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that thing abt the vindication it feels to dislike someone for petty reasons and then to finally find a legitimate reason. anyway tumblr user pachacamac still pisses me off for the petty reason that they* kept getting on my and other usamericans asses for not using proper british slang for stc fan content. like how tf am i supposed to KNOW i need to replace this phrase/word with other regional slang, do i need to google every word to check if british people use it? theres no easy way to check this yk. and they were such a dick about it! this post sponsored by me trying to make more exit fancomic stuff and fruitlessly googling every phrase i plan on using to see if theres a special slang version for british people. fuck it, theyee all american now. yippee-ki-yay etc
#*idk im not bothering to check bc im p sure weve blocked each other at this point#or they deleted. who knows. idc#btw theres a legitimate reason in that they kept insosting on their god-given right to make jokes abt minor/adult relationships to people#and their response to the callout on this was reeeaaaallly funny#myaa#sorry to continue to be bovvered by randos online. i love being mad
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes āohhh yeah bc pinkā#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going āwhat about the pink onesā on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other āqueerā folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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I love how they kept the rose prop from filming the telenovela scenes and just decided to give it to stob š no reasoning no explanation just handed an object of romantic symbolism to them like it was nothing and said sure you can include it during the haircut scene why not
#this is still so funny to me#the rose will forever be my token stob thing idc idc itās too important to me#who gave them or picked up the rose and brought it over to stobotnik huh#the reverse clip of Jim instructing Lee how to put the rose in his mouth during that scene oh my goddd#seeing the recent clip from an unreleased deleted scene on twt makes me think there could be more out there#I fear we know too little about what was going on in that crab since s2#Iām still lurking on stobtwt+tumblr just not posting as much cause of college š#stobotnik#agent stone x robotnik#robotnik x agent stone#agent stone#jimbotnik
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longing for the day when making fanart stops feeling like i'm massively disrespecting the source material lol
#i don't think i'm ever doing anything justice which makes me not want to draw at all#i miss when it used to be fun when i was less concerned about quality and just expressing my love for a piece of media#i wish i could get these posts out of my head about how fandoms misinterpret characters until they're no longer recognizable#to the point where it's like. do you even like this character. do you even care about canon#why are you making fanworks when you clearly don't care about canon why are you here#and also posts like: everyone misinterprets The Blorbo i'm the only one who gets it etc etc you know that entire genre of posts#there's nothing inherently wrong with them and i get what they're addressing i just wish i'd never have to see them again#bc they've never been relatable to me i always feel like i'm the idiot always misinterpreting everything#me being needlessly sensitive about this has killed all my passion for fanart tbh#like i'll just get it wrong. again. at least twice already did i stray from canon too much or misinterpret something#it's not that i'm deliberately trying to get shit wrong and when i'm diverging from canon in some form-#i'm usually doing it in favor of exploring an idea that builds on top of canon#even if i'm not good at showing or explaining it. i wish i was but i'm scared of people thinking i'm doing it to one-up canon#or bc i didn't understand it. which i mean that happens sometimes too but i'm really not trying to do it maliciously#idk sometimes i feel like in fandom there is some kind of threshold of quality you have to hit to participate#and i can neither identify where it is or how to hit it. if i try to i'll just piss someone off again#it bums me out. i know i can just draw without having to post it but getting to share is kind of the point to me?#not even as a numbers game idc about likes or whatever i just love seeing peoples' reactions yknow#i could just draw my ocs but i'm not as passionate about that at the moment so idk#sorry for being whiny again i'm just having a rough time with this hobby that used to be so fulfilling i wish i could go back to that#delete later <3 sry it's probably just the lack of sleep making me overdramatic again *explodes*
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actually...
looking at a bunch of my old favorite mutuals blogs that have been inactive for years. i miss them, even if i never really talked to any of them. when you're mutuals with a person for so long they become a comforting presence even without talking. you see them every day and read their posts about their thoughts or feelings or about what's going on in their life and so on. and they just become a part of your daily life in such a subtle way.
and then one day they just never post again. without warning. shit sucks. i actually hate it.
