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not to sound like a slut but the clone i imagine cuddling with changes on a nightly basis depending on the specific needs that Must Be Met
#star wars#the clone wars#clone troopers#clone trooper hardcase#tbb wrecker#tbb crosshair#captain howzer#commander mayday#commander neyo#commander cody#arc trooper echo#commander fox#clone trooper jesse#captain rex#clone commando gregor#clone trooper hound#corrie guard#the bad batch#501st battalion#212th attack battalion#etc etc forever and ever#touch starved op#particularly desperate?#obi wan and/or maul#yeah.#down bad#should reblog later with hcs of how different clones would cuddle
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What if the plant body hadn't worked out, and the Holy Mausoleum solution had actually taken a long time to sort of "fix" Shen Qingqiu's body and fully call his soul back to it, so that hundreds of years passed and civilization in PIDW/SV world progressed to the point of something like the "modern era"?
Imagine Luo Binghe trying to delicately introduce his shizun to such strange concepts as smart phones and credit cards, while Shen Qingqiu is just desperately trying to figure out how dumb he should play this. Would it be believable for him to get everything on the first try? There have to be some differences between what he knows and this world's versions, right, because of the demons and cultivators and things? Right?? But it's not like any of this actually IS difficult for him to grasp!
Luo Binghe: Shizun already discerned how to type using a keyboard...?
Shen Qingqiu, sweating bullets: what, like it's hard?
#bingqiu#svsss#scum villain's self saving system#scum villain#shen qingqiu desperately looking up pidw on binghe's phone#that novel doesn't exist thank goodness#though there are a LOT of historical novels and scholarly articles featuring his name and luo binghe's#maybe that stands to reason but why is it all... like that...?#he finds a particularly trashy modern retelling and can't put it down despite the number of upsetting things in it#so he just rips it apart in the comments section#airplane: cucumber bro??? you're finally back from the dead???#shen qingqiu: YOU!!!! I'm going to rip out your spine and beat you to death with it!#airplane: aww I missed you too#everyone else in the comments: 👀
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What do you think would be lena's courage gaunlet test
therapy
#seriously!#some of the bravest shit a person can do is be honest with themselves#and Lena particularly likely feels she’d just be retraumatizing herself#little does she know the hardest truth she’ll have to face is that she’s her own worst enemy#and no matter how hard she tries to get out from under the weight of the luthor name#she won’t ever allow herself to feel happy or accomplished until she faces the true final boss:#her own inner critic and tendency to self-sabotage#(no i’m not desperately invested in this idea. stop looking at me like that)#ask me things!#anonymous
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Idk if you already got this request a while back but ever since I saw your sphinx Martin I would think what about a Harpy Jon to go with him
i hadnt actually! very fun to think about
#their relationship is a bit different from sphinx jon and harpy martin ...#jon is fascinated with martin but as one might be with an strange phenomenon and tests martins patience a lot#while martin is fond of jon as one might be with a particularly interesting pet#jon doesnt know this but he is alive because martin allowed it so#so while the trust is building the respect isnt there#in comparison sphinx jon was desperate for connection and harpy martin didnt treat him with reverence but with genuine friendship#martin here is just SO BORED. he'll take anything#anyway rant over#tma#the magnus archives#sphinx martin#harpy jon#they might fall in love?? maybe#OK RANT TRULY OVER I HAVE TO WRITE
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— THE ROGUE INQUISITOR
to start off the year, I got myself this incredible commission of Imogen from @sashthesloth and I could not be more happy with it!!! I’ve been staring at all of the details that Sash captured in each outfit and it has brought Imogen to life in a way I’ve been dying to see for ages. I cannot thank you enough for your amazing work on this piece and being so lovely to work with! I can’t wait to have the opportunity to commission you again!
