#perpetual longing
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one thing about me is that i live in a perpetual state of longing for the next stage. i'm never satistfied with the season- i yearn for it for months and then wish it away once it arrives. i turn these ages i've always idolized and spend them idolizing the future.
it's a habit i truly resent, but i cannot help but to fall back into it. i can only wish that one day i'll be able to stop and take in the bliss of what i'm surrounded by--i try whenever i catch myself in the same cycle of longing, but it always lasts only a day or two before i'm back at it.
#i need fall and i need it now#im 18 but i cant wait to be 21#but i also want to be a teenager forever#beeby yaps#beeby core#perpetual longing#chaotic academia#help
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🪻Tali'Zorah Vas Normandy🪻
#every flower has a meaning :}#purple chrysanthemums -> devotion and long-lasting friendship#purple campanulas -> gratitude and everlasting love#bluebells -> loyalty and constancy#thuja plant -> resilience and perpetuation of life#i just am so normal about her#mass effect#tali mass effect#Tali'zorah#Tali'zorah vas normandy#fanart#my art
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etho doodles and tuff guys doodles for the soul (❁´◡`❁)
shameless plug here, very sorry, but my commissions are open! please check out my ko-fi page if you are interested ^^; it'd be super appreciated!!
#my art#artwork#hermitcraft#life series#etho fanart#tango fanart#bdubs fanart#ethos got that dawg in him fr#kakashi and urahara who? i only know etho sLab and philza minecraft#also the tuff guys are SO funny to me- an alliance where everyone hates each other and wants the others dead#immediate hit#white siberian husky etho + 4 arm long ass tail tango + bdubs#they're the “thank god i'm the only normal person here” meme personified#also the red fingertips on etho- yk how redstone dust is DUST...#he's got a perpetual redstone-cheeto-dust stain on his fingers
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Scientists and professors have begun documenting wild Eevee with little to no human socialization that are becoming reclusive, feral, harder to capture, and eventually growing to undocumented sizes.
It's a well known fact that Eevee's normally unpredictable and Volatile DNA stabilizes after evolving. However that seems untrue for Eeon, as it retains a largely diverse moveset, embracing its constantly changing genetic structure.
This instability and lack of human interaction makes Eeon threatening to stumble across in the wild, and caution is advised.
#Pokemon#PKMN#fakemon#PKMN oc#Eevee#eeveelution#PKMN Eeon#fizzles draws#Eeon of course being the beginning of “eevee” and the “eon” suffix for eeveelutions; but also meaning “eon” as in a very long time#And now with the wide amount of different kinds of rare candy sizes; it should be relatively easy to boost a low level eevee to level 50#But if you're looking for a different evolution you had better put a bit more work in first <:)#I also like 'the perpetual pokemon' for it because it sort of implies 'this is all you'll ever be. unfinished. unstable'#which is kind of sad in its own right#also have you noticed that flareon is the only fluffy eeveelution we get. thats a god damn shame !!!!
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Okay but it's super interesting how
Din = Power = Ganondorf
Naryu = Wisdom = Zelda
Farore = Courage = Link.
Because Din, in the hylian creation myth, created the physical world. Naryu then created the laws - gravity, time, etc. And Farore finally created life - plants and people.
Din created the body, naryu the mind, Farore the soul.
And the triforce and its wielders so perfectly reflect that.
Ganon is physical power, he is big and intimidating and he breaks things. He is cunning and determined, but that's not what he focuses on. He is might makes right.
Zelda is wisdom and cleverness. She is stall tactics and information and team work. She is a powerful mage with a spine of steel, but that's not how she'll win. She is the pen being mightier than the sword.
Link is courage and persistence. He is the wild card sneaking behind enemy ranks, always moving, plunging into terrifying situations head first. He's a phenomenal fighter with a keen wit, but that's not what will get him through his challenges. He is bravery not being the absence of fear but the triumph over it.
They sit in perfect parallels to each other.
And ganon is reborn through his body - his resurrection is immortality. No matter how low he is cast, as long as he has a body he can claw his way back. He can cling to his power, build it ever higher.
Zelda is reborn through the magic of her bloodline. It's the accumulated knowledge handed down for generations, the unique power she must master, the skills she must develop to survive and get her kingdom out the other side intact. Even her name, the knowledge of herself, is handed down from all the way from the very first. Her ancestors knowledge of her future presence, her stability, is what gives her the edge.
Link is reborn in spirit. He is not bound by flesh or blood. Just like his wanderlust soul he can reappear in any time or place. His variation, his unpredictability, is exactly how he fights. It's what makes him so hard to pin down.
Ganons need to build strength means he can't chase after link. Links impulsiveness means zelda can outwit him. Zeldas stationary predictability means she's an easy target for ganon.
But the other direction?
