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Heyo! Just saw your recent post and could u kindly do sassy blue lock men and a sassier s/o 🥺 imagine them just bantering 24/7
heloo!! i love this request oh em gee😖 also if u want more don’t be afraid to ask!!!
Isagi Yoichi
You sat across from Isagi at a café, both sipping your drinks. He looked up, eyebrows raised, as you scrolled through your phone.
“You’re not even paying attention to me,” he said, mock-offended.
“Maybe because you’re not interesting,” you replied without missing a beat.
“Excuse me? I’m literally the most interesting person you know.”
“You think ‘Yoichi Isagi, professional soccer player’ is a personality?” you shot back, smirking.
He gawked at you, then leaned back in his chair with a dramatic sigh. “You’re impossible.”
“And yet here you are, sitting with me instead of practicing.”
“Okay, you win this one,” he muttered, hiding his grin behind his coffee cup.
“Like I ever lose,” you teased, sticking out your tongue.
Itoshi Rin
“You know, for someone who says they hate distractions, you sure let me ruin your focus all the time,” you said, leaning casually against the wall of Rin’s training room.
“Don’t flatter yourself,” Rin replied, not even looking up as he wiped sweat off his brow. “You’re more like… background noise.”
“Wow, it must be exhausting being this delusional,” you said with a mock-pitying tone.
He finally looked at you, eyes narrowed. “You’re the one who barged in here just to talk. What does that say about you?”
“That you secretly enjoy my company but are too emotionally stunted to admit it,” you replied with a grin.
Rin stared at you for a moment, then clicked his tongue. “You’re so annoying.”
“And you’re so predictable,” you shot back. “Now hurry up. I’m bored, and you owe me dinner.”
Nagi Seishiro
You were trying to tidy up the living room when you tripped over something—Nagi’s ridiculously long limbs, sprawled across the floor as he napped.
“Seishiro!” you shouted, poking him with your foot.
“Hm? What?” he mumbled, barely opening his eyes.
“You’re literally in the middle of the room! Why are you like this?”
“It’s comfy,” he said, turning onto his side. “Why are you yelling so much? You’re so noisy.”
“You’re so lazy!” you retorted, picking up a pillow and tossing it at him.
He caught it effortlessly, smirking. “Lazy, but still better at everything than you.”
“Oh, really? Try being better at cleaning.”
“Pass.”
“You’re impossible,” you muttered, plopping down beside him.
“And yet, you’re still here,” he teased, reaching over to tug you closer.
Chigiri Hyoma
Chigiri sat in front of the mirror, meticulously braiding his hair while you watched from the bed.
“You spend more time in front of that mirror than I do in a day,” you quipped, lying back with your hands behind your head.
“And it shows,” he fired back without missing a beat.
You gasped, sitting up. “I’m sorry, what?”
“Your hair’s always a mess. Just saying,” he said with a smirk, glancing at you in the mirror.
“At least I don’t cry if the wind ruins my ponytail,” you shot back, grinning.
“That happened once,” he snapped, turning to face you.
“And I’ll never let you live it down,” you said, sticking out your tongue.
“Fine. But don’t ask me to braid your hair ever again,” he huffed, turning back to the mirror.
“Please, you’ll do it anyway. You can’t resist my charm.”
“Debatable,” he muttered, though his smirk betrayed him.
Kunigami Rensuke
You stood in the kitchen, staring down Kunigami as he tried to help you cook. He was currently holding a knife completely wrong.
“That’s not how you chop an onion,” you said, raising an eyebrow.
“Does it matter? It’s getting chopped,” he replied, slicing unevenly.
“Yes, it matters! Are you trying to lose a finger?”
He stopped, looking at you. “Relax. I’ve been through worse on the field.”
“And yet, here you are, losing to an onion,” you teased.
Kunigami groaned but handed you the knife. “Fine. Show me how it’s done, Master Chef.”
You grabbed the knife and quickly chopped the onion into perfect pieces. “See? It’s not that hard.”
He watched, arms crossed, before muttering, “Show-off.”
“Admit it. You’d starve without me.”
“Maybe,” he said with a sly grin. “But I could live off takeout just to prove you wrong.”
Bachira Meguru
“Bet you can’t score on me,” Bachira said, holding a soccer ball and grinning mischievously.
“Bet I can,” you shot back, hands on your hips.
“You? Miss ‘I trip over air’? Okay, try.”
You glared at him but took the ball, dribbling it toward the makeshift goal. He blocked every attempt, laughing like a maniac the whole time.
“You’re so bad at this!” he teased, dancing away with the ball.
“At least I don’t look like a hyperactive squirrel on the field,” you snapped, smirking.
“Sassy! I like it,” he said, tossing the ball aside and pulling you into a hug. “But you still lost.”
“Only because you cheat,” you grumbled, burying your face in his chest.
“And you still love me!” he said, spinning you around.
“Unfortunately,” you muttered, but your smile gave you away.
#blue lock#bllk#bllk fluff#blue lock headcanons#blue lock x reader#blue lock anime#isagi yoichi#itoshi rin#bachira meguru#kunigami rensuke#chigiri#kunigami x reader#bllk kunigami#blue lock manga#bllk x reader#bllk x you#rin itoshi#chigiri hyoma#hyoma chigiri#bf blue lock boys#bllk manga
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because i’m pretty when i cry
summary: Homelander just wants to take care of you and make you feel good.
warnings: 18+, (gentle) noncon, light dacryphilia, mentioned drinking, delusional behavior, afab reader
wc: 1.3k
author’s notes: lol this was the first homelander fic i ever wrote. i’m also going to try to move most of my homelander fics from ao3 onto here 🙏
“Shh, shh, sweetheart. It’s alright. You’re alright. I’ve got you.”
