#phighting illumina x reader

[bloodyinkandquill]

Illumina x Reader NSFW

asked my friend for ideas on this one (we talk about all the sfoth a lot) and they gave me two because it was very late for them which is reasonable, let’s do this then i’ll play something on roblox maybe more phighting we’ll see, im letting bread thaw on the counter so i can make a grilled cheese because it was frozen and i just took it out

- D/V/S: This man is a hard dom, he will not be a sub, he will spite you for even suggesting he subs

- T/S/B: Technically a switch but he bottoms once a millennium, he tops every other time

- Kinks: This man is so rough, he’s already incredibly large and strong meaning he’s naturally pretty rough but this man cranks it up to 11, he also has brain control/hypnotization powers that he really enjoys using on you during intercourse, he still has a way for you to safe word don’t worry, part of that is he’s just into being in full control of you, with that he is into tying you up, specifically to the point you can’t move and or are suspended in the air, he is VERY into the size difference between you and him, goes with how he wants to be in total control, and with that size difference if you steal and wear his clothes he wants to do it on the spot

- More kinks: Likes gagging you, which goes hand in hand with general sensory deprivation, he’s a slight sadist especially if it’s biting you to the point it draws blood, sort of connected also is into dacryphilia, seeing you so small under him and wrecked with sobs gets him so turned on, into both praise and degradation, more so on degradation big if the situation calls for it he also enjoys praising you, or doing both at the same time, especially because it can almost overwhelm your brain with the conflicting words

- Aftercare: While he does take care of your physical needs he focuses far more on your mental needs, he can be rather intense during it so he wants to insure that you return to your regular self and know it was all just dirty talk, if you end early by safe wording that’s tripled, he treats you incredibly gently to the point it’s almost creepy since it’s so unlike him, but he gets you water, cuts off any bindings you may have been in, and holds you closely and gently putting his robe on you to cover your body since robes are easier to put on then normal clothes

fell asleep before finishing and watching toh, it’s 6 am no clue why i woke up but im really hungry right now, i should probably also start laundry sooner than later, imma also send this to the friend i mentioned at the beginning hope they enjoy it since im worried its not accurate 😭

[katz-ke]

Hihi!! If you can, could you doodle up Illumina n reader cuddling :0? That or helping him preen his wing!!

I don’t know what I smoked yesterday to get 3am motivation to draw a fuckass COMIC!? 😭

I guess I can just say that Illumina would be the clingy type when it comes to cuddling with his S/O so when you wake up and try to get out of the bed , he prolly gets salty about it and wants you to stay a little more 😒…

His wing is like a second blanket that he drapes over you, therefore making him the perfect blanket when it’s cold outside! (Ehem ehem you too Firebrand)😌💅

Illumina def makes dove sounds when he’s comfortable , FIGHT ME!!

ENJOY- LOLZ..( XD)

[acupofinkedblood]

Illumina x artisan reader [My Divine Lotus]

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝

Why would you ignore him?

That is for the lack of better word, unless Illumina wants to use ‘disregard’, but then again it might be too harsh when he uses such devastating word to mention his beloved. Yet he just can’t shake that thought off his mind. As much as Illumina wants to reassure himself that you won’t do something so discourteous like that, he just can’t help himself. You are ignoring him, he isn’t seeing things or being paranoid

When it was under other circumstances, you would always reach out for him first. He doesn’t need your prayers to be aware of when you are yearning for him, just his name alone is enough for him to drop anything troubles his presence to be by your side. None of his followers have the grace to have such privilege like you, to be able to summon a deity just through a whisper under your breath. Of course, Illumina can just appear near you as he pleases, yet his pride doesn’t allow him to act so rashly like that. He needs an excuse, so he can rely on it to be by your side. He even mesmerizes the certain time when you usually call out for him. Even when you’re just talking to yourself with the thoughts of him in your mind, Illumina still knows it and appears right away to give you a piece of his mind without missing a beat. But now? You haven’t reach out to him for days

Illumina has to rumble through his memory to see if you are mad at him or what. Sure, sometimes he still does things behind your back — specifically those times he bothered your friends because they were too close to you to his liking, or just went ahead and took care of your foes when they were invading your peace — but it is all for your sake. Besides, he has stopped doing the first said thing because of how upset you were with him. Illumina is positive that he has not crossed any mortal with close association with you out of spite this whole time being. Then what is it that you are bothered about? You can’t just forget about him because of your works, right? There is no way you will commit such cruel act

And to make it worse, you have taken off the charm he has given you. It makes it almost impossible for him to sense your presence, as he usually relies on that amulet carved by his own feather and magic to be aware when danger is lurking near you. Of course, he also uses that to keep tab on you. Illumina does that so he can keep you safe. Why did you even take it off, which you have never done before? If someone tries to take the charm away from you with force, he will be aware of it right away to punish that fool. But he knows that you have taken it off by yourself, leaving it in your bedroom for a long while without coming back to pick it up again

The almighty Illumina is confused. Where is it that you have stayed if not your own room for your slumber? He has made a guess that you might be inside your workshop with a ton of commissions around here and there. Your skill is one of the things that amazed him after all, but that isn’t the point at the moment. He tries to figure out the reason why you are ignoring him, even taking off the thing that is supposed to allow him to keep tabs on what or where are you running off to. But he can’t put his finger on any logical explanation at all

He is aware of his limited understanding regarding mortal’s mind. Even when he has spent so much time by your side, he still feels that he can’t see the world under your eyes properly. He reassures himself, Illumina won’t let those ugly emotions get the best of him, there is just no way. But even when his emotions are rather different from yours — as he deems them as his weakness and they barely matters much to him when he isn’t with you — that pit in his unbeaten heart is getting more and more intense like a ship sinking down into the black water hopelessly. He doesn’t understand that feeling of his, he has never experienced it before after all. Illumina can’t bring the name of this newly discovered emotion at all, he just knows that it isn’t a positive response based on what he has been feeling currently

Irritated isn’t the right word, and neither is sorrow. This feeling is a mixed of everything he can possibly think of. Yet it comes from his love from you. How can it be possible? Illumina isn’t out of his mind, right? Yet under his name that he takes pride of, he feels pathetic to even think that he is desperate to see you again, to hear you call out for him like you used to. He can’t believe he feels hurt just because you are ignoring him. He is a deity, one of the SFOTH, the almighty Lord that brings terror to those who defy his orders— and yet he can’t stop making a fool of himself like this

Emotions are the puzzle that Illumina struggles with solving, especially without you by his side to explain it. How ironic, the god himself fails to answer his own heart. When he is around you, his heart seems to be at ease. It feels like home when he holds you close to him, breathe in your scent and trace his hand against your skin. Illumina can let the tension be lifted away from his shoulders when he is with you. It is love, as you have told him. He can’t believe how much he has yearned for you and your love

But then the question that he tries to bury just comes in his mind: Is there any chance that you have grown exhausted from loving him?

