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Heads Up Seven Up
I was tagged by @that-angry-noldo to share the last seven lines I wrote in my WIP! Thank you for the summons!
From To Partake:
He had let his anger get the better of him. He realizes that now, like a cold shock to his spine, here in the dark alone. He had overreacted. That is why he is so angry. He is not angry at Elrond, not really. Ereinion is angry with himself. He does not know how he will be able to stand facing Elrond tomorrow.
And from Beneath a Boundless Sky
He meant to broach the idea to Istiel, so she could put the question to her people. To our people, Elrond fiercely reminded himself. My people. Sometimes he wondered if it had been a mistake to refuse to take on any mantle of formal leadership for the remnants of Doriath. He only had not wished to tempt them to name him king — a title Elrond neither wanted nor felt that he deserved — with his Ñoldorin braids and his Fëanorian accent and his ignorance to his own childhood customs. He knew that it was hardly his fault, but there had been plenty of others who were better qualified than he was to lead the Doriathrim. Istiel had been their second choice, and Elrond’s first.
I think most people have already played by now, but just in case I am tagging @raointean @thesolarangel and @greyjedijaneite and whomever else has not played yet but would like to!
#to partake#beneath a boundless sky#these are both so angsty haha#but i'm at that spot rn in both fics#i just think there's no getting around the fact that Elrond was basically colonized as a child and i think that's something he had to#come to terms with#and sort of get used to reclaiming his cultural heritage#celeborn helped a lot#anyway#that doesn't show up often in my work but every once in a while it does rear its ugly ass head#yay trauma!#but i do think it's pretty significant that Elrond overwhelmingly aligns himself with the Sinda in the books#when he was pretty unarguably raised Noldorin from about the age of 7 onward and then was plunged into involvement in a very Noldorin court#as a young adult#or perhaps even younger than that#i have a LOT of thoughts about Elrond's relationship with his Sinda half#which are not going to fit here in the tags
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the roomies!!! i originally designed this ososan oc trio in full about a year ago to write on an rp blog. it's not really active rn, but i still want to talk and post about 'em, so here they are! just basic rundowns, but i'd be curious to hear which one (if any) is your fav of the three (feel free to leave it in the tags?? if u want!)
bonus transparent of them all together:
aaand some rambling under the cut about their designs
anzu:
i wanted to use orange as a character colour bc it's one that wasn't already used in the matsu rainbow, and i had a concept of a gyaru character named anzu kicking around in my head for a long time as well, so here we are. miwa from the mixer ep inspired the eyeshadow (orange rather than miwa's blue obv, to keep with her colour theme) and delinquent totoko's design inspired her ombre dyejob! i went with a blonde-to-orange look as a nod to anzu's namesake fruit (apricot).
the strands framing her face are split into 3 sections at the end (2/3 are grouped together and 1/3 flips in the other direction) which is a little nod to her being one of 3 siblings (eldest), as well as the "三" character used in her surname (mikado) meaning 3. the rest of her hairstyle is just because i thought it looked cute, though.
ososan's style is more simplified, but i wanted to convey makeup that was a little bold, but cute (long false lashes, eyeshadow, & and a soft pink or nude glossy lip). clothing-wise, she mixes and matches a few different substyles (agejo and onee are prominent, with some ane, tsuyome, and general old school gal influences as well?), with a particular fondness for animal prints, esp. tiger print. (that said, orange tiger print doesn't seem all that common in gyaru clothes, so in-universe i like to think that the top pictured above was originally a black-and-white zebra(?) stripe print she thrifted and dyed at home--close enough!)
her nails day to day are usually medium length since she has a lot of hobbies that involve her hands and anything longer makes those things a bit more cumbersome. sometimes they're decoden/bedazzled, sometimes they're just painted a cute colour/pattern, depends on the day! and i think she opts for press-ons over extensions for longer nails, since it's cheaper.
ran:
i'm just a bitch who loves purple, that's the reason for this one. i think the hime cut with shorter bangs is nice because you can showcase the eyebrows (i think eyebrows can really elevate a character design so i gave all 3 their own brow shape) without worrying about the lines for the eyebrows and bangs intersecting in an annoying way when you draw it. i like shorter, slightly sharp eyebrows like these because they're easy to draw, lol. i think they're usually furrowed like she's displeased with something, but that may just be her resting face. i also thought this blunter, sharper-looking cut (bold, standoffish) was a fun contrast to anzu's flippy half-updo (bright, bouncy) and yuzu's short, wavy hair (languid, relaxed).
