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Cobra Kai Fanfiction Awards 2025 - Final Voting Master List
Hello to all our badass Miyagi-Dos, Cobras, and Seikai Taikais!
All of final round voting polls are officially up and waiting for you to vote for your favorite fics from 2024 (through to the end of Feb 2025).
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Voting Final Round Day 1
Hawk/Eli
Seikai Taikai arc character
Self-Insert/Reader
Action
Gen Fic
Best Tugboat (Moon/Piper, Amanda/Anoush, Dutch/Jimmy, Daniel /Chozen, Amanda/Carmen, Jimmy/Jenny, Sam/Demetri, Amanda/Johnny, Robby/Shawn, Daniel/Kreese, Daniel/Dutch, Bobby/Daniel, Tommy/Susan, Aisha/Tory, Daniel/Kumiko, Bobby/Barbara, Johnny/Chozen, Terry Silver/Wolf, Johnny Lawrence/Wolf, Axel/Samantha, Devon/Kenny)
Best Novella (10k+)
Best Reader
Day 2 Final Round of Voting
Best Johnny (The Karate Kid-era)
Best Chozen
Best Demetri
Best Amanda
Best Event/Challenge Fic
Best Romance
Best Frigate (Johnny/Ali, Johnny/Bobby, Daniel/Ali, Miguel/Tory, Kenny/Anthony, Miguel/Hawk, Hawk/Moon, Demetri/Yasmine, Johnny/Dutch, Hawk/Sam, Robby/Hawk)
Best Ficlet (101-999 words)
VOTING FINAL DAY 3
Best Original Character
Best Terry Silver
Best Samantha LaRusso
Best Anthony LaRusso
Best Comedy
Best Lawrusso
Best Completed Longfic (45K+ words)
Best Multichapter
Voting Final Round Day 4
Best Daniel LaRusso (from The Karate Kid era)
Best OG Cobras
Best Tory Nichols
Best Carmen Diaz
Best Holiday-themed fic
Best Fluff
Best Cruiser (30+ fics)
Best Drabble
Final Round of Voting - Day 5
Best Johnny (Cobra Kai)
Best Mr Miyagi
Best Miguel
Best Kenny
Best Returning Writer
Best Character Study
Best Whump
Best Platonic Dynamic
Best Series
Voting Final Round Day 6
Best Daniel (Cobra Kai)
Best John Kreese
Best Robby Keene
Best New Writer
Best AU
Best Smut
Best Polyam
Best Oneshot
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I have zero clue on how to reply to this, btw, sorry. I've never actually made a post before because I've been too nervous 💀 I thought it was the chat bubble but it looked like it would reply to my post T_T
I do know about that with Enkanomiya! I think it's very interesting, and I want to know more. I also did look into that book, because I was looking into Istaroth and Venti at the time, and found it.
The thing is, even though its possible Venti has lied about his strength(tho idk, its possible Mondstadt's faith isn't as strong as it could be despite the church, have no idea, tho I think there are some with strong belief), I don't think he lied about his origins as a wisp and not being a god. Just me though! I think we do need more about him, but I don't wanna completely throw out that piece of his story either and say he was lying about all of it.
I still think he and Istaroth are technically 2 different people, but I can see Venti having been a part of her once. Gods seem to have a weird habit of having children in strange and unusual ways which could be the case here? Just taking parts of yourself and letting them split off and become their own thing just doesn't seem all that unusual for gods atp. Which ig could be the 'both her and yet not her' thing, cause he isn't her, but he was once part of her.
This was definitely interesting to read, I am a huge Venti fan and I adore him so Venti and Istaroth lore I already expect to go hand in hand but I also want Venti to be his own person at the same time so I like to believe he isn't Istaroth :')
(Also I hope you can tell me if I replied correctly or if I needed to do something else, it was super confusing.)
Loving the new lore drop with the recent interlude teaser, but now I'm especially curious about Istaroth.
I don't personally think Venti is Istaroth. They share VAs but I feel like that's more of a sign of their connection more than anything else. None of their lore even hints at it, and Venti himself has stated he never had a human form and wasn't a god of anything, just a single thread of the Thousand Winds. But it's undeniable that Istaroth and Venti have a connection, we already knew this, which is what their lore actually says - I just wish we knew what precisely it was.
I get the impression it's quite a loose parent and child relationship. But I could be wrong. Whatever their connection, I do believe they are two separate beings. Them being the same person just feels like a huge plot hole to me personally from what we already know.
