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post-leffert · 9 months
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PIU #3 call for submissions!
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Plastic in Utero: a journal of anti-civ anarchy reborn from the compost of wasteland modernity (PIU) is calling for submissions for the third issue!. This zine-journal is open to all who want to contribute to the discussion of the current shit-hole we exist in, which some call civilization, capitalism, colonialism, and patriarchy. Issue 3's topics will be religion, spirituality, symbolism, and related subjects (such as irreligion, nihilism, god(s), etc). However, contributors are encouraged to explore beyond these themes. The intention is not for the topic to impose limitations on the conversations, but rather to serve as an icebreaker that can connect the various texts within the journal. Feel free to share your perspectives and contribute to the ongoing discourse from previous issues, as well, particularly in the letter section.
PIU accepts the following: Essays, reviews, and interviews (2,500 word limit) Fiction pieces (2,500 word limit) Creative nonfiction (2,500 word limit) Art (keep to one page!) Poetry (keep to two pages, please be clear on formatting requests) Letters (350 word limit)
Deadline is April 1st, 2024. Contact Artxmis at tmwg1995[@]protonmail.com or: Po Box 72 Seymour, IL 61875
If submissions are mailed, format at 9 or 10 pt font, TNR, landscape, two column.
Plastic in Utero: a journal of anti-civ anarchy reborn from the compost of wasteland modernity (PIU) is an extension of the Uncivilized Project, which encompasses the Uncivilized Podcast and Uncivilized Distro. Uncivilized Distro currently has: PIU #1, 34 pages. $3/copy, free to prisoners PIU #2, 42 pages. $3/copy, free to prisoners Anarchism in Review #1: "Leo Tolstoy (1828-1919)" by Luigi Galleani, including a biography by Artxmis Graham Thoreau. $2 if ordered alone, free if requested with copy of PIU.
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venzilanddeathcult · 9 months
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ALL TIME FAVORITE ALBUMS CHART
2023 is basically ending and i dont think theres any upcoming album thats going to absolutely shatter my perception of music (most recent one would be ants from up there my beloved) so i made a chart of all my favorite albums ever forever adn ever but 4x4
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so thats that
ALBUMS IN (loose-ish) ORDER
O Terno - Melhor Do Que Parece
Slint - Spiderland
The Mars Volta - Frances The Mute
SWANS - The Seer (!!!!!!!)
Ween - Quebec
The Beach Boys - Pet Sounds
Milton Nascimento & Lô Borges - Clube da Esquina
TOOL - Lateralus
Have A Nice Life - Deathconsciousness
Les Rallizes Dénudés - '77 Live
Queens Of The Stone Age - Songs For The Deaf
Dead Kennedys - Plastic Surgery Disasters (And In God We Trust Inc., that one's equally amazing)
Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here
Nirvana - In Utero
Ween - The Mollusk
Pixies - Doolittle
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mylittleredgirl · 2 years
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favorite and least favorite parts of each trek, with absolutely no thought put into it before making this list:
🚀 classic trek favorite: the ~aesthetic~. fuckin LOVE big chunky plastic buttons and beepy things, the mini-skirts, the sparkly metallic fabric, the whole deal. least favorite: janice rand leaves forever :( :( every single appearance she had was BONKERS how am i supposed to experience that and then ever hope to fill that void 🪐 tng favorite: soooooo soothing to know that our guys will always be both kind and correct and at the end of the episode i will learn something about how to be a better person. also romulans are there. least favorite: shit fuck i shouldn't have started this post because i'm already drawing a blank. ok ok i hate that the ship's counselor role got nerfed into a "therapist on the bridge" when it's actually so so important!! that needed to be explored so explicitly that dudebros on the internet have to shut up about it forever ⚾️ deep space nine favorite: THE CHARACTERS MY FRIENDS. the cast of dozens where every single character right down to the randos on the promenade are great. headed up by benjamin lafayette sisko and kira nerys, truly characters of all time least favorite: dukat's insanity/pah-wraith arc. like i do get why this narrative parallel makes sense against sisko as the prophets' emissary but also, it's bad. 🥔 voyager (that's a leola root by the way) favorite: i LOVE the early seasons where everyone is so adorable and spunky and they're just tooling around the delta quadrant being terrible at making friends. also tuvok is there. least favorite: kes leaves forever :( :( i hear you out there saying "fury" but come here. look at me. look at me. kes leaves forever. 🛰 enterprise favorite: controversial actually but i love t'pol's arc. i DID NOT love it as it was airing because watching poor jolene blalock having to act her way through ever more demeaning episodes is painful and terrible, but t'pol is magnificent actually? the fish out of water vulcan finding herself in foreign waters?? self-destruction on the way to rediscovering her own personal relationship to logic??? imagine if we'd got three more seasons of her with manny coto in charge it would've been glorious. least favorite: can we PLEASE do something with hoshi and travis i am BEGGING. also physically painful what american jingoism did to captain archer but i might have emotionally coped with it better if travis got lines. 🍄 discovery favorite: michael burnham is the light of my life she makes me cry out emotions that have been buried since i was in utero i don't even know. also the changing opening sequence my beloved least favorite: need one of those serial killer string boards to figure out what's going on sometimes??? can't say that too loudly tho because the discovery haters can smell blood in the water 💃 short treks favorite: THE CONCEPT I LOVE THIS least favorite: more??????? :( 🥷 star trek picard favorite: seven of nine in comfy sweaters kissing a girl filled holes in my life i didn't know were there!!!?!?!?? least favorite: don't like when picard is a jerk :( don't like when no soji and elnor :( :( :( 🤪 lower decks favorite: every second is a relentless outpouring of love for star trek, it's like a sleepover where all your friends are sitting around talking about how much they love tng except your friends are 900% funnier. least favorite: i have a hard time with cartoon violence sometimes so i get TENSE and also badgey haunts my nightmares for real for real 👨‍🍳 strange new worlds - actually i have only seen the first episode despite posting about it as if i have seen all of it haha my bad SO favorite: new star trek to watch!!!!! least favorite: now everyone knows i haven't watched it yet and i am losing trekkie credibility babes 😬 👩‍👧‍👦 prodigy favorite: rok-tak my DAUGHTER least favorite: that feeling of being in a warner brothers cartoon and there's an anvil above all our heads with J/C DISCOURSE painted on it just waiting for the show to make a wrong move
i swear i must have forgotten at least one series there is so much star trek now??? anyway feel free to make your own post about this, i am curious!! if you absolutely MUST i suppose it's ok to think about your answers for more than 30 seconds.
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loose top 145 chart - list under the readmore
1. Neutral Milk Hotel - On Avery Island
2. Car Seat Headrest - How To Leave Town
3. The Microphones - The Glow, Pt. 2
4. Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works 85-92
5. Stereolab - Emperor Tomato Ketchup
6. Earl Sweatshirt - some rap songs
7. The Olivia Tremor Control - Black Foliage: Animation Music
8. Bladee - ICEDANCER
9. Prince - Purple Rain
10. The KLF - Chill Out
11. Cardiacs - A Little Man and a House and the Whole World Window
12. Neutral Milk Hotel - In the Aeroplane Over the Sea
13. The Beatles - Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band
14. Animal Collective - Feels
15. desert sand feels warm at night - 夢の砂漠 (Dream Desert)
16. Hiroshi Yoshimura - SURROUND
17. Duster - Stratosphere
18. bedbug - If I Got Smaller Grew Wings and Flew Away for Good
19. Prince - Prince and The Revolution: Live
20. Mike - WEIGHT OF THE WORLD
21. The Weeknd - After Hours
22. Guided by Voices - Alien Lanes
23. Radiohead - Kid A
24. of Montreal - Skeletal Lamping
25. of Montreal - Hissing Fauna, Are You the Destroyer?
