#or maybe I could write them myself Idk AAA

[loonfull-sonnetzz]

Anyone who writes transmasc! Reader fanfics deserves a sweet kiss on the cheek

[soahbee]

Story time! The gathering. pt.2

I was angry, tense, I had all sorts of problems and maybe I slammed the glass on the counter too angrily because it was quite loud, but I didn't know what to do, I was so freaked out. Plus, I already had so much alcohol in me that I reacted much more sensitively. It seems long written down, but it happened in a few seconds and took place inside me, but I was listening with a thousand ears to see how R would react to this question. I will try to recall verbatim what he said: "I think it's nothing, she's a very nice woman, but she didn't manage to steal my heart."

Girls, I'm so stupid. I should have been happy about that at that moment, but all I could think about was that R could be stolen from me at any time. What's more it turned out during their conversation that the woman is 37 years old, so older than R! lol OKAY

This is where Soah got herself into a very uncomfortable situation. Yes, that's me! KILL ME I couldn't keep my mouth shut and specifically said this: "Why don't you date someone younger?" Of course, when I realized what I had said, I regretted it.😭😭 R immediately turned back to me and laughingly asked: "What do you mean?" and that's when I started to save what I could... I started to say something like "I mean, I don't interfere, it's just that a 37-year-old woman wants to start a family too quickly because of the biological clock ticking, etc" (that's all I remember, which was a meaningful sentence) lol 💀 You should have seen my blushing akward face while R just listened curiously to my monologue. I will never accept vodka from anyone again!!!😖 BRUHH

BUT then I was very surprised because I couldn't even finish my nonsense. R took my hand and said "Come dance with me" but I immediately stopped and told him that I can't dance. ????? AAA "Just follow my steps" - he said and started dancing with me to some old retro music, but it didn't really go well for me, although he spun me around twice and then he even danced with my father. (this was funny) this man knows how to kill me.😭

I'm actually glad that R brushed off my awkward speech and surprised me by asking me to dance. At least that way I didn't put myself in an even more unpleasant situation. Then of course, we were not only busy with each other, I will only describe those parts to you. So he wasn't just with me all night, he also talked a lot with other people and so did I. But I was brave enough to hug him and maybe I hugged him longer than I should have, but he didn't mind me hanging on him. And what is worth mentioning is that while I was hugging him, after a while he said: "You drank too much huh?" - he said while pinching my face, then I told him not to pinch me all the time and he pinched my face again. Sir...sir..

The problem girls is that I fell too much in love with him and I think he can see that too..(?) (maybe idk??) maybe He sees but does not push the boundaries, but I noticed that if I step and I approach he does not reject it and allows it... so idk So much has happened, but now I'm really going to stop girls, because I'm writing too much. These were the important ones and the ones I remember more precisely.

There were still a few things that happened between us that were inexplicable, but maybe I will share them later...

(I would also like to say that now that I have written this down, I am a little relieved that he is not going on another date with that woman and that he rejected her.)

[icetobes]

911 s7 e7 thoughts

- eeek the promo is THE beginning

- oh my fucking god

- she’s so good at her job yall MADDIE BUCKLEY I LOVE YOU

- CHIM ??? GOT BLASTED

- BRUHH

- yall they got thrown back im scared

- no driver 😦

- this is so stressful lorddddd

- BUCK AND THE BABY

- ITS GONE 😦 OH NOOOO

- he took the baby didn’t he oh good LORD no no no

- HENREN HOUSE 🫶🏻🫶🏻

- mara :((

- i feel like she’s spoken to denny…

- OH SHE HAS ???

- she’s got a baby brother :((( she doesn’t know where she isss 😭

- EW EDISOL

- NOOO BONES

- CHRIS 💀💀💀

- “we could leave her now” good idea

- OH THIS WOMAN LOOKS LIKE SHANNON

- THE FLASHBACKKSSS

- HES SO :(((((

- “look like you’ve seen a ghost” girl you don’t even know

- (i missed a few minutes idk ???)

- hen and mara :((

- “sometimes nighttime is the hardest” real and true

- “denny’s nice” DENNY NATIONAL TREASURE

- she’s telling hen ohhh my heart

- ATHENA AND MADDIEEEEE (im gay for them)

- so the guy wasn’t her husband ??? oh my god

- maddie :(((

- “i assumed she was me” baby awwww

- wtf is hen wearing she ????

- “you are the system” the system sucks girlie

- awww she’s telling them where to find her brother aaaa

- MADDIE 🫶🏻

- the sceeenee the sneak peak scene !!!

- this scene is so sweet 🥹

- “idk why i just told you that” venting queen just like me

- HES SWEET OMG 🥹

- “we’re” she means businesss !!!

- EDDIES BACK AT THE SHOP PLEASEE WHY IS HE STALKING HER

- girlie what the fuck is wrong with him he’s so stupid

- this is crazy HES LOSING HIS MIND

- not a fucking candle

- “do you trust me” I AM SO CONFUSED SHES FLIRTING LMAO

- MORE FLASHBACKS

- not them flirting lmaooo

- “just me and my son, single dad” LMAO YESSS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO HEAR

- STOP I CANT HES SO AWKWARD

- good lord that’s a loud room of children

- their name stickers awww

- “we’re here to talk to you” that’s INSANE behaviour not going to lie

- tyson is so cute 🥹🥹

- maddie and that call :(( babyyy

- “it’s me you’re husband” THEYRE MARRIED YALL 🤭🤭🤭

- he’s so supportive 😭

- SHES AFRAID SHES GOING TO DIE i’m gonna end it all now maddie buckley you deserve nothing buck happiness

- ohhh she’s so smart omg

- she had a stalker OH MY GOD

- WHAT ????

- HES GOTTA STOP DOING THAT

- EDDIESHANNON FLASHBACK ??

- “about santa” LMAO

- OHH ITS THE AAAA 😭😭

- YALL HE LOVED HER SO MUCH

- NOT HIM IMAGINING THAT WHILE WITH HER IM CRYINGGG

- “i’m here” no you’re in fucking bed with shannon 💀💀💀

- they’re teaming uppp aaa

- “they’re hiding from him” OH MY GOD HE FOUND THEM

- IS THAT HIM AT RHE PARK

- creep what the fuck

- ew i fucking hate him

- “time to find a new mommy” i’m gonna kill him ???

