#planning to draw him more..💭

[poolboyatthevampiremansionx]

my stupid idiot dumbass oc

[nothoughtsjustfic]

Thinking about: C.SC in lingerie

💭Who: Choi Seungcheol (Seventeen) x reader 💭What: Not exactly smut but definitely NSFW/18+. Established relationship. 💭Wordcount: 0.6k 💭Warnings: Seungcheol wears female lingerie and it’s wonderful. 💭Summary: "You find out how pretty your boyfriend looks in pink lace." Minors do NOT interact, which means reblogging and/or commenting on this story. I WILL block any account that interacts without an age indicator in their bio. Masterlist

He's so fucking pretty.

That's all you can think as you kneel between your boyfriend's strong legs. You need to tell him; you just have to make sure he knows.

"You're so fucking pretty, Cheol," you exhale, voice thick with arousal.

It makes him squirm slightly and for the embarrassed flush over his pretty cheeks and pretty chest to darken, all cutely shy and pleased. Briefly, you wonder how long it would take for his skin to match the same shade of deep pink as the delicate lace stretched over his skin.

"Y-you really like it?" He asks, anxiously fiddling with the suspender strap attached to the stockings around his thick left thigh. It immediately draws your attention and you can't help but grip the underside of his thigh to lift it and push it out a little, just to watch the elastic of the stockings bite into his skin a little more. "B-babe…"

"Shh, let me enjoy this," you hush, already turning your head to look back at your boyfriend in his scantily dressed glory; wrapped up all pretty and perfect in the lacy pink basque and matching panties set, topped off with simple, sheer white stockings attached to the suspender clips. "Absolutely gorgeous." He makes a shy little whine of a sound and squirms again. "My pretty baby, dressed up just for me, huh?"

"Wouldn't do this for anyone else," he mutters, causing you to remove your interested gaze from where he's been making a conscious effort to keep his right hand in place near his hip and to meet his eyes.

"Just me?"

"Just you." His confirmation makes you smile and he returns it. You can't help but lean over his propped-up position against the pillows, to press your lips to his in a tender kiss.

As you lean back away from his mouth, you tap his right hand pointedly. Yet he keeps it in place and blushes darker while averting his gaze.

"Cheol," you murmur warningly. "Why are you hiding?"

"Embarrassed," he mutters with his pretty pink lips protruding in a pretty little pout.

"About what?" He presses his lips together a little harder, unintentionally making his pout stick out further. "You don't need to be embarrassed baby; you look so pretty for me."

Seungcheol slowly slides his gaze over to peer at you from the corner of his eyes. And then slowly, he slides his hand off of his hip, prompting you to look down and understand.

"Oh," you breathe out, spotting the tear in the material where it's stretched over his hip. The tear is right along the seam and something about it kicks your arousal into overdrive.

"Don't stare," he whines and tries to hide it again but you dart forward to grab his wrist and move it aside. "Ba-baby?"

"Why are you so shy about this, Cheolie?" You hum, reaching out with your free hand to slide the tip of your finger into the rip. Seungcheol's breath catches a little as you tug very slightly on the lace. "Why are you so shy about the fact that your gorgeous ass is big enough to tear these tiny panties?"

Seungcheol gasps when you hook your finger further under the material until the back of your finger is against the crease of his thigh, and then you pull with enough sudden force that the tear audibly expands.

Usually, it's always him ripping lacy lingerie from your body in an animalistic manner with his urge to get to you quicker, but now the roles have been reversed and Seungcheol finds that it turns him on a lot more than he could've ever imagined.

Then and there, as you tear the panties further and further to give you access to the hard, thick prize underneath, Seungcheol makes a plan to buy himself more pretty lingerie in a size too small just so that you'll rip it back off of him.

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Permanent taglist: @okiedokrie, @tusswrites

Special tag for @svtiddiess! Hope you like it babie hehe 💗

[aernx]

꒰ 💭 ꒱ OH, NIKI YOU’RE SO FINE! ˖ ⌨︎ ⁩◞❪니키❫

— 25 ! sunoo has a plan…

this is the continuation of last chp!

Once again, Riki neared the entrance of the archery field. Looking at the gates with a certain gaze, the boy can’t help but feel some sort of familiarity.

Looking through the gates in search of his friend (again) Niki can’t help but remember the unfamiliar guy from the other day as a glimpse of that confusing interaction replayed in his mind.

Shrugging those thoughts away, Riki reverted his focus to his mission: find Sunoo and leave immediately. No more unnecessary detours.

you: Sunoo where r u?

☀️oo: i’m inside. js go in

As his feet venture towards the wide field, he was surprised to see fewer archers than usual. Not doing anything particular with that information, he continues to search for Sunoo.

He walked across the field, crossing fingers praying that he won’t see you and that Lino guy again. Okay maybe he hoped he saw you a little bit…just not with that Lino dude. But oh was fate in his side these days.

“Riki! Is that you!?” His head snapped in the mention of his name. And there you were, with your bow strapped on your back, you approached him with a smile.

Gosh did he missed you. It’s been days since your last encounter (not counting yesterdays’s because let’s just forget about that right?) and Niki was missing you more and more. (Little did he know, you did too.)

With the constant pace of practice, it was evident to see that the space between you and Riki grew, and Riki wasn’t the only one who was upset about this.

Missing your time spent with the boy, you can’t help but feel giddy as you notice him in the fields. “Hey you.” Niki greeted you as you drew closer. “How’s practice?”

Just like before the two of you quickly catch up with each other. With you standing ahead of him, attention only on him, he almost forgot about about what he saw the other day. Almost.

“Y/n! There you are!” Striding towards the both of you was someone Niki has been dreading to see. Great is that Minho guy. Why did he had to ruin everything. As he draws near, Riki can see Sunoo from afar, trying to call Lino back.

With Minho now amongst the two, Niki felt the breeze of awkwardness coming through as Minho looked at him with a certain gaze. “Oh…who’s this?”

You can practically hear the smirk from his question. Sighing to yourself before looking up to only to see the mischievous glint evident in his brown hues.

“Right, I forgot to introduce you two. Uhm, Riki this is Lino oppa or Lee Minho, he’s training me for the upcoming tournament.”

The boy let out a small “o”. Bowing his head slightly in respect and Minho does the same.

“Aren’t you forgetting something?” Lino raised his eyebrows at you and you resist the urge to slap him across the face.

Riki felt out of place as he watched the two of you bicker. But still, he stood there waiting for you to continue.

“He’s also my…uh.”

“Say it.”

“Gosh can’t you just shut up?”

“Just say it! Are you embarrassed of me or something?”

“Yeah if you keep acting like this!”

“I’ll say it if you don’t say it.”

“Ugh fine!” Looking back to Riki you continued. “He’s also my…brother.”

Oh. Brother. Oh. OH. OH.

Riki’s cheeks flushed in embarrassment as he recalled cussing the man out in his mind. Unbeknownst to him he has been praying the downfall of his crush’s brother?

The boy bowed his head once more. Still flushed and embarrassed, he decided to greet him again, properly this time. “Nice to meet you, Minho hyung.”

Minho nodded and smiled at him in response. “And you are?”

“I’m Nishimura Riki, Niki for short. But you can call me Riki.” He introduced himself before continuing. “I’m Yn’s uhm…friend.”

Hearing him addressing you as “friends” made your heart clenched the way it shouldn’t. After all that’s what you guys were. Just two friends who support each other. Nothing less nothing more.

“Okay Riki now I need to ask you. Are you good enough for my hmph-” You clasped your hand on you brother’s mouth before he could even continue. Feigning a laugh as you ignored Minho’s protest and spotted Sunoo in a distance.

“Oh hey Sunoo! Riki’s here!”

