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lupins-hehim-pussy · 7 months ago

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#wriothesley #neuvillette #wriolette #neuvithesley #genshin impact #he goes aheeheehooheehoohee #i think once neuvillette figures out how to make him laugh. he'd do it all day. and the formula is simple too he just gotta say something #really stupid. and absurd. in his usual super serious iudex voice #and wriothesley is in stitches. it's so easy. he just gotta say 'yippee' and profit. 'slay queen' and wriothesley is incapacitated #also. imagine he's ticklish. but i dont think Neuv would tickle him intentionally I think he's like. 'i heard tickling gets violent fast'#'i will not resort to that to summon moethesley'#he doesn't want to Hurt Him he just wants to see him smile and laugh and be all pink in the face. but I do think he accidentally #sets him off all the time. with kisses (neck/ears) or just like grabbing his waist and suddenly wriothesley violently Wriggles yknow.#the tickled reaction. wriothesley laments the destruction of his scary big dog image every day #but. neuvillette would only make jokes at home anyway. and to be clear it's the simple fact that neuvillette is trying to Be Funny .#that's really funny to wriothesley. or just like his awkwardness. back before he figures out he can Intentionally make wriothesley laugh #he'd bewitch him with his his gap moeism #the layers to it. Wriothesley gets embarrassed later on when he catches on because he Knows Neuvillette likes seeing him all tickled.#and flustered. and that's like so mortifying bro what do you mean you're happy just seeing me being moe #and he's embarrassed because he should not be falling for it every single time. it should not be this funny #the nerves just makes him laugh even harder. and the whole time neuvillette is just sitting there. silently delighted. waiting for the #perfect comedic timing. so he can drop a 'cowabunga!' with the exclaimation mark and all. wriothesley can't even catch his damn breathe #art #my art

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icewindandboringhorror · 7 days ago

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Pages from trying to keep a little sketchbook-scrapbook type thing going for two weeks lol. I gave myself specific rules in hopes they might all end up more cohesive/consistent seeming, but alas, scribbly chaos reigns, it seems

#sketchbook #scrapbook #Actually I feel like these are kind of incomprehensible in photo form like.. In person holding the book its easy to look at #but as images on this scale I feel like there's so much tiny little text and small scribles and stuff you'd have to 'right click > open #image in new browser tab > zoom in' just to actually really see the thing. which for 7 images is excessive lol.. so. probably not the best #medium for sharing really but. I suppose I thought they might look cooler lined up next to each other. The whole part of using a #limited color palette is so that maybe they kind of seem to have more consistent color schemes or something throughout. but I dont #know if they look all that 'related' or not. I think these types of challenges I have always sucked at because I am a being of clutter and #excess. I can't just do like one little simple nice looking design and have that Crisp Neat calligraphy with evenhanded perfect lines #and perfect symmetical composition and etc. etc. Like some poeple post very aesthetically clean and cohesive looking sketch #pages or something but I simply cannot hold back the brain impulse to add more. more. more. Fill every single blank space with color #or a little drawing or a sticker or something. I take away 500 things and there are still a million there. Even when I thik I'm being #'simplistic' I'm still usually being 2x more complicated and cluttered than the standard or whatever lol. I guess thats clear from my #outfits/costumes though too. Like whatever that saying is from that person about something like 'before you leave the house take off one #more accessory. you dont need it' for me is like.. 'before you leave the house. add 10 more accessories. and 6 more layers. and another'#AAANyway. I wonder if also maybe some people would try to plan theirs in a way to look good or something or like.. plot things on the page #before placing them. I did sometimes have a theme for a day kind of (like day 10 I ended up finding a few gold and green things and then #was like.. hey... what if I looked for a few other things and only used these colors today') but aside from that I was just slapping down #stickers randomly and working around them to fill the page. Maybe a lot of neat minimalistic asthetic design is about planning and #having a Vision set ahead of time. instead of just complete random whatever. doodling whilst watching youtube videos or eating lunch. It's #a miracle actually I've managed to not spill any food on the book the whole time. anyway.. I do wish the highlighter really showed up. the #scanner kind of makes the colors look VERY different to irl. But also it got much clearer images than just camera pictures of pages. alas..#..Still oddly enjoy the phrase 'Salisbury Steak gently kissed with industrial pollutants'#probably my favorite section of 'gluing random papers and things onto the page' lol #Also I wonder if it's super obvious that I literally never ever use references when I draw (save for the few freakish looking youtube #face sketches) since everyone is always in the same positions and looking very similar ghhb. This could have been a good opportunity to #work on not solely drawing from my mind and try to do more Dynamic Experimental scribbles. NO. Same exact eye for the 90th time #be upon ye. But I guess it was meant to be casual 'daily doodles'. True 'practice' would make it seem too effortful like a full project. hm #(lol the one decimated pencil in the set... never hand me a writing utensil. i will passively destroy it somehow. shaving the sides of a #pencil off with a knife or snapping a pen in half as a nervous fidget without even realizing i've done it. sorry to the drawing implements)