- he’s so fucking creepy i hate it here

- maddie is so smart i caantttt

- oh he’s gone 🧍

- OH HE GETS HIT OMG

- THE 118 BAYBEEEE

- OMG BOBBY N BUCK HI HAVENT SEEN YOU SINCE THE BEGINNING HEYYY

- CHIM CAUGHT THE BABY

- BUCK TACKLED HIM LETS GOOO

- awww josh is so proud of herrr

- the girl :(((

- OH HE RECOGNISES BOBBY :((

- oh he doesn’t but he does ??

- “they’re bonding” karen is so me lmao

- she’s here with tyson 🥹🥹

- oh my gosshhh aaa

- OH THEYRE SO CUTE IM GONNA CRYYYY

- MARA AND TYSON 🥹🥹🥹

- babies :((((

- HI BUCK

- EDDIE AND CHRISSSS EEK

- “dad already ordered a pizza” where is his faith in buck

- buck throwing food at eddie lmaoo

- MADNEYYYYY 🫶🏻🫶🏻

- they’re so perfect aaaa

- JEEEE LITTLE PRINCESS 🥹

- the dreams hand they’re so cute oh im going to SOB

- JAW DROP

- WHAT THE HELL EDDIE

- EDDIES CHEATING ???

( i didn’t write down my reactions to e6 i filmed myself cause i was drunk sooo maybe ill put that in my notes at some point )

[sixosix]

haiii pookie snukums muah muah cherry pie :3 idk i just wanna give thoughts (and maybe recieve some from u too 👉👈) from the new trailer bc im bored and i feel like im being toasted alive... mainit

FREMI💀 no bc he looks like he can be blown away from a lil breeze. like a sneeze can turn him into dust💀 BUT BRO BLOCKED A WHOLE ASS HIT FROM ARLECCHINO WHILE ALSO HOLDING LIKE A 30 KILO CLAYMORE💥 HOW BUFF IS HEEEEE😭 (lyney at the side like a damsel)

speaking of lyney,,,,i saw somewhere, idk if its canon or not, but i read that lyney is canonically weak. not weak as in "cannot fight", more like, "brains over brawn" type of weak. his main strength comes from his big fat brain and i think thats hot (lyney as brains, thawed!mc as brawns. an unstoppable duo if i do say so myself)

Im just gonna say, arlecchino DID NOT MISS❗❗ when she chose lyney as the successor. bc think about it, the house's main objective is to adopt kids to make them into soldiers(or other stuff). so why are the children not doing anything about it? because they are blinded by father's "love". they've been provided a home and a family that they can love, ofc theyre going to do whatever they can to repay her kindness. i say "blinded by love" bc its most probably not genuine. arlecchino will only do things if it benefits her. so, in short, the children are being decieved into loyalty and submission.

and what is one of lyney's biggest/ most prominent trait? being able to decieve others very easily. he's a magician ffs😭😭 (this is probably why thawed!mc is hesitant/ doesnt believe him whenever he does something bc she knows that its probably not genuine. and bc of this, they're both miserable.💀)

like, he may not be physically strong, but that brain and charisma can bring you to your end in a snap. and that hot.

i only heard childe's voice but i feel like he's important to the lore. my manz been to 3 countries, and hes hasnt retrieve a single (1) gnosis😭 pack up boy ur no harbinger all u do is look pretty and get your ass handed to u THRICE😭 (i love him tho muah)

WIDNTRACE omg windtrce FINALLYY😭😭uueuedhhsuwh

ur so cool bc i just saw the ask asking if theres thawed update tmrw, and ur gonna do RESEARCH???? this is why i love u. marry me. pookie idc how long it takes, everything u write is so delicious. quality over quantity is so real ily. and i dont want thawed to end so soon....

i think thats all of my brain barf today. congrats again on 5k!!! ily muah♥️

HI AKAAGIIIII i did. i did see. i watched it from zy0xs livestream. first of all, ARLECCHINO IS SOOO COOL her presence… unmatched….. the lore ?! im so excited as a player and as a thawed writer!!!!

I KNOW FREMINET WAS INSANE THERE HAHAHAH the way he didnt fall back.. King. king behavior. LYNEY TOOOO HELLOOO THE LORE BOMBBB the throwback to him being chosen as the next King AAAAAA my brain was going overdrive (thawed!mc being brawns shes so stupid i love her)

and yes!! your thoughts on lyney and arlecchino are so true. arlecchino picking lyney makes sense in her perspective but the fact that lyney doesnt want to do it says so much about his character! lyney is such a well written character im so in love

i was so surprised to hear childes voice i was like oh gosh the thawed is writing itself?????

AND YESSS RESEARCH AAA i rlly rlly want to wait and see what the House lore is all about before i write thawed because i think i could really use it. not only for ideas but for keeping it feel like it could easily be an actual genshin quest.. TY AHAHHAA ILY TOO we shall have a spring wedding, like taht post about artists asking permission to draw fanart from writers (thats me)

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

Okay so my general mru timetravel saga phase thing. + how I’m doing the YA.

Since I think focusing on timetravel instead of the multiverse would have been a better next saga since timetravel was set up formerly.

Also, champions and Runaways will likely feature but I need to defamiliarise myself with the comics to feel more comfortable deciding on HOW. But I’ll get to it, just not in this post.

(Ramble below the cut)

First Phase:

I would make the first phase AFTER endgame extremely chill. More grounded, focus on a smaller group of heroes and the affects of the snap. TFATWS would be my preferred first project but obviously could change when I go to write it. Maybe seven projects in all? Keep it small. Six main solo projects, an avengers team up. I want to make it clear that things aren’t running as smoothly as they could be post-Thanos, there’s a lot of tension, the team isn’t quite… teaming.

Steve shows up as cameos in TFATWS and the avengers teamup, but not to take away from the focus of Sam being the new Cap. He’s more of an… advisor. He has experience, but that’s all he’s got to offer. He’s done with the fight. I don’t think he should’ve died in endgame personally bc I think people need a main avengers to continue showing up to really keep their investment until another character proves worthy enough for focus.

Eli is the first Young Avenger to be included, which would make a whole ‘oooo Young avengers maybe??’ But he’s played off like a cameo that’s there because Isaiah is there, no need to rush into the YA.

Kamala is also showing up. Ms Marvel wouldn’t be a MAIN solo project and would be kind of hinted to be disconnected until Carol shows up in the last episode.

There will also probably be a Hawkeye series but I don’t want any of the YA to be heroes before the YA. So Kate will likely cameo but I don’t want her to be a Hawkeye yet. That’s YA stuff. It can wait.