26. Guided by Voices - Bee Thousand
27. Car Seat Headrest - Teens Of Denial
28. The Microphones - Mount Eerie
29. Mew - Frengers
30. Thin Lizzy - Jailbreak
31. The Beatles - Abbey Road
32. Modest Mouse - The Lonesome Crowded West
33. Ride - Nowhere (Expanded)
34. Ween - The Pod
35. Radiohead - OK Computer
36. Fishmans - 宇宙 日本 世田谷
37. Fishmans - 98.12.28 男達の別れ (Live)
38. Massive Attack - Blue Lines
39. Stereolab - Dots and Loops
40. George Clanton - Slide
41. The Avalanches - Since I Left You
42. Car Seat Headrest - Twin Fantasy
43. Car Seat Headrest - Nervous Young Man
44. Indian Summer - Giving Birth to Thunder
45. Moss Icon - Lyburnum Wits End Liberation Fly
46. Jane Remover - frailty
47. Los Campesinos! - Romance is Boring
48. The Olivia Tremor Control - Dusk at Cubist Castle
49. Nine Inch Nails - The Fragile
50. My Bloody Valentine - You Made Me Realise
51. Bladee - Spiderr
52. 100 gecs - 10,000 gecs
53. Bomb the Music Industry! - Get Warmer
54. DJ Sprinkles - Midtown 120 Blues
55. Alvvays - Alvvays
56. The Mars Volta - De-Loused in the Comatorium
57. Brave Little Abacus - Masked Dancers: Concern in So Many Things You Forget Where You Are
58. Julia Brown - An abundance of strawberries
59. DJ Shadow - Endtroducing.....
60. Modest Mouse - Building Nothing Out of Something
61. Tyler, the Creator - Igor
62. Tyler, the Creator - Flower Boy
63. David Bowie - Blackstar
64. Nine Inch Nails - Bad Witch
65. The Beach Boys - SMiLE
66. Animal Collective - Spirit They’re Gone, Spirit They’ve Vanished
67. Nana Grizol - Dancing Dogs
68. Nana Grizol - Love It Love It
69. Gorillaz - Gorillaz
70. Cocteau Twins - Heaven or Las Vegas
71. Pet Shop Boys - Introspective
72. Glass Beach - Plastic Death
73. Death Grips - the powers that b
74. Junior Delahaye - Showcase
75. Slowdive - Slowdive
76. Los Campesinos! - We Are Beautiful, We Are Doomed
77. Global Communication - 76:14
78. Bright Eyes - Lifted or The Story Is in the Soil, Keep Your Ear to the Ground
79. Car Seat Headrest - 4
80. Vince Staples - Big Fish Theory
81. The Music Tapes - Mary's Voice
82. Animal Collective - Strawberry Jam
83. Ween - Quebec
84. Sufjan Stevens - The Age of Adz
85. Earl Sweatshirt - I Don't Like Shit, I Don't Go Outside: An Album by Earl Sweatshirt
86. Virtual Self - Virtual Self
87. Lil Ugly Mane - Singles
88. Sufjan Stevens - Carrie & Lowell
89. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Polygondwanaland
90. King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard - Live in Brisbane '21
91. Boards of Canada - Music Has the Right to Children
92. Boards of Canada - Geogaddi
93. Frank Ocean - Blonde
94. The Cure - Disintegration
95. Nirvana - In Utero
96. Death Grips - Bottomless Pit
97. Mike - renaissance man
98. Dismemberment Plan - Emergency & I
99. The Microphones - It Was Hot, We Stayed In The Water
100. Animal Collective - Merriweather Post Pavilion
101. Cardiacs - The Seaside
102. Gorillaz - Demon Days
103. Duster - Duster
104. My Chemical Romance - I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love
105. Thursday - Full Collapse
106. My Bloody Valentine - m b v
107. Black Dresses - Peaceful as Hell
108. Porter Robinson - nurture
109. of Montreal - Paralytic Stalks
110. bob hund - Bob Hund
111. Teen Suicide - i will be my own hell because there is a devil inside my body
112. Slowdive - Souvlaki
113. Cursive - The Ugly Organ
114. Ween - God Ween Satan: The Oneness (Anniversary Edition)
115. Kleenex Girl Wonder - Ponyoak
116. Sweet Trip - Velocity: design: comfort.
117. Gorillaz - Plastic Beach
118. Guided by Voices - Under the Bushes Under the Stars
119. The Beatles - Revolver
120. Jane Remover - teen week
121. Glass Beach - the first glass beach album
122. blackwinterwells - Stone Ocean
123. The World Is a Beautiful Place & I Am No Longer Afraid to Die - Formlessness - EP
124. Grandaddy - The Sophtware Slump
125. Jordaan Mason - earth to ursa major
126. Weatherday - Come In
127. The pAper chAse - Hide the Kitchen Knives
128. Kylie Minogue - Aphrodite
129. Yung Lean - Starz
130. pilotredsun - Achievement
131. Bomb the Music Industry! - Album Minus Band
132. Wu-Tang Clan - Enter The Wu-Tang (36 Chambers)
133. Doss - Doss
134. Kitty - Frostbite
135. Bob Drake - Medallion Animal Carpet
136. Parannoul - After the Night (Live)
137. J Dilla - Donuts
138. Ashley Ninelives - Eagle Creek
139. Vangelis - Blade Runner - Esper Edition
140. Akira Yamaoka - SILENT HILL2 (Original Soundtrack)
141. C418 - Minecraft - Volume Alpha
142. C418 - Minecraft - Volume Beta
143. Disasterpeace - Fez
144. Toby Fox - UNDERTALE Soundtrack
145. Kero Kero Bonito - Time 'n' Place (background)
honorable mentions to round it off to 150:
146. Julius Eastman - Femenine
147. Radiohead - A Moon Shaped Pool
148. Dinosaur jr. - You're Living All Over Me
149. Flipper - Album Generic Flipper
150. DJ Rozwell - NONE OF THIS IS REAL
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sevicia · 7 months
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Albums (+ EPs) I've listened to all the way thru ON PURPOSE:
All MSI albums from self-titled to HILTSGASALMSI + It gets worse EP + <3 EP + Pink comp album
Radiohead: Pablo Honey, OK Computer, The Bends, In Rainbows + Drill EP + Creep EP + Pop Is Dead EP + Anyone Can Play Guitar EP
Nirvana: Bleach, Nevermind, In Utero, MTV Unplugged + Blew EP + Incesticide comp album + Nirvana comp album
SOAD: Toxicity + Vicinity Of Obscenity / Lonely Day EP
Gorillaz: Gorillaz, Demon Dayz, Plastic Bleach, The Fall, Humanz + DoYaThing single, I looove that song sm. Only the full 13 min version tho, the short one is like an angel without its wingsss
Tyler, The Creator: Goblin, Wolf, Cherry Bomb, Flower Boy, Call Me If You Get Lost
NIN: The Downward Spiral, The Fragile, With Teeth + Broken EP
Car Seat Headrest: Twin Fantasy, Teens Of Style, Teens Of Denial
Home Star Runner: Kill The Messenger
Mother Mother: Touch Up, O My Heart, Eureka, The Sticks
Arctic Monkeys: AM
Pig Destroyer: Prowler In The Yard
Brockhampton: Saturation I, II and III
Autoheart: Punch
Marilyn Manson: The Golden Age Of Grotesque, Born Villain (<- this is the best one don't let anyone tell you otherwise)
In This Moment: Blood, Black Widow
Hot Freaks: self-titled
She Wants Revenge: self-titled, This Is Forever. I need these bitches to reband for good and feed meeeeeeeeeeeee
Pansy Division: The Essential comp album
Mitski: Bury Me At Makeout Creek, Puberty 2
Dënver: Sangre Cita
Tunacola: Todos Los Veranos Del Mundo
Djo: Twenty Twenty, Decide
Hole: Live Through This, Celebrity Skin
Måneskin: Il Ballo Della Vita, Teatro D'Ira - Vol. 1 + Chosen EP
Nicole Dollanganger: Ode To Dawn Wiener: Embarrassing Love Songs, Observatory Mansions, Natural Born Losers
The Neighbourhood: I Love You., Wiped Out!
Jazmin Bean: Worldwide Torture EP
Creature Feature: The Greatest Show Unearthed, It Was A Dark And Stormy Night...