Homelander’s thumb gently swipes at the tears falling down your cheeks as if he wasn’t the reason you were crying.
You had been working at Vought for a few months. You had started off as some unimportant, expendable desk worker, nobody giving you a second glance. It might have been boring, but hey, Vought paid more than minimum wage and it would look damn good on a résumé when you (hopefully) moved on from here.
But then you caught his attention.
You still aren’t exactly sure how, when, or why he took an interest in you; all you knew is one day you were sitting at a desk on one of the lower floors of Vought Tower, and then the next you were on the 99th floor, working as Homelander’s assistant, making enough money that you could live an extremely comfortable life and then some.
You were flattered at first, of course. Who wouldn’t be? He was The Homelander. There were people who would probably kill for your job. To be practically glued to his side all day, knowing all the ins and outs of his life.
Not only that, but he was so kind to you. You had seen him lash out at other employees more than a few times before, but not at you - never at you.
Even if you made a simple mistake that would likely get any other person fired and you were apologizing profusely to him, he would only smile reassuringly at you, telling you it was alright, and patting your shoulder.
The only times he had seemed genuinely annoyed with you were when you denied going back to his penthouse with him. It was the one, single boundary you had with him.
Whenever you would politely deny his invitation for a drink at his place after work (typically ending hours after you were supposed to actually get off), he would give an exaggerated pout, then laugh it off. But you could read him better than most other people and could see the tension in his shoulders as he laughed, the sound always sounding just a little too forced to be genuine.
But tonight had been different. Maybe it was the fact that the sun had set hours ago while you were still working and didn’t want to deal with any creeps, or that you were just beyond stressed and worn out, but when Homelander offered to let you sleep at his place tonight… it had just been too tempting to say no to. You felt a pang of guilt for always denying him before when his eyes softened and he looked the happiest you had ever seen when you accepted his invitation.
Eventually, though, you were exhausted and a little bit drunk and asked him where you could sleep for the night.
He had placed his hand on the small of your back, saying he’d show you to your room. Maybe if you had been just a bit more aware and less tipsy you would have noticed the hungry look in his eyes as he led you to his bedroom.
And now, here you are, far too weak to successfully fight him off as he moves inside of you.
“Stop! Please, Homelander. Please, please… ” you’ve been begging him over and over again since he had unbuttoned your shirts moments ago.
“Shh, baby. I’m not hurting you, am I?” he asks, almost sounding like he was actually asking. “I’m being gentle. So gentle. Just for you, my love.”
Mentally and emotionally, though? Everything about this situation hurt. A lot.
What made matters even worse was you knew he was telling the truth about being gentle. You’ve heard horror stories of humans getting injured by their supe partners during sex (though Vought tried to keep those under wraps). But Homelander was being as gentle as any human lover might be - gentler, even. His self control had to be extraordinarily high, all for you.
It made you cry harder. It might’ve been better if he had just taken you and been done with it. Instead, he was being slow and loving, taking his time. His focus being on your pleasure, not getting himself off.
“Aww, sweetheart,” he coos, kissing your tears away, “God, even crying you’re so beautiful.”
He looks at you like you were a deity and he was your most devoted follower. He presses his forehead against yours, one hand gently cradling your face so you’ll meet his eyes, the other hand skillfully playing with your clit. You can’t help but gasp at the sensation, which only serves to make Homelander happier that he was able to get such noises out of you.
“Come on, sweetheart,” he coaxes, “come for me.”
And as if he had control over your body, you do. You shudder as you orgasm, Homelander’s eyes lighting up in pure happiness and affection for you. You grip onto the bed sheets beneath you like your life depends on it, staying strong despite your fingers twitching, wanting, craving to hold onto him. But you don’t want to give him the satisfaction of it.
He thrusts inside you a few more times until he finishes and pulls out, collapsing on the bed next to you. Your breathing’s heavy, trying to get air back in your lungs with deep breaths, but except for maybe picking up due to excitement, his breathing changed a bit, once again reminding you of all the many imbalances between the two of you.
“Oh, sweetheart… I love you so much.” He says it like a prayer.
A minute of silence passes.
“…say it back.”
His voice isn’t demanding or harsh, but rather pleading, desperate.
Still, you don’t say anything, staring blankly up at the ceiling, your fingers digging into the palm of your hand as you will yourself to choke back a sob.
He sighs, clearly disappointed.
“Okay, fine. You don’t have to say it this time. But I know you love me. I know it,” he twirls a piece of your hair around his finger before leaning down and pressing a soft kiss to your forehead, “I’ll go get you some water. Don’t want you getting dehydrated, now do we?”
He stands up, tucking himself back into his suit, heading out of the bedroom. He promptly stops in the doorway, turning back around to look at you.
“Oh! I can’t believe almost forgot to tell you the good news!” he gives you a charming smile, “You can sleep in as long as you want to in the morning. You’ve just seemed so stressed lately and I don’t want that for you. So, I’ve been thinking and I figured it’d just be best if I took care of you from here on out.”
That grabs your attention. You push yourself into a sitting position, eyes wide as you open your mouth to protest, but he cuts you off.