5 piercings on each ear (2 spiked helix & 3 lobe) = 5 siblings including ran (4 older brothers). the other reason for this number of piercings was that her namesake flower (orchid) had--i thought--5 petals, but as it turns out i'm a fool, it's actually 3 petals (including the lip) and 3 sepals??? ah, well.
clothing-wise, influences from various punk/vkei styles alongside some rokku gyaru. (maybe anzu introduced her to this one?) this brash style is the total inverse of how she was expected to dress growing up. (when she and anzu first met, she was an OL with no piercings, undyed hair, and positively miserable, but that was a number of years ago now.) i'm really not reinventing the wheel with "small and angry", but y'know, we have fun here.
yuzu:
is teal distinct enough from blue to count as its own colour? i think so. for yuzu, i really loved the concept of a deadpan-looking character who is very much not the straightman, who in fact wants very badly to be the funnyman 99% of the time. that kind of straight-faced but silly comedic character is always really fun to me.
half-lidded/heavy-lidded eyes paired with thick brows are always a winner to me fsr, and i wanted to give her a more "handsome" looking face with a bit more of a defined jaw than you typically see on women in ososan. as a treat. i wanted her to look a bit like a mysterious prettyboy, but she's not actually mysterious, she's just a space cadet. (and very straightforward about her thoughts and feelings, saying them with little fuss or thought.) expectation vs reality, people deciding what you're like based on their own perception vs what you're actually like, etc. etc.
i don't have anything deep to say about her hairstyle, but maybe that's how yuzu would like it, what you see is what you get. (again, eyebrows vs hair... let that eyebrow scar that i gave her for no reason shine.) as for clothing, she prefers things that are easy to move around in, so her style is the most "matsuno"-like (t-shirts, hoodies, basketball shorts, sweats, etc.). in particular, she likes shirts with phrases, usually in english, that are funny or almost make sense but not quite ("for background visual gags" and "for the english speakers in the audience").
#ocmatsu#osomatsu san#osomatsu san oc#ososan oc#no clue what tag ppl use the most#fighting for my life to post this against my weird embarrassment abt showing my ocs outside of an rp blog#like yeah heres the little people i created in my head. yeah i made them to play pretend with. jesus christ#doing the equivalent of throwing this onto everyone's porch and then running away shielding my eyes#peach art#peach ocs#i had it in my head that anzu was a medabots fan as a kid which is where her fondness for robot characters comes from#wasn't even thinking about shake and ume LMAO i should draw that interaction tho#yuzu is THE hangyodon stan of all time btw. and that's half the reason she's so good at crane games. gotta win merch of the boy#ran liking ferrets im just like yeah i think she would like their little hands. childhood special interest perhaps#anzuranyuzu pj set perhaps i'll put her in a ferret kigurumi#anzu's would be a tiger and yuzu's idk....... pigeon? seal? up in the air#ran#anzu#yuzu#listed their age range instead of exact age because [gestures vaguely] ososan ages..... time...........#generally speaking i think yuzu is 1 year (maybe 2) younger than the matsus and ran and anzu are maybe 1-2 years older??? thereabouts
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Time to be a 24 year old <3
#kinda wish I was doing more with my life but I forget sometimes that I was a NEET for like 3 years so it’s ok to be a little behind#like I have 2 jobs and am living more comfortably than I ever have even if it’s still pretty modest and my living situation isn’t great#and I have a really happy and successful relationship going on also. which I never expected when I was younger#so perhaps things aren’t as bad as they could be. I have a lot to be grateful for#and im definitely not the most ‘behind in life progression’ 24 year old in the world even if im a fast food worker
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Mirror, mirror, on the wall...
Who's the fairest of them all?