#i think about so many old mutuals like every day#just wondering where they've gone and what they're up to and how their lives have turned out#i love them and miss them so much#actually there have been a couple times when old mutuals suddenly become active again after years#but i can't count on that -- most don't#i wish there was some website or app or whatever#that would make it possible to stay in contact indefinitely#like i just imagine something like linktree or whatever#but also something more#just this one central hub with one username and it is just saved forever#and so any person who remembers your name can just look it up and suddenly have access to all these ways to contact you#because i've had my blog deleted a few times and like i gotta slightly change my url every time#so if someone looks up my og blog url they won't be able to find me#and that shit makes me sad#just a slight change in url could mean the difference between staying in contact#whatever#i get like this occasionally#nostalgic and sad because i miss old mutuals#scrolling their long abandoned blogs#idk why i do this to myself lmao#i do it with facebook sometimes too#i haven't posted since like high school#and sometimes i go back and see all my friends' profiles frozen in time#because a lot of their profiles are also inactive for whatever reason#i don't know why this shit makes me so sad#so yeah if you're a mutual -- even we don't talk -- don't ever just randomly delete or become inactive#even if we don't talk you can give me your other socials or whatever#or even an email idc#i just don't want to lose connection with any of you -- when i'm 80 years old i wanna reminisce with y'all#and i wanna throw everyone a feast someday
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the audacity of people on here is just baffling... imagine making THREE gifsets entirely out of my gifs, putting them out into the general tags to be reblogged and thinking just because you gave me a lousy @ on the end of them, it's okay? that's my hard work jfc š
the account is @justforthedreamers who is a gif reposter
#every day i lose my goddamn mind on here#also putting a pathetic @ is not how you credit use the gif search idc if it's hard#well congrats all you caught yourself was a block hope it was worth it#anyone who sees the brian gifs kindly don't reblog as they're mine#i asked them to delete but who knows if they will#on christmas day how dare you#queer as folk
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WHSTATSTS @pieflavouredartz )SOMR OF MY GOATS) REBL9GRD TWO OF MY POSTS OMGG HIII I WAS SO SHY TO RESPOND ABOUT IT LAST DAYS LOL

#yes i likr kiraboss too but i dont draw them so often as toruboss! and i didntpost them before bc idk i was also shy#i feel kiraboss community so big for me and#i want mainly to apport to my main otp (that is toruboss) and at first i was kind of ashamed at how my kiraboss post got support#and i considered to delete it LOL but now that you liked it im NOT going to do it <3 IM SO HAPPY#i like to talk ab kiraboss n toruboss with my friend and we personally have a mega lore and inside jokes for it#so i made kirabossweek and quietly shared it only to her so... i was also so impressed w your kirabossweek art too#i was like damn how do they do that thats amazing !! HEHE#I MEAN.. IS A BIT EMBARASSING HAVING TWO OTPS WHO HAVE THE SAME CHARACTER (THAT IS NOT YOUR MAIN FAV CHARACTER)#like wdym diavolo is in a relationship with two morioh guys#Anyway O H I FORGOT THSNK FOR MAKE ME KNOW YOU LIKE THESE DETAILS ABOUT MY ART !#i like drawing noses a lot#AHHALSO#toruvolo was a consideration i had when i was choosing the name for this ship#but i didnt really liked it (i mean idc how it is called but i wanted to choose something i liked more)#at fisrt i didnt wsnted to use toruboss bc i felt like i was copying kiraboss lmao (and i kinda did) sorry but anyway#im very hsppy#cosmigonónn#to make sure to save this#š#WHY I WROTE A LOT
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Welp, this BFDIA voting is intense(?) to be very honest. All goated characters, just one needs to get out sadly š
#specifically idc who even gets out even#yeah not even my boy either#ill miss him but#yeaaa#13 year old me would be screaming and crying and probably depresso for a good amount of time lmaoo#but its okay since she doesnt know that BFDIA started up again#deleting l8r
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Some of yall really like to show your fucking asses when it turns out your fav little grown ass man band member is a bad person huh!
