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Past Lives: How can a movie be so beautiful yet painful?
I watched Past Lives this past Tuesday, and I have some thoughts. I won’t necessarily speak to the movie itself, but instead to how this movie made me feel. After I left the theater, I felt this wave of sadness rush to me. I couldn’t shake the feeling of sadness as I thought about Nora and how her story is so similar to the stories of other immigrants. I know that a lot of people have been taken with the romance in this movie, but I think we all need to step back and refocus for a bit. This is a movie about immigrants, and how immigration can impact everything and everyone. As I was saying, I couldn’t shake this feeling of sadness after leaving the theater. I could only think about my mother, and how her life would be different if she didn’t immigrate to the U.S.
Would she still be a nurse? Would she have followed her passions of being an English teacher or a lawyer? Would she have more kids? Would my sisters and I know our mother tongue fluently instead of constantly asking, “What does that mean?” Would I be close with my grandmother whom I never see or understand? Would I feel the pressures of having to be extremely successful in order to feel like my life was worth it? That my parents’ pilgrimage to the U.S. was worth it? That their sacrifice was worth it? How would being the eldest daughter be if not for my immigrant parents making me feel like I need to be the saving grace of the family? Would be mother be happy? Would we be happy?
Every so often, my parents pull out their old photo albums and show me who they once were. Photos of large smiles on faces I don’t recognize. Photos of friends, aunts and uncles at parties that I have never met. Seeing my parents light up at the photos and hearing them go on and on about what life was like when they were in their home country. The community they once had, the lives they lived, the happiness they experienced. I could see the longing for those memories in their eyes, full of glee and sadness at the same time.
My parents, especially my mother, speaks in the future tense. “Once I go back home...,” “I��m going to walk on the beach...” “I can’t wait to see my sisters again...” “I hope I can see my mom one more time...” It pains me to think that the life that my mother lives is not one that she longed for. It’s not a life she wanted. She longs for something I can not give her. And so I’m left with the thought of what would life look life if my parents never won a green card in the green card lottery? Would my mother be happy?
Past Lives is a beautiful yet painful reminder that the life of an immigrant can be upended in seconds, whether for better or worse. It is more than just a love story, in fact, the romance between the two main characters acts as a vehicle to show us the real meaning behind the movie. Who were we? Who are we? And who will we become? It is sometimes too painful to think about what could’ve been, but something I learned from Past Lives is that it is also beautiful to reminisce on the past, embrace the present, and look forward to the future. I hope someday my mother can go back to her home country and live out the rest of her days, and I hope once she does that I never have to ask, “Would my mother be happy?”
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🔸The Panama Slide in Coney Island after it was built in 1908. Very popular at time, especially with adults! #victorianchaps #coneyisland #slide #edwardian #goodolddays #funfair #history #oldphoto #vintage #nostalgia #retro #1900s #pastlives (at Coney Island) https://www.instagram.com/p/CqItUQhjPlX/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Regulus Black/James Potter, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter Characters: Regulus Black, James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Barty Crouch Jr., Evan Rosier, Lily Evans Potter Additional Tags: Minor Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Minor Barty Crouch Jr./Evan Rosier, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Feels, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Dialogue Heavy, Shameless Smut, Explicit Sexual Content, Comfort/Angst, Regulus Black & Sirius Black Have a Good Relationship, POV Regulus Black, Sirius Black & James Potter Friendship, Bisexual James Potter, Writer Regulus Black, Heartbreak, Top James Potter, Mutual Pining, Time Skips, Idiots in Love, Love Confessions, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Bottom Regulus Black Summary:
“I lost you that day.” James says.
“You didn’t, I’m right here.”
“But you won’t be in a week. You won’t be for years. What am I supposed to do?”
“You'll live," Regulus says, a tear tracing down his cheek, "You'll go out there, and you'll live. You'll hurt for a while and it'll feel like the world has cursed you, but one day it won’t hurt anymore. And you’ll laugh again, you’ll love too and before you know it you’ve lived a full life.”
James breaks out in sobs.
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This is probably the story I’m more attached to, of all the things I’ve ever wrote. Be kind ☺️
#jegulus#regulus black#james potter#pastlives#past lives#ao3#mauraders#sirius black#remus lupin#evan rosier#evan barty#barty x evan#barty crouch jr#idiots in love#getting together#time lapse
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Time Loops ⌛ Our planet is a school and we are here to learn its lessons. This is why some of us keep coming back to the same families where we get another chance to overcome the same challenges, make the same choices, and deal with the same issues that happened in the past.
#Legacy#Cycles#Patterns#Stories#PastLives#Ancestry#Echoes#History#Soul#Inheritance#Connection#Repeating#Narratives#Tradition#LifeCycles#Continuity#Destiny#FamilyTies#Roots#Heritage#Mystery#Rebirth#Fate#Ancestors#Journeys#Unfinished#Bond
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Feed me all the lies..
#reincarnation#pastlives#rebirth#transmigration#metempsychosis#alterlife#otherlife#anotherexistence#nextexistence#differentlife
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Past Lives (2023)
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Past Lives, 2023, dir of photography Shabier Kirchner
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🎞️Past Lives (2023 🎥Celine Song 📷Shabier Kirchner
#TheMostBeautifulShotsInMovie#Shot#Movie#Peliculas#Cine#Cinema#Pelicula#Movies#OnePerfectShot#Cinematography#CelineSong#PastLives#Greta Lee#YooTeo#JohnMagaro#ChoiWon-young#JonicaTGibbs#VidasPasadas
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My Titanic Secret
I hardly ever tell anyone but extremely close friends ‘My Special Secret Of Titanic’, in fear that I might get scoffed at ..
If you are not believer in extraordinary happenings or past lives, I URGE you not to read on ..
