#pessimmist

[nubblins-sawyer]

dor you think we'll ever get out of this decade allive...????

[cultofarfri]

pessimist11

[legacytaught-archived]

    "    𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴  𝘁𝗼  𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗲  𝗶  𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱  𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲  𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁  𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗲  𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗲  𝗼𝗳  𝗺𝘆𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳,    "   was  this  hugely  pessimmistic  for  someone  who  was  usually  so  optimistic?   absolutely.   were  they  probably  just  acting  out  of  pain  and  anger?   definitely.   mercy  had  only  ever  trusted  one  person  to  look  out  for  them  and  take  care  of  them  and  they  had  just  watched  that  man  get  taken  away  in  a  police  car.   the  whole  situation  was  a  fucking  mess  and  they  didn't  know  how  to  handle  this.   mercy  didn't  look  as  mr  larusso  moved  to  sit  next  to  them,  green  eyes  glazing  over  with  tears  that  they  were  refusing  to  let  fall.   when  was  the  last  time  they  had  cried?   four,  five  years  ago?   it  would  be  so    𝘀𝘁𝘂𝗽𝗶𝗱   to  cry  over  this,  they  didn't  want  to  cry,  especially  not  in  front  of  mr  larusso  because  they  didn't  know  if  they  could  handle  his    𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀   right  now.   they  nodded  as  he  spoke,   "   that's  understandable.   everyone  has  their  own  style  regardless  of  what  they're  taught,    "   mercy  said  softly,  trying  to  keep  any  and  all  emotion  out  of  their  voice  because  if  they  cracked  right  now,  they  would  completely  break  apart  and  they  couldn't  let  anyone  see  that  right  now.   yet  the  last  bit  caught  them  completely  off  guard  causing  them  to  look  at  him,  hating  that  a  tear  escaped  down  their  cheek,   "   how  can  i  be  okay?   everything  got  so  messed up  and  that   .   .   .   that  man  in  there  isn't  the  person  i've  looked  up  to  my  whole  life,    "   and  it  was  like  with  that  confession,  they  couldn't  hold  back  anymore  and  the  tears  just  wouldn't  stop,  hating  how  their  only  instinct  was  to  run  away  but  instead  they  were  left  frozen,  crying  like  a  child  and  unsure  what  exactly  to  do.

“i   wouldn’t   be   offering   it   if   they   didn’t   want   you   there.   you   are   their   friends.”   a   short   pause   before   he   simply   adds.   “friends   take   care   of   each   other.”   the   sensei   points   out,   a   gentle   smile   on   his   lips   but   all   daniel   manages   to   do   is   lower   himself   until   he   is   sitting   beside   mercy,   leaving   a   space   between   them   to   keep   them   at   ease.   eyes   cast   down   to   the   ground,   daniel   is   not   gonna   hide   that   he   is   relieved   that   terry   silver   is   now   gone   and   behind   bars,   probably   for   a   long   time,   or   at   least,   as   long   as   they   can   manage   with   a   trial.   “it   wasn’t   that   much.   i   just.   .   .surprisenly,   used   what   he   taught   me.   and   made   it   my   own.”   made   it   miyagi-do,   to   prove   that   even   anything   silver   touched   could   turn   into   pure   gold   with   the   right   guide.   “but   he   was   like   a   father   to   you.   it’s   okay   if   you   are   not   okay   with   all   of   this.”

[moneycheats]

Happy birthday!! 🎉

thank you so much!! 🥰

[citrusplasma]

15 QUESTIONS TO TAG 15 PEOPLE  🌺

I’ve been tagged by @yoursimflower and @citrusjuice, thank you lovelies!

1. Are you named after anyone?

Kind of? My parents are really religious and they wanted a biblical name. After choosing some names they felt that Naomi was the right one

2. When was the last time you cried?

I don’t remember,not because It’s been that long but because I have a REALLY bad memory

3. Do you have kids?

Nope

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

I try, but sometimes I don’t pick up on it

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Probably their hair or face

6. What’s your eye color?

Dark brown babey

7. Scary movie or happy ending?

I’m also a huge scaredy cat so happy ending please!

8. Any special talent?

Uhhh- I’m really good at procrastinating

9. What country were you born in?

Italy

10. What are your hobbies?

Sleeping (big fan), video games,sometime i try to bake,used to read and draw a lot more

11. Do you have any pets?

Yes! Two dwarf rabbits

12. What sports do you play/have you played?

Back when i was a kid i liked swimming,tried karate but wasn’t for me (they wanted us to scream during practice and..yeah,no thanks)

13. How tall are you?

Around 167 cm

14. Favorite subject(s) in school?

English and Art History

15. Dream job?

If I could picky any job i would love to be an interior designer doesn’t mean i’m good at it tho lmao

Now, I’m not gonna tag 15 people but if you read this and wanna do it,consider yourself tagged! I’ll tag @sammsims, @kimbr3, @medusito, @sunflowerpetalscc, @pessimmist and @llovvii. As always don’t feel obligated to do this <3

[jadeplumbob]

She’s a cutie!

