#pinki speaks

[pinkiceee]

ahhh my first personal vent post… it’s about time 💗

tldr; celebrating my 25th birthday, letting go, moving on, and showing gratitude

sooo yesterday was my 25th birthday !!! and it truly was one for the books. my fiancé made it so special and lovely and i am forever grateful, because i was scared of this birthday. scared of what it meant to be 25, a “quarter way through life” as they say. and although it was fucking fantastic, it also served me a sad reminder that friends don’t last forever.

my best friend of over 10 years has gained a following through tiktok (over 700k followers almost) and over the last few weeks, she’s received so many amazing opportunities! going on podcasts with big creators, getting flown out to LA, brand deals, the whole shtick. i was so proud of her and was constantly reminding her that she’s worked for the recognition - and i still stand by that. it’s true. she put in the effort.

however, since getting those opportunities (& my praise & support) she’s ghosted me. the woman i considered my best friend, platonic soulmate, like a sister to me. now she doesn’t have the time for me, doesn’t respond to me, shades me in her public social media posts. worst of all, though, she didn’t reach out on my birthday. i thought maybe she just hadn’t been online, but sadly, no. she was able to make several posts for other friends’ birthdays. so i guess she just doesn’t want to celebrate mine anymore.

it hurts. i’m not going to lie. i miss her. this feels like heartbreak. we always said no matter what happened we’d always be there for each other. i can’t help but feel left in the dust in all her excitement to bigger and better places. we’ve gone through periods of distance before, but never like this. there’s a finality here that i’m afraid of and yet also feel helpless to stop. i think i just need some time to feel all this shit and start letting things go.

anyway, though, my birthday was fantastic despite the sadness around what seems to be the split of a near 12 year long friendship. despite the sadness, i also feel gratitude and promise and comfort in other people and things that speak to me and that i find enjoyment in now. all in the flow of life, i guess.

all this to say, i’m grateful for the tumblr community & everyone who had ever shown me love on any of the fics ive written. thank you for choosing to be in my life 💗💗

[purplecatghostposts]

Chat Noir: Hey, my lady? Quick question: why was Argos multitasking during patrol and trying to solve a cryptex? He said he got it from you.

Ladybug, casually: Oh, it’s from my latest treasure hunt I made for him.

Chat Noir: …You give him treasure hunts? Why?

Ladybug: I still don’t totally trust him not to pull another ‘Red Moon’ incident so I figured if I give him enrichment, he’s gonna be spending his time solving puzzles and figuring out clues that take him all over the city instead of potentially becoming a supervillain again.

Chat Noir, who watched Félix spend several hours to solving riddles last night: …Huh. Does he know..?

Ladybug: 90% sure, yes. I don’t think he cares that much, he’s pretty invested in it and I’m great at creating complex systems with clues to follow so— it works out. Plus usually there is something to find at the end of the trail. Usually Kagami.

[luimagines]

Important (Hiatus)

....Where do I start?

After three and a half years, I think I've hit burnout.

Ever since my semester started back in August- no, back in the spring, my interests had fully shifted.

I think my career and journey as a writer and story teller are branching out into new territory now. And I want to see where it takes me.

It's been progressively harder to bring myself to write for this blog. I still have things sitting in my drafts and my inbox is still full but I really want to write original stuff and focus more on the series I started.

Not to mention that I genuinely have to start job hunting now as well.

After non-stop uploads and posts for nearly four years, I'm going to say that this is being put on pause. I wanted to last until the fourth anniversary but I can't bring myself to write that many posts and prompts to fill in that gap. Getting to this point was difficult as it was.

Don't get me wrong, I don't want to bring this blog to a full stop.

I still want to talk to people. I still want to hear your ideas and your stories as well. I plan on keeping my commissions open if you still want more Zelda or LU stories, but for the blog itself, I think it's run its course.

I plan to spend more time on my other blog that I made for the stories I plan on writing in the future.

You can find it right here.

I hope to see you there! I have many more stories to tell. I just think that my time for LU is gonna be put on hold for now until my creative energy comes back.

I want to put my energy into something more productive to me in becoming a full-time author.

This community has opened up so many opportunities for me and I've got to talk to so many wonderful people. I couldn't be happier with where I am, truly.

I owe you all so much.

So thank you for entertaining me and my nonsense. <3

Thank you for giving me the push I needed to believe in myself.

And lastly, thank you for sticking with me for as long as you have.

All that being said, there will be no posts (written works) as of next week. And there will be no posts in the foreseeable future unless they have been commissioned and I have been given permission to post them.

[willwoodwithadditionalgrapejuice]

for more information please dial (248) 434-5508 😇

i was bored at work so, KAYNE SELLING COCAINE COKAYNE!!

Text:

“IF YOU EXPERIENCE ANY OF THE FOLLOWING:

Saddness, blindess, back pain, terminal illness, cancer, autism, dyslexia, left-hand-syndrome, regret, happiness, depression, fatigue, foggy memory, derealization, depersonalization, dehydration, headaches, fever, flu, the plague, irritation, lack of memories, too many memories, fear, lost of self, madness, madness, madness, madness, madness, madness, madness, madness, arthur-itis, haha get it?,madness, madness, madness, lost sense of time, euphoria, pain, nostalgia, deja vu, boredom, not enough bones, too many bones, just the right amount of bones, no head, <- (get your mind out of the gutter), no synpathy, too much sympathy, british, mania, dysphoria, orphan-Syndrome, alcholism, christianity, atheism, no face, believing in a smiling god, beliefs, morals, steven johnson syndrome, ADHD, OCD, DID, ABC, humanity, sadism, no insurance :(, owning a car, having a hairless cat, gay thoughts, (gay), intrusive thoughts, no thoughts, too many thoughts.

THEN CONSIDER COKAYNE! THE FUTURE OF MEDICNE!!!”

[intern-seraph]

if your activism can be significantly disrupted by a few hours of award show, you're just a bad activist

[somegrumpynerd]

Dust's nightmare

Dust has nightmares about fighting and killing here and there, but the ones that really stick with him are the ones that are just... memories. Things he can never have again.

What he can have though, is a distraction when he wakes up to help him settle and make sure he's not alone with his thoughts for too long

[tang3r1n]

currently losing my mind over dudes who copy your moans and fuck you with a big ass grin slapped on their stupid fucking face.

i fucking love this baby

[hija-ck]

these two are gonna have the most loveless marriage

[chocolatecakecas]

dean and cas literally sit next to each other on their porch at night looking at the stars and listening to the crickets

[blurrymango]

The best ships within the mane six are PinkieDash, RariShy, and TwiJack.

[puppiesareperfect]

more fireside girls episodes in season 5... please

[cartoondrawer]

Multi-Fandom Beef my beloved!

[shaanks]

if you try to pout at Shanks about something he pouts back at you and flops into your lap and is 100000000x worse than you about it. you literally can't out-whine that man he's a nightmare to deal with.

[luimagines]

You know what's an au I have yet to see from this fandom.

Biker Gang Chain.

I think it's a perfect fit.

Give me my boys with leather jackets and motocycles!!!

[stupidhany]

Couple of halloweenies I drew last year!!

[mangoisgay]

Megacon 2024 was awesome!! Got to meet Brandon Rogers and Richard Horvitz along with KEITH FUCKIN DAVID!!

Husk: @emkvpp