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#another tag vent ignore it if you dont wanna hear it#im getting really discouraged about posting myself again :( i was so proud of the last photo set and was actually feeling good about myself#for a tiny bit.. but it flopped.#most of the photo sets that i kinda like before posting end up getting the least amount of attention and i dont understand why?#and more people keep dming me with bullshit đ and expect sneak peeks or exclusives when they dont interact with or follow me at all.#that shit pisses me off. if youre too embarrassed to show that youre into me or my pics dont even fucking LOOK at me.#it triggers me so fucking hard sometimes because i feel like a teenager again begging for scraps of attention from people who dont even lik#i just want to FEEL as attractive as some people say i am. but thanks to assholes and my trauma i dont think thats possible.#feralbeeast ramble#fuck bpd#fuck assholes#im so ready to dissappear without a trace.#living with cptsd#dismorphia#disphoria#please just stop lying to me
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Don't You Want Me (Baby?) Pt 2
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Steve and Eddie are either hooking up or dating - and are about as bad at keeping a secret as they are dealing with their feelings. (Dustin POV)
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Dustin was criss cross on the couch the next day eating a rainbow of cereal and watching Saturday morning cartoons when he saw it.
âWhatâs that?â He said, taking the morning paper right out from under his motherâs nose.
âDusty!â She chided, sitting up in her recliner. âI was just getting to my horoscope.â
âSorry, mom.â He said distantly. He read over the ad again and his grew ear to ear. This was too perfect!
Eddieâs been too busy with his dumb girlfriend to hang out with them in forever.
Well, there might be no better way to reel him back in than a Creature from The Black Lagoon re-run. Ok, it was at the drive through a town over - but Eddie literally canât say no! He loved classic horror (even after everything theyâd seen in living color.)
Dustin kept the outer page and returned the rest.
âThanks mom! Also, Cancerâs should keep an eye out for big opportunities on the horizon.â He yelled back over his shoulder as he ran over to the phone. He paused as listen to the line ring. âAnd let their kid go out with his friends tonight!â
âNow where does it say thatâŚâ His mom tutted, far too used to Dustinâs Dustining to be surprised by almost anything.
âCome onâŚâ Dustin mumbled impatiently on the fifth or sixth ring.
âWayne here.â
âHi Mr. Munson! Itâs Dustin Henderson, is Eddie there?â
âEds, itâs for you.â Kind of surprising his uncle was up at this hour. Usually he was sleeping in to prepare for the next nightshift. Maybe he got the rare weekend off. Good for him.
âYouâve reached The Dark Lord Baelzabubâs office, can I take a message?â
âEddie! Right! So!â Dustin ignored him, already shooting off at 60 miles an hour. âThereâs this thing going on, itâs tonight - and I swear, your gonna be off the wall when you hear about it cause they never have good stuff on out here - â Eddie cut him off.
âWoah, there. You said tonight? Cause no can do compadre.â
âBut!â Dustin sputtered. âYouâre not gonna wanna miss this Eddie Iâm telling you.â
âSorry, little man. Can we do uh, I could do tomorrow. Wait actually shit, not tomorrow.â
âNo, we canât - itâs only happening tonight, if youâll just let me tell you what it - â
âSorry, man. Iâm not gonna make it. Iâm uh, Iâm -â he sighed.
âBusy.â That fucking JudasâŚ..
âYeeeeah. Look Henderson, Iâm sorry. Iâll catch the next one ok, man. I promise.â
âRight. Yeah.â Dustin wasnât pouting. He wasnât.
They didnât stay on the line long. He sighed and glared at the phone. Fuck it, fuck Eddie - they were still going. And then next week at Hellfire when Eddie asked about theyâre weekend theyâll tell him how awesome it was and how much fun they had without him. Then heâll regret blowing Dustin off.
He picked up the phone again.
âHarrington residence.â Oh right, Steveâs alleged parents were in town.
âUh, hi. Itâs Dustin Henderson. Can I talk to Steve. Please.â He said, only just managing to remember his manners.
âSteve, honey, your little friends on the phone.â Mrs. Harrington said.
âHey man, whatâs up. Wait, Iâm gonna stop you right now. No I canât give you a ride.â
Dustin sputtered indignantly.
âWhat you just assume I only call you when I need a favor.â
âOh, Iâm sorry. You just called to say hi.â Steve corrected himself. Then he paused, clearly waiting.
âYeah.â Dustin huffed. âHi.â
âHi.â Steve repeated pleasantly.
âSo uh, howâs uh, how the uh,â Dustinâs eyes darted around the room trying to latch onto something via image/word association. He made eye contact with the portrait of a calico tabby his mother had needle pointed into a throw pillow. â- your cat?â
âHowâs your cat?â Steve shot back.
âHey, woah, low blow!â
âSo is this call a welfare check for my nonexistent cat or?â
âNo! I, uh - your parents! Theyâre in town - â
âDustin.â
âWell⌠- Look, ok so I thought wouldnât Steve enjoy if we all went out tonight and - â
âAnd there it is. Look, I already got plans tonight: So...â
âYou too?â Double Judas!
Steve had said all his weekend plans were canceled since his parents were at the house!
âYeah, well, the plan changed.â Dustin was running out of chauffeursâŚ
After a minute of huffing, he called Will. At least he seemed properly enthusiastic.
âOne thing though. How are we supposed get all the way out there?â
âYouâre gonna get Jonathan to drive us.â Dustin said confidently. Will however, hesitated.
âIâm not sure. I think he said he was going on a date with Nancy tonight.â
âSeriously?â Dustin huffed. âJesus Christ. Well, youâre gonna convince him then.â
âI dunno.â
âCome on, Will. Weâre counting on you here. All our licensed friends have betrayed and abandoned us. You gotta come through on this.â Will didnât say anything. âJust pull the kidnapped by monsters card! Right? Say the creature feature will be therapeutic, or something!â
âFine. Iâll ask.â Will sighed.
Will could be convincing when he needed to be. Thing is, he didnât even really have to try. It was those damned puppy dog eyes. Thatâs what got Dustin, Mike, and Will in the back seat of Jonathanâs Lincoln.
They invited Lucas but he couldnât make it after coming down with a bad case of relatives-in-town. It turned out for the best considering Nancy was occupying the passenger seat. Looking beleaguered.
Jonathan found a spot with a decent view and put the vehicle in park. He looked over to his girlfriend with a forced optimism.
âSee? Not so bad.â
Nancy smiled tightly, looking at the adolescents crammed into the back. Mike made a face at her, and because it was genetically hardwired into them both, she returned it.