I’ve been playing around with the story mod in cas, and let me tell you that I’m having the time of my life. So here is Khloe a painter located in Strangerville. I finally used a different kind of skinoverlay for her face so she doesn’t look like all of my other female sims…

[purplexdreams]

today was an eventful day,,,, but thank God everything sorted on in the end

i really need to stop overthinking tho :(( the more i overthink, the more pessimmistic and negative and disagreeable i become and the more i lose the point of what im doing :/

[weeeaboodog-blog]

A: Aptitude 1. what are your oc’s natural abilities, things they’ve been doing since young? sewing, drawing, singing, ice skating, cooking 2. what activities have they participated in? track and field all through high school 3. what abilities do they have that they’ve worked for? costume design, photography, makeup, cooking 4. what things are they bad at? literally any sport with a ball or has anything to do with a sense of balance. painting, making a decent cup of coffee 5. what is their most impressive talent? Cosplays

B: Basics 1. what is their hair color? light brown 2. what is their eye color? mahogany brown 3. how tall are they? 5′8-5′9 4. how old are they? 24 5. how much do they weigh? 150ish

C: Comfort 1. how do they sit in a chair? depending on his mood, usually cross legged or curled up against the arm rest. if he is gaming he is more stretched out and using the coffee table as a foot rest 2. in what position do they sleep? flat on his stomach, hugging his pillow 3. what is their ideal comfort day? staying at home in pajamas, sipping on coffee and watching anime/disney movies and working on a cosplay. sometimes playing a video game if he isnt feeling very productive 4. what is their major comfort food? why? chicken tenders and mac and cheese. It reminds him of his childhood, and the simplicities of life 5. who is the best at comforting them when down? his best friends and boyfriend

D: Decoration 1. how would they decorate a house if they had one under their name? pretty simplistic, with a few house plants on windowsills, and his display case of KH memorabilia in his bedroom. Warm colors, blacks and browns.  2. how would they decorate their child’s room? dinosaurs, or bears, a lot of disney toys and references 3. how do they decorate their own room? kingdom hearts and Square Enix game posters everywhere, and a huge display case of all his KH stuff 4. what type of clothes and accessories do they wear? graphic t-shirts from video games, blue jeans, sometimes a KH crown necklace. no rings or earrings 5. do they like makeup/nail/beauty trends? face masks! 

E: External Personality 1. does the way they do things portray their internal personality? yes! He’s very animated and exciteable, and he doesn’t put on a front to pretend to be someone he’s not. He did that for so long in the past he refuses to resort back to that mentality. 2. do they do things that conform to the norm? not most of the time 3. do they follow trends or do their own thing? More tend to do his thing than follow trends 4. are they up-to-date on the internet fads? when it comes to memes, oh heck yes 5. do they portray their personality intentionally or let people figure it out on their own? again, he does’t put on a front so people who don’t know who he is has a pretty great idea of his personality.

F: Fun 1. what do they do for fun? Cosplay, video games, cooking, baking, ice skating, going on runs, drawing. 2. what is their ideal party? having a group of his closest friends together for a home-cooked dinner and movies. 3. who would they have the most fun with? his cosplay group and his boyfriend 4. can they have fun while conforming to rules? of course, yes 5. do they go out a lot? no, he is very introverted and doesn’t leave the house unless it’s for work, seeing friends or traveling to cons

G: Gorgeous 1. what is their most attractive external feature? eyes, smile, jawline, eyebrows 2. what is the most attractive part of their personality? his kindness,excieableness, humor and honesty 3. what benefits come with being their friend? loyalty, bad jokes, memes, honesty, someone to confide in 4. what parts of them do they like and dislike? loves his thighs and butt, his face shape and smile. dislikes his disproportionate body and his brown eyes 5. what parts of others do they envy? anyone who has blue eyes

H: Heat 1. do they rather a hot or cold room? cold 2. do they prefer summer or winter? summer 3. do they like the snow? OH HELL NO 4. do they have a favorite summer activity? swimming 5. do they have a favorite winter activity? Ice skating, reading in front of the fire with a cup of hot chocolate

