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hey clari!! i've totally not been stalkin your acc and totally did not see that there's a chance that you'd turn bmb into a novel??? i'm sorry, this is my first time writing to u but i love that series to DEATH i swear... i just love your work so much...🥺 do u think you'd ever actually publish it? cuz i'd be your FIRST order i pinky promise and i want you to know i fell head over HEELS for your bmb au. i am trying to find another author that fills the void bmb left ahh, ty for reading, love u<3
anon!!!! i love u!!!!!!!! ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ ) first of all HELLO it’s lovely to speak to you for the first time!!! <3 please do not apologize luvie you have nothing to be saying sorry for! i am happy to inform you that i DO still fully plan to publish bmb (under a different name of course; you’ll all be the first to know what it is as soon as it’s finalized!) at some point in the near-ish future!!
put the rest under a cut because i was beginning to ramble hehehe <3
my goal is to first publish my novella (which will be tag you’re it, smoothed out and spruced up with a bit of new, additional content—some supplementary scenes and of course a bunch of editing to make sure the WHOLE story flows nicely and how i want it to) and then to publish bmb after that. the reason why i’m doing it this way is because bmb needs a lot of work before it’s ready to be officially published. there’s a lot i want to add to it to make the story flow and unfold at a good pace, including additional scenes with the keigo character and additional scenes with the tomura character, just to name a few. there’s just a ton that still needs to be done with it as a whole, and it’s already such a massive story LMAO so i’m taking my time with that.
there’s also the issue of deciding whether or not i should make reader her own character (i plan to still keep most of her physical features completely ambiguous even if this is the case) or if i should try to keep it as a second person pov even tho barely anyone writes from second person. plus i have to change the colour of tomura’s eyes, change all of the characters names, format it in proper novel form, find a cover designer, etc etc etc there is still much work to be done but i can confirm that i still fully intend to publish it!!! <333
PLEASE anon you are so so sweet!!!! thank you for such beautiful words 🥺🥺🥺 i’m so flattered!!!! and so grateful to have you here with me <3 on the plus side, while you wait for an official publication of bmb, you will have the bmb christmas series sequel + a few bmb oneshots to tide you over!!! i plan to release at least the first part of my four part sequel series within the month of january—hopefully more than that, but i can guarantee that at the very least, the first part WILL be posted sometime this month.
thank you once again for such a wonderful message, anon!!! hearing your words made me so, so happy and i cannot tell you how much they—and you—mean to me <3 thank you from the bottom of my heart for sticking with me and continuing to read and support my work, i am so thankful to have you here!!
#what a lovely message to start off the new year with 🥺🥺🥺#i love u lots!!!!!!!!#please have a 2023 that is as radiant and beautiful as you are <3#and have an awesome day today!!!#stay safe and stay hydrated and stay warm!!!! <3#inky.bb#clari gets mail
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Lie
Pairing: businessman!eren jaeger x reader
Genre: angst
Tw: sad, no happy ending
Wc: 1.7k
Song rec: Lie by Nessa Barrett
November 10th, 2023
The yellow-hued leaves crinkled against your thickened boots as you strolled down the bustling streets of New York. Autumn here was quite beautiful, although you did prefer springtime, where the green and full trees glistened against the sun. The cold air tickles your face before your movements come to an abrupt halt. A tall man cowers above you, emerald green eyes sparkling as he profusely apologizes. You manage to give him a small smile and wave off the accidental mishap. It was rush hour after all. People have jobs and lives. You manage to get a better glimpse of him. His broad shoulders were covered in a black business suit, complimenting the loosely done bun that his brown locks were in. He seemed to be well established. You hoped to maybe, just maybe, bump into the handsome stranger once more.
November 13th, 2023
Heading home after another boring day at the office was a pain in the ass. You were not looking forward to being on the jam-packed trains. But here you were, waiting for the next train to take you home. Oh how good that sounds right now to just be snuggled in your warm bed. After about 5 minutes of watching rats crawl through the tracks, the loud train comes to a screeching halt as you begin to board. Grabbing onto the first railing you spot overhead, you notice a familiar loose bun in your peripheral view.
