closet of a room, pressing yourself against his chest until you heard Bitten-Handâs running footsteps pass your cover and disappear down the next hall. You let out a shaking sigh, resting your forehead against his chest and trying to catch your breath, feeling a panic attack coming on but fighting to keep it at bay.
Slowly, and somewhat hesitantly, Tomura gently wrapped his long, spindly arms around your shivering form, holding you against him but in a way that made you feel safe, not trapped. And you were crying again, you think, your sobs muffled by his shirt and his skin as he stroked the back of your tousled hair and just kept on repeating in a low murmur, âItâs ok, Iâm here. Itâs ok,â until you were able to calm down enough to feel like separating from his grasp wouldnât completely shatter your world.
And the next words out of your mouth were ones that shocked you both. Because where youâd meant to say, âWe need to get out of here,â instead what came out was, âWhereâs Dabi?â
Tomura stammered for a second, stalling, and then just admitted, âI donât know.â
âWell we need to find him and get the fuck out of here,â you stated, panicked severity working back into your tone. âForget the money. We just have to go.â
Tomura opened his mouth to protestâ whether it was the idea of going back for Dabi or forgetting the money, he didnât knowâ but then he registered the suffering in your eyes, the suffering that was written all over your body in bruises he knew he or Dabi hadnât given you in preparation for this whole robbery-gone-wrong, and then bit back his reluctance, nodded firmly, and said, âOk. But stay close to me.â
You didnât intend to stray from his side. In fact, more often than not you found yourself clutching his arm as you both navigated your way back to the room where Tomura had seen the third member of your crew last, a few times almost causing him to trip.
âShould be just down this hall,â Tomura told you, checking to make sure the coast was clear before lightly pulling you along behind him. Oddly, you hadnât seen anyone else in a while. Youâd tried to compare notes, Tomura saying there had originally been three in the room you were doubling back to, you saying there had been five at the front but only four had led you inside to the room where another four had been waiting. Making it twelve youâd seen so far.
âBut I bet thereâs more than that skulking around this place,â Tomura muttered. He was willing to bet the total count was somewhere near double that, given how big the place was and the fact that you guys had only really traversed about half of it. Then, irritated, âFuck, this whole thing was just a big fucking mistakeâŠâ
âTomuraâŠâ you spoke, almost sympathetically. Then, figuring you probably didnât have much else left to lose, you said, âYâknow, for what itâs worth, Iâm really glad we hit you with the car that night.â
And when he looked at you, you were actually smiling. The expression was far softer or sweeter than you had a right to wear, given the current situation, and yetâŠ
Tomura smiled too. âIâm really glad you hit me with the car that night too,â he said. âAnd even ifââ He had to stop himself, finding the words even if we do die tonight to be a little harder to admit to than usual. He cleared his throat, then started from scratch. âWell, I just want you to know that spending the last few days with you has probably been the highlight of my entire life.â
And, god, how you wanted to just reach up and kiss him in that moment. To twine your fingers through his fluffy white waves and taste him one last time. And maybe you mightâve, just shrugged and thought, fuck it, before making one more bad decison before you all died here. But you didnât get the chance before another figure turned down the long hallway, stopped in his tracks as he registered two unknowns before him, a long blade gleaming in the low light from where it was clutched in his hand by his side.
Jiro didnât bother asking any stupid questions or attempting to monologue his sinister schemes that time. Instead, he just started straight for the two of you, not in a run, but a fast-paced walk that somehow made things seem all the more dire.
âFuck!â Tomura gasped, already pulling you back down the hall from whence youâd just come before you could even figure out what was going on. You didnât remember to ask, either. You just tried to keep up with Tomura as the man with the machete approached closer on your heels, all of you sprinting now.
Tomura mustâve taken a wrong turn somewhere though, because suddenly he slammed to a halt and looked around with certainty as an even more worrying, âUhhhâŠâ escaped his chapped lips.
This was a part of the warehouse none of you had seen before, a wide room filled with all kinds of stolen goodsâ cars, appliances, pills, handbags, jewelry, you name itâ sort of similar to Spinnerâs contraband museum but nowhere near as glamorous or organized, but luckily, just in the nick of time, you and Tomura ducked behind a stacked display of tires that looked like they belonged to eighteen-wheelers, trying to cease your heavy breathing and hope Jiro didnât know the ins and outs of this place too much better than you did.
âWanna know the best thing about this place?â Jiroâs voice rang out as he began to navigate through the tightly packed space, hunting for you. âThereâs only one way in and one way out, soâŠâ He jumped up into the bed of a rusty old pickup truck, one foot propped up on the edge as he scanned the cluttered chaos, looking rather satisfied with himself. âAll I really have to do is wait.â You and Tomura exchanged looks caught between despair and panic.
You could now consider yourselves officially trapped.
âI have an idea,â Tomura whispered, âbut itâs gonna require us to split up.â
Instantly, you grabbed onto him, eyes gone wide with terror as you frantically replied, âNoâ We need to stay together until we get out of here!â
âJust trust me, itâll onlyââ
âDonât leave me againââ You were near sobbing now, bloodshot eyes welling with a fresh film of sparkling tears. You covered your mouth to try and contain the sounds that threatened to hitch in your chest, lest you give away your current position and alert Jiro, all the while mumbling incoherent pleas that all pretty much roughly translated to the same thing.
âAlright, justâ Listen.â He placed his hands on your shoulders, felt you trembling beneath his palms. It took a few tries to get through to you, but eventually he had enough of your attention to explain, âWe wonât have to go very far. Basically, each of us will take a side of the room. Weâll take turns making distractions to lure Jiro away from the door. Once weâve got him far enough we can just sneak out andââ
âBut what ifââ What if something went wrong. What if Tomura was caught or you were caught and then you were killed. What if. What if. What if. What if.
You couldnât get past the image of that machete buried into the side of one of your necks or sticking straight up from the center of your chests.
Taking a steadying breath, you tried to calm yourself down, then came to the conclusion that this was your best shot. âAlright,â you agreed, though every fiber of your being was fighting against the thought. âIâll take the left, you take the right. But TomuraâŠâ You looked into his eyes, searching for something, and then, in your moment of hesitation, he leaned forward and pressed his lips to yours. It was a chaste kiss. Quick. Over before it really had the chance to begin. But it was enough for now. It was the promise for more once you made it out alive.
âIâll be careful,â he said, cracking a tiny smile, as if heâd read your mind. âAnd donât worry, Iâll pull him further to my side so he doesnât get too close to yours. Just keep your head down and donât let him know which one of us is which.â You werenât feeling too confident, gazing down and off to the side as you worried your bottom lip between your teeth. As soon as he spoke your name though, tone sweet and soothing, you glanced back up at him. âYou can do this,â he told you. âWe can do this.â
Somehow, even if they were simple words that might turn out to be completely untrue, hearing them gave you the resolve you needed to participate in this plan. So off you went, carefully weaving your way through fishtanks full of broken jewelry and plastic bins of prescription drugs. Once you reached the far back corner, your eyes landed on some kind of big, blown glass sculpture, the art speckled through with a rainbow of color. It stood almost as tall as you did, and as you considered it you wondered why, and how, these guys had managed to bring it back to their base in one piece. Maybe it was worth a fortune, but it wouldnât matter anymore, because with both hands placed against its side and a good push, it tipped, fell to the ground and shattered.
Jiro perked up from where he was still perched in the truckbed, tightening his grip on the macheteâs handle as he swiveled around to face the direction the sound had come from. He chuckled darkly, the taunt echoing faintly throughout the room, and then jumped down from the truck with a heavy thud, starting in the direction of the crash.