OH, NIKI YOU’RE SO FINE! — CHP TWENTY-FIVE

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warrr is overrr (for now) expect a lot of fluffs before the climax baes 😘

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[inkibuni]

It is time for some sugar artwork hehehehehe👹

Warning slight spice 🌶️ minors DNI 🔞

Tis’ but a nip slip.

Poor Ezra he’s probably in the middle of something when Dulce sent it to him 🤭

Dulce will take your clothes, but she’ll let you know when she does…sorta.

@restartheartvn I wonder 💭 what all the LI would do if they got sent a pic like this? With sugar wearing their “borrowed ” clothing on?

Plan on drawing more of these Snapchat like snapshots. I might do Sammy one next and maybe something sent to Kenneth from Ezra wuahhahahaha👹

@queenlilithprime thank you for the meal that is your game. I am obsessed 😍

[tavyliasin]

I'm a little late but for the writer ask game! 🚀💕💭

🚀 Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go?

Ah I'm very much working on vibes most of the time. Sometimes I'll have a sentence or two as an idea, or I'll take a shower to get my brain going and come out with a tiny scrap of waterproof paper that I've written a couple of ideas and maybe some dialogue abstracts down on, but that's about it. The vast majority of the time, I write and see what happens. Sometimes there's a skeleton of a plan, or an idea of where I'd like it to end, or the plot point I want to cover, but I really am a pantser with fic.

💕 What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?

This is really tough to choose, and I feel like asking me at different times will get you a different answer. The Scent of Cinnamon, my prequel longfic of Raphael and Haarlep from the day they met onwards, is a real passion piece where I love to explore both characters through kink and through their interactions outside of the bedroom, how their dynamic develops and shapes them both as well as the House of Hope around them. But there's also the Book of Loviatar series where I paired Abdirak and He Who Was initially as an exploration of hard end BDSM kink but really fell in love with the pairing on a deeper level. It is still 98% kink, but there's emotion depth inside the kink and in how they interact with one another, how their feelings develop through the sessions.

💭 What inspires you and your writing?

So much, honestly. A large part of it is talking to other fans, discussing ideas, headcanons, and frankly also the things people find hot about certain characters and kinks. My most popular piece in 2024 was Yurgir x Reader, and I likely wouldn't have written any Yurgir if it wasn't for the fans who are passionate about him and talked about all the things they love about him. I indulged in a few of their fics and art pieces, and listened closely to what they enjoyed about kink with him, and took that in to the piece. It wasn't meant to be as long as it was, but it got that way because I found that passion and drive to go on. Of course the first thing that inspired me was the game itself, but it's everything beyond that which has been that real fuel on the fire to do more and go further.

All in all, I love fandom and creating and sharing things with everyone else who is passionate about it too. I'm overjoyed that this far on from when I first booted up the game I am still encountering more incredible and talented people who share this joy and enthusiasm to write and draw and indulge all of our creative talents together.

Thank you everyone who is reading who is a part of our incredible community. Together we really do make things of unsurpassed beauty <3 I could not be more proud of every one of us and the things we have done, and all the things we will continue to do.

[ropes3amthoughts]

Kabru in silly pajamas except for the blue which is supposed to be normal pajamas but idk if they look that normal actually. Had some more ideas planned but my headphones died and I am incapable of doing anything without them. I ramble about Kabru in silly pajamas under the cut.

So my original idea was:

Kabru has a sleepover at the Touden house and he has to borrow their pajamas but they all have ridiculous pajamas and like Laios offers to lend Kabru some of his and Kabru just looks like this (I used a discord emoji here but it doesn’t transfer over to Tumblr)

as he sees like wolf meme prints and SpongeBob like a monster onesie whatever it’s called and a shirt with dinosaurs and explosions that says some shit like “I love gay sex” but in Japanese and he asks Laios if he knows what it says and Laios is all like “no idea but it looks cool doesn’t it :D” and Laios has this bigass shirt because he got the wrong size and he just never returned it because it was comfortable and then Laios says smh about how maybe he could borrow some of Falin’s clothes because they’re about the same size and so he loosen through Falin’s pajamas but they’re also kind of cringy (to Kabru at least) like it’s stuff like the universe but with a picture of a weevil replacing the sun and then like Kabru sees an outfit that’s actually matching like it’s a pajama shirt and pants that are soft blue with white polka dots and buttons and it’s like proper pajamas and then Falin’s all like “oh yeah Marcille bought those for me so we could be matching but I don’t like the neck part so I never wear them” and Kabru I-love-turtlenecks no-last-name is like “this is perfect” and so he ends up wearing normal people pajamas and then they like chill and eat snacks and watch a movie and stuff but I like to imagine eventually Kabru does wear some corny pajamas because like nobody’s judging him it’s not like the Toudens are gonna analyze which pajamas he picked and like he should learn to be cringe and free and happy it would be good for him

Do you guys see the vision

Anyways Kabru in silly pajamas has my heart

Oh yeah I changed the polka dots to stripes in the doodle because I felt like the polka dots looked stupid

I’m not like a pro artist or anything but I think it’s great that I can doodle whatever like I can put Kabru in so many situations like it’s silly pajama time and now he has silly pajamas this is wonderful

I think everybody should draw Kabru in silly pajamas I think it would be fun but you don’t have to

💭 Kabru silly pajamas

[ashtoberr]

ASHUTA IS SO COOL OHHH MYYY GODDD •□•!!!!!

Hi hi I loveeee your csm oc / insert ♡♡ THEYRE SO COOL Her lore is so interesting 💭💭 At least. The lore that I've seen so far is so interesting. AND HER DESIGN IS SO CUTE I ADORE IT SM 🏂🏾🏂🏾🏂🏾

I always love it when ocs break the "norm" of their universe (idk if that makes sense but her being a vampire when most, if not all of the supernatural entities are devils/Devil adjacent is so swag and cool and based I LOVE SEEING CHARACTERS LIKE THAT 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽)

Her and Aki seem so cute too :3cc I don't think you understand how STOKED I was to see them in the selfship tag. Saw it and ran around my room screaming (in spirit not in action) because YES !!! FINALLY!!! IM STARTING TO SEE MORE PEOPLE W/ CSM SELF SHIPS / OC X CC SHIPS !!!!

I wanna know all ur thoughts about Ashuta 💭💭 She genuinely seems like such a cool character they're so epic and awesome n cool n swag ((o(^∇^)o))

OMG HI!!!! IM SORRY I JUST SAW THIS Ahhh thank you so much!!! It's super exciting to met another CSM selfshipper!!!! :DDD I'd love to hear abt ur self insert omg I'm so glad you like her!!!!!!! It actually means a lot, she makes me really happy to work on :D

And trust me I will provide on Ashuta lore >:3 Here is The Food For Today. I didn't include art this time bc I have been eepy. I have ideas for long after this, but this is the general gist. I plan to eventually draw a lot (if not all) of this out. Here's her concept for her first appearance and mission (Chapters 14 to 20, or up to episode 7 in the anime):

So, after being found by Makima:

She is added to the team briefly after Denji and Power. I'm currently undecided at which point she should enter the story; I'm thinking about prior to Chapter 14.

Makima helps her find a place (up until this point, she's been homeless since becoming a vampire) near Aki's apartment, encouraging her to make friends. She suggests Denji could use a friend since he's similar to her (not fully human, rough background).

Ashuta believes that since she'll be on a team of devils and humans, she would be more likely to make friends since they should be more accepting, right? She shows up to the Hayakawa apartment with some food, trying to introduce herself as a new member of the team (and not disclosing herself as a vampire yet- Power can tell, but doesn't care enough to point it out).

