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Claudia development was truly just learning that the problem wasn't just vampire but MEN vampire. And I respect that.
#more seriously claudia story broke my heart so I need to joke about it#claudia#iwtv#interview with the vampire#Claudia you would have loved place where men are banned
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Week two of the Bonfire Art Bash: Storytelling! I always enjoyed those colouring/story combo books as a kid and wanted to continue this year's personal theme of "things I could hand/mail to their characters' owners if they wanted them," so I made a trio of colouring pages, then coloured them myself! Gave it a stained glass look too, both because that makes it more satisfying to colour (for me, anyway) and because it's a neat effect that's easy to pull off—avoid large uninterrupted swaths of space and repeating the same exact colour next to itself and you're golden.
Bonus: the heights of the characters aren't quite square but they were designed to make one big continuous image if you hide the "middle" borders!
#xellart#stvbb24#stvbb2024#world of warcraft#fanart#artists on tumblr#alex#andrea witterel#everyone except the three main people are my alts#it would have been a great spot to fit more bashgoers in#but then if two people from the same one took me up on the offer to mail them the originals I'd be in a pickle#the marker paper I bought for this is absolute hot garbage btw#it SORT of lends to the stained glass effect a little?#but it was a nightmare to work with#and hq markers really shouldn't look like that#I have no idea where my 'good' marker paper is though so alas#we do what we must etc#pandaren#night elf#kul tiran#human#dwarf#goblin#blood elf#tauren#also tumblr is probably the best place online for a triptych#since you can have three images in a row#patreon and bluesky not so much heh#also I just posted this to IP by accident#the idea of having to rewrite my tag storm and all my image descriptions broke my heart a little
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WHAHAHAHHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTT!?!
#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#OMG NEVERMORE’S FIRST SEASON IS COMPLETE#WHAT A CRAZY FEELING MARCH 3 2022 ME COULD NOT HAVE THOUGHT THIS IS WHERE WE’D BE AFTER ALL THESE YEARS#BUT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#FIRST OFF THANK YOU RED N’ FLYNN FOR YOUR WONDERFUL WORK THIS SEASON IT WAS AMAZING I LOVED ALL OF IT#OK EPISODE UHHHH DOLLY AND POPPET ARE STILL CUTE AND BADASS#POPPET YOU LEFT HER ALL ALONE SHE CALLED YOU THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE#OOOOOOHHHHHH POPPET’S MAGIC PRETTY ALL THE MAGIC IN THIS SERIES PRETTYYYYYYY#PROSPERO LOOKS SO PRETTY IN HIS PAJAMAS IDKKKK WHYYYYYY LOVE THE SHIRT#SORRY MONTY YOU CAN’T RUN#WASSUP WILL LOOK AT THE BOOOOOIIIIISSSSSSSS#POPPET’S SPEECH LOOKED SO COOL#OOOOHHHHHH THEY’RE ALL SO SCAREDDDDD#LENORE BROKE MY HEART THIS EPISODE OMG LIKE WHEN THEY WERE HOLDING HER BACK AND SHE’S LIKE “NO!”#“DON’T MAKE ME SIT IDLY BY WHILE IT KILLS THE ONES I LOVE. LET ME GO. PLEASE.” HURRRRTTTTTSSSSS MEEEEEEEEEEEE I’M DYYYYYIIIINNNNGGGGG#JUST NEEDS HER WIFE THEN EVERYTHING’S FINE Y’ALL DON’T UNDERSTAND#WHY IS MANIFESTING IN FRONT OF IT SO BAD I WANT TO KNOW#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA GET AWAY FROM HEEEERRRRRRRR STAGGGG#OHHHH THE DETAILS AND SHADING ON THAT LAST PANEL MMMMMMMMMMMMM DELICIOUS#THANK YOU SO MUCH RNF FOR BOTH YOUR SERIES THEY’RE THE LIGHTS OF MY LIFE WHEN THEY’RE GOING#TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS YOU NEED FOR S2 GET SOME REST#WE’LL BE HERE :))))#THANKS TO YOU GUYS FOR READING MY UNHINGED TAGS EVERY WEEK HOPE YOU’LL STICK AROUND FOR MORE OF ME AND MY THINGS#YAYYYYYYYYYYY NEVERMORE SEASON 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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god i finally watched new episodes my honest reaction is jgiwoaoKzmxmkwkakkak