âReady to come out and play?â he provoked, a husky, off-key sing-song tone to his words, his footsteps scuffing closer your way. When he passed a severed car door, passengers side, from the looks of it, he scraped the end of the blade against the steel, a grating screech reverberating closer to where you tried your hardest not to cower in the corner.
And honestly, Jiro hoped heâd find you first. He hoped heâd get his hands on you, get to feel you writhe and squirm and struggle under his hold. He would relish in the look of horror that filled Tomuraâs eyes as he was forced to watch your throat part with a thin red smile, deeper, darker crimson soon spilling out and soaking the front of you until you choked on your own blood and fell limp and lifeless to the ground.Â
Then heâd go for the scrawny, scraggly, scratch-track streaked boy before he even had a chance to register the scene unfolding before him. Heâd make a gorey mess of him too, only allowing you two to lie together one last time right before he had his boys drag your mangled corpses out back and burn the remains, scattering them into the bay before daybreak.
And DabiâŠ
Well, he figured he might want to force Dabi watch his friendsâ bodies go up in flames right before he joined them in the grave too.
âYâknow, for what itâs worth,â Jiro began, his voice now way too close to your corner for comfort. For a momentâ as much as you hated to even consider the ideaâ you began to fear that Tomura had merely been using you as bait, allowing you to take the fall while he made a quick and easy getaway. âIf you guys had done this without Dabi, you mightâve stood a chance. Iâll admit, I didnât see it cominââŠâ You were getting antsy now, ready to bolt off in any direction that wasnât Jiroâs.
âAnd youâŠâ His voice was practically hovering right above you now, all of your limbs suddenly locked with prey-like terror. Jiroâs ugly mug came into view from over the edge of your cover, his beady gaze colliding with your wide, terrified one, reminding you of your boss, the same perverse hunger glowing at the center of them. Sharkâs eyes. âI think I might have a little fun with you first after aââ
Your body lurched with a sudden jolt, more tears spilling from your eyes and rolling down your ruddy cheeks to meet under your chin and drip onto your chest as you saw Jiroâs eyes glaze over and then roll, his sentence reduced to a thin, feeble whine for but a moment as his entire body stiffened and then went slack, dropping to the floor like a bag of rocks.
The machete slid from his grip and when his head smacked against the concrete, it left a rorschach smattering of red there, the back of his skull blooming with a hemorrhage.
You opened your mouth to let out a scream, but all that escaped was a distraught, animal moan.
You didnât even notice Tomuraâs figure looming like a shadow behind where the manâs body had just stood, a crowbar still raised with vengeful intent as if he thought the man heâd struck down would rise and try again. You were too busy watching the blood well and spill into a puddle on the floor.
âAre you ok?â he was saying to you, but all his words were muffled by the blood singing through your ears, everything around you feeling like it was swaying, body becoming lighter, head growing dizzier, until Tomura wrapped his arms around you, tucking your face into his chest to hide the view beyond him from your sight. âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry. I justâ I saw the opportunity and I took it.â
Reality came crashing back over you like a violent, white-rimmed wave. You felt like you were going to be sick.
âItâs ok now,â Tomura kept on repeating, hugging you close, almost hard enough to crush you. âLetâs just go. Letâs get the fuck outta here.â
You couldnât think. Couldnât move. So you just let Tomura help you to your feet, grabbing up the machete on his way, as your team was severely lacking in weapons, and guide you towards the exit.
âWait here,â he told you, still speaking quietly, afraid raising his voice any louder would destroy what little was left of you. âI forgot to get the keys.â
âThe keysâŠ?â you muttered, but Tomura was already gone.
Luckily, the journey to Jiroâs corpse and back was a short one, Tomura a little more familiar with the layout of the room now. He unhooked the ring that jingled with at least twelve different keys from Jiroâs belt loop, thumbing through them and hoping at least one of them would be useful to you down the line. Heâd played enough games to know that sometimes even the smallest of items could be the difference between clearing the level and game over if left behind.
When he returned to you, you were curled in on yourself, arms wrapped around your shivering body with your forehead resting on your knees.
How much had you been through, up until now? And how more would you have to endure before all this suffering and trauma could finally come to and end?
âHeyâŠâ He extended a hand toward you, feeling a little bit of the weight of his worry lift when you looked up at him, now appearing more tired than terrorized. âCâmon,â he said. âItâs time to go.â
âDabiââ
âWeâll get him,â he promised, though didnât sound so sure. And then, repeating more resolutely, âWeâll get him.â
Whether Dabi was even still alive, there was no way to know. But, for your sake at least, as much as Tomura was still caught between despising and respecting him, he found himself hoping that the third member of your trio had somehow survived.
***
It was sort of eerie, Dabi was beginning to think, that no oneâ not a single soulâ had been seen or heard within his vicinity since Jiro had left him alone.
Hadnât he gone off to get the others? Yâknow, gather everyone âround for a good olâ fashioned torture party?
But it had been too long. The place was big, but not that big. And the fact that none of the others had returned, even just out of coincidence, curiosity, or boredom, was weird too.
And what about you and Tomura?
Were you two even still alive, or had you just escaped without him, left him here to die?
All of them sounded like likely options, but still, the little sliver of hope that lodged itself in Dabiâs heart like a thorn told him to wait just a little bit longer before he started mourning the first real friends he couldâve had.
But even if you guys did come back for him, there was still the whole handcuffed to a refrigerator dilemma to deal with. You might have no choice but to leave him to be devoured by the wolves anyway.
ââŠDown here I thinkâŠâ Dabiâs head lifted from where it rested against the side of the fridge, the rough, whispery voice dangerously familiar only for the fact that it made that slice of hope inside him twist like a blade. âAre you sure you can walk? You can always get on my back and I can carry youâŠâ
âNo, I think Iâm ok, thanksâŠâ Dabiâs heart fluttered at the sound of your voice. It made him wonder if he had dozed off and was dreaming, or if maybe somehow he was already dead and this was his own fucked up version of heaven.
And then there you were, looking like hell but still alive, one arm slung over Tomuraâs shoulder, who also looked a little worse for wear but then again, didnât he sort of always?
âOh my godâ!â Dabi barked out an incredulous laugh, the sound sharp but full of light, like the sun reflecting off of broken glass. âOh my fucking god!â
âWhat the fuck?â Tomura asked once he registered Dabiâs current predicament.
It was then that Dabiâs disposition suddenly shifted, a deep scowl etched into his inky brows. âYeah, what the fuck, Tomura?â He roughly jangled the chain linking the cuffs together against the handle of the fridge, as if he needed to further accentuate his point.
Tomura helped you down onto the nearest couch, leaving the machete by your side, and you were grateful for the rest and the weapon. Then he approached Dabi, slowing to a halt a few feet away and staring at him, hands shoved into his pockets like he was wracking his brain for a solution. Dabi stood, trying again, and failing, to yank himself free.
âShit wonât budge!â he stated with an irritated shrug. âAnd Iâm not too fuckinâ keen on dislocating my thumb.â
Tomura let out a sigh. You stared at your ravaged reflection in the gleam of the machete. Dabi shook the cuffs against the stainless steel just for the hell of it.
Then, finally, Tomura said, âYeah, well, that guy whoâs their leader or whatever is dead.â
In that moment, something made you look over and lock eyes with Dabi, his piercing blue gaze boring right into you, and then, you realized, the machete.
