#palaye royale rp

[findroleplay]

Hello! A mid twenties fem here looking for some music based rp.

Being more detailed, I mean people who enjoy rock ‘n roll, the revolution of women in music. So The Runaways, Joan Jett and the Blackhearts and other awesome women from back in the 70s to now. I would love for myself for someone to roleplay Joan for my oc and I play someone you like.

FXF, Fem x OC and again I do doubles only. I only roleplay on tumblr, no discord. Do not ask about it.

I also rp different tv shows, movies, other music groups. So I can also M x F etc etc for your rp! (Palaye Royale, Paramore, Gossip Girl, Harry Potter, Wynonna Earp, The L Word, etc etc)

Like this and I’ll message you soon!

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[maledictosanguine]

Aldous/Remington Blackwell. The middle brother. Reckless and impulsive, he's known for going above and beyond but is protective of his littlest brother, Alan. He had his fangs ripped out and was staked in 1831 by the Visigoths, this began their curse of being killed and reborn.

Emerson/Alan Blackwell. The youngest. He mostly keeps to himself. He enjoys art. Not much is currently known but he has been reborn just as much as Aldous and Frederick, and is briefly seen in No Love In LA, commanding a horde of people wearing gas masks to seize Aldous/Remington. Of course he escaped before they could, but it is now known in No Love In LA that it was just a dream. Remington is sick and hallucinating his past lives while being cared for by Frederick/Sebastian and Emerson/Alan.

Frederick/Sebastian Blackwell. The oldest. Most sophisticated. He enjoys a drink or two and gambles in the bastards novel for money but gets caught up in the wrong group of people. Ends up being sold to this hospital as a body but survives and escapes. As he escapes, he comes across Remington who had *also* been getting money but as a gravedigger. They both leave. After Emerson had been chased into the crypts by a group of thugs, they all made their way back to the caravan, where they received a letter. The letter will be revealed in the soon to be released volume 2 of The Bastards graphic novel.

Credit to @charlie-rulerofhell for the caravan pic. I couldn't find it anywhere and I needed it for this post. Thanks!!!

[thaywrites]

ᯓ★ PALAYE ROYALE PROMPTS, a collection of prompts / lyrics taken from palaye royale’s songs from their album, the bastards.

( mentions of possibly triggering subjects such as violence, self-harm, death and more. ) 

✦ LITTLE BASTARDS

i can’t take this. i’ve been a little patient.

i’ve got to get away a little faster.

run, you little bastards.

fake friends all around, they watch while i drown. no one is there to help me.

sometimes i’ve been losing my mind, running out of faith.

i’ve been feeling lonely, put me in my place.

so, fuck you — i don’t even like you.

no sleep, got another nosebleed. i can’t feel my face.

✦ ANXIETY

indecisions have been breaking my sanity.

retaliation when i’m full of anxiety.

a band-aid on a bullet hole that’s still bleeding.

numb you up until you can’t feel a goddamn thing.

a generation full of anti-sobriety. a generation that is full of anxiety.

all the voices in your head that keep talking.

all the blood on your skin that keeps crawling.

i was born to be anything i wanted to be, raised to be fucking mean.

i’m a masterpiece.

blasphemy meet again in a world so vicious.

mothers scream, fathers drink and all you bastards scream.

✦ TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT I DIE

lonely, another day. drowning, please save me.

i am struggling in my own daydream.

i know i can’t live much longer, hear the angels sing.

could I be a prisoner to the voices in my brain.

my mind is gone to waste, can’t stand to look at my face.

all these thoughts inside my head will be silenced by the bang.

believe me when i say tonight is the night i die.

as i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i look at you as i take my last breath.

as i die and fall to the floor, my pain and suffering is no more.

✦ LONELY

my life don’t mean that much to me so i’m living for you.

and you can’t stand the sight of me so what’s the point of this fucked up catastrophe?

i pop these pills to waste some time as i’m fading.

too lazy for a suicide, i just watch the days pass hoping to die.

daydreaming of my funeral — like who would show, bet no one would go.

hey dad, would you show up for me now? just to bury your little boy in the ground.

you broke my heart when you left me.

so sick and tired of being alone. so long, farewell — i’m on my own.

i dug this grave i call my home.

✦ NERVOUS BREAKDOWN

twist the knife just a bit further.

don’t look at me — i think about murder.

i think i’m about to explode. i think i’m goin’ to have a nervous breakdown.

start to feel myself panic again and all the blood rushes to my head.

you say you love me but you still left me — i guess that’s why i hate myself.

you say it’s over but you’re still calling — i guess that’s why i live in hell.

my brain has been fucked enough. please, stop wasting all my thoughts.

cut my throat and please let me go.