“Now, now, you don’t have to thank me. I’m more than happy to!” he says, sounding far too excited. “I mean, sure, the work day will be harder without my sweet, precious little assistant by my side, but I’ll make an effort to spend more time here at home with you! It’s a win-win if you ask me.”
He grins at you and leaves the room before you have a chance to say anything and all you can do is stare at the spot where he was standing at a moment ago.
You slowly rest back against the pillows, staring at the ceiling once more. If your life didn’t already belong to him before this, then it was completely and utterly his now.
#homelander x reader#homelander x you#homelander fanfiction#yandere homelander#the italics did not copy over and i’m not feeling up to fixing it 😭#my writing
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please please please! is there a part 2 of "bath time" of yandere!jinx? that was so good, like, real good... i felt butterflies in my stomach. i hope you consider writing a second part because i feel like i'm going insane. i need her so much:(
thank you for your service! your writing is so good. i hope your pillow is cold in both ways♡
"please, don't stop writing about her..." i beg as i kneel weakly in front of you.
so you’re the reason my pillow has been nice and cold recently…ty 😌
a/n: so fun to write! this jinx is very delusional and doesn’t even know what the word ‘boundary’ means lmao but i was also a bit stressed writing this bcs i never planned for there to be a sequel but there was a lot of interest. idk if they want to be tagged but ty to the person in my dms who inspired me to write pt2! what i’m trying to say is idk if it’ll live up to expectations but i hope you like!! also, i won’t stop writing for jinx or arcane for a while ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
bed time 🛏️💤 - sequel to bath time
cw: yandere behaviour, unhealthy relationship, drugging, dubcon, noncon, nsfw - mdni 18+ only
Something was wrong with Jinx, you didn’t know what exactly but you could tell the moment she guided you to your seat in the makeshift dining room room, hands jittery and pink eyes darting everywhere but your face.
She bit her chapped lips as she watched each forkful you took of the dinner she painstakingly prepared, perfectly in time with every one of your own hesitant bites. You tried your best to hide your discomfort but god! She didn’t even try and pretend to eat her own food - so much so that her fork was scraping against the plate, making you wince with each screech of metal hitting ceramic.
The silence, offset by the incessant skrr of her scraping, was unnerving; usually, you had a hard time keeping track of all the topics she hurled at you at the dinner table, about an outside world you were long since disconnected from. Honestly, it felt like she did it on purpose, to get a rise out of you so she finally had a valid excuse to punish you, not like she needed one. You were experienced in how “hands on” she could be when putting you in your place and you shuddered at the thought.
You were just about to take your last bite, or maybe ask her about her day to clear the air - you didn’t know, your head was starting to fill with static and your fork wavered between the plate and your mouth before she beat you to the punch.
She sprang up from her chair with so much fervour it fell at her feet as she skipped over to where you were sat to wrap her arms around your shoulders and nuzzle into your neck.
What was up with her? Your fork was still hovering in mid-air and you raised an eyebrow, one she thankfully couldn’t see, at her antics. Sure, Jinx was…eccentric to say the least but this? This was strange even for someone like her.
“How ya feeling toots? M’hoping you liked dinner, put a looooot of effort into it, y’know. Just for you.”
Her muffled voice sounded sickeningly sweet and airy against the delicate skin of your neck causing you to bristle at the feeling. The arms around you tightened and her breathing sharpened; if you were anyone else, you wouldn’t have seen through her almost imperceptible tells but she’s had you for a while and being able reading Jinx like a book comes with the unwanted territory.
You forced yourself to relax and scoop the now cold food into your mouth as you audibly hummed your satisfaction to appease her ever-changing moods. There. This should calm her down.
“I’m good, thanks Jinx. The food is so delici-”
You couldn’t even finish your sentence as your hold on the cutlery suddenly weakened. You couldn’t even react as you watched, or rather heard seeing as your vision was fading in and out with each passing moment, your fork clatter to the ground. The noise was dulled down by whatever was wrong with you.
Your head was all stuffed up, like it was crammed to the brim with dozens of fluffy cotton balls. You tried to shake the feeling away but instead came down with a horrific case of vertigo that left your brain reeling and your eyes clenched shut. The corrugated sheet walls, covered in Jinx’s colourful, tell-tale graffiti and copious doodles of the two of you, seemed to close in on you as your world quickly began to spin. A shaky hand darted out to grip Jinx’s forearm in search of some form of stability, uncaring of who exactly you had to rely on in order to achieve it.
Jinx finally straightened up, still keeping you in her tight grasp, and one of her hands slipped to touch your forehead, tutting at what she found.
“You’re burning up toots, gotta get you to lie down.”
Hot. So fucking hot.
You hadn’t even realised until she’d pointed it out but she was right. Too preoccupied in the midst of your delirium to notice you felt so incredibly hot and the sensation had spread from the top of your head to each of your extremities; not a single inch of your body was spared from the onslaught of pure heat setting you ablaze from the inside out.
Jinx scooped up your limp body in her arms, she was more athletic than she seemed from years of carrying heavy explosives but it never failed to surprise you, and carried you over to the bed you shared. The fairy lights strung across the small room were so blurry they melted into a mess of light and the polaroid pictures she took of you, back before you knew of her existence and she was just a stalker, made you feel as though you were in some awful, twisted nightmare.
Perhaps you were coming down with a sudden fever and you would have to lie there and let her care for you, although begrudgingly. You expected her to run off in search of medicine, this was concerning even to you and she had freaked out over much less, but instead she lay down next to you, her hands going from caressing your hot face to exploring the dips and curves of your body.