“Hey, you’re the guy that bumped into me the other day.” You laugh, as he turns to face you. Those damn emerald eyes catching your gaze, as his face heats up in a light shade of crimson.
Stand clear of the closing doors please.
What were the odds that you’d see him again? Maybe god answered your prayers? Who knows. What you do wish now though, is that you never encountered him. Ever again.
December 31st, 2023
A month goes by. A month of movie dates, sleepovers, late night calls, traveling to the inner depths of the city for pizza, before he decides to make things official. It was you and Eren against the world. He began opening up about how his family resided back home in Tokyo, a family that consisted of a stay at home mom, his adopted sister Mikasa, and his now deceased father.
The past month was a whirlwind to say the least. You fell hard and fast, along with Eren. He was charming, intelligent, humorous, and everything that you envisioned in a dream man. You could say that you were in love.
The music was booming, as the clock struck 11:00PM. Your friends sky rise apartment overlooked the city, and lucky for you all, you got a pretty kickass view of Times Square. You were radiant the whole night, excitedly chattering away and introducing Eren to all of your friends at the gathering. Everyone adored him, some even compared him to your last boyfriend, Levi, who ended up cheating on you with some bimbo you can’t even remember. Of course Eren knew about this. Conversations flowed so freely between the both of you, and as you explained the hurt and pain that Levi caused, Eren made a promise that you were his & he was yours. Forever.
The countdown began as a drunk Anderson Cooper and Andy Cohen graced the gigantic television screen in the living room. Everyone who was oh so casually buzzed, joins in obnoxiously.
5…you turn and meet with those emerald eyes, those eyes that caught your attention that fateful November day
4…the butterflies begin to swirl, or maybe it’s the alcohol
3…eren’s beautiful smile entrances you as he takes a step forward
2…a loose strand of hair falls from underneath the beanie that dawns his head
1…his soft pink lips trap in between yours as the party erupts with joy
What a way to ring in the New Year.
June 7th, 2024
8 months since you met your other half, or so you thought. Everything happened so quickly, and maybe that’s why you both were reaching a slow burn now. It’s been weeks since he last grazed your skin. Weeks since you last felt his lips passionately overlapping yours. Now whenever he returns home, it’s nothing but a small exchange of,
“Not tonight love, I’m headed to bed. Work has been exhausting.”
The sudden disruption in your relationship was all too familiar. You dealt with this once before. He wouldn’t cheat right? Eren was one of the chairmen for a well-known party company, and it was summer which was the peak for their business. You sigh as you pour a glass of wine and linger around the living room for a moment, contemplating what your next move should be. Grabbing your phone, you shoot a text to Eren’s sister, who you’ve only communicated with via. FaceTime calls and texts.
Y/N: SOS
Mikasa: What’s going on? Just woke up
You forgot about the time gap that filled in between New York & Tokyo. Did you really want to bug Mikasa so early on in her day with this bullshit? Yes. Yes you did.
Y/N: Eren’s been acting off recently Mikasa: Explain further Y/N: He hasn’t really, done much with me in weeks. I’m not really a priority for him anymore. It’s strange how distant he’s become. Mikasa: Hmm…if it gives you peace of mind, maybe talk to him? Y/N: Alright, I’ll keep you updated xo
Did you truly want to talk to him? Of course, but you couldn’t shake off the gnawing feeling that was telling you to look through his phone. That was the one thing that would give you peace of mind. So that’s exactly what you decided to do. Eren’s light snores filled the shared bedroom that you once held countless passionate nights in for the past two months. Tip toeing ever so gently, you swipe his phone from the nightstand before returning to the living room.
❛The hardest pill to swallow,
Is knowing that tomorrow you’re not mine❜
Your blood runs cold as a singular tear leaves a trail of moisture and warmth down your cheek before nestling in between your quivering lips. There was another woman. You instantly knew you couldn’t compete. You shouldn’t have to. If he truly loved you, he wouldn’t go astray. Not like this. Her bare breasts graced the screen, along with her toothy smile, in one of the many pictures that were exchanged between them. Who was she? A co-worker? The stereotypical secretary sleeping around for a better position?
