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jathun · 9 months ago
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went to the british museum but a part of the mesopotamian exhibition was closed due to renovations so i didn't get to see the epic of gilgamesh or the royal game of ur ;-;
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wackywatchdotcom · 3 months ago
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i think i should draw ragatha ocd more actually
#and pomni ocd but rn im thinking about moral ocd#which i dont think is a big theme for pomni#pointing at ragatha. you.#im extremely tired i stayed up way later than intended doing compulsions for 1-2 hrs wo realizing until after#so i should make it her problem again.....#ragatha ocd wont happen tonight if i get any ideas thouhhh im tired#which i say that a lot but im disoriented levels of tired rn so definitely nothing happening#gonna watch silly videos on yt or smth then fall asleep and think abt this in more detaail in the morning...#ok actually thinking and i think these two could have fascinating conversations around these things bc their themes are so different#both engage in compulsory behavior but for different reasons so it still confuses the other#even though they sorta? understand and comprehend the thought process and dont think too much of it...#maybe itd be good for them to talk about these things honestly#tbqh i started feeling a little guilty abt posting ragatha ocd stuff bc i was like ohhhh am i doing it cus it got notes so its disingenuous#and evil actually and i should STOP drawing it because you are trying to MANUFACTURE SUCCESS and thats EVIL#(despite it being smth i genuinely enjoy depicting bc its deeply cathartic#and also on some level i like the idea of depicting ocd in a way i dont see it depicted often...#AND i very genuinely think it fits ragatha)#which honestly its a really funny reason to start getting nervous about depicting characters having ocd#given uh. well. gestures LMAOOOO#ok goodnight. unless im lying and post again. but for now goodnight
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electric-plants · 3 days ago
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i was thinking again about that peak cyno lore in his briefcase’s description of how he likes to trip people up by carrying it around when he’s not working sometimes and now i feel like he would absolutely randomly ask alhaitham to be snippy with him in public just to try and make criminals think he was off his game from a fake spousal argument
#cyhaino#cytham#haino#gi cyno#gi alhaitham#im talking about his furniture item from his first story quest btw absolutely go read that if you haven’t yet#some of my fav cyno content that i think about literally constantly lol#i wanted to write a fic off this but i don’t think i have enough ideas for a whole one so post time it is#because like can you imagine cyno being all ‘i NEED you to act mad at me and im going to act distracted so i can lure criminals out’#just for it to not work at all because alhaitham likes him too much and literally everyone can tell lol#like it’s not so much alhaitham is easy to read as it is that he literally only gives the time of day to stuff he actually cares about#and i feel like if the Public™️ saw them arguing they would 1) think it’s one of their normal weird foreplay arguments#or 2) know that it would be resolved quick because they’re always in tune with each other#like goddddd can you imagine them trying to fake a prolonged argument they would hate it so bad#because they’d have to purposely avoid each other and instead of believing them everyone is just lowkey confused about it#like EVERYONE is fully aware they’re both more prone to solving issues efficiently over dragging things out unnecessarily#and god forbid they ever ACTUALLY argue like that#like i dont think anyone would believe them#or they’d just be calling two of the smartest people in the nation idiots to their faces lol#god maybe i do need to write this fic actually#sorry im incapable of being normal about them still and have to add 9 pages of extra thoughts about them to every post#one benefit of new medication induced insomnia all the time is that i have been thinking about them 24/7 lately#so many new ideas about them have been rotating in my brain this week😮‍💨
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batsplat · 7 months ago
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casey is obvs funny with this rivalry stuff because on the one hand he's very 'well I don't care who I beat' (lie) and 'I don't motivate myself using my rivals' (also a lie) and then he's also repeatedly emphasising that valentino was ONE of his biggest rivals and he only competed against him a few years... like a lil side quest in the story of his career. Those Few Years where valentino was his big rival. whereas dani and jorge were his cohort so he did compete with them for a greater span of time... and this is technically true and does MATTER but it is also extremely noticeable in his output which rivalry he has the most thoughts about. and yes casey would say that this is because everyone ELSE cares the most about That One Rivalry the most and also his opponent being an annoying dickhead means it's the one he has the most complaints about... but at a certain point, it doesn't really matter, because there's still one rivalry you're talking about way more than any other. you can tell that he's at least given jorge's interiority a bit of thought, kinda went 'well he was arrogant but also Learnt From The Error Of His Ways and was maybe misunderstood so' -- but also he's not going beyond that, he's not examining jorge's soul, and he's not even doing any of that with dani. it's very much a rhetorical commitment to those other two rivalries. ultimately the point is that he's doing what he can to not talk up his biggest rivalry TOO much, because, you see. he Did Not Care That Much. (lie.) now objectively speaking this kind of framing literally does not matter, who cares which one of these was the most meaningful rivalry, but it's interesting that it matters to him!! casey's problem is that he is extremely sensitive and cares deeply about what