Second Phase:

A little more funky now. The Marvels is a good guide to take for the balance of funky and grounded. Sure it’s in space but it’s a pretty typical movie, nothing too big. Of course, the marvels = Teddy introduction. I’ve not watched the movie yet (literally on the way there now) so I can’t promise how I’ll introduce him, but it’ll probably be a small ‘cameo type’ thing.

The phase starts on a lighter note but slowly degrades, the avengers are slipping apart. It ends on a Loki s1.

Introduction of Kid Loki also. And I’ll probably do Sylvie differently. But with the demolition of the sacred timeline, there comes chaos in the storyline.

Introduction of the champions might occur here, whilst things are still light and dandy. Depends on what I can swing.

Third Phase:

House of M. Wandavision, obviously, introduces the Twins. They’ll probably remain toddlers though, to keep them little and cute, plus terrible twos + superpowers would make it obvious she’s crazy when she CHOSE that. They’re the two YA introduced this phase, no America until the multiverse unfortunately.

The avengers are slowly falling apart even further, Loki s2, and then, bosh, kangs. Not THE Kang, though. Other kangs. Fighting aaa. Some avengers probably die, Scott definitely does. They win and have to fight THE Kang, don’t win, Kang escapes.

Idk how to explain my idea for that film considering I haven’t properly planned it. But, basic idea is that he WILL come back.

Phase four:

No avengers. They fell apart, like they did for infinity war. If things like this keep happening, there’s no point anymore. Womp womp everything sucks. Some people, like Sam, are trying to keep everyone together but it’s so… hard. They wonder if they’re really just making things worse. They probably are.

Yeah there are solo projects. But it’s mostly pretty dismal. They’re trying to prepare to fight kang but they know they’ll lose. In the final solo project, there’s an end credit scene. Someone in a suit appears in dark streets and picks up a loose newspaper. ‘The avengers disbanded’. In a robotic-ish voice: oh no.

And then, final avengers movie of the saga. Except… it opens up to kids being assholes and oh wait this is just an adaptation of the first Young Avengers comic with some more emphasis on the avengers. Why have a huge crossover movie when teenagers can stab people? This isn’t to say there won’t be any closure for other storylines, I just don’t think every storyline needs to end in an AVENGERS storyline. The big crossover movie will probably be phase 3’s big Kang gang up movie, with everyone fighting their own time travelling war lord. But Kang’s death belongs to Nate. So that’s how it’ll be. Other superhero team ups will probably happen. But the big bad will be slain by those who now carry the avengers torch. It’s to me the only way to actually get people interested in the Young Avengers.

Some post saga notes:

There are some things that will be included. Like fantastic four and Xmen. It’s just a little difficult to try and explain how they fit it without going into masses of detail.

The next saga will likely be multiverse based. The Young Avengers are pretty well prepped for that kind of storyline. I’ll likely reallocate TLAT to this saga. Multiverse works better for god-based movies than time travel. It’ll probably include Children’s Crusade and YA vol2 for some of the avengers movies.

[marley-manson]

🌈🕯️

aaa ty again <3

🌈is there a fic that you worked *really fucking hard on* that no one would ever know? maybe a scene/theme you struggled with?

Hmm, all my published fics so far went fairly smoothly. The hardest one to write that I've posted was probably Presumed Dead, but it wasn't that bad, it was mostly just going back and having to pad out scenes like Hawkeye and Daniel listening to the radio, and Hawkeye going shopping, to flesh out the vibe that he's coasting in Crabapple Cove and needs a change.

OOOH also the title of War Bonds was an eleventh hour decision, it was untitled until it was finished and even after that it took me a while to come up with something, which never happens for me, I'm usually pretty quick with titles. But it's such a perfect theme-encapsulating pun that it felt inevitable, like I had to wait until it alighted on me before I could use anything but a placeholder description. Supporting the army financially/supporting it through your friendships... Though it wasn't exactly a struggle even though it took a while, it feels like I was handed the title by a muse rather than coming up with it myself lol.

Also if I can answer with a WIP then I am having a hard time with SO many things right now lmao, like chapter 3 of my Hawkeye/BJ fic in which I'm trying to balance like 2-3 themes and come up with actual plotty scenes to write and failing, or my fic where Hawkeye gets hauled in for questioning over a gay accusation and at 40 pages in I've realized I don't have a solid thematic statement and therefore idk what the climax should be lol. I hope if/when I eventually finish these no one would ever know the struggle when they read them (unless they read this I guess lol).

🕯️was there a fic that was really hard on you to write, or took you to a place you didn’t think it would take you?

War Bonds was something I wrote in chunks with an ending in mind but without a very solid idea for what would happen in between, just whenever I was feeling salty about late Mash and wanted to make a point I'd add to it lol, so I didn't expect several scenes. And the scene with the wounded soldier who wakes up and asks about his platoon was a very late addition, I added it after I came up with the title to sort of hammer home the relevance and reinforce the theme.

[pjsk-writin]

aaa hey!!! its me i requested haruk with a s/o who has pots i just want to tell you how much i appreciate u <33 idk if u did any research but it definitely looks like you did you wrote it very nicely!!!!! i wouldbt wanna change anything at all you represented it rlly well!! but could i request one more if its ok? (i understand u have a lot of requests so if not you can always decline this or if its out of your comfort zone)

but if you are ok with writing one more could you do maybe smth about what she’d do if the reader fainted? like for me personally (pots is different for a lot of people, some people need walking sticks im so sorry i forgot the name my brain isnt braining today some ppl dont like me thankfully when i do gymnastics i just have to pace myself and take a lot of breaks because if not my heartrate gets too fast and i could faint lol) sorry i got off topic ahah but badically for me sometimes my episodes r really bad and i faint back to back but i can tell when an episofd is about to happen bc i get dizzy and i start sweating/feeling rlly hot and shaky and my heartrate gets waaay too fast which theb i know to sit down n stuff but even then i faint anyways and sometimes its back to back liek once i wake up i could go iut again and it can happen a few times so could you maybe do hcs of what she’d do if the reader was having an episode like that and the reader maybe feels kind of scared bc honestly no matter how many times it happens its always scary but 🤗 tysm one last thing DONT OVERWORK URSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF WE KNOW U LOVE US BUT WE LOVE U TOO AND WANT THE BEST FOR U anyways god this paragraph is long

awww, well ty!! i did do research, id hate to write smth and get it completely wrong- im glad you think so!! and ofc it's ok!! but ahhh I see I see,, well I am making sure to take care of myself, i appreciate you all and I hope yall are also taking care of yourself!!!! idm the paragraph at all, but I do hope you like this!! <3

♧ FAINTING - Haruka Kiritani x Reader

As I mentioned, Haruka gets really good at noticing your symptoms, so when she picks up on them, she'll rush to your side

During the ones where you end up fainting, she'll help you to either sit or lay down, either way keeping you leaned against her

She'll rub your shoulders even while you're passed out, her touch as gentle as can be

Once you wake up and you don't faint again, she'll hold out her bag to you. She doesn't know what exactly you need after fainting, but she's pretty certain that her bag has everything that you would ask her for anyway

If you wake up and promptly faint again, she continues to support you and keep you safe until you eventually wake up again

She's aware that those episodes are scary, she'd honestly be surprised if you weren't scared, so afterwards, she's very gentle with you

"Hey, dear? You're okay, you're safe. I'll always be right here for you." She'll always make sure to say something like that to you after an episode, she just cares about you a ton <3

[mauvematia]

I am so bad with flirting and im super awkward and insecure and not conventionall attractive. does my crush like me back ?