âUh huh. Romantic.â She said, turning around to watch the opening credits. Will had told Dustin they were on the rocks. He might even feel a little bit guilty for intruding on date night but they were short on options here.
âCan we get snacks?â Mike asked Jonathan.
âUh, sure. We can go over there. Did your uh, parents give you money for snacks?â Jonathan said.
Dustin and Mike shook their heads.
âOh uhâŚâ Jonathan fumbled with his wallet, shifting around in the coin pouch. Will very quietly looked at his shoes. Mike seemed to notice because had opened his mouth like he was about to say something to him. But then after a pause, turned back to the front.
âActually, Jonathan got us slushies last time.â Mike said loudly.
âAnd he gave us money for the arcade the other week.â Dustin said, picking up quickly.
âYeah, itâs not his turn to pay.â Mike said.
Willâs seemed to relax a little, his shoulders becoming not so tightly hunched.
âOh. Ok.â Jonathan said, obviously somewhat relieved himself.
âItâs your turn.â Mike said, kicking that back of Nancyâs chair.
âExcuse me?â She said, turning to glare at him.
âItâs your turn to pay for the snacks. Come on, you have a job.â
âIâm not your babysitter.â She rolled her eyes. She decisively turned her back to them again.
âWe should have gone with Eddie.â Mike whispered.
âYeah well heâs, busy.â Dustin whispered back, making air quote finger bunnies. âBesides, that guy barely has money for gas. Steve wouldnât let us starve though.â
Mike huffed, rolling his eyes at the mere mention of the guy.
Dustin settled back into his seat, looking out the window at a couple passing their car on the way back from the concession stand. He could smell the popcorn in their bucket.
Wait a minute. Is that -
No fucking way. Speak of the devil, I guessâŚ
Dustin peered across the rows and yup, that was Eddieâs van. Hard to mistake that piece of junk for anything else that passed for road legal.
âThat fucking bastard!â Dustin whispered.
âBusy.â Right. Busy going out to see a movie - without Dustin!
And also the rest of the party.
âHey where are you going?â Mike said, but Dustin was already out of the car.
Mike and Will scrambled to follow him.
âWait, where are you guys- â Jonathanâs reaction time was a bit slow.
âTheyâre fine.â Nancy said.
âOk just donât be gone too long.â Jonathan said, ineffectually.
âWhere are we going?â Mike said.
âLook.â Dustin gestured at the van, positively aggrevied.
Dustin stomped over. He could see through the window from there. Nobody was even in the front. He ditched them to come see a movie he couldnât be bother to actually watch. Now that really grinded his gears. It was with righteous fury he banged his fist against the side of the van.
Dustin cracked a satisfied smile when he heard a yelp and the metal sounds of someone banging around in the back.
âWatch this.â He whispered. Then he dropped his voice a few octaves and with an Oscar worthy Hopper Impersonation said, âThis is the police. We know what youâve been up to.â
Mike had to bury a snicker behind his hands.
âHey man, I know my rights - â Eddie cracked the back door, sticking his head out. His eyes grew very wide. âOh you can not be fucking seriousâŚ.?â
Dustin couldnât help but laugh. âOh man, your face!â All threes boys, even Will, were snickering. At least until they heard -
âDustin?!â From behind Eddie came an unmistakably shrill voice, positively scandalized.
Eddie grimaced. He turned his head slowly to look back over his shoulder.
âUm. Yep. Dustin. And company.â
âWhat the - Is that Steve?â Mike said, rather scandalized himself.
Begrudgingly, Eddie let the door swing open, revealing Steve in the back of the van sitting on a mattress and a pile of blankets.
âWhat? Since when do you two hang out - !â Mike sputtered, throwing his hands up like this was a most unforeseen betrayal.
Mike fully bought into Eddieâs hype. Which makes sense. Eddie was cool as hell. But much as Dustinâs tried to set him straight, Steve dated Mikeâs sister. Those two forever were destined to be adversaries as far as he was concerned.
Steve kind of just thought Mike was a shithead.
Sure if you ask Mike, he considered Steve like âterminally uncoolâ, and that was a direct quote. Way too uncool to be friends with Eddie Munson of all people.
Dustinâs been trying to push this friendship for almost a year at this point, to absolutely no avail.
So. Actually Mike kinda had a point there.
âYeah, since when do you two hang out -â
âWe donât!â Steve said quickly.
â- without us.â Dustin frowned.
âWhat are you guys doing all the way out here? Away from Hawkins. Like just, so far away from Hawkins.â Eddie said, smiling uncomfortably wide. His eyes were shifting warily between the party and Steve, like he was watching the worldâs most invisible ping pong tournament.
âItâs not that far.â Steve muttered. Eddie almost looked guilty the way he was chewing on his lip.
And Steve looked, well⌠honestly Steve looked caught red handed. For what? Dustin had no fucking idea.
Dustin narrowed his eyes. Steve was bright red, his hair was a mess (highly suspect), he was wearing his favorite polo but it was all untucked and disheveled. He was blinking up at them, mouth open like he was struggling for words.
âI donât believe itâŚâ Dustin said. He sniffed the air, a bloodhound on the trail. âYou two wereâŚâ. The older boyâs eyes grew wide. âSmoking weed!â
Eddie deflated, dropping his head. âYou caught us.â He said, monotone. He pressed a hand roughly to the side of his face, leaning his elbow on his thigh and looking up at them with his one visible eye. âWe secreted away to smoke some fresh schedule 1. Please donât tell Mrs. Reagan.â
Steve did a little angry scoff. Eddie lifted his head just enough to peer through his bangs and see the pissy look Steve was giving him. Eddie threw up his palms, with a wide eyed and beleaguered flinch. Clearly telegraphing a defensive, what?
âSince when do you smoke weed.â Mike asked. Because obviously Steve wasnât cool enough for that either.
âI peer pressured him into it.â Eddie stage whispered, wiggling his fingers in villainous glee.
Steve rolled his eyes. Dustin was like 95% sure that was total bullshit. Because he was almost 100% sure Steve already smoked some. Dustinâs been in Jonathanâs car before, of course heâs gonna know what weed smells like. Heâll catch a whiff of it on Steve every now and again, especially these last few weeks.
These guys still try to hide stuff from them like theyâre little kids.
But also, Eddieâs clearly just trying to keep the mood light considering how flustered Steve looks about getting caught with the stuff.
âRemember kids, just say no. Unless your bad influence has as high quality stuff as I do in which case -â
Steve kicked out his foot knocking Eddie in the thigh.