The thought makes Illumina freeze on sight. If that isn’t the case, then he has no better theory to cling to himself, and that definitely causes him more distress than one can manage to imagine. He shouldn’t be insecure because of such trivial matters, no? Yet here he is, walking back and forth in his domain with a darkened expression resembles a pained stubborn animal that refuses to lower its pride. He can’t bring himself to imagine that you have changed your feelings, he mentally cannot do that. If you want to distance yourself from him, then is there an explanation? Or you just simply do so? He feels hurt to think that you are keeping him in the dark with doubts. Days of silence passed by, he didn’t even present himself to his follower’s prayer directly by himself anymore, his mind is too occupied to maintain that composure with his usual calm yet intimidating demeanor

If he keeps all this worries to himself, Illumina is positive that he might as well goes crazy like his brother who he shall not speak of that vexatious name due to how many times he has physically winced just because of the simple mention of that bastard. He is torn between keeping his ego and continue to wait patiently as he should, or just discard his own pride to seek the answer for himself. It’s such a lowly move, in his opinion. But it involves you. And if he can’t get the actual answer anytime soon, may Ghostwalker just come over and take him through the deepest pit of Hell. In the end, Illumina finally makes up his mind with a shaky sigh filled with determination

On the other hand, let’s talk about you, o great artisan. The evidences of your talents are praised by the most crotchety customers ever, even the god who proposed to you as his lover has to be in awe of your creation. The fruit of your skilled hand is soaked with your passion, amazes every patrons of yours due to the fine taste you have with art. To you, every single piece of your crafts holds a different meaning to the reason it comes to reality in the first place. You use them to express your thoughts, your feelings and your rawest form of your ideas. You have all the rights to be proud of yourself because of your precious accomplishments

Lately, you have been rooting inside your workshop with no time to rest. Countless sketches being dumped into the fire while the sound of materials being forged into one piece have certainly created an ambience in your mind. You seem to forget the concept of time, as you keep working like a horse through days and nights without allowing yourself any moment of relaxation. Aside from the hyper focus you have on the subject in front of your eyes, the vision of your muse is all you can think of. Oh how you have missed him, but you know that you can’t let him know about this just yet. This has to be perfect, you can’t let your muse down with this

“Let’s just pray that he will like this..,” you mindlessly mumble to yourself

“Like what?”

You swear that your heart almost leaps out of your chest the moment you hear that nonchalant voice that you have missed oh so much. Illumina will never drop that hobby of scaring you out of nowhere with his unannounced visit, won’t he? Thankfully you still have your action in control before you can even drop anything because of how he has startled you. If you have to start all over again, you swear that your heart almost might actually pass out right there without a warning. With a deep breath, you slowly turn around to face your beloved muse. At the same time, you use yourself to cover the things you are doing earlier

Half-lidded empty white eyes meet yours. Illumina has stayed behind you for who knows how long with a frown. You are well aware that it doesn’t seem like he is in a good mood, the tension between the two of you is thick. The air around you has never felt so suffocating despite the ongoing fire in the furnace that is always there until now. It takes you a swift moment to close your jaw as you gulp down nothing, figuring what is the best thing to respond to your muse in this very moment. He is definitely unhappy, that is for sure. Now that you have realized it, how long has you been inside the workshop again? Based on his reaction alone, you know exactly the reason why he is upset, and you also know that you screwed up pretty much there

“Why the long face,” he hums sarcastically, “Is my presence cause you such pressure?”

Now you can definitely be more than certain on the fact he is bothered. And you have contributed greatly to that annoyance that looms over his presence. Just great, is it not?

“No, my beloved, it’s not like that. I’m just surprised of your sudden visit. You don’t usually…well, do it without a reason- since you are pretty catch up with your duty”

“Oh? Then pray tell, why is it that I must be given a reason to see what are you doing without me knowing?”

You are hesitant about answering this question of his. That excuse you used is definitely a weak one, because you know too well that Illumina will drop everything in a heartbeat to respond to your slightest mention of needing him. Taking off the protection charm so that he can’t be aware of your actions is quite the bold move, but you have no choice, it can risk your plan. You won’t deny the fact that it must have worried him sick though, you would react the same if you were to be in his position. He has that right to do so. Before you can gather your thoughts into a coherent sentence to answer him, Illumina cuts you off almost immediately

“Are you too caught up with your works? Or are you simply not want to see me? As much as I can read your mind if you allow me, I can’t investigate your emotions myself”

You want to facepalm yourself. As much as the sight of Illumina getting so worked up like this is definitely amusing, you do realize that your actions of not contacting him like you usually do is a direct slap to how he dotting over you that much. At least with the charm he gifted you, he can be less worried about your safety. And what did you do? Take it off and leave it at home to bury yourself under your works. You even stunned to check the date just to realize that almost three weeks have passed, in another word, you have ignored him for almost a month. Making him misunderstood your behavior is not what you are looking forward to, but here it goes. If only you have keep your eyes on the calendar

“Illumina”

When you call out his name, Illumina seems to have mixed reactions with it. A part of him is pleased when hearing his name coming from your mouth like a slight plead, however, another force inside him causes him to tense up at it. That voice telling him that you are done with him keeps pestering his mind like a disease. Illumina shoos it away, yet he just can’t help himself. He crosses his arms together, waiting for you to talk to him with that typical unamused expression

“My divine, rest assured that I don’t mean to make you worried,” you coo, trying to be considerate as you walk towards him, “I’m sorry. My fault, I know. I’m just a bit too busy lately”

Mutual understanding is an important factor in a sustainable relationship. But it’s you who toss him aside first even when you mean well at first, so you don’t really have a saying about him being unreasonable. As the matter of facts, he has more than just a reason to be upset. When you are standing there right in front of him, he can’t help but clicking his tongue in mild disaccord

“Too busy with something more important than my presence?”

You freeze there for a moment, not knowing how to word it without giving your true intentions away. It is clear to him that you are hiding something away from him, and Illumina is concerned about it. You always tell him what’s on your mind, but now? You keep a secret from him. Illumina shakes his head as he looks down at your lack of response

“I just want to know why you have been avoiding me recently. You even put aside the charm I gifted you, then spend days without a mention of me on your tongue,” he bitterly huffs, “I tried to think of what have I done to upset you this whole time, yet I have failed to understand what have I done wrong. If you have anything you want to say to me, I suggest you to do it now truthfully”

Illumina is mentally cursing himself for sounding so foolish. He still can’t bring himself to believe that he has became this pathetic due go the lack of affection, he resents that idea with all he can afford to keep. His hand is clutching into fist behind his back as he tries to calm himself down, keeping up that aloof attitude in front of you. If only he expresses how he truly feels in the moment, you will know he has been dealing with that damned feeling inside his chest without you

But then again, he can’t really keep that ugly feeling contained by himself for foo long, not when you are right in front of his eyes. As much as he feels so humiliated at the moment, he knows that at least you might spare him a reconsideration. He is willing to throw his dignity aside to have this conversation with you, even when he doesn’t want to appear as ‘weak’ in front of you. Yet he still wants to try. And you know it well, as his expression slightly changes to a slight concerned look. Calling the change subtle is an understatement, yet you have stayed with him long enough to notice the smallest change in his behavior without a sweat. It’s something that he finds both amusing and questionable, knowing how much you pay your upmost attention to him

“I wish for you to tell me what is on your mind,” Illumina steps closer to you, towering you with his height, yet you feel no actual threats coming from him, “If there is something bothers you, in which it involves my behavior, I wish for you to not keep it from me. Tell me, let me hear you. To put up with me isn’t an easy task, but I still wish for you to let me explain if you are truly upset at me”

