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A list of stuff I've written
Because I'm having trouble finding my own shit sometimes so it'll be nice to have it all in one space, also, shameless a03 plug: MoonBugs9058 on AO3
From my "Tales Of Empty Cups" series (Magnus Chase):
Cost of Living -> Mostly blitzstone, follows the plots of SoS and HoT, ~27k words
Tales From The Five And A Half (six if you round up) -> One shot collection with loosely connected plots (not in chronological order), connected to Cost of Living, currently ~16k words
From my "In Vertumna And Time" series (Exocolonist):
Prince Charming -> Focuses on the Tammy/Cal relationship but also has Cal/Sol in it, ~2k words
Spider Web of Guilt -> Focuses on Sol (it's also in second person), ~2k words
Don't Call It Abuse (i can't handle another tragedy) -> Focuses on Anemone/Vace, ~3k words
Love is hard to unlearn -> Focuses on the Tammy/Cal relationship but also has Tammy/Sol in it (companion piece to Prince Charming), ~3k words
Without All The Nuance -> Focuses on Sol's deterioration and has a little bit of everything in it, pretty angsty though, ~47k words
From my "Tales of the Lonely (Kinich&Ajaw fics)" (Genshin Impact):
The Ultimate Fool-Proof Guide to Humans by K'uhul Ajaw -> Genshin fandom, focuses on Ajaw and Kinich and the frenemy relationship they have going on, aroace Kinich and Mualani, pretty cool if i do say so myself, 20k words.
O Scion, lonely Scion -> Genshin fandom, focuses on Ajaw and Kinch (who would have guessed) except this time its about Kinich's death and how Ajaw handles it. (Spoiler alert, he does it poorly) Somewhere between angst and heavy angst, 2.6k words. The Cursed Scion and the Ancient Dragon -> Genshin fandom, focuses on Ajaw and Kinich yet again, soulmate au (platonic), is currently a sneak peek while I finish the rest of the fic, estimated to be longer than the ultimate fool-proof guide so do what you will with that info
Other works not in a series (Psych)
Two In A Million, Twice In A Lifetime -> Psych fandom, is a bit of a relationship/character study for Shawn and Abigail and follows them through different parts of their relationship up until S4 E16: Mr. Yin Presents, and a little bit after that, ~4.5k words.
Happy reading! I have a chapter come up for Tales Of Empty Cups (the long-awaited SOTD chapter except I've kinda hit a wall with that so we'll see how long it takes.)
This post updates as I write more stuff!
#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer#fanfiction#fanfics#writing#magnus chase and the gods of asgard#magnus chase#blitzen mcga#hearthstone mcga#alex fierro#samirah al abbas#amir fadlan#mcga#blitzstone#i was a teenage exocolonist#sol exocolonist#tammy exocolonist#cal exocolonist#anemone exocolonist#vace exocolonist#if you've read the âA Tale of Two Losersâ series from the Yo-Kai Watch 3 fandom on AO3 that was me too#average and exceptional and all that jazz#happy hunting to those who want to read it#yes the exocolonist series title is a ref to in stars and time#psych#shawn spencer#abigail lytar#shassie is also included in that psych fic but its *barely* there#other characters are mentioned there too#genshin impact
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Happy one year anniversary to In Stars and Time!
#ISAT#in stars and time#siffrin#loop#I truly mean it when I say that this was the best game I have played since Disco Elysium.#It pulls off some of the best examples of Ludonarritive Harmony in a video game...possibly ever?#Not to mention just...wow. What a great story. What a tale of twists and introspection. What a tale about the need for home and connection#I know many of you have trusted me before with media recommendations. Trust me one more time.#Do you want to experience the torment of being in a timeloop? And *still* have fun and feel like your time is being respected?#PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!#Do you yearn for complex characters and love unravelling mysteries? PLAY IN STARS AND TIME!!!!#Please heed the content warnings; I took them a little too lightly on my playthrough! They are there for a reason! Don't be like me!#This game means a lot to me and so many others. On the small chance the dev sees this (they are on tumblr after all):#Thank you so much for all your hard work in creating this game and seeing the project through.#It has been a year for us fans but many years for you. So thank you!#I hope it has been a joyful year for you! Watching as people descend into shrieks of agony from playing your game.#It's good! It made me vomit blood. I had so much fun! I felt like I was torturing the protagonist when I played it. I loved it! I cried.
