#or maybe im confusing some stuff

[jathun]

went to the british museum but a part of the mesopotamian exhibition was closed due to renovations so i didn't get to see the epic of gilgamesh or the royal game of ur ;-;

[batsplat]

casey is obvs funny with this rivalry stuff because on the one hand he's very 'well I don't care who I beat' (lie) and 'I don't motivate myself using my rivals' (also a lie) and then he's also repeatedly emphasising that valentino was ONE of his biggest rivals and he only competed against him a few years... like a lil side quest in the story of his career. Those Few Years where valentino was his big rival. whereas dani and jorge were his cohort so he did compete with them for a greater span of time... and this is technically true and does MATTER but it is also extremely noticeable in his output which rivalry he has the most thoughts about. and yes casey would say that this is because everyone ELSE cares the most about That One Rivalry the most and also his opponent being an annoying dickhead means it's the one he has the most complaints about... but at a certain point, it doesn't really matter, because there's still one rivalry you're talking about way more than any other. you can tell that he's at least given jorge's interiority a bit of thought, kinda went 'well he was arrogant but also Learnt From The Error Of His Ways and was maybe misunderstood so' -- but also he's not going beyond that, he's not examining jorge's soul, and he's not even doing any of that with dani. it's very much a rhetorical commitment to those other two rivalries. ultimately the point is that he's doing what he can to not talk up his biggest rivalry TOO much, because, you see. he Did Not Care That Much. (lie.) now objectively speaking this kind of framing literally does not matter, who cares which one of these was the most meaningful rivalry, but it's interesting that it matters to him!! casey's problem is that he is extremely sensitive and cares deeply about what other people say about him, but one of the things he's most sensitive about is the idea that he could let himself be mentally affected by ANYTHING, worst of all his rivals. they cannot be granted that much power over him. and all of this has kinda funny consequences in that he has pretty rigid patterns in how he talks about this stuff that are at times quite convoluted because he has to simultaneously emphasise that a) none of his rivals massively mattered to him, b) That Rival didn't matter more than the others, c) what That Rival did to him was completely beyond the pale, and d) none of that affected him mentally whatsoever. at most one of these is true. there are so many things casey wants so badly not to care about but it keeps spilling out of him anyway, this oozing sludge of resentment and repressed hopes and desires and frustration and longing and bitterness. he keeps giving himself away... he cares so much and he can't stand it

[burinazar]

nggahh sometimes i’m really good at creating missable communication cues that i think are clear, explicit requests for help but are apparently confusing enough that other people just take them as feel good expressions of existing gratitude and don’t comprehend that I was asking for something and then it backfires into me being rather hurt and unhappy with them

me: please do this thing for me please. btw i am asking/telling you this because i think you might actually do it and i am quite grateful for that

them: ((aw ebil said something about being grateful for us.)) thanks : )) Glad we can be here for you : ))) you are welcome for that < 3

me: wait why are you smiling and walking away. aren’t you going to— wait — wait come back,

[popppyfur]

in the entire trilogy I think the first movie is my favorite, but I'm ngl. If neither world tour or band together existed I probably wouldn't even be here

[bmpmp3]

i do wish i was better at communicating with people online and through technology. i wander into conversations and make new ones all the time irl with random people and its fun but im like hyping myself to type out a single response to a Post. and to say nothing of how difficult it is to get me to say something in a discord server

[quinn-pop]

Mayta Knight 26-28

26 - Dramatic

27 - Reading

28 - Arena

3 left!!

[lumalalu]

sky was transgender the other day

[sonknuxadow]

i think i do want amy and rouge to be in the next sonic movie, especially if its gonna be an sa2 adaptation, but i cant help but worry that if they try to introduce shadow AND rouge AND amy in the same movie then at least one of those characters (most likely amy. tbh.) isnt gonna get the amount of screentime and development that they deserve. especially considering in the game timeline amy was introduced much earlier and by sa2 was already an established character while rouge and shadow were the newcomers. and then theres also the human characters who are gonna be making the cast a lot bigger than it was in the game so more people to divide the screentime among. like what if amy is in sonic 3 and she gets like 5 minutes of screentime and her big moment with shadow is given to another character again

[butteryheart]

Id do anything just to get a glimpse of what you look like I can't stop thinking of you everyday just in the back of my head, you, just in there

I'm not gonna pretend this didn't make me feel some type of way honestly lmao

But gimme a hint heree, do you follow me? Are we mutuals?

Oh wait, more importantly. Age?

[gulliesforever]

thinking about demisexual/aspec amir so hard tonight. like im rotating it in my head. how amir talks about his dates being cuddle buddies... "all i wanna do is lay down and hug".... not knowing what frenching really is.... test results episode where jakes like "but you've never really..." (HOW DOES HE KNOW THIS BTW???) ... the undertones that amir's friendship with jake as it is is 100% fulfilling for him . . .. grh.gh...hg. as a demisexual person.... GOD...... GODDDDDDDD. . .. . im SO abnormal about it

[lact101]

God thinking about the dlc, it was so good but I've got so many unanswered questions

[13eyond13]

trying to start S2 Ep 6 of IWTV and I've already paused it like 10x in the first 10 minutes because it's just kinda getting hard to care what they're going on about and I keep getting distracted tbh

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

wednesday: me (punk jacket bascially consisting of patches only), my best friend (most normal-looking person ever with a flare for second-hand men's shirts) and another friend (metalhead but then a stylish red mullet and black leather jacket) just walking along

a group of weird-ass guys with no hobbies: YO THE EMO GANG

thursday: me (still punk like c'mon i'm waaaay too colourful for emo) and two literally just normal-ass looking guys just walking along the street

that same group of guys, most likely: OHH YOU'RE THE BIG HERO *something something* EMOS

literally i'm so confused?? one why do they feel the need to do that. two at least pick people who look like any alt style? like isn't it just embarrassing to call normal ass people emos for walking. like okay wednesday 2/3 looked alt but thurday? also why were they moaning. why do they think they're the hottest shit. why's the majority of (mostly cis boys but tbh it you get some from everyone) people my age so. unbearably stupid?

[bmpmp3]

literally such a tragedy what channel zero did to search and rescue woods youre telling me the author lost the publishing rights for THAT like im still so mad. we could have had a book. we could have had a book

[cherry-bomb-ships]

Hhwhwwwwwggg I feel like taking a hiatus but I know my ass is just gonna be like "alright guys i'm on break see you tomorrow"

[featherymainffins]

Sometimes I think I must be a weird author because everyone keeps making "haha writing the middle part of the story is so hard haha the start and the ending are so easy baba" jokes but I never know how a story will end.

I start and then I write the middle, and then a logical conclusion happens.