âSay - no thank you.â He finished passive aggressively, as if Steve shouldâve had more faith he would stick the landing. âJust. Howâd you guys even get out here anyway?â
âJonathan and Nancy drove us.â
âNancyâs here?â Steve sat up quickly, straightening to look past all their heads.
Eddie huffed out a laugh. He grinned at Steve with his canines, slowly shaking his head. As if the van didnât smell bad enough, he took out a pack of smokes.
âWhat?â Steve huffed. Eddie leaned against the wall of the van, one shoe dangling out brushing the ground.
âI didnât say anything.â Eddieâs words were garbled between the cigarette he was lighting.
Dustin took a step back, looking at Mike and Will. They too, seemed to pick up on the overall bazaar energy these two were giving off.
Honestly Dustin âplanâ had been to march over here, make Eddie feel bad for blowing them off, then maybe asking if they could hang out with him for the rest of the movie. Probably guilt him into buying them snacks.
Dustin wasnât happy about being ditched, but heâd wanted to come see this movie with Eddie. He could be mad at the guy later.
Now though, he was thinking Nancy and Jonathanâs weird couple energy would be preferable to this, whatever this is.
âRiiiiiiiight.â Dustin jabbed a thumb over his shoulder. âWeâre gonna - weâre going.â
They made it maybe 5 steps, but Eddie was ever insitant he have the last word.
âHey shitheads. Donât mention Harrington here, if you can help it.â He plucked the cigarette from his mouth, using the hand to cup his mouth away from Steve. He stage-whispered, âHe doesnât want Miss Priss to know heâs been experimenting with - the devilâs lettuce.â He added a lot of drama to that last bit, like he was telling a spooky ghost story. Not talking about like, pot.
âEddie.â Steve said. Eddie ignored him.
âYou guys run along now. Pay attention yeah, this oneâs a classic.â He gestured vaguely behind him with his cigarette. âItâll be on the quiz. And I expect your report on my desk Monday morning.â
They said their goodbyes again, and wandered off. When they got back to the Lincoln, Jonathan had his arm around Nancy and she was leaning her head against his chest.
Dustin took a brief second to ponder over what the hell Nancy and Jonathanâs deal even was these daysâŚ
âHey guys.â He said, neck bending to look over his shoulder at an awkward angle so as not to jostle his girlfriend. âThat Eddieâs van?â
âUh-huh.â Will said.
âYou should tell him to pull up. Or something.â
âYou are not doing that right now.â Nancy muttered. âThe kids are here.â
âWhat? I wasnât -â Jonathan protested. It wasnât very convincing.
âNah heâs uh,â Dustin wasnât gonna call Steve out, not if he seemed actually upset that heâd been âcaughtâ doing drugs. âEddieâs - heâs⌠on a date.â He said. Will nodded, because he also tended to catch on pretty quick. Even Mike shrugged in placid agreement.
âHuh.â Jonathan said, landing somewhere between surprised, impressed, and all together apathetic. âGood for him, I guess.â
Friends donât lie, sure. Except sometimes. When friends lie for their friends.
Wait a minute. Dustin squinted at the back of Jonathanâs head. Does Jonathan buy drugs from Eddie often? It was a long shot, but maybe Eddie and Jonathan have secret smoke sessions too.
âDo you know who Eddieâs girlfriend is?â Dustin tried.
âHmmm? Girlfriend?â Jonathan said distractedly, eyes on the screen. âUh, no, no I donât think Iâve met her.â
Dustin huffed, frustrated, sinking back into his seat once again. Feeling thwarted.
By the time the movie was finished and they were lining up with the other cars towards the exit, the shitbox van was nowhere to be seen.
So imagine Dustinâs surprise when he gets a call around 10 am and Eddieâs on the line asking if he wants to come by and hang out.
âSeriously?â
âYeah, I mean, Iâve been telling you Iâd help you out on this one shot youâre trying to run for weeks now.â
âI thought you were busy today?â Dustin inquired. Hesitant. As if just waiting for the rug to be pulled out from under him.
âNope. No, uh, not anymore. Those plans got,â Eddie cleared his throat, âscrapped. Donât worry about it. Are you coming over or not?â
âIâll be there in thirty!â Dustin said. He slammed the phone down and sprinted to his room to get gather his notes.
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#steddie#steddie fic#Steve Harrington#Eddie Munson#stranger things#idk if you can tell but even though Eddieâs pissy and jealous he wants to protect Stevieâs feelings#donât mention heâs here hanging out with me. even though I HATE he doesnât want you to mention heâs hanging out w me#got my Eddie playlist on for this one boys#gonna TRY to get part 3 out tomorrow weâll see I guess#also PLEASE we not not forget that Dustin lying (but also really not lying) about Eddie being on a date here#is going to cause just. so much unforeseen mayhem#someone stop this kid
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inverness here they come!!!!
#ignoring canon. does everyone know that esther forces her way back into his life even in a world where they don't have to meet#and then they just ditch london and live an oddly quiet life until the end of the war in scotland. they told me that.#more than anything in the world i am always thinking of the incredible force that these two are and how determined they are to survive#please see: esther genuinely trying to shoot him (makes me laugh everytime i see it) and the way karl blends himself into every scenario#not above lying not above running away just trying to get by. 'i treat others the way they treat me'. distrustful by default#and finally the only reason these two stop kicking and clawing is the budding family they accidentally form#AND THEN THE LAST 20 MINUTES OF EP4 HAPPENS.#ep8 gives me a semblance of peace. theyre in inverness to ME.#i do also rly adore their twin rbf. at any given moment they look as though theyre chatting shit (they are)#AND the gun thing is so funny. the gun fails and instead of giving up esther just tries to shoot him again LLOOOLLLL#no thoughts towards the consequences and with no experience with guns as well. she's literally goated#jacob fortune lloyd's interview on this and his thoughts on their relationship also makes me a tiny bit sick so .#anyways. WATCH BODIES#karl weissman#esther jankovsky#bodies netflix#my art#bodies 2023
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I Feel TFOne Could've Handled This Better...
Hot take but I feel like folks have been really generous with the take that OP was unable to find ~the perfect words~ in the heat of the moment (and thus should be given some grace) when he told D to stand down and "not be like Sentinel"... namely cuz I don't feel that the narrative supports this?