Her hand was cool as it came down to rest on your thigh, seemingly penetrating through the layers you had put on and somehow branding your still-flaming skin. The hand not on your thigh inspected your face, prodding here and there and opening your drooping eyelids to inspect something.
The look of pure panic and anxiety you expected to be on her face was confusingly absent, replaced with an oddly lustful expression. Her cheeks were ruddy, her lips parted and shiny from where she kept wetting them with her tongue and her eyes…her eyes startled you. Jinx’s pupils were blown out and only a slight ring of pink was visible, your heart began to race as you realised something very bad and completely out of your control was unfolding.
“Huh,” your captor huffed out, face dangerously close to yours, “He sure did up the dosage…maybe a little too much…” Jinx’s voice trailed off but you could just about make out what she muttered under her breath. You found that you didn’t care enough to figure out what exactly she meant, the delirious state you were in decided that for you.
“Angel, you really don’t understand what you do to me, do ya?” her voice came out powder- soft like the snow you used to jump in and make snow angels in when you were younger. But you didn’t know if she was whispering or if your hearing really was that messed up.
Her blue flyaways tickled the side of your face as she bent down to give a tentative kiss to your neck. Then, she peeled off each layer of clothing stuck to your body with such an ease that it made you question if she’s done this to you before.
“J-Jinx? What’re you doing?” Your voice came out slurred and no matter how badly you wanted to push her away and run, your body simply refused to listen to the devastated wails of your brain. Right now, all you wanted was to reject her smothering hold but you lacked the energy to actually do anything substantial, even clenching your fist seemed to drain you even further.
She dismissed your worried question with a less than pleased shhh and placed several more gentle pecks down the column of your throat and as much as it pained you to admit, it felt good. More than good actually - it was orgasmic. Each touch of her lips she gave you seemed to douse the raging flames for a moment before reigniting them, causing them to burn brighter than they did before and you couldn’t help but keen and writhe at the utter torture you were going through.
She perked up at the strangled noise that forced its way out of you, eyes narrowing in mischief and her lips curling up into a cruel smile.
“I knew you’d like that!” You decided then and there you hated how decisive she sounded, as if she had your body and soul mapped out on the palm of her hand, as if she knew you better than you knew yourself. Her lips then kissed a trail from your neck to your navel, stopping to nibble and lick at the ticklish skin there and giggling at your minute squirms, “It got me thinking, toots, after our bath time - what else can little ol’ me get away with?” She whispered the last part against your soft skin, voice lost to your flesh and mind.
Before you can start to decode what exactly she meant, she gives your stomach a final kiss before yanking down the final layer separating you from what she do badly yearned for. And maybe what you now yearned for too.
You can barely hold your head up to watch her movements, instead settling for tilting your head to the side but even that had you feeling like a shimmer-sick addict.
“P-please…” your weak voice warbled out and clearly Jinx had taken pity on you. Fuck, you didn’t even know what you were begging for but you knew that you couldn’t go on like this for any longer.
She nodded sympathetically, eyes wide and blown out as she reached out to cradle your heavy head, proving that she didn’t really feel bad for you; that you knew even in this addled state of yours. Her lips met yours and her tongue darted out to bite at your bottom lip, her way of asking for entry. Her tongue in your mouth placated the almost painful arousal you felt, with Jinx fighting for dominance when you weren’t even putting up a fight, happy enough to sit there and take whatever she gives you.
Your vision was hazy but you could see and feel the string of saliva connecting you both - hell, Jinx looked just as fucked up as you felt. The impish Jinx you were accustomed to was gone and all that was left in her wake was a woman who would stop at nothing to keep you with her.
Your arms felt like lead and you couldn’t even reach out to smooth your sweaty hand against your captor’s arm. You just wanted assurance this was real, that you weren’t dreaming this up, that she would help you get better no matter what it cost you.
“It’s a shame you’re like this, would’ve been nice to feel your hands on me.” She lamented with a pout but she was quick to dismiss the thought as she looked down at your body, all pretty and sweet and worked up just for her. The wetness between your thighs seemed to shimmer at her, as if it was proof that all her patience was finally manifesting in her dream come true. She wiggled out of her tight pants and top, she didn’t want to waste what you lovingly presented to her on a silver platter, and made more of a show of slipping out of her underwear before getting to business.
Her lithe form oh so slowly slithered down the mattress until she was directly facing you soaking wet pussy. You didn’t have the time nor faculty to close your legs from her invasive gaze before she dove in head-first, slurping at the liquid ambrosia dripping from you.
You let out a shocked gasp, the only thing you can manage despite needing to let out a guttural, full body moan, not expecting her to do anything so soon. She continued in that manner, licking long stripes up your cunt and swirling her tongue around your clit until you were nothing but a useless puddle beneath her.
You felt your vision waver and everything faded to black as the static in your mind only grew stronger - and that’s when your orgasm hit you like a freight train. And yet, the fiery longing within you only stopped for a mere second before returning in its full glory, making you more desperate than you were before and you still had no idea what caused this.
The feeling was too much and you passed out as Jinx was still eating you out but when you came to she was now fingering you, wrist tense and three fingers pistoning in and out of you with rapid determination.
Out again.
Back again; she had one of your nipples in her mouth, rolling it against her tongue, as he caressed your sensitive clit, doing the same to herself.
Out again.
