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kasinunca · 1 year ago

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thinking about a nose brushing against a nipple until the ticklish touch leads to a sneeze wowwweeee okay bye

#thinking about it being my nipple obviously #snz #snzblr #sneeze kink #snzfucker #snzfic idea #snz thoughts #if anyone has ever written this please for the love of sneezus send it to me #otherwise I'll have to write it myself

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umblrspectrum · 6 months ago

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updated some ref sheets and also actually made jcj one

#go find my artfight for more i guess #i know its another Not Real Murder Drones post but like im hyperfixating on this right now and dont feel like drawing drones #so you guys are just gonna have to live with that for a bit #i forgot an inner ring thing for abs so lets just pretend she doesnt have one #the spikes on jcjs halo are actually based on the spAAAAAAAAAAAce part of jcj in spaaaaaaaaaace #excuse my poor character writing i've literally never done this before #this is really like my first time doing this #usually i just pull the “they'll do whatever if i can make a joke out of it” card while Slightly aligning by their Vibe but like #here i'm trying to do something #learning to like actually Write also #if i can muster up the courage then i'll have a fic on ao3. otherwise ill just keep telling myself its for My Eyes Only #are the designs entirely canon compliant? no #do i care? no #art #murder drones #rain world #rain world iterator #i guess #never actually even considered a name for this au besides the self explanitory Murder Drones Rain World AU #should probably do that #i KNOW the lore is really fanficy SHUT UP i COULDNT THINK OF ANOTHER WAY TO WORK IT #LET ME BE CRINGE AND FREE FOR ONCE

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femmefighter · 3 months ago

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I'm not someone for 'fan service' appearances. As cool as the flashbacks and Anakin Force-ghost were in the Ahsoka series, I didn't need it. I just wanted my three main women from Rebels again, and I got that. Now, with Andor S2 less than a week away, I so painfully want some kind of hint of them. Just a taste. A lick. A name drop. Like Chopper's and the Ghost's second-long appearances in Rogue One, or General Syndulla being called over the loudspeaker.

I need more from those undocumented times of what Ahsoka, Hera and Sabine did, especially after the Liberation of Lothal but before Rogue One. Like, did Ahsoka return to the Rebellion once she knew Kanan had died as to not disturb the time continuum? Did Sabine get promoted because she'd become Ahsoka's padawan and Bail Organa insisted on Sabine being a commander as to honour the traditions of the Jedi during the Clone Wars? Was meiloorun fruit included in supply runs as to satisfy a pregnant general's cravings whilst on Yavin IV?

Gimme a scene where Bix comes across the new Alliance bird symbol that Sabine made. Have Cassian being told he's being promoted to a Fulcrum agent because Ahsoka Tano 'perished' on Malachor. Have Mon Mothma mention that she'll run a plan past Hera at some point.

Please, S2 Andor. Gimme some small tuppence of my beloveds. Pretty please!

#andor #andor season two #wishlist #ahsoka tano #sabine wren #hera syndulla #rebel alliance #star wars #pretty please #i'm not asking for too much am i?#otherwise i'll just have to write those scenes for myself #and i have too many WIPs atm

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sword-wielding-sapphic · 5 months ago

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calling Black Sails fans 📣

does anyone know of any fics where Silver convinces himself that he's only seducing Flint to manipulate him and only realises later that he actually does love him?

please xx

#I'm surprised this isn't a common trope. I just think it would be such a fun dynamic #silver being like “mwhahaha my cunning plan is working so well that I've even convinced myself that I love him! wait.. shit.”#otherwise I'll have to write it myself but I couldn't do it justice. I couldn't describe what is going on in silver's mind #black sails #silverflint #silverflint fanfic

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dangaer · 2 months ago

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walked for 2 miles for some lunch. how is your day going?

#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#HONESTLY NOT A COMPLAINT BC I could have ordered food into my workplace or smth but I was like #Why don't you just walk to the supermarket to get some? And thought that was smart #It was a nice walk (I tend to walk lunchtimes now in general but this was a bit longer than usual)#But now I'm overheating in the office again bc of the summer heat 😭😭😭#Good afternoon in general though! Might do a small explanation on how I'm doing my blogs atm and see if #It'll stick; otherwise my queue here runs out tomorrow and I'm 🥹 bc no writing may be posted until Monday. We'll see if that sticks though #I'll be around to sort out my messages and such in the background until the end of the work day however!! We're making progress everywhere #I'm really pleased with myself tbh !!#TBD.

