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Ghost Chirps AU Part 5
Part 1 & 2
Part 3
Part 4
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While āJasonā (i.e. Alfred with an empty jet that Jason will meet up with later in order to āarriveā in Amity) hops a private jet, Red Hood is busy searching the Fenton home from top to bottom.
The local police move slowly, and by the time they arrive Jack and Maddie Fenton are both tied up and disarmed in their living room under heavy guard.
They hadnāt been restrained immediately, Batman talking him into giving them a chance to implicate themselves first.
Hood let him take the lead, but he didnāt even get a chance to ask a question, being cut off at the first indication he might want to talk about their āwork.ā Less than 60 seconds in, and the pair had outright confessed to violating the meta protection acts - and in tedious detail.
The questioning didnāt suffer any from them being tied up.
Far from the mulish silence or crocodile-tear laden denial of most criminals, they instead doubled down, insisting that nothing they had done was illegal, then jumping to the assumption that they were āpossessedā - and boy had it been a nasty surprise when the whole house came alive trying to attack them with a quick verbal command.
Well, trying to attack Hood. And only him, for some reason.
One laser also freed the Fentons, who turned out to have even more weapons built into their suits.Ā
Somehow.Ā
Despite them being skintight.
That had been a pain, but Red Robin was able to hack the system using one of the couplesā own devices while Hood dodged - and kept the stray fire away from the others - leaving everyone else to recapture the pair. A blessedly simple task once they found out the lasers would splash harmlessly off of their armor (save for a gross film of green goop left wherever they grazed).
They take turns knocking each unconscious to change them in order to properly disarm them - Batman and Nightwing taking Jack first, followed by Orphan and Spoiler dealing with Maddie.Ā
The only non-weapon laden clothing they own turns out to be pajamas.Ā
This is around when the police show up, looking hesitant.
They, too, cite the āAnti-Ecto Acts.ā
Oracle had debriefed them on the supposed Acts and āGhost Investigation Wardā on their short drive over. Both were utterly bogus - the Acts had never even been proposed, let alone been approved as law, and the so-called āGIWā had no ties to the government.
The Fentons had been furious and denied the information intensely when told, but the cops mostly just looked relieved.
Apparently thereād been a lot of property damage by the GIW and Fentons both that had supposedly been dismissed under the Acts as ānecessary in the pursuit of ecto-scum.ā
For the Fentons, half of this damage was in the form of broken fire hydrants, cracked sidewalks, and totaled cars - theyād never been good drivers, before, the cops disclosed, but theyād become even more negligent since the ghosts began appearing, to the point they had to have a news segment warning when they would be on the road.
The lack of fatalities thus far had been nothing short of a miracle, they claimed.
āOf course there havenāt been any fatalities!ā Mrs Fenton defends. āOur work is to protect people from those things, not make more! Officers, listen to reason-ā Hood snorts disdainfully -āThe Red Hood is clearly a ghost! All our systems targeted him the moment they came online - and they only target ecto-entities. Heās clearly taken these heroes under his sway - why else would they be working with a murderer!? You have to do something before he starts up his killing here in Amity!ā
The officers look at him a bit hesitantly, but Batman is unmoved and gives the cover story Hood had outlined back in the alley.
Any concerns the locals have are quickly assuaged.
But for the whole explanation, Jason is trying not to shake even as he falls apart in place.
Their little website called them ghost-hunters, making it pretty clear what āecto-entitiesā meant.Ā
Their system supposedly only targets ecto-entities.
The system had only targeted him.
The system only targets ghosts.
Jason had died.
A lot of his family members had died, too, granted.Ā
But Jason was the only one who seemed to come back wrong - anger sticking in his throat and never quite fading, an inclination towards violence even when he wasnāt angry well beyond what heād ever felt before, and a sea of other emotions (that he would never acknowledge aloud) and triggers for those emotions that he always struggled to make heads or tails of.
He doesnāt have the meta gene. He knows that. He knew that.
He just assumed that the test missed it, because he knows he doesnāt know magic - the All Blades being the only exception - and he couldnāt think of another explanation at the time.
But he came back wrong.
And as he stands there, he wonders if he came back at all, mind on Solomon Grundy.
Wonders if he isnāt just some ghost, wandering around possessing his own corpse.
He jolts, as the thought strikes him: what about Danny?
If heās a ghost and chirping is a ghost thing then what about his KID!?
Absently, he notes that Bruce has started interrogating the cops on what they meant by āghost attacks.āĀ
He ignores the discussion, hustling for the door in the kitchen down to the lab.
He slams and locks the door behind him - in Red Robinās face - as he descends, making a b-line for the computer heād seen when the Fentons had dragged them all down there to start bragging about their crimes.
The only thing Oracle could get out of the whole building was things that were openly available online; direct connections were impossible.
Opening up the screen, he gets to cracking.
Going for the surface level files first, it turns out he doesnāt even need so much as a password to find what he wants.
One of the video game sub-files has an unrelated file in it: ghost notes.
There are plenty of other notes, of course, but heād only been skimming to start, looking for anything hidden.
The Fenton parents were too open to bother, of course, with plenty of more obvious files strewn haphazardly across the home screen, but itās always better to check. That there is a hidden file means it was likely made by either Danny or Jazz.
And itās a treasure trove.
Sub-files for rogues, allies, conditional allies, and āhalfasā were what greeted him.
The last being the only term he didnāt recognize, he clicked.
6 files: Clones, Danny, Dani, Dan, Vlad, and Red Hood.
He clicks his own file.
What greets him is a picture of himself 4 days ago, looking just to the left of the lens in an alley that he distinctly remembers searching for the kid in.
Just below is text.
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??? Name: Red Hood
Species: probably a halfa
Status: Nnnneutral? I think? I know, I know, heads in bags. But Valerie tries to kill me all the time! And weāre allies sometimes! Hood- uh- looked for me? Okay I guess I canāt really judge this yet but please read the first met section before you judge please you guys?
First met: Aug 17, 2005, was in Gotham to bother Batman, stopped to think a bit on some fire escape - decide on the first prank yknow - but then my ghost sense went off. It felt like a halfa so I thought āoh cool, must be Daniā so I chirped, but then Red Hood - who was chasing some guy down an alley at the time - froze and looked around. I dropped visibility and chirped again and yeah, he definitely heard it. Humans canāt so heās definitely a halfa - no glow so he canāt be a full ghost and it felt nothing like an overshadowing.Ā
Ended up following Hood around the rest of week - forgot to prank Batman, damn - and playing hide-and-seek with the chirps. It was really funny. But he very obviously doesnāt know heās a halfa. But the guy is, like, scary levels of smart, so Iām sure heāll figure it out on his own now that the chirp thing made it clear that something is up. Hopefully.
I figure I can go back in winter break - he should have it figured out and let his emotions process enough by then to at least hear me out when I explain the AEA and GIW and everything, then it wonāt matter so much if he can, like, track me by voice or something if I talk since weāll have MAD by then.
Despite his reputation, the people living in his haunt seem to love the guy. I can see why. On top of the whole smart heās actually really nice to people heās not shooting in the knees (which only even happened one time in the week I was there? It was actually pretty relaxing - most quiet week Iāve had since the portal opened THANK YOU TUCKER for hacking the portal hatch to be inoperable for a week).Ā
Where was I? Oh yeah, heās actually surprisingly nice to people? So like, I think heāll probably hear me out if I go back and be polite? I hope. Hate to leave the guy in the dark and him end up on the GIWs dissection table for ālots and lots of painful experiments.ā
Not that those guys could even catch the Box Ghost. But uh, Hood doesnāt seem to have powers either? Or if he does he doesnāt know about them I donāt think - he only used the chirp the whole time I was their - not even to cheat with moving around.
Seriously. That guy's acrobatics could make Freakshowās contortionist green - er, red??? - with envy. Actually wait, arenāt contortionists and acrobats different things?
SAM NOTE: help^?
Powers:Ā
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Jason leans back, breathing deeply.
āNot a full ghost,ā ānot 'overshadowed'ā - a term that sounds likke some kind of cousin to possesision - ādefinitely a halfa,ā āhumans canāt hear chirps.ā
Halfa.Ā
Half.Ā
Ghost.Ā
Half Ghost.
It should sound absurd - you canāt be half alive and half dead.
But Jason has seen the Lazarus pits, has met Solomon Grundy, has met aliens and bullshit magic and can pull magical swords out of his own damn chest.
Half alive. Half dead.
Hopefully not just a fancy way to say possessing his own corpse.
He doesnāt have time to deal with every file - heāll āconfiscateā one of their USBs with a copy of everything for himself before leaving the rest to Batman & co, of course, minus the halfa files (a small part of him wants to shove his condition in Bruceās face and demand he kill the clown again even though he knows itās a futile hope, but the rest - the same part that snapped and denied and refused to say he was a meta less that a day ago now - cannot stomach the thought of even more rejection. Of a Bruce that believes heās a monster. Of a Bruce that mourns him even while heās right there. Or at least, more than he already does.) - but while the files copy he take the time to look at Dannyās.
The image has two people, Danny Fenton on one side and a version of the kid in a black hazmat suit with white hair, tanned skin, and painfully familiar green eyes. And floating.
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Human Name: Danny Fenton
Ghost Name: Danny Phantom
Species: Halfa (half-human, half ghost)
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Itās the section after that that makes Jasonās breath catch in his throat.
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Death: The Portal Accident
So like, there was no audio (thank GOD I do not want to hear myself screaming) so. Details: When the portal didnāt work when they plugged it in mom and dad left for fudge, Jazz went to try and talk them into a more realistic career choice than ghosts. Sam and Tucker came over and Sam dared me to climb in and check it out - it was broken anyway so no harm. Except it wasnāt broken, just that my parents put the on button inside. Which I caught myself on when I tripped on a wire.
Anyway, electrocution!Ā
(T - Danny for the love of god be more serious, the cheerful tone is creepy)
(D - Hey! Iām the one who died! Shouldnāt I at least get to write my own epitaph)
(S - ā¦Danny this is not an epitaph. You donāt even HAVE a grave)
(D - wow way to rub it in Sam)
(T - yeah Sam)
(S - ugh! Whatever, just stop with the chatting in official files)
(T - āofficialā)
(S - Tucker.)
(T - shutting up now)
Electrocution! I got zapped to death, but the ectoplasm from the portal was also opening up on top of me and a lot got bonded to me I guess (S - probably because of the electricity with how you ended up with some of Vortex' powers for a little while) at the same time said electricity was reviving me? - probably getting my heart beating again or something, I was a little busy screaming to pay attention (T - yeah okay we're going to Nasty Burger after this. And playing Doomed) - not that it wouldāve mattered without the ghostification preventing me from melting me all the way to death.
Status: Me!
Powers:
Chirps! (ghost echolocation of some kind! humans can't hear em - halfas can, of course, in either form)
Form Change (really Sam? This barely counts)
Human form
Ghost form (no need to breathe)
Flight (last clock speed 210mph) (T - and climbing. Dang dude)
Invisibility (S - donāt forget shareable.) (Shareable. sigh)
Intangibility (Shareable)
Ecto Rays (eyes & hands) (T - and butt) (D - dude! Iām deleting that. Tucker why can't I delete it. TUCKER) (T - bow down in awe of my ksill) (S - ksill) (D - ksill) (T - yeah okay itās permanent now) (D - aw man!)
Ghost Sense (S - why do we never test your range?) (D - no need? They always make themselves obvious or are being sneaky specifically to annoy me so *shrug*) (S - I still think we should test it)
Power Absorption (that time with Vortexās weather powers)
Cryokinesis (Wayyyyy to much ice. NOT testing max output on that) (T - yeah frozen city was enough, letās not cause an ice age. Tech needs some cool but too much is still bad and I just upgraded Patricia)
Ghostly Wail (cone of destruction, very exhausting - always at max output. Not to be used)
GHOST FORM ONLY (but really just never)
Cartoon Body (D - what???) (S - Freakshow literally turned you into a puddle and you just turned back and were fine. I donāt know what else to call that) (D - okay fair. but:)
GHOST FORM ONLY
Physical Enhancement (better strength, speed, stamina, durability, reflexes, balance, etc much better than human) (T - why does this look like dnd knockoff stats haha)
GHOST FORM ONLY (S - obviously mr last place in PE)
Resistances (pretty solid on the overshadowing, avoided being taken in by Ember until targeted, didnāt get turned to stone during the Medusa thing) (S - which was pure luck! Be careful!)
Ecto Electricity (ghost stinger, but I really donāt think this counts Sam. I mean I just. Make my ecto zappy. But itās still just ecto) (S - so is your ICE and you donāt just call that "just cold ecto") (D - fine, but it feels overly specific) (S - maybe writing it all down will make you stop. Forgetting. POWERS!) (D - come on Sam that was a lucky hit! I was distracted! And it turned out fine!) (S - Fentonā¦) (D - oop okay doing fire now)
Ecto Fire (made Dashās shoes melty that one time by make the ecto hot) (T - really needs more testing)
Tech possession (chasing Technus into computers, not very tested)
Ghost form only, i guess?
Overshadowing (control people, copy their voice, invade dreams - the control one erases the personās memory so they donāt know they were overshadowed just lost time. I hate Walker. SO much) (T - rip Dannyās reputation, youāll be missed)
Probably ghost form only
Duplication (T - Thatās optimistic) (D - IāM WORKING ON IT OKAY!?) (S - pretty sure it just falls under cartoon body until you can actually separate) (D - :( betrayal)
Probably ghost form only
More? (D - ugh I hope not) (T - hey donāt say that, maybe youāll get a power to make the JL give a crap about Amity) (D - honestly Iām getting pretty close to letting Boxy loose in Gotham) (S - Danny, donāt stoop to their level!) (D - it's only box ghost!) (T - I mean he has a point)
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Jason changes his mind, seeing the commentary, and deletes the entire hidden file from the computer as soon as his copy is made. He can go over everything and bring any important info to Bruce separately, the batās can just chew on the parentsā files for now.
Once the original files are thoroughly and irretrievably removed he pockets his shiny new USB, makes a second one with all the official files, and heads back up and out - carelessly brushing past a thoroughly irate Red Robin with a pair of firemen and broken jaws of life. And not a scratch on the door; impressive - just in time to get Oracleās text that heās got 2 hours and 16 minutes to be at the location on his HUD so he can āarriveā to Amity.
And a fresh set of civilian clothes will be waiting in the plane, Alfred as reliable as ever.
āFiles,ā he says, tossing the safe USB to Batman and interrupting his interrogation of the police officer.
He catches it effortlessly of course, but the officer stops paying attention to him to jolt at Hoodās reappearance - even outside of Gotham his reputation is fierce.
āI sent a copy to myself. Iāll review them and give you an overview, but other than that consider this the end of my involvement in this little shitshow,ā he says, continuing smoothly to the door. āIām heading back to Gotham.ā
Now, he has a little over two hours before Jason Todd needs to arrive in Amity Park. He only needs to lay hands on a laptop that he can isolate from Babsā influence and he should be able to review the Halfa files in full before he "lands" - after he figures out just why the kid has a grudge against the JL.
#The defenses only attacked jason because the others are liminal#But not quite liminal enough for the Fenton House to pick up on#Heās the only one who died and had it really *stick* thus why heās the only halfa#Sure the others died but they were all revived fully#Death left a stain#Not a chain#Jason has one foot in the grave#The others batās just have some graveyard dirt smudged on their pants cuffs#I can keep going with the metaphors#lol#Anyway#Their contamination is. Like. not worse than the average person living on the opposite side of the city as the Fentons#(which is a lot compared to everyone else in the whole world#but not much in terms of āwill the house shoot meā#Fenton ghost detecting devices arenāt that precise yet)#The āfilesā arenāt super professional because like. Theyāre 14.#Itās organized sure but itās not gonna be scientific paper levels (& theyād feel uncomfy making it too scientific sounding)#Thereās powers missing on purpose (not thinking of thing as a power. All 3 forgot about it. Etc)#So why did the JL ignore Amity you ask?#Info blackout#One does not simply ignore the Meta Protection Acts and pretend to be a govāt agency without taking precautions#Everything out of Amity Park is sanitized as hell. (ha#and doesnāt that just fit the GIW clean-obsession)#āBut Mutable!ā I hear you cry āWhat about Undergrowth & Vortex!ā#I donāt remember Undergrowthās radius of effect but Iām saying my AU he was Amity-only and the GIW set up a blockade to intimidate witnesse#Same deal with Pariah town-knapping the place (GIW base was JUST out of the town-knapping radius. Lucky them)#As for Vortex#the storms themselves made it impossible to track anything through normal means#(ie no cams caught Sam & Tuckerās jet taunting Vortex except some people with cells on the street. But wind killed all the audio)#So as far as the world is concerned there was a freak storm and it went away
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Put an opera in your campaign!
Put an opera in your TTRPG and make a reason why the player characters MUST attend. There are many reasons to do this!
It's fancy so the PCs have to come up with formal wear that their characters would bring to the opera (this is one reason it should be an opera). Let them wear whatever weird shit they want so long as their character LEGITIMATELY believes the outfit is appropriate. Let them get Met Gala with it. Other guests may stare and make snide remarks, but the staff should only offer token resistance if the outfit interferes with the performance or audience, or is dangerous to the people around them.
It forces the PCs into a social situation they may not have the mechanical skills for. Fish out of water stories are lots of fun, especially during the intermission when they have a chance to mingle with the NPCs. Make part of their task at the opera to get to know the wealthy folks in the audience, either generally or specific ones. Even better if they have to get *something* from them (political support, a specific item, information, etc). If things seem to be stalling, here are two tricks to help keep things flowing: a) have someone powerful pointedly insult the most hot headed PC in a very upper class manner. Comments about their outfit and upbringing are classics. This heats things back up as the hot head tries to get violent while the other PCs try to keep the peace, and can lead to a duel the next morning when the dilettante turns out to be a renowned duelist. b) once things have completely stalled or if you need to cut things short (in or out of character), have the intermission end and the audience called back into the auditorium. This can be used as a cliffhanger for whatever was about to happen!
The opera house can be a very interesting location! There's the lobby, auditorium, and possibly concessions, but if the PCs start going where they shouldn't, there's a lot of behind (and under) the scenes spaces for them to explore. Do they go to the changing room and harass (or even replace!) the actors? Maybe they go to the props department and replace a stage knife with a real one! There could be a weirdo living in the basement who is obsessed with the lead actress and plans to kidnap (or rescue?) her. There are all kinds of interesting spaces for plots to happen!
The opera itself is an opportunity to tell the players about the past, present, or even future! What is the plot of the opera? This is key information! The opera will be telling a story that is important to the majority of the audience. It could be about the past of the nation (mythical or historical). Maybe it's about events the PCs witnessed themselves but told from a different point of view than theirs and this might be unflattering towards them or those they care about. You can even foreshadow future plot points by having the play be a fiction that thematically or narratively parallels later parts (or even the next) of the story arc. If there's a great evil that's going to return, you can combine the past AND the future by describing the terrors of the "defeated" evil, then later show those signs happening as hints that the evil returns!
There are some great examples of how an opera (or play if you must) can be inserted into a story to great effect. The Ember Island Players episode of Avatar: The Last Airbender recaps the entire show from the perspective of the antagonist Fire Nation.
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Final Fantasy 6 has a famous opera scene where one of the heroes has to replace an actress who has been threatened with being kidnapped by the mysterious man whose help they need! The hero must then remember her lines while the rest of the party protects the show from getting derailed by monsters.
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These are just a few ways that you can use an opera in your TTRPG campaign and I highly recommend giving it a whirl!
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"I might believe you! I don'tāI don't know anything about what's happened here. All I know are the things people keep telling me, I don't have any proof of anything else! Someone says you're violent, and Tesla agrees you're violentāhe can't even swear you're not thinking about actually gutting me most of the time!"
-> The pitch up in their voice isn't much, but in such a small space it feels louder than it is. Distressed and frustrated.
"At least if you say it to my face it feels less like you're holding to someone's word until it gets boring. Tesla won't ever feel betrayed by you; you have nothing to lose if you break a promise to him."
-> Is comes out from their teeth bitter and incensed, sour like acid reflux. Lyric doesn't think Tesla's word alone can stave off their death forever; they aren't even sure Ulquiorra's presence can do so, no matter how he insists he'd sooner kill every Captain of Wing Bind than let them take Lyric against their will. At least they're witness to a fraction of the strength Nnoitra possesses, having torn a hollow limb from limb and broken into its chest. Ulquiorra has never needed to take up arms to put others in line, therefore Lyric is unaware how strong he is or is not. It frustrates them, knowing no matter where he sits they are beneath all of them.
"... he was taking his time. Dissecting me. He said that he was going to fix me and make me perfect, but I don't know what that means. It just felt like he was enjoying taking me apart and observing me. HeāāI was in a case. Like a doll. I remember all the blood made my skin stick to the floor."
-> They don't know why they explain it. He likely won't care; might tune it out with the rest of their bemoaning. After all, who were they to have demands or expectations of someone who hadn't shorn their skin clean from their ribcage, or removed their limbs one at a time? Was the bond to his FracciĆ³n greater than his right as a stronger beast? Was their survival guaranteed if they weren't fitter and more vicious? They think not.
-> They think the silence between them will extend forever with only the wind to cut through it. What may be mere minutes feels like far longer until he starts to move; it startles them for some reason. They feel their muscles twitch and their limbs lock up, raising their head, even if he's moving away from them. They expect him to drag them out by their hair with him and leave them lost in the sand, or to say some petty last word so they know their place in the food chain. But instead he warns them firmly that leaving too soon will earn their death. Don't get eaten, Tesla will be sad. They didn't have the strength he did to protect themselves, after all. ( but it meant they were going to be alone again. that's fine isn't it? they're used to being alone. it's fine. )
"āTesla says he thinks you're lonely."