✦ MASOCHIST

’cause i’ve been craving your sweet haven.

so i keep turning while your body burns to the ground.

don’t try to tell me that i should go softly.

just look me in my eyes and feed me your sweet lies.

i’ll cut through your alibis.

hang a cross upside down. your church is burning down.

just take me for the night.

✦ BLACK SHEEP

do you see what i’ve become? why are you still holding on?

something lingers in my veins, that’s telling me i’m not the same.

i am sinking now. the water’s over my ears and i can’t hear no sounds.

scream out or drown — can you hear the voice say now?

go home and back to sleep, and count the black sheep. 

go on away from me, i am the black sheep.

you said it’s all in my head, you said it’s all in my brain.

there’s nothing left that you can say to me.

i am everything you hate.

i am unwanted, i’m not the answer. you were hoping that i’d change.

you push me down once again because i seem different.

✦ STAY

i see you for what you are

it’s something in your eyes that look past my scars.

where do you go when you leave in the night? ‘cause i see those teary eyes.

i am the only hope for you and you are the only hope for me, too.

i just wanted you.

so stay this time. don’t go away.

the end is near, i really don’t want to know.

it’s haunting me to watch you go.

✦ REDEEMER

can’t you see that everyone is dying?

the animals are crying, religions are dividing as my family keeps on fighting.

now i’m caught in something — my eternal suffering.

looking for the meaning of it all but i got nothing.

don’t know where i’ll go when i die, must be better than this.

ain’t it sad when you got nowhere to go? got no place to call your home. burden to everyone you know.

i try just not to think about my life so i do another line. it keeps me numb just for the night.

and i’m here just waiting for you to come home.

and i’m screaming all on my own with the revolver and a note.

will you please pick up the phone? will you please come back home?

[federoman]

PROMPTS IV. 🕊 ⸻ 𝘗𝘈𝘓𝘈𝘠𝘌 𝘙𝘖𝘠𝘈𝘓𝘌 : 𝘍𝘌𝘝𝘌𝘙 𝘋𝘙𝘌𝘈𝘔 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙀𝙍𝙎 (tw: drug abuse, abusive relationship, suicide mention)

ENGLISH ORIGINAL:

❝  when I feel sad, I feel alive.  ❞

❝  is it really so bad?  ❞

❝  you can change your face, but the pain won’t go away. ❞

❝  but you can’t afford your rent, getting high with fake friends, ‘cause that’s all you got. ❞

❝  maybe I should leave, my dear, I don’t feel a thing out here, but it seems to me that the demons of this city wanna keep me here.  ❞

❝  go ahead and slap me if it makes you happy, use and abuse me ‘til I’m gone  ❞

❝  if you want me, come and take me, because I love the way you hate me.  ❞

❝  I gave you my all, you built me up to fall. ❞

❝  I’m trying to be the man you wanted to see.  ❞

❝  You say I’m not worth it to you, so why are you worth it to me?  ❞

❝  You know that I’ve always been broken.  ❞

❝  I needed you tonight, but you got high again.  ❞

❝  You know that I’ve always been heartbreaks and mistakes with no change.  ❞

❝  I always tried to put you first, but I see I’m not broken like you and you’re not broken like me.  ❞

❝  No need to cry, you’ll never see me trying to leave.  ❞

❝  Close your eyes and exit life tonight, you’ll be just fine, you’ll be alright.  ❞

❝  Tell me how it’s fair to put a loved one underground?  ❞

❝  No need to cry, don’t say goodbye. I’ll see you on the other side.  ❞

❝  Follow me into this Fever Dream, we can be anything and everything.  ❞

❝  Close your eyes and just say goodnight.  ❞

❝  I feel like a stranger ‘cause I’m stuck here, living like my parents is my worst fear.  ❞

❝  I’d rather die than live my fathers life. ❞

❝  Steal away my dreams, ‘cause I don’t need no sleeping.  ❞

❝  I can’t slow down because I’m scared to stand still. I can’t go home because it feels like hell.  ❞

❝  Why should I come back to earth when all that’s there is tears and hurt?  ❞

❝  I keep feeling like I’m not enough.  ❞

❝  Don’t know what to do, I just love the toxic in you.  ❞

❝  The fighting I keep inviting could lead me to my grave.  ❞

❝  Please don’t waste your life away like me.  ❞

❝  All these fucking voices in my head got me feeling insecure again.  ❞

❝  I can’t escape my thoughts. Are they real or dreams?  ❞

❝  Hurts to breathe, can’t believe I’m so lost.  ❞

❝  All I want is someone to find me and bring me back from oblivion.  ❞

❝  Don’t let nobody break you down even if they wanna make your light go out.  ❞

❝  I made it through tough times, looking back the world hasn’t been kind.  ❞

❝  They said I would burn out and slowly sink and drown, but I don’t wanna die.  ❞

