#please feel free to reblog WITHOUT sending me an ask
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
gif pack maker question game! đ
I've seen a few of these float around for gif/edit makers and some questions apply to us, but I figured I'd make one specifically for gif pack makers! Feel free to send me some or just reblog and get some questions asked yourself! If you think of any other good questions, leave them in the replies and I'll try to add them in the future!
What is your favorite gif pack to date?
Which FC have you made the most gifs of?
What is the largest pack you've ever made?
What is the smallest pack you've ever made?
Who is your favorite gif pack maker? If that's too hard, top 3!
Which gif pack do you think is underrated (should have gotten more attention)?
Which gif pack are you close to deleting?
Have you ever deleted a gif pack?
How did you get started making gif packs?
Post your favorite gif of one of your current projects (or one from each!)
What scenes are the worst to color?
Which scenes are your favorite to color?
What was the worst show you've had to color?
Which show had the best lighting/was the easiest for you to cover?
Would you ever remake a gif pack? If so, which one(s)?
Would you ever do a gif pack collab? (ie, you split a season or movie of the same fc and gif half)
Which gifs do you think are ESSENTIAL for a pack?
Which gifs do you think should never leave the cutting room floor?
Do you have any current projects you want to talk about?
What are you most looking forward to gifing this year? Any upcoming movies or shows?
Do you usually gif a whole pack at once, or split up packs across various days (or weeks, or months... or years...)
What is your favorite expression to gif? Smiles, laughs, incredulous looks, etc
What FC do you wish had more footage for you to gif?
Which gif pack do you regret making? Why?
Any pet peeves when it comes to gifing?
Frames to Layers or Screencaps? Or do you use a different import method?
Frames or Video timeline?
Watermarks or no watermarks? Any reason why?
What is your favorite or standard gif size for packs? Any particular reason why?
Do you save your psds? If so, do you save one per scene and edit it or do you save one for each gif?
Do you save your .gif files after posting them?
What is a gif pack you've seen recently that you think deserves praise?
Are you someone who likes to take suggestions or do you just gif what you feel inspired to make?
Black and white gifs. Worth it?
Free choice! Ask whatever you'd like!
#rpc#rpt#rph#gpntalk#gif pack#if this ends up clogging the gif pack tag tho lmk and I'll remove the tag!#please feel free to reblog WITHOUT sending me an ask#but if you reblog from someone else please do try to send one to them!
60 notes
¡
View notes
Text
f1 racer | psh.
part one
pairings: park sunghoon x reader
synopsis: f1 racer park sunghoon is the ace of their team until he got into a terrible accident causing of his sudden hiatus. the incident injured his shoulder and affected his mental health. you are hired by his mother to help him get through this tough times as you are one of the best psychiatrist in town. he hated the idea of being vulnerable so instinctively, he hates you. he hates how you try to get into his head for him to open up and he hates his parents for meddling with his life like heâs a kid. but he couldnât deny that you are exceptionally beautiful and he canât help his cock from twitching just by imagining pushing you down on your office table, fucking you deep and hard until you canât think straight anymore.
wc: 14k
warnings: mdni. smut with slight plot, lots of dirty talking, degrading, corruption kink, minors dni, p into v raw (please always use protection), dom sunghoon, slight rough sex, reader experiencing sexual harassment. IF YOU DONâT LIKE ANY OF THIS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SCROLL AWAY.
note: i have no right and enough knowledge with medical terms so disregard my claims as it came from my imagination to fit my plot. iâm new with writing smuts so please donât give rude comments. i am still learning. also please send me asks and reblog my work. it will help a lot. thank you so much!
slutofpsh 2024 Š all right reserved.
âFamous ace racer of the team (f1 team) reportedly caught on an accident last night. Medics who said to arrive at the scene says that he was in a bad condition...â the voice of the news reporter serves as your background music as youâre busy putting coffee on your brewing machine.
It was yet another busy monday for you. One of your colleagues gave you a ring moments ago just to ask you for a favor to fill in for her. Youâre suppose to go at the hospital after lunch, but that plan was thrown far out the window.
Being someone who needs to pay expensive rent and lots of bills, you accepted it in exchange of receiving her full payment for these sessions.
People around you always says how workaholic you are and that you should at least learn to loosen up, have fun, date and have sex. Youâll be lying if you say those thoughts didnât popped inside your mind once in a while, but you knew you have bigger responsibilities at the moment.
Maybe youâll do all that once youâre a little bit more stable in life. Right now, its not the case so you have to go work.
The drive to the hospital youâre currently working at was short. Multiple vans of tv media reporters blocked the parking lot, putting you off into a slightly foul mood. You groaned and tried your best to find a good spot without scratching any of the vehicles around.
âWhat in the world is happening...â you softly mumbled, clueless.
After finally making it inside alive, you saw your secretary arriving just on time. She smiles and wave at the sight of you and head towards the elevator together. The sight of the security pushing the reporters out caught your attention before the door of the lift shuts completely.
âWah, media these days are scary. How can celebrities stand them?â your secretary commented, probably annoyed by all the chaos at the lobby.
âYeah, theyâre basically getting crazy down there.â
She nods, agreeing.
âI canât blame them. One of the biggest personality in our country got into an accident last night so theyâre probably trying to get a scoop of information as much as they can.â she continuously fills you in.
Your head nods slowly, not totally interested about the âone of the biggest personalityâ being mentioned. This hospital is pretty much located at the center of the big city and famous people often comes here. It isnât a big deal anymore for you.
Besides, you're more interested on how you will make more money rather than be nosy of whoâs confined at your hospital. The last thing you would want is to get involve with a big personality.
The day went on smoothly, met up with the clients scheduled for today. You started packing up after your last session, it was around 4pm. This is why you like to be busy, because its more convenient for you. Days pass by quickly and youâre off to your home even before you know it.
Three knocks from the door to your office is what snapped you back to reality. Your white coat hangs slightly loose over one of your shoulder as youâre about to take it off. The possiblity of that person knocking to be your secretary is low, since she usually alert you through the intercom that she will come in before knocking.
After taking off your coat, your eyes are still darted at the direction of your office door.
âCome in.â you softly stated and you heard the sound of the knob moving.
âI heard from the lobby that you are here so I thought I should make a visit.â his professional tone, yet a little softer rings to your head.
Your eyes grow a little out of surprise then you bowed your head for greeting. His eyes scanned you shortly before it moves around your cozy office. He already made multiple compliments on how your office just feels so warm and comforting.
Thatâs exactly the vibe you wanted to give off when you personally chose the furnitures and design for this room. Since youâre a psychiatrist who focused on patients who experienced traumatic incidents in their life, you donât want the location of your sessions to have the impression of a workplace. Patients usually go here to meet you for sessions and their peace of mind and comfort is what you prioritize the most.
âOh, thank you...â you flash him an awkward smile, hands rests at both of your sides.
It isnât a surprise that your director paid you a visit for today. He always does that in order to keep on check with his employees. You appreciate it, truly. It's just heâs a little too friendly towards you. Sometimes it makes you uncomfy and afraid that other doctors may misunderstood things.
âAnyway, you must had a long day.â he took steps closer and when youâre reachable, he stretches an arm over you. His hand rests at your shoulder and he clapped on it gently before sliding it down your arm to caress it.
It sent shivers through your spine and you didnât like it one bit. Unfortunately, you have no choice but to live through it for now. As heâs very powerful and one bad word from him and you can kiss your job goodbye. Thatâs the last thing you want.
âI should leave you.â he says in a low voice while eyes roams around your face.
You hated every second of it, but you didnât say anything. He smiles and you flashed him one as well. He raised his hand and lightly pinched your cheeks once before exiting himself from your office.
Finally out of your sight, you manage to sigh heavily. You've been holding your breath ever since he entered your office. Itâs slightly making you feel bad, but you feel like he will take advantage of you sooner or later. The feeling of uneasiness are very evident whenever heâs around you.
Itâs bad to judge people easily, but thatâs mainly it is. Youâve spent years studying and understanding humanâs way of thinking. Resulting for your instincts around them to be heavily accurate most of the time.
And your instinct are setting off negatively with your director. The only solution you can think of is to quit this job after you have enough money to build your own small clinic.
In order to have that, you have to work extra hard. For your dream and for your peace of mind.
You finished packing your things and left your floor. While inside the elevator, it stops at a certain floor. You unconsciously moved towards the side giving whoever it is a space for the lift. When the door opened, a beautiful woman wearing black sexy dress steps in.
She seems surprised to see that thereâs somebody inside and so her teary eyes grew a bit big. Avoiding to make the atmosphere even more awkward, you bowed and flashed her a warm smile. She nods and glanced away.
Based on how she carry and dress herself, you can tell that her line of work may have something to do with her face. Model? Thatâs one of your guesses.
By the short eye contact with her teary eyes, you catch a glimpse of guilt and small regret filling them. And also greed thatâs trying to push them all at the back of her mind.
You tried to shove these thoughts off of your mind as youâre practically done with work. Even if you cannot help trying to read peopleâs personality base on first impression, you have strict rules of avoiding it once shift is over.
Youâre the first one to leave the lift as you get off at the lobby where you entered this morning. Ignoring her eyes watching you closely as you walk off without sparing her any glance.
It was a long day for you and the last thing you want is to get involve with some drama. Obviously, sheâs going through something. But whatâs new to that? Everyone in this world is going through things. We just really have to keep it altogether and wait until things gets better for us.
It's been months and you put your focus on making money. Working really hard, filling in for your colleagues and also attending your own session. It was a routine you got used to, world revolving between home and to the hospital.
âThere she is,â you bowed politely as you enter the office of your head doctor for the psychiatric ward.
Three heads snapped at your direction as you approach closer and the two of them are completely unfamiliar for you. By the way they dress, you can already tell that theyâre important people. The type of people who reeks of money and connections.
âMr and Mrs. Park, this is Doctor (surname).â your director introduced you to them. Even if youâre a little confused, you gave them a polite bow before sitting down at the chair in front of them.
âSheâs the most recommended psychiatrist in our hospital and I really think sheâs the one who can help your son.â the director added that made you realized that the two people in front are potention source of income.
With a warm welcoming smile, you pay close attention to the two of them to give good impression. Mr. Park have a serious look on his face, just a small smile from earlier and thatâs all. Just by the looks of it, heâs a very reserved man. He seem to know the power he holds and so you guess he isnât someone very friendly. Doesnât really try hard to please other people.
Mrs. Park is elegant. The perfect epitome of graceful partner of somebody who holds so much power. She is very pretty as well, her smiles gives you the impression that sheâs very family oriented.
âTheir son needs assistance as he got involve with an accident months ago.â your head doctor tried to fill you up and instantly, you are on your professional mode.
With a nod, you smoothly fished your pen placed at the small pocket of your white gown then grabbed a paper not far away from you.
âHmm, may I ask you guys a few questions?â
Mr. and Mrs. Parkâs a little caught off-guard at how straightforward you are so they glanced over the head doctor. She quickly flashed them assuring smile.
âGo ahead, Iâm sure Doctor (surname) perfectly knows what to do.â she added and with her words, they seem to let their guards down slightly.
âYes, Doctor.â Mrs. Park says.
You smiled, âDoes the patient personally asked to seek for professional help?â
Its a key point to know for you to know what kind of approach you need to utilize for this particular patient.
âNo. Actually, he refused to see doctors and deny his need of it, claiming heâs perfectly fine. But me and his Father really wants him to atleast try.â the look on her eyes flashes genuine care and concern for her son.
âThatâs totally okay, Mrs. Park. Sometimes, people who underwent accidents tries to deny that something changed within them when in reality there is. May I ask any behavioral changes within the patient, if there any?â and you continued jotting down on your paper.
Mr. Park silently watched how well youâre dealing with them. You looked so young, maybe around the age of their son and yet this is how professionally you handle things. His tensed shoulder relaxed a bit, realizing that they did the right choice of coming here.
âYes...â Mrs. Park pursed her lips, blinks a couple of times trying not to get emotional just by the thought of her son.
âHe shuts people out, doesnât communicate with anybody and he gets pissed or annoyed so easily.â she sighs, eyes getting teary. âI mean, he doesnât really have the best patience even prior to the accident but heâs just oddly cranky.â
You nodded your head and just proceeds on writing them down. This isnât the first time you encountered patients that have the same personality with their son. This is what happens when someone had an accident that affected their life. They can be undergoing through post traumatic depression which is pretty serious as it can be dangerous.
âCan I schedule his sessions?â
They looked relieved at your question, happy that you agreed to take their son. Mrs. Park nodded her head and you continued on discussing them through the process of the sessions, letting them the available slots they can arrange for their son.
Normally, you would take patients to meet patients two times a week but they demand for a three meetings per week. You are a little hesitant about it because that only means you have to put him on Fridays as well. It's your day off.
âPlease, Doctor. We will pay extra for the friday sessions.â and there it is. They offered you what you couldnât decline the most.
Oh how nice could it be to have so much money. After finally settling with the Parks, you managed to agree on the schedules and they thanked you. They told you that they really hope you can help their son. You havenât met him yet and one rule with doctors is you couldnât give them false hope, but you shouldnât give them the impression of failing as well.
âI will do my best.â and you bowed.
You parted ways with them and you went straight to your shared room with your colleague, also a good friend of yours. The moment you stepped in, you can feel her piercing and curious eyes following you.
âSo did you accept it?â your head cranes over to the side to glance at Hana. Sheâs still wearing her white coat while she rest her back at the swivel chair. As far as you remember, her shift is over already. Why sheâs still here is a big mystery for you.
âYes. Itâs a good offer.â you gave her a short shoulder shrug.
She sighs and watch how you took off your white coat then hangs it on your chair. Obviously, you are clueless of the situation you just got yourself into. She hates how workaholic you are and how youâre one of the best psychiatrist in the hospital. Mainly why youâre at the top list of the recommended doctors.
Not that she envy you or anything. She genuinely cares for you and sheâs worried of how youâre overworking yourself. Not to mention youâll be having someone very important as your client.
âDo you know whoâs going to be your patient?â her tone sounded challenging, arms crossing as she waits for your answer.
You nod your head, eye glancing at the folder laid beside your keyboard. It was handed by your secretary while you discuss something with the head doctor. She reminded you to do a good job as accepting the Parkâs can either do good or bad for you.
âYes. Mr. Park Sunghoon.â you said in a monotonous tone.
She rolls her eyes, âHeâs not just Park Sunghoon, y/n.â she sighs and tilts her head. âHeâs the ace driver of a famour F1 team. The young bachelor who got into a terrible accident three months ago.â
That clearly rings a bell. You can remember how some of the hospital staffs are going crazy for such individual. F1 racers are truly a big thing for your country, but youâre never interested towards it so donât have any clue who they are.
Youâve always thought that those type of sport are just out of your league. If he manages to drive for the whole country with extremely expensive cars just indicates how wealthy their family is. Sounds like so much drama for you. Not totally your cup of tea, all you want is the good pay.
âDonât worry, I can handle.â you assured her.
âI know youâre good with your job, y/n and I have no doubt with your skills.â she starts that slightly moved you. She rarely talks like this and to hear it right now means sheâs really serious about it.
âHeâs known for being very stubborn. If heâs already like that before the accident, imagine how he can be much worst after it. I heard heâs refusing to do rehab for his shoulder and to drive again for his team.â
You are dumbfounded for the new informations coming from your friend. When his parents seeked for your help, you already knew that it is serious. But not like this. Heâs refusing to drive again?
ây/n?â your friend tries to snap you back to reality.
You let out a sigh and flashes another smile for her. âDid you forget? Iâm good with stubborn people. I've been dealing with them ever since I graduated from the University.â you tried to joke on it.
She pouts her lips and heaved a sigh, thinking that maybe she really is just overthinking things. She nods.
âWell, you are right. And besides, heâs dead gorgeous.â then she sent you a wink. You scoffed and rolled your eyes.
âYouâre unbelievable.â
But it seems like she was not kidding when she said that Park Sunghoon is very hard headed. You think little of it not until you came face to face with the handsome racer.
His visuals are ethereal. No words can perfectly describe how breathtaking he is up in person. Of course, after your friend had informed you that he is handsome, you made research. Trying to just familiarize yourself with your newly acquired client.
It wasnât hard to find something about him through the internet as heâs very famous. Skin so white and flawless, hair pitch black along with his thick brows and long eyelashes that perfectly decorates around his beautiful eyes. His eyes are slightly cold and blank at the pictures of him you found at the intenet. Over all, he has a face that comes around once in a while. God-like visuals, thatâs how they describe him.
The pictures didnât give him justice though, as heâs even more gorgeous in personal. His red lips pretty much stands out due to his pale complexion.
There are varieties of patients youâve worked with before. The group who's willingly seek for your help in order for them to get better. Then the patients who was forced to do these sessions for the satisfaction of a family member or a loved one. And then the ones who truly hates it and give you hard time, punishing you for merely wanting to help them professionally.
Thatâs where Park Sunghoon is aligned. He made sure you perfectly know that heâs against with this arrangement.
âSon, meet Doctor (surname). Sheâs the one weâre talking about with you. From now on, you will meet her at Mondaysââ
âMake her leave.â he insolently cuts his own motherâs words while staring blankly straight at you.
Heâs sat down at his sofa, one shoulder have a cast over it. He didnât even budge from his position and just stares at you with his intimidating eyes. The gray sofa looked a little small while he dominates it. Youâre pretty sure that it looked normal when it was his Mom whose sitting there moments ago, but when it was him it looked small due to his large frame.
âSunghoon, donât be rude. Doctor (surname) is here to help you.â his Mom looks like she feels sorry for how heâs acting, yet her tone remained soft.
âI donât need any help.â he said sternly. His eyes are piercing right at you. They are indeed intimidating with his eyebrows furrowed hardly, but this isnât the first time someone wanted you to leave.
âBut Son,â Mrs. Park tries to console him but you interrupted her.
âItâs fine, Mrs. Park.â and you flash her with your warm smile.
âCan you give us a minute?â your eyes then roamed around the room. Thereâs his Mom and another person inside together with you. Sheâs the househelper who assist Mr. Park from time to time. A little older than his Mother. Base on your observation, he seems to trust her enough to be inside this room.
âSure, doctor.â she says and gradually asked the other lady to leave with her.
Sunghoonâs eyes burns at you as you stood in front of him. He didnât say anything else after they left the room, he just stares at you with dark eyes. Heâs so upset and angry for how his parents are dealing with this situation right now. Theyâre being too much for meddling with their sonâs life when heâs already 27.
âHello, Mr. Park.â you greeted him once again. As expected, he showed no reaction at all.
âIâm Doctor (surname) and I am here to help youââ
âI donât need your help so leave. I am not crazy.â he cuts you off.
You pursed your lips and nods your head before pulling up another smile. His behavior of declining anyone clearly shows how he doesnât want to show his vulnerability.
âOf course youâre not. Everybody knows you are not crazy, Mr. Park.â his eyes still bores right at you.
âYour parents hired me so I can help to understand your emotions even more.â
The corner of his lips lifts up as he scoffed, âYou think I donât know my own emotions?â
You shook your head right away, âNo. Nobody else knows you the best other than yourself. Iâm just here to assist and help you go through emotions you cannot control or understand.â
Sunghoonâs tensed shoulder slightly relaxed at what he heard. He doesnât know if all psychiatrist are like this, but you sure are good with your job. You know your way of words to people. Or was it just because of your pretty face? Was he distracted a bit too much? Did you noticed?
He draws in a strained sigh and glanced away, letting his guard down a bit. It made you feel happy and take it as a sign that he wanted you to help him. For that session, you tried hard not to overwhelm him too much so instead of asking questions, you orient him about the case heâs possibly going through.
But that didnât really became easy. He made sure youâre struggling on dealing with him. Thereâs often change of moods as well, sometimes heâs calm to have you around and sometimes heâs not. He rudely interrupts you talking and constantly asking you to just quit your job and leave him alone.
But he cannot do anything about it. He cannot fire you, because he didnât hire you on the first place.
It was his Mother who asked for your professional help, so if thereâs someone who can tell you that youâre not qualified for the job already, it would be only her.
âHello y/n!â Hana greets you happily as she enter the room. It was obvious that sheâs having a great day, unlike you.
âHi,â you shortly replied and sat down at your chair.
âLooks like you arenât in a good mood.â she states the obvious. You gave her a short nod and shut your eyes.
âWhy? Did something happen?â she sounded so concerned about you and even walked closer to sit at the table near you.
âNothing. I have an appointment with Park Sunghoon tomorrow. It shouldâve been my day off and now I have to meet with him. Heâs still being stubborn.â
Itâs been a month ever since you started your sessions with him and still, nothing. Heâs been giving you cold shoulders everytime, refusing to even open himself over you. Multiple approach already tried for him and yet, nothing. Itâs frustrating you already.
âI know exactly what you need to do.â the brightness from Hanaâs eyes gave you slight hope, making you sit straight.
She rummage over her stacks of unopenef parcels and cheered lightly after successfully finding something. She smirks and slowly walks towards you.
âWhatâs that?â you asked curious and confused.
She smirks and grabbed a cutter to open it up. From a distance, you can tell its a piece of clothing. She squealed a little, delighted of satisfaction for the package received.
âYouâre going to wear this tomorrow.â she announced and even placed the opened box at your lap.
You tilt your head, confused. âWhat? Why? Do I not look good with my work clothes?â
Thatâs not the case. Your typical work clothes looks fine. The type of style that plays safe not to show too much skin and also not too covered for your liking. It was so-so.
âNo, honey. But this time, thatâs what youâll wear tomorrow and then we will buy more at Saturday.â she announced with words of finality.
You gave her a weird gaze before checking the box she just handed you. Your heart dropped at the sight of it.
âNo way! Thereâs no way I will wear this, Hana!â you quickly disagree and teared your gaze off the outfit she just handed you.
âYes way! Itâs time to put that sexy body into a good use!â she exclaimed all excited and even giggled hilariously.
âBut my butt cheeks will probably show just by leaning down slightly.â the look of horror flashes over your face. Just by the thought of being exposed to Mr. Park makes you blush intensely, your core undeniably getting wet.
You shoved that thought away, somewhat blaming Hana for putting them inside your mind. Sheâs being a bad influence towards you right now and your face is red as a tomato.
âThen he will enjoy the view!â she winks and left you with no choice but to wear it for tomorrow's session.
Thankfully, the moment you arrived at his place the next day you are wearing a coat on top of your scandalous (not really) outfit. Okay, maybe you are a little exaggerating for thinking it is scandalous. Youâve seen a lot of people wear this kinds of workclothes, its just youâre new to this. This isnât your usual go to office clothes.
You tried your best to act confidently, trying to ignore the fact that his gaze was practically glued at you the moment you took off your coat once you two are left alone.
Youâre nervous already and having him stare at you that way makes it even worst. Regardless, you tried to proceed on your task for today.
Park Sunghoon may act nonchalant about it, but his pants feels so painfully tight ever since you walked inside his home. An hour long duration felt days for him. Those short skirts and body hugging top that perfectly shows your delicious curves is driving him insane.
Despite the fact that he hates your presence and how his parents hired you to help him, heâll be lying if he will say that he never thought of rutting his cock so deep inside your precious cunt. He bet it will feel so good. Numerous times he imagined pushing you hardly over your office table, taking you from behind while your soft moans make it to his ears. He imagined fucking you so hard and deep until you cannot think straight anymore.
You on the other hand are sweating like crazy while trying to compose yourself, unaware of the sinful thoughts the man in front of you are currently having. You keep on shifting on your seat, uncomfortable with how your skirt is so tight and short. Thighs are basically suowing and by just one wrong move, youâre pretty sure your underwear will be flashed towards him.
âSomething wrong, Doc?â you jolted at his sudden question, breaking the defeaning silence. It was his first words for today.
His playful tone and look on his eyes are quite foreign for you, a little delighted by the new side you discovered from him.
âN-Nothing.â your words almost came out as a mumble that made him chuckle dangerously.
To see you with less clothing sure is torture for him, to see you blushing and squirming nonstop while your underwear almost flash him is clouding his mind with so many thoughts. All dark and dirty.
âYou dressed differently today.â he said in a low tone, almost like a growl. The statement halts your hand from scribbling down your paper. You glanced at him and quickly looked away as he was already staring darkly.
You gulped in attempt to get rid of the lump between your throat. The corner of his lips lifts while one of his hands plays mindlessly at it.
âY-Yeah.â it was obvious for you to deny it.
âWhat are you trying to do, Doc?â he asks like a trap and once again you are caught off guard.
âI d-donât know what youâre talking about.â
He scoffed sexily and let out a heavy sigh, âOf course you donât.â then his eyes roams from your feet up to your face and his heated gaze stays at your eyes.
âYou fucking donât know what you are doing.â he said under his breath that you clearly missed. Even before you manage to compose yourself from his stares, he already glanced away then his walls are once again up guarding himself.
The whole session continues with you uncomfortably wet down there and Sunghoonâs dick throbbing inside his pants.
A whole week passes by and all you did was to tempt him. You started wearing tight and short clothes. Whether on purpose or not, it is driving him crazy. The sexual tension between the two of you are so hot. Too hot that whenever you are left alone, it can almost burn you two.
He knew he had to something about it. He canât get enough of you and his palm cannot satisfy him anymore. He had to get a taste of that pussy or else he will really lose his mind.
It was wednesday and like usual, heâs the one to that have to go to your office. Mondays and friday sessions are held at his place.
He arrived perfectly on time and your assistant guided him inside after your patient before him. It was a guy and the way his face are so red when he walks out is pissing the hell off of Sunghoon. He knew why heâs like that and he confirmed his guess when he saw you with his own eyes.
Wearing a short tight red skirt. You flashed him an angelic smile that seems illegal for how slutty you dress today.
âMr. Park, you are right on time. Have a sit.â you pointed the sofa where he usually sits and he followed without a single word.
âIâll have a sit and you sit on my face right after. How about that?â he wanted so bad to say that but he refrain himself.
Sunghoonâs eyes dangerously fiest on you while you make yourself comfortable at your chair. The only thing that seperates you between him was the small center table.
âToday, I want to have a conversation with you Mr. Park. Nothing too serious, any topic you like. I just want you to talk.â you stated and smiled at him.
He nods, surprising you a little. Heâs never been this cooperative. Itâs making you happy and at the same time worried on why heâs suddenly being obedient.
âAny topic, right?â he asks, confirming it from you. A small nod is what you respond to him.
He nods and stayed silent for a while. You thought it was giving him pressure so you assured him that its totally fine and he can take as much time he needs.
While he spaces out, your eyes couldnât help but to absorb how he looks today.
Park Sunghoon is a walking temptation for you. It was against your rules to be attracted towards your patients, but you just couldnât help yourself. Heâs very handsome despite his rotten attitude. You kept having this sensual thoughts whenever heâs around. It felt so wrong and illegal. How you felt so weak and how you get wet just by looking at his toned arms and veiny hands.
âDo you know who I am? Is that why you accepted to be my psychiatrist?â
You pout your lips and shook your head side to side, cheeks blushing out of embarrasment because you have no idea of who he was until his parents asked you for help.
Instead of looking offended, Sunghoon looked more interested.
âSo you donât have any idea who I was before you accepted this job?â amusment lurks over his tone, finding it somehow amusing.
Not to sound so full of himself, but heâs pretty famous. Not only to his home country, but to the whole world. The bitterness slowly creeps over his chest by the thought of it. He shoves it off his mind because thatâs not important as of the moment.
You nod your head sincerely while eyes darted straight at the handsome man sat across of you. His long legs are spread while one of his arm rests at the side of the couch, the other arm on a cast. It was the one that got injured and he needed it to be casted from time to time. Heâs once again making the regular size couch look small because of his tall frame.
âYou live under a rock or something?â his tone taunting.
You didnât let it get to you then just flash him a small smile. âI was busy studying.â
He pursed his lips downwards while nodding his head slowly. His brow arches attractively before he smirks again.
âOh, right. Miss Valedictorian have no time to fool around.â he said it with so much sarcasm and sighs right after. His gaze turned slightly dark while thinking about something. To what it is, you have no idea. He was hard to read after-all.
âLet me just ask you something, Dr.â he starts. Just by the way heâs looking at you, you can already tell heâs up to no good.
You gulped, trying to get a hold of your thoughts and keep a firm look on your face. The last thing you would want is too look weak in front of him. Heâll eat you alive if you let him overpower you.
âGo ahead, Mr. Park.â you tried to sound so casual. A doctor interviewing her patient. Not crossing any line, keeping a safe distant from him.
âAre you still a virgin?â his bold question completely caught you off-guard. Your breath hitches as blood rushes over your face, blushing hard.
âE-Excuse me?â the flustered look on your face made his grin wider.
Just seeing your innocent eyes opens wider after that question was priceless. He couldnât get enough of you. Dark thoughts occupies his mind, how you will be so perfect for him. How fun would it be corrupting the fuck out of you.
âI forbid you from asking personal questions. This has nothing to do with your sessions.â and you cleared your throat then teared your eyes off of him.
He tilts his head, âDonât you think youâre being unfair? You ask me personal questions too.â
Your lips hangs open, ready to answer him. Sunghoonâs brows arched as he waits for what youâre about to say.
âT-Thatâs different. You are my patient and youââ
âHow am I suppose to trust you when I know nothing about you?â his words stunned you. Truly he makes a point. In order for your patient to be confident enough to share their thoughts to you, you need to earn their trust.
How are you suppose to gain his trust when he knows nothing about you? But why does it have to be your sex life? You can share anything else, not that one.