-> Is this the olive branch they think it is? Their voice is a quiet rasp compared to how assured it was before. It feels like they're talking to wind now. They don't know how to say what's clawing at their chest: don't leave me alone. I've spent so long alone. Does it show in their face? Can he see that weakness in their orange eyes in the dark if he turns to look at them? Was this cave alone enough to keep them safe?
"... he wants us to try and get along. He says that everybody treats you like something you're not...
... I don't know how to understand you. I don't know if you understand me either. I don't know if you want to... ... āI don't want Tesla to be sad, either. I wanna believe you're not gonna kill me, but if I'm ever wrong I'm dead, you know?"
"...Of course they don't trust me. None of them do. I haven't done jack shit to most of 'em and they don't trust me. But that's fine. I don't trust them either. Bunch of soft sacks of shit...
What am I supposed to promise to ya? Promise not to hurt ya like I've promised t' Tes? And then what? You won't believe me, even then. Even though I haven't broke yer bone or killed ya, even when I could reach over and pluck yer head off like a grape on a vine right now.
It wouldn't change shit, so why bother?"
His teeth grit despite his casual tone, glaring at the cave wall in front of him.
He rolls his eye.
"Unfortunately for you, I'm not a teacher. Ask Ulquiorra about it, then."
Mention of Szayel makes his lip curl in disgust.
"I'm surprised ya came out of there alive. He usually lombotomizes folks or whatever to make into his FracciĆ³nes. Would'a thought you'd make a perfect candidate."
A scoff, and he looks out at the sandstorm out side. He sticks his hand out, watching the way his bangle get blown to the side, and his hand disappears when he sticks his arm out further.
"...Could be half an hour or more. Some last minutes, some last days. This one should be on the shorter end."
He looks out at the sand and his disappearing arm for a long moment, before he pulls the limb back in and stares at his hand. After a time in pure silence, he starts moving again, getting ready to crawl out of the cave.
"...Fuck it. Have fun sittin' here. Don't leave 'til it's been quiet for an hour. Lesser Hollows like t' scavange right after a storm."
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Events of last night:
Me: *crying*
My girlfriend: what's wrong?? :(
Me: *struggling to form words* intrusive thoughts are bad... I don't want to talk about them because then I'm scared that they're true and you might think I'm awful
My girlfriend: ah I actually get that. I have those a lot. It doesn't mean anything though, intrusive thoughts are just like dreams. Like the things you do in them aren't really things you want to do, it's just stuff your brain comes up with.
#we then very heavily related over having the same intrusive thoughts and now I'm suspicious#thinking about when i told her i might have ocd and she said i didnt#and starting to feel like thats because... what if we both have ocd#it seems like she was basing her entire knowledge of conditions on people shes known with those conditions. which makes sense#but the person/ people with ocd had severe cleaning compulsions and the like#where as me and her obsess much more over morality#like its very clear we think about it so much. and idk what to do with that information#we both feel like the intrusive thoughts and obsessive ruminating are the only things that keep is from being bad people#or that prevent us from being bad people i guess. idk why that wording is just slightly more accurate#like people who dont think about these things (apparently all 'normal' people since this could be *an actual disorder*)#they're not constantly analyzing. trying to be aware. asking themselves questions about their true nature. judging those answers#theyre not really doing that with other people either. of course i could be wrong since im very clearly not a normal person.#but this is what i mean! im speculating about other people and acknowledging the ways i could be wrong and just trying to figure it all out#but it seems like no one does that and it doesnt *make them* bad people. it just doesn't prevent them from that happening either#like theyre just as likely to hurt people as the 'bad' person thats thinking the same way they are#and i cant ever be comfortable with me living that reality even when *this reality* is a waking nightmare#sure im tearing my skin off (good ole skin picking disorder) when im thinking about these things. sure im crying. sure i can't sleep.#sure it makes me feel like im constantly a horrible person and need to attone for everything ive done and havent done#sure. but then i turn around and say its helping me. because why else would my brain torture me? isnt it always about protecting me?#i don't know. all i know is who i dont want to be and what i dont want. so that exactly what my brain convinces me is real#i guess what it kinda comes to do is#would you rather live a reality where everything around you is superficial. your thoughts behaviors and thoughts. your reactions#all of them are things youre never aware of. you could be hurting people or you could be helping themm#you could even be hurting yourself. but you would never know. its a comfortable reality that youre never really aware of#OR would you rather live a reality aware of all those things. seeking answers and sometimes finding them.#trying your hardest to help others and better yourself and fix the broken things in this world#your reality is one where you recognize every threat that no one else does and it kills you inside because they wont always listen#theyre comfortable and you're stuck in a reality where you try and try and try but even when you succeed#your brain forms its own reality. a metaphorical jail. where you never get to experience the reality you fought so hard for#instead you exist in this sort of purgatory where you live out your own worst fears and the worst ways you could have failed
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the newlyweds
Pairing ĖĖĀ°ā¢*āā· Logan Howlett x fem!reader (Flux)
a/n: I wrote this at 3 AM and I'm also pretty sure I'm sick, so bare with me. Based on this: ask
You know Logan can't stand you, but it doesn't stop the way you feel about him. Your mind recognizes the hate in his eyes whenever you're in the same room, but your heart can't. Finally, you come to terms with the truth: it's never gonna happen. However, your newfound resolve is flipped on its head when you're forced to go undercover with him as newlyweds. Your new wedding ring is a noose and you don't know how you'll survive it or him.
You stumble forward as someone knocks into you from behind. Their shoulder jams painfully into your ribcage and you trip into the wall in front of you. āShit,ā you hiss, rubbing your back and turning around to glare at whoever it was. You figure it's a kid skipping class, imagine your surprise when itās a fully grown man practically growling at you.Ā
āWhere the hell am I?ā He darts forward, grabbing you by the arms and jerking you towards him. āWho are you people?ā Youāre stunned into silence, eyes wide with shock as he pushes your spine into the wall behind you.Ā
You recognize him now. This is the man who was with Rogue in the truck you, Ororo, and Summers rescued. The only reason you donāt toss him across the room and rip his spine out through his throat is because you know how disoriented he is. Though, with the way his claws threaten to pierce your skin, you are tempted to.Ā
āAh,ā a familiar and welcomed voice sounds out from beside you both. āI see youāve met Flux.ā Charles rarely ever uses your actual name, mainly introducing you through your X-Men persona. Itās a preference of yours.Ā
The manās eyes dart between you and Charles, and your own turn into slits the longer he keeps his tight grip on you. āWanna let me go now?ā You demand voice practically a growl. Your patience has never been wonderful, but heās really working on your last nerve.Ā
He blinks, seemingly coming back to himself. With an almost regretful look, he lets you go. You sigh in irritation, straightening your shirt out and shoving past the corner heās pushed you into. āWho the hell is this?ā You snap, moving to stand behind Charles.Ā
He gives you an apologetic look, āIām not sure. He hasnāt introduced himself yet.ā He gives the man an expectant look. Instead of answering he glances around, and scoffs.Ā
āWhat is this, summer camp? You people donāt need to know me, I donāt need to know you. Just show me how to get the fuck out, alright?ā Finding Charlesā school had been heaven on earth. Heād provided you with a home and a haven you never thought you would have the privilege of. Youād never shown anger in the face of his guidance or generosity. But many have.Ā
You can tell, as much as the man in front of you might believe otherwise, heās going to be enjoying the comfort of Charlesā protection soon. You move to the side, leaving them to their conversation. Instead, you focus on keeping the kids away from the newest form of entertainment. You usher them towards their classes, despite their reluctance.Ā
The other members of the team soon join you all, introducing themselves. āStorm, Cyclops,ā he scoffs a little at Scottās name and you feel a reluctant smile tugging at your lips. He turns towards you, brows furrowed inquisitively, āFlux?ā
āMatter manipulation,ā you explain bluntly. He shrugs his shoulders giving you a blank look. Sighing you hold out your hand and gesture to Charlesā desk. With a flick of your wrist, it melts into an unnatural form of liquid wood. Loganās eyes widen and you canāt help but finally let the full smile form on your lips. āFlux was just what fourteen-year-old me thought fit best.ā
He nods, turning back towards Charles with a smarmy grin. āAnd what do they call you, wheels?ā Your eyes widen with shock and an unbidden laugh surges forth. Charles sends you a playful glare and you have to turn around to keep from laughing more.Ā
Youād thought you wouldnāt like this one. Itās always bad when thereās a member on the team you donāt get along with. Itās not common, but it has happened. They simply keep you separated if they can. The school is wonderful, but itās not perfect. Not everyone will like each other. You think you and Logan will get along just fine, though.
It started slow, barely noticeable at first. You didnāt know him well enough to understand that the way he treats you is completely different from how he treats everyone else. Where your greetings are brushed off with cold shoulders or the occasional glare, others at the very least get a brief mumble of hello. When you speak, you can practically feel the irritation wafting off of him in waves. You taste his hatred in every interaction.Ā
Thereās no exact moment you can pinpoint where you went wrong. Sure, your introduction to one another was rocky at best. But heād nearly thrown Jean across the room when they first met and they got along just fine.Ā
Youāve thought about it, for far too long, about what makes you different than the others. Is it your smile? The pitch of your voice? Of course, you understand that sometimes there are just people that you meet and something inside you hates them. Thereās never a true explanation behind the feeling, just instinct.Ā
But you canāt place what about you would make someone so guarded, so mean. It feels like such a childish word, like too simple of a way to explain Logan. The very least you know about him is that he can never be summed up with the word simple. There are secrets buried deep within him, some he knows, others he doesnāt. You canāt just slap a label on him and walk away.Ā
More often than not, though, you feel like youāre talking to one of your childhood bullies and not a team member. Because, despite your own feelings towards him, at the end of the day you are team members. Thereās no getting around it. From that connection comes, what should be, a base level of respect.Ā
Youāre both in charge of protecting one another and looking out for each other on the field. That means when you put on the suit, youāre putting aside petty grievances. But he seems incapable of that as well.Ā
Youāve spent mornings practicing your greetings, trying to tone down your cheeriness or inflect your voice with a more welcoming timbre. Youāve changed how you dress, how you do your hair, even your makeup. And at the end of it all, you still got the same miserable look and distinct feeling of worthlessness. All of the change has been temporary, you are a creature of habit. Inevitably, you slide back into the same habits and styles that make you, you.Ā
You feel stupid, trying to change yourself to better fit someone else's tastes. Especially when itās someone who so clearly despises you. Itās not how you carry yourself, how you look, itās the mere fact you exist that bothers him. At least, thatās the conclusion youāve come to in all your months of experimenting.Ā
It truly shouldnāt bother you so much. Thereās always going to be people who donāt like you. Thereās nothing you can do about it. And youāve never had that desire to change other's opinions on you. But something about Logan has dug its claws under your skin and has refused to let go. You canāt get him out of your head, even when you feel like you hate him, heās all you think about. Youāve considered asking Jean to use her abilities to somehow dig him out of your brain and keep him out. But you donāt think that would work either.Ā
You step into the kitchen and nearly freeze in the doorway. Logan sits at the island, back to you as he reads the newspaper. You find yourself lightening your steps, quieting your breath. You make yourself as inconspicuous and convenient as possible. Every time you catch yourself doing something like this, you hate yourself just a little bit more.Ā
You shouldnāt have to alter parts of yourself to better fit someone elseās needs. You slip along the tiles, your socked feet slamming into the corner of the counter as you pass it. āShit!ā You shout, doubling over as you clutch your throbbing toes.Ā
So much for being inconspicuous.Ā
Loganās head shoots up in shock as he glares over his paper at you. You let out a strained whimper, reluctantly releasing your foot and hobbling towards the coffee pot. Youāve taken more bullets than you count, and somehow that still hurt worse.Ā
You canāt just ignore him, you feel his stare burning into your back, and it feels too dickish-too much like him, to not say anything. āMorning,ā you mutter over your shoulder, barely looking at him. You pour your coffee, trying to ignore how daunting the silence seems. You might as well be alone in the room for all the attention heāll grant you.Ā
You feel like a beggar, on hands and knees just for a simple hello. Ever since his first night here, heās been so aloof with you. Itās only devolved since then. You sigh, slamming the mug onto the counter. Something in you has snapped this morning and itās not just the bones in your foot. Youāre sick of this.Ā
You shouldnāt have to walk on eggshells around him. Heās not a toddler, he doesnāt deserve to be coddled and catered to. Heās a grown man, an X-Men for fuckās sake. What he needs, is to learn a little emotional regulation.Ā
You turn, mouth open and sucking in a deep breath as you prepare your speech. The island is empty as you face it, his stool in the same place it had been while he was on it. The paper lies abandoned, even his nearly full mug is still on the granite.Ā
You scoff, snapping your jaw shut and rolling your eyes. āJesus,ā you mutter to yourself. Wonderful, even the same room is too much for him now. Something bitter has been forming in your mind. A rage building from weeks of unprompted cruel behavior.Ā
Yet, somehow, the thing that pushes you over the edge from interest to resentment is the fact that he didnāt say good morning back.Ā
You teach history at the school, but the majority of your role at the mansion is to train children with powers similar to yours. Youāve never met a mutant who had such a broad scope with their abilities as you do. Some can turn water to ice, control the blood running through someoneās veins, or make the air around them a solid block. But youāve yet to meet one who manipulates anything with matter the way you do.Ā
Still, for training, you deal with the unreliable, untameable, and generally more dangerous abilities. And sometimes for training, you work with other teachers and let your kids practice on each other. Itās a rotating schedule, and unfortunately, the week youāve decided you hate him, youāre partnered with Logan for training.Ā
Youāve got the entirety of Charlesā backyard, which is essentially the size of a football field. Itās a lot of room for accidents and accidental misfires. You stand in front of the pond, admittedly a risky choice with these kids, and direct them all to their partners.Ā
āRemember, the goal of this isnāt to maim each other,ā you give a particularly pointed glare towards Billy. Heās caused a lot of problems lately with his fires. āItās just to learn how to wield your abilities to your advantage, to protect yourself and your team.ā
You look to Logan, seeing if he wants to add anything or contribute to the class in some way. He just keeps his arms crossed, glowering at all the children like heās imagining skewering them on his claws. Rolling your eyes, you turn back to the kids. āLet's start with the hand-to-hand maneuvers we went over yesterday before we practice with our abilities.ā
āWhy donāt you show us?ā Your head whips towards Billy and you canāt help the sneer on your lips. Heās sat on the ground, legs crossed leisurely over each other. He doesnāt have a care in the world as he taunts you.Ā
āWhat?ā You grit out, glaring at him.
āShow us what a balanced fight should look like between mutants. You and Logan,ā he nods to the aforementioned man. Logan just quirks a brow, glancing at you before turning back to Billy.Ā
āI donāt think-ā
āFine.ā You gape at Logan as he tugs his jacket off. He shrugs as he looks at you, moving towards the middle of the field. Of course, he wouldnāt pass up the opportunity to try and pummel you. Youāre sure that heās just been waiting for an excuse to fight you.Ā
āIf thatās what you want,ā you mutter bitterly. You pull off your sweatshirt and start walking towards him.Ā
āYour cuffs,ā Billy calls out from behind you. The other students all watch the interaction with rapt attention. Theyāre practically salivating at the chance to see you two fight each other. Meanwhile, Billy just seems like he wants to see someone bleed.Ā
The metal cuffs around your wrists are the only thing that stops you from leveling the entire school. Your abilities are so tightly entwined with your emotions that one unlucky bout of anger can lead you to vaporizing everyone around you. They dull your abilities just enough to still be useful but not deadly. You havenāt taken them off in years. And perhaps itās wrong to lean so heavily on them for protection, but you have. Thatās your cross to bear. You donāt even want to picture what will happen if you open that dam.Ā
āWhat?ā Billy shrugs, sending you a sharp smirk. āHow are we supposed to trust you, if you canāt even use your own damn abilities?ā He snorts and narrows his eyes at you, āHow the hell did you even become an X-Men, Flux?ā His name rolls off your tongue with a sharpened venom.Ā
He oozes hatred and a burning resentment that catches you off guard. Itās too much to process the insults heās hurling at you and the sudden one-eighty in his personality. You donāt even hear Logan coming until his fist is wrapped in Billyās collar and heās yanking him off his feet.Ā
He dangles him, just a couple of inches, off the ground, teeth practically bared at the kid. āWanna keep talking, mouth?āĀ
āLog-ā Youāre cut off as a fireball shoots out of Billyās palm and explodes against Loganās gut. You gasp, throwing up a wall in front of the other kids so it canāt hurt them. āAll right,ā you call out sternly. āEveryone inside,ā you demand, pointing the other kids back towards the manor.Ā
You linger with Logan, who still has Billy dangling from his fist, only he looks even more pissed off now. Anyone else, and theyād be dust at Billyās feet. But Logan isnāt anyone else and the only collateral seems to be his shirt.Ā
Not that you mind the view.Ā
Billy hasnāt been here long enough to know what Loganās abilities are, though. You donāt think he actually knew he could heal. The thought alone is worrying enough that you donāt force Logan to let him go. āWe need to get him to Charles,ā when Logan doesnāt move you put more force behind your voice, ānow.ā
Logan lets out a low huff before placing Billy back on his own two feet. He doesnāt let him go far, though, keeping his hand around the back of his neck and dragging him forward. You follow behind them, making sure he doesnāt rip him to pieces before Charles can speak with him.Ā
You sit outside Charlesā office, fingers tapping restlessly against your thigh as you stare at the mahogany walls in front of you. The red velvet of the seat is too soft and you find yourself slipping to the edge every few seconds. Itās too soft, too luxurious, your back aches the longer you wait.Ā
Charles had instructed both you and Logan to wait for him to finish up with Billy. Itās been nearly an hour, though, and youāre growing restless. You can tell Logan feels the same way. Heās pacing the hall like a caged lion about to rip the arm off its keeper.Ā
āHow are you?ā You blurt out, desperate for something to fill the silence. He stops abruptly, whipping around to face you. You flinch back slightly at the intense glare heās sporting. āYour stomach, I mean,ā you gesture towards the scorch marks on his shirt, the soot on his abs.Ā
Itās been a practice in self-control to not just be staring at his wonderfully sculpted muscles flexing this whole time. Youāre pleasantly surprised with how well youāve been doing so far. Though, now with him facing you, youāre finding it incredibly hard to meet his eye. Heās such an imposing figure, especially when heās standing over you like this.Ā
āFine,ā he barks out, turning back around and effectively ending the conversation. Your eyes narrow and you scoff, god, why do you try?
The door swings open and you expect Billy to come running out crying with his tail tucked between his legs. Instead, you hear the familiar whirl of Charles wheels as he rolls into the hall. He faces you and Logan, a strained smile on his face.Ā
āWhereās Billy?ā You slowly get to your feet, peering into his office. Your confusion only grows when you find it empty.Ā
āHeās away from the other children for now. Heāll need private lessons before we allow him near them again. And if that doesnāt work, we have no choice but to expel him.ā You can tell it hurts Charles to say that.Ā
He does genuinely want the best for these kids. He wants mutants to have a home, a place where they can be themselves without fear of retaliation. Sometimes, though, it doesnāt work out. Thereās nothing wrong with that, you all try your best to help the kids. But some of them have been so twisted by the world around them that thereās no undoing the damage. When they pose a risk the way Billy does, the other kids come first.Ā
Logan scoffs with distaste, stalking closer to Charles. āHe tried to kill me, fucking tried to get Flux to take her cuffs off.ā He gestures towards you, for once, though, you donāt feel like youāre being attacked. Even he can understand the dangers of that demand is idiotic. Itās clear Billy only wanted to watch everyone around him get hurt, he didnāt care about the consequences.Ā
Charles holds up a pacifying hand, nodding his head and dismissing Loganās concerns. āIām quite aware of what happened, Logan. But Billy is my responsibility and heās not the reason I needed to talk to you both.ā
He rolls back into his office, expecting you both to follow him. You fall in line behind him, taking a seat at his desk. Logan takes another minute to join you both, a reluctant scowl on his face as he sits beside you. Charles waves his hand, the door closing and providing you all with a little bit more privacy.Ā
He reaches into a drawer on his desk, pulling out a thin manilla folder. He pushes it towards both you and Logan. You share a confused look with Logan before flipping the file open. There are a few pictures of a stereotypical suburban neighborhood. Bright green laws, uniform driveways, each house looks the same as the last.Ā
There are a few more pictures, all of them taken from an awkward distance that makes it hard to determine what youāre looking at. You pass the pictures to Logan and shake your head at Charles. āI donāt understand, what is all this?ā
āYour next mission,ā he informs you both with a strained smile.Ā
Loganās head shoots up, eyes narrowing in on Charles. āExcuse me?ā He demands, his voice a growl more than anything.Ā
āThere have been some disturbing rumors about this neighborhood. Mentions of a possible mutant trafficking ring being conducted behind closed doors. Normally, I would dismiss such claims. Oftentimes these are just ways to bait and snatch mutants. However, my own attempts at telepathic investigation have been thwarted. Even with Cerebro, I canāt seem to breach the neighborhood.ā
āSomethingās blocking you?ā You ask, snatching the pictures back from Logan to get a better look. He tosses the folder back on the desk, muttering something you canāt hear.Ā
āOr someone. Iām worried there might be some truth to these rumors. And since I canāt find a safe way in, I need your help. You only need to do some reconnaissance. The only problem is how gated the community is. Theyāre not going to let anyone in unless they live there.ā
Charles gives you both a cheekily expectant look. The truth is so hard to swallow that you almost canāt process it. āNo,ā you mutter, shaking your head and smiling, waiting for the punchline. When one doesnāt come you get up from your seat and give him a disbelieving look. āYou want us undercover?ā
Charles pulls out a key and smiles widely, āCongratulations on your new home, newlyweds.ā
Logan shoots up from his seat, it wobbles precariously, nearly toppling to the ground.Ā āYou want me to move into a house with her?ā He spits out the sentence like it pains him to even have it in his mouth. A disbelieving smile spread across your cheeks, sardonic laughter slipping through parted lips. āWhy canāt I do it with Jean? Or better yet you just get some other asshole to play her husband?ā
Your heart stutters to a stop and you quickly rip your eyes off the pair. The stung worse than you think it should. Your heart aches, each beat painful. You feel like someoneās punched through your chest and ripped at all the tender bits.Ā
āI have chosen you,ā Charles loses all humor from his voice. He is stern, like a father scolding his child, as he speaks to Logan. āAnd thatās the end of it. Besides, I donāt suppose that Jeanās fiance would appreciate her playing house with another man.ā He places heavy emphasis on fiance, enough to get Logan to purse his lips and look away from him.