Ok ik im young but i just wanted some anonamous help (english isnt my first language pls bare w me).

I (in highschool) just moved to my new school in a new country. i didnt know anybody, only relatives. i am really awkward and have a rly niche sense of humor that most people dont like and alot of people dont like the things i like. im also not conventionally attractive, i am what some call a 'butter face'. but thats besides the point. im not saying im ugly, i think i can be pretty at times, but i havent met people that value me like that. on orientation day, (one day before school) i went to school and saw this really cool guy in my grade who was also new. i did some digging around and found his name. (for clarity reasons we will call him T). he had this sick ass mullet, was tall, handsome, and had this amazing smile and eyes. i couldnt work up the courage to say anything to him but we made eye contact a few times. on the first day, i made friends that are amazing. they all like the stuff i like and im rly greatful for them. one of them gave me the courage to go up to T at lunch and ask to get in touch w him. a few 'uhms' and super awkward laughs later he agreed and i gave him my instagram. when i got home, he added me. we chatted from afternoon to night, getting to know eachother, and i asked him if he fancies anybody. he said yes. i got my hopes up but remembered that my whole yeargroup is filled with gorgeous girls. i then asked him who it was and that i could help him. he was like never never im not telling you and wouldnt even give me a hint. we talked more ans the next day came. in the morning of school me and my friends were sitting at the lousy playground at the outskirts of the school and just chatting, when he walked by. he looked at me, shouted my name, and waved with the cutest smile ive ever seen. fast forward to lunch, and we sat one table away from eachother. everytime i tried to take a peak at him his eyes were already on me with a really nice smile. one thing i also noticed is that whenever he laughs, he looks at me right away. idk if that means anything tho. after lunch me and my friend 'accidentally' encountered him outside of our next classes. i started talking to him about the lesson he was about to have, and just small talk. i then started asking for hints again where he declined and said never with a rly cheeky smile. although the convesation was like 3 mins, we had the best eye contact ive ever had with someone in my whole life. his eyes literally never left mine. also forgot to mention he was thinking of switching out one of his classes to another one and i said oh you should do designtech and he said maybe and then the next day i asked him what class he wanted to switch to and he said design tech with a nice smile and i literally melted. after school we chatted for hours on text and i decided to try flirting a bit. i said 'you have really nice eyes'. and guess. what. he. said. back. 'you also have really nice brown eyes. i know its a bit specific but, i noticed.'. oh my god. oh my god. oh my god. AAA im smiling so hard while writing this uhmmmmmm anyways

i started trying to guess who this mystery girl of his was and i was listing my friend's names. and he said no to all of them. i then guessed my friend who has the same name as me and he left me on seen for 20 mins. i said 'is it .. *my name* ?' . im guessing he was in shock bc he thought i was guessing myself or smn but then i said 'yk my friend *myname* *lastname* from *country* ?' and he went oh. yeah no. i also asked him if he wanted to hang out on the weekend and he said he'd love to but he might not be able to (he cant) :(

he's kinda left me on read bc i said 'hey' but idk maybe hes using that stupid tactic where you leave them on delivered then seen and then reply later idk ..

i just want to know, does he like me ?? if so, how do i :

get him to confess

find a way for me to confess

get 100% sure of it

flirt !? idk how to flirt

[nico-the-overlord]

0: Height

1: Age

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if…

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What my last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who I wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything

ALL OF THEM GO.

also if you want, tag a friend to answer all of them too

AAA-

0. 5 foot 7

1. Minor

2.zero clue

3. No

4. No

5. No

6. I used to get mistaken for a 15/16 y/o when I was 11/12ish. I got asked if I was 20 once.

7. No

8. Maybe (my parents would kill me)

9. Yea, one on each ear lobe

10. I might wanna get more (my parents would kill me)

11. @/the-story-system <3 (idk if I should tag)

12. Single

13. Zero clue

14. Also zero clue

15. Probably Encanto or Coco…Sixth sense was also cool from what I remember

16. Idk who you are anon, I’ll still love you as long as you aren’t an asshole to me or friends

17. Many of my old friends. Also extended family on both sides. And friends I can’t see often irl.

18. Uhh I don’t think I’ve had any traumatic experiences? Like I’ve had shit happen to me ofc but not traumatic so none

19. I will try to make cookies for you. Or a dessert/other food. I love giving people but esp friends food

20. Hate most…maybe the fact I don’t stand up for myself, weaker in that area

21. This random dot (are they called moles in english?) on my forehead. Idk I just think it’s cool.

22. Probably a teacher of sort

23. Pretty good! I love them both despite us being annoying back and forth but yk, siblings will siblings

24. Also generally good! I however have become alot more secretive around them so uh that’s kinda…not done it good

25. Idc where just meeting up irl. Get to talk and go around. I love play dates and being with people

26. Idk if I have one…I guess people being mean for zero reason to go generic

27. I have too many friends HOW CAN I DESCRIBE JUST ONE

28. Orange and blond hair. Was the president or something. Guess who (I don’t personally hate anyone so)

29. To protect myself and them

30. Slugging through the day when only one of my classes has a real good friend group

31. Sent on discord to a group of friends “I never looked into the ending tho…”

32. Anything that relates back to “you should be more feminine because you’re a girl 🥺” or “you’re growing up and becoming a woman!” not that specific emoji just emotion, but holy shit that gets on my nerves. Even back when I didn’t even identify as trans or knew what that was these annoyed me.