❝  You’ll be the queen and I’ll be the king of the damned.  ❞

❝  Our names won’t be forgotten, ‘cause we’ll scream ‘em in their ears.  ❞

❝  Where do we go, my love?  ❞

❝  An eye for an eye won’t make him sleep better at night.  ❞

❝  None of it’s true I did nothing to you. You’re liars and thieves and bastards, too. ❞

PROMPTS IV. 🕊 ⸻ 𝘗𝘈𝘓𝘈𝘠𝘌 𝘙𝘖𝘠𝘈𝘓𝘌 : 𝘍𝘌𝘝𝘌𝘙 𝘋𝘙𝘌𝘈𝘔 𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙍𝙏𝙀𝙍𝙎 (tw: drogen missbrauch, häusliche gewalt, toxische beziehung, selbstmord erwähnung)

DEUTSCHE ÜBERSETZUNG:

❝  wenn ich traurig bin, fühle ich mich am leben.  ❞

❝  ist es wirklich so schlimm?  ❞

❝  du kannst dein gesicht ändern, aber der schmerz wird dadurch nicht vergehen.  ❞

❝  du kannst deine miete nicht bezahlen, wirst high mit falschen freunden, denn das ist alles was du hast.  ❞

❝  vielleicht sollte ich gehen, meine liebste / mein liebster, ich fühle hier absolut gar nichts, aber es kommt mir so vor, als würden meine dämonen mich hier halten.  ❞

❝  nur zu, schlag mich, wenn es dich glücklich macht, benutz mich und misshandel mich bis ich verschwinde.  ❞

❝  wenn du mich willst, komm und nimm mich, denn ich liebe die art wie du mich hasst.  ❞

❝  ich habe dir alles gegeben, du hast mich aufgebaut um mich fallen zu sehen. ❞

❝  ich versuche der mann zu sein den du sehen willst.  ❞

❝  du sagst, ich bin es für dich nicht wert, aber warum bist du es für mich?  ❞

❝  du weißt, dass ich schon immer kaputt war.  ❞

❝  ich brauchte dich heute abend, aber du bist wieder high.  ❞

❝  du wusstest schon immer, dass ich herzschmerz und fehler bedeute.  ❞

❝  ich habe dich immer an erste stelle gestellt, aber ich sehe nun, dass ich nicht so kaputt bin wie du und du nicht so wie ich.  ❞

❝  du musst nicht weinen, du wirst mich niemals gehen sehen.  ❞

❝  schließe deine augen und verlasse heute nacht das leben, dir wird es gut gehen, dir wird an nichts mangeln.  ❞

❝  sag mir, was ist fair daran eine geliebte person zu begraben?  ❞

❝  kein grund zu weinen, sage nicht auf wiedersehen. wir treffen uns wieder auf der anderen seite.  ❞

❝  folge mir in diesen fiebertraum, dort sind wir etwas und alles.  ❞

❝  schließe deine augen und sage bloß gute nacht.  ❞

❝  ich fühle mich wie ein fremder, denn ich stecke hier fest und meine größte angst ist es zu leben wie meine eltern.  ❞

❝  ich würde lieber sterben, statt wie mein vater zu leben.  ❞

❝  stehle meine träume, denn ich brauche keinen schlaf.  ❞

❝  ich kann mich nicht verlangsamen, denn ich fürchte mich vor stillstand. ich kann nicht nach hause, denn es fühlt sich an wie die hölle..  ❞

❝  warum sollte ich zurück zur erde kehren, wenn dort nur tränen und schmerz auf mich warten?  ❞

❝  noch immer fühle ich mich so, als wäre ich nicht genug.  ❞

❝ ich weiß nicht was ich tun soll, ich liebe einfach das toxische in dir.  ❞

❝  den kampf den ich weiterhin provoziere, wird mich eines tages ins grab bringen.  ❞

❝  bitte verschwende dein leben nicht so, wie ich es tue.  ❞

❝  all diese verdammten stimmen bringen meine unsicherheiten zum vorschein.  ❞

❝  ich kann meinen gedanken nicht entkommen, sind sie realität oder bloß träumereien? ❞

❝  es schmerzt zu atmen, ich kann nicht glauben, dass ich mich verloren habe.  ❞

❝  ich will nur von jemandem gefunden werden, der mich aus der vergessenheit befreit.  ❞

❝  lasse nicht zu, dass dich irgendwer zerstört, selbst wenn sie dir das licht stehlen.  ❞