#lowkey cringy caption but I thought it was fitting given the context#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#who I still haven't figured out a tag system for lmao#Kat and Nia and their multiverse of madness#alternative title: what a difference half a lifetime can make#summiya at 18/19 vs summiya at 34/35 is like night and day. she barely even looks like herself anymore#or maybe.. she looks more like herself than she ever did? what came before wasn't her. it was an empty porcelain doll devoid of personality#hiding the rotten nature underneath that's been steadily seeping through#and now that she has been thoroughly destroyed her outward appearance finally reflects what she was like inside all along#but just as she manages to convince herself of it. she looks in the mirror and refuses to accept that this is who she really is#where did that gorgeous girl who was so excited for her wedding day go? or the one who lit up upon being showered with compliments?#what happened to them? to her? how did she sink so low?#she was supposed to be better than this... better than her siblings. she was always better than Zaheer and Aiza#but now she's easily the worst of the free. their betrayal doesn't even compare#she deserves death for what she did. she looks at the bruising on her throat and wonders why it wasn't enough#why he didn't press just a little harder. then at least she wouldn't have to live with the shame#how awful of her to wish for that. she is getting what was coming to her. she did all of that for the shame. it is her punishment#she doesn't get the mercy of dying and escaping the consequences of her actions#she is by no means innocent. what's happening now is simply justice being enacted. she's sure of it#she's alone and ruined and miserable. having driven away everyone who could have possibly cared for her. not that anyone did#perhaps it's better that way. maybe then no one else will look at her and realise just how different she looks from her younger self#she wasn't happy back then either but she was content. she was taking the first step towarcs the perfect life she was promised#now that very save perfect life is crashing and burning all around her. perhaps it was inevitable. it was always going to end this way#(sleepy tags so I apologise if they make no sense whatsoever or are just rehashes of stuff I've said before. I'm tired. gonna go to bed now)#oh. before I forget though:#injury tw#bruises tw
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Pathfinders to Mars (ABC, 1960 - 1961)
"You know, Henderson, the progress of true science depends not only on the cold, calculating types, but also on the adventurers and dreamers. There's a place for all of us under the sun."
"Yes... as long as we don't get too close to it."
#pathfinders to mars#abc#children's television#classic tv#1960#guy verney#malcolm hulke#eric paice#gerald flood#pamela barney#george coulouris#stewart guidotti#hester cameron#hugh evans#astor sklair#peter williams#bernard horsfall#maurice durant#lisa peake#ian sadler#the pathfinders serials seem to have been in production nearly back to back‚ with very little gap between transmission#but that didn't mean there weren't further shakeups between Space and Mars; the two younger children were written out (the hamster remains#don't worry)‚ replaced by the niece of Flood's character tagging along; Peter Williams patronly father figure also disappears after a brief#appearance in the first ep‚ leaving Flood's genial sciencey everyman to take the lead focus. the most notable introduction is surely#the legendary George Coulouris (a former member of Welles' Mercury Theatre) as a slightly loony alien life truther who bluffs his way onto#the voyage; bf was present for me watching this with my dad and he DETESTED this new character‚ a perpetually suspicious and treacherous#hindrance to every one else whose stupid schemes and mischief routinely put eveyone in mortal danger. i get it... but then he's kind of fun#too‚ for all his ridiculousness... ymmv of course. the Coulouris character is perhaps the closest parallel we can see with Doctor Who‚#bearing more than a little similarity to the original Hartnell characterisation (by which i mean the very very original‚ in the first few#serials; purposefully mysterious‚ even antagonistic‚ often at odds with his fellow travellers but with a bond with a young girl among them)
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i’m so ready for my spotify wrapped….i’m so ready to get a worse grade in listening to music than anybody ever has
#it’s gotta be only one or perhaps two weeks away…#but anyway#i had two ‘goals’ for listening to music this year and i failed both of them#one: get liked songs to 2000….we are at 1142. SAD!#i mean that’s almost twice what it was at the beginning of the year but still. fail#two: listen to less old man music. which technically if anyone younger than bruce springsteen is in my top 5 this year i did#but like. not ENOUGH less#and i also failed the secret third goal i didn’t even know i needed to set which was DON’T have ‘i started a joke’ as your top song again!!!#Whatever. my goal for 2025 will be ‘fuck it we ball.’ can’t fail that one. unless you die i guess
