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beetheyapper · 9 months ago

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one thing about me is that i live in a perpetual state of longing for the next stage. i'm never satistfied with the season- i yearn for it for months and then wish it away once it arrives. i turn these ages i've always idolized and spend them idolizing the future.

it's a habit i truly resent, but i cannot help but to fall back into it. i can only wish that one day i'll be able to stop and take in the bliss of what i'm surrounded by--i try whenever i catch myself in the same cycle of longing, but it always lasts only a day or two before i'm back at it.

#i need fall and i need it now #im 18 but i cant wait to be 21 #but i also want to be a teenager forever #beeby yaps #beeby core #perpetual longing #chaotic academia #help

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technically-human · 2 months ago

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Valentine's Day!!

The boys finally get a happy moment after going through the canon events

This was a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are so thank them for the cuteness!

The bonus is completely my fault though:

#dbda #dead boy detectives #payneland #palasaki #reverse verse #after the hell confession charles wants to experience his teenage romance #unfortunately he was kind of rejected #but it doesn't matter because edwin will always give him as much of himself as he can #as he always has #they're a bit fucked up huh?#not as much as Niko though #losing crystal has been hard on everyone but...#well niko is very lonely now #at least she's finally getting along with charles!#now that he's not perpetually angry/stressed/jealous #also yes charles dressed up for the date #that tiny kiss took a lot of courage so everyone congratulate edwin #he has a long way to go but he's progressing!#charles didn't really expect anything romantic to happen #which makes the fact that he didn't just ask to spend the day with edwin even more silly #but he's being considerate in his own way #doesn't want his mate to be uncomfortable

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fevekko · 3 months ago

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etho doodles and tuff guys doodles for the soul (❁´◡`❁)

shameless plug here, very sorry, but my commissions are open! please check out my ko-fi page if you are interested ^^; it'd be super appreciated!!

#my art #artwork #hermitcraft #life series #etho fanart #tango fanart #bdubs fanart #ethos got that dawg in him fr #kakashi and urahara who? i only know etho sLab and philza minecraft #also the tuff guys are SO funny to me- an alliance where everyone hates each other and wants the others dead #immediate hit #white siberian husky etho + 4 arm long ass tail tango + bdubs #they're the “thank god i'm the only normal person here” meme personified #also the red fingertips on etho- yk how redstone dust is DUST...#he's got a perpetual redstone-cheeto-dust stain on his fingers

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poatop · 7 months ago

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🪻Tali'Zorah Vas Normandy🪻

#every flower has a meaning :}#purple chrysanthemums -> devotion and long-lasting friendship #purple campanulas -> gratitude and everlasting love #bluebells -> loyalty and constancy #thuja plant -> resilience and perpetuation of life #i just am so normal about her #mass effect #tali mass effect #Tali'zorah #Tali'zorah vas normandy #fanart #my art

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popfizzles · 8 months ago

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Scientists and professors have begun documenting wild Eevee with little to no human socialization that are becoming reclusive, feral, harder to capture, and eventually growing to undocumented sizes.

It's a well known fact that Eevee's normally unpredictable and Volatile DNA stabilizes after evolving. However that seems untrue for Eeon, as it retains a largely diverse moveset, embracing its constantly changing genetic structure.

This instability and lack of human interaction makes Eeon threatening to stumble across in the wild, and caution is advised.

#Pokemon #PKMN #fakemon #PKMN oc #Eevee #eeveelution #PKMN Eeon #fizzles draws #Eeon of course being the beginning of “eevee” and the “eon” suffix for eeveelutions; but also meaning “eon” as in a very long time #And now with the wide amount of different kinds of rare candy sizes; it should be relatively easy to boost a low level eevee to level 50 #But if you're looking for a different evolution you had better put a bit more work in first <:)#I also like 'the perpetual pokemon' for it because it sort of implies 'this is all you'll ever be. unfinished. unstable'#which is kind of sad in its own right #also have you noticed that flareon is the only fluffy eeveelution we get. thats a god damn shame !!!!

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phoenixcatch7 · 9 months ago

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Okay but it's super interesting how

Din = Power = Ganondorf

Naryu = Wisdom = Zelda

Farore = Courage = Link.