#it kinda doesnt feel real for me idk why#like i do not actually process all of it??#tho I DO have ideas and thinking i did pay attention#maybe i've just had a wild day i guess#but also oh god vex'ahlia broke my heart#twice#first time were when scanlan was talking how he couldn't be at two places at the same time to help 'em and she said nobody gives a fuck#i feel so bad for scanlan rn i love him#haven't watched campaing to the bard's lament yet but oh fuck im too spoiled i do know what happens where (a little bit)#the second time was when she said she really cares for percy i started crying at that moment#also im a lil bit disappointed cuz i thought we would get percys death and vex's spech but we got “i open the door completly naked” scene ->#and im very happy we got it like oh wow i didn't expect that#but idk im just a girl and i love percahlia's slowburn#since i watched 64 eps of actual campaign it become hard for me to not compare campaign and tlovm cuz obviosly its very different#but with percahlia in tlovm we don't have hours and hours of campaign context#(we don't have percy making her arrows)#and i understand why cuz 100+ streams 3+ hours each is one thing and animated series with 12 eps of 25 minutes is another#but as i said previosly it is very hard for me to not compare it#by the way i do think changes in tlovm make sense#cuz like?? i think vex is more sharpy in tlovm than in campaign?? like#like she punced scanlan in first season and in campaign they are kinda good friends and i really love them??#*punched#and i think she's more ?? bossy i guess?? idk how to put it into words but in my head it makes sense “i open the door completly naked” ->#goes earlier than “i shouldve told you its yours” cuz shes playing pretend even more than in campaign???#acts like its casual when its actually isnt AT ALL#and im glad percy said “what is it i want” to vex cuz its kinda like that scene in campaign when percy talked to vax#when he called them all family for the first time and said he's trying to find what he wants in life#i love percy and vax dynamic btw#i wanted to write even more here but apparently i can do only 30 tags wtf#they want me to actually write posts oh no. hate to put it all in tags but im too nervous abt posting on the internet
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I do gotta say tho, even tho I’m mad at aziraphale because he’s being a terrible boyfriend like what you said about the “I forgive you like” because WHAT. But also I really like the way the show really demonstrates the underlying cruelty of heaven and it’s angels. Really shows the hypocrisy of a group of beings who are supposed to do good, especially aziraphale who really buys into the heaven propaganda, who hurts people, particularly the person who means the most to him. Because like you said he fully just takes advantage of that devotion Crowley has for him. Insane, this shwo makes me INSANE
I missed this anon and yeah! The angels were one of my favourite parts of the season, and I think the strongest element aside from Neil Gaiman deciding he's just a simple man who wants to put his otp in situations. They are deeply awful and I kind of love them. They are the exact kind of moralizing hypocrites who are callous and cruel precisely because they think being on team good means everything they do is justified and it's actually impossible for them to be in the wrong (they're angels! is it even possible for them to do the wrong thing?).
but!! To me, they also seem like they're basically kids? Obviously they're not literally children, but there is this very consistent reoccurring joke about how childish/sheltered/immature they are. Muriel is the most obvious example, but the archangels come off like bratty twelve year olds to her sweet little kid.
Gabriel is basically teenager in love flipping off his family as he runs away with his backstreet guy. Uriel is constantly picking at Michael, Michael is playing at being in charge like it's a game, and it's ridiculously easy for both Aziraphale and Crowely to trick them obvious half assed lies. They're not allowed to ask questions! The Metatron treats them like badly behaved kids out past their curfew. At any point an old man with a beard may pop up to scold them and send them home, and they're all scared of doing something wrong by his standards and getting in trouble with this guy who is pointedly not God but who lines up exactly with the pop-culture idea of god the father, and who offers Aziraphale, among other things, a respite from the hard work of figuring out what the right thing to do is for himself. It's fine! You don't have to question the belief system you were born into or make a painful break with everything you've ever known! Aziraphale has had six thousand years on earth to grow up, but the other angels have been sitting in a sterile white box playing "i'm not touching you" games with each other and filing paperwork.