You speak up, your voice a surprise to them both. You claw through the lump in your throat, ignoring the hot burn behind your eyes. āIām not doing this. Especially not with him,ā you force the words out, wiping roughly at your cheeks. āShit,ā you hiss, looking down and trying to hide the tears that have slowly trickled down.Ā
You donāt allow either of them to argue, running out of the door and ignoring the calls of your name behind you. You canāt do this. Canāt pretend to be in love with Logan, not when he hates you. Not when itās so close to the truth.Ā
Evidently, Charles didn't feel like giving either of you a choice.
You drum your fingers along the door handle. The cab of the truck rattles as the trailer drags along behind you. The trees have begun to thin out on the road, and more shopping centers pop up than youāve seen this whole trip. Itās the how you know youāre getting closer, that and the map on Loganās thigh. You steal glances at it because he refused to let you help him navigate.Ā
Besides the occasional ask for a bathroom break and refuted offer of switching drivers, the four-hour road trip has been quiet. You tried to turn the radio on earlier but heād shut it off nearly immediately. He claimed that the pop shit they play makes his ears ring.Ā
You were almost tempted to turn it up to full volume if only to torture him a little bit.Ā
Loganās rough voice jars you out of your head, āIām going to need to know your real name.ā
You frown, brows furrowed in confusion. Had you still not given him your actual name? Heās always referred to you as Flux, but you just assumed thatās because he didnāt want you to be an actual person in his eyes. Itās easier to hate someone if you can distance yourself from the idea of them having actual feelings. Still, you canāt believe he never asked someone for it.Ā
It just shows you how little he cares for you. Reluctantly, you give it to him. He hums, something pensive pinching at his face. āWhat?ā You snap, waiting for him to insult you.Ā
He just shrugs, āItās pretty,ā he mutters, so quiet you almost donāt hear him. You donāt even know how to respond to that, so caught off guard by a genuine compliment that you just choose to ignore it. You doubt he meant it, anyway. He might think the name is pretty, but he doesnāt hold the same opinion of the person connected to it.Ā
You sink back into the silence, finding it more comforting than jarring now. Youād prefer the familiar feeling of him ignoring you than the abrupt turn in character. He glances over at you, something like regret on his face as he sighs.Ā
Thankfully, he doesnāt say anything else. Instead, in what feels like an extension of an olive branch, he turns the radio back on. He keeps the volume low, so it doesnāt bother him so much. But at least thereās something to listen to besides your breathing.Ā
You turn back towards the window, a white sign surrounded by daises coming up as Logan slows the truck down. He flicks on his turn signal, pulling up to Storybrook Walk. He stops in front of a large wrought iron gate and jumps out of the truck. He runs up to a black metal box, flipping the lid open and typing in the code Charles gave you both. As he gets back in the truck, the gate swings open widely.Ā
You pull your rings out of your pocket and slip yours on. āHere,ā you urge, holding Loganās ring out to him. He huffs, glaring down at it before snatching it out of your hand. He balances his hands atop the wheel, slipping the ring on his left hand.Ā
The neighborhood is picture-perfect suburbia. The lawns are bright green and manicured to perfection. You can hear children laughing as they play in their backyards and draw out a hopscotch grid on the sidewalk. Women and men who look like theyāre straight from the fifties stop on the sidewalk and wave as you drive through the gated community.Ā
You mouth the numbers on the mailboxes to yourself, sitting up straighter when youāre one house away from your new home for the next few weeks. āHey,ā you frown, noticing a large congregation of people in the driveway of 1220. āThis is our house isnāt it?ā
Logan frowns, stopping the truck just before pulling in so he doesnāt hit anyway. āSupposed to be.ā He glares at the people suspiciously, āStay here, alright?ā
You nod, watching him as he jumps out and rounds the front of the truck. You roll your window down, fingers dancing along the metal of your cuffs. Thereās no way youāve been found out before youāve even gotten a chance to investigate.Ā
āHey!ā Loganās voice is scary on a good day, but when he feels threatened, itās enough to frighten a grown man. You can see the people flinch slightly away from him. Thatās when you spot the wrapped cookies in a blonde womanās hand and see children hiding with balloons on the porch.Ā
āOh, fuck,ā you mutter. You throw the door open, racing after Logan before he does something stupid. āHowdy neighbors!ā You shout, speaking over him before he gets a chance to say anything else. You rush up to Loganās side, nearly out of breath in your haste to get to him. āIs this our welcoming committee?ā
You glare up at him and his eyes narrow as he sees the same thing you did. āShit,ā he mutters under his breath.Ā
āSmile and wave,ā you whisper through gritted teeth. His lips peel up into something terrifying and it takes everything in you not to flinch back. āWhat the fuck is that?ā You mutter.
āA smile,ā he hisses, glaring down at you in irritation.Ā
A blonde woman steps forward before you can continue your hushed argument. āWelcome!ā She calls out in a heavy southern accent, throwing her arms open with a bright smile. She walks as fast as she can in her tight skirt and kitten heels, coming over to embrace you, the casserole in her hand balancing precariously behind you.Ā
She tugs Logan down into a hug, pressing a kiss to his cheek and staining the skin red. āSurprise!ā The kids on the porch jump out with balloons and flowers and she winces.Ā
āA bit late on the delivery,ā she waves it off with a faux chuckle. āBut we donāt mind ācause theyāre so darn cute.ā She is veryā¦ loud. Thereās something about her that is meant to be charming but puts you on edge. Sheās got all the familiar characteristics of a woman youād love to be around, but sheās executing it like someone playing a character. āShiela,ā she holds out her hand, perfectly manicured nails shining bright red.Ā
You take her hand introducing yourself, āAnd this is my husband, Logan. Forgive him for his tone, we had an accident on the highway earlier. Weāre still a little on edge.ā
āOh no,ā she gasps, pressing her nails to her chest and even that seems plastic. āWhat happened?ā
Years of bullshitting your way through school presentations are finally coming in handy.Ā You think quickly on your feet, something these people would despise. You need something that endears you to them, āTire blew out and someone tried to raid the trailer while we were fixing it.ā
She lets out a disapproving hum and the throng of people behind her echoes it with disturbing harmony.Ā You find yourself leaning closer towards Logan, feeling like you need to defend yourself against them. You know theyāre only an overzealous HOA committee, but there is something uncanny about them.Ā
Sensing your discomfort, Logan wraps his arm around your shoulder, tugging you into his side. You have to school your features into one of neutrality. Youāre supposed to be newlyweds, this is normal behavior for you. His touch feels like ice water being tossed over you, though. His willing embrace makes your head swim with distaste and skepticism.Ā
āWell,ā a man steps forward. Heās conventionally handsome, with brown hair cropped short, slight stubble on his cheeks, slacks, and a button-up that he fills out nicely. His smile, however, stretches too wide and shows too many teeth. A shiver crawls up your spine as he places his hand on Shielaās shoulder. āYou wonāt have to worry about people like that here, thatās for sure. John,ā he offers his hand to Logan, bypassing you completely. āHead of the HOA here at Storybrook.ā
āNice to meet you, Johnā Logan falls just short of sincere. He towers slightly over John and you can see that heās squeezing his hand just a bit too tight by the wince of Jouhnās face. You dig your elbow into his side and he drops his hand immediately.Ā
Your gaze drifts over their shoulders and your stomach drops. The people behind them all hold dishes full of food and gift baskets. Their smiles are pinned to their faces, never once flinching out of place. Thereās no joy in their eyes, though. Theyāre glazed over like theyāre a million miles away. You would think they were mannequins before you even considered them human.Ā
āLong drive?ā Shiela asks, your eyes dart back to hers only to find her intense stare already wholly focused on you.Ā
āYeah,ā you answer, clearing your throat of the panic rising in it. āWeāre gonna have a fun time unloading this,ā you laugh humorlessly, motioning towards the trailer.
She waves her hands in dismissal. āDonāt you worry about that, hun. Thatās what neighbors are for after all.ā She looks behind her, snapping her fingers a few times. The otherās start going towards the trailer and you feel Logan tense under your touch.Ā
A kid reaches it first, they manage to unlock it before you shout, āNo!ā Itās too loud, echoing through the street and making you clench your eyes shut in embarrassment. You turn back towards Shiela and John, both of them wearing shocked expressions. You chuckle awkwardly, āThereās just a lot of family heirlooms. I donāt want to risk them being damaged.ā There are no heirlooms, just empty boxes and surveillance equipment that you'll have no chance of explaining away.
Shiela purses her lips into a tight smile, eyes turned to slits as she nods. āOf course,ā you know she doesnāt believe you for a second. āWell then, weāll just take all this inside.ā She snaps and the others take their casseroles and gifts and begin flooding towards your front door. Shiela and John walk behind them, herding them all into a straight line.Ā
You let go of Logan immediately, glaring at the door of your home. Shiela holds a key in her hand, unlocking it and letting everyone inside. You scoff and shake your head in disbelief. āWhat the actual fuck?ā You hiss.Ā
Logan just shakes his head. āFucking bizarre, what the hell is wrong with these people?ā He starts back towards the truck and you follow him. āI almost prefer the welcoming committee at the manor.ā
You roll your eyes, āI was your welcoming committee,ā you grouse.Ā
He shrugs, āI know.ā You swat lightly at his shoulder and relatch the trailerās lock. You linger by the mailbox as Logan pulls the truck into the driveway. Heās getting out just as the others finally leave your house.Ā
Shiela walks back towards you and you gesture towards the keyring in her hand. āGot a key to my house?ā You play it off as a joke but itās incredibly disturbing to know she could walk in at any minute.Ā
āOf course,ā she smiles and shrugs it off like itās the simplest thing in the world. āFor the safety of everyone here.ā Her smile drops and she takes an imposing step towards you, āInspections are every Wednesday at noon.ā Your jaw drops in astonishment and you choke on your words. She cackles loudly, face breaking out into a smile once more. āIām just kidding, honey! God, your face, youāre too gullible, sweetheart.ā
You force out a chuckle, smiling as much as you can force. āOf course, silly me,ā you barely make it sound believable. This is going to be much harder than you thought.Ā
āWell,ā John comes up behind her, guiding her away from you. āWeāll get out of your hair now. Welcome, neighbors!ā The others around them all call out a Welcome as they drift across your lawn and head back to their own homes.Ā
Logan walks up to your side, the both of you keeping stilted smiles on your faces, waiting for them to just go away. But they pause at their doors, in almost perfect synchronization they turn and wave at you both. You back further into Loganās chest and his grip on you tightens.Ā
āWhat. The. Fuck.ā They step through their homes at the same moment and you feel sick to your stomach. There is something seriously wrong here, youāre not sure you want to find out the truth of it.Ā
You leave Logan to unload the trailer while you unpack the boxes. Youāre forced to do it all by hand while the front door is open. You canāt risk someone stopping by for a visit and seeing you float the couch through the middle of the living room. Youāre stumped on how to set up the surveillance equipment. Shiela doesnāt seem like the type to understand boundaries when it comes to popping by for a visit.Ā
Youāre just going to have to keep most of it upstairs and set up some cameras on the porch. You donāt doubt that sheāll abuse that key of hers as she sees fit. You canāt imagine how anyone could stand living in this neighborhood. Having no privacy seems like a nightmare. Especially when the commander of the HOA is John and Shiela. They seem like the type to fine you over a rosebush.Ā
Logan grunts, dragging in the couch. He pushes it through the doorway and kicks the door closed behind him. The second itās closed he drops the act and picks the couch up with one hand. āWhere do you want it?āĀ
You point towards the back wall of the living room and he drops it with a small groan. āWeāre going to need to put cameras out on the porch,ā you inform him, still digging through the box. He walks behind you, heading for the fridge and digging around in it.Ā
āFuck,ā he mutters. You look up, watching as he tosses aside casserole after casserole. āThey didnāt bring any beer?ā
You laugh a little and get up, heading towards the cooler youād packed. āThey donāt seem the type.ā You lean over, digging around through the melted ice until your fingers brush against cool glass. You straighten up, sending him a coquettish smile. āWant a beer after all that hard work, darling?ā You taunt, playing the perfect housewife.Ā
He scoffs and holds his hand out, snatching it from the air as you toss it at him. He pulls the cap off with his teeth, spitting it out into the sink. āAnd a sandwich while youāre at it,ā he demands roughly.Ā
If you werenāt a connoisseur of dry humor, you wouldnāt have recognized the joke for what it was. Still, youāre almost too shocked he even bothered to play along with you to laugh. Almost, you canāt help the slight chuckle that slips out.Ā Ā
He throws himself on the couch, taking a deep swig from the bottle, and the moment feels remarkably domestic. You suppose that it should. That is the whole reason youāre here after all. But you hadnāt expected even a singular pleasant moment with Logan.Ā
This, playful banter and a shared joke, thatās all you could ever want from him. You would settle for this if it was all he was willing to give you. But he canāt even grant you that. This is one outlier in a long list of rude remarks and dismissive behavior. You canāt let yourself be so easily swayed.Ā
āI might try and get some cameras on the other houses,ā Logan remarks from the couch. He kicks his feet on the coffee table and you click your tongue at him, motioning towards his shoes. With an aggrieved sigh, he undoes the laces of his boots and kicks them off. You glare at the dirt that flings across the carpet but a quick wave of your hand makes it disappear.Ā
āDonāt bother with the cameras. Theyāve all got security.ā You turn away from the box youāre unpacking with a pensive frown. āTheyāre all covered by the same company, too. All of them. Isnāt that weird?ā
He scoffs and shrugs. āAnywhere else, yeah. But Iām pretty sure they piss at the same time here.ā Your nose wrinkles at his crude words and you roll your eyes.Ā
āTake this seriously.ā
He huffs out a laugh, āI am. Didnāt you see them earlier? They only breathe because Shiela lets them.ā You take a seat at the kitchen table, uncomfortable attempting to take a spot on the couch. He sighs when he sees the expression on your face, finally dropping the dismissive attitude. āIāll just be smart about how I set up our cameras, alright?ā
You just nod, reaching for the box of your essentials on the table. Itās strange to be sitting beside him, talking to him. Youāve never gotten more than two words out of him. This is so far out of your normal comfort zone that you feel like youāre crawling out of your skin trying to escape.Ā
āIām going to go to bed,ā you announce awkwardly, shooting up from your seat at the table.Ā
The beer pauses halfway to his lips and he gives you an odd look. āOkay?ā He responds slowly, not sure why youāre telling him this. You open your mouth, and almost tell him to have a good night, but change your mind at the last second.Ā
You move towards the bedroom near the front door, āFlux,ā you turn slightly and he shakes his head. āTake the one upstairs.ā
Your brows furrow, āWhy?ā You demand, an attitude edging its way into your voice.Ā
āSo if Shiela busts down our door I can protect us,ā you know heās teasing, but the sentiment is nice. āAnd so I donāt have to set up the surveillance shit upstairs,ā your face drops and you roll your eyes. There it is.Ā
āDick,ā you mutter, storming towards the stairs, your boxes hovering along behind you. His laughter follows you up the stairs, even when you slam the door shut. Although, when you take in the room, you canāt find it in yourself to complain for a second about it.Ā
While Logan is screwed with the teeny guest room downstairs, you get the largest bedroom youāve ever been in all to yourself. The closet could practically be another bedroom. The bath is more like a jacuzzi than it is a tub.
A four-poster bed sits against the wall, the fluffiest comforter ever becoming you forth like a siren. Thereās even a table in the middle of the room, with a chair, perfect for setting up as your desk.Ā
You scoff in astonishment, āOh, I could get used to this.ā You place your boxes on the table and start pulling out your clothes. You toss yourself on the bed, bouncing against the sheets, and throw pillows go flying everywhere. You flick your wrist, all your essentials flying out of the boxes and sorting themselves out.Ā
After a luxurious soak in the tub, youāre spread out along the bed, the limited information from Charles's file spread out before you. There are only a few blurry pictures of the neighborhood and a typed-up page of everything heās heard about Sotrybrook. Thereās nothing even remotely useful here.Ā
You sigh, tossing the file to the floor and looking out the large window of your room. Youāve got a camera placed on the sill, programmed to take a picture anytime thereās movement. You doubt youāre going to get much from that. The secrets of this place seem to be buried deep. Youāre gonna have to get real friendly with your neighbors if you want to get out of here fast.Ā
Logan is on the computer, trying to sync all of the cameras up. You clean up the dishes from breakfast and tidy up the kitchen. Youāre trying to decide how you should start investigating when thereās a dainty knock on the door.Ā
Your brows furrow and you peer around the cupboards to look at the door. Loganās head lifts and he shares an odd look with you. He gets up from the couch and glances through the peephole.Ā
You drop the towel on the counter and frown as his shoulders slump forward. Something pinched appears on his face and he sighs. āWhat?ā You hiss at him.
He turns and glares at you, āYouāll see.ā You shake your head in confusion as he throws the door open.Ā
His attitude makes a lot more sense when you hear a very happy, āHowdy!ā Shiela stands in your doorframe, three women hovering behind her. At least they look awake, unlike the people from last night. A redhead with the most gorgeous waves youāve ever seen holds beach towels in her arms. A brunette with flawless brown skin carries a jug of lemonade. And a woman with black hair and a perfect figure is carrying a plate of cookies.Ā
All of these women are wearing bathing suits that look like theyāve been snatched out of a fashion magazine from the sixties. Each of them is gorgeous, alarmingly so. Theyāre beautiful to the point of being flawless. As you walk out of the kitchen and take a step closer, Shiela welcomes herself into your home.Ā
You donāt even think you see pores on their faces. Each of them offers you the same practiced smile that you force yourself to return. āHow are you settling in?ā Shiela demands, not asks.Ā
āUm,ā you look to Logan for help but heās just as perplexed as you are. āJust fine, Shiela, thanks. What are you all doing?ā
The redhead rolls her eyes playfully, āTanning, sweetheart.ā She glances at Logan expectantly and he grabs his duffel from by the couch.Ā
āI think thatās my cue,ā he falls easily into the role of a playful husband. But you donāt need him to play along right now. You need him to stay where the fuck he is so youāre not alone with the barbies.Ā
āHa ha, donāt go,ā you whisper, trying to grab at his sleeve. āLogan,ā you hiss, making sure the others canāt hear you as they look around your home. āDonāt do this.ā
He dips his head down, and for one stupid moment, you think he might kiss you. āGood luck,ā he whispers in your ear, backing off with a smug smirk and letting himself out of the house.Ā
Oh, youāre going to fucking kill him.Ā
āFinally,ā the brunette breathes out a relieved breath, āI thought heād never leave.ā
Shiela chuckles, āYouāre lucky honey. It took us a long while to have ours so well trained.ā She motions to the other girls, āThis is Madge,ā the redhead smiles and gives a cute wave. She introduces the rest quickly and you file the information away for later when youāre writing your report.Ā
Madge- husband is the vendor consultant for the HOA.Ā
Sierra - brunette - husband is secretary of the HOA.Ā
Kimiko - black hair - no husband.Ā
Your brows furrow in confusion as Kimiko nods in greeting. You return it, suspicions running thick in your blood. Itās odd, that their husbands are in charge of the HOA, you figured they would be. Beyond that, the emphasis they put on it is astonishing. You really didnāt think the HOA was so important but itās practically the government here. And the women only seem to hold importance if their husbands do. Shiela is essentially their leader, sheās the one you need to impress.
This whole thing seems incredibly backward and like a blast from the past. The way they style their hair, do their makeup, dress- it's all fashioned after the fifties and sixties. You feel incredibly out of place in your worn-down pajamas and frizzy braids.Ā
āWeāre not really tanning,ā Madge tells you. āThis is just a way for us ladies to get to know the new kid in the neighborhood and tell you everything you need to know,ā she leans in, smiling like sheās sharing a conspiratorial secret with you.Ā
āDonāt let Madge scare you,ā Sierra shoots her a glare. āItās not that big of a deal, itās just a way for us to escape our husbands for an hour.ā
āWell,ā you chuckle awkwardly, crossing your arms over your chest as you grow uncomfortable under their tense stares. It feels like their eyes are peeling back your skin, exposing everything underneath as they judge every nook and cranny of your soul. āI havenāt reached that stage yet.ā
Shielaās smile loses some of its humor and she scoffs. āYou will,ā she assures you, acrid bitterness coating her words. āGive it a few years,ā she gives you a bitchy and all-knowing smirk. Your hackles raise, the urge to defend your sham of a marriage rising quickly in you. You bite your tongue, swallowing down your smart retort before you say something you regret.Ā
Youāre not even married to Logan, but you donāt like her butting her nose so far into your business. āSadly, I donāt have a bathing suit.ā
āOh,ā Kimiko gives you a blank smile, āWe brought you one.ā Madge moves the towels aside to reveal a two-piece that matches their own. In your size.Ā
Your cheeks ache with a forced smile as you take the bathing suit from them. āWeāll just set up out back,ā Shiela lets you know. She turns to the others with a beaming smile, āCome on ladies.ā They follow after her like ducklings, and when you look down you see each of their steps are in sync.Ā
You wait until the back door closes to rush to the front. You throw the door open and Logan jumps from where heās drilling the camera into the side of the house. āIām gonna fucking kill you,ā you warn.
He chuckles and smirks, āDonāt keep āem waiting too long, sweetheart,ā he mocks and you slam the door closed with a loud scoff. He was enjoying your suffering far too much, but you shouldnāt be surprised. Youāre sure heās just been waiting for a moment like this.Ā
You change into the bathing suit and take a deep calming breath. You can do this. You can play pretend for a few hours.Ā
You wished youād known being an actor was a part of the job description before you joined the X-Men.