Like-- after all is said and done, OP doesn't reflect on that part of their split. He doesn't have a moment where he seeks validation or voices his regrets over the choice of his words, it's actually cut-and-dry. The narrative (as it stands) supports that OP saw D-16 acting up, so he called him out and stood on business, down to the last scenes where he's basically like "yeah it's a shame but y'all knew I had to do it to 'em."
It didn't have to be much! I'm not saying to absolve Megs, just show OP looking at things from a different perspective/contemplating a bit on that tough choice and the morality of the moment. Some examples of what I wish we had:
B-127 straight up blurting the obvious by later chatting with Orion like, "Wait so you told your best friend that he was acting just as bad as the guy who enslaved us for our entire lives and was torturing him like an hour ago? Oof. Seems kinda harsh." Then have some of OP's regret show on his face.
OP asking Elita-1 after Megs is banished if he did the right thing. Have Elita back his choice up, saying, "You should have seen what he did after you were... gone. It was terrifying. I know it was tough, but you made the right call." OP is grateful for the support, but a conflicted look still flashes across his face before he steels himself to look out towards the horizon... and the future.
Have OP walk past other mechs/former miners who didn't go with the High Guard saying stuff like, "Wish I could've given Sentinel a piece of my mind!" "Yeah, but I'm glad he's gone for good." "Ugh I miss everything." "Oh, it was crazy! Megatron picked him up and then he rrrrriiipped-- oops, hey there, Mr. Optimus... Prime... sir?" And have OP wave hello, looking a bit sick when they leave.
Post-credits scene with Starscream going on and on, asking Megs when they'll be back to teach the upstart Prime a lesson. Megs grabs his face to shut him up. "Patience, Starscream. The Prime thinks I'm no better than Sentinel... but I'll show him. He wants Iacon? He can have it. In the meantime we'll take the rest of the planet! Then I'll come back, crush Prime under my heel, and we'll take Iacon too. Sentinel's reign will barely be a footnote, because I'm about to become Optimus Prime's worst nightmare." The vocal performance would really need to sell this-- like picture Megs saying something like that from a place of anger and hurt, not so much a place of genuine evil or malice.
Basically instead of Orion's assertion being backed up as black and white/good vs bad, I wish we had some different opinions/reactions from the characters sprinkled in there. Like you can't tell me out of allllll the miners who weren't strong enough/willing to go with the High Guard and ended up sticking around that NONE of them were like "eyyo honestly?? Kiiiiinda glad Sentinel is dead. Wish I could have helped, tbh." like come onnnnn...
And you can't even argue that he's not an active threat-- I don't think everyone would see things that way! It's not just about the threat he physically has, but the threat he represents and is very likely to act upon if given the opportunity! He has a proven track record of not only being sneaky and conniving, but also capable of dealing some serious damage/killing people bigger and stronger than him, plus he has the backing of the Quints. All he'd need to do is wriggle his way out of jail and run off to his sponsors, then he'd probably be back to hurt more people! (If the Quints didn't just kill him out of incompetence lmao). There's a lot of "ifs" here, but I think it's a valid argument that not everyone would agree on what is the right or wrong way to handle Sentinel once he was down long enough to, like, do something about him.
I feel the situation needed a bit of nuance. In some way I wish they had kicked the can and had D and Orion bicker while Sentinel escaped, then have D get frustrated enough by the loss of Sentinel to point fingers (and his fusion canon) at Orion, who then falls and becomes OP. (Megs could still show some of thar emotion/remorse right after he does it too.) Not only would this open the door for a sequel, but tbh the Quint might have just killed Sentinel anyways and sought to deal with the miners uprising themselves lol. (Maybe that could have been an after credits scenes too instead of the B-127 bit??)
Would love to see a moment in a sequel where they have a calmer moment after arguing for a bit. Have OP mention how Megs was out of line, that it hurt and even scared him to see him act that way, and Megs can quietly point out "you said I was as bad as Sentinel... is that really how you see me? After everything we went through?"
Then OP can fumble the bag again lmao like "D, I... I'm sorry, that didn't come out right... but you still took things way too far..."
"Why am I not surprised-- your opinion is what matters the most! Maybe that's why you became a Prime, since you're so good at acting like the world revolves around you--!"
*gets interrupted by someone else before another yelling match ensues*
#rambling#transformers one#tf one#tfo#i'll be honest a lot of this stems from how rushed i felt the last like... 3rd of the movie feels#i feel Optimus is so dismissive of Megs!! like basically the whole movie but ESPECIALLY after coming back to life as a Prime???#your best friend is Going Through It. clearing having an Emotional Breakdown.#He drops you. In the moment it mattered most he chose violence... but notice what he says right before that?#Megs says ''I'm done saving you''#Like??? y'all don't wanna delve into that a little more?????#i half expected Optimus to pop up and be like ''excuse me. i wasn't done talking. what Did You Mean By That??''#instead he comes up and IMMEDIATELY has already written off this entire relationship as well.#Megs dropped him. it was a aplit second decision. we see in the movie D leaning into these bad impulses.#Orion is supposed to mature gradually so he's more level-headed by the end. why does that equate to abandoning the friendship??#why does he suddenly wanna drop Megs too? wouldn't this be the time for ''please listen to me'' part 2?#''it doesn't matter who has the matrix. we can make a change for the better! please listen to me'' etc#also minor nitpick but lmao why was OP Talking Like That after becoming Prime?#like he goes from ''haha hey guys hows it goin'' to ''You have used your gifts for Evil and Betrayed the entire planet''#babes what. Cybertron?? we went on a 2 day road trip on foot the fuck you know about Cybertron.#like betrayed Iacon maybe but idk maybe the guys in Tarn would be cool with Megs you dont know! lmao!#if my friend and I had beef and they started talking to me like the queen of england i would literally ask where they got their soapbox.#ohhhh you think you're morally superior? stop speaking for the whole planet lmao!! already named prime and letting it go to his head!!#strange dieties lying in the core of the planet distributing magic baubles that bring you back to life#is no basis for picking a planetary leader#this has been Orion Was Right: The Movie#when i wish there was a bit more.#maybe another 20-30 min would have helped me idk hhhhh#but Megs turn felt sooooo fast... then things just kept escalating from there.#''some transformations are permanent'' sir it's been like 48 hours since y'all learned you lives were a lie.#you *really* don't think Megs could ever cool down and apologize/change his mind?? you too??? tf???