Because Din, in the hylian creation myth, created the physical world. Naryu then created the laws - gravity, time, etc. And Farore finally created life - plants and people.

Din created the body, naryu the mind, Farore the soul.

And the triforce and its wielders so perfectly reflect that.

Ganon is physical power, he is big and intimidating and he breaks things. He is cunning and determined, but that's not what he focuses on. He is might makes right.

Zelda is wisdom and cleverness. She is stall tactics and information and team work. She is a powerful mage with a spine of steel, but that's not how she'll win. She is the pen being mightier than the sword.

Link is courage and persistence. He is the wild card sneaking behind enemy ranks, always moving, plunging into terrifying situations head first. He's a phenomenal fighter with a keen wit, but that's not what will get him through his challenges. He is bravery not being the absence of fear but the triumph over it.

They sit in perfect parallels to each other.

And ganon is reborn through his body - his resurrection is immortality. No matter how low he is cast, as long as he has a body he can claw his way back. He can cling to his power, build it ever higher.

Zelda is reborn through the magic of her bloodline. It's the accumulated knowledge handed down for generations, the unique power she must master, the skills she must develop to survive and get her kingdom out the other side intact. Even her name, the knowledge of herself, is handed down from all the way from the very first. Her ancestors knowledge of her future presence, her stability, is what gives her the edge.

Link is reborn in spirit. He is not bound by flesh or blood. Just like his wanderlust soul he can reappear in any time or place. His variation, his unpredictability, is exactly how he fights. It's what makes him so hard to pin down.

Ganons need to build strength means he can't chase after link. Links impulsiveness means zelda can outwit him. Zeldas stationary predictability means she's an easy target for ganon.

But the other direction?

Fire melts ice, ice redirects lightning, lightning burns fire.

And that's the very essence of the triforce.

#It's little details spread across the games like this that just makes it work so WELL it's SO COOL #They're all great at all parts of the triforce but they CHOOSE to focus on the path most meaningful to them #And that's literally reflected in their unique cycles of reincarnation isn't that just AMAZING #And that's why the team up is so important! If they were all working against each other they'd be locked spinning their wheels #If zelda and ganon teamed up link would immediately die and if link and ganon teamed up zelda would instantly perish #It's the link zelda team up that means ganon is the one who kicks it #Also the elemental thing was cool but they do jump around a bit. Like wind is there half the time #In botk the gerudo have lightning and the goron have fire. Farosh still has lightning tho and dinraal fire #In ss lanaryu was the lightning and faron had water like its all over the place thematically. And that's when it's only 3!#Don't even get me started on the 5/7 lots notankyu #But that's the most common group and it's also thematically accurate #Fire being the only one able to self perpetuate with fuel. Can be banked up again. Ice compresses with time but needs the right environment #Lightning go boom 👍 you can feel the static in the air but you don't know when/where it'll strike and then it's all over #Like fr it's hilarious zelda and ganon are playing the long game and link runs past eats all the pieces and while ganons yelling after him #Zelda checkmates his king. And nobody can prove she wasn't cheating because nobody was looking lmao #Ah the duality of metaphors #ANYWAY isn't that so neat???#Reason no.372 why rhoam was a terrible king he didn't just screw up he did it ✨thematically✨#If link had been allowed to run off and get dirty and if zelda was allowed to study her interest (like post kingdom fall FOR EXAMPLE)#They'd have won (like aoc) but nooooooo. I've already made a post (or 3) about it lmao I'll be quiet now #loz #legend of zelda #botw #triforce #loz link #the legend of zelda #zelda #loz botw #ganondorf #loz ganon

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clonerightsagenda · 18 days ago

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In this reread I also noticed Cassie mentioning that the farm had been in her family since the Civil War and went 'huh really?' and Googled California's history to learn yes, it gained statehood not long before the Civil War, and free Black people were among the groups who came over during the Gold Rush. I am going to imagine her ancestors were among the people who showed up and went 'gold is unreliable, but you know who is going to really make bank here? support services' and set up Ye Olde Prospector's Vet Clinic