❛If I don’t get to have you,
Thank God our matching tattoos last for life❜
You glance down at your marked arm. In a whirlwind and drunken night out with Eren, you both decided to get matching tattoos. You remember the shocked expression that took over his face as you slurred the words ‘Let’s get tattoos’, but he agreed nonetheless. You both laughed and ran through the crowded nighttime streets of New York and headed into the tattoo parlor. As cheesy as it was, the tiny heart appears to taunt you as regret instantly clouds your mind. You knew that this wasn’t worth fighting for. What happened to him. The promise he made you. Why did he do this.
You continue to torture yourself as you scroll through more of their steamy message exchanges. The living room light emitting a faint buzzing sound as your salty tears gently tap onto the phone screen.
❛I know I can’t help,
If you meet someone else❜
Life was full of surprises. This being one of them. Although unpleasant, you knew you couldn’t control his emotions, as much as you had wanted to. The mascara dries along your reddened cheeks as you pour another glass of wine.
❛You can take her home,
She can get you high❜
You suddenly heard the heavy patter of feet behind you as you saw a picture of the two casually smoking together, Eren’s arms wrapped around the mystery girls waist with smiles plastered across their faces.
You knew Eren smoked every once in a while to help with his anxiety, and you could only assume that the two were at a party as a purple hue dawned their joyous faces.
“Y/N what are you doi-,” Eren stops dead in his tracks, hair messily displayed as he awakens from his slumber. He was caught. Red fucking handed. The tension could easily be cut with a knife as no words are spoken between the two of you. You can’t even look him in the eye as he takes a seat next to you. The fucking audacity of this man. “Listen, I can explain,” You tune him out, hearing nothing but muffled noise. You were in a daze.
❛You can hold her heart,
Even after you broke mine❜
The next few weeks were filled with Eren trying to win you over once again, only for him to be met with cold responses. Your friends were in the midst of trying to get you out of there. Why did your lovestruck ass have to sign a lease with him so quickly? Well, that’s all in the past now. If he wanted her, he can have her.
A bouquet of roses? You threw them in the trash.
A reservation to your favorite restaraunt? You didn’t bother to show.
Bringing back the daily routine you once had of him giving you a kiss and twirling you when he comes home from work? Eh, I don’t think so.
❛You can tell her that you love her,
As long as it’s a lie❜
The night when you first found everything on his phone, you saw the exchanges of ‘I love you’s’ between the pair, leaving a bitter taste in your mouth. You prayed silently it was just the lust talking, and he didn’t truly love her. But what difference would it make? The damage had already been done.
Eren was broken. He felt like his world came crashing down right before his very eyes. His heart shattered inch by inch with each attempt proving to be a failure in his aim to win you back.
July 2nd, 2024
Eren was speechless to come home with you nowhere in sight, was this just a bad dream? No. It couldn’t be. You had left. No goodbye, no note. Nothing. The apartment was cold & empty. He knew he lost you for good now. Was a quick fuck worth losing someone this important to him? His once green and dazzling eyes were now dark and gloomy, tears threatening to spill out at any given moment.
Your heart was broken in two as you sat in your new apartment, nestled in the heart of Manhattan. You wanted so badly to text Eren, but you knew in your heart, that you deserved better. Much better. Your phone vibrates beneath you.
"Shit." You hiss, forgetting to block his number.
Eren: Please, can we talk?
#angst#breakup#cheating#eren x reader#aot x reader#eren yaeger x reader#songfic#oneshot#eren yaeger imagine#eren yeager#fanfiction#eren jaeger#sad#eren x y/n#eren x you#eren
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• The 2023 Met Gala •
“Fashion’s biggest night of the year”
I’m in a bitchy mood, so let’s have a bitchy discussion about it.
Here goes nothing.. really though.
