#please lvoe me

[peophonia]

hii . hi Um sorry if you don t take requests i m very nervous with this stuff Aha . but uhh perhaps could you ,, draw yellow avm .. with alittle bit of chub mayhaps . Eehe sorry if this is awkward nd you dont gotta i just think ur art is rlly cool nd pretty lalala

Heh well.,, since you asked nicely

[hanyonzhu]

, yams hes so adorable 🫶🫶🫶

[bellehaspurplehair]

I just finished watching life on mars and I loved it so much. Time to make it my entire personality 😈🙏

[spacexseven]

Mista tuna mista tuna i hope you’ve been having a wonderful week❤️ ive been thinking about fyodor transforming into dazai for god reader so im asking you, god of all writers, what would that look like?

hello anon!!! u r the cutest hehe thank you thank you

Okay but i feel like fyodor will start acting more and more like dazai for god reader.

His ushanka? Gone

Hair? After an emotional painful reminder that his god prefers dazai over him, he will show up with dyed messy brown hair

And oh, is that a new trench coat?

SO.MANY.BANDAGES! how does dazai do this everyday?

You get the point. Fyodor, the most narcissistic, godcomplexed rat out there, will beg on his hands and knees for you to look at him, acknowledge him.

to say his name, not some unworthy scum

Dont get me started on what he will do if he find reader with dazai, smiling and chatting with the enemy as if you hadn’t stay quiet for the last century with your infamous poker face

Dazai should start running

yes u r right anon!!! he starts off by changing his physical appearance to resemble dazai, before anything else.

so it comes as a shock to see fyodor kneeling down before you with brown hair. he's got it cut, too, and styled messily. perhaps noticing your gaze on him, he gathers up the courage to lock eyes with you, and—your heart drops at the sight.

it's almost painful to see him smile—a mischievous quirk that was all too reminiscent of dazai. it's unnatural if the trembling lips of fyodor were anything to go by, and you find yourself thinking that nikolai could have pulled this off better. he stares at you with that unassuming look dazai has, but the intense staring has already caused it to lose its effect—now, it's just creepy.

he clears his throat right before the end of his prayers, and the question that follows leaves you puzzled, "he has worn both black and beige coats in the past. which colour do you prefer…?"

as always, you don't spare him with an answer.

his solution is to alternate between both colours every day.

then the bandages start to appear. you consider the possibility that fyodor was stalking dazai, because it was starting to look eerily accurate with the bandage placements and the directions they were wrapped in. to make things worse, the weird smile is still making its appearance, though you've become desensitized to the sight. a good thing, because if you witnessed both the smile and his new manner of speaking at the same time, it may have actually caused your heart to give out.

he speaks in a odd, playful manner, not the serious, refined way he usually does, and it does get on your nerves. mostly because it doesn't suit him at all. him and dazai, especially when it concerned their ideologies, were polar opposites, and this was just weird. you finally decide things have gone too far when he starts comparing his ability to dazai's.

"crime and punishment," he suggested, "is not all that different from no longer human. one nullifies life, and the other nullifies an ability. not to mention, they are both abilities with three words in their name and, by nature, cannot be used as a supporting—" (you tuned out the rest)

one day, when you catch sight of him fiddling with the hat he always wore, a wonderful idea strikes you. he had really been getting onto your nerves recently, and it was the perfect time for payback.

"your ushanka was cute," at the hopeful look in his eyes, you bite back a smile, "though it suits dazai best."

[gooopy]

LOOK AT MY SELF INSERT BOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cringe is dead i can do whatever i want FOREVER and that includes making a character to beat scout tf2 to death with my own two fists

[lucyvaleheart]

i need to be chained down

i need to struggle against my bonds, need to cry need to scream, need to feel so utterly helpless and vulnerable

i need it to hurt. I need my ass to be smacked so red that it it brings real tears to my eyes before we're even halfway through. i need the wood of the paddle to SNAP and splinter as it breaks against my body.

i need to be told the most disgusting, cruel, awful things about myself; i need to be degraded and made to feel so small and pathetic and worthless and stupid and i need to be crying on the floor, utterly limp in my bonds from it.

i want to be marked. i want to feel teeth, i want to feel claws, i want my skin to break from the force of them i want to feel the blade against me i want to feel the fear in my whole being as it goes further and further and further

i need to be owned, to be claimed, to be branded with a hot iron, to be caged up and collared. need that collar to shock me, need someone to own me, need someone to hold my remote and press the button until i can't breathe until im choking with sobs and crying on the floor for a second time

when i say i need to be broken

i need to be broken.

[baldrickwhethers]

NOT EVEN 10 MINUTES IN NOT EVEN 10 FUCKIN MINUTES IN-

[cosmiictangy]

Everyone please oh please look at my Yugioh tattoo I got last week

[muchmossymess]

It might be the weirdo in me but imagine an anamatic to the song shiny from moana with an evil/antagonist revali as the crab and link trying to recover the master sword as maui and zelda as moana

[spaciebabie]

i love it when my friends send me springtrap related things and go, "look its your man!" like hell yeah it is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways look at this video and when you get ta the part where they make his hands dont you dare think about how large his hands are and how he could perfectly encase one of yours in hiS HHGEEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHEEOOOGGGHOOOOHGGOOO

[eggbertith]

thinking about my blorbos yknow how it is

[russsiangirl]

honestly i think being called "girly girl" by riff from west side story would fix me

[arsene-fixates]

who up yearning they f/o!!!!?!???!!?!!!!?!?!!?

[dark-elf-writes]

You know you’re in deep in an au when you’re thinking about completely inconsequential details that logically you would never put in writing or if you did it would be like a single throw away line at best because they truly add nothing and there’s no reason to mention it

… anyway Harry definitely has a far more punk style in the Astoria cross over and it’s hilarious watching him next to his parents.

[smoosnoom]

,,,, for no particular reason . do u guys have any tropes u want to see for byler/the party spending summer together

[gooopy]