âThen ask something else.â
He shook his head with a teasing grin. âThatâs what I want to know the most.â
You stared at him straight to his eyes, silently asking him if heâs being serious about it. He didnât budge and just stared back, piercing through your soul. You let out a strained sigh as an act of surrender before resting your back at your chair.
âY-Yes.â you gulped, trying to get rid of the lump between your throat. The amount of embarrasment you are having right now is incomparable to anything else. Youâve never been humiliated like this.
A spark lights upon his pretty eyes, his thick pretty brows raising in amusement. He chuckles and you quickly glanced away, couldnât take it.
âI did expect you to say yes, but to actually know it is still surprising.â he stated.
You nibbled over your lower lip then dropped your eyes at the clipboard you are holding. The paper clipped to it was almost blank, nothing else was written as heâs not cooperating as usual. But in comparison from your previous meetings, heâs more talkative as of the moment.
âSo tell me, why?â he asks in full curiosity. You glanced at him with a furrowed brows, confused as to whatâs heâs talking about.
âDoes no one wants you? Nobody tried toâ ah no, thatâs impossible right? I bet a lot had tried before but they just miserably failed.â the corner of his mouth lifts as he racked his eyes from your eyes down to your feet, licking and nibbling over his lips through the process. It was almost like heâs undressing you inside his mind.
The sight itself was enough to make you feel horny, the space between your thighs slowly getting wet. It was sinful and becoming unbearable for you. The temperature of the room surprisingly became hotter because of the man in front of you.
If youâre slowly losing your mind, Sunghoon had gone crazy in his own thoughts. After hearing it from you, he lost it. The thought of how pure and innocent you are just makes him dizzy and very horny. He can think of the most awful and darkest thoughts he wants to do to corrupt you. Make you his cum dump and a slave to of his cock. It makes him riled up.
Sunghoon curses inside his mind feeling his cock getting painfully hard.
Your eyes unconsciously darted over the wall clock and a part of you cheers that finally it was times up for his session.
âO-Our session is over, Mr. Park.â you forced yourself up, thighs rubbing each other and the heat coming out from your core makes it so bothering.
You didnât wait for Sunghoon to speak and just stood up then walk towards your table, starting to rummage over nothing. Continuously touching and arranging things that doesnât necessarily messy.
The couch made a sound when he stood up and you can feel your heart thumping so hard as you wait for him to talk.
Instead of hearing his voice, you heard him carefully walking near you. It halts your movement and your chest rises up and down. Your breath hitched as you feel his presence looming behind him, his tall figure approaching closer.
He stopped a step behind you. The sexual tension between the two of you is sky rocket, making you feel slightly suffocated. Sunghoon raises his free arm to reach over your waist.
The moment his big hand touched you, it was over for you. The wall you tried to barricade yourself in, crumbling down.
Sunghoon inched closer pressing his hot body at your back. Your scent made its way over his nose and he nibbled his lips at how good you smell.
âWe shouldnât reallyââ your words hangs as his action caught you off guard.
He dipped his head down, face dangerously burying your neck. His sinful hot lips places feathery kisses over it. Your hand clenched into fists, trying hard not to make any sound or let out a moan that can surely please him.
âMr. Park,â you tried hard to face him, hand rests over his uninjured shoulder to push him away.
The difference between your physique clearly made it obvious how your strength would not even match his and so to see him not budging from his position isnât really surprising.
He smirks, finding you adorable while blushing so hard. His effect on you visible and heâs loving it so much. He pressed himself again and this time itâs even more dangerous as you are face to face with each other.
You can now see his ethereal visuals, his thick dark brows, eyes surrounded by thick long lashes, nose pointy with a noticeable beauty mark on it and his pretty lips. He smirks, running his tongue once over them before nibbling over his lower lip showing you his fangs.
âJust like what you always tell me...â he murmured, lips inches away from yours.
Your heart almost burst out from your chest because of the intensity he's making you feel. The urge of giving in and kissing him plays inside your head dangerously clouding your senses.
âCooperate.â his grip over your waist tightens as he leans even closer.
The last string of resistance prevents you from kissing him on his lips, leaning away when he inched closer. His eyes lifts from your lips, to your eyes. You can see how his eyes are clouded with nothing but lust.
âThink about it, Doctor. If we both cooperate in here, weâll get what we wants the most. Itâs a win win situation.â and he tugs you closer to him making you feel his erection from his pants. So hard and its making you dizzy how he rubs it
His head leans at the side, his lips grazing slightly to bite your earlobe teasingly. It makes you feel ticklish and lightheaded.
âYou, getting inside of my mind and me getting inside of you.â he seductively whispered over your ears, hot breath fanning your neck that made the hairs stands up.
Your knees weakened and he hold your waist tighter to prevent you from collapsing down the cold floor.
The intercom to your office rings and it made you jolt. Sunghoon chuckles at how adorable you are for getting surprise by small sounds.
âDoctor, I would like to remind you that your session with Mr. Park is now over. The next client just arrived.â your assistant just announced.
A heavy and disappointed sigh slips off from Sunghoonâs mouth before he moves away from you. His hands ripped away from you and the sudden lose contact made you slightly feel empty, hand gripping the table hardly to keep balance.
He noticed it and he grinned widely. He sighs and felt slightly annoyed that the fun has to be interrupted.
âI should go. You seem to have a busy day.â he turns his heels and started heading towards the door, like as if he didnât just pulled that stunt.
Just in time, your secretary opened the door and Sunghoon glanced at you for the last time, flashing you a very meaningful smile.
âI really enjoyed this session, Doctor. Iâll see you on friday.â and he sent a wink before finally leaving you a whole mess, the space between your thighs dripping wet wanting nothing but to feel more of him.
After what Park Sunghoon just pulled at your office, you gave it a lot of thought. He was too tempting, but something in you feels warry of the idea. Heâs seriously like a wolf hunting on an innocent sheep. It was too much for you so you skipped two of your sessions. Friday and monday, sending Hana instead and making excuses that youâre outside the country for some seminar.
âFinally showing up, huh?â his dangerous tone errupts from the entrance of your office, making you jolt.
Your back was facing the direction of the door and so you have no idea how he looks right now. Gulping, you slowly turns to face him and you saw him shutting the door close. The sound of the lock clicking made your heart thump faster.
âIâm sorry, I was in a seminar. I did sent Dr. Kang in replacement for me.â
The look on his eyes tells you that thereâs no slight chance that heâs buying it. And heâs pissed at you for actually thinking you can get away from him.
âP-Please have a sit.â you stutter because you have no idea of how to bring up what he just said the last time you two saw each other.
âHave you decided about what I told you?â a part of you felt relieved that heâs the one who brought it up, the other part is nervous because you have no idea what to tell him.
Your mind kept telling you no, but your core had another idea. Clearly, you want him. You want him so bad.
âA-Are you sure you will cooperate with the sessions if I give you what you want?â your tone sounded anxious and so soft.
Sunghoonâs eyes grew darker while he stares at you, legs spread so wide while he dominates your couch. He heaved a sigh, calming himself not to get so excited and scare you off with his dark plans of corrupting the shit out of you.
âYes. I am a man of my words after-all.â he states and licked his lips.
You stared right at his eyes with your innocent looking eyes. A big grin spreads across his face the moment you nod your head, falling for his evil trap.
It felt really awkward after that and youâre just standing right there like as if waiting for what heâs going to say next.
âWhat s-should I do?â you asked timidly, fingers fidgetting carefully and nervously.
Sunghoon took time admiring how beautiful you look in front of him. Standing like a helpless prey, submitting to her predator. Her hungry and very horny predator.
He smiles and bit his lower lip, showing off his fangs like teeth towards you. It sends shivers on your spine, down to your core making it even more wet.
Sunghoon scoots over to the side of the couch, leaving enough space.
âCome sit here.â he ordered with his husky voice.
Your knees felt weak and your feet are stoned at your position, heart thumping so loudly inside your chest that it hurts a little.
âDonât be scared. I donât bite,â he scoffs. âat least not yet.â and he grinned at you.
With all your strength, you struts towards him and sat at the space beside him. To be this close to him is dangerous for you. You feel so hot, like going insane hot.
Sunghoon leans in towards your face and you instinctively moves back a little. His dark eyes moved from looking at your lips up to your eyes, silently warning you not to do that again. His hand raised and cupped your face to keep you in place. His hand so big and having it harshly holding you with so much dominance turned you on.
When his lips touches yours, you are lost. It started slow and gentle, then he started to kiss you hungrily like heâs been starved from your kisses. You shut your eyes and hand grip over his polo shirt for support as you can feel yourself losing into his touch.
Your head fuzzy at the taste of Sunghoon. A little bit of mint and sweetness. His kisses hot and messy as his tongue pushes your mouth open so he can taste your insides shamelessly.
He pulled away when you two are already out of breaths, biting your lower lip as he did so. His eyes half-lidded and clouded with nothing but lust. He looked so damn sexy.
âYou taste so sweet.â he whispered near your lips, eyes darted straight at yours.
His gaze heated and so is his touch. You can feel his large hands roaming dangerously below you. His eyes serves as a distraction so it was too late before you even realize that he already pushed your skirt up, hands reaching over your clothed core. His hand expertly parting your legs for better access.
âMr. Parkââ your words cut when he placed a wet kiss on your lips.
âCall me Sunghoon.â you gulped and felt so flushed because of his fingers now playing with your core. The only thing that keeping him from touching it bare was your underwear. It was torture for you. A bit embarrased too as this is the first time someone had touched you this much.
âAlready so fucking wet for me. Thatâs all for me, right?â he glanced back at your eyes, waiting for an answer.
Because of the overwhelming pleasure, all you did was nod your head, trapping your lower lip between your teeth.
âWords. I need words, baby.â he whispered, the sudden endearment adding to the sensation heâs making you feel at the moment.
âY-Yes.â
âYes what?â he asked, a bit impatient.
You whimpered when you felt him rubbing roughly at your wet core, âYes Iâm so w-wet for you.â
That sends a different kind of satisfaction towards Sunghoon. To hear you say those words just made his cock even harder. He never felt aroused just by hearing them dirty talk. This is the first time. Youâre the only one who did it to him.
âI want to taste you. I bet you taste so fucking sweet.â he mumbled and you opened your eyes at what he just said, taken aback at what heâs planning to do.
âButââ he placed a kiss at your lips then kneeled beside the couch, just so he can be face to face to your heated core.
You closed your legs in attempt to hide yourself from him, but he firmly gripped your thighs pushing them back open. He shoot you blank stares.
âHold your legs for me. Keep them wide open.â he ordered and your eyes unconsciously darted at his broad shoulders, taking notice at the cast over it.
âW-What about your shoulder?â you worriedly ask.
Sunghoon almost lose his mind at how soft and gentle your voice are. More importantly that you still have the time to think of his shoulder when youâre almost half naked in front of him.
âIâm fine.â he quickly dismissed it and placed his big hands at your thighs, supporting it so it wonât close.
Your legs are slowly moving closer, maybe out of embarrasment now that he can see your underwear fully and the wet spot in the middle of it.
One of his hand reaches over your underwear, but you stopped him.
âS-Sunghoon, Iâm shy.â you admit, blood rushing towards your cheeks.
The corner of his lips lifts up at the sight of your innocent eyes watching him beneath you. The look of embarrasment and probably being neglected from orgasm painted frustration over your pretty face. He cannot explain it exactly, but it turns him on.
âItâs okay. Youâre okay.â despite the look of lust over his eyes, his tone is surprisingly gentle.
âCan I take this off now?â he asks and while staring at his eyes, you had no choice but to nod your head.
He didnât waste any second and removed your underwear, revealing your wet pussy. The sight itself was enough to leave him salivating. Sunghoon gulps and then dips his head giving one long lick to your core, juices wrapping his own tongue.
âGod,â you mumble at the feeling of his hot tongue grazing your folds.
âTaste so fucking good.â he grunted and started lapping your pussy like a hungry animal. He kissed, he ate and even fuck your hole using his tongue, hardening it so you can feel him enough.
âNgh,â you sound so dumb trying to contain your moan, afraid that your secretary from outside can hear you.
Sunghoon smirks and lifts his gaze to look at you enjoying the time of pussy being eaten. He never seen you like this before, he never thought you can even moan this erotic.
âLet me stretch you a bit, baby.â and he pulls away then spit at your hole.
âOpen your eyes.â he says that made you slowly oblige. The first thing you saw was his sexy smirk, eyes so dark.
He raised his hand and while staring at your eyes, he slowly slid one of his long fingers inside you.
âHmm, w-wait.â one of your hand lets go from your thighs so you can cover your mouth.
He chuckled, âHaha! Too much? Itâs just one finger. How are you gonna take me if youâre already struggling with this?â he taunts and starts pumping it in and out, stretching you.
âYou look so pretty like this, y/n. So damn pretty.â he mumbled and kissed your inner thighs while still fucking his finger knuckle deep in you.
âI think I can already add another one.â he says and you hitched your breath as you watch closely, anticipating the stretch and slight sting from it.
Sunghoon loves how obedient you are and how you just lets him do what he wants towards you. This is the first time youâll ever experienced fingered other than your own fingers so he knew he needed to make it memorable. He added another finger and started pumping.
âUgh, oh my gosh.â you moaned, gripping over wherever you can reach.
He kept repeating it until you can feel a knot forming your stomach, a hand clasp over his arm. âS-Sunghoon, Iâm going to cum.â
His eyes sparkled, âOh yeah? Give it to me.â he says like a challenge and continued pumping, dipping his head close to your core. He opens his mouth and placed his tongue near your hole, waiting for your sweet juice. The sight itself made you cum easily, moaning so hard and shaking a little.
âGood girl, cum so sweet.â he praised and suck your clit for any remnants of your orgasm.
You are catching your breath and heâs still pumping his fingers inside you, riding your high.
âHow does that feel?â
âG-Good.â
âThen letâs do it again.â
Despite feeling drained out of energy, you looked at him with a bit of hesitation. âW-What?â
âLet me add another finger, pretty. Hold on.â and pushes your body to lay back down your previous position.
You whimpered at the amount of stretch his three fingers are giving you. This is the biggest you ever had.
âPussy so tight. I bet we will have a hard time making my fat cock fit inside you.â his wordsâ making your head all fuzzy.
âSay it.â he said while staring at your eyes.
You looked at him confuse, clueless of what heâs talking about.
âW-What?â
âSay your pussy is so tight for me.â
Your cheeks flushed at how dirty those words are. You rarely cursed and never once did mutter this type of words, having him make you say this is making you feel so riled up.
âSay it, y/n. Or Iâll stop,â he shamelessly pulls his fingers out of your hole and instantly you felt empty, the other orgasm disappearing into thin air.
âS-Sunghoon,â you said a little frustrated.
âSay it.â his eyes so dark while it burn towards you.
âM-My pussy is so tight for y-you.â
Sunghoon slid his fingers right back after hearing you dirty talking. It back fired tho, as he can feel his dick throbbing painfuly inside his pants, head leaking with so much precum.
âAh fuck, this wonât work.â
His eyes turned darker and he pulls his fingers off, making you look at him in confusion. He licked your juices on his digits before he stood back up. Your eyes grew big when you saw him unzipping his pants.
âW-What...â you are lost of words when you saw his erect cock, slapping his stomach after he took off his briefs. It is big and now you can definitely agree when he wonders how you will be able to fit him inside you.
Your face turned pale, a little scared of how painful would it be.
âS-Sunghoon, I donât think I canââ he leans down and kissed you over your lips.
âJust the tip, baby. I promise.â he stroke his manhood and slowly near it to your entrance.
âFuck,â he groaned when he managed to put his pulsating tip inside your hole. The stretch from a while ago did help, but only because its just his head. It stings a little, but the pleasure is unmeasurable.
âOh God,â you mumble when he starts to pull in and out his tip.
âKeep steady for me.â and he started to keep his pace, pleasure overwhelming the two of you.
His eyes are fixed right at your pussy barely taking his tip inside. It was making him crazy.
âIâm close, Sunghoon!â
His brows narrowed and he bit his lower lip, stroking the length that doesnât go inside you to catch your orgasm.
âMe too, fuck. Cum with me.â and after a few more thrust, you coat his head with your cum and afterwards he pulls out, spilling his outside your pussy.
Youâre both a panting mess after and now that the lust is slowly withdrawing, your starting to feel shy again. He noticed it and smirks before leaning in for a kiss on your lips.
âYou did so well for me.â he praised that made your cheeks flushed even more.
You pursed your lips into a pout and glanced away, eyes dropping at your exposed core.
âYou got it on my skirt.â you rant cutely that made him chuckle.
âIâll just buy you a new one.â
Friday came faster than you expected, or maybe youâre just really looking forward on seeing Park Sunghoon once again. You parked right at his mansion and knocked on his door.
Surprisingly, Sunghoon opened the door for you. Brows hardly furrowed.
âHi,â you greeted with a smile and blushing cheeks.
He opens his door even wider for you, âYouâre late.â he sounds like heâs sulking so you chuckle a little walking pass by him. Sunghoon managed to inhale your sweet scent and heâs already feeling aroused by it.
âI stopped by at a famous bakery since you mentioned yesterday that you love bread.â and you raised the plastic containing the bread you are talking about.
When you glance at him, he was already sat down at his couch. A ghost of smile spread across his face before he gestures you to come to him. You rest your things at the table and slowly walk near him.
He reached over your hand then guided you carefully to sit over his lap, arms wrapping around your waist.
âYou look beautiful today.â he compliments that tugged your heart.
âIs that why youâre hard as rock right now?â you teased and rolled your eyes at him.
He smirks, âI canât help it.â he mumbles then showers your shoulders and neck with feathery kisses.
You shut your eyes and your hold over his arm tightens. He kissed your neck and sucked at the skin so hard youâre sure it will bruise.
âRide me.â he commands that made you open your eyes.
The look of lust over his eyes tells you that he isnât kidding at all. After letting out a nervous sigh, you straddle over him your clothed core perfectly aligned at his erection. The sensation of having it rub as you position yourself on top of him is making you crazy.
Sunghoonâs big hands rests at your hips, eyeing you dangerously. Watching how your face contorts at pleasure as your privates rubs at one another. He can only curse inside his mind how the sight of you humping your wet core to him is so arousing.
âSunghoon,â you moaned that snap him out of trance.
âYeah?â and he leaned closer kissing your chin.
âCan I suck you?â
His eyes darken at your question. He was indeed planning to make you suck his cock, but he never thought you would be the one to ask yourself. Now he didnât regret hearing it, you are turning him on even more.
âWell well, the innocent Doctor (surname) now hungry for my cock?â he teased that made you shy instantly, stopping how you rub yourself towards him.
He chuckles, âSay it first and then I'll let you suck my dick.â
You pursed your lips into a pout then was about to turn away, âSay it, come on.â and then he hold your wrists to keep you from leaving.
You glanced at his eyes and stared hardly. Letting him see how much he affect you. How wet he is making you at the moment.
âCan I suck your cock, please?â you ask so softly that it almost broke Sunghoon.
He smirks and leans to kiss you at your lips once, âSince you ask nicely, down on your knees.â he command and you got so excited after you heard that.
You stood up from sitting on his lap and watch how he remove the knot of his sweatpants. He was left with his boxers and he slides it down as well, revealing his already hard fat cock.
You gulped, astonished at the view in front of you. Eyes fixated at the dessert youâre about to taste. You slowly went down on your knees while still staring at his pulsating cock, the tip of it so red.
âH-How do I do it?â your hand hang awkwardly on the sides and it almost made Sunghoon laugh at how adorable you are.
He grabs your hand and placed it at his knees, making you tear your gaze from his dick and look at his lustful eyes. He smiles, fangs showing.
âCalm down, baby. Donât get too excited. I feel like you will bite off my dick.â he joked that made you pout. He chuckled and leaned forward for a peck on your lips before resting his back at the couch once again.
âOkay, open your mouth and then rolled your tongue out. Flat them good for me.â he instructs that you quickly followed.
The shyness wearing off as the heat of horniness taking over. You donât care anymore, all you want is to taste his cock inside your mouth.
âThatâs it. Then hold my length, not too tight. Itâs your friend, not your enemy.â he chuckles playfully and you just keep follow him.
âNow lick the tip. Lick or suck, just no teeth.â he reminds and you dived in, not wasting any second.
He tasted a bit salty, but good. You cannot explain what exactly it is but the type of taste you will look for from time to time. You hold his dick and looked at its tip, becore sucking it good making Sunghoon groan in pleasure.
âFuck baby, youâre so thirsty for my cock.â and his hand rests on top of your head when you started bobbing it out of instinct.
âJust like thatâ damn, it feels so good.â he moaned, groaning while biting his lips deliciously.
âLook at me.â he demands that you oblige, making him go insane.
âGoddamn those eyes. I will cum if you keep looking at me like that.â he said in a husky voice that sent shivers in your spine.
You hummed sending vibrations on his dick that gave him ultimate pleasure.
âKeep going, pretty.â and with his guidance you continued bopping and sucking his delicious cock like a lollipop. It felt so satisfying hearing his moans and having him tightly gripping your hair out of pleasure.
âIâm gonna fucking cum,â he grunts so you kept your pace and he started fucking into your mouth, making you slightly gag on his fat dick.
He didnât stop until he shoots his hot cum at the depth of your throat, making sure you swallow every drop of it. You did as he told, rolling your eyes as you continue sucking him dry. Sunghoon grunts at the sight of you.
âSo good for me.â he mumbles and pulls you up to give you a kiss at your lips.
The day ended with you actually doing your session. This time, you can really tell heâs trying to be more cooperative. Answering questions from you about his childhood and all, trying to familiarize you more about him.
You left that day with a sweet kiss on his lips and small gropping. Heâs just really naughty and you cannot get enough of him.
Your routines became making out, foreplays, makeouts then session with Sunghoon. Two weeks passed by so quickly and you two grew closer and intimately. Another weekend came and you spent it with Hana, trying to find good clothes and other girly things.
âHow was it with Mr. Park Sunghoon?â she asks raising her brow teasingly.
Your cheeks blushed and eyes dropped at your food instantly. Just by then she realized that something is really happening between you and the f1 racer and so she squealed happily and didnât stop bugging you to tell her everything.
âI always knew he have the hots for you.â and she winks, delighted that her friend is finally having the sex she deserves.
âWhat? No. Maybe heâs just bored andââ
âOh come on! Sunghoon can have any girls he wants and yet he picked you. He isnât the type to go fuck around girls as well, y/n. He may look like a player, but that dude is loyal.â she even whistles.
âHowâd you know?â
She shrugs her shoulder, âHe had only one ex-girlfriend and not once did I heard him getting involve with someone else.â
Your heart sank at what you heard. Lately, Sunghoon has been making you feel special. Despite him being mean sometimes, his gestures still tugs your heart. And to think that you learnt about this ex lover of his being the undefeated champion for his heart is hurting your heart.
âDonât worry! Theyâre already over.â she assured you after noticing the look of horror on your face.
That didnât wipe away your worry, since you could tell she has something to do why Sunghoon refuses to talk about his hard refusal of driving for his team again.
âWhy did they broke up?â you couldnât help yourself but to ask.
She pursed her lips trying to recall the article she saw the moment the news broke to the media. It was not that big of a scandal, but still theyâre both a famous and public personality. There are a lot of people invested in their love journey.
âIâm not sure, but as far as I remember it was her who calls it off.â she says that made you even more insecure about it.
Hana seems to be ignorant about the fact that youâre starting to overthink things and just diverts the topic into something else. You tried hard to push back whatever that is thatâs bothering you, but it was no use. Your heart feels heavy just by thinking of where you stand at Sunghoonâs life.
He didnât mentioned anything about taking things seriously. You wanted to get into his mind, talk to him and help him get through this phase of his life. On the other hand, he wants to get in your pants and use you for pleasure. Thatâs it? You should not get worried and shrug it off, but you canât. Because no matter how much you deny it, you are slowly catching feelings with him.
And to think that the possibility of him still having hang ups with his ex are breaking your heart.
Monday came faster than expected. The weekends spent mostly by you overthinking things. It was slightly exhausting, but again it was overpowered by the thought of seeing Sunghoon once again. Excitement feeling your chest as you parked right at the hospital to meet some of your morning clients.
Time passes by so slow as you keep glancing at your wall clock, begging for it to go faster. After your third client, your intercom rings.
âDoctor, you are asked to go to the conference room to attend a meeting.â your secretary announced.
Your brows furrowed as you glanced at your calendar beside your table, finding it odd that it wasnât recorded to your schedule. Meaning its either its an unplanned meeting or you forgot to just include it.
You pressed the button to your intercom, âAlright. Thank you.â
The conference room are packed with some doctors and at the center of it was the director. His eyes lights up at the sight of you and you tried to flash a smile for him. He continued talking about some reminders and changes at the hospital protocols.
Your eyes unconsciously darts at the clock and saw that its almost your session with Sunghoon. Remembering that you forgot to inform him, you tried to check your phone from your pockets and realized you donât have it with you.
You almost cheered silently when the director said his ending remarks for the meeting. Everyone stood up and claps for him. When youâre about to leave the conference room, he calls for you. It made you hesitant, but since you donât want to make a scene you just walk near him.
âYour ward will be provided with new equipments.â he started and even looked over the folder holding the lists of things your department requested.
Your shoulder relaxed a bit, thinking that heâs not totally up for something weird. Its just that you represented the department as everyone else have something to do. Slowly, the people inside the room left one by one. Even before you realize it, you are alone with the director already.
âCan you check if thereâs anything missing?â he asks seriously and even handed you the folder.
You nod and carefully checks the list. While deeply into it, you yelped when youâre suddenly pushed towards the table. His body pressing hardly behind you. Tears quickly pool your eyes in terror, head hurting as it hits the table.
âM-Mr. Cha w-what are you doing?!â you panicked and even try to push yourself back up.
He grunts and pushed you even harder, holding your position. You cried and shut your eyes, wishing that this is just a dream. A very bad dream. You felt his hot breath near the back of your ears and something hard pressed at your but. It felt disgusting, you felt disgusted with yourself.
âShut the fuck up and just take this bitch.â he mumbles scarily and started grinding himself at you.
âN-No, please stopââ you cried even harder feeling him from outside your clothes and its so horrifying.
âShh, donât cry. I wonât put it inside. Itâs too early for that...â he said lowly and even caress your face. You moved away from his touch and he just scoffed.
âYou have no idea how many times Iâve taught of doing this to you.â he groans and you can feel him going faster, reaching his climax.
It was horrible, but you just stood still as you are helpess. Tears keep streaming down your eyes, unable to even say anything. You bit your lip, shutting your eyes tightly.
When he finished, he leans in and forcedly pressed a kiss at your lips. The moment he lets go of you, you bolted your way out of there. Thankfully, you didnât stumble with some colleagues or else they would be wondering why youâre crying and dress all crumpled up.
Youâre traumatized after what happened. Youâve been inside your vehicle parked underground the hospital. Tears doesnât even stream from your eyes anymore, you just sat there feeling so numb and disgusted. You feel disgusted about yourself. Just every place he touched you.
Your head slowly cranes to the side when you heard your phone ringing. Sunghoonâs name flashing through it. Right, youâre late to your session with him. After a while, your screen turns black meaning youâve missed the call already.
It lits up once again because heâs trying to call again. Your heart tugs and slowly reached for your phone.
âH-Hello?â you stuttered.
A big sigh is whatâs greet you. âFinally!â he spats. âIâve been trying to call you for an hour. I thought something bad happened to you.â he sounded a little irritated.
âIâm sorry, I was c-caught in a meeting.â the memory flashes back to your mind.
âItâs fine. I just got worried.â you missed what Sunghoon said as your mind slowly spaced out.
He noticed you being silent from the other line so he sighed, âHey, Iâm not mad. I was just really worried.â he repeated, thinking you thought heâs angry.
When he still didnât receive any response, his brows furrowed hardly.
âBaby?â he calls softly, snapping you back to your senses.
âS-Sorry, yeah?â you sniffed.
âAre you okay? Did something happen?â
Your heart sank at what you heard. The amount of emotions mountaining inside you are unexplainable. You want to scream, cry and tell him everything but you are scared. Scared as hell on what will happen after.
âYeah Iâm f-fine.â only case is, youâre not.
âAre you coming here?â
âYes.â
You really want to see him. Something in you tells you that Sunghoon can help. That seeing him can help you.
âOkay. Drive safely.â
You bid goodbye and drove towards his house with one thing inside your mind. What happened to you a while ago and what the director did you to you just means he will not stop just like that. If thereâs anyone you want to give yourself in for the first time, it would be Park Sunghoon. You want to give yourself to him.
When you arrived his place, Sunghoon was the one of who opened the door for you. He canât even say hi because you quickly wrap your arms over his nape, pulling him closer. You crashed your lips on his and start kissing him passionately.
Despite being surprised, Sunghoon caught on and kissed back. He doesnât understand why youâre suddenly like this, but he cannot reject and stop you. No. Never. Not when you look so beautiful desperate for him. Desperate for his kisses and touch.
He pushed your body to the door and started kissing you hungrily, hands roaming your body like they have a body of their own.
âWhatâs gotten into you?â he asks, catching his breath.
Your lustful eyes stared right at his swollen lips. âI just missed you.â
Sunghoonâs eyes soften at what you said and leans back in for another heated kiss. Both of his large hands rests at your hips, gripping them tightly.
âH-Hoon,â you moaned when he starts to kiss and suck the skin on your neck.
He hummed on your skin, sending so much pleasure. Your hands plays over his hair, pulling it softly.