Back again; she was kissing the skin at your thighs and leaving bruising hickies that stained the upper half of your legs and although you knew you should be mad, protest, do anything, you just moaned in abject pleasure. She looked up from where she was stamping her ownership to see you staring and couldn’t help but slowly smile, before saying in her husky voice, “Gonna fuck you so good you’ll never think about leaving me ever again. Just stay awake long enough for it, y’hear?”
Out again.
You woke up again, unsure of how long it had been since you last passed out, and this time her scrawny arms were manoeuvring the dead weight of your body, guiding your hips to slot just underneath hers so she could take up all the work of visciously grinding against you. With each drag of her hip against yours, your clits bumped together and you groaned as loudly as your tired vocal cords could manage.
She leaned forwards, still grinding against you as the slick squelches echoed in the room, and grasped both of your tits in her hands. Her nails dug into the softness of your chest before fondling the crescent marks she left behind and twisting at your sore nipples, causing you to yelp and her to darkly chuckle.
You moaned once the pain ebbed away and found yourself mesmerised looking at Jinx’s face; the low light in the room cast deep shadows across her face and only seemed to accentuate the feral look in her eyes, the sensual way she bit her lip as she looked on at you - you needed more.
“Fuck, toots, don’t want this to ever end. You’re so good for me.” Jinx moaned out as one hand retreated in order to play with her own chest. Her head was flung back and you watched, entranced, when her long braids fell to the floor and at the same time, the pale expanse of her throat was exposed to you. How badly you wanted to sink your teeth in and bite.
It was odd to see Jinx so vulnerable in front of you and it only confused your addled mind further but instead you were made to focus on the carnal desires flowing through your veins and igniting your blood.
You didn’t know how it was possible to orgasm again after already having so many prior to this, but once again you felt that burning pressure build up inside of you like getting a jolt from an exposed live wire. It bubbled up in the tips of your toes and shot up your spine, your weak body overwhelmed by the rapture Jinx had caused within you. Clearly she wasn’t unaffected by your display as her own high pitched moans and grunts reached your eyes and the grinding of her hips sped up so you both could ride out your highs together, hand in hand.
You couldn’t stop the falling tears as the torment from the past few hours finally died down at last and you could close your eyes for the last time that night and rest.
Once Jinx’s own orgasm slowly faded away into residual jolts of pleasure and then nothingness, she disentangled her trembling legs from yours and spooned your sleeping body, covering up your naked bodies with the blanket all whilst panting out of exhaustion.
“Nighty night, sweets.” Jinx waited until your breathing finally started to equalise, not that it was really necessary; you were so drugged out you probably wouldn’t remember this tomorrow, never mind wake up.
Then, she turned away and fumbled around in the crate next to the bed she used for storage and located the vial, smooth and cool and safe in her hands. Sure, she was upset your first time the way she intended it to happen was stolen from her, she could blame Singed and his inability to do things in moderation, but still she could sleep at night knowing she got to share such a special moment with you.
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#jinx x reader#yandere jinx x reader#yandere jinx#jinx#arcane#arcane fanfic#yandere#arcane x reader#arcane jinx#toxic jinx#toxic jinx x reader#request
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Hello, I’m the anon who said I was disappointed and I’m here to apologize. When writing that comment I was going through a mental episode which (due to unrelated and personal issues) isn’t an excuse but definitely aided in the way I wrote that comment. I realize that it sounded very rude which was not my intention and makes me disappointed in myself. I was really sad to see one of my favorite enstars creators support the boycott because from the research I’ve done, by observing the reactions from both Japanese and Ryukyuan Enstars fans, they don’t seem to be very happy with the racial part of the boycott. Some are definitely still not happy that Akatsuki went from 3 to 4 but it has nothing to due with race for them. The reason I said the boycott itself seemed racist is because I’m seeing a lot of boycott supporters saying that BECAUSE of Ibuki’s Ryukyuan heritage he shouldn’t be in any unit at all and should remain by himself which makes me sad because he deserves a loving and supportive unit which Akatsuki definitely is. Again I’m very sorry for the way my previous comment came off and I still appreciate your work. I just hope that this informed you on the perspective of actual Japanese and Ryukyuan people.
Sweet thing! It's okay! Don't beat yourself up. I hope I didn't come off as aggressive, I can be emotional in the face of criticism but try my best to leave it out of my responses. I was explaining my motives!
He DOES deserve to be in a unit that will give him love. I felt a bit sad seeing him be neglected during the Esupuri debut, and I was personally hoping for him to be able to shine as a solo idol because that'd mean he would get to collab with all sorts of units like Madara does, and it felt like he was being set up to seek freedom and parallel him in some sort of way given his rejection of his role as a kid, but I would have also loved for him to belatedly join the rest of the new face idols in Esupuri, because I think his dynamic with Esu could have been interesting ♪ I even pondered the delusional combination of Ibuki and Kaname, though that would never happen, just because it's interesting to imagine.
I've definitely seen the people you're talking about, and also those who focus more on the AKATSUKI dilemma than Happy Element's mishandling of Ibuki. I only mentioned it because I think both are valid to be upset about and thought that maybe you didn't see anything wrong with the story at all. But one issue is so much larger than the other, especially when it's being done in a game with as big of an audience as Ansta, and I feel sad seeing people misdirect their hatred towards Ibuki — not just because he is a child and the victim here regardless of Keito's kindness (the traditional, Yamato Japanese character who is here to guide the proud, "indigenous demon" character down the right path. Do you see how that sounds? It's one thing for Keito to be his senior, drawn to him because of his experience with Kurou... ah, I don't know...), but because he is not real. The people who love him and feel connected to him are, though.