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Abby went into the pit and made a FNAF friend..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#abby schmidt#oswald fnaf#spring bonnie#william afton#into the pit#fnaf movie#fazbear frights#fnaf fanart#INTO THE PIT CONTENT RAHH đĽđĽ#OSWALD MENTIONED đĽđĽ#okay so Iâm hyped for ITP obviously#the more we see of this game the more I want to play it#so I HAD to draw something for it to just get the need out of me#this is my coping until I can play it đ#I hope all the frights books gets adapted into games#maybe Iâll draw some other book characters soon.. weâll see#Abby in the movie goes into the ballpit#lil joke that what if she met Oswald there#and his ââdadââ/sping Bonnie#again just Abby befriending everyone moment!!#Oswald probably does need the friendship too cause heâs gone thru it
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he did it! đ and it only took...uhhh...well, there probably could've been less punches, but why hold back!
PUNCHES FOR EVERYONE
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 9 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 9 spoilers#snakes#ONE MORE DOWN#oh my god happy jamil was SO scary and yet adorable all at once#i want real jamil to see him and just be utterly disgusted#and yet he got nothing on the return of everyone's favorite twst character: WEIRD RHYTHMIC ELEPHANT#oh weird rhythmic elephant what would we do without you#me kicking my stupid little feet as jamil wakes up through sheer force of kalim though#he was SO happy for jamil and SO ready to just go along with everything. my sweet boy.#jamil getting so flustered by him that he's just shocked back into reality#and the SLAPFIGHT#silver being like 'they need this' and doing his one smile animation as kalim and jamil are pulling on each other's hair and going YOU SMEL#mmm yes delicious#also this is probably nothing but#but...they brought up the whole thing with azul having dirt on crowley again#the thing that was briefly alluded to in episode 4 and never mentioned ever again?!#i had JUST finally convinced myself that i was reading too much into it and it was just azul playing along with jamil's plan#but now they've mentioned it again and i'm going to be all BUT WHAT DOES IT MEEEEEAAAAN for another three years about it#is it a meaningless reference to that one scene?! is it absolutely ridiculous foreshadowing?! am i ever going to be validated?!#I HAVE TO KNOW
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hi heres art so you pay attention to me now go read the tags
#ive been rewatching episode 7 like its the only thing on youtube and made note of many things#first off. the solver can only have one host. nori mentions skyn wants to kill off all the other solver hosts (with the dds) and disregards#the idea of both uzi and doll being its current host when they get chased#plus the main solver possessions only occur when skyn is out of the picture (the fightt in ep 7 is only after n decapitates âtessaâ)#solver uzi is possible too but i dont count her cause she doesn't have the yellow#personal theory is that its more an instinctual response to overheating or something and not full on possession#second off nori calls the solver cyn. how does she know that name#cyn was on earth and only showed up to copper 9 recently and i presume nori's been here her whole life#it probably wasn't the other dds cause none of them made it down and they're all more savage beasts#since cyn specifies n's team retained their personalities and that makes me think the other teams didnt#also also we should've immediately questioned tessa arriving in the same type of pod as the mds when they were revealed to not be sent by j#im running out of characters also the people who dont like when i use tags like this can bite me#murder drones#murder drones nori#artori? that sounds cool#ill probably just stick with nori though#i have so many solver heart refs now#art#episode 7#murder drones episode 7#murder drones episode 7 spoilers#using the same black for shadows as my lineart doesn't work when i have to draw thin things over it#murder drones spoilers
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Okay I have a hot take and a controversial opinion here; but I've seen a lot of people get upset over shipping Alastor with other characters due to the fact he's ace, and I totally get it- representation matters. But people shouldn't be getting mad over harmless shipping, especially when it ereases other asexual identities. Demisexuals exist. Asexuals who experience romantic attraction exist. Abrosexuals exist. We want representation too :')
#hazbin hotel#alastor hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor the radio demon#demisexual#abrosexual#oh also i should mention this isn't a matter of trying to take away other peoples representation either#like you are fully allowed to enjoy a character as they are#but pls let other people have headcanons too#staticradio#radiostatic#appleradio#radioapple#d0nut's thoughts
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Iâm just gonna say this, the main reason people donât like Damian Wayne as a character is the same reason people didnât like Jason Todd back in the 80s
People donât like either of them because their favorite Robin (Tim Drake and Dick Grayson) got replaced by them.