âFuck me.â
Sunghoon was stoned at his position when he heard you mutter those words. He pulled away slightly, enough to look at your eyes.
âWhat did you say?â
You looked at him straight in the eyes.
âPlease fuck me.â
Sunghoon went wild after hearing it. He licked his lips and placed a kiss on top of your hand. âYou sure?â
You nod continuously, wanted so bad to forget what happened earlier at the conference room.
âAll right, let me prep youââ you hold his arm.
âN-No,â you gulped. âI want to feel it. I want it to hurt.â
He furrowed his brows and looked at you in confusion. Heâs not gonna lie, heâs all riled up with you saying these things but he cannot help but to think what happened to you. For the past month that he knew you and been doing stuff with you, heâs never seen you like this. He feels like somethingâs wrong.
âIs everything okay?â he asked all concerned.
You want to dodge that question as much as possible so you glanced away. His firm hold over you softens as he try to catch your eyes.
âHey, you good? If you want to do this, I want you to be sure. I need to prep you so it will hurt lessââ
âI said I donât mind!â you burst and shoot him glares. Your emotions are getting the best out of you.
âYou know what, nevermind! If you donât want to do it then Iâll find someone else!â you yelled. Of course that was a lie, but you try to save yourself from too much embarrassment.
Youâre about to walk away from him, but he grabbed you by the wrist. When you meet his eyes, shivers run through your spine because Sunghoonâs eyes are so dark.
âWhy the fuck would you say that?â he looked so mad and your lips shake unable to even say anything.
âYou want it to hurt? Iâll make it hurt.â and he threw you over his shoulders making you slightly yelp.
âH-Hoon,â he walked towards somewhere.
Realizing he entered a room, Sunghoon placed you on the middle of the big bed. You looked at him, nervous. He smoothly took off his shirt and you fold your legs. His toned body made you at awe.
He stretches and grabbed your leg pulling you closer to him. His hand find your skirt and he started taking it off. He dipped his head to smash his lips onto yours. Your eyes shut, getting drown by his sweet, sloppy kisses.
âYou donât say those words at me, y/n. Finding someone else to fuck you?â he said after he pull away and manages to take off your skirt. His eyes turned dark as he let out a scoff with no humor.
âNow, Iâm going to fuck you so hard and youâre going to take it all like a good bitch.â
His words are enough to make you wet down there, but you know it wasnât enough to make it less painful. With the length and thickness of his cock, it will surely hurt like hell.
âW-Waitââ you sound scared.
Sunghoon didnât mind and just pushed your body down the bed, his big hand wrapping around your neck. His other hand started stripping off your underwear.
âShut the fuck up.â
He moved away and started removing his sweatpants. His dick was hard already, slapping at his stomach after he took off his boxer shorts. The view itself was salivating for you. It made your fear disappear for a split second. Tho it all went back when he approached you and spread your legs wide for him.
His eyes are darkly focused down at your slightly wet core.
âH-Hoon,â he didn't say anything and spit on his palm before stroking his hard cock.
Youâre about to say something but his dark eyes looked at you. The corner of his lips lifts a little as he position his tip at your entrance. Your heart thump in fear and excitement. Multiple times you two did foreplays and youâve been imagining his cock entering you. Now, itâs really gonna happen.
âDo you trust me?â he asks in a low tone.
You nod your head.
âI will make it hurt so you wouldnât forget who took you first.â he mumble so ruthless and then pressed his body closer.
Your lips pursed as his cock slowly enters you. It was hard, Sunghoon cannot even push inside as it was so tight for him. He clenched his jaw, couldnât get enough of the feeling of your tight cunt squeezing his tip.
âFucking tight,â he growled and thrust harder.
You yelped at the feeling of being painfully stretched by his dick. The pain was unexplainable, something you never felt before. Your hold over his arm tighten, eyes becoming teary. Sunghoon searches for your lips as he continues taking your virginity, cursing inside his mind how good this pussy is. How tight and perfect for him to ruin.
âS-So big,â you cry out.
âJust a little bit more, baby.â he whispered to your ears.
Heâs not yet fully in but you already feel so full. It was unbelievable. Your eyes tightly shut, nails digging over his broad back.
âThere we go,â he sighs when you finally managed to take all of him.
He pulled away slightly just to get a good look of his cock buried deep inside of you. Your pussy so red and full. It looked so tight with his dick filling you completely. He fits you perfectly that its no doubt that this pussy belongs to me.
âYouâre mine now, y/n. Hear me?â he growled and leaned his body down as he start to move his hips, thrusting in and out.
âIâm claiming this pussy mine.â and he bit your shoulder, pistoning his hips harder and faster.
He didnât even ask if you adjusted already. He was so lost by the pleasure you are giving him. He continued fucking you fast and hard that youâre starting to see stars. It was amazing. Painful, but amazing.
âNgh,â you moaned when its started to feel a little better. He smirks and tries to catch a glance at your face.
âYouâre taking me so well, baby. Youâre such a good girl.â he mumbled and looked back at your privates hitting each other continuously.
âSo pretty. So perfect for me.â he kept mumbling like a prayer.
You got lost on how long heâs been abusing your hole until he finally cum on your stomach. Sunghoonâs not the type who gets tired right away after a round, but this oneâs different. The kind of pleasure and emotions he poured in this one is something he has never done before.
He crashed beside you and gently pulled you towards him, making your head rest over his chest. A peck on your forehead and then he rest his chin on your head.
âThank you.â you mumbled, after finally gaining back some senses.
He scoffed and wrapped his arm around you. âThank you for hurting you?â
You chuckled and nuzzled over his chest.
âWell, I did asked for it.â
âYou did, baby.â
The two of you fell silent before your eyes caught a glimpse of some of his trophies.
âDid you want to be a racer ever since you were a kid?â
âOh, my psychiatrist is back? Damn. Iâm kind of enjoying my cuddles at the moment.â he said sarcastically.
âI just want to know.â you giggled.
He heaved a sigh, clearly thinking through it.
âI grew up loving cars. My uncle used to take me with him whenever he watch f1 racers. I thought it was cool and wanted to be like them.â he started and you just listened to him.
âAnd you did.â you uttered so proudly.
âMy Mom was against it at first. Saying that its dangerous. But I just couldnât stop myself from pursuing it. I just feel so alive doing it. The sound of the roaring engines, the thrill of the speed and the smell of the tires scratching over the race track. Its just... different.â he mumbles.
He didnât say anything, but you felt his tension slightly disappearing. Your hand that was hugging him starts to caress his back, lowkey letting him know that youâre there beside him.
âI used to love racing.â
âYou still love it.â you declared like youâre so sure of it.
He didnât respond right away. Like somethingâs occupying his mind right now. The thought of his ex girlfriend made it to you and slowly, you pulled away from his hug.
You looked straight to his eyes and gulped.
âDoes your ex girlfriend has something to do why you donât want to race anymore?â
You can clearly saw how his eyes turned cold and the emotions in his face drained. He looked like how he was when you first met him.
Your heart cracks when he pulled away from you and leave the bed before starting to grab his clothes.
âIâll get you a fresh towel so you can take a bath.â he suggested with cold voice.
âSunghoon, Iâm sââ
âLetâs skip todayâs session. You can leave after you take a bath.â and he walked away to get the things you will be needing. Leaving you dumbfounded and heartâs aching.
You have no idea what just happened, but the f1 racer sure does know how to fucking hurt you both physically and emotionally.
tag-list:
@candewlsy @nyfwyeonjun @sunghoonizz @jaehyuniewifeu @imjakes-wifeofc1 @deobitifull @enhypens-hoe @yzzyhee @nyxtwixx @crimnalseung @vixensss @jjklvr9 @gonorrheaisme @lhspeachie @myboyfriendjungkook @capri-cuntz @brooklyninawhitemustang @woniebae @ma-riiii @tinie03 @seokseokjinkim @iheartjayke @hybeboyenthusisast @minniejenseo @shelovsme @sjakewrld @shawnyle (i canât tag some of you, sorry)
#enhypen#slutofpsh#enhypen hard hours#enhypen smut#enhypen sunghoon hard hours#enhypen x reader#enhypen sunghoon smut#enhypen park sunghoon#enhypen sunghoon
3K notes
¡
View notes
Text
Walk The Line.
Carmen gets a little jealous. You donât mind in the slightest.
roommate!carmen berzatto x female reader
warnings - smut. cursing. semi public antics.
word count - 2.5k
authors note - ask and you shall receive đ. iâll never get enough of roommate!carmy. iâll be writing him forever. <3
as always, if you enjoyed this, please consider reblogging!! reblogs are the only way to circulate my writing, which generates more of it. feel free to send me a comment or an inbox, too!! thanks, my loves!! <3
series masterlist. masterlist. inbox.
Heâs a little out of his depth, admittedly.
The invitation had been slid under your front door, pretty handwriting on creamy paper.
âA⌠party?â
âDoes it say party, Carmen?â
âNo, it says âmixer.â What the fuck is a mixer?â
You laugh, scrubbing a mark off the final dish in the sink before placing it down in the drying rack. Carmy is sat on the counter across the kitchen, reading the invite over and over.
âSeriously, babe. The fuck does mixer mean? So it isnât a party?â
You dry your hands and make your way over to take the paper from him, eyes scanning over it carefully.
âA mixer is like⌠a get to know each other thing. Itâs sort of like a party, I guess, but not really. Just a casual gathering type situation.â
âSounds fucking stupid,â he grumbles.
You smack his shoulder, rolling your eyes.
âLighten up, asshole. It could be fun.â
âFun? You think having a mixer with all the neighbours from our building on a Friday night is gonna be fun?â
âI think it sounds like an incredible time. My ideal evening. I canât wait.â
You canât even pretend not to laugh, grabbing onto his thigh to keep yourself balanced. He puts his hands on your shoulders, trying to look serious, but the grin fighting its way up his cheeks gives him away.
âYou really wanna go?â
âCarm, if itâs terrible, weâll just lie and say weâve got plans elsewhere. Weâll run away screaming if we need to. It might be good for us though, to meet our neighbours properly. Itâs good to get to know them, just in case we ever need anything.â
âWhat, like a cup of sugar? What is this, the thirties?â
âWhen youâre testing recipes and fucking them all up, you might be grateful to be able to nip next door and borrow a cup of sugar.â
âI donât fuck recipes up.â
âNo? Then why were you yelling at a lavender and oat crème brĂťlĂŠe last week?â
âIt was mocking me,â he grumbles under his breath, hanging his head.
You canât help but laugh, moving closer to stand between his manspread legs where he still sits on the counter. You brush a piece of hair back from his forehead, tracing your index finger in a featherlight touch down the bridge of his nose. He looks down at you, eyes glued to yours.
âI know for a fact you donât have anything else planned on Friday,â you whisper.
He rolls his eyes but leans into your touch anyway, where youâre still tracing along the features of his face.
âYou promise we can leave if itâs terrible?â
âWe literally live in this building. We can just walk up the stairs and be home.â
He huffs, but relents.
âFine. But please donât leave me alone with all of the middle aged moms. They love me.â
âOh, Iâm sure they do,â you giggle, leaning in to rest your head on his chest. His arms encircle you, pulling you as close as he can.
Is this scene too intimate for roommates? Without a doubt.
Do either of you care? Not in the slightest.
âľÂ âľÂ  ¡ă âľÂ ��ă * ¡ âľ
Itâs not as bad as he thought itâd be.
The middle aged moms have pulled through, actually. The lobby is decorated with fairy lights, tables covered in alcohol set up against the walls. Everyone has a drink in their hand, chatting and mingling amongst themselves.
You and Carmen walk downstairs a little late. Heâd finished his shift and run home to shower and make himself look semi presentable before facing the neighbours.
âWe need a signal,â he says suddenly, right as you reach the staircase. âIn case of emergencies.â
âPat your head.â
âReal subtle.â
âIt doesnât need to be subtle, it needs to be noticeable for me.â
âFine,â he mutters, bumping his shoulder into yours. âDonât leave me alone with that Erica lady. She scares me.â
âYes sir,â you mock salute, slipping your hand into his momentarily. âYouâll be fine, Carmen. Like I said, weâll just leave if itâs awful.â
Itâs not awful, actually. Itâs quite fun.
Itâs nice to get to know the people in your building, seeing as you have lived there for a couple of years now. Carmen has been there even longer.
âExcuse me, sweetheart?â
You turn around to be met with an old lady, leaning carefully on her cane.
âYes, maâam?â
âIâm Dorothy. I live in 2B, and I just had to tell you that you look beautiful in your dress.â
You smile, pulling out a chair for her, which she takes gladly. You sit down next to her, spotting Carmy chatting with a couple of guys across the room.
âThank you so much!â
You introduce yourself, telling her your name and apartment number.
âAh yes,â she hums in recognition. âYou live with your boyfriend who has all the tattoos.â
You almost choke on your drink.
âWeâre just roommates,â you say eventually. âBut yes, thatâs him.â
âOh, my apologies. I just assumed.â
Youâre curious, suddenly. You know you shouldnât be, but you canât help yourself.
âCan I ask? Why you⌠thought we were dating?â
She chuckles knowingly before placing a hand on your knee.
âHoney, heâs got a hand on you at all times. He looks at you like you are the sun. Every time you walk past my window, youâre both laughing. Sounds like love to me.â
Her bluntness is refreshing, if not a little intimidating. No one will say it how it is more than a little old lady who canât mind her business.
âWe, uh⌠weâre close. Heâs a good roommate. A good friend.â
She doesnât look convinced in the slightest, chuckling as she pats your leg.
âUh huh. Thatâs what I said about my husband - real good friend. Weâve been married 58 years.â
You smile, shaking your head.
âIs he here with you?â
âHeâs upstairs. He canât really leave the apartment, these days.â
âYou know, if you ever need anything, me and Carmen would be happy to help.â
âNo, sweetheart, I couldnât ask you to-â
â-youâre not asking me, Iâm offering. Carmen is an award winning chef at one of the best restaurants in this city. Heâd be more than happy to make a meal or two when needed. And I can pick you guys up stuff from the grocery store when I go, too.â
âThank you,â she whispers, grabbing your hand in her frail one. âYouâre good kids, you two.â
You grin at her, squeezing her hand gently.
âYou know where I am, if you need me.â
She nods, standing up carefully.
âIâm going to go see if that handsome Jeremy will come and fix my shower for me. He did promise.â
You laugh, watching as she makes a beeline for one of the dads stood in a huddle. You catch eyes with Carmy, whoâs still chatting away with a few of the younger guys. He winks at you, all cheeky and carefree, and you canât help but flush, heat prickling across your skin. You shake your head, smiling, winking back.
Suddenly, thereâs a hand on your bicep. You spin sideways, to be met with the sight of a very handsome man. Dark hair, big brown eyes, tall - he looks slightly like a movie star you canât quite remember the name of. You crane your neck to meet his gaze, smiling softly.
He holds out his hand to introduce himself.
âHi, Iâm Daniel.â
You tell him your name, trying to ignore how his hand engulfs yours.
âPretty name for a pretty girl.â
You laugh, shaking your head.
âHave you lived here long? Think Iâd remember a face like yours.â
Now he shakes his head.
âA month, maybe. I live in 6C. Iâve been working a lot, so havenât had any time for introductions.â
âAh. What do you do?â
âIâm a model.â
Of course he is.
âWhat do you do?â
As you start to tell him, his eyes fix on yours, not leaving for a moment. He listens carefully, both of you blocking out the noise and focusing on each other.
Turns out, Daniel is good company. The two of you find a spot in the corner, away from the noise and the wine drunk moms. The two of you laugh, joke, and talk about Chicago as if youâre old friends. Time slips away from you easily, conversation flowing with minimal effort.
âI donât want to leave, trust me⌠but I have a super early call time tomorrow. If you wanted, we could grab a drink sometime, somewhere thatâs not our buildings lobby?â
You laugh, nodding.
âYeah, Iâd like that. It was nice to meet you, Daniel.â
âYou too. Here,â he says, handing you a small business card with his number on, âtext me.â
âI might do just that,â you tease as he walks away grinning.
Youâre on your way to grab another drink when a hand slinks around your wrist.
âHi, Carmen.â
You donât even have to turn to know who it is, recognising the feeling of his calloused hand against your soft skin.
âWhereâs your friend gone?â he all but grumbles.
âHeâs gone home, got to be up early for work.â
âHavenât we all.â
âOoo, okay Mr Attitude. Youâre not having a good night? You didnât give me the signal.â
âWould you have noticed if I did?â
You spin around to face him properly now.
âYes, I would have. Because weâre in a tiny fucking lobby and not a football stadium, Carmen.â
He huffs.
âDidnât think youâd notice if the building fell down, the way you were lost in his eyes.â
âI know itâs a foreign concept to you, Carmen, but eye contact is actually a very important part of conversation. Try it some time.â
Carmy rolls his eyes, grip on your wrist tightening.
âCome on,â he mumbles. âWanna show you something.â
He practically drags you up the stairs, and up some more, and up some more. Eventually, you reach the roof.
The sun is just setting, casting the city in a warm orange glow. Everything is so calm, so peaceful, so serene. Itâs beautiful.
Youâre admiring the view when suddenly your feet are no longer on the ground. Carmy has you over his shoulder, carrying you across the rooftop to the brick wall.
âThe fuck are you doing?â you cry as he finally puts you down.
He smashes his lips to yours, choosing to shut you up rather than answer you. You kiss back eagerly, confused but not disappointed at the turn in events. Slipping your hands into his hair, you tug him into you, groaning as he grabs at your ass.
âCarmen,â you breathe, âwhy donât we just go home?â
âWhereâs the fun in that?â he mumbles against your neck, pressing kisses wherever he can reach. When he bites down, you smack his shoulder.
âNo marks, asshole. The fuck is up with you?â
Again, he says nothing, just slips his hand under your dress to run his fingers over your underwear. You part your legs instantly, leaning back into the wall to steady yourself.
âCarmen, someoneâs gonna see if they come up here.â
âWell then you better come quickly.â
He slips your panties to the side, running his fingers through your wet heat. You keen, knees buckling already.
âOh baby,â he chuckles. âThis all for Daniel?â
It all clicks for you suddenly.
âThatâs what-â you choke as he slides a finger into you. âThatâs what - fuck - has you so riled up? Daniel?â
âDonât say his name when Iâm knuckle deep, baby. Itâs rude.â
You attempt to scoff, but it comes out as more of a moan when he presses his thumb to your clit, circling carefully.
âAm I not giving you what you need, honey? Is that it? Greedy girl just wants more, so she looks elsewhere to get it?â
âNo,â you justify quickly. âYou know thatâs not true.â
âIf you can still form sentences, Iâm clearly doing something wrong.â
He slips a second finger in, curling them exactly the way he knows you like.
âCarm.â
âHe couldnât make you feel like this, babe. You and I both know it.â
Youâre nodding, fingers gripping his shirt tightly as if youâre scared heâs going to walk away. His lips press into your neck again, nipping along the expanse of skin.
âSay it.â
âHmm?â
Youâre dazed, mind hazy with Carmen Carmen Carmen Carmen Carmen.
âSay. It.â
He punctuates his words by curling his fingers harshly. Youâre seeing stars, legs giving out.
âHe - he⌠fuck, Carmen, please.â
âSo close, honey. Try again.â
You know he wonât relent. He never does, when heâs in a mood. You have to just give him what he wants.
âHe couldnât make me feel this good, Carm. Itâs all for you, only you.â
âGood girl. Knew you could do it.â
With that, he speeds up his fingers, his other arm snaking around your back to keep you standing upright.
âGive it to me, baby. Know you want to. Thatâs it, atta girl.â
âCome for me, there we go. Can feel you.â
âGood girl, good fuckinâ girl. So pretty like this.â
You fall over the edge, clenching like a vice around his fingers as you throw your head back. Thereâs a sheen of sweat coating your skin, chest heaving with every breath you take. Your vision goes white for a second, gripping onto Carmyâs biceps for dear life.
You rest your forehead against his chest, panting as you try to recover.
âJealous Carmen is kinda mean,â you mumble into his shirt.
He laughs, wrapping his arms around you.
âYou know I didnât mean it, right? Youâre free to date whoever you want. You could do a lot worse than Daniel the hot supermodel.â
You pull back, looking at him carefully.
âI know. I just⌠I donât know if Iâll go. Seems a bit unfair to date him when my mind is on someone else.â
You both know exactly who you mean. You both also know that tipsy on a rooftop is not the place to have that conversation.
âDid you ever master the lavender crème brĂťlĂŠe?â
He chuckles, not expecting the sudden change in subject.
âYes, I did.â
âDo we have any left?â
âWe donât. But I did make chocolate soufflĂŠ this afternoon, if thatâll satisfy your sweet tooth.â
âFuck, yes,â you grin, leaning in to kiss him tenderly.
âIâll make you a crème brĂťlĂŠe in work tomorrow. Promise.â
âWill you make two extras?â
He quirks a brow in confusion, so you continue.
âWeâve got two elderly neighbours. Theyâre not very mobile, so I said weâd drop stuff off every now and again.â
He smiles at you, all soft and melted.
âOf course. That heart of yours is too big for your chest, you know.â
You take hold of his hand, placing it there.
âOnly sometimes.â
He kisses you again before throwing an arm over your shoulders.
âLetâs go eat chocolate soufflĂŠs and drink the rest of that wine you bought.â
âYouâre a mind reader,â you laugh, making your way downstairs.
Maybe he is, you think later. You donât mind in the slightest.
#roommate!carmen berzatto x reader#roommate!carmen berzatto#roommate!carmy berzatto x reader#roommate!carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto x reader smut#carmen berzatto fluff#carmen berzatto smut#carmen berzatto x reader fluff#carmy berzatto x reader smut#carmy berzatto fluff#carmy berzatto smut#carmy berzatto x reader fluff#carmen berzatto imagine#carmy berzatto imagine#carmy berzatto x reader#the bear smut#the bear x reader#the bear fluff#the bear imagine#and they were roommates
1K notes
¡
View notes
Text
Hi, guys! Let's talk about fandom etiquette!
đ¨âđŤđ¨âđŤđ¨âđŤ
I know a lot of you are young and perhaps have not been part of fandom spaces since the dawn of time (circa fanfiction.net) so let's talk about some dos and don'ts with fandom, so we can keep this a happy place! Please read this and reblog to get this out to people who genuinely may not know!
đDON'T: Write reviews of fics on Tumblr, Tiktok, or other social media. Fic writers are creating these things for FREE, and did not ask you to review. This often leads to negative discourse and can even cause fic writers to take down their fics. đDO: Leave kudos and ONLY POSITIVE comments. Talk about only positive things on social media. If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all!
Edited to add: YES, EVEN CONSTRUCTIVE CRITISCISM. If the author didn't ask for it, don't give it. Some may appreciate it, but others won't. At the very least, ask permission first.
đDON'T: Post fic ideas or headcanons on AO3. AO3 is for posting actual fanfiction or fanart and nothing else. (What I mean by this is, I've seen posts on ao3 like "Just posting an idea that someone should write, here it is!" and that's not what ao3 is for). Edited to add: You can also post original works and nonfiction works based on fandom on ao3! đDO: Post headcanons and ideas on Tumblr, Tiktok, etc!
Edited to change: Okay, so I feel like there's some arguments over like...what qualifies as metafic versus something that shouldn't be on AO3? So from my understanding (correct me if I'm wrong), people DEFINITELY should not be posting just a title with no work attached, which I have seen a lot lately, nor should they be posting to search for someone else's fic. However, it seems like lists, and similar metafic are okay, as well as original content, and nonfiction.
đDON'T: Repost entire fanfictions without permission or sell bound fanfiction. Again, this causes writers to take their fics down, and can actually cause issues with fandom because it can cause allegations of copyright infringement. đDO: Recommend fics you like to others by talking them up and posting links! Ask permission before you translate!
đDON'T: Send hate to authors for writing a fic in a way you don't like or not updating enough. Again, authors are doing this for free and sending hate causes serious mental harm to authors because they are people! If you don't like it, don't read it! đDO: Send love to authors in forms that they are comfortable with!
đDON'T: Shame others for their ships/fics/kinks. Fandom is supposed to be a supportive space! Judging people is taking away that safe space! đDO: Use the block button! Block or filter out things or people you don't like!
đDON'T: Use AI to create art or fics. This is detrimental to the creators who work hard to create their work! đDO: Try making your own art or fics! Practice makes perfect!
These are just a few of the things that I've seen happening more lately, but keep in mind that if you don't like something, you don't have to interact with it and fanart and fanfiction creators are people who are doing this for free. Please make sure to respect the hard work people put in, or fandom can't exist!
(Feel free to discuss/add things as long as you're being respectful!)
#marauders fandom#harry potter marauders#harry potter fandom#marauders era#fandom etiquette#fandom#fandom things#fandom meta#fandom culture#fandom history#fanfics#ao3#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer
909 notes
¡
View notes
Text
đŹđĄđđđ¨đ°đŹ đđđđ°đđđ§ đŽđŹ
pairing: drew starkey x reader
summary: you and drew have been best friends since childhood, sharing everything-until drew's acting career takes off. as odessa enters drew's life and their on-screen chemistry blurs the lines of their friendship, you feel the deepening void between you and the boy you once knew. invited to a family bbq at the starkey, you hope to reconnect with drew. however, you soon find yourself on the sidelines, watching as odessa captures all of drew's attention. a devastating scene in âhellraiserââa film that stars both drew and odessa-sends you spiraling into the realization that drew may never see you the way you see him. over the course of a painful night and the aftermath, long-buried emotions rise to the surface, culminating in a heart-wrenching confrontation. will drew finally realize what you mean to him, or will you be forced to let him go for good? | words count: 7,3k (sorry!!!)
warning(s): NO HATES TOWARD ODESSA OR ANY ACTORS/ FRIENDS OF DREW! english is not my native language. severe emotional turmoil, themes of unrequited love, detailed internal conflict, intense feelings of isolation, push-and-pull dynamics, emotional abandonment, moments of painful rejection, and slow-burning angst.
au: like, reblog and comment are much appreciated. i actually listen to THIS SONG while writing this, discussion can be send through my ask box, please feel free to send in anything. taglist | tagging: @rafeyslamb @tracymbcm @drewstarkeys-world @maybankslover @akobx @rubixgsworld @enjoymyloves @xoxohoneymoongirl @rafecameroncoke @httpsdrewstarkey @tiaamberxx @wxn-drlst @ratatioulle @zizuras @flvredcas @abrmscline @noobmazter69 @wearemadeofstardust0 @xoxosblogsblog @saviorcomplexrry
The summers were always the best part of your childhood. You and Drew Starkey had been practically inseparable since you were six years old, running through the wide backyard of the Starkey home, laughing until your stomach hurt and your lungs ached from the chase. Your families were closeâso close that your mothers, Jodi and your mom, would joke that you and Drew were "destined for each other."
"Y/N and Joseph," Jodi would say with a smile as she watched the two of you playing in the grass. "Theyâre going to get married someday. Iâve always known."
Your mother would laugh, glancing over at you, sweaty and carefree as you chased Drew through the sprinklers. "Iâd be happy with that, Jodi," sheâd reply, "It would be perfect."
You didnât think much of it then. To you, Drew was just Drewâyour best friend, the boy who pulled you out of the creek when you fell in one summer and got scraped knees trying to rescue you. You couldnât imagine life without him, but back then, you were still young. The idea of growing up and getting married seemed like something distant, almost laughable.
One summer, when you were about six, you had a moment that defined your bond. The sun was setting, casting a warm, golden light over the Starkey backyard. You and Drew were sprawled on the grass after an afternoon of playing tag, breathing hard but smiling at each other.
âJoseph,â you began, turning your head toward him as you lay beside him, âcan I call you something else? Like a nickname?â
Drew raised an eyebrow and rolled onto his side, propping his head up on his hand. âLike what?â
âI donât know... Drew? It sounds cooler.â
He blinked, then laughed, as though the idea of you giving him a special name was the best thing he had heard all day. âSure,â he said, grinning. âCall me Drew.â
From that day on, the name stuck. Only you called him that, while the rest of the world called him Joseph. It was your little secret, a bond that made you feel like you shared something special. And you did.
Every summer, you counted down the days until you could visit the Starkey family. It was traditionâlong, lazy afternoons spent playing outside, followed by evenings watching the stars come out. The best part, though, was the mornings.
Drew knew how much you loved watching the sunrise. Each summer, no matter how early it was, he would wake up with you before dawn, just so the two of you could sit on the hill behind the house and watch the sky change from dark blue to shades of pink, orange, and gold.
âThink weâll always do this?â you had asked one morning, your knees pulled to your chest as the horizon turned golden.
Drew looked at you, the early morning light reflecting in his eyes. âYeah,â he had said simply. âWeâll always be friends.â
At that moment, as the sun bathed you both in warmth, you believed him with all your heart.
When you were twelve, your family made the big move to Asheville, North Carolina, to be closer to the Starkeys. At first, it was a dream come trueâyouâd see Drew year-round now, not just in the summers. But as exciting as the move was, it came with its own challenges. A new school, new classmates, and a feeling of unfamiliarity that settled deep in your bones.
You werenât exactly the social butterfly Drew was. He thrived in new environments, easily making friends with his magnetic personality. He was taller than most boys his age, athletic, and undeniably charming. He played basketball, acted in the school plays, and it seemed like everyone was drawn to him. You, on the other hand, were quieter, more reserved. Drew was your anchor, the one person who made you feel like you belonged.