❝  ich habe bereits harte zeiten überstanden, rückblickend war die welt nicht freundlich zu mir.  ❞

❝  sie sagten, ich würde ausbrennen, langsam untergehen und ertrinken, doch ich bin nicht bereit zu sterben.  ❞

❝  du wirst die königin sein und ich der könig der verdammten.  ❞

❝  unsere namen werden nicht in vergessenheit geraten, denn wir rufen sie in die welt hinaus.  ❞

❝  wohin gehen wir, meine geliebte / mein geliebter?  ❞

❝  ein auge für ein auge wird ihn nicht besser schlafen lassen.  ❞

❝ nichts davon ist wahr, ich habe dir nichts angetan. außerdem seid ihr lügner und bastarde. ❞

[fyodorsushankaaa]

introduction post!! :3

name: olivia or any nickname you want (as long as you're not being weird)

pronouns: she/her

mbti: isfp

birthday: october 18th

nationality: turkish 🇹🇷🐺

languages i know: turkish (mother language), english

languages i'm currently learning: arabic (a1), russian (a1)

things i love: music, books, painting, poems, coffee, tea, milk, rain, thunderstorms, flowers (especially roses), mythology, psychology, games, guitars, violins

characters i kin: osamu dazai, ranpo edogawa, fyodor dostoevsky

fandoms i'm in: bungo stray dogs, percy jackson and olympians, gravity falls, harry potter, arcane, persona 5, doki doki literature club, hazbin hotel, helluva boss, alien stage, the art of murder, the amazing digital circus, animation vs animator, animation vs minecraft, ramshackle

moots list

detailed information: https://en.pronouns.page/@olivia.charder

time zone: utc +3

strawpage: https://oliviacharder.straw.page

my favorite;

colors: purple, blue, brown

bands/singers: mitski, the neighborhood, artric monkeys, melanie martinez, indila, rebzzyx, marina, mother mother, bo burnham, billie eilish, tv girl, lana del rey, cavetown, olivia rodrigo, taylor swift, the living tombstone, halsey, panic! at the disco, palaye royale, maneskin, jann, isabel lasora, conan gray, sodikken, 6arelyhuman, roar, girl in red, my chemical romance, penelope scott, the crane wives, adele, alex g, britney spears, ic3peak, ado and more (my music taste is more complicated than my room.)

animals: cats, foxes, jellyfishes

animes: bungou stray dogs, vanitas no carte, moriarty the patriot, kakegurui, toilet bound hanako-kun, jujutsu kaisen, my hero academia, demon slayer, angel of death, death note, seraph of the end, classroom of the elite, persona 5

ships: kunizai, ranzai, fyozai, sigzai, nikozai, yosazai, atsulucy, taniatsu, akulucy, tachitani, vanoe, vanijeanne, sherliam, alcroft, satosugu, itafushi, bakudeku (after recent chapters), lawlight and more

writers: fyodor dostoevsky, osamu dazai, nikolai gogol, adora yağmur, leigh bardugo, sir arthur conan doyle, lucy montgomery, rick riardon (there're more but i don't remember rn qwq)

genre of book: russian, japanese and turkish classics, fantasy, crime, horror, mythology, action

season: autumn/fall

my other blogs;

@14yo-dazai 14 years old dazai rp

@wontbeheretilltheend beast dazai rp

@ideals-of-the-night pm kunikida rp

@kuni-in-the-water orca kunikida rp

@the-coming-storm-verlanie verlanie rp

@the-silver-wolf-in-the-dark fukuzawa rp

@lil-sig 9 y/o sigma rp

@akira-thelilone bsd oc rp

@fyodor-dostoyevsky-rp fyodor rp

@subject-fyodor fyodor rp for lab au

@olivia-charder gonna post my fics there

our little kunizai community;

https://www.tumblr.com/join/DK136ck6

𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑

my yt channel: https://youtube.com/@fyodorun_usankasi?si=DEK5enbPMutXkQEw

my spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/313bidxg6foc4vkgto7g57wefrfm?si=FnUV2gZETnuSWlkgUpFI5A

my instagram: olivia.charder (i'm not online there tho)

[aredeemantagonist]

Wait, a pinned post?? In this economy??

"Go on, make my day, go get high, on my mistakes."

Hi! I’m Antagonist/Kris/Nikolai, a certified crazy person silly goober.

I also go by Jack or Mercutio, but ask before using those names for me + nicknames. Jack and Mercutio is only for friends, and Tio as a nickname is only for very close friends

Artist page (Basic info) ->-> Meet the Artist!