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fucking crying at swifties posting her lyrics and talking about "shes such a poet" "this clears _" and i read them and its like. "i killed your mother but shes always gonna be mom like bomb because youre bombs to my heart" or something Like please you arent helping yourselves
#people doing that for ANYONE makes me cringe though#like especially the 1975 im sorry#theyre good but they arent revolutionary#posting their lyrics and calling matty a genius and being srs about it immmmmmm lfmmsmkq#like please stop omg#it makes them sound so stupid idgaf if trhis sounds like i have a superiority complex I DO. im better than you because i can READ#its when they compare it to brat#like sorry i want to dance Omg#im not here for poetry im here for MUSIC#hence why im LISTENING not READING. dude oh good god#its just so lame#and SHE . cant write. and i stand by it#âwho are you to judgeâ jesus#i Will judge and ill do it proudly#sorry im being a hater but im not sorry because im not lying#it just pmo like can you Stop trying so hard to defend her because 1 you can just block people u know#and 2 its actually EMBARRASSING to read#blah blah!#not 75 stuff
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I FORGOT I EVEN SENT THAT ASK AND YOUR RESPONSE HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK OHMSYGODDFJDJ
I seriously love your writing so much you always put a heap of emotion into it đđ
also adore the idea of TIM being the one who's obsessed with bear and going to such lengths just to keep seeing him, I tend to prefer happy endings so I like to think they work it out after a while but like also the angst is amazing
god the amount of yearning in this au makes me so mmmpfhhhf
god im just so sorry that it took me soo long to reply!!! you sent just as i was taking my break from tumblr and other social media :(((
i remember reading it and thinking to myself "god if i had the timbern brainworms, i could write smth for this" but then recently they've been coming back and i was a church bored out of my mind when i was like "hmmm maybe i should respond?"
and ohhh my god, when i first got it, i immediately thought about how toxic it could get and like, personally, i feel like i can't write complicated characters? if that makes sense? to me, im not very good at writing multi-dimensional characters. which to be fair, i never set out to become like a pulitzer prize winning author. i just do this for fun haha.
and like i knew that my answer to your ask was always gonna be toxic timbern but i didn't know if i could write it? ig??? bc like tim is a good person. he is!!! he just wants bear so badly. and it's past the initial physical attraction now.
he and bear are all grown up. he likes bear's wit and humor, well the wit and humor he gets to hear when bear doesn't know he's around. but bear wont let him in!!!! bear wont open himself up and tim's apologized!!!! he did!!! he doesn't even know what he did and he still apologized!!!!! and it changed nothing. bear doesn't talk to him or look at him or anything. nothing but polite professionalism.
and then one day, he sees bear on his balcony as he's swinging through the streets of gotham. and bear isn't doing anything special, he's just sitting there in sweats and no shirt and the moonlight hits his pecs just right and his shoulders are so broad and-
well he cant be blamed for stopping to take a peek, right? and maybe when he has has time he swings by more and more. just watching for longer and longer, until one day bear catches him. and as they stare at each other from opposite sides of the street, tim thinks this is it. the cold glances and frosty words are going to come back. bear's never gonna just sit on his balcony again. he's lost this too. but then-
oh.
bear sends him a hesitant wave and tim raises a trembling hand to wave back. and bear- well bear's mouth splits into a smile brilliant enough to rival the sun. beautiful like the sunrise. the promise of a new beginning. if he closes his eyes, tim thinks he can feel the sunlight's warm rays on him.
hes' hooked after that. he comes around again and again. one day bear lets him on the balcony. weeks later, bear's hugging him. weeks after that, tim's in bear's lap. and he knows it's not right. that bear thinks he's someone else. that bear doesnt want anything to do with him but how is he supposed to let this go? how is he supposed disentangle himself from bear's arms?
so he lies and he lies and he prays to any and every god he can think of, that he'll get to keep this. plus he's not really lying to bear, he's just... not talking about it! if bear asks, he'll tell him point blank. he swears it. but that's a problem for another day. things are looking up! bear said more than 5 sentences to him the other day and yesterday? he even got a small smile. it'll all work out. he'll be fine.
#i have to stop answering asks. it always turns into word vomit#and like tim knows bear is never going to ask. bear would never ask robin to compromise his identity like that#so it is lying by omission. kind of. he's taking advantage of bear. love under false pretenses? i feel like this is textbook smth#i just dont know what#and i keep thinking of after it all falls apart and tim stupidly goes to visit bear on his balcony#and bear is sitting there crying. tears streaming down his face as he sniffles. and it's ugly and there's snot and bear's biting his lip#to try and stifle any noise he might make and tim's frozen on the fire escape of the opposite building and bear looks up#and even now he's still the prettiest thing tim's ever seen. a tear rolls down his face the moonlight glints off it#bear's gorgeous and tim did that. tim made him cry like that. tim's the one who broke his heart. who took his trust and twisted it beyond#recognition. and they stare at each other for a few moments before bear's face shutters close. hastily wiping his tears away#bear steps back inside and locks the door. there's nothing left for him out there anyway.#also me saying that stuff about my writing isn't me needing reassurance or anything. it's just my opnion of my writing abilities#as of right now. so like dont think you have to reassure me or anything.#how did this get so long???? this was just supposed to be me talking about my thought process to the previous ask#and then it turned into this#as always nothing in the veil!au is set in stone. not even this. please do whatever you want with the au!!!!#timbern#timber#tim drake#bernard dowd#veil!au#asks#introspective.txt
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So wait a second I remember a few years back people saying that the one piece was found but it was only one piece of the one piece and they had to find the other pieces now that I'm actually watching one piece I'm so confused what the hell was that about
#one piece#was that just a meme#ive been sitting here for 771 episodes going#aw these guys are gonna be so sad when they find out its only one piece of the one piece#this is croco mum all over again#please stop lying to me about stupid show#i get so disappointed when i figure out the truth
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In commemoration of this
Let us remember what Frida can do canonically
gave her the ol' Shikamaru's Kagemane no Jutsu treatment for ninpo which is fitting really since
And what's more ninja than shadow manipulation?