Despite being in different classes, Drew always made time for you. Heâd wait for you after school, leaning against the fence near the basketball courts, a crooked smile on his face as he waved you over.
âCome on, slowpoke,â heâd tease. âIâve got snacks for us before practice.â
It became a routineâhim waiting for you, you showing up at his basketball practices with snacks or a drink to keep him going. Sometimes, youâd sit on the bleachers, watching him run drills, marveling at how easily he seemed to fit into this new world. You were happy for him, of course, but there was always a small, nagging feeling inside you, something that whispered that you were being left behind.
You brushed it off. After all, Drew was still Drewâyour best friend, the boy who stood up for you when some kids at school made fun of your appearance. Youâd never forget the day one of Drewâs classmates, a girl from the drama club, sneered at you during lunch.
âHow can someone like you even be friends with Joseph Starkey?â she had said, her voice dripping with disdain.
You had felt a hot flush of embarrassment creep up your neck, your fists clenching at your sides. But before you could respond, Drew had appeared out of nowhere, stepping in front of you protectively.
âWhat did you just say?â Drewâs voice was low, dangerous, his eyes narrowing at the girl.
The girl faltered, shrinking under his glare. âIâ I didnât meanââ
âYou donât get to talk to her like that,â Drew snapped, his voice ice-cold. âIf I ever hear you say something like that again, youâll regret it.â
The girl had stammered an apology before scurrying away, and Drew had turned to you with a reassuring smile, as if nothing had happened.
âDonât listen to people like her,â he had said softly, placing a comforting hand on your shoulder. âYouâre worth so much more than their words.â
From that day on, you never doubted that Drew had your back. He was your protector, your confidant, the one person who made you feel safe in a world that often felt overwhelming.
When Drew turned seventeen, he became more serious about his future. You spent countless nights together, talking about his dreams, about how he wanted to pursue acting full-time after high school. It was clear to you that he had the passion, the drive, and the talent to make it big.
The day Drew landed his first acting role was a day youâd never forget. You were sitting in your living room when Drew burst through the front door, grinning from ear to ear.
âY/N! I got the part!â he shouted, holding up a script in triumph. âI actually got the part!â
Your heart soared with pride as you jumped up from the couch, wrapping him in a tight hug. âDrew, thatâs amazing! I knew youâd do it!â
The two of you celebrated that night, just the two of you. Drew asked you to help him practice his lines, and for hours, you sat on the floor of your living room, reading through the script with him. He was nervous, pacing back and forth as he recited his lines, but you were there, steady and patient, helping him work through every scene.
Before his first day on set, Drew had come to you, his usual confidence replaced with anxiety. âWhat if I mess up?â he had asked, his voice wavering. âWhat if Iâm not good enough?â
You had smiled softly, reaching into your bag and pulling out a small, crocheted keychainâa little dog with floppy ears that you had made yourself. âHere,â you said, handing it to him. âConsider this your good luck charm. Keep it with you, and I promise youâll be fine.â
Drew had chuckled, pocketing the keychain with a fond smile. âThanks, sunshine. Iâll keep it with me, always.â
That first role was just the beginning. After high school, Drew went off to college to study acting, and though the distance was hard, you made sure to keep in touch. Late-night phone calls, long text conversationsâDrew made sure you were still part of his life, even from miles away.
And when he landed his breakout role on the Netflix series Outer Banks, you were the first person he called.
âY/N! Guess what?â Drewâs voice had crackled through the phone, filled with excitement. âI got a role on a Netflix show! Can you believe it?â
Your heart had swelled with pride, even as a small, selfish part of you wondered what this meant for your friendship. âDrew, thatâs incredible! Iâm so proud of you!â
You meant every word, but as Drewâs career took off, the distance between you began to growânot just physically, but emotionally. His life was changing, and you werenât sure if you still had a place in it.
The first time Drew mentioned Odessa Aâzion, you hadnât thought much of it. She was a fellow actor on Outer Banks, and Drew had talked about how they had become fast friends on set. But as time passed, it became clear that Odessa was more than just a friend to Drewâshe was someone important to him.
At first, you tried to brush off the feeling of unease that settled in your chest every time Drew talked about her. After all, he was bound to make new friends in the industry. But it became harder to ignore the way he talked about Odessaâthe way his eyes lit up when he mentioned her name, the way she seemed to occupy so much of his attention.
The first time you met Odessa was at Drewâs birthday party. He had flown back to North Carolina to celebrate with friends and family, and you were excited to see him in person after months of only talking through texts and phone calls.
When you arrived at the restaurant, your heart raced with anticipation. It had been so long since youâd seen Drew, and part of you hoped that things would feel just like they used to. But as soon as you walked in, you saw him sitting with Odessa.
They were deep in conversation, laughing together as if they were the only two people in the room. You felt a pang of jealousy, something you hadnât expected. Drew had always been your person, your best friend. But now, watching him with Odessa, it felt like he was slipping away.
When Drew finally noticed you, his face lit up with a smile. âY/N!â he called out, standing up to wrap you in a tight hug. âIâm so glad youâre here!â
You hugged him back, but something felt off. The easy familiarity that had always existed between you was strained, and you couldnât shake the feeling that something had changed.
Odessa greeted you with a polite smile, introducing herself, but the way she looked at Drewâlike he was the center of her universeâonly made the knot in your stomach tighten.
The rest of the night passed in a blur. Drew introduced you to his castmates, and while everyone was friendly, you couldnât help but feel like an outsider. Drew and Odessa were inseparable, their laughter filling the room as they shared inside jokes you werenât part of.
Later that night, as the party began to wind down, Drew pulled you aside. âI need to take Odessa home,â he explained, his voice apologetic. âShe had a little too much to drink.â
You forced a smile, even as your heart sank. âYeah, of course. Go ahead.â
As you watched them leave together, something inside you shifted. You couldnât ignore it anymoreâthe distance between you and Drew wasnât just physical. It was emotional. And it hurt more than you were willing to admit.
Months passed, and while you and Drew still kept in touch, things werenât the same. The texts were shorter, the phone calls less frequent, and every time you tried to bring up something personal, something about you, the conversation somehow always shifted back to Odessa or Drewâs new life in Los Angeles. It wasnât that you didnât care about his successâyou were proud of himâbut it hurt to feel like an afterthought, someone on the periphery of his increasingly glamorous life.
When Drew invited you to his familyâs annual BBQ, you hesitated. Part of you wanted to turn down the invitation, not wanting to face him and Odessa again. But the other part of youâthe part that still longed for the closeness you once sharedâcouldnât say no. This was the Starkey house, the place that had always felt like a second home to you, the place where your friendship with Drew had blossomed.
The afternoon sun was just beginning to set as you arrived at the familiar Starkey home. The front porch was adorned with string lights, and the smell of grilled burgers wafted through the air, mixing with the sound of laughter from the backyard. It shouldâve felt like a homecoming, but instead, all you felt was a growing sense of unease.
As you stepped into the backyard, the knot in your stomach tightened. Drew was there, sitting beside Odessa, his arm casually draped along the back of her chair. They were laughing, their heads close together as if they were sharing some private joke. For a moment, it was like watching strangersâpeople you knew but didnât recognize anymore.
Before you could retreat, McKayla spotted you. âY/N!â she called out, running over with a grin. Her hug was warm, and it reminded you of why you had come. The Starkeys were still like family, even if your relationship with Drew had changed.
âI missed you so much!â McKayla said, pulling back to look at you with a beaming smile. âItâs been forever.â
âI missed you too,â you replied, your smile softening as you hugged her again. If anything, McKayla had always made you feel welcome, like you were still an important part of their family.
Just as McKayla let go, Todd walked over, his familiar grin lighting up his face. âThereâs my favorite little girl!â he boomed, wrapping you in one of his signature bear hugs. âHowâve you been, Y/N?â
âIâve been good, Todd,â you said, your voice a little quieter now. âHow about you?â
âOh, you know, keeping busy,â Todd replied, his tone warm. âWeâve missed you around here, you know. This place isnât the same without you.â
Jodi joined the group, pulling you into a soft hug. âY/N, itâs so good to see you again,â she said, her smile kind but tinged with something deeperâan understanding, perhaps, of the distance that had grown between you and her son. âHow are your parents?â
âTheyâre good,â you answered. âTheyâre actually in Rome right now, celebrating their 35th anniversary.â
âAh, Rome,â Jodi sighed wistfully. âLucky them. They always did know how to celebrate big.â
You smiled at the familiarity of their banter, grateful for their warmth, but it wasnât enough to stop the tightening in your chest. Every few minutes, your eyes would drift back to Drew and Odessa. The easy way they sat together, the way Drewâs hand occasionally brushed her arm as he spokeâit was hard to ignore. Even harder to accept.
âLetâs get you something to drink,â McKayla suggested, sensing your unease and pulling you away from the crowd. As you followed her inside, you passed Drew and Odessa. Drew glanced up at you, a smile briefly crossing his face.
âHey, Y/N! Glad you could make it,â Drew said, his tone casual, but there was a distance in his voice that hadnât been there before.
âYeah, wouldnât miss it,â you replied, trying to keep your tone light, even though your heart ached.
You could feel Odessaâs eyes on you, though her smile was polite. âNice to see you again,â she added, her tone friendly but not warm. You nodded, but the knot in your chest tightened as the conversation shifted back to something between her and Drew.
As the night progressed, Drew suggested watching Hellraiserâthe movie he and Odessa had filmed together. It was the project he had talked about non-stop for months, and while you had been happy for him, you had avoided watching it. The idea of seeing Drew and Odessa on screen together, so intimately connected, made you uneasy.
âI think youâll like it,â Drew said as the group settled in front of the outdoor screen. âItâs one of my favorite projects.â
You sat between McKayla and Todd, grateful for the distance between you and Drew, but as the opening credits rolled, the familiar knot in your stomach returned.
At first, you tried to focus on the movie, telling yourself it was just another role for Drewâjust a job, nothing more. But as the film progressed, your discomfort grew. Drewâs character, Trevor, and Odessaâs character, Riley, had an undeniable chemistry, one that felt far too real. Every glance, every touch between them on screen felt intimate, too personal.
And then the first love scene played out.
You had prepared yourself for it, but nothing could have braced you for how raw it felt to watch Drew and Odessa in such a vulnerable, intimate moment. The room around you seemed to fade, and all you could focus on was the way Drew looked at her on screen, the way their bodies intertwined in a way that felt too real to be acting.
Your breath caught in your throat, and you fought to keep your expression neutral, but the weight in your chest was growing unbearable. You hadnât realized how much it would hurt to see him like this, to be confronted with the reality of how much you were no longer a part of his life.
A lump formed in your throat as you forced yourself to stay seated, but when the second love scene began, you couldnât take it anymore. The emotions you had been pushing down for months suddenly overwhelmed you, and without a word, you stood up, muttering a quick excuse to McKayla before making your way to the front porch.
As soon as you were outside, you collapsed onto the porch steps, gasping for air as the tears finally spilled over. You had been trying so hard to keep it together, but seeing Drew and Odessa like thatâso close, so connectedâhad broken something inside you.
âY/N?â
McKaylaâs voice was soft, and you quickly wiped at your eyes as she stepped outside, sitting down beside you. She didnât say anything for a moment, just sat with you in the quiet, the sound of the movie still playing faintly in the background.
âAre you okay?â she finally asked, her voice filled with concern.
You shook your head, your voice trembling as you spoke. âI donât think I can do this, McKayla. Watching them together... itâs too much.â
McKayla sighed, her brow furrowing in sympathy. âI get it, Y/N. Itâs hard. But you have to talk to him. He doesnât know how much youâre hurting.â
âI donât think he even cares,â you whispered, your voice cracking. âHeâs so wrapped up in Odessa and his career... I donât think I matter to him anymore.â
McKayla shook her head firmly, turning to face you fully. âThatâs not true, Y/N. I know my brother. He still cares about youâheâs just blind to everything right now. But you need to tell him how you feel. You deserve that.â
You wiped at your eyes, trying to steady your breathing. âI donât know if I can.â
âYou can,â McKayla said softly, her hand resting on your shoulder. âYouâve been there for him through everything, Y/N. He needs to understand how much youâre hurting.â
You nodded, but the thought of confronting Drew still terrified you. You werenât sure if you were ready to face him, to lay everything out on the table. But one thing was clearâyou couldnât keep pretending everything was okay. You couldnât keep carrying this hurt on your own.
The next morning, you woke up with the same heavy feeling in your chest. You had tossed and turned all night, replaying the movie over and over in your mind, each scene only deepening the ache in your heart. You needed to leave. As much as you loved the Starkeys, being hereâbeing around Drew and Odessaâwas too painful.
You packed your bags quietly, leaving a note for McKayla and Todd, thanking them for their hospitality. Slipping out of the house before anyone else woke up, you drove home, your heart heavy with unresolved emotions.
Back at the Starkey house, McKayla sat at the kitchen table with Todd, sipping her coffee as the morning sunlight streamed through the windows.
âShe left early,â McKayla said quietly, setting her mug down with a frown. âShe didnât say goodbye.â
Todd looked up from his newspaper, his brow furrowed. âThat doesnât sound like her. Did something happen?â
McKayla sighed, glancing out the window. âI think things are worse than we thought. Y/N... sheâs been really struggling, Dad. Watching Drew and Odessa together... itâs been breaking her heart.â
Toddâs face softened with understanding, his eyes clouded with concern. âSheâs been a part of this family for so long. I hate to think sheâs feeling left out.â
Before McKayla could respond, Drew wandered into the kitchen, rubbing his eyes groggily. âMorning,â he mumbled, heading straight for the coffee pot. But when he noticed the tension in the room, he paused, frowning.
âWhatâs going on?â he asked, looking between McKayla and Todd.
McKayla exchanged a glance with her father before turning to Drew. âY/N left early this morning,â she said, her voice heavy with worry. âShe didnât say goodbye.â
Drewâs frown deepened, confusion flickering in his eyes. âWhat? Why?â
Todd sighed, folding his newspaper as he looked at his son. âI think you know why, Drew. Y/Nâs been feeling like youâve pushed her aside for a long time now. Last night... watching you and Odessa on screen... it was too much for her.â
Drew paled, guilt washing over his face. âWhat? Iâ I didnât mean toââ He trailed off, his voice cracking with emotion.
McKayla crossed her arms, her tone gentle but firm. âDrew, sheâs been there for you through everything. But youâve been so caught up in your own life that you didnât realize how much you were hurting her.â
Drewâs face fell, the weight of his sisterâs words hitting him like a punch to the gut. He had known something was wrong between you two, but he hadnât realized how deep the hurt ran.
âI need to fix this,â Drew muttered, setting down his coffee and running a hand through his hair. Without another word, he grabbed his keys and headed out the door, determination written all over his face.
You werenât expecting Drew to show up at your door. After the overwhelming emotions of the previous night, all you wanted was some distanceâsome space to breathe, to think. The moment you opened the door and saw Drew standing on your porch, his expression filled with a mix of regret and urgency, your heart raced with a mixture of anticipation and dread.
âY/N,â Drew began, his voice soft but strained. âCan I come in? We need to talk.â
You hesitated for a moment, gripping the edge of the door, your mind torn between letting him in and closing the door on everything youâd been feeling. Part of you wanted to push him awayâto protect yourself from the pain that had been eating away at you for so long. But another part of youâa much deeper partâwanted answers. Needed them.
With a reluctant sigh, you stepped back and motioned for Drew to come in.
He walked into your living room, the air thick with tension. As you closed the door behind him, you couldnât help but notice the way he looked around, as though searching for something familiar to hold on to. His eyes briefly landed on a photo of the two of you from years ago, sitting on the mantleâa reminder of better times, of the friendship that had once been your anchor.
Drew stood awkwardly in the middle of the room, his hands in his pockets, his eyes downcast. It was clear that he was struggling to find the right words, but the silence between you was too much to bear.
âYou left without saying goodbye,â Drew finally said, his voice almost a whisper. There was a vulnerability in his tone, something you hadnât heard from him in a long time.
You crossed your arms, trying to keep your emotions in check. âYeah, I did. I couldnât stay, Drew.â
He glanced up at you, his eyes filled with guilt. âWhy? Why didnât you talk to me?â
You let out a bitter laugh, shaking your head as you looked away. âTalk to you? Drew, when have we really talked lately? Every conversation weâve had for months has been about Odessa or your career. You barely even notice Iâm there anymore.â
Drew flinched at your words, the weight of them hitting him hard. âThatâs not true, Y/N. I care about youâIâve always cared.â
âReally?â you shot back, your voice trembling with anger and hurt. âBecause it sure doesnât feel like it. Do you even realize how long Iâve been feeling like this? How long Iâve been watching you slip away, trying to convince myself that I wasnât losing you?â
Drew opened his mouth to respond, but you didnât let him. The dam of emotions you had been holding back for so long finally broke, and the words came tumbling out before you could stop them.
âDo you know how hard itâs been, Drew? To sit on the sidelines, watching you live this new life, while I feel like Iâm not even part of it anymore? Iâve stood by you through everythingâevery audition, every role, every milestoneâand when it was my turn, when it was something important to me, you werenât there.â
Your voice cracked as you continued, the tears you had been holding back finally spilling over. âYou missed my graduation, Drew. Do you know how much that hurt? You promised youâd be there, and you didnât show up. I waited for you. I waited for you because I thought, âThis is Drew. Heâll come. Heâll be there for me like Iâve always been there for him.â But you didnât. And when you said youâd make it up to me, I thought maybe, just maybe, weâd have one night where it would just be the two of us, like old times. But you brought her.â
Drewâs face fell, his expression filled with regret. âY/N, Iâm so sorry. I didnât realizeââ
âYou didnât realize because you never asked,â you interrupted, your voice trembling with the weight of all the unspoken pain. âYou were so caught up in your own world, in your new life with Odessa, that you didnât even notice I was falling apart.â
Drewâs eyes were filled with anguish, his voice barely above a whisper. âI didnât mean to hurt you.â
âBut you did,â you said, your voice cracking with the weight of those words. âYou hurt me, Drew. Every time I saw you with her, every time you talked about her like she was the only thing that mattered to you, it felt like a knife in my chest. And I tried to be okay with it. I tried to tell myself that you deserved to be happy, that you deserved to have someone who understood your world. But it didnât stop the pain.â
Drew took a step closer to you, his hands trembling as he reached out, but he stopped short, his voice thick with emotion. âI didnât see it. I didnât see how much I was hurting you. I was selfish, Y/N. I got caught up in everythingâmy career, Odessaâand I didnât stop to think about how it was affecting you. And I hate myself for that.â
You wiped at your eyes, trying to steady your breathing, but the hurt still sat heavy in your chest. âYou forgot me,â you whispered, the words so quiet you werenât sure if he even heard them. âI was there for you through everything, and when I needed you, you forgot me.â
Drewâs face contorted with guilt and pain, and he stepped closer, his voice pleading. âI didnât forget you, Y/N. I swear, I didnât. I just... I got lost. I let everything else consume me, and I pushed you away without even realizing it. But I never stopped caring about you. I never stopped needing you in my life.â
You met his gaze, your heart aching at the raw vulnerability in his eyes. Part of you wanted to believe himâto believe that he hadnât meant to hurt you, that he was still the same Drew you had always known. But the pain was still too fresh, too raw.
âYou didnât need me, Drew,â you said, your voice barely above a whisper. âYou needed her. Every time I saw you, it was like I was just... there. Like I was some ghost from your past, watching as you built a new life without me.â
Drew shook his head, his voice breaking. âNo. No, thatâs not true. Odessa was just... she was just a friend. I never saw her as anything more. But youâIâve always seen you. Youâve always been more than just a friend to me.â
Your breath hitched, the weight of his words hitting you like a tidal wave. âWhat are you saying, Drew?â
âIâm saying that I love you, Y/N,â Drew said, his voice thick with emotion. âIâve loved you for so long, but I was too blind to see it. Too blind to realize how much I was hurting you by pushing you away. But itâs always been you. Itâs always been you, and Iâm so sorry I didnât realize it sooner.â
You stared at him, your heart racing, your mind struggling to process what he had just said. âDonât say that, Drew. Donât say that unless you mean it.â
âI do mean it,â Drew insisted, stepping closer to you. âIâve been an idiot, Y/N. I let everything else get in the way, and I lost sight of what really mattered. But youâyouâre what matters. Youâve always been the one whoâs mattered the most to me.â
Tears filled your eyes once again, your heart warring with your mind. You had waited so long to hear those words, but now that they were finally being spoken, you didnât know what to do with them.
âHow can I believe you?â you whispered, your voice trembling. âHow can I believe that you wonât hurt me again? That you wonât forget me the next time something else comes along?â
Drewâs eyes filled with desperation as he reached out and gently cupped your face in his hands. âI wonât forget you. I swear, Y/N, I wonât. Iâve already hurt you once, and I will never make that mistake again. Iâll spend the rest of my life proving to you that youâre the most important person to me. Just... please, give me another chance.â
You closed your eyes, the warmth of his touch sending a shiver down your spine. You wanted to believe him. You wanted to let go of the hurt and let Drew back into your life. But trust wasnât something that could be rebuilt overnight.
âI need time,â you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. âI need time to heal, to figure out if I can really trust you again.â
Drew nodded, his thumbs brushing away the tears on your cheeks. âI understand. Iâll wait. Iâll wait for as long as it takes, Y/N. Just please... donât shut me out completely.â
You opened your eyes, meeting his gaze, and for the first time in a long while, you saw the Drew you had always knownâthe Drew who had stood by your side through everything, who had been your rock when the world felt too heavy.
âI wonât shut you out,â you said softly, your heart aching with the weight of it all. âBut this... itâs going to take time.â
Drew nodded again, his relief palpable as he let out a shaky breath. âIâll be here. No matter how long it takes.â
With that, Drew slowly stepped back, giving you the space you needed. The air between you was still heavy with unresolved emotions, but for the first time in months, there was a glimmer of hope. A possibility that maybe, just maybe, things could be repaired.
As Drew turned to leave, he glanced back at you, his voice soft but filled with quiet determination. âI love you, Y/N. And Iâm not going to give up on us.â
You watched him go, your heart conflicted but not as heavy as it had been before. There was still so much to work through, but for the first time, you felt like maybeâjust maybeâyou and Drew had a chance to find your way back to each other.
The days after the confrontation felt different. Lighter, but still uncertain. The emotional heaviness lingered between you and Drew, but there was something else nowâa shared understanding that things needed time, that rushing back into the past wasnât an option.
Drew kept his word. He didnât push you, didnât try to force himself back into your life as if nothing had happened. Instead, he started with small gesturesâthings that reminded you of the Drew you had known before everything changed.
Each morning, you woke up to a text from Drew. Simple things, like: "I saw the sunrise today and thought of you. Miss those mornings." Or, "Found an old photo of us. Remember this day?" They were small messages, but they carried the weight of years of shared history and memories you had thought were forgotten.
One evening, about a week after the confrontation, Drew showed up at your door with coffee in hand. The sight of him standing there with your favorite caramel macchiato, looking uncertain but hopeful, stirred something inside you.
âI thought you could use this,â Drew said, offering a small smile. âAnd I... was hoping we could talk. Just for a little while.â
You hesitated, but then nodded, stepping aside to let him in. Drew walked into your living room, his movements tentative, like he wasnât sure where he stood anymore.
As you sat together on the couch, sipping your coffee, the silence between you was less suffocating than before. There was still a lot to work through, but at least the distance wasnât unbearable. Drew glanced around the room, his eyes landing on the framed photo of the two of you from years ago, taken on a family trip to the beach. The both of you were grinning wildly, arms around each other, as if nothing in the world could break your bond.
âI remember that day,â Drew said quietly, a soft smile tugging at his lips. âWe spent hours building a sandcastle. It collapsed after five minutes, but we didnât care. We thought it was the best thing ever.â
You chuckled softly, the memory warming something inside you. âYeah, we were so proud of it.â
Drew shifted in his seat, his expression turning more serious. âI miss those days, Y/N. I miss us. I know I messed up, and I know itâll take time, but... I want to get back to that.â
You turned to look at him, your heart aching at the sincerity in his voice. For so long, you had felt like you had lost Drewâthe Drew who had been your best friend, your confidant, the person who knew you better than anyone. But now, sitting here with him, you realized that maybe he hadnât been lost forever. Maybe he was still there, waiting for you to let him back in.
âI miss it too,â you admitted, your voice soft but full of emotion. âBut... I need time, Drew. This isnât something that can be fixed overnight.â
âI know,â Drew said, nodding. âAnd Iâm not going to rush you. Iâll take as much time as you need.â
For the first time in what felt like forever, you felt a glimmer of hope. Maybe things could be different this time. Maybe you could rebuild what had been broken.
The weeks that followed were a slow process of healing and reconnection. Drew made an effortâan effort you hadnât seen from him in months. He started texting you every morning, checking in to see how your day was going. The texts werenât long or overly sentimental, but they were consistent. They were proof that he was thinking about you, even in the midst of his busy schedule.
Some days, the texts were simple:
"Howâs work going? Thought of you when I passed by the old park today."
Other days, they carried a heavier weight:
"Iâm sorry again, Y/N. For everything. I just want you to know that Iâm still here."
And as time passed, you found yourself replying more. The walls you had built up around your heart began to slowly crumble, brick by brick. Drew wasnât just making promisesâhe was showing you that he meant them. He wasnât rushing you or pushing for more than you were ready to give. He was patient, and that patience made all the difference.
One afternoon, Drew surprised you by inviting you to lunch at the cafĂŠ you both used to frequent when you were younger. It had been years since youâd been there together, but as you sat across from each other, sipping coffee and talking about nothing in particular, it felt like you were slowly returning to a version of yourselves that had been lost.
The conversations were lighter, more comfortable. Drew listened intently when you talked about work, your hobbies, the things that had filled your life in the time you had drifted apart. And for the first time in a long time, you felt like you werenât competing with Odessa or his career for his attention. Drew was fully present, and that made all the difference.
A few weeks later, Drew showed up at your door with something unexpectedâa small gift bag in hand, looking both nervous and hopeful.
âI, uh, thought Iâd bring this over,â he said, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. âI know itâs not much, but I saw it and thought of you.â
You raised an eyebrow, curious, and took the bag from him. Inside was a small journal, the cover embossed with the words âFor Every Sunrise.â Your breath caught in your throat as you pulled it out, your fingers tracing the delicate lettering.
âI know how much you love watching the sunrise,â Drew explained, his voice soft. âI thought maybe... you could use this to write down your thoughts. Or even just to keep track of the sunrises youâve seen.â
Tears pricked at the corners of your eyes as you looked up at him, overwhelmed by the thoughtfulness behind the gift. Drew had always known how much sunrises meant to youâthose quiet moments when the world was still, when everything felt possible. And now, here he was, reminding you of those moments in a way that felt so personal, so deeply connected to the history you shared.
âThank you,â you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. âItâs perfect.â
Drew smiled, the tension in his shoulders easing slightly. âIâm glad you like it.â
For the first time in a long time, you felt like you were being seen. Not just as someone in Drewâs life, but as someone important. Someone who mattered.
As the weeks turned into months, you and Drew continued to rebuild your relationshipâslowly, carefully. There were still moments of doubt, moments when the hurt resurfaced and threatened to pull you back into the past. But Drew was patient. He never rushed you, never pushed you to move faster than you were ready for. Instead, he met you where you were, showing up for you in the ways that mattered most.
One day, Drew suggested a walk through the old park you used to visit as kids. It had been years since you had walked those paths together, but as you strolled through the park, side by side, it felt like you were reclaiming a piece of the past that had been lost.
âIâve been thinking a lot about us,â Drew said as you walked, his voice quiet but steady. âAbout how much weâve been through together.â
You glanced over at him, your heart tightening at the vulnerability in his voice. âYeah, me too.â
Drew stopped walking, turning to face you fully. His eyes were filled with a kind of determination you hadnât seen in a long time. âI donât want to take you for granted anymore, Y/N. Iâve been thinking about everything, and I know I hurt you. I know itâs going to take time to earn back your trust, but I want to be the person you can count on again. The person you deserve.â
You stared at him, your heart pounding in your chest. The sincerity in his voice, the way he looked at youâit was different now. There was no hesitation, no uncertainty. He meant every word.
âI want that too,â you said softly, your voice barely above a whisper. âBut I need to know that this time... this time, itâs real.â
âIt is,â Drew promised, his voice thick with emotion. âI swear, Y/N, itâs real.â
And in that moment, as the sun began to set behind the trees, casting a golden glow over the park, you knew that maybeâjust maybeâyou and Drew were finally on the right path. It wasnât going to be easy, and there were still wounds that needed time to heal, but for the first time in a long time, you felt like you could trust him again. Trust that he wasnât going to let you down.
Months passed, and the slow process of rebuilding trust continued. Drew didnât let up on his effortsâhe made time for you, prioritized you, and showed you in small, meaningful ways that he was committed to repairing the damage that had been done.
The two of you began to fall back into an easy rhythm. Movie nights, long conversations over coffee, quiet walks through the parkâit was like rediscovering an old friendship, but with the added depth of everything you had been through. The love you had for each other was still there, but now, it was stronger, more resilient.
One evening, Drew invited you to his house for dinner. It was just the two of you, and as you sat together on the back porch, watching the sunset, you felt a sense of peace settle over youâa peace you hadnât felt in a long time.
âIâve been thinking a lot about the future,â Drew said softly, breaking the comfortable silence between you.
