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countrylessman · 3 months ago

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new fanfic alert!!! in short: this fic is about three snippets of tanner visiting his challenger in the garage during some periods of his life. first one is when it's just a couple of months after the accident and the coma, the other when he is semi-recovered, and the other when he is fully recovered and gets his drivers license back. wanna find out more? go read the fic then

#driver san francisco #driver #john tanner #driver: san francisco #dsf #my garbage writing #oh yeah btw sorry for not writing anything in the past months #in short: i have a lot of things to do and writer's block hit me #i'm totally open for new ideas though!!!#it's just that it's hard to search for inspiration when it feels like you wrote everything that you could about driver #anyway. if you have an idea for a fic throw it into my ask box #or just wait till i get one myself #also tanner really loves the chally and it's canon bc i said so

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simgerale · 8 months ago

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me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake….#I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour.#I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing?#y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day.#but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!!#I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

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stabbyfoxandrew · 25 days ago

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also hi. me and jess ended up binge watching iwtv s2 yesterday.

#agh vampire trauma... i love it...#anyway. didn't go to bed till like 3am.#i keep catching myself slipping into lestat's voice.#he's not even the main guy of s2 but... i love him his voice is so easy to do for some reason??#hmmm #also i read a book this morning (an entire book in 3 hours) while i waited for jess to get up and it was so terrible #it was supposed to be about werewolves but it wasn't wolfy enough and it was full of errors #and i'm so annoyed that i read it in the first place! like jesus. first of all i thought it was a stand alone but it's not. it's 1 of 3?#SOMEHOW #and it ended on a sort of cliff hanger?#i don't think i give enough of a fuck to read the other two bc GOD but also man... 3hrs of my life...#sighhhhhhhhhhh #at one point it was supposed to say '___ tries to break free from his restraints'#but instead of restraints it said RESTAURANTS!!!!!#so many errors and typos and missing words and complete fuck ups (RESTAURANTS) that i honest to god cannot believe this is a finished book #which people can purchase and read #it read like something i woulda wrote at 3am at age 15!!!!#rambly and in dire need of proofreading??? i just WHAT #anyway i'm actually shakespeare. that's what i've learned from this experience. sigh #mmmm #if anyone read this far i'm giving you a kiss on the forehead and calling you 'sweetheart' with a french accent okay #diaerie

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tethrras · 5 months ago

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my mom literally trying to gaslight me in real time is sooo funny

#can i say quite literally the most cunty annoying thing in the entire world.#it is very frustrating to me that i send my birthday wishlist. a month before my birthday.#and everyone waits till the last week to get stuff. like.#i get my stuff for people 3 weeks before birthdays and christmas most of the time if they give me lists #and literally some ppl are shopping for me like 4 days before my bday and asking what i want #even though i already. sent a wishlist.#and i don't get it like #i never buy myself fun things bc i hate spending money #so i ask for fun silly stuff you have to buy online bc otherwise i'll never get it #and then they also never get it for me bc they never look at what i want until last minute #and i don't get it lol!!! makes me feel like no one actually wants to get me anything #and just does it out of obligation like #i care about getting stuff ppl want and making them happy #IDK I KNOW THIS SOUNDS SO CUNTY I SHOULDN'T COMPLAIN #THAT PPL WANNA GET ME THINGS AT ALL #it's just like. i care a lot about effort yenno.#SIGH WHATEVER. I JUST THINK IT'S FUNNY MY MOM TRIED TO GASLIGHT ME ABT THIS CONVO #i told her to tell my brothers gf not to get me x piece of dndads merch cuz tay wanted to get it for me #and that the gf could get me dragon age posters i put on my google doc #my mom comes back down says the dndads stuff wouldn't come by my birthday #and i said i literally told you to tell her not to get her that because tay wants to get me that #and she was like no you said the other thing #NO. I DID NOT. LOL.#AND THEN SHE ROLLED HER EYES AT ME WHEN I CORRECTED HER #like.............................................#ANYWAY. SORRY FOR BEING THE WORST MOST ANNOYING GIRL IN THE WORLD AND #EXPRESSING THE MOST GLARINGLY FIRST WORLD PROBLEM OF ALL TIME #i just want ppl to genuinely care about me on my birthday like sorry if that is too much to ask!!!#maia.txt