Denji thinks at first she's friendly, but a bit too polite and wonders how someone like her got chosen by Makima. Power doesn't initially feel strongly about her either way, though she's delighted to meet Meowy.

Aki thinks she's polite (and finally someone easy for him to get along with on his squad), but questions why she became a devil hunter after a couple hours of them hanging out. She briefly explains that she's a vampire, and that her life was ruined by the Vampire Devil. Aki's tone quickly changes knowing she's not human, and the night is sort of abruptly ended.

CHAPTER 14:

She's integrated into the group with Chapter 14's mission in the hotel being her first (could be retconned later.)

She's a bit hurt with the talk of Aki and Arai not trusting "non-humans" and saying they don't have human rights, so she's quick to become very quiet since she assumed Makima's team of devils and humans meant she was more likely to be accepted.

Himeno can quickly tell that she looks upset and comes over to strike up a conversation, and the two make small talk throughout the mission. She tells her to not mind Aki, that he's just had bad experiences with devils. Ashuta protests that she's not a devil, but a devil makes an appearance before Himeno can respond.

Himeno discusses with Aki later in the mission that she's surprised Ashuta is so conscientious for a vampire- Aki shrugs and believes it's her being deceptive. Himeno goes to suggest he give Ashuta a chance.

CHAPTER 15:

Ashuta does bond a bit with Denji over the mission, both of them asking each other questions about their respective species ("So are you allergic to garlic?" and "Does it hurt when your chainsaws come out?")

CHAPTER 16:

In hopes of winning Aki's approval, Ashuta offers to help Aki hunt for the devil. She explains that since vampires don't really need to sleep much, she could help him all he wants.

Aki, unimpressed, asks why she's so hellbent on trying to please him when he doesn't care about wether she lives or dies as a non-human.

CHAPTER 18:

In the hysteria of facing the eternity devil, Ashuta finally snaps at Kobeni after trying to keep everyone calm the entire mission, telling her she's going to be a shit devil hunter if she freaks out at the slightest inconvenience. Kobeni yells back that it was easy for her to say, that she'd been calm and collected the entire mission because she can't die. Ashuta yells at her that pussying out and turning on her teammates made it more likely for all of them to die, and to shut the fuck up and help if she was going to stay a devil hunter. It certainly doesn't make Kobeni like her, but it shuts her up.

CHAPTER 20:

Ashuta joins the newbie welcome party. Denji questions how she can eat if she's a vampire, and she shrugs and explains that it's the same way devils eat- the only difference is human food isn't of nutritional substance to her and she doesn't retain any energy from it, she eats it for nostalgia purposes and the taste.

Ashuta lightens up when Makima joins the party, glad to see someone familiar- she considers Makima a friend, being the first person who was nice to her.

During the party, Makima asks Aki how Ashuta's first mission was, and wether she had done satisfactory. Aki admits that she did well, and Ashuta can't help but be a little happy at his approval.

As the night progresses, she gets drunk enough where she feels less afraid to approach Aki again. The two actually end up talking some. While drunk, Aki apologizes for the way that he had regarded her earlier in the night, and that she handled her first mission well, remaining composed in such a stressful situation .

Ashuta shrugs, and says it's fine- when she was turned into a vampire, she'd been shunned by everyone she once knew. She explains she still considers herself the same person she was before, but she fears rejection from humans more than she fears injuries from devils. He suggests she come stop by their apartment again sometime (more out of drunken guilt than actual like for her, but it's a start to them becoming friends).

[crystaldivination]

hiii! Congratulations on your milestone ✨ thank you so much for doing the event, I appreciate all the time and energy you put into it! 💘 thank you so much! E B - she / her 🪐

here are my choices and readings for you:

6 - Hearts capturer 💝

Your future spouse/partner will fall in love firstly will just your style, im sensing they just love how you look aesthetically. Great smile. They will love how friendly and open you are, talking about anything. They will fall in love with little habits that are unique to you - I’m getting like stuff like playing with hair when nervous or biting lip when really concentrating or quirky interests you have. You will fall in love with your future spouse / partner straight away, im getting love at first sight. You will immediately just have an attraction and connection to this person. You will feel crazy thinking it’s not a thing, but it will be real. I’m hearing cute dates the two of you will go on - them planning them just for you doings things they think/know you will love. Something about their hair? Dark or messy and you’ll love it.

My preference is my future spouse please - he / him ✨

12 - Angels Whisperer 🪽

Advice you currently need is I’m heading slow down. Take time for yourself. Do things because you want to, do it because you enjoy it. Hair and nails - if it makes you feel good doll yourself up. Rest. Clean your room or redecorate. Look after your mental space but also physical space (house, room). Reach out to friends you haven’t seen for a while. Just enjoy life and things you love. 💭

5 - Gallery Game 📸

Appearance and vibe of your future spouse based on celebrities 🪄

hi darling ♡︎ thank you so much for your exchange! Interesting choices for their appearances and vibe, not mine at all but even more curious to imagine them based on these. I love the advices and I’d enjoy to see how my future spouse will go after me because I’m not one to fall for anyone easily 🙂‍↔️

Here’s my exchange for you:

୨୧ 𝒩𝑜. 𝟧 ୨୧ 𝑔𝒶𝓁𝓁𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝑔𝒶𝓂𝑒

𝖠𝗉𝗉𝖾𝖺𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾 & 𝗏𝗂𝖻𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝗎𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗇 𝖼𝖾𝗅𝖾𝖻𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝖾 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝗎𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾.

confident yet down-to-earth — a mix of warm charisma and understated strength

someone who blends both softness and strength, introspective yet confident

artistic vibe

carry themselves with grace but also exude resilience

has a quiet charm but a deeply passionate side once they connect with someone they love

aura of comfort, gentleness, self-assurance

earthy-earth tones, casual yet stylish clothing

solid jawline, natural good looks, possibly darker hair or a dark, rich brown hair tone.

his smile will be one of his standout features, not overly flashy but very genuine, with eyes that feel deep and emotionally connected

nurturing and emotionally intelligent demeanor

dry sense of humor

୨୧ 𝒩𝑜. 𝟨 ୨୧ 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉’𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓅𝓉����𝓇𝑒𝓇

𝖶𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝗎𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾 𝗌𝗉𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾 𝖿𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗂𝗇 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗒𝗈𝗎 & 𝗏𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌𝖺?

Your future spouse will fall for your unwavering sincerity, radiant + compassionate aura, especially your ability to understand and inspire him.

You emanate a distinct combination of warmth and authenticity that naturally draws others in. There's something deeply magnetic about your energy. It's like a light that encourages others to seek your presence, especially your future spouse. While others may present superficial layers or facades, you have a natural tendency to strip away any pretension, revealing your true self, your future spouse will deeply fall in love with this quality of yours. Your future spouse will be captivated by your ability to be vulnerable yet strong. The ability you possess to trust your instincts while embracing your sensitivity. They will fall in love with your approach to life, your authenticity, and the kindness in your soul. What really speaks to them is your understanding of people, your intuitive ability to listen and truly see others. They'll love your emotional depth, your quiet but steady inner strength, and your resilience. When you show them that raw, real version of yourself, your future spouse will fall deeper with every shared experience, every shared silence, and every laughter-filled moment. There's also an energy within you of being independent, yet yearning for a love that feels protective and nurturing, they will find it irresistible. You aren't seeking someone to complete you, but rather someone who aligns with and complements your values. They will adore how you balance your career, passions, and personal life, showing that you can exist fully in your own world without needing another to fill a void.