Damian and Jason are both really interesting and complex character, objectively more complex than both Tim and Dick, but some people (cough, obnoxious Tim fans, cough, and Dick fans who over sexualize him, cough) donât see that and just want their little blorbos to never grow into their own character apart from Batman.
#damian wayne#jason todd#tim drake#dick grayson#batfam#this isnât#anti tim drake#or#anti dick grayson#itâs anti annoying fans who donât appreciate other characters#or change their favorite characters to the point where theyâre unrecognizable from their canon selves#Tim is not some shy innocent insecure little baby#dick isnt some happy go lucky person with sun shining out of his ass#Damian is literally a child with a horrible upbringing#yet certain Tim fans completely villainize him#Jason is shit in canon#but most of his worst actions towards tim were horrible out of character#Jason is written too inconsistently#and not to mention#Duke Steph and Cass go completely forgotten because of this
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has anyone gotten the idea that odysseus' storyline in hades 2 is a depiction/exploration of trauma over his SA and how he's blaming himself for things that were out of his control? because that's the impression i'm getting from what i've seen. he talks about "goddesses" as his "greatest weakness" and that "he's not one to say no to them"...
when mel invites him to the bath, he brings up mortals having different standards for intimacy than gods and how it usually has a more romantic/sexual connotation. she then asks if he's uncomfortable and he has a startled reaction and brings up circe and calypso again (but never actually by name)
(this isn't ship/romance bait btw. odysseus knew mel as a kid and they're stated in-game to have a sibling/uncle-niece relationship)
also he grew apart from penelope after his return, but the game makes a point of showing that his love for penelope and telemachus is what drove him on at all so that element of his character isn't brought into question
#i made a post abt it but deleted it bc it was speculating and i don't have the game bc i don't have a pc#but i found more screenshots and now.. i think it's a VERY real possibility they're going in this direction.#circe is in this game also. so i really need to see whether odysseus has any character specific dialogue about her#hard life when you can't even play the game and are hunting down bits of story from other people#hades game tag#hades 2 spoilers#sa mention#hades 2#hades game#odysseus#penelope#i don't have any hard coping shipper brain on or anything but like. just. thinking about where his character can go given what we know#guaranteed penelope will be in this game too from how much she's brought up. we'll probably meet her on the surface#SO ITS LIKE. story wise. are we going to make a wife forgive her husband for cheating on her#or are we going to make a guy realize him being assaulted wasn't the same thing as him cheating on the love of his life#and i am heavily leaning towards the latter.#it's like if he genuinely did cheat on her and they grew apart what direction would his story go in.#how will us as the player help him in the same way we helped achilles/patroclus or orpheus/eurydice
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]
#boothill#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr incorrect quotes#hsr memes#honkai star rail memes#hsr meme#honkai star rail meme#hsr textpost#hsr boothill#boothill hsr#hsr spoilers#hsr 2.2 spoilers#hmmm... don't think it's worth tagging the others in the 9th image. this ain't about them#still unsure abt how to do the alt text for these kinda posts properly but hopefully i'm improving#anyways. don't think i've ever seen heard and typed "cowboy' so many times in one day as i have while making this good lord#i did a bit of digging around and haven't Seen any of these done yet so. here's hoping that's the case!#i'm only ~3/4 of the way through the 2.2 main quest but the need to make these compelled me to put these out Now#i can already tell u that there Will be more of these for Boothill tho bc i'm crazy abt him. probably enough to make another dedicated post#but i'm gonna wait until i'm fully caught up on the plot (and will probably spoil myself for more of his character lore after that as well)#speaking of. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese and stay up too late playing through the rest of the main quest#i'm loving it so far. many thoughts head full abt it all but in a good way. hoping for more Boothill moments as we approach the end#he's def not the main character here but he is to Me okay. he is to me. i'm scarfing down every crumb he drops#i'm also suffering from Aventurine withdrawals out here. Argenti mentioning him was Interesting but i need More. Where Is He.#also. was Argenti intentionally not voiced or was it a game issue?? the hell was that. threw me off so hard when i couldn't hear him speak#anyways i'm getting off topic and wasting precious gaming time so i'll be takin' my leave now
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taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.