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#oc insp: imogen kol#oc art/commissions#talk about a mood boost I so desperately needed#the middle outfit is survivor timeline#translation: her Time To Bully Cal outfit#when she gets an intriguing bounty she prefers to hunt with bare essentials for the challenge#and prefers to wear lighter clothing for full range of movement#mission ready is An//dor timeline#when she needs to be prepared for anything#her coat is armorweave and it took a while for her to get it made and tailored specifically for her#so she utilizes the extra protection even though she’ll swear up and down she doesn’t need it#of course she loans it to Bix on occasion#or rather she insists Bix wears it when they're heading into something particularly dangerous/unpredictable
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Veridia's hills sport many natural caves. Its residents have exploited some for iron and other ores, but high above the village is one where the edges of reality and the otherworld blur, marked by the gods as a sacred place by the pure white tree growing outside the entrance. Sims trek here to leave offerings to the underworld guides as well as to conduct rites and inter their dead within the cave's niches.
#i don't know how many gods Veridia has or what their names are and we are probably not going to learn#except for Cerunnos#but that's because I have a line I desperately want to use at some point#TS2#eulalia: veridia#eulalia: exteriors#eulalia: interiors#is this a good cave? not particularly but I'm still proud of myself for building a functional one#this was the first lot I built for Veridia uhhh I'm not going to say how many years ago
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atp i would snort reeve tuesti fic like cocaine.
if anyone knows any fics that put reeve through the blender like “Son” by She_sees_in_the_dark or “Through Another’s Eyes” by CorsairOriginal—
i need to see that man under enough pressure to make a diamond crack. For my health.
#reeve tuesti#ff7#ffvii#txt#nah if anyone’s got fic recs PLEASE slide them my way#even if you’re like ehhhhh it’s not exactly what OP was thinking#because i WAS NOT JOKING ABOUT SNORTING REEVE FIC LIKE COCAINE. ITS GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE IM CONSIDERING SYNTHESIZING MY OWN REEVE FIC#LIKE WISH DOT COM CRACK. ALIEXPRESS CRACK. THE KIND OF CRACK THAT MAKES YOU RECONSIDER YOUR LIFE CHOICES.#fluff is great and all mad respect to our confectioners in fandom#but i think i’d actually suck dick to feed the part of my brain that needs to see Reeve pushed to his limits#comedy is great too love me some comedy. but yeah i’m fiending for reeve fics and i don’t think that’s even an exaggeration.#*deep breath* SO IF ANY REEVE TUESTI FIC WRITERS ARE OUT THERE LISTENING#IVE GOT 50 BUCKS AN ENGINEERING DEGREE AND I WORK AS A FIRST RESPONDER.#hit me UP#stg ill answer any question you have abt those topics.#idk if i’ve made it clear how desperate i am for reeve fic#I’m writing some reeve fic myself but i’m not a particularly fast writer when it comes to fiction#OH#i can also draw! the pfp is my work but that was like a rly short thing#not exactly representative of my full abilities.#so if you want to see what some of my high effort work looks like hmu i do digital and traditional.#i’m dead serious abt all of the above. i’m kind of broke so i got maybe 50 $ a month to drop on this at most.#but everything else is a free resource baby.#hi you’ve made it to the end! thanks for reading my deranged tags#i’m clinically unwell about reeve tuesti.#anyways live laugh reeve!
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Does anyone know of olc stex sheet music? Or is there only the new starlight express sheet music?
There’s a bunch of songs i’d love to learn from the old one that just aren’t in that book…
#cough cough#belle the sleeping car…#i am obsessed with it at the moment#the things i would do for sheet music#i speak#starlight express#stex#stex olc#stex 1984#music#sheet music#<-i guess??#piano music to clarify#i don’t particularly expect anyone to know#but i am getting desperate out here
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Saw a fic about vastaya Viktor and if you ask me he’s definitely a bird (or salamander if you wanna super angstify him- cough cough Rio cough).