other people say about him, but one of the things he's most sensitive about is the idea that he could let himself be mentally affected by ANYTHING, worst of all his rivals. they cannot be granted that much power over him. and all of this has kinda funny consequences in that he has pretty rigid patterns in how he talks about this stuff that are at times quite convoluted because he has to simultaneously emphasise that a) none of his rivals massively mattered to him, b) That Rival didn't matter more than the others, c) what That Rival did to him was completely beyond the pale, and d) none of that affected him mentally whatsoever. at most one of these is true. there are so many things casey wants so badly not to care about but it keeps spilling out of him anyway, this oozing sludge of resentment and repressed hopes and desires and frustration and longing and bitterness. he keeps giving himself away... he cares so much and he can't stand it
#i do feel bad sometimes using a clip from when he was like. eighteen as my smoking gun piece of evidence for the prosecution#but come on. that valencia 2003 clip is insanely telling. like yeah right you loved beating a guy sponsored by the circuit#it's kinda like dyke!vale tormenting his first gp rival into throwing in the towel. those are the Key Character Traits they're exhibiting#//#brr brr#//ht#i do also think there's some interviews where there's like. some real retconning. like casey that was Not You#that one interview where he was going in HARD about how jorge/dani were confused about how happy he was for them winning#and like casey buddy there's an element of truth to but you could be a notoriously sore loser!! mr 'a podium this far off isn't worth it'#and it's partly stuff he's talked about before with how self-critical he was... but of COURSE it could come across as unpleasant#i am doing my best not to get repetitive so this is the LAST time i am airing this complaint for a couple months at least#but the problem is if you have the starting point of him as like. a straight talking straight shooter or whatever#you do automatically miss a lot of the nuance with which he's constructing his own image#it's honesty based on vibes rather than literal honesty. u can be blunt and calculating idk what to tell u#im so fascinated if the jorge wheelchair story is true... i recently remembered it was also in the broadbent book#and that ducati pr people had like. gotten mad about it. which does fill one or two gaps and makes me think maybe it DID happen#idk there's something quite revealing about it!! casey isn't just a dickhead in the classic athlete mould. he's got a *nastiness* to him#all the aliens are occupational dickheads. only two of them i'd say have a real inclination towards nastiness#//brr brr
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crushpunchh · 2 months ago
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ive done so much utdr stuff for my graphic design class this year i just need to finish this last one up and wait for my teacher to grade it and then im gonna dump it all* here
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sog-dog · 5 months ago
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religion has saved me once again !!!
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bmpmp3 · 9 months ago
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i do wish i was better at communicating with people online and through technology. i wander into conversations and make new ones all the time irl with random people and its fun but im like hyping myself to type out a single response to a Post. and to say nothing of how difficult it is to get me to say something in a discord server
#or even video or audio calls are becoming hard for me rn. i used to be better at this#i used to be sooo good at talking to people online. maybe. or maybe not actually#now that i think about it ive always been a little outside of everything in both irl and online communities ive been in#you know i was part of the mods for a deviantart species a long time ago. i was pretty bad at my job i was always too slow to actually mod#and one day i came home from school and like the entire modbase imploded because of drama on a discord or smth they had that i wasnt in LOL#tbh i was a bit older than all of them and busy with final year of highschool stuff so i wasnt super present. i think they just had me on#because while i wasnt particularly popular as an artist i did have some eyecatching polish on my art. but it was wild i was like#whats going on. who are you people. where am i. i have to apply to ouac rn i dont know whats happening#wait random ass deviantart drama i was vaguely adjacent to but still dont really know what happened aside. i would like to chat more#i think the easiest way to converse with me is commenting on my posts like theyre forum threads. or dming me. sometimes#im so bad with group chats. especially if they have multiple channels. the only group chat ive stuck with is a tiny one with like#two other friends and we just write thoughts and about our day and pictures of animals and whatever#i get confused and scared in discords. i get so confused and scared#i used to be okay with discord calls but even with that ive been struggling. am i scared of the computer#am i scared of the computer. the machine. whats happening
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freshcut-chetney · 3 months ago
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okay but what if I turned what was supposed to be a quick fic surrounding *one* of Neve's case into a 2 part (maybe more???) fic with at least two other interconnected cases and also add a lil of slow burn. as a treat
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telesodalite · 3 hours ago
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Still thinking about hcs while cleaning out my notes, and like, this one sorta goes as both a hc and a random design choice I've kept, (tho I haven't posted or saved any of the related doodles :/) but in considering how much Fulcrum's k-class reformatting changed him, I really like the idea of it throwing off his original proportions some
Like, k-classers generally all appear fairly similar build-wise.