33. I love it when I’m called handsome, idk why just make me giddy. Also when friends say they like my art/writing (((:

34. Their swagger (could I even pinpoint one thing?)

35. Their swagger (again, could I even pinpoint one thing?)

36. With a friend in a house. I don’t really care where but would prefer not in the city

37. Majority of my body, just to generalize

38. I wanted to be a business woman at one point

39. I loveee icecream uhm. Probably french vanilla but caramel-swirl esc types are awesome also

40. Boy this is a loaded question uhm. Idk be me but doing better?

41. Not here physically or mentally or any other levels

42. Chocolate icecream

43. Josh Hutcherson…people other than my friend find him objectively hot yes? (I only have that memorized to annoy her with it lol)

44. Dolphins get high on pufferfish, intentionally ramming into them cause their poison only gets dolphins high!

[1004tyun-archive]

mommy 🥺🥺😚🩷

as i was scrolling through my pinterest feed i found the slutty brownies recipe too and thought of you aaaah they look so good i wish i could make them 🥹🥹🩷

i’m going to go to the restaurant today i wish i were going with you though my love 🥺🥺 i’ll tell you what i got later 🥺🩷

thank you so much for being here with me mommy 🥺🥺 whenever i’m nervous to post you always make me feel better about my writing and myself in general 🥺😭 i am so excited to read needy my love 🥹🥹🩷

i love you so so much my crystal gem!! 🥺😚🩷🩷💎

my cherry baby~ 🥺🥺😚🩵🩵

aaa you finally found them!! don’t they look so good? they look so sweet though idk if i could handle them but maybe if we made them and ate it together 😳😳 (sounds like overkill but i feel like it would be really good with vanilla ice cream! i love a good brownie with ice cream moment even if the brownie itself is like three different things lol)

i wish i could go to the buffet with you it sounds so good 😫😫 every time you tell me what you had there you make me wish i was there too >< i wanna feed you noodles and have a lady and the tramp moment 🥺🥺👉🏾👈🏾

of course my love, i’ll always be there for you 🥺🥺🩵 i’ll be here when you need your own personal cheerleader or a shoulder to cry on or someone to vent to, anything! i’m all yours <3 i love you so much my cherry bonbon~ 🥺🥺🥺🩵🩵

[kurorinde]

The Moonrise Chronicles | No. 12 | ??? title not found

Dear Friends,

Long time, no update aaa!!! This is just going to be my thoughts as I think of them, so apologies for skipping around.

I’ve just been very sensitive lately. I feel like I’ve been floating away, in and out of existence. Songs I love bring me to tears, and I’ve been shutting down at first sign of conflict too easily. But I’ve also felt so much... apathy?  Cynicism? 

I’ve also been missing certain friends a lot recently. I keep finding them in our mutual friends and strangers. I wish I could just talk to them again. Especially now that I’ve been leaning into being more authentic with how I act. I just want to tell him all the chismis over lunch by the beach. Or tell him about all of the stories and songs I’ve been writing and maybe, just maybe, finally record a song with him. I was annoyingly giddy when he messaged me back a few weeks ago. Ugh. In another universe, it could’ve been us. I just really hope he’s okay out there, wherever he is.

I cried at work because there are some kids who are so genuinely themselves. I wish I had that. I feel like, ever since December, I’ve been purposefully acting upon my hermit tendencies, waiting for my friends to pull me out. Yes, I’m the problem. I’ve just compared myself to my friends so much, i feel like an impostor. I shrunk myself down and got too comfortable in my self-destruction. A pity party for every outing I didn’t go to. 

At the start of writing this, I was super bummed that I’m probably not going to the BTR concert because I waited to get tix. Earlier today, I was bummed because I got govball tix too early (today was the last day of a really good sale :’))) and idk I feel like I’ve been very irresponsible lately. Maybe this is the wake up (& it’s over) call I need.

hmmm, okay, I need to get the negative stuff out of the way:

I feel like I’m not going to get married in the time I want to. I don’t think I’ve every said it in a serious way, but I really do want to get married and raise kids. I feel like I’m falling behind.

I’m scared to find out who my fake friends are. I know that I’m fake and I own it, but I was so desperate to change myself just to keep friends. I’m the problem. I don’t belong.

I just want to give love and have it reciprocated all in a healthy way. Sometimes, I feel actually delusional, then I feel even more delusional for thinking I’m delusional.

The smallest things have been setting me off. I’m either napping because I’m exhausted or I sleep early so I don’t overthink the problems I created.

I! Spend! Too! Much!!!!!!

I’m back in school.

I’m so mean to myself.

And many more!!

Okay, I think that’s all. If I think of anything else... I hope I don’t think of anything else.

This past spring semester, although chaotic in its own ways, was fun. A big contrast to the lows and highs of my first go-around. I got straight A’s for the first time! Too bad I wasn’t a full-time student, then I for sure could’ve made Dean’s List. But it’s okay. I’m going to graduate in 2025, my hat will have lovejoy + jono lyrics, and all of my best peoples will be there. 

After a good conversation with my teammates, I tried being more “myself” at s group function. It was a small group of us, but a good group. We played uno and mafia, and my “bit” was being the slightly unhinged bestie from Clown Town. One friend asked me if I was genuinely okay and I explained that I was trying to go back to my more outgoing persona. We joked about how if my friends laugh at my jokes, I will take it and run. But she liked the bit and didn’t think I took it too far. It was pretty good lol

BESTIES COME HOME TOMORROW!!!! But other bestie is going on vacation ):)

There are some moments at work where I felt that all-too-familiar drowning feeling. But most of the time, it turns around by the end. I still wish I could be better, and I’m working on it.

// I think the hot water that I’ve been drinking has some coffee bits so uhhhh yeah lol (it’s 11:48 pm rn).

My heart has little palpitations whenever I think of seeing lovejoy live. Also when I hear a song that reminds me of Cali 2019. Truly the last time I was so happy (jkjk)

On the flip side, I get the bad palpitations when I think about school or work outside of school or work hours. I’ve been trying to recognize it then immediately go back to being in the present. Like I did just now.

I have so many ideas and drafts and one I just thought of: the ideal day in my life, but it’s split into:

ideal current time 

realistic current time

ideal future

realistic future

I hope there’s overlap, but that’s something I’dd have to decide. I should really sleep soon lol

Hmmmmmm... I want to leave on a good note.

I love Minecraft. I miss my friends deeply. Life it a balancing act but at least you’re not balancing eggs on a spoon while walking a tightrope? Or maybe you are because that’s what you want to do. I’m literally the most annoying main character but it’s not the worst superlative to have. I think I’m going to try to get good at sports and hone in on my music/art crafts (I wrote carts???) so I can be the Coolest Person I know. I’m going to be the tall, wholesome jock with feelings. Yeah, that.

This summer will be good.