Just y'know, from a 90s weeb standpoint who saw how fucking obsessed U.S media was with ninja in the 80s and 90s, the earlier TMNT could have stood to be MORE ninja. The newer iterations kinda sorta have gotten "more ninja" instead of generic milk chocolate martial arts with a shiny ninja candy coating
#Leo's portals is more like standard anime ass âNothing personal kidâ teleportation bait and switch sleight of hand#Donnie's just a purple colored Green Lantern#Yes I know there's technically âpurpleâ Lanterns but a Star Sapphire Donnie ain't#Bro is Willpower... well they kinda all are tbh#....no NOOOO NO GO AWAY LANTERN CORP AU NOT NOW#Raph's is too with a dash of mecha pilot and that Anne Hathaway Kaiju movie-ass Colossal power#Mikey's also sorta anime but leaning more to xianxia magic chain#but fuck Frida's become so one with the shadows she IS the shadows all of them#look at her look at how many shadow hands she conjured#WHILE catching them unaware#ninja as FAWK#god please let cringe die when that comic comes out#because Leo WOULD fucking wear a hitai ate#as a sword user??? hello????#It Just Makes Sense#no idea if Jimenez was referencing Next Mutation with the forearm wraps but#y'all are WELCOME#next mutation did that shit first#AND Raph's sai staff#hoo lemme stop there#like I guess doing hand seals is too heavily associated with Naruto specifically in the US#but like that's one of THE things that differentiate doing ninja shit vs regular ole cool anime magic shit#and it's cool as fuck stop lying#granted kujikiri in real life was more akin to like concentration techniques than being able to summon a whole-ass 100 ft toad#god reminds me I need put down my iteration's ninja lore#was gonna have a whole Tengu arc#Leo was gonna further his swordsmanship skills with Sojobo#convince them to lift the nerf ban from the remaining ninja clans#(because krang and his utrom army was coming)#the nameless foot soldiers they fight through were just ornate wooden puppets
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Aaaaand we somehow made this whole thing Yiwa's fault because she's the one that asked for the fake marriage. But here's a list of things Yiwa didn't do:
Aggressively pursue Nuea
Actively lie to Nuea despite every single possible opportunity to tell him the truth
Kiss Nuea when he was sleeping
Keep telling Nuea about being in love with her fiance
Confess her feelings to Nuea
Not leave Nuea alone
Fuck Nuea and make him think he's ruining a loving relationship
Those are, however, all things that Lom has done. So yeah, maybe let's not blame Yiwa for things that aren't her fault. In fact, I recall her telling Lom to tell the fucking truth. I also recall her telling Lom to get Marine's perspective on the whole thing since she's been through it before. But you know what Lom never did? Take Yiwa's advice. Instead he made it out to be her fault for the whole situation. I know he didn't do it intentionally but intention doesn't matter. What matters is he blamed Yiwa and didn't hold himself accountable for his own actions. But that's okay. Looks like Nuea's family will hold him accountable.
#wedding plan#wedding plan the series#wedding plan bl#i wanna punch lom so bad#just once let me punch him just once#i'll feel so much better#can we please please not make women out to be the bad guys#i mean this situation is a bit different but still#stop blaming women for the dumb actions of men pls and thank#also also also queer women are not responsible for queer men having their shit together#not that i think yiwa has her shit together#she's got her own set of problems but at this point in their relationship at least she's talking to marine and not lying to her
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oh wow i do love staying home and skipping class >:) â says a guy with severe nerve + muscle + joint pain who can't walk without their knee buckling
#me while lying through gritted teeth: this is SO FUN#but fr. i hate this#i just wanna go to class and work on my studio art pieces v_v#joints please stop screaming me aauggh
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Kingdom of Ash Chapter 58
Chapter; Highlights
Not that there was much Elide could do.
Despite the generous gift of power that ran through the Lochan bloodline, she possessed no magic, no gifts beyond reading people and lying.
Rushed to get bandages, hot water, and whatever salves or herbs the healers calmly requested. None of them shouted. They only raised their voices, magic glowing bright around them, if a soldier was shrieking too loudly for their words to be heard.
The sun was barely over the horizon, judging by the light at the windows set high in the Great Hall, and so many already lay injured. So many. Still they kept coming, and Elide kept moving, her limp becoming a dull, then a sharp ache. A minor pain, compared to what the soldiers endured. Compared to what they faced on the battlements.
She didn't let herself think of her friends.
Didn't let herself think of Lorcan, who had not come to the chamber last night and had not sought them out this morning. As if he didn't want to be near her. As if he'd taken every hateful word she'd spoken to heart.
So Elide aidedâand did not stop.
No, that magnificent horse trampled them, fearless and wicked, just as Chaol had predicted. A horse whose name meant butterfly
âstomping all over Valg foot soldiers.
Had his breath not been a rasp in his chest, Chaol might have smiled. Had men not been cut down around him, he might have laughed a bit, too.
But Morath was launching itself at the walls and gates with a furor they had not yet witnessed. Perhaps they knew who had come to Anielle and now hewed them down. Aelin and Rowan fought back-to-back, and Fenrys had plowed his way down the battlements to join Chaol by the second siege tower.
Morath, it seemed, did not think to surrender. Only to inflict destruction, to break into the keep and slaughter as many as they could before meeting their end.
His shield bloodied and dented, his horse a raging demon herself beneath him, Chaol kept swinging his sword. His wife lay within the keep behind him. He would not fail her.
Soon now. They'd win the field soon, and the song in his blood would quiet.
Part of him didn't want it to end, even as his body began to scream to rest.
Yet when the battle was done, what would remain?
Nothing. Elide had made that clear enough.
She loved him, but she hated herself for it.
He hadn't deserved her anyway.
She deserved a life of peace, of happiness.
He didn't know such things. Had thought he'd glimpsed them during the months they'd traveled together, before everything went to hell, but now he knew he was not meant for anything like it.
But this battlefield, this death-song around him ... This, he could do. This, he could savor.
The golden helmets of the khagan's army became clear, their fiery horses unfaltering.
Finer than any host he'd fought beside in a mortal kingdom. In many immortal kingdoms, too.
Obeying the death-song in his blood, Lorcan let his shields drop. He did not wish it to be easy. He wanted to feel each blow, see his enemy's life drain out beneath his sword.
The earth shook beneath thundering hooves, and arrows screamed overhead. Then there was roaring. And then blackness.