And I think that's extra interesting because this season also really emphasizes:
Heaven has Institutional Problems
Aziraphale isn't the only angel who's unhappy in heaven. Gabriel and Muriel were both completely miserable. They just didn't understand that they were unhappy because they'd never experienced anything else.
Angels who aren't Aziraphale can change and grow! There's very explicitly Gabriel being changed by love and Muriel growing up a bit on earth, and from a more fan-theory angle there's also Jimbriel, who I think is probably basically Gabriel minus the war and six thousand years of playing referee for Michael and Uriel while unleashing an assortment of plague and calamities on earth because that's God's will! Buck up champ.
We also get Gabriel and Beezelebub talking about how their underlings basically live for Armageddon, "if you can call that living." This is so bleak. They've all been on a six thousand year time out just dreaming of the day they get to beat the shit out of each other until they feel better, but it won't work because eternity is just more of the box.
Anyway I think it's going in a distinctly eden adjacent direction. Aziraphale is going to tempt those angels with knowledge and the capacity for change. I have veered so far from your ask anon i'm sorry you're right heaven really went all out on sucking this season & while Crowley and Aziraphale are both fucking it up Crowley refrains from being spectacularly cruel to Aziraphale about it and Aziraphale should learn to return the favour. I forgive you!! I forGIVE you. I forgive YOU. "you can be an angel again" is actually a worse thing to say than "you're a demon. i don't even like you." when he finally picks crowley over heaven i'm going to lose my mind.
#good omens spoilers#good omens season two spoilers#idk it makes me sad that i didn't like the humans very much this season because i think ideally they're central to this whole how to be#a person question i also hope we get to see more of hell next season because i do think they're stuck in basically the same place#with a different aesthetic! and the stick being#thrown into a torture pit instead of thrown into hell#or like. mindwiped and locked in an office for all eternity#gabriel broke my heart which is embarrassing but when he goes from not even understanding what music is to experiencing#the simple pleasure of sharing a song with someone for the very first time and almost immediately hits repeat for eternity... baby. baby bo#i would also like more crowley! this was very much the season of aziraphale#which is fine but i missed him yelling questions at god and the bits where it seemed he really wanted aziraphale's opinion instead of just#wanting aziraphale to develop better opinions#next season had better be crowley wrestles with the universe i am telling you!!!#remember three months ago when i was like eh... another good omens season#i bet it'll be cute but i'm content with my book#i don't go here i said strapping on my clown shoes#seriously though i do think crowley is scared to admit to wanting to be good both because god rejected him and he doesn't want#to be a sucker for her (he is only interested in being a sucker for aziraphale)#and like. chase after something he's barred from and has already been told isn't for him.#and that's why it's so hard for him to admit even to himself that he too would be unhappy ditching earth#in ways that parallel aziraphale's unwillingness to let go of heaven as a source of moral authority and goodness#but the way aziraphale goes oh no! i cannot trust my own judgement and desires. They are suspect!#my judgement is that crowley is good and also funny and sexy. my desires are for his company and also his body#therefore the source of these desires is also maybe bad. i mean he's a demon. he's got to be bad#right??? but no. but i saw him do a good thing. but maybe i didn't? I should probably take a stance on this.#and he makes this crowley's problem until the apocalypse but then the second he gets the chance to cram crowley and his feelings for him#back in a heaven approved box he jumps at it in a way that requires just being WILDLY insensitive and dismissive of crowley's feelings#he's not just being a dick about their relationship he is being a dick about crowley as a person. and he should know better but is choosing#not to because he wants the easy out so badly. anyway i love him he was my favourite character all season no notes#good omens
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SurrealEstate 2.03 The Butler Didn't
"Why do all of August's machines look like what people in 1953 thought machines in 1997 would look like..."