I have had a very colorful life being a Transgender Showgirl and over the years have been lucky to experience things I never expected too, but I always felt there must be a reason for my life’s journey that I was taken on.
As a young boy I hardly ever did anything slightly masculine or remotely boyish, I was a child librarian, sang in the choir, went to dance classes, knitted and generally acted like a girl..
But there was 1 thing I was completely addicted to in the 1960's & 70's and that was anything to do with the Titanic .. (this was long before James Cameron's movie made the ship popular).
I would read book after book on Titanic, had posters on my bedroom wall and built 1 hobby model after another of the great Ship..
Even as my teenage years came on, Titanic and its posters on my bedroom wall still outnumbered my ABBA posters and that was truly a big deal..
I never really understood my infatuation with her (Titanic) and just enjoyed my love for the story without analyzing it.
Another aspect of my childhood was that I would never let my head be put underwater, whether it was at the beach, in a pool or in the bath, it terrified me, I would go into hysterics if it accidentally happened.
Later in life as I started my journey on the road of a Transgender woman and faced many struggles in changing my gender, I often sought spiritual avenues to help me along the way..
One such path in the late 1980's was a clairvoyant called Karen who lived in Bondi and only did readings for Gays, Lesbians & Trans People as she felt we were more interesting …
In my early years of Trans life, I often questioned my journey and was it the right path for me, and I thought a ‘reading’ my give me insight to my future, but what I discovered was a revelation to my past..
Karen, read my cards but it was not till she read my jellewery ( a gold ring) that I was left dumbstruck and my childhood made sense.
She told me that I had been a little girl of 6 or 7 who died on the Titanic, I was in 3rd Class (Typical) and My Mum and Brother died with me..
Karen went on to say that she felt that I had a bond with the Titanic that was unbreakable and that my life would often revolve around important dates in relation to Titanic.
She then asked had I ever in my past read anything about Titanic and how did I feel about water or being on a boat.
My childhood memories filled me, and I suddenly felt like all the pieces of a jigsaw fell into place, my obsessiveness about Titanic, my fear of water and never really feeling safe on a boat..
Karen said that as I travelled through life Titanic and its special dates would still play integral moments in my life..
There are many moments over the years that I can relate my life to dates of the Titanic April 12th when she sailed and April 14th when she struck the iceberg and April 15th when she sank, my longest lasting relationship was where my BF’s Birthday was the day the Titanic sailed out of Southampton.
One of my very close friends who helped define me in the 90’s, his birthday was the Day the Titanic struck the Iceberg, and my eldest brother died the day the Titanic first touched water when it slid out of its dry dock in Belfast. I have lost and started jobs on these dates and many more meaningful occurrences are all centered around the same dates.
I am sure if I sat and truly analyzed special moments in my life I would find more historic comparisons but none more that the next secret ..
After many soul-searching years of Trans life, I finally decided to undergo sex reassignment surgery in 1990 and seeing 2 Doctors decided on Dr Howell a Gynecologist in Macquarie St.
After many appointments and 3 years of Psychiatrist therapy I was approved. I was booked into Canterbury Public Hospital for the Surgery March 24th.
I was beside myself with nerves and on the day showed up to the hospital only to be told there had been a major accident and there were no beds.. I was horrified as I had worked up through my nerves..
I saw Dr Howell the next day and requested to go to a Pvt Hospital and that I would find the extra $ as I knew that there, they would not turn me away next time no matter what.
I, without thinking of dates, as I was so in the head space of my surgery checked into Double Bay Pvt Hospital 12th April (The day Titanic Sailed on her Maiden Voyage) and on the 14th April had my Surgery (The day Titanic hit the Iceberg) and came out of the anesthetic on the 15th April (The day Titanic Sunk).
Of course, at the time I was oblivious to these coincidences but a few months after my surgery I went back to Karen the Clairvoyant now that my Trans Journey was complete and had a new reading ..
She then reminded me of the dates and Titanic and told me that the surgery was was my soul finally finding the Women’s body I was meant to be in and transforming on the dates was no coincidence, this was how it was meant to be..
I was dumdfounded and still feel quite erie when I tell story..
I am sure there will be some of you that will be laughing, scoffing or will be disbelievers but this is my life, and it makes sense to me in every fiber of my being ..
Its My Special Secret of The Titanic.
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3 Vintage Books on Reincarnation at KnoxvilleRose on Etsy
Reincarnation batch - Great selection on the topic!
#reincarnation#occult#theosophy#pastlives#spirituality#metaphysical#supernatural#religion#philosophy#hinduism#karma#transmigration#occult books#vintage books#books for sale
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o γκρινιάρης, αλλά κυρίως το φιδάκι.
ένα επιτραπέζιο, δυο ζάρια, όλο το βράδυ.
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🔸 1919 Olive Thomas and her Russian wolfhound, by Hartsook Studios. She was a silent movie actress and one of the original jazz era flappers who sadly died a year later in 1920. She swallowed a bottle of corrosive bichloride mercury in a hotel bathroom in Paris Ritz: an “accidental” death apparently. Source: talesofamadcapheiress.com. #victorianchaps #oldphoto #hollywood #actress #beauty #oldphoto #goodolddays #silentmovies #flapper #jazzera #pastlives #retro #1910s #nostalgia #dog https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpz1y1XDYYt/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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@anthonygreen666 💙💙💙 @lsdunes at @1720warehouse this past Sunday Photos and edits by @moon.atomic.21 April 9, 2023 #lsdunes #pastlives #lostsouls #anthonygreen #thursdayband #soundsofanimalsfighting #circasurvive #saosin #concertphotography #laundryedit #beforeandafter (at 1720) https://www.instagram.com/p/CrFP6xZLHp-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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