You quickly shake your head as your hands hole onto his for reassurance. It’s actually a bit comical regarding the current situation on how you are just explaining yourself because you make your SFOTH deity of a beloved agitated too much. You soon figuring out that there is no point hiding anything from him now if you want him to be at ease, so you acknowledge your defeat

”No, it’s not like that. Illumina, my love, you misunderstand my intentions. I’m not upset with you, not at all,” you sigh slightly, “It’s just…this, here”

Signaling your head to the item on the table, you step aside, guide his hand to face the thing that has managed to drown you in this uptight schedule of work that you have forced yourself to do with one month before the deadline reaches. And to Illumina’s surprise, the thing in front of his eyes is…a crafted lotus? That surprised expression manages to replace that nonchalant look on his face

“This is…” Illumina holds his breath when his fingers ghost against the delicate yet firm petal of the lotus. A white lotus, with the purple pattern that is delicately hand-painted, emitting a gentle aura like moonlight. The piece of art is held by a moon-like stand supporting it by the sliver chain, which makes it looks like it is floating in the air. The petals are cold, but also pleasant to the touch. Like glass, but also resembles the gentle breeze of spring, the texture definitely leaves him questioning if this is crafted by dreams or not, it’s too surreal

If he looks more careful, he can even see a small figure of him sitting on the top of the stand with his eye close, and you are beside him as well. The statues are complexed to the point that he has to look twice to recognize the little details of it in your style. The beauteous creation of his favorite flower, crafted by your hands fully, just for him. As always, have you ever failed to amaze him with your miracle?

“Well, for you,” you admit, “For your spawnday, to be specific. It was meant to be a surprise for you, but…yeah, now you know, my dear”

The almighty deity himself is rather stunned while you explain the mechanism of said craft. Originally, you wanted to make a censer — a perfume burner, to be more specific — for him. But then you start to think it might be too basic for your lover. It kinda explains the countless scrapped ideas you had before until you thought of something insane: Why not making a censer styled so it could be a lantern as well? Your imagination is definitely unmatched with, yet you manage to accomplish the task perfectly by yourself. You even want to take thing to the next level by making a miniature statue of him and you, which you definitely have to open your eyes widely so you won’t screw the whole things up

Illumina is in awe for quite a long time. And the fact that he has doubted your love before, he can’t believe the audacity he has to even think about that. A part of him is guilty for internally accusing you just like that, and you can tell. You quickly dismiss that guilt in his heart with your hand placed on his while he is still admiring your work

“And for the record, I’m sorry for keeping this from you. Shouldn’t have worried you at the start,” you smile slightly as you look up at him, “I just thought that with your protection charm being so effective, it might ruin the surprise”

You still remember that slight scoff on his face when you say it. It makes you smile, but at least that is quite the positive response you get from him. Although you can’t really keep this a surprise until his birthday anymore, but yeah, you can come up with something additional to go with his gift. But this time, maybe don’t worry about surprises and just cutting him off contact like that, figure out something else instead

“Do you like it?”

“I assume that you already know my answer, no? It is…ethereal”

Hearing that brings a smile to your face. He doesn’t seem to be too much in distress as before now, instead that all knowing smile with a hint of pride has returned to his face. Of course, he is pleased with the gift you have prepared him

”Thank you, for this”

However, he still needs to keep his demeanor as he glances over to you. He moves his hand slightly, the charm has appeared in the palm of his hand within a blink as he helps you to put it on again

“But next time, don’t make me worry for you like that. Just keep the charm on, at least I can still sense your presence quietly”

“Did you miss me that much?”

There it is, that look of unamused judgement of your lover that you have missed so much whenever you say something preposterous to him. You won’t deny, it does humor you at how he has put up with your choice of words by that reaction. If he even has irises, you know that he will be rolling his eyes visually before turning away from you

“Keep silent, lest thou desire me to walk aroint back into mine domain presently without looking back”

“Oh c’mon, not the old words! My love, my heart, I’m sorry!”

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝

Note: Miss me? I think I did well with the competition, although I was 2 years late than other participants but it went well!（＾◇＾）Now I just have to wait over the week to get my results, hopefully I make it(*´ー｀*)

Note 2: Damn my only ‘friend’ ditch me, I’m alone again

[milkcookiekin]

so many tags ;( (dw i made it work, and also i will be reusing a few nicknames from the first two parts. i will not be including ghostwalker because ghostwalker can’t feel emotions)

nicknames the phighting deities give their s/os

darkheart - my beauty, pumpkin, lovebug

“what brought you to my realm, my beauty?”

firebrand - amore, sweetness, my little flame

“um, sweetness? i created some gloves so i can touch you now!”

icedagger - my jewel, my marshmallow, sugarplum

“are you cold? i-i can hold you if you want, sugarplum!”

illumina - my lotus (that’s it, he’s not all that creative)

“let me admire you, my gorgeous lotus..”

venomshank - (unironically) snookums, cutie pie, and my daffodil

“don’t worry, my daffodil, my army and i will protect you..”

windforce - hottie, precious, peach

“let me at ‘em, peach!”

[phighterss]

thinking about bathing with illumina

you’re brushing your fingers through his soaked feathers with a handful of shampoo, gently rubbing it into his wing with his head resting against the edge of the massive tub. he just barely fits in it even with his knees bent, his feet reaching the end of bathtub with you sitting comfortably between his legs. his eyes are closed in relaxation as you soap the rest of his body and he lets out a blissful sigh when your fingers run over his muscular chest, brushing over the small lilac feathers poking out over his body. when you’re done soaping him up he’s insistent on returning the favor (he wants an excuse to touch you more hehe)

[pomogando]

IM BEGGING YOU. MORE ILLUMINA X READER PRETTY PLEAASE??? ^_^

How to Be a Human Being

Illumina doesn't want to admit he wants your attention

No real warnings, romance intended, Illumina is trying REALLY hard for you even if it doesn't seem like it. I hope I did him justice

Word count: 1,176

He doesn't understand your fascination with these.. Vile creatures.

You found it when you came home from work, just sitting on your bed. It was almost as if it was waiting for you. You didn't give it a second thought as you excitedly took it as your own. It reminded you of your favorite person after all.

This insulting mimicry of him was small and fat, eerily enough having his lone horn and wing along with his usual uninterested expression.

Illumina would never admit he was bothered by these pests. He would never expose that he had such childish feelings. He didn't want to show that type of weakness in front of anyone. Especially not you.

What's even more bothersome is that the damned beast seems to hate him for no clear reason, usually trying to nip his arm or growling if he spoke to you. When you weren't looking, he took the opportunity to berate it harshly, not that the beast seemed to care.

Yet despite all the flaws Illumina could dutifully list to you, you still thought they were the cutest thing.

That was the worst part. You loved them. He can't even get rid of them because the last thing he wants is to hear you upset at him. You were too nervous to talk to him as is.

That bothered him even more. He never minded when mortals couldn't look him in the eyes. He even relished in it, but you? Why were you scared of him? Maybe he was scared, too. Not that he would ever admit that. Definitely not. He'd die before he admitted he wanted your attention.

So, despite how badly he wanted to rip the marshmallow-like creature in half, he tolerated it for you. No matter how many times it nicked at his legs or purposefully got in the way of him trying to speak to you.

He didn't understand why he felt these useless feelings of jealousy. It's not like they could do anything to him. He was clearly better than this beast. You prefer him, he'd think.