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sctir is such a good story if you're obsessed with worldbuilding Implications because yoojin is also Constantly thinking about that stuff. He's just a (previously) regular guy who has to live in this weird urban portal fantasy world so he cares about stuff like tax brackets and zoning laws and fair contract-writing and alternative uses of everyone's crazy supernatural powers. I can't count the number of times I started thinking "wait, couldn't you-" only to have it answered the next sentence. When his internal monologue mentioned dungeon resets being used for public waste disposal i practically cheered
#sctir#s classes that i raised#the s classes that i raised#inventory sealing curses#heavy taxes on exporting high-rank items to other countries#the fact that potions are usually made locally so different countries end up with different flavors#making mundane items out of dungeon materials so you can store them in your inventory#the s-rank Get Used To Your Inhuman Strength dorm#the published list of which meds won't be blocked by poison resistance#the fact that having a portal gate instead of an elevator is seen as a symbol of crazy status and wealth for unawakened people#awakened first responders#when he talked about how safe monster laws allowed monsters out in public but with exceptions like hospitals or nursing homes#how noah Technically had to be registered as a monster as well as a hunter#i am eating this shit UP#every time a seemingly OP power has a completely reasonable drawback i gotta take a lap because its so My Flavor Of Story#also he has a tendency to think about it at the WEIRDEST times#like in the middle of fights#or getting kidnapped#or getting briefly kidnapped again#or getting kidnapped again (this time on purpose)#wheres that post about sololeveling jinwoo using his inventory to store trash chrissy come here this one is REAL
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New guysss ill try and write more abt them at some point
#zipmode art#my ocs#you get the refs eith the spelling errors and incomplete color swatches cause the revised ones on on my computer#and im on my phone rn#technically in the same universe as tough luck but is a completely different story
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Oh, shoot, bedtime somehow sneaked upon me so this is all I had time to do, but I had to try and doodle Xaranthras next to his boss.
Still figuring out clothing, but specially how much of it Xaranthras should be wearing, considering his size (better at retaining heat), fur (same) and definetely not hominid anatomical features like proportions and the hump. Not gonna fit human collars on that neck.
Gotta continue this later, but I just had to doodle this out of my head.
#Arcanth#for tagging purposes#also I want to figure out a nickname for Xaranthras#because that name's a mouthful#I've been mentally calling his design 'moth crown' after that one caterpillar with the four horn thingies#and 'Moth' technically sounds like a fun nickname#but if I ever want to do the story in my own language... so 'moth' in Finnish is 'yöperhonen' (literally 'night butterfly')#which is four times the amount of syllables#or I could shorten it to 'yökkö' but overthinking it makes it feel too close to gagging (in Finnish)#or 'perho' but that's more butterfly than moth#maybe I'll just scrap that and pick something completely different and unrelated#the bilingual woes
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Okay, but what about Crosshair’s sacrifice? Because he makes one, and it’s a doozy.
He’s being tortured. He takes advantage of the one lull in the pain and attention from the guards to break out. He could try to escape, whatever Emerie says, but he doesn’t. He knows he’s being held by a monster who sees him as property. He knows he’s a non-person in the empire’s eyes. He knows that they’re just going to keep hurting him until he talks, and still. He throws his one chance at getting away from all of that—maybe even his one chance at ever seeing his family again and making things right, as far as he knows at the time—to send a message and warn the batch about what’s coming.
And then, far from talking once he’s recaptured, he determines that he’s going to keep silent and protect his family, believing at the time that Hemlock is going to torture him to death if he does.
It’s a sacrifice every bit as heroic and selfless as what Tech does in Plan 99. What’s more, Crosshair maybe has an actual choice where Tech doesn’t. Tech is going to fall one way or another, his real choice is just making sure the others don’t take that risk with him; Crosshair is told the suffering will stop if he just tells Hemlock how to find Omega. And he still chooses to stay quiet because he wants to keep the people he loves safe.
But it doesn’t work.
Now, I’d argue that Tech’s sacrifice doesn’t work either, or that it’s at least not exactly an unambiguous success. He gets the others to safety, but it’s barely, and things immediately go wrong. Everyone’s badly hurt, Omega almost dies, they lose any chance they had at finding and saving Crosshair, the whole mission was pointless, Omega gets taken, and then they spend months floundering around because the guy who knew how to do the things they need to do got thrown off a train. In fact…contrary to almost every other entry in wars, none of the self sacrifices in TBB are total successes, and many make things worse—though more on that in another post.