The "because" factor is less that because of his ethnicity he doesn't deserve to be in a unit, and more so that they are really doubtful that the writers will be able to pull it off inoffensively or that they already find it offensive due to the implications. At least, that's most of what I've seen. And again, the execution was just very poor. Ibuki and Esu are my favourite of the new kids, as I've mentioned. When it was revealed, I felt a sense of dread that still doesn't fade days after, cementing itself in my stomach as I watched the stream featuring the seiyuu via a third party. The way they're going for it is already rather reflective of history and not in a necessarily good way. I want to have hope that they will find a way to make this better, but I don't deserve to tell AKATSUKI-p to have that same faith, nor do I expect them to. It's sad that Happy Elements' official account is blocking people with genuine criticism, and very immature of them.
Anyway, I hope you'll feel better soon, Anon! And know that I, and many others, really do mean well. I've only seen two or so tweets in Japanese addressing the racism angle, honestly... even that much I was happy to see. Not that I think they're stupid or unaware. But there's a lot of work put into brushing Ryukyuan struggles under the rug.
#꒰💌꒱#I implore this company to at least get a sensitivity reader... as much as I love Akira's work#I just can't trust him with a topic like this. I was already worried due to the nature of the Okinawa arc and Eichi's#Colonization subplot behind the scenes. If you don't know about that I can give a run-down.
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Wait does anyone know if Charles or Crystal is an Aries or a Taurus?
Cause I remember in one of the episodes when they meet the jocks (Edwin) he was reading an astrology book and he said something about Aries and Taurus not compatible or something like that
#dead boy detective netflix#dbda#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives#netflix#dead boy detective badge#payneland#maybe I’m onto something?#or maybe not and I’m just being delusional#I think Charles is an Aries#so maybe Crystal is a Taurus?#has anyone talked about this????#cause if someone has credits to them#and also lmk if they did a post cause I wanna read it
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i wish that was me i wish that was me i wish that was me i wish that was me i wish that was me i wish that was me
#the girl literally KISSING HIM ughhh my life isn’t fair#literally feel physical pain whenever i remember i can never be with him and no im not being dramatic#maybe in another life#or maybe i’m just delusional#either way it will never happen and THAT is depressing#lucky lucky girls#robert plant#led zeppelin#70s#70s rock#70s music#70s men#70s rockstar#classic rock#rockstars
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Also. Y’all. The way that loki finally confronted how he doesn’t want to be alone? And then learned how to control an uncontrollable and painful thing by realizing he needs the people he loves and cares about??? The silly little chaos god is soft and so am I let them be happy
#lokius#loki#loki season two#mobius#sylvie#b 15#o.b.#Casey#also y’all maybe I’m delusional but#hear me out#I have a modicum of hope that this isn’t just a big queerbait moment#but even if it is#we got mobius and loki being soft#and also also#we got to see loki realize that he’s allowed and able to care about people#and that’s the real glorious purpose he’s been looking for
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me: hey, so i feel like you maybe disregarded my saying that caretaking on top of work and school and pre-planned travel is a lot for me right now and i’m not comfortable with all of that pressure being on me alone when i wanna make sure you guys have everything you need when i’m not around…
my family: of COURSE we heard you, that’s why we started doing a bunch of things by ourselves at great cost to our physical well-being instead of asking you for help!!!!!!
me:
#my number one emotion right now is wanting to move across the country out of spite as soon as my mom is fully mobile again#i am sooooooooo done#i had recommended looking into options for home care and my mom supposedly did#but then today she was like ‘idk… there’s just nothing that isn’t medical… there’s no options’#so i googled ‘caretaker help [name of our city]’ and found dozens of people IMMEDIATELY#sent her several links#idk i’m just really pissed off#all i’m suggesting that they do is make a plan in case something like this happens again#and they seem FLABBERGASTED#my mom-mom literally said to me multiple times ‘people don’t usually plan for bad things happening to them’#and it’s like. dude. your daughter is literally lying there in a cast right now bc she fell down the goddamn stairs#the bad thing DID happen!!!!!!!#so now that you’re THINKING ABOUT IT maybe make a plan for next time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and i was VERY nice about it#no bad words… no insults… measured and calm tone…#but they were treating me like i was being crazy and unreasonable and i just don’t GET it…#i know it can be hard to ask for help but this is honestly delusional#my mom hasn’t taken a vacation in over three years because she’s NEVER looked into home care before#and neither she nor my mom-mom are happy about that… they’re always venting to me about it#my mom about how she wants to get out more and my mom-mom about how she feels like a burden#and it’s like. my dudes…#just hire someone!!!!!#like. three hours a day tops… just to check in!!!!!#it wouldn’t be that hard!!!!!!!#am i nuts?????? someone reality check me please#i need something firm to grasp onto
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Posting literally anything apart from Hadestown to my insta is so pointless it isn’t even funny anymore
#me being me#like I don’t mind since I draw ht regularly because this is what brain worms demand#but going anywhere out of the comfort zone is kinda pointless because very few people would interact with that#like I’m glad that I have some popularity within the fandom (I guess? maybe I’m just delusional tho) but also#I’d like peeps to support me in general like an artist not exactly like a content maker of the certain fandom
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i think that some people have fully lost the plot. maybe i’m just a cupcake, but idk, i personally think that if you want to abolish prison and death penalty and you want rehabilitative justice to exist, you kinda shouldn’t rejoice when people who were in clear need of help and who were victims of abuse in a toxic environment before they became abusers themselves die.
like, i don’t know, but i do think that death is kind of a fucked up thing to wish for people who fucked up if you preach about changing the system, making the world a better place, owning up to your wrongdoings and the harm you’ve caused and becoming a better person, and redemption. whether you like the people or not.
maybe it’s just me, but it does feel hypocritical and makes everything you say about social justice performative at best. but what do i know!