I wish I could be more enthusiastic but I haven’t cared about the Met Gala since 2015. Suddenly getting flashbacks of Rihanna in that spectacular Guo Pei number! The definition of iconic.
It’s 2023 and the name of the game is inclusivity. The Met Gala is the opposite of that when you really think about it, it’s one of the most exclusive events out there. The public gets a little red carpet show but we don’t get to see what really happens inside, what if it’s just a hotbed of absolute debauchery and we’re missing out? 😢
Doubtful seeing as Anna Wintour has had a stick up her ass since she came out of the womb and the whole purpose of the Met Gala is to raise money for various charities (Kind of a slay to be honest!)
Did any of the celebrities actually follow the theme this year? The answer is yes, for the most part. The theme of the met gala this year is ‘Karl Lagerfeld: A Line of Beauty’ obviously honoring the late, great designer, creative director, artist and photographer Karl Lagerfeld. Did you know he left £1.3 million to his beloved cat Choupette? How.. sweet?
I could get into why Karl Lagerfeld is thought of as an artistic visionary but I can’t be bothered and Google is free.
So let’s just get into my favorite picks of the night! I have to be honest there were many celebrities at this years Met Gala that I just couldn’t care less about and looking through each and every outfit was exhausting to say the least. Many were.. unremarkable.
Here we go—
1. Jared Leto dressed as Choupette, Karl’s beloved cat. The furries must be in heaven. The whole get-up made me laugh, the thing looks pretty realistic. I understand why people would want to join this mans cult. He’s hot and he’s got a good sense of humor. Fun. Great. Next..
2. Ava Max in custom Christian Siriano, she brought the drama I’ve desperately been craving. Also I’m a sucker for a beautiful headpiece. She looks positively radiant and angelic.
3. Dua Lipa in a white and black tweed ballgown from Chanel’s fall 1992 couture collection. “The girls that get it, get it and the girls that don’t, don’t.“ as they say. Every girl on the planet wants this dress in her closet.
4. Jenna Ortega in a custom Thom Browne ‘Wednesday’ inspired black corset dress. Outfits that lean more on the goth side tend to be incredibly cheesy looking or elegant and romantic, this dress is the latter.
(Honorable mentions: J.Lo, Kylie Jenner, Anne Hathaway, Madelyn Cline, Conan Gray, Vanessa Hudgens, Glenn Close, Lily Collins, Anitta, Brian Tyree Henry, Lila Moss, Anok Yai, Emily Ratajkowski) ..and Kim K, please try a different silhouette.. We get it! You’re curvy.
Writing is hard. Excuse my many grammatical and punctuation errors, I would try harder but I don’t want to.. Goodnight.
Ciao, bitches.
- The Sirens 🪷
#met gala#Met gala 2023#anna wintour#jenna ortega#Vogue#fundraising#Ava max#Jared Leto#dua lips#opinion#fashion blog#gowns#high fashion#haute couture#haute goth#siren of style#sirens#entertainment#fashion industry#it girl
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what are sone of your personal favourite romance books??? as in absolute favourite
No! No no no! You did not go there! You do realise this is a very biased list, right?! 😁 I don't mean biased because everyone has a different favourite, but because when we talk about romance as a genre, it means a different kind of book to everyone, still the genre is decided by publishers. Not only fantasy, contemporary, historical, and dark romance etc., but like one of my favourite romance books is not even romance! It's political fantasy with a romance subplot, still it belongs to romance, because for some unknown reason someone decided to market it like that.
Yes, Hot Keys, Bonnier Books ltd., I'm looking at you! 😅
Anyways, you asked, so you shall receive! 😁 Keep in mind, this is my personal opinion, they are not in order and my taste changes faster than you can blink, so I take no responsibility.
‘Heloise the book addict’ masterlist | Heloise’s map
Side note: I know I always add trigger warnings, but like I'm so damn tired, please check trigger warnings for yourselves this time here or here. I'm so sorry, but I honestly don't have the energy to go through them all.