On the other hand you'll fall in love with not only his outward appearance (though they will certainly be attractive to you), but the core of who they are—a gentle soul who carries themselves with confidence and compassion. You will be captivated by his inner world: how he processes emotions, his honesty, his protective nature, and how he creates a peaceful environment where you both can flourish. You'll love his intelligence and masculinity, finding stability in his grounded presence. You're seeking someone grounded, someone who has a firm sense of who they are, yet remains open-minded and willing to grow alongside you. The ease of your communication with him, the way you're able to express your feelings to each other without fear plus his warmth and empathy, in particular, will create a safe space for you to be. You value consistency and deep, soulful bonds, so it will be when he proves time and time again that he is reliable, steady, and fully present, especially in challenging moments, that you will fall deeper in love with him. There's an inherent protectiveness he will have for you, especially when it comes to your emotional well-being. You will adore this sense of being treasured and respected.

୨୧ 𝒩𝑜. 𝟣𝟤 ୨୧ 𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓁’𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓇

𝖠𝖽𝗏𝗂𝖼𝖾𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗒𝗈𝗎 (𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋 𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗇𝗈𝗐/𝖻𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗌𝗂𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇/𝖾𝗇𝖾𝗋𝗀𝗒).

The energy surrounding you right now suggests a powerful call for you to continue trusting your intuition. You have a natural ability to guide others, but it's crucial that you remember your own needs in relationships. You tend to care deeply for those around you, but sometimes forget that you too deserve to receive that love in equal measure. Give yourself permission to let go of guilt or the sense of duty, and embrace being open to receiving love, care, and affection as easily as you give. There's also a reminder from your energy to allow yourself to be more playful and spontaneous. When you get too focused on the future, you might miss some of the beautiful things happening in the present moment. Life doesn't have to be planned out perfectly to be beautiful-it can be lived with joy and wonder. Take more moments to just exist and appreciate life, enjoying the people who bring positivity to you, including your future spouse. Lastly, there's a call for patience. While the future holds great things for you, there's no rush. Sometimes you may feel that the next step in your journey should already be here, but know that the experiences unfolding are laying a foundation that will bring long-term fulfillment. Keep trusting the journey, and remain open to the lessons the universe has in store for you. You need to trust in your own timeline. Life is aligning opportunities with love to flow naturally.

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[waitingformyfavoritesongs]

10 May 2023 Wednesday 2:39 am pt

Adam Noah Levine is a pig 🐷. He tried to take my left big toe from me minutes ago. 2:40 am pt I told him to leave us alone if he isn’t going to cut off my head. He has been unrelentingly cruel for the past 6 years. My life has been a socially desolated one. Even in high school 🏫 a lot of people seemed to be afraid 😱 to look at me and I didn’t know god demon lord of demon angels (child rapists) was making them afraid to interact with me. A lot of times I was ignored in high school 🏫. I almost felt invisible at times if I ever stood in a random circle ⭕️. It’s weird if I see people respond to me. I’m not used to getting attention. It’s as if I’m finally not a ghost 👻 anymore. 2:45 am pt

2:46 am pt freshman year my English teacher yelled at me calling me stupid infront of the whole class Bcz I didn’t stand behind the wall and then appear from behind curtain? Something about Juliet balcony scene. 2:48!am pt I never complained to anyone but soon after that a student teacher came and replaced him for an internship (acid throat mouth pain 2:48 am pt). I didn’t think 💭 it had anything to do with me until recently. Also same with my art teacher 👨🏻‍🏫 after he told me I did “A” grade quality work but Bcz I turned it in late I got a “B.” Incubus messed with all my drawings that I spent so many days on carefully drawing from feelings and still life things. He ruined all my artwork 🖼 to fit a new narrative of my life. I don’t know what that narrative is. Every time he replaced something edited the only word he would mention: “death.” No explanations. Photographs of us: “death.” When I thought of moving to New York to be closer to my sister in 2013: “death.” He made me afraid to move to be closer to her. I thought 💭 that I would be happier closer to her (right butt cheek pain) 2:54 am pt. Everyday I lived with anxiety. I was shy and quiet and often looked over/ignored in school 🏫 by most people. I made some mistakes that I questioned sometimes why I did that. 2:56 am pt I somehow did so much school 🏫 work in middle school 🏫 that I got honor guard (honor roll almost every quarter). In elementary school 🏫 I did have comprehension problems. The books 📚 weren’t big for science 🧬 in middle school 🏫 but sometimes I had concentration problems and difficulties answering questions that I needed to take the book 📚 home 🏠 which the teacher 👨🏻‍🏫 discouraged us from doing. It was weird that we could not normally/usually take books 📚 home 🏠. We were expected to do book 📖 reading and answering questions in class. I once cried Bcz he questioned my intentions. I needed more time. 7th grade math 🧮 science 🧬 teacher 👨🏻‍🏫 took me outside to talk to me and I cried. 3:02 pmpt I think 💭 my home 🏠 life often consisted of more homework 📚 time than most other students. I think 💭 god intended my life to be mostly lonely and planned to lie to me now using Adam Noah Levine and incubus.3:03 am pt

3:04 am pt in kindergarten the demon angel told me I couldn’t have what my sister had. I thought 💭 he meant boyfriend at the time. But I guess he meant an entirely happy complete social life. He meant for me to be close to desolated my whole life. 3:06 am pt so my sister got to go out to people’s houses 🏘 and parties 🎉 and have friends and boyfriends one after the other continuously and I would struggle. I guess that is where autism is (right foot 🦶 pain 😖😭3:07 am pt) useful to him. He made me easily get frustrated upset with all sorts of tools 🧰 including making my mom hate me and irritated with me from a young age, since probably a baby 👶 she said she held me once during cooking 🧑‍🍳 and I almost kicked the pot of water. It’s like the devil 👿 liked to make life difficult for us living in the dormitory of the college in Menlo Park. I was cursed my whole life. 3:10 am pt

3:12 am pt there were a lot of times I stayed home and my excuse was homework 📚, while my mom and sister went out. Sometimes or every time I screwed around for a while Bcz of an inability to concentrate (acid left nostril 👃 pain 3:14 am pdt)) comprehend, I was extremely slow when it came to textbooks 📚 I was cursed. I was also a perfectionist and a procrastinator. 3:15!am pt all tools 🧰 to desolate me. 3:15 am pt

3:39 am pt I vomited 🤮 a little liquid I drank I think hours ago something that should have only took 5 minutes to digest. 😖😭

everytime my mom went out with my sister she would say to me “it doesn’t have to be perfect.” But I think 💭 I had a difficult time with doing anything at all. 3:42 am pt incubus told me he hates me. Again. Not the first time. He really means it. I always tried to squeeze myself into a seat 💺 trying not to take too much space anywhere I sat. For years. Holding my legs and feet and hands close to my body. 3:44 am pt. I think 💭 he hates my personality. 3:45 am pt most friendships didn’t last very long. 3:46 am pt I guess I was annoying in high school 🏫. 8th grade year 2 students said they wanted to kill me. And another one punched me in the head. In elementary school 🏫 (heart ♥️ pain 3:47 am pt) I had comprehension reading problems. A teacher 👨🏻‍🏫 offered me extra books 📚 to take home 🏠 to practice reading 📖 some books had pretty illustrations and were girly. 3:49 am pt exhaling hot air. 🥵 so I spent a lot more time reading 📖 at home 🏠 at one point in lelementary school 🏫. Fictional stories though. Textbooks 📚 were always weirder harder to understand. 3:50 sam pt. 3:51 am pt

min elementary school 🏫 though I think I also had problems with answering questions even for books 📖 that were probably fictional stories something with beaver 🦫 in the title probably something about native Americans? And right of passage. Growing up 🆙. 3:53 am pt the only phrase I could recall in regards to the book 📚. I think 💭 I watched too many cartoons or was doing something else at home 🏠 I think 💭 I probably forgot to do homework 📚. Another teacher 👩‍🏫 came over to our class who always scared 😱 me she was (anus acid pain 3:55 am pt) tall with auburn? Hair and I was talked loud with glasses 🤓 she was a little tough rough with me since first grade when I didn’t follow along with a calculator exercise and I got overwhelmed from not paying attention at first and then when I paid attention I was lost on how to use the calculator and follow along. She called out commands rapidly. And she got angry at me for not following along. I was flustered and scared 😱 while everyone else knew how to do it. She took a hold of my arm when I said I felt hot 🥵 and she yelled out well sit outside. I think she probably would have dragged me out roughly if I didn’t move cooperatively with her when she grabbed my arm. 3:59 am pt