...he still hates it. How childish.

He hated it even more as he watched you try to groom it. It squirmed in your grasp and whined as you tried to brush its silky fur. Your black shirt covered in white shed. "Calm down!" You scolded, "You're fine!" Not that it listened. It squealed while trying to escape your grasp. He didn't understand how you tolerated such bratty behavior.

At the sight of him, it immediately settled down in your lap. Illumina presumed it was to show off how much "better" it was compared to him. He huffed in annoyance.

Your voice brightened the room for him. "I didn't even notice you, lumi." You smiled at him. A moment of silence made you do a double take, thinking you said something wrong. "I-Illumina, I mean. Sorry, I've been scrambled recently.." You spoke nervously.

"I assume it's because of your new houseguest." He looked down at the critter, which was now attempting to bury itself into your shirt.

"How haven't you grown tired of it, I wonder." He leaned down to your level. Your eyes met his, he liked those small moments. You tilted your head. "Tired of them?" You questioned, softly pulling the creature's cheeks. That made him even more annoyed.

Sure, Illumina mentioned he didn't like physical touch, but why didn't you do it anyway? He knew it was irrational, but the least you could do was read his mind. Now you're replacing him with this putrid animal. How offensive to his very being that it was getting your affection.

"A pretentious yet unsightly creature.." He continued, cringing at it on your lap, licking its back leg (or at least, attempting to with its chubby body)."It doesn't even care about you. It doesn't listen." He bit his tongue back, almost adding how he could be better company. He didn't want to feel these types of feelings. They were insignificant and made him want to tear his heart out.

You got up and stood up next to him. The pale creature climbing off your lap and scurrying to his side. He still towered over you, making his wing flutter in a strange feeling. "I feel like you're too harsh to it. It's sweet in its own way."

He blinked, narrowing his eyes. "It's just a small freeloader," he felt the bean nip at his toga, making him even more agitated. "It has no respect for anyone." He lightly shook his leg to try and discourage the bean.

"That's not true. It just gets peckish when hungry. It turns into a cuddlebug once it's full." you said happily. "You should see, I took a video of it climbing into my bed when I wasn't paying attention." He felt stupid at how jealous he felt at these pests. He wasn't even paying attention as you looked through your gallery for the forsaken video.

You were about to show him the video when he spoke up, your phone falling to your side. "I just don't get it. Why would you love something that's like that? It's not like you need it when you have me-" His emotions spilled out without him thinking.

Your eyes widened as a small giggle left your lips. He paused. His cheeks turned pink, and it was very noticeable on his pale skin.

Illumina was used to mortals cowering at his feet, pathetic yet satisfying.

Yet here he was watching you laugh at his own foolishness. You loved him. How embarrassing for him.

Anyone else and he would've been quick to shut it down, but he liked your laugh. You rarely laughed around him.

He hadn't realized when the bean vanished. He was too focused on you. He didn't even notice he felt full again, as if a part of him had been separated for as long as the bean existed.

"It's.. I didn't know if you would enjoy that kind of thing." You spoke softly, making him feel even more flustered. "I mean, you're a deity, I'm just a.." You trailed off from your own embarrassment.

He hesitated to open his mouth. This was hard for him to say. You could tell by how Illumina looked as if he wanted to pull his hair out.

He fumbled his words, "perhaps, the wretched beasts MIGHT'VE been a subconscious manifestation of mine." He hated feeling like a fool in front of you, but he wasn't entirely against it. "And.. perhaps... I should be a bit more open with you about my own feelings."

"..I wish for you to treat me like any other mortal." He finally spoke, for once looking away from you. "Despite my own actions."

"..please."

He wasn't sure why he felt as if he felt like he needed to show how much power he held. He was scared of you seeing him as anyone else. But he also wanted it.

You put your hands on his cheeks, smiling. The touch made him jolt.

Illumina also smiled.

[vinestaffery]

hello!! if u can write illumina … can u pls write some general dating hcs? if u cant i completely understand :-) (if ur reqs are closed IM SO SORRY HHHH)

hihi!! thankyou so much for requesting :3 of course ill write these for you, i absolutely love headcanons because it doesnt run me dry quite quickly when it comes to writing oneshots!!! i hope these were good enough and i hope i was somewhat able to catch illumina's personality!!

ILLUMINA GENERAL DATING HCS

Illumina tends to lose track of time, like a lot. Sometimes, he doesn't even realize that you need to be sleeping and he would just love to spend time with you. He can't comprehend the fact of time itself; Day time and Night time are like hallucinations to him. If you were to correct him on such, he would utterly avoid any points you make or make counters, such as him tossing you around and ignoring each time you try to demand being let go. He absolutely loves how you get so mad at him for such a silly little thing!

He is very bird-like, and you can tell by his very bird-like notions. Sometimes he'll accidentally knock into glass-sliding doors and be completely confused. What do you mean there was glass infront of him? There's nothing there! Sometimes, you might even catch his cleaning his feathers at his favourite past-time. He used to get really grouchy about, in which you understood. At the start of your guys relationship, he was quite private, especially taking care of his wings. Now, he's completely fine with you doing so, sometimes even asking you to help.

He'd get really overprotective with you sometimes when you get to meet new people. He likes to let people know you are his. He is not willing to trade for anything about you, and you notice this a lot. Sometimes he'll wrap his arms around you, his wings slowly rising beside him and you and his chin relaxing on your head. He likes to humilate the other while embarrassing you, stating how much you and him are together, flaunting it in others faces. You set some boundaries around this and he followed, but he still likes to let his presence be known or noticed.

Because of your involvement with Illumina, and being his soon-to-be-engagement partner (I tried my hardest to make this as inclusive as possible I am so sorry), you were mostly greeted with gifts from many other deities. Deities such as Windforce, Venomshank, and even Firebrand and his two sons(?). They'll deliver care-packages to display their gratitude and that your always welcome under their care, even though Illumina is someone that they don't really connect well with.

Cuddling with him is one of your favourite things, mostly because you have the ability to embarrass him. Even though he's 7'0", you always big-spoon him. He'd always try his hardest to be the big-spoon, but in the end, he loved the attention you'd give him as he finally gets that big ol' sleep.

He is a horrible cook, but that's okay. Sometimes, it'd be hilarious bakings and dinners, and sometimes near-death from the house burning down. I promise you he doesn't mean it!! But he'll struggle so badly to impress you, which he always successes. You always tend to help him, in which he tries his hardest to shoo you away!! But in the end, the help is always met with great gratitude, cuddles and affection.

Illumina struggles with affection, I'm not kidding. Being unaware of his own presence and being someone so cruel to others, only to fall for someone like you? He struggles. He never had been this affectionate, on both giving and recieving side, but he's always keen to try. When he tried to figure out more, he asked Ghostwalker, someone he knew he couldn't go back to but he needed major help. Sure, they both broke off, but he was willing to try anything. Ghostwalker found it strange, dangerous but was somewhat grateful that Illumina was willing to change. In the end, Illumina came home and was in the most affectionate mood, taking care of you and also, forgetting to check up on dinner in the oven.

He does give you nicknames, but isn't too keen on big major ones. The ones he use the most is, 'My Angel', 'Princess', 'My starlight', or any other cheesy name that he can give you. He varies much and listens into other nicknames he can give you.