So, let's begin;
The Folk of the Air series by Holly Black (The whole series which belongs to The Elfhame series by Holly Black, same world setting, different couple)
The Cruel Prince #1
The Lost Sisters #1.5
The Wicked King #2
The Queen of Nothing #3
How the King of Elfhame Learned to Hate Stories #3.5
In January 2023 comes out the companion duology of The Folk of the Air series, The Stolen Heir duology, with its first book, The Stolen Heir: A Novel of Elfhame which will then be part to The Elfhame series.
I am a complete and utter simp for Cardan. You can tell me how you didn't enjoy the book, how the romance was barely there or how it was too political. Nah, don't care. I love politics, I study business after all. I love fantasy, and it was fantasy and more. Romance? Wasn't there? We all have a different expectation when it comes to romance. I'm a character and romance focused reader and it was still simp-worthy for me. Everyone can judge for themselves, but I am a sucker for Cardan and Jude even if I'm still slightly mad at Jude. 😅 However, objectively speaking, it is a political fantasy and should not be marketed as fantasy romance, but because it is, it's now on my list.
Electric Idol by Katee Robert (Book #2 of Dark Olympus series. Kind of a stand-alone, but the books are somewhat linked.)
Other books in the Dark Olympus series include;
Book #0.5: Stone Heart [Medusa and Calypso]
Book #1: Neon Gods [Hades and Persephone]
Book #1.5: Hades and Hades [Hades and Persephone; a Patreon short story]
Book #2: Electric Idol [Eros and Psyche]
Book #2.5: Zeus and Hera; a Patreon short story
Book #3: Wicked Beauty [Achilles and Patroclus and Helen]
Book #4: Radiant Sin [Apollo and Cassandra]
Book #5: Cruel Seduction [Aphrodite and Hephaestus and Adonis and Pandora]
Book #6: Untitled [Charon and Orpheus and Eurydice]
Book #7: Untitled [Minotaur and Ariadne]
Book #8: Untitled [Poseidon and Icarus]
Book #9: Untitled [Hera and Zeus]
Book #10: Untitled [Hermes and ?]
The series is contracted for 7 books as of now but Katee said even if something happens, all 10 books that have been promised will be published. I might add, she said it because fans are going crazy over Zeus and Hera. I'd also like to add that once Zeus and Hera's story is out, you bet it will be on my list because I've been a sucker for those two since the very first book!
I'm a sucker for Eros and Psyche's relationship. He is a simp for him, but they start off along the lines of "I should hate you, but f*ck it, I can't" and I am here for it. It is very spicy, like the plot is pretty much just there in the background, but the characters themselves, the banter, the chemistry, the witty remarks make up for plot that's lacking a bit. Many people started this book off as "meh" only to come out simping. It'll make you swoon if you let it. 😅
The Unhoneymooners by Christina Lauren (Stand-alone)
It was a funny, witty, enemies to lovers but also not, but also yes, with a lot of swoon-worthy moments. I love this book, it honestly makes my little heart swell. 😁 It's one of those little books that has a plot, but doesn't require you to use your brain much. Just a simple little read. I'm still mad about the conflict though, it made me quite pissed off. 😅
The Summer King Bundle by Jennifer L. Armentrout (Book #3.5-3.7 of A Wicked Trilogy, consists of 3 novellas: The Prince #3.5, The King #3.6 and The Queen #3.7)
Wicked #1
Torn #2
Brave #3
The Summer King Bundle: #3.5-3.7
The Prince #3.5
The King #3.6
The Queen #3.7
The Summer King bundle is basically a collection of 3 novellas that follow a different couple, though it is heavily connected to the series. I liked the Wicked Trilogy, it was a good read, but The Summer King Bundle stole my heart. Caden and Brighton are just so sweet together, they gave me cavities. It's full of drama, so not a sweet little paranormal fantasy romance, but I loved it.
A Court of Thorns and Roses series by Sarah J. Maas (The whole series except ACOFAS; I still can't get over that one scene, makes my stomach churn)
A Court of Thorns and Roses #1
A Court of Mist and Fury #2
A Court of Wings and Ruin #3
A Court of Frost and Starlight #3.5
A Court of Silver Flames #4
This whole series made me so immersed, I finished the books in 5 days. 5 days when I was hella busy. I was reading like a maniac and only so many books can do that to me. Although Azriel's book didn't come out yet, I'm such a simp, that SJM could literally write the worst book about him and that book would still be on this list.
