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dashofmonsters · 2 months ago

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After all these years...

So since I was young I've had a hard time exercising or going from cold to hot or hot to cold and so on.

I had doctors, coaches, and family dismiss me saying whatever was going on was normal or that I'm a hypochondriac.

I knew something wasn't right and I knew something wasn't normal but I got too used to being dismissed and told that my issue was all in my head and decided to stop chasing after an answer.

Well recently I started going to a pretty good doctor and decided to give this issue one last go.

HE KNEW EXACTLY WHAT WAS WRONG!

He listed off every symptom and how I triggered the reaction and you know what guys?

I'm allergic to getting overheated.

Triggers: exercising, spicy food, stress, hot showers & baths, and going from a cold environment to a warm one.

What happens if I get overheated: pain and hives, it sucks

I am so glad that I got this figured out and that it's treatable ;u;

#and I live in the south where it's hot all time #personal dash stuff

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dashofmonsterspublishing · 7 months ago

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Trying so hard to get back into writing the first draft again. I got hit hard by STUFF so I'm trying to bounce back and set ~Healthy Boundaries~

It's also been crazy since things are snapping in and out of place and it's like "if it's not one thing it's another" right now.

Like I got my teeth fixed but now my foot has been hurt for three weeks straight and I didn't do anything to it so *shrugs*

Honestly trying to push past survival mode and into living mode is much more challenging than people care to admit. And trust me, I am tired of just surviving. Just barely being able to make it.

I started journaling as part of a healthy therapeutic way of going through my emotions and setting some simple goals and boundaries for myself and others. I've been spreading myself thin for way too long and I'm just done.

I have this unhealthy view of perfection that my grandmother fostered in me when I was growing up and through journaling I've realized how bad it is.

Online, here on Tumblr I feel like I can be real and not judged as harshly like I am in real time with people I know which kind of is nice, kind of sucks. Like wow, how bad did I screw myself over that I am too scared to make mistakes and let people know it?

That's kind of what I'm going through right now and it's something else. Like I'm taking steps back and telling myself to stop living in a land of delulu and get it the fuck together whenever I feel myself overreacting or getting overwhelmed by tiny little things.

It's not easy and if I'm being honest it's annoying XD like I'm just done. Done being sad, done walking in eggshells, and done with feeling disrespected either by myself or others.

Dug my hole now I gotta climb out lol

#personal dash stuff #life update #oof

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mamawasatesttube · 1 year ago

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BTW... PSA.... even if we arent mutuals if youre in my notes regularly theres a Very high chance i am still fond of you. yes im vaguing someones tags on the compliment the person u rbed this from post. but like. positive vaguing? THE POINT IS im weird abt following ppl but IM STILL SENDING U FOND VIBES...

#i have to acclimate myself into following people. first i have to spend a few days to weeks checking someones blog manually #and i cant follow too many new people in the same burst or else theres TOO MUCH new unfamiliarity on my dash #and i become a small and easily frightened beast alarmed by change #also im just....................... incredibly picky kjhsdkjjkdsj sometimes ppl i generally am :)! towards do occasionally rb #from someone who i want to throw bricks at. and then i cant follow them but im still :)! when i see them in notifs #and sometimes its just that im going AAAA!!! AAAA!!! and cant put more new things on my dash #or in some cases its someone im fond of seeing/chatting w whenever we have talked BUT they simply are also into stuff im not rly into #and i dont want it on my dash despite liking them as a person. etc. you know how it is #ALL OF WHICH TO SAY................... :)!#rimi talks

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dashreads · 1 year ago

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Gonna go to the bookstore for the first time in years and I'm bringing my darling baby boy. Gotta get this kid more books, I nearly have chicka chicka boom boom memorized. He's got a nice little library already but I want to fill up his shelves! I'm so happy my little guy already likes being read to more than TV. To be fair though he ignores the TV and just likes hearing us talk to him.

So I gotta buy him some books, like really good ones and fun ones.

#personal dash stuff

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serendippertyy · 7 months ago

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If you're still taking the requests, could I ask for flutterdash with E2?

tiny dash ftw 💙💛

#i personally hc them as acting like sisters but all my requested flutterdash stuff always ends up being some of my fav drawings LOL #my little pony #mlp #mlp fim #my little pony friendship is magic #rainbow dash #fluttershy #flutterdash #asks #my art

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lovelyscourge · 2 months ago

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Look at you, a pretty head all empty. Come here, sit between my legs, dumb little things like you need to be safe. And get dumber, drooly and fuzzy. You don't have to use that silly brain right now, little dove. Mommy will do the thinking for you.

#‘you don't have to be a person right now’ post crossed my dash #femdxm #subby boys #domme mommy #fdom #subby bunny #subby puppy #subby men #gentle fdom #dumbfication #fdom stuff #fxmdom #subby kitty #nsft concept #mind corruption

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averlym · 1 year ago

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fairest of the fair

#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical #six the musical fanart #katherine howard #thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art #this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self #aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying #redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me #back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit #also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill #multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me #notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts #of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was #pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes #3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume #and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to #explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is #darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall #outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet #within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah #8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck #anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)

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a-scary-lack-of-common-sense · 3 months ago

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Not me genuinely in a dilemma of whether or not I should block someone just for one absolutely ASS take even though it literally won't make a difference from their POV

#I have blocked so many people just by seeing ONE absolutely frigid take of theirs- i am fucking petty alr-the catharsis is insane #me before: oh i dont like this :( <-UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT #me now: oh i dont like this actually- blocked #curate my own internet space and yada yada yaknow #even though i probably will never come across them again on my dash even if I didn't block them #i just like pressing buttons I think atp #anyways. If it sucks- hit da bricks!!!#its not even like a personal issue- Im sure they're lovely people but also BLOCKED /j /lh #im just being a dick- dw <3 #on the other hand- ou folks can block me any time if you don't like my stuff #i mean it was entirely your choice in the first place so im not like- allowing you to do it or giving you permission or smth!#just letting you know that sometimes- Im the shit that sucks and you gotta hit the bricks from #block me if I have an ass take- i dont care- you do you bestiepop #my post #sput chatters

