#outtawhack

[uhmidkman]

Fucked up how i developed an eating disorder cause of my outtawhack thyroid that couldve easily been detected if my doctor actually gave a fucking shit

[kalidesautelsreads]

Just a quick note to wish you a happy Monday! 🤣 keep those clothes toasty warm today. Repost @caffeinated_fitness_mommy with @get_repost ・・・ Happy Monday #momlifebelike 🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ #lipbalm #car #outtawhack #balm #life #scheduled #schedules #bag #funny #quote #joke #quoteootd #laundry #beauty #fashion #monday #night #like #followforfollow #love #follower #liker #followformore (at Vancouver, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoHgNyUFtEO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=12nkizueai2tg

[whosethoughtanyway]

Question to myself, because I am definitely out of whack ⠀ #outtawhack #alignment #takingitpersonally #fouragreements #WhoseThoughtAnyway #wta #vegasculture #vegasartist #mpov #the333life #999 #thinkinboutit #whatdoiknow (at Spring Valley, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtAVZvln_Hg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cvib0ww80e80

[simransahni]

Everyone wears a belt, we think we can add a little life to it. Same the model full of energy and life. @aamirsharma motorcycle customisation @rhcustoms leather detailing #3000lights motorcycle detailing @tauseef.ag #customleatherwork #customleatherart #leatherindia #handmadeleatherindia #energy #life #mad #outtawhack #harleydavidson #48 (at Hyderabad) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp6c7bzgDAb/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=136jdld7o4b7v

[eveningspirit]

Urgh...

And also Damn. 

I think I have to make that summary post of last year and that post about my plans for this year, because... of reasons. I mean, I still can’t quite find the focus. And I thought that in the New Year it will be easier... But. I’m still all over the place, so some head cleaning can do the trick? Maybe?

Last year was a disaster. Well, maybe not all of it, but generally speaking. It was the weirdest year for me, in recent history, and especially the final month of it was completely outtawhack.

Let’s see. I quit my job. I started to do some freelancing, in hopes that it will pay my bills (well, half of them, or even less, because Hubbie is a patient saint or something), I’m still on anti-depressants (almost year and a half now) and I’m scared that at some point I’ll have to quit and maybe act like I’m normal? Functional? Humanbeing? What???

But I was supposed to do the writing summary of this year, not complain about my life, so...

Writing-wise I was working relentlessly on Crystal Spring Valley, with a couple of The Gifted fanfictions thrown in for good measure here and there. Wait, I’ll go and check AO3. Right. I started some at the beginning of the year (Jan-Feb like), added to them and finished some around the midyear (June-July) and then around October. I still have one WIP. Well. I want to write more, I really do, I just... It takes so much time and so many words you kno? Words are exhausting.

The original novel. Well, I was really, really working hard on it. Right here I have to remind myself that I went to see the most beautiful place in the world (not that I know anything about beautiful places, because I haven’t been around all that much), which is also (kind of) the setting for my story -- I’m talking about Soca Valley in Slovenia. And I met @hithelleth ! (what? I can tag you, I know you’ll read it anway. *HUUUUGS*). It was great. That trip and meeting Hith (wish we had more time, or that we didn’t take as long to get used to each other, lol) and seeing Soca were seriously the highlights of this year for me. So. You kno. It wasn’t all that bad, actually.

Anyway. Crystal Spring Valley. I wrote first draft last year during NaNo and made an attempt at an edit this year. I sincerely worked on it for most of the year, from early March till the end of October. I’m at 54k words. And at only about 1/3 of the plot (the whole thing was supposed to be about 80k, alas. me thinks I’m gonna have to cut like half of those words? or make it longer? wtf?).

I stopped, because I wanted to do NaNo with another story, but that one totally flopped. I think I shouldn’t have tried it, didn’t have feels for it. Should have continued with Crystal Spring Valley. 

I stopped writing altogether about mid Novemer and haven’t written a word since. That qualifies as a disaster, no? I don’t know what to do next. But that will go into that other post...