You turned to look at him, your heart skipping a beat. âYeah? What about it?â
Drewâs eyes softened as he reached out and took your hand, his fingers gently intertwining with yours. âAbout us. About what we want.â
You swallowed hard, your pulse quickening at the intensity of his gaze. âAnd what do you want, Drew?â
âI want you,â he said, his voice steady but filled with emotion. âI want you in my life, in every way. I donât want to lose you again, Y/N. I love you. I always have.â
Tears welled up in your eyes as his words washed over you. It had taken so long to get to this point, to rebuild what had been broken, but now, sitting here with Drew, you knew that it had all been worth it.
âI love you too,â you whispered, your voice trembling with emotion. âIâve loved you for so long, and I donât want to lose you either.â
Drew smiled, his eyes filled with relief and happiness. âThen letâs not waste any more time. Letâs be together.â
And as he leaned in to kiss you, the weight of all the past hurt and pain seemed to fade away, leaving only the promise of a futureâtogether.
THE END!!
i was thinking about writing a drabbles for this, hehe maybe their future together, if you have any suggestion, ask box are always open!! and i hope you all enjoy this imagine đ¤
#rafe cameron#rafe cameron imagines#rafe cameron fanfic#rafe cameron imagine#drew starkey imagine#drew starkey imagines#drew starkey#drew starkey x y/n#rafe cameron x y/n#drew starkey x you#drew starkey blurb#drew starkey fluff#drew starkey one shot#drew starkey fanfic#drew starkey x reader#drew starkey smut#drew starkey angst
856 notes
¡
View notes
Text
â¨The Jades are here!â¨ď¸
-âŚ- CURRENT PROJECTS -âŚ-
ISAT: Sky CotL AU
LMK: ShadowPeach Bio Parents AU
-âŚ- A B O U T M E -âŚ-
Welcome to my super self-indulgent blog! I'm a 23 y/o professional fanartist from Nord Italy. I've worked for projects alongside creators like Alex Hirsch, Dana Terrace, Matt Braly & Rebecca Sugar. I'm open for commissions from November to March, as I work as a Windsurf / Wingfoil instructor the rest of the year.
-âŚ- S U P P O R T M E -âŚ-
â¨Check out my RedBubble shop and browser over 400 stickers & Prints designs!
â¨You can Tip me on KO-FI or get HD files of my prints!
â¨Check my PRIDE DECK STORE, a fun colorful way to make the coming out process a card game!
-âŚ- R U L E S & F A Q -âŚ-
â¨I have a really long queue, if you send me an ask it can take up to 15 days to be posted, but it WILL be answered!
â¨Don't spam my DM's with "hey"/"hello"/"hi"
â¨Don't repost WITHOUT PERMISSION! (ESPECIALLY on other socials / websites)
â¨ď¸Feel free to ask me in Anonymous, but I might delete the post after 5/8 months for organization reason.
â¨ď¸When you ask me something with the ask buttom, ASK me something, please use the comments or the DM option for other comments!
â¨ď¸Please don't ask/demand me of drawing a certain thing, I don't do request and it makes me feel pressured and unease. Instead, ask me if I'm planning on drawing said thing in the future.
â¨Feel free to comment by reblogging and adding your text, but I will answer questions only if you use the ask or the comment option under the post (I want this blog to be as much as possible reblog-free)
⨠Iâm not responsable for any emotional or physical damage caused by my art.
â¨Which Program you use? Procreate
â¨ď¸Which brush you use? Custom ones I made in Procreate
â¨Can I make fanart / Fanfiction of your art? YES! But please TAG me as I wanna see them!
564 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Code of Conduct 1
Warnings: this fic will include elements, some dark, such as cheating, noncon/dubcon, and other untagged triggers. Please take this into account before proceeding. It is up to curate your online consumption safely.
Summary:Â your boss has a difficult time keeping his personal life from bleeding into his work.Â
Characters: Steve Rogers, this reader is known as Rosie.
Authorâs Note:Â Please feel free to leave some feedback, reblog, and jump into my asks. Iâm always happy to discuss with you and riff on idea. As always, you are cherished and adored! Stay safe, be kind, and treat yourselfđ
đźPart of the Bad Bosses AUđź
âMr. Rogersâ office. This is Rosie, how can I hel--âÂ
âWhere is he?â Peggyâs voice cuts over your own.Â
âOh, hello, Mrs. Rogers, heâs currently in a meeting--âÂ
âGet him.âÂ
âMrs.--âÂ
âDonât argue with me. Go get him. Are you not his assistant?â She challenges brusquely.Â
Her accent adds to the sharpness of her words. Her curt demeanour is a stark contrast to her husband. Your boss is always amiable, accommodating even, but the few times youâve dealt with his wife have been similarly tense. You put a smile on so she canât hear your anxiety.Â
âOf course, Mrs. Rogers,â you preen, âIâll put you on a quick hold.âÂ
âNo, you will get him. No hold.âÂ
You suck in a sigh and hold your breath in your chest, âof course.âÂ
You set the phone down. You donât see how her hearing your desktop will be any better but you wouldnât want to irritate her further. It must be urgent.Â
You stand and smooth out your dress. You step out from behind your desk, digging your nails into your palms as you ball your fists tight. You get nervous about most things. Answering the phone took your months to get used to and even now you tend to fumble over your words.Â
You go to the door and brace yourself. You donât know why you expect Mr. Rogers to be upset. Heâs never been anything close to rude. Maybe short in times of stress but not unpleasant. You knock and wait as you twiddle your fingers against your striped pleats.Â
It isnât Mr. Rogers who answers by Mr. Barnes. You give a sheepish smile, âexcuse me, doll.âÂ
He steps past you and you bid him a good day. He leaves without further courtesy and Mr. Rogers calls your name from within, âneed something?â He asks.Â
âOh, yes, Mrs. Rogers is on the phone.âÂ
He doesnât seem happy about that. His cheek dimples and he nods, wiggling his pen at you, âpatch her through.âÂ
You go back to your desk and pick up the receiver, âhello, Mrs. Rogers, heâs available now--âÂ
âI donât want to talk to you, honey. Where is my husband?âÂ
You transfer her without another word. Phew. You almost feel bad for your boss as you hear him pick up in his office. His tone is low and dull.Â
You try not to overhear, letting his conversation drone into a buzz. Thereâs enough work to be done without worrying about his personal life. Your own afterhours concerns are more than concerning. You wouldnât say you have much going on and thatâs the problem. Itâs moment like those that ease your envy of othersâ full plates.Â
You havenât seen the girls lately. The group chatâs been quiet but you suppose you could go ahead and say hi. Your weekly cocktails petered out to biweekly, then monthly, and now you canât remember the last time you let go with a mimosa.Â
You peek over your desk and back at your screen. Itâs not only on them to keep things going. You pick up your phone and open the chat. The last message is a meme Elfie sent about printers. You shake your head and send a little waving sticker, keying in a message.Â
âLong time no see! Iâm in need of drinks. Anyone free? Whenâs best? Hope youâre all taking care.âÂ
Youâre professional tone shines through even on WhatsApp. Itâs a bit lame but youâre an entirely different person in text. Most people are surprised to meet the mousy secretary hiding behind her screen after the lively back and forth in Outlook.Â
You set your phone down and try not to stare at it. A reply never comes while youâre waiting for it, nor does water boil when youâre watching it. As you click around and try to remember where you were, the silence sinks in. Your realisation brings your eyes up as quickly as Mr. Rogers shadow.Â
You bat your lashes at him in surprise, âneed something, sir?âÂ
He gives a half-smile, the type weighed down by disappointment. He sighs and crosses his arms, leaning on the door frame, âyou hungry?âÂ
âUm, well, itâs only eleven,â you shrug.Â
âMm, yeah,â he unfolds one arm to rub his neck, âIâm restless. You feel like getting lunch early?âÂ
âSure, I can run out and grab you something,â you stand eagerly.Â
âNo, uh,â he drops his arm back over his other, âtogether. I had a reservation for me and Peggy but she canceled. Iâd hate to inconvenience the restaurant and I just canât sit and mope in my office.âÂ
âOh, okay, I guess that works...âÂ
âDo you need to ask your boss?â He scoffs.Â
You laugh at his joke, âdo I?âÂ
He smiles, a real smile and drops his arms, âmy treat. You know what, you earned it. You work so hard around here, a little employee appreciation is overdue.âÂ
âThatâs so nice,â you chime, âuh, sir, I... I should leave an away message, should I?âÂ
âOh, who cares, come on.âÂ
âWell, I mean...âÂ
âAh, I get it, boss is a real hard ass,â he winks.Â
âSir,â you giggle nervously and teethe your lip. He watches your mouth.Â
âYou can catch up later. Come on, I havenât played hooky in years.âÂ
âHooky?â You stammer.Â
He laughs, âa goody two shoes. Itâs why I hired you but itâs okay to let loose once in a while.âÂ
âI know, Mr. Rogers, itâs just... itâs work.âÂ
âToo much of it and youâll turn into me,â he huffs. âPlease, Iâm sure your husband would hate if you were never home. Never answered the phone.âÂ
âIf I had one, probably,â you blurt out then look away shyly.Â
âReally? I thought...â he begins and shakes his head, âdoesnât matter. Iâll grab my jacket and weâll go. I missed breakfast.âÂ
âUm, sure, sir,â you agree and put your hand on the phone.Â
When he turns, you look down. Missie sent a reply; âplease, drinks are required!â Ooh! Yay.Â
#steve rogers#dark steve rogers#dark!steve rogers#steve rogers x reader#series#drabble#code of conduct#au#bad bosses#mcu#marvel#captain america#avengers
524 notes
¡
View notes
Text
đ¸Welcomeđ¸
âËâżË° About me °ËâżËâ
I'm Meru, she/her, 19 years old. I mostly draw my original yanderes. I'm still new to writing instead of telling my stories purely through art so please bear with me :D
âËâżË° Commission Info °ËâżËâ
âËâżË° Rules °ËâżËâ
đŤStay away from my blog if you use and/or support the use of generative AIđŤ
đŤDo not repost my art without credits, if you want to share it on tumblr or twitter just reblog/retweet and if you want to do it on another site give a link to the original post and write my nameđŤ
âźď¸This account contains yandere and non-con content, if you are uncomfortable with these topics please block meâźď¸
While I am ok with most things I won't be answering asks that are too personal. While all traumas, coping mechanisms, sexual identities and experiences deserve being recognized, I'm not a professional and can make mistakes handling certain topics.
I read every single ask I get, sometimes it's hard thinking of an answer for them or something similar has been asked before so please don't take it personally if I fail to reply to you. Also while I sometimes reply to certain asks about my OCs with drawings, I don't take requests so please don't request me to draw a certain type of character.
I'm ok with you making fanart, fanfic or other fan content of my characters as long as you credit me and you are free to tag me if you want me to see it!
Please don't send me asks and/or dms just saying "hello", talking about how your day went or how you are feeling.
!!Before you send an ask about Silas or Elias!!
đ¸Masterlistđ¸
5k celebration poll
âËâżË° Have fun! °ËâżËâ
#intro post#introduction#pinned intro#introductory post#blog intro#pinned post#yandere#digital art#artists on tumblr#male yandere#art#yandere boy aesthetic#yandere aesthetic#aestethic#yandere male#yandere x reader#yandere x you#yandere x darling#yandere x y/n#elias#silas#yandere elf#yandere pretty boyfriend
485 notes
¡
View notes
Text
tease and release
masterlist | requesting rules
summary: max is bound by silk scarves and is at your mercy as you tease him. you love the sounds of his desperate pleas so much, that you just can't let him have an easy night.
WARNINGS: 18+ content, porn without plot, bondage, edging, orgasm denial, power dynamics, slight size kink, use of good boy.
w.c: 1.7k
a/n: been working on a lot of different requests, fics + my kinktober that's coming up, but finally have a piece out for you guys! hope you all enjoy, and donât forget to tell me your thoughts via comment, reblog or ask; and remember requests are open.
your fingers traced a painstakingly slow path along maxâs soft stomach, feeling the way it tenses beneath your touch, leaving max trembling in anticipation for your next movement. not that heâd be able to do much about it however, as your boyfriendâs wrists and ankles were loosely bound above his head by the silk scarves you had bought a few nights ago. there was enough room for him to tug against themâ but not enough for him to break free. everytime he tugged at the restraints heâd let out a soft groan, as if he had completely forgot they were there. you also tutted at him each time he done so, causing the groans to shift into soft whines.
the room was filled with maxâs ragged breathing, every breath heavy and uneven, punctuated by desperate pants and soft moans. the only other sounds were your teasing words and whispered praises, each one sending a shiver through him, making him writhe and beg for more. his skin was hot beneath your touch, and the way his body reacted to every miniscule touch was intoxicating, each silver and twitch only encouraged you to keep on going. âplease,â he whimpered quietly, his hooded eyes lazily watching as your hands had now moved down to his fuzzy thighs, tracing small patterns on the plush skin. you werenât ready to give into his begs of moving on yet, moving your hands to run up and down the inside of his thighs with featherlight touches, but never reaching where he truly needed you. you smiled at him, leaning over his naked body so you were both face-to-face, your nose bumping against his. ânot yet, maxie,â you murmured against his lips, leaning in to leave a chaste peck upon them. max tried to chase your lips, but didnât get far so another frustrated whine left him. moving back down to your original position, you splayed your hands against his thick thighs, feeling the plush skin beneath your palms. your hands looked almost delicate in comparison, dwarfed by the sheer size of him. the sight of your small hands against his thighs sent a thrill through you, a reminder of just how much bigger he was â how easily he could overpower you if he wasnât bound. but he wasnât in control right now; you were, and that thought made you squeeze his thighs a little tighter, your nails digging in just enough to leave marks on his skin. your smile grew when you heard the moan max let out at the feeling of your nails marking his skin. you glanced up at him, catching the desperate, half-lidded look in his eyes, and sent a playful wink his way before leaning down, your breath hot against his thighs. starting with soft, teasing kisses, you brushed your lips so lightly against his thigh; like a whisper of a touch. you moved slowly against his thigh, savoring every twitch and tremble from his sensitive body. you heard his breath begin to get more ragged as you moved further up his thighs, drawing closer to where he needed you most. however instead of giving into him â because what fun would that be? â you lifted your lips from his skin, and moving to his other thigh before repeating your movements. you switched between leaving a trail of open-mouthed kisses along his skin, gently nipping at his skin and soothing licks against his sensitive skin which had him panting, practically salivating for more. max threw his head back against the pillows, eyes squeezed shut tightly as the strings of moans continued to leave his mouth; a delight to your ears. âso sensitive,â you muttered against his thighs, nosing against the inside of his right thigh before pulling back. you couldnât help but admire the pretty sight in front of youâ max tied up by his wrists and ankles, his full body on display for you. his cheeks were flushed, and his hair was messy from the feverish movements of his head. his chest had a sheen of sweat layered along it, and was decorated with hickeys, a mix of reds and purples appearing on the skin. his thighs were the same, except the markâs were fresher, so they werenât as dark. but last, and certainly not least; his cock; flushed a deep, needy red and painfully hard. it twitched with every whispered word that left your lips, leaking beads of precum that glistened at the tip, making it look even more inviting. the veins prominently stood out along his length, silently begging for you to finally touch it. it was almost overwhelming how gorgeous he looked like this â exposed, straining, and completely at your mercy.
reaching your hand out with deliberate slowness, you moved it over to his aching cock, and wrapped your fingers around it. the heat of him was intoxicating, his silky skin now slick with sweat and precome. you started with a gentle stroke, your thumb moving to his tip as you ran it along the slit. maxâs breath hitched immediately, choking on a moan as he instinctively bucked his hips up into your hand, trying to push into your touch. you tutted at the action, digging your nails into his sensitive shaft as he stuttered on his breath. âenough of that,â you warned him, eyes landing on his face. âyouâre going to lay there, and youâre not going to move; just like the good boy you are. understood?â maxâs eyes widened at your words as he nodded furiously at your words. you raised a brow at him before shaking your head at him. âcome on maxie, verbal answers. i need words,â you told him, your grip loosening on him; silently threatening him. âs-sorry! yes, iâll stay still. promise,â max told you, looking at you with desperate, pleading eyes as he awaited your response. his head fell back when you only muttered âgood boyâ, before going back to what you were doing. you continued with your slow and languid strokes down maxâs shaft, dragging out each movement to tease him to the edge of his sanity. youâd change the pace every now and then, speeding up to make his eyes snap open as he choked on his own breath, whining out at the relentless pace you bestowed upon him, to then slowing down to a torturous crawl; causing maxâs nose to scrunch up in frustration, holding back his words as he knew you wouldnât go easy on him.
maxâs breathing slowly evened out over time, his eyes meeting yours with a mix of exhaustion and gratitude.you watched with a satisfied smile, knowing you had pushed him to his limits and given him exactly what he needed.
#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen x you#max verstappen oneshot#max verstappen smut#max verstappen fic#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen fanfic#f1 smut#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 fanfic#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 fanfiction#formula one fanfiction#formula one x reader#em's filth
358 notes
¡
View notes
Text
â°âłđHow to predict timing with tarot cards?
Štarotfairy0919 - all rights reserved. do not copy, translate, alter or repost my work.
Please REBLOG if you find this information useful! ŕźË°đŞ.ŕłŕż*
While Tarot cards can provide insights and guidance on a situation, predicting precise timing can be difficult as the Tarot operates on a more intuitive and spiritual level rather than a literal timeframe.
It's important to remember that Tarot readings are meant to provide guidance, not concrete predictions. Trust in the process and allow the messages from the cards to unfold in their own time.
If timing is a crucial aspect of your question, consider seeking additional clarification from the cards or a professional Tarot reader.
Traditional tarot timing correspondences
WANDSÂ - rapid action(hours to days), noon and spring
SWORDSÂ - quick but not as fast as wands(days to weeks), morning and spring
CUPSÂ - somehow slow( weeks to months), evening and autumn
PENTACLESÂ - the slowest of all(months to years), midnight and winter
Note: If you want me to create a deck regarding timing feel free to send me an ask!
you can do it in a calendar spread and look for the first card that is the most representative(THE LOVERS, 2 OF CUPS, 9 OF CUPS - wish card, any of THE KNIGHTS, ACE OF CUPS) - in case if you wonder if a relationship will appear in future
the first card will represent the current month when is possible for the relationship to start/appear
if 2 of Cups is the 5th card - a relationship will appear in 5 months from now
you can also look at what sign the card represents and the relationship can start in that sign period
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââââ ââ
ââ
â âââââ ââ
ââ
â ââ
Answer to âWhen?ââ Question According to Major Arcana Tarot Cards
The Fool - When you make a leap of faith, spontaneously
The Magician - When you are ready to manifest it, quickly
High Priestess - You already know when, trust your instinct, night, a new moon; Unrevealed
The Empress  - When factors align, 9 months
The Lovers - When you make a decision
The Chariot - Fast moving card / When you are determined
Strength - When you believe in yourself
The Hermit - Slow moving card/ After a period of self reflection/solitude
Wheel of fortune - When the divine timing is ready, anytime & without notice, soon
Hanged Man - Stagnant, this situation will require your patience. When you change your perspective or surrender and accept, undetermined
Temperance - Things may happen slowly. Patience and moderation
The Tower - Suddenly, unexpectedly, abruptly, immediately
The Sun  - Summer, a year
The Star - When you believe
The Moon - A month
Judgement - Winter, stormy weather
The World - When the divine timing is ready, slowly
Lots of lower numbers - long time
8, 9, 10 cards - rapid conclusion
Using the numbers of the minor arcana it can be an indicator of when an approaching event may be likely to happen. By using a simple mathematical formula, we can arrive at a projection.Â
・ďžâ˘âŕ¨âĄŕ§â⢠・ďžnumber + suit = timing
For example, if the outcome card is the 2 of Wands, we could deduce the following: 2 + days = 2 days
This may suggest the event may happen in two days, or that it will last for two days.
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââââ ââ
ââ
â âââââ ââ
ââ
â ââ
Asking the right question & Reading the cards first:
By focusing on more specific questions and considering the potential story or sequence of events, you can gain deeper insights into the situation.
When encountering multiple reversed or negative cards, it could indicate obstacles or challenges that need to be addressed before progress can be made. It's all about understanding the nuances and layers within each reading to uncover the underlying messages and guidance.
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââââ ââ
ââ
â âââââ ââ
ââ
â ââ
Minor Arcana Timing Methods - Season Method
Each suit in Tarot is indeed associated with one of the four elements, which in turn correlates to one of the four seasons:
Wands (Fire): Associated with the element of Fire, symbolizing passion, energy, and creativity. This suit corresponds to the season of Spring, where growth and new beginnings are prevalent.
Cups (Water): Representing the element of Water, Cups signify emotions, intuition, and relationships. This suit is connected to the season of Summer, reflecting nurturing and deeper emotional connections.
Swords (Air): Aligned with the element of Air, Swords signify intellect, communication, and mental clarity. This suit is linked to the season of Autumn, where critical thinking and decision-making are emphasized.
Pentacles (Earth): Tied to the element of Earth, Pentacles represent material aspects, stability, and abundance. This suit correlates with the season of Winter, symbolizing practicality, grounding, and financial matters.
The number method in tarot can provide additional insights into timing within a reading.
By considering the numbers on the cards drawn, you can make predictions about when an event may occur.
For instance, if you draw the Six of Wands and the Six of Cups in response to a question like "When will I find love?" the presence of the number six in both cards could indicate a time frame ranging from 6 days up to 6 months for the event to unfold.
This method adds a layer of specificity and helps in understanding the potential timing of future events based on the cards drawn.
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââââ ââ
ââ
â âââââ ââ
ââ
â ââ
Major Arcana Timing Methods: Zodiac Sign Method
Astrological correspondences can also be used to predict timing in tarot readings, particularly with Major Arcana cards. Each Major Arcana card is associated with a specific astrological sign or planet, providing insights into timing and potential events.
By understanding the astrological correspondences of the Major Arcana cards drawn in a reading, you can gain insights into the timing and potential influences of celestial energies on the situation at hand.
The Fool: Aquarius (January 20-February 18)
The Magician: Gemini (May 21- June 20)
The High Priestess: Cancer (June 21-July 20)
The Empress: Taurus (April 21-May 20)
The Emperor: Aries (March 21-April 20)
The Hierophant: Taurus (April 21-May 20)
The Lovers: Gemini (May 21-June 20)
The Chariot: Cancer (June 21-July 20)
The Strength: Leo (July 21- August 20)
The Hermit: Virgo (August 21- September 20)
The Wheel of Fortune: Four fixed signs (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, Aquarius)
The Justice: Libra (September 21-October 20)
The Hanged Man: Pisces (February 21-March 20)
The Death: Scorpio (October 21-November 20)
The Temperance: Sagittarius (November 21-December 20)
The Devil: Capricorn (December 21-January 20)
The Tower: Scorpio and Aries (October 21-November 20) (March 21-April 20)
The Star: Aquarius (January 21-February 20)
The Moon: Pisces (February 21-March 20)
The Sun: Leo (July 21- August 20)
The Judgement: Scorpio (October 21-November 20)
The World: Capricorn (December 21-January 20)
Ęâ˘á´Ľâ˘ĘďžâĄ Ęâ˘á´Ľâ˘ĘďžâĄoopsie you already reached the end Ęâ˘á´Ľâ˘ĘďžâĄĘâ˘á´Ľâ˘ĘďžâĄ
#tarotcommunity#tarot reading#tarot witch#tarotblr#tarot#tarot community#daily tarot#tarot cards#tarot art#learn tarot#tarotonline#tarotista#tarotscope#tarot deck#please reblog#ayda's tarot notes#tarotfairy0919#tarot for beginners#free tarot
511 notes
¡
View notes
Text
f1 racer | psh
part two
pairings: park sunghoon
synopsis: f1 racer park sunghoon is the ace of their team until he got into a terrible accident causing of his sudden hiatus. the incident injured his shoulder and affected his mental health. you are hired by his mother to help him get through this tough times as you are one of the best psychiatrist in town. he hated the idea of being vulnerable so instinctively, he hates you. he hates how you try to get into his head for him to open up and he hates his parents for meddling with his life like heâs a kid. but he couldnât deny that you are exceptionally beautiful and he canât help his cock from twitching just by imagining pushing you down on your office table, fucking you deep and hard until you canât think straight anymore.
wc: 15k
warnings: mdni. smut with slight plot, lots of dirty talking, degrading, corruption kink, p into v raw (please always use protection), dom sunghoon, slight rough sex, reader experiencing sexual harassment. IF YOU DONâT LIKE ANY OF THIS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SCROLL AWAY.
note: i have no right and enough knowledge with medical terms so disregard my claims as it came from my imagination to fit my plot. iâm new with writing smuts so please donât give rude comments. i am still learning. also please send me asks and reblog my work. it will help a lot. thank you so much!
slutofpsh 2024 Š all rights reserved.
After how Sunghoon dismissed you, you didnât expect him to reach out first. You can still remember the bitter feeling that poisoned your whole system while youâre taking a bath that day. The pain between your legs was incomparable from how your heart was aching that time.
His cold tone and how he asked you to leave right after kept flashing back to your mind. It was such an awful experience. A part of you gets pissed at him for acting like a jerk after taking your v card, but you also know that maybe you caught him off-guard as well. Besides, it was your decision to give yourself to him that day.
Itâs honestly making you feel frustrated. Were you crossing the line when you suddenly asked that question? Now you are certain that his ex-girlfriend has something to do with it. Your chest tightens just by thinking about it. Heâs still very affected by her. Thereâs a big possibility that he still have feelings for her.
You threw your head back and stared at your ceiling. This isnât how it suppose to be. You should be focusing on your work and not worrying about an F1 racer who probably donât give a care about you.
The wall clock caught your eye and suddenly realized that it will soon be his session for today. Since its wednesday, he will be the one coming at your office. It makes you hopeful and youâre already rehearsing what to tell him the moment he walks in.
You wanted to apologize for suddenly dropping that question out of nowhere without even considering if heâs mentally prepared for it.
Your thoughts are interrupted when your phone chimed.
Sunghoon: I wonât be coming today.
Oh.
Your mind went blank right after receiving that message. All the words you tried to compose and prepare the moment you come face to face with him became useless. You canât help but to feel a little disappointed and upset about it. Heâs obviously trying to avoid you and it hurts just by thinking about it.
The amount of efforts and time you exerted just to be close with him seems to be put into waste when heâs pushing you away like this.
Was it really about the professional reason why youâre hurting? Or was it your heart cracking because of him? Eitherway, you donât like the feeling of it.
Since Sunghoon is the last patient scheduled for today, you informed your secretary that heâs not coming. Although a little confused, she asked if you need something else or if thereâs any patients left that youâre expecting to arrive.
You told her that she can wrap up and go home early today as thatâs what youâre about to do. This thing going on between you and the f1 racer sure is draining all of you. You just want to be inside a bathtub, soaked in hot water and having a bottle of wine.
Yeah, thatâs right. That could totally help with your mood.
A knock from your office door snapped you back to reality. It slowly opened revealing Hana whose now flashing you a small smile. It didnât slipped from your friend how youâve been gloomy these days. She took notice how youâre not mentioning the famous f1 racer as well, assuming that he has something to do with your foul mood.
âHi,â she greets and you tried so hard to flash her a smile.
âHello. I thought your sessions are done already? What are you doing here?â
She pursed her lips and walked inside. âI was thinking if youâd want to spend time with me? Your secretary said youâre out early today.â
Your eyes almost watered because of what she said. Hana completely understands you despite your resistance of oversharing informations regarding Park Sunghoon. She understands how you're always been a little private with your personal life.
As a friend, all she can do for you is accompany you whenever you need someone to be there by your side.
The two of you planned to stay in her expensive crib that sheâs very proud of. Actually, you really like her apartment since its very pretty and cozy. Thereâs some vibes in it that you cannot explain.
After stopping to get some snacks, you head over her place. She was continuously talking about this one hot client of her. Obviously, she likes him but gets defensive that she just really finds him hot.
âSo...â your head snaps at her direction when she suddenly halt her words like as if sheâs waiting for you to look.
You got lost in time and have no idea for how long have you two been sitting outside her balcony talking about random things.
âHmm?â you hummed, asking her what she wants to say.
She bit her lower lip, contemplating whether to go for it or stop being nosy. After ending the debate with her inner self, she sighs heavily and sets down her glass of wine to fully focus on you.
âWhatâs up with the F1 racer? He skipped today. Thatâs new.â she finally dropped the bomb.
You were kind of expecting it, but to actually be asked about it still caught you dumbfounded. You donât know the exact words to use in order to explain what happened on your last session.
Surely you cannot mention what the director did to you and youâre too embarrassed to tell her he just pop your cherry.
âMaybe he just donât feel like seeing me today.â the pain in your eyes didnât slip from her. Hana may not always hear you rant things towards her, but she knew whenever youâre not okay.
She pursed her lips and reaches for your free hand to hold it. âWhen did he ever feel that way? As far as I remember, Park Sunghoon is totally so into you.â and even winked at you to make you feel better or at least laugh.
âI think I made him mad.â tears fills your eyes to the brim that made her go slightly alarmed.
âWhy? What happened?â she gently grabs the glass of wine from you to avoid spilling any of its content.
âI asked him about his ex and after that he started acting cold. Maybe...â your words halt and emotions oozes from your eyes. Hana can see how worried and scared you are by your own thoughts. She felt so bad.
â...maybe he still loves her? What about me, then? What am I to him, Hana?â and tears started to flow out from your eyes, your cries filled his balcony as she tugs you closer to her.
