#personal vent blah blah

[werevyote]

Growing up in a human society and world, now you're an adult but you feel a sense of loss because you never grew up as yourself, as your 'type. Nostalgic for something you never had, sense of sadness for a childhood you never got to experience

[unorcadox]

don’t you feel guilty? / you shouldn’t be here / why should you be happy? / you don’t deserve it / what good are you? / you’re better off dead / doesn’t it eat at you? / you’re living on borrowed time

[tangledinink]

my therapist basically assigned me the task of "play a video game" like, five months ago, and im proud to announce that today i have finally removed my switch from the charger and am now doing what i usually do, but with the switch here as well

[rigormortisangel]

no i actually dont have the ability to be suicidal and go to a fucking hospital or ask for help. im either fine or im already attempting and theres no in between

[heyeun-recyclebin]

Interesting 🤔

My former colleague who got fired texted me out of the blue. I was hoping not to hear from her anymore since our last text (which was about a few weeks ago) 😑

She acted weird and sour about the whole situation in the beginning and took it out on me instead of the company lol

She texted me randomly as if I was her daily journal.

“let me guess, who stole my position??”

“I’m gonna sue the company for discrimination”

“I bet he/she is sitting at my station”

“tell me, who replaced me?”

“So, who stole my $xxx.xx a week job where I was the sole provider for my family?”

I’m just looking at her random texts going “uhh…..” and never responded back coz seriously, I didn’t know what to tell her!

I ended up telling her that I can’t help her and she would need to reach out to HR herself and ask. I told her best wishes.

She never replied back so thought she moved on, thank God!

But here I am with another text from her 😂

This time was a normal text. She told me to feel free to use her stuff she left at her work station then told me that she’s getting unemployment then lastly added “I hope you had a great Thanksgiving holiday”

Wow 😳 for the first time she greeted me with holiday wishes. The past year she was never the one to initiate conversations or any type of heartfelt greetings. I remember her as someone with just full of negative energy ��

Anyway, guess what? I didn’t respond back lol

I ought to stay away from someone like her for my own safety reasons lol tbh, she’s got some psychopath vibes.

I want to be accepting towards her but there are some people who will never learn and grow from their mistakes.

I’ve observed her for the past years and I know that she’s got some mental issues and I am definitely not the one to help her ✌️

I should really start organizing this topic of her.

Anyone who came across my post might think I sound so cruel and mean towards my former colleague haha 😂

[dumplingprincessextraordinaire]

CW ⚠️‼️ MEDICAL TALK AND ANIMAL LOSS

Y’all have been very supportive and caring so I’m giving another update.

My mom is back from emergency surgery and though it’s very painful, she is recovering and I’m taking care of her. We’ve really supprting each other through these hurdles and if nothing else, I can say these things have made us closer and it makes feel better about the future.

Secondly, my puppy is here another night. In a few hours, we’ll be taking her to vet to see what her fate is. I’m growing a bit of hope in my heart that this is some underlying treatable cause, but I know it’s likely just old age. It’s 4:14 as I type this and her appointment is at 8:50. I’ve been staying up all night cuddling and taking some last photos. I’m only just now getting a break to post this and bathe. Thank you for the support y’all. This is about to be a hard day and I hope to be looked after.

[voidxbrat]

FUCK this glitchy/flashy/shaky/static effects trend that every person who makes any sort of media is getting into and putting everywhere without any trigger warnings whatsoever!

You are making it impossible for people like me with seizure, vision, photosensitivity, etc issues to engage with any media (especially videos and/or reels taking over) AT ALL!

So tired of it, fuck the ads everywhere (even here now!), fuck the reels taking over, fuck this flashy effects trend, fuck it all.

Sincerely, someone with severe vision, photosensitivity, and seizure issues, who is being forced away from every form of media for the sake of their own health.

[inlovewithmyhyperfixations]

just a person who has a good life but is sad and an overthinker and in a household that won't accept them and might have ADHD (+anxiety and depression), plus bad relationships with food, and bad body image (just bad self esteem in general), hiding things from everybody, doesn't trust anyone, needs to be alone, self-sabotages themself, is very bad with sh, and other things.

but other people are starving, they don't have homes, they're in war, they just lost someone, they have to worry about food, they might not have an education, they have it 1000 times worse.

should I really be complaining?

[campgender]

😔.

[autumn-applepie]

University ever pushes you so low you have to go buy a couple of beers? /srs/neg

I'm gonna vent in the tags for a moment humor me for once /gen

[tenok]

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[pilonciillo]

on another note

[phoebified]

i'm positive sso fans would go so far if they would stop acting like the characters were real people and not like. dolls created to add to a story. like sabine is not real, she's not "diverse," she's a classic villain trope that's harmful to the exact type of woman you're so weird about, and they're using your attachment to this white-girl-gay-bait woman to ramp up your interest in sso and play more of it and if they play their cards right sell you more shit, even if sse has "good intentions" this ends up being the outcome. and you're falling for it

[tangledinink]

hey bad news you guys. my therapist told me today that he thinks i should actually be sad on main MORE.

[tearueful]

I really need people to understand that 'I'm done coddling men' and 'I hate you for being a man' are not the same thing.

I can be done with offering my emotional energy to individual men while also simply not blaming them for everything the patriarchy has done to society.

One is an individual choice for my life and the other is a result of social conditioning.

[basils-dreamhouse]

for the love of fuck can someone make a reddit stories youtube that like, skips over stories that demonize personality disorders please. or any mental illness. fuck knows how many times ive had to leave a video bc they started going on abt "narc/borderline abuse" or demonizing some other pd