#dex talks#league of legends#arcane#can apply to both#viktor league of legends#viktor arcane#league vik building himself a second wing so he can finally fly#the bird vastaya weve seen only have 1 wing but I mean vik is vik if he can’t fly naturally he’ll make it himself#he’d also get those cute long ears too so that’s always a bonus#have those sticking out of his metal helmet like two antennas#he could use his wing as a cape like how xayah n rakan do#one naturally clawed hand and the other a powerful prosthetic attuned to his magic bloodline#could make his desire to create robots even more founded in grief as he lives long enough to see suffering never change- at least not-#without interference#as for arcane vik he could be born weaker than most vastaya due to zaun chemicals#maybe have those hollow bones birds do making injuries especially perilous#an ousted loner vastaya family stuck by the fissures and disconnected from their tribe#jayce’s interest in magic particularly sparking viktor’s interest because his vastaya blood has somehow not born him any natural magic#his lack of magic being a reason the council tolerates him because he’s not technically a mage if he can’t use it#or really heimer took pity on vik and used his lack of magic to convince the council he wasn’t dangerous (after already hving to argue-#through him being from zaun)#as a vastaya vik shouldn’t be decaying and dying so rapidly making his desperation to live even stonger#feeling like his entire life was set up for failure and after finally being able to use (hex) magic after secretly trying his whole life#either bird or salamander/gecko like the oovi-kat#meeting rio as an oovi-kat would prolly be even more heartbreaking#they’d have a near literal kinship lol#IDK BRAIN STORMINGGGG THINKING THINKING SO HARD#I’m crazy about league and arcane rn help me lord#plus the vastaya are some of my favorite species of runeterra so…#arcane spoilers
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I read somewhere that Rolin specifically wanted Louis to be a brothel owner because he thought it was important for his character that he have the same casual view on the exploitation of people’s bodies as book slave-owner Louis. These are important aspects of his character that I feel the show handles with more nuance and care than the books. Louis should get to have his negative qualities!
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Yeah, I think I read that too, anon, and honestly, I think it really makes a lot of sense for his character, and also is a part of what makes him really interesting? This is a bit of a tangent, and I've got a half-drafted longer reply to someone else's ask about this that I'll post eventually, haha, but there's so much stress on Louis as the most 'human' vampire in fandom, when I think that's both true and untrue? I think Louis feels very connected to human expression (most clearly seen through his love of art and literature), while having detachment at best and derision at worst for the humans who create it (best seen through his cruelty around the artist in Paris, but also his gentrification of San Francisco in the 70s and abandonment of the people in 2.01).
In a lot of ways, even that in itself feels like the embodiment of capitalism, and like - - it's been fascinating to see this embrace in fandom of Louis as a capitalist and yet this sort of denial of the reality that successful capitalism relies on the exploitation and abuse of people for the sake of profit. That exploitation and abuse almost always involves intersections of racism, misogyny and classism, which Louis has absolutely been shown to participate in.
Like, God, in the first episode alone, the Alderman Fenwick tries to anally rape Bricktop, and someone (well, Lestat) murders Miss Lily, and Louis doesn't even bat an eye. Maybe you could make an argument that he had commercial interests at risk with Bricktop, and was distracted by his brother's death and Lestat's Whole Deal by the time Miss Lily was killed, but I think to deny that his flippancy towards both crimes isn't inherently steeped in misogyny and a devaluation of women's bodies and lives, is pretty naive.
I think people tend to think misogyny is just about hating women, and it's not. It's about upholding patriarchal structures and values that oppress and objectify them, and having ingrained prejudice against them. Louis absolutely uses women as a pimp, and I think even at home upholds patriarchal family dynamics with both Grace and Claudia. I've touched on that before, and linked to those posts there, so won't get into it here, but yeah! Louis' relationship with women is complicated and usually paternalistic, dismissive and - ultimately - about him, even with the women he - genuinely! - loves.
And when I say that, I mean it as literally the opposite of a criticism. Like you said, he should be allowed to have negative qualities! Those negative qualities give him texture and humanity and make him real, and are one of the reasons the show's version of him is so, so compelling.