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luck-of-the-drawings · 7 months ago

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POOR GABRIEL MONTEZ! YOU NEVER SAW THIS COMING DID YOU? ALL YOU WANTED WAS POWER. SECURITY. SAFETY. & THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOU GOT! JUST IN EXCHANGE FOR YOUR BODY. LETS JUST HOPE NO ONE FUCKS THIS UP. LETS JUST HOPE YOU WONT HAVE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #cw gore #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi suckening #jrwi gabriel #jrwi gabriel montez #LOOK FAMILIAR?hahahahahDONT WORRY #IM REUPLOADING THIS HERE BC i fixed up the drawing a lil. and also i wanted to add main tags #U WONT SEE ANY DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THISSUN N THE POST ON MY SIDEBLOG.i changed the image there too.HA!!!!!!!#ANYWAY.i rambled plenty about pain and gabe on my sideblog.SO LETS TALK ABT THE ART SHALL WE.ihad i very hard time getting the colors down #would u believe i nearly left this uncolored??FUCKED UP!! it was only a sketchhow did it end up like this. it was only a sketch...#BUT IM RLY GLAD I WENT W COLORING IT.this time i actually used the airbrush n pencil tools BUT i also have a handy dandy brush i made #its just the mspaint air brush tool. fucking LOVE THAT THING. but now its in fire alpaca and it can be slightly transparent.IT LOOKS SOGOOD #perfect for splatters and grime.i love you mspaint i love youuu.im also so happy w the blood here.i think i reached a shift last year #back when i made that genloss fanart something abt the way i draw blood finally CLICKED and im like OH. the inside must always be darker.#like i KNEW that already but it was like my hand itself finally had it click.i wonder what i will learn next?I LIKE THE ORGANS HERE TOO #not as veiny or thready as i usually draw em. but i think thats fine. not as WET as id like em to be but thats also fine.#i got the point across. the point ofc being WOW THIS IS GRUESOME AND PAINFUL AND TERRIBLE #I LOVE HIS EXPRESSION.i love pain and thinking abt pain. you lose yourself to it after enough time passes of just being in an ocean o agony #at one point its just too tiresome to scream or writhe. theres a point when the body accepts it.sometimes.atleast.#OHHH GABRIEL AS A CHARACTER DELIGHTS ME SO MUCH.he is a dog to me.a thing to serve others.I WISH I KNEW MORE #WHAT ELSE DID YOU WANT BOY?? SURE POWER AND SECURITY AND SAFETY ARE NICE.BUT DID YOU HAVE DREAMS? WANTS? PASSIONS?#WHAT WAS THE STORY BEHIND THAT TIGER TATTOO ON YOUR ARM?WHAT DO THE DOGTAGS SAY BOY?I WISH I COULD HAVE TEA W U #OHHH TO SIT DOWN WITH A CHARACTER AND JUST SPEAK TO THEM. AND YET. AND YET IN THE END ITS ALL TRAGEDY AND COMEDY #TRAGEDY AND COMEDY THAT IS SO SO PAINFULLY UNBALANCED. SIGH.#WHATEVER CMERE BOY YOURE BECOMING AN OC OF MINE NOW UR GONNA BE IN SPACE AND UR NAME IS GONNA BE VINEGAR #UR STILL GONNA BE SHIP OF THESEUSED THOUGH. OOOHHH GABRIEEELLL GABRIEL MONTEEEZZZ #HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE BUILT INTO YOU.HOW MANY DID YOU LOVE AND CHERISH.HOW MANY TATTOOS DO U RECOGNIZE ON UR NEW ARMS #WHAT WAS IT LIKE? ON THE NIGHT U WERE SIRED?WERE YOU EXCITED? DID YOU SEE YOUR BOSS' FACE?WHAT WAS THIS PROMOTION LIKE?