My lovely boyfriend is @thund3randrain <3

Head over heels for my QPP @the-fallen-collective <3

I am unwell over many many things such as Palaye Royale, FNAF, BSD, Laceygames and unfortunately many many more

"Daydreaming of my funeral, like who would go, bet no one would show"

Currently obssessing over: FNAF + Afton Family Lore (specifically william afton) Palaye Royale The Amazing Digital Circus BSD Bendy and The Dark Revival + Bendy and The Ink Machine (blue is the biggest hyperfixations currently)

He/It/Void/Gore/Confetti/Pop/Doll/Lace. No They/Them (unless we're close) or She/Her please!!

"This is goodbye, you've bled me dry."

18+ users can interact and DM as long as you aren’t icky and comfy with the fact that i am a minor :3

DNIs: - Bad people in general - General DNIs (homophobes, transphobes, misogyonists, etc etc) - Radqueers - Pro-contact - Zoophiles, Pedophiles, etc etc - [Pro] Endogenic systems - Anti-recovery blogs (for EDs, S/H, anything) - NSFW + smut blogs - MDNI blogs - Anti-alterhumanity

"Same me, same you! Until the drugs start doing you~"

for our system blog see @a-void-of-a-system , there’s a personal blog list there. mostly the host (kris) will be posting here!!

I try to use tonetags, also please use tonetags with me!! It helps a lot :3

Please ask before touch!!

I mod too many RP blogs to count- I'll make a masterlist one day.

"I'm sorry mom I've got to go, I've dug this grave I call my home."

Interests -

FNAF + Afton Family

Super Mario Bros. (Basically every mario thing ever)

Bungou Stray Dogs

Laceygames

Classical literature

Drawing (i do take requests!! might be a bit slow though-)

Writing (both fanficition and original stories!!)

Saiki K

Assassination Classroom

"Unfaithful night, housewife she can smell the perfume"

common tags used on this blog:

#antagonist reblogs - i reblog random shit!! won’t always remember to tag though T^T

#antagonist rambles - my incessant yapping!!

#antagonist shitposts - i shitpost lol

#antagonist stims - self explanatory

#antagonist doodles - my drawings!!

#antagonist wrote something - my fics!!

#antagonist yaps with friends - me chats with my friends!!

#antagonist used a braincell - my thoughts. could be anything from shitposts to philosophy to maths!!

#antagonist vents - my vents, always check and block the tags pls!!

#antagonist is tired. - i am so so tired.

#antagonist laceyposts - what it says on the tin. i laceypost!

#antagonist is william afton - william afton posting

#man i love michael afton - michael afton posting

#my love <3 - i ramble about my beautiful wonderful boyfriend

#meri jaan <3 - i ramble about my fantastic beautiful partner

#antagonist roleplays - me just being a silly little guy with RP blogs on my main ^^

#antagonist raises the sun - i say good morning !

#antagonist travels to eep land - i say good night !

"Poor me, poor you, maybe one more drink or two Big dreams, small shoes, got nothing else left to lose"

uhm i think that’s it!! just be patient with me if i’m taking time to answer asks or requests, i get overwhelmed easily, and don’t take it personally ^^

all my moots ily and everyone else have a great time in my little corner of insanity!!

[aluckiicoin]

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄 .

Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse!

Victorious – Panic! at the Disco

I'm like a scarf trick It's all up the sleeve I taste like magic Waves that swallow quick and deep Throw the bait Catch the shark Bleed the water red Fifty words for murder And I'm every one of them

2. resentment – a day to remember

I need a short term fix for a long term problem Can I learn to love these chains? I know I had a point but now I forgot it While I'm circling the drain No, I can't stop feeling like every day's exactly the same With a one track mind I don't think I can change Trapped in memories, stuck on replay, replay, replay

3. pit of vipers – simon curtis

Now I must admit that I have played a part In the way that things have gotten out of hand But it's escalated almost to an art I want to fix it, but I don't think I can I'm falling deep into a pit of vipers Over me, over me and I can't break free

4. punching bag – palaye royale

Go ahead and mold me, bought me and they sold me I'm smiling upside down Now I'm all used up, ready for my close up Am I pretty underground? I can be your Barbie, I can say sorry I can do whatever you want Go ahead and slap me if it makes you happy Use and abuse me till I'm gone

5. manic – wage war

Out of body, out of mind Tellin' everyone I'm fine, but I'm sellin' 'em a lie Out of body, out of mind Think I'm running out of time Oh God I don't wanna die

(and white night as honorable mention but that felt like cheating)

Tagged by: @maskednihilism

Tagging: @veritas-ratio-rp , @grislyintentions and whoever else wanna do it

[josephinesrphub]

Rp Blog roll!

@ofangelsanddemigods (oc multimuse.)

@elementalxfury (Dacian's rp blog.)

@enrapturedobsessions (sin blog)

Memes blog!