#let the record show i think love was there. do I personally perceive it as romantic / sexual? no.#mythal's perception of love & care is warped in and of itself#i think they loved each other. but she loved what she could take from him and what he could give in terms of service#not because she was romantically into him#also i wish we knew more about her & elgar'nan. her regret prison form says she holds no love for him anymore#and it makes me wonder when that love soured. was it when she was blighted? before that? was that love also born of duty and companionship?#this is the last post i'm gonna make ab this i think#bc i believe people are too caught up in the modern western ideas of love as thing we give solely to our romantic partners#and we literally have a character go âour perception is warped bc of the age we live inâ and some of you are still being purposefully obtuse#and i think trick saying it's up to interpretation is basically admitting EA had them dumb down the game anyway#if everything ab the rise and fall of the evanuris in game#was condensed to five 2min cutscenes it says enough that whatever the writers wanted#was swiftly cut down by corporate dept. basically saying it's in the fans' court now#also bc it's an easy cop out around new players & non solasmancers who are indifferent ab him / dislike him#as a way to appeal thru a more sympathetic lense of look!! he loved and was led astray#not to mention the clear justinia / leliana parallels#and leliana gets angry if you imply she was romantically involved / in love w justinia#and the romance descr when you remake your inq saying the dread wolf could not predict what it would mean to fall IN LOVE#implying he had never fallen in love before or at the very least experienced a romantic love#also him saying drinking from the well would make you a slave and he gets really upset#yet ive seen takes of âhes doing this for her cus he dgaf ab lavellanâ ?? he got mythal killed when he told her ab the blight#whatever feelings of admiration he had for her have rotted. he is literally burdened by his mistakes and his choice in joining her#i feel like if i were a spirit bound and twisted into a weapon i would need my creator to tell me i am Free. i would need that closure#like when cole says its not abuse to bind him if he asks and solas said thats not always true???#if you perceive her interaction w him in vg third act as#anything more than the way justinia released leliana in inq then im sorry maybe youre just obtuse#solavellan#mythal#dragon age meta
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Penny stardewvalley makes me so sad because she's SO sensitive to, like, basically everything you tell her (telling her that you can't stand children while two children are nearby is a pretty lousy move but -1500 friendship?? being a jerk to other characters' faces typically loses you about 50 points, and if you choose the option labeled "creepy" and ask Leah for a kiss in her 2 heart event she physically hits you and kicks you out of her house but that's only -100 friendshipâŚ) and so if you want to befriend her it's a whole lot of lying and tiptoeing around her feelings (2 hearts: George was right but saying that makes her feel bad. 6 hearts: her food sucks but even if you try to be polite about it she feels like a failure; only a bald-faced lie pleases her. 8 hearts: saying you don't want to be tied down with a family loses you a little bit of friendship and she's only happy if you say you want kids) and I can't help but think she's a product of her environment. She lives in a trailer with only her mother, who gets drunk every night and has something of a temper. Penny's like a skittish rescue animal who wonât even come out from hiding under something unless you leave her lots of treats
#stardew valley#penny sdv#I didn't mention the SECOND opportunity to lose 1500 friendship with her#because I think if you go out of your way to date her and then tell her that you don't like her that way then you deserve it#but yeah she's super volatile#i was upset for a little bit after reading that one post saying the ârightâ answer in the 2 heart event is ableist#like nooooo not my favorite farming game :(#except that in the context of several other things in the game it becomes clear that winning someone over#does not always mean doing the right thing#looking directly at how the easiest way to befriend shane and pam is by enabling their alcoholism#which is framed as a harmful thing even if the characters themselves like it#you have to lie to befriend other characters too like with sam dropping his egg#and you can lose a little friendship based on preferences like sebastian asking about what books you like#though to be fair if i saw someone who could potentially be cool and i found out that what they like was stuff im not into id also#lose interest a little#anyway those are all examples spread around on different characters#penny's got it all at once#me post
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I like the headcanon of forehead touches being important in zaun culture, more so than they usually would be.
Forehead to forehead may as well be saying I love you, it's usually kept for family or life partners (platonic or romantic)
Forehead to cheek is kinda like a cat nuzzling you, it's still used when people are rather close, but it's lighter. A quick bonk
Forehead to shoulder/back/neck can be a thing of comfort or sometimes just a quick "I'm glad you're here" and is more common among close friends than others
Forehead to hand (usually palm, but hand in general) is an "I trust you to take care of me" or "I want comfort" type thing.