âJiroâs deadâŠ?â he repeated, though it was hard to tell whether he was shocked or devastated. Maybe a twisted mix of both. A crooked, deranged smirk then began to break out across his face, a maniacal chuckle bubbling up from deep within his chest until it became a full blown bout of hysteria.
This couldâve gone on for ten seconds, or it couldâve gone on for several minutes. Time seemed to shimmer and sway like sand through an hourglass, ungraspable, uncountable. It wasnât until Tomura had had enough of all this madness, oddly enough, that he pulled out the ring of keys, the gentle jingle of them shutting Dabi up like a door slammed closed.
âNo fuckinâ way!â Dabi exclaimed, his surprise genuine and almost endearing. Before Tomura even had a second to act or respond he blurted out, âWellâ God, hurry up and unlock me already!â
You heard Tomura shifting through the keys, mumbling something to himself while Dabi craned his neck forward to try and pick the right one out. But the more they passed that werenât the right one, the more anxious Dabi started to become. Until finally, the second to last keyâ
âOh, oh!â Dabi called out. âThatâs it! Hurry, hurry!â
Tomura put the small silver key into the cuffsâ tiny keyhole and turned it, the cuffs clattering to the concrete with a satisfying clank.
Dabi let out a stuttering sigh of disbelief, rubbing his wrists and relishing in his unexpected freedom for a moment before remembering the safe.
Perhaps this nightmare of an evening wouldnât end up as a complete waste of time after all.
âAlright,â Dabi declared, strolling over to reach under the crate and swipe up the safe, tucking it snugly under his arm. âLetâs split, while we still can. We just have toââ
A loud bang immediately followed by a high whistle sang through the air as a bullet whizzed by and struck one of the crates directly behind Dabi, missing him to the left by only a hair. Tomura yanked both you and him behind the cover of the fridge as several more attempted to strike you, more guns firing from just beyond the cage of crumbling concrete you were now trapped within.
âShitâ!â Dabi swore under his breath, clutching the metal box to his chest like it would shield him, like it would save him.
âWhat now?â Tomura barked impatiently, having grown tired of all the mishaps this mission had brought several mishaps ago.
âDo we just run for it?â you tossed in, panicked.
âUhhâŠâ Dabi stalled, his own trepidation beginning to bubble up to the surface. More bullets struck the steel of the refrigerator, pinging off but approaching your cover with more and more accuracy, warning of the fact you were all about to be closed in on. Then, seeming to regain himself, you saw those cold blue eyes ignite with surety as he declared, âOn the count of three, we all scatter. Meet back at the car, whoever gets there first, be ready to fuckinâ floor it once they get close enough to hit the tiresââ
âNo, waitâ What aboutââ You began to protest.
âOneââ
You werenât going to make it out of this alive.
âJesus, man! Just hold on a fucking second!â
They would mow you down the moment you showed yourself.
âTwoââ
None of you were going to make it out of this alive.
âOh, god! Please donâtâ!â
Dabi flicked his gaze to meet yours. Held it as he said, âThree!â
And then you all ran for your lives.
Their aim followed in a tight trail at your heels, threats and shouts echoing behind you as you and Tomura bolted off in one direction and Dabi in another. Heâd said for all of you to split up, but you hadnât gotten the lay of the land like they had. You were lost without Tomura, though, honestly, he could only do his best to retrace his steps without Dabi around to lead the way.
But then he pulled you down the long stretch of hallway that Tomura now recalled being the first one he had walked down, the space narrower, the fluorescent lights flickering pale puddles against the scuffed cement floor.
âItâs this way,â he said, voice low but urgent, just on the cusp of disbelief that at least you two might have a chance at escape.
Dabi, on the other handâŠ
Heâd been stuck with taking the long way around, several more guys in pursuit of him given he had what they valued most. And thereâd been a fleeting moment where he wondered if there would be anything in the safe at all once he cracked it open, but with how desperately the others chased after him now, he knew it must be the whole damn lot.
And once they found out Jiro was dead, then what? Which one of them would rise to the top to take his place? Or would they all just end up killing each other in the end, fighting over their leaderâs scraps like starving wild dogs?
Dabi skid around another corner, pulling down an empty metal shelf as he rushed by that was leaned against the wall in hopes that the slight obstacle might buy him a few more seconds of time. He felt a bullet graze his calf, bit his tongue at the sting of it, but forced himself to keep running. Soon he was around the bend to that telltale hallway, the final stretch, his chest heaving, lungs burning with the effort to travel as fast as his legs could carry him.
When he burst through the doors, the cool night air flooding his senses, he felt himself begin to slow his pace, entire body buzzing with adrenaline and relief all in the same breath. But then he heard another gunshot from the other side of the heavy metal push-doors and was shocked back to reality, which was that he wouldnât be truly in the clear until he made it back to his warehouse, which meant he first had to make it back to the car.
He frantically searched the immediate surrounding area, looking for something, anything to block the door with. He found an old wooden rake and slotted it between the door bars. It wouldnât hold for long, especially not with the force of at least four men trying to bust through on the other side, but it would be enough to at least gain the distance he needed on them.
The first slam-retract of the doors attempting to be broken past came when he was only about four yards away. Another by the time he was six, and after that, he stopped paying attention.
Because there was the car, sitting dark and patient off in the distance, two figures he recognized as you and Tomura hopping in, Tomura in the driverâs side andâ
Dabi nearly halted in his tracks when the grinding, squealing horror of an engine that wouldnât start pierce through the sloshing ambiance of the nearby bay. He heard a crash behind him, the handle of the rake splintering in half, a barrage of armed men racing his way.
âGuysâ!â Dabi shouted, now close enough for you to hear him. You popped your head out from the passenger sideâs rolled down window, dried tears still streaking your mascara smeared cheeks, hair a tousled mess and clothing all askew in the frenzy.
âIt wonât start!â you half sobbed, half shrieked.
Tomura turned the key in the ignition again, earning the same, blood-chilling result.
âFuckâ Move over!â Dabi snapped, practically yanking Tomura out of the driverâs side as he tossed the safe into the back seat. Tomura didnât get angry or wait for Dabi to solve the problem. There was no time. He jumped into the backseat to join the safe, and after one final, miraculous try, the engine purred back to life and Dabi slammed the door shut behind him, flooring it away from that nightmare as more bullets hit the ground just inches from your tires, one bursting through the back window as he swerved hard, nearly throwing you from the car as you scrambled to put on your seatbelt, and disappeared from the edge of the outskirts with nothing but a cloud of dust and the smell of burning rubber to remember him by.
***
You were not happy when you returned to the warehouse.
You were not giddy and curious enough to stay awake while Tomura and Dabi tried to crack open the safe.
You mightâve felt relieved to be alive, if not for the growing ache in your bones, flesh tender with bruises and the ghost of forceful hands that had grabbed you. Mainly, you just wanted to wash this day from your skin, to soak and scrub every last inch of your body until you felt like yourself again.
But instead what you did was find the quietest corner of the base to collapse in and fell asleep.
***
The following morning, early, when the sky was still pale with dawnâs soft, lulling light, you were awoken by the jittery mumbling of hysteria.
ââŠHoly shitââ
ââcanât fucking believeâŠâ
âNo, no, hold onâŠâ
ââŠthink we could justâŠâ
ââŠnot a good idea, itâs probablyââ
You rose from your slumber, limbs heavy and aching with the night before, slowly rising to stand with a groan. You pulled the blanket further around your shoulders, a slight chill skittering up your spine, the slightly-too-big silk dress you hadnât changed out of still clinging around your legs like a veil of cold as you slowly shuffled your way closer to all the hubbub.
