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Lavender Fields-Chapter Five: Fear
Summary: You believe Hyunjin is gone and your purpose within the lab is blurred. You try to get through each day with the thought of Hyunjin in mind, hoping you get to see him again soon.
Pairing: Hyunjin x humanoid!gn!reader
Genre: angst, brief fluff, sci fi au, romance au
Word Count: 1.5k
Warnings: brief mention of abuse, otherwise none
Notes: got a little angsty here, but hope you like the next chapter!
If you enjoyed please consider a like, reblog, or comment as it keeps me motivated ♡
Series Summary: you, a humanoid from a different planet, was born within a lab here on earth in the near future, your days filled with servitude and testing within the labs to learn more about your kind as your kind are not able to feel emotion. you had nothing to look forward to until you met Hyunjin, a technician assigned to you. you learn much at his hands and invaluable lessons, enlightening your once purposeless life.
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The next day, the orderly found you sitting in your bed, your gaze still straight ahead, your blankets wrapped tightly around you like a cocoon. She had to physically help you get up as you were still stuck with Hyunjin, your mind not wanting to let him go.
Succumbing to your fate, you followed the orderly out of your room, much to her relief. She was saying something to you, but the words entered one ear and out of the other, the syllables not registering.
You went through the motions of your day. Get dressed. Eat breakfast. Go to the work hall. Sort clothes. Eat lunch.
Your feet dragged and you kept your head down. No one noticed the change since you weren’t supposed to have emotions. You kept in line with your peers, avoiding eye contact, just like they avoided yours.
There were no sessions today which you were happy about, being allowed to go back to your room after lunch.
Once within the familiar four walls, you stood at the door, frozen on the spot as you let out a sigh. You lost track of how long you stood there, staring straight ahead at nothing in particular. Eventually, you snapped out of your reverie and sat on your bed, assuming the same position you adapted this morning. You were an empty shell of yourself, your head empty as you tried not to think. You made eye contact with your mural, but quickly looked away as thoughts of Hyunjin danced through your head.
After some time, you decided to sleep, as this would pass the time away. You laid down and curled up within yourself and closed your eyes. Images of your life flashed behind your eyelids, your days completing the same tasks over and over, your sessions with Raoul, the day you met Hyunjin.
You dreamed of his smile, his gentle nature, how happy he looked when you accepted his necklace, how he looked sleeping peacefully on your bed, only inches away from you.
Slowly the images drifted to a life without Hyunjin. Your days filled with a new technician, one like Raoul who would pull your hair, yell at you and call you nothing.
You tossed and turned, as you tried to banish the thoughts, as your heart pounded in your chest, your breathing heavy. The images became worse until you startled awake, sitting straight up in your bed.
You blinked several times trying to focus your vision as you came to. Your hand flew to your chest, feeling the rapid thumps beneath your palm. You had a thin sheen of sweat on your face, which you wiped away with the sleeve of your dress.
You’re not sure how long you were asleep with no way to check the time. You trained your ears to the door, trying to hear if there was any movement to give you a clue as to the time.
You definitely won’t be able to fall back asleep, not after that nightmare.
You got up and stretched, the feeling of burning within your muscles welcoming as you padded over to your bookshelf. You scanned the many books you’ve collected over the years, searching for the perfect one.
Your fingers settled on one, picking it up and sitting on the floor. You opened the book and began to read, focusing on the words to distract you from the intruding thoughts. Getting lost in the alternate world worked, your mind sucked into the faraway lands of the characters on the page.
You were almost done with the book when your door opened and Grace walked in with a tray in her hand.
“Dinner for you dear,” she said with a soft smile.
She sat the tray down on your bed and left, closing the door gently behind her. Your belly growled, reminding you of how hungry you were as you didn’t eat much at lunch. Grabbing the tray, you dug in, scarfing down the food without abandon.
Once you were done, you set the tray by your door and went back to your book, wanting to finish it before getting ready for bed.