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can’t wait for those 8 days where i get to tell you minors dni /lh
i spent a good five minutes trying to figure out what u meant by this and then i remembered that ur NOT actually younger than me and i started passing away /lh
#ai letters#cant believe this absolute blasphemy#poppycock. hogwash even#all this time i thought u were a year younger than me……… perhaps even an 08 baby…………… oh how wrong i was
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iiiiii can’t figure out what my essences arrrrrre
#the only one im fairly certain of is ingenue#because i look young and often get mistaken for being younger than i am#and people act like im super innocent and young even when im not#literally had a coworker say ‘girl’ when referring to me and then go ‘i don’t know why i said that i know you’re a grown woman’#but uhhhhh idk about anything else#i’m thinking maybe??? maybe natural or romantic?#or perhaps gamine????#i really have no idea lmao
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ooough marinating chicken with olive oil/vinegar/splash of lemon juice/garlic/salt then oregano/pepper halfway thru cooking really good i think i can be friends with chicken again actually
#for context it would make me almost nauseous i ate so much when i was younger JFKDKF#when my mom got sick legitimately NONE of us knew how to cook on anything that wasnt a grill#and even then my mom prepared the stuff for the grill usually gjskd#but i guess its been long enough chicken is yummy again thank god#healthy bitch. chicken rice and broccoli...#i remembered this from uhhh#living with my greek side of the family though fjsj#my uncle taught me it for ??? steak cubes??? but i was like all that sounds good for anything tbh#AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY STEAK AND PEPPERS.......#beef is spensive ):#god i got like two-three meals of chicken tenders for less than $10 like cmon#skelly speaks#sausage beans and rice. chickem.. steak and peppers. spaghetti. chicken noodle soup...#and like greek salad obviously but salads barely count fjsj you just throw stuff together chopped up nice#look at me goooo#i would like to learn to make... chile. or stew next#perhaps... we will see
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I find it weird when ppl act like things like having used blackboards+whiteboards and the big chunky tvs r experiences only 90s kids and before would know,, like?? Hi???
#sep talks#I'm still a minor and I had one of those boxy tvs growing up!!#we had 2 of them actually. Not at the same time it's just the first one broke so we got another#I remember getting smartboards in school!!!!! I remember how exciting it was!! I remember how calibrating them was So Fun#and none of those smartboards actually have pens anymore so they're less useful than a whiteboard abdjfnjdnd#my classrooms didn't have laptops until i was maybe 12 and even then it was a Massive Privilege to get to use them#and like. As far as I can tell these r all common experiences among ppl I know irl my age#so I think it's perhaps very american to act like that stuff isnt smth anyone younger than 20 would know abt#idk. It always kind of annoys me when I see a post like this#acting like stuff like 'slightly older tvs' and 'not having laptops in the classroom' r things only 90s kids experienced#some of us weren't american!! Some of us went to schools with shitty funding!!! Some of our families didn't have much money!!!!#me and my mum both have the exact same childhood memory of the teachers bringing out the big clunky tv#on the wheeled stand#and it being a Massive treat (even tho we were watching School Stuff)#anyway yeah. Saw a post. I think it's stupid
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okay geez continuing the trend of dr going places I do not expect it to blatently go
#not that I think dr as a franchise is/should be aimed at kids for. many reasons#but in a way I feel like it would have been a different. age inappropriate perhaps but honestly probably meaningful experience as a kid#animor.phs was one of my favourite medias when I was a kid (and still is now) bc of how real it got about how difficult things could be#despite only being a kid. one of those stories that didn't just say 'things will be okay you have it easy' but instead said#'actually being a kid is hard. it's hard and you don't have the experience to deal with it like those older do'#so i've still got a soft spot for media that recognizes how hard being a kid/teen is bc I can def say I have it waaaay easier now than#I did when I was younger. not even in a 'things get better' way but in a I actually have control of my life now#and I can look back at what I've gone though and go 'yeah I did it before but worse I can do it again'#so shoutout to these kids I feel for them even if they are lashing out at those who aren't responsible#udg playthrough
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Hmm, 1. What is your sweet spot?, 15. Do you prefer long hair or short hair?, and 18. What is your biggest turn-off?