Borderline: Orden Libre
Crywank: Tomorrow Is Nearly Yesterday And Everyday Is Stupid (Song For A Guilty Sadist is the best one)
Mac Demarco: 2, Salad Days
I thought they were A LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT less but everyday I learn something neeeew :3 u can take most of these as recs LOL <3
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mister13eyond · 2 years
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Alright so confession. I have never read or seen JoJo. So my question about DiaDop is WHAT IS GOING ON? I thought they were coworkers but I see posts that imply they're sharing a body? but sometimes not? Is it a Yugi and Atem situation? Is one of them a Stand? are they a fusion? are they one guy who got split in half? I am so confused and intrigued and it's funnier to just ask than to find a fandom wiki about it
AHJAHKDJFGSKD GOD YOU MUST HAVE A HELL OF A TIME INTERPRETING MY POSTS THEN
uh spoilers until the end of jojo part 5, since diavolo and doppio are The final villain of that arc, but
uh, to answer the questions: "Is it a Yugi and Atem situation? Is one of them a Stand? are they a fusion? are they one guy who got split in half?" ... yes. (to which one? yeah.)
IT'S A LITTLE FUZZY ON PURPOSE BECAUSE THEY HAVE A LOT OF MYSTERY AROUND THEIR ORIGIN & BACKSTORY but we can essentially presume it's either a Yugi and Atem situation, or they're a case of DID in which alters not only have unique speech patterns & identities but like. entire... appearances.... we watch doppio grow a foot taller and extremely more muscular when Diavolo fronts.... it's.... Interesting.... there are actually a good variety of headcanons on what exactly Doppio and Diavolo's deal is
(I personally jump between 'two souls in one body', 'actual dissociative identity disorder', 'Diavolo is actually the stand King Crimson who has developed his own human identity', or 'they were originally twins and one absorbed the other in utero but they still retained individuality' which are all equally viable). either way, 1.) they share the same body. 2.) eventually, a stand with the ability to swap around souls into other people's bodies hits them and sends them to separate places, 3.) they have different fates at the end of the series; one is defeated by the protagonist and the other never even makes it to the final battle.
Oh also! In addition to all of the above, Doppio does not know that he shares a body with Diavolo! He fully believes Diavolo is his boss, who exclusively contacts him via phone, and Diavolo hides his identity from even his flesh roommate. Doppio thinks of Diavolo as his boss, and believes Diavolo is calling him on the phone. And if he doesn't have a phone, any relatively phone-sized item in the area will do (while he walks around making a phone ringing noise.) we've seen him talk to diavolo through a frog, a cigarette, an ice cream cone, and a plastic fisher price toy phone
Together they run the mafia!
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rosewatertoner · 7 months
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It has an alkaline pH and can neutralize acidic ingredients. It’s an ingredient whose safety hasn’t been questioned up to now by anyone (at least not that we all know about). BG is approved by Ecocert and can be used enthusiastically in pure products. I imply at this point I’m principally reviewing the toner as well anyway. I’m unsure rose water toner  how lengthy this toner will retailer at room temperature. Commercial preparations usually embrace alcohol, which could be very drying to your pores and skin, however prolong storage time.
It simply feels good to make issues from scratch (probably why I have a blog!) and this rosewater is not any exception. All you must do is place two cotton pads soaked in Gulab Jal and place them over your eyes to get rid rose water toner  puffiness within no time. It hydrates your pores and skin completely as glycerin has lots rose water toner  moisturising properties. The best part is that this could substitute your moisturiser.
Transfer it into a twig bottle and retailer it in a cool place for per week. Rose water is thought for balancing skin’s pure oils and, thus, is a superb choice for individuals with oily pores and skin. It additional accommodates nutritional vitamins like A, C, D, E, and B3, that are extensively utilized in skincare merchandise for folks with oily skin. Since rose water can have astringent properties (especially distilled Moroccan rose), it could help tighten your pores without drying out your pores and skin.
Recommends this toner because it helps to remove any residue that would stick round after you cleanse, but additionally because it’s soothing. “Spray somewhat on a cotton pad and rub it all over your face,” she says. Add a quantity rose water toner  drops rose water toner  Hoba (jojoba) oil and massage to seal the moisture. Massage rose water into dry clean hair roots to help stimulate hair progress and reduce dandruff. We listed some rose water toner  the skin considerations that our rose water addressed for our customers. It's a little helper ingredient that helps to set the pH rose water toner  the products to be proper.
Both promote youthful-looking pores and skin, decreased skin irritation, and decreased redness. You should consider this toner if you have zits, wrinkles, fantastic lines, solar harm, or dark spots. You can also feel good that it is all made within the U.S.A., specifically in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania! If rose water is crucial to your skincare routine, think about our Rose Water Face Cream. As a delicate moisturizer, it benefits all skin varieties, including dry and delicate skin. Rose Water Face Cream additionally delivers days rose water toner  deep hydration, aiding in rejuvenated pores and skin and a dewy and supple look.
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This formulation from BioEffect is made with out alcohol, oil or scent, making it ideal for balancing combination pores and skin with both dry and oily areas. The Rosewater toner mist from Fleur and Bee instantly provides a stunning, refreshing skin tone. It guarantees to ship healthy, bright, nourished, gentle pores and skin with regular usage.
Rose petals and rose oil include a quantity rose water toner  highly effective antioxidants, which might help shield cells from harm. One research found that these antioxidants had potential lipid peroxidation inhibitory effects. Rose water rose water toner fers a spread rose water toner  potential advantages, from rigidity relief to smoothing skin. You can apply it topically to your pores and skin, spray it round you, or ingest it. Panthenol powder performs a crucial function in preserving your complexion healthy and good-looking.
We use Bulgarian Damask Roses in our signature Rosewater products. Not only are they known to refresh, hydrate and srose water toner ten pores and skin, but they have a pleasantly uplifting scent you can’t assist however love. Our objective is to deliver you as close to the true nature rose water toner  the flower as attainable. Be the first to hear in regards to the latest pure skincare and anti-ageing tips, giveaways and product promotions. Antioxidants defend towards harm from free radicals. Free radicals exist within the environment and cause premature signs rose water toner  growing older.
Consider testing products on a small patch rose water toner  arm pores and skin before facial use if you’re susceptible to adverse reactions. Questionable components apart, this product is meant to be made for all skin sorts, but definitely works better on some. For individuals with oily skin or even some with mixture pores and skin, this product is merely too heavy for use as a cleanser.
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The hypothesis of fetal origins of adult disease posits that early developmental exposures involve epigenetic modifications, such as DNA methylation, that influence adult disease susceptibility. In utero or neonatal exposure to bisphenol A (BPA), a high-production-volume chemical used in the manufacture of polycarbonate plastic, is associated with higher body weight, increased breast and prostate cancer, and altered reproductive function. This study shows that maternal exposure to this endocrine-active compound shifted the coat color distribution of viable yellow agouti (Avy) mouse offspring toward yellow by decreasing CpG (cytosine-guanine dinucleotide) methylation in an intracisternal A particle retrotransposon upstream of the Agouti gene. CpG methylation also was decreased at another metastable locus, the CDK5 activator-binding protein (CabpIAP). DNA methylation at the Avy locus was similar in tissues from the three germ layers, providing evidence that epigenetic patterning during early stem cell development is sensitive to BPA exposure. Moreover, maternal dietary supplementation, with either methyl donors like folic acid or the phytoestrogen genistein, negated the DNA hypomethylating effect of BPA. Thus, we present compelling evidence that early developmental exposure to BPA can change offspring phenotype by stably altering the epigenome, an effect that can be counteracted by maternal dietary supplements.
Maternal nutrient supplementation counteracts bisphenol A-induced DNA hypomethylation in early development | PNAS
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Suicide Med | Freida McFadden | Published 2014 | *SPOILERS*
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There's a reason Southside Medical School has been nicknamed "Suicide Med". For the last six years, every year one student has taken his own life.
Except for last year. Last year was a murder-suicide.
The press has pointed to the heavy workload as the culprit in the high suicide rade. Some students believe that the school is cursed. And others beleive that the deaths may not be suicides at all - that it's no coicidence that Dr. Conlon, the Southside's quirky but beloved anatomy professor, joined the staff on the very year that the suicides began.
Either way, the same question echoes through the minds of every first year student at Suicide Med:
Who will be next to die?
Southside Medical School has a dark history. Every year for the past 6 years, a student has committed suicide in their first year. And last year, there was a murder-suicide when one student killed his girlfriend, and then turned the gun on himself. Everyone knows about the schools dark past, except for Heather...a new first year medical student who learns about the stories while attending the school.
