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i feel like at a certain point a lot of anti-endos are either wilfully ignorant or just straight up stupid, especially the ones who’re also trans.
how do you be part of a group thats entire ideological argument is that a group of people dont have the right to exists and not think “maybe we’re the bad guys here”
how do trans anti-endo’s unironically say “real systems” and not immediately think “oh, i sound exactly like terfs and truscum”
how do anti-endo’s claim to be punk, the specifically counterculture ideology about defying the current norms, and at the same time yell that the future is singlet. how do they not see the stupidity in claiming “the future is <current societally accepted normal>!!” is somehow punk.
to any anti-endo’s reading this, from a traumagenic system, please just.. think, for a second. think about your actions and beliefs, think about how they compare to the groups you consider evil in other parts of your lives, think about why you believe those things. i know that realizing you’ve been horrible is a hard thing to accept, but it will always be better to stop being hateful today than tomorrow. also please for the love of golb please get off of reddit, it was already horrible before the spez event, but its so much worse now. i can guarantee that even if you stay anti-endo, getting away from r/did and fdc and r/systemcringe will improve your mental health massively.
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#syscourse#systempunk#syspunk#anti endogenic#anti endo#really just have nothing to add here.#perfectly stated as is!#so just sending it straight to the anti-endos.
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going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:
There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’
like wow babe. good fucking point
#like you were on the ground biting the carpet and dry sobbing while you wrote that and still. good fucking point#not a shitpost#cptsd#and it's true. there's never a satisfying answer#the truth is i know why i wasn't loved#i analyzed my parent's traumas and abuse to death. i understand why i alienated and was alienated from my siblings#i know why my mom was too overwhelmed to be capable of nurturing#i know why my dad vanished into addiction and avoidance#the details of our cycles of trauma and cptsd and family history i have a phd in all of it#i understood perfectly. i spent years studying and now i knew the answer#and guess what? IT WAS NOT SATISFYING!!!#because they still didn't love me! and i still couldn't change that!#it was still a completely unsatisfying state of affairs!#so like. when the people who are supposed to love you...don't.#when the people who are supposed to take care of you...fail to#you can look for answers and reasons and explanations#but that's not actually going to FIX your situation.#and it's probably not within your ability TO fix the situation. (and definitely not your job)#because you don't need answers--you need a new situation#*inserts Just Walk Out. You Can Leave!!! (Running Skeleton) Meme*#and yes. walking out isn't always possible.#but for you i hope it will be one day soon. and i hope you build the courage to take that leap.#stepping away from the people who failed to love you...it feels like being untethered but also like being lighter than air#new and scary. immensely relieving. the future opens up. empty but empty like a canvas. blindingly bright until your eyes adjust#like climbing out of a pit you called home and for the first time realizing how bright the light of day can truly be#when you aren't just getting glimpses from the bottom of a hole
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Star Trek: Voyager Gravity // Juggernaut
Emotions can be a powerful tool. To deny their existence is illogical. But you must learn to control them. // The flame, like emotion, is a primitive force. Left unchecked, it's chaotic, destructive. But if controlled it can be a powerful tool.