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1. What is your sweet spot? - I think I'm sensitive to being touched in a lot of places, but I particularly like running my hands up and down my inner thighs. And you know those little creases between the thigh and the pussy, right next to the folds? There, please, tease me there and I'll lose my mind 💓
15. Do you prefer long hair or short hair? - On myself or others? 🤔 For others, I tend to be attracted towards short hair more, but long hair is beautiful too. I think a person's hairstyle is a pretty important factor in whether I'm attracted to them or not, but honestly, the length isn't that important to me.
For myself, I'm still debating whether to let my hair grow out again or keep cutting it short 😣 (though mine isn't really short, it's a bit below the shoulders and I think that midlength looks good on me).
18. What is your biggest turn-off? - Not sure about the biggest one? But besides the common turn-offs you'd typically see in the bios of other NSFT blogs, I don't like the idea of my partner yelling at me or even really raising their voice. A lot of the rough porn I like has the dom doing that, but it just makes me roll my eyes cuz it sounds dramatic. You can still sound dominant without having to do that and I think it's hotter when someone is calm and in control (but if you're going feral, you can always bite down into my shoulder to keep quiet, or you can whisper all the dirty things you wanna shout into my ear hnnggg...)
Also, I don't really get why people are attracted to age gaps. I mean, I kinda do, I think I see some appeal in the fantasy and there are some fictional characters that I am down bad for. But it gets creepy real quick depending on the age difference/the portrayal 🙄 And like, for real life people? I've never been truly interested in anyone older than me by one or two years at most.
...except for you, person who sent this in. You're my one and only exception :3
#The whole age gap fantasy has a very thin line between appealing and creepy for me cuz I have had too many bad experiences with older men#(older women on the other hand... /j)#one time a guy suddenly called me “little one” during a very casual conversation and it was tragic cuz I was vibing with him up until then#I didn't say anything but internally I went “boy 🤢 get outta here with that” bc it was just so uncalled for and I never asked for it#Another time these men in *at least* their late 20s approached me and one said “hehe my friend has a crush on you so can we get your number#He was laughing like it was quirky and cute and his friend was silently blushing and staring at me the whole time. Yucky 😣#But when I (perhaps too politely) said no because they were too old for me#The guy went “oh but you said you're 18 though 😏” (this was prior to my birthday)#that's just FOUL bro#And I should mention that most people tell me i look years younger than I actually am#So you can imagine what their intentions were before i even told them that#Those are just a couple examples too :// yeah venting in tumblr tags isnt the best but I haven't gotten to speak about this bullshit before#And I wasn't gonna tag this with anything else anyways lol#fxlseangelblessing
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fuuuck i forgot how much i relate to itou. he's not even one of my favourite characters but he is so relatable it's infuriating. not only the kind of tired gifted kid part, but he's such a great representation of a superiority complex and an inferiority complex coexisting that ultimately translate to just feeling misunderstood and alienated. which was the exact sentiment i had gone through in the past. damn it
#coping with one's feelings that one will never be enough no matter what one achieves by convincing oneself one is simply superior.#using one's status as a genius to try to convince oneself that one is fated to be misunderstood while not seeing the friends one has.#ambition and desire to be in a higher place used to mask a desire for validation and human connection one would not admit to.#if takasugi did that little speech right to my younger self. oh boy that would have put me in my place#sorry for vomiting my emotions out so earnestly#you gorilla.... how dare you write about me without my permission. not that i fully agree with the law but isn't that criminal.#16-year-old me watching itou's flashbacks in this arc for the first time like. wait. is this not About Me.#gintoki takasugi and bansai in this arc also... mwah mwah cheff's kiss.#kondo and hijikata also... am i slowly becoming a konhiji truther.#i forgot how delightfully autistic bansai is (with some synesthesia too perhaps?). love the ghost gag with yamazaki also#anyway ep 105 in particular is the most tonal-whiplashey but feels soooo good.#^^experienced the full spectrum of human emotion from itou's death to bansai and takasugi's scene to **matsudaira's dog's funeral#'anyway even if ssg aren't even my favourite faction what an 11/10 arc. i keep forgetting how good and CONCISE this series is.#i do think that my favourite aspect about gintama's storytelling is how concise it is (ESPECIALLY compared to other shounen)#and for some reason i remembered the arc to be longer? anyway. 5 eps and i feel more than the entirety of like. arlong park#anyway ig ill stfu now. love this fucking cock and balls series#nonsense#eve talking-about-feelings-posting