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hershelwidget · 1 year ago

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Actually now I think about it. We’re barely scratched the SURFACE that is my Big Brained Thoughts About Radio Star. so to fix that here’s me throwing damn near all the drawings I never showed y’all. go bonkers. also im not going to explain a SINGLE ONE OF THESE you have to find any possible context in the tags im so sorry

oh thats. l. less than i thought. uhm.

can i offer you then This Thing

and uhhh uhh uh. scrambles. some select Words from my Note and Document about him respectively

ok so funny story. half my radio star content is straight up Missing :)

#im not the least bit upset about that :)))))))) (i am sobbing into my pillow hes just GONE i LOST the FRAGMENTS of his SOUL)#okay well i have. an IDEA of where most of it is #but i dont want to go into that place (the dms of a dead person) because I Dont Want To #unForTUnAtLeY FoR Me i have TWO reasons now to go there. FUCK #i’ll just wait till it builds up to five. it’ll get there eventually #anyways tags #just dance #just dance 3 #video killed the radio star #i changed my mind im explaining ONE OF THESE:#he is French :) ok tgats all #hes MY favourite coach so I GET TO MAKE THE CORRECT HEADCANONS!!!! /hj #oh no. i tricked myself into thinking about a blorbo. damn you consequences of my actions!#I JUST NOTICED THAT ALMOST ALL THE FIRST FOUR DRAWINGS APPEAR IN THE COLLAGE. THATS SO FUNNY

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neotula · 8 months ago

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started warhammer: rogue trader and i am already infested with a warp entity help

#tula rambles #i keep having to google lore #tula plays games #tula plays rogue trader #been considering buying this one since it came out #and waited till reviews started saying that the bugs were starting to get fixed #look I need a new rpg #specifically one of these isomeric turn based ones #seeing as pillars of eternity just… wasn’t my thing (will try both again later) I figured id go back to owlcat #and I consider myself pretty well able to parse tabletop rule video games now #oh the irony #I used to complain and complain about tabletop rpgs turned video game #and now I throw myself in #now I can fit in with all my warhammer friends

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thyme-in-a-bubble · 8 months ago

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i feel very cool and very powerful rn because i am 40% finished with a thing that i have been working on for fucking ever

#and i just had a bit of a rot where other things kept getting in the way of working on it #but now it's going! rolling along!#through i am actively sitting down and making myself work on it and not look at anything else #i can't wait till it's done and you guys get to read it #sshhhhhh it's already over 10k #lea speaks #lol remember when I was like 'oh yeah I'll just write this up and begin posting it in march'#but then buttercup came to me and I just HAD to get it out #and then life things added up and got too stressful to writing was just not a thing my brain fucked with for a bit #yeeeaaahhh #but get ready #get excited #because this one is WILD #it is for a lack of better words epic

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cybercanadian · 10 months ago

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also have 2 dick appointments tomorrow 🫣

#lol I hate myself #the one in the morning just happened tonight because I was on Grindr waiting for other guy to respond #we’ve been chatting and he was free and I was in a mood so I said yes #the one in the afternoon is with a guy I’ve been talking to since before the holidays #we never met up cause he was always too sick and blah blah #but he’s better now and we made these plans earlier this week oop #I’m living my best life in the city you guys #didn’t really realize it till I wrote it out….lol #but also it’s the first time I’m getting this much here and I’m having fun the last few weeks before I go back home #sigh endrant

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paris-geller-was-straightwashed · 3 months ago

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hands up who thinks two weeks of constantly being misgendered is the reason I just spent 100+ bucks on gender gear

#✋✋✋#to be fair I've been meaning to get one of the items for literally over 4 years now #which is a GREAT example at how good I am at getting starting on things #I've just finally had enough of waiting even though I was literally the only one holding myself back #why am I like this #but it wasn't till now that I was like....'wonder if being called a girl and a daughter had something to do with that...hmmmm' 🤔🤔