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ccbatman · 7 months ago

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what if i said hal's mom called him "hally" specifically as a play on halley's comet, huh. what if i said she did that because she knew no matter how far he went, he'd always come back to her, hm. what then.

#and then he wasnt with her when she died FUCK #jessica jordan #they could never make me hate you #hal jordan #green lantern #empyrean posting #i do think it's extremely fucked up how they diminished and rotted her character post spectre. i actually hate it so much #i dont really mind the rewriting of martin as a /not/ absentee and abusive father (even though it cheapens the complex relationship hal had #with him what with the being his mirror image and wearing his jacket and becoming a pilot in spite of how martin treated him. constantly #seeking validation and love from a man who not only would never but then could never give it to him) but then going on to act as if jessica #wasnt his most important parent just by virtue of her being his only one for most of his life and going on to say she was actually kind of #bad because she wouldnt support him when she looked after three sons by herself and also begged the air force to take him back when he was #about to be dismissed is sooooo. god. it irks me so much. she was always there for him and she may not have been perfect but she did her #damn best and now they go around acting like martin was the only REAL figure in hal's life growing up because they understood each other on #some special cosmic level?? go to hell.#talking to myself sorry

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sammypog · 2 years ago

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some of my favorite quotes from hell followed with us ((:

#alas there is a 10 image limit #i would have also included the scene where theo sees benji’s face starting to rot #and he says ‘it’s still you’ over and over again #hate theo but that made me like him for a second #also i would have included the line i just reblogged #‘do you believe in god’ ‘i do please stop there’s so much blood’#RAAAHHH #this book is so perfect #hell followed with us #hfwu #hell followed with us spoilers

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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Honestly, the craziest part of accessibility is that there aren't many abled people (and disabled people who aren't disabled in Every Way Possible) who wouldn't benefit from any of the accessibility options out there

ALT text has made it so much better to navigate image-based pages! I'm not visually-impared, but tumblr is terrible at loading images, and I'm not always connected to WiFi. People who add ALT text make it easy to satiate my curiosity when images don't load! This, coupled with actually learning how blind and visually-impared people navigate the online world, has inspired me to do my best to emulate the things I find helpful, even if the way it helps me is very different than theirs. Having a sense of scale in how it helps me versus how it actually makes the internet usable to the blind and visually-impared is something I do try to keep in mind.

Navigating a world with accessible options is primarily going to help the disabled, and it's imperative to keep this in mind. I do think, though, that illustrating just how much accessibility impacts even abled people's lives can help inspire people to think, "wow, I can't imagine a world without [accessibility option] and I don't need it, but it makes life so much easier." The more I interact with accessibility options I don't need, I still find it so helpful. I can't even imagine how amazing it is when you do need that accessibility and it's actually provided to you.

I don't think that abled people should only be in it for themselves. Again, accessibility should put disabled needs first and foremost. But I can't help but wonder how many people you can get to understand this by first saying how it impacts them, too.

#disability #accessibility #long post #ALT text is a perfect example of accessibility for not only the visually-impared but for a vast array of sighted people too #i don't want people to construe this as 'oh so only abled people matter in accessibility huh' because that isn't what i am saying #basically... it can be hard at times to viscerally experience a disability you don't have and to be accommodated for it #i learned a lot about how the blind and visually-impared internet population navigate the internet...#...and seeing how ALT text for instance has even helped *me* has me realize how important i found it...#...so i couldn't imagine just how important it is if you cannot see an image the way a sighted person would #it's things like that that can help teach abled people about how they even benefit from disability advocacy and don't even know it #ily accessibility (which is why i love to talk about it)#yet another post i composed while pausing skyrim (this is Actually a problem (lighthearted))

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worstloki · 5 months ago

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Fortesa Latifi, We Were Young