As for the summary, that would be all. Thank you (all seven (two?) of you) for reading all this nonsense. :)

[brewstagram]

from is trying to get me to think that its the perfect because it has and cool dudes at a lake on the label. Its still yummy though. by arsenicpants http://instagram.com/p/dQGoEwMOuS/

[claireayoublaughingatthings]

Primal scream reminds me of 2309851 Law and Order SVU episodes playing simultaneously...

[kalidesautelsreads]

#Repost @storyteller_______ with @get_repost ・・・ One and last for her🌌 【"...and sometimes we cross each other's paths, only to see each other for the one last time." She was ALMOST my friend... It was like the more I tried to get closer the more She used to become detached... The more I ran from her the closer she came.... The chase we had could have been never ending... But in the end we both walked towards different ends to be never chased back again.🙀】 ...... #lipbalm #car #outtawhack #balm #life #scheduled #schedules #bag #funny #quote #joke #quoteootd #ootd #style #makeup #beauty #fashion #night #like #followforfollow #love #follower #liker #followformore (at Port Coquitlam, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoqAy-2lwcl/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18huz11t5f9ex

[kalidesautelsreads]

The struggle is real - between tension headaches, physical aches, emotional aches - adulthood feels like it was designed by the pharmaceutical industry to keep them in business. .... Repost @writersblockisreal with @get_repost ・・・ Almost every morning. Those days when you get up and make a sound at the same time. #myneckandmyback #40isthenewwhatever #whydidmykneejustmakethatsound ...... #lipbalm #car #outtawhack #balm #life #scheduled #schedules #bag #funny #quote #joke #quoteootd #ibuprofen #adulting #adulthood #like #followforfollow #love #follower #liker #followformore (at Coquitlam, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoezL47lxK_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gg4102asr8z3

[simransahni]

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For those who are meant to rock, we salute you. Make it happen while it counts. #dgr2018 #fortheride #mydreams #myattitude #makethathappen #hardwork #rocksolid #nocompromise #outtawhack #india (at 3000 Lights Hyderabad) https://www.instagram.com/p/Boa_dCYhk-C/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1v0bf1j3rv7a5

[kalidesautelsreads]

Happy Monday!

Just a quick note to wish you a happy Monday! 🤣 keep those clothes toasty warm today.

Repost @caffeinated_fitness_mommy with @get_repost

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Happy Monday #momlifebelike 🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️

#lipbalm #car #outtawhack #balm #life #scheduled #schedules #bag #funny #quote #joke #quoteootd #laundry #beauty #fashion #monday #night #like #followforfollow #love #follower #liker #followformore

[kalidesautelsreads]

What’s Next???

When does it stop?? All the things all the time!! 🤣❤️🙈

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Due to moving and spending less time on social media, there hasn’t been much activity on @feminismandfury but WE BACK!! Lots of inspiring, funny and informative content to share so get ready😄💕🌈🌎🧡

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#lipbalm #car #outtawhack #balm #life #scheduled #schedules #bag #funny #quote #joke #quoteootd…

[kalidesautelsreads]

Pull Out The Magic

Except for your kids… stick to your kids 🤣

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Choose your friends wisely!

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#lipbalm #car #outtawhack #balm #life #scheduled #schedules #bag #funny #quote #joke #quoteootd #ootd #style #makeup #beauty #fashion #saturday #night #saturdaynight #like #followforfollow #love #follower #liker #followformore

[kalidesautelsreads]

#Repost @caffeinated_fitness_mommy with @get_repost ・・・ check, check and check 💆🏼‍♀️ #lipbalm #car #outtawhack #balm #life #scheduled #schedules #bag #funny #quote #joke #quoteootd #ootd #style #makeup #beauty #fashion #sunday #night #sundaynight #like #followforfollow #love #follower #liker #followformore (at Vancouver, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFdCLXFGTT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=7swyo8axyg16