#dont mind my rambling#arcane#yes this is about those two.#jayvik#but its also about other characters#i just think itd be a neat piece of world building even if its not canon#forehead touches are already intimate and close but i think special meaning would be fun#ive seen other ppl mention the idea too#joke rambles
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"This fandom is so queer friendly!" This fandom literally hates, bisexual, trans, nonbinary, and aspec people but ok.
#text#fandom#fandom culture#âqueer friendlyâ you mean gays an lesbians? because i sure as hell don't see the same friendlyness towards anyone else#bisexual character exists ânoooo they were comphetâ or âthey're dating the opposite sex right now so it doesn't count!!!â#Trans character exists and their story still has to focus on them being gay or else it's not queer or interesting enough#not to mention the sexualization they will face solely based off their trans identity#and the debates on if they're âreallyâ gay or not because of being trans#Nonbinary character or character with complex and nuanced gender exists#and it's all about what their ACTUAL gender is and âI'm just going to use [gendered pronouns] for X because i see X as a boy/girlâ#Character uses a specific set of pronouns and everyone decides to toss those to the side in favor of other (gendered) pronouns#under the guise of ânonbinary people can use gendered pronouns too! they are still nonbinaryyyyyyy i prommyâ#Aspec character exists and it's ânooo you can't prove their aspecâ âI can still ship them because aros can still dateâ#âAces can still have sex so I can sexualize this ace characterâ#âokay but i headcanon them as a different sexuality so it's fine!â#and if you headcanon ANY of these identities? âNooo you can't PROVE that they are bi/trans/nonbinary/aspec!!!!!â#queer#lgbt+#lgbtq+#lgbtqia+#bisexual#aro#ace#aromantic#asexual#aroace#aplatonic#aspec#acespec#arospec
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Curly not immediately punishing Jimmy for assaulting Anya is something I donât think a lot of people are viewing in the complex context for Curly as the superior to both of them and closest confidante they had.
Like I am in no way saying he didnât under react or fail Anya by not being harsh or direct with Jimmy but it really is the case that he really couldnât. Imagine being stuck in such a confined space with very little areas to genuinely hold someone if they commit a crime. Itâs not like this was an event that occurred before they departed or that they have easy communication with The Pony Express to ask for how to proceed when something like this arises. Not to mention, Jimmyâs relative power in relation to Anya as the co-pilot and second in command, he has the knowledge and access to do something to her had Curly directly punished him in this setting.
They were also Curlyâs friends. Itâs not just the case of him mediating something between his subordinates but people he is personally invested in donât want to see spiral further in Anyaâs case while also not wanting believe his friend go that bad in Jimmyâs actions. They were both suicidal and Curly putting Jimmyâs stability first is both out of bias but also the fact heâs aware at some level Jimmy is a danger to himself and others if not constantly placated. Combined with the fact he was in denial or just not piecing together what Anya said itâs hard to say what he buying time for and what he had treat as urgent. This isnât even saying he doesnât care about Anya but heâs not going jump to the worst conclusions about his friends even if part of him acknowledges the evidence saying so. Itâs a complicated thing but heâs still human and needed to process it on top of trying to keep a ship that already took on a lot of water from further sinking, metaphorically.
I just personally think that while Curly failed Anya, it was a scenario where there wasnât much he could do to the best thing by her safely and like Jimmy, we are underestimating what a good leader would do in a very fragile and tense situation like he was in. By the time he may have been ready and had a plan, things were much too late.
