#personal db post

[dbnightingale24]

Hello, it’s me.

So, I’ve been sitting on posting my stories/updates for a while, because I’m anxious as fuck about it. Now, more times than not, I receive positive and helpful feedback and I love it. I love you guys for taking the time out to read my works at all. However, lately, it’s kind of felt like bullying. I’ve stopped posting them or responding to them if they show up in the comments (few of the people that have done it have either blocked me or their accounts have been disabled), but I do still get messages about my stories saying that the reader is stupid or I take my stories too far.

I put the warnings in the tags for a reason. These stories are loosely based off of my own personal traumas. I know how shitty it was for me to go through them, so I wanna make sure I make it safe for people who don’t actually want to read about them. I can only put so many tags, and I feel like the tags I do add are very precise. Unless I say otherwise, a lot of my stories are angsty, have mentions or detail abuse/sexual assault, and there’s a lot of sex and drinking. That’s me being subtle. I’ve been told that it reminds people of real life and that makes sense, because it’s overall based off of real life.

Yes, I have comfort characters that I use to tell these stories, so it’s not an exact account, but everything I’ve posted (unless I’ve written it for someone or it’s a holiday one-off), is based off of something that actually happened. All of this being said, if you see in the tags that it’s something that’ll trigger or upset you, please don’t read it. My intent is never to hurt or offend anyone, but I can’t do anything if you decide to proceed with reading what I post.

It’s not just me. I’ve seen it on other posts, and have heard about it from my friends on here. Tags are there for a reason. Please read and heed their warnings. If you insist upon reading a story that makes you upset, then kindly keep it to yourself.

Now, this doesn’t mean I can’t take or won’t listen to constructive criticism. However, there’s a difference between constructive criticism and tearing someone down because you read something that made you upset, even though you were warned that it will probably make you upset.

All of this being said, I’m hoping to get back into the swing of posting more frequently again, I love you all, thank you to anyone who actually takes the time to read what I write, thank you to everyone who provides feedback, and I’m sending lots of love and hugs to everyone. Keep kickin ass everyone 🥰💕

[t4tadrienette]

I think majority of Vegeta's problems would have been solved if he had just fucked Goku even once

[hanakotei]

hanako + tsukasa on the inner sleeve of volume 19

[shalom-iamcominghome]

Jews in skyrim 👁️👁️

[mudstoneabyss]

I think all the science-gore combo fetish stuff people do for/associate with Kevin/Carlos should also be used for Lauren/Janet

[insanostyle1231]

thinking about lucien and the argonian twins. and how like. lucien couldnt have been a bad father from what we can see and hear from them like they adore him and love him and there is absolutely zero bad blood in those 2 people and theyre not even the slightest hint of bitter about anything. theyre both reserved and very helpful, hell id say teinaava is probably the most helpful to you in that whole sanctuary whenever you ask him about contracts!! and theyre responsible respectful people and like it seems lucien raised them as well as a good father should, with the addendum of teaching them how to kill but besides that, he seemed to have like (and may be a little reaching here but. this is my post i do whatiwant) supported/furthered their interests as far as we can tell because teinaava sits and reads all day! bookworm son my beloved

you can definetly say lucien only raised them as well as he did for the brotherhood, which yea true but i do think there has to be somewhat of a heart there to be able to raise 2 kids that way even if he sends you to kill them without blinking but i think that says more about luciens dedication to the brotherhood than it does his assumed love for his kids

point being: by the gods why is the cultist murder man a better dad than the fucking dragon god. what

[pigeonriot]

i have a parasocial relationship with deutsche bahn which is HATE HATE HATE BITE MAIM KILL HATE

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

this goes out to my fellow girlies who missed out on enjoying the spooky season to the fullest because of work responsibilities (it's me I'm the girlie) 🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️🚶‍♀️

original image under the cut >>>

[trash-bin-ary]

Huhhhh I know defeating the king is going to be a fake ending based on posts I’ve read but I’m fighting him and I’m only on act 2/4??? To be fair 1 went quick so it may be imbalanced but it makes it seem like I have not gotten far with my multiple days of staying up way too late playing cause I have time now

[dbnightingale24]

Hiiiiii guys 🙃🙃

Just wanted to get personal with you guys for a bit. Soooo, I haven’t posted much in a bit, and it’s NOT because I’ve stopped writing. I promise I have so many updates. I’ve just been in a really bad depression. So, last year, my Dad got diagnosed with Alzheimer’s. About two weeks ago, we discovered that he doesn’t know who I am, or my name. Between trying to move, find a place for my parents, plan the wedding my husband and I always intended to have, working, helping my parents with whatever they need, working, and being sexually assaulted by one of my best and oldest friends, I just kind of went into a deep DEEP depression. I’ve wanted to post more, but I genuinely just didn’t have the energy. I’m trying to pull myself out of it, and I’m slowly getting out of it 💕 my husband and I just went on our first real vacation in almost 5 years, and it really helped a lot. I’ve been spending a lot of time reading comfort-fics and going to therapy, and I’m finally starting to feel like getting back to things 💕

I’m so sorry for everyone that’s been waiting for updates, or that I haven’t responded to: you honestly didn’t do anything wrong. To everyone that’s checked up on me: thank you so much and I love you 💕 HOPEFULLY, updates will be coming faster and more frequently. I really miss writing and I really miss all of you.

I love you 🥰

[t4tadrienette]

So I saw someone saying that Goku has empathy, and I'm pretty sure they intended compassion. Goku has been shown throughout the entire series that he has a hard time understanding other people's feelings and putting himself in someone else's shoes, so he's not an empathetic guy, and that's fine. Without empathy, Goku still has a big sense of justice and compassion. He is a compassionate, altruistic guy. He hates to see people suffering, he hates injustice, and you don't need empathy for that anyway

[mahiru-no-yami]

Hit from Dragon Ball Super has szpd!

[paraemu]

SORRY FOR THE DRAGON BALL SPAM does anyone else think its cute that future trunks is a sweet and polite young man bc he comes from a sad desolate future where hes always had to fight to survive but kid trunks is just the biggest brat in the world bc he grew up spoiled and surrounded by people and he even gets goten to be his sidekick

[dr-drea]

"Do you want to pay a small extra amount to reserve seats <3?"

You owe me the whole fucking train for that ticket price WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?

[dirtbra1n]

feel like I just want everyone to understand that I’m constantly suppressing the urge to share dozens of completely inane thoughts on games and so on. just constantly. like when the apollo justice trilogy was announced I was getting the shakes stopping myself from begging people to ask me to bitch about ace attorney. This post is sponsored by Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney

[crqstalite]

something that clicked for my last summer (that i remembered now bc i just saw a post from them thru a mutual) you dont have to follow someone with All The Right Opinions (and i mean that literally) if them constantly posting about these opinions and political topics is actively making you have a worse time online.

like i was becoming actively hesitant to scroll thru my dashboard because i was constantly thinking 'im going to see [x] and theyre going to post something actively distressing/drama im not part of but dont want to be bothered by all day', before it clicked that. i could just?? not follow them. and then they were gone and went back to trekking about tumblr.

its that simple and makes me a little. batty? (can i still use that word?) that i didnt think of it before.