Hana never saw you like this. Crying over something. You always have a strong impression towards her. The type of person who handle things like a boss. Very workaholic and once you set your focus onto something, you will, in no doubt, get it.
And so to see you like this caught her off-guard. She doesnât know what to do or how to properly comfort you, but of course she tried. She caress your arms as she embraces you, calming you down. She lets you have your moment to let it all out as she assumed youâve been keeping it in.
âI t-think I fell in love with him, Hana. And Iâm so scared because Iâve never felt this way and to think he still loves...â you couldnât finish your own words as you started crying hard. Hana shakes her head side by side in disapproval, eyes starting to water as well.
âIâm sure he doesnât love her anymore, y/n. Donât think it that way, okay?â she cupped your face to make you look at her eyes.
âJust give him time to process his own emotions. He went over through hard times that makes it a little harder for him to decide about things, yeah? Maybe you just caught him off-guard as well.â
Your lips pursed into a pout and realized she had a point. Sunghoonâs going through something. Your priority should be to make him feel better and not confront him about his feelings for you.
You nodded your head and slowly rest your head at her shoulder, cuddling closer. She wraps her arms around your shoulder to pull you closer to her body. She sighs and you felt so much better letting your worries out. Like a big chunk of emotions been lifted off from your chest that made your breathing more stable, your way of thinking became much better as well.
Like what Hana said, you gave him time to settle his own thoughts. Thursday came and you didnât bothered sending a text message for him as well. You tried hard to divert your attention towards some other things. Thankfully, youâve managed to do that.
Friday came and youâre very much nervous to go on your day. It was suppose to be your day off from the hospital and Sunghoonâs the only client you have for the day but Hana called you early in the morning.
âCan you please take over my session this morning? It will be just quick I promise! It slipped off from my mind that I have that scheduled today and I already booked my flight to Hawaii.â
Your brows furrowed as you put your coffee to the machine, one hand resting at your hip.
âHawaii? Suddenly? Why havenât I heard about this plan?â
Of course you can fill her spot for today. Youâve done it for other people before, thereâs no reason for you to decline her offer as well.
She giggles, âI didnât invite you because I know you wonât come anyway since youâre saving up! This is so sudden too! My mom asked me to tag along their trip and since the director will be out of the country for almost two months, I figured I should go to a vacation as much as I can!â
This time youâre even more intrigued of what you heard. You leaned over the kitchen counter and lift your hand to nibble on your nails.
âT-The director will be gone for almost two months?â you asked, baffled.
âYes! Havenât you heard about it? Anyway, you should get more rest now that heâs not around! I know how much you want to earn more, but please have some fun as well. Weâll plan a trip for the two of us once Iâm back!â she kept going on that slowly became muffled by your own thoughts.
The amount of relief that dawned you after hearing the news of the director being not around was being overwhelming for you. To think that you donât have to feel anxious of bumping over that monster relieved you.
âI will buy you something from her as a thank you gift of taking over this client for me!â Hana snapped you back to reality.
You giggled and glanced over the machine when it made a sound, indicating that your coffee is now ready.
âOkay, have fun with your mom.â and then the two of you decided to end the call.
After you get ready for your day, you drove straight to the hospital and met with Hanaâs client. Like she said it was just a short consultation and nothing heavy. An hour and a half passes by so fast. Your secretary ringed your intercom to let you know its over.
You guided the client out to the door and tell her she did well for today. She seemed very satisfied with your session and thanked you. A smile is what you responded her before bidding goodbyes with her.
Now, you started preparing yourself to leave and go straight to Sunghoonâs place. Your heart started thumping just by the thought of that man. He didnât send any messages yet that tells you not to come so youâre somehow hoping heâs expecting to meet you today. I mean, he cannot avoid you forever right?
Eitherway, you already set your mind to go and check him yourself. You wanted to convince yourself that you just want to do your job properly, but you know that youâre doing that fot personal reasons. That you want to come and see him because you missed him so bad.
You heard your office door opens that slightly made you jolt. Thinking it was your secretary, you didnât bother to look over and check. You just continued fixing your things so you can leave.
âYou can leave after I finish here, (name). Thatâs the only client Iâll be meeting here on the office for today since I will go to the Parks to meet with Mr. Park Sunghoon.â you tried to inform her.
You heard the door closed so you assumed sheâs inside. Finding it odd not receiving any responses from her, you decided to turn around to look and you almost drop your car keys at the sight of Park Sunghoon by the door.
He looked so good as usual. His slightly long hair brushed perfectly as he rocks his semi formal attire, one hand inside his pocket. He stares right at your eyes that made your knees instantly weak.
âM-Mr. Park.â you stutter.
He pursed his lips and sighs heavily. He may seem like heâs calm, but Sunghoonâs very nervous right now. He took all of his courage to come here and see you. He knew what he did last time was wrong and he canât find the will to meet you. Not after treating you that bad. He figured you may hate him now. But damn, he misses you so much. He missed you so bad that he might go crazy if he didnât come and see you.
He didnât say anything and started walked towards your direction. You held on your table for support as you can feel your knees getting even weaker as he approach closer. Seeing him again after days of being away from each other just made it even more emotional.
âW-What are you doing here? I was just about to go and meet youââ your words cut as he clash his lips on your shaking lips. He placed his hands on your hips, making sure you wonât fell.
You moaned, eyes getting teary of being overwhelmed. You felt his kisses, his touch and his warmth.
After the heated kiss and when he realized you two needed air, he pulls away. He kept his eyes straight at yours, letting your foreheads touch each other.
âIâm sorry for how I acted the last time. It was such a jerk move.â he whispered sincerely that tugs your heart.
You pout and raised your arms to wrap it over his neck.
âItâs fine. I understand that maybe I went overboard. I shouldnât have let my personal emotions take over me.â
He licked his lips, taking a short glance at your slightly swollen lips. He was tempted once again after having a taste of something heâs been craving for a while. He sighs, calming himself down. This isnât about him.
âLet me make it up to you.â and he leans even closer, tugging your body closer to his. His lips dangerously inches away from yours.
A small smile spreads across your face.
âYou donât have to, Hoon.â
He leans and placed a peck on your lips. âI want to. Will you let me take you out on a date tonight?â
Your mouth gapped in surprise. âA date?â you repeat his words, bewildered.
He nods his head, trapping his lower lip over his teeth. Sunghoon pressed his body towards you that made you giggle.
âBut we already skipped two of our sessions.â you reminded him. As expected, he seemed totally unbothered.
âThen this will be the third time.â he smirks and arched his brow. âPlease?â
You stared straight to his eyes and eventually surrenders.
âOkay.â you agreed that made him smile wider.
âThank you.â he says and leans for another kiss. You giggled returning his affection and letting yourself be drowned by his kisses. His hand playfully roams around your whole body like claiming his territory.
âI have something for you.â he mumbles after leaning away. You can see how his eyes are starting to be clouded by lust and longing.
It stirs excitement inside you. Just having him this close again and staring at you this way makes your core hot and wet. The way he affects you is crazy. Its even crazier because you know heâs the only one that can make you feel this way.
âWhat is it?â
A mischievous grin spread across his handsome face before he lets one of his hand go from your hips to slid inside his pocket. Your eyes looked curiously to what heâs trying to get.
He fished out something and you can see its color pink. Your brows furrowed in confusion as to what is that thing. It seems soft and like a toy. Your hand unclasped from him to try and hold the thing he was holding.
âWhatâs that?â you asked too innocently that made Sunghoon almost go feral. Just the genuine look of innocence in your eyes were enough to make him lose his mind. He thought that during the times he was with you and with all the things you two had done together, he might have corrupted you enough.
But it seems like he was wrong. He hasnât corrupted you enough for you to know that what heâs holding right now is a small vibrator.
He gulped, trying to calm himself and his dick.
âA vibrator.â he announced that made you instantly blush.
âW-What...â you are unable to ask further question as he moved quickly to carry you and make you sit at your office table.
âHoon, wait what are you gonna do?â
He smiles, âWeâre going to have some fun, baby.â and he placed a kiss at your cheeks.
His hand reaches for your thighs and he spread it enough. Youâre about to protest and ask more, but he quickly kisses you to distract you from what heâs about to do. His hand made its way inside your skirt and searches for your underwear.
You moaned and tried to pull away, but his lips just chases yours. He eventually managed to take off your underwear, his bare fingers touching your wet core.
âUgh,â you moaned sensually.
âAlready so wet for me?â he smirks so proudly that made you feel so flushed.
He raised his other hand that was holding the vibrator and placed it near your mouth.
âCoat it with your saliva, baby. So it will go in smoothly.â he instructed, eyes flickering with so much excitement.
You obliges and opens your mouth. Sunghoon stares as he dips the vibrator inside your mouth, your tongue twirling around to make sure every part is fully coated of your sweet saliva.
âFuck, you look so hot.â he mumbles and pressed his lips at your cheeks before gently pulling it out from your lips, making an unintentional âplopâ sound.
Your heads stared down while he placed it at your entrance. It was wet and full of your juice already so it slid easier. You kind of felt the stretch but it was a good one. The kind youâve missed for a while.
âHow does that feel?â he asks carefully as he lifts his gaze to look at your half-lidded eyes.
You gulped, salivating a bit due to pleasure of having something inside you.
âG-Good.â
He nods and grabs this one small device. Your mind is pretty clouded and occupied by that small toy inside of you that you didnât realized that in order for it to be called vibrator, it needs to vibrate. And that will only happen using that controller Sunghoonâs holding at the moment.
âOkay, letâs start it with the mildest intensity.â he says softly near your ears and pressed something.
You jolt at the sensation it was giving you, a hand grabbing him by his arm. âOh my gosh,â you mumbled surprised.
He chuckles, âHow does that feel, pretty? Much better?â
He leans his forehead to yours as you nod your head slowly. It was a foreign feeling, but it was good. Really really good.
âI think we can put it higher.â he didnât even wait for what youâre opinion about it and raises the intensity making you open your mouth. Your eyes shut abruptly and the grip over his arms tightened.
âW-Wait, this is too much...â you mumbles feeling everything in you just vibrates and shaking along with this small device.
Your mind are slowly becoming blank and filled with nothing but lust. The vibration is so perfect and the way Sunghoon showers you with kisses makes it even better. He kisses, sucks your skin and sometimes bite you using his canine teeth, making sure he mark you pretty well.
âIâm c-coming,â your words snapped Sunghoon out from his trance as he pulls away and manipulated the controller to make it feel better for you.
As you came, your body loses it strength but thankfully Sunghoon was there to support you, wrapping his arm around your waist. He placed a kiss on your shoulder then at your temple, whispering praises.
âYou did so well for me, baby.â he kisses you again at your lips then flashes you a sweet smile.
You smiled and leaned to give him a kiss too. Youâre still high from your orgasm that you couldnât say anything to him. After he pulls away, your eyes watch how he slid your underwear inside his pocket. His eyes are darted at yours when you lift your gaze up to look at him.
He smirks shamelessly, unbothered that he was caught red handed of pocketing your underwear without consent.
âHey, I canât go eat dinner without it.â you pout.
He chuckles, âOh, you can do it. Besides you have that inside you to keep your cum inside.â he smirks that made your eyes grow big.
âWhat do you mean?â
He fixes your hair, âAm I going to have this inside me while we eat outside?â
He smirks, already giving you the answer.
âYes. Weâre going to have so much fun tonight.â and with that you are left with no choice but to go out on a date with a freaking vibrator inside of you.
You donât know how exactly you look, but you bet it was awkward. The way you kept moving around, squirming out of discomfort is quite noticeable. Youâre inside the elevator and thankfully it was just the two of you heading down at the underground parking lot of the hospital.
Sunghoon chuckles and held your hips tighter, holding your position.
âStop moving around.â
You grunted, âIt feels uncomfy. I feel like my cum will drip out from it.â
He leaned down, lips touching your ears as he whispers, âI bet not. Your pussy is so tight it left no gap for the vibrator.â his raspy voice rings through your ears that made you shiver.
When you arrived at the parking lot, Sunghoon guided you somewhere. It was a black rang rover and a man went out from it then wait patiently until you two came near the vehicle.
You gave him an awkward smile as you still feel bothered by that thing youâve been keeping between your legs. He bows slightly.
âLetâs go to the restaurant.â Sunghoon says firmly and opened the door for you.
So this is his driver. Youâve been informed by his parents that ever since the incident, he refused to drive. Whenever he have to go see you at your office during wednesdays, he have his own driver to accompany him.
Sunghoon sat beside you and tugs you closer to him while his driver started driving. You felt conscious now that you have another person around you, but it doesnât seem like the same way for him. Since his touches became more bold.
You gave him a warning look and held his wrist tightly to prevent his hand from entering your skirt completely. His hand was just chilling at your thigh a while ago, and now its slowly moving upwards.
âI just want to check if its still there.â he reasoned out with a grin on his face.
You rolled your eyes at him, âLike it can get out by itself, huh? Of course its still there.â you tried hard to whisper so his driver wonât hear any of this wild things you two had been doing.
He pouts mockingly, âI want to check it myself.â and tugs his arm away to unclasp your hold before he dips his hand further inside your skirt.
You pressed your lips together to prevent any moans from coming out and just lets him do what he wants. This is why you think its dangerous for you to hang around Park Sunghoon often. Because you are too weak for him and you always ends up letting him have his way.
When his fingers touch your core, he graze it gently on your slit and smirk grew wider at the feeling of your cunt being filled. He pulls right after plopping his slightly wet digits inside his mouth to lick it clean. He does all of that while staring shamelessly to your eyes.
The drive towards the restaurant was surprisingly short or he just really kept you occupied the whole ride. It was a fine dinning and thankfully, you dressed pretty appropriately for its aura.
The two of you entered while holding each others hands. Just by the entrance, you can see heads whips towards your direction probably intrigued to see the famous F1 racer out in the open once again. Not to mention that heâs being accompanied by someone unfamiliar to the public.
It made you conscious and a little bit anxious. The feeling of the vibrator inside you isnât helping as well. Sunghoon did turn it off as you begged him to as you get off from the vehicle. He said that he will allow it only because you behaved and asked nicely.
âReservation under my name.â Sunghoon tugs you closer to him, hand resting over your waist.
Sunghoon hates the attention heâs having the moment he step foot inside this place, but he thinks he hates the attention that you are gathering even more. More than once he caught a male looking at you like a hungry animal. He fucking hates it. How dare them look at you for more than five seconds? You are his to look at, to admire, to kiss, to claim and to fuck.
âThis way, Sir.â the waiter smiles and guidee you inside.
The whole ambiance of the place was romantic and classy. The type of restaurants you see in movies where the people dressed extra nicely to fit the vibe of the place. It was just perfect, if only that thing was not making you feel uncomfy.
Sunghoon beats the waiter to pull a chair for you and you smiled at him. He kissed your hand before sitting at the chair across. He smirks while watching you trying to get comfortable on your seat.
âYou good, baby?â he asks meaningfully as the waiter comes back for the menu, handing one each to the two of you.
âY-Yeah,â and glared at him slightly before trying to look over the food theyâre serving.
Youâre just in the middle of trying to find something you like to eat when you jolt in surprise. Your eyes instantly darted at Sunghoon, glaring at him. Heâs eyes are fixed on the menu while a big evil grin occupies his sexy lips.
He just turned the vibrator on, catching you off-guard and jolt on your seat. The waiter took notice of your sudden discomfort.
âAre you okay, Maâam?â he asked, very worried.
You flash him a quick smile and pursed your lips tightly right after as the intensity gets higher.
âIâm fineâ Ugh,â you groaned and lowered your head in embarrassment. You pressed your legs together, but it just became more intense that way.
âAre you sure? We canââ
âShe said sheâs fine.â Sunghoonâs strict tone interrups the waiterâs concerned remarks. You glanced at him and you can see him shooting glares at him.
You bit your lower lip and tried hard to control your body from shaking obviously. Its making your head fuzzy and the pleasure clouding your mind. Sunghoon clicks his tongue and proceeds on saying his order.
As he pressed the controlled on its max intensity, the satisfied grin spreads across his face seeing how you reacts. Just seeing how hard you try to control your expression and actions to not fully give into pleasure makes him slightly proud. He kind of wants you to make a mess tho, heâs not going to lie.
âI will order for her too. Is that all right, baby?â he even reaches for your hand that was resting by the table.
You nod your head eagerly, trying to focus on reaching yet another delicious orgasm. Right at this moment, you donât care if the waiter notices how your legs are shaking or your face too flush from pleasure. All you can think of is to cum hard right there and then.
After the waiter gets your order, he excuses himself and informed you that your order will be ready after ten minutes. The moment he turns around to leave, your legs shakes reaching your climax.
Sunghoon smirks as he watch you slowly going back to your right mind space. With glares shooting straight at him you grit your teeth.
âWhy w-would you do that?!â
He smirks, totally not regretful.
âI hate it when men flocks to impress you.â
You furrowed your brows hardly, still high from the orgasm you just had.
âHe was just doing his job.â
He tilts his head, unimpressed. âWell I am just doing mine too.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âMarking whatâs mine.â he said that seriously that it made you blush so hard.
Your heart thumped faster and harder that you almost got scared that it will come out from your ribcage. These are his actions that made you confuse if he have feelings for you or not. Heâs not saying anything.
He asked something else afterwards to maybe ease the atmosphere. Heâs still the Sunghoon who loves to tease you which somehow comforts you. Last time youâve seen him, you asked him something personal and you got scared it made him cave in his shell once again.
Like what the waiter said, the food will be available after ten minutes. They served it and you two continued eating and talking. It was fun and you cannot believe you are having a date with Park Sunghoon.
Youâre just worrying and overthinking about him last Wednesday night. You sure cannot predict whatâs about to happen.
After your perfect meal, youâre trying to enjoy the dessert that he ordered for you when naughty Sunghoon once again tries to attack. Your head shakes side by side to stop him, but he was already grinning at you.
He pressed the controller making you jolt.
âH-Hoon,â you moaned.
âYes, baby?â concern and teasing plays through his tone.
You pursed your lips. âEnough p-please.â
He pout his pinkish lips, âHow can I stop when you look so good like that? Such a slut for me.â he says licking his lips while grinning widely.
The sensual look on your face and the way you fight it just so nobody notices turns him on. Youâve always been innocent in Sunghoonâs eyes. An angel. Heâs like a very bad wolf trying to prey on you. To corrupt and make you his slut.
Sunghoon palms his dick as it slowly grow harder inside his trousers. He just couldnât get enough of you.
âN-No...â you whimpered and lowered your head when he pressed it again to rise the intensity.
The pleasure is making you lose your mind. Sunghoonâs already lost his moments ago as he continue palming his erect friend down there.
âJust one more, baby. Cum for me one last time.â he says softly and you gulped.
The way he talks you through it is whatâs dangerous. You can never say no to his sweet tone. Itâs like it has its own way towards you that convinces and automatically hypnotize you to oblige to his words.
âB-But I c-canât anymore.â
âOf course you can.â and he even reach for your hand to place a warm kiss on top of it.
He put it at max and you shut your eyes to prevent people from seeing how it rolled at the back of your head. Everything starts to be blurry and to spin.
âI-Iâm close...â you mumbles, biting your lip hardly.
Sunghoon licks his lips, âThatâs it...â he grabbed your hand and watch carefully while you surrendered yourself into pleasure.
âHmph,â and another delicious orgasm unfolds.
âLetâs go,â Sunghoon stood up from his sit and approach you. He carefully helps you to stand up. Some customers looked at your direction, but youâre still too high from your previous climax to give care.
âIs she okay?â one waiter approaches after noticing that it seems like you are unwell.
âSheâs fine. I just need to get her to the bathroom.â Sunghoon says and excused the both of you.
One waiter guides you two inside a bathroom. She asked if you needed anything more but Sunghoon dismissed her and told her that you just needed space to breath.
The moment she left, he went over the door and locked it. He pushed you over one of the counters, hold you by the hips and easily lifts you up. He made you sit down.
âW-What...â you licked your lips, unable to properly say anything.
He smirks, âYou did so well for me, baby. So so good.â he mumbles and spreads your legs and placed a kiss at your forehead once.
His hand reaches for your core and carefully removes the vibrator inside.
âUgh,â you moaned and groaned a bit at the feeling of that thing being removed from inside you.
Sunghoon take it to his lips and licked all of your juices out from it. It was so sweet, something he missed for days.
âFuck, I need to have you. Right now.â he announced that made you flutter your eyes slightly open.
With the small gap, you saw him unzipping his pants that made your anticipation rise. Although totally worn out from the multiple orgasms he already gave you from that toy, the thought of having him for yourself excites you the most.
âP-Please.â you begged, gripping over his clothes.
âPlease what, pretty?â
You lift your gaze and stared straight to his lustful eyes. It was dark and you can see how dangerous he is. The amount of lust he has for you was unmeasurable. Sunghoon never felt this way towards someone before.
âPlease fuck me.â
Sunghoonâs eyes turned darker and dipped his head down to connect his hot lips on yours. He bit your lip to crack an entrance for his tongue to enter your delicious mouth. Your sweet taste overwhelms him and he started to get addicted.
He pressed his body towards you as he carefully pulls out his erect member. He strokes it a couple of times before placing it on your wet entrance. You whimper at the feeling of his hot dick grazing the line of your cunt.
It sent unexplainable pleasure that the two of you sure enjoys at the very moment. Something you two wonât get tired of.
âSo fucking beautiful.â he mumbles on your lips and continues giving you messy kisses.
âSo beautiful and only for me.â he growled as he slid his cock inside of you.
One hard thrust and heâs all in. Your eyes flutters open, mouth hanging open at the unexpected stretch. The vibrator and couple orgasms sure prepared you, but not enough to feel a slight sting. Sunghoonâs dick is so big for your small cunt.
âFuck.â he cursed, feeling his dick suffocating inside of you.
âH-Hoon,â you whisper.
âI know baby. Hold on.â and he started to move, thrusting in and out of you. It was so good. The pleasure was too much.
He showed no mercy in using and abusing your pussy as he rutt his cock inside you so hard. He grunts and groaned at the pleasure of having your body this close. He glanced at your privates and just thought how they perfectly fit each other.
âYou are mine. You hear me?â he grunts as he continued rocking harder. His thrusts became deeper and faster, fucking you into oblivion.
âAnswer me!â he groaned and bit your shoulder when he received no response from you.
âY-Yes.â
âYes what?â he stared at you.
âYes, I am yours.â you mumbled near his lips and he smiled widely before kissing you.
His hips started rutting even harder as both of your climax approaches. The two of you became a mess trying to catch that orgasm youâve been yearning to have together. A couple of hard thrusts and dirty talking and you exploded first before him.
You throw your head back, eyes shut as you started to see stars fromtl too much pleasure. Sunghoon catches his breath and kissed your collarbones before slowly pulling out his member.
He watch how your mixed cum drips out from your hole. He smiles and use two of his fingers to push them back inside, making you jolt a little.
âSorry, baby. I donât want to waste it.â
The two of you tried to make yourself look much more presentable. Youâve been glaring at him through his reflection in the mirror in front of you and heâs been grinning all the time. He looked so hot and handsome, you hate it.
âYou look so pretty.â he compliments.
Despite the blushing cheeks you rolled your eyes and twist to face him. You crossed your arms at him and stared. He smirks and put his hands inside his pockets.
âDonât you think that was too much?â you fired him. He arched his brow, acting innocent about it.
âWhat do you mean?â he asks.
You clicked your tongue, âI bet they knew what was going on! Its so embarrassing.â you pout.
He chuckled and walks closer placing his large hands at your sides.
âIâm sure they donât mind. Letâs go?â
âWhere?â you looked at him with so much suspicion in your eyes.
âWhy are you looking at me that way?â
âThe last time you said that you led me here.â
He barked a laughter before kissing your cheeks once. He started guiding you out from that bathroom. Surprisingly, nobody took it as a big deal. Some of them looked genuinely worried of you, but once Sunghoon said that youâre just a little sick they let it go and wish you to feel well soon.
While he was paying for the your meals, you roamed your eyes around and by the entrance someone caught you attention. A familiar elegant girl walks inside with yet another familiar face.
They walked closer and when her eyes darted at your direction, it slightly grew.
âSunghoon?â she calls softly.
Your head craned to look at Sunghoon and you saw how he stiffened. His hand halted from reaching over his black card he used to pay for their service.
He slowly turned to face the girl and the look on his face is not good. He jaw clenches as he looked at the two people standing a few feet away from you.
As you glance back at that girl, you realized she was the same girl youâve seen at the elevator. The one who looked dreadful. The other one beside her is familiar as well. If you can remember it right, heâs one of Sunghoonâs team-mates.
âHow have you been? Iâve been trying to call you, but they said you are refusing my calls.â she seemed agitated while Sunghoon remained his distant.
A little confused to what is happening, you took notice of his obvious discomfort by their presense. His body language is showing you that he doesnât want to be here in front of them so you quickly stepped in.
âHey, done paying?â you asked gently and grabbed his hand. It was cold, sweaty.
Their eyes then darted at your direction. The expression on that girlâs face drastically changed. Her eyes looked at you with so much judgement, raking it up and down.
Sunghoon finally took in a breath after feeling you beside him. He glances at you and seeing how you looked at him with so much care, calms him down. He nods and pursed his lips. You can still feel his hands shaking a little. Heâs having a panic attack.
You faced them and smiled, âHello, Iâm y/n. Iâm sorry, but Sunghoon and I have to go. I hope to see you guys around some other time.â and with that, you bowed politely before starting to guide him out.
Sunghoon manages to walk well, but you can still see that heâs in panic. When you arrived in front of his vehicle, his driver assisted you to get him inside. You asked him to give you two some space.
You cupped his face after giving him some water.
âHey, calm down. Breath in,â you gently instructs and caress his arms. âbreath out...â
He looked at your eyes and carefully follows them. He can feel his chest tightening for unknown reasons. His fist felt numb and her mind starts to lose focus. You, on the other hand understands that heâs having an anxiety. For what exact reason, you donât know. But what youâre sure of is whoever those two are, they triggered something in him.
âBaby, Iâm here. Just breath. I am here for you. Look at me.â you mumbles and held his hand to place it on your face.
He felt your warmth and his eyes slowly focused on you. He can now clearly see your beautiful face despite the slight darkness inside the vehicle. He felt his heart thumped faster, but this time in a different matter. You made him feel safe and calm.
âIâm s-sorry.â he whispers and your heart cracks at the sight of him.
It was almost like heâs not Sunghoon. He looked so fragile. A part of you felt relieved that he finally shown you this side of him, but your heart couldnât take it.
You tugs him closer and he gave in. He wraps his arms around your waist and nuzzle closer, enjoying your warmth.
âSheâs Natasha.â he mumbles.
Your brows furrowed and realized that he was probably referring to the girl from a while ago. You kept your mouth shut, doesnât want to ask something that can ruin it again.
âMy ex girlfriend.â
You guided Sunghoon inside his house once you two arrived. After he revealed that it was his ex-girlfriend from that restaurant, you donât know what to feel. Just by thinking of how he reacted, it made you feel things. It made you overthink once again.
âY/n...â you snapped back to reality when you heard him call you softly.
You craned your head and looked at him laying on his bed. Heâs looking at you with slight worry and fear.
âYes?â
âPlease stay with me.â
He never, in the whole duration that you two had been in this set up, he had never asked you to stay. You felt your heart races, hope ignites inside your chest.
Slowly, you strut closer to his bed and he opens his blanket to then scooted away to give you enough space. When you lay down, he pulls you closer to cuddle you.
âStay for tonight.â he begged.
You sighed and slid your arms over his waist after placing a kiss on his chest. âOkay.â
The two of you fell silent. Youâre just caressing his back gently and you have no clue if heâs already asleep or what. All you can think of is how messed up it is to meet his ex girlfriend that way. Youâre starting to overthink how he still feels for her or where you stand in his life at the moment.
âThat night of the accident...â your hand halts from caressing his back and slowly you pulls away to look at him.
âYou donât have to if you arenât ready yet.â you gave him an assuring smile.
He looked at you straight in your eyes and leans down to place a kiss on your forehead.
âI want to.â he says firmly.
You gave him a nod and rests your head on his chest once again. You gave him his time, doesnât want to make him feel uncomfy and just take his precious time.
âOn the night before I got into an accident, I planned to go to her place because I felt like I neglected her too much. I was having practice on consecutive days since the competition is near.â he says.
He took a long breath and tries to calm himself to go through the night he got into an accident once again.
âI went to her place and found her...â he gulps. You placed a kiss on his chest and caress his back gently. âI found her naked on top of my best friend.â he finally said it.
Your mouth gapped and slowly pulls away from hugging him. His breathing fasten and you raised your head to look at his eyes. It was brimming with tears and you felt like your heart teared off.
âI j-just canât believe it. How can they do that to me? My girlfriend and my own best friend? Thatâs so fucked up.â a tear escapes his eyes as he clenched his jaw harder, trying to compose himself.
You cup his face and listened to him carefully.
âI stormed out from her apartment after cursing them out. I drove while still being so angry. The next thing I know, I was in the hospital.â
He pursed his lips together and stared at your eyes. Sunghoon didnât hold back, he lets you see his vulnerability. He doesnât know but if thereâs someone he can show this side of him, he knew it was you.
âI refused to drive again because I feel like it was the start of how things got messy between all of us. She said I neglected her and all I can think of is that race. My best friend said I took away all the spotlight and left him out of it. He was pushed out of the picture and I am the only one people can see.â he stated, he looked so broken and betrayed.