#like in my one Anya still respected Curly after he didnât punish Jimmy so I assume he still respected her or reassured her heâd do something#it just was never enough because sadly Jimmy just needed to be removed from the ship and thatâs not possible#cause no matter what Jimmy was going to do something stupid to fix it and Curly had to be thinking of a way to avoid that but also trying to#play the subjective role of friend and objective role of captain with two of the people he is currently closest with#not to mention how heâs a big picture guy and itâs not an excuse but those little detail and subtle behaviors are probably lost if the big#picture looks fine still and he admits heâd drive himself crazy trying to look for it#like weirdly Curlys character is only seen through the people he tried to protect and we judge him on his failures but we donât get too much#on his insights directly as Jimmy is unreliable and he tries hard to be gentle with Anya#personal note is I donât think Curly underplaying Anyaâs trauma is a guy code protecting my bud thing but more a flaw in his personal#character in where he just wants everything and everyone to be ok in the end and taking responsibility that isnât his to bare like he canât#make up for what Jimmy did but he tried and thatâs the problem really cause heâs just used to actually fixing it for him and itâs the case#this is the one thing he really couldnât like I think heâs a good guy but heâs trapped in his and a bunch of other peoples worse moments#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing curly#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing anya#jimmy mouthwashing#captain curly#nurse Anya#mouthwashing spoilers#rape tw#suicide tw#also last thought is how he like also was being emotionally drained by Jimmy constantly like Anya and his relationship with Jimmy parallel#each other in such a way that both him and Anya warily follow the words of the others abuser because they fear the physical or emotional#repercussions if they donât like her not being able to really tell curly what happened and then curly not being able to do the same and how#jimmy assaults and dehumanizes both when they are no longer a service to him like god they are more adjacent than Jimmy and Curly like Curly#messed up in a already messy pile Jimmy mad it into a dumpster fire in a landfill they are not the same
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merry christmas, please donât come
âOh, golden boy, you shined a light on our home and at your best you were magic we were sold. But don't tell 'em what you told me. Don't even tell 'em that you know me.I would rather burn foreverâ
from âMerry Christmas, Please Donât Callâ by the Bleachers
âWhat do you mean Patrick isnât coming?â
Art doesnât know how many times theyâve had this conversation. (He stopped keeping track after the fifth time)
Memory loss, a dwindling attention span, and blanking. All problems the doctors said his grandmother would struggle with after her stroke. Heâd expected difficulties with remembering her routine or where she was. Even the people around her. General things, he could walk her through. Not something so specific. And frankly, considering all the things she could forget, this feels like a cruel joke.
He lets out a steady exhale, stepping closer to where his grandmother stands by the small fir covered in lights, tinsel, and other markers of the Christmas season. Sebastian, the old tabby, is nuzzled right by where his grandmother placed the small, wrapped box under the tree, looking up at him with a cautious gaze.
âHe isnât able to come this year,â Art repeats, reaching to the home-made popsicle candy cane ornament hanging at armâs length on the tree. It was the decoration he made with Patrick when he came to visit Christmas in 2000 ��� the first of a long line of ornaments theyâd make together for the holiday.Â
His grandmother lets out a gentle, albeit unbelieving scoff as she shakes her head. âHe always comes,â she remarks, a blatant dismissal of Artâs words.Â
His thumb rubs aimlessly over the painted birchwood decoration, as he looks back at her with a tentative gaze. She wasnât wrong, Patrick would always come for the holiday. After spending Hanukkah with his folks, heâd fly out to the midwest by the twenty-fourth and spend the rest of winter break with him. âFor a proper Christmas experienceâ heâd tease, although Art knew that he just didnât want to be at home.
Now itâs the twenty-third and he was nowhere in sight.Â
âWell he isnât this year, grandma,â Art sighs, eyes quickly darting back to the tree. The ornaments he made with Patrick are there on nearly every other branch. His thumb presses down harder on the candy-cane popsicle, continuing it's steady back and forth motion, as his eyes jump from one decoration to the next.
Her eyebrows knit and she looks down to the present she placed for Patrick, Artâs gaze trailing behind herâs. In smooth, cursive black sharpie, the word âPatâ is written on top of the metallic red wrapping paper. It's small enough that Art canât figure out what it is, but its presence may as well take up the whole room.Â
âDid he say why?â she suddenly asks, instantly looking back up to him.Â
The question is ironic. As if Patrick had any say in the decision. As if he chose not to come. Really Art should just say "he isn't welcome here" and move on. But that's an over simplification in itself.
Art turns his head up to her and settles with: âHeâs busy.âÂ
t wasnât a lie. The last time he checked, Patrick was somewhere in the Mediterranean, probably trying his luck with the European tour. Or at least thatâs what Art gathered from Patrickâs recent facebook posts. (He allowed himself a peek every once in a while to keep his curiosity at bay)
His grandma takes in a soft inhale, looking back down at the present. Sebastian moves away from the box to rub against her leg with a purr, and she looks down at the cat, before shrugging. âWeâll keep it in case he comes.âÂ
He supposed the danger of going no-contact with Patrick meant that his old friend really had no way of knowing what Art expected.
And Patrick always had a tendency to see what he wanted.
we'll keep it in case he comes
Suddenly, Art feels a sharp poke in his hand, and he turns back to where his finger holds the popsicle stick decoration to see a splinter in his thumb.