And last, but not at all least, the person who introduced me to paranormal/fantasy romance books back when I was 14!
J.R. Ward (I'm a sucker for this woman's writing! I own almost all of her books, except 3. But no, it shouldn't be read under 16 😅)
Black Dagger Brotherhood series
Black Dagger Legacy series
Black Dagger Brotherhood Prison Camp series
The Lair of the Wolven series
Fallen Angels series
Though my absolute favourites are—
Lover Eternal (Black Dagger Brotherhood #2)
Lover at Last (Black Dagger Brotherhood 11)
Blood Vow (Black Dagger Legacy #2)
Blood Fury (Black Dagger Legacy #3)
She writes paranormal fantasy romance with male leads that make you swoon. She writes diverse characters, back stories, personalities and her whole writing is brilliant. I know I'm biased, but she is amazing! Each story is about a different couple, but the books are interconnected so they have to be read in a reading order which you can find here.
Well, that would be all for now. My brain is not functioning well. I hope you'll find something you like <3
#Heloise's inbox#heloise reads#heloise the book addict#jr ward#holly black#sarah j maas#christina lauren#jennifer l armentrout#katee robert#acotar#the folk of the air#the cruel prince#black dagger brotherhood#a court of thorns and roses#the unhoneymooners#the wicked trilogy#bookish#books#reading#bookblr#booktok#bookstagram#booktwt
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Defying Death
Pairing: Thor x reader
Warning: Death, Sadness, Sad Thor, Endgame... Happy ending, fluff, the ending we all DESERVED.
Request: hi love! i was wondering if i could get a reader x thor? maybe during endgame the reader is horribly injured when she fights thanos alongside thor, steve, and tony. so everyone is happy when it ends except reader is dying alongside tony. lots of angst? maybeeee a happier ending? tysm!
A/N: Anything for you, cute thing! I apologize for how late this is, it's currently test week at school... Hope you like it! And, I added a little Irondad :)
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You looked out to the endless amount of monstrous beings that lined up before you. The clouds were almost black and roaring with thunder, clearly the act of your lover, Thor.
These last 5 years have been rough for the two of you, but you managed to keep him alive until today. The 5th year was the best year, where he asked you to move in with him, resulting in many happy days- much like the ones Tony found with Pepper, till, of course, it was time to fight again.
You stood beside the 3 men who were with you through it all from the beginning. All the way from 2012 to 2023, the final battle against the mad titan. There was a time when you were the only female in the big 4, also when you and Natasha were the only female Avengers. The team has come a long way since then. You were more than proud.
"Let's kill him properly this time." With Thor's words as a command to spring into action, you opened your arms as your eyes burned white and kinetic energy formed around your fingers.
Then the fight began. It was a god, genius, super soldier and an enhanced against Thanos. It would've seemed like an impossible battle, but Thanos made it surprisingly hard.
You saw the other Avengers fighting for their lives in the corners of your eyes, making you even more infuriated. Who was he to take away so much as 5 years from those individuals? The anger fueled your powers, helping you create a glowing dome of blinding white energy, ribbons of silky white smoke burning Thanos to his death.
Thor, Steve, and Tony watched entranced as you levitated, white smokey energy flowing around you. The light became more and more intense, and your eyes glowed an alarmingly bright shade of white. Everything around them turned white, nothing else visible.
Just when it seemed like you might actually do this, you were blown away meters and meters away from bombs raining down on the battleground.
But you still stood back up, even though you were severely weakened. You saw the three men you loved with your life, especially a certain Norse god, all fighting with their lives. The spaceship of raining bombs was taken care of by Carol Danvers, but all you could see was Thanos holding Stormbreaker against Thor's chest.