#web weaving #kudos to @abby118 for posted the 3rd image up. it was very inspiring(TM) so i stole it #webweaving #i just. idk i just wonder if Loki genuinely felt unloved while being raised #''no matter how much you claimed to love me''#like they made claims. they weren't telling the truth #they didn't love him but they loved thor #why did they love thor so much that there was none to spare for him?#i wonder if he thought like that at any point #if he saw thor's banishment to midgard and considered for even a moment that maybe thor wasn't loves so much either?#that they both pulled the short straw #except loki knows why he knows what he did wrong and that can't be corrected exactly #but he can still taint thor #he can say to thor's face that banishing thor strained odin so much the old man passed away and have it believed #would loki ever believe such a thing if it was said to him?#that his parents cared to that extent?#did they ever #thor's humility arc too... he really had his brother lie to him. and then his brother was gone. no answers about why.#a father who would banish him a mother who wouldn't speak up when he was banished #he wasn't loved as much as he thought. he wasn't as perfect as he thought and that cost him his brother?#it cost him too much to learn an old lesson he should have known #do you think thor resented loki for that too #i think they should have complex emotions @ each other about how they were raised. btw

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rosemaryreality · 2 years ago

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So...

holy shit this conversation, i have. so many thoughts.

i'm like, 80% sonic is gonna face some kind of betrayal from either dread or nine

#nine because he is the most important variant obviously so his betrayal would hit harder #also because he wanted to use a shard to create his own perfect world. and sonic needs them to fix his #also also because it's likely fixing sonic's world would make the shatterverse dissappear #and with nine having researched the shards i find it likely he could be the one to find out about the consecuences of fixing the cristal #and i doubt he would be a fan of the whole dissapearing to instead become a part of someone else thing #plus he was the one named during the conversation about the people from the shatterspaces #and in the trailer for s2 we had images of him implying he would meet the other tails #i'm not saying he's gnna be EVIL but he might be against sonic at some point #and in the case of dread #WE the audience know he's selfish and only cares about himself and his treasure #but neither his crew nor sonic found out about that #i find it unlikely they would just let him get away with using people like that #so at some point he's gonna have to do something that outs him as the ruthless person he is #plus he is OBSESSED with his shard. why would he let sonic keep it #we know the council gets hold of his shard at some point #so maybe they loose it on their first appearaence this “season” and then he cooperates to get his shard back #but when the moment comes to let sonic have it (after recovering the shard) he steals it or something #sonic prime #sonic prime season 2 #sonic prime spoilers #sonic prime season2 #sonic prime s2

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fisheito · 6 days ago

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Who does the job preparing those bound photoshoots I wonder? I think it's all Aster's doing.

I like to imagine Aster sending Morvay for the suspecting prey, bringing them to the Special Room and tying them up under Aster's tyrannical rule.

Aster always has a reason to punish Morvay afterwards. Discipline is the only way to achieve perfect bows!!!

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(wibbly Clan members get the more vulnerable poses, and Aster gets to sit prettily sucking on a coin)

idk who else would have the power to yoink each clan member and have them painted/magicphotographed under harsh spotlight and constrictive ribbons so yeah i'll incorporate that into my headcanon

#feesh answer #eiden is obvs a part of the operation too #simply because it makes Person Acquisition that much easier #you don't need to brute force anyone into posing for their portrait #but... when i say eiden is a part of the operation #maybe i only mean... an Eiden Mention #maybe aster uses eiden as bait. like he's planning to give eiden a sexy calendar of all his clan members LOL #Master doesn't need to be troubled to complete these photoshoots. All aster needs to do is mention him #ohhh it's a gift for master. ohhh master would absolutely love it if you do xyz and abc #honestly just mentioning it's a favour for eiden would get most of the cooperative clan members to do it #you might require more of aster's wiles for the trickier and the tsunnier #and now i'm laughing at the image of aggrieved assistant positioner morvay #who has to mandle everyone into their poses #and tie perfect ribbons all over the place #just like how eiden mentions his eternal part time job skillset with the most nonchalant expression #if you ever ask morv to giftwrap a ribbon #he'll do it flawlessly and almost perfectly symmetrically with the most bored look on his face #wha... how are you so good at this??? you would ask #and morvay would respond with that thousand yard stare #'practice' is all he says. remembering the punishments aster'd dole out for subpar ribbon bows 😅#but what about eiden's birthday pic?#dude . eiden will do it for funsies. he'll pose for a calendar for himself. he'll do it for the sake of doing it! why not!!!#it's not difficult to drag him into this 😆

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buddietommys · 2 months ago

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"Why not?"