#trekedit#voyageredit#voy#tuvok#b'elanna torres#so my theory for the juggernaut debacle is that tuvok's approach was to hand down his own training to b'elanna beat by beat#but he really misjudged both timing and tone and b'elanna's state of mind as well#his own teenage rebellion was coming from a difference source than b'elanna's long-unhealed wounds#he thinks she's unwilling to rein herself in the same way *he* was unwilling but it's not#so he tries to 'explain' b'elanna's issues but he doesn't get why she would react so strongly to his provocation#while b'elanna is irritated by tuvok being perfectly vulcan while she can never be perfectly klingon (or human for that matter)
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I'd like to take a moment to point out to detractors of ships involving Laios who feel that "Laios wouldn't take any interest in people!" that he'd hyperfixated on Shuro so badly it was ruining the man's life lmao
#dungeon meshi#dunmesh spoilers#not even discounting that he'd be aroace or anything just that laios is perfectly capable of taking an interest in people#labru#this one's for labru nation#laios stating the reason that (alongside with having a genuine interest in shuro's home)#he was so excited because he thought shuro considered him a friend#could you even IMAGINE how he'd be with a person who went c o m p l e t e l y out of his way to be his friend on purpose#venturing into the dungeon putting himself in danger dying over and over again just to get close to him and his party#can you#i can#none of this even mentioning how the series ends with laios developing a genuine desire to take a bigger interest in humans#but i wont hold that against the anime onlys#side note it just kills me how laios (who is so painfully trusting of people) to immediately think kabru is lying to him here#god#top 10 characters who absolutely rot my brain
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Delusions of grandeur ☕🩸
Dutch Commission :)
#Looooved this idea so much. Fits him perfectly#Still trying so desperately to cling on to high society even in his state#Needed to draw more rdr1 Dutch so this was perfect#Red dead redemption#RDR#RDR1#dutch van der linde#Rdr Dutch#Blood#fan art#art#sketch#character art
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Aberration
#my art#maybe someday I'll get a proper flatbed so this thing won't look all skewed#I've put off posting this long enough I don't care all that much that it's not perfectly aligned tbh#and honestly I was debating even posting a full image anyway. the absolute shit state of the internet for art right now#tile design is inspired by moroccan zellij. I believe my reference images were from the Alcazar of Seville but I got them second hand from#work and no reverse image searching worked. I would go into it but no one is going to read these tags
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LETS GO LESBIANS!! LETS GO TRANS LESBIANS!!!!!!! 🏳️⚧️ ❤️🧡🤍🩷💜
I kept thinking "I wish there was more poppstar art out there" but remembered I am an artist myself.... so here they are!!
#transfem lesbian sally is of course a headcanon#i am perfectly fine with other headcanons until otherwise stated in canon :-)#anyhow this was really fun! i love using my colors!!#poppstar#poppy partridge#sally starlet#sally x poppy#poppy x sally#popstar wh#welcome home#welcome home fanart#traditional art#figs art stuff#my art
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"When [Aleida] opens the door [to Margo's office after the JSC bombing], I think the immediate fear is, "Margo died, and I never got to tell her that I love her." There's shock there, so she isn't thinking straight, but I think that's what it is — that she's been arguing and fighting with this person, and at the end of the day, she just wants to tell her that she loves her."
#For All Mankind#forallmankindedit#Coral Peña#Aleida Rosales#Margo Madison#ya think Aleida managed to mention she now also has a daughter during the one month period where she was playing#love note express for Margo and Sergei or did she invite her over to dinner and spring a wholeass child on Margo on top of everything else#no but I love how Coral's s3 interview is perfectly in synch with what we see in s4#AT THE END OF THE DAY SHE JUST WANTS TO TELL HER THAT SHE LOVES HER#it was never about the stupid engine designs and it sure af was not about Margo betraying the United States#Aleida couldn't care less she's not loyal to 'murica it's like Coral said her loyalty lies with Margo#THAT'S the betrayal that hurts. Margo not confiding in her. then leaving her. then not contacting her. is what seems impossible to forgive.#then suddenly she's back and it makes everything worse. and for a bit their s3 fight continues in s4.#until they manage to break the cycle. because 'you're not him' and 40something Aleida isn't 28 y/o Margo
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An idea I will need to flesh out more for a daemon AU:
Whatever injury someone suffers will leave a mark on their daemon too. Scars, tattoos, slave brands, you know, all kinds of things will appear on the hide of the daemon. With high enough cultivation it is possible to hide these marks on someone's body, but only the highest level cultivators can make them disappear from their daemon.
Shen Qingqiu is not nearly high enough in his cultivation to heal his daemon. So he hides it instead - people know that his daemon is a wolf, but it hardly ever appears in anybody's sight, capable of wandering at seemingly endless distances of its human.
Shen Yuan transmigrates from a world that didn't have daemons and the System isn't quite cruel enough to split his soul in half like that, so he gets placed in the body of a senior cultivator who has suffered grievous trauma and a severe qi deviation after he lost his daemon in a night hunt. Shen Yuan remembers this plot point in passing, a nameless Qing Jing hallmaster who had to leave the mountain because he never recovered. He eventually died seeking shelter in Huan Hua Palace, but only after confiding in the Old Palace Master that it was Shen Qingqiu who killed his daemon out of jealousy.
Shen Yuan has all the excuse to be a little weird and people are really worried about his well-being, but all that worrying gets stifling really fast, so he takes to wandering the bamboo forest to get a bit of peace and quiet. When he meets the scarred, silent wolf in the forest "oh that must be a daemon" is not his first or even his fifth thought. The beast is matted and skittish enough that after some thinking he concludes that is must be a neglected spiritual beast. Perhaps one that was left to roam the forest alone after his master died. He can't tell what kind of wolf beast it is though - he really wants to get close enough to puzzle out what the coat pattern is supposed to be under all those scars - so he keeps trying to follow and befriend the wolf.
