#or is it seasonal depression idk

[your-average-toast-enjoyer]

Omg it's finally winter solstice

THE DARK DAYS ARE OVER

I CAN WAKE UP AND SEE THE LIGHT AGAIN

[tubbytarchia]

Someone's antlers fell off for winter

[ne-cocoa]

Lil self doodle ✨yay✨

[jovenshires]

so heyyyy.... how y'all doin......

[heph]

House's tendency to rationalize feelings away and being frustrated at himself for still feeling them. It's hurting me 😢

At the end of 05x04 Birthmarks he did a paternity test... And even after it turned out that John wasnt his father, he was still drinking his whiskey, because it didn't mean anything that John wasn't his biological father, because things are still the same.

He's still sad, he's still depressed. The dipshit of a man passing still made him sad. And the thought that he can't even rationalize it away as hatred upsets him. And so he drinks.

And to that Wilson said no one can choose their parents... Because House rejects John as his paternal figure and yet deep inside, House still called him his dad.

[marlboromiles]

quick heretic doodle of that old man and the poor missionary girl he wants to join his weird blueberry pie flavored polygamy cult

[marithefriendlyghost]

I may be miserable, but at least I have my interests and music to keep me sane

[angelmush]

starting to feel my enjoyment of cooking seeping back in after a long period of intense burnout that had me really slogging along preparing meals with gritted teeth for a good month there. i credit the return of this spark to the much needed break i took on our 3 day vacation that resulted in us eating solely theme park food. while delicious, in all its greasy overpriced glory, i found myself missing the kitchen. so last night for dinner i made heavily spiced chicken wings with crushed peppercorns and garam masala that rendered slowly in its own fat while roasting in the oven, resulting in flavorful charred crisp skin and a really juicy bite. we picked them clean over steamed rice with lime and scallions. i also baked a loaf of marbled pumpkin and dark chocolate bread yesterday for my neighbor as a thank you for doing me a favor last week. it looked delicious. the crumb was tender and plush and velvety, the spiced ginger molasses pumpkin batter swirling alongside the bitter dark chocolate espresso batter, with puddles of dark chocolate bubbling across its top. it looked so lovely i whipped up a second one for us to have for ourselves that's in the oven now, i think it could be a really good breakfast pastry for us this week.

[bpdlottiematthews]

I’m beginning to realize that the Daemon/Rhaenyra dynamic is what really draws me into House of the Dragon. It’s by far the most fascinating dynamic to me with all of the messiness and toxicity that comes with incest and a large age gap. I think a major reason I’ve been feeling so disconnected from the show and the characters this season is because I’m really here for Daemon and Rhaenyra. When they’re separated, I just check out. Nobody else on the show, no other relationship or dynamic, is nearly as interesting to me.

[tiredsurvivoronmain]

Waking up the Chris-bear for breakfast

[lifblogs]

The internet is making me feel like I'm the only one online who loves short days and long nights and snow and winter.

[spacedlexi]

people who think clem surviving makes no sense are so funny. "they were literally foreshadowing her death the entire season" let me introduce you to the concept of a red herring. she tells lilly she isnt lee and shes right. the narrative was forcing her down that path, a path she saw as an inevitable fate waiting to take her too, but its a narrative broken by aj, who is also his own person and not S1 clem

"it happened to lee, and itll happen to you" lilly tells clem she'll die protecting aj from some mistake he makes, when in reality his defiance of her will is what saves her life after she had already accepted her fate. he breaks clem free from the lee cycle and they get their relatively happy ending. good for them

[mettywiththenotes]

I can't explain it in a way that doesn't make me sound delusional but. I believe in Viktor Jinx interaction part 2 Getting Worse boogaloo

[chronicsyd]

Idk what sounds More depressing—

A: Jinx cutting off her own hair, symbolic of "letting go of the past"?

or

B: Jinx having her hair cut off (perhaps an assassination attempt via Ambessa) and having that memory of her past ripped away from her?

[reginamillls]

I need to find a good distraction - any book recs?

[mcshizzle-the-fire-boy]

It took me an hour and a half to get out of bed I’m a tad concerned