#Chapter 58#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Elide Lochan#Yrene Towers#Nesryn Faliq#Salkhi#I love Salkhi#Sartaq#Chaol Westfall#Lorcan Salvaterre#First Read along with me NO SPOILERS PLEASE though warning for post & tags up to KoA 58 & more reacts/notes/quotes in tags below#No power; um Reading & lying is a skill though sheâs brilliant she doesnât need power-I love that they donât shout-waiting for Sunrise â#âOkay whereâs elide?there she is?what was with the ending?What??Where?Go!Eretia aww she came too! âsmart children for Mala#The heart-realizing it-DID NOT STOP-Farasha lol Hellas Butterfly-YESROWAELIN literally have each others backs-the color schemeâ#âof this cinematically with the dark colors against gold in the rising sun *chefs kiss* would be perfection-please donât bring in spiders?#so how did that work btw with Falkan & the age & not recognized?Hope!!! DAMNThe dam!Water AND fire Noooo! YAS NESRYN&SALKHI! My bbs!#Just turn it to steam Aelin! Iron all the clothes lol sheâd make a great dry cleaner! Whitethorn & the Queen inch by inch the land is their#song of war-then quiet-What would remain?She loved him she hated herself for it and he didnât deserve it-You2can have peace too Lorcy#Fiery horses?better but still badâŚLORCAN DONT U DARE!lion & death roaringNo armorNo prisonersjust war echoesold woundsThe#aftermath of forgotten thingsWhite banners-Next next time-Sheâs a good learner-The tower Westfall#The would not fail Celaena paralell along with then it is not the end THATS MY WIFE#Lorcan and the lion them all working together Fenrys and chaol or Sartaq signs to Nesryn#get back in line hold the line she held the line#told him not to run but to fight. â I donât think we can trust the so called gods of these books anymore
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#ok Iâm so proud of myself bc this involves finance which is something I avoid at all costs but like I did it!!#my work failed to process my check which I should have received yesterday. Iâm now expected to get it next week#and part of growing up poor is like. idk. this learned helplessness or defeatist attitude with money problems#like ohh itâs my bad I shouldâve had more savings to cover waiting an extra week or longer for my monthly check#and historically I just shut down and panic while doing nothing bc this is my biggest possible stressor to come across#but!!! being around rich people? Iâve learned they negotiate!! and demand to not be inconvenienced!!#my work was like ehh Iâm sorry too bad so sad about your check and I was like actually no#I explained how this impacts my ability to pay rent. my credit score. how they didnât inform me in time to stop bill autopay#and asked what their detailed plan is to fix this#and within an hour admin was scrambling. four different people emailed me apologizing for the mix up#and they worked it out with finance to get me a $2000 loan to get me by until the check hits#but I was like actually no. I wonât be paying interest on this because I shouldnât be penalized for your error#and so they GOT RID OF INTEREST#0% interest cash advance essentially that covers all my bills#I picked up the physical check for the 2k today so itâs legit thank god#I thanked everyone involved and remained extremely polite#and they said if thereâs any other questions you have please let us know#so I was like actually you know what lmao#I explained that Iâve incurred fees for overdrafts and returned items due to bill autopay that I couldnât cancel due to them informing me#basically the day of my check being late#and so I specifically said Iâve incurred $270 in fees at this point as a result of your error and I shouldnât be expected to pay this.#and!! they just said⌠okay!!! I just got an email that theyâve processed a secondary check for $270!!#so like?!?! what?!?! is this what life is like when you donât shy away from discussing money?!#im genuinely shocked. this is a life lesson. I never would have imagined this outcome#thank god I decided to not take it lying down
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I decided I will no longer be begging for people's very limited attention
#i am done being so desperate and bring the only one desperate#i know ive said this before and i always just crawl back because of just how lonely and broken i am#but im reallu done this time#like if im having a crisis i would rather either dealing with it alone or dying than to be abandoned mid convo a-fucking-gain#and don't get me wrong i do NOT blame anyone#no one deserves to have to put up with me#but just.... please stop lying to me#don't tell me youre not tired of me when you so clearly are#please#vent#this isn't targeted at anyone btw
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Naw cause Angel season 4 episode 4 âSlouching Toward Bethlehemâ has got to be the STUPIDEST episode ever produced, after the season 3 episode âProviderâ. This shit makes no damn sense. Not a single second of this episodes makes sense. I cannot comprehend what the hell I just watched.
#like Iâm sorry but Cordelia being able to fight like some seasoned warrior martial artist#without her memories#like itâs muscle memory or something#is such a joke#she couldnât even fight like that WITH her memories and now theyâre acting like she instinctually can fight as well as a slayer or vampire#please stop playing with me đ#and the way Angel is so one track minded and literally cannot comprehend anything thatâs going on around him without dramatically#yelling âcOrDELIAaAA!!!â#in everyoneâs face#this version of Angel had to be my least favourite version like I borderline hate him heâs so annoying#heâs all up on her for no fucking reason#Connor is all up on her for no fucking reason#this is the start of the worldâs most disgusting love triangle#Fred and Gunn are basically just maniquins standing there waiting to comfort Angel about how he canât have Cordelia#and to call Cordelia a waRrIor#everyone lying to everyone#Cordelia is whispering the entire episode#WHY IS SHE WHISPERING?#why is her voice like that?!?!#and Iâm sorry but Charisma Carpenter is a terrible dramatic actor#her acting in this episode is so cringey#the only part of this episode that is the least bit interesting and doesnât make me want to drown myself is Wes and Lilah#Iâm not even tagging this cause I donât want the ats defense squad to come for me#itâs just a personal rant for my personal blog
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about to be sooo nosy so. my apologies. but. morgan frost? girlfriend? do share (or donât! again this is so nosy iâm sorry)
for legal purposes i can neither confirm nor deny anything about morgan and his girlfriend but afaik i think heâs single right now? at one point (within the past four years đ) he did for sure have a girlfriend and that is the extent of my wag knowledge