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guys i can’t stop thinking about andrew minyard and neil josten now i feel insane
#they are sooooo#neil going to evermore to protect andrew from being subjected to more trauma.. ☹️#andrew who is always the one protecting others being protected ☹️#andrew who just experienced a violent traumatic event but his first and biggest concern is his brother ☹️#guys… i can’t take it#this book hits so different rereading it now than it did when i was younger#perhaps because i have even more trauma now than I did back then 😭😭😭😭
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The men working on his crew today are too loud, too boisterous, too young, too content to stand around blabbering, taking the piss instead of doing their actual jobs
Getting into construction work following retirement from the SAS wasn’t exactly the idyllic image of sipping a daiquiri on the beach that his thick stack of discharge papers had painted in his head
But it kept his hands occupied and his mind busy, his daily stressors having shifted from cleaning blood out of his gear and patching broken bones every other day, to instead complaining about the rising price of lumber and pulling splinters out on occasion
Trading in his AR for a nail gun, swapping his tac vest for a tool belt, even turning in his skull mask for a hard hat, was surprisingly an easier adjustment than he’d predicted, the long hours and physical work meant he was too exhausted by the time he got home to spend much time doing anything other than preparing for the next day, a never ending cycle that kept him from being still for too long
It might have been some time since Simon Riley was on a battlefield, but that didn’t mean he couldn’t still play the hero every once in a while
He’s stood at the top of a ladder, wiping the sweat off his brow as his other hand pats agains this tool belt, searching for the one tool he’s certain he forgot to bring up with him
“Pass me the claw head hammer will y-” Simon cuts himself off from asking the lad stood below him, when he notices he’s only talking to himself. Squinting through the glare of the afternoon sun shining in his eyes, he glances around the job site until he spots most of his crew gathered near the front gates
He rolls his eyes to himself as he begins making his way back down to solid ground, having spotted what had the men so distracted : a pretty bird stood on the other side of the fence
Simon can admit to himself, even he likes to partake in the occasional bird watching, he is just a man at the end of the day, but not when there’s work to be done, and they’re already more than a week behind on this job
“Alright you tossers, back to it!” He shouts to be heard over the group of men, a chorus of groans and grumbles echoing out before they’re slowly dispersing
“Ach, we were jus’ helpin ‘er out, sir!” A man who sounds like he’s been smoking all his life croaks out as he walks by
“Here, miss. He’s the one that might be able to give you an answer.” One of the younger men on the crew says, pointing a gloved hand in Simon’s direction
He follows the younger man’s gaze, expecting to find another curious bystander peeking at the work, perhaps a nosy neighbour who wants to know why such a mess is being made, hell maybe even one of the hens from the nearby college stopping by for a quick flirt
He’s prepared to offer a professional nod, maybe even a begrudging ‘Alright?’ if it appeases them, before he’ll be excusing himself back to the job, uninterested in getting home any later tonight than he already has to just to entertain some stranger
But of course, he doesn’t end up doing so, does he? Not when his hand comes up to block out the sun, his gaze peering through the chain link fence, and it’s you that his eyes land on
You, with your wide eyes fighting to appear confident, though the controlled panic running through them is clear to see from where Simon stands a few feet away from you
Your body tense as you push a small pram in place back and forth, back and forth, your attention jumping between the men and whoever must be tucked up under a pile of blankets in the stroller, presumably also the reason for your enticingly large cleavage, he allows himself think for a split second before averting his gaze
Simon sends the younger man away with a quick jut of his chin, before he’s taking a careful step towards you
“Wha’ can I help you with?” He tries in vain to mask the usual harshness in his tone, but with such a quick switch in his emotions it doesn’t come out sounding quite how he’d hoped, yet you don’t flinch away from him either
“I know-” you let out a frustrated breath, readjusting your grip on the pram’s handle as you steady yourself, locking eyes with his once again with a new vigour behind them this time around. “I know this is so silly of me, and I’m sure you’ve had lots of people botherin’ you, so uh, sorry for bein’ one of ‘em, but here I am.”