You lay on your stomach along the soft beach towel that Madge brought. The sun isnāt too hot on you, but you also bent the tree behind you to provide a bit more shade when the others werenāt looking. So far, youāve collected nothing but mindless gossip.Ā
Sam never takes in his trash cans on time. Alicia has been getting a little too cozy with the gardener. Some couple you didnāt pay attention to is expecting a kid. Youāre struggling to pay attention to all the mindless drivel.Ā
Usually, you wouldnāt mind a little gossip, but none of this feels real. Their words are hollow, smiles empty. Everything they say sounds like theyāre reading it from a script. The only person you actually believe cares about any of this bullshit is Shiela. The rest of them seem to just play along, not meaning a word they say.Ā
Youāre gaining nothing useful from this. Thereās no information youāve gotten during this conversation that could remotely help you. All you want to do is go out front and strangle Logan for abandoning you.Ā
The only good thing about all this is the lemonade and cookies. Which, you admit, you may have indulged yourself a little too much. But at this point, youāre just eating to stay awake. You reach for another cookie and Shiela lets out a dainty huff.Ā
āI wish I could eat like you,ā she laughs and you prepare yourself for the most backhanded insult youāve ever heard. āBut I have to be so careful about watching my figure. Wouldnāt want to lose my waist,ā she titters and the other women giggle.Ā
You toss the cookie back on the plate, rolling your eyes. It feels like youāre right back in high school. You love this, this is great. At this point, youāre just trying to stop yourself from tossing them all out.Ā
The backdoor slides open and Logan peeks his head out. The women wave and Shiela calls out a sultry, āHey, Lo.ā
Your jaw drops and you canāt help but scoff as you tilt your head to give her an astonished stare. This woman has absolutely zero shame. Sheās not even hiding the way sheās ogling him. Sheās literally biting her lip.Ā
You clench your eyes shut, taking a deep breath. There it is, the end of your rope. āSweetheart, you gonna be done soon?ā Logan calls out and you canāt help but smile at the immense satisfaction you feel when Shielaās face falls. You shouldnāt take so much joy in Logan ignoring her, you know thatās just how he is. But she doesnāt.Ā
āI think so, hon.ā You sit up on your knees, clapping your hands and pretending to be upset. āSorry, girls, I think Iām needed back in the house.ā You get to your feet and pick your towel up. As you do, you flick your fingers, and the lemonade tumbles over, spilling all over Shielaās pristine white bathing suit.Ā
She jumps up with a shrill scream, shaking her arms off at the ice-cold liquid and desperately trying to wipe off her bathing suit. Madge and Sierra flock to her and you roll your eyes at how dramatic sheās being.Ā
Out of the side of your eye, you see someone watching you. You turn slightly, startling when you see the intense glare Kimikoās sporting. Itās the first genuine emotion youāve seen from her, but even this seems cold. Her dark eyes are bottomless pits of frigid rage. You find that you canāt look away from her, swaying slightly as her eyes beckon you forward.Ā
You need to go to her, speak with her, be with her. You need-
Your mind falls short of what you need. But you know Kimko will give it to you. Sierra and Madge both straighten up, both blank-faced as you take a step forward.Ā
Logan hollers your name again and you jump, shaking your head and breaking whatever trance youād fallen in. When you look back, all three of them are still fussing over Shiela. You glance to Logan, to see if he saw what had happened.Ā
His brows are furrowed, face pinched in concern as he looks at you. You think you might have just found Charlesā interference.Ā
āI think we should look into Kimiko,ā you scroll through the list of residents youād managed to hack into. Youāve been on the computer for hours, trying to find any information bout her at all. Even when you ran a background check, nothing came up. If that doesnāt scream mutant, you donāt know what does.Ā
Logan walks over to the table with a steaming pan in his hand. You tug your computer glasses off and slide the laptop to the side. He pours some pasta onto your plate and hands you a glass of water. āThank you,ā he gives you a tense almost-smile and nods.Ā
āFigure out where she lives?ā He asks, bringing his own plate to the table. You shake your head and rub your temples, trying to fend off the headache you can already feel forming. You should have taken a break from the research. You canāt stand staring at screens for as long as you did.Ā
āSheās not even a registered resident.ā
āWell,ā he sighs and shrugs, āat least we know this wasnāt a waste of time.ā You nod in acquiesce and take a bite of your food. Your eyes widen in shock and he laughs at the look on your face. āDidnāt think I could cook?ā
You shake your head and smile. āI took you as the type to pour beer in your cereal. But this is,ā you stumble over your word. Youāre afraid of being too nice to him. Youāve reached a sort of impasse, where youāre not openly hostile, but youāre not exactly friendly. You feel like if you do too much, too fast, heās gonna be closed off again. āItās really good.ā
He purses his lips and nods, dragging his fork along the porcelain plate. The noise grates on you and only further aggravates the growing headache but you donāt snap at him. You swallow down the frustration and just shovel more pasta into your mouth.Ā
āThis, uh,ā Logan takes in a deep breath and lets all out in one gravely exhale. You give him an expectant look and he shrugs. āIt hasnāt been as bad as I thought.ā He tells you flippantly.Ā
You narrow your eyes at him, āIs that supposed to be a compliment?ā You demand with a firm tone, placing your fork down and leaning back in your chair.Ā
He lets out an annoyed sigh, āIt was just an observation.ā
You scoff and roll your eyes. Heās fucking ridiculous. āYou know, maybe if you ever tried to get to know me, you wouldnāt have had such a horrible opinion about me.ā You try and eat more but the food just tastes like ash in your mouth. You grow antsy, not wanting to sit near him anymore.Ā
Youāre surprised that heās the one who fucked up the peace. You really thought it would be you. But something about what he said is rubbing you the wrong way. Of course, it hasnāt been bad, youāre not a bad person. He just decided he hated you one day and heās so goddamned stubborn he never considered anything else being the truth.Ā
āI didnāt mean anything by it,ā he defends, watching with a confused expression as you get up and drop your plate loudly in the sink.Ā
āYou know,ā you ignore his weak defense, leaning on the sink. You grip the rim of it tightly, sucking in a deep breath to try and keep yourself calm. āYou didnāt even know my fucking name,ā you mutter under your breath, shaking your head to yourself. Why are you even bothering with him? Youāll never win and you donāt even know if you want him to change his opinion about you.Ā
Heās been a dick for so long that youāre not sure youāre even interested in being friends, let alone anything beyond that.Ā
āWell,ā he takes an angered tone as you continue to deflect his attempts at restoring the peace. āItās not like you told me. You just go by your X-Men name, how was I supposed to know better?ā
āBy fucking asking!ā You shout, whirling around on him, nearly ramming into his chest. You hadnāt realized how close heād gotten while youād had your back to him. āIf you had, ever, at any fucking point tried to get to know me, you wouldnāt be so surprised that Iām nice. Iām a nice person to be around, Logan. And for some reason I tried to change myself, to make you happy. And it never even worked!ā You scoff, a hysterical laugh bubbling up in your throat that you quickly swallow down. You shove past him, escaping the corner heās backed you into. āYour head is so far up your ass that you didnāt even try to know me before you decided you hated me.ā
āWhat?ā He scoffs and glares at you. āI donāt fucking hate you. When have I ever said that? And I never wanted you to change.ā He keeps focusing on the wrong things. How he feels about you doesnāt matter, itās how he treated you.Ā
āNever, youāve never said that because youāve never said more than two words to me. This,ā you motion between the two of you, āis the longest conversation weāve ever had.ā A sudden exhaustion settles over you, it weighs heavy on your bones and drapes across you like a blanket.Ā
You donāt have the energy for this. For him. You donāt want to keep defending yourself to someone who couldnāt care less. Thereās no winning with him. He will never listen to you, heāll just offer half-assed excuses that he thinks absolve him of how horribly heās treated you.Ā
He calls your name as you slump into the dining room chair. Your real name, not your X-Men name. āI never hated you,ā he tells you, voice soft, but the conviction is strong.Ā
You stand up, unable to make eye contact with him. āGoodnight, Logan.ā You walk up the stairs quietly, never once looking at him. You canāt stand to face him. As much as youāve tried to bury how you feel about him, itās still there.Ā
Being with him like this, having his ring on your finger, itās a stab in the gut over and over and over. Someoneās taken your most ridiculous and romantic fantasies and turned them into a waking nightmare. You wake up to him every day, eat at the same table, share the same house, and you two couldnāt be further apart.Ā
You have to keep up appearances, Logan is sure thatās the only reason youāve joined him this morning. Heās working on the truck while you kneel on a foam pad, planting a rose bush by the mailbox. But the way youāre stabbing the shovel into the ground it looks more like murder than it does gardening. You slam the little trowel into the dirt, lips pulled back like a wild animal as dirt flies up around your hair.Ā
Logan turns back to the truck, letting out a low whistle under his breath. Besides the insane display of shrubbery abuse, you blend into the neighborhood better than he ever could. You fit that perfect suburban aesthetic, sun hat, cat-eye sunglasses, and a pretty dress.Ā
Youāre good at blending in, better than he ever was. Heās heard you joking about it before. Telling Jean your hidden mutant ability is learning to be a chameleon, fitting yourself wherever you are. He thinks itās a cute idea, and not too far from the truth.Ā
He only wishes he were a little more like that. He sticks out like a sore thumb with his wifebeater, fraying jeans, and general countenance of misery. He canāt force a smile when John walks by with a shitty joke. Heās not like you. You stomach all of the womenās vapid nonsense with a smile and manage to seem so unaffected by it all.Ā
The only time heās seen you break was last night. And that, of course, had been his fault. He wishes he was better with his words. Heās always been an action man, but clearly, heās fucked that up with you too. He really did mean it as a compliment.Ā
Heās just incapable of talking without his foot in his mouth when it comes to you. Itās why he tends to just avoid you and stay quiet. He knows heāll mess up with you eventually. In the rare chance you ever actually give him a second look, heād be a shitty boyfriend. And even if you were just friends, heād still fuck up somehow. He always does.Ā
Heās learned itās better to just keep a distance between himself and others. Especially you. Heās always just wanted to keep you away from his bullshit. The haunted past he still knows so little about, all the mental baggage he carries, he never wanted to burden you with it. Even though it seems like he still managed to screw up somehow.Ā
Even when heās trying to be good heās still the bad guy.Ā
You let out a heavy sigh and his gaze drifts back towards you. The way it always seems to do. Youāre his sun, bright, beaming, a golden beacon of hope. But heās always just too far, eclipsing the light you might bring him with his own stupidity.Ā
You toss the trowel to the ground and stand up. You frown, brushing off all the dirt youāre absolutely caked in. When he peers around you and glances at the spot where the rose bush is supposed to be all he sees is a crater of earth and ripped up grass. He figures it's better not to mention it.Ā
You walk over to him, the same scowl youāve had for the past few days ever-present on your face. āIām going to take a shower,ā you look at him expectantly and he shrugs. You let out a loud sigh and he canāt possibly imagine how heās messed up now. āYou need one too, the barbecues in an hour.ā
Heād forgotten about the fucking barbecue. Some annual thing Shiela and John threw that the whole neighborhood went to. āIt doesnāt take me an hour to get ready,ā he tells you, intending a little bit of playfulness.Ā
Instead, you just let out an exasperated breath and storm back into the house. How did he keep fucking up with you so badly?
Heās gotten a taste of your personality, your company. Heās tried for so long to avoid getting to know you. He knows that if he truly did, heād never get over you. He was right. Just one taste of you and he wants more, he wants to consume everything about you that he can. Heās screwed up in so many ways but he canāt just go back to normal after this and act like strangers.Ā
You smooth the wrinkles out of your cotton dress and let out a low breath. āYou need another minute?ā Logan grumps from beside you, his stare boring into the door. He didnāt want to come to this. Frankly, neither did you, but he needs to suck it up and be a big boy. You two are here for a purpose greater than yourselves.Ā
Maybe if you repeat that enough times youāll start to believe it.Ā
Kimiko was everywhere that Shiela was. She was her shadow, her loyalist servant. And the only person in this neighborhood whoās shown a sliver of consciousness. You donāt know where she lives, or if she even owns a house here. But you do know sheāll be at this barbecue tonight.Ā
The only reason youāre bothering to bring Logan along is because you need him to distract Shiela. She drools every time she sees him, practically licking her maw at the sight of him in a tight t-shirt. You canāt really blame her, but sheās a married woman and heās technically a married man. The lack of shame and compassion is genuinely astonishing to you.Ā
āNo. Letās just get this over with.ā He needs no further prompting as he knocks heavily on the door. Each pound of his fist sounds like a bell tolling your doom. The intense feeling of nausea and eyes on the back of your head has developed and grown increasingly worse the longer youāre here.Ā
You feel like someoneās pressing against your mind, wiggling their fingers in and squeezing until mush slips through their knuckles. You keep a tight grip on Logan so you donāt tip over. Playing it off as the love-sick newlyweds youāre meant to be.Ā
Even though the feeling of his skin against yours makes you angrier than you can even begin to fathom. Youāve held onto built-up resentment and anger ever since your little tiff. Youāve heard that tumultuous times are common in the beginnings of marriages. Luckily, youāre getting a divorce the second this fucking mission is over.Ā
You resent Charles for ever sending you here. Any minuscule hopes youāve had of finally building a relationship with Logan have been dashed across your front yard. Thereās no hope for him. Heāll never change, and how he treats you will never change.Ā
The door swings open and the music from the backyard drifts through to the front. Shiela smiles widely, greeting you both with a drawn-out Hi! She reaches forward and grabs Logan, tugging him away from you and dragging him into a hug.Ā
You stumble forward as your support is ripped out from under you. She briefly glances over his shoulder at you and you offer her a sardonic smile. Every bit of you wants to dig your nails into her and rip until chunks of her start flying off. The post beside you warps slightly, bending like itās melting.Ā
You dig your nails into your palm, swallowing down your anger, and force the post upright once more. Logan grabs Shiela by the waist, practically yanking her off of him. He steps back towards you, wrapping his arm around your waist.Ā
You canāt help the smug smile that lifts your lips as you face her. You almost want to rub her face in it. He chose you and he canāt stand you, that says a lot about how he feels about her. You stop yourself, though, itād be beyond idiotic to let that be the reason your cover is blown.Ā
āThanks for inviting us,ā you tell Shiela, playing oblivious instead of walking into her trap. You pass her the casserole you half-assed and baked in her dish. āWeāre so excited to finally have a home to call our own, and with such wonderful neighbors,ā you gasp dreamily. āOh, itās just a dream come true.ā
Shiela runs a manicured nail along the side of her lip, looking wholly unimpressed. āMhm,ā she hums, āIām sure.ā You share a look with Logan, both of you caught off guard by her sudden dip in personality. Her face is blank, devoid of the usual overwrought happiness and charm. Itās like somethingās taken control and drained the life from her.Ā
Either Kimikoās here and youāre right about her, or, Shiela is just a depressed housewife who canāt always control when she smiles. Youāre hoping itās Kimiko and you can just end this once and for all.Ā
āAlright,ā sheās back in a second like nothing ever happened. The boom of her voice echoing through the foyer makes you jump. āLetās get you two outside. And thank you so much for this,ā she gestures to the casserole. āYouāre just such a sweet little thing arenāt you?ā
Everything she says to you feels just a tad patronizing. Sheās incapable of complimenting you without minimizing you in some way. You dismiss it, shaking off the funk she always seems to put you in.Ā
Shiela leads you to the backdoor of her porch where the rest of the neighborhood is. She certainly got the best square footage, thatās for sure. She doesnāt just have the biggest house, sheās also got the biggest yard youāve ever stepped foot on.Ā
People are milling about, Johnās flipping hamburgers on the grill, and children are playing happily with one another. It feels like an advert for the Fourth of July.
You scan the yard for the only person youāre looking for. You spot her, pushed back towards the shadow of Shielaās oak tree. Shiela follows your gaze with a frown and scoffs. āI know, hideous isnāt it?ā
You jump, startled out of your stupor. āSorry?ā
She points towards the tree. āI wanted to get rid of it, but apparently itās historic,ā she throws up air quotes, inflecting her voice lazily, āor something stupid.ā
āOh, right,ā you nod dismissively and she shrugs, hands slapping against her thighs as she nods to her yard.Ā
āWell, go on, socialize, make yourself at home yāall.ā She walks back into the house and you glance back at the yard.Ā
āShit,ā you hiss, āKimikoās gone.ā You move away from Logan and take a step down the stairs, he begins to follow you but you stop him with a firm hand to his chest. He frowns down at you and you nod towards Shiela. āI need you playing interception. Those two are attached at the hip. The only thing thatās going to distract her is the hunk of meat sheās been drooling over.āĀ
Logan frowns and takes a step back. He sets his face and crosses his arms and you sigh, knowing exactly what heās about to say. āNo.ā He tells you firmly, not even bothering to hear you out.Ā
āWell,ā you shrug. āToo bad, I need you to do this or weāre never getting out of here.ā
He mocks your shrug and nods, āAlright. Fine.ā He leans into your space and you feel like youāre being scolded, āIām not leaving you on your own, okay? And Iām not letting you go after Kimiko alone.ā
āIām not going after her,ā you glance around, making sure no one is listening to you talk about their neighbor like sheās on a hit list. āI just need one interrupted conversation with her. Just one,ā youāre practically pleading with him at this point.Ā
You feel pathetic. Youāre a grown woman and an X-Men. You shouldnāt have to be bartering with Logan. He should just have some faith in your abilities to not only protect yourself but conduct yourself appropriately on a mission.Ā
His face screws up in irritation and you know heās about to really cause a scene. Heāll start arguing with you, and blow your spot up just to get you out of here. You give him a placating smile, a real one because heās somehow learned to tell the difference. āLogan, itās only for an hour. Iām sure you can fend Shiela off,ā you joke to try and lighten the mood.
He sucks in a deep breath and you know youāve got him when his shoulders sink in defeat. āFine. Iām only agreeing to this because youāre practically a chameleon with this shit,ā he gestures vaguely to the barbecue and your face pinches with confusion.Ā
āWhat?āĀ
āI heard you talking about it with Jean one day. How youāre a chameleon when it comes to blending in with people.ā
āWell, that wasnāt exactly a brag. Itās a method of survival, a way to make people like me. It gives me a fighting chance when they find out Iām a mutant.ā God, why are you even talking about this? Why had he even been listening to your conversation with Jean?
He opens his mouth like he wants to say something but you donāt have time for that. āLook, Logan, just go find Shiela.ā You walk away from him before he can drudge up more uncomfortable memories of high school.Ā
You manage to slip through the party relatively unnoticed. You didnāt see where Kimiko had disappeared to. Youāre hoping there might be some sort of hint left where she had been. You rush towards the oak tree, using it as a way to scan the party for her again. From here you canāt see anything except the kitchen.Ā Ā
Youāve got a perfect view of Logan trudging towards Shiela. You canāt help but laugh when she wraps her hand around his bicep, eagerly telling him something. You smile and shake your head, the audacity of this woman is amazing.Ā
Something catches your eye, right by your foot. Glancing down you see something silver glinting through the grass. Frowning, you kneel and scoop it up. Itās an oblong device, small, and fits in the palm of your hand. Itās curved oddly, and the lights on it start flashing bright red as you hold it.