But Crosshair’s sacrifice? Crosshair’s sacrifice is a disaster. The message he sends with the intent to warn his family only low is exactly what brings them out of their sanctuary to find him. It’s why Tech was on Eriadu to make his sacrifice in the first place. It gets a kid Crosshair loved so much even at that point that he was willing to, again, be tortured to death if it would keep her safe captured by the exact person he was trying to save her from.
He makes a choice at the end of season one that breaks his family apart a little more than it already was; he makes a choice here to protect them with the best of intentions, and no hope of escape or reward, and it just makes everything worse. It’s like he can’t outrun that first terrible mistake of choosing to stay with the empire. No wonder he hits a point where he wants to die.
And then we leave him there. Thinking that the bravest thing he ever did just compounded his first terrible mistake of choosing to stay with the empire, and broke his family forever, saying that it’s his fault and he needs to die for it—without actually unpacking that or allowing the trajectory of his arc to bring him to a point where he’s at peace with himself.
This one of the reasons why I think we’re not quite done with this story or these characters*. You can actually play with historical irony and have a character’s intentions backfire like this, but you do actually have to deal with it after the fact. You need to lean into it. Force the viewer to look how awful it is in the eye. And if you’re doing it with a character like Crosshair, with an arc like Crosshair’s, you do have to do it in a way that allows the character to come to some kind of terms with themselves. Offer self-reconciliation, or, alternatively, go full in on the other direction, and make it explicitly clear that reconciliation is impossible.
But if you are completing the arc—which, given the trajectory and given that this is still a Star Wars show for kids, I have to think they eventually are, even if they haven’t done so yet…at least let us know for sure that he’s not a suicidal, non-functioning alcoholic whose only reason for not walking into the sea is that it would make Omega sad because literally that is the most likely outcome for him given where we left him IF we don’t get more story in the intervening time period and what the hell did we do all this for if Crosshair is just going to keep suffering forever. Finish off his arc and tie up his threads at the very least.
But they don’t. In fact, they sidestep any opportunity to do so, and any closure with Crosshair besides solidifying the fact that Hunter and Omega trust him beyond words, by not giving him any lines after Tantiss, not making him part of the “Whatever we want, kid,” conversation (he and Wrecker walk in after that part—they’re talking with Echo and the other clones in a conversation we don’t get to hear), and never having him say anything about himself after declaring that he deserves to die.
Which is fine as long as there’s more story to tell; leaving certain things off as an unmitigated and unpacked disaster is actually very Empire Strikes Back. I just think that leaving Crosshair (and the audience) thinking that his sacrifice was useless is unlikely.
*Just to clarify, when I say that I think there’s more to this story, and that we hit the end of a chapter and not the final ending, I’m not saying that I think the next show is going to be TBB 2: Too Bad Two Batch or anything like that. I don’t think it will be. I think it’ll be a show following mostly Rex and Echo, maybe with a new POV protagonist as an audience touchstone (young Hera pllllssss though that’s just a wishlist item), in which the bad batch characters appear in and out (some more than others) and in which their unfinished arcs and threads from TBB fold into and serve a larger clone story that actually ties up this era. That’s what I mean when I think there’s more and that TBB was a sort of middle chapter designed to get everyone to where they needed to be for the next one.
#the bad batch#crosshair bad batch#no really there’s a very interesting pattern to the self sacrifices in TBB#that’s unique#in that none of them are completely successful#which could mean nothing BUT#could also be very interesting if you’re leading directly into a larger clone story#because st the end of the day I think clone self sacrifice needs to be unpacked differently than self sacrifice of other characters#anyway also this is technically a tech lives post even though he’s not the focus#simply because I think it demonstrates that you don’t have to die for it to be a sacrifice#crosshair wasn’t tortured to death in the end but that doesn’t make his willingness to go through that any less
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Happy to have posted that cause I can go into more depth about certain other demon-lore tidbits and the like! To expand upon the familial aspect:
Split demons often have complex relations when thinking about their Roots, this is strongest in 1st degree Splits while 3rd or 4th have a much more detached point of view. When Splits refer to their counterparts, they'll often use the term brother or sister but it's usually not intended in any gendered aspect.