4 am pt I was nervous every time I saw her but for some reason she was nice to my younger sister and gave her a free ice cream 🍦. 4:01 am pt teeth pain 4:02 am pt

Once I tried to silently do what the other kids were doing near her Bcz I think she she gave them free passes/coupons to get free icecream 🍦 from the cafeteria or had the ice cream 🍦 bars on hand in a cooler hoping she would give me one but she seemed to ignore me. 4:04 am pt she didn’t let up 🆙 her tough teacher 👩‍🏫 act until I guessed at what a weather balloon or satellite 📡 was. I was supposed to look it up 🆙 the night b4 but completely forgot. All I could do was guess and hope I was right and I thought she knew the answers and was quizzing me, and I started them thinking that I can guess at things and maybe be right about it, like a psychic. But I wouldn’t know without confirmation from the teacher 👩‍🏫. It set me up 🆙 in the future to guess on things and Jen feel like I was psychic. 4:07 am pt but of course not everything worked out that way all the time so I still had to do a lot of work especially math 🧮 and all reading 📖 homework 📚. 4:08 am pt she was so scary to me. She seems like a terror with her booming voice. 4:08 am pt

4:09 am pt she once gave me a reading test and I think I started to stutter. And she gasses see me to be below my grade in terms of reading skills. 4:10 am pt

4:11 am pt sometimes I would cry when I was alone outside at school 🏫 and I had I forget like a whimper? In my crying. 4:12 am pt I was always afraid to go to the bathroom 🚽 at school 🏫, too.

Once a couple of girls dragged a boy into the girls restroom 🚻. The yard duty got confused 🤷🏻‍♀️ and thought I did it. So I had to sit in time out for recess. While the real one looked at me smugly and walked away. 4:14 am pt

4:25 am pt incubus sliced off a piece of my heart ♥️ I think 💭 and then I started feeling light headed wobbly. Difficulty breathing. I would not want this guy in my team. He’s .. ruthless? Definition? No sympathy/empathy. He is like a predatory animal 🦔 moving around selfishly with no respect for women. He vilified me and hurt me a lot. I can tell he’s extremely biased and doesn’t care for the truth with only the goal 🥅 to kill. Same team as garrido’s child rapists demon angels. Paint a picture of his personality. He is only doing it with a n animal killing personality cold 🥶 with no humanity. 4:30 🕟 am pt and he will use other people’s presence to fake his humanity but all movements he does betray he’s fake and only a killer with no heart 💜. 4:31 am pt

4:33 am pt many people are born to be fillers. Noah’s ark. They probably don’t take the time to actually do any genetic testing I fear. They fabricated everything. It’s only luck of the draw ✍️. My family names have virtuous and ethical in the names. You’d think 💭 that would mean everyone is born with ethical genes 🧬 then to name us that. 4:36 am pt to kill me off now cutting away at my heart ♥️ would mean everything they put out there about genes 🧬 and good people bad people is phony then. Bcz Jesus Christ was supposedly ethical? With appreciation for love 💗 monogamy and hard work and fairness. 4:38 am pt but he is treating me like trash 🗑 and killing my heart now.

4:45 am pt he is using me to save his face about rape and women and children 👶 but I guess he doesn’t need me anymore so he is getting rid of me. I tried to get a n appointment with my doctor 👩‍⚕️ in 2020? 2021? To check my heart ♥️ but she made excuses and told me to call ☎️ 911 the next (😖😭💀 pain 4:48 am pt) time I feel something and every time I was in the hospital 🏥 prior to that they told me that my heart ♥️ was ok 👌 even though I had difficulty breathing and the incubus had punctured it in 8/17/2017. 4:51 am pt I m scared 😱 of what they are doing and going to do. I’m scared 😱 for my mom and me and my sister. 4:53 am pt

7:41 pmpt incubus almost burned 🔥 me to death ☠️ 3? Times today after my bed 🛌 was changed. I think 💭 he has also been tangling my hair. He is very vindictive heinous judgemental abusive. He is not understanding. At least I tried to be understanding of people even when they were angry at me. But he never wants to be. He will ALWAYS judge a woman 👩🏼. He doesn’t understand woman. He thinks a woman needs to let men roll/walk all over her s*xually but he will also call her a whore probably if she does that too. There is no winning with this type of personality. He IS the WORST PERSON.. CREATURE BEAST in the UNIVERSE. The ABSOLUTE WORST. I’m usually nice to people upon first meeting. BUT if you cross the LINES when we DONT KNOW each other, you’re asking for trouble! After Scott called me a whore on Facebook I became harder about being touched too soon 🔜. 7:49 pmpt I felt like I couldn’t trust myself. But sometimes I had no patience. 7:50 pmpt incubus miñion has an UGLY personality. BEAST he is. 7:51 pmpt NOTHING humane about him. 7:51 pmpt

7:52 pmpt he seems like an extension of Adam Noah Levine. But distinctly different person. The incubus has his own signature feeling, but they’re both cruel and heinous. But the incubus obviously is hiding he knows things about me and knows he shouldn’t be as hard on me as he is. 7:53 pmpt

8:36 pmpt but I shouldn’t excuse the incubus miñion Bcz he knows better.

8:37 pmpt I typed that that teacher graded/assessed me to be below my grade level in reading 📖. I guess she could have been gass lighting me Bcz she probably knew she made me nervous but didn’t want to admit it. Maybe she wanted to make my regular or previous teacher look ineffective? (Slammed door 🚪 8:39 pmpt) idk 🤷🏻‍♀️. Maybe something else/different. Maybe that was the reason they let me borrow fictional books 📚 in elementary school 🏫 from another teacher 👨🏻‍🏫. 8:41 pmpt those were nice books 📖 I guess. I don’t recall much content so I guess there was nothing weird in the books 📚.

8:53 pmpt they already knew b4 conception that they were going to prematurely sacrifice me, like Jon benet Ramsey. They knew b4 my sisters’ conceptions that they weren’t going to prematurely sacrifice them. 8:55 pmpt which is why they’re all leo ♌️ sun 🌞 signs 🪧 . Jeremy, Mimi, and my youngest sister and my sisters’s 👯‍♀️ First borns. Leo ♌️ x 5. 8:57 pmpt everything. Fabricated. Which is probably why the incubus said good people do bad things. 8:58 pmpt but he won’t let me think I’m good for sure. Instea, he gave me the idea that garrido is good. That’s right. He would rather say garrido is better than me. Which is why he had babies 👶 with dugard. He kidnapped her and raped her. BUT he was willing to get caught. I read he said that he will never hurt their babies 👶. 9 pmpt unfortunately, that’s reality. Yet people early on held a lot of things against me that were relatively extremely small in comparison to garrido’s deeds. I was called names. People told me I was crazy. And when I passed by someone in a store 🏬 I thought 💭 I heard the word “sicko.” 9:03 pmpt I am as punched in the head probably 4 punches total, very strong 💪 hard powerful punches. I think 💭 I probably felt a soft spot in my skull 💀 where the punches happened sometime afterward and after I read on Wikipedia that there was a natural hole 🕳 for a vein? Artery? . It is weird now that I think about it. 9:05 pmpt it’s healed now. 9:06 pmpt I also hit my head a lot on very dense hard things. An old car 🚗 with a metal exterior. Steel bunk bed frame. A dense wooden bench in the Philippines 🇵🇭. Probably had a high dense Janka rated hardness. A failed cherry drop from the tallest bar on the school playground at Payne elementary school 🏫. Into tan bark. I also fell out of a van with heavy books 📚 in my backpack 🎒 onto the street behind my elementary school 🏫 in the morning. I had the books 📚 Bcz I had concentration and comprehension problems so I didn’t finish the previous day in class the reading and questions. You know without all my problems a lot of people wouldn’t have jobs? 9:11 pmpt when I was about to turn 18 years old my mom wanted me to go to group counseling Bcz I wanted to meet Derek. 9:12 pmpt police 👮‍♂️ and doctors 🥼 don’t have the motivation to do the right things for/by dugard. That wasn’t a beautiful life. Living in a shed naked on a bucket 🪣 being raped when 11 years old and it hurt. 9:14 pmpt people are very motivated by money 💰 and their own survival. They think they can justify it by believing they are better. But can you really say you’re better? Greeks wouldn’t agree. You have easy life it makes it easy to not be cross. 9:16 pmpt