āWhat the hell?ā You flip it over, a warped mirrored reflection on the back of it. You just barely spot Kimikoās twisted face in the reflection before the world goes black.Ā
You groan, slowly blinking the fog of a forced sleep out of your eyes. You reach to swipe at your face, but something is holding your wrists down. You jerk your arms a few times, struggling against whatever restraints are wrapped around you. When nothing happens, you instead focus on the feeling of it against your wrist, trying to get it to dissolve.Ā
āDonāt bother,ā a cool voice calls out from the shadows. Thereās one bright light shining down on you, like the type you might see above an operating table. The entire room feels sterile. And itās cold, you can barely feel the tips of your toes or fingers.Ā
āWhatād you do?ā You demand, trying to sound intimidating but your words come out as a slur. The back of your head radiates pain and it takes everything in you just to keep your eyes open.Ā
āI developed a gas,ā the voice circles the room, echoing across the curved walls. You hear footsteps but you canāt tell where theyāre coming from. āIt halts the neurons in a mutantās brain that fire when they use their abilities. Temporary, but quite handy when Iām dealing with a mentalist like you.ā
Kimiko steps out of the shadows like a bad comic book villain. Her face is blank, no expression on it, somehow, itās the realest sheās ever looked before. Here, you can see her humanity. Pores across her nose, frizz and oil along her hair, her nose just a little bit crooked. Whatever sheād been doing to herself has been wiped away. And the human woman lurking beneath is finally revealed.Ā
āThere you are,ā you mutter, your speech slowly coming back to you. āI knew that plastic face wasnāt real.ā
āEverything was going just fine until you and Wolverine got here,ā she gives you a sharp look, āFlux.ā
You sarcastically gasp, āWow, you know my X-Men name. Itās not like I havenāt been interviewed before. Whatās the plan here, Kimiko? Where are the others?ā
Her brows pinch, āOthers?ā
āThe mutants youāre trafficking.ā
āOh,ā she laughs and itās so jarring you nearly jump. āIs that what people think?ā Hesitantly, you nod, but youāre beginning to feel like you might have gotten something very wrong. āNo, thatās not what weāre doing here.ā
āWe?ā
āShiela and I. We have much simpler plans, much more peaceful. You see, Shielaās the only person to ever stand beside me after she found out I was a mutant. She gave me a home, a friend, and a sense of belonging.ā Thereās something devout in her words, like a humble follower kneeling at the feet of their god. āEverything I have, everything I am, I owe to her.ā
Youāve seen Shielaās manipulation firsthand. You have no doubt that sheās never actually done anything for Kimiko. Sheās just made her think she had and instilled in her this sense of owing her something.Ā
Then again, Kimikoās getting this look on her face. Sheās like a rabid dog staring down the barrel of their ownerās shotgun. Perhaps she hadnāt needed much prompting to develop such an unhealthy attachment. āShielaās parents never loved her the way they should have. They never gave her the perfect life she deserved. So I created one for her.ā
She rolls a tray of surgical tools over and a sense of panic finally starts to rouse within you. Yet, for the first time in years, your powers arenāt here to help you. You have nothing to rely on but yourself. But youāve been trained so intensively in using your abilities as a protector rather than an inhibitor that youāre practically useless without them.Ā
āAll these people,ā you rush the words out as she picks up a syringe. You donāt know what the yellow liquid inside is, but from the look on her face, you donāt want to. āYouāre controlling them?ā
Kimiko nods and youād be staggering if you werenāt strapped down. Not even Charles could control this many people at once. Not without Cerebro. āKimiko, thatās,ā you gasp, flinching away as she brings the needle towards your arms. āItās incredible!ā Your quick rise in volume makes her jolt and the syringe tumbles out of her hands.Ā
She grumbles to herself, leaning over to pick it up. āDoes Shiela know?ā She pauses at the mention of Shielaās name, brushing her hair over her shoulder and glaring at you.Ā
āYes. Of course she does, this is my greatest gift to her.ā
āReally?ā Your voice drips with contrived empathy. āThen Iām sure sheās done something incredible for you back.ā You were hoping a simple manipulation tactic might work, that you could turn Kimiko against an ungrateful Shiela. But this type of obsession isnāt one that canāt be destabilized with a few jumbled words.Ā
No, you only make her angrier. āBack? Back?ā she practically screams, her voice raw and feral as she leaps into your face. You flinch as far back as you can as her face hovers over yours, screaming right at you. āI owe her everything! I should thank her for letting me breathe the same air as hers!ā
Your jaw drops, a silent scream tripping out of your mouth as you gasp for air. Something squeezes against your brain, the pulsing from before returns with a vengeance. You can feel your mind pulsing and swelling, pushing against your skull.Ā
āDonāt fucking say her name again,ā Kimiko glares down at you, her eyes devoid of any remorse or compassion as she makes your brain swell until blood leaks down your ears. Whatever plan she had before has been abandoned, sheās going to just kill you now.Ā
Youāre going to die in her basement, no one will ever see you again. Your eyes throb and you feel your brain push to its fullest limits. The pressure builds, builds, and builds until it explodes.Ā
āThen you just pour a little sugar in.ā Logan watches as Shiela tips nearly an entire bag of cane sugar into her jug of sweet tea. His stomach shrivels at the sight and he fights down bile. A little bit of sugar drops over the edge. She catches it on her finger and looks over her shoulder, licking the sugar off and practically deepthroating her own finger. All while maintaining a disturbing amount of eye contact with Logan.Ā
āWell,ā he knows that he promised you a while with Kimiko, but he canāt handle much more of this. āThank you so much for this,ā he struggles with the word, landing weakly on, ālesson.ā Heās not even sure what the point of watching her prepare all this food was.Ā
Heās pretty sure she just wanted him to see her leave a rim of red lipstick at the bottom of her finger as many times as possible. The entire time heās just wanted to go back to you. Thereās a nasty feeling gnawing at him and he knows he needs to get back to you soon.Ā
āOh,ā she seems genuinely disappointed and Logan sighs awkwardly. āLeaving already, huh?ā
He points to his ring pointedly reminding her of the reality of their situation. āGotta get back to the wife.ā
She doesnāt even try to hide her sneer as he mentions you. āOf course, just the perfect husband arenāt you?ā
Logan doesnāt dignify that with a response, too distracted by whatās happening outside the window. People have begun to wander around aimlessly, some of them stumbling into the fencing. They just keep walking forward, knocking into the wood repeatedly, not once stopping. Johnās got a stuck smile on his face as he leans against the grill, Logan can see smoke rising from where the flesh of his palm is melting onto the metal. A few people all run into each other, collapsing on the ground and just lying there.Ā
Theyāre like robots, suddenly without command and unsure what to do. Theyāre following their programming without anyone putting a stop to it. Shiela follows his gaze and gasps. āExcuse me,ā she mutters, practically running out of the room.Ā
Logan tries to find you amongst all the mess but youāre nowhere to be seen. āFuck,ā he growls out, looking back to where Shiela had run. He should have fucking known not to leave you on your own.Ā
He stalks after Shiela, listening to her racing heart and the slam of a downstairs door. He follows her down the steps leading to her basement. It looks the same as every other one heās ever been in. Except, for the metal door hidden behind a few shelving units. The only reason he spots it is because Shiela knocked over a can of paint in her rush toward it.Ā
Anger brews hot and putrid in his gut. The claws come out unbidden, and the thought of you being locked away in that room pushes him forward. If youāre not in there, heāll get an answer from Shiela one way or another. But heās not going to let you get hurt because he didnāt have your back.Ā
āWhat the hell are you doing?ā A shrill voice interrupts. Your head sinks back against the cool material of the table, brain surging back into place. Your teeth ache, white-hot pain rushing through your bones as Kimiko finally releases her grasp on you.Ā
Kimiko gives Shiela the look of a dog who just got in trouble. āShe found my amplifying device. I have to get rid of her.ā She holds the device you found earlier out to Shiela.Ā
So, she wasnāt as powerful as she pretended. She did need help. It explains why the entire neighborhood is always in the same area, she needs them close to keep control. āWhatever youāre doing is making my toys malfunction.ā
Shiela hisses at Kimiko, she darts forward and slaps her hard across the back of the head. If you werenāt in excruciating and paralyzing pain, youād flinch at the sound. Being as if your brain was just about to explode, though, you could give less of a shit if she beats her rabid dog up.Ā
These two crazy bitches deserve each other. You just want a Tylenol and a nap at this point. āWell, arenāt you two twisted sisters?ā Logan slips through the door, his claws glinting under the light of the room. āToys?ā He demands, eyes roaming the room desperately.Ā
The second he sees you, strapped down and with blood pouring from your orifices, something slips over his face. Itās like a mask being ripped off. The man he pretends to be is ripped apart by the animal truly lurking within him. Neither women have time to even defend themselves. He goes for Kimiko first and all you see his claws plunging down before arterial blood sprays across your face.Ā
You groan, tilting your chin the other way and spitting the metallic liquid out of your mouth. There are a long few minutes of screaming, clothes shredding, and blood splashing against every surface of the room. By the time heās completely calmed down, youāre drenched in it.Ā
You suck on your teeth, rolling your head limply and finally getting a good look at him. Heās panting, standing over their mutilated corpses with blood dripping down his claws. Thereās a wrath on his face youāre happy to have never been on the other end of. But the second he looks at you, you see nothing but stark relief.Ā
He breathes out your name, your real one, and surges towards you. āClaws!ā You shout, hurting your head again. But he was a second away from accidentally skewering you. Theyāre put away in an instant as he undoes the straps holding you down.Ā
You groan in relief as the pressure around your head and limbs is released. He perches himself on the edge of the table and scoops you into his chest.
Youāre still loopy from Kimiko messing around in the grooves of your brain.Ā The best you can manage is weakly draping your arms along his sides. He pulls you back and brushes the hair out of your face, laughing a little at the blood covering you. āThey do anything to you?ā
You shrug, āBesides turn my brain into a pressure cooker? No.ā
The smile drops from his face and he glares down at the remains of the women. If you werenāt so tired, youād think he wants to kill them again. āI should have been here.ā
āLogan-ā You want to tell him not to be ridiculous. You had insisted you could take care of yourself. Told him it would only be a conversation when you knew that was never going to be true. Youād gotten yourself into this, you were lucky he was there to get you out. But you donāt say anything because he interrupts you as he so often does.Ā
āI canāt keep acting like this is all okay. Like Iām happy with how we treat each other. I thought I was going to lose you, Iām not going to keep pretending I donāt care about you.ā
Your face screws up in confusion and youāre not sure you want to hear where heās going with this. Youāve been used to this dynamic between the two of you for so long. Youāre used to him treating you like he can't stand to breathe the same air as you. If this is going where you think it is, youāre not sure you can handle it.Ā
āLogan,ā youāre regaining some feeling in your limbs now. You use the returning strength to push away from him, shaking your head in disbelief. āNo, you canāt do this. You canāt just change your-ā
Heās incapable of letting you finish a single sentence. His hands wrap around your cheeks tugging you forward until your lips are brushing together. Itās enough of a shock to get you to stop talking. You donāt reciprocate, too stunned to even think about moving.Ā
He brushes his lips against yours again, firmer this time. Under the layers of blood coating you both, youāre wholly enveloped by him. His scent, his arms, everything about him drapes over you like a warm blanket. Against your better judgment, you find yourself returning the kiss.Ā
You move further into his lap, one hand holding his face and the other clutching at his hair, needing something to hold to keep you steady in this moment. Logan smiles against your lips, deepening the kiss without wasting another beat. His tongue moves gently across yours at first. A curious caress to see how well you two fit together. He groans when he gets a taste of you, pushing further in and kissing you like he wants to devour you.Ā Ā
Thereās warmth blooming in your stomach and spreading all along your body. Youāre buzzing with adrenaline and pain and this unidentifiable feeling that Logan is evoking from you. Itās not the sweet mushy, romantic kiss you always imagined with him.Ā
This is desperate. Like a dying manās last attempt at redemption. Heās tasting you like youāre rare, something to be savored. You feel like youāre the only thing left in existence. The only person left for him to admire. You forget the gore behind you, the tumultuous experiences youāve had with him.Ā
You let yourself fall into the moment, a blind leap of faith into a pool of all your hopes and desires. Heās better than you ever could have imagined. More desperate than your wildest fantasies. He makes no move to stop, even as the air becomes scarce and you both have to part longer. He just grips you tighter, hands wrapped around you like heās worried if he lets go heāll lose you.Ā
He could, he could lose you. This kiss of his is putting you into a trance, distracting you from all heās trying to make up for. Perhaps if he stops kissing you, youāll remember it all and want nothing to do with him. But you donāt see that happening, you just see yourself craving more and more for him., You feel the addiction forming already. A deep-seated need in your bones is finally being sated, it will always need more from him.Ā
When you can no longer survive on the shared oxygen between you both, youāre forced to part. Your cheeks tingle from the stubble of his beard and you know your lips are pink and swollen because his are too. Youāre both still coated in blood and you share a familiar glean in your eyes.Ā
āI never hated you,ā he sounds breathless and you love that youāre the cause of it. āI just didnāt want to lose you.ā
You scoff, but there are no cruel intentions behind it. āSo you push me away before you ever get a chance to have me?ā
He gives you a crooked smile, āI never said I was smart.ā You canāt help but laugh at that. Slowly, he helps you to your feet, ignoring the puddles of blood and bits. āWe'll have to call Charles. He needs to help the people out there.ā
āWe also need to let him know thereās no trafficking ring. Just one fucked psyche.ā You shoot another glare at the pile that was Kimiko, still bitter about her experiment with your brain. As Logan helps you up the stairs of the basement, you stop him just before you reach the door.Ā
He gives you a concerned look, like he thinks youāve hurt something somehow. āI want to talk to you. Really talk to you about everything.ā Concern gives way to dread and you canāt help but smile at the regretful look on his face. āBut first,ā his head perks in interest at your tone, āmaybe we can finally enjoy that master bed together?ā
āYou know,ā he leans down, swiping his arms under your knees and lifting you. You gasp, through your arms around his neck and squeezing until you worry you might suffocate him. āYou really are the smart one of us, arenāt you?ā
āClearly.ā
Youāre not sure how well this transition to married couple to tentatively something else is going to go. But you have hope and it's kept you going for all these years. What's wrong with letting it linger a little longer?
a/n: Guess who's back, back again? Hint, it's Flux. I missed writing for them, so I hope you enjoyed this as much as I did. Although, I worry the ending was too cheesy.
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Bakugou Katsuki
ā” TW: omegaverse, size difference, somewhat subjugating omega politics, old-fashioned high-class politics of sorts
ā” GN reader
Bakugou doesn't tell people about his home life, so you can imagine the Bakusquadās utter surprise when they invite themselves over only to find out he has a little omega housewife waiting for him.
āOh, hello,ā you say when the four additional Alphas pour in through the door after your Katsuki.
They all look at you unblinking. The biggest one, a redhead, doesnāt seem all that surprisedāas though heād had some suspicion thatās now been laid to rest. But the other three, an electric blond, a guy with raven hair, plus a woman with cotton candy curls, look at you as if theyād just stumbled upon a mouse in a lion's denāall slightly horrified at the sight of you.
Your alpha, the tightly wound grump seething with annoyance, stomps over to you and plants a quick kiss on your hairline. āThey just barged in,ā he grumbles under his breath. āSorry if we scared you.ā
You hum calmly in turn, āThatās okay. I heard you yelling in the driveway, so I wasnāt surprised.ā
The four members of the Bakusquad are all gobsmacked at the domestic sightāthe boss, their boss, their hard-headed macho boss, bending over and apologizing to this little omega half his size.
āAre you hungry?ā you ask, peaking over the breadth of his hunched shoulders to the others with a warm smile on your pretty face. āI just finished dinner.ā
āNo,ā Katsuki growls grumpily and winds his arms around youālike an old, tired dog, voice gruff, āUninvited intruders donāt get my dinner.ā
You only giggle it off, brushing his stubble with a soft hand, gently handling him further down to your level so you could place a kiss on his other cheek. āOh, stop, Katsuki. Be nice to your friends.āĀ
Then you walk off to the kitchen.
Calling out sweetly over your shoulder, āI went a little overboard, so thereās more than enough for everyone.ā
And by god, if they don't fall in love with you right then before theyāve even got a single word out.
But love at first sight isn't all so strange. None of them have ever seen an Omega outside of on filmāmuch less been hit with the scent of one. They're all bewitched and confused at the feeling as they trail after you as if they've been compelled by some higher power.
"Please sit," you smile, gesturing to the long table where only two seats have been made. "Katsuki, hon, help me, please"
They all scoot into each their unplaced seat while your big lousy Alpha begrudgingly helps set the table for the unwanted dinner guests. They remain silent as you serve them like the perfect homemakerāall crimson-cheeked and ashamed at how they sniff after you as you pass them by.
You sit just as brightly despite the awkward tension. "Please, enjoy."
They all obey, eating in utter silenceāevery single one of them trying hard not to stareāand all failing miserably.
Kaminari's the first to speak, having been left shaken by curiosity he no longer could contain.
"So... did he kidnap you, or?"
It's a fair question to some extent. Omega's are a dime a dozen, all regulated strictly by protective institutions. You can't just find one to mate like in the old days. You need to apply for one and be vettedānot to mention they cost a fortune.
"Denki!" Kirishima whisper-shouts in admonishment, shaking his head from across the table.
"What? I'm I the only one who's thinking it?" he throws his hands up and defends.
Katsuki's fist strains around his fork, but you lay your mit atop his, and he calms down shortly.
āDon't worry, Mitsuki and Masaru made the arrangements and paid the dowry," you giggle, running your hand through your Alpha's ashen hair with fondness in your eyes. "I was a graduation present of sorts. They worried Katsuki wouldn't take care of himself once he started working and thought having a mate might help him with his busy day.ā
If Katsuki appreciates you spilling his business like that, he doesn't say anything about itājust continues eating.
Denki sighs and sags in his chair. āI always knew Bakugouās folks were loaded. How nice...ā
Sero grins, āYour jealousy is showing.ā
Denki pouts, āIām not exactly tryna hide it.ā
"Yeah..." Mina pipes up. "Can't deny I'm jealous, too."
Sero's grin falls as well with his confession, "Yeah, me neither, actually."
You keep smiling sympathetically, "Well, you're all welcome hereāI don't mind the extra company."
"Really?" Denki lights up.
Mina and Sero, tooāin awe and in unison, saying, "She's an angel."
"Get yer own," Katsuki grumbles. "Now shut up and finish your food. Then you're leavin'āall of you."
"Oh, come on, man," Denki whines. "Have a little pitty for your fellow Alphas."
"Let's stay respectful, guys," Krishima buds in lightheartedly. "Think about what you're asking."
Then, rethinking the conversation, the other three all realized how it had sounded, even though they hadn't meant it that way. And they all blush even darker than before.
And still, you just smileāalphas are all so cute.
Especially your hyper-protective one.
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Danny the park crazy guy
Ok this follows Danny with him deciding he needs to get out of Amity Park cause he's parents are getting more and more obsessed with catching Phantom. And the plans he'd over heard were sending him into panic attacks. Not only that a new management was placed for the GIW, and with that they had become more brutal and accurate with their capturing. Danny couldn't make sure ghosts were safe and protect civilians, so Danny made a deal with Technus in exchange for most of the tech Danny has made in the past 6 months Technus has to hack into the portals that his parents and Vlad owned and permanently destroy them. Technus also made sure to wipe all the information on how to re-build the portal and planted a bug that will corrupt any file trying to mimic the portals code/mechanics.Ā
At first Dannys plan was to play the part of the defenseless boy who just witnessed his parents whole life work go down the drain, and pretend that ghost never happened. He's parents were sad (understatement of the century) but they soon found something to hyper focus on, before becoming ecto-biologist, they were trying to find ways to make liquid that would dissolve plastic in a non-lethal and non-toxic way. So after 2 months of not doing anything and only staying in bed eating ice-cream and fudge its like a light bulb turned on onto of their heads, and Madeline and Jack went back to their old selves. They still had moments were they would gaze back at their projects with heartbroken eyes, and Danny could help but blame himself for his parents suffering.Ā
Its like one day everything was close to normality (as normal as amity park could be) people weren't mentioning ghost in fear that one would appear out of spite. Classes went uninterrupted people were actually happy for that.Ā
But then the GIW started making moves, as they were getting more and more restless with no ghost sightings in the last 6 months.Ā
Then 3 months ago everything went to shit......
Danny could only explain it as if the Salem witch trials had started. But instead it was the 21st century and people were being accused of being / cooperating / aiding ghosts. The GIW had stormed into the town hall and had claimed that Amity park was in full quarantine. No one in no one out. Vlad was taken in for 'investigation' accused of working with the ghost because he never helped the GIW or offered funds, hence committing treason the US government.Ā
After that People would be taken out of their homes and obligated to take tests to prove they weren't with the enemy, if they passed they went back to their homes traumatized. if they failed.... Well no one really knows, but one might guess from all the screaming.Ā
Ironically. Dannys parents were the fist accused of cooperating with the enemy. The GIW stated that they seemed suspicious from the start as they never truly caught anything. he hadn't seen them since they were drugged and stuffed into the back of a van. Danny was thankful that Jazz (for collage) and Dani (traveling in Bangladesh) were out of Amity, but it wasn't like he could contact them and tell them what was happening.Ā
The GIW had cut all contact to the rest of the word from Amity Park probably because what they were doing was considered illegal and definitely were crossing human rights.Ā
Luckily Sams and Tuckers family were able to come to an agreement with the GIW so they could be exempted from the quarentine (buy themselves a way out). Unluckily Danny like most families didn't have those types of resources.Ā
But Danny isn't a Fenton for nothing, craziness, gull and genius ran through his veins. So every morning when they were obligated out of their homes and made to sit on the grass of the park square while the agents searched for any 'evidence' in their homes. Danny would use his core to emit a frequency that only other ghost and some metas could hear. But that wasn't what Danny was communicating to no.Ā
He was sending commands to all the animals he had befriended the last 15 years of his life. You see ever since Danny was a kid he loved how one could be able to domesticate any animal as long as you had food. So Danny when he was a kid applied The Operant conditioning to all the animals he crossed paths with.Ā
A few weeks after his accident (death) when Danny was making his daily feeding times for the animals in exchange for trinkets and money he realized something. He could understand what the animals 'spoke' and the animals could understand him through the vibrations of his core. When he asked CW about it he only told him that ghost speak allowed him to communicate with anything and anyone if he had a close enough relationship towards them.Ā
Basically this meant that Danny had hundreds if not thousands of animals (rats, street dogs and cats, pigeons, squirrels ect.. ) at his disposal. The only reason he never used them when fighting Ghosts was obvious he wasn't going to risk the life of his friends.Ā
And right now his friends were making underground escape routes for all of the Amity Parkers. The plan was already being set in motion. Everyone knew their part.Ā
One group would be distraction, a group of kids would scream and point in the opposite direction of the escape route and say they had seen a ghost and it was trying to hurt them. The GIW would be guided into a wooded area were they would be attacked by the more predatorial animals. Making them call for back up.Ā
One group would composed of the most athletic adults / young adults would go into the main base of the GIW (check for survivors and help them get out).Ā
Another group (the elderly) was in charge of checking that everyone was accounted for.Ā
Mothers, would be evacuated first with their children, they would be the get away drivers. Different drivers would take different routs. Some left the country other the continent itself. Some when to larger cities for hiding amongst the crowd. But the main goal was stick to your family and preferably if you can go alone. The less people the less likely you are to getting caught.Ā
And the teenagers from casper high, would ensure all their traces were lost making sure all phones and gadgets were left behind, as to avoid getting tracked down.Ā
And that's how Amity Park became a dead town (pun intended) in less than 60 minutes.Ā
This leads us to the present.Ā
It had been 7 months since Danny had left Amity park. he hadn't seen anyone or contacted anyone from there since. The over all consensus was that everyone had to go no contact with one another as to not raise awareness as to why so many people from different places were constantly calling one another. Danny was certain that Jazz and Dani had been contacted by Sam and Tucker about the situation in Amity. What he wasn't sure of is if they knew he was out of Amity or even alive for that matter.Ā
Danny was not dealing with what happened well. One of the guys who went into the Town Hall pulled him a aside for a second when they were evacuating to tell him. That he had seen both his parents bodies. They had not survived. Not many who were taken against their will into the Hall came out spared.Ā
Danny was devastated with his parent untimely death, he only hoped they had a humane one.Ā
So no Danny was not ok. he knew Jazz would criticize his copping methods. But if taking over a park in the middle of a crime riddled city was sooooo bad then why did he have the support of the Bats. (not the vigilantes the actual cave bats).Ā
Danny had gotten to Gotham not too long ago (about 4 1/2) months, and decided that the GIW wouldn't dare on their life go into a city were the 'wolds greatest detective and most feared man live'. Danny made an abandoned building overlooking the park his own. he quickly became allies with the fauna there and soon his rein over the part began.Ā
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It started slowly, honest to god not a single local though anything of the bony kid laughing his ass off as he oversaw birds and other critters alike help him build what looked like a greenhouse. They did what any Gothamite would do mind their own damn business and go on with their day.Ā
It wasn't unlit the trees and torn plants started to build a wall like structure around the park that they started to think that the kid was going to be the next Poison Ivy. Worst of all they some have speculated seeing Pamela and Harley go in and out of the park... both smiling like proud parents. Some say that the kid was an ex Wayne kid that was sent into an asylum, and was kept quiet. Some speculate that the kids a meta that controls all animals. Some state they saw the kid talk to the animals and the animals actually listened and did word for word what he asked.Ā
But Gothamites weren't that worried if they were honest. The kid (Danny as he was now known) brought more entertainment (of the good kind) to Gotham he fit right in. The only thing that made him stand out was his mid-western accent. When asked where he was from he would only stare at you while an animal (different every time mostly racoons) would chase you away. Other than that the kid was a sweetheart he would often bring the veggies and fruits he cultivates in the park to homeless shelters so that the residents would have a 'more nutritious and full diet'.Ā
The kid would send animals to keep watch on kids and be alerted if any were at risk he would drop in and help in a very unusual way. And he always traded money for little things and bottle caps anything handmade (especially by kids) was infinitely rewarded with money and an automatic meal.Ā
Danny was known as the Gotham parks crazy. But he was their crazy and no government (illegal) agency of a brigade of bats and birds was going to take him away from them.Ā
(waaa this was way longer that expected I only wanted to write a sentence of local crazy Danny, and I just ended up writting mostly art other stuff)
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venus in the composite chart
Venus in Aries
Imagine a couple who lights up the room with their bold, undeniable chemistry. This is the pair that turns heads, not because theyāre trying to, but because they naturally exude a raw, magnetic energy. Theyāre impulsive when it comes to love flirting with the thrill of the chase and throwing themselves into the heat of passion without hesitation. Together, theyāre fiery and full of life, always pushing boundaries, and their affection can feel just as intense as it is spontaneous. People around them might describe them as the āpower coupleā who isnāt afraid to show their affection, often in grand gestures or spontaneous moments of excitement. For them, love is an adventure, one where theyāre always moving fast, breaking barriers, and sparking flames.