#file recovery#also like said split n root stuff can be really varied n complex#my ocs#i just wanted to doodle sezzi n stolforns .... i did design them a long while ago before i settled down on this lore n had a completely#different demon system so theyre sorta remnants of that#in retrospect man Sezzi's whole family thing has gone through a shit ton of changes cause he was an oc i had partake in joint stories with#friends. he's also technically the 2nd file recovery oc to be made alongside tif like theyve always been rivals
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wanna ask how you feel about the eridan bpd headcanon/theory(?? not sure what to call it!) you're so good at your character analysis and i'd love to see your outlook on it
Since I don't have a degree or any formal training in psychology, I feel deeply uncomfortable diagnosing characters. I've made an autism joke before but only because I'm on the spectrum. He's definitely traumatized and anxious, but I mean those as descriptors of his behavior rather than capital-D Diagnoses. I try to focus on those when I can - the cause and effect of cognition, self-image, and behavior - and those factors may very well match up with DSM criteria, but I try not to touch an actual diagnosis with a ten foot pole unless the author has explicitly stated that X character has Y condition.
#there's a variety of reasons for this#part of it is that im GROSSLY unqualified to be handing out diagnoses when it takes a full on PhD to do that in real life#part of it is that psychology is inchoate and we are still very much in murky waters#for example: complex ptsd isn't even IN the DSM yet#and iirc my therapist told me it was because theyre still figuring out how to classify it (attachment disorder? trauma disorder? etc.)#part of it is that (from my limited and undereducated understanding) there are diagnoses that you can assign by completing a checklist...#but some that require a hell of a lot more testing and ruling out other potential causes#and the cluster-b personalities are (IIRC) not even ones you're supposed to diagnose minors with#bc of fears of self fulfilling prophecy and because minors in general are still developing personalities In General#and like the fact that i can't say that with authority speaks to how unqualified i am to do any diagnosing right? hahaha#and part of it is just because like#unless the story is specifically About That and the author has stated so explicitly#i think diagnosing characters tends to put blinders on analysis#like if i were to seriously go 'eridan is autistic' then it would massively bias my reading and understanding of his character#and we have 0 indication that eridan was ever explicitly intended to be autistic or that the author was trying to do an autism specifically#that doesn't mean that the reading is invalid because like thats what death of the author means#all readings are technically valid including stuff the author didn't necessarily intend#but that's just not the way i like to engage with media and not the way i like to approach character analysis#because PERSONALLY it just feels kind of reductive - but also -#i'd wager MOST of us don't have degrees in psychology#so when i say 'X character has Y condition' it might mean something totally different to somebody reading my analysis#even people who have Y condition aren't exempt because a lot of mental illnesses differ from person to person#whereas if i explain “X character has Y thoughts and Z behaviors” there's no ambiguity in that#eridan struggles with noticing that people are suffering and with realizing that he should care#at least part of this is due to his horrific murder-filled upbringing which rendered empathy a detriment & so he learned to ignore it#it could be autism - but it could also be trauma -#or he might just be Like That without actually meeting the diagnostic criteria for autism#& you can't even technically be diagnosed with C-PTSD#or maybe he has a burgeoning personality disorder but you aren't supposed to DX those too early anyway#or maybe hes just 13. see what i mean hahaha. ive reached the 30 tag limit
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I am the only one remembers Crosshatch Creepypasta. Look her up, I felt like she is one of most forgotten Creepypasta characters. I do miss some digital and gaming creepypastas. TwT
She is like female Ben Drowned lol.