Fire melts ice, ice redirects lightning, lightning burns fire.
And that's the very essence of the triforce.
#It's little details spread across the games like this that just makes it work so WELL it's SO COOL#They're all great at all parts of the triforce but they CHOOSE to focus on the path most meaningful to them#And that's literally reflected in their unique cycles of reincarnation isn't that just AMAZING#And that's why the team up is so important! If they were all working against each other they'd be locked spinning their wheels#If zelda and ganon teamed up link would immediately die and if link and ganon teamed up zelda would instantly perish#It's the link zelda team up that means ganon is the one who kicks it#Also the elemental thing was cool but they do jump around a bit. Like wind is there half the time#In botk the gerudo have lightning and the goron have fire. Farosh still has lightning tho and dinraal fire#In ss lanaryu was the lightning and faron had water like its all over the place thematically. And that's when it's only 3!#Don't even get me started on the 5/7 lots notankyu#But that's the most common group and it's also thematically accurate#Fire being the only one able to self perpetuate with fuel. Can be banked up again. Ice compresses with time but needs the right environment#Lightning go boom 👍 you can feel the static in the air but you don't know when/where it'll strike and then it's all over#Like fr it's hilarious zelda and ganon are playing the long game and link runs past eats all the pieces and while ganons yelling after him#Zelda checkmates his king. And nobody can prove she wasn't cheating because nobody was looking lmao#Ah the duality of metaphors#ANYWAY isn't that so neat???#Reason no.372 why rhoam was a terrible king he didn't just screw up he did it ✨thematically✨#If link had been allowed to run off and get dirty and if zelda was allowed to study her interest (like post kingdom fall FOR EXAMPLE)#They'd have won (like aoc) but nooooooo. I've already made a post (or 3) about it lmao I'll be quiet now#loz#legend of zelda#botw#triforce#loz link#the legend of zelda#zelda#loz botw#ganondorf#loz ganon
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Things "The Zionist Lobby" (Evil Jews Who Control The World) have been accused of this week for literally no fucking reason:
-Starting and perpetuating the race riots in Britian
-Trying to steal the election in Venezuela
-Starting the rumor that the Olympic boxer Imane Khelif is trans
When will people wake the fuck up and realize people are using the word "Zionist" to mean Jews and going right back to blaming us for Literally Every Bad Or Controversial Thing On The Entire Planet.
#gingerswagfreckles#You are literally all. So. Fucking. Stupid.#They just had to switch out the word jew for zionist and you all immediately fall for EVERYTHING#You're willing to believe jews are behind literally every problem on the entire planet without any evidence at all#As long as they use the z word instead of the j word. Oh my fucking God.#antisemitism#leftist antisemitism#leftist hypocrisy#jumblr#Jewblr#I've seen each of these conspiracies being perpetuated on this website today for no!!! Reason!!!#Yall actually literally do believe jews are behind everything that you don't like??
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#Mishanks#Akataka#red haired shanks#dracule mihawk#Idk man im feeling things#They're so inherently fucking sad. The complexity of two guys pulled together and pulled away by 'fate'#One perpetually in motion despite his easy going nature. Chasing a future so much bigger than him.#One stuck stagnant despite his aching boredom unable to see a future outside chasing the high of his past.#Inextricably linked by nothing but memories and their own unwillingness to let go fully.#Is it fate now or will? Fate or pure yearning faith? Our paths have long since diverged but I still seek you out.#We are different people but I still know you. You still know me.#If we weren't written in the stars fate should never have set us on a collision course.
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This is what happens, Supergiant told me themselves
#zag has long hair because supergiant also told me that <3#just dont question why he's in elysium#or why he's not super chained up despite being Hell's Number 1 Escape Artist#he's uuhhhh forced to fight hordes of chronos's lackey's and be perpetually taunted by the closeness of freedom#idk#enjoy the cute sibling moment!#hades game#hades 2#hades#hades fanart#melinoe#zagreus#avarice arts
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wip 🪓
#taking so long this time because i am on perpetual low energy saver mode these days#anyway. apparently my first time drawing HER#artemis of bana-mighdall#artemis of bana mighdall#artemis grace#dc comics#wip#my art
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old man yoai EPIC FAIL! Sad!
#luthen rael#saw gerrera#andor#sw#luthen x saw#whatt is their ship name?#i don’t give a shit#morally bankrupt grandpas#one is on the verge of a paranoid breakdown and the other is perpetually brooding#mr. if you are not on the exact same side as me on all issues i would rather die than fight with you#and mr. you could be the most heinous criminal as long as you kill the right guys you’re chill with me + prolly gonna sacrifice you anyway
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It’s crazy how expendable all the crew members were to the Pony Express.