#anon PLEASE i am the nosiest person in the world i understand i want to know everything. ever. however#because i have no evidence and donât want to spread unfounded rumors i will state for the jury i am not a gossip blog#& anything i say should be taken with a grain of salt. or a vsco deep dive & also maybe a dig into the flyers media archives. wrt UNfounded#but i will gossip in your dms because itâs a vital method of communication and important for community building.#also iâm like 95% sure i just osmosed the fact that morgan and his girlfriend broke up sometime earlier in the hockey season from someone#else (probably flyerskay) and accepted it at face value like absolutely iâd trust kay with my life. she would never lie to me and therefore#i canât be lying to you. i canât remember morganâs gfâs name tho but i can like. vividly remember her artsy possessive vsco photos đ help#that man posts more about tom petty than he does anyone else in his life besides joel so really how would we know if hes posted her less#the answer is we wouldnât and i want to say her name is katie SO bad but i know thatâs tysonâs gf itâs like. victoria or stacie or somethin#& i want to see if SHE deleted all her vsco pictures of him bc thatâs how weâd know they broke up. frosty stop following so many girls#i want to try and find her and see (sheâs a model and she was public and had her vsco linked so all of this is public info btw.)#ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA OANDJRIWNDHOWHDB IT IS 1:38 AM AND I HAVE JUST MANAGED. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD ANON HOLD ON#BUCKLE YOURSELF THE FUCK IN FOR AN ANSWER YOU DID NOT ASK FOR BECAUSE THIS IS A R I D E AND I NEED TO YELL ABOUT IT I CANâT MY GOD I CANNOT#B R E A T H E iâm about to start crying again but the backstory is that. i have had a fic that i have been working on for literal years.#my version history says March 15 2021 and it started in my notes app about 3000 words before that and itâs based off of a tweet i thought#calla had quoted and just said âJoelâ about but in my notes i never#saved the actual tweet and many times throughout the years i have gone back and advanced searched every version of joel and joelle and bee#and behavior on callaâs blog that i could possibly think of and just assumed like. it mustâve gotten deleted or the account suspended and i#could never remember the wording well enough to just google it but believe me i tried and put in every variation. never found it in 4 years#i try periodically. fast forward to about twenty minutes ago i am looking through kayâs twitter and searching vsco because i SWEAR she has#the picture of frostyâs gfâs fingernail marks in the back of frostyâs shoulders i am talking about / I canât find her vsco linked anywhere#but iâm like ok. search up a couple other things and think about who might have it and on a WHIM look up vsco in ash notthequiettypeâs acct#no results okay whatever i think about what else could maybe pull it up for me so I have SOMETHING for you. I search frosty. I scroll. GUES#WHAT I FUCKING FIND FROM NOVEMBER 13TH 2020 it is THE FANTASTIC TWEET THAT SPAWNED 16K OF NOTES & FIC & A SPREADSHEET OF JOELâS CLASSES#AND I NEVER WOULDâVE FOUND IT AGAIN IF NOT FOR THIS!!! LOSING IT!!! by it I mean my mind and my sleep schedule!!! itâs 2AM now good night!!#liv in the replies#morgan frost#philadephia flyers
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I just finished watching S2E13 The Stan Who Came To Dinner, and there's a scene I didn't remember before in which Stan asks for Dorothy's forgiveness for all the times he cheated on her, because he wants to face his operation with a clear conscience. Which is,, yikes, of course, but also not the thing I want to talk about right now.
What surprised me is that Dorothy seems to be shocked at his revelations? It seems like she really didn't know about Stan's infidelity? I mean, the whole dialogue begins with her saying:
"I've already forgiven you for that, Stanley. Besides, in the grand scheme of things, it's not bad to wait 38 years to make your first big mistake."
I initially thought his mistake was divorcing Dorothy (since his line before this one is 'I love you, Dorothy. That sounds crazy because I walked out on you, but it's true.' ), but then he admits that the divorce wasn't his first mistake, because he's cheated on Dorothy before -- and she seems genuinely taken aback:
"I cannot believe this. I cannot believe that I am hearing this. I always assumed something like this could happen, but..."
And this was so strange to me, because I always sort of assumed she did know. She even caught him one time! In S7E8-9 The Monkey Show, she recounts this episode about Stan:
"[...] I rehearsed my speech and I made arrangements to meet him at a coffee shop. I got there five minutes early and caught him necking with a waitress."
So... she does know (of at least one time)? But then, why didn't she say anything?
I feel like there's three possible answers:
She really doesn't know. She thought the incident with the waitress was a one-time occurrence, and she's believed him all throughout their marriage when he said he was 'going at a convention' or 'working late' or whatever excuse he used to cover his actions.
She's lying to him in the S2E13 scene -- and she's lied to him all throughout their marriage. She does know about his affairs, and never confronted him because she wanted to keep their marriage and their family together more than she hated his guts; she didn't want to rock the boat, so to say. What shocks her in the S2E13 scene is that he's admitting this stuff out loud, with plenty of details.
She lied to herself all throughout their marriage. As trustful of him as Dorothy can be (and as trustful of him as she was in her youth, especially), she's also a smart cookie, and Stan's not really the sharpest tool in the shed. It's hard for me to believe that she never figured out that he was cheating on her, especially after catching him with that waitress; it's easier to think that she forced herself to believe his gaslighting, as part of her efforts to be a good wife to him. When Stan (sort of...) comes clean, she's shocked because it's sinking in, in real time, that she was right.
I'm not sure which option is more likely; I feel like it's probably a mix of the three. At the beginning of their marriage she likely didn't think it possible and believed everything he told her; once she caught him with the waitress, she had a sort of transition phase where she tried to believe he was faithful to her even though she knew the truth, deep down, and then by the end of her marriage she was over it, and simply chose not to let him have it. She's shocked in S2E13 because she can't believe he's admitting this stuff out loud, but she doesn't seem as shocked (and angry) as she would be if she was just finding it out in the moment, imho.
I also feel like her knowing about his infidelity doesn't change the meaning of the first mistake line, because, well... he's always come back before. He's come back to hurt her again and again, but he has come back -- and then she gets a phone call, and suddenly, for the first time, he's not coming back anymore. It's the one time that's so devastatingly painful it eclipses everything that came before -- no wonder she counts it as his first mistake.
#it's 'thinking about dorothy's marriage' hours once again folks#ohh dorothy... oh honey.......#there is so much going on in this episode this is just a part of it. the mere fact that this sorry excuse for a man comes to her for help?#and then he proceeds to LIVE IN HER HOUSE for months?? being waited upon for his every request??#and then he has the gull to LIE TO HER and fake a relapse just to keep being waited upon?? he asks for her forgiveness for his cheating???#he TELLS HER HE LOVES HER??? bitch im going to murder you!!!! leave the woman alone!!!!!!#blanche and rose and sophia are really good in this one they *do not* let him catch a breath i'm so grateful for them#half their time is spent insulting stan and the other half supporting dorothy. perfect no notes#i only wish dorothy telling stan to 'grow up' and to stop relying on her had had any consequence... and instead#he kept bothering her until the very end like the parasite he is#i also wish blanche and rose had kept this energy for the whole 'dorothy remarries stan' thing but oh well#that answer 3 is hurting me so much... like the mere idea...#i can see her lying in her bed at night alone and trying to convince herself that surely. this time. he really is away on a work trip.#there's no way he's having another affair. he's working. he's providing for the family. surely this time he didn't lie#but deep down she knows. she knows he's with someone else. and it eats her up even worse because she pretends everything's fine#AGH dorothy!!!! girl you should have planted a knife between his eyes!!! im sure you would have gotten away with it!!!#i'll go back in time and do it for you if you won't do it!!! just PLEASE girl stop giving him the benefit of the doubt!!!!!#YOU DESERVE BETTER!!!!#the golden girls#dorothy zbornak
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