âIf I had a dollar for every time IâŠâ
âDude, itâs not evenââ
âSure it is, but only if you know the right peopleâŠâ
The voices were getting clearer now, words spoken hurried, but hushed.
âSheâs gonna freak when she sees thisââ Dabi.
A raspy chuckle, and then, âShould I go see if sheâs awake?â Tomura.
You rounded the corner of patchwork walls, some of the dividers a little leaning or lopsided in places, and announced with a sleep-rusted tone, âI am awake.â You cleared your throat, looked from the boys to the table in front of them, eyes widening when you saw the array of cash spread across the chipped wood, so much of it that it covered the entire surface and still left Dabi and Tomura clutching bundles of it in their hands.
âHoly shitââ you gasped, rushing over to kneel before the table, scooping up some of the bills and cradling them in your hands like they were delicate enough to turn to ash at just the slightest flex in your grip. âIs this reallyâ You guys got it open?â
Dabi plopped down on the sofa across from you, Tomura opting for a seat on the floor, always needing to be closer to you, though whether that was out of necessity or habit now was lost to you both.
âWasnât fuckinâ easyâŠâ Dabi drawled through a smirk. âBut yeah. About half an hour ago.â
Your smile was widening, slowly but surely, like a flower blooming up through a crack in the concrete, hope fighting its way to the surface. âOh my godâŠâ You felt like maybe you were still dreaming, like youâd blink open bleary eyes and find yourself curled up under a frayed old blanket all over again like the day had reset itself. âHow much isââ
âWeâre still counting it,â Tomura cut in, handing you one of the thick wads of cash to thumb through, letting the bills fan through your fingers like one of those flip-books that made little doodles look like animations. âBut we think itâs somewhere around fifty-thousand.â
You looked up to gaze upon their faces. Dark bruises hung under their bloodshot eyes, the most obvious sign that they hadnât slept. Theyâd been up all night trying to crack the safe, desperation skittering like ants through their veins until success had brought them the catharsis of feeling like theyâd earned their much needed rest.
âWe decidedâŠâ Dabi began, leaning forward to set his stack of cash on the cluttered table, elbows perched on his knees as his fingers laced loosely to dangle before him. âEach of us will count it individually.â
âAll of it?â you asked, eyeing the money-flood that drenched the table.
Dabi nodded. âAll of it.â
âThat way we know, when we all come up with the same amount, that the split will be even,â Tomura further explained, scooting closer to you still.
âAnd thenâŠâ you uttered absentmindedly, still in a daze.
âAnd then,â Dabi replied, âwe can all go our separate waysâŠâ
He leaned back to lounge against the couch, one hand cradling the back of his skull while the other remained bent awkwardly across his lap. His elbow was definitely fractured and heâd sustained a slight concussion, but for now, he figured, that could wait.
âOrâŠâ he continued after a few beats of heavy silence, a tangible uncertainty hanging between you and Tomura as if youâd thought youâd heard him wrong.
âOr?â you pressed.
âOh, I dunnoâŠâ Dabi sighed. âI was just thinkinâ, we make sort of a not-so-terrible teamââ
âYou mean, besides all the shit that went wrong and nearly got us killed back there?â Tomura posed, unamused.
Dabi resisted the urge to roll his eyes. He was too tired to argue right now. âI mean, despite the odds, we still came out on top. And it wouldnât have worked without the three of usâ yâknow, aside from you abandoning the plan halfway throughââ
âI saved your lifeââ Tomura cut in.
Under his breath, Dabi muttered, âDonât know if Iâd go that far, butââ
âOh, Iâm sorryââ Tomura, on the other hand, still had some fight left in him. âNext time Iâll make sure to leave you handcuffed to a fucking refrigerator so those guys can use you as target practiceââ
âOk! Okâ!â You called over their useless bickering, hands held out as if trying to keep them from advancing on each other, despite neither of them looking even halfway to making any kind of physical move. âEnough! None of that matters now. Next time, weâll all stick to the plan, and make sure thereâs a plan B just in case.â
âNot to mention,â Dabi continued, still droning with his I-donât-give-a-shit attitude, âtechnically, Tomura, you shouldnât even get the same cut as us since you didnât really contribute as muchââ
âOh, fuck off!â Now Tomura stood, looking ready to throw a punch.
âKiddingâ! Iâm just kidding. JesusâŠâ Dabi was quick to remedy. Tomura relaxed a little, slowly lowering back to his seat beside you as you grabbed his hand and pulled him back to his senses.
âThatâs another thing,â you said. âNo matter what, if we do this, we all get the same share. No exceptions.â You locked eyes with Dabi, held his striking sapphire glare until you feared you might crack and shatter under the intensity of it. But then, begrudgingly, he clicked his tongue and agreed.Â
âFine,â he said. âBut if either of you ever leaves me without backup again, Iâll make sure none of us gets anything.â
âWhatever, manâŠâ Tomura mumbled, cheek resting in his palm, the exhaustion trying to ambush him.
âWell, same goes for me,â you pointed out. âI mean, was it even ever really in your plan to come help me out if things went south on my end?â
Dabi opened his mouth to defend himself, maybe protest, but then closed it again when he realized you had him on that one.
âDude,â Tomura snapped, his grip tightening around your hand protectively. âWhat the hell? You saidââ
âI know what I said!â Dabi shouted over the accusation. Then, simmering down a little, raking a shaky hand through his inky hair, âFuck, just⊠I didnât think it was gonna play out like that. I really didnât. I mean, I knew it was risky, for all of usââ You shot him a bitter glare, causing him to backtrack with, âFor you, especially, ok. I knew that. But I really thoughtââ He pulled his tattooed hands down his pale face, brain on its way to short circuiting from lack of sleep. âI never wouldâve asked you to do it if I really thought those guys wouldâŠâ But he couldnât bring himself to finish the sentence. To finish the thought.
âOkâŠâ you exhaled, figuring that was as close as you were going to get for an apology. âSo, now what?â
âNowâŠâ Dabi stood from the couch, boots dragging over the concrete floor as he slowly circled around to you and Tomuraâs side of the table, sitting on the other side of you. âWell, now I guess we start counting.â
***
(Well⊠two years later and Iâve finally managed to finish chapter 2. In truth Iâve been wanting to get back to this series for a long, long time now, but knew it was going to be a big commitment (especially given how much more involved it became shortly after beginning to dive into this chapter) and due to some personal/life stuff I just didnât have the time. Originally, this series was supposed to only be three chapters, but now itâs looking like itâll end up being somewhere between five and ten, so please be patient with me while I write it.
But Iâm happy to report that, this year, I really want to put a lot of focus into this series. I have some big ideas for it that Iâm excited to share, especially the scenes that have literally been living in my mind rent free for over two years now lol. So please look forward to that!
As always, a big thank you so much to everyone for reading! Iâll see you next time! Byyyyyeee~)
#aaaaaaahhhhh its finally here!!!#im actually very very proud of this chapter#and i cant wait to continue with this series!!#as always! please mind the content warnings!!#mha#mha fanfiction#mha dabi#mha tomura#bnha#bnha fanfiction#bnha dabi#bnha tomura#my hero academia#my hero academia fanfiction#boku no hero academia#boku no hero academia fanfiction#dabi x reader#dabi x y/n#dabi x you#tomura x reader#tomura shigaraki#tomura x you#tomura x y/n#touya todoroki#touya x reader#touya x y/n#touya x you#mha x reader#bnha x reader
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I was so, so scared.