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outlying-hyppocrate · 9 months ago

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i have officially returned. ask me anything.

#random thoughts #i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that #i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts #not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered #so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie #and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.

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writingmyheartoutforyou · 8 months ago

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The first draft doesn't have to be good. It just needs to be written.

#writing #I have to tell myself this otherwise I'll be stuck at the beginning of the story forever

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luv-again · 9 months ago

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probably shld do something with myself today before I fall deeper into Wallowing

#bee blabs #after shadamytober I think I might need time to recover #this has simultaneously been the best and worst thing for my health #I've met some incredible people !!!#I've gotten to write things I otherwise wouldn't have !!#but I feel so crappy every time I post sumn #and then I go doubting my ability as an artist #due to numbers and lack of approval ???#like who am I ??#I need to get over myself #maybe a break would do me some good idk #but not too long bc I'll need to start that shadamy secret santa thing #plus the 20 other things I probably should be doing in its place

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lausticzt-a · 9 months ago

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on a small break while my mental health declines so i'll be back to writing when my head isn't completed meshed!

#༊*·˚ ooc. ◞ ― mun speaks *ೃ༄#(For all blogs ! I will be on a bit of hiatus)#(Still here but I just can't write atm)#(Even tho I desperately want to)#(When I get things sorted for myself I'll be back to activity!)#(Otherwise imma just be lurking and reading everyone's stuff hehe)#(I have most my stuff under control but rn I am in need of maintenance again)#(When that calms down I'll be thriving once more)

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rockyroadkylers · 1 month ago

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childhood friends sequel is up to 3700 words now 🥰

#look at it goooo #i've written maybe... half of that since yesterday? idk #the other half has been sitting in the doc for like a year and it's finally seeing the sun again #i love this fic so much i'm so happy i'm finally getting back in the groove with it #like i really don't want to jinx myself but i think the first few months of the year are generally the worst for my writer's block #so maybe now i'll be able to actually have fun creatively and just. write #i have written stuff in the last five months just not really any one project consistently #except for that one christmas oneshot i finished last month for some reason 🤣#which coincidentally was also part of the childhood friends au #but otherwise i've skipped around a lot and like. i like all the stuff i've got but i've kind of had...#this is probably not a thing but like. ''restless writer syndrome'' lmao #it's annoying. 0/10 do not recommend. i wanna just be able to sit down and zone in on one project and FINISH SOMETHING #especially one of my longer projects that i've been talking about FOREVER #LIKE THIS ONE!!!!!#it's nice to have a friend 'verse #my wips #my writing #rwrb

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ruvviks · 5 months ago

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i love writing

#reid.txt #managed to finish a general outline for heaven's call and added some additional notes for myself to implement later #if i get more motivation and inspiration later today i'm gonna see if i can put together a draft zero for act 1 #it's only a handful of scenes since i'm trying to approach this very cinematically because i like to write like that #really wanna focus on the fine details of it to get as much as possible in there. say a lot with little words and all that #trying to get as much lore in there as early as possible so everything else later on just immediately clicks into place #instead of having to write everything first and then having to go back to sprinkle in more details later #i'll end up doing that anyway but it's easier to get them in there as much as possible on the first try because otherwise #my brain is gonna zoom out so fast and then it'll never get done LMAO

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eyepatchdate · 11 months ago

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i can't believe i never posted any of my snk fic. like. i have MULTIPLE NOTEBOOKS of handwritten stuff, and a LOT on my phone but like. i was into snk when i didn't have access to a computer. so almost none of this is typed and so thus also none of it was ever posted.

#shitpost #thinking of it because i have two of my notebooks stacked visibly rn because i am supposed to put the pages back in order #because they both fell apart so like i need to fix all the pages #and probably throw away all my military notes about all my signal crap #the thing that made me into snk is that i was actively at my military training while i was into it #and like it was relaxing to me to read about characters doing similar things also trapped in a military structure #or whatever.#anyways i had a few astronomically good ideas but they're trapped now unfinished and not fully formed and WRITTEN BY HAND #and really after i got out of my training hell i fell out of snk because it no longer was something i needed #because i was a guardsman. love that weekend warrior life.#but all this stuff is languishing and its just too bad #b/c some of it is SO good.#i had SUCH a good jeanmarco fic. and like the best time loop fic of all time dare i say.#and a few other ideas as well that were pretty good but i recall them a little less #because again i am just not into snk anymore. i was only into it for a few months but when i was i was SUPER into it #and had TONS of time to write.#in class. mostly. which is why a lot of it is interspersed with notes about radios and signal shit.#because i got through modules faster than the entire class and had to figure out how to slow myself down #because otherwise i had fuck all to do #someday i'll go through these notebooks and toss out the military shit and keep the snk shit #and hopefully be able to put the snk stuff in order. lol