9:39 pmpt I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if I am like wreck it Ralph in a way. 9:40 pmpt

9:41 pmpt I did kinda hit on a grown man when I was around 4/5 years old, in a swimming 🏊‍♀️ pool 🏊‍♀️ probably after I started feeling the incubus tickle my vagina and he put it in my mind to hump plush Mickey Mouse 🐁 toy 🧸. 9:43 pmpt

9:47 pmpt incubus/miñion changed my words to” I am as”. Typed I was punched... . 9:48 pmpt searing pain righ thigh. They re going to make me fall and die when I’m weak. No fake outs here. No miracles. 9:49 pmpt 9:50 pmpt everyone already knows incubus that you want me to die. So I wish you would just cut my head off. Make your miñion do it. He can move on to his next victim sooner. 9:52 pmpt

10:13 pmpt in high school 🏫 years, 2001, I had thought 💭 I was maybe half psychic. But I think 💭 that I thought 💭 it was a natural ability Bcz of something I saw on tv 📺 that people don’t usually use their whole brains 🧠 and that I was tapping into the part of the brain 🧠 that a lot of people were not trying hard enough to exercise. 😤🥵😤🥵😤😤. On an aol hometown webpage I created in 2001, I typed I thought 💭 I was half psychic and I showed it to “Brendan.” 10:17 pmpt I also typed I liked flipper the tv show and tennis 🎾?

[ruki--mukami]

💭 + criminal s/o

(( I'm late and was hesitating to send this cuz you probably have way too many of these asks but I couldn't resist it after seeing so many good replies for these- </3 ))

𝓗𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷𝓼 — send 💭 + a topic to receive a headcanon about said topic.

"To think that I would one day fall for a recidivist... How baffling. Don't think for a moment that I will aid you in your atrocious deeds, Livestock. Perhaps confining you in the dungeon will teach you not to commit any more offenses from here on forward. It seems the authorities couldn't quite catch you, yet I could in an instant. Well, I can't exactly argue with that, now can I? Consider yourself lucky as your master's imprisonment is far more forgiving and lenient than that of any public jail. Oh, I'll be certain to instill some respect in you."

🧩 Ruki and Criminal S/O Headcanons 🧩

Whether it's thievery, kidnapping, battery, or overall recklessness, Ruki doesn't condone of needless crimes that draw attention to oneself. That includes his significant other. As punishment, he will not hesitate to confine them in his dungeon like he said, and knowing they may be a convicted felon will urge him to cut straight to the most severe of discipline, forgoing any gentle treatment completely.

However, if it's an elaborate plan to his own benefit, he may require the criminal significant other's help in their stealth and expertise on stealing certain items of interest under people's noses. Perhaps it's a lockpicking a security room to erase all traces of his recorded vampirism, or perhaps it's in helping Ruki with thieving an item from his past that he'd like to investigate—at the end of the day there is no person who can aid him in such a way.

[afairywithacrown]

HELLO i saw your valentines day post and i thought I'd give it a shot 🤔💭🤔💭 (bsd pls pspsps🙏)

a little fun fact about myself is im planning to be a philosopher in the future💪💪💪, also my friends say im funny because of my insane nature , im insanely chatty and talkative so you'll be hearing stories from me in the 1st grade on how i used to be scared of food because of this one tv show💀💀💀 even tho i talk a lot I'll listen be a great listener to you 🎉🎉

im a Gemini, I use any pronouns

my hobbies are drawing mostly, reading books and playing the ukulele

im bisexual but i prefer boys a little bit more

I'm doing ok 👍👏 my art has been improving and doing a lot more well in school to be honest 👍👍

I HOPE YOU'RE DOING OK TOO 💞💞💞

THATS ALL BYEEEEE

*LOADING*

Your Date is...

Jun'ichiro Tanizaki!

Sweet boy, i believe he can match your energy.

He is the definition of "Keep talking, i'm paying attention"

He loves to hear your opinions on everything.

You tell him an anecdote he is going to ask you more questions about it because he is genuinely interested.

Little things he does during your date is that he places his hand on your back when there is too much people around and he guides you out of the crowd.

He also leans a little when the noise is too much and can't hear what you have to say.

Where does he take you? The fair, perfect place to play and have a good time.

Did he bring you anything? No, but he won a big plushie for you.

Is there going to be a first kiss? Totally up to you, he is ok with any decision and be more than happy to kiss you or just take you to another date, maybe in the next one he is going to recieve a one.

Even telling him your house is really far away, he insisted to take you home.

Would you go out with him again?

[lady-sci-fi]

Didn't draw it, but I asked for it.

Artist: PanickingPagan

Anyways: 💭

Awww that is a very cute Tegan/Nyssa fanart.

What is a headcanon you have about your own work?

For my Doctor Who ones, I don't really have any except for my ships being together.

I have had to put a lot of thought into my Star Trek ones, other than ships being together. One major one is post-season 7 Data in regards to his emotion chip. In canon, he gets it at start of season 7, installs it in "Generations," has good control of it and is learning how to process all the emotions by "First Contact," and then by "Insurrection," he... just gets rid of it or its otherwise inexplicably no longer in him?

Since I'm writing a fic (with another planned in the future) that features him post- "First Contact", I had to think about how to do this. The canon treatment doesn't make sense to me with his whole overarching character development. So my headcanon is that he wouldn't get rid of it, and he's been learning more on how to process these emotions and healthily integrating them into his already-existing "android" emotions. The end result is a good blend of both aspects of how he experiences emotion.

Oh and obviously he doesn't die at the end of "Nemesis" :P

Thanks :)

[kangaracha]

📥 🖊 🏅 😈 📚 💭 👩‍🏭 let’s gooooo

📥 What is your fave fic to receive comments/messages on?

HMMMMM my instant reaction was the pokemon fic but the more i think about it the more i think the answer is actually the bucky fic

🖊 Post a snippet from a current WIP.

damn well i've been meaning to send you a valleys sneak peek anyway so birds, stone.

A song finds its way into his head as rain begins to mist down again.

It comes to him from long ago, some winter he's forgotten, and it consists only of a clear, high voice, sharp as the bitter cold. Lover, come to find me in the dark, it croons in the back of his mind.

Nothing comes to him in the night, nothing but the whistle of the wind between buildings and cold water stinging his cheeks as it blows in under the eaves. He huddles down into his collar and bunches his sleeves around his fingers, drawing his cloak tighter. His breath heaves precious warmth into the air like steam rising from a kettle, but his body doesn't feel like it is boiling.