(Easier to read text + extra words under cut)
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It's pooling at your feet now.
(A desperate prayer its stain will replace the last.)
You hear heart beats that muffle the sound of your own voice (that which you are screaming with) but she cannot hear you (she does not recognize the desperate sound anymore) (the air is still with impatience).
It's blood is spilling out and
And she's begging you not to hurt her this time.
You're just a little girl (but the hand you watch is unwilling).
(Each one, a repeating stain, red as the anger of the hands that twist tighter around the innocent for eternity.)
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Consider this a love letter to alien 9. I've wanted to create a piece that honored the series for so long and I think I'm happy enough with this one to call it that. Alien 9 is so very important to me. So very special. It's such a beautiful and profound work that I'm incredibly passionate about. It's heartbreaking and it's healing and I can't recommend it enough.
This piece does have a lot of meaning behind it (if you want to ask me about it I can explain!) but I'm choosing to not publish it directly alongside the art because a lot of said meaning is intentionally obscured and open to interpretation as alien 9 itself is <3
#alien 9#alien nine#ăšă€ăȘăąăł9#yuri otani#kumi kawamura#kasumi tomine#megumi hisakawa#tw blood#tw scopophobia#tw strangulation#tw strangling#genuinely cannot tell you enough times to please watch this bc it is so incredible just mind the content warnings and subject matter#my art#eyestrain#lmk if this needs any other cw tags
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I really....really meant to do this way sooner, Iâm so sorry, but I'm finally back with the next segment of characters!! Part 3 will come later, featuring the undateables, but for now, hope you enjoy this one!
Click here for Part 1 - Older Brothers
Part 2 - Younger Brothers
cw: mentions of past abuse + sexual assault, body horror, violence, torture, gore
Or, as these tags so accurately put it last time:
SATAN
When you tell Satan that you have something heavy to share, he is the perfect gentleman about it, making sure you feel safe and comforted and giving you space if/when you need it
He memorizes every word that falls from your lips, holding each one preciously in his mind as he holds you in his arms
His heart breaks as you describe what happened to you, and even though he always keeps his own wrath hidden away as much as he can, he thinks guiltily to the times where it has emerged around you
In that moment, he swears to himself he'll never allow it to happen again -- even if you know what he's like, even if you understand him and his rage, he could never forgive himself if he caused you the kind of pain you're describing now
For any anger you may have about it, however, you can express it as much as you want around him, with his own powers helping you let it out safely and absorbing some of it from you when it seems like it's too much for you
On intimacy, he's always been quite shy with you, but he takes care to be a bit more delicate now as well, a little less abrupt and a little bit more communicative about what he wants to do, stopping immediately to check in if you seem uncomfortable in any way
After a few days, though, the wrath in him is about ready to burst, and for all the rage he feels for what this disgusting human did to you...
No, no, he's not going to immediately tear the fucker to shreds, he can't let them die that quickly, no
No, this person is going to suffer for what they did to you
He starts with just a light curse, as a warmup -- invisible barriers just pop up in their path from time to time, causing them to randomly trip and fall whenever they're walking around
While casting the spell, however, he can't help but grow angrier and angrier thinking about what they did to you
He hits them with no less than twenty-two other curses before he collects himself enough to put the spellbook down, each of which would be fairly minor on their own, but which collectively add up to a very miserable existence of constant embarrassments, humiliations, frustrations, and injuries
When he looks in on the damage a week later, he's rather pleased to find them utterly broken down, covered head-to-toe in little bruises and cuts
He's far from done however, and in the dead of night, he whisks them away to an old, abandoned house said to be haunted by vengeful ghosts, much like the stories of the House of Lamentation
There, he immobilizes them with another curse and sets to work with a sharp-tipped pen, carving every last word of what you told him into your ex's flesh
His hand is steady as the pen slices into their body, but each time he reaches a part that especially infuriates him, he can't help but dig the pen a bit deeper in, taking vicious delight in the way their eyes water in those moments, and the wheeze of pain that emerges from their frozen lips
Once he's written out everything you told him across their body, he does what would be unthinkable to an actual book but what he finds perfectly fitting for this human stain upon the world, and sets up a pulley to gradually lower them into a firepit in the backyard
As they are slowly engulfed by the flames, he reads the whole tale upon their body out loud to them, making sure they hear every last word and know exactly what they did wrong before they finally perish
ASMODEUS
The Avatar of Lust, while he perfectly understands and embodies desire, is not forgiving of those who disregard consent
To him, so much of the fun comes from seeing that desire and pleasure emerge from his partner, so what the fuck is even the point if they don't want it?
But, as the beautiful and beloved Asmodeus, it's his job to keep everyone smiling and bright, and that's exactly what he's going to do for you
As you tell him about your past, he alternates between fussing over you to try to make you feel better, and quietly fuming over what your ex did
Over time, he helps you feel more in control of your own body again as well, empowering you to feel like it's really yours and yours alone, mixing fashion with feelings of safety and comfort, and always ready with the compliments to boost your self-esteem
Gradually, only if you want to, he'll help you get comfortable with intimacy again -- with his sensitivity to lust, he can always tell if something starts to feel wrong to you, and he'll stop immediately if that happens
Whether you want to take it slow, or try out some wild kink that might be therapeutic, or anything else, he's just excited for anything you want to do, and he'll make sure it's the best possible experience for you
As for your ex, he's sure they'll land themselves down in the Devildom eventually anyway, but if you want them taken care of sooner than that, he'll have a blast doing it -- it's been a while since he's had to a good chance to really use his scorpion venom!
And if not, hey, he'll have a chance to wreak his revenge when they eventually do arrive, in any case
He'll even invite you along too, if you'd like a turn at revenge by your own hands <3
Though his eyes can charm anyone, sometimes he finds it almost more fun to shrink them with magic and physically string them up like a puppet, and he's happy to hand you the reins if you want them
For his own fun, he manipulates the marionette strings to have your ex dance their way through any number of dangerous settings -- spikes, lava, fire, swamps, ghostly manors, you name it
He makes sure they hit every trap or flame on the way through, and malevolently flings them into those points in the most painful ways possible
With the strings, he also bends their body in impossibly painful ways, contorting them into bizarre and freakish poses and laughing over how ridiculous they look
If you want to participate, he teaches you how to move them around too
When you decide you've had enough, he drags the limp doll that your ex has become through coals and discards the charred remains into a lake of corrosive acid
There, your ex, still just barely conscious, feels their body slowly breaking down until they dissolve to nothing
BEELZEBUB
Beelzebub, in his ever-protective way, grows angry as you tell him about your abusive ex, but first and foremost his concern is making sure you're okay
He's quiet -- quieter than usual, even -- but fully present for you, reassuring you in the warm comfort of his large embrace
He holds you gently the whole time you're talking, and even for a while after, making sure you're feeling okay before he lets go
As thanks for being brave enough to talk about it, and for trusting him enough to tell him, he takes you out for anything at all that you'd like to eat, showering you with affection
He's perfectly happy to take it slow if/when you do eventually decide to ease into anything sexual, and he's so, so careful about his strength and size
His excellent sense of smell helps to guide him too, able to pick up the scents of happiness, desire, fear, lack thereof if you're dissociating, etc., and he adjusts himself accordingly to keep you feeling safe
And in general, though he may not have known you back then, he's filled with resolve to at least protect you from here on out
He won't fail to keep safe someone he cares about, not again -- and that means taking care of any lingering threats from your old life, too
It takes a bit of searching for Beelzebub to find your ex, but he goes up to the human realm and manages to seek them out soon enough because flies are good at seeking out rotting piles of trash
It takes a lot of restraint not to gobble them up on the spot and be done with it, but for how much they put you through, he thinks they deserve to suffer at least a bit
He snatches them away to a hidden alley behind a little hole-in-the-wall restaurant, long after they've closed for the night but with the fragrant scent of meaty burgers still lingering through the air
If the shot of venom didn't already leave their muscles feeling tender, the incessant hits of the brutal physical beating from Beel certainly does
No part of their body is spared from the onslaught of punches and kicks, as joints pop apart and bones start peeking out from flesh through the wounds
Thin, spear-like tubes emerge from Beelzebub's mouth, piercing various veins across their neck and arms so he can drink up all the blood from their veins before it spills out all over the alley floor -- it'd be a waste of a perfectly good drink, after all
Once they're fully drained, he cracks open their carcass, carving each bone loose with knife-like claws for him to crunch on
Then into the restaurant's industrial meat grinder goes the rest of their body
Beel feasts with a certain satisfaction that night upon piles and piles of cheese-world humanburgers human-world cheeseburgers
BELPHEGOR
As you tell Belphegor about your past and your history with your abusive ex, he gives you his full, undivided attention
His stomach drops, as his prior deception and manipulation of you comes into full focus in light of all you had already been through
Holding you close, he whispers words of comfort and strokes your head gently until you fall asleep for the night, holding his own rest at bay until he's sure you've drifted off first
As a quiet, unspoken apology, he places soft and peaceful dreams upon you that night, filling your dream world with all the things he knows you love
If you're open to it, he also later creates dreams for you where things happened differently, quick to pull you out if anything starts going wrong but letting you get a redo on those traumatic moments where you have more power or where you can watch a cartoonish anvil drop on your ex's head to stop them, whatever works really
Intimacy comes gradually, if/when you're ready, happy to follow or take the lead as you prefer, but communicative every step of the way so that you always feel safe
And as for your ex...