"I wish you were a girl."

#hughlander #at first i thought of hughie saying the first quote but the more i thought about it the more it made sense for it to be john HEAR ME OUT..#he was obviously trained to only enjoy the whole “american dream” so ofc that picture perfect look for him would be a woman next to him #while he himself is a piece of shit and cares only about his image he also just doesnt give a shit #(based on his behavior l8r on in the show) he also just doesnt care what anyone has to say especially since in his eyes he is THE strongest #no one can say anything to him and hes untouchable..which is why his odd obsession with hughie will prove to be zero issue #and while he tries to make a connection with hughie in his own overly possesive way hughie holds himself firm with his actions #(lowkey where things gets ooc oh well idc) homelander does try and make SOME sort of attempt in picking at his brain anf at hughie as to #figure out WHY he even is interested in “that loser” and in doing so he eventually finds that hughie for whatever stupid reason #notices that he GENUINELY does care about people and that its not some front like he really does and TRY to see some good in people #so john opens up slightly to him about what people at vought did to him as a kid and its those moments where homelander tries to make it-#light buy hughie looks at him and i mean really /looks/ at him and says “jesus thats fucked Im sorry” and john is absolutely dumbfounded #like so dumbfounded and the god honest yet short comment in regards to him opening up about his past #essentially john starts to feel what he always imagined what “feelings” are supposed to be and after a long time of him and hughie oddly #finding some sort of “middle ground” he tries to pull a move in a moment of odd peace amongst the two and hughie jerks back #john is so confused and i mean REALLY confused #he thought he read all those “signals” right based on the romantic films he was forced to watch why is hughie acting like this?#he doesnt want to even think about what this pain in his chest is and all he can ask is “why not?”

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helielune · 1 year ago

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love deluxe 💘

#yukako yamagishi #jjba #jojo #MY ART #ALMOST FORGOT TO TAG THAT #diamond is unbreakable #jjba part 4 #jojo part 4 #how many different ways can you say the same thing challenge #jojo's bizarre adventure #yknow after looking at this a while i started feeling like it. could be a phone background. well #and then i did actually turn it into a phone background #it works. fine. depending on where your notifs gather on your screen #YALL i pet a cat today. it was fucking glorious. one of the most on model looking cats i've ever seen in my life too #like if you image search 'beautiful cat' she would be it #ran my hands thru her fur and skritched under her chin when she raised her head. she was so sweet literally a perfect baby.#yeah i just really had to say that. if i wasn't so damn tired today i definitely would have loved it even more #if the stars align i may be able to see her again soon. she is the cat of someone i work with sometimes so perhaps lol

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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There's always a slight yearning in the back of my mind wishing I had been born in the right place, time, family situation, income level, etc. to have just lived in one single house for my entire life. Imagine being born in a place that still suits you, even through all of your personal evolutions and etc. The idea of deep familiarity with an area because you've lived and explored it for 40+ years, being encased in a web of memories and connections. Being able to clean out your old childhood bedroom and find personal artifacts, to dig in the yard and remember. I know those lives can still be plenty imperfect, but there's just something so seemingly solid and stable and Grounding about it that I sometimes wish I could have.. (At least from my outside perspective as someone who's moved around a bit geographically and even within the same area, never lives in the same house/ apartment /etc. for more than a few years usually.) Like... having a place that is printed upon, fully your own, rather than chronically a visitor, every thought of a space always tempered with the notion that one day soon you'll have to pack it all up again, etc. There's something peaceful about the permanence.