@josephinesaskblog

@maledictosanguine (palaye royale the bastards rp blog. Vampires. Consider them OCS because there's so little information on them at the moment.)

@tickingmechanicalheart p from lies of p (hiatus)

@imprisonedbybrokenmemories alice from alice madness returns/mcgee's alice HAS VERSES FOR AUS (this fandom is mostly dead so i enjoy throwing her in situations)

@s0nofeden Cain, first murderer.

[thesilent-o]

✨️when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨️

https://www.tumblr.com/squirrelboi

(Not for rp response, Just wanna make you know is me ^^’)

//So because it's not specific. I think I'll put 5 songs I listen to that fit my muse, if that's okay. And anyone else that decides to do it can do it how they want. So, here it is 5 songs I actually listen to that fit Blitzo

"Like a Villain" by Bad Omens

"Drown" by Bring Me the Horizon

"Castle of Glass" by Linkin park

"Lowlife" by Yungblud

"Lonely" by Palaye Royale

I think I'll also tag people in this instead. So, tagging: @fizziifrxg @goetiia @hannah-the-small @rubbcrhose @hellsmayflower @hxllhound @arachn0philia @speedyspectra @foreverozziessongbird @cervidae-demon

[buffporcupine]

first post yay ☠️

introduction i guess

hiiii!! my name is sage-! you can also call me helena, tsuki, or emmurz. (i have way too many nicknames, i’m sorry-) i write fanfiction and i write original stories. i have a plethora of ocs and enjoy talking about them. (LIKE FR, use the asks feature and ask me to talk about my ocs, i will gladly do so)

i use any pronouns (though i prefer he/they), i’m genderfluid and omniromantic.

i’m into animes like danganronpa and death note. at the moment, death note is my whole personality and i will talk about it ANYTIME. i’m also into stranger things, yttd, and music, i really like music.

my music taste consists of palaye royale, my chemical romance, mother mother, and other stuff. my favorite song changes frequently, but rn it’s ‘wasting time’ by princess chelsea.

list of characters i kin would be mikan tsumiki, reko yabusame, nate river, and will byers.

dni (do not interact,): bigots, toxic stans (yk who you are), etc…

PLEASE INTERACT: if ur a fan of the same stuff as me, if you like oc infodumping/if you want to do an oc rp together, if you want to read my rambles-, etc…

i have an ao3 account: kaouri_satou

you may use the asks feature on here to request that i write something for ao3.

anyway, byeeeeee!! <3

-buffporcupine, 13/3/2023 (edited 14/3/2023)

[maledictosanguine]

Welcome to My Blackwell Blog! Here you'll find vampires. If interested in it, check out my links below!

Rules

The Story So Far

About the boys

Eras: 1830, 1870, 1925, 1950 and 1960s

[thaywrites]

ᯓ★ PALAYE ROYALE PROMPTS, a collection of prompts / lyrics taken from palaye royale’s songs from their album, fever dream— part one.

( mentions of possibly triggering subjects such as violence, self-harm, death, drug abuse, and more. )

✦ ETERNAL LIFE

it feels like the worst days of my life, i still drown in paradise.

i didn’t think i could sink this low.

keep me company ’til the end, does anyone else feel this alone?

my best days are my demise.

i feel pretty when i cry, i’m so ugly when i try.

hallucinations taking off, i’m playing god.

i’m holdin’ out my hands and changing everything i hate about myself.

take me far from me — my worst enemy.

i wanna crawl away into eternal life.

✦ NO LOVE IN LA

livin’ in the moonlight, lookin’ at the hills but the hills don’t shine right.

lookin’ at her nose but the shit don’t blow right.

you can change your face but the pain won’t go away.

addicted to the fame but the fame is momentarily reality.

the creeps are crawling up to the doorways, they’re dying to find out what’s inside.

the creeps are always posting their photos to show off what they’re lacking inside.

on a private jet but you can’t afford your rent.

gettin’ high with fake friends ’cause that’s all you got.

i’m late for my own premiere. maybe i should leave, my dear.

it seems to me that the demons of the city wanna keep me here.

there is no such thing as love in LA.

they’re judging me, i’m judging you. we ain’t got nothing else to do.

✦ PUNCHING BAG.

go ahead and mold me. bought me and then sold me.

i’m smiling upside down.

now i’m all used up, ready for my close up.

am i pretty underground?

i can be your barbie, i can say sorry. i can do whatever you want.

go ahead and slap me if it makes you happy.

use and abuse me till i’m gone.

go on, make my day. go get high on my mistakes.

i wake up, i’m so glad i can be your punching bag.

if you want me, come and take me. because i love the way you hate me.

heaven’s what they sold me, but now i miss the old me before i got stuck in hell.

walking down the street, just a public enemy

this is goodbye, you bled me dry.

this is goodnight, my soul has died.

i gave you my all — you built me up to fall.