#take this as you wish#but some people are being fucking insufferable#and why people donāt come out about serious shit#apply to whoever you want bc idc! some people are so damn abhorrent bc a celeb they donāt fucking know did something bad!#whatever#Iām annoyed#fucking freaks practically stalking teenagers just so they can defend a grown as man#(who isnāt doing fuck all to help himself)#Iāll probably delete this soon#I just#holy shit#wrath rambles
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truly cannot stop thinking about langa's life in canada. like i know they said we might get a canada episode I KNOW (i'm losing my shit over it) but i've got such clear images of langa at house parties, getting invited by distant friends he knows through snowboarding and getting peer-pressured into joining their blunt rotation (they thought it would be funny. it kind of was. bro went non-verbal for like 30 minutes and then ordered 3 full pizzas on skip to satisfy his munchies), exploring his sexuality and gender identity, going to timmies and then hitting up value village with the lesbians from his english class (they did one group project together and have been chill ever since. the lesbians adore him). like i just think that langa was such a chill guy to be around when he was 15/16, but he lost so much of it when his dad died. he was introverted to begin with, but after oliver's passing he just shut down completely. which is tragic af but can we consider reki being the first one to make langa smile and laugh in over a year. god. reki holds such a special place in langa's heart because of this i swear. i can't 5$3)43 they're so. i can't
#i'm like a wee bit tipsy and will probs edit and perhaps delete this tomorrow morning but for now OH WELL!#i'm also such a stoner!langa truther it's not even funny#IS ANYONE ELSE ON THIS HILL WITH ME?????!!!!!!!#this is probably just the canadian in me speaking but IDC!!!!!!! i will headcanon this man to the moon and back HE IS MY SON#and like. ik nanako said that he wasn't well-socialized but COME ON#WITH A PRETTY FACE LIKE THAT???? he wasn't totally recluse i just know it#he talked to people. didn't have many close friends#but he has a circle of lesbians who loved him very much#(i am the lesbians)#sk8r boi
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trying so hard not to be a hater rn
#ok im gonna talk about it here cause no one is gonna read it anyways#i got one of those 'based on your likes' posts and it was vague posting about someone's relationship#and it was a go account so i assumed it was about either ms or dt but they didnt say any names so out of curiosity i went to their blog#and they had made like 10 posts analyzing dt's marriage just today#and then they said that people who are defending his wife are getting parasocial#like dude so are you?????#you see a few insta stories and you act like you have been living in the same home as them since they got together and you know everything#and you might be right or wrong idc about that i honestly dont know#but you have to know that calling only one side of the argument parasocial is hypocritical right?#because at the end of the day YOU DONT KNOW THEM#.#okay im feeling better now#might delete later#jo says stuff#personal ramblings
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white gays have been so annoying about olivia rodrigoās song lacy. because they always go in with the same one dimensional ass perspective. as a POC listening to another POC, lacy is literally about her insecurities of being latina and watching as everyone always desires the white girl. being white is seen as beautiful and delicate and ideal. sheās describing lacy in vivid detail because thatās how she wants to look. but no. it has to be about coming the fuck out as if the whole album isnāt about her toxic relationship with a man and how heās made her feel. it lowkey feels like white gays completely erased rodrigoās race so itāll fit their narrative. and thatās annoying
#and no hate to people who do interpret it that way#but youāre annoying as all fuck#the song isnāt that hard to grasp but what do i know#ur allowed to have ur opinions. if u think sheās queer more props to u#me personally i think itās not my fucking business and idc#listen to more queer artists if u want queer music#but projecting onto others is so odd and frustrating to see#bc u guys completely swamp social media and gets so many views while POC and our interpretations get unheard#i do not like yāall#iām prolly gonna delete this later
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im beginning to think that i am mentally ill and the internet makes my mental illness Worse