i swear i feel like i saw her on amino once in middle school or something she looks SO familiar but not enough to confidently say i knew who she was before now
SHE DOES LOOK SO COOL THO i appreciate i appreciate :o any BEN adjacent character honestly gets an automatic nod of appreciation tho LOL
if you have ever played or heard of the game OFF…. her design reminds me a lot of it
so hyped for that game to come to switch btw TOBY FOX IS GONNA BE ON THE SOUNDTRACK IM DEAD /POS
#seriously im very excited#OFF is so good#hardly even remember what it was about i just remember it was good#also i can just very much appreciate a good black and white character design#character design is already hard as fuck so if you can pull off making a character with literally only two values? hellO??#she reminds me of when people draw BEN in black and white/grayscale#which im PRETTY SURE was started by pastamonsters but ive seen it other places as well#and ofc….. obligatory i love him incoming#i was also a subscriber of the grayscale BEN design for a bit in middle school but i missed his beautiful blonde hair#sorry not sorry#which btw? the SHOCK i was struck with when i learned little benjamin in the arg is BRUNETTE??????#ik its bc for a while all we had was the og story so obvi if he looks like link he’s gonna be blonde#and like even now a lot of ppl dont know the arg lore WHICH IS FINE OFC but like i love the arg#but ohhh my jard little brunette ben im sick and ill#honestly…. in my mind hes like dirty blonde. i can’t strip him of his blondeness#even tho ben and BEN are like still technically different people in my aus…… forever blonde sorry#this town is only big enough for one brunette actually and its me#/j#thinking about benjamin gives me the same heartache that i grt when i think about powder from arcane#just little babies 💔💔💔 guys this is not okay undrown him rn#put air back into the poor boy’s lungs#thought: BEN thinking back on benjamin’s memories and going ‘…that used to be me???’ is so transgender looking at pre transition pics core#like we got the same brand of complete disconnection from our childhood selves and i think that’s beautiful LMAO#again he’s not REALLY the same person but shhhh you get it you understand trust#i could make a whole twelve straight posts info dumping dont test me#but seriously whats more trans: being trans or this freak
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Runaways? Lovers? Two gryphons from a little story in the making hehe.
These two gryphons, just met days prior to this scene…. Now they appear to be to fleeing somewhere, as he is armed with a bow and arrows. He could also likely be escorting her home.
Would anyone be interested in reading a series of chapters if I actually wrote them and shared them here or on my Bluesky?
(Art and characters drawn, and imagined by me. The background is an image of the Bering strait)

I think I oughta just make a blog dedicated to my gryphon art lol, or just art in general…. :)
Also, I’m still figuring out names for these two….
#gryphon#fantasy creature#birds#artists on tumblr#short story#fiction#cute#technically he’s not supposed to be with her since she’s of a completely different tribe.
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the gradual descent from creating a story that was only supposed to be about maybe 5 chapters and becoming a full fleshed novel concept of about 20 chapters is not gradual at all and, in fact, i think i have whip lash now
#yes i am once again referring to OPERATION DEAD BRIDE (my zombie book)#like it wasn't supposed to go that deep and suddenly i love every one of my characters and need to give them full archs and backgrounds and#i have to also kill them ALL off#like its just cruel who would do this to me#(me)#i also hate a lot of my characters (bc they are bad people) (they are all real to me)#like i have 17 chapters planned out one of which has a part one and two and there is an “exordium” which i don't count as a chapter so#technically its 19 chapters#and all of it is ofc chock full of religious imagery and blasphemy dw dw#this isn't even mentioningggg my comic idea which has like severallll over arching plots planned out and manyyyyy expansive characters#oh god#i have a plan for like a 70s arc a WWII arc AN 1800S ARC A FUTURE ARC A 90S ARC THAT'S BASCIALLY CHECKING IN ON THE 70S PEOPLE#THE GAY PRIEST AND BLIND NUN ARE OUT OF THE CHURCH AND STILL HUNTING VAMPS#THE BLIND NUN HAS A BAND CALLED BLINDED BY BLONDIE!!!!!!!!!!!! (shes a lesbian ofc ofc)(her girl dies in the 70s arc ofc ofc)(inspires her#to really live her life and leave the church ofc ofc) (something similar but completely different happens to the priest ofc ofc)#ive mostly been working on the 70s arc at this point which i have called this “volume” or whatever PREY TO GOD#still a part of the sisters vs the sinners#there are 6 nuns on novitiate one priest and these two out of town ex communicated vamp hunters and i have about 5 main vamps fleshed out#my fav is the bolshevik ballerina aka заморить червачка which is ofc a russian idiom meaning “to kill the worm” a way of saying to satiate#one's hunger. i also love the 1920s mobster brothers Yesterday's Beef and Tomorrow's Sausage#mostly ive been working on the relationship between the priest and his sister who is also a nun (father david and sister jane)#in my zombie book since i have so many of my ideas finally cultivated into a doc semi organized i have been able to mostly just write from#chapter to chapter and each chapter takes me forever ev like im on chapter four (techincally 5) still and i started cultivating this idea a#of may of 2024#well actually i started my senior year of high school (so november 2022) but i hardly worked on it AND I LOST IT ALL WHEN I GRADUATED and#didn't start the idea back up again until may of 2024 when i finally had idea for plot (there was no plot senior year just zombies and#grotesque imagery)(basically a short story but it was for my lit mag class when we had to participate in NANOWRIMO or whatever its called)#it feels like ive been working on this forever but really it hasnt been that long and its really been pushed to the back burner bc of schoo#:( but during the summer i get to work on whatever i want :D#nobody really wants to hear about it so i have to occasionally spew about it here :3 im just so excited by it :3 :3 :3