#SurrealEstate#syfyedit#syfysource#my gifs#oh this episode broke my heart#the ones where it's all a misunderstanding always break my heart the most#ALSO???? can we talk about luke and susan being sooooooooooooo. cold to each other????#LIKE!!#Luke loses his powers and all of a sudden he's a bitch and a half about it meanwhile susan has been better than him this whole time!!!!!#you know i bet they're gonna do something like. susan starts her own agency...#i don't want this lil family to break up :/ but GOD do i wanna see luke be put in his place.#also. would love to see more about what actually is going on with him you know.#ALSO CONGRATS ZOOEY GOT HER REAL ESTATE LICENSE SHE'S MOVING UP IN THE WORLD SHE'S GONNA BE SO GOOD I KNOW IT!!!!
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neil gaiman if you do not fix this shit in the season 3 fucking premiere i will commit arson against the nearest bookshop i can find and that is a threat
#personal#good omens#the bit where crowley talked about nightingales broke my HEART#stupid fucking song about stupid angels falling in love at the stupid ritz#stupid show stupid book it's my fault for having read it in the first place#i'm so upset i'm never going to recover
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back to my roots (drawing alfred and aethelflaed interactions, cause they melt my heart)
also the 1st season squad is very important to me, i love them a lot
+ moments from books that were stuck in my mind while i was drawing))
#my art#my doodles#yeah i am ignoring the golden hair description cause even though it might’ve been even more visually striking i reference the show#for characters’ looks#my brain won’t let me break this self-imposed rule sorry#but aren’t they so sweet?#i’m definitely not thinking about how it would feel to remember a moment like this after they both are gone#absolutely not thinking about that uh-uh#and yeah i’m#trying to depict more historically accurate clothes while using 21st century language#mad lad behaviour#i love the interactions between uhtred and little aethelflaed in the books#there aren’t many of them but they are kinda hilarious#love the one where he basically wants to tell alfred to fuck off but can’t do it cause aethelflaed is laying in her dad’s lap and watching#uhtred like a hawk#and the scene where she tells uhtred she wanted danes to come closer to their hiding place so she could watch him chop their heads off#what a kid right?#i don’t actually mind their relationship in the show and 5th season absolutely broke my heart#but fond uncle uhtred and bright little menace aethelflaed is one of my most beloved headcanons for sure#wholesome#the last kingdom#tlk#tlk alfred#tlk aethelflaed#tlk uhtred#tlk leofric#tlk iseult#tlk hild
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I worry this wound will never close and will continue to bleed
#I want to stop hurting so bad but im worried I never will stop hurting because of how much it still hurts and how it leaves me confused.#It’s been a few months and I still cry about it. My heart still aches and breaks when I think about it.#I thought they were someone who wouldn’t hurt me. but I guess I was fooled. I guess they always were that someone. Just hidden#it hurts to know that someone who I thought was a close friend and an ex got “together” in a way.#They aren’t exactly together together but together in a way where they’re kinda fucking#And that’s where it hurts. To know what they’re doing.#that was my closest friend. my actual soulmate I believed. and thats my ex. They got “together” a month later after we broke up.#after talking about it to a few people.. were they attracted to each other even when my ex and I were together? If so.. what was I?#And how could they do this so easily? Or am I just overthinking/overreacting?? I don’t know. I need someone to tell me#I look back when my friend & I were still friends. I think I started to lose them during the beginning of summer last year#I just tried believing I wasn’t and things would fall back into place soon. but they weren’t.#They just said one thing and left. Leaving me alone in the dark.#I don’t know.. I get it in some way? I was in a bad place and probably draining for them to stay but like#Idk.. I guess I can understand why they left me. but why get with someone who I dated and start.. fucking.#im so hurt by this. I’m worried this wound will never close and that I’ll be a wounded dog chained to the tree forever.