Belphegor already held the opinion for a long time that humans were shit -- but until this moment, he had dropped his desires to destroy them, after everything with Lilith had come to light
But you're still a human, after all, and he loves you, so he'll settle for taking care of just this particular shitstain of a human being
Needless to say, your ex never knows a peaceful night's sleep again
Each time they close their eyes to rest, devilish apparitions appear at the edges of their vision, and menacing claws and teeth rip at their ankles, chasing them across worlds
At times, when the teeth manage to catch them in their grasp, their dreams turn to endless loops of being chewed up and spit out over and over on end
The resulting constant exhaustion is a nightmare of its own, as they begin to fear falling asleep and desperately try to wake themselves any time they feel sleep coming on
However, in their waking hours, too, Belphie twists and warps shadows around them, until the lines between life and dreams blur together
They are practically sobbing for death by the time he comes for them personally, though he's not so merciful as to be quick about it even then
He chokes them to unconsciousness but lets go each time they fall unconscious, dragging the sharp prickly parts of his tail across their face to wake them back up before doing it over again
Once their face has been torn up beyond recognition by these repeated cycles, he finishes them off by trampling across their body in cow form and leaving them to suffocate slowly from their punctured lungs
#thank you for your patience!!#i guess it has been uh like 1.5 years since part 1...WHOOPS#please be mindful of the content warnings because this does get very violent!#obey me#obey me!#obey me shall we date#obey me swd#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me requests#obey me headcanons#obey me reactions#ask and ye shall be answered#mod chaos in the devildom#abuse cw
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Chapter 7: "I Don't Know" (Part 1) Footsteps
Fic Summary: A strange case takes Reigen and Serizawa to a small (intimately so, a detail Reigen might be hesitant to comment on) village North in the mountains, where they quickly discover things are far stranger than they both realized. Not only that, but they might be more than just a little out of their depths.
Nature, the past, it all has a way of being heard - even to those reluctant to listen.
Reblogs, Kudos, and Comments are deeply appreciated ⥠(manga cap from Daisuke Igarashi's 'Little Forest')
#Trying a different posting style approach :3c this could have potential - I always thought it was neat when people added images to their#fic posts - adds a little charm#Serirei#Reigen Arataka#Serizawa Katsuya#mp100#mob psycho 100#please mind the tags#there's also further content warning within this chapter (click the triangle)#Glow Worms#Glow Worms or rather: In the Depths of the Safflower Hills#Nico Writes
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bel is such a fucking loser lmfao, also love imuri taking none of his incel bullshit
#he was especially pathetic this chapter easy 10/10#he gets worse with every chapter i fucking love him#make the exorcist fall in love is really good please read it (mind the content warnings though
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just read the entirety of kitanai kimi ga ichiban kawaii and god that shit hurt. it hit much closer to home than expected, because god i see so much of my young self â especially during my mid/late teens, when i was most mentally unwell/suicidal â in both of the main characters that the ending just. aches.
i got my happy ending, though.
#please mind the tags/content warnings. they are not kidding about it being 'depressing as fuck'.#v speaks!
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if i had my way ( youâd always stay)Â
(brief mentions of mature content)
In hindsight, the night had been bound to be hell on earth since they received the current invitation for the Christmas dinner that religiously took place in the Red Keep every year.Â
The invitation had been a family Christmas picture that Alicent forced upon her husband and their children every October âwith enough time to prepare for the holidays, Alicent had said when Daemon made fun of her two Christmases agoâ, and as soon as Lucerys and Jacaerys had seen the senderâs address, they had barely contained themselves from tearing the green envelope open with teeth and nails.
Viserys, Alicent, Aegon, Helaena, Aemond and Daeron wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.Â
In the back of the card, just for âRhaenyra and her family âĄâ was written the time they were expected to arrive.
In the picture, Grandpa Viserys and Alicent were sitting on their burgundy designer couch, a piece of furniture more expensive than it had any right to be, and in the background the enormous fireplace of the main and biggest hall of the Red Keep could be seen alight and bright. Aegon and Helaena were standing by Grandpa Viserysâ side, carrying baby Jaehaerys and Jaehaera, while Aemond, pretty much like in real life, had preferred to stay by Alicentâs side. Daeron wasnât even in the picture. The hilariousness of the situation wasnât even about the rather ugly matching Gucci Christmas sweater that Alicent had picked for them this time. What truly sold the picture were the different stages of grief that could be appreciated as clearly as summer skies in the faces of the three Targaryen-Hightower siblings.
Spending some days in the Red Keep to celebrate with Grandpa Viserys and his second family has never been uncommon for them, truth to be told. However, Lucerys must admit that his mother and Alicent had come a long way with their relationship and it had influenced the rest of them, if not just to keep the two women happy. What had been broken once by lies and marriages, enhanced by the loss of an eye in a childish dispute, had been reconstructed and reinforced with no short amount of willingness and care, as well as time and all the perseverance in the world. Their dinners had gone from Rhaenyra and Alicent trying to claw at each other to a pleasant companionship that made Alicent feel safe and encouraged enough as to send them a personalised Christmas card every year.Â
The first time they received one, Jacaerys hollered so hard that he woke Joffrey and baby Aegon up. Even Rhaenyra had unwillingly giggled, covering her mouth guiltily after that. Daemon had been the most enthusiastic about it, though, and had dedicated a little hall of fame in the empty study on the second floor for all the Christmas cards theyâve received. Now, just as it was tradition for Alicent to send them one, the Velaryon brothers as well as their step-father and littlest brothers hung and ranked the pictures with the same reverence one would fill stockings or decorate the tree.Â
And yet, although the younger generation of the family have tried to keep it together for the sake of their mothers, it doesnât always âalmost neverâ work out in the end. Thereâs a sort of animosity that hangs above their heads as heavy as stones, and Jacaerys had mumbled once when they were about to sleep after a particular harsh toast three years ago that he thought it to be unfair that Alicent and their mother got to play friends and pretend nothing ever happened between them while their children had to carry the hate that had been fed to them by the adults. So yeah, while it wasnât as bad as a few years ago, the invitation had meant hell on earth for the three Velaryon boys, for they had known they would have to endure poorly concealed jabs and jests through the entire duration of their stay.