[lynxtheserval]

Can I request headcanons for yandere SFOTH deities? (Firebrand, darkheart, etc…)

Tw: Yandere stuff !!

Yandere SFOTH deities !!

Y'all this took a while I'm so sorry !!

I made Icedagger's platonic because it felt better then writing romantic for me, I hope that's okay !! I think I got them all but I might have not ! Also I'm sorry if any are ooc because I'm still kinda new to the fandom I'm ngl ;-;

Some are longer than others , and I'm sorry about if there's any grammar errors !!

VENOMSHANK:

You were Swords friend, and he met you through Sword.

He thought you were interesting. Your face, your voice, how scared you were of him…

He loved to watch you. Seeing you feel paranoid, seeing you at your top alert.

He loved talking to you too, but getting you to stay was hard. You always had to suddenly go somewhere.

After a while he started to physically follow you around. He then realized that you were suddenly going because:

You were scared.. and.. you were seeing someone.

He was NOT pleased with this information.

He tries to get the person away from you, due to the fact he's more of a manipulator, making people stay away from you and making you stay away from people. He'll even try threatening them.

If they end up not getting away from you though, Venomshank will either kill them, or turn them into a zombie.

After that, you would obviously be worried. Venomshank would comfort you, of course not telling you what he did. He doesn't want you to hate him!

If you didn't stop being worried, or get suspicious of Venomshank, he would just take you! And no running this time!

DARKHEART:

He met you while you were exploring crossroads, and he thought you seemed… sweet. Such a kind, beautiful, individual.

He was nice to you, and offered to be friends, so you guys hung out more! He loved your company.

Overtime, he got a little obsessive. Somehow always appearing when you were around others, always taking you away from them, saying "we need to show you something" or "come with us".

He tries to keep you entertained, interested in him, but it was hard at points.

If you tried to leave him, he would just make sure you didn't! It's not that hard. 

ILLUMINA:

He saw you at crossroads, and took interest in you. Such a pretty face!

At first, he was sure his feelings would pass, but they didn’t. They got stronger.

He tries to get to know you, but him being a deity, and you being a mortal, of course you were a little scared.

He didn't realize he was in love until he saw someone with you, a mortal, not even a phighter! 

Like Venomshank, he usually starts with manipulation to keep you away from people.

But if they ended up not staying away from you, he started getting upset. You were a mortal, why didn't you want to hang out with him, but instead hang out with other MORTALS?! Weak ones at that!

As soon as he saw you and your "friend" again, he would take you, and kill your friend. 

If you tried running from him, well, that wouldn't turn out well for you, would it, dearie?

Of course, he kept you well fed, taken care of, entertained. But you never seemed happy. To be honest, he didn't really care if you were happy, you were staying whether you like it or not.

FIREBRAND:

You met him through working and being friends with Valk and Dom, and he thought you were so kind, so thoughtful! 

He decided to try to get to know you more. 

Over time you guys became friends, and it was going okay until he started noticing you hung out with some… not great people, in his eyes at least. They would hurt you! Kill you even!

Of course he always tried to get you away from them, but if you resisted, he would just force you to come with him. He doesn't want you to get hurt, after all!

After your relationship got a little.. bumpy, and you tried to leave he would just lock you up. You can't leave him! It's not safe! He loves you!

WINDFORCE:

She met you through you being a prisoner at Banland. She noticed you didn't do much, just steal from a store. You needed food.

She didn't feel bad for you, but she did notice you were quite an interesting and a pretty little mortal.

Sometimes she would watch you, after a while of just watching you, she told Banhammer to bring you to her.

Once you get to her, she locks you in one of her many rooms.

If anyone tries to get you out or steal you from her, she WILL result to murder, almost immediately.

Also, if you try running from her, she will knock you out, it's not too hard to. You're weak, compared to her, of course!

She tries to get to know you but her aggressive and upfront nature scares you a little.

She never really admitted to loving you, but she definitely loved to be close to you.

If you EVER talk about having a partner already, they'll be dead in a matter of hours. You're hers now! 

GHOSTWALKER:

You accidentally ran into him once, and holy cow, were you something. He wasn't sure if it was your personality, your looks, maybe it was everything.

Since he can't feel regular emotions, he feels fairly confused in his own way. What is this? Why are you doing this to him?!

He decided to start stalking you after that, watching you, seeing if you casted a spell on him or something! He asked Illumina what was happening, asking for answers.

Of course Illumina said something surprising.

"You're in love. I don't know how but.. you're in love." Illumina laughed.

After a while of him just following you, he decided to take you, at least for a little.

Of course when you woke up, you were confused and scared. He promised he wasn't going to hurt you, he just wanted to keep you.

He kept you well fed and tried to keep you happy, but you never seemed to be happy. 

Sometimes he took you out with him, making sure you wouldn't run away though. Always holding your hand and making sure you were close.

After a while, he decided you weren't going anywhere, you're his now, permanently.

ICEDAGGER (platonic):

After watching a few Phighting matches from a distance, he couldn't help but notice you each time. You looked so nice, so friendly!

He overcame his anxiety when he saw you in crossroads once, and introduced himself. 

After becoming friends he started getting a little.. jealous.. when he saw you with other people.

Why wouldn't you hang out with him instead! He was more powerful than everyone else! 

He continued to get more jealous but, he never kidnapped you, or killed anyone, just got incredibly clingy.

Please stay friends with him! That's all he wants! All he NEEDS!

[wakefulfalsities]

i love to think bout shuri being part dragon or sea serpent.. like i dunno i just do because of his skins mostly

also not posting for a while because i have stuff to do.. there's this wip of probably illumina or follower sword i have yet to edit tho lemme just put it here..

it is a bit of a mix between one or another so.. written in their pov btw, not yours

“But I only want you. Was my love not enough?”

Do you still remember that day? Whereas I sobbed at your feet, begged for reciprocation as words began to form a lump in my throat. It pains me to even think of seeing you with someone else, to see the happiness written on your face alongside your so-called lover as my heart is crushed into pieces. If that’s your happiness, I’d rather break you apart.

You are pitiful when you cry, cry in regret for that you’ve made me feel this way. It’s all your fault, I hate you. I hate you so much it’s indescribable. Those vows came out as I caressed your trembling figure, it’s an instinct created by every second I am with you. You are a fool for accepting me, don’t you know that? It makes my heart swell, oh dear deity how much I’ve come to love you.

I hate the annoyance you bring to me, you don’t ever learn to not come back, do you? I hope you disappear someday, it’d be nice Yet, those feelings you’ve brought, it feels so good. You make me feel good, it’s a sense of joy I’ve long lost. Without you, I won’t ever feel the same. Maybe just stay with me for another day, praise me for all I���m worth. I deserve it.

Infatuation, I am infatuated by you. Your soul is so beautiful, it is filled with kindness, I just want to cage it up like the pretty bird you are. Obsession, I’ve fallen in love with the ideal being your everything, a lover, who’d comfort you as your worst, a tormentor, who’d break you down until guilt consumes me. However, for all I know, it was true, my love was true.

Just be a bit more gentle, you'll forgive me. I hate it, I hate to think of the fact that I can use your kindness to benefit myself. Maybe I just need to be more careful this time, as you are a delicate flower, you've always been.

That's why it is so easy just to break you apart and mold you to my liking. After all, you never fight back.