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Not me crying over Baldur’s Gate 3, my Tav is slowly getting more and more morally dubious and it’s only a little bit their fault
#spoilers in the tags cause I’m rambling#I’m in act two and I made it to the little light village. absolutley delighted to see everyone again it’s great#and then of course everything goes side ways- and guys.#I don’t know. if you’re supposed to win that fight with Jenieha or whatever her name is alive#but everyone outside of my group (had astarion shadowheart and wyll with me) died#and it was heart wrenching#like it totally felt like that was supposed to be the safe place where we all get together and march out on the absolute and what not#and then it just fell apart so devastatingly and I’m not okay about it#and more importantly my tav (Zeilith) is not okay about it#anyways point is I think they a little bit broke down sobbing before deciding they’re going to kill everyone that they have to#instead of getting into a fight with the one spider guy down the road she lied to him to get the fairy light and sent him off into the#darkness with his group to die to the shadow demons djdjdjjdjdjd#she’s keeping the fairy in the lamp cause she needs it and she’s done taking chances#it’s w i l d#anyways I’m having a ball#Tav is going to commit manslaughter and also cry over Mol because that’s her kid now djdjjsjs
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#it’s crazy what happens when you feel so safe with people that you can stop hiding#this week there was no major coming out moment no heart to heart where i broke it to someone that i struggle a lot w my mental health#no sob story of my life it was just simple to exist as Myself and no one gave two fucks that i wasn’t who a lot of people in life perceive#me to be#idk if that makes sense to anyone reading this but the euphoria it brought me to be in that kinda place again was so welcomed after the past#few weeks#ik a lot of it can be attributed to not being home/around my current community while i was away but it made me so excited for getting to#move in the next year and find that sense of peace in a more permanent setting#z rambles
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#❝ think i forgot how to be happy something i'm not but something i can be ❞ ;; vis#❝ i'm starvin' darlin' let me put my lips to somethin' ❞ ;; ic#❝ i'm a man of wealth and taste i've been around for a long long years stole many a man's soul and faith ❞ ;; abt#❝ ten thousand candles couldn't light all the darkness in my heart ❞ ;; aes#❝ i belong to here where no one cares and no one loves no light no air to live in ❞ ;; isms#❝ i have heard enough of these voices almost like i have no choice ❞ ;; hcs#❝ i can be the subject of your dreams your sickening desire ❞ ;; desires#❝ even with nothing on bet i made you look ❞ ;; wardrobe#❝ i'm gonna dance with my hands above my head ❞ ;; playlist#❝ tell everybody i’m on my way new friends and new places to see ❞ ;; main verse#❝ i broke my chains there's more to do and i still want to live ❞ ;; freedom verse#❝ everybody knows that home is where your teeth sink love ❞ ;; ascension verse#❝ pull me by my hair so i don't go nowhere ❞ ;; pre game verse
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the sith campaign ✦ act four - korriban
“tu’kata live in the tunnels of these canyons. if you’ve never seen them, suffice it to say that they are large and teethed. but they live there, down in the dark, the heat, the red, close to the force that beats at the core of korriban, able to sense its power and yet too unformed to grasp it.
they are jealous creatures, the tu’kata. jealous, and angry. they would rip the throat from a lifemate for a better cut of meat. they follow only the one strongest enough to keep them in line and, given half a chance and a well-placed shadow, they’d kill them, too, and claim their place for however long they might rule.
a hunger for power. a ruthless striving for the top. blood. these are the principles upon which we have founded this eminent academy, and these are the principles which, in the coming week, you will carve into your very souls.
it is a tu’kata eat tu’kata world here.
look around—left to right. you have no friends here. only rivals. those who survive to graduate can rest assured that they are among the best the galaxy has to offer.”