#I think also because I'm a very nostalgic person - THOUGH not in the way that somep poeple mean when they say nostalgia because I've realiz #ed that to some people apparently it means like.. more of a sad emotional thing? Or when I talk about being nostalgic they say 'me too' and #then describe how they're always depressed dwelling on the past wishing they could revisit it and replaying it and feeling sad and etc.#Whereas for me - it's not in a deep or emotional way at all. It's very detached - kind of like someone who is doing like a scientific #cataloguing of something? I don't feel any remorse or sadness or longing or sitting there sobbing for hours over people/pets I've lost or #etc. It's more like a fun contemplative excercise and extension of self analysis plus just documentation. Like I know your memory fades as #you get older OR even as stuff is actively ongoing humans have terrible recall - even the ones who are less emotional/more focused on #accuracy our minds still twist things or etc. SO I looove to have documentations of everything possible so that in the future I will have #as full and complete of a view of myself as I possibly can. sure the image will undoubtedly be a little distorted but having real evidence #of how something was at a time is very valuable. You look through old messages or letters or something and you always find other alternate #versions of yourself. Not in a worse way like inherently inferior Previous Models Of You who haven't yet been perfected but even just in a #neutral way like 'what they're saying is not a BAd thing but also is not how I would say that today.' etc. ANYWAY I find it really interest #ing to document and remember things and love revisiting the past - not in a sad way - but just like. curiosity. reminiscing and recalling #and filling in gaps. or trying to have the same feeling I felt at a previous time so I can remember what it was. Collecting information for #documentation purposes. Like for example - I would love to go back and tour all of my old childhood houses/apartments. Not to like #sit in the middleof them and cry and go 'ohhh my childhood waughhh' - but literally because I want to take detailed photographs so I #can remeber exatly what they looked like and recreate them in sims or some other digital way. Why? idk. just to gather the information. If #I ever live to like 80 years old and I'm still reflecting on my life curious about the dteails of it. I want to be able to fire up my #ancient windows 10 laptop I've kept all these years and open up the sims 4 and tour my old home with accuracy etc. ??#Not sure why really. Maybe an extension of how I generally care a lot about having an 'accurate' view of things? Like I would rather be #accurate than be happy. I don't understand 'ignorance is bliss' because I would always rather know. I always always in any situation am mor #focused on 'what is the well researched practical truth' than about 'how does this make me feel' or etc. Truth above ALL else even if it #were to make me miserable. Aka why I'm a 'boring' 'annoying' 'UM actually..' type of killjoy lol because it's very hard for me to understan #that some people can enjoy something or have a good time even not knowing the full facts of a situation or etc. BUT anyway. since that is #some core driver of my personality for whatever reason (just the plague of ennegram type 5 perhaps lol) maybe that also drives me to my #kind of minor obsession with like 'I must have a complete view and calatoguing of my life that is as accurate as possible within the means #i have' . Is it REALLY important for me to know the exact layout of on of my first childhood bedrooms? no. materially it does nothing for m #in life. BUT hey. it would make a great addition to the Accurate Life Story Catalogue lol. ANYWAY.. But I think a lot of wanting to live in #one place forever is not just the ease of documentation. but the sense of having a constant. Much of what i crave most in life is stability #& familiarity &routine bc of how my brain works. And it just would feel so good to be Settled. Never uproot again. One little place FOREVER

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stargod · 23 days ago

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I love to click ON A Tag to see whats goin on in there, only for tumblr to take me to a empty, "¯\_(ツ)_/¯ no posts with that tag lol, sowwy" page. girl i Came Here From a post With That Tag, obviously there is at least One (1) Post with that tag!!!

#functioning website #what search function #oh hey did anybody else get a notif recently from tumblr say they improved their search functions to include reblogs?#honestly thats not even related to this im just curious if anyone else got that message #also that new communities thing. i fracking misclicked and now its permanently an extra button on the bottom bar #in the exact same spot they stuck that stupid tumblr live function too #like A. why r they trying to tout this like they havent tried it like 3 times already #B. WHY wouldnt u put it under the messages/notifications tab #and u kno something im like genuinely one hundo (100) percent certain if staff Hid a New function. said NOTHING.#and let people 'discover'/infect others with it like they did with images in asks #it Absolutely Would catch like fuckin wildfire #like tumblr would literally the perfect site to bake a discord-like function directly into an already established social media platform #accept now im just fuckin pissed cause i have to deal with this useless extra widget on my icons bar that im never gonna touch #because discord overwhelms me and i wouldnt have anybody to wade into the waters with me to try it out #tumblr #tagging system #complaining #silly #pearl and brambles