🏅 What is something you recently felt proud of in regard to your writing (finished a fic, actually planned for once, etc).

i've had to step back for a couple weeks while i finish my job and transition back into my horse stuff and all that, so just this week i've been really proud of the quality of writing that i'm producing. the hawkeye fic is a real solid fluff piece, and the one scene of valleys i've written has come out way better than i actually thought it would.

i'm also proud of myself for stepping away from valleys and coming back again. generally when i step away from my multichaps i end up accidentally leaving them for like two years.

😈 Is there anything you enjoy doing that you think your readers hate?

sad endings? hopelessness? mostly i guess because i personally hate that in books and fics....and yet i keep goddamn doing it lmfao. anyway there was a 'people roo made cry' club once so uh...sorry babes.

📚 Do you read your own fic?

haha. yeah i do. guilty. my bucky fic is a work of goddamn art and if you guys aren't gonna read it i'll do it myself. i also reread my pokemon fic a LOT it's my therapy fic lmfao.

💭 What is a headcanon you have about your own work?

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. that it's the best body of work by any author in the zombies fandom. lmfaooooo.

no i guess. there's a running theme in my zombies future fics that are canon compliant of things going downhill a bit after school; tightening restrictions again, protests, etc etc. so i guess that's my headcanon in all my universes. things get hard for them again after high school. and no, i haven't published the fic that actually explores this yet.

👩‍🏭 If one of your fics was going to get you arrested, which one and why?

i mean any of the disney ones, right. they're going to copyright strike us into the ground one day aren't they.

[kleo1504]

It's me again~

Just finished my work and it was very nice to come back to see you posted the wooyoung reading 💕 It definitely was a surprise on the one hand to see this kind of person described as his ideal type but on the other hand it actually fits him very well!

It's so interesting and funny how decks can be! I have one that loves anything to do with love, one that just avoids anything love related (and also very cut through it hurts at times) and my newest and dream finally come true (wanted it for so long) that is more so like a mentor 😂

Work was even more exhausting tonight but at least I'm getting Sunday to rest before Monday class 🥲 Will definitely rest and maybe finish my drawing finally 💭

What are your plans for Sunday?

Sending lots of love 🌸

Hello!

I'm glad you liked the Wooyoung's ideal partner. I honestly was slightly stunned by the outcome. Usually I have a good instinct but this time it caught me off guard. 😂

What kind of decks you have? I'm always interested and it's becoming a bit of an obsession now. 😁 It's truly fascinating like each deck has a different personality.

You go and relax properly, you earned it. Attend your hobbies you like, that's the best kind of relaxation I can think of. 💗

My Sunday started with a bit of an... hmm... disappointment, I could call it? You see I'm a Monsta X fan and ever since beginning Wonho was my bias and I still love him being solo. However, these days I decided it's time to give my attention to the leader Shownu because he wasn't on my radar at all most of the time, I kinda kept forgetting about him. So I studied some facts about him, looked his zodiac signs up, checked how he's compatible with me through a little thingy I myself made in Google sheets, and it turned out he could actually be my ideal type. So for the last few days I was thinking about Shownu a lot. Last night before going to sleep I changed my phone screen wallpaper to a picture of Shownu. Now! Wonho or my subconscious mind didn't like that because I dreamt about him tonight. It was quite a vivid and realistic dream and I woke up in a wrong moment, just when it could become interesting. Here's the disappointment! 😂

Well now I'm about to go grocery shopping and probably will try some new recipe later on. Maybe I'll cook ramen to regain peace with Wonho. 🤣 And yes, because he's claiming my attention back like a spoiled child... I'm going to probably do a reading with him today. 😂

Have a great day! Sending love! 🎀💌🌷

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9:54 am pdt Friday 24 March 2023

They are all liars. They don’t want me around. They plan for me to die. 9/56 am pdt everyone’s fate was decided. They could have prevented a lot of births. They already knew. They don’t care (right eye 👁 ball pain 9:58 am pdt) they lie about the things they never should lie about and they know it. God likes to live heinously and they know it. They smile Bcz they know they got it good. They are not good and they know it. A school 🏫 teacher died of a brain 🧠 tumor.. she wanted euthanasia. & they made her have to fight to get it. 10:01 am pdt I think 💭 she wanted it Bcz maybe they told her it was terminal and she was probably suffering a lot. They like pain for others. 10:02 am pdt 10:03 am pdt now incubus is burning my head brain 🧠 again. He attacked me my brain 🧠 skull 💀 after I wrote on tumblr. 10:04 am pdt

10:08 am pdt I’m stuck in this hell. Until I’m dead 😵.

10:18 am pdt the power out last week affected the whole area I grew up (chest heart ♥️? Pain 10:19 am pdt) and Scott’s Cupertino. I think 💭 the incubus had his miñions steal records to prevent us from finding out that Brendan Lean was living in my neighborhood & the yearbooks associated? ... with me in it. 10:22 am pdt

1:29 pmpdt incubus plans to kill me by making me look 👀 and be authentically crazy by destroying me piece by piece. He plans to hide Melissa cuen and Brendan lean forever. 1:31 pmpdt nothing will come to light. No one will do anything to make this hell end for me. Scott will continue to kill people and make it look like an accident and smile and be happy about it. Even though he has foresight and can prevent death ☠️ he chooses to play dumb and slay. He should have had high beam lights, but he chose low beams. He had a cat 🐱 named Toby and probably thought 💭 he could see well like a cat 🐱 in the dark. He talked about peripheral vision (problems <-accidentally chose from autocorrect back hand 🤚 pain 1:36 pmpdt diarrhea) Bcz he worked at lens crafters he told me and the owner of the store 🏬 went on vacation and never came back. Scott probably scared 😱 him away how I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️. 1:37 pmpdt probably the west gate mall. 1:38 pmpdt

3:40 pmpdt 3:41 pmpdt while I was at UCB I was still trying to overcome my shyness. I (vag pain 3:42 pmpdt) still had difficulty with breaking away from conversations. Usually I got stuck with more extroverted (feel diarrhea 3:42 pmpdt 😞) vag acid?pain 3:43 pmpdt) people who have a tendency to talk a lot. I don’t remember every conversation but for some reason I had fear of interrupting and a lot of times I had difficulty deciding (left hip bone 🦴 pain 3:45 pmpdt) in what words to use and I think I would often think 💭 a lot of words sounded rude so I’d procrastinate hoping the other person would end it in time for me to go. Once I got frustrated and I actually did say the rudest thing by blaming him for not ending the conversation sooner. Weird. I am weird. Probably Bcz of my head trauma and lack of sleep 😴 & eczema infection problems. This was the teacher 🧑🏿‍🏫 for the same class I think 💭h that I made the blunder of claiming it was my idea 💡 to draw ✍️ the shadows outside. It was a relatively small progect that we probably only had 30 minutes to do. It was more like a spontaneous short exercise. If pain! Right arm 3:52 pmpdt . It’s weird that I would swing btwn thise two extremes? Opposite sides, polarities? Being afraid to interrupt Bcz I’m afraid of interrupting. I had the same problem in elementary school 🏫 when I was 9 or 10 years old and hesitated for many minutes to interrupt my mom and sister’s? Teacher 👩‍🏫 in the middle of their conversation Bcz I neede to pee and I thought 💭 I was obligated to tell them before going So I ended up peeing in my pants 👖 all over the floor! Frustrated & started getting desperate & having difficulty accepting responsibility makes for weird sh*t to happen. That same teacher almost cut me with a knife 🔪 after that he looked angry too. 3:58 pmpdt I don’t think 🤔 I ever intentionally cut someone with a knife 🔪 out of anger. Or any emotion. I am afraid 😱 of sharp things. 3:59 pmpdt