For Heather, medical school doesn't come easy. She struggles with both biochemistry, although not nearly as much as she struggles with anatomy. On top of this, she is attempting to keep a long distance relationship going with her medical student boyfriend, Seth, who is attending another school 250+ miles away. But when Seth decides to break things off, Heather quickly gets into another relationship with another student and lab partner, Abe Kaufman.
Abe is a large man, riddled with both fat and muscle. He is a genuinely sweet person, and takes his relationship with Heather very seriously, having been smitten with her since their first day of school. However, Abe is dealing with his own dark past. He has been keeping a secret hidden from Heather, and for the majority of his life. On his backside, Abe has an extra "eye"...one that actually blinks. When Abe visits a plastic surgeon in order to have the eye removed, being too nervous to be intimate with Heather with it still intact, he learns that in utero, he had a twin that ended up being abosrbed into his body. Scans show that the eye is also attached to brain tissue, and that the eye itself feels some type of emotion when shown things. Therefore, surgeons do not want to have the eye removed as it could be considered unethical. Instead, Abe finds a shady plastic surgeon to do the surgery, and after the tissue is also removed, Abe becomes a changed man...in the worst way. He becomes irritated and irate, and even beats a man on the street senseless. Abe begins to wonder if losing the eye and brain tissue was a good idea, as it seems his twin brother that he absorbed in the womb is what kept him being such a sweet kid.
Another student Mason is vying for the top spot in the class so he can get into the plastic surgery residency. Mason came from a prominent family, his father being a surgeon and his mother was a stay-at-home mom. They're wealthy, and rightfully so as Mason's father is acclaimed in the medical world. However, Mason begins to suspect that their anatomy professor, Dr. Matt Conlon, is somehow involved in the suicides and murder-suicide of the previous students, along with the murder of the cadaver he and his lab partners are working on. "Frank" as he dubbed him on the first day of labs, didn't die of anything obvious..and Mason begins to get curious. When asked, Dr. Conlon tells Mason that it is confidential information, and this further Mason's suspicions that he murdered Frank as well. He begins acting even more erratically, hearing voices, losing sleep and losing focus in his classes, to the point that he even fails one of the practical exams.
Ginny, another student who is also vying for the top spot in the class, is on the older side of the students at the school at 26. She started late after helping take care of her father who had Parkinson's disease, and passed away the year before she started school. Ginny spends a lot of her time studying, though she feels less than her classmates because Dr. Conlon frequently forgets her name, as well as doesn't give her the credit but instead gives it to Mason. But, in the end, she and Mason begin a casual relationship with each other when their studying late into the night at the library. But, in order to continue her rise as the top student in the class, Ginny begins drugging Mason with her father's medications.
Rachel, who is obviously intelligent and smart, albeit in a stranger way, begins sleeping with Professor Conlon. For years, when she was struggling with a class, she would suicide her teacher or professors, starting at the age of 16. However, after she and Dr. Conlon sleep together the first time, he makes it painfully clear that he refuses to do anything about her grades just because they slept together AND he knows about her ruse, as he was warned by one of her former college professors whose life was ruined by her actions. But, instead, the two of them end up in a romantic relationship, and with proper studying and assistance, Rachel's grades begin to go up on their own.
However, Ginny finds out about Rachel and Matt's relationship, and begins blackmailing them. When Ginny requests the final exam be placed inside of a locker in the locker room, Rachel prints the test in Matt's office though Matt finds the last page and believes that Rachel did it on purpose.
Rachel confesses to Matt that she was being blackmailed because someone found out about them, and she was doing it to protect him, not herself. Matt believes her, but their conversation is interrupted by Mason appearing at Matt's office. Rachel hides underneath his desk, and Matt sits down in front of her in order to hide her, hoping that Mason is simply there to discuss the exam. But, instead of that, Mason holds Matt against his will with a gun pointed to his head. Mason is still hellbent that Matt was involved in the suicides and murdered "Frank", and he shoots him in the head, instantly killing him.
Rachel finds Ginny, and the two of them go off in search of help, though Ginny realizes that this is her fault for drugging Mason to the point that he began having hallucinations and hearing voices. Abe, who is worried about Mason after finding a lone bullet left in their apartment, goes to the school and finds Mason holding a student named Charly McKenna hostage. He is able to talk Mason down enough tha the lowers the gun, but when another student enters in the lab at the same time, Abe is able to subdue Mason by stabbing him with the scalpel he grabbed when he first entered the room.
It is now several years later, and medical student Emma is interracting with Ginny, now Dr. Zaleski, in the emergency room at Southside Hospital. She also interracts with Abe Kaufman, who has become a general surgeon in order to deal with his hostile thoughts, and he and Heather, Dr. McKinley, are now married and have a son. Heather has become a pediatrician.
When Ginny sends Emma off to get her coffee, she receives help with the coffee machine from a janitor named Trey, who was in prison with who we can only assume was Mason. Mason appears to have died in prison after Trey had left, and when Emma grabs the coffee cup to bring to Ginny, she notices white flecks floating inside the cup. She believes she may have been seeing things, but it makes sense...as Ginny was the one who had drugged Mason to the point that he became an entirely different person in such a short period of time. This is where Suicide Med ends.
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Fast Foods are Disrupting Chemicals
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Are you a fast food junkie? If you are, you may want to rethink the costly convince that could possibly be making you sicker each time you are trying to save time or just being too lazy to cook. I can say that because I have been guilty of it more than I would like to admit.
Many ingredients are found in fast food that can compromise your health. These convenience meals come with endocrine­disrupting chemicals. Studies have proved that people eating drive-through hamburgers and take­out pizzas have higher levels of phthalates in their urine. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention stated that between 2003 and 2010, data revealed urine tests from 8,900 people of all ages had higher levels of phthalates. This is defined as food from restaurants without “table service” as McDonald’s, Pizza Hut, sandwich shops, Starbucks and other casual dining and reported by Time Magazine. They found that higher levels of two substances occur when phthalates break down in the body. These two substances are DEHP and DiNP.
This would certainly make a lot of people take a second look at that quick trip through the drive­in window! It may be faster, but not safer or healthy. Those who got 35% of their calories from fast food in a 24 hour period had nearly 24% higher levels of DEHP and 39 % higher DiNP in their urine than those who had not consumed any fast food. Studies show exposure to the phthalate metabolite DEHP can damage the liver, kidneys, lungs and reproductive system, especially the developing testes of prenatal and neonatal males. Now that is something to think about. Research has also linked both DEHP and DiNP to increased insulin resistance in adolescents.
Di(2­ethylhexyl) phthalate (DEHP) is a highly lipophilic (fat­soluble) chemical that is loosely chemically bonded to the plastic, allowing it to leach out into other fat­containing solutions in contact with the plastic.
Di­isononyl Phthalate (DiNP), is a commonly used plasticizer in flexible PVC products. Even though considered harmless from a health and environmental perspective, more recent research suggests it may in fact have similar effects as DEPH and other phthalates.
Isn’t it ironic that we might be eating a plastic substance? Not something I want to do. Avoiding the fast food line can be a simple way to cut Phthalate exposure. One reason fast food exposes you to higher levels of plasticizing chemicals is because workers use plastic gloves when handling each and every ingredient, and that’s a source of phthalate contamination, too, over and beyond the actual packaging. Japan actually banned vinyl gloves for use in food establishments back in 2001 due to their phthalate content. In the U.S. the use of vinyl gloves has actually increased.
The National Restaurant Association and the American Chemical Society respond saying that the phthalate levels found in fast food are “well below” levels the U.S. Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) deems potentially harmful to human health. However, EPA safety levels for DEHP have not been revised since 1988. Wouldn’t it be interesting to see what a new study by EPA would show?