[exnoiafork]

remember how you mentioned 'iida'atan x reader. heh. how about. how about we request 'iida'atan x reader & they reveal the fact they're actually just illumina & therefore she has to reveal her master evil plan & doomed yuri. heh 😼

-isotope & sobaa 🌀

dommbed yuri.. never done that before..

'iida'atan x reader

“I LOVE YOU ALL THE SAME!” (Doomed yuri I try..)

INTRODUCTION:

'iida'atan is Kai’s version of the overseer. as said in the ask, they’re basically illumina. Illuminas alter ego …I’m also using the overseer axe as 'iida'atan’s gear for this x reader

READER’S BACKGROUND:

- you were diagnosed with an illness that only ‘iida'atan and ghostwalker can cure. seems like they know because they “accidentally” bumped into you once and ever since then u guys started talking

TW: murder lol

[You fell in love with.. who? Ah! You once fell in love with.. well, they call themselves “Ida”. You have no idea what that name means, nor its origins but.. as long as they treat you nice I guess.]

“Hey.. Ida!”

[You ran up to “Ida”, hugging them. They were.. really tall.. so obviously they’re very huggable.. they wrapped their big arms around your waist, it was really warm.. and cozy… awweew.. There’s horns covering their eyes , and yet somehow, they can still “see” you clearly. Really clearly, they know EXACTLY what you’re doing. They’re kinda weird but you still love them anyway.]

“..You are a rather odd one at heart, dear.”

“All people are weird , alright? Cut me a bit of slackk…”

[you say that teasingly]

“It is completely fine, dear. I shall admit, I am.. “weird” as well.”

[Now that you think about it.. Ida always talks in such fancy ways! Like.. “𝓘𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓵𝔂 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓮, 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓻..” that’s extremely fancy. What in the novel are they speaking? At least they admit they’re weird too…]

“It’s like you’re talking like a villain! I dunno, I’ve seen them speak like that in movies…”

[Ida sighs. They sigh heavily. So heavily it actually catches your brainrotted attention span. Dear Illumina above, what do they have in mind?? Gossip?! Tea to spill?! You don’t know but you wait eagerly.]

“Let us go to somewhere more.. private.” (I know what you’re thinking about rn)

….

[You two head.. somewhere? Yeah, that somewhere is an alleyway. Not the best place to be in, but hey, it’s a decent place for a meetup! And as long as your.. “pookie” stays happy then you’re fine with this one.]

“I.. I have something to tell you.”

“Spill the tea! Don’t worry, I won’t judge!”

“Are you sure? This is quite.. concerning for a mortal.”

“Yep!”

[You heard Ida heavily inhaling again. A little concerning...]

“It’s okay.. you can take your time.”

..

…

“My real name is not Ida. My real name is.. ‘ 'iida'atan ‘ . “

“Huh? Do you mean..”

“I am sorry-“

“Does that mean you can cure my curse?!”

“Yes. Yes I can. However.. it is time for you to know the real truth. You see.. ‘iida'atan’ is the deity The Church of The Eye worships. They praise them for their glory.. and that ‘deity’ is me..”

“ Ah.. iida'atan is also Illumina. Yes, I am Illumina… I know this must take one time to process.. I shall be here, right by your side.”

“Oh..”

[That was really a lot to process, huh.. the COTTE thingy.. the fact that “Ida” is actually Illumina..]

“Umm..”

“I -I still love you all the same! Nothing can change that!..”

[You weeped. It hurt her heart. To her very core…]

[No! Illumina, thy is the embodiment of purpose.. Thy is not supposed to..]

“Even if thy is planning to.. destroy a world filled of mortals?”

“Yes!”

[It really hurt to say that.]

[Illumina could not handle this, and out of pure grief and regret.. she held you tight. The last thing “one” felt was a sword behind one’s back. Blood splattered across the alleyway. No mortal deserves to know of her plan, however..]

[Illumina weeped.. and weeped.. and weeped. She couldn’t believe she had murdered the one mortal she trusted , and cared for.]

“I.. still love you all the same..”

[robloxmythoids]

ILLUMINA AND DARKHEART GONNA FIGHT OVER READER ROMANTIC HCS PLZ

Illumina and darkheart headcanons !!

illumina+darkheart fight over reader

GIGGLES AND KICKS MY LEGS HAAIII !!!! DO U KNOW HOW LONG IVE BEEB WAITING FOR A POLY REQUEST . im kidding i started this blog like a week ago BUT STILL !!!! :3 thank u for the request please please please enjoy !!!!

edit : btw this isn't illumina x darkheart . they both just really want reader

- first time you met them was in a completely mundane situation. like absolutely fucking normal. You're at the store late at night and you reach for the ranch and you turn and you see illumina the sword also reaching for the ranch. absolutely terrifying for a poor mortal soul like you

- it's the equivalent of seeing jesus christ at a gas station by the way. ethereal light and everything

- you met illumina and darkheart both on different occasions. like you just Kept On Running Into Them. like at least twice every two weeks. first one to talk to you was darkheart because he was so damn baffled about why you kept on running into eachother

- NO ONE knows how you managed to bag them. not even you. you walk around hand in hand with two fucking gods and you three are like ^_^ yippee yahoo I love my partners! and people are staring in shock and mild terror

- assuming that you're mortal, they're both pretty protective of you. they learned how fragile you little mortals really can be!!!

- darkheart likes to pick you up and for the reason stated above. he likes taking you around and making sure you're okay. although illumina fucking HATES it he gets really sad he's like a pouty cat when you don't pay attention to him.

- they fight over you a lot btw. if illumina gets a hug you have to give darkheart a hug cause they WILL fight and you WILL have to stop them from destroying the entire place

- when they fight one of them will just pick you up by the back of your shirt like a cat and their scruff and then walk away with you. you just dangle from their grasp until they set you down. illumina does this most whenever him and darkheart are bantering he just picks you up and walks away from him

- when you cuddle the only way you can keep things civil is by being inbetween illumina and darkheart. the only way. they both want to hug you!!!

- they like taking you out a lot. they both like to take you out on dates and probably flaunt you to the other sfoth :3

- overall darkheart and illumina fight over you so damn often it's insane. but they love you lots :-) they try their best to keep it civil but also they're VERY willing to beat eachother up over who gets to get a kiss first

[bloodyinkandquill]

Illumina and child figure Reader

they never specified so i’m assuming they want child reader sorry if i assumed wrong let me know if i did and ill do a new one!

to keep my theme i don’t put anything before the characters name so this is more accurately father figure illumina but oh well

sorry for my semi hiatus i haven’t had much motivation but im writing to get my mind off of the election and ive got brownies cooling on the counter, we also have a new puppy dm me for pics because she is the cutest thing oh my gods

- Sneaking into Illumina’s temple to steal food from his offerings takes some guts, or you were incredibly stupid, it could be either honestly, seeing as you were a kid probably both honestly

- When Illumina sensed someone not only stealing from his temple but one of his offerings he showed up immediately, pissed if not a little impressed someone had the nerve, then he saw you, a small, very thin, shaking little kid holding a single loaf of bread, normally he’d smite you without a second chance but something stopped him, maybe it was that your horn looked very slightly like his, maybe jealousy of some of his siblings, or maybe he was just tired, but he stopped and didn’t smite you