#an excerpt from the speech of the headmaster of the sith academy bc why else would you go to korriban#korriban is haunted. a scar which never heals which weeps blood still. remembered anger.#(carnadine alone saw the truth on jedha. and for that their followers died; were torn apart; broke themselves apart trying to follow them.#and carnadine made them do it so they would not need to walk alone. and they failed. and bita died.)#love this place!!#what cheerful fun#anna immediately used my broken sith power to ruin all my small bad plans#ft. a fun little roil of mayhem in the caves and fen going off on a spiritual journey where she gave up so so much (but not sumi never sumi)#so that they could walk where carnadine had--could go to the heart of korriban and hear the song of the force#:D#mine#*#my writing#dnd#sithcampaign
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my most self indulgent hc that is closest to my heart and haven't talked about in years is vespa ilkay filipino (her eyes have a rage you only see in 3rd world med students)
#when u grow up in a place where going into healthcare is a ticket out of ur shithole country that exports 10000s f healthcare workers yearly#but only if you're a nurse or some other profession that can still get ordered around in hospitals#the amount of MDs i know who tried working abroad thn got their degrees & licenses rejected so they had to pick up...a wildly different job#and also vespa ilkay medtech grad real in my heart of course (points at heart of it all pt 2 the blood tells you everything)#and vespa ilkays mom ofw na unti-unting hindi na umuwi also real in my third secret heart#her network of med professional friends is fucking huge bc filipinos go into pre/med expecting half the ppl to leave for richer countries#which is to say most of my friends are already making plans of leaving for the usa/australia/singapore etc etc and some are there already#most of her college batch is scattered across the galaxy they have a groupchat named 'brain drain gang class of 2XXX' or wtv the fuck#but also college swamp girl vespa is just so dear to my heart like the mental image of her#studying under a mosquito net sweating wearing a neck fan with her illegally photocopied medical textbooks from rangian recto avenue#she broke my 'characters i love are southeast asian (in general) characers i hate and want to suffer are filipinos' rule i'm sorry queen#skl.txt#rangian recto avenue whee she gets a fake marriage certificate for her and buddy for shits n giggles#guy who knows all the alumni gives her one for free when she visits they have copies of the vesbud wanted posters behind the counter
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and for the second ask !! again lmk if anything i say here is like Too Much i will simply either delete that part or delete the whole thing i dont wanna say anything you’d rather i not
ngl i cant speak for too much bc i am Nawt in the xiaolumi community i kind of accidentally dug myself into a hole and i am holding hands with u and cherry cheruim as my most favoritest xiaolumi enjoyers ever and i am so content with it.... but i have seen 'they should kiss and get married already' time and time again ESPECIALLY with other pairings that i love to interpret as qprs (one specifically) (i live in shame) (that being said i am also So Right About Them) and i fully understand the sort of frustration/sadness that comes with it. bc ur right theres nothing wrong with romance kissing marriage w/e but to have it be so commonly and so easily seen as that “next step up” and the only way for them to become closer is so :[[[[
also seeing you say you admire what i can spill publicly is SO funny to me in ways i cannot explain without Really Truly oversharing <- and like yeah i have made them my entire personality at this point Oops but the biggest deepest reason they’re my whole personality...... well that is my little secret and in the meantime i will continue to adore them as a qpr and their emotional intimacy and the amount of trust they can have in each other and care and love without romance having literally anything to do with it <3 qpr endgame my [insert 10 million heart emojis here im not on my phone pensive]
#parasocial bestie tag#i hope i answered this Somewhat okay#im very tired and still mostly braindead so if theres any point i missed ur more than free to reiterate in my silly little inbox#i love the besties to death they put up with so much xiaolumi rambling from me but they arent on the same wavelength#and its just. been so nice talking to people who ARE and people who somehow interpret it the same way i do like. aaaaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!#also spoiler i used to be a HUGE miraculous ladybug fan and adrien marinette qpr still has such a special place in my heart#i dont think i ever saw anything other than romance for them but i had this whole fic written up in my head#where they dated for a few weeks and it felt weird and forced and just. not right. and so they broke up#and the breakup was so REFRESHING and suddenly they were talking properly again and bantering and getting closer than ever#and without forcing the romance it allowed them to be so much happier and so much more free around each other and like it was a whole thing#<- nothing to do with anything its just secret aly lore for anyone who read this far into the tags#qprs my EVERYTHING for realsies
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"Maeve is capable of worming her way into a person's mind," Rowan said. "She likely knows who our allies are and might have already compromised them." He braced a hand on Goldryn's hilt, the warm metal a comforting touch. "We don't risk it."