"Thanos!" You ignored your aching shoulder, flying over to where Thanos held your love's weapon against himself. You used up all the energy you could muster at that moment, shooting Thanos many feet away with a blast. His head crashed onto his own weapon, creating a gash at Thanos' forehead.
"Thor." You almost fell into his chest, hand flying up to your shoulder at the sharp pain. "I love you. Just in case-" You groaned and looked up at him with your usual colored eyes.
"Do not say that, my dove. We will defeat him." His eyes swirled with worry, you were so strong, he had never seen you so weakened. He placed a soft kiss on your lips, seeing the army of female superheroes come together. "You should be there." He said before he popped your shoulder back into place, so quick that you didn't even notice. "I love you too." He whispered, watching you fly over to the gathered females.
The next was just fighting. A never-ending wave of disgusting creatures who chose to side with Thanos. It was unknown how long you'd gone for until many of the superheroes drifted away and started surrounding Thanos. You understood what was happening immediately. He was about to get the stones.
"We need backup!" A frightened voice yelled into your comms, from the sound of it, possibly Ant-man or Spider-man.
“I’ll be there.” You breathed into your comms whilst round-house kicking the shit out of a monster charging at you.
Then you took off again, the white fog-like smoke you left behind choking all the aliens near.
“No, My dove. You are injured-“ Thor tried to sound calm for you, but you weren’t having it. His voice sounded raspy, and he went out cold before he could finish his sentence. Your heart ached, the pain harnessing your powers even more.
You landed right in front of Thanos, where he stood with all the stones in that god-awful gold glove. Every other Avenger was passed out, knocked into the other life by the stones Thanos used ever so nastily.
“You are no match for me.” Thanos almost laughed, seeing a tiny human being standing up to him, chest heaving from the hours of fighting, bruises visible on your cheek and arms from earlier.
“Let’s see about that.” You gritted your teeth, eyes glowing snow white once again. He took a step back, a huge mistake. He was actually scared of you. Now he had no more bombs to rain. But he looked to his stones, and a grin grew on his disgusting face. You couldn’t stand it.
A massive ball of kinetic energy formed between your hands, you thrust it down onto the ground, and the energy ripples through the ground to land a strong whirl of force into Thanos.
He falls on his knees but gets up once again, the power stone glowing violet. Your eyes narrowed as if to challenge him, daring him to use that stone on you. You’d tear it to pieces.
A sharp blade appeared in your hand, glowing much like your eyes, crackling with sparks as you threw one after the other at him, two piercing through his abdomen.
"Ooh, ouch. That looks bad." You cringed but didn't quit launching the blades.
He groaned agonizingly, now using three stones to oppress you. He actually got the upper hand this time, pinning you to the stack of burnt steel as he tried to force the air out of your lungs.
You placed your hand on his glove, trying as best as you could to destroy the damn thing. But oh, your bones were screaming. So much pressure and you couldn’t move against the hold he had on you.
You closed your eyes in pain, but you pushed through it ending up in an explosion of energy directly from you. It blew Thanos back from the force, smokey traces of white lingering in the air. You tried to catch your breath, hand trembling against the broken metal.
You held yourself up right, collecting every ounce of energy you had left. You felt the energy draining from your veins, but you continued. Until all the energy pent up blew up into an extreme explosion on Thanos. It would’ve looked beautiful, if not given the circumstances.
You fell on all fours, unable to detect Thanos’ loyal follower creeping up to you with his dying breath. You were too drained, slipping in and out of consciousness when he stabbed a dagger into your back.
Your eyes shot open with fear and pain, a small dagger like this would’ve been nothing to you if you were your usual self. But the cut was lethal to the state you were in. You couldn’t do anything as you watched Tony snap his fingers, successfully defeating Thanos- but killing himself at the same time.
You curled up near the burnt leftover of the great building, internally smiling at your lover, who was alive. Thor ran up to you immediately as he woke up, his eyes clearly showing fear.
“My dove. No, no, no, no no.” Your eyelids fell from the sad look on his face, you knew deep down inside that you’d have to leave him now.