He stares at it for a moment and then yanks the decoration off the tree.
Itâs around midnight when he goes to properly handle the decorations.
He tip-toes down the stairs, cautious to avoid Sebastian on the railing who is already looking at him with an accusatory gaze. If it wasn't for the cat's general hatred of him, he'd assume it knew exactly what he is about to do. When he walks to the kitchen to grab a trash bag, he can hear the cat hiss. Drawing out an eye roll as he creeps towards the tree in the living room.
The place is only illuminated by the yellow-toned string of lights on the tree, and he just stands there, taking in all the ornaments he is about to take down.Â
Some wash pin-figures
Couple of snow globe bulbs
Many paper snowflakes.Â
And the candy cane popsicles. Â
He lets out a deep exhale before quietly pulling each decoration from the tree and placing it gently into the trash bag. He moves quietly and focuses his eyes on the motions of his hands, not allowing himself to look at any ornament longer than he has to. Only Sebastianâs displeased purrs filling the room.
By the time heâs done, his stomach churns at the sight of the tree now mostly decorated by store bought figures, tinsel, and lights. Itâs a foreign sight he keeps looking at, up and down, until eventually the little present with the cursive âPatâ written on-top catches his attention.Â
The metallic red wrapping of the little box reflects the Christmas tree lights back like a kaleidoscope. Art just stares down at the sight, still unsure of what the present is.Â
Hesitantly, he bends to the floor and gingerly reaches for the box, picking it up in a sluggish motion. It fits into the palm of his hand, and makes no noise. There's a certain weight to it that he canât place. and his thumb deliberately runs against the tape of wrapping paper.
Then with the same sluggish movement from before, he puts it back down underneath the tree. His hands flex against where he holds the trash bag, and he remains on the ground. Eyes tracing the loops of his grandmother's handwriting and the fractured reflections of colored light.
When he eventually pushes himself to go back upstairs, he puts the bag in the back corner of his closet. Tucking it away behind some old duffle bags from his time at the academy before dragging himself to bed.
Patrick posts a photo of a Turkish marketplace on the twenty-fourth. Somewhere in Istanbul. Or Izmir.
Art doesn't really care where.
At least he was right about it being the Mediterranean.Â
authors note: this is me fighting the art donaldson hater allegations!! not really sure how i feel about this, but i think of art and patrick everytime i hear this song and knew i had to write a fic based on it for them. although i did change the line for the title, just so it would fit better with the final product. many mixed feelings on this, but i hope you enjoyed it!! tell me what you think!!! and if you want an edit of artrick to this song...check this out!
art credit: from the December 1960 issue of the new yorker
#art donaldson had a bit of a grinch moment here#is it obvious that i don't really write art... either way i won't lie this was fun to explore#he's such a fascinating character#i want to crawl into his mind and live in his head#this desire exists with tashi and patrick too...but there are other much more stronger desires which take precedence there...yeah x10#also sebastian mention!! again!! shout out to lilli!!!#challengers#art donaldson#patrick zweig#artrick#mike faist#josh o'connor
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Based on somewhat real events
I spent way too much time drawing this...
But yeah, Ford finally saying thank you
A continuation (kinda)
#sometimes my skin smells too strongly and I hate it. I wanna crawl up and die. it's not that bad usually#only when I'm already overstimulated#there were 2 times where I was sick and I started crying and almost threw up because the smells were too strong#one time the smell of tge city. the other time it was roasted chicken. I still feel sick when I smell reheated chicken to this day#I'd love to have someone comfort me and rub my back in these moments but 1. I don't want anyone to touch me and#2. I feel like I don't deserve to be touched because it's an inconvenience to others#anyway enough about me. I am now projecting in these characters#I hate drawing their faces so much#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#young stan pines#art#fanart#traditional art#comic#long post#watercolor#forgot to mention but I can't take a shower when the sun is still up except if I was swimming in a pool/sea. no specific reason I just can'#projecting to Ford because Stan would never feel like that :/ oh well#is this cringe? maybe. probably. do I care? no. not really#I'm self diagnosing myself with 'definitely something wrong but not further specified' because this can't be normal#btw sorry if this is disappointing. I tried my best (the first part is pretty neat imo)#wonder if anyone is gonna read all of these tags#is this the worst thing you've seen yet?#teen stan#teen ford
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