I: In-the-closet 1. what is their sexuality? 100% gay 2. have they ever questioned their sexuality? yes, at an early age. he was 8 when he figured out he was gay and all through his teens he came to terms with it. 3. have they ever questioned their gender? yes. even had sex with his high school best friend once to be sure and it was AWFUL. the solid proof he needed to know he was completely gay. 4. would/was their family be okay with them being LGBT? no, his parents are extremely religion and therefore shunned him when they found out. mental and physical abuse followed, and even an attempt to force him into conversion therapy through the chruch 5. how long would/did it take for them to come out? he came out officially when he was 17

J: Joy 1. what makes them happy? birds, cats, dogs, kingdom hearts anything, his friends, chicken tenders, trips to the zoo or cons. 2. who makes them happy? his friends and his boyfriend 3. are there any songs that bring them joy? anything from Disney 4. are they happy often? 80% of the time, yes! his anxiety gets in the way sometimes but it never lasts more than a few days 5. what brings them the most joy in the world? having friends that understand him for him, and have no judgement at all. Kingdom Hearts 3 FINALLY BEING ANNOUNCED, ALONG WITH RESIDENT EVIL 3. also, his cat. 

K: Kill 1. have they ever thought about suicide? Yes. Back when he was a teenager and his parents treated him the way they did because he wasnt the son they wanted. 2. have they ever thought about homicide? No 3. if they could kill anyone without punishment, would they? who? his father. because he caused so much stress in his life, and caused the development of his anxieties and pstd 4. who would miss them if they died? All of his friends, his boyfriend. 5. who would be happy they died, anyone? Not at all, he’s such a positive influence on everyone connected to him.

L: Lemons 1. what is their favorite fruit? mango 2. what is their least favorite fruit? Cantelope 3. are there any foods they hate? Vegetables 4. do they have any food intolerances? Dairy :/ but he still eats it anyways 5. what is their favorite food? Chicken tenders, pot stickers, cheese pizza, chex mix, pocky sticks, lumpia and halo-halo

M: Maternal 1. would they want a daughter or a son? doesn’t matter to him! Either will be loved equally. 2. how many children do they want? just one. 3. would they be a good parent? oh hell yes. He would never dream of becoming like his parents. 4. what would they name a son? what would they name a daughter? Son: Daughter:  5. would they adopt? well. he’s gay, so yes. either that or surrogate with a close friend of his.

N: Never Have I Ever 1. what would they never do? Murder someone, skydive, anything that has to do with extreme heights. 2. what have they never done that they want to do?: Travel the world 3. is there anything they absolutely can’t believe people do? Nope! 4. what is the most embarrassing thing they’ve done? had sex with his best female friend to figure out if he was gay. it was really...really bad... 5. have they done anything they thought they’d never do? traveled outside of the US

O: Optimism 1. are they optimistic or pessimistic? Optimistic, most of the time. Can be pessimmistic if he’s in a bad mood 2. are they openly optimistic, throwing it on others? yes, always! 3. are they good at giving advice? he tries his best, but sometimes doesn’t know exactly how to express what he wants to say, and that can sometimes make things worse 4. is there anyone in their life that throws optimism on them? Remy, a few friends. 5. were they always optimistic? Hell no. He was a huge pessimisstic in his teen years, until he got a fresh start at the age of 19

P: Personality 1. what is their best personality trait? Kindness, sense of humor, caring for friends 2. what is their worst personality trait? Can be sometimes overbearing and suffocating if he knows a friend is in a bad place/needs help  3. what of their personality do others love? his kindness and sociability 4. what of their personality do others envy? Not sure 5. do they hate anything about their personality/about other’s personalities? He hates how he cares way too much sometimes, and can’t seem to figure out when people don’t want his help. But he’s working on that.

Q: Questions 1. do they ask for help? depending on the situation. he’s been alone for a long time so he’s still opening up to the idea 2. do they ask questions in class? hell no 3. do they answer questions that make them a little uncomfortable? no 4. do they ask weird questions? No 5. are they curious? yes, very.

R: Rules 1. do they follow rules? Not in his teen years, but most of the time, yes. He still has a rebellious side that peeks out every once in a while 2. would they be a strict or laid-back parent? middle-ground. strict when he needs to be but mostly lax 3. have they ever been consequenced for breaking a rule? yes, he’s been suspended a few times in high school for fighting. Also broke and entered a lot in his youth. underage drinking. 4. have they broken any rules they now regret breaking? no 5. do they find any rules they/others follow absolutely ridiculous? not anymore, no

S: Streets 1. are they street-smart? yes, very 2. would they give money to someone on the streets? no 3. have they ever gotten in a fight on the streets? no 4. has anything happened to them on the streets? no 5. are they cautious when out? yes, extremely.