Current song playing: Let’s Get Lost - Carly Rae Jepsen

Love, Robin

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[littletxt]

hello! If you're comfortable (PLS IGNORE THIS IF YOU'RE NOT i just wanna know if I missed something),can I ask what happened that lead you to stop writing for the txt boys? 'cause you said it was doing you harm thinking about them and I just wanna know if someone in the group did something that made you uncomfy or if it's just something that happened in your life that you related to them or idk (if it's the last one you obviously don't even have to explain)

Anyways,I hope you're okay <3

LONG POST

God no they’ve done nothing but be their perfect selves. It has nothing to do with them. This is quite personal but maybe I should talk about it. We all know lollapalooza was a huge thing especially for them and I’m so proud they got to be the first ever kpop group to be invited. I bought a ticket and traveled over five hours to Chicago. I got there successfully and even met up with some friends. But once it got to being in an actual crowd… idk if any of you guys have been to a huge festival like that but I was skin to skin with every person around me and it was constant pushing and shoving in the horrid heat. There were wood chips below us and because of the sweat dripping down and the water people were splashing everywhere in failed attempts to stay cool it was literally like steaming visibly. It’s a easy to claim lack of oxygen.

I have to clarify I’m like hella autistic and gaslit myself into thinking I could do anything for the boys but it proved to be too much. I had multiple people aiming fans on me trying to help me breathe (MOAs bc no one else cared) and dumping water on my head. No one would let me get through to the barricade until I was all but passing out and had to be pulled out of the hell that was that crowd. It was easily 80% locals and even the staff had to stop the performance of the artist to try to get them to back up and it took a good 20 minutes and I could hear them trying to get people to listen even after I got out.

Well anyways I had an autistic melt down. It was really bad. My friends couldn’t find me and I couldn’t direct them to where I was so I finally ended up calling my mom and she talked me out of the venue (someone crashed into me not watching where the were going as well which made it so much worse bc I got beer right in the face when I could barely breathe + autistic melt down) honestly proud of myself for being able to get out of there on my own with thousands of people walking at me it was really too much. I was nauseous and could feel the vibrations in my chest and no ear plugs, physical or mental prep would have been enough. At least I know I can’t attend festivals 🤷‍♀️

So I didn’t get to see them. I had the opportunity to and I chose myself over the boys and I know it’s the right thing but I still feel awful about it and I’ve not even been able to bring myself to watch the performance videos. Every time I see them or think about them it’s a reminder. It’s not every day or month or even year frankly that you get to see them. They mean the world to me and I am actually sobbing now aaa. Don’t feel bad though it’s a healing curve. I need to accept it and not feel guilty because they wouldn’t want that. I might have to come back to this later and add details I can’t think about but I definitely got a bit overwhelmed so this is it for now.

Also txt are the least problematic idols ever I swear they could never do anything to make me not love them I just needed to step back and let my heart heal. I appreciate you checking with me though 💗

[cognitosclowns]

PART TWO OF ROBOTUS TRYING TO FIND YOU A MATCH PLS!!! WHEN HE REALIZES ITS HIM AAAA DO WHATEVER YOU WANT IM JUST CRAVING ROBOTUS HCS

MNSMDNSD I GOT A COUPLE REQS FOR THIS SO <33 HERE WE GOOOOOOO

(original post here)

all sfw!!! just some Clownery

I MENTIONED SOME DETAILS IN THE TAGS BUT IM GONNA GO INTO A BIT MORE DETAIL

As any Self Respecting Genius AI, the first step is Making A Very Long List.

You've already narrowed it down to Someone In Cognito, right? (theres fuckton of levels at cognito,, so lets maybe put that at like,, 5000 ppl?? 10 000?? im not sure what number is realistic bc,,, we don't have blueprints-)

BUT you obviously don't,, interact with all those people, right? You've never even BEEN in the Kaiju Research Department - so he can 86 all those. People you've talked about disliking, etc.

he narrows it down to a list of,, about 400 ppl, ranked most to least likely

(... yeah its a little biased. and by a little i mean a lot. Mostly because If You Had A Thing For fucking,, Chad In Biochem He Might Blow A Fuse Because You Could Do So Much Better)

AND FROM THERE, over the next few weeks he gets it down to 50< by keeping track of who you interact with the most!! He assumes that if you were interested in someone, you’d at least speak to them every few days, if not daily!!

he'll pop outta the woodwork every once in a while to,, give his best guess of the day.

'Quinn? They work in The Crypid Re-'

'Nope'

'... Am I at least getting closer?'

'If you figure it out, I'd be very surprised.'

'Are you insulting my intelligence? >:(('

'It isn't about your ~intelligence~, oh wise one. you just aren't gonna figure it out. Besides, it's never gonna be an answer you'll like (</3)'

'I'll like being right - Joseph Langat?'

's i g h'

If anybody asks why he cares so much, he's gonna claim boredom and/or pride. is that the truth?.... no

HE ABSOLUTELY GOES TO THE GANG ASKING FOR HELP AS,, THE LIST STARTS TO GET DOWN TO LIKE,, 20 PPL??

Does the gang know? ABSOLUTELY! are they gonna say Dick?? NOPE

its funny as hell watching him fumble around. He rarely,, doesn't know smth. Lots of room for teasing <3, trying to lead him towards the answer and trying not to crack up when He Just,, Can't Get It.

ANDRE REALLY DOES HIS BEST OKAY??

'Maybe you're going about this wrong - is there anyone they talk to every day without fail? Maybe, oh I don't know, someone they greet in the morning?'

'Well that doesn't help, the only person they do that to is me! Perhaps I need to backtrack...'

'... dude'

LISTEN EVENTUALLY MYC BREAKS HE FUCKING SNAPS HE CAN'T DO IT. ITS FUNNY BUT GOD ITS SO FRUSTRATING SEEING SOMEONE SO SMART BE SO DENSE. ONE DAY HE JUST,,

'holy shit, did you take a dip in the company pool and fry your fucking brain out? It's you. They've been making goo-goo eyes at you since August. How do you qualify as a sentient lifeform.'

LISTEN ALRIGHT THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN YOU TWO,,, GOES ABOUT AS WELL AS YOU'D EXPECT. If you catch him in the hallway??

'Any luck?' while you two,, make your way along the front foyer. Why not see how far along he’s gotten?

'Well, Myc thought it would be very funny to suggest you were interested in me of all people - what a ridiculous idea. As if I'd miss something as obvious as that.'

'...'

BUDDY YOU'RE GONNA START HEARING FUCKING DIAL UP NOISES I STG. 