✦ BROKEN

i’m trying to be the man that you wanted to see.

cause i’m tired and i’m hurt, and i always try to put you first.

but you say i’m not worth it to you — so why are you worth it to me?

you break my heart cause you’re never home, always with your friends.

i try so hard but you’re just playing games.

i needed you tonight but you got high again.

heartbreaks and mistakes with no change. how did we become this way?

the nights are long and the days won’t end.

no more love between us, let’s not pretend.

✦ FEVER DREAM

don’t look around at all the faces abound.

don’t look behind you cause we are stuck underground.

can you see the words i’m up here tryna preach?

no need to cry, you’ll never find me trying to leave.

cause i see that you’re in pain from your pale and lifeless face.

tell me how it’s fair to put a loved one underground.

follow me into this fever dream — we can be anything and everything we want to be.

✦ LINE IT UP

i’m feeling like a stranger cause i’m stuck here. living like my parents is my worst fear.

they had some kids and got lost in the suburbs, working jobs they hated made them suffer.

crashing in these secondhand motel rooms, driving cross the country ’cause i want to.

i can’t slow down because i’m scared to stand still.

i can’t go home because it feels like hell.

and i’d rather die than live my father’s life and pretend like i’m satisfied.

so line it up for me, steal away my dreams.

cause i don’t need no sleeping when i’m diving off the deep end.

why should i come back to earth when all that’s there is tears and hurt?

diving off the edge feels good, i’m finally not misunderstood.

i’d rather die than ever live my life that way.

✦ TOXIC IN YOU

i can take another hit and overdose ’til you make me sick.

you know i don’t love the shame in my brain when i put you inside my veins.

i can’t take it anymore, will i ever even make it out the door?

all this fucking and fighting that i keep inviting could lead me to my grave.

now i’m self-medicating because i love the pain.

i keep feeling like I’m not enough but i don’t run away from you.

knock me down and twist me up until i’m all fucked up but i don’t run from you.

i guess i’ll asphyxiate — let my heart break straight in two and now i’m turning blue.

don’t know what to do. i just love the toxic in you.

my straight jacket holds me tight and says i’m okay.

locked myself in prison and then i threw away the key.

[roleplayermeet]

Hey, I'm Andy, I'm 21. I'm looking for someone 18+ to do an rp with me for an au set in the universe of the band Palaye Royale. If interested, you can message me here for details and my discord and I'll add you. It will be shippy, just putting that out there. If you have questions don't be afraid to ask. I have a plot so don't hesitate to reach out.

[lucifersresources]

little bastards.

" i've been losing my mind. "

" i've been feeling lonely. "

" put me in my place. "

" i can't take this. "

" i've been a little patient. "

" run you little bastards. "

" no one is there to help me. "

" i've shut my mouth while you prance around in my jumpsuit. "

" fuck you, i don't even like you. "

massacre, the new american dream.

" fed lies since the day i was conceived. "

" a bastard son, a rebel, now look at me. "

" went from homeless to your tv screen. "

" now there's a killing spree. "

" i've given up on america's racist agenda. "

" i'm fucked up from prescriptions and antidepressants. "

" why are we so casual about these casualties? "

" i've had enough of you giving your people some weapons. "

anxiety.

" indecisions have been breaking my sanity. "

" i was born to be anything i wanted to be. "

" raised to be fucking mean. "

" i was born to be anything i wanted to be; raised to be fucking mean. "

" i'm a masterpiece. "

" numb you up until you can't feel a goddamn thing. "

" all the voices in your head that keep talking. "

" all the blood on your skin that keeps crawling. "

tonight is the night i die.

" tonight is the night i die. "

" please save me, i am struggling. "

" i know i can't live much longer. "

" tonight is the night i surrender to my pain. "

" could i be a prisoner to the voices in my brain? "

" my mind is gone to waste. "

" can't stand to look at my face. "

lonely.

" so sick and tired of being alone. "

" i dug this grave i call my home. "

" my life don't mean that much to me. "

" i'm living for you. "

" my life don't mean that much to me, so i'm living for you. "

" what's the point of this fucked up catastrophe? "

" i pop these pills to waste some time. "

" this shit messes with my head. "

" the only home i know is my bed. "

" hey dad, would you show up for me now? "

" you broke my heart when you left me. "

hang on to yourself.

" you better leave, or hang on. "

" we got love's electric magic. "

fucking with my head.