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#another day another job interview went not so well. i got super anxious because there were FIVE !!! FIVE PEOPLE in the videocall !!!!#so i felt very pressurised. they started w huge talks about the job and the vacancy and what they do and what they expect me to do#i was hardly grasping what they were talking about TT it was all too technical for me (consider that i don't belong to the field)#it made me feel soooo anxious and lost. and when we got to the - describe yourself - part i didn't know what to say#like i tried explaining my background and job experiences (which were in completely different fields). it all looked out of place#i think i simply didnt fit in. and i guess the recruiters understood bc they looked pissed af lmao. def one of my worst experiences#whatever i made peace w the fact that i'll have to do a THOUSAND job interviews before even thinking of getting one#personal#i feel so sorry for my moots that have to read my loser stories (you're free to skip) but i truly dont have any other social media site#where i don't feel bad when sharing my failures
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more 2021 drawings of gale and cooper specifically
#i think i was planning for gale to replace Alisha as coopers twin sibling but technically theyre from two completely different stories#cooper#gale#mine#2021
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I still feel like we aren't paying enough attention to the fact that "in the flesh?" is just evil sgt. peppers
#not musically obv but lyrically and conceptually#both are songs that open their respective stories with a 'live performance' of a band that -looks- like the real band#but is really a different fictional band that are technically playing all of the subsequent songs#in both cases the audience is addressed directly. but what they have to say is completely tonally opposite#(I know that the 'story' of sgt. peppers as a whole album is kind of negligable but I'm so brickpilled I can't let it go)#i listened to both back-to-back while writing this and once AGAIN turned the volume too high and scared myself with ITF?#the wall
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an/other thing/s, Of Course
rifling through things again going like "oh yeah, That" & "hmm making connections. great work, me" & "huzzah forgot that entirely / what a delight as always to revisit things" & Pointing these couple times
reminded of wondering "wait did another sibling die in infancy or are they always just out of frame, infantly. or is their mom coincidentally babysitting at the moment" and in a real feat was like alright a wiki sure might have these answers, i'll open it & look things up. indeed telling me an infant hannah was a sibling, died. then going "oh right you're telling me What lmfaooo" re: the wiki's timeline asserting that Mordecai's First Murder(tm) was four years before the fleeing on a train incident?? murder of "opportunism and revenge" like What is going on there lmao, a lot at once, apparently. providing more of a quote that i'm just taking for granted Exists rather than perhaps have to wayback cited sources: "He extorted money from someone who had previously worked for and who had, in a way, betrayed him and indirectly cost his already depleted family a great deal. What he managed to get from this individual was a frustrating pittance, though, so believing himself to be smarter and more capable, he murdered him and took his place as a relatively minor player in a larger criminal network. He used the to position to embezzle money from higher-ups, at first to make up for what was lost and later, because he could. Eventually, inevitably, he got caught." that little Mystery Solving thing where you sure just don't have enough info until you do lmao like What! out here going "starts as a bookkeeper. probably does some embezzling wuh oh" like no way am i inferring "yeah but also previously worked for, indirectly kind of betrayed by some bookkeeper, Got His Ass i.e. killed and replaced him like hello yes it's me, That Guy? working remotely? what Comedy played out in replacing him lmfao and Then embezzles and Then gets in trouble for that" like hello!!! amazing. another win for looking things up ever after all.
which does kind of ramp things up, also. figured "i do remember mordecai's dad died at some point in his childhood & the entire poor tenement living conditions issue & combining that & general socioeconomicpolitical factors it's like well yeah sure so he gets into bookkeeping for perhaps less than legitimate(tm) enterprises, does some less than Definitely Not Embezzling" was motivation for things enough, sure, then like oh uh hello murder years before fleeing??? but add in a sibling dying for increased sense of insecurity and some kind of especial acute crisis specifically uponst this family by some specific party Fucking Around like ah right sure. doling the Finding Out and more broadly being in tempestuous situations always from some point onwards, gotcha.