#i dont often get personal on this blog but im going to be so honest idc anymore. no one has 2 read this if they dont wanna i promise#but anyway. if *ACCIDENTALLY* rbing a Bad post and deleting it within ~5 seconds of it happening AND blocking the op#is enough to send me into one of my downward spirals of NEEDING to check my notes and inbox#and opening and closing my blog to make sure its Actually deleted and im not just Imagining its deleted#in order to feel even slightly okay#only to immediately remember/realize that blog notifications on mobile not only send INSTANTLY upon a rb happening#but show every detail of the post and dont stack either#therefor sending me even FURTHER into my checking and sending me into a panic#because this means people possibly Wont Know It Was A Mistake and instead might think its a genuine opinion of mine#therefor making me panic MORE#if ALL OF THAT is just because this fucking website cant impliment a proper quick-rb button for desktop#and a mistake happened#then i dont think the internet is good for me at this point and i think i need to smash all of my devices#i already get a lot of those like... needing to do Something to make sure nothing bad happened/happens#like i get that a lot already from my irl life i do NOT need it to happen online too.#because like.. i dont know WHO saw that. so am i making a huge fuss out of nothing/a mistake everyone could have made?#yes! probably! but i cant really stop myself now that ive started so this is going to Legit Haunt Me which is Not Normal!#whatever mannnnn#got so upset over this i cried and then circled back around to just Mildly stressed to apathetic entirely within the span of 4 minutes#still checking my notifs/inbox every two seconds but at this point ive accepted Someones probably gotten a notif and well. nothing i can do#kitkat chitchat
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Bro what do you mean endori is only 4 events from the graduation event. Stop it stop it Now
#rat rambles#band posting#bro theyre on the yukiran event rn with crying ran its so jover#yall arent allowed to be catching up thats illegal#well ok saying theyre catching up is egagerating a bit but still thats so scary#I only noticed this because Ive been thinking abt yukiran again because I alas love them still and I found out thats the current event in en#bro once mygo is in en thats rly when its going to be jover#and you know if endori does succeed in catching up one day theyll be in shambles immediately afterwards#although who knows I havent been keeping up with endori so maybe its miraculously become a functional english server again#like idk endori has never been perfect but at least its almost always been more usable than ensekai lol#bro the song list ui alone is enough to make me wanna beg ensekai players to delete it#its ridiculously ugly and unprofessional and also I hate a lot of the english names for songs (~close to grey~ is the big one for me)#also just in general ensekai is incredibly ugly and unstable even by sekai standards and it has done nothing to earn my trust in any regard#like idk if you care at all abt the actual rhythm game part of it I see no reason to not get the japanese version#like I get wanting to have a convienent place to read all the stories translated (even if I do Not trust the translators)#but like even with bndori which I started and played on endori for well over a year I still ended up drifting to jpdori as my main#the massively expanded songlist and up to date events just seem impossible to give up to me if you know how to access them#like ofc I wont go yelling at ppl to play on jp servers (plus theyd make multilives Much more unbarable) idc that much lol#but still I think if you can its a good idea to make a jp account if only so you can play jp exclusive songs if you want#this applies to both sekai and bndori to be clear although Id forgive an endori player for wanting to savor the old ui while they can lol#sekais new ui is fine but bndori's is literally sooooo ugly such a massive downgrade#also while I dont hate the new art direction as much as some ppl I definitely think its worse than the old one by a lot#its so dusty now </3#anyways I got off topic there time to stop talking
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Tatum!Gambit can't hurt me. Tatum!Gambit can't hurt me. Tatum!Gambit can't hurt me. Tatum!Gambit can't hu--
#i've been hyperfixated on a gambit solo movie the last 4 days#he was done dirty in X-Men '97 but i want him to be redeemed#idc who plays him i just don't know if tatum would be the best#i really want keke palmer to play Rogue though#delete later#x-men#hyperfixation of the month
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