He thinks it's going great. He got close enough to bemoan not having anything on hand to give the wolf a good brushing once! But then he is called to the bamboo house one evening and he thinks this is it, I'm going to be sent packing today.
Shen Qingqiu doesn't send him away. He gestures instead at the very familiar giant wolf sleeping on an old mattress and the grooming equipment laid out on a nearby table. "He said you wanted to brush him. No need to be shy now, shidi."
#svsss#daemon au#tc writes#the chronic illness thing where you can only keep yourself together where others can see it#sqq keeps his personal looks immaculate and does all his peak lord duties perfectly but he doesn't have the spoons left for his daemon#nobody sees him anyway#chronic pain and exhaustion do be like that sometimes#also something something the state of the wolf reflects his mental health...#anyway sy can relate more than he wants to admit#possibly jiuyuan? idk yet but making the two of them interact fascinates me
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First - Next?>>
#rc9gn#torn pages au#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn first ninja#first ninja#randy cunningham#ok. i downloaded a bunch of bundles for krita that i rarely use. and also a bunch of cool free fonts. somehow it translated into#me making a ridiculously dramatic intro comic for TPau knowing perfectly well im not going to be able to maitain it#especially on this lvl lol krita is slow and keeps stuttering on my old laptop ;( despite all the cool brushes...cant draw there#so uh despite a tbc written dont expect anything??? imma working on another thing >;)#also as stated before this au is just me blatantly using opportunities to draw first in various pretty ways ;3#tho is it pretty if its just me slapping neon lightning everywhere???... i cant shade to save my life ok! i just slap things together#also trying to figure out what size comic i want to make is a nightmare i like kinda phone-screen sized but standard also looks ok??
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re: Cleo & the Granddaughter - personally I'm only idly interested in the shipping angle at the moment (though the seeds are there and the show can certainly convince me) but what I do find intriguing about it is, whether romance or friendship, there is a fraught future already baked in. The Granddaughter is on a very specific personal journey to become a Mother, to gain incredible amounts of knowledge about the Cosmos in an eyeblink and live a life of detached service; even if there was a possibility of some romance remaining after that (give us the Mothers cultural lore, Third Person-), the Granddaughter would be irrevocably changed as a person. If they do catch feelings for Cleo, they will have to grapple with the choice of leaving that behind upon Realization. Who knows, maybe a friendship/romance and the trials within will be what precipitates Realization itself. Meanwhile Cleo would be in a position to grapple with falling for someone who is essentially marrying a life of service, and watch them change. Or, even more fraught, if the Granddaughter's journey/Realization are compromised by their connection, that is a whole new can of interpersonal consequence worms. So I am very excited by all that.
#there is a slight vibe of 'the jedi order has no personal attachments' style tension lol#like obviously per Artifice it is perfectly possible to maintain social connections and be involved in things as a Mother#but as the ephemera article states this is sort of an exception to the Mothers being largely non-interventionist#but yeah truly the start of this voyage is full to the brim with like. potential energy#it's all sunshine now but all these piece are set up to start moving#once again like i know. shocking. local story has narrative investments that will be fulfilled more at 11. but still! fun!!!!#unend#unend spoilers#un1e03#midst cosmos#cleo#the granddaughter#op#ariadne unends
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we give garp a lot of (rightly deserved) shit but unironically like 90% of the criticisms towards him i see not only ignore the wider worldbuilding context of one piece but also don't acknowledge how sengoku is like the worst friend ever
#like in the world of OP its fully acknowledged and present that most pirates are like Kidd (ie violent against normal citizens)#and Garp is stated to be one of the pillars preserving peace not unlike how Whitebeard also did#but even then theres like 4 moments in marineford off the top of my head where garp WAS gonna betray the Marines#and it was Sengoku holding him back snd trapping him each time#and even beyond all this one of the themes behind marineford is that they all chose their paths and have to live with the consequences#luffy and ace chose their paths knowing full well it would make garp their enemy and garp had his hands tied entirely at marineford#and even then garp let luffy pass him!! garp could have easily stopped luffy and didn't. like he did choose them in the end as well#anyways garp does absolutely deserve a sock in the jaw because he strikes me as someone who wanted to change the system from the inside#but he failed. and like for all that koby and smoker are 'good' marines theres also not nearly the same amount of criticism towards them for#yknow. working for the marines knowing full well theyre a horrible organization#in any case i want to punch garp and strangle sengoku. oh ace is too evil to leave alive but law is perfectly ok huh sengoku????#one piece#zerav meta#garp