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wizardships · 11 months ago

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get fucking ready you guys. tomorrow it's fitz friday

#i'll actually make intro stuff for my oc f/os i prommy. i need you all to see my boyfriend's beautiful vision #and bragging about my f/os that are their ocs is also bragging about them because they're so awesome and smart and creative and cool and #sweet and cute and funny and i know this is a blog about being in love with fictional guys but also i need you all to know how in love i am #with my real life partner. like. whatever. not to brag but also totally to brag. i have never shared myself so fully with someone let alone #done that and have them love all of it. and i love all of them too. and that includes the little guys in their brain (which is huge and #wrinkly and full of neurons) and basically i want to talk about their writing all the time.#it's been The Main Thing i care about literally for like 5 years now. other interests come and go but i'm a vargonhead through it all #like it's my second longest/most consistent interest behind t.olkien stuff #and i pester them about it constantly bc it rules and also to me it's like. a way of seeing parts of how their mind works that i wouldn't #be able to see otherwise. it rules dating or being friends with other creatives bc their works are always showing facets of them that #regular conversation/interactions might not #anyway. tomorrow is fitz friday. get ready. i mean i might be out of town for some of it bc i have to buy a new shirt but.#.cursed tomes

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soup-is-here · 11 months ago

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the black transmasc experience is so different from the white one i’m glad there’s at least one other person i know who gets it

It really is!!! Like I was aware before, but I wasn't *Aware* just how pissed off I was about white gender standards until I really started openly transitioning. Growing up on Tumblr didn't help one bit either lmao. I kept writing essays here about it but wanted to keep this short lol

#I went off about having to earn femininity as a kid and how the olympics shit happening rn #happens to black women everywhere all the time and how I tried to force myself into #white transmasc androgyny but eventually started looking like my dad and being happy about it #fear of crossing over into 'Scary Black Man' territory cause of my size #[Im working on this internalized bias cause I still get worried about how ppl would treat me if I dropped more of the soft boy look #and started looking like my dad or any other random black guy on the street]#and don't even get me started on the lack of medical knowledge about black transmasc ppl #tryna get top surgery was Wild bro #okay I'm done otherwise I'll write essays again but it's so nice seeing other black transmasc ppl here on tumblr #I see a few ppl reblog stuff about being black and trans but have know idea who is an ally and who is also black and trans

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drdumaurier · 2 years ago

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I started writing a headcanon about Bedelia and closure and I made myself sad.

#;Behind the Veil [ooc]#(i'll finish writing it tomorrow because it's past midnight)#(the lights outside got turned off)#(which means it's really time for me to go to bed)#(but i have so many thoughts about this)#(i'm writing specifically about s3)#(and how the events that had taken place before and during the show affected her)#(it truly messed her up and she never got closure)#(even hannibal being in prison for a while doesn't help her)#(and if i take into account the post-credits scene at the end of s3)#(then it's even worse and i could probably write a whole thesis on it)#(but i'll limit myself even if i'll talk specifically about closure in that verse)#(i still doesn't consider it as 'canon' for my bedelia)#(but i do have a verse for it so)#(and then otherwise even without that scene she has a lot to deal with)#(and she doesn't cope well)#(and she never gets closure)#(i have many thoughts about not getting closure actually)#(because i haven't gotten closure either)#(some stuff happened and trauma and all that and i haven't managed to get closure)#(maybe one day i will but it hasn't happened so i can see bedelia just never getting it)#(anyhow i'm gonna stop monologuing in the tags)

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the-jackalope-coffee-co · 2 years ago

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I got points off (I assume) for missing surname + page number in the corner of my paper, and yet, when I download and have second sources look (Tim) at it, they see my surname and the page number in order on EVERY PAGE so what in the green FUCK is happening to this

#it's fine and I'm fine and it isn't a problem #I mean it's only a point or whatever #except that turns it from a C paper to B #actually you know what fuck all of this this is one of the goddamn reasons I didn't want to do this #you know what I do write? history essays #I haven't done an english essay since high school which was a decade ago #so I mean having a B paper is fine and not anything to scream about #but please know I am fuming screaming biting over this #the comments otherwise I can deal with whatever #but the points off for minor petty inaccurate bullshit? I'll kill you and myself

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