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There's a blueprint that's being followed there, and those that are being reformatted are going to have to fit it.
(Unless there's multiple blueprints, different size classes of k-cons, and Fulcrum was just caught somewhere in the middle zone size and payload-wise?)
So some mechs are going to have to be broken down to fit into this new shell, either by getting stretched out or pulled inwards to be ultimately crammed into shape.
Cybertronians of course come in all shapes and sizes, and they don't always align with humanoid-esque proportions, obviously, but I like to think the k-class reformatting offered an awkward and impractical in-between of all types.
Of course Fulcrum fit into that general humanoid-shaped category before the refit, regardless of whatever his alt-mode kibble or lack thereof would have added. But he's just the standard non-combat levels of lightly armored, average height, though a little lanky already, but generally sort of boringly, humanoidly, practically proportioned.
Then comes the refit.
To make more space for the bulk of his built-to-shatter shell, arms and legs are broken, hastily extended, and loosely jammed back in place, leaving them slightly too long, hinged a little too low and off balance, and uncomfortably loose in their sockets.
Everything but the barest essentials of his core and inner-framework are gutted to make space for the payload. Leaving his balance entirely off-kilter, with long hollowed out limbs built solely to surround the heavy core with an armored casing, that aren't at all altered with any natural movement or livability in mind.
Basically this fine specimen-
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-just, a lot more refined and detailed.
Training would've essentially amounted past propaganda and how best to die, to mainly just learning how to sit, stand, and walk just enough to get to the jumping point with this new, disproportioned, and too awkwardly long, (or too short depending on the mech), k-class frame.
And like, this all doesn't stray too far from what we see of his initial design on Clemency. Him just sorta being long and awkward and scuffed to hell. But I like to think that awkward build doesn't change much after Spinister, assumedly, rebuilt his frame after Clemency.
The k-class alterations are bone deep, so to speak. To change them back at this point would require an even more strenuous and invasive refit than the first one, and safe to say Fulcrum obviously wouldn't be too terribly keen on that, even if they could afford it.
So all Spinister can really do reframing-wise, is just kinda sculpt and refine it all around his reformatted structure to turn it into less of a cage-like shell and more of an actual body.
Like bulking up plating in more natural places for balance, along with adding more breathable seams and flexible angles for better movement, while of course making sure to tighten those loose joints as best he can. Though he still has to account for the longer limbs and now empty core, so it's definitely not the same weight and balance of Fulcrum's original build. But, it is far more livable than what Styx had left him with.
I don't have much else to say on it, besides how him getting used to his frame being taller and longer is definitely an interesting nugget to roll around mentally outside of design inspo, and its one of my fav hcs to see mentioned in art, fics, or posts. (along with him having chronic pain bcs of the weird shitty joints)
Little things like him taking a few months to figure out how sit comfortably with new longer legs- folding them against himself awkwardly, or streching out in odd positions -much to the other Scav's amusement, or learning to keep himself from catching his arms and bulky shoulder plating constantly on things, which is also funny to everyone, until he knocks something over while they're trying to hide, then it's less funny.