You may not know a lot about these people, but what you heard from him was enough for you to feel a slight hatred towards them.
âHey, listen to me.â you sniffed, tears pooling your eyes.
Your hands cupped his face and his hands slowly rested over your hips. His eyes stared at you, trying to listen like you said.
âThe issue with your ex girlfriend, it was not right for her to make neglection as a reason to cheat on you. Yes, you might have your short comings as her boyfriend but I am pretty sure you two can solve that problem together by talking.â you carefully make him understand. He stays silent, hand slowly caressing your waist up and down.
âYour best friend,â you started and the picture of the two of them you saw from the internet months ago flashes back to your mind. They look so happy in that photo and yet who knew this could happen?
âYou can never cure insecurity, baby. Even if you try to give him the time to shine, you can never fix his own issues for him. If he cannot be supportive of you, then he doesnât deserve you.â you rest your forehead over his.
âDonât blame yourself for something you donât have control of. Even if you donât neglect her, what assurance do you have that she will not do that to you? If its meant to happen, it will happen. Just like racing.â you smile gently at him, tears streaming down your pretty face.
Sunghoon raises one of his hand to wipe off those tears and kiss you once on the cheek.
âRacing and you are meant to be together. You shine differently behind those wheels and you love racing. Donât let these people take away your dream.â and you sincerely told him.
Something tugs inside Sunghoonâs heart as he leans in to give you a slow heated kiss on the lips. That night, he couldnât be more thankful that he have you beside him. You spent the whole time cuddling and enjoying each otherâs warmth.
The next day, you left after giving him smooches. He refused on letting you go, but you told him you have an importang meeting for that day. He was a little sulky so you had to give him a head to boost his mood a little.
He walked you out and waves cutely, the firm disapproval of you leaving flashes across his handsome face. His bed hair and slightly crinkled white shirt just gave more vibe to you, making your stomach churns and wetting you down there.
Sunday came as well, Hana went back and you decided to spend it with her. Sunghoon kept on texting you. Thankfully he wasnât that sulky about it.
âDoctor, that was your last patient.â your secretary announced after she knocks and opens the door to your office.
You smiled and told her she did well today. Itâs monday already and youâre off to go see Sunghoon at his place for his session.
Speaking of which, your smile grew after seeing his caller i.d flashing through your phone.
âYeah?â
âYouâre at your office?â he asks.
âUh-huh. Why? Iâll just fix my things and Iâll go straight to your place.â you informed him.
You can hear some muffled background sounds from the other line, like heâs walking or something.
âNah, stay there. Iâm almost at your floor.â
âHuh? What are you doing here?â you asked, confused.
âPicking you up. See you in a bit, baby.â and he ended the call.
You couldnât help but to smile widely just by thinking he came here to fetch you. Not long after, a knock can be heard from your office door. With excited hops you went to open it for him. A big grin is what greets you.
âBaby!â you greeted cheerfully and threw yourself at him. It made Sunghoon giggle and press kisses on your lips right away.
One of his hand rests over your waist, the other one holding something. After being satisfied of the affections you shared with each other, you pulled away and stared at him.
âYou didnât have to come and pick me up, you know?â but the smile on your lips almost rips face.
âWeâll go out on dinner.â he says that made your brows arched. Youâre about to say something when he beats you into talking.
âWith my parents.â he added that made your face turn pale instantly.
Youâve seen Mrs. Park a couple of times throughout the process of your sessions with Sunghoon. She is nice, except that you still find her a little intimidating. His father tho, despite showing his trust on you that day they seek for your professional help, he intimidates everything in you.
âYou okay, baby?â and he pulls you closer to him.
âIâm nervous. Why are we suddenly having dinner with them?â you asked a little warry.
He smiles and kissed your cheeks, finding you adorable like this. He placed the paperbag heâs been holding ever since he arrived. Your eyes darted at it with slight curiosity.
âYou can wear this dress for tonight.â
While staring at his expressive eyes, you realized youâve got no choice but to go with him. Thankfully, he did gave you enough time to get ready and make yourself look more presentable. You have no idea whatâs the dinner for since Sunghoon didnât quite made it clear.
After an hour or two, he guided you towards the elevator. His coat rests on your shoulder to keep you warm while you go down to where he parked.
âWhere is your driver?â you asks, roaming your eyes around to search for his familiar range rover.
Instead, he guides you over into a red sports car. With hopeful eyes, you glanced silently at him. He smirks and opened the passenger seat to the two-seater vehicle.
âIâll be driving us tonight, pretty.â he finally confirms and you couldnât explain how happy you are at that moment.
He leans and kissed your shoulder before helping you to get inside. You took the time admiring the inside of his car. It was very beautiful. The kind of car you think that fits Sunghoon, the famous F1 racer. His range rover is not bad, but this one fits him even more.
âWhat?â he scoffed while starting the engine when he noticed how your stares lingers.
âHave I told you how sexy you are?â
He chuckled and smirked widely.
âWell, this sexy man will eat you later tonight.â
You blushed and quickly swat his arm quickly. âYou always find a way to ruin the moment with your horniness.â
He laughed and leans to kiss you on your cheeks swiftly, âWhat can I say? I just couldnât get enough of you.â
The ride was short and you can feel your whole system panicking the moment he handed his keys to the vallet. He offered his hand and you accepted it as he guided you inside. Just days ago, you were inside a fine diningr restaurant and now you are here once again. Whatâs even more thrilling is that his parents will join you.
The waiters greets you with full enthusiasm and helped you find your table. They informed the two of you that his parents were already there.
âDoctor (Surname).â his Mom flashes you a big smile the moment she sets eyes on you.
Compared to the last time you met them, their aura seems to be lighter. His Dad looked a little more friendlier. A small smile plays through his lips as he silently watch you two approach the table.
You bowed politely and accepted the sudden hug from his mother. Sheâs always nice, but never to this extent. It caught you off-guard.
Sunghoon pulls the chair for you and waits for you to have a seat before taking his.
âWe already ordered our food! I hope you donât mind, Doctor (surname).â she says with so much elegance.
You smiled, âNot at all. Apologies for being a little late.â
âOh, no need! I mean we did arranged this dinner so suddenly.â she giggles.
You have no idea what she thinks about you and where you stand in her sonâs life so you feel a little awkward. Despite the large leap between your relationship with Sunghoon, he didnât confirmed anything yet.
You felt his arm resting at the rest of your chair. It caught his fatherâs eyes so you felt conscious and made sure not to lean back. His Mother was the one who carries the whole conversation. She seems excited and so you make sure you respond well to her.
âSo Doctor (Surname)ââ
âY/n, Mom. Call her by her first name. Youâre too formal.â Sunghoon interrupts her while the waiters starts to serve the food.
âIs it okay with you, dear?â she asks.
You eagerly nodded your head as you find it a little awkward to be called by your surname all the time.
âPlease enjoy the meal, y/n.â Sunghoonâs father said that made you glance at his direction. You nodded and all of you started eating.
Sunghoon kept looking after you that even while his father and him discusses about something, he keeps on assisting you. You blush, feeling a little shy that his mother will soon take notice and ask whatâs between the two of you.
âYouâre probably wondering why we suddenly asked to have dinner with you.â she started after you finished the main meals and now at your desserts.
You nodded and patiently wait for what sheâs about to say. She pursed her lips and you can see her eyes softening, slightly brimming with tears.
She reaches for your hand and the two male kept silent, watching the two of you. Sunghoonâs hands moves and rests at the small of your back, giving it subtle caress.
âWe want to thank you for looking out for Sunghoon and for helping him. We really did the right choice of asking for your help.â she sincerely said.
You smiled, âIt was my pleasure.â
She smiles, âWhen he told us that he wants to undergo surgery and to drive for (f1 team) once again we were so happy. We couldnât thank you enough!â
Your mouth gapped at what you just heard. The shock on your face was too evident that his Mom looked at you with amusement.
âW-What?â you asked, totally confused.
âWait, he didnât told you?â his Mom asks.
You shook your head side to side and heard Sunghoon heaving a sigh from beside you. He pushed himself from resting at his chair.
âIt was suppose to be a surprise for her, Mom.â he says that made you look at him with teary eyes.
âSurprise.â he smirks.
âAre you really...?â
He nods his head, staring at you with an unknown look on his face. His affection for you oozing that even his parents noticed it right away. They didnât need to ask or for their son to confirm it. From just how he holds you and looks at you, they can tell that heâs very fond of you.
âIâm so happy for you!â and you caged him with a tight embrace.
The dinner continued with a lighter atmosphere. You shared conversation with his Mom as she starts telling you stories about his childhood which you find really entertaining.
âThank you for tonight.â you smiled widely at his Mother when its time to bid goodbye.
She pursed her lips and approaches for yet another warm hug. âThank you for coming into our sonâs life, y/n.â she whispers only for you to hear.
Your heart thumps and was unable to say anything else after she pulls away to give her son a hug this time. They waved and Sunghoon guides you towards his sports car.
âShe likes you so much.â he says after putting his seatbelt on.
âWell your Mom is a sweetheart.â
He smiled agreeing. He started the engine and drove. You noticed that he its not the direction back to the hospital so you glanced at him.
âYou arenât taking me back to the hospital?â
He glanced at you, âWhy? You left something?â
âMy car is there.â
He kept his eyes at the road, âYouâre going home with me tonight. You donât need your car.â
You pursed your lips into a pout, âBut I have work tomorrow.â
âWe can ask someone to buy you work clothes and I can drive you to the hospital tomorrow since I also need to see the surgeon my Mom was talking about.â
Your eyes grew out of excitement.
âOkay, I can accompany you before I go to work.â
So it was final. The two of you made it to his place and decided to cuddle. Legs tangled with each other, your head laying over his chest as he hugs you close to his body. Sunghoon couldnât ask for anything else. Just by having you like this while your hearts beats in sync with each other was enough.
The two of you spent the whole night just enjoying the warmth and comfort that escalates between you. It was a wholesome moment that probably will be cherished for as long as you can remember.
âFucking fuck!â Sunghoonâs rasp voice moaned as he continued rutting deep and hard from behind you.
It was morning the next day and nothingâs better to start your day with a morning fuck. So here you are on your second orgasm for today, face pressed down on the pillow while he take you deliciously from behind. You can feel his length reaching all the right spot perfectly.
âH-Hoon, just like that!â you screamed.
âPussy so tight for me. So good, so fucking good.â he leaned and bite on your skin before rocking even harder.
When youâre about to reach your climax, Sunghoon flips you around so you can face him. âI want to see your beautiful face while I cum deep inside you.â he groaned and once again find his pace.
You two were a moaning mess, desperately getting drowned by too much pleasures.
âP-Please, I'm cumming.â you mumbled, tears swells over your eyes.
He groped your chest and continued fucking you hard. Sunghoon licks his lips as he make sure he is hitting it deep and right. The amount of pleasure your pussy is giving him is out of this world. For him, nothing can match this. You are the only one.
âCum with me, baby.â he demands that you completely obliges as eyes rolls back hardly after your release.
After a couple of thrust, Sunghoon shoots his hot seeds deep inside your womb, making sure he paints and claims you enough. He leans in while still giving you lazy thrusts and kissed you on your lips.
He plops beside you and youâre both trying to catch your breaths.
âWe need to get ready.â you announced and sat up. His eyes follows you silently.
âCanât we just go tomorrow instead?â
You shook your head in disapproval. âNo. We have to do your sessions tomorrow so we have no time. Besides, you have to meet with your surgeon.â
After so many attempts of making him leave the bed and get ready, you finally succeeded. He drove you to the hospital.
âWeâll go to your surgeon first.â you left him with no choice.
Sunghoon silently follows, ignoring the eyes that obviously watches him after recognizing who he is. His tall figure, handsome face and the way he carries himself just catches attention easily.
âExcuse me, is doctor Kang available at the moment?â you ask the attendant nurse.
Her eyes lits up at the sight of you and smiles. âYes, doctor.â she response.
âGreat! May I ask what time is his appointment with Park Sunghoon?â
The nurses eyes brightens, âMr. Park Sunghoon? Oh, Doctor Kang has been waiting for him for twenty minutes. His Mom already made the appointment last night.â
You smiled excitedly, âThank you! Iâm sorry for being late, we were caught on traffic. Can we go inside now?â
She nods and just informs Doctor Kang that his patient just arrived. You walked towards Sunghoon who have a placid expression on his face.
���Letâs go. I will walk you inside and Iâll go.â
âYouâll leave me there?â he asked with a tone of betrayal.
âI have work to do.â
âBut I need you there.â
You sighed, âIâll just meet with my client and then I will come back here. Okay?â
He still looked unsatisfied, but you pulled him towards the office of his surgeon. When you entered, his head lifts and eyes widen in surprise to see you. It didnât slip from Sunghoon. The delightful look on his face the moment he saw you walking inside stirs something inside him.
He walks near you, back pressing on your back.
âDoctor (surname), what a surprise.â he greets and stood up from his table.
âOh, I just accompanied Sunghoon here.â and now his eyes darted at his direction.
The doctor seem to be surprised again and quickly offered a hand. Didnât want to be rude, Sunghoon tries to keep his cool and accepted it.
âIts such an honor to finally meet you, Mr. Park.â he says.
He gave him a short nod, looking a little snobby. Your lips lifts a bit, remembering how heâs just the same the first time you two had met.
âHowâd you know him?â he curiously asked you.
You smiled, âIâm his psychiatrist,â
âAnd my girlfriend.â Sunghoon added that caught you off-guard, resting his hand over your waist.
The smile on his surgeonâs face fell, but he tries hard to pull it back.
âOh, I s-see.â he awkwardly stated.
You blinked and with blushing cheeks, you realized it was your cue to leave them two alone.
âIâll see you l-later?â you stuttered.
Sunghoon seemed unbothered and even pleaced a peck on your lips before finally letting you go. The whole time youâre walking towards your building, your mind was occupied. You cannot think of anything else but what Sunghoon just said.
Girlfriend? Did he really just said you are his girlfriend? Your stomach churns and heart hammered hardly inside your chest.
It took everything in you to shove that thought off of your mind in order to focus on your work. Your sessions went surprisingly well regardless of being a little distracted because of the F1 racer.
After your last session, you heard a knock from your door and Sunghoon went inside. You smiled while still writing something at your folder.
âSo...â you started and tilts your head at him.
âSince when did I became your girlfriend?â your tone sounds teasing. He smirks and leans in to drop a peck on your lips.
âSince I asked you out on a date.â
You furrowed your brows, âThe day we met after not seeing each other for days?â you tried confirming it to him.
He nodded his head innocently.
âI thought you already knew that weâre already dating since I asked you out.â
You blushed, âDo you even like me?â
He narrowed down his brows and stared right at your face. âNo.â his quick answer shoots you straight to the chest. It was painful.
He grabs your hand and gently guides you to stand up only to tug you closer to him. He wraps his arms around your body.
âI love you.â the three words came out from him naturally that youâre completely dumbfounded.
You blinked, âA-Are you serious?â
Sunghoon chuckled, finding you adorable.
âI am crazy for you, y/n. In case you failed to notice.â
You smiled and tip-toed for a kiss on his lips. âI love you too.â
His cheeks perks up in so much satisfaction after hearing you utter those three words. You never knew that you two will end up in this situation. You were just overthinking about this and now it was settled. Thereâs nothing more you can ask and just enjoys being warmly wrapped between your boyfriendâs warmth.
Almost two months had passed and you cannot be happier. It was well spent with Sunghoon as you two grew in love with each other. He was badly smitten over you as much as you are to him.
His surgery went well too and heâs now on his therapies for him to get back in the right shape. The doctor said once he's over with all of this, heâs good as new like before. He can go back on track and win races again.
âCome in!â your cheerful voice echoes inside your office after you heard a knock from your office door.
Youâre done with your session today and just getting ready to leave. Sunghoonâs not responding from your text an hour ago so you assumed you wonât be meeting him again today. Heâs been really busy with his therapies lately and you completely understand.
Right now, your top priority is for him to get better and nothing else.
âMiss me?â
Your hand halts from putting your things inside your bag. Shivers ran through your spine and cold sweats all over you. The familiar horrifying voice you almost forgot about rings inside your head, instantly triggering that traumatic experience you had.
Slowly, you turned around to face the person standing right by the door. The smile on his face terrified you.
âM-Mr. Cha.â you stuttered while looking at him with nothing but fear on your eyes.
âNice to see you too, y/n.â he trailed his gaze from your face down to your body. And when you saw how he licked his lips as he does that disgusts the hell out of you.
âI see youâve been prettier while I was gone.â he walks closer and you couldnât even move a muscle. You are pierced right at your position, unable to even say anything.
You wanted to run as fast as you can, but your stupid feet just could not move. Like it was glued or something.
âHow have you been?â his hand raised to touch your face and you moved away. He doesnât seem to like what you did so he grabbed your hair.
âBeing feisty, eh?â the sarcasm looms over his tone as he pulled your head backwards, he took his time admiring your beautiful face up close.
The director canât remember the very first time he ever started to feel the attraction towards you. Maybe it was when his father introduced you to him as the newly hired psychologist for the hospital. He still remember how bragged that youâre one of the top students in your university and the hospital managed to pull you.
He couldnât help but to agree. It was indeed a lucky thing they managed to have you.
âP-Please donât do this...â your tears rolled down your cheeks and lips shakes in so much fear.
Just by thinking of going through the same process like before terrified you. But who you are kidding? You didnât even know why you bother to plead when you knew very well he wouldnât listen.
Mr. Cha smirks and started peppering you with kisses. You grunts and cried in resistance, but heâs just more powerul than you.
As tears silently rolled down your face while this man was assaulting you, Sunghoon flashes through you mind. How you wished he can be here to protect you and prevent this thing to happen. You shouldâve had said to him what happened before.
Thatâs the thing. No matter how many times you try, you canât. Fear and embarrassment takes over whenever you try to tell him about that day. You know he would understand, its just your own fear is hunting you.
On the other hand, Sunghoonâs all smiley while he parks his car at the underground parking lot of the hospital. Heâs just in time to pick you up from your shift.
He felt bad that therapies had been taking all of his time and he couldnât spend more time with his lovely girlfriend. Tomorrow, heâs off to leave the country for a week of seminar and therapy. It would be the last one before the doctors allowed him to go on full training.
He figures he can go see and spend the night with you before he leaves for a few days. He will miss you the most.
As the elevator tings at your floor, he steps outside and saw that the table of your secretary was vacant. Seems like she left already. Heâs pretty sure you are still here since he didnât receive any messages that you left your office.
When he stepped closer, he can hear muffled sound coming from inside. Things being moved and some grunts. He slowly pushed the door open and the flower he was holding fell to the cold floor.
His whole body felt numb and his ears ringed at the sight in front of him. He can feel his whole body feeling cold, mind going blank.
âWhat the fuck...â he said that made the man holding you moved away.
Your teary eyes grew and you quickly fixed yourself as Mr. Cha managed to push your skirt up until your waist. You still have your underwear on, but the scene itself was sensual enough for Sunghoon to react this way.
âH-Hoon...â you called softly and tried to stand up properly.
When he looked at you with the hint of betrayal flickering through his eyes, your heart drops. He misunderstood everything. He clenched his jaw and took a step backwards, shaking his head from side to side.
âN-No! It isnât what you t-thinkââ
You squealed when he step forward and took a hold of Mr. Chaâs collar. With dark and dangerous eyes he glares right at him. He threw a punch with no hesitation.
âFuck you!â he shouted.
You quickly went to stop him before he unwillingly damage his shoulder again. Thankfully, he did let you but your heart broke when he shoved your hold off from him. He glanced at you with cold eyes and left the room.
You got stoned in your position for a while before finally composing yourself. Without much thought inside your head, you grabbed your jacket and phone to come after Sunghoon. He was no longer in the elevator and so you headed down the parking lot hoping you can catch up on him.
âSunghoon!â you called out and scurry over to his sports car. Surprisingly, nobody was there.
A part of you felt relieved that he didnât go and drove away using his car while heâs feeling that way. Youâre still very worried. You fished your phone from your pocket and dialled one of his friendâs number.
âY/n?â his surprised tone greets you after answering your call.
âJake! Is Sunghoon with you?â
âHuh? He just left to go see you. Is he not there yet?â
You bit your lower lip and another set of tears attempts to stream down your face. Just being reminded of how horrible and hurt he looked moments ago hunts you.
âW-We had a fight. Can you please call him? Please? Iâm scared that heâll get into another accident.â
You heard background noises from the other line and follows, âAll right. Jay and I will look around for him. Donât worry too much and be safe.â he says that send instant relief.
âThank you.â and you crash down the pavement near his parked car.
Itâs unbelievable how these things are happening to you right now. As far as you remember, youâve never did anyone wrongly to the point for you to suffer this way. Nobody deserves to be assaulted and silenced that way. But you are scared. To think that you shouldnât be the one to feel ashamed but still do is depressing.
As expected, he refused to see you. His friends did confirmed that they had found him somewhere and safely took him to his house. It was enough for you. The last thing youâd want is for him to get into trouble because of you.
You headed home as well, praying so bad that everything will be fine soon. Youâve been so happy with Sunghoon lately that you lost track of time. The director is back after being out of the country for a while. Youâre a bit dumb to think that he will stop once he sees youâre already dating somebody.
The next day, youâre about to head over to Sunghoonâs house but to your dismay heâs off to do his last therapy. It slipped off your mind as well. Now, it made you feel bad even more. He might have went there to come see you since he will leave for a few days.
You planned to come after him, but it may be not the best choice. His mind is probably occupied and he needs time to collect his own thoughts. The best thing you can do right now is resign from your job and wait for him to come back. You can afford losing that big opportunity, but not Sunghoon. Not him.
On the other hand, Sunghoonâs on his second day out of the country. He still out of it. Heâs body is here, but his mind is clearly left back at you. His heart too. He can still feel his chest tightening whenever he recalls how he sees another man touching and kissing you that way.
âThat seminar is so boring!â his head craned over to one of his friend as he settles down beside him. He placed his food on the table and glanced at Sunghoon once.
âYouâre too quiet these days, hyung. You missed Y/n noona that much?â he teased and even nudge him over the shoulder.
He ignored what he said and remained silent. He was right. Even after what he saw, he canât deny that heâs been missing you so much.
âBut you know Cha Jin? The director of that hospital she's working on?â he stated that made Sunghoon stops from fidgeting over his fingers.
Just by merely hearing that guyâs name sets fire inside him. It boils his blood that he wants to go straight to where he is and punch him nonstop until he passed out.
His friend seemed to not notice how his expression changed and just continued talking about this director.
âHe used to be my cousinâs batchmate and he said that guy harassed a lot of girls before! He even mentioned if it wasnât for his familyâs money and power, he would have been already in jail.â
Sunghoon stunned at what he just heard. He suddenly got reminded of how he caught you and that guy that day. Him pressing himself over you while your eyes brim with tears.
Your eyes....
He cursed inwardly for not noticing it right away and for letting his emotions take over him completely.
He abruptly stood up from his seat that surprised even his friend. He looked at Sunghoon with confused eyes.
âHyung?â
âIâll go first.â he says and started pressing something over his phone.
âG-Go where? Hyung!â he slightly panic at the sight of the older one gathering some important things.
âHome. Tell Mr. Lim I left because of an emergency.â
Sunghoon didn't even let his friend to say anything else and just proceed on leaving that place. He put his phone over his ears and wait for the other person to answer the call.
âYes, Mr. Park?â
âI want to file a case.â he says seriously, fist hardly clenched while talking to his lawyer.
He wants so bad to ruin Mr. Cha for doing that and he wants to punch himself for being too dumb to notice. Sunghoon asked for an immediate flight back home and tried to organize everything that will be needed.
The next day, you went over your office to gather some things. Honestly, you have no enough courage to go there. You knew you couldn't stand being in that room for long right after what he just did to you.
You hate it because youâve put so much work and effort just for that place to feel cozy and safe. He just ruined all of it. Heâs disgusting and a monster.
Just as youâre hurrying to put all the stuff you can fit inside the small box you brought, your door bursts open.
âLeaving without saying good bye?â
You whipped your head to face him with piercing eyes. Seeing him flashing a smile and having the face to be here after doing all of that to you is unbelievable. He has no shame at all.
âIâm quitting my job.â
He scoffed, âReally?â he laughed with no humor. He still scares you, but you need to be brave. You have to.
âDo you think another hospital will accept you if I spread rumor about you?â he slid his hand inside his pocket and tilts his head with a cocky smile.
You clenched your jaw and stared at him with so much hatred. He is powerful and wealthy. You knew he can ruin your life in a snap, mainly why youâre also too afraid to leave this place.
âYou canât do anything about it, y/n.â he smirks wickedly.
A tear fell from your eyes then it moves over to look at the unfamiliar person who suddenly walks inside. Your brows furrowed in confusion and so does Mr. Cha.
âBut I can.â Sunghoonâs familiar voice made you roam your eyes around and you almost lost your balance when you saw him walking inside.
âWhat...â Mr. Cha is as confused as you are.
âMr. Cha Jin we are asking you to come with us for interrogation about a case of harassment and rape.â a guy held him by his shoulder firmly and the other put his wrists together.
Sunghoon walks towards you and cupped your face, making you burst into tears even more.
âIâm sorry for being late, baby.â he mumbles and you just shook your head side to side.
âYouâre just in time.â
He smiles and leaned down to give you a sweet kiss on your lips. He pulled away and both of you looked over Mr. Cha as he kept on resisting from the people whose guiding him outside.
âYou canât do this! You have no enough proof!â he said enraged and his eyes darted at your direction.
âTell them, y/n! Tell them I am innocent! Do something! Defend your director!â
You canât believe how he can say all those words towards you when he knew very well how guilty he is. Sunghoon tugs you closer, trapping your body using one of his arm.
He throw an envelope near Mr. Cha and his eyes dropped down to look at it.
âThatâs her resignation letter.â Sunghoon said seriously.
Mr. Cha doesnât look so happy about it and with gritted teeth he looked at the two of you.
âYou canât do this! You know what I can do to you, y/n!â he kept threatening you.
Sunghoon scoffed and tilts his head before placing a kiss on your forehead while still eyeing Mr. Cha. No fear can be seen over your boyfriendâs eyes.
âYou messed with the wrong girl.â
He signalled the authorities to take him away already and you nuzzle over his chest as the commotion unfold. You have nothing in mind, but the thought of things being over.
âWait.â you said when it finally hits you.
âAre you done with your therapy?â you looked at him with worried eyes.
Sunghoon smiled a little, âNot yet.â
âThen why are you here? You should beââ your words got cut off when he leans in and drop a kiss at your lips.
âI am here because my girlfriend needs me. I am a fool to leave you here alone that day.â guilt flashes through his eyes and youâre quick to comfort him.
âDonât say that. The important thing is that you are here now.â and you wrapped your arms around his waist for a tight hug.
You two stayed that way before you decided to go home.
âWait.â Sunghoon says and tugs your arm to pull you back.
Your body crashes on his and he looked at you with those hot eyes. With a little suspicion you stared at him.
âW-What?â
He smirked as one of his hand slowly moves down your thighs. You blushed and roamed your eyes around to check if somebody is there.
âLet me fuck you here in your office one last time.â he whispered sexily as he swiftly switch your positions and pushed you over your office table.
âBut what if someone sees us?â
He pushed your skirt up to reveal your underwear. Sunghoon curses at how hot you looked beneath him before he licked his lip.
âThen they will enjoy the show.â and with a big grin, he pushed your undies to the side then pulled out his erect cock.
He gave his palm a lick before aligning his hardened head on your wet core. You let out a small moan at the sensation of his dick touching your entrance.
âNobody,â he grunts as he pushed it inside with no mercy making you yelped a little. âcan every taste you this way. This is all mine. Mine.â he said firmly like a law nobody can disobey.
He started thrusting from behind you and you two are both a moaning mess. He made his hand roam your sexy back before reaching your hand to intertwin your fingers.
âI love you so much, baby.â
Your mouth hanged open, saliva dripping slightly out from it from too much pleasure as your boyfriend kept hitting the right spots.
âI l-love you, Hoon.â
âYou look lovely.â he doesnât even need to utter those words towards you as his eyes are enough for you to know it.
The way Sunghoon stares at you with so much love and affection will always be your favorite thing. His thick brows making a straight line whenever he looks at you indicates how his worries disappears. His sexy eyes never leaving you and his lips lifting for a smile shows how badly smitten he is for you.
You smiled and leaned closer for one kiss as you donât want your gloss to be smeared all over him if it was a long kiss. He tried to chaste after, not satisfied with the short affection. Youâre quick to dismiss his attempt for another kiss.
âLater.â
âLater?â
You giggled, âYes, later.â
He nods and placed a kiss at your shoulder before the two of you walks inside the venue. Tonight, his team gathered everyone for a small dinner party to welcome him back. His other team-mates and his coach are pretty much excited to have him back.
Of course, he asked you to be there. He wants you to be there for him.
âThere he is! My man!â their coach cheers and eagerly approached Sunghoon as you two made an entrance.
His teammates didnât waste time to come and greet him as well, delighted to see him around. You didnât fail to catch their attention too as they kept eyeing you after greeting Hoon.
Your eyes catch a glimpse of his ex-girlfriend with Sunghoonâs ex best friend. They both stood from a distance unlike everybody else. She looked a little sad and whole regretful as she stare at your direction.
She couldnât help but reminisce the times that it was her who he was holding.
âThis is Doctor y/n (surname), my girlfriend.â he announced sounding so proud.
They all looked amused and even bickered around who can shake your hand first. You giggled finding it adorable and funny.