Health risks associated with Phthalates are “gender­bending” chemicals causing males of all species to become more female. The chemicals have disrupted the endocrine systems of wildlife, causing testicular cancer, genital deformations, low sperm counts and infertility in a number of species that scientists suspect may affect human fertility and reproduction. The endocrine system plays a role in regulating mood, growth and development, tissue function and metabolism. Here are some examples that have been found:
Reduced IQ in children
Decreased dysgenesis syndrome
Interference with sexual differentiation in utero
Enlarged prostate glands, testicular cancer, breast cancer and uterine fibroids
Impaired ovulatory cycles and polycystic ovary disease
Numerous hormonal disruptions and metabolic disease
Early or delayed puberty
Disturbed lactation
Toxicity to developing male reproductive systems
Neurodevelopmental delays, inattention, hyperactivity and symptoms of autism
Miscarriage and preterm birth
Allergies and respiratory problems
Just remember that Phthalates are everywhere and among the most pervasive of all known endocrine disrupters. More than 470 million pounds of phthalates are produced each year. Just a few tips to help you avoid those endocrine disrupting chemicals try to avoid fast-food, use natural cleaning products, Eat organic diets, buy products in glass, not plastic or cans, store food in glass, use glass baby bottles and replace your vinyl shower curtain with fabric or glass doors. There are many others but basically, avoid plastics wherever you can. Let’s all do our part to make this world healthier and keep our body is good working condition.
–Dr Fredda Branyon
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Random Character Building Questions - Accepting!
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What type of jewelry do they usually wear?
While Sonia has access to the majority of the Royal Family's crown jewels as the crown princess (and eventually most, if not all, of it when she becomes Queen), most of the collection is kept for special occasions and appearances only. State dinners, balls, galas, and anything warranting a black tie dress code would bring into question with her stylists which set should be loaned to her. Choosing an inappropriate piece in design, or a tiara she's worn recently, or an item whose origins conflict with the country and/or guest she's visiting or greeting are all terrible faux pas!
But her day-to-day wear is a lot more practical. In her canon design for her In Utero uniform, she wears a pair of stud earrings (usually white gold or yellow gold balls, or round pearls), a faceted sapphire brooch set in 24k yellow gold filigree, and a yellow gold tennis bracelet. I'd imagine she would choose something similar at Hope's Peak, minus the brooch.
Otherwise, most of her jewelry is classic, timeless, and most importantly, real. Plastic gems, cubic zirconia, etc. is all seen as tacky and costume jewelry (and while Sonia is all for it, her family would never give her moissanite), and her look is styled to be polished and discreet at her young age. Sonia's daily/routine jewelry is almost all gifted (also appropriate in the family: it's seen as irresponsible, if not tacky, for a young woman to buy her own fine jewelry before she's well out of school age), and ranges from a variety of pendants (solid gold, pearl, gemstones, etc.) on delicate chains (one necklace at a time is worn for official events but she may layer them in her casual outfits if they're on different length chains), at least one string of pearls, studs, small and thin hoops, and drop earrings in a variety of gemstones in white and yellow gold settings, a classic watch once she hits her university years (likely Cartier, in the Tank style or something similarly understated but elegant. In the Royal Family, children do not need watches: they are accompanied by tutors, nannies, and/or parents everywhere), discreet bangle, cuff, and tennis bracelets (and never worn in a stack. A Cartier Love bracelet in plain gold or four diamonds only is the only bracelet that should be on a wrist if worn. Same goes for the classic Van Cleef & Arpels Alhambra or any other sort of classic piece that has been worn to the death by celebrities everywhere in giant bracelet stacks).
Rings are allowed for the right hand only after she turns eighteen until she is officially engaged (as it makes too much speculation in the press otherwise). She is also only allowed one piercing per ear, in each earlobe. Sonia isn't permitted to have multiple piercings, body piercings, or tattoos, for that matter. You will never see her wear any jewelry with a giant luxury brand's label on it, or anything that overwhelms her. Much of what she wears is inherited, if it isn't outright gifted to her and she's permitted to keep it. Her gifts aren't always from the big luxury jewelry brands either: independent brands that fit the aesthetic her family needs her to fit into are also considered and supported.
That said...
...she went ham once she got to Japan and bought all the plastic, gaudy jewelry she could carry from the DR equivalent of Shibuya 109. She just never wears it in front of her family because they'd demand she take it off. Giant fake pearls? Bows of all sorts? Creepy kawaii pastel horror and Halloween motifs? Yeah. She loves it all!
Emeralds and diamonds are what's found the most in the Royal Family's collection and Sonia likes them, but she also enjoys pearls and sapphires quite a bit as well. She has a few sterling silver pieces too, but mostly, it's gold of some sort. Think classic and timeless: something Sonia could, and likely will, pass down to her own children.
A note: asking me fashion and style headcanons will ensure you're written the length of a novel in return. Besides geeky fandoms and book fandoms...this is my fandom.
What’s a song you associate with your muse? 
I keep a whole playlist on Spotify for Sonia! Whether it's ambient music to write to, or music that fits a specific ship, or music I could imagine playing in the background of a scene/aesthetic but doesn't necessarily fit her. But I also have songs that I do associate with her on it, so I'll drop one of them here, even if it's one of the more obvious choices from the list:
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Girls, so pretty and poised And soft to the touch But God made me rough Girls, so heavy the crown They carry it tall But it's weighing me down
I should grab these lyrics for my next pr.omo post...
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Anarchist Zines and Pamphlets Published in July 2023
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Welcome to our mostly monthly round-up of new zines published in the anarchist space. We aim to highlight a broad range of anarchist thought. Inclusion here doesn't imply endorsement.
You can view past round-ups if you want more reading material. If you have something you want us to include next month, contact us. For a curated collection of zines, view our catalog.
Beyond what you can find here, we also recommend you support anarchist print media. Two recently released print projects include Plastic in Utero: a journal of anti-civ anarchy reborn from the compost of wasteland modernity #1 and Rupture Mag #1
The image accompanying this post is memorial mural in Lyon, France for Carlo Giuliani, a 23 year-old anarchist who was shot dead by police on July 20, 2001 during the anti-G8 protests in Genoa, Italy (source)
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Against Capitalist Wars, Against Capitalist Peace
"In Ukraine, the Czech Republic, the UK, Italy, Syria, France etc… All over the world there is a voice against capitalist wars and also against capitalist peace. Only class war can end this terror and that is what we mean when we say No War but the Class War!
The new pamphlet contains 14 texts by various groups and individuals. The aim is to explain and affirm the meaning of antimilitarism, internationalism and revolutionary defeatism."
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Animal Bodies, Colonial Subjects: (Re)Locating Animality in Decolonial Thought
"Similar to the ways in which Indigenous peoples can undergo a violent process through which we rid our colonial mentalities, I argue that animals can be liberated from their colonized subjecthood through an aided 'process of desubjectification'. That is, thinking through animality as an infrastructure of decolonization re-positions animal bodies as agents of anti-colonial resurgence.They can consequently engender 'forms of energy that are capable of engaging the forces that keep [Indigenous people and animals] tied to [a] colonial mentality and reality'. Settler colonialism has therefore required the normalization of speciesism within Indigenous communities to obfuscate the radicality of Indigenous-animal relations. In that sense, recalling the representation of animals in Indigenous cosmologies/oral traditions and unsettling speciesism as a 'colonial mentality' must be prioritized in decolonial thought..."
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Black Flag Vol. 3, No. 2
This issue features a lenghty essay titled "Anarchy in the USA: The International Working People's Association (IWPA)". The IWPA is famous for its association with the Haymarket anarchists. Alongside this, there are several writings published by members including Albert Parsons and Lizzie Swank. It also includes a selection of writings by Marie Goldsmith, Rudolf Rocker, and Max Baginski. Most of the material here covers the historical anarchist space, with the exception of a review of a more recent book.
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Breaking Ranks: Subverting the Hierarchy and Manipulation Behind Earth Uprisings
This zine contains three critiques from anti-authoritarians in France critical of the Tiqqunists and their actions in post-ZAD struggles. These texts focus on manipulative and vanguardist practices, the spectacularization of the struggle, and the use of radicals as shock-troops. The goal of these texts, and our translation effort, is to increase familiarity with these deceptive practices and strategies, an essential first step towards sabotaging the influence and control of any similar attempts in our own neck of the woods.
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Dissent From Within: The Hidden Story of the Anti-Whaling Members of the Makah Tribe
This zine was put together not only to honor the memory of Mahak whale protector Alberta Nora Thomspson, but also to commemorate the story of resistance surrounding the Makah anti-whaling warriors whose very existence has been (intentionally) hidden from the world. Their dissenting voices silenced by the powers of intimidation, patriarchy, and a capitalist pursuit disguised as "traditional hunting". For many outside of the situation, the narrative most widely accepted is one that reduces the situation to mere identity politics; White animal rights activists vs Indigenous people. Indigenous writer Linda Hogan and Seattle writer Brenda Peterson journeyed to Neah Bay to interview Makah elders who were breaking the silence about this narrative and speaking out against their tribe’s return to whaling.