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and then they all walked into a campfire repeatedly to end their own minecraft lives multiple times over
#more rambling#shoutout to this message for perfectly summing up red team's mental state around the last hour#slime ended stream and as soon as i was able i started rewatching the part where they started losing it#funny as fuck tbh#i was forcibly stopping myself from laughing like an idiot in the frozen food aisle of the chinese grocery store#qsmp#slimecicle#<- for filters
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suddenly Snap Back has me in a chokehold god i cant get enough of this song
#the way its lyrics perfectly sum up my current mental state#i love the mv as well#idk why but i fucking love watching tyler dancing like a maniac alone in his garage#tøp#twenty one pilots#clancy
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wip wednesday
tagged by @theotherbuckley 💖
I wasn't gonna post any today bc progress slowed down with working mornings again and having to actually sleep at night 🙄😂, but i'm so excited about this fic and I'm loving it and I just wanna share it all lol
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“I’m fine.” Buck responds through gritted teeth. He’s okay, he’s fine, he can do this. “I don’t know why I’m crying.” he laughs, wiping his cheeks with one hand. He needs to get a grip. At least while he’s driving. “This is all so stupid, I’m fine, everything is fine.” he takes a deep breath.
“You don’t have to be fine. Not with me.” Eddie says, and he sounds almost desperate. Desperate for Buck to listen, to hear him. He sounds so earnest and gentle, and Buck can imagine those piercing eyes that always feel like Eddie’s looking into his soul, and he can’t handle this. He can’t handle being so cared for, he doesn’t deserve this. He doesn’t deserve someone as wonderful as Eddie. All he does is make him worry. All he does is make everyone worry. (...) Eddie once said Buck's the guy who wants to fix everything, and it’s true. He wants to fix everything for everyone he loves. He’s the only thing that’s unfixable, though. And he hates that people even try, only to get burned in the process.
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#wip wednesday#buck driving fic#buddie wip#buddie fic#buddie#wikiangela writes#my writing#fic snippet#my wips#btw if you want me to start tagging you or stop tagging you just lmk <3#istg i can't wait to share it all i love this fic so much#it's so self-indulgent bc it's me projecting and it's so perfectly what i needed to write/read lol#it's gonna be a happy-ish ending tho! at least hopeful lol#why is putting buck through it so fun and cathartic lmao#also don't worry y'all there's not gonna be a car crash - Buck will not be physically harmed in this fic 🤣#he's lowkey a reflection of my mental state rn and it's not *that* bad (yet) lol
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Some idiots claiming YZYs abusive actions were justified because of the historical and cultural setting of MDZS... Because I used this very argument against one of their little friends and their claims WWX's revenge and JGYs are similar, and if WWX could be "excused" so could JGYs.
Firstly, there's a fine line between discipline and unnecessary cruelty. What YZY does crosses that line unequivocally. She does this not only physically, but mentally. She wears him down with lashing of both vicious tongue and cracking whip. Yes, discipline is very much part of that era, but singling out one child specifically and beating them for reasons that are far from punishable is abuse no matter what. Let's not forget WWXs back was covered in scares, both new and old. These are marks from a high-class spiritual weapon! This is not an official method used for disciplinary purposes.
And the major thing here is, it's not JUST the setting that shows us how the MDZS universe works, but MXTXs worldbuilding and the examples of what is expected culturally in her fiction. The Yi City arc shows us how revenge works in her universe - similar to the era. She also shows us what is acceptable punishment and how such things are carried out in the Cloud Recesses arc - again, somewhat similar to the era. These are shown to the reader so we understand the clear boundaries world and the rules MXTX has set in place in her fic.
It really is all there in black and white if you'd just actually read 🤣
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wei wuxian#madam yu#mdzs novel#learn to read#yzy is an abuser#no matter what cultural setting mdzs is in#i can't actually believe people are saying it was justified that yzy whipped wwx because he didn't have a top on while on the training field#on the hottest day of the year 🤣#when everyone else including her son were all in the same state#yet he was the only one to get punished#yeah... perfectly acceptable 🤣🤣🤣#these people need help
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