Venus in Taurus
Picture a couple who just embodies the definition of comfort and sensuality. This is the duo that loves to indulge in lifeās pleasures whether itās a gourmet meal, a cozy night in with plush blankets, or a slow, luxurious vacation. Together, they build a love that feels like home, grounded in loyalty and simple pleasures. They thrive on physical closeness and have a natural rhythm that others admire, creating a serene, beautiful world just for the two of them. People often see them as the couple that never rushes but enjoys every moment, savoring love as if it were a fine wine. When these two are together, their bond is rock-solid, full of warmth and quiet intimacy.
Venus in Gemini
Now, hereās a couple whose love feels like an endless conversation. Theyāre the ones who are always talking, sharing ideas, and laughing together. The connection between them is quick, witty, and full of curiosity. Wherever they go, thereās a lively banter thatās infectious people are drawn to their fun, light-hearted vibe. Theyāre the couple that can spend hours in deep conversation or get swept away in new adventures just because they heard about something exciting. Others might see them as the āsocial butterfliesā who are always in the know, always on the move, and constantly exploring new things together. Their love grows through shared experiences and mental stimulation, keeping them forever engaged with one another.
Venus in Cancer
Think of a couple who make you feel the warmth of home just by being around them. Theyāre the ones who nurture and care for each other, creating a relationship built on deep emotional security and trust. Together, they radiate a soft, comforting energy that others canāt help but feel safe around. They might be known as the couple who loves to create cozy moments, hosting intimate dinners or spending quiet nights at home wrapped in each otherās arms. Their love is gentle, protective, and deeply nurturing like an emotional sanctuary. Theyāre the ones you can count on to show unconditional support for each other, with a bond that feels timeless, like a loving family.
Venus in Leo
Here comes the couple that commands attention without even trying. Thereās something so regal and magnetic about them when theyāre togetherāitās like they just know theyāre the center of each otherās world. These two arenāt afraid to be bold with their love, expressing it with grand gestures, passionate displays of affection, and a flair for the dramatic. People see them as the couple who is always celebrating their relationship, whether itās through lavish date nights or over-the-top surprises. Their love is radiant, playful, and full of admiration for one another, and they have no problem being the couple everyoneās eyes are on. For them, love is about romance in the grandest sense something to be celebrated and cherished like a prized treasure.
Venus in Virgo
Picture a couple whose love shows up in the little things. Theyāre the ones who make sure each otherās favorite coffee is ready in the morning or who know exactly how the other likes their daily routine. Together, they create a relationship that feels grounded, practical, and devoted. While they might not be flashy or over-the-top with their affection, they show their love in the most thoughtful, considerate ways. People see them as the āsteady couple,ā always reliable and always caring in the most subtle, meaningful gestures. Their love is based on acts of service, quiet dedication, and a deep appreciation for the details that make each otherās life better. Itās a love that grows stronger with each passing day, rooted in mutual respect and care.
Venus in Libra
This is the couple that makes everyone believe in romance. Together, they seem to float through life with a sense of harmony and grace. Their relationship is balanced, full of affection, and always strives for fairness and equality. Theyāre the couple people turn to when they want to see what a true partnership looks like always charming, always poised. People might describe them as the ābeautiful couple,ā who seem to do everything together, moving through life like theyāre always on the same page. Their love is refined and full of elegance, based on mutual respect, deep understanding, and an appreciation for the beauty in their connection.
Venus in Scorpio
This couple radiates intensity. Together, they have a bond that feels unbreakable, magnetic, and profoundly emotional. Their love goes deep thereās a sense of all-or-nothing, and theyāre not afraid to dive into the darker, more transformative aspects of their relationship. People can sense that thereās something powerful between them, an undeniable attraction that feels almost mysterious. Theyāre the couple who keeps things private, but you just know thereās something deeply passionate simmering beneath the surface. Their love is raw, intense, and sometimes even tumultuous, but itās also the kind of connection that transforms both of them in profound ways. Theyāre bound by loyalty, emotional depth, and an unspoken understanding that theyāre in it for the long haul.
Venus in Sagittarius
Picture a couple who lives for adventure, always seeking new experiences and horizons to explore together. These two are free spirits, and their love is full of optimism, laughter, and a shared love for discovery. They thrive on new experiences whether itās traveling to exotic places or philosophizing late into the night. Others see them as the āadventurous couple,ā always with a story to tell and plans to explore something new. Together, they create a relationship thatās all about growth, freedom, and expanding their horizons. For them, love is about the journey, not the destination, and theyāll always keep each other excited for whatās next.
Venus in Capricorn
Imagine a couple whose love feels like a steady, enduring force. Together, they build a relationship based on long-term goals, stability, and respect. They may not be the flashiest or most outwardly affectionate duo, but thereās no doubt theyāre committed to each other. Theyāre the couple everyone sees as solid and reliable, the ones who weather any storm and come out stronger. Their love is about building a lasting foundation something that stands the test of time. Theyāre practical, focused on the future, and work hard to make sure their relationship is secure and successful. People might call them the āpower coupleā because of their shared ambition and determination to build something that lasts.
Venus in Aquarius
This couple is unique, to say the least. Together, they march to the beat of their own drum, creating a relationship thatās as unconventional as it is exciting. Their love thrives on freedom, individuality, and a shared sense of vision for the future. People might see them as the āunpredictable couple,ā the ones who are always doing something unexpected or breaking relationship norms in favor of something more progressive. Theyāre the pair who values intellectual connection and are drawn to each otherās quirks and eccentricities. For them, love is about equality, innovation, and challenging each other to think outside the box.
Venus in Pisces
Think of a couple whose love feels like a dream a romantic, almost otherworldly connection. Together, they create a world full of compassion, empathy, and emotional depth. Theyāre the couple that people describe as being deeply in tune with each other, often seeming to communicate without words. Their relationship is full of tenderness and idealism, and theyāre not afraid to lose themselves in the magic of their connection. People might see them as the ādreamy couple,ā always wrapped up in their own little world of love and creativity. Their bond is spiritual, almost poetic, built on a foundation of unconditional love and emotional sensitivity.
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just wanted to highlight arlothia's comment in the replies (w/my emphasis) because it's a v interesting point :
the "heās a perfectionist who does best in familiar situations and who does not like change" bit may be why they [Clone Force 99] have so many plans - anything can be placed into one of those plan's parameters to give him a sense of control/familiar situations.
I've never thought of it that way, but it makes total sense!
I think that itās really interesting to look at Hunterās personality in TCW vs TBB because it really drives home the fact that heās a perfectionist who does best in familiar situations and who does not like change. In TCW, we see Hunter in his element as the sergeant of a (complete and intact) squad known for its 100% success rate. The mission to retrieve Echo is a fairly routine one that Hunter (correctly) assumes will be successful, so he shows off and acts cocky and playful the entire time.
Now letās fast-forward to TBB. The Clone Wars are over, the fascist Empire has replaced the Republic, Crosshair has left the squad, and the rest of them have decided to desert with a child in their care. Hunter is now completely and utterly out of his element, and itās clear that a lot of his confidence is gone. He no longer acts so much like a playful, cocky, frat boy so much as he does a tired, middle-aged father. Heās no longer in the routine of going on missions assigned by the GAR, succeeding, returning home, and doing it all over again. His routine has been disrupted, and he has been made aware of very real danger that his squad and daughter can face at the hands of the Empire. Hunter avoids tackling any problem that he is not confident he can solve and is hyper-aware of any and all risks. With every failure, Hunter shuts down more and retreats further.
I have no doubt that Hunterās sense of self-worth hinges on his ability to successfully command his squad and complete missions. His status as a āfreakā and outsider growing up likely made him obsessed with proving himself worthy so that he had a record of all of his successful missions to rub in the faces of of his nay-sayers. Hunter is basically a walking, talking personification of Gifted Kid Burnout and I love him so much.
#also the more i think about it the more i realize just HOW MUCH hunter was thrown out of his element#re: their new enemies#during the war it was... well it was pure warfare#they fought against single-minded single-purpose battle droids controlled by charicature evil Bad Guys who really only had one goal (to win#now they're up against...people#complex and complicated people with their own personal goals#people who might befriend them and then betray them#people who might want to use them and then discard them#people who might turn them in just to protect themselves#hell hunter has to face a sort of betrayal from WITHIN his own team like damn#and of course they're also up against their own clone brothers#talk about being in unfamiliar territory#hunter#the bad batch#star wars#analyzingsw
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āā ā masterlist ā
these are my personal observations and may not resonate with everyone. please take them with a grain of salt, as i'm not a professional astrologer! :))
ā± libra placements often go to two extremes: they can either be super relaxed and a bit lazy, or they become total neat freaks. there's rarely an in-between.
ā± aquarius placements always have something fun, interesting, or totally unexpected to say. theyāre known for coming up with the most random and bizarre ideas. their minds naturally think outside the box, and they love surprising people with their unique takes on things. whether itās weird or thought-provoking.
ā± aquarius moons in the 12th house often struggle with expressing their true feelings. they tend to hide their emotions, making it hard for others to know what theyāre going through. this placement creates a strong inner world, where they keep their emotions buried and prefer to process them privately, leading to emotional isolation. it's difficult for them to open up and share with others.
ā± moon conjunct neptune can lead to a lot of confusion around emotions. these individuals may overthink their feelings, taking time to fully process them. theyāre highly sensitive and can get upset easily, as they deeply absorb the energy around them. their emotions can feel overwhelming, making them very intuitive but also prone to emotional overload.
ā± people with chiron in the 11th house often feel like they never quite fit into society. they tend to be different from others, which makes it hard for them to feel a sense of belonging. this can also lead them to attract people who are different from themselves. they may struggle with trusting others and forming new friendships, often experiencing toxic relationships. at some point in their life, theyāve likely felt rejected or betrayed by friends, leaving deep emotional wounds tied to their sense of community and belonging.
ā± capricorn venus may have been hurt in the past, which makes them reserved and cautious when it comes to love. they donāt open up easily and tend to guard their heart. but once they commit, they love deeply and are incredibly loyal. theyāll go above and beyond for the person they care about.
ā± leo moons or moons in the 5th house can be quite dramatic with their feelings. they tend to be very expressive and may sometimes come across as over-the-top. their emotions can run high, and they might get upset easily, needing an outlet for their intense feelings.
ā± jupiter in the 7th house often leads to a large number of relationships. natives with this placement might have an extensive dating history, as theyāre drawn to experiencing different connections and learning from a variety of partnerships. their expansive nature makes them open to exploring multiple relationships with different backgrounds/cultures throughout their life.
ā± mars in the 10th house often leads to careers that involve physical work or action, like the military or law enforcement. these individuals may be drawn to roles where they can assert themselves and take on challenges.
ā± venus conjunct mars natives are often very attractive, especially men. they tend to draw attention from both genders, which can sometimes lead to jealousy or envy from others. Their magnetic charm and strong presence make them stand out in social situations.
ā± venus in gemini or libra can be quite clingy and seek constant attention. they often crave interaction and validation, wanting to stay connected and engaged with their partner at all times.
ā± gemini mars can have a surprisingly high libido and are often very sexual. they might have unique kinks and specific things that turn them on.
ā± taurus venus can get very possessive and jealous, not just over their partners but also over loved ones. this intense desire for security and loyalty can extend to all close relationships, making them protective and sometimes overly controlling.
ā± uranus conjunct ascendant natives often have a unique and striking beauty. their aesthetic can be quite different from others, with an eccentric vibe that makes them stand out. theyāre known for their rebellious and independent nature, frequently surprising people with their unexpected behaviour, whether it's positively or negatively.
ā± people with planets in your 12th house might secretly harbour hidden resentments or negative feelings, though this isnāt true for everyone. they might be the ones who hold grudges without you realizing it they can sometimes be your biggest enemies without you realizing it. be cautious about what you share with them, as they might use your words against you or act out their hostility indirectly, sometimes even playing the victim.
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Put your white tennis shoes on and follow me, why work so hard when can just be free
How do you lure people in?
ā How to chose the perfect pile for you?
1) Close your eyes.
2) Clear your mind.
3) Take a deep breathe.
4) Ask the question in your head. Open your eyes and the picture that you are drawn to the most is your pile.
ā Note:
- This is a general reading, so please take what resonates and leave what doesn't.
- I usually do an energy check for each pile so that the reading can resonates as much as possible.
- This reading is kind of long. Since it is divided into 4 sections. And each section shows a question including the energy check.
Take care ā¤
Arya
1) How do you view yourself?
2) How do you lure people in?
3) How do you lure your romantic interest in?
Pile 1 - Under the moonlight
Your current energy
Well, in this pile I see that there's two energies. The first one is that there's a person in your life who is interested in you romantically. He might have scorpio placements or water placements (Cancer, Scorpio and pisces). I see that you are not seeing clearly the situation which is making you feel stuck and stagnant. I see that the other case here is that there's a person in your life or will enter soon who have the placements I mentioned above. At first, you are not going to trust him because you had your fair share of heartbreak. I see that you are going or you are doubting his feelings for you. I see that you think that there's a heartbreak after all this happiness and genuine feelings which is so sad honestly. What I see from the cards is that this person have a very stable feelings for you. But he is either too cold to express them or he have an avoidant attachment style. I see that this person's intentions towards you are very genuine. He want to be in a platonic relationship with you. He want to protect you and support you. I don't honestly see anything harmful coming from that person. The only thing that might sabotage this relationship is you pile 1. I think you are too afraid to be vulnerable and open up to them which keeping you stuck and away from love and happiness. You fear the heartbreak even though that person have literally your best interest at heart. Okay, another energy I'm picking up on is that this pile are working on a project and I literally feel like my mid to lower back is hurting me so bad. Maybe you are putting too much pressure on your physical body which is leading you to feel this way. Or metaphorically; you may be having a lot of assignments and projects for your college/ school or work which is keeping you restless and tired. I see that you are working with a group of people but the main focus is on you idk why. Also I feel like you are working out in a very harsh way which is giving you this pain your back pile 1. Some people here feel pain in their hips and pelvis area too. I literally feel that on my body. Try to rest, drink some herbal tea, read a book and disconnect from the internet. Go out for a walk under the sun (Idk if you live in cold or warm climate but anyways š„²). Now let's get into the reading.
1- How do you view yourself?
So, this pile see themselves as people who lack foresight and decisiveness. I see that you guys are aware of your own potential but due to laziness and being discouraged by your life circumstances you chose to leave the battle without even trying to fight back. I see that you chose to surrender to whatever life have offered you. You could be a new school graduate who doesn't want to go to college due to your financial state. I see that also this pile are quite mature emotionally. You are a bit nostalgic to your childhood and how things were safe. I see also that you are for whatever reason; you think that your life will change like magic. I will explain to you. You see those movies where the girl lives her WHOLE life thinking she is an ordinary person but then someone tells her that she is a decent queen or princess and her life turn around 180Ā°?(princess diaries movie is a reference here) I feel like this pile want change so bad but at some point you gave up to try and change anything. Like you lost your passion to live or even that your life will improve. I see that you are someone who is very artistic, someone who is very spiritual too. You like traveling, you like learning about different cultures. You like to educate yourself instead of scrolling endlessly on IG or tiktok. But I see that there's still hope for you. Also, what I'm seeing that this pile are quite innocent and if not then you are someone who always feel this sense of nostalgia. You feel nostalgic to people, to places, you always have something to reminisce over. Another thing I'm picking up on is that people in this group are quite motherly. They like taking care of people especially young children. You like setting with them, you like how sweet they are. You might tell yourself that you want to become a mother one day. Some people here view themselves as a gate to heaven. How so? Like you see this person who enters your life and their life change for better? I'm picking up on people with esfj, enfj, infj, isfj, estj mbti. Someone who changes people, who fix them. Who can show them the great future that await them if they change. Pile 1 you see yourself as a catalyst to change.
2-How do you lure people in?
First thing I'm picking up on is that this pile appear stable in front of people. You look put together and elegant. I see that even if you do not wear the best clothes you have people still think that what you are wearing is expensive. I see also that you appear quite heartbroken, there's this melancholic aura around you. Another thing is this pile are quite mysterious by nature. You do not overshare yourself and you keep people thirsty for more. You appear also quite faint? You see those people who are enigmatic? Their hair color is very high in contrast with their skin. There's this aura of mystery around you, which make many people wonder. "Who is she/he?" I am seeing that you are quite magnificent. In the previous paragraph I typed that you view yourself and someone who is innocent and sweet, people also view you like that pile one. They view you as someone who is lovely to be with, especially new friends or people who want to be your friend. They get so excited and happy when you are around. Also, I see that people view you as someone with many potential. You literally know that and you see it in yourself. You know that you have so much potential in you. People in your company feel in awe honestly. You make people also aware of thir beauty and potential. You see beauty everywhere you go. People also see that your views and opinions on the world are quite interesting. You see things in different light and you make people see what they was not able to see before. You appear as a lone wolf to people. You are always alone in public enjoying a drink or walking. You presence is so liked by others. I see beauty and brains yo you could be someone who is blessed by beauty and also smart soo (lucky you pile 1).
3- How do you lure your romantic interest in?
People who are romantically interested in you see that you have many options. That's why they do not dare to make a move on you. I see that many People crush on you but they fear coming in out of rejection. They fear getting rejected by you pile 1. Also I see that you appear as someone who is content on their own and you do not really want someone out of neediness. You want them because you like them That's why. I see that, you might have stalkers. People in this pile might have got stalked online or physically. I see that because of your mysterious aura People really get curious about you. I see that this pile attracts older men. Like if you are in your 20s you might notice that men who are in their 40s and 50s are attracted to you. And if you are a guy reading this then women really get intrigued by you, especially if they are older. I also see that you always have an option but you chose to stay alone because you think that working on yourself or studying is what really matters. I see that romantic interests tend to view you as someone who is out of their league, someone very nurturing. They may call you wife material and they are right! You are loyal and honest. I see also that you attract older men. Because they are more authoritative and more wealthy that people your age and a little younger/older. Some people in this pile like the baby/daddy dynamic, Idk why but I keep hearing "every man gets his wish and 1949 by Lana Del Rey" go listen to them if you want to. There's a lot of references on the cards on sugar baby/ daddy relationship. Honey, if you want an older man/woman or a sugar daddy/mommy you can easily attract one and believe me you can literally make them your slave. I see that your romantic interest value you because you are not afraid of walking away from things that do not serve you. I see that the love relationship that you are seeking and imagining in your head is meant for you in this lifetime. And you are going to get them no matter how old you get.
4- Placements for this pile
Fire placements (Aries, Sagittarius and leo). Earth placements (Taurus, Capricorn and virgo). Aquarius, Cancer, Venus in scorpio. Pluto with aspects to the ascendant. Mars, jupiter, Uranus, Mercury, neptune dominant.