#this just comes from a place of being like. scared of people#it’s scary to think of people who want to decide who deserves rehab and redemption and who doesn’t getting in positions of power#it’s not that different from what we have now tbh but y’know. sounds bad bc it seems to come from people who most days claim to be fair#and i’m not saying they are not within their rights of disliking and feeling repulsed by people who abuse others#they totally are. and i don’t think you even need a ‘problematic’ reason to dislike someone#about the case that’s bringing up these thoughts. i didn’t even like this person anymore. i think he did fucked up things and hadn’t owned u#to those things. which sucks. but i wouldn’t have wanted this outcome bc i’ll always want people to learn and apologize and get better.#but the thing is#but when fairness rehab justice and grace are suddenly thrown out the window when you don’t like someone… well. that’s not any different#than the systems we currently have in the world#again. maybe i’m just too dumb or too delusional. but oh well
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Spoilers for Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint’s epilogues below.
Ok so I finally (after getting distracted way too many times) finished my first read through of ORV a few days ago and as expected I can’t stop thinking about it. Of course the loops and KDJ’s fate are constantly on my mind, but there’s one thing that won’t stop bugging me. We don’t know the fate of Kim Namwoon in the 1865th turn. I know he’s not the biggest character (and three versions of him technically got happy endings) however, we even know the fates of Gong Pildu and Han Myeongoh. So while I absolutely love the epilogues it bugged me that there wasn’t even a single sentence about KNW. And since KNW was a major foil/parallel for KDJ I think it would’ve been really cool if 1865 KNW was helping try to save KDJ. Like for a media analysis standpoint it’d be the darkest reflection of KDJ trying to save what got left behind/the part of himself he hated/what made KDJ just like KNW.
Considering that the goal of the 1865th turn, aside from trying to save KDJ, was to save as many people as possible I really wanted to know what happened to KNW. I feel like it would’ve been extremely unlikely for them to decide he has to die while planning the group regression because both HSY and YSA knew KDJ regretted killing him. On top of this, YJH always tried to save KNW even when KNW betrayed him in various world-lines. I attribute this to KDJ telling 0 turn YJH that no one is born evil and encouraging him to lead KNW down a good path. Plus, even without all of those factors, if YSA started in the subway car again she’s the kind of person who would try to save as many people with the frog spawn plan. By the way, the hiding frog spawn all over Seoul to break the first scenario was hilarious.
So with all that being said, I feel like it’s extremely unlikely for KNW to die (at least in the first scenario). And I cannot be convinced that that silly little emo edgelord was not one of the teens that got really into the apocalypse craze and started catching a ton of frogs. By that logic YSA would’ve been able to save the Granny without killing KNW. Honestly he’d probably hero worship YSA just like he did for YJH. Another thing is that HSY literally refuses to have ABFD as her sponsor which I know is because her plan was to become a constellation, but that gives ABFD plenty of room to sponsor and get attached to 1865 KNW.
So basically, I feel like 1865 KNW would’ve survived all the way through the final scenario and would have gotten hella attached to Kim Dokja’s Company. Like sure he would’ve been a little asshole at the beginning of the scenarios but there’s no way YJH, HSY, and YSA wouldn’t have been able to guide him while completing scenarios at a breakneck speed. Then that brings me to if he survived, why would KNW stayed in the 1865th worldline? He would’ve gotten hella attached to all the characters from the 1864th turn and if he learned about regressors and how KDJ killed the 1864th him he would’ve probably wanted to meet the man who killed a version of him. Plus, through the various versions of KNW we’re shown throughout the novel, it’s heavily implied that he was depressed, suicidal, and had a terrible family life before the scenarios. So I’m not sure if there’s much of an argument for the idea that he just wouldn’t have boarded the ark and stayed behind in the 1865th turn.
I don’t know, maybe I’m misreading some of his characterization and reading too much into him not being mentioned in the epilogues. Unfortunately, that little fucking edgelord will not leave my head (probably because I can relate to him having dealt with mental illness). Idk, I just feel like a foil as important as him could’ve been mentioned in the epilogue whether it’s a short line mentioning they decided to kill him so he can drive the Gundam again or that he was ABFD’s incarnation again in the 1865th turn.
I mean maybe my sister’s headcanon is right and he really annoyed HSY so she decided to not acknowledge him in the epilogue (since like we’re technically arguably reading HSY’s writing). I think it’d be really funny if he’s just following Kim Dokja Company members around like a lost puppy and crushing on LJH like all other worldlines. I also think his relationship to LGY and SYS could be really funny because he’d treat them like little siblings and they’d hate it because they’re more powerful than him and claim to be around his age because of regression time shenanigans. What are other people’s headcanons for 1865’s KNW? Am I wrong that he’d survive or would he follow Kim Dokja Company because of how badass they all are (especially YJH and JHW)?