âYou two look good together.â your heads whipped over to the side when two people approaches.
The taunting lingers over his tone as he smirks over Sunghoon, eyes flickering slight anger and disapproval to your boyfriendâs presence. Natasha stood close to him, her body language shows how uncomfy she is and how she refused to be in that situation.
A part of you felt bad for her, but you also know she kind of deserves it after what she did to Sunghoon.
Sunghoon didnât show any sign of annoyance through his face, but instead pulled you closer to his side.
âThanks. I can say the same thing to the two of you.â Sunghoon said with a playful smirk on his face as he stated those words with a meaningful tone.
Natasha looked so bothered about it and so does his best friend. He tries to hide it with a humorless laugh and clicked the side of his cheeks.
âDonât you feel sorry for suddenly showing up like nothing happened?â he fired that made Sunghoon's smile fell.
His smirk grew wider at the reaction Sunghoon showed. He seems to be enjoying it and you hate it. So even before he can utter another word, you stepped in.
âYes, my boyfriend does feel sorry.â you interrupted with a sweet voice and a playful expression on your face.
Everyone eyed you as you looked straight at his ex best friendâs face.
âThe only thing he felt sorry about is that he left the team on your care.â you said that earned reactions from their teammates.
You pursed your lips into a pout, like you feel sorry. Like you feel so much pity.
âYou didnât even made it to the top five, right? What a shame.â you teased that clearly hit the spot as his smirk fell completely.
Sunghoon grinned and licked his lip before tilting his head over to the side, very impressed.
âBut donât worry guys. Sunghoonâs back to win you another trophy this season. I know he wonât disappoint us.â and you flash them all a very sweet smile.
And he really didnât disappoint.
âFor first place, champion for this season.â the announcer voice echoes to the whole place while you looked above during the podium ceremony.
Your eyes goes teary just watching Sunghoon smiling so widely while looking straight at you. His mother held your arm beside and got her widest smiles as well.
âPark Sunghoon!â everyone cheered so loudly after his name was called.
You screamed and clapped, admiring how he really shines. This is where he truly belongs, his natural habitat. He is meant for this. You pursed your lips, trying to hold back your tears.
He kissed the trophy while still looking straight to you. He mouthed âI love youâ and you responded, âI love you.â
Your heart races as the crowd cheers loudly for Park Sunghoon, the famouse ace racer of the team (f1 team) and also your boyfriend.
tag-list:
@candewlsy @nyfwyeonjun @sunghoonizz @jaehyuniewifeu @imjakes-wifeofc1 @deobitifull @enhypens-hoe @yzzyhee @nyxtwixx @crimnalseung @vixensss @jjklvr9 @gonorrheaisme @lhspeachie @myboyfriendjungkook @capri-cuntz @brooklyninawhitemustang @woniebae @ma-riiii @tinie03 @seokseokjinkim @iheartjayke @hybeboyenthusisast @minniejenseo @shelovsme @sjakewrld @shawnyle @skzenhalove @crimnalseung @cloud-lyy @vixialuvs @mitmit01 @mintdsunoo @metkayinassss @dojaejunging @ahnneyong @denleave1088 @velvetkisscs @saanvilovessunghoon @ilymarkchan @realrintaro @acolytees @tanisha2060 @stuckonclouds @outroherrr @yunhoswrldddd @smpfrpshlhs @missychief1404 @riyuukii @jungwonieee
#enhypen#slutofpsh#enhypen hard hours#enhypen smut#enhypen sunghoon hard hours#enhypen x reader#enhypen sunghoon smut#enhypen park sunghoon#enhypen sunghoon
1K notes
¡
View notes
Text
â§âË⧠Logan Howlett Archive â§Ëââ§
An archive of my fave Logan Howlett fics on Tumblr, with a special section just for Old Man Logan! <3 If you guys love these works as much as I do, interact with the author's post! Reblog, like, comment, the works. I included tags for fics/drabbles without a summary. Not organized in any particular order. Will update! Don't like it, don't read! Ngl, most of these contain smut, so fluff/no smut is tagged with âż. MDNI with unlabeled fics!
Old Man! Logan
⌠⿠untitled / by @flowersforbucky
tags: some angst, touching and sensuality, suggestiveness, insecurity and doubt from logan, comfort and fluff
⌠never is a promise / by @joelsgoldrush
summary: You are everything Logan isnât: sweet, trouble-free, much youngerâand, to top it off, Charles' caregiver.
⌠the way you want to / by @eupheme
tags: situationship, possessive!soft dom logan, daddy kink, teasing/begging, logan taking an educated wish, praise kink, dirty talk, pet names, mutual unspoken pining, vaginal sex, creampie
⌠from eden / by @eupheme
tags: Logan timeline, sorta divergent/fix-it fic, angst, hurt/comfort, everyone is going through it, wound tending, dark thoughts/references to violence/death (aligning with themes in the movie), neurodegenerative disorders (Charles), multiple pov, established relationship, shower sex, oral sex, PiV, feelings
⌠speak of her over my grave and watch how she brings me back to life / by @moonlight-prose
summary: he knew he loved you when your words begin to piece his heart back together. he knew he loved you when he flourishes at your praise. he knew he loved you when nothing in this world could matter but the sound of your voice telling him you love him too.
⌠untitled / by @inkedells
summary: Logan is sick and tired of you treating him like he's fragile. He'll ignore his relentless pain to show you what it's like to be taken apart, rough and slow, then fast and agonizing.
⌠Good girl / by @i5uckersblog
ask: request for old man! Logan please: he calls the reader his good girl for the first time in bed & he sees the instant affect it has on her
⌠Ainât as Good as I Once Was / by @lovelybucky1
tags: old man!logan x AFAB!reader, riding, bratting, dom/sub dynamics, daddy kink, age gap, punishment, degradation, 18+ minors dni
⌠taxi driver / by @eloquentlytired
tags: taxi driver logan - build up - eventual smut - large age gap ( reader in/over mid 20s and logan in his 50s ) - singular mention of thr0wing up and dr*gging - savior logan - some surface wounds - logan loves calling u sweet girl and sweetheart
⌠Silk and Submission / by @tteotlma
tags: sexual content (18+ MDNI), age gap (25-53), degradation, virginity, consent dynamics, intense emotional experiences, body image, possible manipulation, emotional intimacy, potential objectification, light BDSM themes, physical intimacy, power dynamics, explicit language, feelings of nervousness or anxiety related to sexual experiences, and exploration of personal insecurities.
⌠SUGAR ON THE RIM / by @ovaryacted
summary: When Logan comes home after finishing his driving rounds for the night, you help him wind down and enjoy a drink.
⌠⿠Something For Himself / by @sassypossum
summary: I love this man. He genuinely deserves the softest lifeâŚ
⌠old man!logan obsessing over his pregnant wifey / by @rqnarok
tags: smut! mdni. breeding kink. lactation kink. pregnant sex. dom/sub dynamics.
Worst! Logan
⌠sniff / by @seventeenpins
summary: You catch Logan with your stolen panties.
⌠room for rent / by @hauntedhowlett-writes
summary: logan finds a new roomate.
⌠Til The Sun Turns Black / by @lubdubology
summary: Your soul is bound to his and you're destined to follow him across the multiverse. When the TVA finds you and sends you to the Void, you feel your chance of finding him has slipped through your fingers. But what you find there is more than you bargained for.
⌠i'll love you forever (a momma, you'll be) / by @elflutter
summary: Youâd be lying if you said you havenât been waiting for this day: Logan at his most fertile; you at yours. Even though youâve talked about it, stopped your birth control for it, an an unspoken question still lingers in his gaze. Youâre sure about this? You really want a baby with an old man like me?
Logan & Wade x Reader
⌠woo, my baby's got me all mixed up! / by @sceletaflores
tags: 18+ SMUT MDNI, fem!reader, swearing, a bastard doomed polycule, more of 'why have just one bf when you can two bf's and why have just two bf's when you can have two bf's that are also each otherâs bf's???', p in v, double penetration, one (1) single use of daddy, creampie(s), fingeringâŚkind of (fem!receiving), oral sex, face sitting, face fucking, straight up nasty porn w/ zero plot, no use of y/n.
⌠untitled / by @avocado-writing
tags: vaguely sub!Logan (he deserves to be taken care of); handjob (logan receiving); p in v sex (Logan giving, reader receiving); p in a sex (Wade giving, Logan receiving); knotting; fluff
⌠untitled / by @dollfacefantasy
tags: nsfw (18+), smut, p in v, voyeurism, exhibitionism, masturbation
Everything else! *Origins, X1-3, dofp, etc.
⌠⿠Dumb & Poetic / by @mcrdvcks
summary: You like Logan, but he likes Jean. Right?
⌠MUSE [L.H.] / by @selfcarecap
summary: Logan would never admit it to anyone, but over the course of his long life he has attempted to draw maybe once or twice. He hasnât done it in years, maybe even decades, but heâs struck by inspiration when he meets you. Of course, no one can know that Wolverine draws, so he does it in the dead of night, sliding anonymous envelopes with the finished drawings of you under your door. When he sees how much you love them, he wonders if you could also love the person behind them.
⌠Hands Free / by @ddejavvu
tags: smut, minors dni, mean!logan, drinking, don't like don't read.
⌠Practice / by @selfcarecap
summary: Your roommate Logan lets you practise giving a blowjob on him for your date with another guy.
⌠moanin' & groanin' / by @shellshocklove
summary: working for your father's timber business isn't what you saw yourself doing, but when the wolverine comes looking for work it's suddenly not so bad â especially when he can teach you a thing or two.
⌠untitled / by @murdrdocs
tags: 80s pornstar logan; age gap; pornstar reader x pornstar logan; doggy; brat!reader MDNI 18+
⌠untitled / by @mcrdvcks
tags: fem!reader, oral (f receiving), unprotected piv, creampie, insecurities
⌠⿠The Art Of Make-believe Matrimony / by @gothgoblinbabe
summary: You canât stand each other, so itâs a mystery to you and Logan why youâre sent out together on an assignment. To make it worse, youâd have to act much closer than you really were.
⌠untitled / by @superhoeva
summary: older bf!logan is the kinda guy that wants to treat you to a special night of an oiled massage but gets distracted halfway through with how pretty you glisten in the candlelight.
⌠The Wolverine and His Bunny / by @rosenclaws
summary: You and Logan have always butted heads and his constant, condescending reminders of your mutation don't help. It's not until your forced to train together and well, the tension is undeniable
⌠untitled / by @robo-writing
tags: Kinktober Day Six: 70's! Logan - Cock Worship
⌠untitled / by @selfcarecap
summary: Manipulative best friend!Logan with a corruption kink
⌠thinking about older!boyfriend logan howlett and his sweet little live-in girlfriend⌠/ by @cavillscurls
tags: MDNI, dom/sub dynamics, pet names, daddy!kink, dd/lg undertones
⌠PRETTY AS A PRINCESS ⥠/ by @dollfacefantasy
summary: you and logan have to work on halloween, but on the bright side, that means you get to dress up. and even better, you get to give him a little preview of the costume you've chosen.
#logan fic rec#fic recs#logan howlett fic#logan howlett fanfic#logan howlett x reader#wolverine x reader#old man logan x reader#logan howlett smut#old man logan smut
374 notes
¡
View notes
Text
It's 2024. Are you still thinking about movieverse!Cherik? Because I am.
For the past several months, there's only been a very slow trickle of posts/fics in the xmcu cherik tag. Let's try to breathe some life back into this incredible pairing!
With one clear winner of my poll, here's thirty prompts for the thirty days of April. (This is a super chill, laid-back event---do these in any order, interpret them as loosely as you like! Create in any medium! Fic, art, gifs, meta, incoherent screaming about the otpâŚall winners in my book.)
The only rule here is to cherik too close to the sun. Alright. Here are the prompts.
Mutual Pining
Doesn't really even need elaboration! Write that horrifically slow slow-burn. Gif every time McAvoy made insane fuck me eyes on screen. Make a playlist of songs about impossible love.
2. Alternate Meetings
There are endless quotes about how these two complete each other in a way no one they'd met before or after ever did. How else could they have met?
3. Erik Has A Telepathy Kink
This is basically canon. Let my boy get freaky!
4. Canon Fix-It
All the times Fox fucked it up. There are endless options.
5. Hurt/Comfort
Put them in that Situation. Put them in that Blender. Break them apart and put them back together â¤ď¸âđŠš
6. Canon Compliant
Draw that missing scene! Gif your favourite cherik moment!
7. Beach Divorce
Make it worse. Make it better. Show it to us exactly how it was. Break it down in a 3,000 word meta. Go wild!
8. Domestics
Sometimes you just want to see them doing normal couple things. Erik put the gun down.
9. Found Family
The real heart of x-men!
10. Time Travel
There are SO many possibilities here. Stick them in a time loop. Give them a chance to change their past.
11. AU
Love a good AU!
12. There Is Only One Bed
Had to get this one in here. What better way to amp up the tension?
13. Genosha
By some miracle, cherik actually did end up together at the end of 2019s trash bag disaster Dark Phoenix. We arenât making a big enough deal about this.
14. Declaration(s) of Love
Who says it first? How do they say it and when? Have they said itâŚwithout saying it?
15. Jealousy
Need I say more.
16. Reunion
These two have absolutely no chill.
17. Soulmates
Classic prompt, had to get this in here too.
18. The DOFP Aircraft
The TENSION here. Break it down for me. How does Charles feel about his injury? How does Erik feel about his injury?
19. Gay Mutant Road Trip
You already know.
20. Body Swap
SO fun when people have superpowers.
21. First Kiss
When? How? Who initiated it?
22. The Mansion
Mansion!content is a genre of its own.
23. Conflicting Ideology
Give me your theses. Whoâs right? Can they ever reconcile completely? Write a fic where it drives them apart.
24. Sebastian Shaw
A trope unto himself.
25. Team As Matchmaker
They had to have known something was going on, didnât they?
26. Cooking
Charles deserves a good meal. Also, imagine Erik using his powers in the kitchen. The sheer domesticityâŚ
27. Hurt No Comfort
Plenty of scope with these two đĽ˛
28. Growing Old Together
Giving Sirs Ian Mckellan and Patrick Stewart their props as well!
29. Making Up
*pushes chess board across the table* sorry babe
30. Charles Xavier Did More For Mutants Than You'll Ever Know
Rising to each otherâs defense. Only I can insult this man.
I will be tracking #revivecherik to reblog stuff! Hereâs a fic collection for the same. Letâs get this ball rolling! Please feel free to send me an ask if youâve got anything to say! And most importantly, letâs all have fun đ
*I know a few of you preferred something like a gift exchange because of the commitment factorâIâm super down to organise a tiny one for the handful of us! If this promptathon doesnât flop horribly, we can hopefully do a whole bunch of stuff :)
If you read this post all the way through, please reblog for reach! Thank you! Hoping you participate come April.
Shoutout to @inmymagnetoera for reaching out and helping with this!
#revivecherik#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmfc#james mcavoy#michael fassbender#x men days of future past#x men#charles x erik#magneto#professor x
660 notes
¡
View notes
Text
I DON'T APOLOGIZE FOR WINNING | Sebastian Vettel
f1 masterlist | wattpad | ao3 | instagram
rbr sebastian vettel x schumacher!reader | part 2 here
summary: y/n thinks she's sick from f1 traveling stress, but what if that's not the reason of her sickness?
word count: 992
warnings: hints of having sex. mentions of wishing to die (because reader is sick af). use of y/n
you can send your one shots requests here! feedback, as well as comments and reblogs, are truly appreciated!
It was barely five in the morning, and the sun was beginning to rise on the horizon of the city of Berlin. Sebastian and you, without having been able to rest after the German Grand Prix that had taken place just hours ago, were at the airport of the German capital, ready to head to Hungary, where the next Formula 1 competition would be held.
You were aware that following the lifestyle of a high-level racing driver was not easy. However, you didn't think that getting eight hours of sleep or having free time would become privileges that you would have, in part, during the holiday period. Despite the excitement that filled you every time you embarked on a new destination, you had been feeling unwell for several days, and no matter how hard you tried to remedy it, all you did was worsen it.
Seb, who knew you well enough to know that something was wrong, tried not to make a big deal out of it. He knew that you tended to get sick frequently, although the fact that you was quieter than usual and didn't have as much energy as usual started to worry the blonde who, at the moment of takeoff, observed carefully as your face grew paler, while you gripped the armrest of the seat tightly.
"Y/N, are you okay?" Sebastian asked with concern.
You tried to breathe deeply to calm the wave of nausea you were feeling right now.
"Yes," you simply replied, faking a smile. "I just feel a little uncomfortable with takeoff, you know airplanes and I are not friends. Stop worrying, love. You'll see it'll pass soon."
Despite your multiple reassurances, Seb couldn't convince himself. Your eyes reflected how you felt, and he had no doubt that you were hiding something from him to avoid worrying him.To try to relax you, he leaned towards you to leave a kiss on your cheek.
"Sweetheart, I know you've told me you're okay, but if you start feeling worse, let me know, okay?"
You nodded, silently thanking the German for his concern.
Although he tried not to make a big deal out of it, the truth was that as the flight progressed towards its destination, you felt worse, even reaching the point where nausea turned into frequent trips to the bathroom to vomit, and constant dizziness into a desire to faint and not wake up for a few days.
"Seb, I swear⌠I can't deal with this anymore."
After suddenly getting up from your seat, hurrying to the bathroom trying not to cause too much commotion among the other passengers, you quickly locked yourself in the small cubicle, bending over the toilet to empty everything you didn't know you had inside yourself. Sebastian watched with concern as you fled, trying not to lose his composure under the curious gaze of those present, including a few Red Bull engineers.
âY/N!â, Seb called out as quietly as he could, anxious because you werenât responding. âAre you okay? Please, open the door.â
You didn't answer him, which only heightened Vettel's anxiety. He fixed his gaze on the bathroom door, waiting for you to come out and give him some explanation of what was happening.
After what felt like an eternity, you emerged from the bathroom with a completely pale face and a tired look. Sebastian simply pulled her close to his chest and held her tightly in an embrace.
"Love, what's wrong?" he said anxiously. "I need to know what's going on. Things can't continue like this if you're going to keep accompanying me. I'm sure it's getting to you: everything is overwhelming you and..."
Suddenly, you began to cry from the helplessness you were feeling, causing Sebastian to hold you even tighter, stroking your back to help you relax as much as possible.
"I can't take it anymore, Seb. I feel awful. I want to die right now."
"We should seek help," he said, wiping your tears away. "We'll see what we can do now to keep you as relaxed as possible for the remainder of the flight, okay? And when we land, we'll go to an emergency room to see what's wrong with you."
Sebastian then called one of the flight attendants in their area and explained the distressing situation, emphasizing that he wouldn't want anyone to find out to avoid conflicts with both the media and his team. The flight attendant simply nodded and informed them to return to their seats, immediately assisting the world champion's partner.
"Mrs. Vettel, here's some water and an aspirin," the woman kindly offered you. "Additionally, I've informed the crew about your wife's situation," she said, now looking at the blonde, "and they confirmed that if she gets worse, there's no problem in making an emergency landing at the nearest airport."
"I'm not Sebastian's wife..."
"Thank you very much," the driver interrupted, thanking the flight attendant for her assistance.
The German began to laugh at your reaction as soon as the woman left.
"You should have seen your face, Y/N. You can't deny that you didn't mind being referred to as my wife," Seb said, stroking your hair and opening the water bottle for you to take a sip.
The flight continued, and although the nausea had been brought under control, the discomfort persisted. The couple was aware that there was only, thankfully, about half an hour of travel left.
"Darling," Sebastian whispered sweetly. "Close your eyes and focus on your breathing: inhale through your nose, and exhale through your mouth. I'm here, hold my hand."
You followed your partner's instructions, allowing yourself to be guided by his voice, which was truly comforting in those moments, in each inhalation and exhalation. Gradually, you began to feel calmer, and you would even swear that you hadn't felt this way in several days.
Finally, the plane reached its destination. You felt greatly relieved that the flight, which had caused you so much distress, had come to an end as it had left her physically and mentally exhausted.
As soon as your feet touched Hungarian soil, Sebastian made sure that you felt as comfortable as possible before heading to the hotel. Despite the rush Britta, Sebastian's PR, took a moment in some small seats to rest and, as much as possible, recover from the turbulent journey they had just endured.
Although he knew he might hurt your feelings, Sebastian decided to broach the subject with a mischievous smile:
"Love, don't you think we've had enough intense Sunday nights celebrating my victories? Because I think it's led to something good."
At first, you were a bit confused, but a few seconds later you let out a shy and sweet laugh. The driver wasn't lying: sex had become your ritual to bid farewell to the weekend and, above all, as a celebration of Seb's victories that season. Now that you remembered, there were quite a few occasions where you didnât use protection, so you thought that the possibility was even more up in the air now.
"It could be, Seb," you said with a knowing smile. "If I am, we could have a pretty big problem..."
"Please, love, don't say that," Vettel drew closer to you, taking your hand and gently tracing small circles on it with his fingers. "If you're pregnant, I'm sure you'll be an amazing mother. Besides, I know we haven't talked about this, but I've always wanted to be a father and I can't imagine anyone better than you to fulfill this dream."
Tears began to form in your eyes, and you hurried to wipe them away to prevent your boyfriend from noticing.
"So, what do you say? Should we tell Britta that we need to go to the pharmacy and buy a test? That way we can find out, and if it's a no, we can keep trying," you clarified eagerly. "What do you think about tonight?"
Feeling excited, after you explained the situation to the woman who had become another member of the family, and who, obviously, had been thrilled at the possible news, headed to the nearest pharmacy to avoid arousing suspicions among the journalists and paparazzi, who were lurking around with the intention of getting the latest scoop on the man of the moment.
Alone together and holding the small bag containing the test, you began to feel nervous as they approached their room. Upon entering the suite, you both sat on the edge of the bed, taking a moment to calm themselves before checking whether you would become parents.
"Okay," you said, taking a deep breath, "I'm ready."
After that, you opened the box containing the test and went to the bathroom, where you followed the instructions carefully. Once finished, you placed it on the surface of the sink and returned to where Seb was, waiting for the indicated time to pass to see the result.
You approached your boyfriend, who gently stroked your back once again to comfort you. He knew you were nervous and scared. He felt the same way.
"Whatever the result is, I'm grateful to have a woman like you in my life. I'll be by your side no matter what, ok?" Sebastian reassured you.
Tears filled the your eyes again, and as you looked at your watch and saw that the waiting time was over, you ran as fast as you could to the bathroom, followed by an anxious Sebastian.
Quickly, you took the test in your hands and saw the result:
"It's positive!" you shouted, your voice trembling. "I'm pregnant, Sebastian!"
A wave of emotions engulfed you both, not knowing what to do except to embrace tightly as you felt a mixture of astonishment and joy, as well as uncertainties about what could happen from that moment on.
"Well, it turns out that in the end I'm not just good at pointing with my index finger when I win," Sebastian teased you mischievously.
"I find it surreal that you're making dirty jokes after finding out we're going to have a child."
"I guess," the driver continued playfully, "we'll have to tell this little one that his dad is a two-time, for now, Formula 1 world champion, and that his mother is a champion in other aspects."
You laughed at your boyfriend's quips, finding them unbelievable.
"Come on, Seb, don't act modest now saying you didn't have merit. You know perfectly well that I motivated you quite a bit during those baby-making sessions."
"Of course, I'm not saying otherwise," the German continued jokingly. "I'm sure the baby will become the royalty of Formula 1. Who wouldn't want to have Vettel and Schumacher genes?"
Both of you burst into laughter, filling the room, giving way your thoughts on how you would tell your families, the media, your respective coworkers... Especially, you spent a few minutes sharing your expectations about what your life would be like from that day on.
"Miss Schumacher and future Mrs. Vettel, let me tell you that now that we know we're expecting a little miracle, I propose we celebrate it in a more... intimate way."
"You can't even give me a day's break, can you? I don't know about you, but I'm convinced my father wouldn't find it amusing to hear his daughter screaming to ask her boyfriend for more," you said, knowing your father would be in the adjacent rooms.
"I know," Seb simply said, "but Iâve won in life, and I don't apologize for winning."
#formula 1#sebastian vettel#sv5#f1#formula one#sebastian vettel x reader#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 x reader#vettel#sebastian vettel x you#sebastian vettel x yn#formula one x reader#formula 1 x you#formula one x you#formula 1 one shot#formula one x y/n#formula 1 x yn#fluff#sebastian vettel one shot#sebastian vettel imagine#pregnancy#pregnant#schumacher#michael schumacher
469 notes
¡
View notes
Text
âਠ⥠ŕ§âmidnight fiction âਠ⥠ŕ§â
SYNOPSIS â a girlgroup, CLOUD9, has freshly debuted at belift labs. in an attempt to promote the group more, cha y/n is set to mc on musicbank with ni-ki of enhypen, her long time celebrity crush. in true netizen fashion, dating rumors are caught onto like wildfire. however instead of denying them, belift uses this to the groups advantage. ni-ki finds himself catching feelings for her and what happens when this fake relationship, doesnât seem so fake anymore?
PAIRING + cast â nishimura riki x fem!reader, enhypen, yunjin & eunchae (lsfm), hanni & minji (nwjns), jaehyun & taesan (bonedo), jongseob (piwon), yujin (zb1)
FACECLAIMS â illit (CLOUD9), in group/promo yunah (yunjin), minju (minji), moka (hanni), wonhee (reader) iroha (eunchae)
TAGS â smau (+ written), fake dating (kind of), fluff, romance, crack, strangers to friends to lovers
WARNINGS â PROBABLY SLOW UPDATES very slight age gap (reader is 6 months younger than riki), kys/die/d3ath jokes, cursing, yunjin is gay lmao, lowercase intended, more tba
STATUS â ongoing! (started april 5, 2024)
TAGLIST â closed!
LUCKYS NOTE! â this is the first fic ive ever written so please have a little bit of grace if itâs not the best! my friend encouraged me to write this tbh and im actually really excited to see where this goes! and feel free to like, comment, and reblog<3
SPAM LIKE = BLOCK
ŕ¨profilesৠCLOUD9 pt 1 ⢠CLOUD9 pt 2 ⢠ENHYPEN ⢠big time yappers
ŕ¨1ৠbest 2 minutes of my life
ŕ¨2ৠ#keepingitrealâď¸
ŕ¨3ৠđ¤˘other menđ¤Ž
ŕ¨4ৠplayful banter
ŕ¨5ৠwomp wompđ
ŕ¨6ৠsick of your ass
ŕ¨7ৠbitchless era ending soon (+written 562 words)
ŕ¨8ৠnone of your fucking BEES WAX
ŕ¨9ৠl-l-love𤢠(+written 1.18k words)
ŕ¨10ৠD1 hater
more tbaâŚ
ŕ¨otherŕ§
midnight fiction official playlist
eunchaes a traitor
Š lvcky-g1rl-syndr0me, 2024. do not copy, translate or upload any of my works without my permission.
(đ) PERM TAGLIST IS OPEN!
dm me or send in ask to be added to perm taglist
(đŠˇ) MIDNIGHT FICTION TAGLIST! @nctislifue @akuspic @pkjay @siya-bean @eun-chaez @wavetosunoo @gweoriz @soobiary @ivyannemarie @emma2black @rikikiynikilcykiki @enh4ht @jjunie-0 @yumilovesloona @wth121 @riksaes @n1k1mura @k1ttylvr @isaxshin @allforhee @rikisgeef @sunghoonsarmpit @autumn583 @tzuyusluv @lukesboo @anormieee @rockyhedgehog @thomawifey @lovrqis @akashisthighs @luvvvash @just-a-girl-with-hyper-fixations @frogsssssssss @haechansbbg @erisasleep @alexthepopular @ariluvssssss100
#ni ki x reader#enhypen niki#ni ki fluff#ni ki enhypen#nishimura riki#enhypen riki#riki fluff#riki smau#enhypen smau#ni ki fanfic#enhypen#niki smau#riki x reader#enha riki#enha#enha x reader#enha fluff#riki enhypen#riki enha#niki enha#enhypen crack#niki texts#riki texts#enhypen texts#ni ki#riki x y/n#niki x y/n#lvcky g1rl syndr0me#midnight fiction#niki enhypen
707 notes
¡
View notes
Text
for context, prior to summer 2023 tumblr would save tags that i used (frequently or not) which made it easy for me to re-use them in other posts (ie. edit tags, character tags, tw tags, ship tags, etc). i found them to be a fundamental aspect of tumblr, to the point that people would often make games of it by providing a random list of words and challenging people to share the first saved tag that came up when they typed that word. you could not actively choose to save a tag, rather, tumblr would automatically save it once it was used.
(you can see an example of how this used to work in this post)
as of summer 2023, saved tags as a function no longer works for me. no matter how often i use a tag, it will not save and is not suggested to me when i go to re-type it in future posts. the suggested tags that now show up for me are generic popular tags across the site. personally, it does negatively impact my use of the site.
i have been exchanging emails with staff since august 2023 about this issue and am hoping to collect data regarding other users experience, if saved tags are broken or functional for them, and how integral to your use of tumblr is this feature.
i also encourage you to send me an ask if you have any other added context you want to share when i reach back out to tumblr staff. please feel free to reblog this poll so it can reach a wider audience.
thanks in advance!
*note: if you have mutiple blogs and saved tags are broken on one but working on another, please select the "saved tags are broken" option that best reflects your feelings (as i am trying to gauge how widespread this issue is)
742 notes
¡
View notes