Lorcan grunted his agreement.
Elide said, "Maeve doesn't know me or barely does. No one here would recognize me, especially if I can ... adjust my appearance. Like I did with spreading those lies about the Valg prince. I could try to get into the city tomorrow and see if there's anything to learn."
"No."
Lorcan's reply was a knife in the dark.
Elide said to him, cool and unfazed, "You're not my commander. You're not in my court."
She turned to Rowan. But he was.
He outranked her. Rowan tried not to recoil. Aelin had laid this upon him.
Lorcan hissed, "She doesn't know the city layout, doesn't know how to handle the guards
"Then we teach her," Gavriel cut in. "Tonight. We teach her what we know."
Lorcan bared his teeth. "If Maeve remains in Doranelle, she will sniff her out."
"She won't," Elide said.
"She found you on that beach," Lorcan snapped.
Elide lifted her chin. "I am going into that city tomorrow."
"And what are you going to do? Ask if Aelin Galathynius has been strutting about town? Ask if Maeve's available for high tea?" Lorcan's snarl ripped through the air.
Elide didn't back down for a heartbeat. "I'm going to ask after Cairn."
They all stilled. Rowan wasn't entirely certain he'd heard her correctly.
Elide steadily surveyed them. "Surely a young, mortal woman is allowed to inquire about a Fae male who jilted her."
Lorcan went pale as the moon above them.
"Elide." When she didn't reply, Lorcan whirled on Rowan. "We'll scout, there's another way to
Elide only said to Rowan, "Find Cairn, and we find Aelin. And learn if Maeve remains."
Fear no longer bloomed in Elide's eyes. Not a trace remained in her scent.
So Rowan nodded, even as Lorcan tensed.
"Good hunting, Lady."
#Chapter 21#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Mass#Rowan Whitethorn#no spoilers please#first read#read with me#read along#notes and annotations in the tags - cause the lines - like: Fear no longer bloomed in Elide's eyes. — Maeve can worm her way in as a Valg#Rowan knew every path traveled and hidden into Doranelle. Both the lush kingdom and the sprawling city it had been named after.#Aelin had not broken yet. He knew it had felt it. It would likely be driving Maeve mad. — when she says I never broke and he says I know#and then his heart breaks knowing that she thought he thought she did#because Maeve would literally rather fight a demon than an Aelin that’s how strong our girl is#A fool's gamble but the only one they could make. — a fool for her#what do you mean Maeve’s cloaking ability’s and why does night curled sound like Mistward and how’s Emrys by the way#She was here. She'd been here the entire time. If they'd come directly to Doranelle- — Elide had known#Under the sliver of a moon the gray-stoned city was bathed in white wreathed in mist from the surrounding rivers and waterfalls.#where they’d once been in HoF last with the same prayers#Home. Or it had been.#For centuries they had known these people lived amongst them. Called them friends.#But were any aware who was held in their midst? Had they heard her screams? — Rowan your literally breaking my heart#His mountains. The place he'd once called home where that mountain house had stood until it had been burned.#and then he married the living matches girl#Aelin was down there. In that city. He knew it could feel it. — AGONY *hey google play AGONY*#The idea was abhorrent. Sleeping while Aelin was mere miles away. His ears strained as if he might pick up her screams on the wind. MY HEART#like a blanket of stars. — to keep her safe —to keep them from getting in — to keep her from getting out — Maeve at least knows she’s strong#They'd have to be clever. Cunning. — good thing that’s Elide’s Anniethblessed specialty#especially in the wake of the House of Whitethorn's betrayal in Eyllwe? — house of Whitethorn TERRASEN NOW YALL#You're not my commander. You're not in my court. She turned to Rowan. But he was. — Oh damn lady of Perranth#Ask if Aelin Galathynius has been strutting about town? Ask if Maeve's available for high tea? — YES — good hunting lady — Deanna?
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