- He asked what you were doing, stealing from his temple, you said you were starving, you needed something to eat, and the only place nearby was his temple, you were so sorry, he made an odd sound before sighing and saying he’d get you some proper food, something that wasn’t an offering to him, realizing it was an offering you panicked and he said it was whatever, bringing you to his worshippers to make you food

- They were all a bit confused but they did so obediently and you had the best soup you’ve ever had, as you ate he asked you questions about yourself, your name, age, etc, finally he eventually said you could stay in his temple, he’d have his worshippers make sure you were bathed and fed, you were extremely thankful if not a bit confused

- His demeanor remained cold and stern but he did seem a bit more soft towards you, after he left you were given your own room and taken care of, when you saw him next you immediately ran up and gave him a hug, barely even making it up to his waist, seeing you in his follower’s robes, and the way they were too large for you, sparked something unfamiliar in him, a parental instinct

- He was unfamiliar with the feeling, but he’d heard some of his siblings describe it before, and he realized he wanted to protect you, not just have you be cared for by his worshippers, but he wanted to take care do you, so suddenly you were in his home, sort of, you think it’s his home but it looked… weird*

- Illumina isn’t the most expressive or talkative guy but you knew he does care about you, making sure you’re always properly fed and clean, if you ask for something he doesn’t respond but a few hours later you find that thing in or near your room, you always give him a hug when you do, slowly as time went on he’d touch you back during the hugs, a pat on the head, ruffling your hair, and after awhile he’d bend down to your level so he could hug you back properly

- He has some weird bird brain instincts on occasion which is why sometimes you end up sleeping in a big pile of blankets and pillows curled up next to him, he makes cooing sounds contently and you fall asleep not a worry on your mind, safe and warm, though him trying to feed you is something you do not like, at least it isn’t proper baby bird style just spoon feeding instead

- His siblings don’t know about you, okay that’s not entirely true, Ghostwalker has seen you before but doesn’t know the full extent of his brothers care towards you, but besides for him the others have no idea he adopted a mortal, let alone who he met because they stole from him

- Sometimes he disappears for days at a time, if he knows that that’s going to happen he leaves you in the care of his followers, when they first took care of you it was begrudgingly but now that you’re basically his child they treat you with a lot more care and gentleness, you also were given special robes by him so that when they do have to take care of you they know who you are immediately, that is if they don’t see your eyes immediately

- If Illumina blesses or gifts one of his worshippers their eyes go fully white like his, in your case they went a light purple instead, but same principle applies, your pupils disappeared and anyone who looks at your face can tell at the very least you have his blessings, if not that you’re more special then a normal follower who’s received his gift

- Soup is still your favorite food, it reminds you of the day you met him, even if he never admits it knowing that soup is your favorite food and when he sees you eat it it makes something warm spring up in his chest

- He’s not much of a talker, but he enjoys listening to you ramble on about anything and everything, even if not that coherent it’s pure and childish, maybe what you did that day, the story behind a drawing you made, the story you’re currently acting out with your toys, which speaking of are sick, he had almost never interacted which children before you so he basically got you everything, going form a homeless street child to owning basically every toy in existence was a pretty sweet thing

- After a few months he teaches you how to preen him, you’re not amazing at it but you have plenty of time to learn, and your small hands make it so you can be a lot more careful, after you preen him though he immediately starts brushing your hair and straightening your clothes, it’s his way of preening you back, since you don’t have wings (yet) of your own so taking care of your hair and cleaning you up slightly is the closest he can get

- On very rare occasion he returns home with injuries, usually from fights gone too far with Darkheart, or maybe once or twice Venomshank, either way you watch from his doorway as he bandages himself up hissing in pain as he cleans and dresses his wounds, after he finishes you come in with a stuffed animal handing it to him and gently crawl into his lap, it relaxes him and you fall asleep in his nest with him that night, every stuffed animal you give him during those times ends up in his nest, he treasures them, in his own way, when he’s a very stoic guy it’s not obvious but you’ve learned to read him, he also lets himself show more emotion around you, since you are just a child who can’t understand him that well normally

- When you first saw him appear that day in his temple, you thought for sure your life was over, but instead you gained a father, and even if you never said it, you were eternally grateful for all of it, falling asleep curled up next to a deity who was almost twice your height was never your plan, but you were happy it happened

i am stressing over this election but i’m tired now, imma go to bed, ALSO

i made a friend in this community and they offered to help with this blog, idk if it will happen but on occasion they may do a request for me ill say if they do it’s not a guarantee but just letting you all know there’s a chance i might get some help on these here and there

* according to soda illumina kind of has a house ‘it’s weird’ what that means is unclear

[katz-ke]

im not even gonna anon anyways YOU ALREADY KNOW WHATIM GONNA ASK FOR.

I already know what you want ugh… 😒 alright I hope you enjoy it you silly willy

Nevertheless I wanted to put some slight effort on this one than the last drawings I’ve made [ + a bonus] thank u for requesting about Illumina vro, I needed that tbh 😭

I gave up halfway on rendering, so I just put sum effort on the wings [RIP me OOF] I managed to finish it in a flash right now, but I guess I’m okay with the result!

[BONUSSSSS / Im feeling nice today]

I decided to make this bonus because you guys are so sweet?? Like my ask box was blasted with your lovely compliments and nice words that just made me melt like butter every time I read them! and gave me hopes to continue this >:]

There are more stuff to follow! Toodi - loo !

[acupofinkedblood]

Illumina x reader

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝

• To be blessed with the presence of a SFOTH deity is such an honorable gift to receive, and out of any deity that can grace you with their blessing, you have managed to catch Illumina’s gaze. The gaze of his upmost divine attention, only for you. To what has a mortal done for him to awaken this foreign feeling inside him? Fate is such a joke, but it has led him to you

• Illumina is such a puzzle. Deities are different from mortals, you know that fact well. But Illumina has proven you that your simple mind can’t really comprehend of what a god can feel. His emotions are still noticeable — even showing them in a strong way — yet you can’t really understand his thoughts

• He understands your curiosity and will gladly enlighten your questions. After all, he’s a god. His intelligence is vast enough to answer all of your troubles, especially one regarding his own. He will tell you his tales, entertain you with his odd point of views and so on. But for certain questions, he would rather scoff than answer it. Like those involving his siblings — especially Darkheart or Venomshank — you don’t need to bother to get them

• At first, you dared not to be too intimate with him although he was your lover. He’s a powerful deity, and you’re just a mortal after all. It bothers him when you act like that more than you think he does. He doesn’t want you to treat him this different just because he’s a god. Sure, maybe he doesn’t really understand the concept of affection and all, but that doesn’t mean he will oppose you doing it

• It takes him quite a good while before throwing his pride through the window and have a heart to heart conversation with you. He wants you to love him in your way. And hell, maybe he might be unfamiliar with the idea at first, but that doesn’t mean he won’t get used to it. He will never hurt you after all, so just do whatever you wish

• Of course, he has granted you immortality to be his life’s partner forever. You will soon realize the subtle illuminating marks on your skin, a reminder of his blessings to you. Your eyes won’t go on full white, but instead there is a hint of white on the tip of your horn. It’s because you aren’t his follower, you are his lover

• Oh Illumina and his vivid choices of words, you are more than aware that he is rather harsh in his speech. He even sass you every now and then, but don’t take it too personal. He doesn’t take it too far, sometimes it’s meant to be lighthearted. You are his beloved, of course. Yet that doesn’t change the ‘Oh great, here we go again’ expression when you do something stupid