" you act so cold. "

" torture me, but i won't scream. "

" i'm dead inside, even in my dreams. "

" you're fucking with my head. "

" you don't know why i just wanna be alone. "

" i just wanna be alone. "

nervous breakdown.

" twist the knife just a bit further. "

" don't look at me, i think about murder. "

" i think i'm about to explode. "

" i think i'm going to have a nervous breakdown. "

" you say you love me but you still left me. "

" i guess that's why i hate myself. "

" you say you love me but you still left me. i guess that's why i hate myself. "

" you say it's over, but you're still calling. "

" my brain has been fucked enough. "

" cut my throat and please let me go. "

nightmares.

" wear a mask to hide my sadness. "

" i've been losing too much sleep. "

" my dreams become my nightmares. "

" my mind won't go to sleep, so i embrace the terror. "

" my soul is yours to keep. "

" i try just not to think about my life, so i do another line. "

" it keeps me numb just for the night. "

masochist.

" i've been craving your sweet haven. "

" you've got to hold on. "

" you've got to stay strong. "

" you've got to move on. "

" don't try to tell me that i should go softly. "

" just look me in my eyes and feed me your sweet lies. "

" just take me for the night. "

doom (empty).

" he is coming out to get me. "

" the devil will be disappointed. "

" i'm so empty. "

black sheep.

" do you see what i've become? "

" why are you still holding on? "

" do you see what i've become? why are you still holding on? "

" i'm not the same. "

" i am now sinking. "

" go home and back to sleep. "

" this is how you've made your bed. "

" i am the black sheep. "

" i used to be an orphan boy without a family or a choice. "

" you said it's all in my head. "

" i'll always be this way. "

" there's nothing left that you can say to me. "

" i'll always be this way, there's nothing left that you can say to me. "

" i am everything you hate. "

" i am unwanted, i'm not the answer. "

" you were hoping that i'd change. "

stay.

" i see you for what you are. "

" it's something in your eyes that look past my scars. "

" where do you go when you leave in the night? "

" i see those teary eyes. "

" i am the only hope for you. "

" you are the only hope for me. "

" i am the only hope for you, you are the only hope for me too. "

" i just wanted you. "

" so stay this time. "

" stay this time. "

" don't go away. "

" stay this time, don't go away. "

" you see me for what i am. "

" one thing you can say that will leave me broken. "

" i really don't want to know. "

" it's haunting me to watch you go. "

redeemer.

" can't you see that everyone is dying? "

" my family keeps on fighting. "

" now i'm caught in something. "

" i got nothing. "

" now i fade to blackness. "

" don't know where i go when i die, must be better than this."

" i'm here, just waiting for you to come home. "

" will you please pick up the phone? "

" ain't it sad when you got nowhere to go? "

" got no place to call your home, burden to everyone you know. "

" ain't is sad when you got nowhere to go? got no place to call your home, burden to everyone you know. "

lord of lies.

" i've been dying on the inside. "

" i don't know what i've spoken. "

" i can't keep telling you lies. "

[federoman]

Prompts (dt. schnell, unverzüglich o. Eingabeaufforderung) sind vor allem im englischsprachigen RP-Raum weitverbreitet. Sie dienen der Inspiration und Initiation eines Rollenspiels. Man kann diesen z.B einem/r angehenden SchreibpartnerIn per Frage zukommen lassen, woraufhin diese/r daraus bzw. damit eine Antwort verfasst / einen einleitenden Text. Daraufhin besitzt der/die FragenstellerIn die Freiheit, wieder darauf zu antworten. Doch auch als Inspiration für einen ungebundenen und freistehenden Text kann es die Kreativität beflügeln! Neben existierenden Prompts, die für gewöhnlich auf Englisch sind (z.B Liedverse sind, Zitate aus Büchern/Filmen/Serien oder Spielen, verschiedene Emotionen beschreiben), waren wir so frei ein paar eigene auf Deutsch zu entwickeln. Ihr könnt euch diese gerne gegenseitig schicken oder verwenden. In Zukunft wird sich die Promptliste durchaus erweitern.

Hier werden in Zukunft Links mit verschiedenen Thematiken an Prompts sein.

Prompts-I : Halloween / Horrorfilme / Spooky

Prompts-II : Fragen

Prompts-III: Marvel Zitate

Prompts-IV: Palaye Royale Fever Dream Edition

Prompts-Eingereicht: No. 1 /

[idkwhatimdoing1981]

Looking for a Palaye Royale roleplay 18+ only

Not sure what parrings I want to roleplay atm. Im thinking one or more of the brothers and a oc. Or with Yungblud/Adam. The roleplay can be nsfw or sfw only rule is that you need to be 18 or older to roleplay regardless of content.

Feel free to dm me if intrested.