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How to Set Up a Burner Phone
This zine is a step-by-step guide to setting up a burner phone, from purchasing the phone to installing recommended apps -- all without a Google account! If you are interested in using a temporary phone to avoid surveillance or hinder a police investigation, this zine will give you some best practices to consider.
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Kaimangatanga: Māori Perspectives on Veganism and Plant-based Kai
"To adopt a form of veganism -- a plant-based lifestyle and ethics -- that acknowledges, is based upon, and celebrates Te Ao Maori, is a break from the dominant and from the status quo and but also an act of decolonialism. It is a way to reclaim sovereignty and exercise individual choice.
And finally, it is a means by which collective power and community may be built; this is evident in the existence of online forums and comment threads on Maori-based vegan and plant- based social media accounts."
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Living in an Earthquake: The Fight Against Cop City Confronts Unprecedented Repression
"In the following account and analysis, participants in the movement in Atlanta trace its trajectory from the fifth Week of Action that began on March 4, 2023 through the City Council vote of June 5.
At first, it appeared to be an ordinary forest defense campaign aimed at discouraging Atlanta city government from pouring money into an unpopular police training facility. But over the past two years, the fight against Cop City has escalated into one of the fiercest struggles of the Biden era, pitting a wide range of courageous people against a united front of politicians, prosecutors, and police.
In setting out to stop the militarization of police, activists have discovered that they are challenging the state on a point that all of its representatives consider non-negotiable. Police and prosecutors have pressed trumped-up domestic terrorism charges against almost every defendant arrested since last December; they have killed one forest defender; they have charged those engaged in legal support for the arrestees."
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Of Diets and Morality: A Vegan Egoist Perspective
The title summarizes this well. It's a vegan egoist text that argues for seeing animals as having inherent value. A quote:
"Animals can offer me many things that other "humans" can not; new ways of communicating, of perceiving the world around me; the unique, aesthetic pleasure of their appearance, especially the details that one only notices with familiarity, and the mystery, intrigue and exciting unexpectedness of beings so morphologically and genetically different from myself! Just as a plate with greater variety is far more delicious, relationships with a greater diversity of beings is far more delectable for me and I will not limit myself to consuming only relations with Man!"
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Security Culture: Building Relationships of Trust and Care
These zine provides an accessible introduction to security culture and its place in social movements. Beyond the basics, it explores how security culture can be informed by kinship, an Indigenous value system based on responsibility, vulnerability, trust, and reciprocity. The zine also offers tips and examples on how to apply critical thinking, relationship building, communication, and feedback to security culture. It uses elephants as a motif (complete with illustrations) to reinforce the concepts presented.
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The People and the Library
"An oral history of the coalition that united Philadelphia to challenge the logic of austerity, protect public goods and save eleven branch libraries, as well as a series of reflections on the importance of the commons, the enduring legacy of movement victories and the ongoing struggles to protect and expand access to non-commercialized public space, accompanied by a series of freely reproducible cut paper graphics by Erik Ruin.
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The War in Front of Us: An anonymous, afro-pessimist militant’s challenge to the Stop Cop City movement
"There is a tension stewing right now, not simply between differing tactics but with the outright acceptance of the position we are currently in, that of a social war. The third day-long descent on the Atlanta City Council has again hammered home that legalistic attacks and appeals to the political machine are going to keep failing. Despite that being so overwhelmingly evident, the more progressive-inclined elements of the struggle continue to insist upon a peaceful endurance, one that refuses escalation and actual conflict for their safe, faux-rad- ical abolitionism. We have been locked in this social war since the rebellion and the terrain needs to be read as such."
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Veganism and Mi'kmaw Legends
"This text proposes a postcolonial ecofeminist reading of Mi'kmaw legends as the basis for a vegan diet rooted in Indigenous culture. I refer primarily to veganism throughout this work because unlike vegetarianism, it is not only a diet but a lifestyle that, for ethical reasons, eschews the use of animal products. Constructing an Indigenous veganism faces two significant barriers--the first being the association of veganism with whiteness... ...A second barrier to Indigenous veganism is the portrayal of veganism as a product of class privilege."
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Veganism as Anti-Colonial-Praxis: A Collection of Indigenous Vegan Perspectives
"Despite the absorption of veganism by the capitalist market – a process that admittingly reinforces pre-existing divisions across class and racial lines -- a vegan lifestyle taken to its logical conclusion is fundamentally anti-capitalist and anti-colonial. By (re)acknowledging sentience and personalities within the bodies of colonized (animal) subjects, a vegan lifestyle rejects authoritarian relationships based on disrespect for the bodily autonomy of those whose lives have been re-purposed for human supremacist consumption."
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I don’t think Meghan was pregnant reasoning being how big her bump was for a first pregnancy and also her pre pregnancy weight/size being very very skinny.
She didn’t gain any weight whatsoever other than a large bump, which doesn’t make sense as her body would have had to compensate for the huge weight gain with leg, breast, ass size increasing too but also swollen ankles etc. she had none of that and then there is the fact that her bump kept increasing and descending in size, changing shape and moving up and down.
True pregnancy bumps don’t do that. I work as a receptionist in an OBGYN and have picked up a few things over the years and also like most, know what happens with pregnancies.
Pippa was big with Arthur only in the latter stages of her pregnancy and he was a good birth weight for the size she grew bump wise. Archie was far too small for the size Meghan was. Her bump from what I’ve seen, heard about in my work in an OBGYN is typical for a twin pregnancy.
If she was indeed pregnant. I think its most likely true she had IVF with multiples implanted due to her age, rumored fertility issues etc. and most likely said she was having twins (it is common for narcissistic mothers to sometimes to claim a false twin pregnancy and then say that one died in utero just for the attention) and also wore plastic rubber bumps to make herself look bigger. She has never looked genuinely happy around Archie or genuinely loving towards him, and from what I’ve learned, seen about narcissistic mothers is that Meghan is definitely one, and they are never happy not getting the gender they want (gender selection does sometimes not work) and she wanted a girl to merch, mold and use against Charlotte.
Maybe people think that she was padding to make herself look bigger in order to draw even more attention to it.
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mixelation · 3 years
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since submerging an egg in vinegar makes the eggshell dissolve into the vinegar, do you think the egg's chakra would be retained within the vinegar, and if so, could tori perform fuinjutsu with it?
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Interesting question! My gut response is no. Below the cut is my reasoning why. FULL DISCLAIMER that most of my knowledge of how embryonic development works comes from watching it in real time with fish (and chickens are not fish), and also I wrote this piecewise while also uuuuuh drinking leftover Thanksgiving wine. Oops.
So, in my interpretation of chakra in Narutoland, chakra is an energy contained in all living cells (although not all cells are created equal in terms of chakra production). A dead or nonliving cell can still contain chakra, which lowly dissipates from the cell at time of death until it's gone.
So, what does this mean for a developing embryo? Apparently, if you're born from the Nine-Tails Jinchuriki, you get... whiskers marks. Given the bijuu are supposedly giant chakra monsters (??), I'm interpreting this as maternal chakra being transferred to a fetus in utero in order to help it develop, the same way various nutrients from the mother are also transferred to it.
In egg-laying animals, the mother has to provide all the nutrients and chakra an embryo needs in the egg itself. Therefore, I will say a fresh (but unfertilized) chicken egg from the grocery store will have chakra from the mother, which slowly dissipates when the egg fails to develop (but in a fertilized egg, the embryo will start producing its own chakra at some point in development). From my understanding of how eggs develop, I think the original oocyte becomes the yolk of the egg (and, like, the embryo), and the chicken builds the rest of the egg around it. This includes the albumin layers (egg white), egg membranes, and then the shell.
As an embryo develops, it basically "eats" the yolk. So I think the yolk would have the most maternal chakra (since it IS the oocyte, and the "food" source, and the part made first), with the outer layers having less and less residual maternal chakra as you move outward. Ergo, I think egg shells are the part of the egg least likely to have chakra.