and well the only thing about the little atlas & mordecai photograph is "oh right i forgot there was that photograph of these two" and the other remarkable point being like, can't really think of another time mordecai is ever shown so Wide Eyed in a "neutral" mode of being. rather than elevatedly bothered, whether at the level of "quite unsettled &/or irritated" or the level quite above that of "trying to kill someone before they kill him and it's extra tricky / urgent" which is very neat of him (to shift o_o mode for that, namely. thank you mordecai for the Drama as always. real [!] visuals) and it's like, maybe it's to cue his being younger? sure has real I'm Baby design, even with also "yeowch. sharp" and resting bitch face design, additionally. complimentary. was gonna be like "sure don't know when it was taken or how quickly this particular of the job was further presented to him, but maybe it's about having a few dozen fewer kills under his belt or something. but like damn never mind even getaway train mordecai was like been there, ["you son of a bitch i told you i'd do it. you're next (i'm referring to a specific post edit lmao. but you can imagine)"]'d that....still perhaps several dozen fewer kills and, you know, kind of a wash to consider the specifics beyond that when it's like sure maybe that'd make him look unhappier in pictures or maybe there's reaching the point of having to adjust to that new norm here. rather than that even with motivation, probably baby's first murder is more difficult than the implicit second through fourth required to Not Be Killed himself. or maybe not. much to consider; all speculative. maybe it's another impromptu unexpected snapshot. maybe he's glad to take a pic with just atlas &/or doing so feels more like a Portrait & this is still his Portrait Face. presumably he wouldn't have had many, or any at all, taken in years. and atlas mustering half a half smile like another giddily joyful day with the boys
#lackadaisy#and only So Related but in actually wayback opening some citations after all#completely different info: someone basically asks ''mordecai gay?'' answer: ''Possible.'' (but not necessarily) let's go happy pride#(actually wasn't presuming that even such Ambiguity would be even semi officially posited lmfao. we're winning.)#(not like i generally expect that anything would be textually relevant for him in the most canon of materials. i.e. main story)#(let's go less ambiguous Acespec as well yippee wahoo)#(oh and also in rifling around sometimes getting to go =] at remarks from the past in a fun context now re: animation goings on)#the full color test of panels when mitzi walks into the speakeasy & chats w/viktor. we'll see if anything comes of it. sure will#some question about would a network ever pick up an animated version do you think / haha not going to happen (which. technically yeah)
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Not feeling great abt some of my creative endeavors rn
#ramblings#neg#specifically abt project: new moon#i can feel myself actively losing interest in continuing to write for it#like the main story is already out there and that's fine#but even tho i have ideas for oneshots and stuff to introduce more characters (like those redesigns for rouge and shadow i did a while ago)#it just. doesn't feel worth continuing. idk why#i guess it might be the lack of interest for my writing in general#or maybe project: new moon just. isn't that great#which is fine the point of the project was to do it for fun not to make something objectively good#but ig i'm just. not feeling it anymore? i don't feel satisfied with it like i did when i finished writing it#i still love my ocs and the redesigns i did of canon characters for it#and i'm glad i got the story i've had in my head since i was like 12 out there. even if it's very different from how i first envisioned it#but. i really just wanna put it to rest#i really don't feel like i can promise any more writing for it. not like anybody cared abt it anyway besides like 3-4 ppl + myself#idk man i wanna move on from it. i have other stuff i wanna write that i feel guilty for not doing#bc i'd said i'd write more for project: new moon and still haven't#i think i'd be happier if i let the fanfic go and just draw my ocs and my redesigns when i feel like it#without worrying abt the fic anymore#bc frankly ever since writing the epilogue my heart just didn't feel like it was in it#thinking abt it felt like a chore more than anything. so maybe it'd be for the best to just leave it as it is#that comic i said i'd write is still happening tho i still really wanna do it#but that's different from writing fanfic so#anyway. might turn the project: new moon blog into a general writing blog#if i finish the corrupted au fic i'm currently working on. idk yet we'll see#but yeah. i know i shouldn't trust how i feel past 9 pm but I've been feeling this for a while now so whatever#i think i should've seen this coming in retrospect. pretty much everything i do that isn't just art never gets much traction anyway#can't say i'm really giving up on it considering it's TECHNICALLY complete#but the way things are going feels almost exactly like the rp and ask blogs i've tried to run in the past#idk man. i gotta stop thinking abt this before the vague feelings of inadequacy spiral into something worse. goodnight
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