HOLY FUCK THIS IS LIKE PRIMATES LEARNING TO BANG ROCKS TOGETHER. HIS EXPRESSION JUST GETS,, MORE AND MORE CONFUSED?? His eyes are just,, bouncing back and forth between two points on the floor?? he looks almost pained by his own stupidity?

'Holding up?' please tease him. it’s good for your soul <3

'Aside from wanting to throw myself into the sea, I am... pleasantly surprised?'

'pleasantly? Then I guess you wouldn’t mind a date? Maybe hide down in the basement levels and make fun of people on the security cams?'

‘... ᶦ ᵗʰᶦⁿᵏ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵇᵉ ᵃᶜᶜᵉᵖᵗᵃᵇˡᵉ <3’

<333333 AAA IDK IF THIS IS WHAT YOU HAD IN MIND!!! THIS WAS VERY FUN TO WRITE EITHER WAY

[brown-little-robin]

get to know you better tag!

tagged by @melliabee and @o-lei-o-lai-o-lord (both of whom I can’t properly tag, sorry, IDK if it’s just my tumblr acting up or what). Combining the two lists into one here :)

Favorite time of year: fall. early fall when the weather turns crisp and I’m just starting to wear sweaters comfortably, when it’s windy and rainy and beautiful in Iowa, where I live. chef’s KISS. God made all seasons beautiful in their time but boy do I appreciate the early fall.

Favorite Color: today it’s the light blue-grey of a foggy morning

Comfort food: hmm... dad’s waffles, cooked in his dearly beloved mini-wafflemakers, with syrup and/or margarine.

Do you collect something? Yes! Rocks and feathers.

Most treasured rock: a rough blue crystal-y one, really vividly blue and opaque, that I’ve had for ever. It was my mom’s before it was mine.

Most recent feather: I just recently found a really nice owl feather on campus. It’s a wing feather, I’m pretty sure. Maybe someday I’ll learn to actually identify feathers n’ stuff. For now I just think they’re pretty :)

Favorite drink: chamomile tea, raspberry tea, and hot chocolate are tied for favorite. They have different purposes, you know?

Favorite song: I have to choose one? Well... What Wondrous Love Is This always hits me right in the chest... but I love singing it and I love listening to it. I could hear it every day and not get tired of it, so favorite it is. (for a secular one, I’d go with Swimming Pool by Young Waters for similar reasons.)

Current favorite song: today? Classical Gas by Mason Williams. Joey Wilson (a superhero favorite of mine) canonically learned it on guitar, and I’ll be listening to it later today while I write the next chapter of my fic. It’s a good instrumental song, melancholy but hopeful, sort of despairing and sort of upbeat.

Favorite fic (well, at least one of them): ohhh, let’s see. Reclaiming Innocence, a fic where Jason Todd was a child prostitute, is a long and beautiful slice-of-life story about healing which was one of the major inspirations for Strange Redemption. It’s so difficult and real and aaa I’m not doing it justice. I weep.

Currently Reading: The Reverse of a Robin is a Shadow by @called-kept. Also tons of random poems for my British Literature class and my poetry class. We talked about Tyger Tyger in class today in British Lit!

Currently Working On: writing The Strange Redemption of Thaddeus Thawne (I expect the next chapter will be done within the week!!). Taking ceramics, entomology, rhetorical analysis, poetry, and romantic & Victorian British Literature (undergrad English major here!). Getting Enough Sleep. Sewing a plushie hamster without a pattern (a fun little challenge for myself, even if I’ve already messed up several times and dubbed the li’l guy Frankenhammy because of all his mismatched pieces).

Last Series: The last series I finished was uhhh... I think Mob Psycho 100! I’m also trying out The Bear (a cooking drama found family thing?) @swinging-stars-from-satellites’ ramblings convinced me to give it a shot. It’s way grittier than the stuff I normally like, but what can I say? I’m hooked. Carmy is incredibly pathetic and I want him to succeed.

Last Movie: A Werewolf Boy (2012). It’s a Korean fantasy romance / tragedy. I watched this as a child and loved it, so I was SUPER excited to find it free online again! I adore the gentle-monster trope, and werewolves are where it’s at. I always adore a good werewolf story, barring weird romances, and this movie is NOT a weird romance. It’s just sweet.

Not tagging anyone, because I’ve made this into a monster of a list, but feel free to steal this. And tag me if you do! I love seeing these.

[st4rship]

I absolutely LOVED your Carlisle story so I thought I’d request one myself. Could you write one where the reader is human but she’s friends with the Cullens and she knows about their secret. Her and Carlisle have a TON of romantic tension but the only one who really knows about their feelings is Edward bc he can reader their minds. Can you also include Carlisle initiating the first kiss. I adore your writing btw🥺

Helloo, I'm so glad you loved it, I try my best writing. I LOVE THIS REQUESTS OKAY AAA. I want to clear some things, the reader is gonna be in her last year of high school and is gonna be 18 okay? okay. Also the tittle is inspired by the song "Stacy's mom" obviously. Idk how much I succeeded with the whole romantic tension thing and with this request in general but I really liked it so I hope you liked it too. ✨🥺

Alice's dad.

Pairing: Carlisle Cullen x Human!Reader.

Summary: The reader moves to forks and becomes friends with the cullens rather quickly but what will happen when the father of the cullens ends up catching the reader eyes.

After you 18th birthday, your parents told you that they have to move. You really didn't want to, it was your last year of high school and you didn't want to spend it being the new girl in some city you didn't even like. You argued with them that you could stay but you didn't have any money and there wasn't any way you could make enough money to live alone in such short time.

You moved to forks, you didn't really like it in the beginning but your parents insisted that you have to give it a try. And you did just because you didn't really have another choice.

Your new high school was kinda bored, some people was surprised that there was a new student in last year. Others students didn't even care about you and you low key preferred it that way.

But there was some students that tried to be more kind to you, a good exampled would be the cullens. Alice and Emmett especially. You shared some classes with them and Alice was the first one you met.

You and Alice had history together and you have to make a project with a classmate, she knew you were new and didn't want you to be left out so she asked to be your partner to the project and you obviously accepted. She was really friendly and fun to be around. Later on she presented you to her siblings.

She told you that they were all adopted and some of them were dating, you find it kinda weird but didn't question it.

Later that day you have chemistry and you found out you shared that class with Emmett and you both paired up. And ended up being chaotic, let's just say that some things exploded and you burn your hand but didn't told anyone cause "it wasn't that big".