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gilgil-machine · 1 month ago

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#whenever I scroll through like Twitter or Bluesky or tumblr I see a lot of people making stuff with their oc #or like yume stuff with their fave characters and it makes me go like ''oh I'd love to do that too''#but then I remember that Gilgamesh would never like look towards me because I visually don't appeal to his tastes #nor my like character wouldn't pick up his interest because I'm a boring loser and a coward and sometimes it really puts me down #and yeah I know it's stupid but I just can't help myself😅#and I know that some of you might come to me and say words of support and I would appreciate them #but I'm writing this not to pity party myself but to just lift this weight out of my chest #and I have a friend of mine and we know each other since the childhood like we went to the same kindergarten #and I remember her always being determined and ahe always stood up for herself and was never afraid to voice her opinions #and I always admired her for that because because I always stayed quiet during the arguments or try to avoid them completely #or whenever someone was bullying me I always just burst into tears and just ran away #and I sometimes hate myself for being weak but I just can't do anything about it #and recently this friend she went into military and even though I worry about her and support her #I just can't help myself and not feel envious (in a good way) because of her bravery and determination to make that choice #and just throw her into this challenge despite all of her worries doubts and consequences that she might face #like I can't even call a dentist to make an appointment without being anxious #while she's ready to throw herself into the pits of hell despite fear and everything #like my friend is like that perfect image of a person that Gilgamesh would look upon with admiration and some respect #and I wish I could be like that too #I wish I could be the person which Gil would praise rather than look upon like on a piece of trash...#anyway sorry for ranting and thank you for reading if you did #these thoughts have been eating me for quite awhile and I wanted to voice them at least somewhere #personal

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year ago

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I'm making good headway on the blanket I'm currently making, and look at this yellow!!

Right now, this is big enough to be a lap blanket, and it's so warm. You have got to crochet a blanket and let it drape over you, it's so cozy

#art #fiber art #crochet #my crochet projects #described images #image description in alt #i was watching a video while making this about tlou2 and y'all were so wrong for hating it. i was on tlou2 lovers train from the GETGO #in fact i'm going to say something controversial #tlou2 > tlou1 (i liked the first game and it was very very good don't get me wrong)#(but tlou2 hit me during a very specific point in my life where i was in need of a story like it)#(when i was first getting into tlou1 i was in a very different mindset where i didn't emotionally latch onto it in the same way)#(but. WOW. the first half hour/hour of the first game? that's so good. it's so awful in the most brutal and amazing way ever)#'learning to love tlou2' baby that was NOT me. i'm built different💛#anyway. is this blanket perfect? no. is this yellow one of my ultimate favourite colours ever? yes. i'm obsessed with it in fact #if somebody has made it this far... do you think a white border would be too gauche? i can NOT decide and it's killing me

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aerticent · 1 year ago

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i’ve started to enjoy Thomaven in like a “this relationship was in Maven’s past and he’ll always remember it through rose colored glasses but we have no way of knowing how accurate his portrayal is because he was 13-15 and his mother ruined his memories of him” kind of way. Like i don’t like thinking about them in a current moment kind of way but rather a memory that u can’t even trust cause how much of it is accurate and how much of it is Maven twisting what it was into something sweeter without flaws

#i’ve kinda always been like this #like i don’t view Thomas as a person with like an actual personality #just a loose memory of Maven’s #this isn’t to say that their relationship was actually like fucked up in any way that’s not what i mean #but like Maven is def cutting out any negative memory he has of or with Thomas #partially because it’s been years + his mother (in an attempt to help him) tampered with what was theee #in general i love that we don’t know shit about Thomas #i would like a physical description tho lol #but like i like that all we know about their relationship is that Maven loved him and views him as a perfect person #sometimes i wish there was more but in general i like that he’s just a memory and nothing else #(Thomas also serves as another example of Maven turning the ppl he loves into static never-changing images)#but like also to me it’s vital that their relationship ends in tragedy doomed frm the start cause was there any other way it could’ve ended #red queen #red queen series #maven calore #thomaven

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