#omniscient readers viewpoint#orv#kim dokja#kdj#jung heewon#orv kdj#orv yjh#yu junghyeok#YJH#han sooyoung#HSY#lee jihye#ljh#lee gilyoung#lgy#shin yoosung#sys#gong pildu#kim namwoon#knw#ORV knw#Kim Namwoon will not leave my head so I just had to ramble about him in the 1865th turn#idk ORV is just so well thought out that it feels weird that 1865 knw wasn’t mentioned#but the importance of the epilogues are HSY and YJH#they’re both so insane and lovely so they deserve it#maybe it’s a part of the open ending that us readers decide what happened to characters like 1865 knw#maybe I’m being as delusional as Kim Namwoon#abyssal black flame dragon
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Watch the deep cover mv pull the biggest uno reverse card and go all sympathetic on Kotoko because there’s just no way 😭 they’re making her look really bad rn so that’s why I’m having doubts and that it can’t be so simple as “Kotoko has a savior complex and is acting like a child having a temper tantrum rn so we have to have the audience vote her guilty so she’ll stop lmao”
#there’s just no way y’all are hiding something aren’t you 😭#or maybe I’m just being delusional that too BUT ANYWAYS#I HAVE A SLIVER OF HOPE FOR THE MV 😭#deep cover spoilers#milgram#kotoko yuzuriha#my posts
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Logan using this photo from right after we met and I got to speak to him, when he was so smiley and goofy and happy all day long, makes me feel like I was a part of this.
HE’S BACK 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸 HE NEVER LEFT 🦅🦅🦅
#just being delusional#Truth is we are all a part of this#tbf I would’ve printed the papers myself if James would’ve let me#SIGN HERE. LOSER. I LOVE YOU.#never have I ever been so thankful to be edged by James Vowles#I’m just glad the seat is secured#maybe I’ll actually be able to sleep tonight#without waking up in a cold American sweat#formula 1#f1#formula one#williams racing#logan sargeant#ls2#williams#the boy has been resigned!!!#f1 contract#f1 2024
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if kei is a christ figure , then what does that make rokuta and itsuki ? is itsuki a figurative apostle or something ? my obsessed-with-finding-religious-parallels brain needs to know .
#mainly i’m wondering what#if any#religious symbolism is in rokuta’s character but idk…#in a way maybe he *is* kei’s sacrifice#then again i’m probably talking nonsense again#sorry for being insane over 1nm8 and goku luck and tcw’s religious parallels (delusional)#mallow speaks!#paradox live#1nm8#kei miyama#rokuta#itsuki#maybe i’m grasping at straws here or maybe i’m just dumb#i haven’t finished my bible course yet so i’m not like an expert on religious stuff relating to christianity or anything…
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today feels like an excellent day to embarrass myself and make bad desicions that i will definitely regret, so i will text my crush that i haven’t talked to for months, and has also told me that he is not romantically interested in me, and tell him all the ways he is lovely and gorgeous
#crying#crush#shooting my shot#he is so sweet and i’m just a scrawny crusty withered soggy witch#i love him sm💕💕💕💐💐#girlblogging#i can have a little delulu. as a treat#ok but its been like a whole year since he said he doesn’t have a crush on me and last year i also didn’t have a crush on him#and hhere i am now crushing on him. things change ok and im not quite as sad and ugly as i was a year ago#pLUS‼️‼️ i always catch him doing these rlly nervous movements around me like accidentally glancing at me the same moment i glance at him#and we accidentally make eye contanc for 0.00001 seconds and he turns his head in the other direction SO FAST#it’s one of my favorite things about him cuz he gets so shy when we near eachother and starts rapidly looking at anything that isn’t me lol#so what i’m saying is MAYBE I HAVE HALF A CHANCE NOW??!!!?!???!???!!??!?#i guess i will update if it goes well?!?!?!?!?!?!#severely touch starved and desperate for human intimacy posting#but what do i do if he rejects me????? what will i do then???? just live in shame of my delusional confidence???#BUT WHAT IF HE LIKES ME BACK????!!!! WHAT THEN?????!!?? THEN I HAVE TO MAINTAIN A RELATIONSHIP AND FACE THE FACT PEOPLE CAN SEE ME#lgbtq#bi#biromantic#ace#asexual#unrequited love#situationships#i long i yearn i crave yet i don’t dare text or sit near him or look at him for fear of being perceived#bitch got me listening to mistki laufey and pink pantheress
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https://x.com/edspencer99/status/1835981276668465199?s=46
ed spencer said this about cota...
I mean he’s still an f1 journalist, so he gotta keep people coming back for more …
But also the question he asked to the spokeswoman was probably worded along the lines of whether or not daniel is racing in Singapore and the answer was simply yes he’s racing in Singapore and therefore, he can’t pronounce himself on cota …
#maybe I’m too delusionally optimistic but the only reason that Daniel is not driving the vcarb in cota is because he’s driving the red bull#but a part of me is also like if indeed there’s a minimal truth to these rumours#and red bull is dropping him just to fulfill some fuckass clause in Lawson’s contract that he has to race this season#maybe red bull was never what Daniel believes it to be if they would do that to him after all the pressure they publicly put on him#and after he kept trying to prove himself to them despite not being given the tools to do so??#maybe he’d be better off leaving if that’s how they’re going to treat him after everything#but then again all that is irrelevant because I truly think Lawson is not that big a pressure point for Red bull#he’s not going anywhere because there’s no other teams that are dying to have him#and he’d be better off sticking to the red bull family#and he knows it#anon ask
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