Pile 2- A cross the shore
Your current energy
Okay, I see this pile feels disappointed because of a man in your life? He could either be your father or someone you are with in a relationship. I see that this man is sabotaging your happiness. You could be so happy and satisfied and then you set with him and your mode change 180Ā° for the worst. I see that also if you are a woman you might be a gemini and this man is so cocky that he make you feel anxious and out of element. Another thing I'm picking up on is that this pile are trying to juggle many responsibilities but due to stress and anxiety you are just postponing your priorities until you get the mind clarity that you are looking for. And if not that case is applicable to your case then I see that you are someone who is very structured or organized and there's many responsibilities on your shoulders right now but due to stress and exhaustion you are just surrendering to life? I see that you need some time for yourself pile 2, try to reflect and take a break. If you have many responsibilities then break the task into small baby steps so you can complete it; also try to take a break between each task. Pile 2 your spirit team is telling you that the worst have finally ended and they want you to know that whatever thing you wish for you'll get it. I see that they are encouraging you to get out and be more social and be optimistic. They hate seeing you sad and anxious. They want you to know that they love you and they are working day and night to insure that you are safe and sound. Idk why I started tearing up I feel suddenly a wave of warm emotions, I also feel so tired and sleepy pile 2 if you want to sleep please go and sleep everything will be alright. They are telling me that the clarity you want will come to you quickly and you don't have to work for it. You only need to set still and listen to the synchronicity they are sending you. Each one of those synchronicities have something to do with what you want to know. God bless you pile 2.
1- How do you view yourself?
I see that you view yourself as someone who is very spiritual. A priestess, I'm seeing. You like to dive deep into the unknown, you have this thirst for dark knowledge like occult, witchcraft, tarot, astrology, alchemy and other forms of divination. I see that you see yourself as someone who embody the pluto archetype. Someone who is in a constant inner change, you could be now having your first or second spiritual awakening which is kinda harsh in your lens. I see that you are someone who is very patient and stubborn. Someone who can reach whatever they want. I see also that you see yourself as someone who is scattered brain and your head is always in the clouds. You could be a dreamer too. I'm seeing that you are someone who is trying their best but you feel like the best thing is nothing important to anyone. I feel like you might see yourself as someone who is an outcast? Someone who is overlooked by others. People don't really take you seriously and they think that you are dumb? (I'm not saying you are dumb neither people around you, it is your perception to things pile 2). I see that you see yourself as someone who is mentally ill, someone who is overlooked by people from their own gender. You might have dealt with girls/girl friends who used you for what you have like money/service or attention and then they ditched you when their business has done. I see that you might be so attached to your female caregiver so much it could be your mother or grandmother or old sister for some of you. Put I'm seeing that this caregiver is old like in their 40s. This pile has a really melancholic perspective of who they are it is like someone who is lost. I see that unlike pile 1, you use your intuition a lot or you started listening to your intuition in order for you to survive. You might have given a lot of people lots of second chances but they played you again until you literally got drained and depleted of energy. So, as a coping mechanism you chose to stay by yourself so you can protect your inner peace. I see you may call yourself a freak in a proud way. Like you see those people who got treated horribly because of their personalities but then they accepted the fact that it is what it is and they started calling themselves of what people called them proudly? You might be like this.
2- How do you lure people in?
Well, pile 2. I see that you act distant and aloof in front of people but once you warm up to someone you can be really helpful. I see that at first people see that you are starting fresh and new in your life (because of your spiritual awakening) they see how mentally and perhaps physically you are changing. I see that you try to do your best to keep your life together, people can see that you are trying but what make them sad is you do not ask for help. You do not want anyone to help you. You think that no one cares but in fact people care more than you think. I see what really make those people stay away from you is that you do not give them a chance to reveal themselves. You might be in a survival mode and you see everything in black and white but life is more than that. This pile make me so sad. It is like I'm not reading for HOW you lure people in it is like WHAT people's reaction when they see you and it is completely two different things. I think that this pile need to work on their perception of themselves because the way you see yourself play a major role of how people treat you. I think that you have self worth issues and you think that you do not deserve happiness or love or friendship. You are telling yourself the SAME damn story to convince yourself that it is what it is but it is not WHAT YOU THINK! I know this awakening is so hard but believe me when you emerge from your cocoon as a beautiful butterfly you'll see how good it is. I feel like many people in this pile are confused of which stage in the spiritual awakening you are in. Personally I've gone through that and this video will help you. I feel like you are in place in your life where survival is an apparent theme and not really anything else. You might be on survival mode for like months or even years. It is not for everyone so take what resonates.
3- How do you lure your romantic interest in?
Okay, due to your distorted self perception of yourself your romantic interests tend to avoid getting closer. But they do see the potential in you. I see that to the opposite gender you might be someone who is considered cute or attractive in general, but the thing is you do not see that yourself. I see that the opposite gender see you as someone who is the wish come true. To them you are someone who is very familiar and lovely. They are so pleased when you talk to them. I told you pile 2. Your self perception is stopping you from going after things that will make you happy. I see that your romantic interest sees how cool and good you are but they fear coming in because of the rejection and heartbreak you'll cause them. I see that you are a forbidden fruit to them. Like they are allowed to look but not allowed to taste or touch. Like a beautiful painting on a wall, they want to get closer to you, they want to touch you and get to know you but you are the one who is running away from anyone who mignt be a good option for you. You might like to start your relationship with the opposite gender as friendship and then develop it into something romantic. I see that your romantic interest view you as someone who is very fortunate, someone who is sweet, bubbly and someone they can trust to have a family with. People in this pile are divided into two sections, one energy here; their romantic interest views them in a sexual lusty way. Like you might be blessed with curves (bigger boobs, nice body shape) they see all of this and they are like "š¤¤", If you are a man or male I think the opposite gender see you as someone hot or you know very attractive too. I think people in this pile, their romantic interest see you as marriage material. They touch themselves as the thought of you pleasuring them. Others in this pile attracts people like them. Like if you are someone with low self esteem, you'll attract someone with low self esteem too. If you are commitment phobe, you'll attract someone exactly like you. So be careful. In this pile you might feel like your romantic interest mirror your inner self. The trauma, your fears, your doubts, how you see yourself. They mirror it, so please pile 2, try to work on that we want to attract good people into our life.
Placements for this pile:
Gemini, Capricorn, Sagittarius, Water placements or water dominants (Cancer, Scorpio and pisces). Taurus,Virgo, Jupiter, moon, Saturn, Mercury, Pluto dominant. number 3 is significant in this pile.
Pile 3- The light house
Your current energy
Hello pile 3. How are you? I hope you are doing well. First thing I'm picking up on is that this pile is confused. I feel like you just woke up from a deep sleep or you have slept like +9 hours but you are still tried. I feel like this pile are trying to heal and seek clarity. I see that you are trying to label your values and what you really want from life. This pileās energy are quite serene. You are living your life in a monotone way. Like you wake up, go to work/school/ college, study, eat, go to sleep. And the cycle repeat itself again. You want change in your life but you know that change will not come easily unless it starts from you pile 3. You know that and you are aware of it. You are aware that in order to change you need to work on yourself, you need to get to know your values, what you like and dislike. You want to get to know yourself and what you truly want to live. I see also that you are hanging on a connection that you think has potential but believe me darling, this connection is just an attachment. You are attached to this person and not the other way around. Perhaps, this person may at some point saw something in you but they do not know how to reach out. They do not know how it will work and you know that too. This pileās energy is very stable, and rational honestly unlike pile 2; I felt like I'm suffocating and I cried while typing their paragraph. Anyways, I see you guys are thinking of moving into another state or country. I see by traveling there; you will put an end to the stagnant energy within you or your life. I see also that this pile will suffer from a short term poor financial state but then everything will be alright. I see that someone might enter your life pile 3, he could be a sagittarius or have sagittarius placements. This person is very driven and sexy omg. I see that soon He will be in your life. The cards are telling me that he will be there all of sudden. His entrance will shake up things in your life for the better. Don't worry pile 3, you will have the cake and eat it too. Soooo enjoy the attention.
1- How do you view yourself?
This pile view themselves as someone who is witty and cunning with a hint of manipulation. I see that you know how to use people to your liking and advantage. I also see that have a pretty convincing way of communicating. You know how to gaslight people to give you want you want. Some people in this pile do manipulate people intentionally, they know what they are doing. I see that you can be pretty lazy and harsh with people. You might have mercury in sagittarius? Or mercury with harsh aspects to pluto? Someone who is very intelligent and lazy. Almost gives me INTP, ISTP, ISTJ, ENTP and some of you could be INFJ or INTJ too. Many of you have been through a lot of financial issues which forced you to leave your lazy tendencies and start seek a job so you can feed yourself. I feel like you are someone who lives alone in their own apartment or own a house by themselves. But you owned this after you worked like a dog to earn this money. I see that some people here lack imagination and you don't really understand why some people call themselves dreamers. You thunk dreaming or imagining things is a dumb thing or you seek the psychological meaning behind it. People in this pile are so logical and pragmatic, you have no connectionto emotions becauseyou think people who think with their heart are stupid. You prefer to see things in objective way. And you hate anything related to theory. You see that there's no use in using theories and you only believe in hard facts. In this pile I see also that you hate being bored I remembered when Lana twitted on X "you are boring me to death and I'm already dead". I think you hate boredom too pile 3. You hate boring people and dumb people. People in this pile can be Narcissists or Machiavellian or you have symptoms of this personality disorder (take what resonates I will not label people here as good or bad you know if you are good or bad pile 3). Also you have a high self esteem and you think that you deserve the world. You might be working right now so you can be in a high position in society. Someone who is authoritative and demanding. You want people to fear you and to respect you more than to like or love you. You get thrilled when someone announce that they hate you and they are your enemy. You like that and it gives you this energy boost. I see also that you are digging your way up, you are trying to prove to yourself that you'll be someone great in the future. You have this enormous drive to you that make you go on and on to reach your goals I'm hearing Marina song "High achiever can't you see, baby nothing come for free" but I forgot the song's name lol. You are always working on your goals and have a vision for the future.
2- How do you lure people in?
Omg this pile is quite bitchy. I hate saying this but people are attracted to you and hate you at the same time. They are attracted to your charm but they hate it when you turn the table on them. You might be someone who LIKES to gossip and because of that almost no one really want to be your friend. People like it when they come to you for advice because you are not swayed by emotions or imagination, you give them your opinion without being shy of sayingthe truth. You lure people in there's this drive to you, the ambition. Especially if you are a man or a male or masculine, everyone droll over how masculine you are. They like how decisive you are. People see the inner power in you, they see how passionate and wonderful you can be. Also you intimidate people, your presence make people uncomfortable because of the powerful aura you show to others. I see also that there's this wonder-ness about you. People in this pile here are not ashamed to explore and discover what they want as I mentioned in the energy check in. I see also that you keep ignoring your intuition and you lack emotional maturity which is soon will be changed. I see one of the lessons you'll learn in this lifetime is to be more emotionally intelligent and to be more compassionate towards others. People see that you are a me me me person. They see that because of your confidence and charm you can be a bit (How can I say it?) You are attention seeker? You are giving me The Weekend vibe idk whyš.
3- How do you lure your romantic interest in?
Your possible romantic interest view you as someone who is warm and optimistic. Most of your romantic interest crush on you because of how you look. They have no idea how dangerous you can be lol. Anyways, your romantic interests view you as someone who doesn't have man friends or a lone wolf even if you are an extrovert and you know a lot of people they assume that you are a lone wolf who doesn't have many friends. I see that your romantic interest are mostly dreamers or people who are delusional. Or I see that you attract people who are the total opposite of your personality. It is for a reason and the reason is to connect more with your emotional side. Your romantic interest feel scared of approaching you because you appear a bit unbalanced or a player. They see you as someone who will probably play them and fuck with their heart (A heartbreaker honestly). You might be someone who is considered attractive to people in the country you are living in. I see that you have a very sexy aura and you sexual energy is out of the chart. You might post nudes of yourself just to tease your crushes online. You have many stalkers too. If you are a guy many girls stalk you online. And if you are a female/girls/feminine many guys harass you online and they send you +18 pic of their.... you know. I see also that your romantic interest view you as someone who is quite harsh with words or someone who is very honest like bluntly honest which most of the time hurt their feelings. Your romantic interest view you as someone who they see a long term relationship with. They see you as someone who can pull them out of their shell. Also someone who is very smart and intelligent. They like how smart you are.
Placements for this pile
Air placements or dominant (Gemini, Libra and Aquarius). Sagittarius, Leo especially the ascendant, Capricorn, Sun, Mercury, Venus, jupiter as dominant planets in your chart.
Pile 4- Eye of a mermaid
Your current energy
Hello pile 4, how are you? Well let's get into the energy check of yours. First thing I'm picking up on is that you are either in love with someone who doesn't love you back or you have ended a romantic relationship because of a third party. But what mostly obvious here is that there's chasing and convincing. I see that you or the other person are chasing one another and no it is not mutual. It is like the more feminine energy in this connection is putting too much effort that the man started to feel egoistic and self assured that the feminine won't leave him. I see that you guys are very generous and selfless people. You have many friends and you are spending majority of time asking for their advice on your love life. It is painful honestly, I feel like my heart is sinking. You have many potential pile 4 and whatever you are chasing won't come to you unless you detach and forget about it. It is okay if we love someone and they don't love us back but the problem is when you hang your WHOLE existence around that perosn. Love is pure, genuine, it is the most pure energy in this universe. So, don't be sad that they are not sharing their love with you. Instead, be concerned on how to detach from that person. Another energy I'm picking up on is that you might be in a fwb situation or poly relationship. I see many parties interfering with the relationship that you feel the person you are loving is not loving you back. This person honestly is not the best so, try to move yourself out of the situation and give them a block for 2 months. If this person tried to reach out during these 2 months then they care for you and if not then you are just a replacement (sorry for being harsh on you pile 4). I see that this pile here there's someone perhaps a soulmate. This person is coming too soon into your life so whatever situation you are in, you'll find someone who will give you the love that you give to others and they will held you accountable. Okay my dears?
1- How do you view yourself?
Okay, first thing I'm picking up on is that you are someone who really hate change. You can literally eat the same food, do the same routine and live on the same frequency for ages without trying to change you life circumstances. Also, I see that you are someone who is very smart and intelligent. You see yourself as someone who is not swayed by delusions. The funny thing is (what I'm picking up on intuitively) that you say that you don't believe in tarot, astrology or paranormal stuff but you manage to read tarot or like being curious about your placements and other stuff. I see that you see yourself as someone who is pessimistic and not that funny or optimistic at all. The cards are also telling me that you need to change or at least accept the idea of change. You appear as someone who is very charming, tempting or someone who is quite attractive to others. Also you are someone who is very active, you like to keep yourself busy during the day. I see a job that requires you to stay active and in service. You could be a waiter/ waitress or cashier? Someone who is always moving. And if not then you are an athletic who have to always be training. You are someone who is always in their head. You might have anxiety or anxiety attacks randomly. You might also try to surrender to circumstances but there's this voice inside you that always nagging you to keep fighting and pushing back. I guess that's why you are always pessimistic pile 4, it is because you hate how you are forcing yourself to keep going. Because after all this enforcement you are not getting the result you aspire to get at all. You are someone who is very generous with time, effort and money. I see that you view yourself as someone who is very cooperative and if not then you view yourself as an extrovert who have many friends. The cards keep replying the same idea which is the selflessness. You need yo balance the give and take energy in you. If someone gave you attention try to give them the same amount they are giving you and don't take it too far. I see that you have people pleaser tendencies. I see that you don't really see the people pleasing thing as a problem at all. Like you truly like to help others because it heals something in you. I'm picturing Monica Gellir from Friends. She have this strong energy, presence and above all she is so caring and hard worker. You may have something in common with her. I see that you are someone who is a bit romantic too. You like romance, but you see those people on tiktok who read lots of romantic stuff and when someone actually is interested they cringe? You might be like that. I see that you are someone who is very loyal, especially to your friends. You might have you venus or moon in Taurus. I'm sensing here a lot of devotion from you guys unlike pile 3 they are narcissists lol.
2- How do you lure people in?
Pile 4 are you an ENFJ/ESFJ? I feel like this pile are a knight in a shining armor. I feel also that you project a picture to people that is not true about yourself. You may pretend like you have a specific traits that are not in you or you lie about sensitive stuff to avoid the hard feelings that come with it. Many people in this pile are very active and action oriented. People see you as someone with a lot of energy to give to others. I see that you are very helpful and people like that. The way you lure people in is a mix of fogginess and helpfulness. Or you may see that at first people project alot of stuff into you, they may tell you things that is not necessary you. Pile 4 do you have neptune/ascendant aspects? Because people always tend to project into you stuff that are not there. People may view you as someone who is naive, others tend to view you as someone who is manipulative. And so on and so forth. I see that also people view you as someone who lack imagination and if you are imaginative by nature then they see that you are someone who is not spiritual at all. They may tell you that you look helpless even though you know where exactly you are going. There's this fog around how people view you. They can't quite tap into who you truly is! Which leave you misunderstood by others. You are exactly like someone for ex, who spent their whole life being told that they are selfish but you are not selfish and you know that. I see that people see you as someone who is a hard worker. They see your efforts and they appreciate them too. People (because of the projection thing) can't really tell you who you truly are. They see the effort you put but not your potential. You may get laughed at when you claim to want to be a model, a singer or anything because people don't seem to think that you can do that. In fact you can, it is just the thoughts of them that they project onto you which is quite sad honestly. People tend to get possessive of you and attached not because of who you are, but because of who they view you to be. It is like those people have something missing and they paint you with what is missing in their life and they claim that you fulfill all the things that is missing from their life. It is sad honestly because they can't see you for who you truly are, instead they project into you. This pile feels like an object to other people which keep them stuck in the same patterns. I guess from what I'm seeing in the cards that your life mission is to get to know yourself and stop letting others project into you.
3- How you lure your romantic interest in?
Okay, your romantic interest see that you are someone who is very independent and ambitious. You may attract a lot of mentally ill people into your life? Or people with avoidant attachment style or peoplewho are non-committed? I see that this people are quite manipulative. Like for ex, they may lie to you about something that they don't have and then you get shocked of the truth. I see that this pile attracts many cheaters. Or people who is considered a walking red flag. People in this pile may have dated people who do not love them. Not love, I see lust. The opposite gender may lust over you a lot sadly. You may be someone who is considered attractive or beautiful in social standards. You attract many cheaters into your life and indecisive people too. Like okay, those people can never be serious or committed to you at all. I'm picking up on the other woman vibe. A girl or a woman who is so beautiful, she have a big heart but all she get from the opposite gender is cheating, lies non-committed relationships or you may be the side chick in the relationship. That's why in the beginning of the reading I felt this sense of unrequited love! It is because you want a relationship, you want love but you can't seem to attract those to you and it is frustrating! You may always try to prove that you are more than a beautiful face/body but unfortunately they only see you as a sexual object. And if you are a man you may have dated several women who were not serious about committing to you or women who is considered hot but are superficial and only cares about money (like more than who you truly are). This pile is sad honestly, all people here are not seen for who they truly are but instead who people want them to be. So, I see that you'll take a reflecting period and quit dating for a while just to see what you truly want and if you are already doing that then good for you pile 4. You deserve applause šš». Take time and detach, learn how to love yourself, and seek the truth! You truth and what truly matter in your life.
Placements for this pile
Fire placements especially Aries, Air placements (Gemini, Libra and Aquarius). Earth placements (capricorn, virgo and taurus). Saturn, Mercury, jupiter, Uranus, neptune, sun dominant.
Post dated: 22nd of Sep/2024- Sun
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PAC: How Would a Tarot Reader Describe YOU to THEM?
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Pile One - Pressed Blue Flowers
:: Pile one, a tarot reader might tell your person that you are someone who has a lot of resilience, self-control and inner strength.
:: There are times you struggle with self-limiting thoughts. But you possess the strength to overcome them as well.
:: You do not let outside opinion get the better of you.
:: You are emotional and not ashamed of being seen as one. You are someone intuitive and in sync with your emotions.
:: You may like to have a good time with your friends. You may have two close friends you like to hang out with? Perhaps catch up over a few drinks?
:: You are not someone who tolerates nonsense, in spite of your emotional nature. You do not think twice before severing ties with people who are pulling you down.
:: You may be in your masculine energy right now. It seems you are trying to protect your heart. You may come across as cold and calculating at this time.
:: Energy - Air and Fire.
Pile Two - Blue Seashell Teapot
:: Pile two, a tarot reader would tell your person you are someone who is very regal, well-dressed - someone who likes to splurge, like to buy new shoes?
:: You are private. Someone others tip-toe around for some reason? You may also be in the position of authority, because I see people respect and look up to you. If not, you are someone who exudes an air of authority.
:: You are just and loyal, maybe someone obsessed with doing the right thing.
:: You stand on your business, you are extremely resolute. Once you make up your mind, there is no changing it.
:: You are hard-working. Currently very career focused. If you are a student, maybe your goal is to reach the top of your field - get a PhD perhaps?
:: You are a starter - you take the first step. You maybe starting or hoping to start on a new venture - business, school, etc.
:: You may be their partner - in love and/or business :)
:: Energy - Mostly Fire with a hint of Air and Earth.
Pile Three - Pressed Single Blue Flower
:: Pile three, a tarot reader would tell your person that you are resourceful and highly intuitive. You are abundant materially or working very hard towards it.
:: Whatever you touch turns to gold. You are destined to live a life of opulence.
:: You are financially responsible. I see someone putting down money for emergencies.
:: You are nurturing and may hope to have a family someday. But you may hide that side of your self?
:: I also see someone suffering from compassion fatigue. Someone who has distanced themselves from the people around them because they are tired.
:: You may suffer from self-limiting beliefs at times. I see depressive episodes and feelings of isolation. You maybe someone who self-isolates when they are upset.
:: Sometimes you may cater to others' emotional needs but forget to look after yourself. Alternatively, you may suffer from tunnel vision, pour everything into one aspect of your life and neglect the rest.
:: Energy - Earth, Air, and Water.