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bangcakes · 11 months ago

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#ladies.............. i asked him to hang out BDNJDNDJDJDJDJ #i guess..... background info maybe ???#i had asked him if he wanted to keep in touch with me n one of our mutual friends. he said sure.#said mutual friend is gone on a trip all of january #so i was like oh fuck what do i do #so.... i was like oh i can like.... tell him like....#blank is in blank. id still be down to do something or we could wait until she's back. either is good with me!!#and he was like.... (after over AN HOUR) 'i guess we could wait till she gets back'#so im like NDJDJDJDDKS OK. i sent.... okay let me know if you change your mind !!#like brb dying NDJDJJDJSJDMS #like could have been worse. like he could have said no to both. idk the 'i guess' is kind of sending me.#n e way. im just glad he replied. thats more than most ppl get from him JDJDJDJDJJDJDJDJ #hhhhhhhh ya... idk if i was ready to hang out with him by myself anyway. id like to get to know him better first....#like i wanna see if we can even be friends outside of school....... n e way !!!!#so relieved that i just asked !!! its been hanging over my head a few weeks now. i just wanted to have a calm christmas n new years JDJDNDN #personal #ONE OF MY TAGS GOT ERASED. HOLD ON #... GOTTA GO ON DESKTOP TO FIX IT #edit: ok it should be fixed

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permanentreverie · 1 year ago

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*chanting to myself* the morning will come again no darkness no season can last forever my life will change i will take the future by the throat and bend it to my will THE MORNING WILL COME AGAIN NO DARKNESS NO SEASON WILL LAST FOREVER

#ty spring day you will always be iconic #forever one of my favourite songs and favourite lines in the whooole bangtan discography.#you know guys. a year from now i don’t want to be in the same place. i really don’t.#i want to work hard and save up a bunch of money and get awayyyyyyyyy #i’m just. ok. i love my mother. i know she’s been through A Lot and is doing the best she can.#but i’m feeling the effects. living with her is a bit stifling.#(i literally made myself throw up and sh the other day because of some hurtful things she said to me)#ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE KEEPS CROSSING MY BOUNDARIES.#it’s a long story but i literally can’t wait till i get away from my family and from my DAD.#literally the idea and hope that i can soon change things is what’s keeping me sane #lindsay posts

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fortes-fortuna-iogurtum · 2 years ago

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it's the night before payday, otherwise known as The Evening Of Spending-Related Soul Searching, where I spend at least an hour contemplating how much needs to go into my college savings fund and how much I can allow myself for spending money and what in particular to spend money on during this payperiod and what things I'm going to have to give up/wait till next payperiod to buy bc I want other things more.

#we have these absolutely adorable dinosaur plushies at my workplace rn but they're a seasonal item and once they're gone we don't get more #there are three different herbivorous species and they're each a different colour and they're *so* soft and cuddly and I love them #and we had them last season and I waited too late and while I got two of the three colours I accidentally missed out on the third colour #so I was overjoyed when they came back this season! but I've been waiting till it looks like they're selling down before I get mine #just bc there are other things I also need to spend money on and some are a little more pertinent/important than buying myself yet another #stuffed animal lol #buuuut I *had* planned to get one this payperiod... and then I found another thing that I'd like to get #(a real steal of a find on mercari that's exactly the thing I need for a cosplay I want to finish before starting college)#and I had sorta agreed with myself that if it's still available when I get paid I'll buy it #but NOW there's ANOTHER thing that I've been wanting for a long time possibly becoming available next week #and I really want to get that while I have a chance #and so now I'm stuck trying to decide which things to prioritize and which ones to wait on. *sigh* :')#gurt says stuff

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medicinemane · 5 days ago

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#it's a shame that I don't have a gun where I could be confident that I could kill myself #both cause I'm pretty sure I know what you're supposed to aim for; and because there's no chance medical help could get here in time #the reason I don't hang myself is because I'm only about 80% sure that things would hold #I just don't trust that belt; not quite enough anyway; and I'd trust my knot work less not to mention I lack a rope #...basically; what I really don't trust is everything to hold once my unconscious body starts flailing #if I failed there's a good chance I'd wind up with brain damage... and fuck man... I can't even get by as is #so basically I either have to do it right in one go; or I need to wait till I can make sure I'll do that #that's the only reason I'm not killing myself... well... if not right now; then tonight... yesterday... tomorrow #just can't be sure enough #of course I'm afraid of dying; but frankly today or in a hundred years... it doesn't change anything; there I just have to plunge #but my real fear is fucking things up #I need to get my hands on a gun; I need to die; I'm so utterly unfit to live and just such a useless blight on the world #I provide nothing; I need to be gone

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rugretti · 3 months ago

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