Still, this has to be a first even for a family as dysfunctional as theirs.Â
Lucerys looks at the present, neatly wrapped in black paper with a velvety green ribbon that met in a delicate and sophisticated bow in the middle, and his hands tremble. Itâs Aemondâs, that much is clear. If the wrapping hadnât been enough of a clue, Aemondâs burning stare would have been sufficient. Lucerys blames Jacaerys for not paying enough attention to the cues, handling Lucerys the present as soon as he saw his name written in the tag attached to the bow.Â
He starts undoing the ribbon with clumsy fingers, almost mourning the perfection of the bow practically dissolving and then proceeds to slowly tear the paper, actively trying to ignore Aemondâs eye while being conscious of the eagerness of the rest of the family members.Â
The present is a box as black as the paper that has been wrapped over it, and the cover has the name of a very expensive jewellery maker from Dorne that Lucerys follows on Instagram.Â
As a rule, the first to open their presents are to be the children, so they had waited patiently for Jaehaerys, Jaehaera and baby Viserys to open theirs. Their excited screams and their little faces painted red with happiness had been as exhilarating and endearing for the older teens and young adults as it had been for the two older, married couples. Supposedly, baby Aegon was to be next, but Grandpa Viserys, never one to miss the opportunity to play favourites, had encouraged Lucerys to open his first.Â
âJace,â he tries, âwhy donât you give me mom and dadâsââ he sees the way Jaehaera and Jaehaerys pause and look at him, toys forgotten in their confusion, and he has to bite his tongue, âI mean, Santaâs presents that he has left for me in honor of mother and fatherââ
Jace falters, as if heâs actually considering to switch presents and take the black box from Lucerysâ hands. He will feel bad later for taking advantage of his older brotherâs weakness for hi., but right now, he just wants to dodge the literal bomb that must be concealed under the paper and the velvet, waiting for Lucerysâ fingertips to brush against it to set it off. Would the bomb be powerful enough to blow his eye out of his face? Â
Aemond doesnât let that happen, though. He stands up and calmly approaches Lucerys, skilfully avoiding stepping on the kids that are sprawled on top of the carpet, not a single drop falling from his champagne flute.
âBut, Lucerys, that wouldnât be nice, would it? Thatâs Santaâs present that heâs giving you in my honor⊠Would you wound me so by discarding it?âÂ
Lucerys blinks at him, mouth agape. Next to him, he feels Jacaerys tensing. His brother is starting to realise the potential danger of the present and he reaches a hand to take it from Lucerys. Aemond is faster. He knocks Jacaerysâ hand out of the way and pushes back the box into Lucerysâ arms, making the pointed corner jab at his ribs. He sits right on the stupid burgundy couch and looks at him with unadulterated self-satisfaction, raising the flute to his lips.
Lucerys is not proud of the way his eyes fixate on the bubbles disappearing into Aemondâs mouth, and in the movements of his Adamâs apple when he swallows. Lucerysâ neck itches, the spots that Aemond had thoroughly kissed and bitten a couple of hours ago, embroidering the tender skin with reds and purples by teeth as sharp as needles, burning up and pulsating under his clothes.Â
He feels his cheeks heat up with shame and things he doesnât want to admit in front of his family. Aemond dares to eye-fuck him back right in front of their family, playing with the kidsâ naivety to get his will met at any costs, softening his voice enough to actually sound wounded, âJaehaera, Jaehaerys, donât you want to see what Lucerys got from Santa? KÄpus specially requested for it, it was the first thing I wrote in my letter!â
It works, it fucking works, of course it does. As soon as he says that, the kids turn to Lucerys and rush to assemble by his legs, peering up at the present like itâs the worldâs seventh wonder.Â
âOpen it, Luce!â cries Jaehaera, resting her little chin on Lucerysâ knee, âit has to be a great present if KÄpus asked Santa himself!â
Lucerys has fought his fair share of puppy eyes in his life, having three younger brothers kind of makes you immune to it at some point, even more if youâre dubbed as the actual king of the look itself. Now, he finds he cannot say no to those sweet faces and sighs, ready to meet his destiny.Â
It cannot be that bad, right?Â
For the longest time, Alicent was the person that hated him the most, even more than Aemond, he thinks. And yet, as years have passed and things have been settled and forgiven, Alicent seems to appreciate him enough to actually get him presents that he might like. Ignoring his own version of the Gucci Christmas zipped sweater that she has forced him to wear over his turtle neck shirt and overalls, âJacaerys and Joffrey had looked at him with glee in their eyes, itâs his own karma for making fun of the pictureâ, she has also given him an Apple Watch and the two pairs of shoes that he had added to his wishlist. So, if Alicent is actually being good to him, it means Aemond cannot be much worse, right? Lucerys knows heâs not fooling anyone, not even himself.Â
He opens the box hesitantly, barely enough for him to peek inside. It seems Jacaerys is having none of it, and he yanks the fancy black lid open, ignoring Lucerys cursing at him, so they all can take a look.
Nothing wouldâve have prepared Lucerys for this.Â
Inside the box was a bomb in the form of jewellery, but a bomb nonetheless.Â
It has to be a first, definitely. Because he certainly remembers some of the most chaotic Christmases they have celebrated and nothing that comes to mind can possibly hold a candle to this moment.Â
Lucerys was too young to remember that one time when Daemon punched Otto, who was still being invited to celebrate with them at the time, and successfully managed to break the manâs jaw, forcing a pregnant Rhaenyra to take the children to their rooms and leaving Viserys and Aemond to take Otto to the hospital while Alicent wept. He does vividly remember that one time Aegon was three hours late to the Christmas Eveâs dinner and crashed his brand new Mercedes into the three foot snowmen that Alicent liked to set in the front garden of the Red Keep. Aegon had proceeded to puke all over Aemond and Daemonâs shoes when they pulled him from the car before losing his consciousness. He had needed three stitches in his right eyebrow, but otherwise, he had been okay. Lucerys doesnât want to remember the first Christmas right after the eye incident, the one where Aemond and Alicent had been absent from the table, refusing to dine with them âwith Lucerysâ in the same room. Unfortunately, he does remember it, and he also remembers crying into his pillow that night. He had known Aemond wasnât going to be there on the next morning to open his presents with them, so he had made sure to sneak out during the night and place the handmade package with his letters and drawings for the older boy by Aemondâs door. When Jacaerys had woken him up and had forced him out of their shared bed to rush down and get their own presents, the box was right by their door, stomped and ruined beyond recognition.Â
So yeah, itâs safe to say that Lucerys and his family are used to complicated holidays. Nonetheless, this present is like a bucket of cold water poured over him.