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Astro Observations
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Aries Venus - these people are always doing it how they mean it or just active personality or they can have really strong values but open to new experiences. These natives are very open about how they feel about their relationships, they have a lot of passion for relations and friends, but it comes with a lot of issues being that they could have friends not reciprocate or people they love might not like them back in their younger years causing them to have low self worth. These natives have a big heart though! Aries is very big hearted but sometimes they don't act like it because they can be tough on those they care about but always to help them become better and they never mean true harm even when they try to be rude it usually just ends up funny or sassy to me (Aries mars too) šš¤
Taurus Venus - ooo LUV ā¤ I am so biased lol as a Taurus moon because you guys are always super safe for me, like even the toxic ones can be super lovable ugh š besides the toxic ones... The females are so kind and have some strong values/morals. Taurus Venus wants stable relationship with give and take and they want to have their partner to themselves and can become very jealous easily but don't like to admit it and they can be so shmexy about it like "I wanna leave a bite mark so everyone knows you are mine" ugh as scorpio Venus I eat that shiz up šš«š«
Gemini Venus - most likely to be besties before lovers, totally the most positive and funny in the room and so smart about random things. It's so much fun to hang out with these natives and they have a great sense of who they are and will take nothing less in relationships than what they deserve. They can have a lot of problems in the dating aspect because they are more comfortable with friends rather than being intimate and giving themselves fully to someone. Geminis and Gemini venuses can be quite open with their friends and people around them but with their loved ones closest to them it can be kind of hard for me to understand them because they can be a bit detached but it's for safety which I get and honestly I think they keep secrets just as good as ppl say Scorpios do, when they want to.
Cancer Venus - they get a lot of their values from their mothers. They have a lot of kind energy but sometimes they can be covert narcissists if aspecting asteroid narcissus or in the 12th house, because 12th house can make one have a hard time with boundaries in life. Cancer Venus is very kindhearted and want to care for their friends. However, they often seem great in the beginning but soon emotions become the forefront of the relationship often I see these placements being very sensitive people in close relationships and for me I just don't like that, sometimes it makes me feel like I have to walk on eggshells and I cannot speak my mind, but that is not Always the case for everyone and every cancer Venus if they have other good placements like earth placements to balance out emotions and grounded logic they can be very kindhearted and loyal and stable. In bed cancer Venus would want to get closer to the person and to create a nurturing environment definitely a cuddle buddy, the men might very comforting to their partner and protective which is just so heartwarming. Types to get turned on by cuddling literally. I love Cancer Venus peeps not super enjoyed as friends tho (8th house synastryš) still tho ~š©µš©µš©µ
Leo Venus - they are class clown guys or the baddie girlies, and they always have a pretty good sized friend group. Not necessarily famous but they have a lot of light and this can show up as getting a lot of attention from people. They are so IT ppl š
Always on trends and know how to dress UP š these natives have a lot of passion for exploring and learning, always ready to go on an adventure with friends or family. They have a lot of fancy styles and elegance they dress to impress lol. (They also imo would be very good at dress to impressš) Leo Venus in relationships want to be treated Right and nothing lessbut they have had low self esteem at some point in they're younger years but they grow into themselves later in life. Leo Venus in bed is passionate and looking to have fun, want to be praised or the opposite š«£. . . Such loyal friends and family members, the types to give random gifts because they have a lot of nice things and might want to get rid of them and just gift to family and friends, really lovely souls and fun to be around.
Virgo Venus - most I have known were either really short or really tall no in between... They usually wear glasses if Venus/mercury is afflicted. Virgo Venus are very caring and they are very much the type to treat you as a patient whom they care about the health of same with 6th house Venus. Very concerned about the health of their loved ones and they want to take good care of them. Virgo Venus men in bed is always careful of your safety and wants to make sure you are comfortable and wants to know what you like/dislike and does so in a very attractive way. They are also very smart and/or smart looking people like dark academia aesthetic clothing. š¤š«°also - of in good house - love for animals and care for them a lot
Libra Venus - these natives I have not seen in a good light and I have only met few, but I know that there are some lovely Libras out there somewhere - the ones I have known enjoy gossiping, mental stimulation, and often have a lot of conventional beauty. These people in some cases may be the type to run from arguments when less mature... In relationships they are really kind and compliment their loved ones a lot. Often they have pretty good skincare routines or they know a lot about make-up things, from my experience.
Scorpio Venus - these natives are super strong & powerful physically and/or emotionally. These natives in relationships are very loyal and passionate, might have issues with obsession in relationships and tend to like bad boys who are mysterious and this is usually what causes they're pain arc, and they end up staying by themselves especially if in the 12th house, so that they can rebuild and be more independent and learn about who they are. Scorpio Venus in bed are very maddening šand intense, they may want connection and closeness with their partner sooner in the relationship rather than later. Scorpio Venus with friends are really loyal and sometimes may hold onto relationships a bit longer than necessary because they are comfortable even if it may be toxic... š
Sagittarius Venus - These natives are really fun, charismatic, and can often be jokesters. They do oftentimes like to party and have a wanderlust that cannot be beat. I see say men especially get a lot of flack for things like being flighty and having commitment issues and basically portray them as flirts and f boys which is so far from how I usually see it. From what I have seen, they are very outgoing and like to be friends with many, sometimes they are also the opposite too though, finding it hard to talk to ppl much, and sticking more to themselves... Either way, say venusians do in many cases think pretty highly of themselves though in my experience. Honestly they are, in my humble opinion, pretty fun and cool ppl. ā¤ļøāš„
Capricorn Venus - often pretty serious but still fun and loyal ppl. They have a lot of sass sometimes in females and are girl bosses or they hold more traditional beliefs as males. The females I know are super strong and beautiful. As friends, they are giving with their time and energy with the relationships that they really care about. These natives are very hardworking or the opposite if afflicted. I don't know much about these natives because I know very few but I can say that they can be clingy when young, alao they often try to act mature sooner in turn some end up in relationships at a younger age, from what I have seen (male and female.)
Aquarius Venus - oh boy these natives are very different but they also are quite familiar to me, they have a need for a lot of mental stimulation and often they have like 2 really close ppl who they don't ghost but they often ghost ppl randomly and then come back like a few months later. Aqua Venus love to be sociable and have a lot of connections same with Venus 11th house, they are super fun and often come from a religious background but change their beliefs as they get older and have strong morals and values. They get really clingy with the ppl they love sometimes when younger and they can have rejection which causes them to be more detached and they end up being a bit flighty from one group to another, but overall when mature they are very interesting and smart ppl.
Pisces Venus - they're really kind and have a lot of love to give to the world, and are very artsy and have the ability to be very intelligent emotionally. Often Pisces Venus ppl are the kind of lover to paint for you or draw for you as a gift and love to just be freely very creative with their partners. Pisces Venus truly need to be protected they are very kind souls as long as they are kept away from the harmful things of the world in their homes. If they are not kept safe they may go down a bad path and those kinds of Pisces end up having insatiable loneliness which creates a perfect mentality for addiction. Pisces are amazing friends who can give great advice and they may often be the type to be friends with ppl who might hurt them or who they attempt to fix, or those who encourage their vices. Pisces ppl are super wise... and they love deeply when they fall for someone.
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ok, i absolutely adore the bad sans fae
but for the life of me, i canāt remember if there are any Aggre fae asks. and if thereās not any, well, thatās just a crime. a crime iād like to rectify, if thatās alright :3
Sans seems like your average fae. Perhaps friendlier than usual. Particularly good with words, he has a thing for silly pranks, harmless practical jokes like swapping your salt for sugar and turning your hair different colours. He really enjoys poetry and wordplay, and would love to hear you sing - and if you can outsmart him, he'll be absolutely delighted.
... Under the surface, though, he's got quite the mean streak. He's the old kind of trickster; not quite as old as Farmer, but absolutely the kind of fae people genuinely used to fear. The kind that could trick a cow out of her udders, or a cat out of its tail, the kind you'd use salt and rowan and thistles to ward away. He'd never trick you, though! You're his favourite. And those days are behind him, obviously. He'd never lie to you, look at his cute face.
Let's just hope no one messes around with his favourite.
Red is a high-ranking member of the Summer court, because of his incredible skill with metalworking. His magical swords, charmed rings, intricately carved chestplates, beaded necklaces and wing cuffs are highly sought after items in both courts. Raw metal can burn fae, so most avoid it... and yet, despite the cascade of scars decorating his hands and arms, Red just covers up with gloves and keeps working. His soft spot for humans means some of his magical items wind their way the pockets of weary or down-on-their-luck travellers.
He'll flirt by making you beautiful things. Bracelets, earrings, circlets, you might even find he's woven protective charms into them to keep dangerous/pesky fae (like Sans) away. He's good with his words, and it's not just his forge that burns hot and bright... why don't you come pay him a visit sometime? Wear that necklace he made you. Just that.
Skull is a rare case of a fae who wanders, quite happily, back and forth between the two realms. He likes the light of the Summer realm, but the solitude of Winter. Given his size, stature and intimidating face, he often finds himself being hired out to be some random fae's temporary muscle - basically, he's the fae equivalent of a sellsword. Somehow he's managed to work his way up the ranks, and it's not uncommon to see him at the sides of fae nobility during big festivals. He wears armour Red makes just for him (the two often find themselves working at the behest of the same client) and carries around a massive, beautifully engraved battle axe.
Once he sees you, it doesn't matter who tries to hire him. Because from that moment on, in his mind, he's sworn himself to you entirely. Human or fae, he'll follow you around, protecting you regardless of rain or shine. And given that he doesn't mind either Winter or Summer, there's nowhere you can go he won't follow to keep you safe.
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Any chance ucould do Eros in the signs and houses series pls???
Hi! I will try to answer in shortly, because there is not enough time for the whole post, but Iāll just go quickly through it, so that I give you an answer. š
Eros in signs
Aries Eros: Well, they just really like people that take charge, but they still end up controlling it? The Aries Eros native will still like to be in charge in some manner. Either by teasing you long enough, edging you or not allow you to touch them on certain body parts. They low key love delegating? š Like āyou do this here and Iāll do that there to youā? haha. They love ādividingā tasks in the bedroom. They might have this one unrealised dream of someone coming onto them passionately, kissing them and it turns out in a whole wild night that lets you wonder what the hell just happened last night. They have this one fantasy scenario of just being unhinged.
Taurus Eros: They are seduced by moans and someone talking, breathing onto their ears. Donāt underestimate the ears with this sign. You might not think that itās Taurus, but it actually is. They love is someone nibbles, playfully licks their ear. I would say lots of kissing on the lips, but then again if itās maybe aspected by Uranus, Saturn or at times even Neptune, they might not even be that keen. Not all Taurus placements love long, long make out sessions. Some donāt even like french kisses or kissing on the mouth that much. But they are often down for neck kissing. Even light biting or hickeys, but again it really depends on how cautious or reserved they feel.
Gemini Eros: They are seduced by people who keep them mentally stimulated or provide good ideas, but talk less then them. š They often go for people who ask a lot of questions instead haha. They like to be the one providing answers and solutions to fixing partnerās inquiries and questions. But they are often aroused by the partner that occasionally talks back or behaves bratty.
Cancer Eros: Now this one is again, might be controversial. But they have this thing with left eye? They love if you plant a little baby kiss above or under or somewhere close to their eye. Itās like a protective gesture. They are usually heavy breathers when aroused. You might feel like their breathing becomes deeper, almost like they are in a deeper state of relaxation.
Leo Eros: These are overall very confident people. Not just in sex, but their general disposition, personality, how they carry themselves. Even if they have quiet confidence and not loud, they come across even more self assured than an Aries. They just know what they want, how and when. They have a sultry look to them that they donāt even have to try hard at flirting or seducing someone, because they already are so charming. These people actually compliment YOU a lot when they want to sleep with you and they do not need so many compliments for themselves actually.
Virgo Eros: They are just as complex as a Scorpio Eros. š These people might like everything, but nothing at the same time. They throw order out when having sex, they become chaotic. They are like ājust throw it somewhere, weāll clean afterwardsā, they really donāt care when in the moment. Also, they get very easily overstimulated. They could be turned off by an unexpected or unpleasant smell. But having someoneās hands all over their body, touching them is actually the only time they do NOT feel anxious. These people are too often touch starved.
Libra Eros: Oh these people are just very proper and diplomatic, neutral, at times reserved and cautious. However, I noticed that they exhibit traits of the opposite sign, Aries, when in a partnership. So when in a romantic partnership, they become much more controlling in the bedroom. Wanting to really be pleased by the partner and vice versa, because whatās the point of being in a partnership then? They become very idealistic and demanding. They love if you try to seduce them and flirt with them, give them a lot of compliments. They need to feel desired in order to get aroused. They are also surprisingly cerebral, meaning they love smooth talkers, people who seduce them with words.
Scorpio Eros: You can imagine itās no easy task to seduce them or arouse them. They are complex. They might have had some unpleasant experiences before which really affected them, so always proceed with care when dealing with them. They might have also stayed celibate, single for years. They are really self-sufficient, usually they know what they like, even when inexperienced. And that could secretly even prefer being pleasured by themselves rather than teaching and showing their partner what they like. Also, surprisingly, they like what it is tried and tested. They might not like too much variety and change, they could stick with that they like.
Sagittarius Eros: They love touching up on thighs, but is still a butt person. They get more aroused by people that are not around them daily and live at a distance. So they get weirdly flirty via messages. They might act more seductive online, via messages than when you are actually face to face with them.
Capricorn Eros: I would described these people as complex, yet simplistic. They might have a lower sexual stamina when younger. Then they might be more into monk modeš , not prioritising sex all that much, but more so they career, establishing themselves, building up finances and money. But after first Saturn Return, they usually become a beast. Like the type to love to have very consistent sex going on in the week. This is how you might expect Virgo to behave. Capricorn Eros enjoys daily sex or every 2-3 days if other duties and responsibilities prevent that. They become like bunnies in a partnership. Touching up on their partner often throughout the day. But generally, they are prone to more low sexual libido. Sometimes they really just prefer cuddling.
Aquarius Eros: They are either all in or all out. You can really know by how much they are into you by how much they are touching you. If they are detached when touching you and not looking you in the eyes or almost avoid your look a bit, they might not be into you that much, might only like you a little bit. But if they are not touching you in a ādetachedā manner they probably feel consumed by you. They actually give a lot of attention when fixated on someone. They also really like familiarity in sex, when seducing someone. It helps them feel relaxed and seduced if you share the same dreams, interests, hopes and ideals for the future or have the same level of education. They really would only sleep with an all āequalā partner to them.
Pisces Eros: They love to feel needed or be the protector, it makes them aroused. They love if they could help you. The type to want to hug you, kiss you and hold you, if you just cried. They like to be āin chargeā of your pleasure or knowing they were the one who gave you pleasure or made you feel okay.
Eros in houses
1st house: They really like if their partner checks in with them. Like āis this comfortable enough for you, are you okay?ā. Hates inconsiderate partners.
2nd house: They dislike actual massages, like if someone massages their shoulders or back. But they do like sexual massagesš. Big on oral, but like reciprocated, they dislike selfish partners. They might consider leaving you if they deem you too selfish or not generous enough.
3rd house: Loves a sexy teacher scenario. They love people who are able to improve them, teach, guide them, that are more reserved, stern, but that are also hot as hell. Itās interesting, because these people really are not that clean themselves, but really demand a lot from their partner in terms of cleanliness.
4th house: They love doing it in their own home or own bedroom, bed. Because they often do not feel uncomfortable in another personās bed. They get more relaxed in their own. Surprisingly, they get really turned off if their person has untidy bedroom or bed. They really like fresh sheets, clean bed, nightstand, otherwise they tend to not feel the vibe.
5th house: These people move too quickly, when try to seduce someone, flirt with them. They need to slow down with introducing intimacy too early on or without knowing the person that well. Their interest goes when the most attention is. If you give them a lot of attention, they will give it to you back enough as well. They are actually much more strict with reciprocal energy than Libra to be honest. If you are not doing enough for them, they are out.
6th house: Ahh, their day at work affects their sex life. If they are stressed, burned out, had a bad day at work, feel not good enough. They wonāt like being even touched. They get really low sexual desire when from bad day at work.
7th house: If they are seducing you, they are likely thinking about partnering up with you. They donāt flirt outside of partnership. They like to give special attention only to their partner.
8th house: Has harder time with boundaries. They demand complete loyalty before interacting with you. They really go for enigmatic odd people, but fit people. They like partners who take care of themselves. If you have lousy self-care routine, better to stay away from them.
9th house: They will test you a lot with sliding in subtle jokes, so that they see how youāll react if they are trying to seduce you, sleep with you. You will not know whether they are being serious or joking. But thatās the whole point! They are doing it only to gather your reaction, so that they know if they can proceed or not. This person will likely get with people out of their league or not want to get involved with someone all together, just because they are intimidated by them.
10th house: These people have high self-respect and they actually like more messy not so orderly people. They like even an occasional wild card. Someone who is unafraid to be themselves. They have high standards and often hang with friends and not get attached before they achieved and secured everything they wanted.
11th house: These people will always surprise with people they choose to seduce or get intimate with. Because the person they end up choosing is often the complete opposite of 11th house Eros native. If they are organised, the go for a chaotic partner that is more messy. But the thing with this placement is often yes, their partner is completely different then them, but shares the same dreams. Or the Eros in the 11th house sees their partner as someone who they try to become.
12th house: Loves getting on at night or late in the evening or right before bed or falling asleep. They get seduced by good night messagesš. They get more vulnerable at night. Also, maybe be more keen on idea of doing it if you watch a romantic movie or just watching something, relaxing and chilling. Also, they dislike if their partner falls asleep on them haha. āOh you fell asleep, I thought weāre gonna have sexy time??ā
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The thing about Tommy is that heās very pretty. Everything about him is intoxicatingly attractive, and no matter where they go, people follow. Men, particularly.
Buck isnāt necessarily the jealous type. Heās had his fair share of protecting ex girlfriends from creeps and dudes who wonāt back off, but this is different. This feels like a constant, extremely symptomatic migraine.
Of course girls throw themselves at him, but the mere fact that they have no chance makes it less angering. Itās the studs, and the twinks, and the huge men who put their hands on his man. That cup his ass almost as a greeting gesture. That play with his hair, and whisper in his ear.
And Tommy isnāt stupid. He knows heās being flirted with, but since he could never have eyes for anyone who isnāt Buck, he doesnāt see the need to be rude. So he keeps it at āNo, thank youāās, and polite, refusing smiles. And yes, thatās yet another one of the qualities Buck loves about him. Because he doesnāt like violence. But then again, it fires up the unwavering possessiveness brewing in the pit of his stomach.
So Buckās gotten creative. Now that theyāre officially a couple, and go out on dates every weekend ā to different places, if he might add ā, heās had to get handy with the way he lets people know Tommyās his.
He orders with him at the bar, makes sure to say āmy boyfriendā and strategically places his hands on parts of Tommyās body that would get him punched if they werenāt together. It works, for the most part.
But thereās always that one guy who canāt take a hint.
āYouāre like a Greek god,ā he whispers and Buck rolls his eyes. āGreek gods shouldnāt be alone.ā
Itās a twenty-something year old dude that looks like heās missing a college class. Heās wearing a tank top and eyeliner and heās about a second away from earning himself all of Buckās un-contained rage.
āIām not alone,ā Tommy says, pointing at him, and god bless his heart. āThis is my partner.ā
Buck bends forward a bit to wave enthusiastically, but it comes out bitchy. Heās almost sorry but then the guy barely acknowledges him, putting his hand on Tommyās shoulder and rubbing circles on the exposed skin. Tommyās hand tightens on his hip, keeping him still.
āYou know, Iām very flexible,ā the guy says and Buck is currently making a deal with god to grant him patience. āI could show you just how much.ā
āOh, youāre not showing him anything,ā Buck barks, right from over Tommyās head. If he has to get on his tippy toes to do that, well, the other guy doesnāt have to know.
āEvan,ā Tommy warns, but itās endearing, it carries no threat. He turns his head to the kid and tilts it. āYou should find a guy whoās interested. Iām not.ā
Buck absolutely preens, a cocky smirk settling on his face. Heās about to claim victory when he notices the guyās demeanor doesnāt change, and he actually steps closer. āThatās because you donāt know what youāre missing, daddy.ā
Nope. A surge of something primal and almost maniac courses through his body, and before Tommy can do anything about it, Buckās rounding him and taking the guyās wrist and squeezing it. Heās shorter than Tommy but significantly bigger than this kid, so he towers over him easily. āTake your hands off him if you want to keep them.ā
The kidās face contorts in fear. āWhatās your problem, dude!ā
Buck laughs, his only point of connection to reality being Tommyās hand on his belt loops, holding him in place. āMy problem,ā he says, his voice deeper, āis that you canāt seem to take no for an answer. Heās told you heās not alone. So, back off before I make you.ā
His eyes shift from Buckās to Tommyās, who Buck can only guess has a soft but unreadable expression on his face. When the kid isnāt defended by Tommy, he snags his hand back, scoffs and takes off.
Buck watches him until he loses him to the crowd, then lets out a big breath, closing his eyes momentarily. He turns to Tommy, expecting to find judgy or at least annoyed eyes. He doesnāt.
āNot that I wanna encourage you,ā Tommy says, sitting on a stool to pull Buck closer, right between his legs. āBut that was really hot.ā
Buck huffs out a laugh but itās vaguely one. āIām justā he wouldnāt stop touching you. Youāre, ugh, youāreā!ā
Tommy tilts his head, chasing after Buckās gaze when he looks to the side. āYou can say it.ā
Buck bites his lip and stares. How could he not, after all. āYouāre mine,ā de declares, definitive and on the verge of angry. āAnd I donāt like men touching whatās mine.ā
And he knows. Thereās a fine line between sexy possessive and psychopathically controlling, and heās walking it like a rope between two buildings, but the look on Tommyās face and the unmistakable sight of the front of his pants growing tighter doesnāt help him get off the high horse. āWe can always make a scene,ā Tommy shrugs, getting up again and cornering Buck against the bar.
Buckās eyes darken, even through the pain on his tailbone. His arms surge forward to wrap around Tommyās neck and bring him down. And if they do make a scene, if they do make out messily and desperately for everyone to see, then itās truly not his problem what they think. As long as they know who Tommy belongs to.
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