A 30% chance that your shipment would be lost. Cargo and crew are inseparable if we are to believe the shitty layout of the Tulpar. People use it because it’s cheap. The labor is cheap. The lives are cheap.
They are all relatively easy to forget about. It’s implied Anya and Curly don’t have many friends or much family to be concerned about them back home. She mentions nothing and no one to fall back on and he feels like wasted his life with the company. Jimmy probably only has Curly, otherwise people wouldn’t care or ask. Of course Daisuke and Swansea have family’s but Swansea thinks poorly of his and Daisuke’s poorly of him. All people in the companies eyes that wouldn’t stir up too much trouble if they became part of the 30%.
It makes it so much sadder because that ladder they were climbing was so small and shitty. There were rungs, ranks, but even the highest was barely off the ground. Jimmy wanted to reach the top of something that was brutally cut off and knocked everyone else off just to not see it.
#like yes curly was slightly better off but he’s not getting a severance package he’s a top show pony to the company#but they will just shoot him if he becomes a horse with a broken leg#Anya was likely picked cause she had enough knowledge but not enough to concretely call malpractice and Swansea was already a cog in the mix#he was an alcoholic getting back on the straight n narrow he needed it Daisuke is forced on the trip and eager to prove himself#Jimmy also need the job and got it from nepotism and won’t care as long as he’s paid#complains but yknow and Curly likely doesn’t do much but work he’s like a perfect little face man and he kinda hates it#like it’s a misconception that he was bored at the top or he needed a new ladder because he was done with this one he literally is miserable#and feels like he unfulfilled and doing nothing with his life as he’s ONLY successful in his work like he has nothing else#which makes it so mad cause Jimmy saw Curly as this guy with a perpetual golden goose but he’s just like them#like shiny gold appearances aside he’s like the second saddest like next to Anya because shes like depressed#because yknow she’s a victim but she had hopeful and happy determined prospects like Curly is just sad with his life and Swansea is chilling#like he’s made his peace even if he’s not like clicking his heals and Jimmy is less sad more angry#he’s a sad mans tho like he’s like Dan vs to me#mouthwashing#the pony express#mouthwashing game#nurse anya#anya mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing
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No offense but what's with the influx of teenagers in aspd/npd tags. 16 and over is understandable but if there's over a year and some until your high school graduation this is not the place for you 😭 don't let your brain settle you into this life while you still can help it
#you have neuroplasticity please appreciate it while it's still here#you do not want to wake up one day at 20 and realize your brain is locked into perpetual lack of interest for life and#no long term planning skills forever#actually aspd#actually npd#aspd safe#npd safe#i actually want this one to be seen yeah
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Only two more episodes to go after this one and the gay is thriving as usual, so let's take a look:
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Home and Peach keep staring intensly at the other's unconcious face while putting their head directly above the other's, resulting in unintentional headbuts. Boys, I know you're worried and want to be the first thing the other sees after waking up, but I'm sure there's less headache-inducing ways to go about it.
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As per usual, Home is carrying Peach without complaint. (And I'm reminded once again that he's certainly not shy around his body o.O)
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The looks/nonverbal communication between them are constant. Even surrounded by the rest of their family, their eyes always find each other first. Whether it's to comment on what just happened or to reassure each other on what's about to happen, one look says it all.
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Pangpang is streaming and her viewers are shipping. They must be happy to see that Home and Peach have moved past their divorce era. ("Where's Peach?" they say, which, if you've ever been present for a live of some BL actors, well, you know.)
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This shot is right out of a 2000s gay coming-of-age short film.
And the way Peach laughs so fondly and asks Home what he wants for dinner in a soft voice? The love is strong in this scene.
And then their kids join in to bug them.
(a commenter on YT pointed out Peach pulling down his shirt but I'm not even going to go there)
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Home is so tuned in to Peach, when he get's a message and looks at it a little weirdly for a second, Home is immediately there to ask what's wrong.
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Home is so genuinely happy that for Peach when he hears that he's finally getting closer to achieving his dream
only to force himself to keep up that happiness when he realises that it might get in the way of his own dream.
Meanwhile Peach can't even really be happy about this himself because being a cook is his dream but he doesn't want to lose his family, lose Home, to get there.
In fact, his first impulse after finding out is asking Home what he thinks about it, because just like Home, he's clearly at this point considering Home a part of his future. Decisions like that have to involve him. (And Home, you idiot. You could have just said you'd come with him. It's not like there's anything keeping you in Bangkok.)
But unfortunately those two have still not achieved this sense of security in their relationship (and definitely Home, probably also Peach, being orphans, I guess it's not surprising they're having some issues around attachment and feeling secure in the long-lastingness of their relationships). And so Home falls back on protecting his vulnerability by pretending it's not there. Rather than imposing difficulty onto Peach (,rather than facing the smallest possibility that Peach might choose this over him,) Home plays it off like there was never any future for them anyway, even after he had just confessed to his uncle ca. one minute earlier that all he wants is for them to stay together.