Idk, there's tons of angst potential surrounding his reformat of course, but in canon he's all mostly vibes, so idk, it's funny to think of how he'd try his best to take his weird, gangly frame in stride outside of moments of despair. He's doing his best to make the nigh praying mantis levels of ~long~ and ~scrawny~ work ok
#im avoiding sleep rn a bit. so yeah. heres another post for today lol#this sorta went in hand with the 4th hc/fic-bit from the other post. as the notes were written not that long apart#but its its own thing. being a note that mainly served as possible inspo for art stuff#idk. i just like imagining him as being a little wonky. all long and spindly beneath the bulk of the armor casing#which isnt an uncommon hc at all from what ive gathered. i just wanted to ramble about it some anyways#on the topic of character design notes tho. theres a few other things i collected and jotted down#like krok for example. i like the whole gator claw thing. and the helm nubs being flashlights of sorts#i didnt realize it until i rendered that one meme deal of him. but i like making the darker parts of his armor iridescent#so its sorta like a brighter paint color is peeking out from underneath or smth. or maybe hes just actually a little iridescent idk lol#the helm lamps deal tho is a new one. bcs i didnt really care much for it until i considered how much more confusing it made his kibble#is he a croc? a shark? a plane? a boat? a submarine? hell what if hes a ufo?? itd confuse people. and i think thats neato#(also itd be reminiscent of the headlamps worn by miners or divers. which is a little extra neato imo)#god. i really could go on about all the random details and alterations ive been meaning to mess around with with their canon designs#but i know im gonna be miserable and car sick if i dont sleep some. augh >:/#just a week or two and then ill have all my stuff settled. and things will sorta be normal again. hopefully lol#fulcrum
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belllaboratories · 2 months ago
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why don't people give a shit about samantha myers for as much as shes related to nathan? i think shes really sweet, and she works well in nathan's narrative in before the storm ngl. im intrigued by their good ending because i enjoy a good "what if," but the more i think about it, i'm pretty curious about exploring the potential of what could've possibly happened for them to have drifted and samantha to have left blackwell if i were to actually consider it as canon. also samanthas limited dialogue sans nathan is actually super cute. i thought she was into chloe at first LMAO
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marighould · 3 months ago
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It's so funny seeing pretty regular posts about trsmp because I missed when it started and just never bothered to get into it. Now that my brain has freed me from the height of my qsmp fixation I think I have a genuine outsiders perspective and it's hilarious.
To me, all the posts about trsmp are like "omg Peepee and Poopoo are finally happy but I just know that Weesnaw is gonna come in and ruin it. Plus now that Grunch is on yellow I hope we'll get more DortGrunch plotlines"
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bentreznor · 1 year ago
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sky was transgender the other day
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moodr1ng · 6 months ago
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rly thinking of buying a cheap digital camera so ill have a reason to go outside and take pics of random stuff.. i sometimes do it w my phone (typically pics of like, flowers on the street or interesting lighting or whatever) but it never looks good w a phone camera. and the cheaper digicams would prob have a quality reminiscent of the shitty little digicam i had as a kid and young teen which i used to take pictures around the neighborhood and whatnot, which is what im looking for more than Serious Photography
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mariajstacat · 6 months ago
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abt me in short shrugs
im a multifandom girly 😼 and im a mexican artist who also is wanting to be a indie game developer and a writer idk
examples of my artttt::
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name's Maria and ABOTHER SONIC(shadow) THW HEDGEHOG FAN BUT DAMN WE BALL
heree be all socials and stuff abou me ↑↑↑↑ im a beginner to all the social media stuff so i dont offer much pbooo
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LOOKIN FORWARD TO HAVE FUN MAYBEEEee
I got big projects i want to do this yeaarr along with big artists and amazing ppl so yeah up to that!
THAS IT, GOOD DAY!!
im yuri pilled
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sonknuxadow · 2 years ago
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i think i do want amy and rouge to be in the next sonic movie, especially if its gonna be an sa2 adaptation, but i cant help but worry that if they try to introduce shadow AND rouge AND amy in the same movie then at least one of those characters (most likely amy. tbh.) isnt gonna get the amount of screentime and development that they deserve. especially considering in the game timeline amy was introduced much earlier and by sa2 was already an established character while rouge and shadow were the newcomers. and then theres also the human characters who are gonna be making the cast a lot bigger than it was in the game so more people to divide the screentime among. like what if amy is in sonic 3 and she gets like 5 minutes of screentime and her big moment with shadow is given to another character again
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butteryheart · 1 year ago
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Id do anything just to get a glimpse of what you look like I can't stop thinking of you everyday just in the back of my head, you, just in there
I'm not gonna pretend this didn't make me feel some type of way honestly lmao
But gimme a hint heree, do you follow me? Are we mutuals?
Oh wait, more importantly. Age?
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