âA necklace!â screams baby Viserys, big eyes wide open before the sparkling piece of jewellery.Â
No. It isnât a necklace. Itâs a choker. A fucking full on collar, if you will.Â
Itâs beautiful. Itâs frightening. Itâs Aemondâs.Â
Itâs as velvet as the ribbon that had decorated the box, only this one is much smoother and as black as the ocean water during the night. In the middle of it, dangling from a beautiful chain made of sapphires, sits a beautiful heart with a carving on its center. The material of the heart is Valyrian steel, as elegant as silver âthe preferred material of House Velaryonâ and more expensive than twenty-four karat gold. The carved message is two mere words.Â
ñuha taoba
Lucerys only needs to raise his head to look at Aemond, but he finds himself unable to do so. His stare is frozen upon the collar, and he holds the box tightly to his chest, to hide the fact that the tickling sound that seemed to reverberate through all the room was his heartbeat speeding up. He also wishes to hide Aemondâs deranged tribute far away from the kidsâs curious gazes.Â
The room falls into a deafening silence, Lucerys doesnât even want to see his mother and fatherâs reactions.Â
âWell. Do you like my present, taoba?â
The bomb does, indeed, tick off. Daemon stands up abruptly, the sheer force of his movement enough to knock the chair down, and rapidly stalks towards Aemond. âIs this a fucking joke to you, boy? Do you want to see how funny I can get, too?âÂ
His mother is stricken with the same kind of mortified silence that has overpowered Lucerys, and Alicent, whoâs sitting beside her, looks as pale as a ghost. Their stupor doesnât last much, though. Soon, theyâre jumping on their feet, trying to pull Daemon away from his nephew while screaming profanities at both men and at each other. Jacaerys joins the argument too, and so does Daeron while a very stressed Helaena tries to pull the children away. It just takes a couple of insults from Aemondâs mouth towards Rhaenyra to make Joffrey interfere too. Grandpa Viserys is raising his voice, trying to be heard atop the shouts of his family to no avail.Â
Lucerysâ abasement is fuelled when feels the taletelling wetness run down his thighs, and he hopes for the love of the gods that he doesnât stain the couch. He wants to die.Â
He feels someone sit next to him, occupying Jaceâs previous seat and throwing an arm over the back of the couch.
âIf they think thatâs bad, wait until you open my presentâ singsongs Aegon, drinking from his own flute without the elegance that his brother possesses.Â
#tw mature content#omfg sorry sorry sorry#can this be considered a drabble?#it actually is part of a larger fic that i wrote but i haven't published because i feel like it's not good enough to be in ao3#also the second part is pretty much mature#please please please look at the warning there's mature content here so!#younger viserys and aegon are called baby viserys and baby aegon and you cannot change my mind#aegon's present is actually...... promising *coughs*#anyways i'm sorry this is absolute shit#the fact that alicent forces them to pose for christmas pictures sends me#lucerys x aemond#lucerys velaryon#aemond targaryen#my writing: lucemond#ship: fated feud#ship: lucemond#lucemond
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hii :)) could you do some headcannons for luke x chubby male reader?? if u can, could u do some trans reader and some not? ty :D !!
ahh yesss of course! I'm a bit nervous about this one, but hopefully you like them :)
he absolutely loves your body, right off the bat, he thinks you are the most handsome man he has ever laid his eyes on - like ever, and he is willing to defend that to the death
if you're self conscious about your weight, he won't let you talk badly about your body
"hey, that's my boyfriend you're talking about" - he knows it's cheesy but he will say it every damn time anyway because he knows it makes you laugh
he loves thighs, like actually loves them
if you're sitting on the couch together? the man is gonna put his head on your thighs
he gives your stomach little kisses
and your thighs
i'd really like to emphasise that he likes thighs
also he thinks you sitting in his lap is the best seating position ever, he loves it
he finds everything about you so damn hot
like the man is speechless every morning when you walk into the kitchen in whatever you're wearing
he loves hugging you - like so fucking much
particularly when you're making coffee in the morning, he just snuggles up to you from behind and kisses your cheek
the man is so wholesome
Trans additions:
if you're trans and take T, Luke is always there supporting you, he massages the area with one hand and injects the T with the other (don't question the semantics, he's just talented)
if you're getting dysphoria because of your weight, he reassures you gently that you're perfect
your body does not define your identity
#criminal minds#criminal minds fanfiction#luke alvez#criminal minds headcanons#luke alvez headcanons#tw weight#weight#chubby male reader#chubby reader#cw weight#trigger warning weight#content warning weight#can you tell i'm panicking about people getting upset about this#if you can't tell i am panicking#panicking that I've not tagged it right#if i've missed anything please let me know#brief mentions of needles#tw needles#cw needles#content warning neegles#trigger warning needles#brief mention but still#am i going overboard yes yes i am#enjoy me spiraling in the tags lmao
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Glow-in-the-Dark Chapter 5
Unknown x Reader; 4.6k words; fantasy AU, fluff and angst Content warnings: drug use, referenced abuse, past child abuse (note: the "drug use" refers to a magic potion which initially has disorienting effects) Rating: Mature
You cup a ball of fire in your palm, the same way Unknown did when he first showed you that he knew magic. Granted, Unknown was able to make his flame white-hot, and yours is a weak, flickering orange, but it could be much worse, all things considered. At least you managed to get some kind of flame. âGood,â Unknown praises you, âTry not to burn the inn down, okay? It was enough trouble getting us a room.â âSo the fire actually works?â You ask, amazed. You can't believe that Unknown would actually endow you with genuine powers. That seems to you like a disaster waiting to happen.
Or:
You drink a potion that gives you magic powers. Unknown gives you the care and guidance that he never received.
Read it on Ao3!
#more angst but there's a little bit of fluff in there as well#Please be mindful of the content warnings#Also I am trying to update this fic more consistently but we'll see if I can stick to that lol#mystic messenger#choi saeran#saeran choi#unknown mystic messenger#fanfiction
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In Charge, Chapter 29: Honesty
Fandom: Death Note (no Death Note AU)
Characters: Near, Matt, Mello, L, Teru Mikami, a whole bunch of cameos from canon characters as supporting cast
Ships: Shippy Gen with a friendship triangle (whee!)
Rating: M for violence and Mikami (you'll see) Summary:
Summary:
Matt, Mello and Near work under their mentor, world-famous genius detective L, training to become detectives someday themselves. Matt is generally okay with being in third place when compared to Mello and Near, but things are about to change. When Near suddenly collapses while he and Matt are home alone, the redhead finds himself in charge for the first time ever.
Matt rushes Near to the hospital. Just as a friendship begins to form between the two boys, Mello arrives and complicates the dynamic. Things go from bad to worse, as Near's obsessive nurse Mikami abducts him from the hospital, and Matt, Mello and L must work together to recover him.
(Continuing to add to my Death Note fanfic I first published in 2008. it's only a few chapters from finished after this, so I'm gonna finish it once and for all. We have to get Near some closure for all that I've put him through...
Chapter 1 has detailed content warning info, so be sure to read the author's note!)
Read it here on AO3!
Read it here on FFN!
#death note#fanfic#dn#wammy boys#nearlymellodramattic#adjacent#it's shippy gen but they all have many feelings about each other here LOL#near#nate river#mello#mihael keehl#matt#mail jeevas#L Lawliet#Teru Mikami#hurt!near#near whump#features hurt/comfort#mello struggling a whole lot with hating near and not hating near and being jealous of near and being protective of near...#matt has self-worth issues but he's also the most loyal true friend ever#everybody's a teenager here#near's 14 matt's 15 and mello's 16#L is of course an adult LOL#there's also hurt!Matt#mello getting in a fistfight#L playing with marshmallows#and a lot more plot twists than you might expect#please mind the content warning notes in chapter 1 for trigger warning info#final tags will be added when the fic is at last complete#threshie
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