• He is a god, a 7'0"ft god, if you might ask. He absolutely towers over you. Although he doesn’t appear with you in public, but occasionally you still get this feeling of someone looming and watching over you. It’s just Illumina, he means it when he says he will keep an eye on you. It can be eerie at first, but then you just grow to get used to it

• Other times if he can’t really watch over you like usual, he will put a spell on you. Maybe a protection charm created by him, only for you. With that around, you don’t have to worry of danger anywhere. Plus, it’s beautiful for the eyes, charm he gifted you, I mean

• Sometimes he finds entertainment in starling you. Your reaction is just too priceless. He will appear behind you without a warning, his hand press on your shoulder or brush through your hair lightly. Seeing you jump almost immediately due to being surprised never fails to amuse him

• But if you no longer have any intense reactions like before anymore, he will be pretty intrigued by your attitude. Yet he still does it, either for dramatic entrance or just because he likes doing so, you don’t really know

• When you stay close to him, skin to skin contact, you can’t really put a finger on the way he makes you feel. He has no heartbeat, there’s just silence when you rest your heard against his chest. It feels a bit uncanny, but then again, you understand why

• His body is cold, yet in the way similar to when the cold light of a new day bathe on your skin. It’s not as cold as the death or as ice, but similar to a sunlight in winter. Describing his warmth requires your mind a good load of work, you just know that you have grown to be comforted by his presence. ‘He feels like light,’ that’s all you have to say

• Let’s get one thing straight, he is a whole new level of possessiveness. If you have been in contact with anyone, even just friends, that he deemed to be ‘too close for his taste’, then you will definitely receive quite a handful of sarcastic remarks about that unfortunate person by his sharp tongue. You call it jealousy, he dismisses it as keeping those — and I quote — ‘unworthy mortals away from your sight’

• You do know how to keep him at bay, but he might or might not still have his way with them behind your back. It’s nothing too serious, just giving them a slight warning. Your friends might complain about their questionable inconveniences to you, and you have a guess or two on why

• Don’t worry, he will not go overboard with it. If you really dislike it that much, he will begrudgingly stop giving your friends those simple misfortunes. He doesn’t want you to be in distress because of his doings

• But with your enemies, it’s another completely different story. May heaven above wish your foes well because we all know how Illumina takes your safety seriously. And that person dares to make you irritated, or worse - hurt? Agony will be what they are expected to come across if they put a finger on you — not even death — but the spiraling nightmare which he will gladly make them suffer

• His chamber is pretty abstracted. It’s not like anything you have imagined before. And trust me, he won’t explain further on why his home looks like that. Illumina might bring you there whenever those random days hit him when he feels like your presence will be a elixir to him. Despite the complexity of the place, you feel like home whenever you enter there. Maybe it’s because he’s with you

• You will be surprised when figuring out his fascination for lotus. He has a huge pond of white lotuses that has this slight purple glow. The scene is oddly serene, and that’s also where he is at his calmest. Sit there with him and enjoy the view, you won’t regret it

• And his wing, how can we forget about his wing? It’s big enough for you to be completely covered by it when he wrapped his singular wing around your body. And to your surprise, it’s pretty smooth. Not exactly fluffy, but smooth as silk. It also illuminates slightly in the dark, so if you have trouble falling asleep in the pure darkness, that’s the best way to save your electricity bills

• If you can prove your skill in preening bird wing, maybe he will let you help preening his own wing. But be careful, that’s his only wing now. He has already lost one, he definitely doesn’t need to lose another one. Although he might seem nonchalant about the whole thing — you preen his wing and all — deep inside he’s actually flustered

• There are times when he returns to you all scarred. You immediately rush away to get the medical supplies before returning to him. And yeah, although he can heal them by himself, there are certain vicious wounds that he needs your help with. Sometimes he gets back home like a literal mess, it almost fears you to death. But rest assured, he can’t die because of those punny wounds

• On the one hand, the other deities are wary of your presence. But they know better than doing any harm to you. The last thing they want is Illumina causing havoc everywhere in their territory just because they have crossed the line of his — which is you — and it’s definitely not a good thing. Maybe Darkheart who knows nothing and doubts nothing will try to mess around with you. But remember that charm Illumina gives you? Yeah that will shoo him away

• On the other hand, Ghostwalker doesn’t mind your presence. Actually, does he even mind anything at all? But hey, at least he is pretty chill with you and Illumina together

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Note: It’s so hard to think for Illumina

[milkcookiekin]

illumina x reader sfw headcanons

- takes you out on the most luxurious and beautiful dates, and treats you like royalty

- created a whole realm dedicated to you, with so many water lilies and lotuses

- he loves linking your pinkies together and holding you in any way he can, but mostly in small doses.

- he spoils you rotten and makes sure everybody respects you.

- doesn’t really get jealous, he’s very confident and is aware of the fact that only the other deities can compare to him. (though when it comes to venomshank and darkheart, he refuses to admit that he does get jealous)

- he finds you absolutely irresistible, and thinks you look beautiful all of the time.

- he often kisses your forehead because his lips are very soft, and you shiver at the feeling of them on you..

[phighterss]

how good do you think each of the deities hygiene habits are. surely they have some kind of self respect right

from best to worst..

illumina is probably a clean FREAK bro out here with a thirty step hygiene procedure it crazy.. bathes everyday cleans his hands after the lightest work ever and brushes his feathers like crazy he loves feeling majestic n shi.. he’s soft all over and smells like lavender and laundry

venomshank… I feel like he genuinely loves to be clean like he wants to smell like vanilla and flowers me thinks.. I think he regularly used lotions and sweet smelling soaps and products… one whiff of him and you’re rolling cuz of how good he smells… think of that one girl in the hallways u walk by and she like SMACKS YOU IN THE FACE WITH THIS HEAVEN SENT PREFUME ITS CRAZY BRO

icedagger my baby boy… I feel he’s kind of a mix of venomshank and ghostwalker like he smells like sugar spice all things nice when he is hygienic but sometimes forgets to be clean for like two or three days. his skin is probably super soft and cuddly like I just want to hug and squeeze my boy

ghostwalker. okay so.. I feel hes SUPER CLEAN when he does take time to be hygienic but sometimes forgets and like doesn’t shower for like a week. so he’s like 50/50.. probably smells like cedar wood me thinks. he probably uses lotion everyday tho so he doesn’t smell bad.

firebrand…. tries. And by tries I mean FRIES. As in he FRIES every product that touches his skin. he smells like smoke and burning wood. Listen he has TRIED before with all his might most he can do is spray perfume on himself. poor baby TRIES. give him some credit bruh….

windforce barely practices hygiene she thinks it’s a waste of time for a deity like herself.. she doesn’t really smell like anything tbh… she does the bare minimum and showers every time she gets blood on her or something. that’s like… it.

darkheart. LISTEN IM HIS BIGGEST GLAZER EVER. but I can’t lie to you… does he look like he fucking practices HYGIENE??!?!!??!? bro only time he does is when venomshank is like “BRUH CLEAN YOSELF HO 😭🙏” and he’s like “alr gang” I don’t necessarily think he smells like anything sort of similar to windforce but COME ON AT LEAST SHOWER MAN….