4:03 pmpdt it was embarrassing 😳 that I peed in my pants 👖 completely drenched. I was already well potty 🚽 trained for years. 4:04 pmpdt

4:05 pmpdt ***blaming (vag sting pain 4:06 pmpdt) him for me being late to meet another teacher 👨🏻‍🏫 Bcz he didn’t end the conversation sooner. 4:07 pmpdt

4:29 pmpdt Bcz he’s a teacher at UCB, & UCB is also called bezerkeley, Bcz it’s a little crazy eccentric? He was probably smart and should have figured something out, so it was probably easy for that guy to rebuttal what I said in class and get proper credit. I’m sure now though that no one really has sympathy or empathy for me. The question though that bugs me is if a bad believe able person was to rise to power and murder a lot of good people would you side with them? Without access to knowledge and technology you don’t know what they’re making up. If we are all really tested then did we all fail? I guess it really is dog 🐶 eat dog 🐶 world 🌎 forever ♾. 4:35 pmpdt if aliens 👽 from a distant planet 🌎 came who was 100% themselves with out being controlled by god (acid throat pain vag acid acid throat mouth 👄 pain !!!! 4:36 pmpdt) what would happen what would you do or know? They kill you but every one assumes you deserved it? So they don’t do anything to find out. 4:37 pmpdt

7:30 🕢 pmpdt when I was 6 years old I played in the bathtub 🛀 with my little pony. It’s paper stick on eyes 👀 washed out in the tub 🛀 or in the sink. Originally had blue eyes 👀 and my dad repainted it in lavender. This was in San Jose after moving from king 👑 city 🌃. 7:35 pmpdt

7:39 pmpdt around the same time but probably on a different day I did something and I don’t want to say what it was. I lied 🤥 when my dad asked if I did it. It was a weird thing to ask about now that I think 🤔 about it. Bcz it was obvious I did it. I basically did it infront of him? Anyways, I think incubus has been giving me a hard time about it about lying 🤥. that reminds me, Q likes the tv 📺 show pretty little liars. She told me I should watch that and Grimm I think 💭? 7:46 pmpdt left hip bone 🦴 pain minutes ago. 7:47 pmpdt if my dad believed (diarrhea 7:48 pmpdt) god possessed people like Egyptian god ra in his daughters mayb my response to him could have sounded like a sarcastic joke. But I was 6 years old. 7:50 pmpdt god comes up 🆙 with weird lying 🤥 reasons for things happening. 7:51 pmpdt makes him look 👀 heinous to me. Maybe 🤔 raping an 11 year old... do you think 🤔 it’s possible garrido was breaking her vagina every time he did it? She said it hurt? It’s not death ☠️ incubus said to me in my head. I think 🤔 I should question 🙋🏻‍♀️ it. 7:54 pmpdt I think 🤔 garrido probably was breaking her opening entrance of her vagina ripping flesh but incubus probably healed it up 🆙 so he could keep doing it. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ much about p*nis. Is p*nis a hard bone 🦴? 7:57 pmpdt p*nis is weird to me I need to look 👀 it up 🆙. I wonder 💭 (pain acid sharp anus 8 pmpdt) if she bled a lot each time he did it to her? 8 pmpdt

12:28 am pdt incubus attacked my lower back and inside of my skull ☠️ and brain 🧠 while I was laying down with acid I think 💭 again. 12:29 am pdt I really incubus does not care about me. I think 🤔 he tricked me & a lot of people into continuing to neglect me. Before, I think 🤔 he gave them the reason to not treat me well Bcz I was a bad person? My aunt told me god is angry with me and that I am a bad girl. She told me that years ago, & (vag acid pain 12:32 am pdt) 12:33 am pdt and now I think 🤔 they’re continuing the same treatment but for opposite reasons it seems? It seems like a con to me to let me die. Deteriorate. I guess this is karma for something. Was it x (acid throat pain 12:35 am pdt) for Q not x accidentally typed. Left side rib pain. 12:36 am pdt I already was trying to end things with Q . I talked to other people how I felt. One person suggested I try to patch things up 🆙 with Q have a heart ♥️ to heart ♥️ talk. I didn’t want to. He is going to claim probably that it was a test I failed maybe about Q & posting the picture links. I had difficulty accepting that I failed a test even if it was true. I think 🤔 it was not a good test. Bcz I had felt like I didn’t want to sacrifice myself for Q. I had stuff going on all my life a lot of mediocrity I guess and unhappiness. I was already pulling away from Q. I didn’t think 🤔 it was fair or right. It looked like Q had something going on so it actually I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️, maybe 🤔 it looked like stuff was already known and she was already being punished for it. But I guess there was a possibility that behati didn’t know? And that it was faked? I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️! But he was putting the same lines on me. I am very (lower back pain 12:46 am pdt) if the whole family put the same lines on Q that they’re putting (right arm pain 12:47 am pdt) on me now (left jaw bone 🦴 lower back bones 🦴 pain 12:48 am pdt). Then I guess they duped me again. 12:49 am pdt I don’t think 🤔 I can do something’s anymore and they like to force me into those things. 😞😖😭😤🥵 12:51 am pdt they’re torturing me in every way. I find them totally 💯 heinous to do thise th (throat acid pain 12:52 am pdt) I don’t remember putting acid on anyone. I think 🤔 I was always alone when I worked. I also more than once sweeped 🧹 the (acid anus pain 12:54 pmpdt) floor 12:55 pmpdt

I thought 💭 i was careful there. Once when I was on the phone ☎️ with the guy I fell in love with beginning of college b4 dating my first boyfriend, it might have been after the breakup or b4 dating? My memory is weird Bcz I think 🤔 I remembered still being like a kid but maybe 🤔 it (lower back bones 🦴 pain 12:59 am pdt) was after the breakup (vag acid pain 1 am pdt) maybe 🤔 late 2005 or later I think 🤔 I only remembered the first thing I was most shameful about (acid left of eye 👁 not the eye 1:01 am pdt) the guy I asked me, I think 🤔, if I’ve ever did anything? And I cried and said something like “I can’t tell you!” I felt too much guilt to [not 1:07 am pdt] deny but too much shame to admit. 1:04 am pdt

1:11 am pdt the word guilty has weird stuff attached to it. 1) guilty as in not innocent 😇. 2) guilt (trip) as in feelings that manipulate? Me or you to feel sorry 😞 3) recently I heard about there are people who will do whatever they can to hurt you. These type of people disable us from being able (vag pain 1:16 am pdt) to have fun 🤩. I’m not smart. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ what god’s complete plans are. But I’ve been given signs 🪧 that I am a sacrifice. Incubus/miñion keep hinting that the sacrifice is needed. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ how big the universe is, but the joy of life had been sucked out of me a lot. I had to pretend to be happy or be content with stuff like being alone with tv 📺. 😞 good bye 👋 happiness 🎶🎼🎵🎤 utada hikaru. 1:20 am pdt (the world 🌎) they’ve been sending mixed signals but it is very apparent now that I’m dying 😵 and they want to break my back and make me fall. A Doctor 🥼 randomly asked me if I fell . ≈2020? 2019? But with (pain acid right nostril 👃 1:23 am pdt) all the ways every one else was to me it seemed like they were hinting that I was going to (vag pain 1:24 am pdt) and they were looking forward to it. 1:25 am pdt I think 🤔 I would rather get decapitated by a samarai sword 🗡. Something fast. 1:26 am pdt I once did a drawing ✍️ Of my body headless holding my wrist with eczema (right hip bone 🦴 pain skull 💀 bone pain 1:27 am pdt) on my hand 🤚 that resembles the desert 🏜 (diarrhea minute ago 1:28 am pdt)😤🥵1:29 am pdt