You let out a small chuckle to yourself, more self deprecating than anything else, but Simon finds himself offering the slightest bit of a smile in return, if only to ease your nerves
“Anyways, I can imagine you’re probably not allowed to tell but, uh, people have been saying this might be a daycare you’re building here.”
He knew what your question was going to be long before you’d opened your pretty mouth- everyone and their mother had been asking about the project
Limited childcare in the area meant that as soon as the first whispers of a new daycare being built had started to spread, parents and even parents to be had been poking their noses before shovels had even hit the ground
Opening his mouth to give you the same answer he’d given everyone before you, Simon finds the words dying on his tongue as the unmistakable sound of an upset baby comes from the pram, and a very small baby at that
“Shh, shh darling. It’s okay, baby. You’re alright, shh.” He can’t find it in himself not to step closer until he’s practically got his nose poking through the fence to get nearer to you both, eyes glued to the way your lips formed the sweet soothing words, peering towards the increasingly squirming bundle tucked away in the pram
“Tha’s a tiny one.” Simon practically whispers to himself, though he knows you’ve heard him when your eyes glance up to meet his. “Can’t be very old.” He remembers how small his nephew had been when he’d been born, and recognized that distinct newborn cry instantly.
“Just turned eight weeks.” You answer with a ghost of a proud smile dancing across your lips quickly as you gaze at your bundle of joy, a tidbit of information you would expect a new parent would be all too happy to talk about, though the elation quickly disappears from your face. “Unfortunately my job is uh, I have to go back to work soon, I’ve just really been needing to find a spot for her somewhere.”
“Have you told your boss to sod off?” He asks, biceps bulging as he crosses his arms and leans a shoulder against the fence. He doesn’t like that. Doesn’t like the idea of a pretty little bird being all worked up and stressed about finding her new little baby bird somewhere to stay because her job is trying to force her to come back so soon
He also recognizes the fact that he doesn’t know you, that you’ve been a stranger to him up until about 60 seconds ago, and that he shouldn’t go involving himself in things that don’t regard him, but there’s something about this, something about you, that has him asking more questions that he should
Simon hardly realizes the corners of his mouth trying to smile along when you let out a small chuckle at his question, before your answer has him set back into his usual scowl. “No, I wish it were that simple.” you try to laugh again, though the sound doesn’t quite reach your eyes as you push some hair out of your eyes, Simon’s fingers twitching at his side
“No, they’re not forcing me to come back, it’s more of a- I need to work again. Money doesn’t exactly make itself, and it’s just me and her so…” you trail off, offering a meek shrug before you avert your gaze from his and go to fiddle with the baby blankets. “There- there just aren’t any daycare spots anywhere, and the waiting lists are months if not years long. And she and I just don’t pass through this neighbourhood often, so I’m worried that once that sign goes up announcing this is a daycare, that the spots are going to be taken up before I even have a chance to-”
“S’alrigh, s’alright.” Simon interrupts your rambling, a hand raised slightly in the air as though you were a spooked animal he hoped to calm. having heard everything he needed to hear. You look up at him with such sincerity in your eyes, he can tell you would do anything for that baby, that you likely aren’t above begging and pleading at this point, alone with a baby and short on options, he knows what he’ll do. Had pretty much made up his mind soon as he saw you, but now he’s decided.
“Just you and her, you said?” He asks quietly, absentmindedly nodding along with you when you confirm his question. “Well, I mean, I can tell ye that yes, this is meant to be a daycare ‘ere.” He speaks hesitantly, watching as the hope builds in your eyes at his words. He brings a sweaty palm up to rub the back of his neck as he breaks the news to you.