#this isn't even getting into his pretty blatant mother-madonna-whore complex particularly in s1#and like he's not the only one!#daniel literally had a girl put a paper bag over her head to fuck her!#these are HORRIBLE men!#MONSTROUS men some might say#that's kind of the point on the monsters show#people are so desperate to housewife louis that they forget he literally preys on and profits off desperate women when we meet him#which he explicitly says in that 1.01 monologue#but people tends to focus on the laid down with the devil section#which i kinda get because that part of jacob's performance is top notch#anyway#that last anon sent that so quickly which always tickles me given i don't really use the main tags on here#like wild if i have bad faith readers checking for this little blog#louis asks#iwtv asks
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I like this parallel drawn by this twt user
#well not really a parallel but similar framing?#i don't remember the first scene and if it was particularly significant?#if it was then sure it's a parallel#mikasa ackerman#is it the scene where Mikasa is scarred by Eren?#if so it demonstrates Mikasa's character growth beautifully#from someone desperately clinging on to Eren as her last piece of family - regardless of the harm it may cause her and others#to someone who is able to let go of that desperation and act to save humanity while retaining her love for Eren#a love that is now pure and no longer keeps Mikasa bound to fear#anyways i do love Mikasa's conclusion#mikasa#eremika#eren jaeger#the attack titan#aot#snk#eremika analysis
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still thinking about antoine semi-rping on main during the qsmp meta talk with etoiles, florence and zerator last night . why did this dude scoff when étoiles started talking about the resistance . why did he start asking him why he’d possibly want to kill federation guards and disagree with étoiles calling them mean/bad people . you are currently discussing this while playing on the mc server that contains La Tour de Merde you can Nawt give me lore jitters like this…..
#qsmp#antoine daniel#etoiles#étoiles#i might clip and translate this part tbh bc it’s interesting#ill main tag qsmp since it Is related to his qsmp lore . and it’s interesting#the whole convo was the same vibes as his casual pro-fed statements in the past on qsmp . so it’s not anything new in that regard#but it’s just particularly interesting now with the budding context of qantoine lore . like ooooo#qantoine third party (presumably) that worked/works with the federation on a certain number of experiments .#he has a rather blasé attitude to those in the ranks he considers lesser than himself . but seems rather distanced from the fed as a whole#but he still defends the federation and its workers and actions to a certain degree#i desperately need more insight into this dude’s morality like please omg . like the lore hints r coming slowly and steadily but claws at#the walls… im impatient…..#jay rambles
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Queer women are the main culprits of fetishising mlm relationships (both real and nonexistent ones), and I think we’re all scared to admit that.
#before yall say anything I’m a sapphic#and I realise the call is coming from inside the house#particularly the bi/pan women and nb folks on social media#they’re reeeeaaally the issue here#because I wholeheartedly understand that this specific demographic (of which I am a part)#is especially desperate for any sort of lgbt representation#but the way some of them handle that desperation is by developing a cultist mindset#in relation to any two male main characters that glance in each other’s direction#and running campaigns against writers actors and other fans who don’t agree with them#and come up with all kinds of conspiracy theories to fuel their delusions#I’m so annoyed by yall honestly#and it pisses me off extra that it’s mainly women doing it#and yet they always ALWAYS end up despising and slandering and trying to write out the women#who have the audacity to show romantic interest in one half of their mlm#lord#bbc Sherlock#it’s always fucking bbc Sherlock fans isn’t it#also#spn#supernatural#anti destiel#anti johnlock
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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"popping boba" has to be one of the worst possible coffee shop innovations never in my life have I been drinking an iced latte and thought "I wish this sensory experience was slightly more akin to eating fish eggs"
#still drank the whole thing bc i bought it in a desperate attempt to cheer myself up after a work meltdown#i don't feel particularly cheered but i guess perplexed and mildly put off is.... an improvement. or at least a lateral move
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“Just because Korra was being abused nonstop doesn’t mean I can’t call her a bitch she didn’t know she was being abused anyways!!!!111!1” do you know how abuse works. You do not have to know you’re being abused in order to have an emotional reaction to it. “Korra’s the AVATAR!!!” do you think the avatar is fucking god. Do you think that makes her omniscient. Do you genuinely think that means she can do everything all the time. “Mako wasn’t ignoring Korra he was trying to be supportive!!” Yeah for all of two episodes before he whipped around with “maybe you wouldn’t have to save the world if you didn’t keep messing it up!”
Get ALL the way out of my fucking face and out of the fucking fandom, thank you. Fuck.
#I don’t particularly like having to talk about abuse in depth with ppl who are desperate to call the victim a bitch#legend of korra#Korra#just. fuck off. forever.#fuck.
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