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kyouka-supremacy · 5 months ago

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#I've had the cutest interaction today #So like yesterday? There was this post I saw on my dash that was like “you want to know extra info about museums? Just befriend a–#guide! That way you can also unlock the Secret Backscene” and I was like. Lmao. Who could ever befriend a museum guide I've never–#even personally met anyone who works at museums?#... Well. Guess what happened today #I was following this guided museum tour with a friend and when the tour came to an end I was happily chatting with her when the guide.#Shyly chimed in and was like “is that an Atsushi keychain?” And I was like !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#And I was like‚‚ omg‚‚‚ Do you happen to know‚‚‚ This one series‚‚‚‚‚‚#And they unsheathed their phone like a fbi distinctive in American movies to show me their fyo/zai background amjdsgawsjda it was SO cute.#They were adorable. And I got so embarassed but trying to keep my cool while internally I was like‚‚‚#Omg the Cool Museum Guide™ is talking with me about my hyperfixation‚‚‚‚‚‚ What is happening #We talked a bit about the manga it was such a nice and sweet exchange. They said they like Dostoyevsky and I was like yeah he's so cool!!!#They said they're sorry about Bram it was REALLY cute (´；ω；｀)#I didn't want to hamper them too much so I took my leave shortly after but I'd actually really like to pay visit again–#when the new chapter is out??#Hhhhhhh I don't want to look stalkery and like go look for them on their job. But also like‚ they looked genuinely happy and as excited as–#I was when we were chatting and I believe in the power of human connections through shared hyperfixations #The possibly funnier part is that then my friend went “Wait you're into b/ungo stray dogs??” and like alright. This is less surprising.#I already knew she likes manga.#What actually left me quite baffled was that... She really didn't know I was into b/sd. When it's literally what I think about 24/7 #Something very similar happened just a week ago. My friend gifted me a manga volume of a series she really likes for my birthday #But when she was giving it to me she awkwardly went “oh‚ just‚ it features romance between two guys. I hope that's okay with you...”#And I internally had to pause and realize that no.#In fact most of the people I hang out with don't know I spend half my time curating a bl focused blog.#It's just funny in a way? I got so used to concealing my hyperfixations I didn't even realize I actually got quite good at passing–#for someone who is normal about stuff.#random rambles

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lilybug-02 · 7 months ago

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Lily how do I pack to move out??? I can’t take all my plushies with me gajdishwkqowjdb

It's gonna be okay. You just have to ration them out like I did with my Godzilla things. I now have two Godzilla shrines in separate houses. <3 im a happier person because of it.

Moving is so hard man.

#moving sucks ass. bring things that make you feel comfy and remind you of good vibes.#you got this purple #so proud of you #like legit. I am happy every time I see you on my dash. And I wish i had the mental energy rn to talk to you more because you are such a #cool and creative person AND artist.#I still need to spam like ur art #URG >:|#I will someday this summer lol #ask stuff #purplebehittindifferent

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dashofmonsters · 2 months ago

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My son, my precious baby boy... He just ate a piece of lemon, and I mean the whole piece. Skin and all...

He took a big bite out of it like a fucking apple...

Little dude is too powerful

#personal dash stuff #and yes i took the seeds out XD

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nerdetiquette · 4 months ago

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As much as I love the ending for Juno and as much as I cried over it, I think I would’ve preferred it if there was no implication of Nureyev coming back. Like I like the ship, but this was about Juno, and I feel adding him back in even if he doesn’t speak, takes away from that. I get why they did it, not having something would’ve led to riots, but I’m sad that what I’m seeing in my dash is just jupeter and no love for the rest of the episode. We got so many other characters to wrap this up, and it’s just about Nureyev

#that lady is more than his relationship god damn it #he’s helping people #he’s moving forward #he’s being a complete person >:(#I have my sappy goodbye letter so now it’s time to be mad about stuff #please I can’t see more jupeter on my dash #i’ll scream #the penumbra podcast #tpp #juno steel #junoverse #the penumbra podcast spoilers #juno steel finale

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dashreads · 1 year ago

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Starting my kiddo's library

Is it too soon to start building my kiddo's library? Maybe, possibly, and yes, most likely.

I don't even know when kids start really understanding written text, I think like 6 or 7 but I've seen some early developers as an ex tutor.

Still going to read my kiddo the classics like Stone Soup and Dragons Love Tacos. The art is some of my favorite things about kid books and no joke, I'd hold onto these like family heirlooms like my grandmother's friend did. I'd gift these books as treasures to relatives with kids (at least to the relatives who can teach their kids the difference between a reading book and a coloring book, well that is unless they're annotating XD)

So little by little I'll start buying up books, more than I have already been so that he can have options. So he can run up to me with two maybe three books asking if I can read to him and maybe to teach him a few more words.

I'll take him to libraries and bookstores so he can pick out what he wants me to read or for me to teach him to read. I'll take him to story times and let him ponder over which books he really really wants.

I want to share my rainy reading days with him just as much as I want to share the wild sunshiny days where he'll no doubt run around getting dirty.

#personal dash stuff

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gatheredfates · 3 months ago

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Kinda tempted to chuck out a looking for followers post because I know there's a tonne of new people in the community and I... want to find them...

#｡･ﾟﾟ･ — sea speaks #i love a busy dash personally #yes i run the risk of missing stuff but also #so many cool things to see!

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 4 months ago

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arisugu . if u even care