THEREFORE, I don't think an egg shell itself has much chakra. There might be some when it's fresh out of a chicken, but it's sort of a moot point for a grocery store egg. Potentially the dissipating chakra from the inner egg could get caught in the vinegar itself? I think, given that Plasticity operates on the idea that chakra can be infused into a liquid, chakra getting "caught" in a liquid the egg is in tracks. So the vinegar collected from hours of marination probably has some chakra, but it's not from the shell-- it's what's being given off by the egg itself. Given the egg I'm using in my actual experiment is super old and unfertilized, probably you couldn't get a lot of chakra from its fictional equivalent. Maybe after Tori has done a lot of troubleshooting on nonhuman chakra sources, if she was using a very fresh vinegar egg, she could use the vinegar.... but probably not from an old egg :(
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chailoserr · 3 years
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𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝗴𝘂𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝘃𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝘆 𝗳𝗮𝘃𝗼𝗿𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗺𝘂𝗻𝗶𝘁𝘆 𝗾𝘂𝗼𝘁𝗲𝘀
Shigaraki: Chisaki! You’ve had THREE flu shots, that’s for the daycare center!
Overhaul: I’LL BE A LIVING GOD!
Twice: *going through Toga’s purse* Uh, guys? What does a pregnancy test look like?
Mr. Compress: It’s like a thin piece of plastic with a thing on the end of it
Twice: Okay, so this is definitely a gun
Dabi: *recording* Compress, I think you should play the role of my father
Mr. Compress: I don’t want to be your father
Dabi: That’s perfect, you already know your lines
Shigaraki: YOU CAN YELL AT ME ALL YOU WANT! I’VE SEEN ENOUGH MOVIES TO KNOW THAT POPPING THE B A C K OF A RAFT MAKES IT GO FASTER!
Kurogiri: Twice and Toga, friends so close they once graced the cover of ‘Friends Weekly’, a pretend magazine of their own design
Overhaul: Any other meaningless conspiracy theories?
Twice: Yea-did you know that gogurt is just yogurt?
Shigaraki: Did you pull your car up??
Spinner: Uh, no! It’s been OVERTURNED!
Toga: What gets out kool aid stains?
Twice: We already know the opposite color kool aid doesn’t work
AFO: Once more. More teachery
Shigaraki: I want to kill myself
AFO: Use that
Spinner: Which wire do I cut?
Shigaraki: There’s only one
Spinner: God, I hope I’m right
Overhaul: Knock, Knock! Who’s there? Cancer! Oh, good! Come on in, I thought it was Overhaul!
Giran: Oh, and for your information, I don’t have an ego. My facebook photo is a landscape
Spinner: Are you Superman?
Shigaraki: No
Spinner: Would you tell me if you were?
Shigaraki: I’d tell everyone, I never understood why he cared who knew
Toga: Wanna build a cardboard submarine?
Twice: Get out of my brain
Dabi: *reading his birthday cake that the league made for him* Hello during a random dessert, the month and day in which coincide numerically with your expulsion from a uterus
Skeptic: A passing grade? Like a C? Why don’t I just get pregnant at a bus station?!
Mr. Compress: *to Giran and Twice* Are you two drunk??
Giran: Good luck proving it before we’re not!
Overhaul: As many of you know, I ate my twin sister in utero, so on my birthday I try to remember; I’m a winner. This one’s for you, Connie *maniacal laughter*
Skeptic: *going nuts over one misplaced office supply* We are gonna find this pen! WE! ARE GONNA FIND! THAT! PEN! And if we can’t find it, our children will find it!
Twice: How would you like to be the new head of security?
Hawks: Yes
Twice: *internally* Was I crazy? Or was I just doing right by the league?
Hawks: *internal maniacal laughter*
Dabi: Fire can’t go through doors, stupid, it’s not a ghost!
Dabi: Hawks, you become a good guy again?
Hawks: There’s a lot more to it than that, Dabi! *tugs on face* Wait, I’m not wearing a mask?! Okay, there’s no more to it, I think I’m just mentally ill
Re-Destro: Trumpet, I think we should go—
Trumpet: There is an award for most handsome young man!
Dabi: Hello
The rest of the league: *gasps in awe*
Skeptic: *sarcastically*Jesus, did you really die for our sins? That’s dope.
Kurogiri: *about Shigaraki* An uncompromising, tactical mastermind feared by all, yet unable to pay parking tickets or know left from right without mouthing the pledge of allegiance
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amelialincoln · 3 years
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So Close
(I know this timeline doesn't made sense but oh well)
Amelia sat in the stiff, plastic chair in the waiting room of the OB/GYN floor, her fingertips gracing the underside of the small bump that had formed over the last couple weeks as her second trimester progressed. Link was late, as always. Probably jogging through the corridors of some random floor of the hospital. His ability to get lost in a hospital he’d been working at for the last three years was almost admirable. Sometimes she’d find him wandering through vacant stairwells and poking his head into random offices, completely disoriented and probably holding a string of patients up. She did enjoy when he’d get lost on the neuro floor because it meant that she’d probably get a short visit if he managed to find her under the pile of paperwork that had formed since Edwards had left. Her fellow had always taken care of that type of stuff. Amelia had completely forgotten how to function without her. She glanced at the clock again.
“Hey!” Link’s voice snapped her out of her daze and she glanced up to find him leaning on the doorframe of the waiting room.
“Hi,” she breathed, giving him a nervous smile before focusing behind him on the cheesy poster that outlined some medical miracle about a set of triplets that were supposed to not have made it out of utero. She found herself shuddering at the thought.
“You okay?” Links brows were knit together in concern and he quickly closed the space between them. “You look worried.”
“I just have this pit in my stomach,” she responded, staring at the ground and trying to physically shake off the feeling that she’d woken up with that morning. “I feel like something is wrong.”
“Like nauseous?” Link was trying to understand, he’d noticed the change in behavior as they’d woken up that morning but had been late for work and wasn’t able to check in on her. She shook her head in response, interlocking her fingers together at the curve of her stomach. Link was about to question further when he was interrupted by the sound of their names being called into Carina’s examination room
“She’ll be in shortly." The nurse smiled softly, as she closed the door gently behind her. Link held out his hands to his girlfriend as she awkwardly hoisted herself up onto the reclined chair.
“Moving much today?” He asked, trying to distract her from whatever she was in deep thought about. Amelia shook her head, surprising him.
“They’ve been pretty still.” Link had finally been able to feel a kick a couple of days ago and was still completely mesmerized by the idea. The flutters had started a little while before, shocking her at first because it was something that she never actually experienced with Christopher, despite the tricks her mind had played on her.
“Ciao,” Carina greeted them as she entered the chilly examination room and slid into the swivel chair beside the ultrasound machine. “Good to see you guys again. How are we feeling? Eighteen weeks now, yes?” Amelia nodded, Link could tell she was nervous as she swallowed uncomfortably.
“What’s wrong, Mia?” He said aloud, receiving a look of confusion from Carina. He wrapped his warm hands around her cold ones and could tell that she was on the verge of tears.
“Everything’s probably fine,” she shook her head uneasily as Carina and Link hesitated in silence. Finally she picked up the light blue bottle of ultrasound gel and spread it over her stomach carefully. “Can we get this over with? I have surgery and I still need to get lunch or Link will attack me for not eating enough.” She tried to smile at him but he could tell that she was internally freaking out. When he didn’t return her enthusiasm she looked away, fixating on the ultrasound which had just whirled to life. Carina expertly guided the wand around Amelia’s abdomen before glancing at the couple worriedly. Amelia felt as though time stood still when the obstetrician bit her lower lip and turned the monitor slowly out of their view. Link’s grip on her hand loosened and he muttered something incoherent in confusion. He didn’t understand what that meant or what was going on like she did. He didn’t know that the way Carina was staring at that screen meant that something was undoubtedly wrong. She wouldn’t either if she hadn’t experienced that same look before, worn on her best friend as she delivered Amelia the news that resulted in one of the worst days of her life.
“What’s wrong with them?” She finally broke the silence. “What’s wrong with our babies?”
“I should get a second opinion,” Carina finally responded, tearing her eyes away from the screen and looking at the anxious couple. “I’m so sorry.”
“I don’t understand.” Link felt like he was a million miles away and that everyone in the room knew something he didn’t.
“What do you think it is?” Amelia found the words slipping out of her mouth before she decided if she even wanted to know the answer.