“But I couldn’t tell ye anythin’ about who we’re buildin’ for, love.” He continues, the term of endearment slipping past his lips unconsciously. “They just give us the blueprints and we do our part. Don’t know nothin’ ‘bout what or who’s takin ownership.” He watches that same sliver of hope that had started to grow quickly be snuffed out as you take in what he means.
“Oh. Well, I guess it makes sense.” You reply, evidently disappointed but too kind to push, too used to the recent defeats to expect anything else. “Thank you anyways, really. I appreciate you-”
“I’ll find out.” Simon says quickly, preventing you from bidding him whatever goodbye you were about to give him, keeping you here just a little longer.
“W-what?”
“I’ll find out. Who we’re building for. I’ll find you a name.”
“I- I- I don’t even- you really don’t have to do that!”
“Doesn’t matter what I have to do. I want to. So I will.”
He watches your face carefully now, seeing how you glance up at him with a different sort of apprehension in your gaze, almost like you’re truly taking him in for the first time, discovering something you weren’t expecting to find in him.
“Well, thank you. Truly.” You tell him, a smile so genuine gracing your lips that Simon finds himself choosing to smile back at you. The moment doesn’t last long however, when the baby starts to fuss again, your attention being drawn back to her. “I know baby, I know. I’ve got to feed you soon.”
Simon can’t help the deep blush that creeps up his neck and across his cheeks, unsure if it’s the way he enjoyed hearing you say ‘I know baby, I know’ a little too much or the idea of his own lips helping to ease that heavy ache in your swollen breasts that has him momentarily flustered.
“Maybe I could-” he clears his throat, pointedly avoiding looking at your chest and maintaining eye contact instead. “Maybe I could get your number or email or somethin’, to get back to you that is.”
“Oh! Yes of course! Here,” you say, digging through your pockets until you fish out a wadded up receipt. Simon pulls the pencil that’d been resting over his ear down and gently slips it through the fence over to you, watching with rapt attention as you bring the tip to the paper and write down what might be the most important numbers Simon ever learns. “There’s my number.”
He takes the pencil back from you and carefully accepts the paper you hand him, looking down at the name and smiley face you’ve left as well, whispering your name to himself before meeting your eyes once more. Before he can change his mind, Simon is tearing off the end of the receipt that’s still blank, and begins writing down his own name and number on it.
“If I don’t get back to you by the end of the week, you use tha’ to knock some sense into me, alrigh’?” He asks, slipping you the paper. He knows there isn’t a chance in hell he would forget about reaching out to you, about following through on this, but again, there’s something about you he can’t quite put his finger on.
“Thank you, Simon.” You answer, reading the name off the note he’s just given you, a small chill running down his spine at the sound of his name leaving your lips, the way you say it like it’s a name worth knowing. “Seriously, I can’t even tell you wha-”
The both of you can’t help but chuckle together when the baby’s cries cut you off again, you offering a sheepish smile in apology along with a small shrug of ‘what can you do?’.
“I’ll let you go, someone needs you more.”
“Well, we’re both very grateful to you, Simon.”
He stands there longer than he really should, watching the two of you walk off until you’re out of sight. The note you slipped him though? Well, that he holds onto until he’s clocking out, and maybe on the drive home as well, and maybe it’s the first thing to ever be hung up on his fridge in his flat, that little smiley face reminding him why a little bird watching isn’t so bad after all
I dunno ladies is this something???
Edit : you all decided this was something so here’s part 2
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the lead-up to my first date ever consisted of me asking out my 19 y/o grocery store supervisor the day after i turned 16 (id had a crush on him for months) and i think my all-consuming taste in people older than me started there
#morally questionable? perhaps. but i was feral for that boy#i tried dating one (1) person younger than me and she cheated on me at a party 6 weeks in and i havent dated anyone younger than me since#even 2-3 years if iffy. 5 minimum#and LISTEN im TWENTY THREE thats a LOT#anyway having thoughts abt this today
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