T: Truth 1. are they honest? yes 2. can they tell if someone is lying? most of the time, yes 3. is it obvious when they’re lying? he’s a terrible liar LMAO 4. have they lied about anything they regret lying about? no 5. have they told truths that have been spread against their will? no

U: Underdog 1. have they been bullied? yes 2. have they bullied anyone? hell no 3. have they been physically attacked by a bully? all the time in high school. that’s why he got into a lot of fights. 4. have they ever been doubted? his entire childhood, by his parents. 5. have they surprised people with being good at something? ice skating, sewing/tailoring

V: Vomit 1. do they vomit often? no 2. do they get lots of stomach aches? after eating dairy, yes. but he still eats it anyways 3. are they good at comforting someone ill? extremely, yes. 4. what do they like as far as comfort goes? getting his hair played with, gentle kisses, cuddling, 5. do they burp, cough, or hiccup most when nauseous? when vomiting? lots of coughing, but that’s about it. dry heaving.

W: Water 1. do they drink enough water? too much, honestly 2. have they learned to swim? yep! he’s really good at it 3. do they like to swim? definitely! 4. can they dive? not very well 5. can they swim without holding their nose? yep!

X: Xylophone 1. what is their favorite genre of music? Rock 2. do they have a favorite song? Savior-Rise Against. Anything by Bowie, too 3. do they have a favorite band/artist/singer? Rise Against 4. can they sing well? sort of....but he’s not the best. 5. can they rap? The Pokerap tbh

Y: You 1. how old were you when you created them? 25 2. what inspired you to create them? seeing his FC’s cosplays 3. were they different when they were first created? extremely different, yes. He’s gone through a lot of growth and turmoil to be what he is now and he’s still changing to this day 4. do you enjoy writing them more than other characters? yes 5. what’s your favorite thing about them? how carefree and goofy he can be, as well as kind and well rounded. and the fact he still has flaws he needs to fix. he’s not perfect, and that speaks a lot for character development.

Z: Zebra 1. what’s their favorite animal? otters, butterflies, cats and dogs 2. do they like animals? hes a huuuuuuuge animal lover 3. cats or dogs? both 4. what’s their dream pet? his cat, Bucky 5. do they have any pets at the moment? A cat, Bucky, and a corgi named Fox

[patchaurychaury]

I think I'm gonna start putting love back into my life cause I don't wanna stay a pessimmistic pussy forever and I really wanna stop letting the people that loves me down..

Though, it's gonna take time..gon' learn it back..

[pessimmist]

heya! i’m new here & your blog seems pretty cool so any advice on starting mine? 💖🍯💕😍

Welcome!

I’m not sure that I’m the best person to ask this question as I just do what I feel like when it comes to simblr. But @sandy-sims has a really good post about starting a simblr. She sums it up really good. 

I hope that I could help.

[pessimmist]

hi just so u know seeing ur name across my dash or in my notifs makes me day and i love ur posts and sims and ugh u make my heart happy. i hope you have a good day/night 💝

OMG! Thank you!!!! You’re the sweetest! This made my horrible day so so much better! I love your sims too, they’re the cutest! 💕

I hope you had/have a wonderfull day/night as well! 💖

[pessimmist]

okay so mods: just start all over on a clean slate ik it may take up A LOT of time but it'll be for the best ideas: set up a pinterest board abput inspo for ts4 about faces,edits character and all that stuff or you can always make a private or smol blog for inspirations sometimes your ideas can be smol ones maybe cartoon remakes or scenery or gameplays also take your time and ill be looking foward to your reshade preset

Sorry that it took me to answer this long. Thank you for your advices, I did make some pinterest boards for inspirations and I’m planning to make a side blog where I reblog posts that inspire me. I’m still lacking in CC and mods but I don’t really care anymore. I’m much better now that I took a little time off of simblr. 

[pessimmist]

omg do you use a reshade? which one if so! your screenshots look amazing!! also i love the girls in long dresses aesthetic, honestly 10/10 love it

Hey! 

Yes, I use my own reshade. I’m planning on releasing it to the public soon, but university is a bitch. So I really don’t know when, but it will be released.

I’m glad that you like it, it’s my current obsession  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ :D

[pessimmist]

Thank you for info about sharing in sims 4! (You answered my post on my side blog: beesimsfour.) I’m a veteran sims 3 simmer and am still learning 4. :D

You're welcome! I'm glad that I could help you! 😊

[pessimmist]

New ask game: MY FAVOURITE SIMS ARE THE KISSING QUEENS. THEY ARE GORGE.

I love them too, it’s a shame that I don’t have them anymore tho... :’((

[pessimmist]

wow, you are cool

thank you! :)

You’re really cool too