After classes, Alice told you to go to their house with them so you could do the project and you accepted and told your parents that you were going to a friend's house for a project.

The cullens mansion house was huge and really beautiful. You all entered the house and Alice presented you to her father. A handsome men in probably his twentys, it surprised you that someone so young and beautiful already had children who were your age.

—Nice to meet you. — He said kindly and took your hand to shake it. You obviously give it to him with a smile but you forgot that you have burned it "a little" before.

You let out a little whining when you felt his cold hand touched the burned part of your warmer hand. He rapidly let go your hand and took your wrist instead to look at what make you feel the pain.

— How did you burn your hand like this? — He said looking at you with worry in his eyes. It probably shouldn't have made you blush because he was probably just being kind but it make you blush anyway.

— It was an accident in chemistry, it's nothing really, I'm gonna be okey don't worry. — You said nervously by having his beautiful eyes on you.

—I insist. Come with me, I have the things to help you heal in my office. — He said and you could feel your cheeks getting more warm. Before doing anything you looked at you friends, Alice held a smile of worry but trying to be comfortable for you to don't be so nervous. The rest of them were like her in majority, except for Edward who looked at you and Carlisle with a little smirk in his face, like he knew something the rest didn't.

Carlisle hold your healthy hand in his and headed to his office. You grew more nervous but also low key excited to be alone with him. You feel as if nothing bad could happen to you if you were with him.

Once you entered his office he told you to sit down on his desk so he could heal you comfortably. You did as he told you and he took some cream and bandages before coming back to stand in front of you.

—Did you move to forks recently? Alice never talked about you before, I'm sure I wouldn't forget you. — He said, your heart give a flutter and your eyes shoot to look at him but feeling a wide smile grew in your face you looked back to your hand.

— Yes, my parents decided to move for something about work, I really didn't want to at the begging but now, I think it wasn't a bad thing after all. — You said nervously looking at him as the last sentence left your mouth.

Your eyes couldn't help to watch carefully his face, it was almost hypnotizing, your eyes analyzed his whole face and stopped at his lips staring for some seconds. Once you looked at this eyes again he was looking at you with dark eyes, you could swear they were more golden a second ago.

He endend putting the bandage in your hand and you looked at it with a greatful smile on your face. — Thank you Carlisle. — You said nervously looking at him shyly. His eyes were still kinda dark and were now fixated in your lips. You couldn't help but look at his lips too.

He noticed this and without really thinking what was he doing, he put his hand in the side of your face carefully and approached you more almost closing the space between the two of you. — Can I? — A part of you didn't believe this was even happening but you wouldn't reject him.

You nodded slowly as a response and after that he closed the space between your lips kissing you. It was the best someone ever give to you. You weren't expecting any of this to happen but maybe this was proof that moving to forks was actually a good idea.

[quanxui]

i might have to go anon for this, but yup

aaa thank you, ate you're my life's saviour lmao. and it's so cool that you have little to no social messaging apps !! i mean, i only hav it bc of sch and fam ig but aside from that ill delete it in a heartbeat. my mother told me it'd be better to have no gadgets at all, or phones to be specific, and it's something im looking forward to do as i age hehe i imagine answering telephone calls or writing silly letters to my olden friends hihi, the idea's so cute tbh

anyway, im conflicted with myself whether im just sensitive or what flkfskd and the person im talking about is in my small circle 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♀️🧍 at first, my feelings towards them was fine until i hav found their replies a bit hostile and callous, example: edi wow, sml, and more, especially sml after i tell a story huhu, ik they do it bc ofc someone influenced them and it sort of rubbed them into always and automatically reply that, lik a habit/mannerism or defense mechanism idk they're nice but that's how they casually talk, and i don't really lik it bc it is soooo unnecessary, insensitive, and childish. omgh wait, this is a big a toll to discuss about urgsvhj but yes, i feel wonky about it, i hate that we hav our small gc and id get to interact with them daily with the feeling of needing to stay on guard yk?? it's tiring !! ::((

m

omg! first of all, you're not sensitive at all. people have got to stop using those phrases!! especially online because it's more difficult to “hear” someone's tone and things could go wrong. but yeah, you're not being sensitive. i'm sure a big number of people also find those phrases offensive even me!

personally, i'd tell my story to my other friends separately. id interact with the friend as little as possible, sabi nga niya “share mo lang” edi sige wag na i-share yan sa kanya. also if they do that online only, and you guys meet up personally then sure, tell them the story in person. talk to them & interact with them in person! if they're like that in both irl and online, lol leave them out of your stories. leaving them out would or could bring a lot of drama though and it's childish hahahahh

the mature thing to do (i think? cause im not sure about my maturity ahsgajdgdh) would be to talk to them about it. i don't know the character of this person so i can't predict how they'd answer but maybe you can imagine it? and then, depending on that, you tell them through group chat (when they do it) or you privately message them.

“hey friend! i'm not really sure how to tell you this but your use of skl etc. honestly hurts me. i'm not sure if you're being sarcastic or you really don't like my stories but even so, being sarcastic hurts me. if you have any problems with it, maybe tell me? did i do or say something wrong?” something like that i guess?? or when you want to do it in the group chat you could just say, “hey friend that actually hurts, did you really mean it?” and “i'm sorry i don't get if you're being sarcastic or what but it hurts.” not these exact words but something like this?

you could also talk to other friends about it so they'd understand your point of view before you confront the friend. as friends should, i'm sure they'd understand. you could tell them in person too! that feels more heartfelt and better! or thru video call?

this got too long but i really really hope this helps!! or it comforts you in some way? good luck to you and your friends! i hope you & the other friend come to an understanding, friendships are really really nice to have!

as for my online habits... i still have facebook for school, i just didn't download it on my phone & instead go on the computer to open it so that it's separated in some sense? i still don't interact that much though cause i open facebook once or twice a day to check announcements & instead go straight to the Classroom or to my emails. i made good acquaintances through group projects so we could help each other but that's about it. as for relatives, i have a telephone & a cellphone number and my other family members relay the messages or stories told online to me during dinner. or i ask relatives about it when we see each other, if im really curious. they have been bugging me about it but i won't budge. i'd get a flip phone if i could read manga & read emails & watch youtube there but right now i'm satisfied with my old phone!

and i actually have instagram and interact a bit there. my hs friend group has long separated from each other but i talk to some friends there & i like looking at pictures there so it's all good! i also open it on the computer sometimes. sometimes i even chat with some old friends on genshin lmao >.< i do have this cousin who would message my whole family if he had something urgent to tell me. it's so funny walking around the house and having people stop & tell me the same message!