“TTTS,” Carina replied, hoping to god that she didn’t have to spell it out for them. The way Amelia recoiled made it obvious that she didn’t have to. “We don’t have a lot of time.”
“Which one is weaker?” Amelia asked so fast that Link had barely processed Carina’s response.
“The girl,” the OB replied, glancing at the heart beat once again to confirm before nodding.
“Have you done the procedure?” Her pregnant co-worker’s voice was as fragile as a china doll.
“Dr. Robbins is the only one who has successfully completed multiple solos in North America,” Carina forced herself to continue. “She’s overseas at a conference. Wouldn’t be able to make it to Seattle until tomorrow night if she got on a plane immediately.” She could tell that her male co-worker was in a daze, trying to understand what the pair were even talking about while also stealing nervous glances at girlfriend.
“I need to call Addison, can you just give us a second?” The neurosurgeon begged. Carina nodded, stepping out of the room and thanking god she could finally breathe again. Amelia picked up her phone with shaky hands and found Addison’s name almost immediately, willing for her ex sister-in-law to pick up.
“Amelia, what?” Link’s voice made it evident that he had finally made the connection that something was wrong.
“We don’t have a lot of time,” she willed her voice to stay level. “Addie?”
“Hey, Amy!” Addison’s voice was light and cheerful as were most of her friends who lived in L.A.
“Have you done a twin endoscopic laser ablation?” She found herself blurting out, not knowing if she had the mental ability to engage in small talk. Link had gone so white she thought he might pass out beside her.
“I’ve watched a couple and assisted on a couple when I was working under Kypros in the U.K.” Addison’s voice was suddenly solemn. “Why, do you have a friend?” The phone’s static crackled as Amelia tried to find a way to put everything into words. “Amy...no.”
“Yeah,” her voice cracked into a million pieces and Link regained enough composure to tug her into what he hoped was a comforting embrace.
“I’m getting on a plane,” Addison’s voice rang clear, loud enough for Link to understand. “We’re going to fix this. I’ll read every article there is to read on my flight and we’ll fix this, okay?”
“Okay.”
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Link wasn’t known to get aggressive but it took everything he had not to punch a hole in the wall of the room that the couple was frozen in after finally learning the seriousness of the position they were in.
“Even if the surgery is successful, it’s rare that the donor twin will survive,” Amelia added numbly, as Link led her into an on-call room.
“Addison’s going to come,” Link didn’t know what else to say, “and she’s going to figure this out.” He guided her onto the bed and allowed her to burrow her head into the crook of his neck. He undid the clasp to the bra that she’d been complaining was getting too small for weeks now and placed it beside them gently. It was the fact that she was silent that worried him the most. There were hardly any secrets or hidden passive aggression in their relationship. Everything on Amelia’s mind was almost immediately blurted out and he was barely ever kept in the dark about how she was feeling. “Do you want to talk?” He asked, not knowing what else to say. Amelia shook her head, closing her eyes and letting out a long shaky exhale. Link sighed, dropping his hand into her hair and massaging her scalp gently.
“Feels good,” she mumbled, her hands travelling over her stomach. She wanted to pray to god that they were both okay but she was trying to push every thought that entered her mind away. She knew about the syndrome enough to know that if one had died the other one would follow quickly, their little blood supply completely interconnected. She glanced up to find Link’s eyes teary, so deep in thought that it seemed like he was a million miles away. “Do you understand what’s going on now?” She found herself asking but in no way wanted to explain it to him.
“My mom was pregnant with twins,” Link’s voice was soft, “After me. Something went wrong.” His brow was furrowed, as if he was trying to remember the event that had happened years ago.
“Oh,” Amelia replied. “I’m sorry.”
“I was too young to really remember.” Link shook his head. “Is this genetic? Is this my fault?” He looked at her in a way that made it evident that he had begun to blame the entire situation on himself.
“No,” she forced out quickly. “It’s not genetic.” She waited until he relaxed. “It’s not your fault. It's not either of our faults.” That thought had been running through her head since they’d found out the news and she was still trying to convince herself it was true. Link relaxed beside her and pressed his palms into his face. He didn’t like when she saw him cry, she knew that well enough. They stayed that way for what felt like hours, both trying to hold back tears by holding each other instead. Every flutter inside her gave her hope that they were doing okay and every so often she’d press Link’s hand to her abdomen, hoping that he could feel them too.
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Addison, still buzzing from the three iced coffees and adrenaline of practically rolling out of bed on her day off and catching a plane to Seattle, entered the examination room breathlessly. Link was cradling Amelia’s small frame in his arms, whispering something inaudible to her into her hair. It was the type of exchange that physically hurt to watch and she felt frozen in time for a millisecond.
“Hi,” she found herself saying from the doorway. Amelia lifted her head in response and wiped her red, irritated eyes on Link’s scrub top. “I’m so sorry.” Amelia shrugged, Addison could tell she wanted to make some inappropriate and emotionless joke but couldn’t piece anything together.
“Here we go again.” Was all she could manage to say, in a tone that made Addison want to cry herself. Link allowed her enough space to pull Amelia into a hug.
“We should do an ultrasound now. Carina hasn’t filled me in yet. Can you--”
“Last time we checked they were still doing okay,” Amelia interrupted. “Or were still alive, I guess I should say. The donor twin, she’s the girl, her heartbeat was slowing down. The boy's was still beating strong last we checked.”
“Okay,” Addison muttered, picking up the familiar instrument and spreading gel over Amelia’s stomach. “So I don’t have to give you the speech on how the procedure, if done right, should be successful for the recipient twin? We can hope that the girl will survive but the odds are less.” Amelia nodded.
“I remember from when you assisted on the one at St. Ambrose. I think I was living with you at the time. You talked about it at dinner. It was a miracle they both survived.”
“You and your insane memory.” Addison smiled, cupping her shoulder and giving it a light squeeze for support. Amelia held her breath as the machine whirled to life. Addison found their boy’s heartbeat easily before focusing on their baby girl. Amelia glanced up at Link with teary eyes, not wanting to watch as Addison moved the instrument around expertly. Finally the sound of a slow thunder echoed through the room and the pairs entire bodies relaxed a little. “We need to get in there now,” Addison sighed. “No need to book an O.R. and waste time, it’s very minimally invasive. The first one I watched was performed in a practice.” She motioned to one of the nurses, who was waiting outside, to enter the room. “Let’s sterilize the room as best we can. Get Carina in here, she should observe and I need all the equipment now.” The nurse nodded quickly before going to complete Addison’s orders. “I’m going to inject the aesthetic, you’ll feel a little pinch.”
“Relax, babe,” Link said softly, placing a hand on Amelia’s tensed shoulders as Addison snapped a pair of gloves on and picked up the needle.
“Alright, one, two, three,” she muttered quickly as she swiftly inserted the needle and placed a small piece of gauze over the injection site. Amelia winced as the long needle entered her stomach and looked away. Carina appeared in the doorway with the nurse and handed Addison three long instruments. “Alright, Amelia, just look up at the screen for me okay? We’re going to see your babies in just a second.”
“Can you count down again?” The neurosurgeon asked, knowing that Addison was trying to distract her from the large rod she was about to stab into her abdomen.
“You should barely feel it with the anesthetic...but of course,” Addison responded. “Just look at the screen, okay?” She glanced at Link who was looking queasy despite his speciality being one of the goriest. “One, two, three,” she stabbed the sharp end of the rod into the side of Amelia’s baby bump before pushing it in gently and sliding the scope inside. “You see his hand?” Amelia nodded, mesmerized by the image of the screen.
“This is always my favourite part,” Carina interjected. “Seeing the little ones in utero. So peaceful.” Link nodded with his eyes, alike Amelia’s, focused intensely on the screen.
“So now we just have to decipher which blood vessels belong to which baby,” Addison announced, guiding the scope down below their son.
“Can we see her?” Amelia asked.
“Of course,” Addison glanced up at her sister and could tell she was trying to catch a glimpse of the second baby. “You can get a look at her before we pull it out.” Addison and Carina’s voices were hushed as they turned the screen towards each other, deciding which blood vessel belonged to which and not wanting any input from the worried parents. Addison took a deep breath and allowed time to slow. She tried to block out the fact that this wasn’t just any worried mother but it was the person she’d already delivered awful news to once before. After nodding a final time to Carina, she started the laser.
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