“We need a medic- we, I, Y/N.” He was panicked. His weapons were cast aside somewhere unknown, he just crouched next to you with nothing but himself. He reached his calloused hand up to your cheek, his thumb smoothing the tears you didn’t know had fallen.
You could only see him and his radiant blue eyes, watery with tears. You could only feel him and his touch, the soft skin of his lips on yours as he kissed you for the last time. He didn’t want to admit it, you could see that in his eyes. He still hoped that you might make it. You cried from his innocence, he didn’t deserve for everyone to die. He didn’t deserve any of this.
“You can’t leave me, My dove. We were going to- get married, and, forget all of this superhero- thing.” His voice cracked as he remembered the diamond ring that sat in the drawer of your shared house, he thought he’d propose to you next month. But time, it’s always so cruel.
“I love you, Thor. Live. You know I’ll always love you, my darling.” Your voice was strained and hoarse, barely a whisper, but he heard you.
“I love you too.” He held you in his lap, caressing your hair, trying not to rip planet Earth into halves as he watched the light in your eyes fade. His skin grew goosebumps and he felt his heart crash as his breathing became erratic.
“Y/N? My love. No, you can’t. No, no, please.” He couldn’t help it anymore, storms of thunder raised hell in the sky, yelling out in pain. So much pain. He sobbed into your limp body, his shoulders shaking uncontrollably as the others watched with broken hearts.
Two Avengers, dead, and their lovers’ reactions were the exact opposite, aside from the one thing both had in common.
They were both broken.
—
“My god, Y/N.” You were suddenly at a peaceful looking beach, the ocean waves crashing against each other. Tony, you recognized, styled in all-white clothing walked up to you.
“Tony.” You smiled, the bright place made you feel euphoric. It felt so freeing. You embraced Tony in a hug, it felt strange, as if you had no physical body, but you didn’t feel the need to question it.
“We’re dead, murder princess,” Tony said bluntly, grinning out into the ocean.
“Jeez, really? I hadn’t noticed.” You raised your brow at his longtime nickname for you, until you were interrupted by a clearing of a throat.
You looked behind you, and there she was. Queen Frigga. She looked stunning as she did when you first met her, standing on the sand poised and elegance radiating off of her.
“Queen Frigga.” You stood up, Tony following.
“Y/N. Welcome to Valhalla. But, not quite yet. You will be accepted in as soon as you are officially gone. Ancient rules, you understand.” She spoke quickly, her hands fidgety as she explained. “There’s still a chance for you to return to him. And you, Tony. Just trust me, say yes and I will perform it immediately. But I’m afraid we don’t have much time to waste.”
“Yes.” You and Tony said in unison, both thinking about the loved ones you left behind.
“I hoped you’d say that. Tell Thor that I love him.” Frigga rubbed your arm warmly, taking a few steps back before giving a gentle flick into the air.
—
“Ugh!” You no longer felt at peace, or euphoric, or all that crap. Your head was banging and the pain in your ribs was agonizing. You found yourself back, alive, onto the battleground. You noticed Thor holding you tightly, still crying into your hair.
“Thor- Thor.” You grabbed his shoulders and pushed yourself away to look at him. His eyes grew wide enough that his eyes could've popped out, a relieved laugh escaping his lips with a choke.
“Your mother sends her love.” Your tears of happiness created streaks on your scarred skin, dripping onto the ashy ground. Thor wasted no time as he crashed his lips onto yours once again. The warmth of his touch burned your heart with real euphoria.
The team all celebrated with tears and laughter as you and Tony came back alive, after almost giving everyone a heart attack. Every single Avenger stood circling you and Tony, hugging and crying into each other. Thor held you on his lap, caressing your back sweetly as you conversed with Natasha, your longtime best friend.
Tony was being caged in by Peter's embrace, chuckling brightly at his reaction. Tony was basically Peter's father, everyone knew that.
"Mr. Stark, oh god... I thought-"
"It's okay, kid. I'm here"
"Y/N?" Thor raised his hand up to hold your chin softly, his eyes boring into yours.
"Yes?"
"I love you."
"I love you too."
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