He isn't even very subtle in his overplaying (is that a word in English?) of his troubled emotions, at the same time using this opportunity to get physically close to Peach for potentially one of the last times.
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Of course, as he told his uncle, all Home really wants is to stay together with Peach and his family.
But he has come quite a long way from tricking Peach into unfair contracts. So he'd rather stap back than cause Peach any problems, doesn't think it his right to put his selfish desires onto him. (Unfortunately, judging by the preview, Peach is also insecure so by doing that he's just hurting Peach more)
"Just us" huh, Home? You know, at this point you might as well just propose to him.
At least this time he has another member of his family there to cry into the shoulder of.
Lesbian Corner
The girls have taken a page out of the HomePeach handbook, clinging to each other at the revelation of a ghostly presence.
Now that Peach and Home are somewhat settled (well...) it's their turn to flirt their way through the end credits
Edit:
Oops, it seems I missed something. Kan and Pangpang even have their own shippers now
#maybe i'm reading a little too much into it since i've been thinking about this myself#but i find the repeated self-sabotaging of their relationship by peach and home very realistic in light of their definitely present#abandonment trauma. we know about home becoming an orphan at an early age and longing for but never gaining family ever since so it's#pretty obvious with him but the absence of peach and pangpang's birth family has also been quite loud at times (esp. when peach died).#we don't know when they died/disappeared but it's clearly been a while and it clearly also left an effect on peach#what better way to symbolise a queerplatonic relationship than ghost-hunting together in perpetuity#peaceful property#peaceful property the series#i really hope they can find their happy ends with each other. they deserve it
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25 moons… that means that Longstrike would have been an adult by now…
Yeah…
#yeah…………………..#jcasks#I think long man kind of has the perpetual rose tinted glasses effect on us because we never saw him do wrong#or cause too many problems#or go through a difficult character arc#so we tend to elevate his memory#just a theory#I’m all for it#lord knows heron thinks this every day
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do you have any zukka fanfic recs?
Im going to separate these by genre bc there’s a LOT :)
Angst:
Will we last the night by CSHfic and VSfic
In the soft light by CSHfic and VSfic
Plum blossom by GallifreyanFairytale
Do you take this jerk to be (your one and only) by @jatersade
Breakable heaven by @sokkalore
Unconditionally and irrevocably by @sokkalore
Fluff:
Half light by CSHfic and VSfic
Cinnamon by overflow
All the little things by CSHfic and VSfic
Make me feel by star_fruit (peach_tart)
The usual reasons by Wildgoosery (this one has some spice at the end so beware)
Separate section for @bisexuallsokka / @lesmiserablol ‘s fics cuz they deserve a national prize
Now that I see you
Don’t blame me (love made me crazy)
Hey, isn’t this easy?
All I’ve ever known
Have fun with this selection :)
#zukka#zuko x sokka#fanfiction#fic recs#zukka fic recs#this was so personal like I’m exposing my fanfiction taste uhhhh#as you can see I have a perpetual fear of long fics™️#but I’ve read like#1#and it was amazing so#btw huge huge credit to all the authors u guys are amazing and ilysm#also Haley and Jo?#i owe u two everythinf#ur fics keep me breathing
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WHAT DOOM FOR YOU?
back again with my Please Read The Thebaid Agenda! I adapted the ending of Book VII into a comic because oh boy. thoughts thoughts thoughts.
There is a horror in having yourself altered to such a degree where you are unrecognizable in your own self, to know that it is happening, to know that you should be dead and yet you are not. You have already seen the moment of your death!!!! (Stat. Theb. 3.537 – 47) There's a horror in knowing, and in it being treated as an act of love when it's really more like a violation. Amphiaraus is spared Creon's decree, but by falling into the underworld, it makes things worse on a cosmic scale.
Statius' Thebaid Book VII, trans. Jane Wilson Joyce
Statius and Virgil: The Thebaid and the Reinterpretation of the Aeneid, Randall T. Ganiban
Statius' Thebaid and the Poetics of Civil War, Charles McNelis
The Perils of Prophecy: Statius' Amphiaraus and His Literary Antecedents, E. Fantham
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#the thebaid#komiks tag#long post#amphiaraus#wheezing i actually started this last year; i only JUST got around to finally finishing/formatting it all#anyway please read the thebaid it's so good#theres something about apollo perpetuating cycles of violence as a catalyst for it u know.#in book one they recount how apollo's rape of a king's daughter is what set in motion the events that led to current rituals#and then with amphiaraus the collapsing of borders between the 3 realms dragging the cosmic in to the war#the war that mars himself looked away from in disgust!!!!#it’s all greek to me
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