You were about to slide beneath your blankets when your door opened and closed, Hyunjin stepping in your room. You stared at him with your mouth open, surprised that he was here. You thought you’d never see him again.
���Y/n!” Hyunjin exclaimed as he ran towards you, engulfing you in a hug.
You recovered from your shock and wrapped your arms around him, burying your head in his chest. You listened to his heart beat erratically, the sound comforting to you after the day you’ve had.
You both stood there in silence for a few more moments before Hyunjin disentangled himself from you.
Holding you at arms length, he looked you in the eyes, “I don’t have long y/n, so listen closely okay?”
You frowned at his words, confused at what he meant. Nonetheless, you listened intently, wanting to hear what he had to say.
“I will be leaving after today, you probably won’t see me again. You will be moved tomorrow to another part of the facility…another lab. They will do things to you that you won’t like. I tried to persuade them, to get them to change the plan but they won’t budge…”
At that Hyunjin’s face fell, tears welling in the corner of his eyes. He tried to talk with the chief, to get them to be more gentle and lenient with you, but they wouldn’t listen, not after the stunt he pulled the other night.
He looked into your eyes, recognizing the fear in them. His heart dropped at the thought of you suffering. How he wanted to ease your worries, take them as his own so you could be happy.
“Despite these things,” Hyunjin continued, “You are strong and resilient, I know you will make it out okay and maybe somewhere in the future we can meet again.”
You stared at Hyunjin as you felt your chest tightening causing your breathing to become erratic. Your arms started to shake as you reached for Hyunjin, looking to steady yourself. You eyes widened as you realized what Hyunjin said is true.
You’d never see Hyunjin again.
You’d never see Hyunjin again.
The phrase kept running through your mind over and over and over. You didn’t want that, you wanted, no needed to see him. But why did you need to keep him close? You’ve only just met him and yet it feels as if you’ve known him your whole life.
You were confused and something else, not quite understanding the feeling.
“I won’t see you again?” You whispered in disbelief. “But why? Why?” You asked as your eyes darted to his, looking for the answer in his eyes.
Hyunjin looked down at you, his eyes laced with sorrow. “Don’t be afraid y/n. You’re experiencing fear, but you will be fine without me. You are headstrong and smart. You will get through this okay?”
You shook your head, disagreeing with his words. How could you be fine without him?
Hyunjin tucked a strand of hair behind your ears right as your door swung open, the metal hitting the wall with a loud bang.
He smiled at you as a group of men and the chief entered your room.
“Take him,” the chief commanded, watching with satisfaction as the men grasped Hyunjin by the arms and escorted him away.
You watched in fear as Hyunjin disappeared from your sight, the door closing with finality. You sank to the floor and hugged your legs to your chest, trembling in place.
You’re not sure when the next day started. You were barely aware of the orderlies guiding you through the day.
Get dressed. Eat breakfast. Go to your assigned work space. Eat lunch.
The only change was your sessions, which became more gruesome than ever. Raoul was your technician once more and he was back with a vengeance.
He tortured you, belittled you, ensured that everyday was hell. Before, you’d take it in stride, none the wiser of anything, oblivious to your emotions. But now you were very much aware of the fear you experienced on a daily basis.
You’d sit in the corner of your room after sessions, curled up in a ball, terrified that Raoul would come back and try something, like beat you as he’s taken a liking to.
Your mind would drift to Hyunjin, wandering where he was and what he was doing. You wished you could see him, hear him, tell you everything would be okay.
But he wasn’t here, you couldn’t see nor hear him, or be close to him. The fear transitioned to something else, the pain within your chest unbearable, causing tears to fall from your eyes every night as you fell asleep.
You felt like the light of the world was dim with no purpose in store. You dragged your feet along, weaker and weaker each day, the only thing spurring you on was Hyunjin’s last words.
"You can get through this.”
And you must. If not for yourself than for Hyunjin.
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