#it wasn't long after Mexico lost California also so she could have Mexican heritage as well #I don't recall any sign of that #but I'm now imagining her and Marco having a heated ethics argument in Spanish #while everyone else sits around like uhhhhhhh middle school language arts did not cover this vocab #kat reads animorphs #perpetual perpetual ladies night

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funsize-cenobites · 8 months ago

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#Mishanks #Akataka #red haired shanks #dracule mihawk #Idk man im feeling things #They're so inherently fucking sad. The complexity of two guys pulled together and pulled away by 'fate'#One perpetually in motion despite his easy going nature. Chasing a future so much bigger than him.#One stuck stagnant despite his aching boredom unable to see a future outside chasing the high of his past.#Inextricably linked by nothing but memories and their own unwillingness to let go fully.#Is it fate now or will? Fate or pure yearning faith? Our paths have long since diverged but I still seek you out.#We are different people but I still know you. You still know me.#If we weren't written in the stars fate should never have set us on a collision course.

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avariceaside · 9 months ago

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This is what happens, Supergiant told me themselves

#zag has long hair because supergiant also told me that <3 #just dont question why he's in elysium #or why he's not super chained up despite being Hell's Number 1 Escape Artist #he's uuhhhh forced to fight hordes of chronos's lackey's and be perpetually taunted by the closeness of freedom #idk #enjoy the cute sibling moment!#hades game #hades 2 #hades #hades fanart #melinoe #zagreus #avarice arts

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suusoh · 1 month ago

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I go to sleep. I wake up. I think about if Johan somehow practiced being ambidextrous this would be the worst thing in the world for you, especially if he never chose to reveal it. cry. then go 2 sleep again.

tw: noncon-ish undertones. can be read as just overstim but gonna put it here just to be sure.

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Because Johan fingering you is already one of the most excruciating activities with him that can lasts for hours.

Something that's always done with the purpose of reducing you to a crying, squirming, mess. Your legs kicking and writhing, trying to fight their way out to escape another exhausting hour of trying to accommodate the eager fingers pressing everywhere in side of you. It reaches a point where you're barely hanging on, slipping in and out of consciousness the longer this keeps going.

But suddenly— relief, a gift from some deity above, answering your calls. A sign that this "session" is coming to an end.

Johan's hand begins to cramp up. His own body also seemingly having pity on you and putting a physical stop to him at this point.

And it's almost enough to make you cry from just how thankful you are. Finally...finally. Happy little tears, ready to spill over and replace the agonizing ones you've had stained on your cheek for the last few minutes. You let out a sigh of relief as he finally withdraws his hand, shuddering as you feel it slide out, leaving you all alone and empty— which is a good thing of course. It means he's actually done and you can get your much needed rest.

You slump back into his chest, relaxed and faintly picking up the sound, no... the feel, of Johan's soft laughter thrumming against your back.

He leans down to plant a small kiss to your forehead. Moving his tired, cramped-up, hand away from your mound.

He gives his right hand a little shake to calm the nerves, then slides it up your thigh. Gently, lifting your leg to keep you still spread apart for his left hand to take its place.

His-

His what?

You look down, seeing his left hand move into position. Slotting into where its predecessor was, just seconds ago. His right hand still guiding your thigh.

And something akin to fight-or-flight response makes your body suddenly jerk in his hold. A realisation. A sign you do not want. Taken in the form of Johan's left hand gently hovering over your still too sensitive, and still too overwhelmed sex.

You keep looking at his hand. It's- It's a hand that's been on standby this entire time. Doing absolutely nothing while the other was at work.

Oh no, no, no you can't do this. You can't. You can't—!

His hand, it's all too new, all too unused, all too—

You cry and Johan smiles as he slides the first finger in.

— all too ready to pick up where you both left off.

#yeahhh long story short you pass out. womp womp #his other hand also isnt stopping until its all cramped up. which gives his other hand enough time to rest and recuperate and pick up again #a never ending loop. call that bitch a perpetual motion machine #yandere johan liebert x reader #johan liebert x reader #yandere johan liebert #tw noncon #tw dubcon #tw overstim

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baihujun · 10 months ago

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